《Living As the Villainess Queen》
Chapter 0 Prologue
Chapter 0 ¨C Prologue
Moans were mingled with harsh, ragged breaths.
The dim bedroom was made significantly warm by a tantalizing heat.
Golden lights cast obscene shadows on the walls as a man and a woman could be seen deeply tangled in bed, moving in a sensual rhythm.
He pulled up his upper body and held his knees close to her hips, enclosing his palms around the woman¡¯s ankles and spreading her legs wider¡
Every time he crushed deep inside, the man visibly tensed up. His broad shoulders and muscles splintered with sweat, as if with oil.
His grip on the delicate ankles tightened. Like a weak bird whose neck was bitten by a fierce beast, the woman shook weakly and struggled to conform with the hot rush of pleasure.
¡°Ah¡!¡±
Eugene shook her head from side to side and moaned. In a helpless state, she raised her hand and scratched the crumpled sheet at the side of her head.
As if he wouldn¡¯t allow even a moment ofx, he filled her in a fast pace every time he came in.
Their joined bodies were getting hotter and hotter by the second. Despite her asional protests, he wouldn¡¯t budge even for just a little and, instead, continued his torturous exploit.
She was not used to such conduct. It was her second time to be with a man, but her first night with him was more sexual than what Eugene had imagined.
Her body was in a tight race¡ªshe could hardly breathe.
At first, she didn¡¯t think there could be anything more. It turns out; she was mistaken¡ªthe man¡¯s capabilities were still unknown to her.
He was an energetic man who surpassed Eugene¡¯s expectations. Today he drove her incessantly as if to say that today, she yielded a lot before him.
When she thought she would finally faint, he loosened up a little, and she felt the unmistakable warm liquid drip from her folds¡
She breathed out as fast as she could.
When she least expected it, he raised her ankle and kissed the soft skin of her calf, a surprisingly sweet gesture from a callous man.
A bluish glow reflected from his dark eyes, which slowly turned ck.
Eugene¡¯s eyes were half-opened,zily gazing at the man who hadn¡¯t yet moved from his position. The slow, circling caress the man made with his tongue irritated her ¡ª it made goosebumps erupt from several parts of her body.
With her leg still captured by him and her buttocks lifted slightly from the bed, the warm liquid poured out and flowed through her hip bone.
Every time he shoved, there was a sound of shing flesh.
The sheets on her back were damp with her own sweat. She felt wet and limp like a sponge soaked in water.
As soon as she felt him slowly slipping out, Eugene sighed out of relief, thinking that the man had his fill and would then leave her to rest, only to be proved wrong the next second.
The man grabbed Eugene¡¯s thighs and inserted his length once again without warning.
Immediately, Eugene¡¯s stifled cries filled the room.
The prickly sensation of scratching at her inner walls struck her sharply. The leg he seized was perched upon his iliac bone, giving him more ess.
Lowering his posture, he positioned his hand to the side of her face.
His lips came down on her and covered her lips. Licking, turning her head to the side, swallowing her lipspletely, he pushed his tongue deep into her mouth.
The man, who had erect shaft pressed into her heat, surprisingly had a soft kiss, unlike the ferocious air of his lower abdomen. He soothed her sweetly inside her mouth and caressed her innermost thoughts with the tip of his tongue.
Eugene moved her lips as well, participating in the dance that only the two of them knew.
However, the affectionate kiss quickly turned nasty. His tongue rolled up and sucked hers, hard. At the same time, his shaft lodged below retreated for an inch and struck inside her like a stake.
¡°Mmpphh!¡±
Her shocked body trembled, holding his arm next to her face. Once again, Eugene was helplessly caught up in the wild dance of his tongue.
He coveted her persistently as if the world would end tomorrow. His desire struck her like a huge wave.
He began to move, a sure sign of a beginning. The movement of her folds, spreading to the limit, felt ufortable and pleasant at the same time.
A deep sense of pleasure ran from her lower abdomen to the top of her head.
¡°Ah!¡±
Her body shook violently. Eugene closed her eyes tightly,a groan emitted from her throat.
She couldn¡¯t bear the sensation and became anxious that her whole body would shrivel up if she didn¡¯t make a sound.
The scorching weather made her body feel more feverish. The man was no exception, either. Sweat from his neck dripped down his sculpted chest.
He bit her lips with eyes full of enthusiasm and licked her earlobes.
¡°Eugene.¡±
The whispering voice sounded thrilling, as if it was touching her very soul. She blinked her hot eyes open upon hearing the name.
Eugene.
It was her name.
Her body, which was shaken by all means, however, was not originally Eugene¡¯s.
Chapter 1 The Land of the Desert
Chapter 1 ¨C The Land of the Desert
Everything felt different and strange. It was scorching hot, and she could feel her forehead slick with sweat.
When Eugene squinted her eyes open, she found herself lying down and was greeted with an unfamiliar sight¡ªsand scattered by the wind and the clear sky visible above her.
Where am I?
She willed herself to get up and buried her hands in the sand to support her upper body. Doing so, a handful of it whichid previously on her chests poured down.
Then, her eyes were filled with wonder as she looked at the strange ce she was in. An even morbid expression shed across her face when she saw the clothes she was wearing.
Lifting her arm, she looked awestruck at the back of her hand with loose sleeves surrounding it. The material of the gown was luxurious, but it wasn¡¯t to her taste.
Am I dreaming? Eugene surmised, but the painful rays of the sun on her exposed skin told her otherwise.
Taking her eyes off her hand, she looked again at the scenery before her. The red sand blew in the wind¡ªshe could barely see where she was.
I¡¯ve never been here before, but I¡¯ve seen many simrndscapes in photos. Why am I in the desert?
An idea popped in her mind, and when she opened her mouth, finding it ridiculous, she heard nothing but her ownughter. She was too overwhelmed to make out a word.
Did she fly to the other side of the world?
The desperate nature of survival awakened, and her mind became clear. She rose slowly and looked around, her legs wobbling beneath her.
Everywhere she looked, it was a sandy, dull, and just dune. Standing confusedly, she began to walk. I don¡¯t want to burn myself to death, she thought. As soon as possible, she needed to find some shelter.
Not long after she began to move, something made her stop her steps. Far away, something appeared to be moving. With crease on her forehead, she squinted her eyes to have a better look.
She was watching keenly to find out who the figures were, but when they started to change in direction and charge towards her at a brisk pace, she began to panic. On instinct, she stepped back, unwilling to narrow the distance between them!
She was on a frenzy, imagining the worst that could happen. Her face became thoroughly flushed when she thought they were armed soldiers rushing in the sandstorm.
She ran and ran, but the gown kept her slow. Besides, it was much harder to sprint on the sand.
It was not long when they came close to her just enough for Eugene to recognize them. The riders on horseback with grotesque forms of helmet stopped at a certain distance.
The man in the lead jumped off his horse. He was a stout-bodied foreigner with disarrayed thick brown hair. If anything, he looked European, so did the men behind her.
The man bent one knee on the ground and said.
¡°My queen.¡±
Eugene¡¯s eyes, which had been hardened with fear, went wide open. Hisnguage was definitely not in Korean. But she could understand it perfectly.
Dumbfounded, she looked at him, blinking several times as the rush of sweat stung her eyes.
She didn¡¯t know how to react. Noticing her unresponsiveness, the man spoke confusedly.
¡°I beg your pardon, Anika. Are you okay?¡±
Anika?
Eugene nodded slowly. It was the best she could do for now.
***
Soldiers patrolled along the walls built high on the desert. The red sun hung along the horizon, its sizzling rays on the brink of sunset stretched over the endless sand.
The fortress wall faces a desert on one side and a capital city on the other, where a kingdom was located. The desert facing the kingdom was called the ¡°Dead Sea¡± because it was nearly impossible to tell its end.
There was no disarray in the soldiers patrolling on the wall at regr intervals. The kingdom of Hashi, ruled by the King of the desert, was famous for his strict military discipline.
The soldier, who habitually nced over the Dead Sea, turned his head again upon seeing familiar figures approaching the kingdom walls.
The cloud of dust made from the strong hooves of horses mounted by men be more chaotic as the group run nearer and nearer the wall.
¡°His Majesty ising back!¡±
The soldier¡¯s cry was passed from one mouth to another and finally reached the people at the gate post.
¡°Open the gates!¡±
The vicinity of the gate quickly became busy. There was tension and excitement on the faces of the soldiers and civilians alike.
The vast stone gate was raised and opened by dozens of sturdy men who joined forces to lift it open. Among the soldiers, those of good physique and strength gathered at the wall and held the pulley handle connected to the gate.
It has been almost a month since the King left the castle. After a long trip, his subordinates weed him warmly, chanting his name even from a distance.
¡°One! Two! Pull!¡±
The stone gate was the sole entrance to the kingdom. It was held open only in specific periods of the year when the sun rose and on special asions. The return of the King was a special exemption.
By the time the stone gate was almost up, the King and warriors reached the wall and ran inside without slowing down.
The straight road became clear immediately. The passers-by, who heard the news of the King¡¯s return, quickly stepped aside to make way for him. Suddenly, their works were disturbed, but no oneined.
The King only brushed past the people who greeted him and cheered, but no one cared. On the contrary, everyone bowed to the retreating back of the King, who had already gone in split seconds, leaving only clouds of dust and sand on his trail.
¡°His Majesty is back!¡±
¡°He¡¯s been out a little longer than usual, Isn¡¯t he?¡±
¡°Now I¡¯m going to sleep in peace. The drought will be over soon!¡±
¡°I wish I could live without an unfortunate ident this year.¡±
People who continued on their chores again spoke with a brighter dexterity
The King was both the ruler of the kingdom and their guardian. No one disagreed with this.
****
Everything happened so fast. In the next moment, Eugene found herself in a delicate chamber where her supposed attendants lead her into. All the way, she walked in a daze¡ªeverything surrounding her felt like in a dream.
The good thing was, people didn¡¯t talk to her and kept their heads bowed down. Were they afraid of her that much?
Eugene sat stiffly on the sofa, nervously biting her lips. Her eyes were full of tiredness after not getting a good night¡¯s sleep
¡°Jin Anika¡¡± She now recounted the name of the role she must y from now on, the name felt strange to her lips.
Her real name was Eugene. Herst name was Yu and her first name was Jin, but most people around spelled her name as ¡°Eugene¡±, making it more western-like.
Eugene was an ordinary woman turning 28 years old this year. A simple office worker in Park Bong¡¯s office who was living on her own and striving hard to escape from a miserable life.
A great deal had happened in just a few days. She fell in love with the novel ¡°Mahar,¡± which she created, and woke up into the body of someone else¡¯s body! In all honesty she didn¡¯t know what came to her, words just came out her and she just found herself writing the novel.
Novel, of which none of the ideas and concepts she didn¡¯t know where exactly she got from.
Why Jin Anika? Why her of all the characters?
She lived in a different world and a different body overnight. Even so, she wasn¡¯t entirelyining because her previous life was so hard that she didn¡¯t want to look back at it.
But there was a severe problem. Jin Anika was a viiness in the novel and thest character that would perish in the name of justice!
Mahar was a thoroughly socialized society. Thus the Queen of the Hashi Kingdom was at the top of the pyramid of identity.
What happened to Jin Anika in the novel? Eugene shivered visibly as she remembered the end of the novel.
Jin Anika, Queen of Hashi kingdom, became a public enemy and died from her husband¡¯s de.
Chapter 2 A Twisted Woman (1)
Chapter 2 ¨C A Twisted Woman (1)
Eugene got up and walked to the dressing table. In controlled breaths, she stared at the reflection in the mirror.
No way.
She drew her head closer and reached for the antique-looking mirror. In reaction, the woman in the mirror also reached out to meet Eugene by the palm of her hand.
Eugene blinked her eyes hard and frowned. She poked her lips from side to side and then stuck out her tongue. Sitting on the sofa, she tilted her head obliquely with one hand on her chin and the other on the sofa¡¯s arms, brazing herself. The woman in the mirror did all the same things!
It was then that her body was sted with shock, unfathomably severe that she couldn¡¯t move a muscle and only stare long at her reflection. Her mind long understood it, but she refused to believe the bizarre thing that had happened to her until this very moment.
The woman in the mirror was long-haired. Her straight jet-ck hair hung down to her waist, and her eyes were undeniably ck, too¡ªtwo dark pools full of mysteries staring back at her.
Eugene was ustomed to the appearance of different people as she grew up. Strictly speaking, Jin Anika¡¯s appearance was different from that of Asians.
Her hair felt light and soft; it didn¡¯t even feel attached to her scalp. Winding her fingers through a bunch of it, it felt like cascading waters slipping through her hold.
Eugene felt intimidated. Her eyes were disturbingly ck as if they were soaked in ink. The color was so deep, she felt like drowning in it. The irises of the eyes were almost indistinguishable from the pupils¡ªswallowed by the irrefutable ck pupils.
Her frame was close to Westerners. However, her bones were slimmer, and her physique was a bit softer than ordinary Westerners. She looked like a mixed-race fairy in fantasy operas, using Westerners as a basic form.
Frankly, when she first saw her reflection in the mirror, her jaw dropped in an instant. It was not every day that she sees such beauty.
The overall appearance was exquisite¡ªher slim, delicate limbs and spotless clear skin made her look innocent and pure while her naturally red lips created a sultry vibe. The improbable contrasting charms were in great harmony.
There¡¯s now that a viin shouldn¡¯t be a beauty, but¡
Eugene felt somewhat queer. The embarrassment of having imagined a vicious, mean woman to be as ugly as her soul and then embodying her, only to find out that she was eternally beautiful made her insides shrink.
It¡¯s not so bad, she thought to herself. Her mind thought of worse characters that she could have possibly transmigrated into.
Much better than being a ve. So what if she¡¯s a viin? At least she¡¯s beautiful and has a high profile.
With this thought, Eugene felt better little by little.
Jin Anika married the Fourth King and became Queen of the Hashi kingdom. In the long run, she met her miserable end in her husband¡¯s hands.
Therefore, at this moment, Eugene was faced with a problem.
Her expression, which briefly brightened up, became forlorn again. ¡°I don¡¯t know the current progress in the novel!¡±
In any novel, the moment when a viin enters the spotlight is when she begins tomit an evil deed. But she was returned to the safety of her chamber with no fuss, so she assumed that Jin Anika hadn¡¯t yet enacted several crimes following the plot.
¡°Anika,¡± Suddenly, a soft voice broke the silence.
Startled, Eugene turned to the door where the voice came from. A minute passed, and she still didn¡¯t answer.
¡°Anika.¡± The voice which sounded cautious and nervous called her again.
¡°Anika, the king has returned.¡±
Eugene¡¯s eyes went wide open.
***
The horse carrying the King passed another gate into the inner city wherein the castle was located. There, a lot of people hade out of their houses and been waiting for his arrival.
Kasser swung the reins of his horse around his hand and pulled it roughly as they neared the gate but, his horse named ¡®Abu¡¯ refused to slow down, and instead run in a pace faster than his owner wanted him to.
Abu, the mighty ck horse was admonished by the King several times. The thing was, his horse loved to show off. As ridiculous as it sounds, Abu enjoyed the warmth and attention from the people¡¯s wee, so he ran faster than what the King¡¯s hold on his reigns told him to.
Nearing the castle at a fast speed, Abu finally skidded his front hooves in fear of being reprimanded by his owner. It was not easy to suddenly stop with the built-up inertia.
There were times when he was scolded for disobeying orders and speeding up or changing direction in advance. And he would receive greater punishment if he hurt someone, so the horse drastically buried his hooves under the dirt to halt himself!
After desperate efforts, Abu managed to stop a few steps apart from the man who was standing at the front gate.
¡°Whoa!¡±
The watchmen breathed sighs of relief here and there. The sight of a mighty horse near them chilled them to their bones, but the man who was in a breathtaking distance from Abu¡¯s hooves disyed a cool, unbothered exterior.
Chancellor Verus didn¡¯t even blink his eyes in a startle. People around him, specifically thedies, whimpered in admiration to him.
A horse¡¯s hooves could cause serious injury. But he appeared nonchnt, showing off hisid back smile at the presence of the King.
Kasser came down from the horse and took off his helmet. A mass of messy vivid blue hair previously squeezed by his helmet was now in full view.
Everyone went down on their knees, for the King of the Hashi Kingdom had finally returned to his castle.
Chapter 3 A Twisted Woman (2)
Afterward, Kasser threw his helmet to the ground, and one warrior came quickly to fetch it.
He then turned his head to Abu and struck the body of the beast with his big and heavy right palm. The red eyes of the helmeted horse were full of antipathy. He looked irritated and agitated when his owner scolded him.
Narrowing his eyes, Kasser nced at the red-eyed beast. His blue eyes visibly stretched vertically like a snake¡¯s.
¡°Tsk..tsk¡I am very disappointed.¡±
Slowly, the red eyes of the beast turned to the other side in shame, and Kasser¡¯s lips crept up. This was a short moment when he was able to see a submissive reaction from his superior and wild beast.
Nheless, he cared about his horse and never forgot that Abu was a special fellow in a good sense and a bad sense. His loyalty relied on the superiority of power. Therefore, his coercive order was more effective than dealing with him with affection.
Handing the reigns to one nearby servant, Kasser ordered to take over his horse. ¡°Give him plenty of food because he hasn¡¯t eaten all day.¡± Proper carrots were also essential to tame the wild beast.
¡°Yes, Your Highness.¡± The servant answered. Abu was excited by the food he was about to eat, so he went with the servant without resistance.
His hooves bounced joyfully, like a child giddy for his treat, as he the servant led him into his luxurious stable.
Despite seeing Abu¡¯s adorable behavior, Kasser kept a straight face.
He took a quick step forward and nced at his subordinates¡ªnot one man didn¡¯t have a horrified face. Indeed, he would never fall into a position where he would need to remind people of his authority.
He was adored and feared by everyone at the same time.
Verus stood side by side with the king who began to walk in wide strides. The servants tailed behind them and entered the pce¡¯s gates with vigor.
¡°I am d to see the king has returned home safely.¡± Counsellor Verus greeted him.
Kasser nodded and immediately got down to business. ¡°The meeting is an hour, I believe.¡±
¡°Yes, Your Highness, I have issued a call.¡±
¡°What¡¯s the recent news?¡± Kasser inquired.
¡°There is a message from the Priest saying that the drought will be over soon.¡± Verus answered diligently.
¡°And? Did something ¡®special¡¯ happened in the castle while I am gone?¡±
Verus¡¯ mouth, which was previously smiling faintly, became stiff in an instant. With great effort, he managed to disy a rxed expression again. His palms, however, started to break out sweats of tremendous anxiety.
¡°None, your majesty! I¡¯ll let everyone know in advance that the main agenda of today¡¯s meeting will be the strengthening of the wall¡¯s defenses. I must get ready. Your majesty, If you¡¯ll excuse me.¡±
Kasser simply nodded.
Without hesitation, Verus stopped walking and bowed his head. When he raised his head long after, he could only see the back of the king¡¯sst servant following him.
I¡¯ll tell you soon.
He sighed in a swoon. Whenever the king went out into the desert, he always gave Verus full authority. The king¡¯s bestowed strong credentials to him were admirable, but the pressure was unspeakable.
He together with other advisers of the king agreed to postpone informing him of the recent events in the pce. Come to think of it, he would be giving the king a day or two to resolve the kingdom¡¯s difficulties rather than losing his patience over his wife whose existence was a sphemy!
Fortunately, the missing queen returned unscathed. Verus snorted, ¡®Well. Isn¡¯t it a waste? It would have been better for the queen to disappear for good!¡±
His habitual smile disappeared from his face as the woman came to his mind. He felt irked when he recalled her, the sole person who had made everyone participate in a search frenzy these past few days,
¡°Why the hell did she do that?¡±
The queen¡¯s disappearance left questions unanswered. As he could not even inquire her himself, he was sure that she had some vile motive behind this stunt.
She was a twisted woman, and he hated her for this.
It¡¯s not that he didn¡¯t like her from the start. On the asion of the royal wedding, he was even d to attend and sincerely wish good fortune to the couple in theing future.
But as time passed, when he became aware of the queen¡¯s true nature, he became increasingly loathsome of her. The queen was the type of woman he disliked immensely. She only enjoyed power and refused to take responsibility, even abandoning her duty!
It was just fortunate that the queen did not take part in state affairs. Still, he couldn¡¯t shake his intuition that her presence would harm the king and put this kingdom in jeopardy.
* * *
As what he habitually does upon returning from an expedition, Kasser proceeded to his chamber, intending to change his clothes. In a couple of minutes from now, he would grab something to eat before going straight to the conference hall.
Yet, today was seemingly different. Kasser stopped on his tracks as soon as he entered his chamber. An olddy of ample physique bowed deeply with a cid smile before him.
He continued with his stride and stood at the center of his chamber, stretching out his arms sideways. His servants then quickly stripped him of his armor, including the ones attached with his arms, legs, and chest.
¡°Good afternoon, Your Highness. Is there anything I can do for you?¡± Marianne, the olddy, bowed again and asked him casually.
¡°Verus lied to me. He told me there was nothing unfortunate that had transpired inside this castle in my absence.¡±
¡°He¡¯s right, Your Highness. What bad could possibly happen to us inside the peaceful walls of this castle?¡±
¡°If you are telling the truth, then why are you here?¡±
The blue eyes, clearer than his blue mane, stared at the olddy in question.
Marianne gently turned her eyes to the king with a reassuring smile. Perhaps no one in the kingdom was more outspoken than her, and no one could afford to look at the king straight in the eye like she does.
She was the king¡¯s nanny and was once themander-in-chief of the royal court. She also took charge of the royal household for a long time in ce of the absent queen.
In a matter of truths, she was second only to the Prime Minister, but she had never wielded her power after the King¡¯s marriage to Queen Jin.
It was because her presence seemed to be abhorred by the queen, who supposedly be the one to shoulder Marianne¡¯s responsibilities. Marianne declined to be in the position again, even though Kasser himself persuaded her several times.
Since then, Marianne was hardly seen in the castle. She stayed quiet and was not even socializing. So her unannounced appearance before the king was unusual. If she had only intended to say hello and wee Kasser, she would have chosen another day to do so.
¡°Your Majesty. You¡¯re overreacting. It¡¯s really nothing.¡±
Kasser snorted faintly. Her presence told him the pce had been eventful these past few days.
¡°Speak, what is it?¡± Hemanded in his authoritative voice.
Marianne nced at the king. ¡°The queen¡.¡±
Kasser clicked his tongue. ¡°I almost forgot about her. Who else died this time?¡±
Chapter 4 Hunger Strike
The in usation in his voice could be clearly heard, and for Marianne, it spelled only trouble. Her eyes widened in panic, and she frantically shook her head, hoping to retract her mistakes¡
¡°Your Majesty. That is not the case¡¡± she began but was interrupted once again.
¡°Then what is it? Enlighten me.¡± Kasser asked nonchntly. Marianne nodded politely, bowing her head ever so reverently as she continued what she had been about to say.
¡°Your Majesty, I¡¯m afraid the Queen is rather uhm¡strict,¡± she stated, the concern visible as he looked at her eyes. Concern for the people in the pce, concern for her life, the list goes on. Kasser let out a quiet scoff.
¡°The number of people she kills every time would be doubled if we left her to be ¡®strict.¡¯¡± He muttered irritably to himself, full knowing what the queen was capable of in his absence.
The number of servants killed by the queen¡¯s corporal punishment had be an rming number. Indeed, there was a cause of punishment for every crimemitted, but in Kasser¡¯s eyes, none deserved the sentence of death for such trivial matters.
With the queen trying to establish a new order in the pce only brought trouble to the king with his subordinates. Even her very presence in their remote desert kingdom left everyone aghast with what she had done.
Kasser had tried to be firm, and had warned the queen, Jin Anika about the repercussions her punishments would bring upon her, just over a year ago¡
¡°The moment I hear about one more person is dead because of you, I will not let it go unpunished!¡±
Those were his exact words. But he could still recall the way she gazed at him, despite the clear threat in his tone of voice. The confusion was stered on her face. She couldn¡¯t understand how badly she upset the king. But despite the surprise and confusion, the malice in her eyes remained the same. And it bothered him to no end.
Ever since then, Kasser grew further away from her. Nothing could draw them close. They weren¡¯t close before, never had been, but the disgust he felt for her now was much more intense than it had been before.
They were fortunate enough that the queen had heeded his warning. The number of punishments she doled were immensely lessened. But even then, the fear remained. The courtiers feared her so much, so they opted to stay silent, never voicing their concerns to the king.
Yet despite this ring problem, the King couldn¡¯t get rid of her. He needed her to give him an heir to the throne, despite his loathing for her.
¡°It¡¯s been a while since I¡¯ve heard of any dead bodies being found.¡± hemented once again. ¡°But perhaps you found some again?¡±
But Marianne denied, shaking her head in response, ¡°No, Your Highness.¡± she told him, relief in her voice, ¡°We¡¯ve found no dead bodies.¡± she went silent again, unsure of how to say it without being deemed as disrespectful. Kasser waited on her to continue to speak.
She took it as permission to speak freely.
¡°Your majesty, if I may suggest,¡± she began, and Kasser looked at her with a raised brow. Her nerves got the better, but she swallowed them down to continue anyway, ¡°I suggest the queen be taken care of.¡±
Blinking in confusion, Kasser¡¯s brows creased atop his forehead. It was such an unusual request for the sake of such a brutal queen¡
¡°Excuse me?¡± he asked incredulously, hoping he hadn¡¯t heard her correctly, ¡°Take care of her?¡±
¡°Yes, your majesty.¡±
¡°Why?¡±
¡°The queen has been skipping meals for over two days,¡± she informed him, and Kasser¡¯s eyes widened in surprise. It was unexpected of the queen to neglect her ownfort¡
¡°And why is that?¡± he inquired further, but Marianne only shrugged her shoulders in equal confusion¡
¡°We don¡¯t know, your majesty.¡± she said, ¡°The queen doesn¡¯t leave her chambers, and none of the female attendants could enter without her express permission.¡±
Kasser appeared pensive for a moment before looking back at Marianne¡
¡°Does that mean you haven¡¯t been able to enter as well?¡± Marianne nodded, and Kasser turned away, deep in thought. The confusion filled his mind and bothered him to no end, ¡°A hunger strike perhaps?¡± he muttered to himself before his eyes darkened¡
What is she up to this time?¡¯ He thought.
Chapter 5 A Husbands Visit
With all the armour pieces removed, his body felt considerably lighter, and all the servants had been dismissed after finishing their task. But Marianne remained in her ce, and the discussion continued on. Growing more heated by every passing second¡
¡°Oh well, no one dies after just two days of starvation.¡± He finally stated, brushing off his concern for the queen¡¯s stunt. But Marianne appeared to be in disbelief he would allow such a thing to continue and scolded him like a mother would her child, ¡°Your majesty!¡± she eximed incredulously. She raised him better than this.
¡°I understand your distaste of her, but she had made her sacrifices as well.¡± she pointed out, ¡°The queen came all this way for you, all this way from her nativend, where she had been born and raised.¡±
¡°Your majesty, you are the only person she could rely on in this ce.¡± she finished softly. She was imploring him with her eyes to do the right thing.
Kasser turned away from her gaze and remained in silence. And Marianne knew she needed to change tactics and let out a sigh, ¡°Your majesty, don¡¯t do it for the queen then, but for your subordinates.¡±
¡°The subordinates she kills?¡± he asked her, a fine pristine brow raised. ¡°The subordinates that are still alive.¡± she rified, ¡°If they hear of how you treat the queen, others, who are not on your side might spin this into a weapon against your credentials, against your dignity.¡± She could tell she almost had him convinced,
¡°How well you take care of your queen could be seen as a reflection of how well you can take care of your kingdom. Do not let your emotions get in the way.¡± Despite her heartfelt words, the King remained impassive; indifferent to her plight and remained still as a statue.
Feeling frustrated Marianne couldn¡¯t help but raise her voice¡ ¡°Your majesty!¡± ¡°What would you have me do then?¡± Kasser finally said before he sighed and turned to face Marianne,
¡°What am I supposed to do with her?¡±
¡°All I ask is for you to check on her,¡± Marianne said, repeating the subject of their conversation, ¡°Just check on her, and see if she¡¯s alright.¡± Kasser stared at her for a moment before he turned away once more¡
¡°I have a meeting to attend to in a while.¡± he finally said, ¡°I¡¯ll stop by her chambers after it.¡±
¡°But your majesty, meetings run for hours. Stopping by would take only just a few sec-¡±
¡°Fine!¡± he all but yelled at her before calming himself down, ¡°Fine.¡± he repeated albeit a lot calmly than he did a second ago, ¡°I¡¯ll take my leave now.¡± and he swiftly left the room, if only to escape the incessant nagging Marianne was about tounch at him.
Kasser snarled at the thought of the queen, and all the troubles she brought to him. Theonlylovethatwomanhasisforherself! He thought spitefully, yet Marianne¡¯s voice caught up to him as she called out one final bidding.
¡°Your majesty if you truly are to speak to her, speak softly and don¡¯t be furious at her!¡± Despite the logic behind Marianne¡¯s reasoning, he found it hard to keep calm, but he needed to before he¡¯d speak to the queen. It¡¯ll only take a few seconds after all. Still, one had to admire the persuasive abilities Marianne had. No one else could have convinced the king to check on the well-being of his loathed wife. But it made sense that she could. She was the only one to give him warmth after all.
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Eugene hadn¡¯t butted an inch from her position ever since she¡¯s heard the news that the Fourth King had returned. Her eyes frantically nced around her as she panicked in confusion. WhatshouldIdo? She thought.
She could feel her own throat dry up, too filled with nervousness to even bother looking for some water. She had hoped she could avoid it even today, but it seemed like even her luck had run out. Suddenly someone was out of her door. ¡°Anika,¡± a cold voice called out, ¡°Open this door.¡±
Eugene gulped as she turned towards the door. Cold dread filled her entire body as she knew exactly who it was. She couldn¡¯t turn the king away! When she uttered not a word of permission, Kasser continued.
¡°I¡¯m going in.¡± He announced, and the knob turned and entered the room. The ice in his voice was unmistakable, Eugene could hear it as inly as she could hear her own harsh breathing.
Barely able to stand up to greet him properly, the door swung with such force, she almost let out an involuntary squeak but sprang up in fright instead. The chair falling backwards as she did so.
Kasser¡¯s gaze first fell on the empty bed, before travelling to the chair and finally meeting Anika¡¯s eyes. And yet what struck him as odd was the panic that her gaze now held as they locked eyes with one another, but with it was another expression he couldn¡¯t quite get a grasp with.
Initially, he only nned to get in, converse for a while to gauge what she was up to, then get out. He was confident enough the queen would not harm herself. She loved herself too much to do so!
It would only not make sense for her to begin starving herself now. And looking at her now, perhaps she was only pretending. His doubts began when she had note out to greet him upon his return. But the way she stared at him had him reeling in confusion, and all the more suspicious. He¡¯d never seen her sport such an expression¡
Chapter 6 Youd Dare Turn Away from Your King?
Chapter 6 ¨C You¡¯d Dare Turn Away from Your King?
¡°Kasser, the King of the Dead¡¡± Eugene muttered to herself softly as she saw the man that stood before her.
She couldn¡¯t take her eyes off him.
He was like an adonis onnd. His hair was of a cobalt blue. Where Eugene was from, such hair color was only made possible through dyeing. But in this world, the natural shine his blue locks gave off was different from what would be the effects if it had been artificially colored.
She remembered writing down that most people who had lived in Mahar had naturally brown hair and brown eyes. Only a select few people vary from time to time.
Which meant his hair was special¡ªit was a symbol of his identity and ability.
All six kings Mahar have their own unique set of abilities. Which meant each king had a different color of hair, which would signify just what abilities they had exactly.
And in Mahar, he who had the blue head, and blue eyes would be the sessor of the king.
As much as Eugene was thrilled to meet one of the most important characters in the story she had been creating and talk to him, she had to reign it in because she wasn¡¯t exactly in the best position to be doing so. She currently resided in Jin Anika¡¯s person¡
And in the story, Jin Anika was most definitely the viiness. Which meant she was King Kasser¡¯s mortal enemy. The bad to his good. Kasser would also be the one who would also take Jin Anika¡¯sst breath. She cursed herself for that.
Why did I write it like that?! She thought to herself before she could feel the beads of sweat slid down her back. Is he going to kill me then if I mess up? She wondered worriedly¡
Kasserughed dryly as he watched her. Jin Anika was definitely acting quite strangely than she used to¡ªwhich meant she was up to something, and whatever schemes she was having never bode well for him. It was as he had observed in the past after all, without fail. It wasn¡¯t bias on his part, rude as it may be, it was a fact.
¡°Well here I am,¡± he said to her as he swept his gaze around her room once more, before returning his eyes to hers, ¡°What do you want me to do now, I wonder,¡± he said, holding his head up in a fierce defiance, not wanting to be swayed to do her bidding.
¡°Wha¡ªI mean, yes?¡± she stuttered, and Kasser let out a scowl and paced back and forth like a tiger would its prey¡
¡°Speak up!¡± he ordered harshly, ¡°If you have something to say, then say it clearly and with haste!¡±
He was well aware that the tone of his voice was well above what Marianne had asked him to do, but her actions were beginning to irk him. He never liked the way the Queen held herself. Her very demeanor got into his nerves in every wrong way possible.
Eugene could only blink some more before she shifted her gaze towards the floor. Why the King was so upset with her, she couldn¡¯t fathom. She could barely even remember at which part of this part of the story was, or what was happening.
The more she stayed silent, the more Kasser grew irritated¡
¡°Look at me!¡± he demanded, and her eyes snapped back up to meet him. He was openly sneering at her now, tilting his head as he continued to observe her.
¡°You¡¯d dare turn away from your king?¡± he asked her, the venom dripping from his voice.
This new act rubbed him off in wrongs ways as well. It wasn¡¯t like her at all. Eugene knew she had to do something so as not to incur his wrath¡ªshegave him a soft and gentle smile¡
The pleasantness of the smile took the king aback. It was odd to find her smiles pleasant. Usually, it only brought dread to his very existence. Her unnaturally onyx irises always held a certain coldness to them, that he could never find an ounce of warmth in it. Oftentimes, he could almost mistake her for a human-like doll; real in the flesh, butcked the soul to live with.
She smiled at him awkwardly, looking up at his face with innocence, and Kasser¡¯s eyes widened for a moment. But behind this smile was Eugene screaming in her head¡ªLeave me alone!
¡°News has reached me,¡± he cleared his throat and began again. ¡°You¡¯ve been skipping meals.¡±
¡°I¡¯ve had a lot on my mindtely.¡± she excused, ¡°But I¡¯m fine now, I won¡¯t forget to eat again.¡±
Unable to hold his intense gaze, she looked down towards the floor once again,pletely missing the change in his expression.
Chapter 7 Strange
She could feel her heart thudding in her chest, and for a moment, she thought it was about to burst. There was a heavy nket of silence all over the room.
The silence was deafening that Eugene could hear her own breath.
¡°Tsk¡ tsk¡ Anika, what crimes have you done now that you can¡¯t even look at me? Besides, why didn¡¯t youe out of the castle when I arrived?¡± Beyond Eugene¡¯s awareness, it was customary for the queen to wee the king who has been out of the castle¡¯s walls¡ªthe only refuge from monsters of the desert.
Kasser sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose as he continued to question her. After all, it wouldn¡¯t be news anymore if she hadmitted another crime. It¡¯s practically all she¡¯s ever done as queen, he thought to himself dryly.
Eugene, on the other hand, was also getting aggravated by his incessant questions, ¡°Are you that offended I hadn¡¯t gone and rolled a wee wagon for you?¡± Unfortunately for her, her annoyance wasn¡¯t well hidden from her tone of voice.
Was it customary for everyone here to go out of their way just to wee their High and Mighty King? Ha! Eugene scoffed to herself until she remembered exactly where she was¡
Immediately she began to apologize for her rudeness but still sporting an indifferent look, ¡°I¡¯m sorry. I spoke out of turn.¡± she bowed, and Kasser¡¯s eyes shot up in surprise¡
¡°Sorry?¡± he mumbled to himself. Never before has he seen the queen apologize for whatever fault she¡¯s made. Doubtfully narrowing his eyes, he continued to be wary. After a moment of scrutiny, he inferred it was sincere enough.
He cleared his throat and spoke to her in a much more gentle manner.
¡°And what about your meals?¡± he asked, stopping her in the middle of another apology, ¡°Lunch¡¯s just passed, and dinner won¡¯t be for a long while. What can I do for you?¡± he asked, and Eugene hesitated.
The mention of food brought her mind to some rice, and suddenly, her stomach rumbled loud enough for both of them to hear. Blushing for a moment, Eugene gulped down her embarrassment and tried to regain whatever dignity she had left.
¡°I can eat now.¡± she said eagerly, and Kasser nodded to her request.
¡°I can¡¯t stick around. I have a meeting shortly.¡± He informed her, ¡°I¡¯ll tell the servants on my way out.¡± She nodded at him in response.
¡°Yes.¡± she said, keeping her gaze trailed on the floor. As soon as she heard the door close right after Kasser left, she lifted her head in satisfaction. She couldn¡¯t deny that he had a sense of authority wherever he went.
Because suddenly, the room felt so empty with him gone. Finally, Eugene breathed out in relief after holding it in for so long.
All the warriors who had escorted her from the desert to the castle were low in rankingpared to her, the queen. They could never lift a finger against her, nor me her for a fault.
But the king was a different matter entirely. He was the highest authority in the kingdom and Jin Anika¡¯s husband.
¡°My husband¡¡± she said to herself, before letting out a heavy sigh.
She¡¯s never been in a rtionship, at least not those romantic in nature. She couldn¡¯t even recall thest time she allowed herself to love, or be involved in a love affair. All her life, she had turned away and shunned the concept of a romantic rtionship.
And now here she was, married in a day!
At the enormity of her situation, she just realized just howplicated things had gotten for her.
They only had one interaction so far, and already she could feel that he was looking for any slips she might make in the future. Eugene could feel an iing headache and groaned.
How must I behave in the future?
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Meanwhile, by the hallway towards the conference room, Kasser halted his steps. Consequently, so did the servants who were following him.
So lost in thought he was, his servants caught him spacing out. He then turned towards them, and immediately, they curled in intimidation.
Something was upying his mind, and it wasn¡¯t the uing meeting he was about to have. This never happened to him before. His eyes flitted around the corridors, yet he couldn¡¯t find what he was looking for¡
Looking further, his gaze swept through the corridors, corners and stairs until it stopped at the sight of the queen¡¯s chamber door¡
His feelings were confusing him, but he was certain he wanted to find her, talk to her. He needed answers, answers only she could give him. He¡¯d be sure to stop by once again after the meeting.
Strange, Kasser mused to himself.
Indeed it was a strange day. The queen was physically the same, but her speech and actions say otherwise. Whatever this new scheme of hers was, he would surely be keeping a close eye on her this time.
Chapter 8 A Queer Deal (1)
Jin Anika knew her charms and talents just as well as she knew how to use them to her advantage. When he first saw her, she smiled rather wickedly as she surrounded herself with countless of men, from all walks of life, on her birthday.
Kasser did not mean to be part of those men that had flocked towards her. At first nce, she had not seemed suitable enough for a life in the desert, and Kasser quickly deemed it to be a futile attempt. However, she had approached Kasser herself and had struck a queer deal with him, including a rather strange suggestion.
¡°Help me maintain a formal marriage for three years,¡± she told him, ¡°And in three years, you shall have your sessor.¡± she finished, and Kasser hummed in thought.
¡°Why me?¡± he asked her, and she just gave him another mischievous smirk.
¡°I don¡¯t think you are interested in me,¡± she said, ¡°It¡¯ll make the three years of marriage a lot easier.¡±
¡°Why do you need a fake marriage?¡± He insisted
¡°I¡¯ll tell you when the deal is done without any trouble,¡± she told him.
¡°And what will you do after the baby is born?¡±
¡°I¡¯ll tell you thatter too.¡± she said, ¡°It¡¯s not a bad offer, don¡¯t you think my King?¡± she purred at him, ¡°After all, you need an heir sooner orter.¡±
And with that, he struck the deal, and all Anika needed to do was to bear him his heir, for only she, her kind, can give birth to a child that will inherit his abilities.
Ever since before, the four kings have always dealt with the struggle of session. There came a time when the kingdom was put in jeopardy with theck of sessors to the throne. Fortunately, it was abated when Kasser¡¯s father had him; but even then, he was already in his fifties.
The kingdom of Hashi was the farthest from the Holy city where Jin Anika came from. To reach it, one must cross a perilous mountain range, which meant only a few people would ever take such roads. Which ultimately resulted in less diverse people, and cultural exchanges, and lesser new blood to the current poption.
Due to its istion, the Hashi Kingdom¡¯s culture had be frugal. Despite it being a luxurious and splendid aristocratic in nature, its culture remained undeveloped. It became a deste periphery for the aristocrats residing in the castle who only lived for the joy of pleasure.
The ultimate goal the king needs is a sessor. And for that goal, that dream to be a reality, he must take Anika to bed. Anika, descending from the Holy city, led a rather affluent lifestyle, and it wasmon knowledge that people of her kind refrain from traveling to the distant desert kingdom.
As what nature demands, Kasser would get older, and it was only a matter of time until things would be toote. He was already exhausted at the thought of searching far and wide for a way to produce an heir. It¡¯s like his father all over again¡
So back then, he figured it was a good deal. However, as time went on, he was beginning to have doubts about whether or not he was dealt with an easy solution, or was tricked.
Before, at the start of their marriage, his mind was filled with thoughts on whether or not she was going to keep her promise, her end of the deal. But now, considering Anika¡¯s corrupt nature, he was filled with a different kind of concern¡
Would the child that would grow inside her be fit as my sessor?
Whenever anyone would ask if he had any problems, he would always remain vague. As if it was an automatic response to deny any form of help at all¡But for years, he always had a gut feeling something was not right, but still, he chose to ignore it.
It¡¯s been three years.
Spinning on his heels, he made an about-turn and began pacing once again.
Three years since they¡¯ve entered an agreement. Three years since they¡¯ve promised to each other. Sooner orter, he will find out what it is Anika nned to get out of with such a strange proposal to him. And whether or not she really will uphold her end of the deal. But to do that, he must make up his own mind, too.
Thete afternoon meetingsted longer than he thought. There were barely any breaks at all.
It was a chaotic meeting in summary. Although he had called for the meeting, it was not a formal meeting in actuality, and therefore there was no actual arrangement followed. There were too many participants this time, so many it was enough to fill up the entire conference room, which was by no means small. It consisted of not only the high ranking officials but also of those from the working-level officials, who¡¯ve yet to climb up the socialdder and improve their status.
Anyone who was anyone was also speaking; sometimes some would do so out of turn. They¡¯d give out opinions without respect or remorse to the chairman, to the king. This type of meeting was certainly unique only to the Hashi Kingdom, seeing as social status should not be barriers in their culture.
Despite their declining culture, the Kingdom of Hashi was tightly knitted. They were more united than that of any other kingdom. Their istion in terms of geography and environment, had yed a huge part in this¡ªsort of like a quasi-state. Their belief was strongly rooted in the saying: we can survive only when we unite.
Those were the words that cemented their unity.
The meetingsted till morning. Twice a year, this meeting would be held, always after the dry season would end. This was in preparation to pave way for thorough nning of activities that would be held in the next couple of months.
¡°It seems to me, there are still some creases yet to be smoothed out.¡± he said, ¡°Let¡¯s adjourn the meeting for now.¡±
And with that, the king had brought the meeting to a close.
For the people who stayed upte till morning, they all looked pale. Soon people trickled out of the room peacefully. Too tired to put up such a fuss.
It was only until everyone finally left the conference room, did Kasser plopped back on his chair and nced over the scattered records left behind in the room. Flipping until thest page, Kasser let out a sigh and pinched the bridge of his nose, before pressing his fingers to his temple¡
He crossed the desert for nearly a month. And as soon as hees home, he is met with a meeting thatsts until morning. He sighs, although his endurance was clearly different from that of his subordinates, he was still only human, he was still capable of being exhausted, and feel drained from those events alone.
The general soon approached him, with some servants in tow.
¡°Your Grace, I had your bath ready.¡± they bowed respectfully.
¡°Alright.¡± He answered them as he finally rose to his feet.
¡°Would the king like to eat first?¡± the general asked him, and Kasser paused, mulling over his choices and his own body¡
I need sleep more than rice. Kasser thought to himself.
¡°Is the queen eating now?¡± He asked them instead, averting the question¡
Yesterday, when he left the queen¡¯s bedroom, he had ordered her to eat, but he¡¯s yet to know whether or not she took it to heart and actually ate some sustenance for her body¡
The general couldn¡¯t answer him right away, her eyes widened in momentarily. She was taken aback. The king never asked about the queen before, not even once. Not even to follow up on the queen¡¯s condition. Ever since they both married, she¡¯s had a feeling they were only ever invested in the beginning of the marriage, a honeymoon phase. After that, the king left the queen alone to her own devices.
¡°I beg your pardon, Your Highness.¡± she bowed in forgiveness, ¡°I¡¯ll check on the queen.¡±
Fortunately for him, Kasser had not med the shock the general was experiencing. His request came out of the blue, and was out of character, even for him.
However, it seemed to him, that even the courtiers have noticed just how dry the rtionship between the king and his wife actually was.
Despite having stepped down from her post, Marianne still took it upon herself to instill the discipline she had helped mold onto the king. Even to this day, her influence remains strong. So out of respect, despite the many things the courtiers wanted to say, they held their tongue as it would be rude, especially when ites to the rtionship of the king and queen.
Although the credit also partially goes to the queen¡¯s excellent acting. Always appearing quite coquettish towards her husband, even under scrutiny in the public eye, helped convince the people their rtionship was fine.
For a while, Kasser had hesitated.
It is time to talk to her.
He finally made up his mind and turned to the general.
¡°I¡¯ll have lunch with Jin.¡±
Chapter 9 A Queer Deal (2)
Bowing her head in acquiesce, the general said, ¡°Of course, Your Grace. It shall be done so immediately.¡± And so the general left, the shock still reeling in his mind. It was still too early to pass judgement, in his opinion. It could be nothing, it could be something. But it still wasn¡¯t certain that the rtionship between the king and queen was changing.
Nheless, she could only hope.
As General Sarah stalked the hallways, she ran into Chancellor Verus, who was returning towards the direction of the conference room.
Sarah had be a general, at the expense of Marian. Though not as charismatic as her predecessor, she was still sincere and meticulous. Soon enough, concerns about Marianne¡¯s vacancy had dispelled and quickly settled down as Sarah took up her position as general.
The two of them exchanged greetings as soon as they neared each other.
¡°Are you off to see the King?¡± the general asked, and Chancellor Verus nodded¡
¡°Why yes general.¡± the Chancellor answered, ¡°Where is the king?¡±
¡°I¡¯m afraid he¡¯s off to the baths right now.¡±
¡°Well then, perhaps I shalle back at ater time.¡± And the chancellor began to retrace steps.
¡°For a moment chancellor,¡± the general called out, ¡°I wasn¡¯t nning on telling anyone, but you are the king¡¯s most trusted chancellor, and as such, I thought you should know.¡±
¡°Oh?¡±
She wanted to share the news with anyone but didn¡¯t want to end uppromising the king. Fortunately, Verus had proven to be a trustworthy person, and was knowledgeable about the real rtionship between the king and his wife¡
¡°The king, His Majesty, had just ordered me to prepare lunch with the queen,¡± she said, Chancellor Verus appeared pensive, but not at all surprised.
¡°Truly? Then perhaps he was finally taking Marianne¡¯s advice.¡± the Chancellor mused, and Sarah immediately understood what he was implying.
¡°Perhaps, but it was the king himself who told me, without any prompting from Marianne.¡± she eximed in a rather excited manner. The glee in her tone and that twinkle in her eyes could not hide her excitement at the prospect. And for the chancellor, it was news indeed.
Three years have passed since the king had married the queen. And in those three years, their union remained utterly fruitless.
¡°Indeed, it is a rare asion.¡± the Chancellor said, ¡°Thank you for sharing general. But I believe you have a royal lunch to prepare.¡±
¡°Yes, of course, chancellor.¡± Sarah said and bowed in respect before she left the chancellor on his own,pletely missing the strange look upon his face as he watched Sarah¡¯s retreating back.
¡®Could it be that the king already knows of the queen¡¯s sudden disappearance in his absence?¡¯
He stood in the corridor in solitude. His thoughts battling in his mind. If he were to disregard the natural wickedness the queen possessed, even he would not wish for the king and Anika¡¯s rtionship to be acrimonious.
For the country¡¯s future, and continued reign, the king must produce an heir soon. Even amongst spouses who never get along, a child is usually born early on, but that was the only extent of those spouses¡¯ rtion.
¡®I¡¯ll talk to himter.¡¯
He turned and walked in the direction Sarah had gone.
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Another day had finally passed, without any untoward incidents, except for the asional encounter with the king. Eugene, in her current situation, had stayed up all night, overwrought at the mere prospect of having to face Kasser, and would demand of her to fulfill her duties as his wife.Fortunately for her, she was safe that morning.
Being queen gave her quite a leisurely position. None came to see or bother her, not even to remind her of any strict schedule she must follow.
Eugene spent her entire breakfast sifting through, and organizing her thoughts.
¡°What did Jin Anika do while she was a queen of the Hashi Kingdom?¡±¡¯
In her novel, she remembered that Jin Anika¡¯s character appeared quitete in the story. At first, she introduced a rather minor viin. This viin soon turned out to be acting upon the orders of the queen. And that was how Jin Anika was revealed to be the final boss. She appeared somewhere in the middle of the story to be specific.
¡°I should remember the details.¡± she muttered to herself. When she wrote the novel, ideas suddenly came popping to her head in disarray. Eugene gulped a nervousugh, and goosebumps erupted from her skin as she realized something¨Cit felt as if someone was dictating her to write such a strange novel.
It¡¯s a littlete to regret now that she found herself in the viin¡¯s character.
Until a thought urred to her.
¡°What if I remake it now since it¡¯s my story anyway?¡± Yet, this was not feasible.
So far, nothing hade to mind. Ever since Eugene entered the world she created, she felt as though she had ceased to be its author, and became one of the many pieces in the world called Mahar.
It didn¡¯t help that she did not have much knowledge when it came to the Hashi Kingdom. While writing the story, she¡¯d only ever gone as far as thinking about what it should be called and where it was located.
Now that she was in it, the world no longer seemed like a teau, gone was the way she saw the world in the t lines of the pages. Now it appeared epassing and round.
Mulling over this, the thought of Seongdo or the Holy City, where Jin Anika came from, struck her. Could she find some sort of refuge there?
She also knew that outside the kingdom¡¯s borders, there lie six other kingdoms.
But to cross from Hashi to Seongdo, there was still the unavoidable obstacle in the form of a mountain range. And then proceed to traverse towards the Sloan Kingdom. In simpler terms, Hashi was the farthest kingdom from Seongdo. Whatever happens in the kingdom couldn¡¯t really reach the other.
She was in an isted kingdom, surrounded by strange people. What¡¯s more, her fate was to die in the hands of Kasser, the very man whom Jin Anika married.
Presented with these challenges, Eugene took a deep breath. She still couldn¡¯t understand how in the world she was transmigrated to a novel-world, not to mention, waking up in a viiness¡¯ body.
But now, she was only sure of one thing.
She won¡¯t back down.
Chapter 10 Deja Vu
¡°Seongdo,¡± Eugene thought to herself. It means Holy City, or otherwise known as the center of the world. Each and every kingdom in this world has its own capital, its own royal family.
Seongdo was also a small country, run by Sangje himself. Though the country was political in nature, it was, in fact, religious. Tranting that to the real world, one where Eugene was supposed to be in, Sangje mirrored the Pope.
But she knows that Sangje is not human. And as far as she went, she is certain she¡¯s the only one that knows. She knows because it was her idea, her creation. Just like the world she was currently in was born of her imagination.
¡®Should I seek Sangje?¡¯She shook her head at the thought. She didn¡¯t feel much like it would help her situation.¡®There is no guarantee that he will be able to help me after he knows my identity. Besides, I don¡¯t want to go to Seongdo, it¡¯s the center of all events.¡¯
¡°Anika.¡± a timid voice called out to her, and Eugene turned her head to the general direction of the voice. Having not said a word yet, the voice called out once again¡
¡°Anika, may I have a word?¡± Eugene was mulling over whether she should. Noting up with any reasonable excuse to avoid the audience, she decided to hear the person out.
¡°Come in.¡± No matter how she controlled it, her tone of voice and inflection were strange, which proved difficult when ites to dealing with her subordinates. She¡¯s watched plenty of historical dramas in her leisure time, but it didn¡¯t change her speech one bit. She still spoke the same.
The door creaked open, and in came the maid. She had a light brown colored hair, with eyes that shone with hazel. Her gaze was pointedly affixed on the floor instead of towards Eugene.
Ever since she came into the world, Eugene has been greeted with an onught of endless strangers. She felt so overwhelmed at her new surroundings, new people, she was finding it difficult to grasp her new reality, to believe it¡¯s not all just fiction. Not to mention that the maids were all so simrly dressed, it was hard for her to differentiate who was who.
But the maid before her was familiar. After all, she¡¯s served her and continues to do so ever since, making sure Eugene had everything she needed.
¡°What¡¯s your name?¡± Eugene asked, and the maid bowed her head lower. She was shaking.
¡°Please forgive me for disturbing you, Anika, but the king sent a message.¡± The maid reasoned out, clearly misinterpreting it as a threat from the queen. Eugene noted how sweat began to form around the maid¡¯s temple, as well as the way she kept wiping and fiddling with her hands against her uniform.
¡®This hierarchy runs a tight ship.¡¯Eugene mused to herself as she continued to observe the stiffness of the maid¡¯s posture towards her.
But contrary to this thought, people around her casually calls her by the nickname Anika instead of her title¡ ¡®What a really strange decorum¡¯.
Finally, she took pity and responded, willing her voice to be a bit softer.
¡°What message?¡± she asked the maid.
¡°His Majesty, the king requests to have lunch with you.¡± she answered, still keeping her head bowed down, as was expected of her. The maid had used the word request, but Eugene knew it was an order from the king himself.
Eugene mulled over that request for a moment, agonizing every choice she could do. However, reason won out in the end. If she was to y the part of the antagonist, then she should learn to think things through thoroughly and swiftly.
¡°I will.¡± She finally replied and went about her morning routine, which also included a light meal. It wasn¡¯t until a little whileter did the dread finally crept in Eugene as she realized one difficulty.
Lunch was quickly approaching. She could tell simply because the maids have begun to rush in and prepare the setting for the shared meal of the king and queen.
The other day, when Eugene woke up, she had been pampered and attended by the maids. If she was being honest, there was something satisfying in the way they waited on her hand and foot. Being queen, despite the main viin, was quite a pleasant experience. However there is one thing she did find ufortable; when their hands roamed her body¡
At least, the body she was currently borrowing.
It¡¯s only been a few days since she arrived in this world, and yet here she was already enjoying the privileges and other luxuries given to her.
It hadn¡¯t urred to her, because of course, the clothes she had been wearing the past few days were not appropriate to be worn to have lunch with the king. As it turns out, the luxurious clothes she thought were good enough to be worn outside, were only indoor clothes owned by the queen. Naturally, another, and grander clothes were prepared by the servants for her.
¡®Is this real?¡¯ Eugene definitely felt as if she was in a dream.
The dress was beautiful. It was made of silk, with sleeves that rustled as she moved. Her bodice was made of corset, adorned with glistening beads. The skirt billowing with every step she took. She couldn¡¯t imagine the fortune it cost for such a dress to be made and worn by her.
¡®Is this too much? Or is this just normal?¡¯ Because despite living as queen these past few days, she was still, woefully, novice to this entire thing.
As she continued to be dolled up in preparation to have lunch with the king, she remembered another ring problem she had¡
She doesn¡¯t know a single thing about dining etiquette in this world!
¡®What about table manners?¡¯She continued to fret, thoughts endlessly running through her head for any kind of stock knowledge.
She soon found relief in the fact that she at least have some experience with fine dining, considering she worked at a hotel restaurant for quite some time. Taking a deep breath, Eugene hoped that whatever she learned would not be aplete waste.
Time was running out. Lunch was fast approaching.
¡°Anika, pleasee with me.¡± There was a man this time, fetching her. He was dressed differently from the servants, his expression hardened, with eyes that held wisdom gained from experience. He stood tall and proud despite his advanced age.
There was only one word that came to mind who this was.
¡®General.¡¯
The thought echoed in her head. It seemed like even the original owner knew this man as such.
And so Eugene found herself walking the hallways with the General there to guide her. Her eyes flickered all around her, making sure not to lose sight of her guide, and wander off to who knows where. This was the first time she was seeing the inside of the pce. She had stayed in the queen¡¯s chamber all this time, after all.
It had not a touch of the modern age, but Eugene found it fitting; there was a hint of uniqueness to it. The stone floors were made with geometric patterns, its surfaces polished and colored. The walls ran long and tall, supported with columns and full of antique reliefs.
Despite having only serving as a passageway for people toe and go, the hallways was undoubtedly spacious. She mused that even if trucks were to pass through, there wouldn¡¯t be any problem at all. Everything was just that wide.
¡®I was expecting to feel embarrassed, yet I don¡¯t.¡¯
She continued to admire the grandeur, but she was not at all overwhelmed. Somewhere, deep in her heart, she was, surprisingly, calm.
She didn¡¯t even have to think about how to walk, she just automatically knew how to, her body moving so wlessly and elegantly like a true queen. Naturally assuming a good posture, it seemed to remember everything simply by muscle memory alone.
¡°I think this is the way to the dining hall.¡± She suddenly blurted out. It all felt so familiar, including the entireyout of the ce. Despite having not left the room since getting here, it seemed like she knew where to go after all.
The man she was following suddenly turned around to look at her and said¡
¡°Anika, I¡¯ll take you to the parlor where His Majesty instructed me to bring you.¡±
Eugene nodded and felt a strange feeling wash over her.
¡®Why does all of these feel like a deja vu?¡¯
Chapter 11 Royal Lunch (1)
Soon enough, they¡¯ve arrived in the parlor. Its walls were painted a dark blue hue. The door opened up, and Eugene went inside not long after.
Kasser sat at the table, and woke up from his short respite as soon as Eugene arrived. When he did, they locked eyes instantly.
Everytime I look at her, I was always ovee by intense loathing.
Eugene averted her gaze. In her novel, it was Kasser who took Jin Anika¡¯s life. He was also the kind of person who wouldn¡¯t hesitate to retaliate against someone who certainly deserves it.
However despite that, justice was not the only motivation the king had when he killed his wife. She remembered that Jin Anika had in fact, went missing after being embroiled in a tragic incident that had taken ce in Hashi kingdom.
It wasn¡¯t untilter on in the story was it revealed that Jin had in fact caused the ident herself, while thinking she will die with it.
Jin was also well versed in the dark arts through sacrificing human lives; the lives of the people in Hashi Kingdom. All done and possible through the power she gained by Mara.
It was in his anger at this discovery that soon led the king, Kasser to kill her in a fit of rage. His murder of his wife was done in cold blood. Might as well have called it an act of revenge.
Eugene sat down first, and Kasser followed. She did her best to ignore his intense gaze, which was undoubtedly on her.
The King, on the other hand, was steadfastly observing the queen and noticed that she kept her head down low, her gaze never straying to him once. Not once did she smile that coquettish smile she always sent his way, despite him being unresponsive to it.
The meal was already the table, ready for the couple began eating without exchanging a single word to each other, not even for greeting one another.
All in all, it was a grim meal. Sarah continued to stare at the two royalties, and found that her eyes began to moisten at the poor disy in front of her¡
What should I do with those two?
Sarah had took it upon herself to be in charge of the preparation of the meal and had painstakingly worried about even the littlest of details. She had walked tirelessly up and down several flights of stairs, all for the sake of this lunch to be a monumental sess.
That¡¯s why, seeing these two ignoring each other made her very disappointed. Soon after, all servants and general present, Sarah included, were dismissed from the parlour. The king wanted to talk to his wife alone.
Eugene didn¡¯t even have the time to look at her surroundings. She concentrated all her attention to her dish so as not to make mistakes. The utensils here were quite different from what she knew. Despite being simr to Western dinners, the dishes were all still strange to her.
As she was eating, a thought suddenly ran through her mind her mind, coaching her on what to do¡
It¡¯s¡ it¡¯s a mushroom. You can skim off the cream from the outside and cut it with a knife.
She did what her mind told her to and no one seemed to look suspicious of her eating. She ate in slow bites, fumbling at her memory, careful to appear without hurry. She felt a sigh of relief as soon as she finished her meal.
Because of her wariness, she didn¡¯t even get to enjoy her food. She couldn¡¯t even tell if the rice went to her mouth or to her nose. Still, even though she wasn¡¯t able to savor her food, she felt proud of her aplishment.
It was amazing that fragments of the original Jin Anika¡¯s memory remained in her..
She doesn¡¯t really know where or what the original Jin Anika knew. Nor does she know where the key to that locked drawer. But she believes that if she looks and searches every nook and cranny, she¡¯ll get used to it eventually.
Kasser put his ss down and indicated for the servants to get the empty tes and utensils away. It didn¡¯t take long for them to tidy up the ce and soon only the two of them remain.
¡°You¡¯re suspecting I told Marianne everything she knew. In fact, I didn¡¯t clear those suspicions of yours at that time.¡± Kasser stated, frowning at the thought.
It had been half a year since it happened. Since there was a great sh with the queen.
It was when the queen had asked, or rather demanded, that Marianne, the former general, be sent away. Had requested to ce her not even near the castle but in remote areas of the kingdom¡
But King Kasser had denied the request.
¡°I can never do that.¡±
He said that time.
¡°Her influence in the pce is great. She¡¯s only a general of the squadron? She might as well take my ce!¡±
Kasser couldn¡¯t understand why the Queen had hated Marianne so much, enough to send her away. Marianne, for all her aplishments and former position, was only a powerless woman. But the real reason why people followed her, love her, was not because of the power she held, but the virtues she lives by.
The queen had always regarded Marianne, and by extension, Sarah who was her sessor, an eyesore. And Kasser did not know why for the longest time.
¡°Do you think me a fool? That I wouldn¡¯t know? You, the king confides to her everything. I won¡¯t be fooled, not by anyone else.¡±
¡°Don¡¯t be ridiculous. No matter what you say, Marianne stays.¡±
Kasser hadn¡¯t listened to the Queen. After the fight, both left each other with nothing but bitter feelings, and thus the queen and king became more deste.
¡°It was my mistake.¡± He continued, ¡°We should¡¯vepromised, instead of ending it like that.¡±
Eugene stayed in rapt attention to his every word, despite not knowing what he was talking about. She needed to get the information, and what better way than from the king himself?
¡°Did you change your mind? I¡¯ll make sure Marianne doesn¡¯t enter this pce. Isn¡¯t this enough?¡± he asked her and Eugene frowned¡
Who¡¯s Marianne? The mere mention of the name did not give Jin Anika a clue. Kasser then frowned at her, and Eugene realized she must have spoken out loud¡
I don¡¯t think he appreciated that question. But who is Marianne?! Family? Lover?
These thoughts rang through Eugene¡¯s head¡
Chapter 12 Royal Lunch (2)
¡°No, it¡¯s fine.¡± she finally answered him, and Kasser stared at her with narrowed eyes..
¡°Are you certain?¡± He asked which Eugene returned with a terse nod.
¡°Yes, don¡¯t banish her from this pce.¡± She said with more certainty, this time, ignoring the ever prolonged stare the king was giving her¡
It was clear to her that this Marianne was an important person to the King, and for him to refuse to grant the wish of the Queen before indicated a strong connection with her.
¡°Am I hearing you right? You no longer wish for her disappearance?¡± He asked once again, and once again Eugene nodded.
¡°Yes.¡±
The room was suddenly filled with silence.
¡°Alright, if you say so.¡± Kasser nodded his head, but never took his eyes off of her. This made Eugene feel more ufortable, she wished that he would finally leave her alone, better yet, allow her to be dismissed already.
What if I make more mistakes that would make him suspicious? She thought, worried that she¡¯d give herself away any moment now¡
¡°It¡¯s rude not to look at the person you¡¯re conversing with.¡± Kasser pointed out with a narrowed gaze, ¡°Look at me.¡± He demanded, ¡°You¡¯re acting like a criminal, like you¡¯ve done something wrong.¡±
Gulping in trepidation, she slowly raised her head and met the king¡¯s gaze head-on. She soon schooled her expression back to cool indifference.
Deep inside, she was gawking at the sheer beauty the king naturally possessed. If they were back in her world, the real one she was supposed to be in, she could say without a doubt that people would pay a fortune just to look even remotely simr to him. He was that exquisite.
Now that she could see him up closer than before, his eyes seemed even more striking. The vivid blue glinted against the light in the room, shining like a crystal clear skies.
Still, this man was a killer, her thoughts warned. Despite his outward appearance, a monstery hidden underneath that wless skin.
She soon shook her wandering thoughts away when he caught him send her a smile, or a smirk should she look closer. She could feel her eyes begin to narrow as she tantly stared at him, her imaginary shackles rising, anticipating something to go wrong¡
¡°Did you have a change of heart while I was away from the castle?¡± He asked, tilting his head to the side, unashamedly still looking at her.
In retaliation and not one to be pushed around, Eugene gave him the most pleasant smile she could muster despite her wildly beating heart¡
She thinks her chest is about to burst¡
Of course, he is still Jin Anika¡¯s husband. Any change with her, he would surely notice.
