《My Diary》 Lets Start Writing a Diary [Diary] 10th March, 2015 Sunday (10:12 PM) Dear Diary, Today at Mr.Jansha''s suggestion I decided to start writing a diary, I don''t know how this all works but Mr.Jansha gave me a general idea of what to do here apparently I am supposed to write about myself and everyday occurrences here so hmmm let''s start with writing about myself I guess. I was born in Mohali, Punjab in 2 march 2004 so I guess I am 11 years old right now. I don''t remember much of when I was an infant but I do have memories of when I was in LKG and after because during my LKG days I saw children coming to school with their mother and father, though I knew what a mother is supposed to be I didn''t know what a father is so i asked mother about this father existence and with an angry expression she said,"That son of a bitch died when I was born" though I still don''t know what that "son of a bitch" means. Every time I brought up the topic about father, mother would always get angry and would start yelling and throwing stuff so I stopped asking after I reached 2nd grade. But from all of the mother''s tantrums, I got to know that she became pregnant with me when she was 15 years old with her classmate because at that time much awareness about birth control was not there so when mother became pregnant she was thrown out of house because her parents were old and tradition-minded but was given a rented house and monthly allowance by them so that she could take care of herself and me so I guess they did care about mother but at the same time didn''t want their reputation and image to suffer.Unauthorized usage: this tale is on Amazon without the author''s consent. Report any sightings. My father unable to grasp the situation became paranoid and ran away from responsibility by declining every claim that he was ever in a relationship. After that mother was devastated. She did take good care of me when I was in LKG, UKG but after that monthly allowance stopped coming and she started working as a housemaid for the next 2 years and slowly started ignoring me to the point that we just had dinner together and nobody would talk. I started noticing when I was 8 years old(3rd class) that the mother was becoming more and more strange each day and she also started having panic attacks. Every day she would say that it was because of me that all this was happening and threw tantrums at me but at that time I didn''t know why was I the cause but now I know "why" i.e because of my birth mother didn''t get to do anything in life and everybody abandoned her. So after hearing things like that for almost a year when I became 9 years old I also started getting annoyed by mother''s tantrums and blaming me for everything that I started messing with my classmates to vent off the frustration and I realized how fun, calming and pleasurable it feels to make others cry and sad because then I wouldn''t be the only one who is sad everyone around me will be like me. But apparently, it seemed like I was doing bad things even though I wasn''t so teachers called mother every week to complain and after that, at home she would complain to me more, this cycle went on for 3 months before the mother couldn''t take it anymore and started beating me after the beating I took the knife from the kitchen and threatened mother to kill myself because if I died then mother wouldn''t have to suffer anymore and I who was not supposed to be born who also not exist so everyone will be happy at that time it was a wonderful idea and I still do but apparently mother made a horrified expression and started calling me "witch" or something like that and day after that she left home and the next day orphanage came and took me in when I was 9. Mayuri [Mayuri''s POV] Hmm, I think that''s how you are supposed to write a diary maybe it got a little big but whatever for the first time I think it''s ok so let''s go to sleep now. The Fun Orphanage Days [Diary] 11th March, 2015 Monday (9:30 PM) Dear Diary, I wanted to write about my orphanage days as soon as possible because they were just so fun. After mother ran away an orphanage picked me up they told me that someone called them and said that there was a child living alone in a house so they came to pick me up. I guessed that it was probably the mother who called so when they asked me who is my mother I told them that she ran away, after that the nurse started crying from some unknown reason that I still can''t figure out. The nun told me that she was crying for me but I don''t get it I mean it''s not like I was sad or anything, on the contrary I was happy because now mother wouldn''t have to suffer because of me and can live life like she wanted to someplace else. After that my 2 years in the orphanage began. The first month was fine as I made some friends 2 girls and 1 boy. The girl''s names were ''Shreya'' who was 13 years old and had dusty brown hair and brown narrow eyes with a small nose and thin lips if I have to tell about her body appearance then I don''t know as I still know much about that kind of stuff but my new older sister mehak knows about this kind of stuff so maybe I will ask her later. The second girl name was ''Mana'' who was also 13 years old and had black hair and black slightly large eyes with a small nose and slightly thick lips. If I have to compare I think Shreya was more pretty but that''s just my judgment. The boy''s name was ''Aran'' who was 14 years old and had black hair and eyes if I have to talk about how handsome he was then I don''t know because I can''t precisely tell who is good looking or not.You might be reading a stolen copy. Visit Royal Road for the authentic version. The four of us played a lot inside the orphanage and during that time I became a little attached to Shreya always going where she goes and doing what she does now that I think about it the attachment was probably because I wanted someone to rely on and follow their lead because during orphanage days I would often pull hair of other children, fight with them, mix stuff in their food or push them down here and there but I was told I was being bad child and stop doing this stuff just like back in 2-3rd grade. But I still don''t know why I mean I got so much enjoyment and fun out it and apparently the ones I did this stuff to feel sad, humiliated and depressed but when they did this stuff to me I didn''t feel anything at all except I felt happy because it meant that they were thinking about me while doing this stuff, I was in their minds and it made me feel secure. Then Shreya told me that I was the one who is not normal and my mind went blank. At that time I thought it means that the reason why mother ran away and why I don''t feel what most other children feel is because I am abnormal so to fix that I started doing whatever Shreya did because she is the normal one. I kept following her and just like that 1 and a half year passed. I became normal as that''s what I think happened because now no one scolds me and everyone gets along with me but I don''t get feeling any of happiness, pleasure, and fun anymore it''s like I became an empty shell that only exists to become what someone tells her to be, then during the December of 2014 something happened and I finally broke out of the shell and realized that by being normal I am only running away from myself just like mother and I don''t want to be like that. Mayuri [Mayuri''s POV] "aaaaaaahh... " I made a loud yawn and realized that I am getting pretty sleepy so let''s write about what happened during December tomorrow. "mmmm.. " just thinking about that makes me feel strange things all over my body Maybe I will write it the moment I wake up Tomorrow "yeah let''s do tha aaaaaaaahhh... " The Orphanage Crisis [Diary] 12th