《I'm Sorry》


 Rankings

    Alphas


    Alphas are the highest ranked werewolves in the community. They are strong and fierce, they go through ruts rather than heats and can mark their mate.


    Betas


    Betas are ranked second highest in the werewolf society they can have pups, but their pups are not that strong and their is no specific for what rank their pups may be.


    Omegas


    Omegas are  ranked lowest and treated terribly. They are rare they can breed pups that are pretty strong their pups will most likely be alphas. Most omegas are used and then disposed of .They''re mate has to be an alpha as well. It cannot be a beta.


    Male OmegasThis tale has been unlawfully lifted from Royal Road. If you spot it on Amazon, please report it.


    Male omegas are almost gone. Omegas may be rare but male omegas are almost impossible to find. They breed the strongest pups that will most likely be true-bloods. Male omegas are treated even worse than omegas. While omegas are thrown out of their homes after their homes male omegas are killed. Their true blood children are at risk to be taken by other people. Which is why they must stay hidden.


    True-Bloods


    True bloods can only be bred by male omegas. They are ranked even higher than alphas'' themselves. Only in rare occasions will a true bloods'' parent not be a male omega. True bloods are stronger than all wolves and their blood can bring the dead back to life.


    Head Alpha


    The head alpha is the one who rules the whole pack. They can only become the head alpha once they have mated.


    Lunas


    Lunas are the mates of head alphas, they lead the pack along side the Head Alpha and are protected by the alpha and the pack.


    Mates


    The mate bond is chosen by the moon godess. Once the mates pair has been chosen by her there is no escaping it. If you''re rejected by your mate you will die.

 Chapter 1

    Hyunjin POV:


    Darkness surrounds me. I can see nothing but I continue to run. I don¡¯t know what I am running from, but I do know it¡¯s something I should be afraid of. I continue to run until I fall. I fall for what feels like eternity until I hit the ground. My vision is obstructed by the darkness. I get up and through the darkness I can see what is in front of me. Though it is dark all around I can somehow clearly see the golden door with emerald and rubies engraved into it. Fear fills me as I feel the thing I am running from get closer. I have two options: open the door or face what I¡¯m running from. I turn and open the door, as soon as I open the door I feel my eyes flutter shut and I die.


    Sweat covered me as I awoke panting from the horrible nightmare that came at least twice a month. Although I do not know what it means I¡¯ve asked myself countless times, I don¡¯t want to tell my mother. She¡¯s been burdened enough since my father, her mate died a few months ago. It was a terrible scene. Since a few hundred years ago people and werewolves have lived in peace. Some of them even get married, but there are people out there who believe that werewolves are monsters, while there are those who believe werewolves are only on the earth to serve a purpose once they have served their purpose they are to be gotten rid of. Thankfully most of those people went into hiding and werewolves and humans can live in peace. But once in a while they come out and when they do they kill and hurt, to strike fear into our hearts. My father was among those brave werewolves who died fighting those people, when they tried to attack our pack. He was an alpha one of the most respected alphas in our pack, while my mother is a beta. When I turned ten I found out my rank just as all werewolves do. I found out that I am an omega, I was sure my father would be disappointed, angry even. As most Alphas hope for an Alpha son or even a beta, omegas are the lowest in rank. They are treated terribly, used to bear children and then disposed of. Even worse I am a male omega, male omegas breed the strongest, healthiest pups. They¡¯re pups will most likely be true bloods, which are even higher ranked than alphas themselves because of this it¡¯s dangerous for them. True bloods are usually put at a risk of being captured by cults, who will use them against their own kind. If humans were to find out about a true blood they would most likely try and kill the whole pack before capturing the true blood pup. To keep his pack safe I expected my father to throw me out, disown me even. But when I told him the news he smiled so bright and hugged me. His words still ring in my ears when I¡¯m upset about being an omega. ¡°Hyunjin omegas¡¯ are amazing. They may be low in rank but that¡¯s just because people are afraid that they¡¯ll rise to the top. So they tie them down, and you¡¯re a male omega! One of the only few left at that. I¡¯m so proud of you. But you need to take extra caution okay?¡± Ten year old me had nodded and smiled so bright. The memory will never fail to bring tears to my eyes.