¡°Yes,¡± she replied, hoping it sounded confident, ¡°I wanted to change.¡± Kasser perked up, genuinely curious.
¡°What for?¡±
¡°I want to make a difference for good. That is all.¡± Eugene finished, her breathing tensing ever slightly as the blue eyes continued to scrutinize her. Examine her, as if he could see what she was hiding with those sapphire orbs of his.
Indeed, the king¡¯s eyes were somewhat different. The mere sight of him made her feel as if he could read her mind in great detail. Pull apart everything in her thoughts that make her, her.
¡°Is this the cause of your sudden change then?¡±
¡°What do you mean?¡±
¡°Don¡¯t pretend that you don¡¯t know.¡± He said, his irritation seeping in his tone, ¡°Our contract.¡± He finished and Eugene froze¡
¡®What contract?¡¯ She thought frantically. None of this wasn¡¯t making sense. This wasn¡¯t in the plot at all!
¡°Whether you believe it or not. I didn¡¯t tell anyone about our contract.¡± Kasser continued, oblivious to her tumultuous thoughts.
What contract? Eugene,e up with something, please! She racked her brain, but nothing came to mind. This was certainly not written in her novel!
¡°It has been three years since we made the contract, three years since you came to this castle.¡±
Three years? Eugene didn¡¯t even know the original owner¡¯s age, but it could be estimated that the King is at least three years older.
¡°What exactly is your point?¡± She finally responded, that was neutral enough. Enough to sound like she knew what he was talking about, but still uncertain what he was trying to tell her. ¡°Tell me so I can finally get on with it.¡±
¡°Do you mean to keep your promise?¡± he asked and Eugene could hear he was growing skeptical¡
¡°Yes, I will keep my promise.¡±
¡°That¡¯s the most pleasant thing I¡¯ve ever heard from you.¡± He said enthusiastically, and Eugene found herself frowning once again at his tone, ¡°I don¡¯t mean to be sarcastic. Don¡¯t be upset.¡± He added, noticing her unpleasant expression¡
Eugene knew only one thing for sure. The rtionship between the couple seemed bad. His expression and tone towards her was not the way a man acts towards his loved ones.
Well, that¡¯s a relief. Eugene was d of this. It was best he didn¡¯t have affection for her so that he won¡¯t take her sudden change seriously.
I have to figure out why Jin married the king. There must be an important reason. As far as she knew, when she created the queen, she was just¡ there, designated with the role of the viin.
Kasser, on the other hand, had been expecting more resistance in their conversation. Surprisingly,his wife had seemed subdued and was agreeable this time¡
He understood that this wasn¡¯t Jin Anika¡¯s domain. She needed extra care, time to limate to the changes around her. Their ways were not her ways after all, marriage did not change that.
The first of many wishes was marriage. A formal acknowledgment of their rtionship. It had to be perfect for the public to see.
Banishing Marianne was the only wish he had ever countered.
But this wasn¡¯t all. As a queen, she was basically just a figurehead. She wanted the wealth, the luxury, and all the benefits that came with being queen, but none of the obligations that came with it.
Whatever political sway she had, she used it all to her own advantage, no regard to the people at all. With it, she began to instill fear into the very hearts of their subordinates. She was criticized and discriminated by even the courtiers by ruthlessly disposing of several maids.
His main goal with the lunch invitation was reminding Jin Anika of their agreement. She was yet to provide him the heir she had so promised.
¡°I had anticipated resistance, to be honest, which was why I had lunch take ce in my parlor.¡± He continued, ¡°It¡¯s a refreshing thought, reaching an agreement without disagreements.¡± And then he smiled. It wasn¡¯t the first one he¡¯s made. He probably hadn¡¯t realized it, but Eugene could see the difference. It was the first genuine smile he sent her way.
¡°Anika.¡±
¡°Yes?¡±
¡°No need for pretenses.¡± He said, ¡°You¡¯ve been differenttely.¡± He regarded. Eugene could only give him an awkward smile, she hoped it didn¡¯t turn out to be a grimace.
¡°Let¡¯s stop. Is today thest day of the month? I¡¯ll go tomorrow.¡± He finally said, and Eugene felt something go off in her mind¡
Tomorrow? What does he mean?
She panicked and missed the moment to respond naturally. This set Kasser to doubt her as he continued to stare at her, his sapphire orbs raking over her as he observed her. Eugene shook her nerves away as best as she could, smiling as naturally as she could with her current state of turmoil.
¡°Of course, Your Highness.¡± Eugene forced out in response.
Fortunately, her unresponsiveness didn¡¯t seem to bother Kasser. Eugene quietly breathed out a sigh of relief as they both continued the remainder of their meal.
Soon they both came out of the parlor and went their separate ways without further acknowledgment of what had transpired. Not that much has happened anyway. Eugene quickly headed to her chamber, while Kasser went to his study.
He sat on his desk, musing about the queen. He was so lost in thought, he hardly paid attention to what he was doing, the piles and stacks of papers left unattended.
The lunch with the queen was certainly not what he had expected. Everything about her screamed differently; her expression, her poise, even how she responded. The more he recalled, the less she resembled the woman he once thought he knew.
And the more he thought about it, the stranger the feeling in his gut was.
It was as if she was an entirely different person. He thought¡
Gone was her wicked smiles, the fakeughter. What was presented to him a while ago as a very awkward Anika¡ªbut, for the first time, she seemed very much¡ human.
What happened while I was gone?
Whether or not she had truly changed, or was only putting up a believable act, Kasser couldn¡¯t let his guard down. He must absolutely be certain. Which was why he knew he needed advice from someone he trusts the most.
It wasn¡¯t long before Chancellor Verus stood before him.
¡°You haven¡¯t reported everything to me, have you?¡± he was quick to cut to the chase.
¡°Yes, Your Highness.¡± The man said so in a remorseful way, and Kasser narrowed his eyes.
¡°What happened in my absence?¡± He demanded. Frightful of the king¡¯s short patience, Verus quickly answered, making sure to answer as briefly and swiftly as possible.
¡°Your Highness, the stone gate was opened a few days before you¡¯ve returned.¡±
Chapter 13 When the King Is Provoked
Kasser¡¯s expression hardened. The stone gate to the desert should have been opened only when he came back after being out to the desert.
Verus took a breath before continuing.
¡°I couldn¡¯t find out where the queen was after she left the desert a few days ago. After a full day¡¯s search, the warriors were fortunate to have found the missing queen and brought her here into safety.¡±
Bang!
Kasser hit the desk hard with his palm and Verus flinched on instinct.
¡°What the hell are you talking about? How did the queen go out to the desert? You opened the stone gate for her? Without my permission?!¡± He eximed
¡°We didn¡¯t, Your Majesty.¡± Verus sputtered, quickly continuing to exin the situation, ¡°She climbed up the wall using a rope, so it took us a while to notice her disappearance.¡±
¡®A rope?¡¯ Kasser burst into a peal of mockingughter. ¡°Are you saying that no one knew that the queen crossed the walls and climbed her way out?¡±
Verus nodded and stayed silent¡
¡°What a shame. The maids-in-waiting, how did the queen manage to slip from their notice?¡± the king inquired further¡
¡°She especially threatened the maids from her entourage to note inside her chamber until they are called. No one dared to disobey the queen¡¯s order.¡± Verus said softly¡
¡°That¡¯s an excuse on their part.¡± Kasser scoffed. He was undoubtedly furious, but his anger dissipated as soon as he remembered the tear the servants had for the queen.
Even though she mellowed down with the harsh treatment a year ago since his threat, she still was ruthless in her attitude towards them. And the fear still remained, and it made the servants all the more eager not to defy her wishes if they made a mistake.
¡°How did you know that the queen was missing?¡±
¡°It wasn¡¯t untilte in the morning yesterday.¡± Verus answered, ¡°One general opened her door arbitrarily, as everyone became worried that she was starving herself by not calling a servant to bring her her meals.¡±
¡°And?¡±
¡°I sent a search party to the desert.¡±
Verus sent ten search teamsprising of ten men each into the desert. Sending warriors without the king¡¯s express permission was a risky decision for Verus to do. It was nearly the end of the dry season, which meant that monsters could be already lurking around the desert.
Warriors were treasures of the kingdom. Verus would be held ountable if one of them was even hurt, worse, mutted.
¡°Was anyone hurt?¡± The king asked, the tension settling at his jaw and Verus shook his head¡
¡°All the warriors returned unharmed, Your Majesty.¡±
Kasser nodded. ¡°Where did the warriors find her?¡±
¡°The queen was walking the desert alone when they found her,¡± said Verus. ¡°It was Sir Sven who found her. He returned immediately to the castle, ending the search.¡±
It deeply baffled him why Jin Anika would go through that length to escape the castle. What was her intention? He needed to get to the bottom of this as soon as possible. Who knows what schemes Anika was orchestrating at this very moment?
¡°Was she hurt?¡±
¡°I¡¯ve never heard of any injury of the queen, Your Majesty. However, Sir Sven said she looked unstable when she returned home.¡±
Kasser sneered at the thought. He had been yed like a fool. This was not just another one of Jin Anika¡¯s ploys, she was trying to run away from her responsibilities. Trying to escape from him and the contract.
¡°Was it Marian¡¯s idea not to report this as soon as I¡¯ve arrived?¡± He growled at the Chancellor, who only remained silent and bowed his head in shame.
¡°I apologize, Your Majesty.¡±
Kasser clicked his tongue. If he had heard the report as soon as he hade, he would have been furious and could care less if the queen did in fact starve.
At this moment, he only knew two things as a fact.
First, Marianne knew how monstrous he could be if provoked, therefore she coerced everyone to hide the news from him, sending him to the queen¡¯s chamber had been a distraction.
And secondly, the queen¡¯s sudden change in demeanor? Kasser chuckled mirthlessly. None of it is true.
She had been ying him all along.
Chapter 14 Memory Loss (1)
She could¡¯ve been attacked by Larks! Kasser thought in frustration. His brows furrowed, fists clenched so tightly, his knuckles turned white.
Anika had always been sheltered, kept safe from any kind of harm or hardship. She would have been terrified had she encountered any Lark at all. But if she did witness, or encountered such horrific events, it would exin the sudden change.
If she did have such experience, her sudden change could be somehow validated. A near-death experience can certainly change a person, no matter how wicked they were to the core.
When one finds themselves clinging onto dear life, their life shing before their very eyes, you would wish you could take back all your wrong deeds as you realize life could be so much more¡
Larks¡ Kasser could feel the cold rage coursing through his veins at the thought of them.
Larks refer to red-eyed devils that haunt Mahar. During the dry season, it falls into a deep sleep but when this time of peace is over, these monsters rush out of their nesting dens and start roaming around, looking for prey. Active period is how the people called when Larks begin their hunts.
These monsterse in many forms¡ªfour-legged reptiles, gigantic worms and many more. They alsoe in varying, yet giant sizes. Despite this, the one thing Larks had inmon was its hostile nature to humans.
If the queen and her party had been attacked by Larks, she would probably still be safe. It was widely believed that a Lark cannot hurt Anika because of where she came from; Seongdo, the Holy City.
But this was no more than just a vicious rumor as no one actually saw a Lark spare the queen from his appetite. And no one in their right mind would dare put the queen, Anika, into the desert in active period simply to verify its authenticity.
None were that cruel.
Witnesses from so long ago had testified though, that none of these Larks had been seen anywhere near, or in Seongdo, Anika¡¯s hometown and country.
But why did Anika go out to the desert in the first ce? What was her purpose? Kasser thoughts were only filled with a multitude of questions, one appearing after the other the more he thought about it.
The queen had recklessly escaped through the desert. But why? No one knew what goes through the queen¡¯s mind. What¡¯s more unusual was that Anika was notorious for hating the desert she was forced to live in. She hated the coarse sands, she hated the endless heat.
Unfortunately, that was exactly what the kingdom of Hashi was. A desert kingdom. And with the harsh desert came an even far more dangerous foe in the form of Larks especially in active period. Bute the dry season, the desert was but a treasure.
Always at the end of the active period and the beginning of the dry season, the king would cross the desert to reach a small oasis situated at its middle. It was an altar of offering; built on the oasis and as per tradition, the king must visit without fail.
He remembers the queen apanying him once on one of his many trips to the altar. It happened around the dry season in their first year of marriage.
It was an unpleasant experience. There was no smile on her face at its whole duration. She wanted to immediately return to the pce. She made her distaste for the desert so clearly, he never brought her along any time after that.
And she never went back out of the desert.
¡°What did the queen do before she went out to the desert? Was there anything strange?¡± He asked one of the pce hands.
¡°There was none, Your Majesty. The queen went about as her usual routine.¡± Kasser huffed out in frustration.
¡°Go and summon General Sarah for me at once.¡±
¡°Yes, Your Majesty.¡±
No one person, especially someone like Jin Anika, would go and do the one thing they hate for absolutely no reason. Kasser resolved to look more deeply into each and every activity the Queen had before she escaped to the desert. And the general would be sure to aid him in his investigation.
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When Eugene managed to return to her bedroom, she began pacing back and forth her room During her conversation with the king, she knew absolutely nothing in what he was talking about. Not a hint or clue was revealed to help her. It didn¡¯t matter how hard she tried to rack her brain, or in this case, Anika¡¯s, nothing came to mind.
I may have her body and mind, but I don¡¯t think I can manipte them freely at all. She nervously thought. She kept fiddling with her hands, but knew she needed a change of tactics. She can¡¯t go about this passively, after all, charging headfirst blind to what she was doing.
After further musing, she resolved to call for one of her maids, Zanne, one who was assigned to cater to her whims and needs.
¡°You called, Anika?¡± Zanne said softly as soon as she arrived. When she had been summoned, she felt fear coursing through her veins. The blood draining from her face with the thought of the queen. She was utterly terrified.
Eugene had never experienced being so frightened of someone who held authority over them, but she can at least rte to her. She¡¯s been exposed to numbers of employers who were troublesome, even in modern society with all thews protecting workers. It was simply an unavoidable thorn. It was also why she wants to ease the girl¡¯s fright, if ever so slightly.
¡°Come and sit.¡± Eugene sat down on the couch and beckoned to Zanne, patting the space beside her, but Zanne seemed all the more frightened. Her metaphorical shackles rising at the thought of going nearer. She was shaking¡
She was expecting the worst.
¡°H-how dare I sit down wi-with¡ª¡± she stuttered, buy Eugene interrupted.
¡°Sit down.¡± She ordered. She hadn¡¯t meant to make it sound like an order, but it came out like it. She was thankful that Zanne, did in fact, sit down beside her¡
Even if she was almost dangling at the edge of the seat when she did. She did her best to keep the farthest possible distance from her.
¡°How old are you?¡± Eugene asked her.
¡°I¡¯m 19 years old.¡±
At first, Eugene tried coercing Zanne to rx by asking her personal questions, including her age, family and when she became a maid in the castle. Despite her unwavering caution, Zanne was able to give brief and concise answers when she was asked.
It took a while, but soon enough her quick and short answers soon became longer, more in-depth, and Eugene could tell she was beginning to thaw the girl¡¯s well-built caution due to fear. If anything, her tense expression was soon easing up, so she took it as a good sign.
¡°Zanne.¡±
¡°¡Yes?¡±
Zanne was stupefied. She couldn¡¯t believe that the queen remembered her name! This was not the first time she entered the queen¡¯s chamber, but not once did she summoned her by name. It seemed like a miracle.
¡°I want you to help me.¡± Eugene said, cutting to the chase and told her without hesitation.
Instantly, Zanne¡¯s eyes widened. What help could she provide the queen?
¡°After I came back from the desert, I had a little problem,¡± Eugene said. This was a gamble on her part. One she wished would work out in her favor.
¡°My memory¡¯s a little¡messed up.¡± She finally admitted.
Chapter 15 Memory Loss (2)
¡°Huh?¡± Zanne looked incredulous. For a moment, she thought the queen was ying with her. But judging by Anika¡¯s somber face, she was truly serious. She was having trouble remembering.
¡°I especially have mixed memories of people. So I¡¯m going to ask you some questions. Don¡¯t tell anyone about this conversation. Swear to me.¡± she said and Zanne shakily nodded
¡°Yes, of course, Lady Anika.¡±
¡°I remember her name, but I don¡¯t know what kind of person she is. Um¡Marianne. Do you know her?¡± She asked.
When the name came out of the queen¡¯s lips, it brought dread to Zanne. She gulped tensely. ¡°Yes. I¡ªI know who she is.¡±
¡°Will you tell me everything you know about her? I think I¡¯ll remember when I hear information concerning her.¡±
¡°Yes. Lady Marianne was the former chief general.¡± Zanne finally answered. Disying such genuine curiosity, Anika had prompted the young woman to tell her everything she knew. The words kept flowing out of her mouth without fail, exining to the best of her abilities everything she knew about the former general.
She knew so much, because Zanne idolized Marianne. She looked after her when she was so young. Hadn¡¯t condemned her for her mistakes, nurtured her, and guided her ¡¯til this day. She looked up to her, and it pained her greatly when Marianne had to step down from her position.
As she listened to Zanne, Eugene couldn¡¯t help but be swept away by the girl¡¯s obvious adoration. Eugene was also in awe as she listened more to who this wonderful woman was. She sounds so remarkable.
¡°Lady Marianne was an excellent chief general.¡±
When the words slipped her mouth, it was as if something came crashing down, and Zanne mped her mouth shut. She fell to the floor in fright and knelt, her forehead touching the hard floor, begging for pardon for her words¡
¡°Forgive me, I didn¡¯t mean to offend Lady Anika!¡± She pleaded. Eugene, on the other hand, was taken in surprise at the sudden change of mood. Not until she remembered her conversation with the king.
Jin Anika hated Marianne. She mused before her brows scrunched up in thought, But why?
She was still dumbfounded at the sudden change in the maid¡¯s tone and words, Zanne furiously regrets admiring Marianne in front of her. The maid¡¯s former confidence gone in an instant.
At her current information, Marianne was a woman of character and tremendous abilities. But these words were onlying from Zanne. If Zanne had been tricking her, she would¡¯ve blundered. But she hadn¡¯t, and she didn¡¯t look like the type to kiss one¡¯s shoes for the benefit of it. She obviously believed and held Marianne with high regard.
¡°It¡¯s all right. I told you to speak. Come on, sit down again.¡± Eugene tried to ease the young woman, and Zanne got up and sat on the sofa once more. Her hand was on her chest, as if to calm her beating heart.
¡°Did I hate Marianne that much?¡±
¡°I,- I don¡¯t know.¡±
¡°It¡¯s alright. What happened between us?¡±
¡°I really don¡¯t know. I¡¯ve never seen you two together.¡±
She wanted to ask for more details, but she cut it short as soon as a loud ruckus was heard outside her chamber doors.
Both girls immediately turned their heads in the direction of the doors. The shouts and calls were muffled, but they could make out a few of the things being shouted¡
¡°Your Highness!¡±
¡°Please calm down, Your Grace!¡±
The door opened with a bang. With so much force, cracks appeared at its hinges, along with where the door hit when it swung.
When Eugene saw Kassering in, she got up from her seat in absolute surprise. The king was livid. If anything, he looked like he was about to kill Eugene on the spot. His eyes red at Eugene, making chills travel up her spine.
¡°Your Highness, please calm down¡¡± The general who trailed behind him, pleaded.
¡°Get out!¡± The kingmanded in a snarl.
¡°Your Grace.¡±
¡°I have something to talk to the queen. Everybody, out!¡± Everyone flinched at his tone of voice. General Sarah looked at the king and queen alternately with her misty eyes, then she bowed her head and withdrew from the room. Zanne, who was still around, quickly followed the general in hurried steps. When everyone went out and the door closed, Anika¡¯s chamber was engulfed in tensed silence.
¡°Anika.¡±
Kasser clenched his teeth; he was steaming with so much anger he couldn¡¯t control it. It seeped through his voice, it made Eugene want to tuck tail and run as far away as possible.
He called in people to investigate the queen¡¯s whereabouts on the days before her disappearance. ording to reports, the queen¡¯s routine was monotonous. She was almost confined to her study every day. But there was a ce where Anika would stop by every few days¡ªit was the royal treasure house.
As a treasure house, it was only natural to post guards to guard it strictly from anyone who wanted to enter it. Within its wallsy the rarest treasures avable to the kingdom of Hashi. Its treasures so rare, no price could ever match it. And with Anika as queen, its ess was easily essible to her.
However, the treasure house was rarely opened.
The securing warriors banned entry and exit from the treasure house except when taking out treasures for national events or regr inspections. Yet, the queen demanded free ess to the ce whenever she liked for just a simple stroll.
¡°A woman likes beautiful things and the same goes for me. Give me your permission. The treasureforts me. I see it as a reminder of Seongdo.¡±
Unlike Seongdo, Hashi kingdomcked cultural facilities to see. The queen¡¯s eyes, familiar with the culture of the grand and eventful Seongdo, were always left unsatisfied. She demanded that a treasure house would be a spectacle and was best fitting for her.
The treasure house of the Hashi Kingdom was quite famous. Word circted that the pirs were made of jewels; solid gold in different sizes.
This was not entirely true¡ªthis rumor was exaggerated. The Hashi¡¯s treasure house pirs were not made of jewels, but stone. Such imaginations could only be applied to the treasure house of Seongdo.
The queen promised not to touch the treasures, and admire them with her eyes only. At the beginning of their marriage, Kasser couldn¡¯t refuse his wife¡¯s request and conceded.
¡°Alright, but you can¡¯t take anything out of this treasure house.¡±
¡°Don¡¯t worry. As I said, I¡¯ll just look at it.¡±
Since then, the queen has been constantly in and out of the treasure house at least once every two or three days. She didn¡¯t touch anything as promised and the regr inspection of the treasure house was all right.
As time passed, the queen¡¯s entry into the treasure house became less and less of a concern. Now no one cared about the frequent opening and closing of the treasure house because of the queen. In the beginning, Kasser would call an official to inspect the treasure house thoroughly, but he had not done so for quite some time.
He couldn¡¯t believe that Anika would betray him like this.
The one with the biggest fault was naturally the official who neglected the inspection. However, the vast treasures it held were over tens of thousands. It was impossible to expect him to be able to inspect the treasure house every two or three days.
After finding out the frequent visit to the treasure house, Kasser quickly took off to inspect the treasures himself. If it had only been a piece of gold she stole, he could have overlooked it. But no, it was the kingdom¡¯s national treasure she dare took from them!
When he entered the treasure house, his sight was immediately drawn towards the empty spot on which the treasure used to stand. Embarrassment and shame quickly washed over him. He failed his kingdom. He failed his people. He failed his ancestors.
A queen stealing her country¡¯s treasures! Ha! This was a first in the entire history of the Hashi kingdom!
¡°Was this your n from the beginning?! When you asked me to open the treasure house, was this what you intended?!¡±
As Kasser approached quickly, Eugene backed away in surprise. Her leg tripped over the chair leading her to stumble back, but Kasser caught her iling arm in just the nick of time and prevented her fall. He yanked her arm towards his chest and looked down at her bewildered and frightful eyes with intense rage.
With their faces a couple of inches away from each other, Eugene could hear his ragged breathes as he continued to seethe, speaking to her through gritted teeth.
¡°How dare you do this? What do you take me for? Where did you put it? And why did you go out to the desert?!¡± He demanded, and Eugene could only hope he wouldn¡¯t kill her yet.
Chapter 16 Confession
Eugene stared at his fierce blue eyes, a sight she could never get tired of.
Clear blue energy swirled on his pupils like waves rushing in chaos. It was horrifyingly mysterious¡
Praz¡
With only six people in the world having this power, a king¡¯s supernatural Praz could only be passed through lineage.
The king¡¯s sessor would have this supernatural ability, but his control would be unstable and his power far shortpared to that of his father. The heir apparent was only able to inherit his ability intact when he ascended the throne, upon the death of the previous ruler of the fleet.
Intense energy flowed out from his body, one Eugene could feel tantly. His skin was scorching hot, which ever so slightly touched her bare skin, and would perhaps leave marks aftermath.
But seeing such fantasy she only wrote in her novel, Eugene felt an indescribable strange sensation. She gazed up at him in a daze, her eyes fixated on his¡
She found herself enchanted by the swirls of energy that danced in his eyes until such time it united to form a figure and stretched long like the eye of a snake¡ It didn¡¯t stop there, it also swelled as if it would pop out of his very eyes.
Then the temperature rose¡
And it became too much for her body to bear.
It was only at this moment that Eugene felt absolute pain¡ªone only Praz could cause. Her imminent death quickly filled her mind which was previously on a haze of admiration over her creation.
Her creation that could take her life at the snap of his fingers.
On instinct, Eugene threw herself away from him with fright. Her sudden action made Kasser get ahold of himself, and the energies dwindled until it disappeared into thin air.
Kasser looked down at his hand with a rather embarrassed look. This was the first time that he lost control of his Praz since he took the throne.
Terribly frightened, Eugene¡¯s eyes rose sharply. Did he intend to kill her just now?
From the moment the king entered her chamber in a fit of unmistakable anger, it was apparent that Jin Anika had done a terrible crime, for which Eugene would be forced to carry the punishments.
But now, seeing Kasser exercise his deadly power against her, her emotions got the best of her and she did what any other person would do in her position¡ªshe screamed out loud.
¡°Are youfortable ming others for everything you do?¡± Kasser¡¯s deep voice snapped her out of her panic.
¡°What?¡± Eugene, finallying to her senses, questioned him.
¡°If you scream like that, people outside would get the wrong idea.¡±
It was naturally impossible for Eugene, who used to reside in apletely different world, to grasp the situation around her in such a little time. With the previous slips of Anika¡¯s memory in her, she wondered if she could possibly remember everything.
Yet, even if she used all her imagination to reason, she would only be sted by a splitting headache.
How much she racked her brains out to make a usible script before she called Zanne to her chamber was immeasurable. Then, this happened which brought her another mystery to solve just yet.
From the way his eyes intensely locked with hers, prating her very soul, she could tell that Kasser was getting frustrated by the minute. Though she tried to understand his position, she also felt resentful of the fact that she was criticized for a thing she didn¡¯t do.
She¡¯s in the queen¡¯s body, but even if she wrote the character herself, this novel-world went out of her expectation in totality.
For sure, she didn¡¯t want to be in Jin Anika¡¯s shoes. The look on the face of a man who was brimming with hatred made her realize even more.
¡°I have always known your impudence.¡± Kasser shook his head in dismay. ¡°Are you in the position to yell now?¡±
¡°Is the kingfortable in using Praz against people when he gets angry?¡± She was quick to retaliate, conveying his own words to get to him.
With such strong conviction, Kasser stared at her incredulously. ¡°That was a mistake.¡± He regressed, followed by a sigh.
Afterward, they fell into an ufortable silence. Yet, endless thoughts of each other swarmed their heads, leaving them no peace inside.
Finally shattering the silence, Kasser asked her curtly, his countenance a bit restrained than before. ¡°Let¡¯s talk calmly,¡± then he made himselffortable in her sofa which was quite too little for hisrge frame.
As he offered so, Eugene was hesitant in sitting with him. With his size, he took up most of the space on the sofa. Therefore, sitting beside the king would mean being in close proximity to him¡She remained standing, she felt fine at this position, she thought.
It didn¡¯t take long for Kasser to notice her refusal, hence, he threw her one icy re as if to say ¡®Sit down, your kingmands it.¡¯
Adamantly, Eugene¡¯s knees gave way beneath her, and she willed herself to sit next to him. The soft cushion slightly sinking under her weight.
Kasser took a long breath, controlling his simmering anger and clenching his teeth inwardly. Inplete opposite to the air he emanates, Eugene was now as cool as a cucumber.
She was tired of pretending she knew everything¡ªdoing so would only put her life on the line.
Who knows? Jin Anika might have done a great crime punishable by death. In reluctance of taking responsibility for her actions, she had me transmigrated into her body¡
And here I am¡ªpossessing her flesh and blood!
Anika was treated as a very special being in Mahar. Only the Sangje would be able to judge her and convict her of her crimes.
Even though Jin Anika¡¯s sins were revealed in the novel, the king only killed her when the Sangje allowed a trial-free punishment.
¡°I have something to tell the king.¡± Eugene uttered, looking at him in the eye, expressing sincerity. ¡°It¡¯s very sudden and you might not believe it.¡±
She made up her mind. She was going to give the king the false excuse she had given Zanne. After much thought, she came to the conclusion that the simplest way to escape the grudges brought by Anika¡¯s doing, was to confess her ignorance.
Memory loss.
It was an excellent excuse¡ªor she hoped it was.
Chapter 17 You Are My Husband
Chapter 17 ¨C You Are My Husband
¡°After I came back from the desert, I started having problems with my memory.¡±
Kasser¡¯s twisted expression grew subtle. He leaned his back on the sofa with his arms folded. A mixture of ridicule and contempt reflects on his face.
¡°You don¡¯t remember everything?¡±
¡°Yes.¡±
¡°I gave you everything; you live at your convenience. Yet, this is how you repay me?¡± He stared down at her. ¡°Do you find me gullible? Does this kingdom look ridiculous to you? How far are you willing to show your worst self? You must be thinking how great this excuse you made is.¡±
He sneaked his gaze away from her face, just by looking at her made him sick to his core. ¡°I overestimated you. Now I only see that you are mad as a hatter.¡±
Belittled with such words, Eugene could only sigh deeply in resignation. She didn¡¯t expect it to be easy to convince him anyway, but she still felt aggravated when thrown with such mockery.
Just like the king, Eugene had thin patience. Her mouth moved without her ord, and she spoke bravely what her reason behested. ¡°Won¡¯t you please listen to me with an open mind?¡±
She referred to him as ¡°you¡± casually¡ªsuch conduct towards the king seemed uncalled for.
¡°You¡ªyou are my husband.¡±
¡°¡.¡±
Kasser was astounded. You. Husband. He never expected to hear it from the queen.
Anika always maintained a subtle distance from him. She never called her ¡°husband¡± to remind him of the private, contractual rtionship they had.
For this, he sometimes questioned himself. Was it good that he married her at all?
Seated in a position of grave responsibility, he must have an heir for the kingdom he dominated. And most of all, he didn¡¯t want to leave a stain on his just-started reign. In thest three years, she gave him nothing but problems but he had been patient.
Marriage to her was simr to biting one¡¯s teeth, he could only hope that this would somehowe into fruition.
Now, it was clear to him that the queen was lying to escape the situation. Considering the record provided by the generals, she was the prime suspect.
When he found out that the national treasure had disappeared, his hands felt numb, the feral desire to kill the theft filled his senses. If the queen were in front of him that very moment, he would have snapped her neck in a second.
His fury was too strong for him to ovee and therefore exins him barging into his chamber in an uproar.
¡°Tell me more.¡± Hemanded.
¡°As a person living in this world, there is some kind of basicmon sense left in me. Institutions, customs, things like that. I can talk and read. But I don¡¯t remember anything about me.¡±
¡°Where did they find you?¡±
¡°I was lying in the desert when I opened my eyes. Some people showed up and called me ¡°Queen¡±.¡±
¡°They called you ¡°Queen¡±?¡±
¡°Yes.¡±
Kasser¡¯s sheer astonishment made Eugene think of what she chose to ignore these past few days. She hasn¡¯t heard anyone call her by her title. Instead, everyone called her Anika.
¡°Shouldn¡¯t I be called queen?¡± She inquired for which Kasser only responded with a dismissive shake of his head. She wanted to ask more about this matter, but the king spoke once again;
¡°They were the search party that went out looking for you. What happened after that?¡±
¡°I tried to remember. But I couldn¡¯t do my best. I could remember several names and faces of people, but there are only a few of them.¡±
¡°I don¡¯t think anyone noticed.¡±
¡°I barely made contact with people. Over time, more people will find me strange.¡±
Kasser realized by looking at her how different her expression and way of speaking. Can it be that she is really telling the truth?
That can¡¯t be right.
Still, Kasser couldn¡¯t believe her. The queen was a very shameless woman after all. Early in their marriage, to get what she wanted, she has not been unruly.
But, Kasser remained resilient, so she changed her tactics and acted tantly ruthless.
Everyone has two faces to a certain extent, but Kasser had never seen anyone like her go back and forth.
¡°Are you alone when you opened your eyes from the desert?¡±
¡°Yes.¡±
¡°You were apanied by maids when you left the castle. Now they¡¯re all missing.¡±
¡°What?¡± Eugene opened her mouth with a startled look. ¡°How many?¡±
¡°Five. Don¡¯t you remember?¡±
Eugene shook her head from side to side. She didn¡¯t have a clue.
This is the reason why she couldn¡¯t think of anything familiar with the maids serving her these past days. They were not Jin Anika¡¯s maids.
¡°What happened to them then? Are you looking for them?¡±
¡°At this time?¡±
¡°Why does time even matter? People are missing, and we have to find them!¡±
Kasser frowned as he looked at Eugene who was fretting so suddenly. ¡°Are you asking because you don¡¯t know? The dry season will be over in a day or two.¡±
¡°I see.¡±
¡°Fortunately you remember what a dry season is.¡±
Eugene nodded.
Mahar is alternated between the dry season in which the monsters, Larks, sleep and the activity period when they appear.
¡®They might be already dead. Jin Anika¡. What have you done?¡¯
Sympathy for the maids who didn¡¯t make it back to the kingdom spread a sense of woe in Eugene. Even though she had never seen those maids before, she still felt uneasy and terrible for the loss of lives¡
They were extras in her novel¡ªcannon fodders whose death was insignificant to the plot.
¡°Whatpensation will they receive?¡± She asked, her eyes hopeful.
¡°Compensation?¡±
¡°If they indeed don¡¯te back, their families should be given their deservedpensations.¡±
However, this idea of her amused Kasser, for he suddenly burst intoughter.
¡°They broke the king¡¯s rules and went out into the desert, putting my battle in jeopardy. Even if theye back alive, they won¡¯t escape death here.¡±
¡°But they can¡¯t break disobey a queen¡¯s order.¡±
¡°Should you be worried about yourself now, not about the maids?¡±
Chapter 18 My Queen
Embarrassed, Eugene turned speechless as she came to realize how the king was only ying with her.
¡°You don¡¯t believe me?¡± She sounded offended; the urge to strangle the man before her was strong.
¡°Of course, I don¡¯t.¡± He looked haughty, with his arms folded and his chin slightly raised.
Eugene¡¯s face twisted in bewilderment. ¡°Then why did you pretend to believe me?¡±
¡°I just wanted to hear your excuse. If we switch positions, do you think thisme reason can convince you? And just because you act like you don¡¯t remember anything, you are faced with a crime only you are capable of doing.¡±
Eugene shrugged off her shoulders as if to say that if he doesn¡¯t believe her, then there¡¯s nothing else she could do.
She had nothing to say nor had the energy to convince him anymore. With her eyes drooped, she spoke gloomily.
¡°What did I do? You said something was missing. What is it? Please tell me the details. Maybe somethinges to my mind.¡±
¡°¡¡±
The missing national treasure was an artifact handed down to generations of the royal family. It¡¯s a historical treasure, a priceless object, which the riches of the world could never buy. Fortunately, the absence of the treasure does not mean an imminent danger to the kingdom.
In truth, not many people know of its existence as it was kept secret in the first ce. Therefore, the person who stole it was rather familiar with the treasure trove¡ªJin Anika had been visiting the treasure house often.
Rather than reiming the treasure, Kasser found the situation far more interesting¡ªmore interesting now that his bewitching wife was involved.
If she is indeed lying, I never knew her acting was this great.
The queen was adept at making fakeughter. However, she has never acted as convincing as she was doing today to make the lie seem sincere.
Her deception, Kasser was not ignorant of. Yet today, why does he feel doubt in his heart?
When he heard her talk about the rightfulpensation for the lives that were lost in her expense, Kasser began to have qualms. She indeed acts like a different person.
Come to think of it, it was also the first time that he had such a proper conversation with the queen. Before, whenever they talk, it was either just a formal greeting or a heated disagreement.
¡°My queen.¡±
¡°Uhh¡Yes?¡± Eugene looked up at his expressionless face. She didn¡¯t know that Kasser called her ¡°queen¡± to observe how she would react to being called the title.
Watching her clueless response, Kasser said nothing and remembered Anika¡¯s reaction when he called her ¡°My queen¡± after their marriage.
¡°Please call me Anika, Your Highness.¡±
As ironic as it may sound, Jin Anika hated to be called ¡®Queen,¡¯ and everyone in the pce knew of this.
¡°If you indeed don¡¯t remember anything, what contract were you pertaining to over our lunch together?¡±
¡°Ah¡ That¡¯s¡¡±
Eugene broke out in a cold sweat. Her situation seemed to be getting more and more twisted. Finally, she answered with a look of resignation.
¡°I didn¡¯t really know what you were talking about.¡±
¡°Then, you have no idea what our contract is?¡±
¡°Yes¡¡±
¡°But what if I say I have no intention of breaking the contract because of your sudden loss of memory?¡± He pronounced thest words with absolute sarcasm showing that he didn¡¯t believe Eugene at all.
¡°Do we have our contract written and signed on paper?¡±
¡°No, but you swore on your name.¡±
In Mahar, an oath by name had the same effect as thew. People of Mahar believe it would be better to die than be shamed from breaking a pledge. For them, honor is worth more than one¡¯s life. It was quite a contrast with Eugene¡¯s original world where swearing under one¡¯s name is null without documents supporting it.
To blend in this strange world, Eugene had to abide by its rules. Therefore, the contract was for her to continue despite her reservations.
Especially now that the party that signed the contract is gone, and she had to carry out the contract even though she didn¡¯t know what it is.
Jin would not sign a contract that wouldn¡¯t hurt herself. There¡¯s no way I would be hurt by fulfilling whatever it is.
¡°Then¡I can¡¯t help it.¡± She said dismissively.
¡°It seems you still havemon sense even after losing your memory.¡±
Eugene frowned. Praise or ridicule, she hated the way he spoke to her. She narrowed her eyes and pursed her lips while looking down her hands resting on herp.
Kasser suppressed augh that exploded with an idle cough. Her sullen expression revealed her innermost feelings. The queen he knew never looked like one.
¡°Tell me, Your Highness, what is our contract?¡± With a determined voice, she asked the king courageously. But, Kasser wasn¡¯t able to answer back as an urgent voice suddenly intervened.
¡°Your Highness, it¡¯s Marianne.¡±
Just now, he stormed in with rage and drove everyone out. Perhaps General Sarah rashly called someone who could abate the tension. And who would it be but Marianne?
¡°I¡¯ll get it for now.¡±Kasser got up from the sofa. Eugene looked up at him with wondering eyes.
¡°What do you mean?¡±
¡°I said I¡¯d meet Marianne.¡±
¡°Why won¡¯t you just invite her in?¡±
¡®Just so I could see who she is.¡¯ Eugene thought cleverly to herself.
¡°Would you like to meet her? Do you remember Marianne?¡±
¡°No¡¡±
¡°I need time to think. Would you rather talk with Marianne and discuss your situation with her?¡±
She nodded.
¡°Alright, but let me talk to her first alone.¡± Kasser then left. Eugene stared nkly at his broad back, and in no time, she was left alone.
¡°Oh, what is it? What contract is it? Someone has to tell me! I can¡¯t just sit here like a prisoner waiting for a verdict.¡± Eugenemented to herself.
Chapter 19 An Heir in His Arms
Kasser went to the treasure house and, upon finding the national treasure missing, visited the queen for a confrontation. As a result, he spent most of his day away from his work, which piled up during his expedition outside the kingdom.
He hardly finished his dinner and stuck himself to work at his study for the rest of the day.
¡°Your Highness, Marianne requests for an audience.¡±
Kasser put down the documents he was looking at and prompted the general to let Marianne in. She cameter than he had expected. Could it be that she and the queen had a lot to talk about?
¡®Well, this is indeed strange. Anika could not stomach being in the same room as Marianne before.¡¯
Marianne¡¯s face was subtle. After rendering her salute, she raised her head. She, who always had a clear purpose looked disoriented.
¡°Did you talk well with the queen?¡±
¡°Yes¡¡±
¡°What about her so-called ¡°rightfulpensation¡± for her missing servants?¡±
Marianne stared at the king and sighed. Your Highness, it¡¯s a serious matter. You should take this situation severely.¡±
¡°Alright then, what¡¯s the problem? Do you think Anika is lying?¡±
Marianne could not answer. The queen iming she has memory loss was ridiculous. But what¡¯s even more perplexing was that Marianne sat opposite her and talked for nearly two hours. The queen!
It was like the high-handed, arrogant, hostile queenpletely disappeared. Besides, he never heard of Anika having a twin.
Marianne busied herself by looking for doctors after speaking with Eugene. She asked several doctors about the symptoms of memory loss, and whether losing one¡¯s memory can change a person¡¯s personality at all. But no one gave a helpful answer.
¡°Have you ever called her Queen?¡±
¡°Yes.¡±
¡°What is her reaction?¡±
¡°Calm. She didn¡¯t act violently.¡±
¡°Isn¡¯t it funny? You know how obsessed the queen is with the title. If the queen were faking her memory, she would have given up her obsession. It¡¯s not easy to give up on something that¡¯s very important to her.¡±
Jin Anika never allowed anyone to call her ¡®Queen¡¯. She was very proud of the fact that she was Anika. She firmly believed that it was an insult to call her by her title instead of her adored name.
From then on, everyone became careful with their mouths, but still, there were quite a few mistakes made by the maids at the beginning of the royal couple¡¯s marriage. They were punished severely for calling her with the title, and several of them were beaten to death.
¡°Do you believe that the queen has lost her memory?¡±
¡°I don¡¯t know. I, for one, is not good at reading people.¡±
If she¡¯s lying, he¡¯ll surely find out. How long will it be possible to hide one¡¯s true nature?
If proven that she was trying to deceive the king, then she would be in debt of greater punishment. Kasser saw this as an opportunity. Now, he would have the leash to hold her tight. She couldn¡¯t afford to act out of her newly built character.
Whether it¡¯s just an act or not, the current Anika was much better than the original queen. The former queen never runs out of clever narratives if she thinks anything was against her. So any conversation with the queen only ended in futile attempts.
And now, for the first time, he felt like he had a decent conversation with his wife.
¡°Even if she lost her memory, she still knows the important pieces of information about the kingdom.¡±
¡°Yes. I didn¡¯t feel that there was a problem with that when I spoke to Anika.¡±
¡°Then, what else are you worried about?¡± Marianne looked at Kasser¡¯s gloomy face and couldn¡¯t help but ask what was bothering him.
¡°What else am I worried about? Now that she acts like that, I¡¯m afraid I¡¯m going to wait longer to hold an heir in my arms.¡± Kasser evaded Marianne¡¯s eyes upon saying so.
¡°Your Highness, next month is exactly three years since your marriage. When are you going to give me good news?.¡±
¡°Next month? Not the month after?¡±
¡°Your Highness, how could you forget?¡±
Kasser, who was quietly counting the dates, became quiet. His brows scrunched up as he tried to recall.
¡°It¡¯s next month,¡± he finally said.
¡°The anniversary date for your national wedding in the kingdom is in two months, but you wrote your marriage certificate in front of Sangje first.¡±
¡°Ah¡¡±
Kassermented. He was under a really ridiculous illusion. As Marianne had said, a marriage certificate bestowed by Sangje validated their marriage before the actual ceremony which followed the month after.
And next month would be the third anniversary of his marriage to Jin Anika.
¡°It doesn¡¯t matter whether it¡¯s the next month or the next. Your Highness, it¡¯s about time you have your sessor.¡±
¡®No, that¡¯s very important.¡¯ Marianne knows nothing of the contract.
Kasser answered only inwardly. Three years after marriage was crucial to the marriagew. Couples who are fruitless after this period are eligible to annul their union.
Their marriage was a problem from the beginning.
In themencement of the contract, Kasser prepared a fake marriage certificate to be given to the Sangje and, therefore, he traveled towards Seongdo. Then he returned to the kingdom and held a national wedding ceremony.
However, the two did not spend their first night in the arms of each other. No, within the three years of their marriage, the royal couple still hadn¡¯t copted. No one would believe it, and Marianne, who¡¯s been nagging Kasser, would probably faint if she hears of this.
Of course, this fact was a secret that only the king and queen knew. As agreed, no one in the castle knew of the contract, except the parties involved.
That¡¯s what the queen wanted. They pretended to be married even if they were not.
There must be a reason why she needed her status as queen, a reason why she proposed a quaint contract.
She offered to tell him the reason when their contract ends. Yet, Kasser was not interested, for he only needed a sessor. It was only now that his curiosity got piqued when the queen starts acting out of her character.
Has the queen ever intended to run away before I came back?
After their marriage, Kasser spent almost three years in his reconnaissance in the desert. Therefore, he had not seen Anika for long and didn¡¯t have the chance to sleep with her to fulfill the contract.Besides, she strictly set a bargain between them¨Che must not touch her. not until she says so.
If the queen was not willing to keep her end of the deal, she should have taken her chance while Kasser was away from the castle. She could have just disappeared somewhere ande back after three years to im the annulment of the marriage.
But why did she choose to roam around the desert for days?
Chapter 20 S*x Education
If she desired to reach Seongdo, Anika could have gone to the nearest kingdom¡ªthe Sloan kingdom. The King of Sloan could never refuse if she asks for personal protection, for whatever lies she makes.
Odds would then be in her hands¡ªthey cannot question a person who ims to not remember anything, after all.
He recalled the behavior of the queen over the past three years. As the queen of this kingdom, she had no sense or will to lead her people. Then, what is then her purpose of marrying him? Was she only after the wealth and convenience of being his wife?
But, she already had those even before she married him!
Everything appeared vague to him that Kasser could only massage his temple in annoyance.
¡°Don¡¯t say such presumptuous things, Your Highness! You have to try. You only sleep in the queen¡¯s chamber once in a month, but still, I heard that you are always upied. When do you n to build affection between you and your wife? When will your people see your sessor?¡±
Kasser answered simply. ¡°Are you going to give me s*x education now?¡±
¡°Your Highness!¡± Marianne reprimanded like a mother would her son.
Although his face remained stoic and aloof, a small grin crept its way up the king¡¯s perfectly sculpted lips. ¡°Alright. I¡¯ll try to make good news soon.¡±
Marianne¡¯s eyes grew round. It was the first time she heard this optimistic answer from the king. She spoke with a joyful look.
¡°You promised.¡± Kasser nodded. Not for the sole purpose of reassuring Marianne, but he was indeed determined.
Whether the queen is suitable as a mother of his apparent heir or not, he had decided that such matter must not be discussed with Marianne. He needed a sessor. There is no reason to waste thest three years of patiently wishing for one.
Mother?
He looked at the woman who stood as his mother ever since. A grateful look shed across his face.
I grew up well without one.
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It was only in thete afternoon when Eugene realized what the king meant when he said, ¡°I¡¯ll go tomorrow,¡± during their grim lunch yesterday.
¡°So, tonight¡ the king will visit me?¡± She asked Zanne incredulously, her throat felt parched suddenly.
Zanne answered with a nimble nod.
¡°Yes, Anika. It¡¯s the first day of every month.¡±
¡°Do you mean to say that on the first day of every month, the king visits me in my chamber?¡±
¡°Yes. Sometimes he¡¯s busy with politics so he let you know that he can¡¯te. But, there was no word of any meeting today so he might visit you tonight, Lady Anika..¡±
¡°Did I ever refuse?¡±
Zanne blushed at the question. ¡°I¡¯m afraid not.¡±
What a rush this is!
Since they were married, they will naturally act like a couple, but Eugene was not prepared for any of this at all. Drowned in her thoughts, she almost forgot Zanne¡¯s presence.
Am I only dreaming? Not long from now, the king would visit her and expect that she gives herself to him.
Moreover, no matter how bad the royal couple¡¯s rtionship could have been, the man is irrefutably Jin Anika¡¯s husband¡ªnot hers. It felt as if she was having an affair
¡°How can I resist¡¡± she started to ask Zanne but swallowed her words in thest moment, feeling uncertain of how her query might sound to her. A queen must never feel this way towards the king.
It would be better to talk to the king in person than to express her concerns through Zanne, she surmised.
Maybe he would understand¡
After a tumultuous conversation with the king, she conversed with Marianne, who came after a while over a cup of tea.
Marianne was a decent, and amicable person. She must have heard from the king that Anika had lost her memory, for she acted considerate towards her. Unlike Kasser, Marianne listened to her sincerely and willingly.
Her attitude of humbling herself before the queen, a sure sign of sincere respect, was unpretentious.
After a long conversation with her, there were a few keywords that became imprinted on Eugene¡¯s mind, in her recognition to the woman.
Former chief general, acting queen, and the king¡¯s former nanny.
These were enough to give Eugene a sense of what position Marianne holds in this kingdom. And she now knew why Jin Anika loathed Marianne.
Jin Anika was a character with a lot of personality problems. She was an ill-natured, outspoken chauvinist who used others for her own good.
It would not have been possible for her to tolerate Marianne, who had an unobtrusive presence as the chief general.
¡®I¡¯m sure Marianne had a very bad rtionship with Jin, but she¡¯s very warm about the way she treated me yesterday.¡¯
At this moment, only Zanne, the king and Marianne know that the queen was having a problem with her memory.
Zanne was also a woman, so, Eugene feltfortable in asking her questions. But with her being a maid only, there was a limit to what she knew and could do.
She was only certain that the king was constantly upied with his royal responsibilities.
I¡¯d better get Marian¡¯s help. I need her advice.
¡°Zanne.¡±
¡°Yes, Lady Anika?¡±
¡°Send an errand to the former chief general and tell her I ask her toe and visit me tomorrow.¡±
¡°I will, Lady Anika, as soon as possible.¡±
¡°Did you talk to the former chief general yesterday? You seem to have a lot of respect for her.¡±
¡°Yes, Your Highness.¡±
It was almost too sudden¡ªthe serene face of the servant quickly morphed into a look of absolute trepidation, realizing her mistake.
Immediately, with a pale face, she knelt on the floor. ¡°I¡¯m sorry, Anika. Forgive me.¡±
Eugene looked at her in confusion. Despite her being shaken, she was able to make out a few words¡
¡°Anika, you forbid everyone to call you of your title instead of your name¡ If one makes mistakes, you¡ªyou¡¡±
Zanne didn¡¯t need to continue as Eugene understood right away what she trying to say. Several maids died in the past because of this petty reason.
Eugene would be lying if she says that this does not bother her one bit¡ªshe mes herself somewhat¡
I, who can¡¯t hurt a fly transmigrated into a viiness, who punishes people until their bodies give up¡
Is there anything more ironic than this?
Chapter 21 Amorous Lover
Anika is a valued person in Mahar, but she abuses the privileges given to her too much.
She¡¯s a girl with jet-ck hair and mysterious dark eyes that people couldn¡¯t help but be drawn to. But what made her different from the many was that she was born with special abilities.
People like her were rare¡ªthere¡¯s a slim chance that one person having the same abilities as Anika is born in a year. Therefore exining why she was treated so importantly.
After she was born, she did not inherit her parents¡¯st name, but instead, it was the state who gave her her name ¡°Jin Anika¡±. She was baptized by the upper echelons, with her life bound to be easy¡ªall her living and educational expenses supported by the state until her very death.
Only her kind could produce a sessor to the king. Like the king¡¯s ability, ¡°Praz,¡± Anika was gifted with the power ¡°Ramita¡±.
Eugene looked down at her hand and thought of these facts.
If the king¡¯s ability was the power of destruction, Anika¡¯s superpower was the power of creation. For this reason, her ability was recognized as much more sacred.
However, Anika¡¯s psychic abilities were weakpared to the six kings of Mahar.
Yet, this won¡¯t always be true¡For Anika hungered power more than anything else.
Eugene recalled what she had written from memory.
¡ªAt first, Jin Anika was naturally weak with her Ramita ability. Soon enough, her body started craving the darkness until she finally found her ultimate strength bybining forces with the evil.
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Before Eugene knew it, the day was over.
She took a longer-than-usual bath, being waited on by the maids. The bathwater, which has petals afloat its surface was fragrant, soothing her nerves.
The hands of the maids were rubbing and oiling her skin, preparing her for her night with the king. The very thought embarrassed her.
Tonight, she was dressed differently from her usual nightgown.
No, what she was wearing was far from that of a nightgown, but rather, she found herself donned in a scandalous piece of clothing¡ª a sheer and thin dress that barely covers her naked body.
As soon as the maids left, Eugene sat down still on the sofa and pondered her next actions for this situation she was facing.
I can just say that I don¡¯t want to do it.¡¯ Sheforted herself.
¡°Anika.¡±
She turned her head in surprise. An authoritative voice came from outside her door.
¡°Your Highness, it¡¯s you.¡±
A momentter, the door opened wide. The king walked in and gestured to the following servants behind his back. Without fuss, the servants bowed their heads and marched away, leaving the two of them alone in her chamber¡
Kasser approached the queen, who now stood by her sofa with her head bowed down. He stopped a couple of inches away from her. Then, he stared down at her intensely, imperceptibly irked by her modesty, which he still believed was only a facade.
¡°Would you rather bump into a Lark in the desert than look at me?¡±
Upon hearing so, Eugene lifted her head but kept her silence, not knowing what to say.
Kasser said, sitting on the sofa.
¡°I thought we still have time, but there was a mistake. We have to wrap up our contract now.¡±
Even though Eugene felt embarrassed, she was still relieved that Kassser did not once look at her skimpy outfit. Instead, he chose to gauge her first with a conversation.
He is not a gentle person, after all.
In Eugene¡¯s novel, the Four Kings were the good against evil, but they are certainly not good men. He is not also a hero who cries out for justice. Much of his motive for chastising Jin Anika was personal revenge. Kasser was arrogant and cynical. He didn¡¯t get along very well with the other kings.
¡°You say you don¡¯t remember the contract, so I¡¯ll have to go back to that. Three years ago, we made a deal.¡±
Kasser exined the deal between the two of them. The contract itself was rather simple, so the exnation ended quickly.
Eugene asked with a puzzled look, saying nothing for a long time.
¡°A¡a child?¡±
¡°Yes, my sessor.¡±
Right after hearing about the unexpected contract, Eugene broke out in a cold sweat.
¡°Next month will be the third anniversary of our marriage,¡± Kasser spoke indifferently like he was only discussing the weather in front of her. ¡°We have a little more than a full moon left.¡±
¡°¡You don¡¯t expect me to have a baby in just a day, do you?¡± Sheughed out loud, finding the contract impossible to be fulfilled in a month.
Am I missing something here? Is he an alien creature just like the ones in a Sci-fi movie? Would his sessor grow abnormally fast inside me?
However, these thoughts went down the drain as soon as she saw his dead-serious face.
¡°But this is so sudden¡ª.¡±ined the panic-stricken Eugene.
¡°As I said, I have no intention of breaking the contract. And I don¡¯t have time to consider your situation.¡±
Looking at him, Eugene couldn¡¯t help but be filled with confusion. If one listens to him and calctes his bodynguage, it was more like he was telling her, ¡°Let¡¯s eat together without any tension.¡± rather than, ¡°Let¡¯s have a baby.¡±
Are these people just weird, or is their culture always like this?
In the novel, Eugene included soft emotions such as love and friendship. Kasser was far from being an amorous lover.
This guy is weird. This, I¡¯m very certain of.
Chapter 22 One Cold Night (1)
Finally, Eugene knows the nature of the contract Jin Anika has made three years ago with the king. But the shock of its knowledge still has her mind reeling at what was expected for her to do. But this was not the time to despair. She must be smart about this. Shaking her fear away mentally, she steeled her resolve and looked at the king with a tight smile and cold gaze.
¡°My king, you know I barely remember making this agreement.¡± She countered confidently, her poise held up high as she tried to make him see reason. ¡°How can I be certain you aren¡¯t fooling me in return?¡± She asks, narrowing her gaze in suspicion.
Kasser did not appreciate her insinuation.
¡°I swear by my name that I have not lied,¡± Kasser said, one of his pristine brows rising as a clear sign of a challenge. But Eugene needed no further assurance.
¡°If that¡¯s the case then,¡± Eugene trailed off before she continued. This was a rather ufortable topic after all. ¡°Did we use contraceptives before?¡± Eugene knew this was a scandalous inquiry, but she found it rather queer for a couple to remain fruitless despite having three years of marriage.
Nevermind the animosity between the spouses.
Normally, the king would have been annoyed already with the onught of questions. But now that she ims she has forgotten everything, Kasser remained calm and patient. Unfazed by the inappropriate questions.
He stared solely on Eugene, his eyes barely hiding such intensity from within him. He found it surprising, her confusion; it was borderline amusing to see her fumble and act so differently from how he was used to interacting with her.
¡°We never used contraceptives.¡± He answered her inly, and his lips quirked ever so slightly upwards as she racked her brain for more excuses as to why they remained childless.
¡°If we haven¡¯t used birth control in three years, then¡¡± She gulped nervously as dread started to creep in. ¡°Am I expecting now?¡± She looked to him inquiringly. Her confusion so apparent with his expression. But the king¡¯s reaction was not in the list of how she expected him to react at all.
He was grinning rather amusedly at her, and she felt sorely made fun of.
¡°You and I have never slept together.¡± He finally supplied, and Eugene¡¯s eyes widened as the realization has finally dawned upon her.
¡°What do you mean we didn¡¯t sleep together?¡± She asked incredulously, disbelief apparent at the inflection in her voice, ¡°You mean not once in three years?¡±
Finally, Kasser broke outughing. She was far too amusing and he could no longer hold it in. Wiping a tear from the corner of his eyes, he finally calmed down enough to continue their amicable conversation.
¡°That¡¯s why I said, we don¡¯t have much time left.¡± He started as theughter finally died out, ¡°It¡¯s been almost three years since we¡¯ve been married.¡± He looked at her somberly.
¡°If we don¡¯t consummate our marriage now, an annulment is not a far off possibility.¡± He said, looking at her in a way that made her feel the weight of the world on her shoulders. But it wasn¡¯t the world¡¯s weight she was carrying¡ ¡°Unless you give me an heir of course.¡± he finished.
¡°But I heard that you sleep here on the first day of every month,¡± she asked, still rather skeptical of it all.
¡°I just slept,¡± he answered her dryly.
¡°Where?¡±
¡°In your bed,¡± he quipped, ¡°With you.¡±
Eugene turned and gestured to her bed with her pointer finger.
¡°Over there? With me?¡±
¡°It¡¯s wide enough for two people to lie down.¡± He said nonchntly.
Eugene seemed rather shocked.
¡°Anika, it was what you wanted¡This arrangement is part of the contract that you, yourself, has asked for.¡±
¡®So¡they weren¡¯t a real couple at all.¡¯ Eugene thought, and a sudden wave of relief washed over her. That meant that she didn¡¯t have to put up an act as an affectionate wife after all. But despite this knowledge, she still has a looming problem at hand¡
She still needed to get pregnant, and soon.
¡®How on earth would I escape this?¡¯ she chuckled dryly to herself. ¡¯I am not even on earth in the first ce.¡¯ she thought ruefully.
When Eugene finally snapped out of her musings, only then did she realize that she was staring nkly into space and chortling to herself. Kasser, on the other hand, had watched her expression change to that of awareness. Upon knowing that she¡¯d been watched, she leaned back against the sofa and tried to appear calm and regal, schooling her face into a cool expression for good measure.
But all this still didn¡¯t escape Kasser¡¯s notice, if his quiet chuckle was anything to go by after that. He certainly hadn¡¯t expected to live to see the day when the queen would be the one to bring out theughter in him continuously.
Before he had informed her of his intent to fulfill the contract they¡¯ve made three years ago, he hade up with a bunch of scenarios on how it would turn out, none of them ended up well. This, however, was not even one of his unlikely expectations.
¡°Do you want to do it tonight?¡± He said rather calmly.
¡°What? Oh, I, uh¡¡± Eugene couldn¡¯t help but be flustered. She wasn¡¯t ready!
Seeing her hesitation, he quickly amended his statement
¡°Do you need more time to prepare?¡±
Atst! Eugene sighed in relief and gave him a terse nod.
It was fortunate that Kasser had no intention of sleeping with her today anyway. He just made sure to visit and discuss the contract between them. Consummation of the marriage can wait, and he wasn¡¯t in that much of a hurry that he could afford to wait until Anika was indeed ready.
¡°Alright, but don¡¯t forget. We only have remaining fifteen days.¡± Still, he needed to impress the importance of doing it soon.
¡°¡.Yes.¡± she replied softly.
¡°It¡¯s better you not think about it so you can sleep well.¡± He told her upon noticing how troubled she was of the ultimatum he just gave. It would do them no good if she was too tense through it all. Not the least enjoyable.
Besides, he was willing to wait until Anika is ready.
¡°Yes, of course.¡±
And with that, their conversation came to a close. Eugene calmly went to her bed and watched him from a distance as if he were some strange being¡
¡®They just slept in one bed? Three years? How did he manage to do it when a beautiful woman is next to him?¡¯ she thought in confusion.
It didn¡¯t take long until Kasser followed her. He lied down on the bed, his long limbs stretched outnguidly on the soft mattress¡
Jin Anika¡¯s beauty was quite exquisite. The maids couldn¡¯t hold a candle against her. They were all pretty, but always fell short right next to the queen. They were no different from the average woman in her original world.
¡®It could be either because he¡¯s a man with sexual disabilities, a man who really cares about Anika, or a man who keeps his promises thoroughly¡¯
That was Eugene¡¯sst thought before her eyes fluttered to a close, and prayed that the silence that reigned in her chamber would lull her to sleep as soon as possible.
Chapter 23 One Cold Night (2)
Despite the peaceful way they¡¯ve ended things a while ago, Eugene hardly slept a wink, her senses hyper-aware of the fact that another person was on her bed. She kept tossing and turning, refusing stubbornly to turn towards the man sleeping beside her.
Still, what Kasser had said was true; the bed was spacious. If one was adept at sleeping without the habit of rolling around, they wouldn¡¯t be able to reach the other person sleeping with them at all. Still, it was endearing to her the way he only stuck to the edge of the bed, agonizingly close to falling.
It was fortunate that he slept like a corpse. So still and hardly moving to change sleeping positions.
¡®It¡¯s an iprehensible contract. Why did Jin Anika insist to remain untouched by the king? What is her purpose?¡¯ she couldn¡¯t help but think.
Anika was a woman who had every means to an end. It was so unlikely of her not to sleep with the king. If she disliked pregnancy and avoids it, there were always known methods of contraception.
It wasmon sense that if you strived hard to get the title which would help in whatever ns you have, you¡¯d sell yourself to the most powerful person in the kingdom, gain his trust and use it to your advantage.
The king would definitely fall for her charm, but Jin Anika did not even bother to try. Something did not add up to this.
¡®She is not a naive character who¡¯s obsessed with purity¡¡¯ the endless thoughts forced Eugene to blink her eyes open in frustration, ¡®There must be a reason why then that she¡¯d preserve her purity. But for what?¡¯
Unfortunately, she couldn¡¯t figure it out, even after thoroughly thinking through the novel she wrote. No usible exnation still came to mind.
¡®It doesn¡¯t matter what Jin Anika¡¯s purpose was. Right now, I¡¯m the one with a huge problem.¡¯
She¡¯s the one who has to produce a child and to do that, she had to be intimate with the king. There was no artificial insemination in this world or any other way to get past this.
It felt like an impossible task for Eugene, who had no intention of marrying, let alone giving birth. With these reflections keeping her restless, she thought that she would stay up all night.
But as the minutes passed by, exhaustion slowly kicked in and she finally fell into a deep slumber.
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It was pitch ck¡.Her whole body was tied up.
She tried to scream for help, but her voice didn¡¯te out. With her arms tightly wrapped around her torso, she was helpless and immobile.
It was suffocating. She felt sick at the stench that permitted in the air. And most of all, her limbs cried in pain and agony.
In her ears, inscrutable whispers which sounded like echoes of iprehensible spells rang repeatedly¡
¡°Anika!¡±
Eugene opened her eyes. The first thing she noticed was that someone was panting hard, as if trying desperately hard to breathe¡
It wasn¡¯t untilter that she realized that it was her. The king¡¯s face was dimly visible above her¨Che held her shoulders tightly and looked down at her. Concern written on his face.
Struggling, Eugene opened her lips and tried to say something. However, her jaw trembled uncontrobly. Not only her jaw, but her whole body shook violently as well.
Tears fell through her eyes, rolling endlessly down her cheeks, dampening them. The horrible sensation that she had never experienced before has yet to leave her, further causing tremors to erupt from her body.
She could hardly breathe properly, her veins turning blue by the second.
¡°Anika. Breathe slowly. Mind the energy flowing inside your body and move along that path.¡±
Eugene could only shake her head. She couldn¡¯t understand what he was saying.
¡°Hurts¡it hurts¡¡± she gasped painfully¡
Kasser felt a surge of panic seeing her in such pain. He had never seen her so defenseless and weak before. If he left her to be in a state of shock, she would suffer from internal injuries and would be ill for several months.
He raised her upper body by putting his hand underneath the small of her back and embraced her struggling body tightly.
And slowly, blue streaks hung over his blue eyes. His pupils, along with the streaks, formed into vertical slits just like that of a feline.
¡°I¡¯ll help you. Focus. Calm down and breathe slowly. You have to get out on your own.¡±
As soon as he injected some of the Praz into her body, her energy gradually drained out.
¡®What happened? It¡¯s never been like this before.¡¯ Rather than being absorbed by force, it felt like his power helped Eugene in its free will¡
Eugene could suddenly feel her breathing calm down. Prior to this, she felt subjected to boilingva, making her insides hurt unbearing. But with Kasser¡¯s help, a cool breeze seemed to calm her down a little.
She, instinctively, embraced the surge offorting energy surrounding her.