March, 2015 Tuesday (06:00 AM) Dear Diary, So hmmm, oh yes I was going to write about the December incident. During my course of acting normal, I started observing and realizing somethings. The main thing I observed was that Mana was always following after Aran and would always stick by his side, I thought she was sticking to Aran like I was sticking to Shreya to become normal so I asked Mana about it and apparently, she became shy and her cheeks turned slightly red and I became surprised like what was that reaction and change in personality so I asked Shreya about it and after listening to me her expression became sour and angry again I was surprised that always composed Shreya behaved like that but she still answered my question and said it is a thing called "Love". I became interested in this thing called "Love" and by asking nuns about it they gave me some storybooks with extremely happy faces and again I was surprised, now I definitely have to see this thing called "Love" which made people make such vivid expressions. After that, I read various books on "Love" and found out various things like romance, kiss, confessions, Love triangles, sweet moments, etc... but the thing that interested me the most was "Jealousy" as this was the thing that made people do some pretty fun stuff and I realized why I pestered my mother about father was because I was apparently "Jealous" of other children having this father thing and was one of the reasons why I apparently "Bullied" them other than getting fun and pleasure out of it and Shreya made that expression because of jealousy. I realized "Jealousy" is the most fun thing in this world. After that, I observed more and more people and researched various types of expressions they make during various circumstances and it was like I was having the time of my life and as I ''accidentally overheard'' many people conversations and talked with many while being normal I realized how good information is and by spreading it in a perfect way you can make people do things they normally don''t and make expressions you can only imagine in your wildest imaginations, then doing all this December came. Till now I only had fun with children who were not close to me so I thought what would it feel like if I did this stuff to my 3 close friends Shreya, Mana, and Aran. My reputation in the orphanage was pretty bad right now as many children realized that the fun spreading rumors around here was me as I didn''t do a good job of covering up so if I have to do stuff like that again I would also have to cover-up nicely so I started observing my 3 friends more closely and personally while acting normal.The story has been taken without consent; if you see it on Amazon, report the incident. I observed that those 3 were in a Love triangle with both girls apparently having "romantic feelings" for the boy and the boy having conflicting feelings for both of them. Now while writing this I once again realize how amazing this thing "Love" is making such complicated situations. So during mid-December, I saw Mana and Aran going to someplace alone while ''observing'' them so I called Shreya to come and meet me here and while she was on the way I hid someplace else and observed the three of them so when Shreya saw Mana and Aran being very close to each other she started silently crying and ran away and I got a new feeling of "guilt" out of it but more than that I started getting excited. After that, I researched what this "guilt" is as didn''t experience it when I had fun with other children so I guessed this only arises when you have fun with someone close to you so if I realized if there is guilt then there must other new feelings you can get by having fun with friends. Next week I observed that Mana was going to the back of the orphanage so before that, I called Shreya and Aran there and again hid somewhere near. Shreya told Aran about the thing she saw him doing with Mana and Aran got panicked expression and started explaining that it was all Mana''s fault and I thought that reason he lied was that he couldn''t choose between the two and even though it was an obvious lie Shreya believed it and I thought, "WOW! how amazing is this thing called "Love". As expected Aran came and saw those two. During the huge fight between the 2 girls Aran tried to calm them down but both of them even pushed him into it and 3 of them fought and I got more and more pleasure and excitement but it soon ended after nun came stopped it after that 3 of them separated and never talked again and also realized I was the one who initiated it seems like I again failed to cover up nicely. After our separations, I became a hated existence in the orphanage and I got a very strange feeling of ecstasy from it knowing that now nobody in this orphanage will forget me for the rest of their life and my expression of "Love" and "Jealousy" became even more delightful as it so easily able to destroy people''s relationships but I also got new feelings of "Sadness", "Great Guilt", and feeling shitty about myself and now I was at peace because now everyone in orphanage has broken relationships just like my mother and thus I realized my true self is what they call in books a "Demon" and I had great pleasure and fun in being it. Mayuri [Mayuri''s POV] "hmmmmm... " just thinking about it again makes me all tingly. Now I better get ready to have breakfast with my new "Family". The Jansha Family [Diary] 17th March, 2015 Sunday (10:00 PM) Dear Diary, Last week on Monday while I was still in the orphanage a num came and told me that someone came to adopt me so I went to see them they were Mr.Joshi Jansha who has a mix of the white and black hair wearing a perfect size suit with glasses on his eyes and his wife Mrs.Palak Jansha has dull silver hair with an oval face and sharp eyes with thin lips and was wearing a red saree (https://imgur.com/a/USxLizH) so you can say that both of them were looking quite good. Apparently, they wanted to adopt a child close to their daughter''s age who is 12 years old and their daughter whose name is Mehak also wanted a sibling. So in the orphanage, as I was 11 years old was the closet so they asked me whether I wanted to go or not but I could tell from the nun''s facial expression that she really wanted a problem child like me to go so I told them I would answer tomorrow. After that, I started thinking about whether I wanted to go or not. So I came to the conclusion that only small things can be done here for fun anymore as nobody talks to me and if I went to Jansha''s house then I will have an older sister and a school to go to and imagining all the children in school with whom I can play with I didn''t find any reason to refuse so the next morning I told them I wanted to go and Mr. and Mrs. Jansha made a very happy expression and nun made an expression of relief. On Wednesday morning I went with jansha''s to a large building where they registered my name as Mayuri Jansha, when I asked them what it meant they told me that now I officially am a member of Jansha family. After that, they took me to their home which was a large bungalow. It was my first time seeing such a huge house with a large garden outside and 3 cars parked along the entrance door with a fountain in a middle it was like I was in heaven and I still think that but now more strongly because now I know Big Sister Mehak. I still remember when I first saw her after entering the house that she was just like an angle with little shiny silver hair, black eyes, small nose and a little thick lips and perfectly round face and now that I have seen various faces and have a little more knowlege about comparing faces I thought that she got the most beautiful face I have ever seen. At first I acted normal becasue when