    ¡°Hyunjin-ah!¡± My mother screamed from downstairs shaking me out of my thoughts. ¡°Hyunjin-ah hurry up Feilx and Jisung are here already!¡± I sighed, as I got out of bed to get ready for school. Felix is an male omega just like me his family joined the pack four years ago when I was thirteen. I remember he had forgotten his scent blockers, which are extremely important for an unmated male omega. Their smell is considered so strong it can attract alphas¡¯ miles away. Which will cause the Alpha to forcefully mark you, and then you¡¯ll be mated there¡¯s no going back from being mated. Felix had stood up and gone to the bathroom mid class, and since he sat next to me I could smell his scent. I immediately knew he was an omega no alpha had sweet smells. I quickly raised my hand, hid a few scent blockers in my back pocket and rushed into the bathroom. Where I was met with a crying Felix. I had bent down next to him and handed him the scent blockers. Felix had looked at me questioningly after taking the scent blockers, but then he had hugged me. When he pulled away he was smiling. ¡°You¡¯re an omega too!¡± Just like that our friendship had begun. I walked to the dresser after changing and applied lotion and my scent blockers. Jisung and I had always been friends. He was like my older brother. It was a mistake, him finding out about me being an omega; but I¡¯m glad it happened ever since then he was overprotective about me around any alpha. When I introduced Jisung to Felix he had started to take care of him too. Making sure no alpha would bother us, even though no one knew we were omegas. He had even stayed back a year in school so that he could protect us. We were never afraid that Jisung would hurt us. He''s insistent on waiting for his mate. He hasn¡¯t even dated anyone not that the rest of us have either.This story originates from a different website. Ensure the author gets the support they deserve by reading it there.


    Finally, I stand in front of the mirror, making sure I haven''t forgotten anything. ¡°Hyunjin! I swear to god, get down here!¡± My mother screeched from downstairs. I rushed down the stairs almost stumbling down the steps. When I finally reached downstairs I was greeted by the same sight, as I was most mornings. My mother was in the kitchen, Felix and Jisung were laughing like maniacs and I was just standing there. I walked over to my mother, ¡°Morning Eomma.¡± I kissed her cheek, and she hit me on the back of my head lightly. ¡°What took you so long?! Your breakfast is going to get cold!¡± I smiled sheepishly before making my way to the table. My mother brought more plates and yelled at Felix and Jisung to come eat. Though they insisted they had already eaten. My mother yelled at them for lying telling them they need to gain, much more weight to look their age. I snickered lowly at the scene and continued to eat, when we finally escaped my mothers¡¯ countless nagging, we started to walk to school. It was a bit chilly out but my oversized sweater and sweatpants. Block most of the wind. Ever since I found out I was an omega, I¡¯ve hidden my body. It''s more like a females¡¯ body, my curves were more defined; no matter how much I tried to gain muscle and get my soft belly to go away it never worked. So like Felix I resorted to wearing oversized clothes, though I didn¡¯t mind. I was never really confident with my body anyway, so having to hide it away seemed like the better option. Jisung and Felix continued to talk while I was lost in my own world as it was most mornings. Finally reaching school we waved each other goodbye and continued walking to our own classes. I expected school to go smoothly as it did most days, but halfway through the day during science. My scent blockers had started to act up. They had almost made it to the end of the day, but it seemed as though I had not applied many because it had started to wear off. Which turned many alphas¡¯ heads¡¯ towards me. Quickly raising my hand I rushed to my locker, many heads¡¯ turned towards me in the hallway. Which most likely meant that my scent was starting to get stronger.


    Finally reaching my locker I pulled out Jisungs¡¯ sweater. I ran to the bathroom and exchanged the sweater I was already wearing with his. Jisung was always extra precautious so even though we insisted we didn¡¯t need it he gave Felix and me his sweatshirts, heavily covered in his scent which blocked ours. For a situation like this I¡¯m really thankful he did. His heavy scent blocked out my own. Finally the end of the day came, I walked outside of the prison called school. Felix and Jisung stood waiting for me

 Chapter 2

    Hyunjin POV:


    Walking to them I smile while waving. Felix returns the gesture but as I get closer to them I can see Jisung and Felixs¡¯ faces contort into ones of worry. As I reach them Jisung holds my face with his hands scanning it over for any cuts, or bruises. ¡°Are you okay what happened?¡± Jisung says, his eyes filled with worry. ¡°Jisung I¡¯m fine my scent blockers wore off.¡± Felix sighs and steps towards me holding out his hand. ¡°You really need to be more careful Jinnie.¡± Felix hands me scent blockers and I nod while applying them to my neck. I take off Jisungs¡¯ big sweater and place it in my bag, before taking out my own. I slip my sweater over the big tee shirt I¡¯m wearing as we make our way home. Two blocks before my house I¡¯m left alone, Felix and Jisung live two blocks before me. Although Jisung walked me home everyday, today he couldn''t because his mother had called and she needed his help with something. But I didn¡¯t mind that it was quiet and before starting my walk the rest of the way, I pulled out headphones and started to listen to , ¡°Your Eyes Tell.¡± By BTS. Playing the slow soft melody caused my mind to wonder about my life situation. Having to stay hidden kept away in fear because he would be used and thrown away. Leaving me helpless I was so useless, disgusting the thoughts blocked the music playing. I don¡¯t remember what happened next but when I finally came back to my senses, I sat on the floor of my rooms¡¯ bathroom. A silver blade lying on the floor near the sink, long intricately designed cuts decorated my skin. Some swirling in different directions while others stretched from my wrist to where my forearm met my elbow. This wasn¡¯t the first time, It happened quite a bit.