Watching her deal with his power, Kasser¡¯s brow creased to a frown. It was not long before Praz, who had escaped from him, poured back into his body. Like an excited child, it revolved around him before finally merging with its master.
He consciously suppressed his energy and advised her.
¡°You feel like you¡¯re drowning right now in a swamp. Think of it as clear water instead, then slowly and free yourself¡¡± he directed.
Gradually, her convulsing ceased. Her constant twitch also toned down, diminishing over time that passed.
With its end, Kasser found Eugene still snuggling into him as a child does in his mother¡¯s arms. However, he could not find it in himself to push her away, not at this time with what she had just experienced.
¡®People¡¯s body temperature¡¡is it naturally this high?¡¯
Her body felt hot like boiled water.
The strange position bothered him. The skin of the other person felt strange¨Cit was smooth and soft, unlike his and the warriors who had callous skin.
She was so delicate.
He sighed with dismay as his body began to entertain his primal instincts. It also didn¡¯t help that she was wearing a thinly veiled gown that hardly prevented him from actually feeling the body beneath the cloth.
In an attempt to pacify his yearning, he averted his thoughts to the bizarre happening that took ce a while ago.
Having seen her gasp for air, Kasser felt a myriad of emotions surging through him, and he thought he had lost control of Praz for a while. But he was fascinated after witnessing his Praz alleviate Eugene¡¯s struggle.
¡®That can¡¯t be right.¡¯
Apparently, a little while ago, his Praz did something it wasn¡¯t known to do.
This power belonged to a king, its master, the only one who could control it. And, it only moves on its own when the king¡¯s life is in danger.
Although Praz was not a living organism, Kasser sometimes thinks otherwise. It¡¯s a unifying power that acts on his flurry of emotion. Somehow, it understood him.
It¡¯s like Praz had perceived that the queen was in danger and moved to protect her. It didn¡¯t protect anyone before except for the king.
Her body drooped underneath him. The tremors also stopped. Kasser looked into whether she was confused.
Eugene knew she was clinging to him like a ko hanging from a tree, but she could care less right now on what she looked or acted as of the moment.
¡°What was it?¡± The king asked.
Her parched mouth felt rough. She felt as exhausted as a person recovering after a severe illness.
¡°The dry season is over.¡± He continued.
¡°Every time the dry season is over¡Does everyone feel that way?¡±
¡°I don¡¯t know with others. But someone with a special ability can sense it.¡±
¡°Special abilities, like Praz and Ramita?¡±
¡°That¡¯s right.¡±
¡°Did you also feel it then?¡±
¡°Of course. When the dry season is over and into the activity period, it¡¯s like waves of energying inside me. I trained you not to be swept away by these waves but it seems like you forgot.¡±
As they continued to converse, Eugene eventually leaned her head on his chest. Every time he spoke, his deep voice rang with vibrations which she found pleasing to the ear. Her anxiety subsided and she became more and morefortable in his arms.
The same goes for Kasser. His vignce over the queen was all but diminished at this moment. This was because of his Praz, which was pleasantly purring in his body. It was a cold night in the desert and he was enjoying the warmth Eugene exudes from her body.
It never once urred to him that Praz could affect his feelings this way. He had only ever considered it as a subject of control rather thanmunion.
Chapter 24 Soft as a Feather (1)
¡°It still feels weird.¡± She wheezed rather pitifully as she struggled to speak, her sounding constricted. ¡°The air is getting,¡± she gasped, ¡°heavier.¡±
Kasser, who was still holding onto her, soothed her by saying, ¡°That¡¯s just normal. You¡¯re doing well.¡± he whispered, his fingers running through her locks of hair, soothing her with every stroke.
¡°You¡¯ll get used to it soon enough, then you won¡¯t have to worry any longer.¡± he continued, ¡°Think of controlling this energy as simr to riding a horse.¡± she looked at him, prompting for more, ¡°With practice, you will learn, and when you do, it will forever stay with you.¡±
As the king spoke so confidently, Eugene can¡¯t help but only gawk at him in response. She felt shivers running up and down her spine just by listening to him speak, especially in that old-fashioned way, which she only heard being spoken in historical dramas.
And in her entranced state, she couldn¡¯t help but blurt out¡
¡°The way you speak is so different¡¡± she muttered back softly, and Kasser¡¯s brows furrowed in confusion.
¡®Different? I have always talked like this.¡¯ he thought to himself before he shook his head in amusement. Eugene could feel the rumbles from his chest as he chuckled quietly at her¡
¡°Now I believe. You¡¯ve really lost your memory.¡± He then looked at Eugene in silent contemtion and his gaze roamed around her face, watching every crease and every smooth line on her face¡
Thetter also kept eye contact with him. And as time went on with her pain gradually fading, she began to take note about their current positioning; herid head against his chest, with his big and warm arms supporting her back, spreading its warmth through the thin fabric of her clothes, which was the only thing separating their skin from each other.
She knew that the king had only intended to help her calm down, and it filled her with a sudden rush of fondness for what he did for her, but she was no longer under any pain. She was beginning toe back to her senses, and slowly, yet carefully, she began to untangle herself from his arms, cing as much respectful distance between them as possible.
We have never been this close before. Even if she indeed lost her memory, is it possible for a person to change entirely? Kasser thought to himself.
Determined with putting as much distance as possible between them, Eugene naturally pushed him gently away and twisted herself out of his grasp. But suddenly, while she focused intently on withdrawing from the embrace, his hand on the small of her back drew her back close to him.
Eugene let out a startled gasp; her eyes quickly snapping back to his sharp, blue orbs. She then began to blink towards him in confusion¡
¡°In another circumstance, I would certainly think of you as someone else.¡± he began to tell her, and she couldn¡¯t help but suck in a breath¡
Haha. He¡¯s sharp. But, if I were to im to be someone else, he will think that I¡¯m crazy. She mused dryly.
¡°But I¡¯m afraid to state that I still believe that the reason why you sneaked out of the castle, was because you nned to not keep your word with me.¡± he finished, eyeing her the same way as he did before. Even upon the mention of the possible betrayal, his voice didn¡¯t fail one bit. Kasser knew the nature of the queen. But what he didn¡¯t understand was why she chose to roam the desert.
As vile as Jin Anika was, she was undoubtedly wiser than she was more wicked.
¡°Well, maybe.¡± Eugene shrugged her shoulders, hoping that half-heartedly agreeing would prompt him to let her go.
Still, she made the character herself, she knew just how cunning Jin Anika could be. Anika would not hesitate in a heartbeat to throw away any degree of honor just to achieve her purpose or goal in mind.
As she began nodding unconsciously to herself, in response to her musings, she began to feel rather disheartened. But when Kasser¡¯s expression morphed into something akin to suspicion, she quickly retracted back her words.
¡°I don¡¯t mean yes, but rather, it¡¯s a reasonable doubt.¡± she defended and still he eyed her with narrowed gaze.
¡°Does that mean that you admit it?¡± he asks her.
¡°Admit what?¡± Eugene asked back, feigning ignorance, and he narrowed his gaze even further. There was an unspoken warning in his eyes.
¡°Were you thinking of getting away?
¡°I said I don¡¯t remember.¡±
¡°Then I can¡¯t help it,¡± said the king in resignation. As he said it, his hold to her waist loosened up and Eugene slightly stumbled backwards.
¡°You never allowed me to touch you before. I have always wondered why you chose to subject such a condition in our contract. But now that you im to have lost your memory, it seems that I would never find out.¡±
Tired of it all, Eugene snapped in frustration. ¡°I myself don¡¯t know the nature of my agenda.¡± She then smiled mischievously, ¡°Maybe because His Highness doesn¡¯t know how to make a baby?¡±
Instantly, Kasser¡¯s possessed a gloomier face, if that was even possible.
This remarks of hers appeared as a shallow provocation to him. But still, he was secretly upset hearing it.
He had never been swayed by the queen¡¯s charm. Objectively, he knew that her beauty was undeniably remarkable, yet, she was as untouchable and as insensitive as a jewel disyed in a ss box. He felt fundamentally out of sync with her.
But every time he sees the queen, who had lost her memory, he feels strange. She perked his interest the very moment she made an expression that was not like her at all. It was the first time he knew that her voice, which had no trace of the usual nasality, was pleasing to the ears.
He managed to calm down the part of his body that responded while holding and soothing her awhile ago, but as they continued to converse now, his body started reacting to her once more.
Therefore exining his lower half being painfully rigid¡
His fire had already been half-stuck and would burst into a huge untamable me if further fueled. This desire of him, which was against his will, irked him to no ends.
He narrowed his eyes, brows knitting together and lips curling in frustration.
¡°You doubt my ability. That¡¯s a very dangerous remark, Anika.¡±
Chapter 25 Soft as a Feather (2)
Chapter 25 ¨C Soft as a Feather (2)
For a man to show off his capabilities to prove a point was beyond hisprehension, hence, this sudden situation Eugene put him into, he finally understood.
He¡¯s a man of pride, after all.
But he couldn¡¯t stand the soaring kicks of pride within. So, he grabbed her wrist¡ and pressed her palm against the low of his abdomen.
With her wrist enveloped by his warm hands, and her attention currently snatched by the shadowed face of the man before her, Eugene btedly realized the identity of the hard flesh she was touching.
¡°Kyahh!¡±
Eugene backed away with a short scream. The atmosphere surrounding them freezing in tension ufortably.
She studied his face firmly while he, on the other hand, only looked grave with an excessive air of nonchnce. On instinct, she cradled her molested hand and threw him an using look.
¡°What¡¯s with that look?¡± He asked.
Looking into his eyes, Eugene could feel that he was nowhere near calm. His glimmer of desire was visible at this moment.
The whole chamber was nketed in darkness, so Eugene couldn¡¯t exactly see his eyes, could not dwell on its depths¡ What do those cold blue eyes look like now?
¡°You can¡¯t me me for thinking this way. We¡¯ve been in bed together for three years,¡± she stated as a matter of fact, rubbing salt on the wound.
The man, who never expected to encounter this challenge on his manliness, reacted indecorously. This made an idea sh through Eugene¡¯s mind.
Jin Anika had a reason to keep her virginity. Presumably, there was an important connection between her purity and her n to pursue the power of Mara.
Eugene cited situations in various cases. What if Anika¡¯s soul isn¡¯t entirely gone, but rather, just asleep inside her? What if she tries to take control of this body again?
If the original owner demands to return to her body, Anika would have every right to do so¨Cbut there was no guarantee that Eugene would return to her original body. Not to mention, the possibility of her returning to her original world is thin.
If Jin Anika would die, she would also meet her end. No one would wish to vanish like that. Therefore, she must find ways to prevent the worst and survive.
Being intimate with the king could break Anika¡¯s ns and twist the story.
¡®Think realistically. There¡¯s a contract on your shoulders and you have no way out. And if you sleep with that man, there¡¯s a good chance that Anika won¡¯t aplish her goals, of which the most definite one is to acquire Mara¡¯s power.¡¯
Yet, there was still the problem of a possible pregnancy. Eugene couldn¡¯t imagine herself bing a mother. But she had to do what she thought was right. Once Jin Anika aplishes her dark ns, it would be all toote for the people of Mahar.
Right now, she must take a risk.
Eugene inched closer to him. She kept her head straight, ignoring his unmistakable erection below.
¡°You said that we still have a fortnight¡¡± she started hesitantly, her hands trembling at the sides of her. Even so, her eyes conveyed pure determination. ¡®I will not lose my life by letting the plot take its course.¡¯
¡°I did.¡±
¡°Well, maybe tonight¡ uhm¡.¡±
Still, she couldn¡¯t make out the words. Speechless, she covered her burning face with her hands. How ridiculous would it sound for a woman to invite a man to her bed!
In this briefest of moments, she changed her mind. ¡°Nothing. We should go back to sleep. It¡¯s nearing dawn.¡±
She backed away timidly. But as soon as she turned her head in a sigh, her arm was seized by a strong force.
The next things she felt was the touch of soft lips against her own¡
Kasser captured her head effortlessly and skillfully mmed a kiss on her moist, inviting mouth.
It was not gentle at all¡
As the gap between thempletely disappeared, Kasser¡¯s desire heightened. He tilted her head to gain more ess. His wet tongue slid in between her lips, sucking and licking like he couldn¡¯t get enough of her. Her head was bent back, with a strong hand supporting her neck.
Then, she slowly felt him lower her to the bed beneath them¡ As the center of gravity shifted dangerously, Eugene grabbed him unconsciously. And in a split second, she felt the soft mattress against her back.
His tongue caressed her lips once more before Kasser broke the kiss. Eugene tugged at his sleeves which distracted him from his feast.
At this moment, Eugene found herself lying on the bed with the king on top of her. Her hair was spread in disarray around her head, and her eyes reflected what little moonlight that had trespassed through the gaps of the window curtains.
¡°It seems that when you lost your memory, you gained a new talent of making people¡really upset.¡± The deep-seated man¡¯s voice pierced her ears intimidatingly.
¡°How about the fortnight? Will we still¡ª¡± She gulped nervously. Her ears burned in embarrassment.
Kasser understood what Eugene was trying to say. She doesn¡¯t want a repeat of this.
¡°Yes, I will not visit you on the fortnight if you don¡¯t wish so.¡± He was growing impatient by the second.
She barely knew the man¨Cshe described the king in her novel rashly, not a bit detailed.
Therefore, it would be best that she set boundaries as early as now.
Besides, the purpose of this man in consummating was for their marriage to be not annulled and for him to see his sessor through Anika.
Even so, Eugene didn¡¯t want an animal-like sex. It was her first experience; she didn¡¯t want it to be a nightmare.
¡°Be gentle or else¡¡±
¡°Or else?¡±
¡°I¡¯ll tell everyone that you are terrible!¡± At her request and vain threat, he grinned boyishly which caused Eugene¡¯s eyes to grow round.
¡°I¡¯ll do my best.¡±
They locked lips once more. At first, it was soft, appeasing and gentle. Their lips brushed against each other, soft as a feather.
Somehow, the weight of the man above her felt good.
Eugene felt more unrealistic now than when she first opened her eyes in the middle of the desert. She couldn¡¯t believe she was doing this intimate act with the man she met only a few days ago. What¡¯s even more surprising was that it didn¡¯t feel unpleasant at all.
¡®Ah¡¡¯
A thick tongue entered her mouth and rubbed the tender flesh inside. Her fingertips tingled at the moment his tongue began to move more intrusively.
Eugene¡¯s first kiss a long time ago was fuzzy and clumsy, unlike this one. This was the first time she ever participated in a deep kiss¨Cwith a tant desire to do more.
She didn¡¯t know that tongue was such a sensory organ, in a sexual way, that is. The sensation of his tongue sliding against hers became wilder.
The air became smoldering hot as a battle silentlymence¡
Chapter 26 Between Reason and Desire (1)
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¡°Mhm¡¡±
A groan escaped from Eugene¡¯s lips during the heat of the moment. Her eyes firmly closed, a strange sensation slowly spread from the tips of her toes and throughout her body. Kasser¡¯s warm tongue probed her mouth, even delving deeper, and she squirmed underneath him.
Despite being long covetous of her lips, Kasser mustered the willpower to relent his attacks on her mouth and pulled away. He cast a gaze on her current state, his eyes smoldering at the sight before him.
Her moist lips softly parted and her cheeks flushed red made her look like a seductress¡ He found he wasn¡¯t able to take his eyes off of her. But even more so, he was deeply baffled by these unforeseen circumstances. When night came, he wasn¡¯t expecting anything out of the ordinary to ur.
However, at this point, it was toote for him to stop. He had already been aroused, to the point that his loins strained beneath his trousers, wishing to be released from its entrapment.
A strange sense of crisis like a storm shattered his reasons. He could only wonder where this intense surge of passion for the queen sprung from.
In the end, his desire triumphed above reason. His mind refused to think of anything else except to have this woman in his grasp¡to im her as his.
He lowered his head and had his lips pressed down on hers again. His hands, as if it had a mind of their own, began to caress her soft skin. From her lips, Kasser began to nt kisses across her cheek and then captured her earlobes gently between his teeth.
His mouth then moved lower to trail hot kisses down her neck. And he noted that whenever his lips touched her skin, she would tremble every time. His actions made Eugene release another moan, and such a response naturally heightened the heat that came from within him.
¡®Ha, I must be going crazy,¡¯ was Kasser¡¯s only concrete thought at this moment.
Softly and affectionately.
If he ever submitted to his carnal desire, the queen would definitely not allow him to touch her a second time. And there was¡ªBe gentle or else. Her words from a while ago still ring loud and clear. But he was torn between his heightened desire and consenting to her wishes.
When he remembered so, he realized that the queen didn¡¯t entirely change at all. As expected, she still makes difficult demands! Kasser didn¡¯t know how to be soft and affectionate, he was never gentle.
If he followed his way, he would have already spread her legs and buried himself deep inside her right away. Yet, acknowledging her demands, he pressed down his thirst and moved slowly with all his efforts.
Hisrge hand went under her gown to grasp her soft mounds. With only slight pressure, he caressed her twin peaks gently, the tips hardening at the contact. Her smooth skin against his calloused hand felt such a wonderful contrast.
The clothes that separated them now looked cumbersome to him and he impatiently unfastened the string on her chest. The strap, tied to a thin cloth, suddenly became loose and exposed the hidden skin. He breathed, finding himself freeze momentarily at the sight underneath him.
But then his impulse took over and he dipped his head low. Slowly, almost testingly, he kissed her soft peaks and buried his nose, breathing the scent of her. Surprised by the sudden sensation, Eugene unconsciously arched her back. But it didn¡¯t stop there, he rolled her hardened tips around the tip of his tongue evoking another moan from her.
¡°Haah¡¡±
At first, there was a bit of hesitancy in his actions. But then, Kasser¡¯s caresses began to intensify with every second. He took her moistened tips between his teeth and gently bit. Finally, his head bowed deeper as he took her peak and sucked on it relentlessly.
¡°Ah!¡± Eugene buckled underneath him. She felt as if she was burning like hot honey was being poured all over her ¡ª her body couldn¡¯t help but heat up in anticipation for contact. The sound of his mouth against her chest mingled with her quivers and soft moans. Eugene suddenly found herself embarrassed at the immorality of it all, and her face burned further.
His hands brushed over every part of her skin. She felt his palms sliding all the way down her waist and reveled in the exotic sensation of a man¡¯s hard and rough skin against her own smooth flesh
She felt heat pool between her legs with unmistakable urgency. If he touched her now, he would discover that she was already wet.
Several times Kasser thought he had reached his limit. Yet, he held himself back, realizing he didn¡¯t want to rush an exquisite moment. He was genuinely absorbed in the act of slowly worshipping her body and was willing to put off the expected pleasure of a quick fix.
Her mounds were now moist under his attacks¡ and her soft moans blended with his barely concealed groans. Her hand slid across his palm, a surprising action that shook his core. Even with just the slight provocation initiated, it drove him into a state of extreme excitement.
An unfamiliar emotion bubbled from him for the woman lying breathless beneath him. He wanted to delve more, deeper into her being.
His eyes locked on her barely opened eyes, he wanted his caresses to go further ¡ª lower and down Eugene¡¯s inner thighs. He ced his knees between her, spreading her two legs apart and she suddenly opened her eyes to look at him like a startled deer. His lips stretched upward in amusement, feeling her embarrassment. After he was positioned, his hands began to move towards her lower abdomen, and underneath the flimsy underwear.
¡°Wait, wait!¡±
Eugene tried to brush him away. But it was not enough to stop his fingers from going under her soaked underwear. His fingers tantalizingly rubbed her wet petals up and down and Eugene felt her resolve, and her knees, go weak. His firm fingers melted against her hot flesh and her face could only burn up further.
From embarrassment or the blissful sensation, she was quite undecided.
¡°This, it¡¯s¡ª ¡±
¡°What is it?¡±
Her words died at her throat as she was faced with Kasser¡¯s prating gaze like a hawk¡¯s. But it was far from the intimidating or cold stares they once exchanged, but a smoldering one. One that spoke of devouring her.
Chapter 27 Between Reason and Desire (2)
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She bit her lip and turned her head sideways to escape from his stare. Yet, she could not run away from the pleasure that traveled to every corner of her body. At Kasser¡¯s touch, prickly goosebumps erupted on her skin; her body temperature gradually rising with a palpable desire.
When Kasser felt her warmth seeping through his fingers, only then did he realize the extent of how much they had proceeded. Yet, at her sudden resistance, he found himself unable to express his mixed feelings.
¡°Have you changed your mind?¡± he spoke in a low, strained voice.
¡°Ah!¡±
The long and firm fingers that were only touching her from the outside, suddenly plunged deep inside her heat, as if daring her to refuse his ministrations¡All the while, he bit her jaw softly and licked her earlobe to stimte her even more.
¡°You don¡¯t want this?¡±
At the abrupt intrusion, Eugene shook her head from side to side. She didn¡¯t hate it. It¡¯s just that the changes that took ce in her body¡embarrassed her deeply.
His finger, which moved in and out of her, clenched, stretching her hot walls and preparing her for what¡¯s toe. Her face burned up hearing the wet noises which grew increasingly louder in the chamber¨Cher lower region bing slippery by the second.
She could only close her eyes tightly and grip the sheets so hard her knuckles turned white. She felt ashamed that her body seemed to wee him enthusiastically.
¡°Good.¡± He was heartily relieved. For a moment, he thought she would beg him to stop, which was an impossible task for him to do.
His fingers slid out of her folds.
But, at the next moment, he inserted it deeper. A pleasant tingle surges up inside her, making her jerk up at the flood of euphoria.
She felt hot and damp all over. The imminent realization of being prated gave her fright. Still, she was too narrow, that she couldn¡¯t imagine how he could ever get inside her.
¡°Ah¡¡±
Eugene groaned intermittently, groping his strong arm at the side of her face for support. The sensation that began in her lower abdomen gradually heightened as if it was going up the stairs. Her head spin as she reveled in the tide of desire.
Suddenly, the foreign object became thicker¡Eugene yelped in pain! She felt herself stiff momentarily, and her breathing sharper.
¡°It hurts¡¡±
Kasser was puzzled for a moment. But upon seeing her disgruntled face, realization hit him like a truck. But how? I only put two fingers in her¡
¡°Are you kidding me?¡±
She shook her head.
¡°This shouldn¡¯t hurt. Something much bigger than this would go in here.¡± He grunted.
Surprised by his blunt remark, Eugene pressed her lips and only nodded. At the same time, Kasser became more persistent in his actions¨Chis fingers started to move faster and rougher.
And the strange difort gradually turned into a different sensation.
Her legs opened wider on its own ord. As an indescribable feeling took over her body, Eugene didn¡¯t even notice that her underwear was alreadypletely peeled off by Kasser¡¯s skillful hands. Nheless, she felt shame no more, and instead, concentrated on the pursuit of pleasure.
¡°Uhhhh¡¡±
A rush of excitement began to take its course inside her. The euphoria that began in her lower abdomen quickly spread throughout her body. Her head tilted for a little as a groan found its way out of her throat.
Thoroughly and surely, she never felt as debauched as she felt now. However, the short moment of bliss passed when Kasser retracted his fingers. Her nub twitched at the loss of contact¨Cshe surprisingly felt empty.
After the storm, her senses dulled. She closed her eyes and breathed deeply, calming the trembles which remained; the lingering sensation continuing to erode her.
Then, she heard rustles of clothes¡
Kasser peeled of his sleeping apparel. While doing so, he eyed her exposed nakedness sharply. He then settled between her legs, his arms, with bulging veins, grasped her soft thighs not so gently as he wanted.
When Eugene felt her legs being forcibly opened wider, her eyes snapped open, and she was greeted by his bare chest. Her breath hitched.
It is really unfitting to describe a man¡¯s body as ¡°pretty.¡±
His firm and lean muscles were densely packed. Eugene suddenly had the ache to trace every crevice with her fingertips. He looked strong, but this should not be a surprise. The six kings of Mahar were the strongest in this world, after all.
Kasser was well-aware of the eyes full of wonder, that peered at him. She was so transparent in her adoration, her mouth forming an ¡°o¡±; resembling that of a pufferfish. This almost emitted augh from him.
But, on another note, he disliked the light atmosphere. He was on the verge of bursting, his length which stood close to her heat, ached terribly.
With one hand, he held up one thigh and put one hand beside her head. He dipped his head low and captured her lips, pushing his tongue intrusively.
Bewildered at the rough gesture, Eugene quickly reacted with a gasp which gave him more ess to her mouth. And with deliberate movements, he slowly rubbed his fully established fire against her small hole¡
He took out her tongue and met her eyes.
Eugene felt a strange impulse as she looked at his eyes. He pressed his waist and pushed his manhood inwardly.
¡°Ah¡.¡± Upon emitting this scandalous sound she herself was surprised to hear, Eugene slightly shook with embarrassment.
Even though she didn¡¯t have experience, she heard a lot of things about this intimate moment. Now, her first experience was indeed painful because she couldn¡¯t help but feel nervous. But she shook off this wariness and let herself rx a little. After all, if it¡¯s really painful, people won¡¯t do it.
¡°Ah!¡± As Kasser plunged himself deeper, Eugene felt pain that was almost unbearable.
¡®It hurts. It really hurts.¡¯
Her pelvis was forced open and a huge wedge seemed to have prated her body. It became more and more painful as Kasser kept digging without relent. Her eyes welled up tears. When she blinked, tears trickled down to the side of her face.
To soothe her, short kissesnded on her lips, cheeks, and nose.
A cold sweat on his back, Kasser slowly entered, waiting for her to get used to it. The tight inner walls were too narrow for him. But the feeling of touching her inside was insanely pleasurable.
He managed to resist the urge to push all the way through. With great willpower, he stopped half-way through. Putting too deep in a woman for the first time could hurt
¡°Anika.¡± He kissed her trembling lips and sniffling nose.
¡°Don¡¯t call me that.¡±
¡°What?¡±
¡°¡.¡±
Chapter 28 Throes of Passion (1)
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¡°Then what shall I call you?¡± A mischievous smirk painted across his lips. ¡° Queen?¡± He nibbled Eugene¡¯s ear as he whispered softly.
¡°A¡a name?¡± Eugene stammered by the sudden query. A query that Kasser only made to squeeze out a reaction from her. He wanted to tease her.
But as he was greeted by her sheer confusion, he couldn¡¯t help but be amused. If he were to call her by her title from before she lost her memory, disagreement would be a certainty.
But even then, this obsession of her didn¡¯t bother him at all. He was the King, after all. It¡¯s just unfortunate that Jin Anika was never tolerant of her subordinatesmitting this mistake.
¡°Yes.¡±
¡°Eugene. Call me Eugene.¡±
Eugene answered quickly for fear that he would call her Jin Anika and ruin the mood for her in an instant. During this heat of the moment, she did not want to be called by someone else¡¯s name. She wants to hear hers.
As a matter of fact, Eugene¡¯s name was pronounced simrly as that of the queen¡¯s¡ª¡°Yujin¡±. Therefore, if the king asks, she could just make an excuse of remembering the nickname she had as a child.
¡°Eugene,¡± he repeated for her, her name rolled off his tongue smoothly. And although he was definitely puzzled at the mention of the unfamiliar name, he didn¡¯t ask her any further. Whilst Eugene, on the other hand, felt shivers run up her spine upon hearing her namee out of his lips.
When Kasser kissed her this time, Eugene¡¯s lips parted for a moment before nipping him lightly on his lower lip. A guttural sound came from Kasser¡¯s throat at her daring conduct, making her stomach twist and turn with a rising fire from deep within.
Eugene hesitantly wrapped her arms around his shoulders, his muscles rippling sensually under her fingertips.
Almost immediately, she mped her eyes shut as she felt Kasser move, righting and cing himself between her thighs. She braced herself for what was sure toe. She could feel it making its way in unapologetically, until its buried all the way to the hilt in her.
¡°Ah!¡± Pain shot from between her legs and Eugene gripped onto his shoulders tightly. She knew it was painful, but it had not prepared her to feel as if something was splitting her open.
With his every movement, every thrust, she could feel his stiffness poking in, breaking her down with every passing moment. But the pain was ebbing away, reced by bouts of pleasure instead. And Eugene shuddered at her overwhelming feelings, threatening to burst out of her, as she clung onto his back, nails digging on his tanned skin.
¡°Uhhh¡¡± she gasped as they rocked rhythmically.
The human body is really mysterious. At first, she dreaded of how long the pain wouldst, but as he kept going, it gradually became dull and tingling. Instead of screaming in pain, she found herself gasping for pleasure.
Her eyes kept fluttering with every feeling. The warmth in her gut only growing by the second, as the scent of musk and sweat began to infiltrate her nostrils. Sounds of pping flesh, along with moans and grunts filled the room.
With what little strength she had, she firmly held onto him for support. Her hands kept slipping in sweat but it only made her cling harder.
He suckled on Eugene¡¯s lips with such fervor. She predicts her lips will be swollen tomorrow. She felt so precious, so wonderfully full, even though she kept dreading this moment inwardly.
With every move from him, she could feel that delicious friction, poking at her sweet spot. And the build-up continues, and she could feel herself getting overwhelmed as the pacing kept going faster, harder¡He was stretching her as he continued to thrust deeply.
¡°Ah¡!¡±
Her insides squeezed and started to spasm. And Kasser plunged deeper and rougher.
Eugene throws her head back, feeling herself ckout as a dam broke in her. She feels something gush in, warm and thick deep inside, as they ride out the throes of their passion.
As the movement stills, she is well aware of the way her back is bent, along with her head arching behind her. She could feel herher regions instinctually mp down and rx in repeated manner. A sense of despondency came after the sensation of pleasure that swept through.
She noticed a little bitter that the deep-seated foreign body remained inside her still. Her body grew limp as something hot spilled inside her.
Kasser watched her intently, his chest heaving visibly at the aftermath. Her serene expression was sending him into overdrive.
Slowly, he pulls away from her, and she watches with lidded eyes as he rose up, his face hovering above her own. She feels a sense of excitement and embarrassment at the same time¡
But as he was yet to be satisfied, he seized her thighs and plunged himself deep, again.
¡°Ah! Stop¨C¡± she gasps but her scream was swallowed by his lips, as he thrust his tongue deep into her mouth with a thick, murky look.
Their recent exchange of passion was not enough. His appetite for her seemed insatiable. He wanted to taste her hot flesh some more. But Kasser didn¡¯t want to spoil this night. He would not force her to do it again, not unless she asks him.
He flung himself a few more times inside her before finally pulling himself out. Unsatisfied thirst resounded in his eyes as he looked down at her tired form.
Her heartbeat wildly against her chest. He slowly bit the skin of her neck. Her flinching reaction provoked him. He clenched his teeth in the struggle against the desire to put his length back in and ravage her endlessly.
Gathering his senses, Kasser resorted to caressing her forehead andbing her hair with his hands. She looked so tiny, he thought. His hand looked enormous at the side of her small face.
A being so fragile, he could break her thin bones in a breath. A feeling of relief washed over him. He felt d that he didn¡¯t hurt her, crushed her even, while he was so invested in his desire to devour her just minutes ago.
Eugene closed her eyes and breathed hard. She didn¡¯t even want to move. She liked the feeling of his hands sweeping her hair soothingly. Eventually, she closed her eyes and fell asleep.
¡°Anika.¡± He called out but received no response.
Kasser spoke again, sweeping his palm against her cheek gently, like she was a precious porcin he was afraid to shatter by his immeasurable strength.
¡°Eugene.¡±
Still, he was answered by nothing but silence. Hence, he concluded that the woman in his arms had already fallen asleep. ¡°Rest well.¡± He murmured in her ears.
Chapter 29 Throes of Passion (2)
This chapter contains explicit scenes.
He put on his overcoat and pulled the rope to call a maid. Whenever the king and queen slept together, maids were never called at this time of night. Therefore, this was such a rare urrence for the servants. One immediately came towards the royal couple¡¯s chamber nervously.
¡°Get me a towel.¡± He ordered nonchntly.
¡°Yes, Your Grace.¡±
After a while, the maid came in with plenty of warm towels. She also put a tray of wet towels on the side of the bed and hurried off. Even if the light was dim, one could still tell the red hue on her cheeks as she noticed the heat filling the chamber. Nheless, from the moment she came in, she kept her head bowed down and didn¡¯t once spare a look to the spent queen on the bed.
As soon as the maid left, Kasser began wiping his wife¡¯s body, which felt sticky with sweat. He carefully wiped her face, arms and legs.
He had never thought of himself as a gentle and caring person. Him doing this was ridiculous.
What¡¯s even more ridiculous was how he was reacting to her unconscious state. Wiping her body filled him with a desire to touch her more. He had a handful of her wrists and ankles; his movements wary as he knew just how frail she was.
Eugene was curled up on her bed. In order for Kasser to clean her sensitive part, he had to stretch out her legs. But to his surprise, his action was met with resistance.
As soon as he uncurled her legs, she wriggled from his grasp and conformed again to her fetal position. Kasser raised his eyebrow and looked at her face, only to be met with her wide-open eyes. Surprise was evident in those dark irises of hers.
He chuckled, ¡°Were you only pretending to be asleep?¡±
Eugene shook her head, her cheeks flushed at the usation.
¡°¡I just woke up.¡± She supplied.
She fell asleep only for a moment. And perhaps could have slept soundly all night, if not for the feel of the moist towel grazing her skin which stirred her up.
Kasser tried again to stretch her legs but failed to do so, as she began to tense up on his touch.
¡°Don¡¯t do it.¡±
¡°Why?¡±
Eugene quickly picked herself up and took the towel from his hand.
¡°Why? Don¡¯t you like it? Don¡¯t you want me to touch it?¡± There was a hint of anger in his voice.
¡°Are you asking because you don¡¯t know?¡± Eugene quickly said. When she saw his somber expression, she realized he was indeed clueless about what she felt. She nced at him, and muttered, ¡°That¡¯s not what I meant. I am only embarrassed.¡± and sat with her back facing him.
She could hear himughing from behind and Eugene grumbled inwardly at the realization. Kasser, the powerful king, was anxious that she would say she regrets what happened between them.
Such an irony.
She wiped the inside of her sticky legs with the wet towel. identally, she nced at it and let out a startled scream.
¡°Uck!¡¯
¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡± was Kasser¡¯s concerned voice but didn¡¯t move a muscle to respect her desire for privacy.
He waited patiently, looking at her back. But it was not long until his patience quickly ran out. He took her by the shoulder.
¡°What¡¯s going on?¡±
Her face turnedpletely red. She looked frightened at Kasser and hid what she had in her hand in a direction he could not see.
Eager to satisfy his curiosity, he drew his arm to dig around for what she was hiding from him. With the draft of the wind, it knocked the towel in Eugene¡¯s hand down.
The two sets of eyes trailed to look down at the same time and saw red bloodstains marring the pure white towel.
Eugene covered her face with her hands, burning with embarrassment. She looked up to him with teary eyes¨Cshocked by the amount of blood.
However, this scenario appealed differently to Kasser. There was a serious look on his face. He had suspected it¨Cshe was too tight. Yet, her mischievous and coquettish nature made him think otherwise. At this moment, even if their marriage was a hoax, he felt a surging pride from within him.
Heid her down and captured her lips in a searing kiss. The man weighed heavily on her fragile frame.
A hand took her breast, and warm moist lips sucked on one of its peaks¡ At the same time, his other hand started its descent towards her abdomen, caressed her inner thighs before finally touching her folds and pushing pressure on her most sensitive part.
Eugene was distracted by the various stimuli he was suddenly feeding her. Not long after, she felt the unmistakable hard thing against her entrance. But before she could protest, he pushed his way through her inner walls.
¡°Ahh!¡±
The friction inside her quivering walls felt zingly hot and furious. He acted feral.
This was not what they agreed to! Eugene punched him in the chest and shoulders.
But to no avail, he instead captured her hands, put it above her head and pressed it down with his own, and thetter was left helpless. All her screams were swallowed by the lips that came upon her mouth. Biting her flesh and sucking her tongue, he kept ramming inside her incessantly.
He was conscious of his overzealous state, but he could hardly stop. He understood for the first time those who covet pleasure.
His reasons, no matter how firm and hard it was as steel, crumbled into dust at the sound of her moans.
The air in the bedroom, which had cooled for a while, heated up another notch.
Chapter 30 The Queens Invitation (1)
After receiving the queen¡¯s message, expressing her desire to meet her again, Marianne naturally became restless. Even having witnessed Anika¡¯s drastic change, the summon of the once wicked queen still made her feel wary.
As clear as day, the queen held a formidable grudge against her. At first, Marianne was not rmed by this, hoping that keeping a low profile, which was what she was doing for the past three years, would somehow make Anika forget her existence.
However, even after giving up her position, the queen increasingly troubled her by insisting that she be banished from the castle. This made Marianne think of leaving the capital quietly and going as far as she could, despite how much Kasser forbids it.
With the constant struggle, her situation with Anika didn¡¯t leave her unscarred. Sometimes, she tended to belittle herself¡ªsaying to herself that the position was not at all suited for her. Unlike the chief generals in the past, she was not born with a noble status and had even entered the castle as a nanny. It just happened that the then Prince Kasser treated her as his mother, and Marianne was given a pretty high seat.
When she was still in the position, she always worked with this mindset¡ªshe would step down as soon as someone who really suited her job arrives.
When the prince, whom she raised like her own son, finally ascended to the throne and married, she could not ask for more. Marianne was willing to step down from her post as she felt like she already served her purpose. And she did.
A simple woman that she was, she bore no greed inside her. The king¡¯s happiness was her only joy. Herst wish was to hug the king and see him once in a while. Yet, the queen despised her so much she chose to iste herself that Kasser rarely saw her.
When Anika imed that she had lost her memory, Marianne hoped to somehow ¡°abuse¡± this chance in an attempt to make a new good rtionship with the queen. Their uing meeting made her stay up all night tossing and turning on her bed. In the end, she hadn¡¯t slept a wink all night.
Not wanting to disturb the queen¡¯s peace in the morning, she entered the pce in the early afternoon, about two hours after lunch. Upon arriving, she made sure to send an errand to the queen, informing her of her entrance. Then, she waited in the drawing room patiently, twiddling her fingers in anxiety.
An hour passed by, but the news of the queen joining her, in her utmost disappointment, had yet to arrive.
Contained in her seat, she watched servants after servants pass in front of her making her momentarily dizzy, when suddenly, a too familiar figure strode inside the room.
It was not the queen though.
Sarah came in and saw Marianne waiting anxiously by herself. ¡°Wee, General Marianne.¡± She said while bowing her head in salute.
Marianne¡¯s face hardened. ¡°General, I told you, a couple of times already, to quit doing that. Don¡¯t give me a salute.¡±
Not a bit undeterred by her former chief¡¯s warn, General Sarah shed a mischievous smile her way. ¡°You came to see the Queen today, didn¡¯t you?¡±
Marianne neither denied nor affirmed Sarah¡¯s query. Instead, her expression became clouded in dismay, which gave Sarah more than enough idea to what was happening,
¡°The Queen won¡¯t see you?¡±
¡°I don¡¯t know.¡± was her nimble response.
Sarah looked around, and respectfully ordered the maids to depart the room the soonest. With only the two of them left, she sat opposite Marianne and looked at her gravely in the eye.
¡°You probably have toe back in the evening or tomorrow.¡±
¡°What¡¯s the matter?¡±
¡°The Queen is still on her bed.¡±
¡°Is she sick?¡±
Sarah shrugged her shoulders and dered, ¡°The King came byst night¡ She may be just extremely exhausted¡±
¡°Oh¡.¡± Marianne gave a startled look. This has never happened before. In the years of their marriage, every time after the couple shared a bed on the first night of every month, the words of the maids who cleaned the queen¡¯s bed-chamber came into Marianne¡¯s ear by chance, saying that the beddings were always neat and uncreased, as if Kasser had only risen from lying down all night.
With this train of thought came a realization. She was so anxious to see the queen that shepletely forgot that yesterday was the first day of the month. Hence, it was no surprise that the royal couple slept in one bed, following the kingdom¡¯s tradition.
She must have been nervous about losing her memory, lest she would have not summoned me.
She heaved a deep sigh, wishing that everyone must give the queen some time to adjust. And as a sign of respect, she also refused to drag on her surprise of the royal couple¡¯s recent night. Instead, she was satisfied that the queen¡¯s apparent exhaustion negated suspicions that Kasser had not yet touched his wife out of disgust.
There was still hope for the two, and Marianne held tightly on it.
She was ready for this conversation to be over when she noticed Sarah¡¯s bizarrely conflicted expression.
¡°You look crestfallen. Is there anything else you want to say?¡±
Sarah sighed deeply. ¡°The Queen¡ she bledst night it seems.¡±
¡°What?¡±
The look on both faces reflected horror. It couldn¡¯t be virgin blood! They have been wed for three years at most!
Did the king hurt his wife? Or is she sick? Marianne sprang up to her feet and in frenzy, flopped down on her seat, struggling to regainposure. No matter how long she had cared for the king, she or everyone had no right to intrude on his secret and private affairs. However, this was rming news.
¡°For goodness sake!¡±
Marian sported a worried look on her face. Turning to Sarah, she asked in the calmest tone she could muster. ¡°How¡¯s the Queen? Did you call the doctor?¡±
¡°She woke up a littlete in the morning, took a bath and had a meal. I only know that the maids who arranged the bedding said there were bloodstains on her sheets, which is quite perplexing. The queen, upon returning to her bed-chamber, slept and hasn¡¯t gotten up yet as we speak.¡±
¡°¡¡±
¡°What must I do?¡± Marianne muttered after a long silence.
¡°When she gets up, ask her. Ask the queen if she¡¯s fine and if there¡¯s any dispute with her and the king. If she says nothing, don¡¯t inquire any further.¡±
¡°Alright.¡± She felt determined. ¡°If this happens again, you must tell me. Only by then would I speak to the king.¡±
¡°You can trust me on that.¡± Sarah quickly agreed and cast a gaze around the silent drawing room. ¡°Will you thene again tomorrow?¡±
A shake of her head, Marianne gave a stern answer. ¡°No, I¡¯ll wait.¡± She thought she must recover her peace by today¡¯s end.
¡°But it might be long before the queenes out.¡±
¡°I¡¯ve been called by the queen, and must not leave on my own ord, not until she says so.¡±
Seeing that she could no longer change her mind, Sarah nodded and stood up to attend to her duties. ¡°If you insist.¡±
Chapter 31 The Queens Invitation (2)
Everyone thought the queen was in her chamber, dozing off, but in fact, Eugene didn¡¯t fall asleep by the time she got up this morn. Right after breaking her fast, she retreated to the safety of her room,id on her bed and indulged herself in peace and quiet.
She stared nkly at the tip of her fingers as she suspended her hand in mid-air while she rested in a reclining position. Her body was squeezed to pulp fromst night, she could only lie down and let her sore muscles recuperate at the time being.
She breathed a sigh and murmured. ¡°What a dynamic life.¡±
Her previous life was an eventful one but uponparing it to her life in this world, it looked nd. In fact, no adventure movie would be more exciting than her few days here in the castle.
Amidst letting herself dragged by the tide of events, the thought of suddenlying to her senses, and finding herself awake in her original body never left her. Yet, over the days that passed, she kept on waking up in this chamber with the rays of the sun hitting her face as it rose proudly on the horizon of this world called Mahar.
Most of all, everything that transpiredst night was shocking in many ways. Many times she suspected that all of these are mere delusions, or perhaps a long dream, but Kasser proved her wrong.
Last night was too real. He was too real.
The vivid touch on her skin, the sensation of her hands slithering with sweat on his broad back, the sound of his ragged breathing against her ear, and the intense feeling of her body racking in desire¡ªthose could not be dreams.
Fromst night¡¯s urrence, she also ruled out the hypothesis that Jin Anika¡¯s soul might be hiding somewhere inside her body. Jin Anika seemed to value her purity, and she would have interrupted them if she could. Not once did she feel her taking over her body.
She wriggled in discontent on her bed, and with it came the difort she felt from her strained muscles. She groaned with her every move. Jin Anika must have not liked sports very much¨Cshe was not fit at all. In fact, her whole body ached, just like when after Eugene first climbed a mountain.
In particr, she felt sore in herher part.
With her body¡¯s protests in pain, she was recalled of the person deserving of her resentment. Eugene¡¯s face took a contemtive air. She didn¡¯t expect a man of abstinence to debauch her like a beast.
¡°Ah! I must get up once and for all.¡± She shook her head. The more she dwelled on this plethora of thoughts, the more she felt her head throb. Quickly, she must dispel the memories fromst night and train her attention to more important things.
I definitely solved one thing. Now, that Anika¡¯s body was not pure anymore, one condition of epting Mara¡¯s power has been broken.
I must find out why Anika married the king. And I still have a lot to learn to adapt to this world.
She pulled the rope near her bed. A momentter, Zanne came in with her head bowed down. Eugene then beckoned her toe near her bed.
¡°Zanne.¡±
¡°Yes, Anika.¡±
¡°Did you tell the former general that I wanted to see her?¡±
¡°Yes. In fact, she¡¯s already in the drawing room¡±
¡°How long has she been waiting? Why is it that no one told me?¡±
Her voice, despite being soft, made the maid tremble in fear.
¡°I¡ªIt¡¯s just that no one wanted to disturb your sleep.¡± Zanne stammered pitifully.
¡°I¡¯m not ming you.¡± Eugene pacified her by shing a kind smile. Afterward, she picked her next words carefully. ¡°Please invite her in after a few minutes. I must make myself more presentable.¡±
¡°Yes, Anika.¡± She said, then proceeded to exit the door to do the queen¡¯s bidding. But before her figure disappeared entirely, Eugene called her attention and she quickly turned on her heels.
¡°In other kingdoms, they call someone with a position such as mine as ¡°queen. Am I right?¡±
¡°I¡I don¡¯t know what¡¯s going on in other kingdoms, but I think so¡¡±
¡°I see. From now on, you must call me queen then, not Anika.¡±
A stupefied look on her innocent face, Zanne stood frozen in her ce. She clutched her gown tighter at her sides and seemed to not breathe due to tension.
¡°It¡¯s alright. Call me.¡±
¡°¡Yes?¡±
¡°Come on.¡±
Eugene gave an encouraging look. She thought she should try to pull out the infamous queen¡¯s image from the deepest pit.
¡°Q¡ªqueen,¡± was Zanne¡¯s mousy voice. Then, she closed her eyes, waiting for the queen¡¯s words of admonishment. But none of it came.
¡°Tell everyone to call me that way.¡± She said with a satisfied nod of her head.
¡°Yes, my queen,¡± and she headed off.
Jin Anika was overly obsessed with the title Anika. Only when the title was changed, Eugene would have a ce in this world.
No matter what good I do, no one will still be able to talk to me straight. I¡¯m¡ the queen.
A strange shudder swept over her whole body. Having so much power in her hands, she must exercise but with caution.
In this kingdom, as long as she doesn¡¯tmit a crime punishable by death, she need not fret over keeping herself alive.
Who would dare touch the only woman who could give birth to a king¡¯s sessor anyway?
***
Eugene weed Marianne in her chamber. Since it¡¯s their second meeting already, she felt more at ease with having her around.
¡°Come in.¡±
¡°Thank you, Anika.¡±
¡°Sit down.¡± She led her into a chair and sat afront her. ¡°I¡¯ve told someone else about this. I don¡¯t want everyone to call me Anika anymore.¡±
Marianne looked at Eugene with astonishment. As if she had not heard Eugene for the first time, she gave a questioning look.
¡°You don¡¯t have to call me Anika. Calling me with my title is enough.¡±
¡°I¡¯ll be sure to do that, Your Highness.¡± Marianne smiled warmly and asked what Sarah told her to. ¡°How are you, Your Highness?¡±
As she spoke, worry was etched on her face¡ªworry that was speared on the queen¡¯s health and her rocky rtionship with the king. But, Eugene, unaware of the ruckus her blood-stained sheets made, thought that Marianne was only worried over her loss of memory.
¡°I am alright.¡± Eugene¡¯s words relieved Marianne.
Beneath Eugene¡¯s cool exterior, internal chaos within her made her feel ill to her gut. She felt no pressure in talking to a young maid but confiding in a much older adult and a well-rounded person was an entirely different matter.
¡°Marianne.¡±
¡°Yes, my queen.¡±
¡°You were the king¡¯s nanny, the formermander-in-chief, and the person who holds an indispensable ce in the king¡¯s life.¡±
¡°Indeed, my queen.¡± Marianne simply nodded and kept her calm. Her responses were direct as she had not intended to grovel for favor unabashedly. She was a person who was not very good at kissing her superior¡¯s feet¡ªa trait of her that Eugene admired at this very moment.
¡°It is because of these qualities of yours have I decided to summon you here. Marianne, you are the only person who could help me.¡± Eugene said her intention bluntly.
¡°My queen¡Did you say you need help?¡± She asked with a skeptical look and added, ¡°What for?¡±
Chapter 32 Making Amends (1)
¡°My situation. I don¡¯t think it¡¯s a good idea to let everyone know what I¡¯m doing right now.¡± Eugene expressed her concern to Marianne.
¡°Yes, I agree.¡±
¡°Then I need someone to help me relearn everything I¡¯ve forgotten. Marianne, you can help me, right?¡± she asked, concern clearly written in her eyes, but Marianne seemed hesitant as she began to shy away.
¡°My queen, Ick enough knowledge¡¡± she started, but Eugene took her hands and grasped it on her own¡
¡°I hope you don¡¯t refuse. I need your help more than anyone else.¡± she begged, and Marianne¡¯s tense expression eventually loosened up as she continued to observe Eugene in silence.
¡°If it¡¯s within my power then I will dly do my best.¡±
¡°Thank you.¡±
¡°No. I must be the one to say my thanks to the Queen. Thank you for giving me this opportunity.¡± Marianne stated, bowing slightly towards Eugene.
Eugene noticed that Marianne was referring to her and Jin Anika¡¯s ufortable past, but pretended not to know. She just wanted to get along well with Marianne and squeeze out any help she could get.
¡°My Queen, I¡¯m a woman who already left the castle. I need your permission to rebuild my position.¡± Marianne continued.
¡°I see. Then shall I speak to the king?¡± she asked her, and Marianne shook her head.
¡°I don¡¯t want to be a burden to you, my queen.¡± she starts, ¡°You must speak to the king, only by your behest, and no one else¡¯s. Not even for others like me.¡± Eugene purses her lips together, as she thought for a moment.
¡°You¡¯re right, on second thought, it would be better if you talk to the king instead.¡± she answered within a heartbeat. Marianne studied Eugene, trying to see whatever underlying motive she might have had, but only came to one conclusion.
¡°Are you ufortable with the king?¡±
¡°That¡¯s not it.¡±
Eugene smiled awkwardly. She was still confused when she woke up in the morning.
The night they shared was not unpleasant by all means, but it wasn¡¯t what she expected. Her cheeks grew flushed at the thought ofst night. She didn¡¯t know how to face the man again. Which was why she wanted to avoid him for the time being if possible.
¡°He¡¯s a man of few words, that¡¯s why. I think it would be better if you talk to him.¡± she excused, hoping that would be the end of that.
¡°He may be aloof and callous on the outside, but the king has a very warm heart. He is just bad at expressing his feelings.¡± Marianne exined.
¡°I can attest to that. The way he speaks is harsh and his temper¡¡± Eugene recalled the day the king barged into her room, yelling at her. She let out an involuntary wince as she recalled the unpleasant experience.
¡°Yes, Your Highness. His temper, I dealt with it all his life.¡± Marianne said softly, the ghost of their past echoing in her eyes. She looked so sentimental, so nostalgic, that Eugene couldn¡¯t help but let out a smile of her own. She was like a hedgehog¡¯s mother, whose child is covered in spikes, who bares them to anyone that threatens him. But even so, only she could see beyond that tough exterior, inert goodness lies within the king¡¯s heart.
¡°He confided in me.¡± Marianne added, looking at Eugene, ¡°He told me you¡¯ve lost your memories.¡±
¡°That¡¯s¡¡± she wanted to make an excuse, but instead she let out a sigh. ¡°I understand if you¡¯re suspicious and disbelieving in me,¡± she said, but Marianne¡¯s gaze on her was unwavering.
¡°True, I know the queen before, and she had no qualms in lying,¡± Marianne said, ¡°But right now, I don¡¯t think you are lying.¡±
¡°Then I have a question.¡±
¡°I¡¯ll tell you everything I know.¡±
¡°Your Grace and me, how is our rtionship perceived as husband and wife?¡± Eugene knew they weren¡¯t real couples, but wondered how they appear to the public.
¡°In all honesty, my queen,¡± Marianne said, looking a little saddened, ¡°It didn¡¯t look good. Not at all. But once you¡¯re both in formal events or council meets, you both would act very differently.¡±
¡°Oh, we¡¯ve been pretending to be good to each other, aren¡¯t we? For appearance¡¯s sake?¡±
Marianne gave a cursory nod.
¡®Then there aren¡¯t many people who know they¡¯re not getting along. Well, Jin¡¯s not that stupid. It wouldn¡¯t be a good thing to openly show that you¡¯re having a bad rtionship with the king.¡¯ Eugene thought to herself.
¡°And just before I met Marian the other day. Your Highness was furious. But he didn¡¯t tell me why. Do you happen to know anything about it?¡± she continued to ask.
¡°The king was angry that the queen left the castle without saying a word. I guess that¡¯s why he lost control of himself and stormed here furiously. He was only worried about you.¡±
Eugene thought that Marianne¡¯s answer was not true. Would he have been worried about Jin? Or is he only worried that she won¡¯t fulfill the contract?
The angry king came toin that something was missing. When she said she lost her memory, she remembered the king¡¯s expression of disgust. He didn¡¯t feel worried at all about Jin Anika¡¯s well being.
Marianne doesn¡¯t seem to know what the kingdom has lost at that very day¨Cthe maids whom Jin Anika brought with her to the desert.
Eugene grimaced internally. It¡¯s like everyone was feigning ignorance about them. They had been quiet since then. She heard no words about the maids; as if their lives were only insignificant.
¡°The maids¡They went to the desert with me and went missing¡¡±
Eugene felt heavy at her heart when she thought of them. She felt more sorry for not being able to feel their absence due to the fact that she had not met them.
¡°Is there really no chance of them to still be alive?¡± Eugene knows the real answer, and it troubles her so, but still, she had to ask. She needed to ask. ¡°The king said that they¡¯rewbreakers who won¡¯t escape death even if theye back alive.¡± she added, the quietness in her voice giving way to the fear in her heart.
¡°Is that how he said it? Word for word?¡± Marianne asked, looking a little disappointed with the king¡¯s decision. She¡¯s not in approval of that decision then.
¡°So, you¡¯ll help me?¡±
¡°What can I do for the queen?¡±
¡°I don¡¯t remember, so I don¡¯t know their personal circumstances. One of them could have been married, one of them could have been the head of a family.¡± she began to speak frantically, worried about the family left behind by her servants she couldn¡¯t even remember. The Queen was not interested in their personal affairs from the start. She wouldn¡¯t have thought of that, after knowing how she was before. However, Marianne did not bother to point out this fact. She listened without a word to Eugene¡¯s ramblings.
¡°I want to make amends if they are having a hard time. I don¡¯t know what the procedure is and I don¡¯t think the king will allow it. Is this a difficult favor?¡± she asked, and Marianne couldn¡¯t help but smile at her earnestness.
¡°Your Highness, make the order and I shall take care of it.¡±
¡°Thank you,¡± Eugene said in relief, and the tension from her shoulders eased away. Marianne couldn¡¯t help but feel a slight pang on her chest. This was a miracle before her, for a person cannot change their wayspletely. The loss of memory was an excellent way to start anew.
They always did say bad thingse with the good. Two sides of the same coin. Marianne could only hope that this time, things would begin to change and prove beneficial to the kingdom.
Chapter 33 Insatiable Thirst
Now that the activity period had begun, Kasser walked along the outer walls since the early morning, all to the afternoon, patrolling the neighborhood. Among the activity periods that passed, today felt unusual.
Soldiers gathered around the walls and busied themselves with making oiled arrows. They focused on what they were doing as the king passed by them from time to time.
Larks wear a shield-like material filled with special energy all over their body that ordinary weapons could not breach. Therefore, the soldiers¡¯ attacks were carried out with the use of special oiled arrows or swords.
However, since the effect of the oiled weapon was half a day long, the soldiers had to work constantly on replenishing its oils.
Kasser stopped walking and stared out at the desert.
¡°The heat of the sun is different this time, my King.¡± Lester, the general who was assisting the king silently from behind, told him.
¡°Yes, it¡¯s definitely different from yesterday,¡± he replies
¡°The wind is soft. I always think, but it¡¯s absurd that the weather is better when you¡¯re stuck in a wall.¡±
¡°I think the weather that isn¡¯t severe at a time when we can¡¯t rx the most helps boost soldiers¡¯ morale.¡±
Kasser smiled lightly.
¡°That¡¯s another way to look at it I suppose.¡±
Lester was relieved that the king did not look ufortable. She assisted the king and went out to the desert together and returned a few days ago and btedly learned of the queen¡¯s disappearance.
It was overheard that the couple was not well-matched. But Lester thought that only a couple knew about it. So, she tried not to be curious about the royal couple¡¯s work.
¡®It must have worked out well. I¡¯m d.¡± she mused in thought.
Lester was a woman. The king is stingy in expressing his feelings, but she has been a mother for a long time, so she can understand his feelings to some extent.
Kasser put one hand on his chest. He contemted at the Praz that was crouching inside. At the beginning of the activity period, Praz was always keen to reveal his presence. But this time it was strangely quiet.
¡°Why is he so calm?¡¯ he thinks to himself.
Since yesterday, the movement of Praz has been strange. It was not unusual in a bad sense. It was simr to the state in which a full beast was satiated, that it remains lounging, basking in the aftermath of his pleasure. But he couldn¡¯t understand more than that.
When he pumped energy into her body yesterday, it was for the sole purpose of helping the Queen. It was an act prepared for some sacrifice. As expected, he should have suffered some internal injuries. Far from hitting, however, Praz turned out to be in better shape.
The King¡¯s Praz and Anika¡¯s Ramita were pr opposites in their basic qualities. Destruction and creation, of course, did not fit together.
Their abilities, much like water and oil, also affected their affinity for each other. So the king and Anika rarely attracted each other in a rational sense. It was also one of the crucial reasons why it was not easy for the king to produce their own sessor.
The Hashi Kingdom was already more difficult because of poor environmental conditions, much less the circumstances of their kings hadpared to the other kings were even more serious. The kings courted Anika by all means they had in order to obtain a sessor.
That¡¯s why Kasser epted the queen¡¯s contract offer without much resistance. Besides, the marriage between the king and Anika was a contract that weighed the benefits of each other on a very broad scale.
He gazed at the desert and lost his mind.
This activity is strange. He always felt something was starting to go off in a tight fit. But at this moment, he didn¡¯t have an ominous foreboding, which made it even more strange.
Last night¡
All night long he lost his reason and was absorbed in coveting her. His blood curdled. No matter how many times he tried, the arousal he experienced could not be satiated. She was barely conscious, much exhausted with their nighttime passion.
He woke up at dawn and found her deeply asleep. He agonized over whether to wake her up or not. Had it not been for the need to check since the activation started, he would have climbed back atop her body and continued where they left off.
He didn¡¯t expect to be so absorbed in the Queen. He had not touch her in three years. How could he ever hope to survive three more years now?
For at this very moment, he couldn¡¯t keep the thought of her out of his mind. He felt a fierce hunger at the thought tasting her plump lips, and he felt an insatiable thirst to bask in her very presence.
Chapter 34 Memories (1)
Once the skies turned dark, Kasser returned to the castle. Never had he been this anxious about getting home before, except today. All day, how he had wanted to leave, but his duties kept him from doing so.
It was quitete, yet, he summoned an attendant and asked her whether the Queen had already taken her dinner. Her reply was quite disappointing.
¡°Her Highness had an early dinner and is now resting, Your Majesty.¡±
Deep inside, he had hoped that his wife would await his return. Seeking a meatier report, he summoned General Sarah.
¡°Is the Queen alright? She took a long nap, but is already in bed now.¡±
Sarah was surprised by the fact that the King was aware that the Queen had resigned to her chamber the entire day. Nheless, her answer was professional, deftly masking her astonishment.
¡°I sent a maid to the Queen¡¯s chamber to ask her if she wished to see a doctor, but Her Highness said she is just fine. If she is still bed-ridden by the morrow, I would summon a doctor.¡±
¡°I see.¡±
With that the General took her leave and the Chief of Staff announced that someone wished for an audience with the King.
Since the early afternoon, the doctor had been waiting for the King¡¯s summon. Kasser wanted to know more about memory loss, so on his way out in the morning, he tasked an errand boy to deliver a letter to the doctor, demanding that he visit him within this day.
Currently, only a few, including the King, were privy to the Queen¡¯s amnesia. But Anika was yet to consult a doctor.
Upon her return, the Queen had undergone a health check first and was told there was nothing wrong. Kasser did not intend to add to the number of people in the know, unless there arose problems with the Queen¡¯s health.
Loss of memory was an unfamiliar territory and a serious ailment. If words of this go out, it could cause a stir among the subjects. A Monarch¡¯s health is the cornerstone supporting the kingdom. A slight tremor and there is every chance of copse.
¡°One of the knights who had apanied me to the desert has lost his memory. What do you know about such a condition?¡±
Kasser blended the fib and fact in moderation.
¡°Did the patient suffer a major blow to the head?¡±
¡°I can¡¯t borate, but it seems so.¡±
¡°Memory loss is a condition that has often urred. After a major blow to the head, the symptoms may continue for a few hours or days at the very least.¡±
¡°What about the condition of having no memory of who you are?¡±
¡°That¡¯s pretty serious. It¡¯s very rare. My belief is someone who has this won¡¯t regain memory for days or even years.¡±
¡°You mean, there is a chance that the person will have his/her memories back?¡±
¡°I can¡¯t give you a definite answer, Your Highness.¡±
¡°Memories¡¡±
What if I don¡¯t want her memories to return? He almost said it out loud. Kasser quickly reworded his thoughts.
¡°How do the patients get their memories back?¡±
¡°It can help if the patients are administered a shock therapy, it can act as a stimulus to trigger the memory. For example, it¡¯s a good idea to show them something they were attached to or let them venture to a ce they most frequented.¡±
Kasser was lost in thought. After a few more minutes of ¡®consultation¡¯, the doctor left the castle.
Attachment¡ ce¡
The first thing that came to his mind was the treasure house. The Queen had loved it so much that she had kept going in and out of it for these past three years.
It was this very ¡®love¡¯, that catapulted her to the prime suspect¡¯s position, when the national treasure had been robbed. It was unclear if she¡¯d hid the national treasure in a secluded ce or whether she had taken it out to the desert and lost it.
Heaving a heavy sigh, Kasser rose from his desk and walked over. He stopped by the door leading to the balcony, simply standing there and staring out into the darkness. On this ck night, a red moon adorned the sky. During the dry season, the yellowish, white-brown moon turned red when it entered its active phase.
Throughout thest dry season, he suffered from an unknown sense of insecurity. Hence, he¡¯d ordered the stone gate to be lowered 10 days earlier than usual. He, along with his knights, was out in the desert for a month.
That whole time, he had been anxious. He had a gnawing feeling that something big would transpire in the desert. However, his misgivings proved to be unfounded for nothing out of ordinary happened during his reconnaissance. On the contrary, a quite peculiar incident took ce in his castle instead.
The Queen¡¯s disappearance, return and memory loss, the robbery of the national treasure, it was all a big deal.
Her disappearance was naturally masked by her return. It didn¡¯t matter where the stolen national treasure was. He¡¯d rather forfeit the national treasure than have her gain her memories back. He would lose her again.
Well, on one hand, Kasser did feel sorry for the Queen who lost her memory but a part of him had hoped she¡¯d stay as she was right now. He didn¡¯t want her to go back to her former self.
Her former mien, where is it now?
But, in all truth, he must not fret over such things. What he stood to gain from the contract was an heir, not her.
In the face of an unsolved mystery, he seemed to be fraught with unanswered questions.
Last night was still vivid in his mind, for it was not just an intense carnal indulgence. The words he had exchanged with her, floated in his head throughout the day.
¡°Be gentle or else!¡±
Her words shed across his mind, his cid face broke into a grin. She spoke in an ent and a tone he had never heard of anywhere.
It was a strange experience. He¡¯d never had such a casual conversation with anyone among peers.
¡°Your Majesty.¡±
The Chief of Staff brought him back from his musings.
¡°Someone requests an audience with His Highness.¡±
¡°Send them in.¡±
Soon, Marianne entered.
¡°Greetings, Your Majesty.¡±
Chapter 35 Memories (2)
What greeted Marianne was the King¡¯s back, standing before the door to the balcony. She cast a fleeting nce at him and slowly approached. Beforeing in, she had intended to nag him to soften his approach towards the queen, but Marian felt weak as the king looked somewhat disconcerted from behind.