I act like my true self people start hating me and for some reason I didn''t want Mehak to do it so I acted like a normal child in front of them and as expected Mr. and Mrs. Jansha immediately took liking to me and started giving me gifts and treated me nicey and kindly, I don''t know why but it felt good being treated like that. As for sis she was like a perfect person, she would always talk to me, play with me, and whenever there was even a slithest problem she would immediatley come to me to solve it. I thought by acting normal they take such good care of me especially bis sis but will they still care for me I started acting like myself, would they start to hate me like everyone else, would they abondem me like everyone else and for some reason I didn''t want that to happen I wanted to stay in this house for rest of my life but if that has to happen then I would have to act normal for rest of life and wouldn''t that be just runing away from problem and I didn''t want that.Support the creativity of authors by visiting the original site for this novel and more. I was growing more and more paranoid about how should I act, should I act like a normal and perfect child or not. I just thought about this day and night and whenever I thought about acting like myself and started taking initiative for it I would remember Mr. and Mrs. Jansha and big sis kind and happy faces and saw it switching to faces of disguist, so I would get scared everytime by it and couldn''t do anything. Perhaps noticing that something is wrong with me big sis came to my room this wednesday or 3 days ago. Like always we started playing and talking and like always those thoughts were going in my head when suddenly big sis asked,"Mayuri I know there is something going through your head right now and if you think I can solve it or listen to it then please say it after all aren''t we sisters and family". Those words hit me like a truck and I realized, yes we are a family and a family is supposed to carry all your problems and solve them even though I never saw a glimpse of that till now but maybe just maybe they will not be like everyone else so I decided to take a risk and tell big sis that right now I am acting like a perfect child but would she and would Mr. and Mrs. Jansha hate me if I start acting like how I usually act. I didn''t tell her what my usual self is like as I thought that would be a very stupid thing to do as I just wanted conformation that if I started acting some other way they would not hate me. Big sis made a troubled expression and after thinking for a while said,"hmm I don''t know what your usual self is like and I always had a feeling that you were just being way to perfect, so that''s why you started acting little strange few days ago". After saying that she held my hand and said the words I would never forget,"Umm t-t-this is a-a little embarasing to say BUT! I promise that no matter how you act I would never hate you and would always be your bis sis no matter what happens". Then her cheeks got little red and she became embarrased by what she just said and told me,"so y-yeah t-that''s that a-a-and YES! act normal infront of father and mother and other children because I don''t know wheather they would say the same things as I did. But you can ask mother and father and they would probably say the same thing". At that moment my mid went blank, I mean so much Love and so much kindness I have never experienced before from someone else and being overwhelmed by emotions I started crying and bis sis panicked and hugged me and being in that warm hug I realized that, yes yes yes big sis is the one big sis is the only one who would accept me no matter what and if that''s the case I would follow her and never let anyone bring harm to her for rest of my life and would stick by her side every second of time to never miss a single thing about big sis Mayuri [Mayuri''s POV] "ah just thinking about that again made me cry" like big sis is the best. ''now let''s see what she is doing right now'' I closed the diary put in drawer and started walking toward big sis room and opened the door. She is already sleeping, must be tired from all the games we played. I walked towards her and sat on the ground beside her observing her face and calmly listing to her sleeping and breathing sounds. ''hmmmm this is it, this is it, this is what heaven feels like '' and i wonder wheather big sis would be happy seing my face first thing in the morning, hmm let''s test it out. So i stayed awake all night thorougly observing big sis face, I mean there was never a moment of boredom in it all the way it was exciting and when she slowly opened her eyes and saw me right next to her face I said,"BIG SIS! GOOD MORNING!" and hugged her tighly, ah yes this is heaven. New Found Desires [Diary] 24th March, 2015 Sunday (11:00 PM) Dear Diary, On Monday after my heartwarming good morning, big sis looked a little surprised hmm I wonder why, after that she asked me how long I have been here and I said, "All night big sis" while smiling and this made her even more surprised and she started thinking. During this, I thought did I do something wrong, did I do something to make big sis hate me but then realized NO! that would never happen because she told me that she would never hate me and will always be my big sis, so yeah there should be no problem but then what is she thinking, is she thinking about going back on her words and she still didn''t say anything, i-i-is s-s-s-she tr-trying to go back on her words, is she also going to abandon me, did I for the first time in life placed my trust on wrong person. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHH! NO! NO! I don''t want big sis to turn into that kind of person b-b-but what if she did then w-w-w-what should I do. But thankfully it was all in my head and big sis said," Mayuri, please don''t do that from now on if I ever find you doing stuff like this again then I would be very angry OK!?" with a warm smile and I asked, "s-s-so big sis still loves me?" with a little relieved expression and she said, "OF COURSE NOT! didn''t I tell you yesterday that I wouldn''t hate you no matter what now you have hurt me by saying that" with a playful expression. I started crying immediately and hugged big sis again while saying big sis big sis over and over again. I mean how stupid of me to think all that stuff, I mean I doubted my big sis, I doubted her, doubted HER! but not anymore now I will never again doubt her and even if I do start doubting then as a punishment I would just break one of my fingers, yup that should be enough retribution for doubting someone you trust. On Tuesday Mr. Jansha came to me and said I would be studying under a tutor for a year and after then when I turn 12 on the march of next year he would put me in the school where big sis goes so then I would be in 7th grade and big sis in 8th grade next year. Just thinking about being with big sis even in school just makes me so tingly. On Wednesday tutor came and he was an old man named Mr.Janas who had a little hair on top of his head and slightly wrinkled face. He would be responsible for teaching me maths and science and my English tutor would be Mrs.Palak since she graduated from IIT and most of the time stays home. Mr.Janas teaching was very slow but he would explain things thoroughly so I understood everything he was teaching me. I needed to study hard because I want to be a honors student when I go to school so that big sis would be proud of me and at the same time I would appear as a perfect child in front of Mr. and Mrs. Jansha. I can also talk to them the same I did with big sis but big sis being the only one who knows makes it feel like there are things only we know and nobody else so it makes