    ¡°Hyunjin-ah?¡± My mothers voice came from outside, she knocked on the door. I panicked and washed my hands that were painted in blood. I threw the blade out and pulled my sleeves down hiding the cuts though they burned after rubbing with the cloth. I washed my hands once again for good measure, and opened the door. I stepped outside and my mother gave me a sad smile. I looked at her confused, ¡°There¡¯s some guests downstairs c¡¯mon.¡± My eyes widened the blood on my arms threatening to seep through the thin fabric of my sleeves. I nodded and walked downstairs hoping it would be short. Making it to the living room I saw Jungkook and Taehyung hyung. Along with Bang PD-nim and some other people I didn¡¯t recognize. Jungkook and Taehyung hyungs are mates, though I was scared of the mate bond. I¡¯m not anymore not after seeing their relationship bloom. I can only hope that someone will one day love me the way Jungkook and Taehyung hyung love each other. Seeing me Taehyung smiles and comes to hug me. Taehyung hyung is my cousin and Jungkook is the soon to be head alpha. Which will make Taehyung the luna. Taehyungs¡¯ father was killed when he was very young so my parents helped raise him. We were practically brothers. Taehyung is a male omega as well so he hopes to make the situation for male omegas better once he becomes luna. It''s normal for Taehyung and Jungkook to come over and hang out or talk to Felix, Jisung and I about our lives and school. But I didn¡¯t think that¡¯s what this was about. Bang PD-nim was there in my living room, he¡¯s the head alpha and although his son (Jungkook) visits quite a bit. He doesn''t there were also two other people he didn¡¯t recognize. There was no way these people were a part of the Silver Stars pack. I would¡¯ve recognized them. As I was studying them Bang PD-nim motioned for me to sit down. This content has been unlawfully taken from Royal Road; report any instances of this story if found elsewhere.


    I folded my elbows upward on my lap and held my chin in my hands. Making the blood flow down towards my elbows rather than up towards my cuffs where it could be seen. My mother took a seat next to me. Bang PD-nim smiled at me before beginning to talk. ¡°Hello Hyunjin? Right?¡± I nodded. He continued, ¡°You already know my son Jungkook and his mate Taehyung.¡± He gestured to the two sitting on the couch. I nodded once again. ¡°And you¡¯ve heard of the rivalry between the two clans? Ours and the Blood Moon pack?¡± Again I nodded the Silver Stars and Blood Moon Pack had been rivals for centuries though no one quite knew why. ¡°Well we¡¯ve decided to resolve it.¡± I peered at him and wondered what this had to do with me. ¡°This is Bang Chan, future head alpha of the Blood Moon Pack, and this is Jin Young Park head alpha of the blood moon pack.¡± I gazed at the boy ''future?¡¯ meaning he was Jin Young Parks¡¯ son? I nodded again. Looking down at my arms I noticed the blood started to pool at the skin above my elbow. I could tell it was going to start seeping out. I hoped this would be over. I didn¡¯t want it to be seen. They would ask too many questions, stare and worse might even check the source of it. If the blood showed. I started to quickly shake my leg up and down while I started to pull on my fingers. My mother noticed my signs of anxiety, she was the only person besides Jisung and Felix who knew about my anxiety. Though she knew about the anxiety she was far from knowing about the cutting. Before Bang PD-nim could speak again my mother spoke. ¡°How about we discuss this over dinner? I just finished making it. ¡± Bang PD-nim smiled and nodded. ¡°That would be lovely.¡± My mother gestured for everyone to follow her to the dining room taking as that as my cue I quickly got up the blood that had pooled quickly began to drip down to my hands making it quite visible. I hurriedly left the room and rushed to my own to bandage the fresh cuts. Oblivious to the eyes watching me.


    Bang Chan:


    I stood at the end of the room. I don¡¯t know why father insisted on bringing me with him. This treaty would end whatever rivalry our packs had, although I had no problem with Jungkook nor he with me. We were actually quite good friends but our great great great great grandparents had some big problems with one another. Which started a rivalry between the two packs. Not that many people cared about it but it was still somewhat a threat to us. A small boy came into the room. Bang PD-nim called him Hyunjin. He had blonde longish hair that hid his face. A big sweatshirt engulfed him and sweatpants covered his legs. Hyunjin didn¡¯t speak once just nodding. I observed him; it was just something I did, trying to analyze him I kept staring at him. Halfway through the talk with Bang PD-nim he started to shake his leg and pull his fingers. Anxiety I could tell, he displayed pure signs of it. His mother said something and everyone got up. But I stayed keeping my gaze on the boy. As soon as everyone had left he stood up. Dropping his arms causing large amounts of blood to show and cover his hands. My eyes widened. He whimpered before running out of the room not noticing me at all.