Kasser turned his head. ¡°You visited the Queen.¡±¡°Yes, Your Highness, I seek your permission. For the time being, I¡¯d like to serve Her Majesty.¡±
¡°And from whom did this ideae?¡±¡°The Queen said she wanted my help.¡±
¡°What does she want you to do? You don¡¯t have to obey her if you don¡¯t want to.¡± He said dismissively.¡°It¡¯s not like that. With the Queen¡¯s condition, someone should be beside her as her guide.¡±
Kasser let out a softugh. ¡°You want to get along with her this time, don¡¯t you?¡±Marianne smiled awkwardly. ¡°If you allow me, I¡¯ll be the Queen¡¯s nanny while I¡¯m in the pce,¡± Marianne added. ¡°I will report to the King what I have seen and heard while I am serving Her Majesty. Besides, I ought to not disrespect her by turning down her order.¡±He trusted her more than anyone else so his reply came without a hint of displeasure.¡°Do as you please.¡±
Marianne smiled and bowed her head. ¡°Thank you, Your Highness.¡±
¡°But remember¡ they say it could be a temporary condition.¡±
Instantly, Marianne¡¯s expression saddened. ¡°¡Yes, but I¡¯ll worry about that when the timees. I don¡¯t think she changed because she lost her memory. And besides, regardless of her condition,
she is still the Queen
.¡±
Kasser could not agree with Marianne, that the essence was the same person. Even though they lived in humble circumstances, they had been married for three years. Marianne, who had gone out of town as soon as he got married, had many things she didn¡¯t know.¡°Then, does this mean to say that you are going to stay at the castle?¡±
¡°It seems so, Your Highness.¡±Kasser nodded. ¡°When are you going to start?¡±
¡°I¡¯ll wait for Her Majesty¡¯s call¡¡±
¡°Don¡¯t mention the national treasure..¡± When he first found out that the treasure was missing, he, in the fit of anger, used the queen fiercely. And when Eugene asked him the thing she was used of stealing, he refused to tell her.
¡°Pardon?¡±
¡°Don¡¯t mention the missing national treasure to the Queen, unless she asks about it. I¡¯ll issue a mass *gag order if I have to.¡±*T/N: A gag order means restricting information from being made public or passed onto any unauthorized third party.
Marianne almost asked why, but reined in her curiosity and shut her mouth. The sovereign¡¯s will was resolute, what the king had already decided was to follow.
¡°It will be as you will, Your Majesty.¡±
*
**
The next morning, Marianne sat before Eugene. After much thought, Eugene had decided to learn the ins and outs of being a Queen. To learn Anika¡¯s quotidian details and royal responsibilities, she needed a step by step approach. So, she began by walking herself through the Queen¡¯s routine, that is, her way of life before she lost her memory.
Eugene had a hard time keeping a straight face. Not because there was a lot to do, but because Jin Anika didn¡¯t do anything!
¡°Um¡the study¡so you confined yourself to your study except for the time you ate and slept.¡±
¡°Are there other things¡¡.¡±
¡°No, if anything else, I¡¯ll make room for you once a quarter. Tea with the noble-women, attending an official banquet about twice a year, apart from these there are a few other small events where you grace the asion¨Cabout five times a year if you put it together.
Eugene was too dumbfounded to speak.
Aren¡¯t viins always diligent?How could she y so coy? No wonder I am so idle. The servants didn¡¯t mean to let me rest. It¡¯s just that, Anika didn¡¯t do anything at all!If you¡¯ve been at parties day and night, you could at least im to have made a hundred concessions and worked hard on social activities. However, Jin Anika rarely met people.¡°Isn¡¯t the Queen supposed to do anything?¡±At a loss for the apt words, Marianne could only smile vaguely.I don¡¯t think so.¡°I spent most of my day in my study, don¡¯t you really know what I was doing there?¡±¡°Nobody but you could enter the Queen¡¯s Study.¡±
¡°Have I been reading all day?¡.¡±
Like a recluse, Eugene imagined Jin Anika reading books in her study. It was a far cry from the image that she had vaguely painted. Marianne picked up her teacup and brought it to her mouth, concealing a sneak smile. She felt like she was talking to someone who had never been here.
¡°Your hobby was collecting old books. The luggage you brought along to the Kingdom was filled with books.¡±
¡°Collecting old books¡ I¡¯ll have to see the study first.¡±
¡°Yes, My Queen.¡±
Marianne summoned Zanne and instructed her to lead Eugene to the library.
The said study was quite far from the sleeping chamber. With a maid in tow, she walked up and down the fleet of stairs a few times, passed along winding corridors and only then did she arrive.
Eugene wondered whether the study was an important ce for Jin Anika or it was just that ¡ª a study.
This was because, until Marianne brought it up, Anika¡¯s study had never crossed her mind. Sure enough, the way to the study was unfamiliar.
When the corridor took a turn, two guards came in sight. They stood before a tall daunting door, looking very domineering. Zanne, who was guiding Eugene, stopped and bowed her head.
¡°The door at the end of the hallway is the study, My Queen.¡± The change in address didn¡¯t go unnoticed by Eugene. This time around, everybody ended their words with ¡°Queen¡±, perhaps to test if they¡¯d suffer an upheaval if they failed to address her thus.
¡°Why are there guards here?¡±
¡°You kept a lot of ancient books inside, you ordered that they be guarded at all times.¡±
¡°I may take a long time. You can go.¡±
¡°Yes, My Queen.¡±
Standing before the closed study, Eugene drew a deep breath. When Marianne had apprised her of the Queen¡¯s Study, it struck her as though it might be Jin Anika¡¯s secret base. However, she was uncertain.
Nheless, the ess to her study was too easy for it to be a ce where she practiced her dangerous tricks. No one else was allowed in, but it was impossible for someone, even Anika, to ignore the person who possessed the highest power, namely the King. Kasser could go in as many times as he pleased.
Slowly turning the handle and pushing the heavy door, Eugene¡¯s eyes
widened as she looked around.
It was wider than she¡¯d expected. The first thing that caught her was the distinctive smell of books floating in the air. The room itselfprised high ceilings and built-in shelves that were full of books. A solid woodendder stood in the middle to help reach the top shelves.It was an antique study, the kind one would only see in pictures, a heaven for those who loved books.
Chapter 36 Doubts
¡°Did she really like books this much?¡± Mumbling to herself, Eugene looked around as she walked deeper.
The interior was of a hexagonal structure with a settee and a table in the center. She walked along the bookshelves that lined the walls, not paying mind to the titles. It seemed a very prosaic setting, a den of a typical bibliophile, until something caught her eye.
One of the walls of the bookshelf had a slight depression. On a closer look, it turned out to be a dent¨Ca split, like a door.
A secret space?
Eugene¡¯s heart pounded. She snooped around to see if there was a lever or some mechanism to open the door, but found nothing.
Throwing caution to the wind, she daringly pushed the discovered entrance wider. She thought it might be locked, but like a revolving door, she was able to push it with a scraping sound.
Beyond the revolving door was a small room, its walls were also filled with books.
Her eyes soon fell on a book that stood out. Walking to it, she reached out a hand to pull it out, drawing specks of dust as she did so. To her utter surprise, the book was too heavy and didn¡¯t budge until she yanked it with both hands. As soon as she got it out of the bookshelf, her body staggered downwards.
Why is it so heavy?
Book in hand, she left the small room and walked to the table near the settee where she ced the book of unexinable weight. Sitting down, she took a careful look at the cover.
The cover was made of leather with a precious stone resting on it. The inside felt too exquisite to be a in paper. Is it made of parchment*?
*T/N: A parchment paper is a stiff, t, thin material made from the prepared skin of an animal and used as a durable writing surface in ancient times.
The use of paper wasmon in Mahar. But the books here were rather small and light because the printing technique was more advanced. So, the book that Eugene was now looking at, must be a very old book.
She remembered what Marianne had said earlier. The Queen¡¯s hobby was collecting old books.
A book like this would be very expensive.
It was now understandable why she kept them in a separate small room. Her curiosity unsatisfied, she retraced her steps to the small room and ran her gaze across the thousands of books packed within this tiny space.
These were all colorful old books embellished with jewels and written in gold. Ayer of dust had umted on them as if they were untouched for some time now.
As Eugene¡¯s greedy eyes wondered at the shelves of old books, they caught a glint of something. It was the shiny head of a cow with two horns drawn on the back of a book.
She swallowed hard, retrieved the book out of the small room. Flipping the cover, the picture of the front page came into view, and Eugene took in a deep breath.
The ox with two horns stood on its two feet like a human ring at her; in its one hand was a bolt of lightning and the other, a long, red whip.
Mara¡
Returning to the small room, Eugene then picked out a few more books dealing with ¡°Mara¡± from among the old books, before bringing them back to the table. Sitting down, she sifted through it.
Is this a dangerous book?
The little room was a little sloppy to serve as a secret ce. Anyone who entered the study would be able to find these books.
Her brows furrowed.
These expensive old books in the small room could be bait.
Looking at the tens of thousands of books that filled the wall, Eugene had an epiphany.
Could Anika have hidden her most important book under the guise of an ordinary book?
???
¡°Your Majesty, the Queen is in her study.¡±
Kasser took his eyes off the papers he was reading and looked up.
¡°Her study?¡±
¡°Yes, Your Highness.¡±
He waved his hand with a slight nod. The servant bowed and retreated to a distance. He looked down again at the papers, but the letters were no more decipherable.
Earlier that morning, in only a simple carriage, Marianne had entered the pce. After only a perfunctory greeting to Kasser, she¡¯d gone straight to see the Queen.
All morning, he couldn¡¯t concentrate fully, all the while struggling with a pile of documents. His mind, all along, kept thinking of something else¡ wondering what the two were doing. Therefore, to give himself peace, he had finally sent a servant to spy.
Her study¡ How could I havepletely forgotten about it?
He sighed. The robbery at the treasure trove had greatly diverted his attention from Anika¡¯s study. If there was a ce the Queen was deeply attached to, it was her study.
¡®No.¡¯ He shook his head. ¡®I should have considered her study in the first ce.¡¯
Except when she ate and slept, the Queen spent most of the day in her study. There was no way one could describe her daily routine without mentioning that ce.
The Queen worked hard on collecting old books. Even though he didn¡¯t care about it, he had only stumbled upon the Queen¡¯s hobby during his biannual inspection of ounts.
The Queen¡¯s spending was huge, to Kasser¡¯s surprise, who was aware of the dizzying unit. But he had always refused to be involved or intervene in this affair of hers.
With a solid expenditure history and the Kingdom¡¯s ample finances, he was able to afford to spoil her that much. The price of his efforts would be priceless after all¨Chis sessor.
Looking around the study might bring back her memories¡
He burst out into a fit of bitterughter. It was funny that he actually believed the Queen¡¯s unteral im that she had lost her memory as if she were innocent. Now she could, perhaps, be lying or pretending to not know even though she¡¯d already regained some of her memories. And even if the memory loss was genuine, she may recover in a few days or months.
He wanted to believe her, yet would constantly doubt her. This was because there was not even the slightest bond between the two to which trust could possibly foster.
There was nothing between the two, just the parties involved in the contract. Really nothing.
¡°And besides, regardless of her condition, she is the Queen¡±
Marianne had spoken those words without mal-intent. But Kasser had interpreted it as ¡®people don¡¯t change.¡¯ Then the present queen could, despite her abrupt change, remained vicious secretly and is only using her loss of memory to cover up her vile ns.
Without her knowing, Marianne¡¯s words rather spiked Kasser¡¯s alertness.
But after sleeping with the queen, he had mixed feelings. Sleeping with her was ¡®unwanted but had to be done¡¯, but why was he seeking it? He was intoxicated by the queen¡¯s charm, and neither he himself knew when he would sober up¡
He didn¡¯t expect the first night of their three years of marriage to make him feel so agitated. It felt as if he had fallen for the woman.
Boom!
A loud sound from afar pulled him from his thoughts.
Chapter 37 Beasts of the Desert
As soon as he heard the explosion, Kasser raised his head with a stiff look. He sprang to his feet, hurriedly opened the window and went out to the balcony. He looked skywards and saw yellow smoke rising from afar.
Lark.
The yellow smoke was a signal that a devious monster had been sighted on the walls of the kingdom.
He let out a long whistle, looked down at the ground, seemingly waiting for something. When none came, he added special energy to the whistle. People couldn¡¯t hear it, but the sensitive beast sensed its Master¡¯s summons.
Not long after, from afar, a ck stallion could be seen galloping hither.
Abu, the King¡¯s steed, wore no reins or saddle on his majestic back. He was never the one to tolerate anything that restrained him from moving unless it was his master who would put it on his back.
¡°Your Highness!¡±
The Chief of Staff rushed in. He was apanied by a knight carrying a sword. The knight then went down on a knee before his King and with both hands, offered a sword.
When the King hunts Lark, he injects his Praz into this weapon. Ordinary weapons would instantaneously explode or melt when subjected to the swirl of energy. Only the weapons of those who had the royal blood coursing their veins body could withstand it.
Entering the activity period, the Kingdom had been ced under constant emergency security. His sword, which was kept deep in treasure houses during the dry season, was always on standby until the king needed it during activity periods.
As soon as the knight offered up the sword, Kasser, grabbing the balcony railing with one hand, without hesitation, jumped down the far end.
None of the onlookers were surprised.
The blue energy surrounding his body shifted, and his Praz, in the shape of a giant snake wounded around the king¡¯s body. It slowed Kasser¡¯s fall and absorbed the shock as soon as his feetnded on the ground.
¡°Abu!¡±
The ck horse that was running towards the King, was getting enormous in size by the second. Two small horns appeared by both its ears, stretching outrge; the mane was trimmed off, legs thickened and the hard horseshoe split, taking shape of ferocious ws. The only thing that didn¡¯t change was the crimson eyes of the beast.
Kasser climbed onto Abu¡¯s back, which was now a huge ck horned leopard. He grabbed its cor and arched forward as Abu took a giant leap.
With just one leap, the beast had already crossed half of the castle¡¯s perimeter. In an instant, he had climbed over the walls, which was otherwise impossible in his original form, andnded on the street beyond.
Contrary to what one might expect, the people moving around the streets were rtively calm. The yellow re had a low level of risk. Most of the signal bullets that burst during the active period were yellow.
When a giant beast passed them, people stepped back, not in fear but awe. They stared at the majestic creature before them and saw no monstrosity. This beast assists the king in safeguarding the kingdom, after all.
¡°The King is on his way, so there will be a blue re soon.¡±
¡°Oh, just a monster, if the King goes, that thing would meet its end.¡±
Despite the curious chatterings, vivid atmosphere, the street looked peaceful as usual.
The King soon reached the wall. No one greeted Kasser with a great deal of fuss over his arrival. It was like a state of war from the moment the signal went off. They all held their arms firmly and kept their respective positions.
Abu, who kicked the floor and lifted himself high, pounced over the wall again. Just a few leaps and he had scaled up the high wall.
Kasser looked around and quickly grasped the situation. Soldiers gathered closest to where he was, and there was a shout from Lester, the General who gave the signal.
Tilting his head, Kasser looked at the outer wall facing the desert. A huge snake was creeping up the wall. Its body was as thick as a human¡¯s.
The soldiers poured oil on their arrows. They raised their arrows in the air and prepared to shoot as the Lark scaled up further.
Kasser frowned. Larks which had the form of a snake are tricky. If the shield around its body is broken, it will immediately spit out poison. Thus, it must be done quickly before then. Snakes could climb the high wall and the primary barrier would then be useless.
Lester, who had spotted Kasser, shouted, pointing to the distant rear wall. Amidst the chaos, Kasser couldn¡¯t hear his men¡¯s voices clearly, but he understood, by their rmed actions, what it meant.
Are there two?
There were times when two, or three attacked at the same time, even if they weren¡¯t creatures that moved in a herd. Kasser determined that the situation here was not urgent, so leaving it to Lester, hastened Abu to sprint along the wall.
Soldiers had gathered on the wall opposite the first attack point. The snake, almost up, bobbed its head straight over the wall and brandished its tongue. It was half as big as the one he had seen earlier.
In ordance with thew of nature, small creatures are weak andrge creatures are strong, Lark was no exception. The bigger, the stronger and more dangerous it is. Not only that, but a bigger Lark is also more aggressive.
The arrows bounced before reaching the snake¡¯s body. Kasser¡¯s eyes saw the shield around Lark¡¯s body. It was like a thin ss cover. Every time therk was hit by an oiled arrow, there was a fine crack. But it¡¯s still a long way from being broken.
Kasser jumped off Abu and unsheathed his sword. There was a bluish glow surrounding his body.
¡°Abu. Wait!¡±
The beast stated his refusal by growling whimsically at Kasser. But like an obedient pet dog, the ck leopardy down on the spot. His ws that alternately tapped the floor indicated its unhappy feelings.
Chapter 38 Leave No Stone Unturned (1)
¡°Everybody back off!¡±
The soldiers bowed in unison and obeyed their sovereign¡¯s expressmand. Kasser was ready with his bow and aimed at his target. In a split second, the arrow swiftly bolted and struck the Lark¡¯s torso. With one blow, the shield surrounding it broke, creating a sickening shattering sound.
In retaliation, the beast, sensing a crisis, turned aggressive. Opening its mouth wide, it maneuvered its tail in the direction of the source of its undoing, Kasser.
The blue energy swirled in Kasser¡¯s eyes. As he stared at the Lark, his pupils stretched out, like a feline¡¯s, making him look inhumane. With the iing blow, the Praz in his body revealed its presence. Blue energy rolled up from the King¡¯s flesh and a majestic Praz, in its serpentine form, materialized.
Transformed into such, the Praz devoured the Lark¡¯s head. It made for a grotesque sight. Sticky fluid mixed with chunks of flesh sshed all over.
Nimble on his feet, Kasser then severed the snake¡¯s head with his Praz infused sword. This would arrest the regeneration of the snake. One could not kill these monsters by only beheading and stabbing them in the heart. Rather, the King¡¯s attack would only paralyze it for a moment.
To kill a Lark, one ought to find its Achilles¡¯ heel. Its nucleus.
However, since the nucleus was too small, the odds of destroying it were slim. Fortunately, Kasser was able to spot the nucleus, for only a king could. He raised his sword, right above the dimly shining spot in the center of the snake¡¯s torso, then decisively struck it.
The snake wriggled and went limp. Heaving its final breath, it disintegrated into fine dust that scattered in the wind¡ Its remains¨Cits head and the bodily fluids that were smeared all over Kasser¡¯s body, also turned into powder.
It simply vanished without a trace. A vain end.
Even after defeating the Lark, Kasser was given no room to breathe. A squad of soldiers on a different part of the wall was doing its best to hold off another Lark just yet. It was precisely in moments like this, that he wished he could duplicate himself into multiple copies and tackle several matters of priority simultaneously. Without losing a moment, he mounted Abu¡¯s back and made a dash to the other wall immediately.
???
Eugene walked out of the study in sheer astonishment. The explosion was so loud, it had prated the thick walls of the study. But the sight of the guards rooted in their post, disying a serene facade, calmed her down. It didn¡¯t seem like a big deal at all.
As she made the turn to exit the corridor leading to the study, what greeted her was Zanne, casually standing by a corner. It seemed like she had been waiting, despite being told to leave earlier.
Sensing the Queen¡¯s presence, Zanne straightened herself and bowed her head.
¡°Have you been standing here waiting for me?¡±
¡°Yes, My Queen.¡±
Eugene frowned. The words she wished to say, ¡®I told you I will just call you if necessary. You don¡¯t have to torment yourself by waiting here.¡¯, died in her throat¡afraid that poor Zanne might interpret her words differently.
No matter if Zanne just misinterpreted her or was just afraid that she would offend the Queen by leaving her unattended, Eugene understood the predicament of her subordinates. Jin Anika ruled with an iron fist, discipline was drilled in their bones; this exined why they were wary of Eugene.
¡°I took a rough look at the study. Let¡¯s go.¡±
¡°Very well, My Queen.¡± Zanne meekly followed Eugene.
Walking towards her chamber, Eugene couldn¡¯t help but notice that the corridorscked the usual manpower. In fact, there was no one else but the two of them in the corridor.
¡°I heard an explosion. What¡¯s going on?¡± she asked in a low voice.
¡°It¡¯s a sign that a Lark has appeared.¡±
At the mention of the hideous creature, Eugene¡¯s calm went haywire, her heart raced. The conclusive difference between Eugene¡¯s world and Mahar was the existence of this very Lark. These monsters were a formidable foe of mankind living in Mahar.
When asked if the human race¡¯s ultimate goal was the absolute extermination of Larks, few would say, ¡°Yes¡±.
When the period of activity had psed and Lark was out of sight, the ¡°seed¡± left behind by it was collected and used by humans during the dry season. Seeds had be essential resources that enriched human life. The dry season was the time for humans, and the active period that of Larks. In this way, Mahar was a world where humans and monsters coexisted.
¡°Are you all right?¡±
¡°Yes, My Queen. A yellow re appeared, so there is no need to worry too much. Larks have yet to breach the wall.¡±
¡®There must be a signal system based on the risk rating.¡¯
Eugene thought she should ask Marianne for more details. If there was anyone whom she could confide to, it would be Marianne, the woman who raised the king and expected nothing in return.
Besides, it wasn¡¯t appropriate for a Queen to rely on her subordinates. If she were to appear vulnerable and in need before a servant, thetter might soon defy her authority¨Cand abuse her kindness.
It was what people did to her in her previous life.
Eugene put on a tight smile. She felt bitter in her own heart, that she saw malice in almost everyone. Even in the timid mouse, Zanne.
This was because she had received more ill-will than goodwill in her original world. Before crossing over to Mahar, Eugene¡¯s life was the embodiment of the jungle¡¯s survival of the fittest.
And here, she had fallen into a strange world and allowed only a short time to recover from the shock. The strong urge to survive never left her, even after her unforeseen transmigration.
Chapter 39 Leave No Stone Unturned (2)
Returning to her chamber, Eugene summoned Marianne. When she learned that she was asked toe in because of the explosion, Marianne anxiously queried.
¡°My Queen! Did that surprise you?¡±
¡°No, it¡¯s no big deal. If anything, everyone seems to be calm.¡±
¡°Yes, you don¡¯t have to worry. Now that His Majesty has gone over, a blue re wille up soon. The first signal is a warning alert, and once the danger is cleared, they will fire a blue one.¡±
¡°Does His Highness always lead the troops?¡±
¡°Yes, My Queen. Day and night, he attends to the Kingdom¡¯s security. Once he steps forward, there is stability with minimal damage.¡±
Marianne¡¯s words expressed her respect for the King, not as his nanny but as his subject.
Eugene nodded in assent. Not all kings took the lead in the hunt for Larks.
Take King Ferred. This Dark King in the novel, was vexed with the hunt for Lark. King Yeowang liked to unt his strength, so he went hunting only strong Lark for his own satisfaction. They were not tyrants, but neither were they saints.
¡®Then, Kasser must be a good king.¡¯
Eugene¡¯s novel did not feature the King as a martial one, because the Kingdom of Hashi was only mentioned by geographical names and the main focus was the Holy City. In the novel, he was a strong warrior rather than a Martial King.
¡°Do you distinguish the re signals by color?¡±
¡°Yes, My Queen.¡±
Thus, Marianne went on to exin the system of the res. Yellow was for spotting the Larks outside the walls, green when it waspletely over the walls, and red when it was seen in the city.
The yellow re exploded several times a day when there were many Larks roaming which was usually once every four days. There were times when there were no green signals during the activity, an average of three or four times.
A red re implied human casualties. The walls were manned by heavily armed soldiers who could quickly deal with the beast, the probability of Lark appearing on the streets of defenseless beings, was low.
¡°How many times does red re appear during the activity?¡±
¡°At least a couple of times.¡±
¡°Ah¡¡±
Eugene was embarrassed because the number was more than she¡¯d imagined. Marianne¡¯s words meant that there were always casualties during each period of activity.
¡°Have you ever had a red signal recently?¡±
¡°No, My Queen.¡±
Looking carefully at Eugene¡¯s face, as if she didn¡¯t want to miss the other¡¯s slightest reaction, Marianne asked, ¡°Have you looked around your study? Are you able to recollect something?¡±
¡°It was strange, as if I have never been there before. But ¡.¡±
¡°What was the problem?¡±
¡°Well¡ I found a strange book. Mara¡ with a strange picture¡¡±
¡°Oh¡¡± Marianne just smiled, not in the least perturbed. ¡°Some of the older books have such things.¡±
¡°Is it okay to have a book like that?¡±
¡°It¡¯s a taboo, but books are just books. I heard that books about Mara are especially popr with collectors because of the many colorful illustrations.¡± Marianne exined.
¡®Oh, I see.¡¯ Eugene gathered a clue from Marianne¡¯s words.
¡®Jin Anika, you sure used your brain. Collecting those books, so no one would suspect you if you were to include a book on Mara.¡¯
Eugene was certain. The study was an unmistakable ruse. There must be a secret altar somewhere in it. Jin Anika wasn¡¯t simply digging for knowledge about Mara out of academic curiosity. She must have found a way somewhere to reach the forbidden power and was going to be the incarnation of Mara in the future.
¡®Of course, I won¡¯t let that happen!¡¯
Eugene reined in her impatience. If she went around looking for an altar, chances were she might find one. By doing so, memories of Jin might slowly surface to her mind. Jin Anika couldn¡¯t have hid it carelessly. Eugene felt determined. She must leave no stone unturned.
¡°You said I brought a lot of books when I came to the Kingdom, didn¡¯t you?¡±
¡°It was so, My Queen.¡±
¡°I want to find a way to distinguish between the books I brought and the ones I collected after.¡±
¡°I¡¯m sure the Queen has arranged it separately, but you can¡¯t remember it now. If so, would you like to check your expenditure? You won¡¯t have to go into details, but you¡¯ll be able to figure out the cost of buying the book every month.¡±
¡°That¡¯s a good idea.¡±
Soon after, Eugene was able to receive the budget and expense details allotted to the Queen this year.
¡°I brought you this year¡¯s data that you can peruse quickly. More detailed specifications over the past few years need time to sort out.¡± Half the year had passed, so the data Marianne brought over was about a half-year¡¯s worth.
¡®Money is the standard unit. What a relief!¡¯
Eugene roughly knew the value of gold, thergest unit of currency, even though she didn¡¯t know the price of daily necessities.
¡°Thank you. I¡¯ll take a slow look at it myself.¡±
¡°Very well, My Queen.¡±
Once everybody had withdrawn, Eugene meticulously went through the papers. Her face grew stiff and her lips slightly flinched. The hand on the document itself gave way.
¡®Crazy. Two books and this price? An old book is almost worth a house!¡¯
Jin Anika rarely socialized, so she didn¡¯t spend much money on luxury such as clothes and jewelry. It¡¯s not that she didn¡¯t use her resources at all, but spending hundreds of millions a month for books was simply overwhelming. Such a waste of money! Not only that, all that money came from the royal treasury intended for the Kingdom.
¡®What a b*tch! You bought books with the money the King gave you, learned Mara¡¯s tricks with the knowledge you gained from them, and gained strength by sacrificing the people of the Kingdom!¡¯
Would other kingdoms allocate this much money to their queen? This huge amount could feed hundreds of people for years.
¡®Because the Kingdom is prosperous? Was that why Jin Anika married the King?¡¯
Boom!
Eugene raised her head in surprise. She jumped up and ran to the window. Looking out, she saw blue smoke spreading in the sky.
¡°It¡¯s over¡¡±
About the people living in a world where monsters appeared every day, Eugene could finally understand how they remained calm. It was because there was a King to protect them at all costs and at all times. Feeling a strong sense of relief, Eugene let out a smallugh.
Chapter 40 Second Night (1)
¡°Hurrah!!!¡±
¡°Long live the King!¡±
¡°Long live the King!¡±
The chants were deafening. The air was rife with fervor, the hearts were zealous.
Besides a few unavoidable casualties, the Kingdom had not suffered much. The atmosphere was boisterous as soldiers, with pride, celebrated their victory against therks. Their chants were a tribute, an extension of their belief that their victory was made possible by the eminent presence of their King.
Kasser¡¯s gaze swiftly ran across the soldiers hailing him. His calm indifference did not reflect any self-pride or delight as the hero that led the Kingdom to victory. Since the time he ascended the throne, this was his first battle. He dared not becent or rxed, for he knew not how manyrks awaited him theing two months. So, to him, today was only just the first step, the first days of those two months. Today, he was more mindful than joyful.
That said, he was never the one to dampen spirits by letting his men know of his thoughts. He was certain they were aware, and were living in this moment, throwing the thoughts of the impending danger to the back of their minds, extolling him as their leader. And perhaps, in doing so, even preparing for the future.
Thus, he let them be, let his men bask in this triumph, for in two months¡¯ time, some would be severely injured while some would be out of sight forever.
A sacrifice is a sacrifice.
His wish was not to lose any of his people; truth was, it was only a wishful thinking. It was between this wish and truth that the next two monthsy.
He turned to face the vast expanse of the Dead Sea, turned again to look at the Kingdom on the inner side of the wall¡it¡¯s streets¡buildings¡homes.
This was his Kingdom. His people.
The treasure that he has to protect all his life, was right here.
Therks that lurked around the desert were monsters that were too dangerous for people to manage. It was rare for snakerks the size of people to creep into other kingdoms. But in Hashi, they weremonly found.
Without him, without the King, the people of the Kingdom of Hashi would die fighting these monsters. And before they knew it, the kingdom would soon perish. It did not take much to imagine how wretched the kingdom would be without their King. Albeit, it was terrifying to survive without a king.
There must be an heir. An heir who would protect the Kingdom at all costs when I¡¯m gone.
As he deliberated, surmised and arrived at this conclusion for his kingdom¡¯s situation, his thoughts slowly drifted to his father, the Former King. Today, he was able to finally understand his desperation to give birth to a Crown Prince, even if it meant marrying that woman.
I am no different.
He sneered at himself. The Former Queen wasn¡¯t a good person, an irreceable queen, or even a good mother to her children. And none of these were the reasons his father married her. Neither was it love. The sole reason, the only driving force was sustenance. It was no different then, it was no different now.
I am wasting my time.
He felt he was entangling himself in trivial things, losing sight of his priority. What did it matter if the Queen had actually lost or was pretending to lose her memory? As long as she could give birth to an heir, it did not matter what was up in her head.
The price of losing his three-year patience and the national treasure was a fortune. He did not have time to sit around and be emotional. An heir was no privilege, but a prerequisite.
With that, thest bit of skepticism that bothered him all day, finally left him, and only determination stood in its stead.
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¡°Your Royal Highness.¡±
¡°Come in.¡±
As Marianne entered, she carefully studied Eugene¡¯s face before opening her mouth.
¡°His Majesty has sent a message.¡±
¡°What is it?¡±
¡°His Majesty ns a visit here tonight.¡±
¡°Oh¡¡±
Eugene could not finish her words. It was obvious what it meant. He wasn¡¯t going toy side by side on her bed with her likest time. Last time¡.
Yes, about thatst time¡ She, in fact, was a little hurt.
Two days ago, after their first night, he had not shown even a glimpse of himself, not even once. It felt like, when he had strode out of her chambers, he had forgotten all about her and her existence, not to mention what they had had just then. It was like she never existed¡in his world.
Oh, how humiliating and annoying when a man abandons you like that!
But now, it didn¡¯t matter anymore. Upon receiving Marianne¡¯s message, she¡¯d recalled the troubles that came with the active period.
This is a tragic period that implicates one¡¯s fate of life or death. Ark may kill the King, let alone his family, and he had no way of knowing when. Once she thought about how worried the King must be about the Kingdom¡¯s safety, she could finally understand him. A monarch¡¯s shoulders bore the weight of his entire people, and a good ruler was liable to his people.
Seeing that Eugene had fallen silent, Marianne seemed to have discerned something.
¡°Are you reluctant, Your Royal Highness?¡±
Eugene slowly nodded her head. Mind you, she felt pity for the man, but that didn¡¯t mean that she wasfortable meeting him.
The two set aside their distant rtionship and spent a rather obscene night. Their night of intense passion had overlooked the void between them. It was this chasm that had left Eugene embarrassed.
¡°Of course, Your Royal Highness.¡±
¡°Marianne?¡±
Eugene called out to Marianne who was ready to leave. ¡°Is it okay¡ to turn him down?¡±
Marianne smiled. ¡°Your Royal Highness, intimacy should never be forced upon another, even in a marriage. It is imperative that both sides agree. If you are reluctant, then of course, you may refuse.¡±
Eugene concurred with Marianne. But the social ss that existed in this kingdom dictated otherwise. Besides, he was the King.
But wasn¡¯t Marianne his nanny? All along, Eugene had felt Marianne was a very conservative and orthodox woman. Having spent years under the imperial roof, she would be a stickler for etiquette, social, moral and especially those pertaining to the connubial bed where it was taboo for a woman to refuse a man.
It seems that she was mistaken.
¡°May I dare ask, did His Majesty do something wrong?¡± Marianne asked curiously.
¡°No, it is just my problem.¡±
She nodded, understanding Eugene¡¯s situation. ¡°Then, I must leave the Queen to her peace.¡± As Marianne left the bedroom, she tutted.
His Majesty must have done something wrong. Why else would the Queen that lost her memory refuse to meet him? If His Majesty didn¡¯t do something, he must have certainly said something wrong!
It was what Marianne thought was the King¡¯s one w. He preferred to speak directly, even if it meant that the listener was left ashamed. No wonder, he never bothered to fix it.
One thing that Marianne had been particr about while raising this royalty was to instill in himpassion. She had especially made sure he did not grow up bearing deep prejudice against women owing to his mother. Whatever happened with his mother, it didn¡¯t mean every woman was as such. To her uprooting the unpleasant memories of his childhood, his experiences with this ¡®good for nothing¡¯ mother, were tantamount to his well being. Marianne had worked hard to instill in him a neutral view of women. It was so that he was not deprived of certain affections that brought meaning to life.
His actions and behavior always came off as perfunctory,cking the humane aspect to it. Interacting with people, expressing himself and all those ¡°emotional aspects¡±, were unlearned. Neither had she taught him, nor had he learned on his own. Truth be told, this was not her forte. If one were to ask Marianne what was the thing she regretted the most, without batting an eye, it would be this very social inadequacy that she failed to ingrain in the King.
Chapter 41 Second Night (2)
The next morning, Marianne again delivered the King¡¯s message to Eugene.
¡°His Majesty would like to have lunch with Your Royal Highness.¡±
¡°Lunch?¡±
¡°Yes, Your Royal Highness.¡±
Although she said that without a hitch on the surface, inwardly, Marianne was nervous to hear Eugene¡¯s answer, if she refused a meal, it meant that she refused the King. But when Eugene replied with a ¡®Yes,¡¯ she finally heaved a sigh of relief.
As she let her maids help her dress for lunch, Eugene recounted herst invitation to a meal with the King, and how nervous she was. It was only a few days ago, yet what she felt now waspletely different. She was neither nervous nor ufortable.
A sudden thought shed her mind.
I am adjusting to this world too fast. Is it normal?
Even considering that it was a world she had herself created, where she was someone else, she could easily take in this odd situation.
Jin Anika¡¯s obscure body fitted Eugene like it was hers. She was surprised when she first saw herself in the mirror, but now, she was rather calm. It felt like it was hers all along¡
Moreover, Eugene was not a person that adapts to her surroundings very easily. This was indeed, bizarre.
Shortly after, Zanne entered.
¡°Your Royal Highness, the Grand Chambein, is here to escort you.¡±
¡°Okay. I am ready.¡±
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Lunch was in the living room, just likest time.
By the time Eugene arrived, Kasser was already waiting. As he saw her enter, he rose from his seat. His eyes never left her, seeing as she continued walking into the room. He was noting her every step, movement, and gesture. If one were to ask him why he was doing this, he wouldn¡¯t be able to answer. But, he soon returned to his senses, and by the time she was standing before him, he¡¯d settled his mind.
¡°Thank you for epting my invitation.¡±
Fixing her eyes on his face, she replied, ¡°Thank you for your invitation.¡±
¡°Have you been well?¡±
¡°Yes, I have.¡± After a while, she added. ¡°And you? Have you been well, Your Highness?¡±
¡°Yes, I¡¯ve been.¡±
The two exchanged a rather courteous greeting. Kasser did not garnish his words, which left Eugene to return his address to him simply.
Is this an act of solicitude, or is he just being him? His solicitudes were difficult to spot as he seemed so modest.
Actually, when Eugene was scanning the list of antique books, the Queen¡¯s Expenditure, she had realized something¡
When Kasser had first mentioned the contract to Eugene, all he had said was, ¡®Execute the contract we agreed toplete in three years.¡¯ He had, quite rudely, as a matter of factly, refrained from exining the contents of the contract.
A man of ttery, perhaps an eyesore, nheless, one who was easy to read. On the contrary, it was the likes of the Desert King, who kept to things themselves, that were difficult to predict.
The servants walked in to serve the food, which was different from the delightful feast served a couple of days before. While their masters focused on their dishes without exchanging a word, the servants exchanged tensed looks with one another.
When they were done eating, Kasser asked the servants to withdraw. Eugene nced at thest maid as she closed the door behind her.
¡°Eugene.¡±
Eugene jumped and turned to face the King. Suddenly, she was bombarded with memories from that night.
That night¡. she had begged him to call out her name¡
Thinking back, she was astonished by her own boldness. How could she have demanded that of a King! What was she thinking? Wait. Was she even thinking?!
She had a sudden urge to scratch her head¡ her childish behavior mortified her.
But it wasn¡¯t unpleasant. She¡¯d liked the way her name sounded through his deep voice.
As soon her gaze met his, Eugene looked down.
¡°¡¡Yes.¡±
Being left alone in the room with him, she felt too nervous to look directly at him. She thought of how a man with such sharp, handsome features could turn so cruel. Images from that night kept shing in her mind.
Kasser gazed at her and finally decided to breach the silence.
¡°You don¡¯t seem to be ill. Then why did you refuse to meet mest night?¡±
Eugene was so startled with his direct words that she lifted her head and stared at him. He cleared his throat to continue to talk.
¡°Did I¡¡ not satisfy you?¡±
Eugene could not understand his words at first. Shortly, her own words came back to her mind.
Be gentle or else¡I won¡¯t sleep with you again!
Eugene fluttered her eyes with panic. How is one ought to respond to such directment?
¡°If I am the reason why you do not wish to have intercourse, then please exin further so that I can understand.¡±
¡°Ex¡Exin?¡±
¡°I must know the problem to resolve it.¡±
Eugene was unable to understand her own feelings, let alone exin it to someone else. It was not that she did not like him. Only a bit embarrassed.
If one asked what more is there to be embarrassed about even after spending a night with him, Eugene would not be able to answer. A person¡¯s feeling wasplicated, not something one could exin using a single word.
¡°You¡are not the problem. It is me.¡± She said dejectedly.
¡°What is it about you?¡±
¡°¡¡±
¡°Are you pregnant?¡± Kasser suddenly said.
¡°What?!¡± Eugene responded with confusion. ¡°That night was my first.¡±
¡°I know.¡±
¡°Then how would I know I¡¯m pregnant already?¡±
His gaze pierced her bewildered ones. ¡°Exactly. If you do not have the special talent to predict whether you are pregnant, why are you refusing to have intercourse? Are you not willing to proceed with our contract?
Eugene looked at him nkly and mumbled.
¡°The contract¡¡±
Ah, now was she able to see clearly! This man was only interested in an heir to his throne. The sex that night was solely an act for him to gain a child.
What is wrong with you?! Her face flushed with shame and humiliation. She chided herself for thinking otherwise. It was not like she did not know. It was just that; she refused to face it.
She had to own up to the fact that she had already started to disrupt Jin¡¯s n. She was not to put any other meaning into this. But she had done theplete opposite of it and fallen for his charms.
Eugene settled herself down and forced a smile on her face.
¡°Nothing¡¯s wrong. I just had a lot on my mind. I lost my memory, remember?¡±
Chapter 42 His Touch (1)
When her words fell, Kasser¡¯s eyes sunk, his gazeckluster. Realization hit him like a basin of ice-cold water poured over his head. Indeed, he was being assertive and had even forgotten that she was ill. The pain and suffering of losing memories was unfathomable. Hence, his desperation in putting a baby in that belly of hers was truly inconsiderate.
¡°I apologize. I was being thoughtless.¡± He spoke softly, clearly remorseful of his action.
¡°No. Even with my situation, I have to keep my end of the contract.¡± Eugene¡¯s voice was reserved as she spoke to the King. Her gazended everywhere but the royal face.
¡°Is your memory¡the same as it was?¡± He couldn¡¯t shake off this suspicion. Had she regained her memory and is only putting on an act now?
¡°Yes.¡±
Not quite satisfied, he added, ¡°Is there something you remember?¡±
The whole time that they conversed, not once did his calcting gaze leave her face. It was as if he had ced her under intense scrutiny, looking for cues to call her bluff. Afraid that if he so much as blinked, he would miss the golden opportunity.
With a slight shake of her head, Eugene mumbled, ¡°Nothing.¡±
¡°Do not worry. I won¡¯t rush you anymore.¡± He ran his hand through his disheveled hair and dismissively said so.
¡°It¡¯s alright. His Majesty cane tonight as he pleases.¡±
As soon as her words fell, their eyes met. To give his actions some justification, Kasser started to exin, but before he could utter a word, Eugene beat him to it. Having enough of the scruples, she all but raised her voice.
¡°We are uncertain of when my memory will return. Doesn¡¯t His Highness think we should hurry? What if I get my memory back, and I change my mind?¡±
Like a stone, the King only stared at her, not knowing how to react to her sudden outburst. Seeing that he remained unresponsive, Eugene interpreted his silence as an answer.
He must have agreed.
With the pressure bing unbearable, Eugene stood from her seat and forced herself to say, ¡°Can I leave now Your Highness?¡±
He gave a short nod. Turning around, her back facing the King, dejection instantlyced Eugene¡¯s straight face. In the first night they shared, everything was new and painful, but she thought she had made a deep connection with him back then.
Turns out, she was wrong.
She suddenly felt flustered at the foolish misconceptions she rather indulged in her head after that night. Today, reality had pped her with evidence that it was all her wishful thinking and nothing more.
A forlorn figure, ambled down the empty halls, only the sounds of the sandals hitting the ceramic floor rang through the air¡
In this quiet moment, she began to think of this fate she never knew she would suffer. Thanks to Jin Anika¡¯s body, she now had an exquisite appearance and high status. But these bestowments were not without a curse. She had to take on all the bad things in Jin¡¯s life as well. The good came not without the bad.
If she had to guess, it was highly likely that the King abhorred Jin Anika. She was not interested in ying the role of a Queen¡ªspending a lot of money on her hobby and beating the maids to death. Clearly, she was not cut out for such atrocities. Perhaps, these few facts alone must have given the King a good enough reason to loathe her.
And no matter how much memory I lose¡ I¡¯ll always be Jin in his eyes.
It was harder to mend a broken rtionship than it was to build one anew. The rtionship between Jin Anika, who betrayed her husband, and the King, who yed his wife with his own hands, was beyond saving.
She knows not if she could resolve thisplicated problem alone.
What a rtionship! I¡¯m just d he still doesn¡¯t see me as his enemy.
Eugene was not optimistic that in this world, she would taste a happy ending. There was a possibility that Jin hadmitted an irreversible monstrosity that she herself could not fix, to say nothing of Eugene. However, there was no way to ascertain this conjecture.
That said, there¡¯s one way to survive in this kingdom and avoid meeting Kasser¡¯s sword¡ªan heir. As long as she bore him the child he sought, she could breathe easy¡hopefully.
Oh, I feel like absolute trash!
She smiled wryly at herself for thinking of her child as a means to an end.
* * *
Tonight, the room was dimly lit, adding to the anticipation of this quiet and restless night.
Eugene sat in the middle of her wide bed, awaiting the King¡¯s arrival. She couldn¡¯t pinpoint exactly what she felt at the moment, but she was indeed jittery. As if in testimony, at every sounding from the door, she couldn¡¯t help but jump.
Now, she was even more nervous than she was on the first night he visited her. That night¡a day filled with thoughts of dying their consummation of the marriage, served as a precursor, That night, amidst the throes of passion was apprehension, mistrust, and defiance.
But, tonight was different. She knew exactly what would happen in the next hours toe.
¡°Your Highness, His Majesty has arrived.¡±
As if on cue, when the door swung open, and the King¡¯s huge frame came in view, the tension in her heart reached its peak. As his gaze found her, he sent all the maids out of the room.
Now, only the two and a silent night remained.
As he walked in confident strides, never once peeling his eyes away from her, Eugene¡¯s heart pulsed. He finally approached her and sat on the bed. For some time, he didn¡¯t breach the silence, simply lowering his eyes and looking at Eugene¡¯s anxious form. Just when things reached their culmination, looking at her squarely, he broke into a smile.
¡°Where is the woman who yelled at me toe tonight?¡±
At the sound of his voice, Eugene looked up and nestled close to the corner of the bed. ¡°I did not yell.¡±
¡°If you don¡¯t want to, tell me. We don¡¯t have to do anything tonight.¡±
¡°I do¡I want to.¡± She insisted.
No more words were needed. Silence regained its footing.
Like a panther approaching its prey, lithely and decisively, Kasser¡¯s formnguidly crossed the distance between them. The closer he crouched, the faster Eugene¡¯s heart beat¡
Instantly, a red hue suffused Eugene¡¯s cheeks. Why is this man so natural?
Chapter 43 His Touch (2)
To level his gaze with hers, he crouched a bit lower. As he reached her, he put his hands next to her thighs, leaving her no room for escape. She could hear her heart beating like marching drums, yet she did not avert her gaze from his.
Then, their noses touched.
Eugene closed her eyes, slightly turned her head to the side, evading the man before her.
Yet, before she knew it, she felt his lips meshed with hers. She gasped, and in this opportune moment, his tongue intrusively slipped through.
She felt him slowly wrapping his tongue around hers. Her brows knitted tightly, receiving his ministrations. He sucked lightly and then broke their kiss. His arm snaked around her shoulders, while the other found the small of her back.
Surprisingly, he held her in an embrace and skillfullyid her down on the bed, giving her a moment to steal a shallow breath.
Tonight, Kasser seemed to be very careful. His actions and gestures were measured and considerate. Even as hey atop her, he distributed his weight evenly so as not to hurt her. Then, he sought for her lips and pushed his tongue deep into it.
The King was satisfied with the kiss. He no longer felt the resistance from that night. He bit her lips and rubbed her tongue with his. Saliva mixed as their tongues entwined. The errant moan that escaped her throat aroused him.
His hand slid up from her ankle to the inside of her thigh, stroking her slim legs with the palm of his hand. His fingers traced along her skin as he caressed the soft flesh beneath her underwear.
When he peeled his lips from hers, her eyes flew open at the fingers that rubbed her below. Looking at her tremblingshes, an urge of mischievousness hit him. He kissed her lips lightly.
¡°Is this alright?¡±
¡°Is what alright?¡± Eugene twisted her leg and her waist, passively grabbing his hand. But then, his hand remained attached to her heat.
¡°I was really aroused that day,¡± he said in a guttural voice while he stoked her.
With a flushed face, Eugene stared at him.
¡°The next day, I took a nap¡ fell asleep early in the evening. It was so difficult to hold back.¡±
Her eyes rxed. A faint thought surfaced through the crevices of her mind¡Perhaps, he wasn¡¯t indifferent to her after all?!
His fingers dug deeper into her underwear and Eugene was brought back from her brief moment of distraction. She realized, her body was amazed at his touch.
His fingers entered her, gently stroking her insides. She pursed her lips tightly and gulped hard.
¡°Hng¡ ¡±
He captured her lips once more, and sucked her soft tongue. It felt like extracting sweet juice from a fruit. And yet, no other fruit had ever tasted as good.
On his way to the Queen¡¯s chambers, he had promised himself that this was just something he had to do to get a sessor. Tonight, he wouldn¡¯t hold himself back like the first night. By the time he stood outside her door, he was quite resolved.
And yet, in this moment, he could feel all his sense of reasoning begin to falter. The determination was dissipated, the rationality long gone.
He was perplexed by his seething desire. This avarice was devouring him. He didn¡¯t want to ever stop kissing her. Their lips met narrowly. His patience was almostpletely gone. Even her breath smelled sweet.
As he stroked her, the slippery nectar from her heat soaked his fingers. The sticky texture was delicious. He was unsure if he felt this way from touch, taste, or a mixture of the two.
¡°Does it hurt?¡±
¡°No¡I¡¯m fine.¡±
He raised his finger and pushed it in further. His finger slipped in easily¨Cshe was ready for him.
Eugene¡¯s eyes were quivering, the barely suppressed desire shed in her eyes.
¡°Oh¡ ¡±
Reflexively, Eugene put her arms around his neck. Drowned in a violent kiss, saliva trickled down her chin.
He bit and swallowed her tongue, sometimes he moved his tongue in and out, like he was thrusting. At the same time, his fingers rubbed her nub and moved in the same gesture. Faint wet sounds resounded in the silent room.
¡°Ah!¡±
Eugene let out a quiet scream. Suddenly, he relinquished her lips and captured her bosom. As he sucked with passion, a strange feeling surfaced as the warm and moist lips wrapped around her mound. He nibbled on her peaks, licking andpping with his tongue.
Muffled moans and short breaths escaped Eugene¡¯s mouth. Little pleasures spread all over her body. His fingers pressed against the v*ginal wall and rubbed, causing a frenzy in her lower abdomen.
Eugene closed her eyes and enjoyed the growing pleasure. She was looking forward to what woulde next, and wanted to enjoy the more fuzzy state of life.
His hands explored her whole body. His touch was soft but got harder when the tension was about to be released.
¡°That feels good.¡±
Right then¡
He stopped everything¨Cnot even a kiss. She knew what was next.
His hands, as if to punish her for thinking otherwise, quickly rubbed her cl*toris hard. For a moment, her mind went nk.
¡°Ugh!¡±
A short, intense orgasm surged through herher regions. Eugene raised her chin, through gritted teeth, let out a faint groan. Her back arched as her head rang. The feeling of liquid pouring out was vivid.
Eugene¡¯s whole back touched the bed again. She was nervous when her rxed body felt his thighs. His kisses and caresses were great. However, the pain that she felt when he entered her was still vivid in her mind.
She looked up at him with fright as he opened her thighs. He grinned when their eyes met.
She blinked quickly. It urred to her that he might ask, ¡®Should I stop?¡¯. If he did, she would definitely nod.
Chapter 44 Crimson (1)
¡°Does it hurt?¡±
¡°I¡ªI don¡¯t know¡¡± Eugene said, holding her breath.
Pain was subtle, but it was the feeling of being prated¡ªit was almostunbearable.
Gradually, Kasser entered her, mindful of her expressions as he did. He wanted to be as gentle as possible¡ªhe reined in his urges. His back muscles tensed as he slowly trudged forth, fighting the impulse to push in all at once.
Gritting his teeth, he buried himself inside her fully¡ªfor the first time, he went all the way in. Last time, it had hurt her so much that he hadn¡¯t inserted himselfpletely.
The feeling of her tight inner walls enveloping him was fantastic. He had yet to reach his peak, even so, his whole body had already tingled. He was d that he hadn¡¯t known this pleasure until now. Who knew, if he had tasted it at a young age, he may have thrown away everything for it.
He slowly pulled out and pushed back in slowly. Feeling swept away, he let out a guttural moan.
His back, a golden hue, glistened with sweat as his muscles rippled with his every move. He stepped back a bit and dug in again, allowing her to get used to this sensual rhythm.
¡°Ah¡ Ah¡¡± Eugene was shocked every time she felt a stirring inside. When he pulled out, it was a little easier to breathe, but when he pushed back in again, she always lost her breath.
In the next instant, he¡¯d pulled out almost entirely, suddenly making her feel empty. But then again, she would shriek at the intense feeling of him rushing back in, pounding at her ravenously.
His eyes shed as his pace sped up¡
¡°Ah!¡±
He pushed in, stretching her, and piercing her deep. Her walls convulsively throbbed, inevitable spasms she couldn¡¯t control. His rhythmic thrusts and the ensuing feelings¡ Unable to withstand these, Eugene let out a cry.
¡°Ah! Ahhh!¡±
Her whole body trembled every time he drove in. The tips of her fingers tingled, eyes felt numb. No resistance, she had sumbed to him.
Looking down at the woman in disarray, Kasser¡¯s eyes burned with heat. Someday¡ one day, he wanted to do this with the lights on. He wished to see her fair skin turning crimson. He wanted to watch her every expression¡ªpain, pleasure, exhration¡ He wanted to miss nothing. His grip on her hips tightened as a creeping sensation reeled in him. Just a little more¡ Eugene¡¯s moans filled the chamber.
When pleasure racked her, Eugene¡¯s eyes flew open. She couldn¡¯t breathe¡ªher body in a tight race. She threw her head backward, and her waist naturally arched upwards, making it look like she was offering her mounds to the king. She was thrilled by the pleasure coursing from her head through her toes¡
Her moans made his blood boil with desire. With the tide of overwhelming sensation that hit her at once, she closed her eyes tightly. Tears spontaneously flowed down while her body trembled with chills. Her walls spasmed for a long time. Over time, the trembling gradually subsided.
Then her body slowly drooped, his manhood, which was deeply embedded inside her, was slowly pulled out.
Eugene caught her breath; her chest heaving up and down repeatedly. Her head was hazy; her whole body exhausted.
Then, she felt soft lips touch her forehead, her lidded eyes, and finally, her lips.
Her brows furrowed. Looking at Kasser¡¯s eyes filled with vivid energy, she had a feeling¡
¡ This would be a long night.
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Eugene opened her eyes, greeted by an onught of light. As always, the ce beside her was cold, the warmth left with the person. Face deeply buried in the pillow; she blinked slowly. Her body sank heavily.
One, two, three¡
Eugene counted the days in her head.
Oh my god! Three weeks¡
It had been exactly three weeks since her transmigration¡Three weeks since she found herself lying in the middle of the desert. The first few days were agonizingly slow but the days thereafter, passed in a blink of an eye.
With her daily routine being monotonous and dull, she couldn¡¯t even recall the things she did. Almost every day, she woke up near noon, washed, ate, took a nap, and ate again. Then, before she knew it, the evening would have arrived.
Today, she was exhausted beyond words. She just sat in the library, mindlessly flipping through a few books. She still hadn¡¯t gotten close to finding Jin Anika¡¯s secretir. No matter how many books she had gone through, the numerous angles she had considered and conjectured, it was all for nothing.
Sigh. It¡¯s all because of him.
For nearly two weeks after their second night, he¡¯d visited her chambers every night without fail.
Since the beginning of the active period, there had been no day without a single yellow re. He would run to the wall every time.
She heard that he fought monsters every day, presided over state affairs, and went out to patrol once or twice a day. And yet, at night, he would use the remainder of his energy to Eugene.
Hence, it was only her, who couldn¡¯t keep up with his physical strength, suffered. She understood his desire to have a sessor. A king needed someone to pass the crown to. But at this rate, she¡¯d die before she could even get pregnant, let alone give him a baby!
Not like this. I can¡¯t do anything.
Eugene sat up gently.
Today, I don¡¯t want to see anyone.
There were more than a few times when her heart considered staying in bed and hiding under the covers, hoping she would get the much needed respite. But her rational mind knew, this was her wishful thinking, for there was no ce that could conceal her from the King. It seemed like she was destined for sleepless nights and exhaustion.
The King and Queen¡¯s sleeping quarters were separate, but as ofte, Kasser seldom used his chamber.
Her cheeks turned crimson just by thinking of how his visits must appear in the eyes of the people in the Pce. Maids had to clean up messy sheets every day, see his traces all over her body every time they attended to her in the bath.
The maids would naturally gossip. Argh¡ It¡¯s really mortifying!
Needless to say, there was obviously a lot to talk about with the King and Queen, who hardly used the bed once a month, now meeting every night. It was, inadvertently, a much publicized event, with everyone privy to the sovereigns¡¯ private matters.
No matter how hard one tries, one just cannot prevent the whispers.
Chapter 45 Crimson (2)
If she wished to continue living as a queen, Eugene had to give up on some things to enjoy the benefits of having a high status. For one, there was no such thing as privacy for the Queen. There was always someone¡¯s eyes and ears lurking in the shadows. It seemed, a queen¡¯s life was for everyone to watch andment.
But she was d for one thing¨CJin¡¯s knownziness.
No one bothered her or woke her up until afternoon. Eating and sleeping alone, the Queen had a lot of private time. Living like this was fun, but it got Eugene thinking¡ Is this okay?
She wanted to carve a ce of her own, not be kept by a man. It was not that she¡¯s ambitious. But neither was she resigned to living out her days as a wastrel.
My body feels strange today. She tried to pull the string to call the maid and pressed on her belly with her hand.
¡°Ugh¡¡±
I know what this pain is. Eugene lifted up her pajamas and snuck a peek.
¡°Ah!¡± Sure enough, there was blood smeared on her thighs. She had begun menstruating.
Eugene looked down at the bloodstain, looking like a girl who had just hit puberty.
This was her first menses in this new body. Even if the soul changes, the body does not care and steadily continues with its natural functions.
The vivid red blood put her in shock.
I¡¯m not dreaming now. This is reality.
She had almost brainwashed herself. She thought that if she yed the role, she would be able to adapt¡and eventually ept it even.
But there was a time when it was very difficult too. It felt like walking on a soft downy and then suddenly stepping on a rough stone field. The harsh reality had jolted her, yet she had brushed it aside and tried hard to embrace this role, this life.
Closing her eyes, Eugene took a deep breath.
It¡¯d been less than a month since she fell into this world. Things took time, so why the haste?
¡I¡¯m not pregnant.
In that moment, she actually realized just how apprehensive she was about getting pregnant. Pregnancy and childbirth were a sure way to solve many problems. She knew it in her head, but it still wasn¡¯t an easy thing for her heart tomit to.
But apart from being relieved, it was hard to believe that she wasn¡¯t pregnant.
We did all of that, so why then am I not pregnant?
Eugene mumbled and buried her face in her hands. The passion they had so eagerly indulged in thesest few nights didn¡¯t bear fruit, it seems.
The purpose of their nocturnal ¡®tryst¡¯ was explicit. It was not for pleasure or confirmation of affection, but for ¡°breeding¡±. Though barbaric, it was the truth of the matter.
The man did his best to impregnate her. The number of times he poured his semen deep into her womb could not be counted. Although she¡¯d be exhausted at the end of it all, she still loved the afterglow.
Eugene shook her head with a flushed face, as if shaking off the mixed feelings. She pulled the string quickly and called for the maid.
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¡°Did you sleep well?¡±
Eugene smiled awkwardly. After breakfast and lunch, she was embarrassed to receive a morning greeting.
Marianne never missed a day¡¯s greetings, whether it was morning or evening.
¡°The King is a great man.¡± was the only words of Marianne that sank in Eugene¡¯s troubled mind.
Thoughcking in emotional empathy, Kasser was not haughty or humble. As a responsible ruler, he was able to gain the trust of others easily. He had an aura of dependability, which reassured his subjects.
On the other hand, Eugene¡¯s defensive personality made it difficult for her to get along with anyone. When she was young, there was a time when she easily trusted people. Foolishly naive and gullible, in the long run, she had received her dues.
As Eugene got hurt by people over and over, she chose to distance herself from them, seeking refuge in building walls around her. In the end, no matter how she wanted to breach these walls, it remained standing. Having tasted pain and sorrow multiple times, she found herself unable to open up to people.
However, she feltfortable with Marianne, who she had known for less than a month now. It was unexpected for her as well. But there was a sense of ease and respect in her interactions with the woman, that she didn¡¯t feel the need to be cautious just like how she used to. Perhaps Marianne was a good servant, no matter who the Queen was.
But how did Jin Anika be Queen¡she is truly evil.
Jin Anika was the youngest daughter of a wealthy and reputable family. Her family was the gentle and affectionate kind, who unconditionally doted on their youngest daughter. She knew no hardships or grief, and was brought up like the pearl in one¡¯s palm.
Therefore, there was no way to exin Jin Anika¡¯s vicious and vile persona. How and why she turned into a viin that she was, was something that still baffled Eugene. Since she had no recollection of the things that had transpired, she could only make some calcted guesses.
Perhaps, I¡¯m overthinking.
Sigh. Even the devil cannot repent and be reborn a new man. Perhaps, Jin Anika was indeed a psychopath. So far, all that Eugene had gleaned about her, pointed in that direction. But then, what was the meaning behind her transmigration then?
Maybe I was put here to unearth the truth¡
¡°My Queen, I¡¯m here to deliver reports pertaining to your order.¡±
Being abruptly shaken out of her reverie, Eugene blinked with puzzlement. She couldn¡¯t understand what Marianne was talking about.
¡°Your Majesty, you had instructed me to look into the family affairs of the missing maids andpensate them for their loss.¡±
Chapter 46 Anika (1)
¡°Ah, that!¡± Although Eugene acknowledged, she didn¡¯t think she had bestowed them a favor. After all, nopensation would ever bring back the lives that were lost.
¡°The transgressors defied His Majesty, and therefore deserved to be punished. However, as Your Royal Highness has decided to be lenient, we have provided financial support to the family of those offenders by covering the funeral costs. They were immensely grateful and thank you deeply for your forbearance and benevolence.¡±
Eugene stilled. She felt awkward to receive such praise without doing anything. But there was nothing she could do about it anyway. ¡°Very well. Thank you.¡±
Her decision to spare them was brought about by a tinge of sympathy in that spur of the moment. She had as soon forgotten all about the decision she had made. Let alonepassion, she wasn¡¯t a person kind enough to feel sympathy towards a group of people she¡¯d never met. Not only that, but this could also be considered an act of rebellion against the Desert King, who firmly believed that the people she¡¯d helped were sinners.
¡°Will the financial support be of any help?¡± Though she was willing and more than able to provide it, she was ufortable with the thought that money could rece the grief and pain of the family of the deceased. She wanted to rest assured and in so doing cate the speck of guilt forming within her.
¡°Your Royal Highness, your financial support is only a small part of the kindness you have spared for the sinners. Disobeying the King is a serious offense and not without dire consequences.¡±
ording to Marianne, holding a funeral for a felon was against thews of the Kingdom. Tainted by association, a criminal¡¯s family was to be disregarded by society, thuspelling them to live the life of an outcast. Instead of facing the never-ending censure and opprobrium, some would choose to leave the Kingdom, while the more sensitive ones death.
Upon being given money and a funeral, the families should be able to continue living their normal life.
As she pondered over this carefully, Eugene felt this arrangement was not all that bad either. At least they could have a semnce of respect as they live the rest of their lives.
Today, there was one other thing that she came to terms with. She was someone who had lived a life without offending anyone, and at the same time, without caring too much about anyone. So the fact that she could influence someone¡¯s life just by issuing a simple order, startled her. Such was the power of a queen.
A Queen¡
The weight of responsibility suddenly hit her. She¡¯d never lived with a responsibility half as big as this. She now held in her hands more power than she¡¯d ever thought she¡¯d have as a Queen. Perhaps this was the reason she hadn¡¯t felt like a Queen until this very moment. Up until now, she had not involved herself in the matters of the Kingdom. She seemed to have had a slight taste of it.
Do I need to be more serious?
¡°Does His Majesty know?¡±
¡°Yes, he does.¡±
¡°He does?!¡±
¡°It is impossible to carry out your order without reporting it to the King.¡±
Eugene was at a loss for words. If the King knew, why wasn¡¯t she suffering any consequences? Didn¡¯t it mean she had defied him too? Let alone apprising him, she had issued a direct order behind his back and the order was even carried out. She hardly knew what to say and could only manage to ask a question in that regard.
¡°Did he¡ say anything?¡±
The Desert King believed that not only the person but the entire family was sinners too, deserving nothing but death. She thought that by asking Marianne to carry out the task, it meant the King wouldn¡¯t have to know what she was up to.
s! She hadn¡¯t made herself clear, that¡¯s why her order had made it to the King¡¯s ears.
¡°No. And since everything has already been done, His Majesty will not say furthermore. There will be no cause to worry.¡± As she spoke, Marianne carefully studied Eugene¡¯s face. Her eyes moved searchingly as thoughts raced in her mind. The Queen¡¯s reaction was beginning to confuse her as well.
How had I gotten away with this? Eugene mused to herself.
¡°Is anything worrying you, Your Royal Highness?¡± Marianne tried to probe.
¡°It¡¯s just not like him.¡± Eugene¡¯s confusion was very evident in her voice as well as her mien. ¡°I didn¡¯t think he would forgive them.¡±
Marianne put on a gentle smile as she pointed towards the truth. ¡°Well, it was you, Your Royal Highness.¡±
Eugene¡¯s confusion slowly slipped into rity¨Cthe King indeed chose to acquiesce with her order and spare her of his wrath.
¡°Perhaps the King chose to remain silent to save face?¡± Eugene suggested. It may have been merely a formal gesture of consideration, she thought. It was better for the royal couple to have few disagreements, especially over matters of the Kingdom. A harmonious King and Queen meant a stable reign. There was no other meaning to this.
Still, she couldn¡¯t help feeling proud of how things came out. Her words carried weight, she held authority and Kasser hadn¡¯t vetoed her. She sipped her tea to hide the grin spreading on her face.
¡°One more thing, Your Royal Highness.¡±
Marianne pulled out a scroll, unveiling a piece of paper. On the paper was a drawing of a middle-aged man from his shoulders up, facing directly forward. His hair and pupils were colored in, but the whole drawing was missing significant details, and thus seemed iplete.
Looks like a montage, Eugene noted.
¡°Your Royal Highness, do you remember this man?¡±
Eugene shook her head.
¡°This is Count Wmbe. He owns a business that only deals in precious collections and artifacts. You bought a collection of antique books from him.¡±
Quite fascinated, she studied the picture a little harder. The face in the drawings didn¡¯t look familiar at all, but maybe if she met him again in person?
¡°Do you have any memory of him?¡± Marianne pressed.
¡°No, my memory is still the same.¡±
She was only able to recall small fragments when she met certain people. Marianne, Chief General Sarah, and the two Chief of Staff. Also, she hadn¡¯t even met anyone else, so there was no way of telling how much of her memory had revived even if it were just fragments.
She was finding it hard to recollect Jin¡¯s memory and was starting to doubt if there was even a way. Spending the whole day in the study that Jin Anika had spent the most time in clearly did not help. But there were no other ideas that were popping in her mind currently.