me feel I am very special to big sis. Another reason for being a honors student is that I would get some leniency in rules department as I would not want them to call Mr. and Mrs. Jansha because even if they are step-parents they treat me nicely so I do not want to trouble them as the reason my mother left as I realize of now is that she was troubled by me so wouldn''t that mean if I trouble someone I care about they would run away? At first, I would have thought the same about big sis but there''s no way that would happen after she promised me and I promised never to doubt her.A case of literary theft: this tale is not rightfully on Amazon; if you see it, report the violation. On Thursday Big sis went to school apparently there was some renovation going on so the school was closed for some time. After she went to school I started missing her and as time went on I started missing her more and more. I want to see her, I want to see her, but but but she would be angry if I did that like she got angry on Monday so I endured it and the moment she came back home I hugged her from behind and didn''t let go for 30 minutes after that I stayed with her till tutor came then after studying I again went to her room to play as she should have completed homework by now. On Friday again the same thing happened, I need to do something about not being able to see her when she goes school as it is getting harder and harder to endure it. On Saturday again I couldn''t think of any idea to see her when she goes to school but thankfully tomorrow is Sunday so I would have her all to myself then, yeah just endure it. Today big sis and I went to see a movie, I have never seen a movie before so when I told her that she asked me to come with her to watch a movie and hearing that I got all excited because now it would be just two us for a while. We went to the theater, bought tickets and popcorn and went inside and sat on the chairs and the movie started playing. Ahhhhh now it''s just the two of us in the dark as I thought that I started getting more and more tingly and excited. I remembered while reading those love books given by nun in the orphanage the characters would always treat skinship like it''s some really big deal so I wanted to know why thought such, so I while watching the movie I rested my hands on top of big sis hands and she got surprised and asked, "M-m-ayri w-w-w-hat are you doing" with a slightly embarrassed face and my heart started pounding frantically, aaaaaaaahh what is this feeling, it feels so good and blissful, no wonder those characters made a big deal out of it but I want more, more, more now that I have experienced the starting line of skinship, I haven''t felt this blissful whenever someone from orphanage touched me in fact I never felt anything from it but this, this I want more of this feeling that only big sis can give me so I just smiled at her question and just laid my hands on top of her''s till the movie ended. It was a detective movie where a person chased after a criminal while gathering clues and when he found the criminal he followed him for a while and found his subordinates and arrested them. Seeing this I got an idea can''t I do the same thing as that detective and follow big sis but then I rejected it as it would anger big sis b-b-b-but what if I didn''t get found out then I could see big sis even when she goes to school. The risk is big but just thinking about all the frustration from not seeing her and the fact that I would be able to see what she does when she''s not around me, just thinking that made me feel ecstatic, yeah let''s try that definitely. Mayuri [Mayuri''s POV] now I better sleep quickly to wake up early and become a detective The Weird Little Sister [Mehaks POV] [Mehak''s POV] When I was 11 years old and started feeling different kinds of emotions, the one that was dominant was of envy. In the family, I am the only child and since my house is in the rich area of the city most people are only busy with themselves so the concept of neighbors is non-existent and the few friends I have at school are not close to me and their houses are also far away from mine. So most of the time I would feel lonely and envy those friends and classmates of mine who had these luxuries and I got jealous of those who didn''t have these luxuries but at least had siblings to play with. Since those few friends are not going to come here, then the only option is to have a sibling. So I asked the mother and father that I wanted a sibling and they made an awkward face after hearing it and just replied with, "Y-yes" or "ok". I asked them that every day and every time they had the same reply and just like that a year passed and I became 12 years old on 21st January of 2015. I still continued to pester them about having a sibling but every time the same reply so I got fed up and searched online how to have a sibling and from the internet, I got to know stuff like sex, porn, birth procedure and abusive words like fuck, asshole and stuff like that. I got shocked and very embarrassed as I learned those things and I thought that the world is a pretty large place filled with new and unimaginative things. As I got my sexual knowledge from the internet for the most part, now I understood why father and mother made that awkward expression every time I asked about sibling and thinking about it I also became pretty red. I mean I was asking them to have sex like every day. But that shouldn''t be enough to stop them from having sex then why isn''t mother''s belly bulging, maybe it''s not like they don''t wanna have a child but more like they can''t have it. Thinking about it if that was the case then me asking them every day probably made them pretty depressed. As I didn''t have the courage to say sorry to them about it I mean what am I supposed to say to them that, "Mother, Father sorry for asking you have sex every day so I don''t want a sibling anymore" like hell who would say that to their parents so I said sorry to them in my mind. But I still had that strong feeling of wanting a sibling so I searched more online and found out about this thing called adoption. Discovering this was like a blessing because it can serve two purposes first it can give a child a proper home and family and at the same time, I would get my wish of having a sibling and even if it''s not blood-related a sibling is a sibling and it''s the thought and feelings that matter. So the next day I asked them to adopt a child, at first they gave it some thought probably figuring out that I got to know the reason why they couldn''t have a child and after 30 minutes of discussing between themselves they agreed to the idea. Ah finally today''s the day that my new sister is coming, yesterday I got to know her name which is Mayuri and apparently, her parents abandoned her in the home and after 4 days she was found alone in the house, thinking about it I got pretty mad at those parents and promised myself to be an ideal big sister for her.If you spot this story on Amazon, know that it has been stolen. Report the violation. OH! she came! she came! she had dark black hair like that of a raven and an oval face with a chestnut like eyes, east Asian type nose and round lips and from all the information I discovered at the internet she had long slender legs and height as same as me which is 150 cm so she would probably grow up to be a tall beauty and her b-b-breasts as they call it on internet were bulging while mine was still flat and all of this information from the internet, I think I feel pretty knowledgeable by from knowing all this stuff, ok let''s search for more things from internet during free time. After that, for the whole week, I played together with her and oh my god! it was so fun. The