¡°You do not have to remember everyone, Your Royal Highness. However, there are a number of people that are important that you have some memory of. So, I have decided to help you by bringing you their portraits.¡±
¡°Ah, what a good idea.¡± Eugene was delighted and impressed. Marianne was a person who found things to do without being asked. It showed how diligent a person she was.
¡°I will bring one or two portraits a day,¡± Marianne promised.
¡°You can bring more than that.¡± Eugene wholeheartedly encouraged her. ¡°I can remember more than two people.¡± She assured her.
Marianne looked disappointed, almost even embarrassed, to let Eugene down. But she had toe out with the truth.
¡°It takes a rather long time to draw the portraits, Your Royal Highness.¡±
Oh, of course. I forgot that photographs don¡¯t exist here.
XD
Chapter 47 Anika (2)
Still, Eugene was quite eager to start on this task. ¡°Do you have to make them?¡± she asked. ¡°Are there no pre-existing portraits?¡±
¡°Borrowing a private portrait is a rather difficult job, Your Royal Highness.¡±
¡°How did you draw the portraits? Surely they don¡¯t each pose for you!¡±
¡°There are artists that can draw people by only a verbal description of people¡¯s faces.¡± Ah, so it is indeed a montage.
Marianne began giving details of Count Wmbe¨Cage, family members, and other relevant information. Eugene queried about how often the Count visited the Queen and the process involved in buying the antique books.
¡°I can only inform you about the basic procedures. I do not know what conversations or dealings you have with the Count.¡±
In return, Eugene nodded. I don¡¯t have any intention to buy more books from him, but I reckon it is worth meeting him in person. Jin Anika must have had a preference for these books. I might get a hint.
¡°Do I wait for Count Wmbe to visit to meet him?¡± Eugene was much too anxious for that and hoped the answer was a negation.
¡°You can summon him. However, the Count is presently in the Holy City. He will be back only after the active period.¡±
Right at this moment, Marianne¡¯s words were punctuated with a loud¡
Boom!
Instantly, two heads turned towards the source only to see a signal re. Marianne scurried over to the window, as she peeked, she looked relieved.
¡°It is yellow, Your Royal Highness.¡± She sighed. The news brightened Eugene¡¯s face as well.
Signal res were fired frequently, and Eugene had learned why it was a relief to see a yellow re. It was difficult to live a daily life full of surprises and fear.
Fortunately, there had been only yellow signal res so far.
Interestingly, therks did not show themselves at night, appearing only between sunrise and sunset. This was why the signal res were only fired into shining daylight.
It was also why people stayed indoors during the day and filled the streets at night. Ironically, the rate of human crimes during the night in the active period was quite high.
Is he running towards the castle wall now?
She had not seen a Lark yet. It was known thatrks did not harm Anikas, but it was a crazy thought to want to watch ark out of curiosity. To some people,rks were a matter of life or death.
¡°I will leave you to it, Your Royal Highness. You seem tired; I will let you take a nap.¡± At this point, Marianne had spotted Eugene fighting the yawns trying to escape her mouth.
Eugene smiled and shook her head. She may have been tired, but the signal res had woken her up abruptly. Though her body was ready for rest, her mind wasn¡¯t.
¡°I¡¯ll leave with you. I want to go to the study.¡±
Though Marianne was concerned for Eugene, she wouldn¡¯t dare go against her wishes. She answered with a smile. ¡°Yes, Your Royal Highness.¡±
¡°Ah, I almost forgot,¡± Eugene added abruptly as she stood up from her seat. ¡°Do you know anything about Ramita, Marianne?¡±
¡°Ramita¡ Your Royal Highness?¡±
¡°I didn¡¯t have anyone to ask. Is there a book I can look for about Ramita?¡±
Ramita, the power of Jin Anika.
Jin Anika must have had some sort of powers, even if she was weak. But Eugene had no clue how to feel and use these powers. She thought she could learn through a book or a manual, something; perhaps, Jin Anika referred to.
Marianne seemed hesitant, which was highly unlike her.
¡°Your Royal Highness, if you want to know about Ramitas, you must go to the Holy City. There, only the ones that have been blessed with the permission of the Sang-je can have ess to a special library. There may be a couple of books that can help you.¡±
¡°There may be? Are you not sure? What if there is no such book?¡±
¡°Then you can visit the gods. You are an Anika. Any Anika can request an audience with the Sang-je.¡±
Requesting to meet the Sang-je was a privilege of Anikas. Even the King was expected to gain permission to meet the Sang-je beforehand, but Anikas had the liberty to meet as they pleased.
But Eugene did not n to go to the Holy City. She did not want to meet the Sang-je.
¡°You will remember once your memoryes back, Your Royal Highness.¡± Marianne carefully studied Eugene¡¯s face. The King¡¯s Praz and Anikas¡¯ Ramita were sacred abilities. One was not allowed to talk about it carelessly.
Marianne made up her mind and slowly opened her mouth to say something more. ¡°I am not sure if I am correct.¡±
This was enough to catch Eugene¡¯s attention.
¡°An Anika sees their Ramita through water,¡± Marianne finished.
¡°Water?¡±
¡°I do not know any more than that,¡± Marianne assured her. ¡°It is just something I have heard. His Majesty will know more about this.¡±
Marianne mentioned the King carefully. She didn¡¯t pretend to be ignorant of how Eugene would feel about the suggestion. She only mentioned him, thinking that the King would be able to answer Eugene¡¯s questions.
Marianne wanted to make more opportunities for Eugene and Kasser to spend time together. But she did not want to push things too far. The two seemed to be getting alongtely. The King had visited the Queen¡¯s chambers ten days in a row. It had never been like this before. Marianne made sure that no gossip spread around the pce about this. She knew that any disturbance from the outside would only make things worse.
Eugene didn¡¯t betray any feelings or answer Marianne¡¯s proposal of counsel. It was clear to Marianne that the conversation hade to a close, and she followed Eugene out of the bedroom in silence.
When they reached a split in the corridor, she released Marianne, saying, ¡°You do not have to follow me. Go and spend your time.¡±
¡°Thank you, Your Royal Highness.¡±
When she heard this simple reply, Eugene smiled awkwardly as she watched Marianne bow her head. She could not stand the extremely formalnguage spoken to her in the Pce.
After a few moments, Marianne lifted her head. She watched Eugene disappear as she turned at the end of the hallway. She had mixed feelings. She never felt so peaceful, yet she felt as if she was standing on thin ice. Some mornings her heart would sink without any specific reason. She felt that things would go back to how they were overnight.
¡°Marianne.¡±
Marianne jumped and turned to see Sarah standing behind her. Sarah glimpsed at the hallway that Marianne was facing, but saw no one.
¡°Anything is bothering you?¡± she asked.
¡°Nothing. Why are you here? The Queen is in her study.¡±
¡°I came here for you, Marianne. The King is looking for you.¡±
Chapter 48 The Missing Page (1)
She had barely taken a few strides when Marianne stopped in her tracks, unable to contain herself any longer. She turned around and addressed her superior.
¡°General Officer Sarah?¡±
¡°Yes?¡±
¡°Is everything under control?¡±
Sarah was careful to remainposed as she said, ¡°You do not have to worry about it.¡±
But Marianne knew better. Just because Sarah said, it didn¡¯t mean that there was indeed nothing for her to worry about. She¡¯d always upheld her duty¨Cthe Queen being her prime concern. And although she was a diligent worker, this time she felt like it was more than a duty. She was surprised at her own feelings, more so because this feeling was towards this Queen.
The Queen¡¯s memory loss, only a few were privy to this secret. There was a lot of uncertainty looming around this, in terms of both people and circumstances. For instance, after the incident, the Queen had be apletely different person. It felt like the former Jin Anika was evicted from the body, and someone else took her ce. Although it was an absurd logic, reality pointed towards it. That said, it would only be a matter of time until people realized this disparity and rumors would begin to spread like a gue.
The Queen being the subject of gossip, was not ideal. Let alone her image; it was detrimental even to the harmony of the Kingdom. Marianne worried not only about what would be imagined to be true but also how the story would be distorted as it passed from person to person. Hence the need for secrecy, for the fewer ears heard, the fewer mouths babbled.
As a measure, the entourage of servants was minimized. Those few were handpicked and monitored constantly. Also, Marianne did not want to expose the Queen to a lot of people just yet. Not only because the Queen needed to get acquainted with the goings-on and the past, but also needed to get acquainted with herself. And this needed time. So, the less the exposure, the fewer the errors.
It was General Officer Sarah who was responsible for selecting the servants. She had observed the due precautions during the process and had them all under her constant gaze.
¡°And the girl?¡±
Marianne¡¯s concern was Zanne, the new servant that served the Queen at the forefront. She appeared to know her ce and never crossed her line, but the skeptic in Marianne found it all too good to be true.
Sarah did not need Marianne to mention her name to understand who she was referring to. They seemed to be in perfect sync with each other¡¯s thoughts.
¡°She is a quiet and calm girl. You do not have to worry about her.¡± Sarah assured.
¡°One ought to be shaken if the surroundings provoke them.¡± Marianne countered solemnly.
Zanne was a young girl and had already be one of the most important servants in the pce. Marianne knew the nature of those around her was bound to jealousy. Hence, she felt the need for extra measures to protect her.
¡°Do not worry,¡± Sarah said, ¡°I know who I work for.¡±
Marianne realized her mistake. Sarah was the current Chief General Officer, and for Marianne to speak to her in such a manner, was to take liberties she had no right to. Despite Marianne¡¯s misstep, Sarah was gracious, speaking carefully and respectfully to shield Marianne from humiliation.
Marianne smiled. Sarah was very responsible and passionate about her work. Marianne trusted Sarah, which was why she had passed on her position to Sarah three years ago.
¡°I worry too much. I must be getting old.¡± Marianne returned her empathy with humility and good nature.
¡°The servants seem to be enjoying more of their time. It is a good change. Or, perhaps it is just me.¡± Sarah mused.
Since the Queen¡¯s change, the pce staff had be easier to handle; they had released the rudest of the servants, who were also the Queen¡¯s favorite.
Looking at Sarah¡¯s face etched with worry, Marianne felt somewhat sorry for the general. She hadn¡¯t thought cing her as General Officer after the King¡¯s marriage would put her under so much stress. But to her, at that time, she was the apt candidate for the job.
The Queen¡¯s orders were obviously more important than the General Officer¡¯s orders to the servants. Whenever the two orders conflicted, the dignity of the General Officer would be at stake as the servants chose to ignore her orders. And Marianne was unaware of the mess in hierarchy among the staff.
Ah, I cannot imagine the mess the Queen must be in, Marianne thought. She had been taken aback by the Queen¡¯s question on her ability, the Ramita. Forgetting about Ramita meant the Queen was in a more severe condition than she expected. Also, the Queen behaved less and less like her former self.
I feel guilty for wanting these days to continue forever.
Brushing aside her thoughts, Marianne quickly headed over to the King¡¯s office. As she arrived, Chancellor Verus stepped out of the office. The two gave each other a nod as they passed.
Chancellor Verus tilted his head as he walked down the hallway, thinking over the strange events ofte. There¡¯s something amiss in the Pce these days¡
He had heard the former General Officer had returned. This meant¡ the royal couple must be in danger or why else would she frequent her visits?
A King is both the owner of the kingdom and the head of the family. All the power one could wish for was his. That made the process for recruiting a contributing staff member to run the Royal Family rather flexible. But being right under the monarch¡¯s eyes meant being under a constant watch and called for extra caution. It was a double-edged sword, indeed.
Is His Majesty using the former General Officer to control Her Royal Highness, the Queen?
The tumultuous rtionship between the Queen and the former General Officer was quite notorious among the Pce Staff. Everyone knew of their everyday battles in the confines of the pce walls. However, no one would have imagined the return of the former officer was connected to the royal couple, as most staff were under the impression the couple had a good rtionship. Chancellor Verus was one of the small numbers of people that knew all the details.
But why is it so quiet? This must be the calm before the storm.
Chancellor Verus had expected huge concern from the King at the report of the Queen¡¯s disappearance. At least, he wanted him to be concerned. But the King¡¯s attitude towards the news was indifferent. He believed that if there was no sign of improvement in the rtionship between the royal couple, the King should have the Queen assume full responsibility for her duties.
But for some reason, there hadn¡¯t been a single announcement regarding the issue, even up until now.
A Kingdom needs a happy royal couple. In his heart, Chancellor Verus knew this to be true, but still could not condone the King¡¯s behavior. He let out a long sigh and tried to push the subject to the back of his mind. Why waste precious energy when he was powerless in this regard?
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Chapter 49 The Missing Page (2)
The meeting Kasser had called Marianne was a private one. Marianne was not unused to these kinds of meetings, being one of the King¡¯s most trusted staff members and all, but the slightest change in routine was enough to set her on edge these days. She had to admit¡ªthese were her most trying times.
¡°Did you show it to her?¡± Kasser asked even as she entered.
¡°Yes, Your Majesty.¡±
¡°And?¡±
¡°She does not remember, Your Majesty.¡±
¡°She didn¡¯t recognize Count Wmbe?¡± Kasser rified. There seemed to be a hint of surprise in his tone.
¡°Yes, Your Majesty. She did not recognize him and did not realize that Count Wmbe is at the Holy City.¡±
Kasser had summoned Marianne to discuss the portraits she¡¯d just shown to Eugene. These portraits looked easy, but time and money were spent to bring them about. To draw the portraits, skilled and reticent artists were required to be secretly recruited. Then, an equally adept and reticent person would provide the description for the artists. This required financial resources and urate information, therefore the help of the King.
At first, Kasser disapproved of her request. He did not want to pressure the Queen, but Marianne had strongly insisted.
¡°Your Majesty, things tend to go out of control the more you try to control it. I believe it is best to lead the Queen to recall her memory slowly.¡± Marianne had advised.
Kasser inevitably approved her request but was unhappy that the first portrait she chose to show the Queen was Count Wmbe¡¯s.
Count Wmbe was a regr guest of the Queen. They met during their time in the Holy City. Even more, he was the Queen¡¯s dealer for antique books, a deep obsession with Jin Anika. Marianne was certain the Queen would be able to recognize this man.
She did not recognize him? The King let out a sigh of relief. This was the result he had been hoping for.
¡°Did the Queen look as if she was trying to recall something? Do you suspect she was hiding anything?¡±
¡°I do not know, Your Majesty. If I may, has Your Majesty sensed any progress with the Queen? You have been spending a lot of time together these past few days.¡±
Kasser was speechless. Yes, he spent every night in the Queen¡¯s chambers. No, he was still unprepared for a confrontation. He had spent a greater number of nights with the Queen in thest three to ten days than he had over thest three years.
However, he had nothing to tell Marianne.
The hours he spent with Eugene, he spent learning her body. The moment he entered her room, he would sweep her into a passionate kiss. Soon after, he would find himself climbing on top of her¡
The nights he spent with her were too short, and it was impossible to spare a minute of conversation. He would enjoy her until she would push him over, begging that they rest in peace.
Yet, it seemed like the time they shared was worthwhile. Kasser now knew her better. He could now distinguish Eugene¡¯s facial expressions ¨C the glint in her eyes when he kissed her, the squirms when he caressed her, her flushed face when she peaked, thenguid one when she was spent. And, if she was annoyed, he had to keep his hands to himself and let her sleep. Though they¡¯re merely expressions, to him, they were the windows to understanding her. Perhaps, even getting closer?
Kasser put aside his emotions and wore an unreadable expression as a front to Marianne. He could not exin any of the scenes that were going through his head. It was better that he rather looked concerned.
Marianne spoke as if she understood. ¡°No one can know unless Her Royal Highness speaks the truth.¡±
Kasser cleared his throat before he spoke, trying to regain a rather normal tone. ¡°Report immediately if you suspect anything.¡±
¡°Yes, Your Majesty.¡±
Marianne anxiously left the office. She had lied to the King. She did suspect something, but for some reason, she just couldn¡¯t bring herself to loosen her tongue and report it.
The Queen¡¯s memory didn¡¯t seem to be any better. But¡
At first, she was amazed at how much the Queen had changed and was d to earn her trust. But now, it all felt wrong. The Queen was overly calm despite the fact she had lost her memory. She didn¡¯t show a hint of confusion or despair. The doctors imed that memory-loss patients often suffered from an unstable state of mind, and therefore constantly needed someone around to take care of them.
However, the Queen did not show any of the symptoms the doctors anticipated. If anything, she was more upbeat and curious. Asking questions about her past, the Kingdom, spending time in her study and even giving orders; how could someone with an unstable mind do so?
Even her mannerisms had changed- speech, gestures, movements. Could memory-loss affect habits as well?
It wasn¡¯t a worrying observation, so Marianne didn¡¯t want to report to the King and create unnecessary concerns. If Marianne had served the Queen for a long period, she would have clearly been suspicious. However, she had been away for a long time and did not know the Queen very well.
Any of the servants that had worked close to the Queen had all gone missing. There was no one to inform how much the Queen had changed clearly. Thought of the Queen consumed Marianne as she walked, trying to convince her guilty conscience of her right doing.
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The King¡¯s servant visited Eugene that night. Being on her period, she was able to turn the servant away easily.
Eugene slept in her bed alone for the first time in a long time. It looked like she had found her much-needed respite. Tonight, she slept like a baby.
The next day, she woke up early, stretching her body. As she did so, she was surprised to feel as light as a feather.
Oh, I feel amazing!
She was in her best condition despite being on her period, and this was a first.
Eugene¡¯s body was typically battered during her period. She had the worst stomach cramps and had to rely on pain killers all week. Before the week was even over, she would have undergone a nightmare of pain. But in Jin Anika¡¯s body, she felt a slightly heavyweight in her lower abdomen, but that was all. There was no other difort and not the dreaded cramps. She liked this change a lot, and it showed in her actions.
Today, Eugene started her day in a cheerful mood. She pulled out a pile of books from the very back of the bookshelf, hoping to find a secret door. When she couldn¡¯t, she ced the book back and moved on to the next shelf.
She was about to pull another pile of books out, but then thinking of something, let out a sigh, and walked around the study with her hands on her hips instead. The study was huge and full of books. If she went on like this, it would take her forever to finish. She had to find a faster way.
However, she had no idea what she was looking for. It felt like seeking a needle in a haystack! She flopped onto the sofa in the middle of the room for a break. On the coffee table was another pile of antique books she had pulled out of the small room adjacent to the study.
Eugene opened a book with a symbol of Mara on its cover.
Maybe I should be reading this book. I do need to learn about Mara.
It was a world that Eugene had herself created, but there were a lot of things she did not know. She only had knowledge about major events and the people involved¨Cthe things she wrote.
As she continued to live in this world, she realized that there were considerable gaps and differences between what she had written and what weed her when she transmigrated.
Focusing on the whole instead of the details wasn¡¯t helpful at all.
Finding afortable position, Eugene began to study the book of Mara. She was relieved to be able to read it with ease; this way, she could bridge the gaps and hopefully find clues.
Some time into the book, her hand paused at the turning of a page. She seemed to have spotted something odd. She furrowed her brows and flipped the page front and backward, searching. A small gasp emitted from her lips as she noticed one thing. A part was missing¡
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Chapter 50 His Majestys Pet (1)
The residual strip at the bottom of the page served as the lone evidence that a part had been intentionally ripped off. The cut was very neat, it could¡¯ve only been done using a knife.
Was this deliberate? Or an ident? What was on the page?
As she looked at the mutted page, Eugene¡¯s eyes suffused with excitement. Finally, she knew what to look for. She had found her very first clue. The next two days saw Eugene scouring over piles of books until she happened upon another with a page ripped out in the same ¡®clean-cut¡¯ manner. Well, thought it wasn¡¯t much, at least her hypothesis was proven right¡ªthe who, what, when would only be an eventuality.
I have to figure out what was on the missing pages. Perhaps, a couple of days would be enough to look through all these books.
Though she might have been able toplete her search in a few hours, Eugene did not intend to spend all day in the study. Non-stop flipping through thousands of books could strain her and dull her senses, and she might overlook some missing pages and with that, her chance of solving this puzzle faster. The best approach now was a systematic approach, albeit slower.
Besides, she needed time to settle too.
She reckoned spending the remainder of her day exploring the pce wouldn¡¯t hurt. After all, her arrival into this world was in a blink of an eye, and chances were she would return to her original world in the same way, at any moment. Before this was all over, she wanted to relish her indefinite stay.
Thus, she decided to take a detour to her bedroom. Instead of taking the usual route, she made her way down to the first floor. She had been through this path before, but for some reason, this had been her first to notice a small door¡
Acknowledging her surroundings meant that she had slowly adapted to this ce. Without the slightest hesitation, Eugene approached the door. She had Zanne following her, so she wasn¡¯t afraid of getting lost. Throwing caution to the wind, today, Eugene gave it her all.
The door led to a long outdoor passageway, lined with marble columns. And at its end was yet another door.
As she walked along the corridor, Eugene stopped to admire the sky. This was her first time outdoors since entering the pce. The pce wasrge enough that she hadn¡¯t felt the need to go outside before. Since the active period started as soon as she hade into this world, she hadn¡¯t even considered it. But today, she felt fresh and invigorated. It could be because of her little discovery, which made her feel pumped up.
Just then, she remembered the pce was not only beautiful indoors, but it was surrounded by equally impressive grounds. The flowers, topiaries, and statues in the gardens were meticulously done. She had never seen it, though.
Why not spend a couple of hours in the garden? It¡¯ll be safe since it¡¯s still inside the pce.
Eugene looked over her shoulder to where Zanne was, a few paces behind. ¡°Is this corridor a dead end?¡± she asked.
¡°Your Royal Highness, this corridor is rarely used, but is not a dead end.¡±
Eugene nodded and gingerly stepped out of the passage and onto the ground. As her foot touched the earth, she felt the softness beneath her shoes. She liked the feeling and went about exploring the area around. Laidback, she strolled around the vast garden until something in the distance caught her eye.
Standing there¨C tall, impressive; lush, velvety ck from head to hooves¡ It was indeed a beautiful horse. However, it had no business being here in this garden. And yet, here it was, living so freely within such an authoritarian ce with unbending rules. It looked truly free, without any restraints.
¡°Zanne, do you think that horse escaped the stable?¡±
¡°Oh no, Your Royal Highness. It¡¯s always left there to roam freely.¡±
Just then, Eugene noticed something. She knitted her brows. ¡°It doesn¡¯t have a rein¡ is it tamed? Does anyone own the horse?¡±
¡°Yes, Your Royal Highness. His Majesty.¡±
Of course! Now it all made sense to Eugene. Whose else, but the King¡¯s steed was allowed to move around freely?
What a surprise! He doesn¡¯t seem like someone who¡¯d keep pets. He must really love this horse.
¡°Will it harm us?¡±
Zanne shook her head and answered, ¡°No, Your Royal Highness, but¡¡±
Before she could even finish, Eugene had started to take furtive steps towards the horse, absolutely disregarding the maid¡¯s words. She didn¡¯t want to scare the beast. Even so, when the beast noticed her approaching, its instincts responded before it did. It stood still, as if frozen in its ce but on high alert.
It was indeed a beautiful horse. Eugene was so enticed that she just couldn¡¯t resist taking a few steps closer.
Once again, Zanne helplessly warned her. ¡°Your Royal Highness! It is best if you don¡¯t¡¡±
And once again, Eugene ignored her words of caution.
She had once seen a picture of horses in an equestrian beauty pageant. There were several good looking ones, but by far, this one was the most beautiful. It had apact and muscr body, unlike any. It was clear that the horse was of a pure breed, chosen with excellent care. Along its elegant, long neck, its mane swayed in the breeze. A warm beam of sunlight reflected off the smooth and silky strands. Its bright red eyes were like rubies. This horse was a sight to behold!
¡Red?
Eugene immediately froze. The eyes that met hers were clearly red. Red eyes were one of the attributes of Larks.
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Chapter 51 His Majestys Pet (2)
Chapter 51 ¨C His Majesty¡¯s Pet (2)
Kasser had finally finished signing off documents he had been working on since the morning. He had had difficulty concentrating on his work today, thus taking more time than usual to finish. Even so, this long day had drawn to a close.
He leaned back in his chair, rubbing the tension from his forehead, finally able to rx.
The Chief of Staff, standing by his beck and call, took this as his cue. He quickly rushed to the King and asked, ¡°Shall I bring some tea, Your Majesty?¡±
¡°Hmm.¡±
With a bow, the man exited the office in hurried steps. Kasser slowly rose from his seat to stretch his stiff legs. He had been glued to this chair all day and wished for a breath of fresh air. So, instead of taking the usual route of going through the door, this royalty climbed through the window and stepped onto the balcony.
The sky was clear, without a speck of cloud. He stood there looking at the walls lining the city.
There could be a signal re at any moment.
The active period meant that he was always on the edge. With his mind always on the lookout for the slightest signal or disturbance, it was so hard to concentrate. Working from sundown till the crack of dawn, taking short naps during the day, just to get his usual amount of work done. To Kasser, the active period had always been so.
But ever since he began spending his nights with the Queen, things had changed. Working during the day became inefficient, and the papers he had to tend to, kept piling up on his desk. Now, they had even formed a small tor in his office.
This was precisely why he had gone back to his routine of working through the night, postponing his nocturnal rendezvous with the Queen. He had to. And now that he had done so, the pile was beginning to be manageable again, but even so, he hated every second of it.
For now, Kasser just needed to enjoy a break. A few minutes without a care¡ letting his mind wander to wherenot. He took a deep breath and looked towards the clear sky¡ he felt calm within. He then shifted his gaze to the serene garden below. But somehow, he couldn¡¯t find the peace he was expecting to see¡
Perturbed by the sight, he clicked his tongue in disappointment.
Abu had the form of a stallion, but in its essence, was still a dangerous Lark. Every member of his staff knew this, exining their fear for Abu. He had ordered Abu not to walk freely around the gardens, but never did Abu take his orders seriously. This beast was as unrestrained as its master.
Also, Abu and enclosed spaces were a big no-no. He was a creature suited to wander unbridled and haunt the desert. This mischievous beast, however, was wise enough to never cause trouble. Thus, the man and the beast hade to a tacit understanding- Abu would wander unhindered, Kasser would turn a blind eye.
Standing in the balcony, Kasser had spotted Abu. Right now, he fixed his gaze on Abu, following as he trotted around the spacious garden like he owned the ce. His attitude and demeanour didn¡¯t lose to the monarch himself- majestic and gant. Though Kasser did not fear Abu himself, he became worried when he saw two people approaching the beast.
Eugene?
Kasser¡¯s brows knotted as he recognized one of the two figures. Of all the people, he had least expected it to be her. He was piqued. Finding her in the garden was in itself a surprise, to say nothing of what she was doing right now.
Oblivious to the eyes tailing her, Eugene was gingerly walking towards Abu, slowly getting nearer and nearer¡
How fearless!
No one knew that Kasser had vowed he¡¯d never forgive Abu if he were to ever hurt a human. Therefore, Abu had always avoided people. It was another matter that people themselves steered clear of Abu, but for his part, Abu had upheld his share of the bargain up until now.
Which was why it was so out of character of the horse to remain still in his ce, as if waiting for Eugene to get closer.
Anxious that Abu might hurt Eugene, Kasser wasted no time and started heading for the door, but instantly stopped upon a passing thought. To go down, he would have to walk through several corridors and cross flights of stairs. That was indeed a long way! Besides, the sight of a sprinting King would draw attention, which was the least he needed right now.
Kasser glimpsed behind him, checking for presence. If he just jumped down the balcony, it would be quicker. There was no one near the window and servants would never dare to obstruct him. He was about to leap.
Suddenly, in that moment, Marianne¡¯s face resurfaced in his mind. The woman had raised him and instilled in him the conduct a King must abide by. And using Praz for personal reasons was not one of those¡
After years of teaching, he had grown up to be an obstinate, principled man. He never allowed irregrities in anyone, much less himself. But three years ago, he had vited his strict principles for the very first time and struck a secret agreement with a woman. His excuse for this was that he desperately needed an heir to the throne. He had used the same excuse when he hid the news of the missing national treasure.
The King gripped the balcony railing. He let out a short breath and jumped off. And but naturally, a blue force enveloped his rapidly plummeting body.
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A rare breed of horse, indeed.
As she sank deeper into her trance, she noticed another unique feature- two tiny horns sticking out next to its ears. The more she looked, the queerer she found it.
Hence, Eugene was giving the horse a thorough look, examining it from head to hoof, when she caught its eyes staring back at her. Surprisingly, Abu was equally curious about the delicate human who daringly approached him.
The horse did not have the calm nature of a herbivore. Eugene felt as though she were dwelling on the eyes of a person, not an animal.
¡°Hi there! What is your name?¡±
Eugene cooed to the horse as if it were a harmless stray cat. But the horse tilted his head as if he was responding, which tickled her curiosity further.
¡°Do you understand what I am saying?¡±
The horse blew his nose as he bobbed his head up and down. Eugene couldn¡¯t believe what she was witnessing.
¡°Oh my goodness, Zanne! Did you just see that? The horse just answered!¡±
When she received no reaction, she turned to look behind her, only to see Zanne¡¯s startled, pale face.
¡°What¡¯s wrong?¡±
¡°Do not get any nearer, Your Royal Highness,¡± the maid said nervously.
¡°I thought it didn¡¯t hurt people?¡±
¡°It is still a dangerous animal, Your Royal Highness.¡±
¡°The servant is right.¡±
Recognizing the owner of the voice, Zanne jumped in surprise and bowed her head. In cue, Eugene¡¯s head jerked to the source of the voice and met Kasser¡¯s blue orbs.
Taking big strides, Kasser now stood between the horse and Eugene.
¡°You-Your Majesty.¡± Eugene stammered.
Kasser seemed to have appeared out of nowhere. Eugene had never bumped into him unnned before. She had heard that he usually didn¡¯t step out of his office during the day. He didn¡¯t eat his meals at a set time, so she would often spend time eating alone in the vast dining room. At nightfall, she always met Kasser in the confines of her dark bedroom. She had sometimes wondered if he even lived in the Pce.
But in the daylight, Kasser presented a different sight altogether. His eyes and hair were of bright color, a clear stand-out from the normal dark mane and eyes of people. It was like a pop of color in a ck-and-white photo.
For some reason, Eugene couldn¡¯t bring herself to look directly at him. Instead, she locked her gaze on the horse over Kasser¡¯s shoulder.
¡°I heard it was your horse.¡± She continued. ¡°Am I mistaken?¡±
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Chapter 52 A Stroll in the Garden (1)
Chapter 52 ¨C A Stroll in the Garden (1)
¡°I don¡¯t think he would harm me and besides, I have yet to touch him¡¡±
Eugene could feel Kasser¡¯s eyes on her. While he kept looking at her without even blinking, she thoroughly avoided it by training hers on the horse and the horse alone.
Sure enough, a gruff voice hurriedly interrupted her. ¡°I am just concerned, as this animal is not a normal horse.¡±
¡°Yes, I can tell. No ordinary horse would have a pair of horns sticking out of its head. I just wanted to see it up close.¡±
By now Eugene was certain this horse was ark. But that didn¡¯t diminish her curiosity or invoke fear. If anything, she wanted to know more about this feral creature.
Seeing how she¡¯s deliberately avoiding his gaze, Kasser was dissatisfied. Since there was no subtle way of resolving it, he decided to address it directly.
¡°Your Royal Highness¡¡±
Eugene had to swallow the ball of nerves in her throat before answering. ¡°Yes?¡±
She tilted her head upwards, his scrutiny now impossible to disregard. Their eyes met and Kasser instantly felt better. All the dissatisfaction from earlier had disappeared. His stiff face eased.
This walk was a spur of the moment thing for Eugene. And this was her first time in the garden. To an extent, she was aware of the challenges surrounding the active period and with that could vaguely discern how hectic Kasser¡¯s schedule could be. In other words, this royalty should have been buried behind a mountain of work without a moment to spare. And yet, he was standing right before her, in this garden, at this time of the day talking about his pet. However, up until now he hadn¡¯t supplied any exnation to his abrupt appearance. So, this time she decided to address it.
¡°Am I not allowed to go near him?¡± Her eyes widened for a fraction. ¡°Does he bite?¡±
¡°No, he doesn¡¯t, but¡¡±
The Queen had never shown interest in Abu before she lost her memory. It wasn¡¯t just her, it was everybody. People feared Larks as much as they feared death. Needless to say, they avoided him like gue. As for Jin Anika, she had her set interests, which did not include Kasser let alone Abu.
Did she think Abu was an ordinary horse?
Kasser wasn¡¯t sure how much of her memory was lost. At first, she only seemed to be struggling to remember her recent past and the people around her. But now she seemed to have forgotten even the most basic things like her minimum to nonexistent interest in anything but ancient books.
Although he was baffled about the things she did not remember, Kasser still pleased at how she was taking an active interest in Abu. In a corner somewhere, it felt like she was taking interest in him. It left a warm feeling within.
He held a tight grip on Abu¡¯s reins, to prevent him from attacking Eugene before gesturing to her toe forward. ¡°You cane closer now, if you want to.¡±
Zanne had yet to recover from the sight of Abu. Seeing how the Queen was boldly meeting the dangerous beast, and all alone, her courage had long bid her adieu. Presently, this loyal being was standing still in her ce, feet firmly nailed to the ground in fear.
However, her Mistress was a stark contrast. As if she was waiting to hear those very words from Kasser, she drew closer and did not stop until she was only an arm¡¯s length from the beast. It was only now that she realized what she saw up until now from a distance, was an illusion. This majestic creature was unlike any other in form, stature, and attitude.
Ah, this animal is bigger than I thought.
Whether it was her original world or this, Eugene had never seen a horse from this close before. She knew even less about them. That said, although she had no idea how big a horse was supposed to be, she was sure that Abu was a tadrger than the others. She marveled at this gorgeous creature. She wished to know more about it.
¡°What is his name?¡± she asked.
¡°Abu.¡±
¡°Abu? How adorable.¡± She slowly stretched her arm and gently stroked his nose. ¡°He is very soft. Aren¡¯t you a good boy, Abu?¡±
Her admiration for Abu reflected on her face and without warning, Eugene broke into a brilliant smile. Her eyes were gleaming with mirth and pure fascination.
Kasser was blinded by her radiance. Never had he seen her thus. He just couldn¡¯t take his eyes off of this beautiful woman. He wondered why he was noticing her beauty only now. He was remorseful.
Well, this was at the human end. The beast was no less intrigued.
From the time he had spotted Eugene, Abu had been on high alert. While the naive her was admiring him, this clever one was assessing her. Although he did not want to break his vow to his master and hurt her, that was not the only reason keeping him from doing so. He was curious about her, the way she was first surprised and then charmed by his presence, he too was. So when she was approaching him, he was in anticipation too. When his Master tightened the reins so she coulde closer, he was excited. And when her soft hands touched his nose¡
So right now, upon noticing his Master¡¯s enthrallment, Abu decided to take the reins in his own hands. He suddenly blew his nose with a snort, startling Eugene into jumping and pulling her hand back.
But as well-behaved as he was, Abu immediately licked her palm as if in apology. Caught off guard, Eugene let out a muffled cry at the tingly sensation. The two looked at each other, but only for a brief moment.
Then, the horse slowly inched closer, rubbing his snout against Eugene¡¯s hand, watching to see if she¡¯d recoil again or ept his affection. ept him¡
Eugene¡®s eyes lit up and she took a brave step forward. Encouraged, Abu now rubbed his snout against her face.
Her pure and delightfulughter filled the quiet garden air, her glowing face was equally enchanting.
¡°He¡¯s a very gentle boy, Your Majesty.¡±
The King stared at Abu, perplexed by his actions. It was no secret people were never fond of Abu. And Abu had always been more than willing to let them know the feeling was reciprocated. Never had this beast been soft. Nor had it tried to ingratiate itself with anyone.
Kasser was also confused by thepliment given to the beast. He would never call Abu a gentle creature, but rather, a very mischievous one. Abu often pulled rude pranks on people, finding pleasure in the fear that spread on their faces as he growled. Unleashing terror, giving a damn, and putting his status as the King¡¯s steed to full use- this was characteristic of Abu.
But what was transpiring before his very eyes, had him wondering if the beast was suffering from a memory loss too.
With every passing second, Abu seemed more bonded to Eugene. He buried his face in her hair and let her rub his mane with her small hands. He would sniff her hair, lick her cheek and go back to burying his face in her hair. All the while, his horse was acting so out of character. To say nothing of him being treated like thin air. Kasser was irked.
When he could not stand it anymore, he clenched his hand tightly and pulled Abu¡¯s reins, forcefully turning his head away from Eugene. Abu red daggers at his Master, who in return, ignored him and talked to Eugene instead.
¡°What brings you here today?¡± he asked.
¡°I just wanted to take a walk outside. It¡¯s a beautiful day today.¡± Eugene looked around as she replied. She seemed to melt into the nature around her, while at the same time, glowing to outshine it.
Kasser pulled again on Abu as he started to rub against Eugene once more. Abu blew out of his nose in annoyance. He was acting rather strangely. Kasser did not understand why he was so friendly to the Queen. In the past, they would treat each other with disinterest and lived in their own world, never crossing into each others¡¯.
But today, it seemed like they were bosom buddies. And this was the first time they had ¡®met¡¯. Kasser could not put a finger on these bizarre turn of events, but if he were to decisively say what was that one thing that might have triggered this phenomenon, it would be her loss of memory.
He continued to watch her silently and reminded himself of the old Queen. What was before his eyes was nothing like that old one. As delved deeper into his musings, at one point he felt his body stiffen. It was that recurring fear within.
What would happen when Jin Anika regains her memory?
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Chapter 53 A Stroll in the Garden (2)
Chapter 53 ¨C A Stroll in the Garden (2)
As this painful thought crossed his mind, Kasser could only shrug it off. Well, it wouldn¡¯t be the end of the world. He felt things would just return to the way they were before. She would return to being the same person with the same face and emotions¨Cspeaking and acting differently¡ indifferently.
But what was Kasser supposed to do with his heart that had just started to grow fond of her? He was flustered and couldn¡¯t stand to mull on this any further.
¡°How are you feeling, by the way?¡± he asked, trying to strike a conversation.
¡°Pardon?¡±
¡°Any stomach or back pains?¡±
Is he asking about my period pains? Eugene wondered.
¡°Well¡ it differs from person to person. Some have a lot of pain and are confined to their bed. But I don¡¯t usually have too much pain. You seem to be well informed on these matters..¡±
¡°Well, I was taught about it before,¡± Kasser said honestly.
¡°Taught? By whom?¡± Eugene was greatly surprised that this cold and unfeeling man before her was privy to the physical ordeals women were subjected to. But, where did he learn this?
¡°Marianne.¡±
¡°What did Marianne tell you?¡±
¡°As a child, I was scolded a lot¡ whenever she experienced one of those.¡± Kasser told her sheepishly.
Eugene burst intoughter. She could imagine the King give short responses to Marianne as she scolded him, just like a mother would her child. Today, Kasser finally looked like a normal human being, not a domineering King.
A warm feeling spread within as Kasser watched herugh. He felt a sense of aplishment, even if she wasughing at him.
¡°If you don¡¯t mind¡ may I join you for a walk?¡± He became a little bolder.
Kasser wanted to talk to her more, get to know her better. He did spend time with her, but that was at night. They had never had a proper conversation before. To be fair, who in a sane mind would engage in a conversation when in the throes of passion? By the time he was satisfied, she¡¯d be exhausted. And no matter how much he wanted to, he could hold no conversation with a slumbering beauty.
But today was different. It felt like he had been presented with his very first opportunity to talk to her.
You are a little insensitive, Your Majesty, Marianne¡¯s voice flitted past Kasser¡¯s mind. He was determined to redeem himself.
¡°Are you not busy?¡± Eugene asked with concern.
Kasser instantly thought back to the pile of papers on his desk, but still shook his head. ¡°Not really.¡±
¡°Very well, then. Let¡¯s walk together.¡±
But before they even took a step, Eugene turned around to Zanne and instructed her to wait there. She didn¡¯t want to hear his stiff manner of speaking whenever the staff was near. She hoped she¡¯d see more of the real, unguarded Kasser.
The two walked in an awkward silence not knowing what to say until Eugene mustered the courage to break it. She decided to talk about what was troubling her mind.
¡°Your Majesty, about the help I offered to the missing servants¡¯ families¡¡±
¡°What about it? Is there more?¡±
¡°No, I just wanted to thank you for it,¡± Eugene said, sincerely.
Kasser looked at Eugene, trying to understand her, searching her face for truth. ¡°Well, it was your doing, not mine.¡±
¡°If you had not allowed it, then it wouldn¡¯t have been.¡± Eugene smiled as she said, ¡°And I thank you for that.¡±
Kasser did not know how to react, so he continued to stare ahead. It was the first decent conversation they were having and a walk at it, so he was finding it hard to calm his heart.
Eugene let out a softugh when she noticed that he was embarrassed. She decided to cut him some ck and changed the topic.
¡°What lovely weather!¡± she remarked.
Not even a month had passed since she first rose from the desert sand under the hot sun. The Kingdom wasn¡¯t ced in the middle of the desert but at the edge, and the weather waspletely different from what she had experienced in the desert. She knew that the weather changed between the active and dry periods. But she didn¡¯t expect the difference to be this huge. Those days, it was as warm as ate summer period.
¡°Does the weather change this much in other countries, too?¡± she asked.
¡°Mostly, yes. ck, for instance, has a drastic temperature difference like us.¡±
The Kingdom of ck was the southernmost of the Holy City. It was a ce surrounded by snowcap mountains. The Kingdom of Hashi was situated on the opposite side.
¡°Have you ever been?¡± she asked.
¡°No.¡±
¡°Do you n to ever?¡±
¡°I don¡¯t think so. I¡¯ll never have a reason to go in my life,¡± he answered pensively.
Eugene¡¯s novel opened with the Desert King walking on heavy snow to arrive at the Kingdom of ck. The Desert King went there to be sure of the Queen¡¯s authenticity. He needed to be sure she was not a doll controlled by a Mara and he had to do it in person.
When he arrived, he learned that it was Jin Anika, the Queen herself, who¡¯d led the death of numerous people of the Kingdom of Hashi many years ago.
¡°Is there anywhere else you¡¯ve been?¡± Eugene continued to press.
¡°I have been to n.¡±
The Kingdom of n was between the Kingdom of Hashi and the Holy City. He must have meant he walked through the kingdom.
It was obvious when you thought about it. During the active periods, the King was bound to the Kingdom, protecting it. But he didn¡¯t look like a person who would put off his work and go on trips during the dry period.
I wonder if I¡¯ve distracted him from work.
In Eugene¡¯s novel, the story revolved around the Holy City, but the King hunted down Jin Anika, and visited all five Kingdoms. It was a ssic adventure novel. The readers would beg the characters to sit and wait at a single spot, rather than scampering about and venturing to different ces.
¡°Do you want to visit different kingdoms?¡± Kasser asked, curious after Eugene¡¯s questions.
Kasser soon realized that he had never thought about what she was interested in before. They had never talked about it.
¡°I don¡¯t really want to now,¡± was Eugene¡¯s response.
Now? What did she mean about now? Did she mean that she may want toter?
Later¡
There was no ter¡± between the two. The contract with Jin Anikasted until she gave birth to his child. After that, they had not arranged further promises. When he signed the contract with her, he wasn¡¯t interested in where she intended to go after the birth. He highly assumed that she would leave the child behind. Just like his mother.
But this was all in his mind, and he never thought to ask her explicitly. Initially, he knew what her reply would be. But now, he wasn¡¯t so sure of what she might say. But he was sure that she could change her mind after her memory came back.
¡°Oh, what lovely weather,¡± Eugene raved again. ¡°It¡¯s a shame that I can¡¯t walk around during the day because of therks.¡±
¡°¡you think about leaving the pce?¡±
¡°No, it¡¯s fine. I won¡¯t sneak out, so don¡¯t worry,¡± Eugene assured him.
¡°If you would like to leave the pce, you can do so at night.¡±
¡°Really?¡± Eugene lips tugged into a huge smile. Kasser¡¯s hands shook a little.
¡°I never said you couldn¡¯t go outside.¡±
¡°Well, I assumed so because it¡¯s the active period.¡±
Kasser shook his head. ¡°Nobody is restricted during the active period. Only the desert is off-limit.¡±
¡°So I don¡¯t have to ask for your permission?¡± She reconfirmed.
¡°Only if you promise not to climb over the walls.¡±
He was alluding to what Jin Anika had done a month ago and Eugene pouted a little before breaking into a small smile. It was interesting to get to know Kasser. He was strict, but he could loosen up, too.
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Chapter 54 A Mere Pawn (1)
Chapter 54 ¨C A Mere Pawn (1)
The Kasser before her now waspletely different from the character she had created in her novel. There, he was a self-righteous man, used to giving orders rather than asking for opinions. A true royal¨C cold, unfeeling, and ruthless. He was valiant and decisive.
But the man she was looking at seemed¡ attentive, a bit shy even and clumsy at small talks. That sheepish grin, how he avoided her gaze after mentioning his ¡®lessons¡¯ from Marianne and his willingness to join her on a walk, were a stark contrast to the nonchnt sovereign she hade to know these past few days. But then again, what had she seen beside his virility.
Do not forget, he¡¯s not what he appears. There are more sides to him that he has yet to reveal.
As she cautioned herself, Eugene took several peeks at the man next to her. Compared to the first lunch they shared, they seemed to have grown immensely closer. When she counted the days since they¡¯d first met, she was amazed at how fast she¡¯d be intimate with him. It was rare for her to get along with someone this quick. Perhaps the time they spent touching each other¡¯s body had helped them develop their rtionship quickly.
¡°Well, I can¡¯t allow you to go by yourself. You must bring a guard with you.¡± Although Kasser¡¯s tone wasn¡¯t curt, his words were firm. He seemed concerned about her safety, and she understood.
¡°I know that, of course.¡±
As if on cue, a loud, BOOM thudded right then. The pair instantly looked towards the clear blue sky where a yellow mist was starting to spread.
Ah, the sword¡ Kasser furrowed his brows as the scene of one of his retainers rushing to his office with his sword in hand flitted past his mind. It was just that he wasn¡¯t in the office; he was here, in the garden. He had to leave immediately to fetch his sword. But it would be better to have them throw it off the balcony.
¡°Abu.¡±
Kasser gestured to Abu to transform. He had been dutifully following the King and Queen all this time. Eugene thought he acted more like a pet dog than a horse. She was amused by his docile side.
Thrusting his head back, Abu started to shake his body in wide motions. He started to expand¡ªhis long neck and snout shortened, his legs thickened. The small horns by his ears protruded to reveal a muchrger one.
Eugene held her breath while she witnessed the ck horse transform into a ck panther. There was no trace of a horse in the garden; only a huge panther with paws big enough to cover her face stood before her. It looked fierce yet majestic.
Kasser hopped onto Abu¡¯s back, only to realize his mistake. Most people were horrified upon witnessing Abu¡¯s transformation for the first time.
In his haste to get to the wall, he had overlooked the most important factor¡ªhispanion. He nervously looked over his shoulder, wondering how he should assuage her fear. But all he saw was a woman sping her hands in front of her chest, inplete awe.
As much as he was surprised at the sight, he was relieved. In some corners in his heart, he even felt¡ a little proud. However, he quickly collected himself. He realized, since he¡¯d to rush off, he had to leave her behind all alone. There were no servants walking past the garden, no one to protect her and walk her back to the pce.
¡°Stay here,¡± he said. ¡°I¡¯ll send a servant to you right away.¡±
¡°Don¡¯t worry about me. Just go.¡± Eugene¡¯s answer was firm in the hopes of sending him off quickly. ¡°I know my way through the pce. I¡¯ll bring myself to safety. Now, go!¡±
With a brief nod, Kasser gently kicked Abu¡¯s ribs, signaling him to take off. With only a couple of leaps, Kasser and the beast were already far from Eugene.
Eugene couldn¡¯t stop her jaw from dropping. Shivers went down her spine as Abu¡¯s transformation shed past her eyes, again and again. She knew about the spirit beast of the Desert King. In her book, the King¡¯s spirit beast was a ck panther. However, she had never characterized it to transform from a horse into its spirit form much less depict the actual transformation. She had only ever mentioned it briefly. The Desert King always summoned his steed with a whistle. And in this world, it had a name! Abu¡
She¡¯d only set the rtionship between the Desert King and his spirit beast as a master and subordinate. But the fact that the animal had a name meant that there was more than a tight bond between the two. Here, she had even borne witness to it¡ªwhen Abu had obediently followed them around the garden and Kasser had gestured to him after the yellow re.
Not a word was exchanged, yet the master and beast were in perfect synchrony.
Why is it different from my novel? She couldn¡¯t help but wonder why only select details remained true to how she had created it. This was a thought that kept troubling her for a while now. She had thought she was in control of this world, but it turned out she didn¡¯t know everything about it.
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Thedy in the portrait had her hair tied up high in a bun, as in the Mahar, only those who were unmarried did. It was more of a tradition, rather than a legal obligation.
¡°This is Countess Moriel.¡± Marianne introduced thedy in the portrait to Eugene.
¡°I think you have mentioned Countess Moriel before, haven¡¯t you Marianne?¡±
¡°Yes, I have, Your Royal Highness.¡±
Thedy in the portrait appeared to be in her mid tote twenties. She had very sharp features; a very slim face with almond eyes, resembling a cat¡¯s. Her thick red hair caught Eugene¡¯s eyes. She¡¯s very pretty. Her hair must bring her confidence.
The people of Mahar had brown hair, so many envied those with colorful hair. Not only did they find their own hair dull, but they also looked at colorful hair as that of nobility and yearned for it. In a hierarchical society, people looked up to those in the upper echelons. But they never bothered to dye their hair.
In Mahar, one¡¯s external features were the most important factor that showed one¡¯s identity. On the ID card each person received once they reached adulthood, their hair and eye color were noted with great precision, as every shade of brown had different names.
Hence, the hair color the people of Mahar were born with symbolized their destiny. Hair dying was illegal. Only criminals who wished to hide their identity would dye their hair. Therefore, hair dye wasn¡¯t even invented, let alone sold.
Eugene had never written her novel in such detail. These were Marianne¡¯s teachings. As she continued to learn more and more about Mahar, she felt more and more distant from the world she had created. It was a world designed with an infinite amount of intricate details, which in Eugene¡¯s eyes, was far too much for one person to build. She didn¡¯t regard herself as a creative genius.
She believed this wasn¡¯t a fabricated world, but that it existed somewhere in the vast universe¡ªeven before she had written the novel.
For all she knew, all this time, she only stood as a pawn in the game the original queen had instigated.
Chapter 55 A Mere Pawn (2)
Chapter 55 ¨C A Mere Pawn (2)
¡°She is stunning,¡± Eugene finally said.
¡°Is she?¡± Marianne replied, casting a nce at the portrait the queen held so carefully.
¡°Yes. She looks younger than her age. Did you say she was 32?¡±
¡°Yes, Your Royal Highness.¡±
¡°She¡¯s beautiful! I mean, if the portrait correctly resembles her.¡±
¡°I don¡¯t think the portrait does her quite the justice, Your Royal Highness.¡±
¡°Oh, wow.¡± Her likeness was exquisite. She couldn¡¯t imagine meeting Moriel in person.
As Eugene examined the portrait thoroughly, Marianne grinned and said, ¡°I think you are more stunning, Your Royal Highness.¡±
Eugene thought of Jin Anika¡¯s face and slowly nodded. ¡°Yes, I agree.¡±
She suddenly realized her mistake. She¡¯d praised her own beauty! But Marianne looked as if she was expecting thement, which made it more awkward for Eugene.
¡°So, she¡¯s the Queen of high society, you said?¡± Eugene deftly changed the topic.
¡°Your Royal Highness, she¡¯s just well known in high society. The term ¡®Queen¡¯ can only be used by you.¡±
¡°Oh, yes. Of course.¡±
Marianne continually corrected Eugene whenever she faltered. Especially when Eugene madements rted to a sensitive topic such as the hierarchical society of Mahar. Marianne was an able teacher, patient and wise.
To Eugene, Mahar was a whole new world along with its customs and traditions. Needless to say, she was not used to their culture and hierarchy. She didn¡¯t grow up in a society with such strict social divides. Yes, there were some norms that needed to be observed, but they were quite forgiving.
¡°You told me I was not interested in high society, right?¡±
¡°Yes, Your Royal Highness.¡±
¡°Would myck of interest be one of the reasons the Countess was able to make the high society revolve around her?¡±
¡°Of course, Your Royal Highness. It is the most important reason. How could the Countess distinguish herself if you were there?¡±
¡°Clearly she must have eloquence and charm.¡±
¡°That bes a minor feature of the Countess in your presence, Your Royal Highness.¡±
¡°Even if I don¡¯t say or do anything?¡±
¡°Your Royal Highness, you are the only person that can stand beside the King.¡±
¡°And also because I am an Anika.¡±
¡°That is right, Your Royal Highness.¡±
Jin, an Anika and a Queen, was almost worshiped by the people. Eugene realized that Jin¡¯s status was higher than she thought.
The word ¡®King¡¯ symbolized a much greater thing in Mahar than on Earth. Here, a King was the holy ruler and savior. The throne was passed down solely to blood descendants, therefore a decision made by the gods. A King who hunted Larks and protected the people was crucial to the Kingdom and its people.
The person that stood beside this crucial King was the Queen, Jin Anika. No wonder people still epted her as Queen even though she was a crazy and wicked woman.
¡°What was the Kingdom like before I became Queen? Was high society ruled by the Queen?¡±
Marianne was hesitant to answer. ¡°It has been a long time since a Queen took part in high society, Your Royal Highness.¡±
¡°Even when the former queen was alive?¡± Eugene asked, with curiosity.
¡°Yes¡ and the former queen is still alive, Your Royal Highness. We are yet to hear her obituary.¡±
¡°She is still alive? Well, then where is she?¡±
¡°She lives in the Holy City, Your Royal Highness.¡±
This time, Marianne¡¯s answers were short. She was usually quite detailed with her answers. Eugene realized this was a veryplicated topic and decided not to ask too much about the former Queen. If I need to know, then someone will tell me, she thought to suppress her curiosity. Every family has aplicated past, and she knew it wasn¡¯t appropriate to ask too much.
¡°If a Queen has not appeared in high society for a long time, shall I continue to keep my distance? I don¡¯t want to disrupt anything already in order.¡±
¡°Your Royal Highness, it is not in order. A state of chaos is merely at bay. If I may, I would like to describe it as a group of hyenas crawling across a meadow without a lion.¡±
Marianne was gentle, but also tough. Eugene gave a sheepish grin.
What am I supposed to do? Eugene got the feeling that Marianne wanted her to take part in high society. But she wasfortable where she was. Meeting people was already tiring, but high society members? There was bound to be trouble if she associated with them.
No one would criticize her for continuing to do nothing. But she was curious. Where Eugene lived, she had heard of the society for the wealthy, but there, it had nothing to do with her.
In the society of this world, she imagined the tense atmosphere and endlesspetition between the members. She thought of the powers she had, and the order she would bring just by her appearance.
It sounded fun. It didn¡¯t matter to her that she wasn¡¯t joining for the purest reasons.
¡°Marianne, I would like to attend their first party when the dry season starts.¡±
Marianne smiled broadly. ¡°Of course, Your Royal Highness.¡±
With that, Marianne continued with their session of learning with two other portraits, delivering the relevant details.
In Mahar, drawing and possessing a portrait of another person was perceived as incredibly rude. A man would be used of sexual offense if he had a portrait of a woman in his possession.
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Chapter 56 Where Did You Go? (1)
Chapter 56 ¨C Where Did You Go? (1)
The culture, tradition, and events of Mahar¡ Eugene was pensive as she watched Marianne patiently roll up the portraits one after another. While shepared her world with the one she¡¯d been thrown into, a question suddenly popped in her mind.
¡°Marianne, you told me that high society gatherings are not held during the active period.¡±
¡°Yes, Your Royal Highness.¡±
¡°Is it prohibited?¡±
¡°Not quite, Your Royal Highness.¡±
¡°Then are the nobility restraining themselves from holding them?¡±
Eugene thought back to what Kasser had said, that no one was restricted from doing things during the active period. All they had to do was be cautious during the day. It was harder for her to believe that the nobles, known for their luxurious and extravagant way of life, also restrained themselves from holding gatherings.
Since the Larks normally did not lurk after sundown, she thought, it did seem like a perfect time to throw a party for the elite.
¡°It¡¯s more of a realistic measure, Your Royal Highness. Besides, no one in high society has status enough to hold the gatherings during the active period.¡±
¡°So, by the near end of the dry period, they head to the Holy City and return only when the dry period starts again, right?¡± Eugene said, to make sure she¡¯d understood Marianne correctly.
¡°That is right, Your Royal Highness.¡±
¡°So this handful of nobles form high society, huh? Then, is Countess Moriel also in the Holy City now?¡±
¡°Yes, Your Royal Highness.¡±
Eugene remembered that Count Wmbe would also be back as the dry period started. When Marianne left, she fell into deep thought.
What did the other lower ss and the peasants think of the high-ss nobility as they left the kingdom every active period for safety?
Perhaps, some criticized them, but surely most were envious and wanted to leave with them to safety. The Holy City was safe from the Larks, so the nobility was essentially on refuge.
However, not all were blessed with the privilege to be one among them. People admired the nobility; dressed like them, ate like them, and even talked like them. They were the celebrities of the kingdom. As much as they inspired awe, they inspired jealousy too.
The culture of the kingdom ispletely dependent on the Holy City.
As Eugene delved deeper, she realized it defeated the purpose of culture, as nothing was indigenous to the Kingdom of Hashi. On the contrary, it waspletely influenced by the culture of the Holy City. In a way, this kingdom was living in its shadows.
Holy City¡ the heart of Mahar and the center of all six kingdoms. It was here that the highest of the nobility came together and exchanged their cultures with the others. But because of this very reason, prohibiting the movement of people during the active period wasn¡¯t going to be a solution to enriching the culture within the Kingdom of Hashi. It was only going to iste it.
But there was no other way to prevent people from traveling to the Holy City other than a forceful measure. If a Lark enters the kingdom walls, someone dies. It was logical for people to move to safety if they could afford to.
And if one had the means, more so.
But there was no denying, this move was sending wrong signals among the masses. So, far things seemed quiet and eptable, but the seed of temptation had long been sown. It had only yet to sprout.
Hmm¡ How can I keep these nobles from keep moving in and out?
Even after thinking for a while, Eugene couldn¡¯te up with any good ideas. Instead, she was vexed. It made her sick, thinking about the selfish nobles. Greedy, insensitive and self-centered¡ªwords which best described the so-called nobility of Mahar.
How dare they while the king himself is risking his life every day to save the kingdom. It¡¯s so selfish!
She suddenly smirked. She realized that she was thinking like the queen of this kingdom and the wife of the king. This was a novel feeling, but somehow she wasn¡¯t repulsed by it. She resumed her musings.
Anyways, the king is too devoted to his duty. How can he drop everything and leave as soon as the signal re hits the sky?
At least the Larks didn¡¯t show themselves during the night. At that note, Eugene couldn¡¯t help but imagine the king dressing up to leave in the middle of s*x as the signal re lit up their room.
He would definitely do that. Eugene broke out intoughter at her own thoughts.
She recalled the scene when Kasser was riding his spirit animal. It was the first time she saw the king leave for battle, the whole aura and the air had suddenly changed from casual to valiant in a matter of moments. This was why she had been fidgety all day, unable to keep calm until she saw a blue re leap into the sky.
She¡¯d spent thest few nights sleeping by herself. Although she was energetic, her mind was full of thoughts, giving her a headache. If he had forced her to sleep with him even during her period, he would¡¯ve been an ass.
But he hadn¡¯t shown himself these past few days and it only irked her.
At first, when it had all started, she was skittish about his presence, but his absence left her in no better state. She was unable to understand her feelings, even less his actions.
Again, she wondered if he only thought of her as a body that gave birth. Resigned, her thoughts began to take a familiar road of doubts and¡ resistance.
I should stop expecting more from him. I am not in a romantic rtionship, I¡¯m just a person that has a contract with him.
He had invested three years into an expensive and unhappy marriage in hopes that it will produce an heir to the throne. Determined as he was, nothing was going to stop him from getting what he wanted.
Jin signed the contract knowing well that she can get anything she wants as long as she gives him a baby in exchange.
And that, she would do. Nothing more.
Gradually, her mind went nk. Eugene gazed nkly into space. Her heart felt empty; emptier than the desert that weed her when she first opened her eyes in this world.
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Chapter 57 Where Did You Go? (2)
Chapter 57 ¨C Where Did You Go? (2)
As she was leaving, Eugene summoned a servant.
¡°Is His Majesty back yet?¡±
¡°No, Your Royal Highness.¡±
Before sundown, the king left the pce. He left quite often. The one thing that set Kasser apart from the other monarchs was that he did things on his own, rather than giving orders and delegating. He had never shied from his responsibilities. This enabled him to grasp the happenings better, but kept him away from the pce most times nheless.
Now that Marianne hadid bare the ¡®nobleness¡¯ of the nobility, Eugene¡¯s heart went out for Kasser. He was that lone, selfless warrior, who refused to abandon his duties, his people no matter the adversity. How many put others before oneself? And how many of those were nobility, let alone a monarch? Indeed, he was truly worthy of being the king.
On the table sat an intricately carved small wooden box. After a moment¡¯s thought, Eugene opened it and looked over the assortment of tea leaves within. Picking one, she handed it to the pageboy.
¡°Bring this to the Lord Chambein, he is to brew the king a cup of tea upon his return.¡±
These tea leaves were a gift from Marianne. She¡¯s said it was good for rxation. Surprisingly, it tasted good and had cleared Eugene¡¯s head after only a couple of sips. She was not much of a help in sharing his responsibilities, the least she could do was help him rx.
¡°Yes, Your Royal Highness.¡±
Left alone, Eugene sat in front of her dressing table and started scribbling in her diary.
Ever since her arrival in Mahar, she had maintained this diary. Each day, she wrote down her day before going to bed. It was her secret diary, so she wrote in Korean. She felt safe that she could write in anguage that no one could read in the Mahar.
At the beginning of her diary was a to-do list.
¨C Organize events for high society meets. Maybe some tea and biscuits?
After a while, she put away her diary in the drawer in the dressing table. As she stood up, she caught her reflection in the mirror.
For the first couple of days, every time she saw her, she would be surprised by the unfamiliardy standing in front of her. But now, she had be thedy. Although she had grown used to this body, it was not without worries. Beset with mysteries, intrigue, and whatnot, most of her time in this world was spent in unraveling and conjecturing. But of all the unanswered questions, the one hounding her the most was also the simplest.
Jin Anika¡ If I am in your body, where did you go?
And where is my body?
Eugene meticulously retraced the moment she was summoned to the Mahar.
On that fateful day, back in her world, she was at the dead center of a game of cat and mouse. She was being chased by some moneylenders and theirckeys. After several near misses and thank gods, she had ended up in a cul-de-sac, trapped. She looked around her for an exit route in vain. Neither was there an open door for her to sneak into, nor a wall that she could climb over. She knew she was done for, and resigned to her fate at the hands of her hunters.
It was against that moment, when all hope was lost, that she saw it.
At first, she was sure she was dreaming¡ Arge ck hole had appeared on the brick walls of the alley, it sure did not seem ordinary. The hole was pitch ck, making it impossible to see its end. It was big enough to fit only one person. It felt like a gate to hell, beckoning her to plunge into.
An awestruck Eugene was shaken awake by the sound of footsteps from the corner of the alley. Before her was a hole, behind¨Cher end. She wasn¡¯t sure if this hole was real, where it led to or if it even had an end.
But she was sure of one thing- she couldn¡¯t afford to be caught.
Whatevery within that hole, she reckoned, was more eptable than the fate that was awaiting her here. It was better for her to disappear into the unknown so her family wouldn¡¯t have anybody to rip money off of.
She braced herself and without looking back set foot into the hole. Her life¡¯s greatest gamble towards life, not death.
To her utter surprise, she didn¡¯t violently plummet into the bottomless dark abyss, but floatedfortably. She didn¡¯t feel any panic, only pleasantly closing her eyes and giving in to her surroundings. That was thest thing she remembered doing. As for the things that came after, she was absolutely nk.
After an unknown amount of time had passed by floating in the hole, she realized she hadn¡¯t died or fallen into hell. As she¡¯d wished, she went to a world where nobody knew her.
The hole¡ That was definitely the route. Maybe it¡¯s a route only for spirits to go pass?
The body might have perished in the hole.
Jin Anika, I don¡¯t have anywhere to go. And f youe back, there is nowhere for you to stay.
At first, Eugene had nned to change the future for Jin Anika. Now, her desire to live as ¡®Eugene¡¯ grew more and more, and she no longer wanted to live for Jin Anika.
Eugene folded her fingers into a tight fist. She had so much power in her hands, but it all belonged to Jin Anika. Was stealing the powers of an immoral person justifiable?
Whether or not she felt guilty, she was going to hate herself every day for the rest of her life.
But I¡¯m not in reality. This is a fictional universe in a novel that I created¡ No. How can this not be a reality when it is so real? Marianne and Zanne are each living their own lives.
She pulled her hair as her thoughts grew more and moreplicated until she finally stood up.
There¡¯s nothing I can do today. I¡¯m just going to sleep and leave tomorrow¡¯s worry for tomorrow.
Eugene stomped her feet and walked to her bed. She sat there as she uncovered the sheets, determined to have a good sleep.
¡°Your Royal Highness.¡±
It was a servant outside her door. No one came to her door at this time of the day, so she froze.
¡°What is it?¡±
The door opened and the servant stepped inside.
¡°Your Royal Highness, His Majesty is here for you.¡±
¡°Now?¡±
¡°Yes, Your Royal Highness.¡±
¡°Now, in my room?¡±
¡°Yes, Your Royal Highness.¡±
This wasn¡¯t his first time paying a visit without notice, but thest time was a special asion and his visit tonight was veryte. But he was the king, how could she question or refuse him entry?
¡°Show him in.¡±
The servant left and Kasser entered momentster. He was still dressed in his full formal attire. He must have just returned to the pce. The two walked to the sofa and sat down.
¡°Did I wake you up?¡±
¡°No, I was just about to go to sleep. Is there a problem? What brings you here sote?¡±
Kasser couldn¡¯t answer her question. He would¡¯ve also liked to ask that himself, for he didn¡¯t know why he came here either.
Earlier, as soon as he¡¯d returned to the pce, he had gone straight to his office. For thest several days, he¡¯d spent his nights finishing off his work and he nned to do so tonight as well.
While he was immersed in his work, the things that had happened inside the pce during the day were long buried in those piles of paper. He had dived so deep into the world of perusing and signing, that he didn¡¯t hear the knock on the door and was jolted awake when the Lord Chambein stood before him with a tray in hand. Confused, he shot him a questioning gaze.
¡°Your Majesty, Her Royal Highness sent you tea.¡±
This wasn¡¯t his first time receiving a cup of tea. In fact, the queen had often sent tea or biscuits to him. It was a formal gesture. During the early times in their marriage, Jin Anika was pretty affectionate, sending her greetings every morning and night and at times, even delivering refreshments to his office herself.
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Chapter 58 Youre Complicated (1)
Chapter 58 ¨C You¡¯re Complicated (1)
Time has an inconspicuous way of changing things. It is especially so with feelings.
Back then, Kasser was often displeased with the queen¡¯s attitude. Be it her talks or mannerism, there was nothing to fault her. She was impable. Yet, it invoked in him a gnawing feeling that she harboured an ulterior motive. And thus, he had never once lowered his guard.
On one such asion, when Jin Anika brought him tea, he decided to get it off his chest and be done with her permanently.
¡°If you want anything, just tell me. You should not do things behind my back.¡± He was giving her a chance toy her cards bare.
The queen grinned, she looked so pure. ¡°My king, I get bored easily. I¡¯d like to see the treasure house.¡±
Kasser was ambitious but even more so logical. He had never indulged himself in flights of fancy. Be it matters pertaining to the kingdom or personal, he had the knack of knowing his limits. Although her facade was genial and courteous, he knew in his heart that it was impossible to mold the queen to his liking. As he gave in to her every demand, her vicious behavior somewhat dwindled. His efforts to avoid sparking an argument with her, a war of nerves, yed a big part.
When she spoke of her demands, Kasser listened to her every word. If this was the only thing he could do to assure himself that she would not stoop to evil means to procure her wants, then why not?
In that respect, Jin Anika was transparent. By-and-by Kasser distanced himself from her, their interactions were fewer and fewer. He even left the kingdom, trusting that she would not do anything horrible now that her demands were satisfied.
Yet, despite the privileges he bestowed her, she still brutally stabbed him in the back. She stole the national treasure and ran away. However, when she returned, her memory was gone. There was no way to know the truth of what had happened and what had driven her to do it.
Upon her return, Kasser was torn on how he should deal with her. Should he be angry, doubt her or simply bury the past as if it were nothing?
And today, her gesture of sending tea shook him while he was already off-bnce. Why did her behavior, which could hardly move him in the past, feel so special? You¡¯re the same person after all.
He immediately found himself striding out of his office, not knowing a destination or purpose. When he came about, he found himself standing before in the queen¡¯s chamber.
And right now, she was looking at him in puzzlement, trying to perhaps understand the reason behind his visit. Her dazed eyes, furrowing eyebrows¡ oh, she looked so lovely.
¡°Your Majesty, is everything alright?¡±
He stood before her silently. Neither had he answered her, not did it seem like he had heard her. He seemed to be lost in thoughts. But seeing the hour he had chosen to visit, she was still inclined to interpret his silence¡ He was here for the same reason he¡¯d graced her chamber thest few nights?
Eugene took a few deep breaths and called out to him again, trying to bring him out of whatever that was keeping him.
¡°What is it, Your Majesty?¡±
Well, Kasser at some point wanted to ask her what she meant by sending him tea. But when he looked at her, it seemed an unnecessary question. Even so, what came out of his mouth shocked him too.
¡°Can I have a cup of tea?¡±
Eugene was confused. He¡¯de to ask her such a simple question in such a grave manner?
¡°¡Now, here?¡±
Kasser nodded.
Somehow, Eugene felt that there was more that he wished to say, and with every moment, it pressed greater and greater on her self-possession. She decided to be candid about it, after all, this was not the time for a guessing game.
¡°What is going on? Don¡¯t drag it on, please. That¡¯s even scarier.¡±
Her face was full of life as she spoke. Her stance was demonstrative of him trying her patience. Hands on waist, eyes narrowed, looking him straight in the eye¨C Kasser couldn¡¯t keep from staring.
He was born a prince and became a king. He grew up in the hands of a nanny without any brothers or friends. This heir apparent had been put on the pedestal right from the moment he was born. He was the highest authority in the kingdom. Irrespective of age, gender, status, they were all required to acquiesce. Bowing and nodding at every turn. Whether he was right or not, whether they agreed or not; no one dared to defy him. It was so when he was a prince more so now that he was the sovereign.
Because of this, he had no chance to experience the various highs and lows of being in a mutually respectful rtionship with anyone. No one had treated him as an equal nor had he felt the need to either.
However, this queen who had lost her memory had an expression he had never seen before. She didn¡¯t hesitate to show her feelings in front of him. It was strange for him to see honest feelings, but it looked good. He had a vague feeling that this was how it would feel to be¡ ordinary.
¡°Nothing¡¯s wrong. I couldn¡¯t drink the tea you sent me. If we go to the office now, it will be cold.¡±
Eugene looked at him for a moment finding it a little odd. Nheless, she called her maid, gave her the tea leaves, and ordered her to bring the tea to a boil. With that, the two were left in silence until the maid brought in the teapot.
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Chapter 59 Youre Complicated (2)
Chapter 59 ¨C You¡¯re Complicated (2)19+
Eugene poured the tea into his cup and Kasser picked it up without a word. Watching him drink, she felt confused. Why would he leave his work for just a cup of tea? She could hardly tell what he was thinking. Did he want to see her and just couldn¡¯t admit it?
Neither of them said anything. There was a subtle air between them, but nothing could bring them to speak. Nothing they thought of was worth the conversation. They just remained at a proper distance, stealing nces at the other.
¡°Thank you for the tea.¡±
Kasserid down his empty cup. Instead of immediately standing, he took a moment to sort through theplication in his mind. He wanted to spend more time with her but couldn¡¯t think of what to say.
What came to mind instead was a job that needed to be done as quickly as possible. He sprang to his feet in spite of himself, and Eugene quickly followed suit to see him off.
He started to walk away but stopped. His dithering manner was palpable. Looking at his back, Eugene felt her heart beat faster.
She reached for him but fell short. Regretfully, she lowered her hand again the moment Kasser looked back. Their eyes met.
Eugene embarrassedly dropped her hand and took a step back. But Kasser quickly took the initiative and stepped forward to close the distance himself. She took another hesitant step back, but he strode up and wound her waist with one arm.
He lowered his head. Unable to fight the energy, his lips lightly met hers.
Eugene could turn his head or push him away. But inwardly, she hesitated. What do I want to do?
While she hesitated, Kasser carefully bit Eugene¡¯s lower lip as if asking if he could go on.
Eugene smiled. She¡¯d already spent countless nights with him and even formed a deep physical rtionship. The kiss that came with a fresh feeling was embarrassing albeit enjoyable.
He showered her smiling lips with several kisses, passionate yet gentle. Eugene let out augh.
¡°You¡¯re such aplicated person.¡±
Kasser¡¯s blue eyes sank and shook. ¡°¡ that¡¯s what I want to say.¡±
Not allowing her the time to retort, Kasser swallowed her lipspletely. His tongue sank deep into her mouth, sauntering around her tender flesh.
Eugene closed her eyes. His lips reeked of the tea he had just had. As she let go of herself, the tips of her fingers flinched on his shoulder.
¡°Uh-¡±
Her waist was crushed against his and her body clung closely to him. One of his hands held her under her chin. The two ovepping lips interlocked with a slight gap.
By now, the two were well-acquainted with each other¡¯s bodies and remembered the pleasure that stemmed from meeting their end of the contract. It started with a willow kiss and quickly escted into a dense one.
He wanted to bite her small, fluffy tongue. Its sweet taste had remained on his lips and had not disappeared even after several days had gone by. He curled Eugene¡¯s tongue and sucked it hard.
In an instant, a tingling sensation climbed up her back. Her knees buckled as her legs lost their strength. Thanks to his arms, which held her tightly around her waist, Eugene was now leaningpletely on his chest instead of falling to the ground. She could well feel the bulge stabbing her stomach. But, she was still on her period.
Her eyes were spinning. Kasser held Eugene in his arms andid her on the bed. Eugene gasped for breath while his lips fell away.
¡°I can¡¯t do it yet.¡±
¡°I know. I won¡¯t go all the way.¡±
On the bed, Kasser held her hands. He intertwined their fingers together and kissed her knuckles, then her fingertips. After swallowing one of her fingerspletely, he tickled it with his tongue.
A tingling sensation climbed up her arms, leaving trails of goosebumps on its way. Her body flinched on its own and her eyes flew open. She was greeted with the sight of his blue hair. And underneath that vividly colored mane was a pair of intense blue eyes, reminiscent of a clear, cold winter sky that seemed to pull her.
She suddenly felt his body temperature rise sharply while he gently pushed on her shoulder until sheid down.
Before she knew it, his hand slid into her pajamas and sped her breast. He held it hard and gently pressed it with his fingertips. The tip rose solidly as his thumb rubbed back and forth over her nipple.
He kissed her on the cheek, on her ear, and put his lips deep under her chin.
¡°Yo¨CYour Majesty. Stop¡¡±
Her body began to heat up. Her lower abdomen was pulled and her vagina tightened. Eugene was likely tomit an indecent act of putting her vagina on his thigh and rubbing.
¡°Just a little more.¡± His deep voice seemed toe from somewhere below.
One-piece pajamas with buttons could not be taken off the top alone. As he unbuttoned, only one of her breasts was revealed. He groped her right breast, still concealed in her pajamas, and sucked the exposed one.
Eugene quivered. His hot, damp mouth enveloped her breast and sucked with vigor. Blood rushed up to her back. He licked the aroused nipple and bit it softly. The other breast was firmly held by his strong hand.
Eugene¡¯s arm hugged his head. The constant stimulus curved her waist. Her whole body chilled with pleasure in her lower abdomen. It was nearly the end of her menstrual period and she couldn¡¯t let herself be ravaged just yet.
¡°Stop¡ stop,¡± Eugene cried out desperately.
After a final suck and persistent bite, his lips reluctantly relinquished her breast. But he still kept gazing at it, with a longing.
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Chapter 60 I Cannot Lose Her (1)
Chapter 60 ¨C ICannotLoseHer(1)
Despite the yearning eyes gazing intently at her mound and her own rising sensuous appetite, Eugene steeled herself and covered the front of her pajamas with trembling hands¨C the message was loud and clear.
A dejected Kasser thenid down on his stomach, leaning slightly on his side, so he didn¡¯tpletely crush Eugene who was underneath him. He burrowed his face in the crook of her neck as heboriously breathed.
¡°How much longer do I have to wait?¡±
¡°A few days¡ more¡¡± Eugene mumbled, trying to rein in her desire but his teasing breath on her neck wasn¡¯t helping.
However, Kasser was barely able to decipher it. It was hard as it is for him to regain his normalposure¨Chis arousal from their previous heated encounter was left unsated. And now, he could only hold her in his arms to calm his urges and that was not helping.
It took him great determination to bring down the excitement even after moving hisrge frame a little farther from her to cover only half her body. But even then, he didn¡¯t let go of her.
As time went by, amidst the silence of the night, their breathing gradually grew calmer. The hot air also cooled down significantly and the ambiguity faded.
¡°Your Majesty. You¡¯ll fall asleep at this rate.¡±
He hadn¡¯t even changed his clothes, unlike Eugene, who was already dressed to go to bed. Besides, she wasn¡¯t sure what he was up to.
¡°I can¡¯t get up yet.¡± He murmured, his helplessness evident in tone.
¡°Ah¡¡± She reckoned that his member was still swollen stiff inside the confines of his trousers. She couldn¡¯t help chuckle, thinking as to how he was having to battle it out with hisher region that seemed to have grown a mind of its own.
Hearing the unmistakable sound, Kasser raised his head. ¡°Who are youughing at?¡±
¡°No one. Are you all right?¡± She tried to steer the topic. However, the amusement on her face betrayed her feelings.
He let out a small sigh. He couldn¡¯t believe he was in such a helpless state¨Chaving a hard time controlling his seething passion. He felt like a foolish child. Even so, he was not embarrassed for it was not entirely his fault. But he was unsettled when his ¡®partner in crime¡¯ was drawing pleasure from his pitiful plight.
After much thought, Eugene suggested a solution that dumbfounded this monarch.
¡°Ummm¡ They say men know a way to make it die down quickly. Like¡ singing a somber song.¡±
There was one thing that didn¡¯t change after she lost her memories. She has no problem with her confidence! Kasser mused.
Jin Anika had always been confident and bold, even in the presence of her husband, the king. It was entirely understandable for she was an Anika and had the Sang-je¡¯s support. However, after losing her memory, she no longer sounded as arrogant as she used to. Moreover, she didn¡¯t loseposure over the informal manner in which he talked to her. He knew she genuinely didn¡¯t mind, for she was allowing everyone to address her by her title.
¡°You know such random things. Howe you remember things like that?¡±
His words had hardly fallen when he regretted saying them. Marrianne nagging him to speak softly to the queen shed in his head.
Eugene shook her head; it was a silly knowledge she¡¯d gleaned in her previous world. She veered the topic and said, ¡°I need to hurry and get my memory back. There is still no sign of progress. I¡¯ll try harder.¡±
¡°¡.¡±
¡°¡.¡±
He regretted it even more. He vowed never to bring up any words rted to her memory again.
When a gnawing silence drowned the chambers, Eugene couldn¡¯t help but shatter it. ¡°Your Majesty.¡±
¡°Hm?¡±
¡°¡.¡±
¡°¡.¡±
¡°Say it.¡±
¡°Would you like to sleep here?¡±
No sooner than the words left her lips than Eugene realized how misleading they were¨Cshe only meant to ask if he would like to keep lying next to her and leave at the first rays of dawn like what he usually did.
In her current situation, she had no intention of seducing him. But she¡¯d spewed out such an invitation while in an intimate position. Hence, it was bound to carry the wrong impression¡
¡°What I meant¨C¡±
¡°The bed is wide enough for two.¡± Kasser finished it for her.
¡°¡. yes.¡±
Unbidden, a smile began to form on her lips. She liked his mirthful retort. She didn¡¯t know him that well, but at least he wasn¡¯t someone who made others feel ufortable. All the initial awkwardness, it seems, had begun melting away. And neither seemed to mind.
Pressed between his taut torso and strong arms, his rhythmic,x breathing sounded like a luby. It soothed and warmed her. Gingerly, her fingertips found her lips¡ the feel of his soft lips still lingered. A glimmer shed through her serene eyes.
Whether it was a way to bear a child or to satiate his lust, it was amply clear he could get whatever he wanted. Even so, it didn¡¯t stop her from enjoying everything she did with him. Most of all, she foundfort in basking in his body heat and to be nestled in his arms.
This was all well within the purview of the contract.
But why¡ why does her heart beat like crazy by his mere presence?
Eugene couldn¡¯t quite say it was just physical attraction on her part. She gulped hard¨Crealizing her heart could be led astray by a small gust of wind.
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Quite some time had passed by, and yet sleep eluded her. In fact, her mind refused to let her. The more she tried to rein in her errant thoughts, the more they ran amuck. Atst, Eugene resorted to staring at the ck ceiling and willing herself to sleep.
It feels just like that day.
She recalled the first day of this month when she had shared the same bed with him. Just like tonight, they hadid side by side that day. The nights that followed were wreathed in intense carnal activities. She would fall asleep exhausted, their bare bodies entwined with one another. It¡¯d happened so often now that it already felt awkward to lie down apart from each other.
¡°Are you asleep?¡± Eugene asked, very softly. A clear answer came right away.
¡°No.¡±
¡°If you aren¡¯t sleepy, there is something I¡¯m curious about. It could take longer. Should we discuss it tomorrow?¡±
¡°It¡¯s all right.¡±
However, right then, for reasons unknown, her thoughts traversed in a different direction. She had a deep urge to know the man, to see what was behind the stoic facade.
I hear your mother is still alive?
Why is that person living in the Holy City? Why does nobody talk about the former queen?
Is his mom someone he longs for or a scar he wants to forget?
A string of questions they were, sitting on the tip of her tongue, and yet she couldn¡¯t bring herself to ask one. A faint line existed between the two, crossing it was perilous. Not that shecked the courage to ask. It was only that, she was afraid a cold refusal would be the answer.
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Chapter 61 I Cannot Lose Her (2)
Chapter 61 ¨C ICannotLoseHer(2)
Hence, she asked him instead, ¡°Do you feel Praz inside your body?¡±
A soft drawl came as a response. ¡°I do.¡±
¡°How? Is it a vague or a concrete feeling?¡±
Kasser¡¯s eyes flew open, his head turned to look at her face. Eugene had also turned her head towards him. Since it was pitch dark, with the windows covered by heavy draperies, they couldn¡¯t see each other¡¯s gaze even as they locked eyes.
When he didn¡¯t answer right away, Eugene uttered sheepishly. ¡°Is it perhaps a question one shouldn¡¯t ask?¡±
¡°There hasn¡¯t been anyone who asked me that question.¡±
¡°If it is too much trouble to answer¡¡±
¡°I don¡¯t know how to exin it. I just know. Just like how I can¡¯t see your figure right now, but I can ¡°see¡± you and know you are there.¡±
¡°Hmm¡ Then do Anikas feel Ramita the same way?¡±
¡°I heard Anikas are a bit different.¡±
¡°How so?¡± Excited Eugene¡¯s voice rose. She turned on her side and propped her head on her knuckles.
¡°It awakens when youe of age.¡±
¡°Awakens?¡±
¡°You are an Anika. You don¡¯t even remember this?¡±
Eugene looked at him, at a loss for words. She let out a deep sigh. ¡°I can¡¯t feel it in me. I guess I lost Ramita too when I lost my memories.¡±
Ramita was affiliated with the owner¡¯s soul, they shared a deep bond. She reckoned this body had lost this skill upon the transmigration and because of this, the two were disconnected.
¡°That can¡¯t be.¡± Kasser smiled. That¡¯s impossible!
Ramita is an ability one is born with. Just like a king and his Praz, a non-Anika cannot gain Ramita and in the same manner, an Anika can never lose her Ramita.
¡°There are Lark seeds in the repository, right? Do you have all its types ording to its grade?¡±
Lark seeds of different grades weren¡¯t stored together. In fact, they weren¡¯t even in the capital. It took half a day to get to the nearest repository.
Those vicious monsters were dormant in the seed stage. These seeds would be collected and used as an energy source of oil and electricity.
And the repository was where the collected seeds were preserved¡ªit needed thorough care so as to not wake them up. On a few clumsy asions, the seeds did wake up even when it wasn¡¯t the active period. It happened only when a person¡¯s body fluid touched it.
Hence, it was taboo for people to touch the seeds with their bare hands. Even a single drop of sweat would break the seed and wake up the Lark; lives would be lost.
¡°One must go to the repository to get a seed, right?¡±
¡°A seed? Why do you need one?¡±
¡°I was wondering if I could use the testing method using a seed.¡±
¡°Testing?¡±
¡°Testing what grade my Ramita is¡¡±
Ramita is the power of creation. Thus, it could germinate, not crack the seed. If an Anika touches a seed, it would sprout and be a tree. Also, the seeds from that tree would grow regr seeds instead of bing Larks¨Cit turns the eggs of monsters into nts.
Seeds of Lark came in a motley of colors, which also denoted their grade. For example, a Lark from a red seed would be weaker than the one from a yellow. As Anikas¡¯ Ramitas had disparities in their abilities, they could only germinate seeds that were lower in grade than theirs¡
For this matter, Eugene was not in the know of her Ramita¡¯s grade. It was only the Sang-je who could identify it for her. That meant she had to wait until the end of the active period. But, there was one method which didn¡¯t need consulting the Sang-je, who was in the Holy City, far away from the Kingdom of Hashi.
An Anika could make deliberate contact with a seed to measure her skills. But she must touch the lowest grade seed and work her way up, grade by grade.
Truthfully, this method was not without risk and a fatal one at that. For one, Eugene didn¡¯t know the extent of her skills. So, if she were to touch a seed beyond her skill level, the seed would break instead of germinating. And it didn¡¯t take a genius to know what would ensue. So, this easy method had best be avoided.
¡°You¡¯re saying you are going to find your grade by touching seeds?¡± Kasser asked to check if he¡¯d heard her right.
¡°Yes.¡±
¡°Is this perhaps some kind of a jest?¡±
¡°No.¡±
¡°How could you think of something like that?!¡± Kasser was rmed. He couldn¡¯t fathom how she was willing to risk herself just to determine her skills! He wasn¡¯t afraid of the Lark wreaking havoc, but her, literally, in the mouth of death!
Eugene looked away. She knew it would be a problem and a huge one at that. She would be risking not just her life, but many others as well. Even so, she would rather do something than remain unaware. And if it came with a risk, so be it. But¡
¡°Nevermind. I know that it would be dangerous¡¡± She couldn¡¯t be unreasonable.
¡°The danger isn¡¯t the problem.¡±
Kasser let out a huge sigh. His reaction was worse than expected, so Eugene breathlessly studied his mien.
¡°Ramita is a skill you can¡¯t use lightly.¡±
Kasser was about to say why she didn¡¯t know but swallowed his words. Her memory loss was more severe than he thought. He didn¡¯t expect her not to remember even that. She was clearly not feigning it.
¡°Is there a reason you need to find out your Ramita grade right now?¡±
¡°Not really¡¡±
¡°If your memory doesn¡¯t return by the end of the active period, I could perhaps¡ help.¡± He stopped speaking. If it was the Sang-je, he could recover all her lost memories. Even though he was not a doctor, as long as he couldmunicate with Jin Anika, it was likely he could find a way.
This meant that he had to send her to the Holy City.
What if she recollects her memories¡ I cannot lose her.
There was no doubt she would never return to the kingdom. Kasser felt the pit of his stomach blocked. There was an inexplicable feeling in his chest¡ like someone was choking him.
¡°You are saying I have to meet the Sang-je.¡±
¡°¡.¡±
¡°¡.¡±
Eugene sighed andid back down and sighed. She didn¡¯t know what to do.
¡°Ramita grading must be only known by an Anika herself or the Sang-je. That is the rule,¡± Kasser said through gritted teeth.
ording to the Sang-je, an Anika, whose existence is precious, shouldn¡¯t be discriminated against by her Ramita grade. Hence, this information must be kept confidential at all costs.
Some were allowed to be curious, but there was no reason to insist on making the grade public. This was because, in reality, an Anika¡¯s Ramita grade did not really matter.
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Chapter 62 The Protagonist
Chapter 62 ¨C TheProtagonist
The Holy city was protected by the Holy Spirit of the ancestors rendering it absolutely safe from the hazards of Larks. The seeds awakened naturally around them, with no other reason but to exist. And as they served their own purpose, thus, an Anika¡¯s power was not needed to germinate them for growth.
¡°I¡¯m only saying this because I¡¯m worried, Jin Anika. You don¡¯t need to do anything you are unsure of,¡± said Kasser, the inflection in his tone telling her he was concerned.
¡°I¡¯m not going to test the seed. I won¡¯t.¡± She reassured him.
He looked into her eyes and when she didn¡¯t flinch or look away, he was relieved.
¡°It¡¯s for you. Ramita is water.¡±
Eugene recalled Marianne¡¯s words. For Anikas, their Ramita manifests as an image of water, unique only to them.
¡°Water?¡± She repeated. ¡°What do you mean?¡± she asked.
¡°Ramitas are divided into sses by the image of water they see. It¡¯s odd to exin this to an Anika who would know best¡ but I¡¯ll give it a go, assuming you don¡¯t know anything.¡±
He looked at her and saw her thankful smile, so he began to exin as best as he could¡
¡°Anikas are awakened when they reach the tender age of ten. Around this time, they experience a dream-like vision. Therein, they can estimate the power of their Ramita through what they see.
Some may see a reservoir, others a pond or even a well. But a simple fact is that therger the body of water in their dreams, the higher the ss and the greater the Anika¡¯s powers.
However, Ramitas are still finite, just like any body of water. One must always be mindful of how much they use it, lest their Ramita runs out.¡±
¡°Ah, I see¡¡± Eugene mumbled quietly deep in thought as a slight shiver ran down her spine.
She¡¯d originally thought the ss of Ramitas was only known to the Sang-je. Was this another deviation from the novel¡¯s plotline, the one she had written and believed she knew the best?
This was one of the most important details in the story!
Why don¡¯t I know any of this? She plunged into frustration. What about Flora? She wondered.
Flora was the main character in her novel. She was the only Anika powerful enough to fight against Jin Anika, who had be an incarnation of the dark force, Mara. Flora¡¯s Ramita was mighty, and yet, her Ramita wasn¡¯t spared for the sole reason of defeating the Army of Mara. Nobody, not even the Sang-je, warned her about the excessive use of her Ramita.
Was Flora different? Was she special because she was the main character?
¡°Then, what happens when you use all the powers?¡± Eugene asked.
¡°I don¡¯t know. But it wouldn¡¯t be ideal.¡± Kasser continued. ¡°Ramitas are what you are born with. It¡¯s a part of you. If that part of you goes empty, it will most probably create imbnce¡ one you cannot bear.¡±
¡°Like when you use up all the groundwater and the surface begins to cave in?¡±
¡°Yes, that¡¯s a perfect analogy.¡±
Eugene paused and thought things over, but was just unable to hold in her frustration. This was a novel she had created herself. Why didn¡¯t she know anything about it?!
¡°I don¡¯t understand why I can¡¯t remember anything.¡± She whispered in vexation.
Kasser mistook this as exasperation over her memory loss. And it hurt him that he couldn¡¯tfort her with all his support, especially since part of him did not want her to regain her memory. He liked her now, unlike when she was back then.
Oblivious to the man in her presence, Eugene was lost too deep in thought. To her knowledge, Jin didn¡¯t have any Ramita in her. Eugene wondered what kind of water body Jin had seen in her dream in this version. Perhaps a small puddle?
It was a good strategy that the Sang-je kept the ss of Ramita in each Anika a secret. The Ramita ss would interfere with their social ss, and it would have been turned into apetition between the Anikas to determine who held the greatest amount of Ramita.
¡°Oh, that reminds me of something.¡± Eugene broke her train of thought. ¡°I know it was long ago, but do you remember when you said that something went missing? What was it? Did you find it?¡± she queried.
Eugene waited for an answer but was given none. ¡°Your Majesty? Are you asleep?¡± she asked once more.
Still no answer. Eugene decided it wasn¡¯t something urgent enough to awaken someone with a busy day ahead.
I¡¯ll ask himter. She turned to lie on her back.
She knew despite their first impression, Kasser wasn¡¯t the kind of person to be easily upset. Something important had to have gone missing. But he never spoke of it again, which she found a little suspicious. Right now, they¡¯re not at the point where she¡¯d ask him candidly.
Eventually, her brooding turned her eyes heavy, softly nudging her towards sleep. However, she found that she couldn¡¯t. Not entirely. She even tried counting sheep until she hit a hundred, but she didn¡¯t grow tired. She had had a full night¡¯s sleep every other night recently, but tonight sleep seemed to be evading her like a prey its hunter. As she thought about the reasons behind this bizarre happenstance, it dawned upon her.
There was only one thing that was different about tonight¡
She flushed with embarrassment, unable to believe that she couldn¡¯t sleep because she hadn¡¯t had s*x!
This can¡¯t be it! I¡¯m just not tired enough! She told herself. I should take a long walk or something tomorrow.
Eugene decided to focus on something else to help her sleep. Soon, her thoughts drifted back to the Ramita¡
Water.
Eugene imagined herself floating on the tranquil waters of ake. Her body soon started to rx and her mind calmed down as if ready to fall asleep.
In fact, she thought she had, but suddenly knew she wasn¡¯t any longer.
Oh no! Why did I wake up again? She mentally groaned.
Her eyes were still closed. But she felt her body begin to waver, the sound of water sshing sending rms through her mind. This wasn¡¯t right. Something wasn¡¯t right!
Eugene snapped her eyes open and gasped at the sight in front of her.
Clear blue skies soared right above her. Nothing but the endless skies, reflected by the water she was stepping on.
What is this? Where am I?
The sky and water stretched out as far as her eyes could see until at the farthest end nothing but a thin line where the sky met the sea. She was floating listlessly on nothing but the water cushioning her from underneath.
The jarring sight made her nervous, as Eugene shot to her feet, shrieking in surprise. She looked around frantically, desperate to make sense of where she was, but saw nothing else but the water around her that sshed as she moved about.
Eugene looked down at her feet. The water wasn¡¯t too deep. It only came up to her ankles.
Am I dreaming? As she wondered, she closed her eyes tightly, then reopened them slowly. This time she found herself staring back at the ceiling in her own bedroom.
Huh? Eugene closed and opened her eyes once again. She was still in her bedroom, in her bed, only now she was alone. Odder still, she wasn¡¯t sure if she was dreaming the whole time or not.
She reyed her conversation with the Kasser in her head. He came to her and theyid side by side, talking until they fell asleep. That much was for sure. The evidence was in the body-shaped dent left on her sheets, the way it creased and the way his half was bunched up beside her. The king was usually up early, so it made sense that he left long before she woke up.
Eugene sat up with a numb head. If it was merely a dream, it had been a very vivid one.
Some see a reservoir, others see a pond, or even a well, the king¡¯s words rang in her mind.
Could it be? It couldn¡¯t.It was just a dream. What she saw was very realistic because she had pictured it quite clearly and right before sleeping.
But what if it wasn¡¯t just a dream, but a dream that showed the powers of her Ramita?
What the heck did I see?!
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Chapter 63 Hidden Meanings
Chapter 63 ¨C Hidden Meanings
By now, it was routine for Kasser to always pull out the silver tter located to the right of his desk before he¡¯d get any work done in early mornings. The tter held a multitude of letters, promptly delivered by the Grand Chambein. Scanning the pile of envelopes, he stopped as soon as he saw a single letter with a golden wax seal.
Only the Sang-je used gold wax, which would mean this was an important letter.
These letters were more often than not advisories or notes to the knights and were sometimes categorized as ssified, different from the everyday mail he would see on the silver tter.
He quickly snatched the letter, set aside the tter, and hastily unsealed it. As he read through the contents, his face slowly drained of all color before he frozepletely.
¡°Grand Chambein!¡± He called out, and the doors to his office, which was connected to the Grand Chambein¡¯s smaller office, promptly opened.
¡°Yes, Your Majesty?¡± The Grand Chambein took a step forward as he replied, bowing in greetings.
¡°When did this maile through?¡±
¡°It was this morning, Your Majesty.¡±
¡°Who brought it in?¡±
¡°It came early in the morning by a mail coach. There was nothing different in the time, or the postman, Your Majesty. Would you like me to acquire further details?¡±
¡°¡ No. That won¡¯t be necessary,¡± said the King before he gestured the other away.
Then, Kasser reread the letter. Trying tomit the letter to memory, dissecting it with great care.
There was no doubt in his mind that it was indeed the Sang-je himself, who¡¯d signed the letter. After all, using the Sang-je¡¯s signature had to undergo a series of procedures to assure authenticity and confidentiality. This was more time consuming than a normal seal.
The king would then receive the letter, delivered by the Sang-je¡¯s knight before the knight would head back with a reply from the receiver to his master.
It¡¯s not a confidential letter, but¡
In hindsight, there was nothing special about the letter. It was but a general greeting. However, Kasser wasn¡¯t close enough to exchange personal letters with the Sang-je. He did not feel any need to develop a certain friendship with the Sang-je either. Kasser had married and didn¡¯t need anything further from him.
The Kingdom of Hashi traditionally was literally and figuratively far from the Holy City. Other kings frequented the Holy City. Some spent the active periods in their own kingdoms, and when the dry periodsmenced moved to the city.
But the King of Hashi never left his kingdom, save a few asions to visit the Holy City: when the Sang-je had summoned, and for his marriage.
Kasser never feltfortable staying in the Holy City. But ever since he was crowned king, he had to visit the Holy City during the start of every dry period. He also needed to get married to procure an heir to the throne. And the best part of being married was that he no longer had to visit the city as often.
He re-read thest line of the Sang-je¡¯s letter.
The gate of the city is always open and will never turn you and your sufferings away. Please convey my regards to Jin Anika as well.
It was merely a formal expression. It was no secret that the Sang-je treasured the Anikas, so it wasn¡¯t unusual that he would send his regards.
But this letter wasn¡¯t an ordinary letter.
The Sang-je would always send out two letters a year, a letter of encouragement before the start of the active period, and a letter of constion right after the active period. As he had received this letter since he was a prince, he assumed that all the other kings received the same letter.
He pulled out a letter of encouragement he received earlier that year. On the bottom of that letter was the same line. It always said¡
The gate of the city is always open and will never turn a blind eye to your sufferings.
Kasser then ordered the page to bring in all the letters from the Sang-je he had ever received as king. He spread out the letters on his desk,paring them and carefully noting the closing line of each and every letter.
Without fail, they concluded with the same sentence every time. He never paid much thought or attention to that final line; he didn¡¯t regard it as the main message of the letter after all.
How odd! He mused to himself as he studied thetest letter he¡¯d received.
Now that he was reading the line carefully, he realized that they weren¡¯t words offort. The words held a greater purpose as if some sort of demand¨C the kings were required to report to the Sang-je if anything was wrong with the Anikas they were with.
Maybe I¡¯m just over-analyzing this? He didn¡¯t have anything to report to the Sang-je, nor did he need his help.
Except for the queen¡¯s memory loss.
But that was something that he made sure no one outside the pce knew about. There was no way the Sang-je would suspect something had happened in the Kingdom of Hashi. He¡¯d always finished his letters with the same remark. It was nothing new.
Nheless, Kasser couldn¡¯t ignore his intuition, the one that¡¯d kept him alive to this point, which told him there was more to this line.
He sat back down and took out a piece of parchment and pen, as he decided to reply, thinking the Sang-je would send a more direct letter if there was anything he needed to say. His hand hovered over the paper in thought, before he wrote down with smooth and swift strokes, articting everything in a formal and respectful manner.
As he wrote the letter, Kasser pretended nothing was amiss, and that Jin Anika had certainly not lost her memory. Then, he outlined with great care his gratitude at receiving the unexpected letter. He included words of ttery, and a few more which held no meaning to him if only to prompt a reply from the Sang-je.
He needed to be careful.
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Chapter 64 The Missing National Treasure (1)
Chapter 64 ¨C TheMissingNationalTreasure(1)
May the holy light of Mahar always be with you.
Kasser wrote thest line, and once he was done, put the pen down and began to fold the parchment in half while summoning the Grand Chambein. When the Grand Chambein arrived, he handed the folded letter to him.
¡°This is a letter for the Sang-je,¡± Kasser said, ¡°Make sure it is personally delivered by our postman.¡±
¡°Yes, Your Majesty.¡± The Grand Chambein bowed as he dismissed himself before setting out to carry the orders.
Kasser estimated that the mail wouldn¡¯t take more than ten days until the Sang-je would receive it. It was the average a regr mail by coach would take after all. However, in the active period, it could take over a month to deliver.
Kasser didn¡¯t take too kindly of the Sang-je meddling in his marriage and his kingdom. He didn¡¯t owe him enough to tell him everything happening in the Kingdom of Hashi in great detail, so he left things in the letter ambiguous at best. He was certain because of this, the Sang-je would prod, asking more and more about the wellbeing of Jin.
If worse came to worst, he¡¯d send out an invitation to the Holy City. That way he could salvage the situation.
Whatever I do, will cause trouble. Rhythmically tapping his fingers on top of his desk, he mulled things over.
He may not want the queen¡¯s memory to return, however, he knew better. It wasn¡¯t ideal or safe for Jin Anika to stay that way, especially when she¡¯d forgotten the ways of an Anika. No one could teach her that, only the Sang-je.
If the queen agrees to travel to the Holy City¡ His thoughts began to trail off.
He could always prevent her from leaving during the active period, exining to her how dangerous travelling could be. But it was not possible to do so when the dry period began. He wouldn¡¯t have a viable reason to hold her back. He was certain that she currently did not n to break their contract. She was cooperating now, and he¡¯d no reason to interrogate her any further. After all, there was no use to questioning her of things she couldn¡¯t remember.
However, should she head back to the Holy City, recover her memory, she¡¯d most likely revert to her cruel, conniving self. Therefore, the probability of her breaking the contract would be exponential. She wouldn¡¯t even think about returning to Hashi by then. He couldn¡¯t force her, especially an Anika, to leave the Holy City for his kingdom. The Sang-je would no doubt respect her wishes, and even protect her if pushes to shove. He¡¯d always be at their side, protecting them.
And while divorce wasn¡¯t a foreign concept, the procedures weren¡¯t as simple. It would only mean he¡¯d need another Anika to give birth to an heir for his throne.
It would onlyplicate matters further. As he thought things through, he let out a groan as he pulled his hair in frustration. He slumped over his desk, cradling his head in his hands.
Everybody knew that the queen was an Anika. Wasn¡¯t that enough? It shouldn¡¯t matter if she couldn¡¯t sense her Ramita, although he understood her desire to learn about herself. It was simply human nature.
Looking back, he couldn¡¯t help but chuckle as he recalled Eugene¡¯s words from yesterday. How did shee up with such an idea? Touching the seed? I have to emphasize that she can¡¯t do that. Ever! He added as an afterthought.
The Grand Chambein peered at Kasser and approached him slowly.
¡°Your Majesty. Baroness Wais is requesting to see you,¡± said he, bowing his head lowly in reverence.
Kasser straightened up and nodded.
¡°Send her in.¡±
Soon, Marianne entered the room and bowed her head. Marianne had been re-employed as a nanny and a tutor into the pce and was bestowed the title of Baroness.
As a woman not of noble birth, she wouldn¡¯t be holding a title. However, when she served as a General in the pce, she had been given an honorary title, which was revoked when she left the service.
Kasser wanted to permanently assign a noble title to Marianne when she first left, but she had declined repeatedly. Thus, she was called ¡°former general officer¡± for a long time, until finally agreeing to ept the title of Baroness.
¡°Your Majesty, Her Grace ns to leave the pce after sundown tonight. I believe she has discussed this with you before.¡± She apprised him.
Kasser nodded.
¡°Yes, I have. Where will she go?¡±
¡°Her Grace has not revealed a destination. She desires to keep it confidential. I havee to you to ask your advice on assigning guards around her.¡±
¡°If it is confidential, then you shouldn¡¯t assign too many.¡± A couple of his guards who were skillful yet covert during their duty came to his mind.
¡°I am not sure if what you have nned would suit what Her Grace has in mind.¡± Marianne told him pointedly.
Kasser frowned. He didn¡¯t understand where she was heading with this.
As if sensing his confusion, she sighed and rephrased her words.
¡°I merely believe that the queen has her own ns if the frequency of her visits is anything to go by.¡± She straightened up. ¡°If I may, Your Majesty, I think it would only bring more trouble picking out a different guard every time she exits the pce gates.¡±
¡°And what would you suggest, Baroness?¡±
¡°I think it would be best to let the queen pick the guards herself. It¡¯s important that she gets along with them well. Especially when they would be spending a significant amount of time together outside the pce gates.¡± She pointed out, amidst Kasser¡¯s sonorous tapping of his fingers on top of his desk.
¡°Does she have anyone in mind?¡±
¡°No, Your Majesty. I believe that you should discuss this with Her Grace. Perhaps at noon, today?¡±
Kasser let out a deep sigh, finally grasping Marianne¡¯s intentions. ¡°So, you want me to have lunch with her?¡±
¡°Not exactly, Your Majesty. I am simply¨C¡±
Before she could finish, she was cut off with a wave of Kasser¡¯s hand.
¡°Fine, I will have lunch with the queen today. I¡¯ll send a page to her.¡±
¡°Please do not mistake me, Your Majesty. Her Grace did not send me here today.¡± Marianne insisted, and Kasser nodded, humming in agreement as he went about his morning duties.
¡°Don¡¯t worry, I won¡¯t.¡± He knew if it were the queen¡¯s desire, she would find him and speak to him directly herself.
With this thought, he realized that he was predicting her actions with his knowledge of the type of person she was. For thest three years of marriage, he hadn¡¯t even had the interest to know such information. The queen, he thought of now, was the queen with memory loss.
He knew she was still the same person. But for some reason, he kept considering them as twopletely different people. At some point, he had stopped suspecting she was pretending to have trouble remembering anything.
Not long after Marianne left, Kasser paid a visit to the national treasure storage; his first visit since the incident of its disappearance. Under the King¡¯s orders, the storage was guarded tightly by the soldiers. They were paired in teams, leaving no space for anyone to sneak in without getting caught.
When Kasser showed himself, the chief inspector bowed deeply.
¡°I suspect you haven¡¯t had any unwanted visitors?¡± He inquired as soon as he arrived at the door.
¡°No, Your Majesty.¡± The chief answered with a disy of confidence. ¡°No one has dared.¡±
¡°And no one has entered the storage?¡±
¡°It is so, Your Majesty. As you ordered, no one has been permitted to enter, even for general inspection.¡±
¡°Open the gates.¡± Kassermanded.
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Chapter 65 The Missing National Treasure (2)
Chapter 65 ¨C The Missing National Treasure (2)
The chief inspector unlocked a heavy padlock, opening tworge stone walls that gated the treasure storage. On the other side of the stone gate, was an endless hallway.
Kasser stepped inside, his steps bouncing against the walls of the hallway. It had numerous doors to each side of the hallway, and behind each door were treasures of varying sizes and values.
He continued to walk until he reached the end of the hallway. In front of him was one of the many rooms, but its contents were not only that of a national treasure but also a collection of the most priceless of treasures, including a diary that contained the knowledge of the early days of the establishment of the kingdom. It also had the old seal of the state, the firstmemorative coin of the kingdom, along with many others which held great significance over the course of history.
To others who dared steal from his treasure vault, whening to this room, they may only be a bunch of cheap trinkets. But to Kasser, these items held great historical value.
He paused in front of a stone. It was carved into a small sculpture of two hands which were in a cupping position, one palm delicately cradling the other. It was a testament to the sculpture¡¯s skill and talent for the sculpture captured the softness of the hands, despite being carved into stone.
However, the treasure was not the sculpture, but what the hands held. Or, supposed to be holding.
The treasure was about the size of an egg. It appeared to be ck, but ording to legends, it appeared that way because of the rich crimson blood that had hardened over it.
What made the queen dare to¡ he quickly cut off his thoughts before they turned towards a darker road.
The treasure the sculpted hands once held, the one that went missing, was a seed. But this seed had been bathed in blood and had thus failed to germinate. There was nothing left of the seed to grow.
The records from so long ago, before official records had even begun, had told of a Brobdingnagian Larking to the Kingdom of Hashi. It had attacked the kingdom, ughtered, and bathed the streets with blood.
But the Lark did not stop there. It stole the seed, which Kasser¡¯s ancestors had harvested, which was eventually retrieved after its defeat.
In the stories handed down from generation to generation, the treasure was referred to as the Lark¡¯s seed. Kasser was skeptical to believe the tales back then. He knew from experience, a Lark¡¯s seed was norger than his pinky finger.
If it was truly a Lark¡¯s seed, then he couldn¡¯t imagine just how huge the Lark actually was.
Through generations, the treasure was introduced as a seed of a Lark. Kasser was never sure if he believed the story. Normal Lark seeds he had seen were small. If it was a true Lark seed, the monster it housed was abnormallyrge.
Is it appropriate to hide the national treasure that has been stolen?
He was still unsure as to why it was stolen. He thought he would feel morefortable if an actual valuable treasure had been taken. He stared at the empty hands for some time before he finally turned and left.
Once again, he warned his guards to secure the entrance. He watched the stone gates close and fasten by the padlock. Once he was satisfied that the storage was secured, he turned on his heels and left the vaults.
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The royal couple had lunch together in the living room, as always. They ate quietly, and the gears in Eugene¡¯s mind kept turning as the silence between them continued. When she had finished, she spoke up.
¡°Your Majesty, I have something I would like to say.¡±
Kasser met her gaze in a pointed manner and gestured for everyone to leave the room. The servants left without a word, leaving the two alone at the dining table.
No longer did the servants feel nervous at the thought of leaving the two monarchs alone together. They could see that something between the two had begun to change, which was a positive development.
¡°We can count on this location for every lunch, huh?¡± Eugene couldn¡¯t figure out why the two never ate in the dining room.
¡°Well, the dining room isn¡¯t quite the ce to have a conversation.¡± Kasser replied as if reading her mind, leaning back in his chair to face her more properly.
Eugene pictured its high ceilings and nodded in agreement. Voices echoed across the room, and it was toorge to feel secure in. Sensing her apprehension, Kasser decided to change the topic.
¡°I heard you n to leave the pce after sundown.¡±
Eugene snapped back to the conversation at hand. ¡°Yes. I wanted to discuss with you which guard to take with me, but there¡¯s another matter I¡¯d like to discuss first,¡± she said.
¡°Yes?¡±
¡°The Ramita¡¡±
She began, but trailed off, his brows furrowed. Eugene watched him carefully, mindful of any change in his expression before she proceeded. And it was clear to her that something was indeed bothering him.
¡°You said that the ss of Ramita is determined by the depth and width of the image of water in an Anika¡¯s dream. Ranging from a well to a pond.¡± She began fiddling with her fingers. ¡°I wanted to ask, does a pond have a higher ss since it¡¯s wider?¡± she asked, leaning forward slightly.
Kasser chuckled mirthlessly.
¡°This isn¡¯t something I can tell you.¡± He answered, sighing in resignation.
Eugene frowned. ¡°And why not?¡±
¡°I don¡¯t have enough knowledge on Ramitas. All I know is that the depth or width of the water doesn¡¯t matter. Anika isn¡¯t something that you assess.¡±
The queen, Kasser knew before she lost her memory, would never let anyone speak of Anikas in her presence. Anikas generally had high self-esteem, however, hers wasn¡¯t natural pride, it was overconfidence.
But now she brought Anikas up herself. He wondered how she would react when her memory returned and she¡¯d recall these conversations.
This was also one of the many reasons he wasn¡¯t doubtful of her faking her memory loss. Before, she always rubbed him off in the wrong way, making his blood boil like a fiery sea. However, now, he found himself seeking her out. Her presence now was like a breath of fresh air. Especially after his earlier visit to the treasure vault.
What¡¯s so great about Anikas? Eugene mused, sulking a bit when she found no more answers. She, herself, was living as an Anika, but she couldn¡¯t understand their elitism.
Perhaps because there wasn¡¯t much reason to begin with on how Jin Anika became the main viin. She had only ever been so sure of her worth, that when it was proven otherwise, she lost the will to fight.
¡°I¡¯ll be careful with what I say in front of others.¡± She persisted. ¡°Please, I¡¯m sure you have an answer.¡± She implored.
Kasser sighed and thought about it long and hard, trying to recall all that he was told.
¡°Well, it must be the well.¡± He decided.
And Eugene frowned¡
¡°Why?¡±
¡°A well is deeper than a pond.¡±
Chapter 66 Princess of Sloan Kingdom
Chapter 66 ¨C PrincessofSloanKingdom
¡°Then what about thergest body of water an Anika can see?¡± Eugene probed, refusing to leave it at that. ¡°Surely you must have an idea? Tell me, ake? A river, perhaps?¡±
¡°Jin, I already told you.¡± Kasser sighed, rather helplessly. ¡°There is a limit to what I know.¡±
Eugene frowned and sighed exasperatedly.
¡°I understand that I need to see the Sang-je if I want the answers to my questions. But I don¡¯t want to see him.¡± She murmured. ¡°Is there really no other way?¡± she asked him, pleadingly.
Kasser frowned, shaking his head in utter defeat.
¡°I don¡¯t understand,¡± he said, ¡°Why don¡¯t you want to see the Sang-je?¡±
¡°To see the Sang-je, I would need to go to the Holy City.¡± She answered, as if it was all the answer he needed.
¡°And you do not want to go to the Holy City?¡± he asked in confusion.
Eugene sighed. She didn¡¯t know how to express herself at the moment, nheless, she tried.
¡°I¡¯m still getting used to my surroundings. I think leaving the kingdom and exploring new ces will simply be too overwhelming.¡± She stated her reason.
Kasser found himself inwardly rejoicing at this fact. Instantaneously he nodded in approval, wracking his mind for ways in which she could seek the knowledge she wanted without having to meet the Sang-je, or going too far. One that would bring the least ramifications to his kingdom.
¡°How about meeting another Anika?¡± Kasser suggested.
Eugene perked up.
It was perfect!
¡°Who?¡± She gasped, leaning forward in her eagerness.
¡°The princess of the Kingdom of Sloan.¡± Kasser replied.
Eugene nodded enthusiastically, suddenly remembering a specific man.
Yes, she remembered now! When she wrote her story, there was a character in his fifties, much older than most kings in her story. He was the King of Sloan, King Richard.
King Richard was wise and gentle yet firm. It was because of this character that she was able to further her story, otherwise all the five kings would have only wanted to fight one another, and then her story would be just about wars.
The thing that set King Richard apart, was that he refused to take part in any conflict. He was older than them, and thus saw the younger kings¡¯ shes akin to children quarreling over toys.
As for the other five kings, they held great respect for the wizened old king, even seeking out his wisdom, heeding to his advice, especially when it came to their petty squabbles. He was the sole reason none of the fights between the other kings ever turned into war.
Honestly speaking, it¡¯s King Richard who should be hailed as the hero of Mahar. Eugene felt, the more she thought about the story she wrote.
Richard had a grown-up son, but princes could not take part in the battle with the Larks. The prince¡¯s Praz would only fully develop when the preceding king died and they¡¯d finally ascended the throne. Until then, their powers would never reach their full potential, and thus be useless in the battlefield.
Should the prince die, the Kingdom of Sloan would be in grave danger.
That¡¯s why the prince would always assume his father¡¯s throne whenever the king would be out for battle. She remembered never giving any of the kings any formal role in the story, they¡¯re only ever mentioned in passing.
Richard¡¯s son would be a good man, without a doubt.
¡°If I do agree to meet them, does that mean I have to visit the Kingdom of Sloan, myself?¡± she asked.
Kasser nodded. The Kingdom of Sloan was not far from Hashi, so he didn¡¯t find it a hassle.
¡°You may go and visit them,¡± said he, ¡°Or, you could invite them over to Hashi.¡± He suggested.
¡°I think I¡¯d rather invite them over.¡± Seeing him nod in agreement, she asked out of curiosity, ¡°When did the Prince of Sloan get married?¡±
¡°Last year.¡±
¡°Then, the princess¡¯s age¡?¡±
¡°She is two years younger than you.¡±
Eugene said nothing else, still looking a bit lost as her brows furrowed.
¡°Is there a problem?¡± Kasser carefully asked.
¡°I think¡ I might know her. I mean obviously, I don¡¯t remember clearly,¡± Eugene said nervously, backtracking a little.
Anikas were known to be born every couple of years. But there was a period when no Anikas were born for a long time. The first Anika to be born after that period was Jin. So Jin and the Anika born before her were 10 years apart.
The Holy City held a huge celebration in the year Jin was born, after all it had been many years without the birth of one. Moreover, in the year Jin was born, another Anika was born, making that two Anikas within a year.
Those two Anikas were Jin and Flora.
Flora, the protagonist. What does she look like? Eugene couldn¡¯t help but muse.
And though Anikas have always been treated with utmost respect and care, none received as much love and interest like Jin and Flora did. It was even rumoured that even the Sang-je would send them his regards every morning before starting with his morning duties, which was very different to the treatment the seeding Anikas¡¯ received. They¡¯d been easily neglected and not much care nor love was given.
If the princess was two years younger than Jin, the two would have spent their childhood together in the Holy City.
¡°Were you two friends?¡± Kasser asked curiously.
Jin wasn¡¯t your average wicked woman, she was the wicked woman. She would have spent her days in the Holy City as the queen bee and enjoyed harassing others, even in her youth, even when the said victims would be fellow Anikas.
Flora wasn¡¯t someone that Jin could bully easily, so an Anika two years younger than her would have been the perfect target for Jin to torment.
¡°I don¡¯t think she would ept the invitation. We¡ didn¡¯t exactly get along, at least that¡¯s what I remember.¡± She told him weakly, Kasser nodded in understanding.
¡°Well¡ I-I think I could have been mean to the Princess of Sloan back in the days in the Holy City.¡± She finally blurted the truth.
Kasser chuckled. ¡°How bad could you have been? The princess is also an Anika, just like you.¡± He pointed out.
Eugene shrugged. ¡°I don¡¯t know. Maybe gossip, or bullying.¡± She mumbled as she thought. When she looked up, she could still see the amusement glistening in the king¡¯s eye. A sudden realization befell her.
He wasn¡¯t taking me seriously!
Wow, he really doesn¡¯t have any tact, does he? She huffed in thought. He may have a tough exterior, but he wasn¡¯t cruel. He was practically caring. He didn¡¯t talk as any lover would, didn¡¯t treat her how husbands should, but he hadn¡¯t done anything untoward either.
Upon that note, she found herself smiling.
In her novel, Kasser had as many ws as much as he had strengths. Whenever he opened his mouth, he¡¯d spit out harsh remarks that made others ufortable. He¡¯d simply tear down their pride like paper walls, and would feel no remorse, especially when they were wrong.
But the Kasser in front of her wasn¡¯t offensive at all. He wasn¡¯t that kind of person right now.
The character in her novel and the man that sat across the dining table were very different. So different, that suddenly, she felt like Kasser was much farther than he actually was.
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Chapter 67 Come With Me
Chapter 67 ¨C ComeWithMe
¡°Anyways, I¡¯ll send over an official invitation. Unless there is an inevitable reason, she won¡¯t reject the invitation, so don¡¯t worry. Whatever feeling she has towards you is personal, and that shouldn¡¯te between you and her in official affairs.¡± Kasser exined to her further.
Eugene slowly nodded. He did have a point.
¡°But you have to be respectful.¡± Kasser continued. ¡°You can¡¯t ask her things like the image of water she saw in her dream.¡±
¡°Yes, of course I know that,¡± Eugene said.
Kasser studied her face to make sure she wasn¡¯t only saying things he wanted to hear.
¡°Jin, I know it is important for you to understand yourself, but you need to be more aware that you are an Anika yourself.¡±
¡°Okay, I¡¯ll make sure to remember that.¡± Eugene replied obediently, but inwardly, she felt defiant.
She always felt that the social ss of Anikas was overestimated in the Mahar. At least the kings used their Praz to fight the Larks and protect the kingdom, but what did the queens ever do? Give birth to a prince? But that thought alone, for her, wasn¡¯t enough for Anikas to be treated with privilege.
I guess I have to meet with the Sang-je after all. I don¡¯t think the Princess of Sloan will be of any help.
Eugene mulled over before sensing Kasser¡¯s gaze on her. She looked up, and stared right back at him.
¡°Is there anything else Your Majesty wants to say?¡± Eugene asked him.
Kasser shook his head. It never ceased to amaze him how drastic her changes were.
Years ago, Kasser remembered how he¡¯d once scolded Jin for treating his servants with unnecessary cruelty. At first, he addressed this to her in a mannerly fashion, but as her behavior progressed more violently, he started to raise his voice at her. Whenever he did, the queen would always reply the same way.
¡®Leave me alone. I am in charge of what goes around in the pce.¡¯
Kasser believed that the fundamental essence of a person was constant. But looking at Jin now, he doubted himself whether that was really the case.
¡°You asked me if Anikas also see ake, or a river. I just remembered something. Remember the old tree in the middle of the main square in the Holy City?¡± Kasser suddenly said.
¡°Yes, I remember that.¡± Eugene replied.
She didn¡¯t need Kasser to describe it to her, for she remembered every detail she saw in the main square, she could even draw it if someone asked her to. The main square was the centre of her story in the novel. She dedicated pages and pages to describing the square, so it was obvious she knew the tree very well.
In the center of the main square of the Holy City, there stood an old tree nted over a thousand years ago. The tree was so vast, that it required many people to hug the tree trunk, arms spread wide, to go around it once. Its lush branches and leaves were so thick, it covered the sun, creating a huge shadow that nketed nearly every inch of the square.
Legend has it that centuries before, the tree germinated from a single Lark seed triggered by an Anika¡¯s touch.
The tree was far too old to blossom flowers or bear fruits nheless, offering a cool shelter from the sun during the hottest of summer days. The people of the city were grateful for the tree and acknowledged it as a symbol of theirs.
When Jin attacked the city with an army of Mara, the tree was upheaved mercilessly and ruthlessly. The Sang-je tried to bring the tree back to life, but he had miserably failed. Only a small stump remained in its ce. And though justice had been won, the scars left behind were permanent damage. The stump stood as a clear testimony of their losses in war.
¡°Apparently, the seed of that tree was purple.¡±
Lark seeds were of seven colors. And inside a purple seed, the most powerful Larky asleep.
¡°I heard that the Anika that was responsible for the blossoming of the tree had seen ake in her dreams.¡±
¡°Ake¡?¡± Eugene repeated.
¡°A pond, well, reservoir and ake.¡± Kasser exined.
¡°So, none of them are running waters.¡± She concluded.
Eugene understood then that Ramitas were examples of finite water. However, flowing water could be replenished regardless of how much you take from it. But still, the thing about flowing waters is that you¡¯ll never be able to touch the same water as you did, even a second ago.
So, is theke the highest grade? Then what was that I saw in my dream? Was it just a silly dream after all? Eugene grew more and more confused.
¡°Anyways, what did you have in mind about the guards when you leave the pce?¡± Seeing her immersed in thoughts, Kasser asked to shift the topic.
¡°I don¡¯t want anything too grand.¡±
¡°It depends on where you¡¯re going.¡±
¡°Well today¡ maybe just the market? I¡¯m not nning to go anywhere too far. Like I said, I don¡¯t remember anything, and I don¡¯t want to overload myself.¡±
The queen only went in and out of her study and not anywhere else in the pce. He still couldn¡¯t understand why she restrained herself so much.
The queen he knew wasn¡¯t an introvert. The first time he saw her was in a ballroom, roaming around and talking to everyone as if she had lived there.
She always had someone beside her and was proficient at talking to people. She lookedfortable in extravagant parties. She would¡¯ve enjoyed high society meetings and meeting new people. But after they got married, she didn¡¯t take any interest in high society meetings in the Kingdom of Hashi.
¡°Five¡ no, five guards are not enough,¡±,Kasser said,ing back from his reminiscence.
¡°What do you mean five? Five guards are more than enough. I was thinking maybe just one.¡± Eugene rebuffed.
¡°I cannot let you out with only one guard!¡± Kasser rejected her idea.
¡°Having five guards around me is definitely going to look suspicious.¡± Eugene exined.
¡°Five is the absolute minimum I will allow.¡± He persisted, but Eugene was fuming
¡°One.¡± Eugene negotiated.
¡°Five or nothing. You won¡¯t be allowed to step out otherwise.¡±
¡°You said that I wouldn¡¯t need your permission¡!¡± Eugene raised her voice. This only triggered Kasser to raise his voice too.
¡°I made myself clear that you need to be put under escort! I¡¯m letting you go out with the best guards so that I don¡¯t have to worry about what you do or where you go!¡±
¡°But fiverge soldiers are going to stand out in the crowd!¡±
¡°That¡¯s what guards are for!¡± Kasser stood his ground, the frustration seeping in his tone. ¡°You need to protect yourself before something happens, not after. It¡¯s important that no one even attempts to attack you!¡±
Eugene red at him, realizing they would never meet an agreement. It was unfair, she wasn¡¯t helpless, she was incensed.
¡°Then why don¡¯t you juste with me?¡± She suggested sarcastically.
But Kassertched on to the idea like a bee would to honey.
¡°Yes. Perhaps that would be better.¡± He didn¡¯t waste a breath to agree.
¡°It¡¯s going to be a quick look around¡ what?¡± Eugene suddenly realized what he had said. ¡°You¡¯re¡ really going to go with me?¡±
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Chapter 68 Faith in the Monarch (1)
Chapter 68 ¨C FaithintheMonarch(1)
There was a tense moment of silence between the two of them, before Kasser leaned forward in concern.
¡°Are you okay?¡± he asked, and she blinked and nodded.
¡°Yes, I¡¯m okay.¡±
Isthisguypurelyna?veorjustsoft-hearted?
Kasser had faithfully kept his contract with Jin. But since Jin betrayed him, he must have been so infuriated with her.
Eugene remembered the day when Kasser barged into her chambers with a frightening expression. That day was full of resentment and anger, but looking back, he indeed deserved to be that furious with Jin.
Eventhoughshelosthermemory,itseemsmostlikelythatsheistheoneatfaulthere.Butafterknowingofthememoryloss,theKingdidnotdisyanyhintofangernorbroughtupthattopicagain.
He did not even press her to regain the memories she lost at the earliest possible moment. He just replied to everything that she asked, gave her what she needed. And now, he wanted to escort her around the kingdom. He is such a busy man, but that only cemented his genuinity in the offer.
Her feelings of frustration soon subsided.
¡®fheknewthatIamnotJin¡ªasamatteroffact,anentirelydifferentperson¡Howwillhereact? She worried.
¡°Then, can we go outside without escorts?¡± she resumed, and Kasser sighed.
¡°No, we cannot go without them.¡±
¡°If that¡¯s the case, can we go with only one escort? Or I¡¯ll just shut myself indoors and stay depressed,¡± she huffed in her chair, and Kasser stared at her in silence.
How could she make her depressed state a tool for makingpromises? But what¡¯s odder is the fact that the very word sounded awkwarding from her lips.
Phwoosh!
A re had suddenly erupted.
Kasser rose to his feet and hurriedly went to the windows to assess what was happening. Intrigued, Eugene did the same and followed him. She stood beside him and watched as the sunny skies were riddled with yellow smoke.
¡°Huh¡.¡± Eugene breathed in wonder, since her time here, she hadn¡¯t seen any res used. And she¡¯s been here for three weeks, ever since the active period had begun. She watched in childish amazement as the res gradually began to change colors.
Seeing the res a couple of times, she began to feel dread settle in her stomach. She remembers that red res meant danger in the active period. And she doesn¡¯t know when it will be, but she could feel that any moment now, it wille. Her hands suddenly felt mmy, her chest constricting as she kept watching the res continue to burst above them.
And from beside her, Kasser moved. With quick hands and feet, he opened up the windows and ran towards the balcony. He stopped at the edge, ncing down, and let out a shrill whistle. Eugene followed him, and stopped beside him once more, ncing downwards as well, wondering what the rush was about.
¡°What are you looking for?¡±
¡°Abu.¡±
As soon as he said that, Eugene saw a ck horse galloping towards them.
¡°Your highness.¡± a voice piped up from behind them, making Eugene jolt in surprise. She swiftly turned around and saw a knight, bending his knees to the ground as he offered a sword to the king¡¯s direction.
As if expecting it, Kasser swiftly took the sword and turned back to look at her.
¡°My Queen.¡±
¡°Yes?¡± she squeaked, and she looked at him, but his attention wasn¡¯t on her.
¡°Let¡¯s just discuss the selection of the escort when I return.¡±
¡°Alright. It¡¯s not urgent anyway.¡± she agreed, waving him off, when he suddenly hoisted himself over the balcony. In his hand was the sword, whilst the other clung on the rails as he prepared to jump over.
Eugene gasped in surprise as she saw him do so, and eximed.
¡°Don¡¯t! That¡¯s dang¨C¡±
But he jumped off, effectively cutting off any of her protests. Eugene brought a hand over her mouth to stifle a scream and rushed to the rails, when she caught sight of Kasser, engulfed in blue wisps of energy,nding him safely to the ground.
It was the first time she was seeing the king openly use his Praz since the re exploded. And as she watched him jump and swing his legs to ride the horse nearing him in great speed, no longer was Abu a horse.
The blue energy wrapped around him, and when it gave a burst, Abu was transformed into a ck leopard.
She gasped as she watched them jump over walls and ran vertically. Feeling the adrenaline leave her body, her knees gave out from beneath her, making her fall to the floor, as her grip on the rails remained.
¡°Your Grace!¡±
¡°Are you alright?¡± Thedy maids rushed out to the balcony to support her.
¡°I¡¯m fine. I was just a bit surprised,¡± Eugene mumbles, as they grab her and gently escorted her back inside. She clung to them as her support. They sat her on a sofa, fussing over her before one of them left to bring her some warm tea.
The head servant restlessly moved around the sofa¡
¡°Are you all right?¡± she asked again, and Eugene waved her concerns off.
¡°It¡¯s not a big deal. No need to report this frivolous happening to the King.¡±
¡°Yes, Your Highness.¡±
The reason why Eugene was astounded was not that she was shocked, but because she got carried away. After all, it was not every day that she just witnesses such an unrealistic, mystical scene.