feeling of loneliness I felt all this time disappeared and I enjoyed staying at home to play with her and she was just so cute and innocent, she would always come to me with any problem and when I solved them I felt pretty good about myself and the smile she gave me every time I helped her *kyaaaaa* she is like a perfect little sister but a little too perfect as I started noticing her strange expressions and behavior from time to time like there was a conflict going on in her mind so I went to her room and played like usual and suddenly asked her, "Mayuri I know there is something going through your head right now and if you think I can solve it or listen to it then please say it after all aren''t we sisters and family" even though outside I didn''t show it and was pretty embarrassed saying this stuff but I meant it. After that she told me how she had been acting until now and her real self is different and there I got my confirmation of how she was being just too perfect but I also got her reason for doing so she probably just didn''t want us to hate her as this was like her first real family so she probably very scared and thinking about it I also felt hurt that she has been just acting in front of me and how I failed to realize that, I guess these are just new elder sister feelings that were budding within me and thinking that I got very happy inside. Now I had to think about what to say next to her so that she doesn''t worry about such stuff and I couldn''t think anything so I got angry at myself and just thought to say whatever came to mind so I told her, "Umm t-t-this is a-a little embarrassing to say BUT! I promise that no matter how you act I would never hate you and would always be your bis sis no matter what happens". AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH! I said it! I said it! oh my god! it''s so embarrassing so followed up with, "so y-yeah t-that''s that a-a-and YES! act normal in front of father and mother and other children because I don''t know whether they would say the same things as I did. But you can ask the mother and father and they would probably say the same thing". Though I can''t say for sure I think they would also understand. After saying that Mayuri became dazed and seconds after she started crying seeing that I got panicked and quickly hugged her as I thought that was the right thing to do. After some time she said she had to write a diary so I left her and went back to sleep in my room. During the nighttime, I felt that someone was watching me but thinking that it was an illusion of brain as I have been searching some pretty creepy things on the internet I ignored it and fell asleep. After I woke up and started rubbing my eyes the first thing I saw was Mayuri smiling and yelling, "BIG SIS! GOOD MORNING!" and hugged me. Huh umm huh what just happened. Dangers of The Internet in Wrong Hands [Diary] 31st March, 2015 Sunday (08:00 PM) Dear Diary, On Monday I was all excited from thinking about playing detective with big sis, but I thought that if I am going to it in such a way that big sis doesn''t find out then I have to take some precautions so that even in the state of emergency she wouldn''t realize that I was following her so I got a hold of myself and again endured alone as she went to school, I need to get a better grip I shouldn''t do stuff like this carelessly anymore like I did in orphanage where I would always get caught in the end and I can''t afford to get caught this time or big sis would get angry but I thought isn''t it fine if big sis gets angry, I mean it''s not like she would ever hate me and she would only get mad because for my sake so isn''t that also a form of love, But I discarded that idea as just thinking about going everywhere big sis goes without her knowing and always being at a risk of getting caught and trying my best to evade it just sounds so exhilarating and the amount of thrill I would get out of it just me start shaking uncontrolabely. So to take precautions I thought of watching more movies as I got the idea from a movie itself so maybe there is some more valuable information in some other movies. At 11:30 AM I started watching a random movie and got nothing out of it as fell asleep during it and when I woke up big sis already came home and I got angry at the movie for making me fall asleep as I missed few precious hours I could have spent with big sis due to falling asleep. On Tuesday I did the same thing but this enduring is getting pretty hard most of the time I almost give in to just follow her but I manage to firm my resolve by thinking about the thrill every time. While watching today''s movie I learned a few new words as they were spoken most of the times like "Fuck", "Motherfucker", "Bitch", "Asscrack", "Virgin", and they were most of the times said in angry tone while the characters were killing each other. So I looked up what these words mean and found a whole bunch of curse word''s vocabulary and when are they used and why are they used, hmm it''s a pretty interesting concept so let''s search more about. On Wednesday I again endured, this time just thinking about the thrill didn''t seem to work so I started pinching myself every time I almost gave in but like fuck that pinching hurts, hmmm? I think I used it correctly there because it sounded correct and again started surfing through the internet for information because by now it''s cleary inevitable that internet is more informative than the movies. On Thursday I came across a word known as "porn" and searched it and several websites came so I opened the first one and bunch of videos of naked men and women came, oh my! what the fuck is this and again I think I used it correctly there but I gotta say it feels nice saying these curse words maybe I should look up more but right now what is in front of me is bunch of videos of naked men and women, so I opened the first video and saw it completely. ................. o-oh, o-oh, haaan, yes yes s-so that also happens it seems like, hmm i-i-it''s quite interesting I mean doesn''t it hurt when that pencil-shaped thing goes inside that hole, then does that mean things like that will also go inside me but the girl seemed to make a face of pleasure and sounds of ecstasy so would I also, yeah I need to look more into this stuff, and as I watched more and more videos it''s always the same thing the only difference is the amount of sounds they make and the amount of that white liquid like thing that comes out of the male thing and gets thrown on various part''s of female''s body.The author''s tale has been misappropriated; report any instances of this story on Amazon. After watching all these I understood one thing that they all enjoyed it and got emotions shown on their faces I couldn''t recognize, I mean there is a whole new world I don''t know anything about but is it only possible between male and female? , so if I had to experience things like this do I also need a male? but thinking about some other person touching my big sis or someone other than my big sis touching me makes me feel very, very huh? what is this I feel like going crazy just thinking about it, ahh, aaah, aha, ahahahaahaaa wh-wh-what is this is emotion? is this perhaps jealousy? but jealousy that I saw in orphanage and movies is nothing like this but it seems similar to it so maybe the source is jealousy but it then developed into something else? Aaaaaaaaaahhhh YES, I KNEW IT! being with big sis makes me feel all kinds of things like last week when I held my hands over her''s and how she makes me feel happy, treasured, protected and all the new emotions most of which I don''t even know names that she makes me feel and right now because of her I am feeling this going crazy like emotion, YES!, YES!, this must