Itwasindeedwonderful.
Then, images began shing through her mind like a motion picture¡ªthe King leaping from the balcony with only one hand grasping the railing, him jumping veiled in his Praz in the shape of a snake, and hopping on to the back of Abuwhich turned into a beast¡ªall of these scenes kept reying inside her head like a photo album.
But she knows it wasn¡¯t a fake video produced with a fancy special technique, all of it was real¡ªwhich she had just witnessed right in front of her eyes.
She brought up the teacup to her lips as soon as it was slightly cooled down with both of her hands. Her heart throbbed. She was mesmerized with the King¡¯s facial expression as he leaped over the railing of the balcony.
He seems a little indifferent, but he knows his strength very well. It seems she can now understand what this charisma was needed to reign over the people meant.
The door of the reception room opened as Marianne rushed in. Eugene smiled as she gazed at her ghastly pale face.
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Chapter 69 Faith in the Monarch (2)
Chapter 69 ¨C FaithintheMonarch(2)
¡°Everyone, please leave,¡± she ordered, and the servants bowed. Everyone left the room except Marianne and Eugene. She then exined the situation to Marianne.
¡°I don¡¯t know if the maids will think me weird about this. But I overreacted like it was my first time seeing it.¡±
¡°Do not worry, Your Grace,¡± Marianne said, smiling softly when Eugene frowned. ¡°I must make sure a word of this would not spread. His Highness works tirelessly for all of us; thest thing his subordinates must do is to gossip about their Queen.¡±
Eugene nodded.
Marianne continued, ¡°The King would surely be back just before sunset to be with you.¡±
¡°Just to be with me? May I ask what you are insinuating?¡±
Marianne hesitated a little before speaking carefully, ¡°Since you¡¯ve been ill, Your Grace, the King always goes out before sunrise andes back at sunset. Before, he rarely stayed in the castle, working even at night.¡±
¡°I thought he only works in his study all day long¡¡±
A shake of her head, Marianne smiled, ¡°He used to work during the night as well, Your Grace. But¡¡±
¡°¡.¡±
Eugene looked down and stared at the recently emptied tea ss she had been fumbling with her hands. Her ears felt burning.
It seems that during this activity period, there will be long working hours until night. But he had alwayse to her room every night though.
¡°Your Grace, this might be impudent of me, but if I may speak freely¡ It¡¯s really good to see both of you getting along nicely. Please forgive the King whenever hemits a mistake¡ªthough I¡¯m not saying that you should always forgive him¡ He is just not good at expressing his feelings.¡±
Marianne¡¯s voice wavered a little as she spoke. As Eugene looked up, she saw Marianne¡¯s face, with bloodshot eyes.
She was moved by Marianne¡¯s genuine concern for the King. She had presumed that the King has aplicated family background. But since Marianne stood by his side, he has not gone astray and grew up well.
Having this conversation, Eugene somehow felt envious of the King. If someone like Marianne had stood with her since she was young, she imagined that her life would not be difficult.
¡°Marianne,¡± she called out softly and the Baroness looked up at her, ¡°I know the King is a good man.¡± she said with a gentle smile, and Marianne returned her with a beaming smile herself. ¡°Yes, he is truly kind with a gentle heart.¡± she finished, and Marianne pulled away from her with a confused look upon her face.
Kindandgentle-hearted?
No matter how hard he tried to show that, those words never did suit him. It also wasn¡¯t one she¡¯d associate with him, despite knowing the king the most.
¡°The King himself will be touring me aroundter.¡± Marianne quipped, and Eugene blinked.
¡°Really? The King himself?¡±
Marianne found her lips curling up to an amused smile. She thought that the couple are eventually bing like a real couple. She felt like she¡¯d been relieved with such a heavy burden.
¡°I will be preparing for your tour outsideter,¡± she said, giving Eugene onest smile and patted her knees softly.
Marianne¡¯s thoughts drifted back towards her yesterday¡¯s visit with the king. He looked like he wanted to speak to her about something important, to tell her why he wishes for everyone¡¯s attention.
Marianne¡¯s lips curled up ever so slightly, hardly noticeable to those around her.
¡°Can I send the Chambein over today?¡± Eugene inquired, which only made some of the people chuckle in amusement at her eagerness. Marianne shook her head in response.
¡°Perhaps tomorrow, My Queen,¡± she said
The weather today was appropriate for touring around the market. It wasn¡¯t too hot, and the wind was gently blowing around cool air. Perhaps this will be one of those moments that could further improve their rtionship and bring the married couple closer together.
A stepping stone for their rtionship. One where they can learn to work together to ovee whatever hardships life would throw their way.
For now, all Marianne could do was to ensure there would be a warm bath for the queenter tonight.
* * *
The ck leopard that was carrying the king ran across the walls. It seemed to soar through the air as it leaped in long distances.
There was misty blue energy surrounding the king¡¯s body as he rode on top of Abu. Once an average person climbs on Abu¡¯s back, he would not be able to endure a minute and would be forced to back off.
The shouting of the soldiers could not be heard even as they approached the wall. Rows and rows of soldiers were lined up. Their eyes were burning with hidden valor as they waited patiently and silently for the re to burst once more.
It was a useless warning. Kasser only climbed up the walls once while riding Abu. The King¡¯s facial expression hardened as he reached the top of the wall and looked out to the desert.
The sand of the yellow desert stretched out as far as the eyes could see. And not too far, yet not too close to them either, there the king spotted them.
There were ck dots scattered across the sands, moving in synchronicity, running at high speeds directly towards them. At that distance, the Larks almost looked like an army of ants.
He couldn¡¯t estimate precisely how many they were headed towards them, but he was certain it was no less than an army¡¯s worth.
¡°Your Highness.¡±
Lester approached his side. There was a grim look in her eyes, like a warrior who¡¯s seen the end of the battle.
¡°It¡¯s ss yellow.¡± she told the king, which made Kasser frown. A ss yellow meant they were up against Ant Larks. These types ofrks weren¡¯t that dangerous and were just about the size of arge dog. Warriors can even hunt them down, but would usually take a pair of ordinary soldiers to take them down.
But the tricky part in fighting against them was not their strength. Ant Larks didn¡¯t have much in terms ofbat prowess, but what theycked in strength, they more than made up for it in numbers.
¡°Raise the green re.¡±
¡°Yes, Your Highness.¡±
Lester turned around and raised his hand, waving. After a while, the soldiers fired the green re, which exploded in the sky. Then another green re went off.
The series of green res will serve as a good warning to the people of the city. Women and children, the elderly, and the sick will hide in their shelters. All business transactions are suspended, and stores closed.
The strong young men will stop what they are doing and will only build defenses throughout the capital. Every house will have its spear and bow. Officials will quickly distribute weapons with oil applied to it.
¡°I¡¯ll go down and provoke it. Lester, you takemand here.¡±
¡°The opponents want a time fight. When a warrior gets hurt in a war like this, the damage will be serious. If the first line of defense breaks, raise the green re again. If the second line of defense breaks, raise the red re. ¡±
¡°Yes, Your highness.¡±
¡°Let¡¯s go, Abu.¡± He told his trusted steed and lowered his body until he was lying t on his chest against Abu¡¯s back.
The ck leopard leaped off the wall and towards the desert. The King steadfastly ran towards the colony of antrks, equipped with nothing but his sword and courage.
Lester watched in her post; her fists clenched tightly as the sides as she waited in anxious anticipation. It could end up brutally; it looked impossible to win.
But she trusted his king, and so she has faith.
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Chapter 70 Lurking Dangers
Chapter 70 ¨C LurkingDangers
Sometimes, Lester couldn¡¯t believe how fortunate they were to have such a reliable King. Though she always felt inadequate and guilty for all the burdens they¡¯ve given their King. No matter what they do, she still didn¡¯t feel they¡¯ve done enough for him to repay all he¡¯s done.
Meanwhile, therks in front of them steadily swarmed the king, surrounding him at all sides. Kasser straightened up, hoisting himself up further atop Abu until he was bncing on his feet as his ride continued steadfastly.
He began to target the soldierrks, who lead the colony. Soldier Ants were twice the size of average Antrks. Cutting them off would be a strategic advantage.
As Abu finally gained close enough towards the colony, Kasser jumped off Abu¡¯s back andunched himself into the air. As he touched the ground, he immediately unsheathed his sword, and swung it down, stabbing the head of the closest Soldier Ant.
Out of the sword leaked out wisps of blue smoke, whipping around and slicing off the rest of therk¡¯s body.
Out of thin air, a snake sprung, coiling itself around the king¡¯s body. It wasn¡¯t a normal snake, as indicated by its sharp scales protruding. Praz.
Kasser spun and sliced through therks, spinning his sword with finesse and grace only a seasoned warrior could do. He leaped, and when he touched back down to the ground, a shockwave would release, cutting through the surroundingrks, effectively disposing them off.
Blood of the antrks spilled onto the sand. As their hearts get pierced, their bodies begin to decay, immediately crumbling to dust and bing one with the sands.
At a distance, Hashi soldiers watched asrk afterrk disappeared. The space surrounding the king was soon devoid of any of the dreaded creatures, and they looked in awe and praise for their king.
They watched in silent anticipation and excitement, murmurs of their king¡¯s praise began to flit about from their posts.
¡°Hail His Majesty!¡±
¡°Oh, our mighty king!¡±
And then one soldier cried out, a battle cry, and soon every soldier was yelling along, cheering for their king. Their cries were so loud, it was heard all over the walls, vibrating with every stomp of their foot and tap of their spears.
With their spirits reinvigorated, and their courage reignited from the sight of their king, they could feel the fear fade away at the prospect of going to battle against these creatures.
In the field, Kasser breathed, his fists opening and clenching. He could see therks beginning to hound in on him once more, but something was different. He looked down his bloodied hands, mesmerized by them¡
There¡¯sdefinitelysomethingdifferent, he thought. He could feel his Praz coursing around his body, its power wisping wildly, surging out, ready to heed his verymand.
As a kingdom located at the heart of the desert, it was no question that the Kingdom of Hashi would receive the most visits of these monsters during active periodspared to the other kingdoms. As such, the desert king was the one who held the most powerful of Praz.
Amongst the traveling merchants, the hottest topic had always been each of the five kings¡¯ Praz. Others would even try and defend their argument of their own kings being the most powerful one, but these were only ever baselessparisons.
It was an inarguable fact that the Desert King was the one with the strongest Praz, for the desert breeds only the toughest of beings to survive its harsh conditions.
But with great poweres a greater price. As kings would gain total control of their Praz upon their ascension of the throne, for the desert king it wasn¡¯t so. His Praz was so powerful; he needed to suppress it more than he could use it.
It was easier to control during the dry period. But when the active period would arrive, Kasser¡¯s Praz would whirl around him aggressively, restlessly, as if anticipating a fight to break out.
He often thought his Praz had its own consciousness. Like it didn¡¯t appreciate being contained in his body for so long. That it wanted to break free.
Oftentimes, it would run rampant, and Kasser would have a hard time reigning it in, controlling it to his will. Most of the time, he was exhausted simply because he was reigning in his Praz whenever he¡¯d try to use it.
Usually, by this time, he would be exhausted after too much use of his ability, but he was still fit as a fiddle. Nothing was wrong, he could still fight, and he even hadn¡¯t broken out much of a sweat.
Kasser mused as his grip on his sword tightened, but loose enough to swing. The antrks circled him before they began to jump towards him once more.
He still had somerks to cut down after all.
He knows he couldn¡¯t keep everyrk from advancing towards his kingdom. Already he could see from his peripheral vision that some have broken away and begun its advance.
He only hoped his own warriors were ready as the war has barely begun.
***
Eugene heard the signal re not long after she returned to her room.
Pleasantthoughts, she thought, calming her heart, Thingsmightnotbetoobadtoday.¡¯
She looked up to the sky, hoping to see a blue signal re. However, when the sky was lit up in a green haze, Eugene felt her heart beating faster in anxiousness once more.
¡°Zanne,¡± she called out, and the maid hastily went to her side.
¡°Yes, Your Majesty?¡±
¡°It was yellow a moment ago, and now the signal re is already green. What does that mean?¡±
Zanne, too was confused, for it had been long since she¡¯d seen a green re. Though she had an idea and knew the color meant trouble, she hesitated to answer¡ªafraid that she might feed the queen with wrong information and further worry her.
¡°Allow me to go and ask, Your Majesty.¡± she bowed and began to look for someone to exin it to the queen. When Zanne left her room, Eugene whipped her head back to look outside and saw two more green res erupting in the sky.
Eugene began pacing back and forth, wearing down the carpet in her nervousness as she waited for news impatiently. She nced back to the closed door, worry marring her features as she wondered why no one hase yet.
¡°She¡¯s awfullyte. Where is Marianne?¡± she whispered to herself. Marianne was always the one toe and exin these situations to her. Did something happen?
She thought of getting a servant to fetch her; she couldn¡¯t stand waiting any longer. Eugene was frustrated; there were no telmunicating devices in this world.
She moved to step out of the room and called out to the servant nearby. When she asked the whereabouts of Marianne, the servant answered.
¡°I saw her talking to the general officer, Your Majesty.¡±
¡°Where? Lead me to her.¡±
Eugene followed the servant along the corridors and down a series of steps. She hadn¡¯t been to every corner of the pce, but now she roughly knew its structure. Soon, they reached the edge of the castle which belonged to the general officer¡¯, and the residence of the courtdies.
A group of servants gathered around the corridor in front of the office. Marianne and Sarah were talking to each other with a serious expression on their face, but when they discovered Eugene, they instantly walked towards her and lowered their heads.
Eugene¡¯s eyes flitted at Marianne, then Sarah and then the servants, each of them with concerned looks. In most situations, she wouldn¡¯t dare to meddle since she still didn¡¯t know how things were managed around here. She thought it was best for her not to interfere.
But today, she¡¯d be quite apprehensive after the two green signal res. She didn¡¯t want to feel as if she didn¡¯t belong; she had the right to know what was happening.
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Chapter 71 I Am the Queen
¡°It¡¯s a sensitive matter, Your Majesty, please let me exin to you in private,¡± she told her, and Eugene nodded, following Sarah and Marianne as they went into a more private office. The doors closed behind them, and Eugene turned to them both for a proper exnation.
¡°I am truly sorry for not informing you of the situation here, Your Majesty.¡± Marianne began, and Eugene frowned. Marianne wasn¡¯t the type to make excuses, which was why she trusted her the most. Feeling slightly calm, Eugene began to voice her concerns, asking about the res and its significance.
¡°The consecutive green res indicate an emergency warning,¡± Sarah replied.
¡°Is it more serious than a red signal re?¡±
¡°Depending on the situation, it can be more dangerous, Your Majesty. If a red re is fired after a green one, it means ark has climbed over the rampart and has breached the streets.¡±
¡°Would that be an undefeatablerk by the King?¡± she asked.
¡°If that particr situation urs, it would be a nightmare, Your Majesty.¡± Marianne told her, ¡°No one is able to fight ark his Majesty cannot. Fortunately, most of theserks have only been able to invade the walls simply because they¡¯ve slipped through our soldiers.¡±
Realizing that they weren¡¯t totally defenseless after all against the attacks, Eugene felt the tension leave from her body and nodded towards them in understanding.
¡°Do you think the situation will lead to a red signal re?¡± she asked after a few moments of tense silence.
¡°No one knows but there is no need to worry, Your Hoyal Highness,¡± Marianne reassured her, but Eugene frowned as she recalled the multitude of servants outside.
¡°Then what¡¯s the crowd doing out there?¡± As Marianne looked troubled to answer the question, Sarah stepped forward.
¡°Your Majesty, we are very sorry to have worried you. We have neglected our responsibilities and failed to control the servants, which has caused some trouble.¡±
¡°What trouble?¡±
¡°A young servant¡¯s grandmother is home alone. She ims she has difficulty hearing and thinks she would¡¯ve failed to react to the signal re. Thus, she was requesting to leave the pce to take her grandmother to safety.¡±
Sarah went strictly by the book and refused the servant¡¯s request. Devastated, the servant cried and begged, but when it didn¡¯t work, she tried to harm herself. Fortunately, she was stopped just in time and avoided a serious injury. She was now taken by the other servants to calm down.
However, Sarah did not inform Eugene with the details.
¡°And why is that a problem?¡±
¡°No one is allowed to leave or enter the pce when an emergency warning is announced, Your Majesty.¡± Eugene turned her gaze to Marianne, to which she gave her a grim nod in confirmation.
¡°As much as we sympathize with the girl, the King¡¯smands are absolute. It must be obeyed. We cannot risk opening the gates, and have the pce overrun byrks.¡±
¡°But you just said the situation is not that dire,¡± Eugene insisted, ¡°Surely the king wouldn¡¯t stop a girl from going home to her family!¡±
¡°That may be true, Your Majesty, but-¡±
¡°Of course, I cannot judge his orders myself, but we¡¯re not exactly in an appropriate situation where we can go and ask for his permission.¡±
¡°Exactly, Your Majesty.¡±
Eugene was lost into deep thought. She could rte with this nameless servant girl, but the situation wouldn¡¯t be so dire that her grandmother would be attacked. The emergency situation will be gone, she was sure of it, the king would return, and everything will be alright once more.
But there are still some factors to consider, not justrks.
Trouble mighte for her grandmother. With her old age, she¡¯s more susceptible to a shock, which could trigger a heart attack. And if no one was there with her, deaf and frail, what if something happens?
¡°Marianne, is there absolutely no other way?¡±
¡°I cannot disobey the King¡¯s orders, Your Majesty.¡±
¡°Then¡ do I have the authority to open the pce gates?¡±
Marianne stared at Eugene, trying to see what she was trying to do, before answering, dropping her gaze to the floor.
¡°¡His Majesty is not too far where his regal powers do not take effect. And he has not explicitly entrusted anyone to open the gates,¡± she reluctantly said, ¡°In your case, you can ce amand to open the gates under your authority andter have yourmand approved by his highness, the King.¡±
Command first and approveter. With power came responsibility.
I have the authority. I am the Queen.
Eugene felt her shoulders go heavy, burdened by the sudden responsibility. It was a simr feeling to when she received the report on the problems of executing thepensations for the missing servant.
She didn¡¯t particrly have to interfere. There was no responsibility to take if she didn¡¯t take any action.
All she had to do was open a gate. But Eugene was seriously conflicted. It wasn¡¯t a matter of being ced in an awkward proposition.
This was the first action she may take after realizing her position and responsibility as a queen. It was different from the time she asked Marianne to givepensation for the missing servant out of sympathy.
¡°General officer.¡±
¡°Yes, Your Majesty?¡± Sarah asked
¡°Open the gates. I will take the me,¡± shemanded. Sarah paused for a moment, her gaze shifting from Marianne to the queen, before bowing in obedience.
¡°As youmand, Your Majesty.¡±
Whenever the king is away, the queen would always assume the throne in his absence. However, usually, there were no royal duties in need of tending to, so the queen needn¡¯t do much but sit on the throne and look pretty.
In the absence of the queen and king, it was the General officer who would be the highest authority avable. Until their monarchs¡¯ return, they would be the one givingmands, which would then be revoked when the queen, or king, returns.
In simpler terms, the Kingdom of Hashi didn¡¯t have much use for a queen, and even then, the General Officer¡¯s power and authorityes with limitations. However, Eugene refused to be a mere ornament.
Sarah had always believed that during the troubling times, she shouldn¡¯t shoulder the responsibilities alone. That the more the kingdom should stand together. And as she thinks back to the queen, she couldn¡¯t help but smile.
She had a feeling a new order would soon begin in the pce.
And it would be for the better.
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¡°What do you mean the gates have been opened? Go and find out what¡¯s happening immediately,¡± he demanded
¡°Yes, Chancellor,¡± the soldiers said and went to do as he ordered.
While the king was out with the soldiers to battlerks, the Kingdom¡¯s administration and defense were under hismand. The mansion of Verus became a temporary administrative agency and the Chancellor was given the highest authority.
This was also the case for all kingdoms, not just in Hashi. After all, there should always be a second-inmand left to the kingdom, assisting the king¡¯s rule.
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Chapter 72 Early Deaths (1)
Chapter 72 ¨C Early Deaths (1)
With the king was out, leading the hunt against the Larks, it usually left a hole in the line ofmand to those left in the pce.
The battle against the Larks was a never-ending war, and the absence of the king was so frequent, it threatened the stability of their kingdom. That was why someone was appointed, in the king¡¯s absence, to take over the chain ofmand.
This type of system exists in the world of Mahar. There was no bribery, no amount of treasures that could buy the throne. For the throne exists solely for the existence of the king¡ªunreceable and unchangeable. The six kings of Mahar were the ones who held absolute royal authority over their kingdom until theirst breath.
This type of culture has its benefits. Namely, because of this, the king didn¡¯t have to worry about someone usurping him from his position whenever he¡¯s off to fight the war.
Some kings would be absent for months on end, hunting for Larks, and nothing else. Others would even bury themselves in the social activities in the Holy City.
But that was where the simrities end. When other kings were confident to leave their own duties, the rulers of Hashi were not. From generation to generation, their kings have always had full control over what goes on in their state of affairs, and the chancellors were the ones who assisted them.
In the Kingdom of Hashi, nothing goes on in their kingdom without the king knowing about it.
At the end of theirtest dry season, Verus had been humiliated by the queen¡¯s disappearance. Thus, in this active season, with the prolonged war against the Ant Larks, he had taken it upon himself to monitor each and every movement the Queen makes.
He even went as far as cing spies all over the pce to report to him any changes, in hopes of preventing thest humiliation from happening again.
As he waits for Sven to return from his investigation, Verus opted to organize the piles of documents he had just finished reviewing. He grabbed a ratherrge pile of stacked papers, and went to put out his seal.
Grumbling beneath his breath, he sighs as he continued to stamp each document with his seal. He does it almost every day that he doesn¡¯t even think about it and does it robotically.
¡°Larks outside attacking, the queen inside doing who knows what. Sigh,¡± Verus pinches the bridge of his nose, ¡°On top of that, I even have all these papers to worry about,¡± he grumbled.
His breath stuck in his throat as he was reminded of something¡ªthe known unfortunate case with queens.
The queens, even those before them, had died early. Most chose to spend theirst days residing in the Holy City, and not in the kingdom.
The only fortunate thing about them dying, was at least they lived long enough to provide an heir for the royal family to continue the bloodline, despite their passing.
¡°Such tragedy,¡± he mused to himself, his hand pausing in stamping the letters. Verus had found the question guing him many times before.
Why was it that the queens of the Kingdom of Hashi never lived long enough to see their child grow?
And with thatunched a long and arduous research on his behalf. Soon enough, he reached the conclusion that due to the king¡¯s Praz, and the Anika¡¯s Ramita, there was a certain rejection along the way.
These conflicting natures, during the pregnancy, was too much for the queen¡¯s body to bear, that they¡¯d eventually die.
It was a satisfying answer, Verus thought, and his curiosity was sated.
For the six kings, it was clear to him now, that those who reside in the west possessed powerful Praz. And for these kings, an Anika was always chosen as their queen.
Themon variable was that these kings might have strong Praz, but none of them could particrly handle it very well.
¡°I sincerely hope a descendant will soon be underway,¡± he told himself, his fingers twitching, ¡°Then the queen won¡¯t be around for much longer.¡±
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An hourter, Sven swiftly returned from his investigation. Along with his arrival, was a surprising turn of events.
¡°With permission?¡± Verus asked, frowning, ¡°On whose authority?¡±
¡°Her Majesty, the queen, chancellor,¡± Sven answered him, ¡°She had ordered for the gates to be opened, to allow a servant girl to go home to her grandmother.¡±
¡°What is she up to again?¡± Verus frowned, whispering to himself.
When he had found out that the queen had sneaked out of the pce, and attempted to cross the desert, he had lost whatever little faith he had with Jin Anika.
¡°And this is all you¡¯ve gathered?¡± he asked him, and Sven nodded.
¡°Yes, Chancellor.¡±
¡°Then go back,¡± hemanded, ¡°And this time, investigate more thoroughly the Queen. I want to know her purpose, what she does, who she meets.¡± he leaned closer, ¡°And you don¡¯t let her leave your sight, understood?¡±
¡°Understood, Chancellor.¡±
¡°You may go,¡± he told her, and Sven bowed and left as quickly as he came. When he was alone once more, Verus plopped back on his seat and clicked his tongue in frustration.
The queen may have thought she¡¯d fooled everyone, even the king, but he wasn¡¯t as naive as everyone else. He¡¯ll find out about the truth, and expose her to everyone for the liar that she was.
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The thing aboutrks was that they only attacked whenever the sun was up. Come sunset; they¡¯d cocoon around themselves, forming a rock-solid armor that was imprable as protection.
Not even the warriors could break through it, despite using all their strength against the dormantrks. And though kings could break it with their Praz, it spelled more trouble than leaving them alone.
By the time morning rolls in, these broken pieces of the Larks would turn into new ones. This was the reason no one huntedrks when they were asleep. It was more trouble than it was worth.
Not to mention that theserks who have rested up all night would be full of energy the moment they wake up. Unless the warriors are able to destroy therk¡¯s core itself, this whole process would only repeat itself.
A never-ending cycle.
And unlike the Larks, a human¡¯s endurance couldn¡¯t hold out for so long. They got tired and couldn¡¯t replenish their numbers as quickly as the monsters could.
Most of all, these monsters didn¡¯t have any other targets but humans. Only humans. And unlike humans, these beasts got nothing to lose.
For days it went on.One day turned to two days. Then two days turned four.
The prolonged battle against the Ant Larks seldomly ended.
By the second day, another green re was released, which meant the first line of defense had been breached. By then, everyone had already joined in and managed to prevent the Larks from breaching the walls further.
But there weren¡¯t many battle cries heard outside the fortress wall. No matter how intense the battle has be, there was always an eerie silence.
For there was no fighting, only the sight of a dried-up bloodied field.
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Chapter 73 Early Deaths (2)
Chapter 73 ¨C Early Deaths (2)
Whenever Eugene woke up, she had taken it upon herself to listen for news on what had happened the night before. This made her the Royal family¡¯smander. Thus all important information was reported to her.
There she learned more about the people in the castle. She learned the many systems based on gender, ranks, age. She also learned about the inventory, how long they have with the stored food, as well as the daily necessities.
She even learned there was an air raid bunker ced deep within the pce¡¯s basement.
This shelter was explicitly made for the heir, or sessor of the King and Queen. It also had enough provisions that couldst for a year for a small handful of people.
¡°Many died yesterday,¡± she sighed, frustration taking over her as she looked over the reports Marianne had given her.
On the first day, with the yellow re, there were only some who ended up injured, but there were no casualties. But as the fight went on, eventually the first casualty happened, and then the next, and the next.
One by one, bodies dropped dead.
And the people began to get exhausted by the constant fighting.
¡°Marianne,¡± Eugene softly called out as she buried her face in her hands before she straightened up to look at the Baroness. ¡°You said this was the first time this many casualties ever urred since His Highness ascended?¡±
¡°Yes, Your Majesty.¡±
¡°Is it because of me?¡± she worried, muttering to herself.
It was highly possible. Her presence could have had a negative effect on Mahar, the world where she didn¡¯t belong. It could also be the reason why there were so many inconsistencies in the story she knew she created.
The setting for one, it was subtle, but it was different from what she remembered. Information and facts she didn¡¯t create were even in the world. Her story was spiraling out of control.
All this was her fault, she distressed in her thoughts. She couldn¡¯t help but feel responsible for the poor man who couldn¡¯t go home because he was off to fight the war. She felt guilty for those who died.
Contrary to the turmoil happening outside, inside the pce walls, everyone went about their duties. But it was clear that despite the calmness they¡¯re portraying, their eyes told her they were anything but calm.
Despite their faith that their king would make it, in the back of their minds, they were resigned to die at any given moment.
¡°You worry too much, Your Majesty,¡± Marianne reprimanded softly, ¡°Come, let¡¯s get you back to your room. You¡¯re looking rather pale,¡± she pointed out, and Eugene sighed, rubbing her face and let out a deep breath.
She admitted she couldn¡¯t find it in herself to sleep. Even if she was dead tired.
¡°It¡¯s not like I can do much but sit here and worry.¡±
¡°You¡¯re doing rather well, if I do say so myself.¡± Marianne says, ¡°The fact that you are here, staying strong and waiting for a certain return is a great source offort for your people.¡±
As much as it was meant tofort her, Eugene couldn¡¯t help but regret she couldn¡¯t even wish Kasser good luck when he went off jumping out the window a few days ago. She had been toocent, she knows now.
She had thought everything would be over in just a few hours, ande evening, everything would return to normal. But it wasn¡¯t so.
Suddenly a maid came into the throne room, and bowed her respects before speaking.
¡°Your Majesty, the general wishes to speak with you,¡± she said, and Eugene straightened up.
¡°Invite them in.¡±
Marianne then stood up from her seat and walked to the exit, ¡°I shall give you your privacy,¡± she told Eugene, who in turn, nodded.
When Marianne left, Sarah soon came in and stood in front of Eugene. It¡¯s been routine, since the past few days, that Sarah woulde several times to give the Queen the report on the progress of the events.
Most of the time, these reports were just that, reports, and Eugene wouldn¡¯t need to make a decision, because Sarah has got it handled. But that was not the case this time.
After making her report, Eugene frowned in concern.
¡°A patient?¡±
¡°Yes, Your Majesty.¡± she said, ¡°It¡¯s not a serious disease, but it is contagious. There are two other women as well who have shown the same symptoms; fever, headache, and cough since yesterday morning. For now, they¡¯ve been quarantined.¡±
As Eugene listened, she couldn¡¯t help but feel like it was just a simple cold.
¡°They alsoin that the headaches are too severe, and request painkillers.¡±
In emergency situations such as these, it was imperative they use the medicine sparingly, which was why they needed approval from the highest authority to be able to use them. Painkillers, if essible to everyone, could be used in the wrong ways. Hence, before, the sick would just have to make due with home remedies and hope they¡¯d get better soon, but now, they seek permission from the highest authority.¡±
After thinking about it a few more, Eugene gave her permission.
¡°Give them some,¡± she said to Sarah, ¡°I¡¯m sure this will be over quickly, and His Highness will sort everything when he returns.¡±
¡°Yes, Your Majesty.¡± she stated, ¡°We believe that as well.¡± and with that Sarah swiftly left to head towards the patients and gave them the painkillers.
When she was alone once more, Eugene slumped in her seat and rubbed her eyes.
This was harder than she thought. She knew being a leader was no pic, but the sheer responsibilities resting on her was bing unbearable, overwhelming her. Her word in the pce wasw, and it scared her the more.
She also gave herself a dry smile as she thought about Jin.
¡°How wonderful of you to sit here, and just do nothing,¡± she remarked to Jin, quite aware the character was all but dead in spirit.
Jin had sacrificed the kingdom, even its people, just to summon the dark magic, Mara. And when therk army attacked the kingdom of Hashi, powered by Mara, there were severe casualties.
Eugene doesn¡¯t know exactly how many, but she was certain it couldn¡¯t bepared to the losses over the past four days.
It was certainly more tragic when the Four Kings were forced to wander around the world, hunting down Jin, and leave the kingdom defenseless. The kingdoms they so desperately wanted to protect.
She stood up and went to look out the window. Her gaze trailed up the sky, and saw nothing but the clear blues, until a re suddenly erupted.
BOOM!
Blue smoke spread throughout the skies, and Eugene¡¯s eyes widened in relief.
¡°Ah¡¡± she sighed out.
Suddenly the throne room¡¯s doors burst open, ¡°Your Majesty!¡±
Eugene turned around and saw Mariannee up towards her, her eyes full of tears, as she gave her a wide smile. Eugene felt her own eyes water, as her sobs choked, her throat tightening.
It was finally over.
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Everyone who has seen the smoke all held their breath as they watched the blue smoke spread out farther and farther.
After a brief moment of silence, a resounding cheer erupted echoing until everyone joined in, causing a deafening roar. Everyone, even those who couldn¡¯t keep their feet standing, let out a mighty yell of victory, pouring everyst energy towards that one shout.
Kasser heaved his breath, sweat rolling down his body as he basked in the sun¡¯s glory, head held up high as he listened to his kingdom¡¯s cheers. With onest strike, he stabbed his sword on the sand beside him as thest of therks turned to dust.
For four days, he swung without rest, only stopping at sunset, and beginning once more at sunrise.
With the battle over, and the adrenaline gone, he could feel his body seize up in exhaustion. The fatigue was overwhelming, but he couldn¡¯t stop yet.
He still had an aftermath to clean up.
¡°Your Highness!¡± Lester ran over, a wide smile on her face, proud and victorious, ¡°Only the kingdom of Hashi could fight against a group asrge as those and win!¡±
At the sight of her, Kasser frowned in concern. Lester wasughing in joy, but the bandage around her head was disconcerting, especially since he hadn¡¯t seen it yesterday, which meant it was fairly new.
¡°What happened?¡± he asked, ¡°Can you not handle a simple yellow-ssrk?¡±
¡°Ah,¡± Lester appeared sheepish, ¡°I have no excuses, Your Highness. My forehead was injured.¡±
¡°And has someone treated it properly?¡±
¡°It¡¯s nothing but a flesh wound, Your Highness,¡± she reassured and escorted him back to the pce, ¡°Please, rest up, you¡¯ve barely slept these four days,¡± she said, the concern for his king¡¯s well-being was apparent.
¡°No, not yet,¡± he refused, keeping his posture tall and limbs moving, ¡°We need to know how many have died.¡±
Lester¡¯s smile fell, before a serious look crossed over her face and nodded in assent toply with her king¡¯s wishes, following him all the way.
She could¡¯ve pressed harder, but he knew how stubborn their king was. He wouldn¡¯t rest until everything was resolved, and he won¡¯t be the one to break that habit.
When Kasser finally reached the castle, the dawn had begun to break. He thought of stopping by for a moment, to ask about how things have been before heading out once more.
After all, there was still plenty more to clean up outside the pce, but inside was a different story. It would only open for the king¡¯s return¡ªeveryone else should be stuck inside until then.
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Chapter 74 Significant Changes in the Palace (1)
Chapter 74 ¨C Significant Changes in the Pce (1)
When the gates to the castle opened up for him, Kasser pulled on the reins of Abu to prevent him from entering immediately. His eyes scanned through the guards andnded on the one who was tasked with opening it.
With the long battle over, this was usually the time when one getscent. Which was a critical moment, because then they would be open for an ambush. This was one of the most basic teachings one learned in warfare, and thus Kasser hadn¡¯t let down his guard even once.
Normally he would¡¯ve just entered without a scene, but something stood out to him as he stared at the guard. As if realizing he was being scrutinized, the guard squirmed beneath his gaze.
The more he looked at him, the more Kasser thought him familiar.
He knew for a fact that most of the guardsmen who were tasked with staying behind in the pce were low ranking officers. Which was why it was troubling him why someone who was familiar was staying as a guard when he should¡¯ve been one of the warriors contributing to the war.
For a normal person, the surrounding area was dimly lit. As it was still dawn, there wasn¡¯t enough daylight for anyone to see a person¡¯s face clearly.
But that wasn¡¯t the case for Kasser.
For in his eyes was his Praz, lighting it up with a bluish hue, making him see the person¡¯s face as clear as day. But as the guard¡¯s face was trailed to the ground, he couldn¡¯t see it properly from on top of Abu.
¡°Raise your head,¡± he ordered, and the guard flinched at the harsh tone. Hesitating, the guard eventually raised his head. As he faced him nervously, the King knew the guard knew he was caught.
He was definitely someone he was familiar with.
¡°Sven,¡± he said, narrowing his gaze at him.
¡°Yes, My King,¡± the guard quivered and hunched in on himself, trying to make himself appear smaller.
Normally a warrior with his status was still busy cleaning up in the aftermath, dirtied from the sweat and grime on their armor from all the fighting. But one look at Sven¡¯s armor, Kasser could see it was very much clean.
Which meant he hadn¡¯t been part of the fight.
For him to leave his post, someone should¡¯ve gotten in contact with him and informed him of these changes, but he never received word of this change.
A cold look shed through his eyes as Kasser thought about someone meddling with his soldiers, but he soon schooled his features back to indifference.
Sven was Kasser¡¯s favorite warrior. He was outstanding, a man of many talents, and had morals. He was certain he wasn¡¯t the type to cower in the face ofrks.
¡°Follow me,¡± he told him, and Sven bowed his head.
¡°Yes, Your Highness.¡±
Kasser nudged Abu, and the horse began to walk inside the pce, followed by his entourage and Sven. The distance to the castle from the gate was long, mostly because it was located in the center, surrounded by tall walls.
He half expected for the pce to be dark, but to his surprise, he saw themps still lit up, shining brightly as if expecting his return. The light leaked out from each window, and he wondered why it was still on.
As soon as he reached the garden, he pulled on the reins once more, making Abu stop in his tracks, and the pce steward came out to greet them with a puff. He was followed by an array of servants and other courtiers, weing him for his return.
This sight, this was normal.
¡°Your Highness, we¡¯re so happy to see you return!¡± greeted the steward.
As a king, Kasser frequently left the castle at a moment¡¯s notice. Several times a day, he¡¯d leave and return like amon person leaving their house. Which meant they were used to him leaving without a word¡¯s notice of where he¡¯s gone or how long he¡¯ll take to return.
Even today, when he returned, there was no notice, except for the warrior who had gone ahead when the gates opened for him to inform the pce servants of his return.
The steward approached him, helping steady Abu, as the King climbed down from his back. As soon as he touched ground, the steward and his entourage bowed in reverence.
¡°Steward.¡± he called out, and the steward straightened up.
¡°Yes, Your Grace?¡±
¡°Why are the lights on?¡± he asked him.
Despite not being low on oil, and the royal family having enough to spare to not worry about it, it was protocol not to waste valuable resources whenever an emergency happened.
Which was why he couldn¡¯t understand why the lights had been lit up when his return date was uncertain. The steward certainly didn¡¯t possess enough authority to permit this type of continued use.
¡°It was under the queen¡¯s order,¡± he replied, and Kasser was taken aback. The queen? He hadn¡¯t expected that answer.
¡°The queen¡¯s order?¡± he asked, frowning in confusion, ¡°Why?¡±
¡°She had waited religiously for your return, Your Grace,¡± he began, ¡°When she left to go to bed, she told me to leave the lights on in case you returnte in the night. Something about making you feel less lonely when you return home.¡±
He had expected for the reply toe shortly after his exnation, ready to defend the queen¡¯s good intentions if the king wasn¡¯t certain, but when no reply came, he finally chanced to look up.
The King¡¯s face was hardened, but he didn¡¯t look angry. Quietly, he observed his King.
Home, Kasser thought, it was a foreign concept, one he wasn¡¯t used to. Did he think of the castle as his home? He didn¡¯t think so.
For him, the castle was a symbol of power, of his blood, and birthright. For him, it was only part of his kingdom, something to rule over and protect from danger. Hearing the word home from the steward¡
He didn¡¯t know how to respond to that.
Shaking the thoughts away, he figured he must solve first this issue with Sven before delving into another business. He nodded to the steward, who bowed back and stepped aside before Kasser turned to Sven.
¡°Come with me,¡± he told him, and Sven bowed his head.
¡°Yes, Your Grace.¡±
As Kasser entered the pce halls, he couldn¡¯t help but feel something had changed in his absence. Everything seemed different today.
He didn¡¯t have any problem navigating the dark hallways in the dark. Hence, the use of themps was for the benefit of the courtiers who roamed the hallways, especially after sunset. But oftentimes, the light provided was only enough to shed some light and not stumble and fall.
He¡¯d never seen his castle this bright in the dark. He could even see that no corner was left unlit.
He soon reached the Oval Office, and as his habit, took a quick nce at his desk as soon as he entered. Immediately he went in front of it, scanning its contents and saw there was nothing on it.
He heard Svene in after him, and that¡¯s when he began to ask.
¡°On whose authority was it, that you stayed behind instead to fight therks?¡± he asked. During his short walk through the halls, Kasser has thought about what he knew, along with the facts presented to him at the moment, and came up with a rough conclusion.
Sven couldn¡¯t have missed the opportunity to fight against the Larks to save his own skin, it wasn¡¯t in his nature, so he must¡¯ve been ordered by someone. Someone high enough to have swayed from his position.
¡°Chancellor Verus,¡± he answered softly, and Kasser hummed in reply. It was just as he expected.
¡°borate,¡± he said, turning to Sven, ¡°With details, if you will.¡±
¡°I was tasked with patrolling the fortress¡¯ perimeter.¡± he began, ¡°Just make sure if something was wrong, report anything unusual.¡±
¡°And have you?¡± Kasser asked him, ¡°Reported anything unusual?¡±
¡°Only once, Your Grace,¡± he said, ¡°When the gates opened right after the green signal was lit.¡±
¡°The gates were opened?¡± Kasser asked in an rmed tone, ¡°On whose authority?¡± he demanded.
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Chapter 75 Significant Changes in the Palace (2)
Chapter 75 ¨C Significant Changes in the Pce (2)
¡°Her Majesty, the Queen,¡± he immediately answered, ¡°She gave her permission to open the gates, to allow a servant girl to return home.¡±
Upon hearing Sven¡¯s report, Kasser immediately put the pieces together. Sven wasn¡¯t ordered to keep watch over the gates. No, he was tasked to keep watch over something more important.
He was tasked to spy on the queen.
It wouldn¡¯t be a surprise if Chancellor Verus was trying to keep an eye on the queen. After her disappearance on his watch when the dry season ended, it must have prompted Verus to take measures to avoid it.
To his knowledge, Verus and Jin had a neutral rtionship, up until that very moment she tried to escape the desert.
This was exactly how he imagined Verus would react after that incident.
Verus was a perfectionist, even to the point of being paranoid. He was probably thinking along the lines that as the war progressed, the people would have less focus on her, and it would be the perfect time to pull another stunt as before.
And though he understood where Verus wasing from, Kasser couldn¡¯t help but feel insulted. Not because Verus was overstepping his boundaries, or abusing his power¡
It was the sole fact that the queen was suspected that made his blood boil. His logic waspletely overridden by his emotions.
¡°I want you to go, and report to Chancellor Verus, to pull back each and everyst one of his men he tasked with spying on the queen!¡± he hissed at Sven, who flinched, ¡°And tell him, if he does this again, I¡¯ll be the one he¡¯s up against.¡±
¡°A-at once, Your Grace.¡± Sven stuttered, ready to move to execute hismand.
¡°And tell him, as well,¡± Kasser called out once again, halting him in his tracks, ¡°This isn¡¯t over yet. I¡¯ll deal with him soon, until then, he¡¯s to stay away from the queen, and the pce.¡±
¡°As you wish, Your Grace.¡± and with that, he swiftly left. Kasser let out a deep sigh, before straightening up once more, and called for the steward.
¡°Did something happen to the general?¡± he asked as soon as the steward had arrived.
¡°None, Your Grace,¡± he answered, and Kasser frowned as he looked at his empty desk.
Prime Minister Verus¡¯ authority only held true when it concerned state affairs. Internal affairs were strictly off-limits, for they were separate things. Only the royal family held such authority on handling these affairs, no one else.
So why is it empty? He thought to himself.
Normally after a long absence, such as now, there would be stacks upon stacks of reports awaiting his approval by his return, because only he could resolve it. Even when there was nothing but trivial things that¡¯s happened, it should still be reported.
Had the General made some mistake? Kasser couldn¡¯t shake the growing suspicion.
He nodded to the steward, before he turned back to him, ¡°And the queen, has she left me any message?¡± he asked, and the steward shook his head.
¡°No. Your Grace.¡±
Then why was she waiting for me? He couldn¡¯t wrap his mind around it.
Not to mention the missing reports, but it wasn¡¯t such an issue as much as confusion. He didn¡¯t need to disturb the General only to end up confronting her. It could have been that the past few days were so uneventful inside the pce, that no one had remembered to make a report.
¡°Your Grace, I would also like to inform you that your bath is drawn. Would you like us to assist you?¡± the steward asked, and Kasser paused at the offer.
Initially, he was only going to pass by to see how things were going so far: lift the ban on going outside and go over critical events and settling important affairs; before heading out once more to clean up the aftermath.
But with the absence of reports, he suddenly had enough time to rest up. He was tempted to ept his offer. After all, it¡¯s been a long time since he¡¯s had the luxury of enjoying a simple thing such as a warm bath, delicious meal, and a decent amount of sleep, especially in the past few days.
¡°Alright,¡± he said, and as if sensing his hurry, the steward even prepared some light snacks for him to eat while he bathed.
When Kasser came out from his bath, he was noticeably more rxed. His stomach was also notining for once. Ah, he missed this feeling.
As he was getting dressed, the steward once more came up at him and bowed.
¡°Your Grace, General Sarah requests an audience with you.¡±
¡°Send the General to my office; I shall meet with her there.¡±
¡°At once, Your Grace.¡± the steward bowed and left to ry the message. When Kasser arrived, he wasn¡¯t surprised to see General Sarah was already there, waiting for him. When she saw him, she greeted him with a bow.
¡°Your Highness, it¡¯s wonderful to see you!¡± she said, and Kasser nodded at her and went behind his desk.
¡°Wonderful to see you as well, General, excellent work on holding the fort together.¡±
¡°I only did my job, Your Highness.¡±
¡°Nheless, if it weren¡¯t for you I would have been reluctant to leave my kingdom unattended for so long.¡±
¡°I am ttered with how highly His Highness thinks of me.¡± Sarah told him humbly, ¡°But truly, it was the queen¡¯s effort you have to thank for. I was merely assisting.¡±
Kasser tapped his fingers on his desk, scrutinizing Sarah, taking note of her actions and expressions. It didn¡¯t seem like she was telling him simply because it was as expected of her.
¡°Yes, the queen, which reminds me,¡± he said, ¡°You opened the gates up for a servant girl, on her orders?¡± he rified, and Sarah confirmed it.
¡°Yes, Your Highness,¡± she thenunched on a brief exnation of what happened that led up to the queen, giving her permission to let the servant girl home.
¡°So why wasn¡¯t there a report about this?¡±
¡°The queen has told us she¡¯ll post the report herself, and would give it to you upon your return. She¡¯s the one handling all the internal affairs during your absence. We only followed orders.¡±
It was brief, quick, and concisely answered. Kasser would have believed Sarah at face value before, but since then he¡¯s learned that even the General could keep secrets from him. After all, it was only until recently did he learn that Sarah had an ufortable rtionship with the Queen.
She could be keeping silent in fear of upsetting her superior.
¡°General, I value my people¡¯s opinion most dearly.¡± he said softly, ¡°If anything feels wrong, you tell me immediately.¡± Sarah frowned and shook her head.
¡°Your Highness, of course!¡± she eximed, ¡°I¡¯d never dare to deceive you,¡± she told him, and Kasser nodded, satisfied.
¡°Alright.¡±
After a few more conversations, the General soon left, leaving Kasser on his desk, mulling over his thoughts.
Change after change has happened, and it was all centered around his wife, the queen. At first, he thought the memory loss of the queen was but a small miracle. He never anticipated it toe along with such significant changes¡
Much like the growing ripples on still water when a small pebble is thrown at it.
He looked at the window, seeing the still darkened sky and sighed, leaning back on his chair. There was still a long way to go until sunrise.
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Chapter 76 A Nobles Etiquette
Chapter 76 ¨C A Noble¡¯s Etiquette
¡°Grand Chambein.¡± a voice called out, and when the Grand Chambein turned around, he saw King Kasser walking towards him. He turned to greet him properly, bowing as the King stopped before him.
¡°Your Highness, it¡¯s good to see you.¡± he greeted and straightened up, ¡°Was there something I could help you with?¡± he asked, and Kasser nodded. He went behind his desk and then sat down.
¡°Yes,¡± Kasser answered, ¡°The Queen, when does she usually wake up?¡±
Had he been asked this question some time ago, he would¡¯ve been surprised by the sudden concern the King had with the Queen. But now, he could understand where it wasing from, especially when he himself had witnessed how much the royal couple¡¯s rtionship had changed.
Fortunately, he took it upon himself to learn the Queen¡¯s schedule, that he could give the King a reliable answer.
¡°Her Majesty, the Queen, rises by three in the morning, Your Highness.¡±
Time, in Mahar, was set by the Sang-je¡¯s standards. And by his standards, three in the morning was alreadyte.
Kasser stared outside the window, and watched the dark sky, estimating the time. There was still a couple more hours then until she awakens.
¡°Your Highness, shall I fetch someone to make you tea?¡± the Grand Chambein asked him, and Kasser shook his head.
¡°No, thank you,¡± he said while he stood up from his seat and began to get ready to head out. ¡°If she asks after me, tell her I¡¯ll be back before tomorrowes.¡± The Grand Chambein nodded.
¡°Of course, Your Highness.¡±
And with that, Kasser left his office. It wasn¡¯t that he had a particr destination in mind, but it wasn¡¯t long until he found himself standing outside of the Queen¡¯s bedroom, caught in a peculiar mood.
He was only nning on taking a short detour before leaving, when he happened to pass by her room. Slowly, he turned the knob and pushed the door open. He let himself in, and closed the door quietly behind him.
Once the door closed with a click, he looked around the room and saw it was dark. He opted out of lighting up a candle and instead used his Praz to see in the dark. And there he saw her, sleeping soundly on her bed.
She looked so peaceful, snuggled soundly on her pillows, her nket wrapped around her. She looked so beautiful, so innocent¡
So pure.
The Queen had waited for your arrival until midnight and fell asleep, Your Highness.
He felt something in his stomach churn in the thought, and Kasser let out a quiet sigh. He ran his hand through his blue locks. If she was trying to trick him into doing something for her, it was considerably worse than what she did in the past.
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Back then, it was clear what he was expected to do and what they each wanted to achieve with being married to each other. He didn¡¯t need to overthink when he knew what the apparent goal was.
For a while, he treated her like he did any other guest staying at his pce, but now¡Things rather appearedplicated.
He let out a sigh, and decided it was high time for him to leave. But just when he was about to leave the room, he caught sight of a pile of papers on the Queen¡¯s desk table. As he scanned its contents, he realized they were all reports made by the general officer.
Taking the papers into his hand, he made his way to the lounge area of the room. He reclined himself on the sofa and began reading. He knows that whenever he leaves the pce, the General would take it upon herself to go over the affairs and approve them to her own discretion. The reports wouldter be assessed by the King upon their return.
For matters beyond the General¡¯s jurisdiction, they were instructed to hold off on any decision until the King¡¯s return.
But these reports, though the General might have made it, were different from before. Every incident, big or small, they were all reported to the Queen, during the whole duration of the emergency period.
In his absence, everything was looked over and even approved by her as well.
Kasser blinked, looking at the Queen¡¯s seal. It was the first he¡¯s ever seen her seal on any official document.
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By the time Eugene had woken up, she had called out to Zanne, who came in upon hearing her summon. Eugene sat up, rubbing the sleep off her eyes as Zanne stopped by the foot of her bed.
¡°Did the King return yesterday?¡± she asked, and Zanne nodded.
¡°I heard he returnedte at night and left this morning, Your Majesty.¡±
¡°I see¡¡± Eugene said softly, and thought to herself how difficult it was even to see the King. He must still be busy right now.
Once more, she couldn¡¯t help butpare his packed schedule to her rather free one. Where he spent most of his days on his feet, here she was doing nothing but sit.
¡®I¡¯m trying my best though,¡¯ she thought to herself.
Thanks to Marianne¡¯s genius idea of using portraits, Eugene¡¯s knowledge of the people around her had significantly increased. She also took it upon herself to memorize theyout of the pce. She even took the time to visit every ce she knew.
Yesterday though, she spent most of her day locked up in her office, going through the papers. It wasn¡¯t much, but she counted it as an achievement as the Queen. It also showed that despite the King being away and risking his life on the battlefield, she could help and support him by handling the internal affairs in the pce.
Also, she wanted to give the papers to the King, himself personally. This was why she didn¡¯t have Zanne ce them on the King¡¯s table even when she was already done with them. Taking a deep breath, Eugene¡¯s eyes drifted to her desk when she thought of the reports.
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She paused and blinked. After a few more, a frown appeared on her forehead as she searched the room. She got out of her bed and looked below the desk, and then back.
The papers were gone.
It was only when she finally reached her lounge, did she find them on the table, stacked neatly on top. She frowned.
That¡¯s odd. I am certain I left them on the desk by my bed before sleeping.
She was also sure none of the maids had done it. She knows because if one of them touched it, by now, they¡¯d be kneeling in front of her begging for mercy. A bit disconcerting, but true nheless.
¡°Zanne,¡± she called out, and the young maid went up to her, ¡°Did someonee to my room while I was asleep?¡± she asked and gestured to the papers on the table, ¡°Somebody touched my thingsst night.¡±
¡°I shall go and find out at once, Your Majesty.¡± Zanne gasped and bowed before leaving with an urgency in her steps. A few momentster, Marianne entered her chamber, and not Zanne.
¡°Good morning, Your Majesty.¡± The baroness greeted, and Eugene gave her a soft smile.
¡°Good morning, Marianne. Do you know if-¡±
¡°Yes, it was His Highness, the King,¡± Marianne answered, already anticipating the question. ¡°His Highness hade by your chamber, earlier this morning. I apologize for not noticing as I was asleep. Rest assured I shall post guards by your bed chambers from now on, so that this does not happen again.¡± she assured Eugene.
And it dawned on Eugene why it was Marianne who came, instead of Zanne. Despite their better rapport with each other, they were still scared of upsetting her. So Marianne had taken it upon herself to deliver the answer to put her at ease.
Despite being married to each other, Kasser and Eugene still had their privacy, which was well respected between the two of them. As such, he must always ask permission to enter her chambers before doing so. And entering her room, without consent, such as earlier, was considered to be rude.
This wasn¡¯t a case unique only to royal couples, but applicable to any noble couple as well. And she could tell by Marianne¡¯s countenance, that she knew this rule as well. Marianne, though thoroughly invested in repairing their rtionship with each other, respected their personal space.
¡°Marianne, is there a rule restricting the King from entering my room without former notice?¡±
¡°Not exactly, Your Majesty.¡±
¡°Then it¡¯s not a problem if I allow it.¡± she dismissed and saw the tension leaving the baroness¡¯ body.
¡°Of course, Your Majesty.¡±
Though an old custom, she was sure there were other couples close by who freely enter and leave each other¡¯s chambers without consent needed, even to the extent of sharing a room. Still, those types of couples were rare.
At that moment, Eugene instinctively understood why Jin kept the King at arm¡¯s length. She had a lot of secrets to hide from him. Should they have had a close rtionship, eventually he too, would have invaded her privacy and have figured them all out.
Jin didn¡¯t participate in official matters to only to focus on summoning the Mara. It was also to minimize any contact with the King.
The more she isted herself, kept her distance from the King, the easier it would be for her to summon Mara and execute her ns. It also might have helped her if Kasser did not check up on her wellbeing, hovering around her all day.
Because the King was definitely not the kind of person interested in what others do in their free time, he didn¡¯t bother people with personal questions. Eugene had figured this out in less than a month; Jin probably would¡¯ve too.
¡°The King wasn¡¯t part of her n from the start,¡± Eugene thought. She only made her move when she first came to Hashi and was confident of the King¡¯s personality.
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Chapter 77 Between Two Towers
Chapter 77 ¨C Between Two Towers
But it was still a mystery why he came to her room earlier this morning.
Lost in her thoughts, Eugene hadpletely forgotten Marianne¡¯s presence. As Eugene took her time mulling in her head, Marianne took it as an opportunity to study her expression, feeling concerned over what was going on with the Queen¡¯s mind.
When Eugene finally remembered her, she gave Marianne a soft smile.
¡°I¡¯m fine, Marianne, truly.¡± She reassured, ¡°You don¡¯t have to make new measures because of what happened yesterday.¡±
¡°Yes, Your Majesty.¡±
¡°Though inform me when he returns.¡±
¡°Of course, Your Majesty,¡± Marianne answered with relief.
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Eugene brought up the cup of tea to her lips and took a sip. As soon as the warm liquid entered her mouth, a delightful aroma wafted through her nose, and the drink slid down her throat smoothly. She put the cup down and ced it back on the table, satisfied.
She looked out of the window, and there she saw a view she¡¯d only seen in miniature models before. Just beyond the pce walls, were the full view of the vige.
A gentle breeze passed, making her hair flutter softly along.
She walked along the bridge between two towers of the pce. It was a short walking distance, a canopy arching above her head, pirs so tall as it was spaced evenly along the bridge, holding up the roof.
It was her first time strolling on the bridge when she was struck with an idea of having tea in this beautiful spot. When Eugene had ordered to bring up a table and chairs, the servants were quite surprised at her instructions.
Although they found it odd to have tea on the bridge, everyone still obeyed her and had done as she had asked withoutint.
And there Eugene created her personal caf¨¦. With the roof over her head, it provided her a cool shade from the heat of the sun. And with how high up she was, it provided her with a perfect overhead view.
Ah, this is life. She thought.
As the sun begins to set, the once clear skies were slowly being painted over with hues of red, orange, and purple. Eugene couldn¡¯t help but imagine spending the rest of her daying to the balcony, enjoying tea at the magnificent spot she found whenever she felt like it.
This here, this was one of the simple joys she could enjoy as the Queen.
Resting her cheeks on her hand, propped up on the table, watching the setting sun on the orange sky. She was too absorbed with the view that she didn¡¯t realize someone had been staring at her.
It was Kasser, standing a few steps just behind her. He drank in the sight of her¡ªperched on her chair, looking serenely over his kingdom. He had a busy day, trying to assess the scale of damage that had been done and making things right once more.
He couldn¡¯t even find spare time for his meals.
When he was returning to the pce, he still had tomand the soldiers, debrief them, and sort their duties. And then he rushed like a madman back to his pce, as if someone was hot on his heels.
He¡¯d asked around for her whereabouts, and this was where they led him. Up in the bridge, they told him, right between two towers. He was shocked, but he went anyway to see her.
And the sight that greeted him was so bizarrely unique, her drinking tea, enjoying the scenery. He couldn¡¯t help but let out a light chuckle. It was lovely seeing her rx over tea. He didn¡¯t even notice how much time had passed just by looking at her.
Eugene was brought out of her reverie by the sound of scuffling against stone and looked behind her. She was surprised when she saw the King.
¡°Your Highness.¡± She gasped and stood up to greet him properly, but he just gestured her to sit back down, and so she did. Kasser pulled out the other chair across from her and sat down.
Why does he appear out of nowhere all the time?
Unprepared, she didn¡¯t know how to face or even act around him. He was simply a stunning man. He was undoubtedly an artist¡¯s masterpiece, God¡¯s handmade man. She had plenty of things she wanted to say to him when she¡¯d finally see him.
That he did well in protecting the kingdom.
And above all¡
How great it was to see him safe and without injury.
But now that he was in front of her, she found herself at a loss for words. Clearing her throat, she finally asked¡
¡°When did you arrive?¡± it was all she could think of at the moment. But she backtracked for a moment, and feared he might mistake it for her asking why he hade. ¡°It¡¯s just that I had told them to tell me when you return.¡±
¡°I¡¯ve only just returned,¡± He assured her, ¡°It was quicker for me toe to you myself instead of rying it to a servant.¡±
This meant that he hade straight to her as soon as he entered the pce. Eugene couldn¡¯t help but think it was about the reports; the one she saw had been misced in her room.
¡°You needn¡¯t worry,¡± she told him, ¡°I¡¯ve already asked for the servants to put it in your office.¡±
¡°Worry about what?¡±
¡°The General¡¯s reports.¡± She answered and he blinked.
¡°I already saw it. This morning.¡± He told her, mumbling his words in an embarrassed tone. He couldn¡¯t find the words to exin his intrusion to her room at an impulse, watching her as she slept.
¡°Ah yes,¡± she said, nodding, ¡°I heard you came by.¡±
¡°It was still very early, so I didn¡¯t wake you up.¡±
¡°Of course, but I just made it more convenient.¡± She added, and he quirked his head.
¡°Made what convenient?¡±
¡°The papers.¡± She said and took a sip from her tea, ¡°You dide by to check on those.¡± Kasser opened his mouth and then closed them, like a fish out of water.
He was currently speechless, not knowing what to make of this. The papers were never in his mind when he stopped by her room¡ªIt didn¡¯t even cross his thoughts. But Eugene didn¡¯t know or hadn¡¯t realized this.
She took his silence as a sign for her to continue, and so she did.
¡°The General¡¯s work was brilliant. Most of the time, I left the decision to her, but I did decide a couple of times, especially when it needed your approval.¡± She exined, ¡°Did you find anything wrong with what I¡¯ve done?¡± she asked him, worried.
Especially with the opening of the gates still fresh on her mind. He might have thought she was challenging his authority when it was the farthest thought in her mind.
She couldn¡¯t entirely brush the concern off, mainly when she¡¯s dealt with numerous people who¡¯d held power. She was unaware of what lines not to cross with them, and hoped her decisions during her time as queen wasn¡¯t one of them.
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Chapter 78 Change of Heart (1)
Chapter 78 ¨C Change of Heart (1)
Kasser watched her in silence. He sensed she was treading cautiously but did not know what to feel. Even so, he felt the need to exin, she knew not the workings of the pce after all.
¡°The royal household is meant to be managed within its purview.¡±
Eugene looked at him nkly as he continued.
¡°It also means only the royals are qualified to take up this responsibility. That makes only two people qualified for the job¨Cyou and I.¡±
¡°¡ Me too?¡± She was visibly surprised.
¡°These past few years, I¡¯ve had my hands full dealing with things all by myself. Now, you¡¯ve taken the initiative to fill in during my absence.¡±
¡°Hm, I know that.¡±
¡°So do you want to manage it going forward?¡±
As she thought of his offer, Eugene¡¯s eyes widened to their limits. It sounded like he wanted to hand over the management of the pce to her. But even before she answered him, she had a few doubts to resolve.
¡°Why¡ did you oversee everything by yourself?¡±
¡°You refused to do it, but you wouldn¡¯t remember that.¡±
¡°You¡¯re saying you¡¯d already offered me the job before?¡±
¡°Soon after our marriage. Actually, these have always been the queen¡¯s responsibility.¡±
¡°What would I be taking over should I ept?¡±
¡°A lot of things. It¡¯ll take a long time to list out now, I can send you the detailster. To put it simply, you will be the deciding power of the pce in my absence, just likest time.¡±
¡°Does that mean I don¡¯t have to report things to you?¡±
¡°Besides a few exceptions, most reports will be something that you can approve on your own.¡±
It was not that Eugene did not understand why Jin Anika had refused to take up the job. Having more power meant more things on her mind. If all that Jin Anika needed was enough money to buy antique books, it would be easier to simply ask for a small fortune each time she needed it instead of being subjected to the tedium of managing affairs.
¡°But why, all of the sudden?¡±
Eugene wasn¡¯t dense. She was well aware of theplexities in their rtionship, some because of Jin Anika¡¯s previous actions and others because of, but not limited to, the circumstances they were brought together. Entrusting requires trust; the bigger the matter, the greater the need.
¡°This is not all of a sudden. As I said, it¡¯s supposed to be your responsibility.¡± He tried his best to assure her.
¡°But you¡¯ve done it all this time, so¡¡±
Eugene searched for an appropriate word, upon failing to find one she sighed deeply. She was learning to speak eloquently these days and was finding it hard to express her thoughts in the required ¡°refined¡± manner.
Marianne had asionally pointed out her directness in speech. She¡¯d advised her to mend her ways before entering high society. A noblewoman had to mind her Ps and Qs to say nothing of the queen. She¡¯d been working on it diligently, but habits do not change overnight. And here, the demand was to change her innately.
She needed more practice. Right now, she couldn¡¯t think of a way to beat around the bush and deliver her message clearly at the same time. In the end, she decided enough was enough and took the plunge.
¡°Your Majesty, please be clear with me on this. Are you trying to test me? Or, are you actually trusting me enough to hand over the responsibility?
Kasser burst into unrestrainedughter. ¡°You do like your straight-talk. If only everyone spoke like you.¡± He looked at her with smiling eyes, with a trace of indiscernible doting somewhere.
An abashed Eugene became pink. Never had she imagined that this king actually liked what his nanny hated: her manner of speech. So much for the values instilled!
¡°It¡¯s neither.¡±
She felt a tug in her heart at his abrupt answer. She smiled bitterly. ¡°¡ You¡¯re also quite direct yourself, Your Majesty.¡±
Kasserughed again.
¡°Taking care of the royal household is important but minor at the same time. It¡¯s very cumbersome for me to check every single tiny thing that goes on in the pce. A servant¡¯s sick leave, for instance.¡±
Eugene wondered if he was trying to say that he needed someone to take care of his tedious work. If that were the case, she had been overthinking.
¡°Are youfortable with leaving me to it when you don¡¯t have enough trust in me?¡± She was still feeling bitter.
¡°Only one thing worries me, which is that you¡¡±
Kasser paused, his smile faded. Eugene grew tense at the blue eyes gazing directly at her.
¡°¡ that you might im you don¡¯t remember this conversation.¡± He teased
¡°I¡¯m not that stupid!¡± She was miffed!
Ignoring her displeasure, he said, ¡°I recently heard that a patient suffering from memory loss might forget recent memories once they recollect their past.¡±
Eugene¡¯s eyes bulged at his words. Kasser was concerned another memory loss incident might ur again! Here she thought he was simply poking fun at her.
Her next words were carefully drawn out, to make sure she understood him correctly.
¡°Is it fine with you if I don¡¯t regain my memories?¡±
She surmised he would avoid her question. However, he answered her question as if he had been waiting for it.
¡°I don¡¯t want you to try too hard.¡±
¡°¡ Pardon me?¡±
¡°If you¡¯ve forgotten things, you can relearn them. It might sound like I¡¯m denying your past and I¡¯m sorry to force this opinion on you, but¡¡± He paused. ¡°I don¡¯t want to lie.¡±
Eugene was truly amazed. She believed that even with her changes, Kasser still couldn¡¯t shake off seeing her as the previous queen, Jin Anika, no matter how much she imed, ¡®I don¡¯t remember¡¯. But it seemed it was she who was seeing through tinted sses. He saw Jin Anika and Eugene as separate people and he had just made it crystal clear.
Since when?
If she was indeed Jin Anika and had actually lost her memory, she would be confused by his words now. Surely, she would be ashamed of how horrible she was in the past. If she herself felt so, she couldn¡¯t even begin to imagine what Kasser felt. But¡
The woman he chose is me, not Jin Anika.
On the other hand, having expressed his heart, Kasser was feeling unburdened. But that didn¡¯t mean he was not without regrets. He knew it was unbing of him to hope she stayed the same, even so, he feltfortable with her not recovering fast enough.
When he had seen the queen¡¯s seal on the reports, he was surprised. It took him some time to believe his eyes, after which, he had kept thinking about it all day long. And why not?
This queen, who had avoided taking any responsibility at all costs, had nowe forward to assume her role, of her own ord. This wasn¡¯t the same level of change as the way she talked. She had transformed into apletely different person¡ a better one even.
So, even if she happened to recover, Kasser decided to believe in the slight chance that she might not return to being the person she was before. Perhaps Marianne was right. Maybe she did need a long period for adjustment.
He and Jin Anika had started off on the wrong foot. He had dodged any and every problem he noticed in their marriage. He didn¡¯t want to, nor did he try to get to know the queen. He knew in his heart, that he was equally responsible for the fiasco called marriage and up until she returned, he wasn¡¯t the slightest remorseful.
However, now, his heart had changed. He trusted that their rtionship could actually improve. He wanted to know her, trust her and perhaps, even love her. As much as his change surprised himself, he was more surprised by how much he was looking forward to it.
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Chapter 79 Change of Heart (2)
Chapter 79 ¨C ChangeofHeart(2)
¡°While you¡¯re honest, tell me another thing. Do you think that the current me can do more good to the kingdom than the older me?¡±
Kasser hesitated to reply, he avoided her gaze for a brief moment even.
¡°That¡¯s right,¡± he finally said, but something troubled his mind, and he didn¡¯t know what.
Ah,soIwasrightaboutthat.She held on to her proud heart and reminded herself.
AllthatmatterstotheDesertKingishiskingdom.SoIhavetostopdeludingmyselfand,instead,begratefultohimforagreeingtogivemeausefulpositioninthe pce.
¡°This responsibility, will it help you if I take it?¡±
¡°It will help me a lot.¡±
¡°Then, I¡¯ll do my best.¡±
He felt a stirring in his heart as he gazed at the queen, smiling so sweetly at him. It bothered him, but he couldn¡¯t put the finger on it. Yet, he was certain that it wasn¡¯t anything unpleasant.
Recently, he had been experiencing a great deal of emotions and symptoms he couldn¡¯t clearly work out. But he didn¡¯t have a moment to sit down and think through these; he was simply too busy.
See here, there was no end to the list of things he had to do today. A pile of papers from Verus was waiting for his final approval. And this was just one of the things. Nheless, he put aside his work and unexpectedly proposed to her.
¡°You said you wanted to go out. Shall we go now?¡± he asked, with hopeful eyes.
¡°Now?¡± She was shocked.
¡°After the sun ispletely down.¡±
¡°It¡¯ll still be very disorderl¡¡±
¡°Everybody will be back to living their lives again. There won¡¯t berks for some time now, hence, everyone will be out in the streets.¡±
¡°Why?¡±
¡°There is a period of peace afterrks invade the kingdom. We just had a huge army of them, so there won¡¯t be any for at most ten days.¡±
¡°Wow, that¡¯s excellent news¡ not that the army is good news. Yes, let¡¯s go out. I want to go out.¡±
¡°Alright.¡±
The corner of his lips raised slightly. Eugene felt his eyes that were looking at her were gentle. She turned away, afraid that she may blush any minute.
In the distance, the sun had finally set. Everything had returned to blissful silence.
¡°Can you jump from here, too?¡±
They were at the bridge, which was higher off than his study. The depth she saw when she poked her head out of the banisters was frightening. It would take a crazy to leap off from here; she looked at him with worry.
¡°Shall I try?¡± Kasser replied as he pushed the chair back with his legs as he stood up.
Absolutely appalled, Eugene quickly shouted. ¡°No!¡±
Seeing her fierce, bulging orbs, he burst outughing. She looked back at him, unable to believe he was joking.
His unbridledughter warmed her heart and pleased her eyes. ShewantedtobetheonlypersonthatsharedhisjokesandWasittoomuchtoask? Instantly aware of the nonsense, she quickly regretted her thoughts.
Eugene intuitively knew she was falling for him. Hownicewoulditbetocontrolyourheart,howeveryouplease? She was full of mixed feelings.
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Eugene was all dressed and ready.
For the trip, she had to hide her inky ck hair. She put on a brown wig and, just to be sure, wore a robe with a hood. It was dark enough outside, so she didn¡¯t bother hiding her eyes.
Marianne had dressed Eugene herself.
¡°It¡¯s all done, Your Grace,¡± Marianne said with delight. She could read the excitement on the queen¡¯s face. It was a rude thought, but she was cute.
She suspected the king saw the queen no differently than her. It was a true relief he finally recognized her lovely nature.
HisMajestyisquiteinsensible,butatleasthestartedtolookatthepeoplearoundhim.
Marianne was deeply touched that they were spending quality time together. She didn¡¯t wish for more other than them to be closer at this speed. But whatever it is, she was happy about the positive turn of events.
¡°Have a safe trip, Your Grace.¡±
¡°I heard everything is in order in the city.¡±
¡°But it¡¯ll still be different from the pce, Your Grace. Be cautious never to leave His Majesty¡¯s side.¡±
Eugene smiled awkwardly. It was her first time hearing sincere words from someone. Here, everyone was kind to her. It¡¯s probably because she was the queen, but not all kindnesses were mere formal gestures.
Iwould¡¯velivednotknowingitifIdidn¡¯texperienceit¡
Eugene knew she wouldn¡¯t be living life the same way she did when she went back to it. She used to think life was a lonely journey. But now, her beliefs were shaken and her heart stirred. She was ready to hold on to hope, even if just a glimmer.
A page entered and announced.
¡°His Majesty, Your Grace.¡±
Eugene went to the living room and was surprised. The attire made the tall man unfamiliar.
Kasser wore civilian clothes and a wig, just like Eugene. But the humble clothing and dull-colored wig failed to hide his handsome face.
Heisdefinitelygoingtostandoutfromthecrowdwiththatface. When her eyes met his, he appeared a little cross.
¡°Are you done getting ready?¡± He asked.
¡°Yes, Your Majesty,¡± Marianne answered politely.
However, to Eugene, it sounded like he was asking if that was all she was going to wear, so she looked down at her attire and wondered if something was wrong.
¡°Is there a robe with arger hood? Your face is visible,¡± said the king.
A bigger hood was going to block her view. Nheless, the king¡¯s cold, mandating gaze told her he wasn¡¯t going to tolerate any more refusal.
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Chapter 80 The Town Square (1)
Chapter 80 ¨C The Town Square (1)
Just as Eugene finally got ready, she turned around and saw Kasser standing, waiting for her to finish with not a robe in sight to cover him up, or hide his identity. A frown settled on her face as soon as she neared him.
¡°Where is your robe, Your Highness?¡± she asked him. Kasser looked at her, then down on his attire.
¡°I don¡¯t need one.¡± He told her confidently, and Eugene pursed her lips.
¡°I wore mine to hide my eyes, despite not being noticeable,¡± she pointed out to him, ¡°Your eyes, on the other hand, can be easily spotted by just about anyone.¡±
¡°I can change my eye color whenever I wish.¡± He exins, and suddenly, closed his eyes for a moment.
When he opened them, Eugene¡¯s eyes widened, and she let out a small gasp of surprise. No longer were his irises in a light blue hue, but a darker shade, almost the same as the people in the kingdom.
¡°In poor lighting, it almost appears brown,¡± Kasser remarks, ¡°The people would be none the wiser.¡±
¡°How did you do that?¡± she asked in amazement as she stared at his eyes.
¡°I,¡± he cleared his throat when she drew closer than expected, ¡°It¡¯s through my Praz, quite difficult to exin.¡± He said, and Eugene stepped back, realizing just how close they¡¯d been.
¡°Still, what if someone recognizes you¡ even when you change your eyes?¡±
¡°No one would be able to identify me.¡± He cates her, and she frowns.
Unconvinced, she prodded on, ¡°No one in the whole city knows your face?¡±
Shaking his head, ¡°Why do you think they do?¡± he asked with a smile.
¡°Well, you take such frequent visits out the pce¡ª¡± she began before stopping abruptly. It was then when realization dawned on her that despite the frequent visits the king makes outside of the pce walls, none of the people ever did dare to look upon his face.
No one probably had the courage to even look at him in the eyes.
And even if they did catch a glimpse of the king¡¯s face, they couldn¡¯t identify his face alone without his bright blue hair and eyes giving him away.
Even so, it still presented her with another conundrum. Even without the help of his eyes or hair, his face would still stand out in a crowd.
¡°Even if they don¡¯t recognize you, you will still stand out from the crowd!¡± she exims, ¡°I very much doubt I would have a peaceful trip tonight. Not when everywhere we go, people will turn their heads our way because of you.¡±
¡°You should wear a robe.¡± She added after a moment¡¯s hesitation.
It was at that moment she realized the room had grown silent¡ªshe slipped up. She hadn¡¯t meant to sound like that, but to the others, she might have appeared to be ordering the king.
Contrary to her belief, the whispers of the servants around them were for a whole other reason.
She couldn¡¯t see it, but from their point of view, they were having a very intimate conversation. One that was usually heard between married couples.
Despite not doing it just for the show, Eugene thought having talks like this, like two friends, waspletely normal.
The servants, as well as Marianne, stood around them, observing the couple. Amusement was evident in their eyes as they watched the exchange. They gave the impression they were closer than they actually were.
Fortunately, the tense silence was broken off by Marianne¡¯s light chuckle.
¡°Your Highness,¡± Marianne interrupted, ¡°Her Majesty, the Queen is right. It is an outing for her sake. It would be better for you to follow her suggestions.¡±
Eugene pressed her lips into a thin line, nervous if she somehow had offended the king from her request, but it seemed like there was nothing to be worried about. Kasser had sighed in resignation and then turned to a servant, ordering them to fetch his robe.
¡°Bring me my robe.¡± Hemanded, and the servant bowed and went to get it.
¡°Yes, Your Highness.¡±
Shortly after, the servant returned, on their hands was the robe. As Eugene stepped aside, she watched as they assisted the king, draping the piece of clothing over his shoulders.
She couldn¡¯t help but feel something within her stir. It was an odd sensation, knowing a supreme ruler followed her order, even if it was a trivial matter.
When the robe was on, and the servants stepped back to give them some room, Kasser led her to the front of the gardens. There stood a man, and behind him was a coach, pulled on by a couple of horses, waiting for them.
From afar, Eugene noticed the man was fairly tall, and as she drew closer, she couldn¡¯t help but recognize him. Once they stood in front of him, Eugene finally figured out he was one of their guides for the night.
¡°Sven.¡± Kasser called out, acknowledging the knight. Sven bowed down low to him, then at the Queen, giving them his own greetings. When Sven straightened up, he introduced himself to Eugene.
¡°Germane Sven, Your Majesty.¡± He told her, ¡°I shall be yours and the King¡¯s escort tonight for any emergency that may arise. Rest assured, you won¡¯t be able to notice me.¡±
It was a couple more moments until Eugene realized why he looked so familiar.
¡°Ah, of course, it¡¯s been a while since we¡¯ve met,¡± Eugene said, and Sven gave her a delighted smile.
Sven had been one of the people that first found her in the desert, been the first one she saw in fact. He had also led the group of guards that took her back to the pce¡¯s safety. Back then, she was certain they had mistaken her for someone else.
However the fear of being left behind in the middle of the desert had overtaken her, and thus she had remained silent. She had kept her mouth shut until they reached the kingdom. Sven had also kept his distance during that incident, only speaking to her when necessary.
But he did take extra care of her, giving her necessary food and water, as well as afortable bed to sleep on when they were travelling.
She remembered it like it was just yesterday, the fright of waking up to nothing but winds and sands and the searing heat of the sun. Soon enough she found herself surrounded by strangers, and taken against her will.
Looking back at it now, she found his actions extremelyforting, and she was grateful for it.
¡°I forgot to thank you,¡± she told him, ¡°For thest time.¡±
¡°You owe me no thanks, Your Majesty.¡± Sven assured her, ¡°I only did what was expected of me. Here, let me help you up.¡± He offered her his hand, steadying her as she went up the coach.
Once both royalties were already on the coach, they finally began to depart towards the city. As Eugene sat and watched them pass by the pce walls, she turned to Kasser.
¡°Is Sven the only one who will be with us today?¡± she asked him. She had seen no other warrior escorting them. Kasser turned to her and nodded.
He respected my wish regarding the guards. She thought to herself.
Theirst discussion about the guards didn¡¯t really reach a conclusion, so she had assumed he¡¯d do as he wanted and bring a small group of guards. After all, he was quite adamant that they¡¯d need more than just one.
She knew it¡¯s not much to go on, but she felt extremely touched by the gesture. In her novel, the one she wrote, Kasser was a self-righteous man. Once he¡¯s had set his mind to what¡¯s right, there was nothing anyone could do to change it.
¡°Where are we first headed to?¡± she asked him
¡°To the za,¡± he told her and gestured to the roads up ahead, ¡°There are multiple roads to take to reach it, so you can choose which one we¡¯ll take.¡±
When she had chosen, they did as she had asked and went down a particr path. The coach soon came to a stop, and Kasser stepped out first, and then helping Eugene off right after. As soon as she stepped down, she gasped in amazement as the za came to her sight.
They had stopped by the corner, but from there, she could see the middle where a huge tree had grown. Its branches spread in an upward arch, with leaves big enough to provide shade. It¡¯s trunk so wide, it looked like it would take at the very least ten people to circle around it.
Around the trunk was an array ofmps positioned, its bright warm lighting shining on the leaves, even under the pitch-ck sky. When Eugene shifted her gaze to the floor, she saw colorful stones of various shapes and sizes covering the cement, like a floor mosaic.
It was then she realized the za was resembling something.
¡®The Holy City.¡¯ She thought and took another look around. She was sure the za was designed with the square of the Holy City as the motif. But it was merely an imitation as the size was smaller.
Yet, this brought her an eerie feeling, one that slowly managed to fill her.
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Chapter 81 The Town Square (2)
Chapter 81 ¨C The Town Square (2)
Eugene had designed the za in the holy city purely from her imagination, and in the middle of it was a huge tree for a centerpiece.
Around the za were families, lovers, and friends all walking around, having fun, with smiles on their faces. Some were even sitting beneath the wooden benches positioned underneath the tree.
She found herself even more excited now that she was seeing it in person. Though the pce was amazing, it seemed so unrealistic. The za on the other hand, was much more familiar and thus made it more impressive.
In Mahar, the people Eugene had been around in were only normal people. So different from her original world, the life she had once lived in.
¡®Where¡ where am I standing?¡¯
Was she truly standing in the middle of her novel? Was it possible to create a world with only her imagination?
¡°Jin.¡± Eugene jumped. She looked down and realized she was holding his hands tightly. When she tried to let go, he held hers more tightly.
She looked up and met his eyes.
¡°Do you want to go back?¡± he said. His voice was filled with worry. Eugene shook her head.
¡°No, I¡¯m just a little startled. It¡¯s more peaceful than what I imagined. It¡¯s as if nothing had happened here.¡±
Kasser looked back at his people with a new perspective. Some people might have died yesterday, but the survivors must live on. He thought it would be difficult for her to understand their lives; so full of war. So full of death.
¡°I want you to get used to it, too.¡±
¡°I didn¡¯t say I don¡¯t- ¡°
Kasser suddenly marched on, pulling her along with him. Eugene followed along, trying not to lose bnce, he was walking quite fast. He quickly slowed down when he noticed she was struggling to match his pace.
¡®It¡¯s like we¡¯re on a date,¡¯ Eugene thought as she looked at their hands together.
The two walked up neared the tree at the center of the za.
¡°Where do you want to go?¡± He asked her, and Eugene looked around them. There were multiple roads to take from the za. Each lead to mansions of nobles, streets full of houses of normal people, shops and markets, and many more.
¡°Hmm¡¡± Eugene thought, looking around in ce, taking her time deciding.
¡°We can¡¯t visit every road today.¡± He added, and Eugene nodded at him.
¡°I know. You¡¯re a very busy man, but you spared some time to make this trip happen. I won¡¯t take too much of your time. I can alwayse back and spend my time looking around.¡± She stated as an afterthought.
Kasser frowned at her use of the word ¡°I.¡± He didn¡¯t think this trip with her was a waste of time.
He wanted to be with her. When he was about to clear up the misunderstanding.
¡°I-¡±
¡°How about there?¡±, Eugene interrupted Kasser before he could say more. He looked to where she was pointing. ¡°What¡¯s along that road?¡±
¡°There are storages owned by merchants and inns where travelers stay.¡±
¡°Let¡¯s try that road.¡±
¡°That one? There won¡¯t be an awful lot to see there.¡± He told her, and Eugene just shrugged.
¡°Well, that road caught my eyes. Let¡¯s go.¡± She told him and began to go down that way.
Kasser didn¡¯t like her idea. It was one of the least safe ces in the city, where wanderers roamed the streets. But Kasser started to walk towards where she pointed without furtherints. He was sure she was safe with him standing by her side.
Walking beside Kasser, Eugene¡¯s eye¡¯s started to widen.
Why does that road look familiar? she nervously thought as she looked at the direction she was headinf. The more their steps moved closer to the edge of the za, she realized her d¨¦j¨¤ vu wasn¡¯t just an illusion.
I know this ce¡ It seems like I¡¯ve been here before.
Specifically, Jin had been here before. It was simr to how Jin¡¯s memory pictured in her head when she first entered the dining room.
I thought Jin only spent her days in her bedroom and study. When did shee here? she frowned the more she thought about it, and turned to the king.
¡°Did I make frequent trips outside the pce?¡± she asked him, and Kasser shook his head.
¡°You never left the pce before.¡± Eugene felt her heart begin to race.
Oh, dear. Why did I think she quietly stayed in the pce? She obviously could¡¯ve sneaked out without anyone knowing.
Eugene berated herself. Jin shutting herself indoors, looking at books? She didn¡¯t think she could be more stupid. She underestimated the evil woman whose n was to overturn the world. The study was only a trick, an alibi.
The three of them, including Sven, walked from the edge of the za and into the road. Eugene quickly scanned the area. She saw rugged buildings along both sides of the road, which appeared as the storages, with piles of wooden boxes out on the road. People who seemed to be workers moved the boxes into the building.
What did Jin do here? She could¡¯ve bought rare items in secret since it¡¯s a street full of merchants¡¯ storage. She thought nothing looked suspicious when something caught her gaze. Her steps halted as she did so, looking intently at the object that has caught her attention.
It was a run-down building, about two storeys high. The building hadn¡¯t gone under maintenance work for a long time, if the olive-green painting scraping off its outer walls was any indication. When Eugene stopped, Kasser stopped with her and turned his head to the building as well.
¡°It¡¯s a closed inn.¡± He told her. Wooden boards nailed over its windows. ¡°The building has shut down.¡±
She stared at the covered windows he mentioned. Despite knowing it was closed down, she still kept seeing shes of scenes deep within her mind. Inside the building were stairs made of stones, leading to the upper floor. Although it looked like a ragged building in the ruins, inside, the stone steps were made with perfect precision. Up the stairs on the upper floor was a narrow hallway with doors opposite each other. One of those doors erged and appeared in front of her.
She then saw the head of a person lying face down on the floor. The next scene projected upon her like she was flickering through an album¡ The man lifted his head. She had never seen him before.
He had ruddy eyes.
Eugene took a sharp breath in surprise. Kasser quickly held her body, reeling from the shock.
He looked down at her with a stern face full of worry. Her face looked ashen as he looked upon her.
¡°Are you okay? What¡¯s wrong?¡±
¡°I¡It must be something I ate.¡± She mumbled weakly, trying not to give herself away too much.
¡°Why didn¡¯t you tell me that before? We should head back. Can you walk?¡± Eugene nodded with confidence but stopped within a few steps. Her legs had turned to jelly after the shock.
¡°Ah!¡± she cried as her head suddenly spun. When she finally pulled herself together, her legs were swept from under her, and she found herself being carried in bridal-style by Kasser. She allowed herself to rx and leaned on his chest. She watched the old building over his shoulders until it disappeared from her sight as he carried her back to the za.
Eugene closed her eyes. She was extremely worn out. Jin¡¯s memory had never felt so intense.
Something had happened in that building.
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Chapter 82 Entirely Different Person
Chapter 82 ¨C Entirely Different Person
When they finally arrived back in the pce, Eugene was immediately escorted into her room, and servants rushed around her, fussing on her condition. One even went as far as to summon the doctor.
As she watched all this, there was only one thought that ran through her head¡
I¡¯m never saying I¡¯m sick again.
She sat obediently on her bed, letting them ask her questions, and answering honestly. Everyone was so concerned, and it might be an exaggeration on her part, but she was certain by this point everyone had gone in to ask about her well-being at least once.
She wanted to be alone, with her thoughts without people around her. The excuse of being sickpletely backfired as it sent the people into a worried frenzy. She should¡¯ve thought about it more. After all, when you¡¯re a Queen, there was no such thing as being just ill.
It¡¯s almost like thest time I pretended to be sick. Eugene thought, remembering the way people crowded around her, including doctors, when she first arrived in the pce. All were asking after her, about how she felt, any difort.
But unlike before, the King, too, was fussing over her. She even spotted the Grand Chambein by the corner, apanied by his servants, taking up space at one side of her room. Despite therge space inside the bedroom, it was filled with people, making the entire ce feel a little stuffy.
¡°Do you feel dizzy and nauseous?¡± the doctor asked her, and Eugene shook her head.
¡°No, it was only a little difort,¡± she said, trying not to let it show she was only pretending to feel sick. She only wanted to be alone, that¡¯s why she faked having a light stomachache, to which she insisted she was fine now.
Another servant entered, in their hands were documents, which General Sarah had received. The papers were then handed over to the head physician, who scanned the documents briefly with a slight frown.
¡°You didn¡¯t eat any more or different than usual¡¡± the doctor murmured under his breath as he read through the document, and Eugene then realized what the servant had brought in.
Wait, does this mean everything that I eat was being recorded?
And while she had figured that being Queen would give her little to no privacy, it was still a chilling thought to know someone was always watching her at every waking moment.
Judging by the physician¡¯s nonchnce on her knowledge about the records, it waspletely normal for them to monitor what she¡¯s been eating. After realizing this, another thought popped into her mind¡
For Jin to have eluded everyone to sneak out, she¡¯s pretty amazing. she thought in amazement. She was obviously no match to the cunningness of Jin.
¡°Well, there isn¡¯t a clear exnation. Sometimes, psychological factors do have an effect on digestion. Fortunately, the condition does not seem to be severe, so I will prescribe some medication that will aid digestion. A short walk after your medication will help you recover, Your Majesty.¡± the head physician told her after further examination.
However, just before they leave entirely, Kasser interrupts, airing a new concern.
¡°Was there a change in the cooking staff recently?¡± He asked, and the physicians exchanged looks until one of the servants from the kitchen answered¡
¡°There was a new assistant cook, Your Highness.¡± the servant said, ¡°I can fetch him this instant.¡±
¡°No need,¡± Kasser said with a frown, ¡°Look through the ingredients that were used in cooking the Queen¡¯s dinner,¡± he ordered, and the servants bowed.
¡°Yes, Your Highness.¡±
You don¡¯t have to do all that! Eugene wanted to say, but didn¡¯t. She could only watch quietly the matter had gotten out of hand rather quickly, especially with Kasser¡¯s incessant worry.
Although Kasser had only instructed them to check, she knew very clearly how much of a hassle it would bring the servants. Eugene felt guilty for making everyone do unnecessary things because she faked her illness just to go back home.
¡°Your Majesty, I¡¯m alright.¡± Eugene insisted, sitting up, ¡°Honestly, I feel extremely better than I was an hour ago. I would like to talk to you in private.¡± she added, giving the king a pointed stare before Kasser ordered anything else to the general officer or any of the remaining servants.
Sighing in resignation, Kasser looked at his people.
¡°You can all leave now,¡± He ordered them. When everyone cleared out, only silence remained, and Eugene finally let out a rxed sigh, with a mental promise of not doing anything as drastic as that again.
She needed to remember she couldn¡¯t just make excuses; she was acting like a Queen now.
But despite her fake illness being blown way out of proportion, she was a little happy by the thought of having that many people so concerned about her.
It was heartwarming. Back when she was just Eugene, little to none was ever that concerned about her.
It was a pleasant change.
¡°I¡¯d like to apologize to you, Your Highness,¡± she said, ¡°I¡¯ve wasted your time by going to the vige and not even able to see it through.¡±
¡°You have nothing to apologize for.¡±
¡°I think I do,¡± Eugene insisted, ¡°You¡¯re a very busy man, don¡¯t bother denying it.¡± she added when Kasser tried to protest, ¡°And here I am, adding to your burden.¡± she finished, looking down at her hands, fiddling with her fingers.
Kasser watched the Queen, and when they locked eyes, she brought them back down. Kasser, too, looked away at the odd feeling he got.
¡°I didn¡¯t think you were a burden.¡± he corrected, ¡°And going to the vige is never a waste of time.¡±
The awkward tension between them remained until Kasser cleared his throat.
¡°You should get some rest,¡± He said, nodding at her and moved to leave, when Eugene called out for him¡
¡°Your Highness,¡± Kasser paused when he heard her and turned to look.
Their eyes met, and Eugene¡¯s words died in her throat. She didn¡¯t know why she called out, all she knew was she wanted him to stay even a little longer.
¡°W-what happened, a little while ago,¡± she stuttered, trying to cover up her longing, ¡°Those things, um, was that the usual way of things?¡± she asked, and gave him a nervous smile, ¡°If you recall I forgot how things work, so I was wondering if those reactions were normal.¡±
And before she knew it, she began bbing about things she¡¯d been keeping ever since she¡¯s arrived.
¡°Marianne¡¯s a great help, but there are some things I can¡¯t talk about with her.¡± she added, ¡°I worry she¡¯ll think poorly of me. Not that she¡¯s treating me poorly, she¡¯s been very kind-¡±
Kasser raised his hand, trying to cate her to stop her rambling.
¡°No need to further exin,¡± he tells her, ¡°And while I can¡¯t understand your positionpletely, I do understand how hard it can be to open up to the people working for you.¡±
¡°You,¡± Eugene blinked, ¡°You do?¡±
¡°So you wanted to know if this is how things are usually done, or if I¡¯ve done extra measures when you¡¯ve lost your memory, was that correct?¡± he asked, sitting on the edge of her bed, and Eugene nodded.
¡°Yes,¡± she said.
She was taken aback at how well he was able to articte her thoughts so quickly and simply. He was indeed such a clever man.
Come to think of it, every conversation they¡¯ve had has gone rather smoothly. He hadn¡¯t even pulled rank over her whenever she demanded things from him. He¡¯d always been willing to listen to what she had to say and never dismissed her.
Three years he¡¯s been married to Jin. She could tell just how much patience and generosity this man had.
In her novel, the Desert King was a stubborn, one-way street kind of man. His driving force had only ever been vengeance on Jin. Despite being the most powerful in her novel, Eugene was never quite satisfied with writing his part.
And though it would have been perfect if the most powerful king also had excellent leadership, the Desert King never found the time to mingle with any of the other kings. Whenever there were gatherings, he¡¯d always be the first to leave when the important talks were over, often making up excuses for duties and responsibilities.
It was the very reason the Salt King always quarreled with him. Whenever the two kings would meet, things would take an ugly turn, souring the jovial mood immediately.
Had Eugene wrote the Desert King as the man before her currently was, perhaps her story could have gone better. Perhaps even differently.
When writing characters in novels, it¡¯s quite difficult to create a round character, where they develop over the story. Which was why most of the time, the characters she¡¯s made were rather static, characters with one-dimensional personality, that was it was easier to steer the plot to go in one direction.
After all, a character may very well steer the course of the story in a totally different direction.
This isn¡¯t the character I wrote. Eugene thought as she watched Kasser. This is a different person altogether.
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Chapter 83 Amusing Arguments
Chapter 83 ¨C Amusing Arguments
It¡¯s been, in fact, several days since she realized the man before her and the man she wrote have varying differences in personality, but it¡¯s only now she¡¯s actually seeing him as an entirely different person.
She was this world¡¯s creator. This was her story. And as much as she¡¯d like to think the people in the story, the king especially, wouldn¡¯t be able to do things she¡¯d never given them an ability to, she continues to be surprised every time.
No longer was she seeing them as just her characters, but in a much more realistic sense instead. The more time she spent alone with him, the more uneasy she got.
This was indeed reality.
¡°To answer your question, yes, it is a usual formality.¡± Kasser finally answered.
¡°Isn¡¯t it a little excessive?¡± Eugene asked, ¡°It¡¯s only an upset stomach.¡± she pointed out, and Kasser shook his head.
¡°It¡¯s the first time a physician was needed.¡±
¡°You wouldn¡¯t have given orders to check the kitchen staff and look through the ingredients had I been frequently sick, then?¡±
¡°Probably not.¡±
Jin must¡¯ve been pretty healthy for a woman who didn¡¯t do exercise much, she thought, but she knew that this wasn¡¯t the case in her mental health. No healthy mentality would¡¯ve given a woman an ambition to take over the world.
A healthy body, and a strong mind. Being a viin wasn¡¯t indeed easy. Eugene almostughed at the silly thought.
¡°I should probably have more healthy habits then,¡± Eugene quipped, ¡°I don¡¯t want to hassle everyone some more,¡± she said in a light tone.
Apparently, that wasn¡¯t the correct response.
¡°This isn¡¯t a joking matter.¡± Kasser scolded her slightly, and Eugene looked taken aback before breaking her gaze away and looking down in embarrassment. She felt her heart palpitate. She hadn¡¯t meant to appear to be brushing off their concerns.
Kasser¡¯s face softened. He reached for her hand and in a gentle tone, spoke, ¡°If you can¡¯t talk to Marianne about something, don¡¯t hesitate to ask me,¡± Eugene finally looked up from her musings, and felt a foreign feeling pool in her gut.
She didn¡¯t want to disappoint him, to fall out of favor. At this point, she wanted to be in his good graces just to ensure her survival, but things were much moreplicated than she originally thought.
His skin against her palms felt hot, yetforting.
She knows she couldn¡¯t tell him about what she saw in her dream, he wouldn¡¯t understand. And as much as she¡¯d like to wrangle the answers out of Jin, she was all but gone in mind, leaving only her body with Eugene.
¡°If it¡¯s not too much trouble, I¡¯d like to go back to town since I wasn¡¯t able to get a good look around,¡± Eugene said, wetting her lips.¡°I¡¯d also like just Sven to escort me, this time.¡± She wondered if she overstepped her bounds. Kasser seemed to be thinking it over before he nodded at her.
Sven was a good soldier, loyal and strong. He did as wasmanded with littleints and was disciplined and trained to perfection. Knowing this, it must be the primary reason Verus used him to keep a close eye on what goes on in the pce, to spy on the Queen.
¡°One guard isn¡¯t enough, though,¡± he told Eugene, and she nodded.
¡°Yes, I know.¡± Eugene said, ¡°That¡¯s why you can tell him to gather a small group of guards to apany us, I won¡¯t protest.¡± she said, ¡°I don¡¯t know any other soldier aside from him, so it would be the best course of action.¡±
Kasser quirked his head, observing the sudden change of heart. She had been so adamant before that she didn¡¯t need guards, even going as far as to insist they¡¯d only need one.
¡°You¡¯d need at least five,¡± he added, and Eugene nodded obediently.
¡°Of course.¡± Eugene beamed.
¡°Why the sudden change?¡± Kasser asked her, his confusion growing.
¡°It¡¯s not that I changed my mind,¡± Eugene quickly amended, ¡°It¡¯s only that, now that I¡¯ve gone, I realized you were right,¡± she said.
Eugene knows now that it was childish of her to think it would be fine to go to town unguarded. It was a rookie mistake on her part. She wasn¡¯t just Eugene now, she was Jin Anika, wife to the Desert King, Kasser
She couldn¡¯t go anywhere without an escort. Especially not with the active period, and Larks about to attack at any given moment. It was time to get serious¡ªshe couldn¡¯t remain in her civilian mindset.
It was time to be Queen.
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When Kasser finally stepped out of the queen¡¯s bed chambers, he brought his hands up to his chin, caressing his light stubble. He stood there for some time, deep in thought.
It wasn¡¯t the first time this happened. It wasn¡¯t the first time Jin had actually retracted her opinions and offered apromise as a roundabout way of apology. Just like that time when a disagreement hade about with Marianne on a servant¡¯s punishment.
She knows how to bow out, let better solutions take ce instead of the one she wants.
But this wasn¡¯t a forceful type of yielding, no. This one stemmed mainly from understanding how wed she was in her thinking. She showed great maturity in backing down.
He¡¯d never felt as light-hearted whenever they¡¯d reached an agreement before. It was nice.
To be honest, he was quite enjoying the back and forth an argument about the guards from before. It was so trivial; he hadn¡¯t really cared who would win the debate, he just continued for the sake to keep talking with her. He found her amusing, more so when she was flustered, much like a child throwing a tantrum.
He couldn¡¯t wait until their next argument. It would be amusing to see his wife get riled up.
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Chapter 84 A Chancellors Grievances (1)
Chapter 84 ¨C A Chancellor¡¯s Grievances (1)
A short walk, he said? Kasser thought of what the head doctor had said and decided to check back on Euger. When he arrived at his office, he was greeted by the Grand Chambein, anxiously waiting for him.
¡°Your Majesty, the chancellor is requesting to see you.¡±
Kasser frowned. He had made it clear through Sven that the chancellor was not to return unless he was ordered to.
¡°Are you saying the chancellor is standing on the other side of this door?¡±
¡°No, your Majesty. He is waiting for your permission outside the pce.¡±
Picturing Verus standing alone outside of the gate, his temper simmered down a little. He admitted he was driven by emotions when he gave Sven themand in the middle of the night. If the queen hadn¡¯t lost her memory, he would¡¯ve overlooked Verus¡¯s actions.
The Grand Chambein silently waited for the king¡¯s answer. There had never been a day where the chancellor could not set foot into the pce¡ªthis might be quite devastating for him.
While the man sitting on the throne could not be reced, the chancellor could be very well so kicked out of his position and reced. Since the king¡¯s respect towards Verus was immense, no one could dare to step up. Still, numerous men vigntly waited for an opportunity to overtake Verus¡¯s position.
Although it seemed like the authority of the kingdom could be handed over to another individual, the Grand Chambein didn¡¯t show his curiosity. He knew more than anyone that the Kasser hated intrusive behaviors.
¡°Let him in.¡±
¡°Yes, Your Majesty.¡±
A momentter, Verus entered the office. He kept his head bowed down, and frantically kneeled on the floor, facing Kasser¡¯s desk.
¡°I beg for your mercy, Your Majesty.¡±
Kasser looked down at Verus, who seemed to be kissing the floor with his hands and forehead against the cold flooring of his study. It was indeed a degrading and humiliating sight of the proud chancellor.
Given his position, Verus dominated soldiers andmoners over the years. Kasser knew it wouldn¡¯t have been easy for him to kneel t on the floor like that. But he did, regardless of his pride.
What a sly little f*cker, Kasser thought to himself. There was no ill-intention to how he thought of him.
Arge portion of why Kasser delegated Verus was how he knew when to kneel before his leader¡ªwhen to assume the form of a pleading pup when he had to.
Verus was an outstanding man, but there were enough people just like him. However, there was no one with the perfect qualifications like he had.
When Kasser was looking for the right man as the chancellor, he had asked around for the perfect person. He needed a man to be able to withhold the workload he was about to assign.
A young man was likely toin. But Verus was different.
He was from a wealthy noble family, so he was not after his royal money. Moreover, he was the third son of his family, which meant he was unlikely to be the heir and didn¡¯t bear responsibilities over his parents and siblings.
A man chasing after achievement, rather than power, and on top of that, one that was never ashamed of bending his pride. He was the man Kasser was looking for.
What Kasser needed for a chancellor was an arbitrator. He needed someone to force hismands to the soldiers, and Verus had been the perfect match.
¡°You may stand.¡±
¡°Thank you, Your Majesty.¡±
Kasser gestured to the Grand Chambein standing behind him. When the Grand Chambein left the room with the other servants, it was only Kasser and Verus left in the study.
¡°Your Majesty, I was extremely foolish, but I kneel before you. I did not have any alter motive.¡±
Verus assumed the king was furious with him because he pulled a couple of soldiers out of the battle and gave them other tasks toplete.
When Sven came to him and told him ¡®the King had be suspicious,¡¯ his heart sank. And when Kasser announced probation, he freaked out.
Everyone in the Kingdom called the Desert King a sage king, generous and kind. It appeared so when he allowed officials to debate freely in meetings. Along with the imagery of always stepping first towards the army ofrks, it left an additional positive impression.
But Verus thought otherwise. He knew the Desert King had characteristics of a tyrant.
So far, he had never seen the king change his opinion after he made a conclusion. Therefore, when Kasser had instructed him under probation, Verus knew there was no point in trying to prove his innocence. He knew it was only going to make matters worse.
Since he didn¡¯t make a huge mistake, he figured begging for mercy was the only way he could survive.
¡°Did Sven make things clear for you?¡±
¡°I clearly understood your orders, Your Majesty.¡±
¡°How I told him to remove any spies you ced around the Queen?¡±
What? It was a question Verus was not prepared for. However, he remained calm and answered while his head remained drooped to the floor.
¡°Your Majesty, spies around the queen? I have never attempted such outrageousness.¡±
¡°Then what was the purpose of cing Sven to keep an eye on the pce? Are you saying it was not to inspect the queen?¡±
He was uncovered. Verus didn¡¯t try to use shallow tricks and replied directly. ¡°It is just like you assumed, Your Majesty. But this is the first time I have made a silly move. I was simply worried a simr incident likest time might happen again.¡±
¡°I will make sure it isn¡¯t repeated. Do not pay any interest on matters inside the pce.¡±
¡°Yes, Your Majesty.¡±
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Chapter 85 A Chancellors Grievances (2)
Chapter 85 ¨C A Chancellor¡¯s Grievances (2)
¡°But, I must thank you for handling matters well while I was out during my battle with therks.¡± Kasser knew to give praises when one deserved it.
¡°I have simply done what was expected of me, Your Majesty.¡±
¡°I will grant you a rewardter. But first, are there any businesses that I must know of?¡±
¡°Although there are no immediate emergent disputes, I have something to ask for your permission, Your Majesty. I was once told you were keeping an eye on the rebels.¡±
¡°Yes, I am,¡± Kasser replied without thinking twice. He was aware of the group of rebels within the Kingdom of Hashi.
But they existed all through history; during the dynasty of the former king and even before that.
Mahar was a name for this world, but it was also the name of a God. However, this group which called themselves as the ¡®children of Mara¡¯ denied Mahar. They believed Mahar was an evil god, and Mara was the true mighty God who will bring salvation.
Although it was a dangerous ideology, Kasser had never shown interest in capturing and killing all of the members when they emerged.
The biggest reason was the Sang-je¡¯s attitude towards them. When their activity was uncovered in the Holy City, the punishment remained as lenient as deportation and nothing more.
Sang-je believed in extinguishing the immorals. However, his response to the rebels impacted the public¡¯s perception of them.
Moreover, humans already had amon enemy: therks. It wasn¡¯t a big deal whether or not they worshiped a different god and hatched a plot because their actions were never regarded as a serious threat. On the other hand, therks were a severe threat.
The rebels, however, were notpletely disregarded with their abominations. They were immediately exiled from the Holy City once they were discovered. Each kingdom has its own ways, but not in one are they greeted.
In one kingdom, they were firmly excluded, while in another, they were less excluded. The Kingdom of Hashi belonged to thetter.
When their secret gatherings were spotted, the Kingdom of Hashi would only forcefully disperse the group and seize their property. Warriors didn¡¯t actively knock on every door to hunt them down.
Perhaps, for this reason, the rebels were more active in Hashi than in other kingdoms. It was also because Hashi was the furthest from the Holy City, and the Sang-je¡¯s influence was less in this kingdom.
¡°I have noticed they have be more aggressivetely. I am nning on creating a separate search party to look after them.¡±
¡°What do you mean by more aggressive?¡±
¡°Traces of organized gatherings were discovered.¡±
¡°Organized gatherings, huh?¡± Kasser¡¯s face stiffened. The reason why he had left them alone was that they had never formed a societyrge enough to be menacing and appear as a threat to the people.
The rebels consisted of the poor¡ªthose from the bottom of the social hierarchy.
To assemble, they needed money. To be an organized group, there has to be a financial source.
Kasser felt his blood boil¡ªwhoever supports the rebels had the motive of disturbing the order of Hashi.
¡°Do whatever you need to do. Feel free to report back to me after you have dealt with it.¡±
¡°Yes, Your Majesty,¡± Verus replied with a deep bow. It was due to this side of the king why he didn¡¯t want to fall into his disfavor.
The Desert King gave him enough freedom to govern. He left most of the matters to his discretion. He never tried to find a fault in his decisions or made an irrelevant remark.
Verus found pleasure in being able toy a foundation on a Kingdom of a ten-thousand-year history. It wasn¡¯t a problem for him to take the responsibilities of the king when he was absent from the kingdom.
¡°You may leave and rest for today and bring the documents I need to check, tomorrow.
¡°Yes, Your Majesty.¡± Verus left the office in confusion.
Is he mad at me for watching over the queen¡¯s moves?
Since Verus worked from home during the active period, the government officials came with reports also to his house, meaning fewer people went in and out of the pce. Hence, he had fewer ears and eyes inside the castle.
And from this, it had be difficult for him to find out what was happening on the other side of the pce walls. There was more work for Verus during the active period. He didn¡¯t have time to pay trips to the pce himself.
What happened during the past month?
It was the first time the king had mentioned the queen directly. More importantly, it was the first time he was warned about issues regarding the queen.
Has the king gone soft¡ to her?
Since Verus was passionate in governing the kingdom, he was displeased at the way the queen never satisfied her role. But in all respects, it was his personal feeling. The queen was out of his interests.
But the queen¡¯s disappearance was the root of a change. It invoked his way of investigating suspicious things.
His spite towards the queen grew into a hunch that she was harmful to the kingdom.
Verus was personally looking into her disappearance. He had nned to investigate it deeper right after the active period when he had less work to do. For now, he ordered one of his subordinates to research the people connected to the missing servants.
There was one thing suspicious from what he had heard from his findings. It was that one of the queen¡¯s servants had tried to contact the rebels before she went missing. But he couldn¡¯t report that to the king.
I¡¯m pretty sure His Majesty will instruct me to hide this fact.
So Verus decided to put his brain to work¡ªin secret. Now that he had the permission to research into the rebels, he was going to say he found out about the missing servant after he had conducted the investigation.
If only this was about a single servant attempting to join the rebels¡
He was skeptical of the financial source of the rebels. What if the source was the same queen living in the same pce as the king? The woman who managed to snatch the king¡¯s favor?
I hope I¡¯m only overthinking.
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Chapter 86 Oil and Water (1)
Chapter 86 ¨C Oil and Water (1)
Chancellor Verus was certain of one thing¡ªsomething had changed between the royal couple during the past month.
¡®Should I expect the worst case scenario?¡¯ He thought to himself.
The chancellor had faith that the king was a smart man, rational and logical in thinking. But he was only a man, despite being a ruler. They were bound to change at some point; no one would be able to resist the charms a woman has.
And the queen was indeed a beauty beyondpare.
Even three years ago, after their marriage, many men still longed to have the queen. She had been the talk of the town for a long time. And Verus wasn¡¯t blind. He acknowledged her beauty, he wouldn¡¯t contest that. So it wouldn¡¯t be entirely out of the realm of possibility the king would fall in love with her.
¡®I need to gain an audience with the former General,¡¯ Verus thought worriedly, ¡°Surely Baroness Marianne would have noticed these changes.¡± He mused to himself.
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It had taken only a moment of staring at the medicine, but eventually, Eugene finally took the digestant that Marianne had given her and popped it to her mouth.
¡®I¡¯ll get hungry tonight if I were to digest these foods quickly.¡¯ She thought as she takes it and downs it with water. When she¡¯s done, Marianne had suggested taking a short stroll around as the medicine took its time to do its work.
¡°Your Majesty, why don¡¯t you walk outside for a few minutes?¡± Marianne said, ¡°The pain will only be doubled in your sleep if the indigestion takes a severe turn.¡± she exined, and Eugene nodded at her thankfully before doing just that.
Unfortunately, wherever Eugene went, so did the servants.
¡®Ugh, I¡¯m definitely never faking another stomachache again.¡¯ sheined to herself as she noticed this.
She finally understood why Jin never left her study. It was there she could find some peace and quiet. It was where she could be alone.
¡®I hadn¡¯t anticipated I¡¯de to understand Jin this much.¡¯ she thought in amusement, before remembering that while Jin was in the study, she¡¯d never allowed anyone to disturb her. ¡®Who could even confirm she was inside?¡¯ Eugene thought with a frown.
The overall walk wasn¡¯t horrible, quite pleasant in fact.
The darkened corridors she had walked through seemed quite a different world at night, so different in the morning in all its bright glory. There was some light, but it was so high up, the corridor was still nketed by shadows.
¡®If Jin really did leave the pce regrly, I need to think long and hard from the very beginning.¡¯ she thought whilst she admired the long pirs on the corridors. But despite her admiring the view, her thoughts only consisted of Jin Anika.
¡®If Jin did have a secret, I¡¯m certain it wouldn¡¯t be housed within the pce walls.¡¯
She remembered in her version of when Jin went missing; the people had only assumed that Jin had been involved in some horrible ident. And as quickly as the news spread, so did it die out, and Jin was forgotten. No one even questioned why she had disappeared, no one particrly cared.
Not to mention the General, Sarah, was a meticulous person. She definitely would¡¯ve found Jin¡¯s secret passage had she disappeared despite the size and vastness of the pce. It was only right to havee to this conclusion.
¡®Ah,¡¯ she paused, ¡®There was the man, the one in my visions.¡¯
His crimson eyes shed through the back of her mind.
Red eyes.
The symbol ofrks.
¡®Andrks were made by Mara, obedient only to its power.¡¯
This was why Mara¡¯s followers had red eyes. But this knowledge was mostly unknown for the Maharians. They wouldn¡¯t even be able to piece such a thing together, and link these people to therks, and ultimately to Mara.
And their eyes weren¡¯tpletely red either.
Because the rebels in Mahar, also called as the children of Mara, were subject to exclusion and discrimination, the redness of their pupils often gave them away, making it difficult to blend in.
This was because the red in their eyes were caused by Mara¡¯s power, one that dwells within each individual. This power made them powerful, and would often signify these people were awarded the highest status within Mara¡¯s ranks, enough to be a chief priest.
The man, the one she saw in her visions, did not have red eyes, but of a hazel hue. But whenever he had pleased it to be, his eyes would turn red.
¡®No, something¡¯s not right.¡¯ she thought, ¡®Something is bothering me.¡¯
As much as their society was closed off and secretive, their hierarchical system would be even more so. If the man had the rank of a chief priest among the rebels, he must be an absolute follower of Mara.
But she saw him, bowing to Jin, his forehead pressed on the floor, even before she had summoned Mara. Which meant he wasn¡¯t simplyplying with whatever Jin had nned, but that he respected her. Worshipped even.
¡®Whoever he was, Jin was not alone in this. This proves she had her own people. The question is, how many?¡¯ She fretted. Eugene didn¡¯t know who she could ask, where to find them. She didn¡¯t even know what to ask when the moment would be presented to her.
In the first ce, she would find it extremely difficult to leave the pce without someone seeing, unless she were to do things the way Jin did.
Through the study.
She could do it. Perhaps. If she only took a handful of servants, tell them she wishes to be alone. Then maybe, by then, escaping without anyone noticing she was gone.
¡®No,¡¯ she retracts, ¡®I don¡¯t want to do it like her.¡¯
She had already decided she would be queen, that she¡¯d take on more responsibilities to alleviate the Desert King¡¯s duties. She couldn¡¯t just then revert back to her old ways, it would seem like she had changed her mind.
Moreover, she didn¡¯t want to risk the good rapport she¡¯s had with Marianne, along with the others around her, and throw it away for curiosity.
¡®Let¡¯s start just like before, go to the inn, with the excuse of seeing the town, then maybe, more wille up.¡¯ she thinks to herself, satisfied with her new n.
And as Eugene was walking, she failed to notice a wall in front of her, and hit it with full force, causing her to stumble back. Fortunately, someone had caught her. It wasn¡¯t a wall, but a man, and he snaked his arm around her waist before pulling her flush against him.
¡°Where¡¯s your mind at?¡± a familiar voice asked, and Eugene felt her breath caught in her throat as she looked up, and saw that it was Kasser. ¡°You should be careful,¡± he continued, ¡°It¡¯s dark out here.¡±
¡°W-well,¡± she pulled away, stuttering as she regained her bearings, ¡°You came out of nowhere, how was I to see you?¡± she asked and he quirked up an eyebrow at her.
¡°I¡¯ve been standing at the same spot for some time now.¡± Kasser told her, ¡°I thought for sure you have seen me already. I didn¡¯t expect you to bump into me like that.¡± He mused with light amusement, chuckling quietly.
It was an amusing sight, the queen failing to see the king and bumping face first into him. It was hrious. Especially since she kept her gaze trailed up as if something was interesting.
¡°Is the ceiling that interesting?¡± He asked as he too looked up. Perhaps he¡¯ll see what she was so focused on.
Embarrassed, Eugene shook her head.
¡°No, I was just thinking,¡± she answered, and Kassser looked back down and straight into her eyes.
¡°About what?¡± he drew closer, as Eugene struggled to find words to say. She couldn¡¯te up with a viable excuse. So, she did the only thing she could.
She smacked his chest lightly, as if to tell him to get away, before giving him a coy smile. He let her go, and did step aside.
¡°You surprise me,¡± She said, and Kasser frowns when she resumed walking. He followed her, matching her pace.
¡°Where were you headed?¡±
¡°Nowhere.¡± She answered truthfully, ¡°I was just out for a walk. Doctor¡¯s orders.¡± she then stopped and turned to him, ¡°What about His Highness? Where were you going?¡±
¡°I was also taking a walk.¡±
¡°Why?¡± Eugene asked in curiosity, but the king only shrugged.
¡°You don¡¯t need a reason to take a walk,¡± He answered.
The servants following behind them slowed down their steps and finally came to a halt at the gesture of the Grand Chambein, who had just arrived. The two continued down the hallway, and their echoed voices fading out into the darkness. The Grand Chambein watched the two walk away in delight and turned his head when he heard a noise nearby.
The servants were chatting and giggling among themselves. When they noticed he was staring, they ceased any more conversation and stood back in attention.
¡°Pretend you never saw nor heard anything tonight. Do you understand?¡± He asked them, giving them a stern gaze, and the servants nodded at him.
¡°Yes, Grand Chambein.¡± and with a wave of his hand, they left to go back to their chores.
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Chapter 87 Oil and Water (2)
Despite dismissing the servants without the permission of their masters, the chambein wasn¡¯t worried. He was even certain the king would be thankful for the privacy he had given them.
Eugene finally noticed no one else but just the two of them were around.
¡°We must have been walking too quickly.¡± Eugene remarked when she saw no one.
Kasser too looked behind them. He did notice when everyone left, but he didn¡¯t see the need to point it out.
¡°Shall I summon them?¡± he asked her.
Eugene shook her head. ¡°No, it¡¯s not necessary.¡± she said, ¡°Besides, I don¡¯t think we¡¯ll be needing them. Doesn¡¯t it bother you, though, knowing someone¡¯s always following you?¡±
¡°Not really.¡± He admitted. ¡°It¡¯s actually convenient, after all, I only look at them when I need them.¡±
Ah, she thought with realization, An acquired taste only royals would have. I¡¯m definitely amoner.
¡°Is it still ufortable?¡± Kasser suddenly asked.
Eugene shook her head. ¡°I don¡¯t think so.¡± She replied. ¡°Not as much as it was before.¡±
Kasser gave a light chuckle.
¡°I meant your stomach.¡±
¡°Oh.¡± She smiled, realizing her misunderstanding. ¡°It¡¯s all right now. My stomach isn¡¯t upset any longer. I feel perfectly fine.¡± Her smile froze in ce, feeling a little guilt at her pretense.
They soon reached the end of the corridor. Towards their left was a path that led to a flight of stairs, on the other side was a ss door. Its height was as tall as she was. It opened from the inside, and beyond it was a balcony.
Eugene thought the pce had many windows and ss doors.
Stepping closer to the ss door, Eugene looked skywards and saw a blood red moon shining above them.
It was like that during the active period. But despite the moon being red, it¡¯s light remained as it always was¡ªcool as it shone on their path.
The door then clicked open when a gentle hand gave it a slight nudge, startling her momentarily.
¡°It¡¯s open.¡±
¡°What poor management,¡± he said.
Eugene chuckled nervously, making up an excuse on the spot.
¡°It¡¯s probably because of my getting sick. In their rush to aid me, they forgot to recheck the locks. Please don¡¯t punish them.¡± Eugene added hurriedly.
Kasser looked at her, contemtive. Eugene already felt bad for lying, she would only feel worse if they¡¯re punished for negligence because of her distracting them.
Kasser finally let out a light chuckle.
¡°Though I don¡¯t think you are to me, what you think is right isn¡¯t my business, but yours.¡±
¡°Oh.¡±
Eugene turned her gaze away, wondering if she really could manage this entire pce? And though it frightened her, she couldn¡¯t help but feel proud of herself for once. Gaining confidence, Eugene finally pushed open the doors, and stepped out onto the balcony, breathing in the fresh night breeze.
She always did want to go out to the balconies and do this at night. If no one had been apanying her, she would¡¯ve done so much sooner. But, as it was, the servants followed her everywhere. And because of that, she fought many urges to prevent from appearing stupid in front of her subjects.
Eugene turned to look at Kasser. When she saw him frowning a little but saying nothing, she bravely continued on, walking further out. The balcony was bigger than expected, and the banisters made her feel safe.
She leaned over the rails and looked down below. It was of simr, possibly greater, height than the one Kasser had once jumped out of. She sensed him walking over to her, stopping right beside her.
¡°Your Majesty, have you been out here before?¡± she asked him.
Kasser shook his head. ¡°No.¡±
¡°Not even when you were a child?¡± she asked incredulously.
He gave her an odd look. ¡°What makes you think I would¡¯ve during my childhood?¡±
¡°Children are adventurous and curious. They are willing to go outside and explore. Especially ces like this which seem dangerous.¡± She stated in a matter-of-fact tone.
Kasser looked at her curiously¡ ¡°Were you like that?¡± he asked softly.
Eugene had almost answered without thinking but stopped herself before she did.
¡°I don¡¯t remember.¡±
Cold sweat rolled down her back. Eugene carefully studied his face. She wasn¡¯t sure if he was trying to lead her on to something, or was waiting for her to slip up.
¡°Do you not get injured from jumping off a great height?¡± she asked, changing the subject.
Fortunately, Kasser didn¡¯t think much of it.
¡°My Praz will do its work.¡±
¡°How high can you fall from? Can you jump with someone?¡±
¡°Was it so impressive when I jumped offst time?¡± he asked, with a slight grin on his face.
Eugene blushed.
¡°Are you¡ offended?¡± she asked hesitantly.
Kasser thought for a moment and soon shook his head.
No one had ever treated his ability to use his Praz like they would a talent. It was quite nice. Her question was strange, but it didn¡¯t sound like she had any underlying intentions, so he wasn¡¯t offended.
¡°Do you not feel ufortable?¡±
¡°Me? About what?¡± she asked.
Kasser stared at her for a moment, before trailing his eyes to the moon.
¡°You must not remember this either.¡± He began. ¡°But a Praz and Ramita are like oil and water. They do not mix well together. In fact, an Anika¡¯s Ramita is highly reactive to a king¡¯s Praz. People often said some of them would even run away at the sight of a king because it¡¯s an unbearable sensation.¡± He finished.
Eugene frowned. ¡°Really?¡±
Kasser nodded at her stiffly, leaving Eugene once more to her thoughts.
Well, this is the first I¡¯ve heard of it, she thought.
There was so much she didn¡¯t know, about a world she knew she had created. She almost wanted to give up. But she shook the worry out of her mind, changing around the negative, to something rather productive.
I¡¯ll make sure to remember next time. She thought resolutely. She couldn¡¯t afford to make mistakes anymore.
Chapter 88 Late
¡°I see,¡± Eugene finally said, ¡°Forgive me, I must sound so silly.¡± Sheughed it off slightly, trying to brush off whatever growing concern the king was having.
Kasser nodded at her before looking away, his gaze trailing along the bottom of the railing, trying to hide the relief he was feeling. He thought it was a good thing she endured everything rather quietly, and had not felt rejected. He decided to change the topic as he assessed the height.
¡°I haven¡¯t exactly measured just how high I can jump.¡± He began leaning over the railings as he watched the bottom floor. ¡°But I think¡¡± He pulled away and turned to her once more. ¡°¡ I could jump this height, even with you in my arms.¡± He dered.
Eugene quirked up an eyebrow¡
¡°Really?¡± She was shocked, as well as reluctant to believe him. But when he burst outughing, she narrowed her eyes at him, giving him an unamused stare. ¡°You think I¡¯ll get scared with a little height?¡±
She¡¯d never been afraid of heights, and she wasn¡¯t about to start now. In her world, she had ridden the most extreme rides in the amusement parks such as rollercoasters and many more without feeling stressed about it. When Kasser remained skeptical of her bravery, she stood beside him, looking down and then right back at him again.
¡°All right, let¡¯s do it!¡± She dered.
Kasser raised a brow at her.
¡°Don¡¯t underestimate how high up we are.¡± He pointed out.
Eugene nodded.
¡°I know,¡± she said. ¡°And it seems like fun. Shall we?¡±
Kasser frowned. ¡°You¡¯re bluffing.¡± He used.
¡°Not at all!¡± Eugene replied confidently. ¡°I don¡¯t fear much.¡± She stated, before remembering she was supposed to not know anything about her past. ¡°At least, it feels like I don¡¯t have many fears.¡±
Kasser mistook her amendment for a sign of fear and began to feel mischievous as he gave her a devious grin. Immediately, he grabbed her around the shoulders, and picked up her legs from beneath her knees, hauling her close to his chest.
She let out a gasp of surprise as she looked up at him with wide eyes. He picked her up like she was a paper doll weighing nothing. Her arms tightened around his neck as he hopped up the edge of the rails, bncing with expert ease.
¡°Don¡¯t cry when this is over.¡± He teased.
She shot him an unamused stare.
¡°I won¡¯t.¡±
¡°Are you sure? You don¡¯t want to stop?¡±
¡°I¡¯m ready. Jump whenever you are ready.¡± She goaded him, her eyes glinting in anticipation.
She even looked a little mischievous than usual, which made Kasser¡¯s heart feel mysterious. To keep that look on her face, Kasser could feel he could jump at any height thousand times over.
He had agonized quite a while over something simr. However, he didn¡¯t take it seriously right now even though he knew a small deviation could be serious because it would lead to big consequences.
Kasser didn¡¯t want to disappoint her, so he wasn¡¯t going to back down now.
Eugene took in a deep breath and held it as Kasser stepped forward, and finally jumped over the railing.
Eugene felt her stomach plummet the opposite direction, enthralled with the way the Praz wisped around their bodies. The blue me whipped around them, surrounding him and her¡ Devouring her.
Everything seemed to progress in slow motion. She was so enthralled, shepletely forgot the sense of falling.
Kasser hadnded gracefully on the ground in an upright position, with her secured in his arms. When his feet touched the ground, there was no noise, almost like gravity had no hold over them.
Slowly, Eugene finally unwound her tight wrap around his neck, blinking slowly as the adrenaline rush soon dissipated, and her racing heart finally steadied once more.
¡°Are you all right?¡± Kasser asked with concern.
Eugene gave him her brightest smile in response.
¡°More than all right.¡± She gasped out happily. ¡°It¡¯s the best I¡¯ve ever felt!¡± She gushed, giving out a breathyugh when it was cut off by a soft sensation against her lips.
Eugene gasped as she felt it, and realized Kasser was kissing her.
The light-hearted feeling gradually changed as his lips moved against hers, and Eugene closed her eyes and gave in.
Just like that, the innocent mood changed into one of passion.
Kasser pulled away. They stayed there, silent, staring into one another, until the man surged forward once more, capturing her lips with another passionate kiss. Her heart was beating hard once more, that she feared it would burst out of her chest.
Ever since the Lark ambush had ended with Kasser returning safely, she had been anxious about him sending a servant to her, summoning her within just a few days. To be honest, she was quite hoping for it, and had been thinking that perhaps, today would be the day, especially as she was preparing for the night earlier.
Eugene¡¯s lips parted, allowing his lips to dart into her mouth, tasting her, savoring every corner inside. Their tongues tangled together, battling for dominance. Eugene¡¯s eyes squeezed shut as her knees turned jelly, clinging onto him for dear life. Despite their standing positions, she was lucky he was keeping her upright, with a gentle yet firm hand, pressed lightly on her lower back.
She was fortunate he was still carrying her.
A small groan seeped out from deep within Eugene¡¯s throat, a rumble shortly after. It was almost like she was purring in pleasure.
The satisfaction she felt was real, and overwhelming after so long. Her fingertips, which were buried deep in his hair, went numb when he would greedily suckle on her tongue.
He slightly tilted his head and covered her lips with his. Their lips were deeply interlocked with each other. They fell into a trance after they tasted each other¡¯s lips, their salivas mixing.
With the way he was kissing her, she felt him steal her breath away, drinking it in himself with the kiss. She was breathing roughly through her nose as he kept kissing her. He was so engrossed it seemed as if he was determined to taste every part of her lips and mouth in detail. He licked and bit her lips and rubbed the tender flesh inside of her lips with the tip of his tongue.
Maybe it was because she wasn¡¯t currently grounded, but inside Eugene¡¯s mind, it felt like it was spiraling out of control. She was going to get motion sickness. Eugene unwrapped her arm from his neck and twisted her body as if to push him away.
His lips that had been tenaciously clinging onto her lips, finally let go. Kasser pulled away and looked at her with hesitation in his eyes.
She was breathing harshly, trying to catch her breath. Her lips felt swollen from the kiss, even her tongue ached lightly from when Kasser had been pulling on it. She was avoiding his gaze, her ears red with embarrassment.
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Kasser moved closer, asking silently for permission. Eugene gave a terse nod in response. And so, he drew close, peppering kisses all over her face, on her eyelids, on her forehead, cheeks, and he finished it off with a light gentle kiss on her mouth.
The kisses felt a little ticklish, she couldn¡¯t help but let out a giggle.
Kasser¡¯s kisses continued, trailing from her chin, then down to her neck, before nipping her lightly. Eugene let out a startled gasp as she looked up at him in surprise.
Their eyes locked together, his orbs darkened by desire, but she wasn¡¯t sure if it was because of the dim lighting, or if his Praz had changed once more.
¡°Eugene.¡± He whispered huskily, sending a wave of shivers down her spine. It sounded so tempting, as he asked for implicit permission.
She let out a soft sigh, closing her eyes momentarily before opening them once more. She could feel her heart thump sporadically in her chest, vibrating in her ear.
¡°Let¡¯s go to-¡± She gulped. ¡°-the room.¡± Her hoarse voice sounded strange to her.
Kasser nodded and began to move. He soon sped upwards even as she was clearing her throat, so she hung onto him for dear life. They passed through their surroundings so quickly, she barely chanced a look.
¡°Ah!¡± Eugene yelped.
Suddenly, her body felt like it was floating. Her eyes widened as she watched the ground get farther and farther away from them. She learned that not only could Kaiser jump down from high distances, but that he could also jump up as high.
Wow, incredible! She couldn¡¯t help but marvel at his physical prowess. She could finally see why the people of Mahar would treat a king like they would a god. He truly seemed like a higher being,pared to mortal humans.
Eugene, who in her original world had seen the many wonders of modern technology and science, was even in awe of him.
Kasser did onest leap,nding perfectly on the balcony railing, before jumping down, and pushing open the balcony doors as he strode inside the room. But it was locked. He put her down, grabbed a small rock, and broke open the window.
He reached inside, shifted the lock open and the door swung wide, leaving Eugene impressed by his swiftness. Although she was a little indignant by his damage to property¡
¡°You broke a window!¡± She eximed in hushed tones.
Kasser looked at her and shrugged. ¡°I know.¡±
He entered the room. Eugene followed him reluctantly, taking a cautious look inside.
¡°Where are we?¡± she asked after him.
¡°I¡¯m not sure.¡±
¡°Someone could be here!¡± She called out in a whisper.
Kasser chuckled. ¡°Nonsense, this is a guest room,¡± he said, ¡°And I¡¯m certain no one is upying it.¡±