be that, that thing that made my 3 orphanage friends torn apart and do so many characters I read in books do peculiar things this must be LOVE! On Friday, now that I know I feel an emotion of love towards big sis, things became pretty easy as now I could search for all things related to it on the internet and as I got deep and deep into this topic I found out that emotion I felt yesterday was possessiveness and I also got know the names of some other emotions I felt until now but didn''t know names of. Gotta admit being in clear of all the things does feel pretty good. On Saturday, I thought that all those porn videos I saw were between men and women but big sis is a woman and so am I, so does that means it''s not possible between 2 women so I searched it up and came across the word Lesbian so I searched it up and again found various things but the main thing that I found was that lesbian is a somewhat looked down upon individuals but it doesn''t matter to me as I only care about my opinion of big sis but thinking about it that might not be the case for Mr. and Mrs. Jansha''s and maybe even big sis but I can convince big sis that I know of so as long we keep it a secret from everyone then no ones will ever know and look down upon big sis so it''s like a win-win situation. After that, I thought that because of this love, secrets that only me and big sis know grew and will continue to grow even more in the future thus I realized how great this thing called love is, no wonder in those books and for my 3 orphanage friends this love thing was of such great value. Today I still couldn''t figure out precautions to take before stalking (as they called it on the internet) big sis as I got too ditracted with all that curse words, porn, and lesbian stuff, so when I searched it on the internet only things that came were how you should stop doing it and how it is bad and you should get some help. But I mean like why? it''s not like I am doing some harm to anyone, big sis wouldn''t hate me for it and I mean all those people on the internet are just hypocritical towards it because when in books character does some particular thing because of love all of them just loves it or supports it so what the fuck is wrong with me stalking big sis because of love? uuuuuggh now I got irritated because of it let''s breathe slowly ... fuuu...haaa...fuu...haa.. ok I just probably just lower my usage of the internet as it is clearly messing with my brain. Mayuri [Mayuri''s POV] Hmmm now it''s been a whole week since I got the idea of stalking but I still can''t come up with proper precautions but it''s geting harder and harder to endure anymore so I think tomorrow I should just start small and just follow her till school and then come back home yeah let''s try that NO! not try let''s DO IT! SUCCESSFULLY! Stalking Adventures [Diary] 7th April, 2015 Sunday (05:00 AM) Dear Diary, On Monday, finally deciding to follow big sis, I needed to make some preparations even though I didn''t know what sorts of things to prepare and searching on the internet didn''t help, I decided to just prepare those things that I think would be necessary. So after big sis went to school, an hour after that I also went outside to do some shopping as I get my monthly allowance from Mr. Jansha and I don''t use that money often as my needs such as food, everyday clothes and stuff like that are bought by Mr.Jansha, so I think this money he gives me is for my own personal use and since things that I am going to buy are personal stuff so they won''t be mad. Firstly I went to a clothing store and bought a round hat, sunglasses, and an anti-dust face mask, as I thought these would be necessary to cover up my face in case big sis turns around and catches me but wouldn''t recognize me. Then I went to a book store and bought a cheap storybook so it would look like I am just walking through street reading books so don''t mind me. Yeah, that should be enough I guess and If any more needs arise tomorrow then let''s try to deal with it accordingly. On Tuesday, the moment big sis left home for school, I also went with her saying that I am going for a walk outside, I didn''t mention the park because if for some reason they Mr. and Mrs. Jansha came looking for me and didn''t find me in the park then that would be bad so I simply said going outside for walk and where for walk I didn''t tell. Firstly both sis and I left together and I held her hands tightly due to which she got pretty embarrassed and asked to leave her hand but I said, "why? two sisters holding hands is pretty normal" with a wide smile and then brought my mouth close to her ears and softly whispered, " or could it be that the reason you don''t want to is because big sis is having some indecent thoughts for me?" and softly bit the tip of her earlobe. This is a technique I learned in that porn website and apparently doing to make the receiving party pretty happy and turned on. But what I didn''t expect that it would also give me chills all over my body, my heart beating like a madman and my inners shaking. Hnnnnnnnnn, hah, haaah, haah, ha, calm down me there are a lot more things to do with big sis if you get like this just from this then I need to control it or at least make it so it doesn''t show outside. The reason I did it is that from all the search on the internet I found out that the love big sis feels for me is different from the love I feel for her, of course, I don''t believe it and to validate the fact that she loves me the same way I started doing stuff like this and her reaction from the bite was that her whole face was red and she had tears at the tip of her eyes and her legs were squirming and she started saying some pretty inaudible words. I mean if THAT CUTE FUCKING! reaction doesn''t show that she has the same feelings for me then what the fuck does! but it can also be a misunderstanding on my part and this can be a general reaction everyone shows.If you discover this tale on Amazon, be aware that it has been stolen. Please report the violation. So I thought to do more stuff like this with her when she least expects it so that she could get excited from stuff like this and one day in order to do more and more she would come to me and at that point, I think it would be pretty clear that she also has the same feelings for me and if she doesn''t then doing things like these and at the same time making her feel like a princess will surely do the job. Fuck! these types of information you get from those romance novels and porn sure is helpful. After that, while big sis still continued to say inaudible words, I said to her that I am going in the opposite direction and she still was saying inaudible words so I guess the effect of that bite was quite strong which means great progress is being made, so I waved my hands in front of her taped her shoulders and came back to reality with a loud, "HUUUUUH! WHY DID YOU DO THAT!" and I just simply smiled at her and said, "because I love big sis" she probably didn''t expect to hear that and most likely interpreted it as the sibling kind of love but before going the other direction she had a red all over face which means that I succeeded in making her think that what if it''s that romantic type of love?. After she went away I opened the bag I brought saying I need it to put a water bottle in it and if while jogging I found something I want I could buy it and put it inside and Mr. Jansha agreed. So I opened the bag and put on my hat, and face mask and opened the book in my hands, I didn''t put on glasses as wearing them when there is no sun glare is pretty abnormal and as for the hat, it''s a pretty common fashion. So I started following big sis while pretending to read a book. I maintained a moderate distance between us and started observing her but soon after she got on a school bus and now I had to think about what to do so I quickly called a nearby taxi and asked the driver to go to big sis''s school and due to this I reached big sis''s school earlier than her and then waited for her arrival, after she arrived I saw that she was talking with 2 boys and 2 girls, so these 4 must be her friends but I don''t like the look of that 1 boy with messy blonde hair who is constantly trying to get close to big sis. This school is dangerous and what''s most dangerous in it is that boy, I mean how dare he try getting close to big sis when she already has ME! yeah, this is emergency, I can''t wait for next year to get into big sis''s school by then who knows what kind of things that boy would do big sis and what if there are more people than him trying to get close to big sis? Big sis is an angle so she probably wouldn''t realize the vulgar thoughts of those people and will probably fall in their dirty tricks, at that time who would save her? or during those times who will protect her so that she doesn''t fall in their tricks? OF COURSE, IT''S ME! nobody can do bad things to big sis! nobody can touch her as I do! NOBODY! can get in between us! On Tuesday, I started studying the moment I woke up and constantly studies just having breaks for food, tutor lessons and occasionally seeing big sis and tightly hugging her to get the energy back and to see her embarrassed and shy faces. After doing during the whole week I just did this routine because I need to get into school as soon as possible and the moment I am caught up with studies in 1-2 months I think I will be joining 6th class while big sis will be in 7th class. But after seeing those boys at school I also realized that if I need to protect big sis then sometimes I would also have to fight with them and practically speaking I can''t beat them up with my current body so I also need to start training to fight but I can''t do that myself so let''s ask Mr. Jansha that I want to take self-defence classess and due to this I could also fight them and protect big sis because I am the only one allowed to do it! Mayuri Falling deeper and deeper in love [Diary] 14th April, 2015 Sunday (08:00 PM) Dear Diary, This week also all I did was study and between that, I went to take self-defense lessons and even though because of this my time spent with big sis is getting shorter but I have to do this even if it feels like dying every day because the sooner I finish this the sooner I can protect big sis at school from all those monsters. Hmmm I wonder If big sis also feels lonely now that her time with me has shortened, Ah STUPID ME! of course she does I mean there is no reason for her not to and she''s also probably missing that skinship I do with her, but I have to do it moderately so that every time she just gets the taste of the fruit and to eat it whole she would have to ask for it herself and according to how things are going I think it would be pretty soon. This entire week every time I touched her in various places except for the vagina and teased her various body parts, even though she always says, "Wh-what are you doing!" with a beet-red face every time and also that, "M-ma-mayuri y-you shouldn''t be doing this if someone father and mother found out thi........" but I would always put my finger on her lips and kiss her on the cheeks and say," so big sis if they don''t find out then there''s no problem right" then I would touch the tip of her breasts with one finger while keeping a finger on her mouth and then bring my mouth close to her ear and *fffuuuuuuuu* blow some air into them and then whisper close to it, " because big sis from your rough breathing, and no resistance you seem to be enjoying this as much as I do" then I would bite the nib of her ears and she would make more erotic sounds, after that I would lick the area where I bit and say, " I mean just hear those erotic sounds you are making" and then continue to hug her. So yeah it shouldn''t take much before she also throws away those vulgar thoughts of what would people say and also just does what her heart tell her to do which is cleary to be with me. But those porn videos sure do wonders, I mean just look at the results of the things I do to her and after I learned about lesbian sex and watched those videos the whole things has become more erotic and every time I would feel extremely ecstatic and new heights of euphoria.This story originates from a different website. Ensure the author gets the support they deserve by reading it there. Mayuri [Mayuri''s POV] hmmm now time for dinner then back to some studying again and then waking up early to go to self-defense classes and then study again. FUCK! just thinking about it makes me frustrated but calm down me it''s all for the sake of big sis so just little more as I am mostly caught up with study because I also studied at the orphanage and is only missing the later half of things they teach at 5th class because I started playing with other kids by then which was much more fun and this stuff is pretty easy. [Diary] 21 April, 2015 Sunday (10:00 PM) Dear Diary, This week also went the same as last one, just study, self-defence, and treasuring big sis more and more. I think now I am only a step away before big sis would finally listen to her heart, so now I just need one more push before she at last starts being honet about herself with me. Now that my catching up is also done, I asked Mr.Jansha to enroll me into big sis''s school but he was doubtful about wheather I am ready or not, so I just asked him to give me one chance and after big sis also came to help me he immediately ageed. AWWWWW! look at big sis trying to help me, she must also be eager to go school together with me. On thursday I went to big sis''s school and gave the entrance exam for transfer student, even though they do not allow them during this time of month but after explaining my circumstances and seing my test score which was perfect marks they conceded. Now after buying the books for 6th class and school uniform I would be ready to go to school, but before that I need to give big sis a small push, so then when on monday when we start going to school together she would already have me in her heart and would always desire me but maybe not as intensly as I do but that can build up over time but most importantly, then in school I only need to keep those assholes who try to get close to her for vulgar reasons away from her and focus all my mind on protecting her. Mayuri [Mayuri''s POV] Now tommorow is a big day and I need to prepare myself so that I don''t loose control of myself while pushing her over the edge. Tommorow big sis will finally be honest with herself and my first ever dream would come true. Now that I think about it all these various emotions that I felt before in orphanage and kindergarden would always make other party sad, mad or depressed. But now for the first time in life I have experienced those emotions to such extreme levels and the other party is also enjoying it! just thinking about it, " haah, hah, fuuu...hah , hah n-no good ju-just thinking about it is ummmmmm! haaah, haah, fuuuuuuu......haaaaah" y-yes calm do........ ahhhhhhhhhh! there''s no shred of doubt now that I LOVE BIG SIS!. Confession Today is Saturday, Ok.....Ok, calm down, calm down, today I will blow the final piece of wall in big sis''s heart so that she can be honest with herself, right now she just went to school and my self-defense classes are about to begin, so let''s focus on this now and then yeah, yup! then let''s start the mission!. After self-defense classes, I went to do jogging like always so that I could build up my stamina and speed in case a fight comes where I can''t win and have to run away with big sis, though I would not like this to happen but unexpected things always happen so you have to prepare for the worst. Now it''s 02:00 PM so big sis should be leaving school soon so let''s wait at the entrance gate of the house to welcome her. Big sis came back home at 03:00 PM and the moment I saw her turn around the corner and become visible I ran to her and hugged her with full strength saying, " BIG SIS!, I missed you so much today" and she hugged me back while having a slightly red face and said, " I-I m-missed y-y-you TOO!". AHHHHHHH! there she is, I mean just look at her being so honest. After that, we went back inside and she changed her clothes into casual ones and we ate lunch, after that we played a video game but it was mostly big sis playing and I was just watching her serious face while she was playing, hmmmmm, ahhhh I want her to also look at me with those intense and serious eyes b-but calm down soon, yes soon, soon. Then my tutor came and I went back to my room to study even though I have already finished everything and even got the admission in school but after seeing my test results Mr. Jansha told me to study for higher classes but I honestly don''t want to. I have been studying under tutor because it was necessary for me to get into big sis''s school but it''s already completed and I don''t want to waste my doing stuff I am not supposed to as it obstructs the time I spend with big sis. So I told Mr. Jansha about not wanting a tutor anymore but he said, " Little Mayuri you are a genius in studies so if you start doing higher studies now then you would be able to contribute to the society so much and everyone would praise you as a prodigy, it''s for your own good". But I don''t agree to that, I mean yes apparently I am genius in studies and whatever but why the fuck do I have to contribute to the society? I mean I care about big sis so I will do anything for her but why society? I don''t care about it so why do? and I don''t want everyone to praise me as a prodigy that means nothing, I just want big sis to praise me because that means much more to me. But it seems like Mr. Jansha is not going to back down on this one and I don''t want to do anything to Mr. Jansha as that would hurt big sis and I would like to avoid it and also because he is the reason why I met big sis so I guess I do care for him a little bit?, but that tutor is not an option as now he obstructs my 2 hours with big sis and since Mr. Jansha is not going to make him leave then I guess I would have to something about him. But that''s for later now that he went home and we have had dinner, it''s now 08:30 PM so now everything is finished, Mr. and Mrs. Jansha went back to their room and now no one will be disturbing me and big sis so we have all the time till tommorow morning alone.This story originates from a different website. Ensure the author gets the support they deserve by reading it there. At 09:00 PM big sis went to take a bath like always and now it''s time to start. I opened the bathroom door and took off my clothes and put them in the basket, this is my first time bathing together with big sis as we both have our own bathrooms so a need to bath together never arose but now it has. I walked closer and closer to the bathtub and big sis having heard my footsteps said, " who''s there? " "It''s me big sis" I said with a happy tone. "HUH! wh-why are you in my bathroom? " big sis said in a hurry but I know she already knows that I am here bath together with her but is just denying her honest feeling like always. So I opened the curtain and sat right in front of big sis with my back touching her front and leaned backwards on her stomach and now I could feel big sis breasts on my shoulder blades, AHHHHH such bliss.... wa-wait calm down don''t lose yourself!. The moment I leaned back completely bis sis tried to get out of the bath but I griped both of her thighs with my hands and didn''t let her get back up, hmmm I guess all that self-defense and various excercises paid off. "Ma-mayuri? p-please let big sis go or big sis would get angry! " or so she said but there was no force in her voice and it sounded like she was just saying this for the sake of just saying it. So then I starting carasing her thights and started hearing big sis''s rough breathing, hmmm good she''s already in this state, then I touched her arms and guided them to wrap it around me and again started carasing her thighs. Now that I was siting with big sis in bath with my back leaned on her chest and her arms wraped around me I said, "Big sis I LOVE YOU". ".......... huh? what did you just said?" she said with a confused face and her rough breathing geting normal. "big sis I said I LOVE YOU" so I said it again. "AH! ok, ok, yeah, yeah I also love you" she said with a relieved expression but I know she''s thinking about different kind of love so to clear this misunderstanding of her''s I stood up again and brought my face close to her face. "big sis please don''t misunderstand it, I LOVE YOU" then I brought my face more close to her and touched my lips with her moist lips and it tasted like salt. HAAAH, hah, hah, aaaahaa, AAAAAAAH I can just barely control myself, I want to do all sorts of things to her right now b-b-ut calm down again, do this properly!. Then I parted my lips with her''s and big sis had her eyes open wide full of surprise and shock and face beet-red all the way to the ears. "See big sis this is want I mean''t when I said I LOVE YOU" I said it close to her ears then I again faced her from front and just in case she still have some misunderstanings or shitty excuses I said again with serious face while holder her cheeks in the palm of my hands my turned her face towards mine and her eyes towards mine. "Big sis, I LOVE YOU, I LIKE YOU, I DESIRE YOU, this is not some sibling love that I feel as I think about you all the times, I even studied hard so that I could quickly go to school together with you and even started learning self-defense so that I could protect you from any danger and in the future would continue to grow even stronger so that no one could harm you, so please big sis face reality and stop runing away with excuses and just make your heart naked in front of me just like I have done and tell me honestly what you feel". "I-I-I also........." she just said that with intoxicated and blury eyes and pushed her face forward and touched her lips with mine and wrapped her arms around my back. Worries and Resolve [Mehaks POV] [Mehak''s POV] At first, I had a lot of fun playing with Mayuri all day, I mean I never had any close friends and I would always be at home alone not going outside because of how far my home is from my friends but now that I have got to experience that it''s pretty great. I mean I never feel bored again and Mayuri is just so cute and adorable and that increased even more after I said that I would never hate her. Every day I would go to school she would have a sad expression but would always let me go and every time I come back she would come running to me saying, " big sis! , big sis!" and would hug me for quite the amount of time while saying how much she missed me and I always find that so adorable and sweer of her. She''s like a perfect little sister I could ask for. But lately, she has started doing weird things to me like when we went to watch a movie she suddenly grasped my hand and just smiled happily when I asked her questions but she said it''s common between sisters and I guess she''s kinda right so I ignored it. Then one day she said she''s going for a walk so we left the house together as I was going to school but she suddenly held my hands and I mean isn''t this kind of stuff you do with your lover and just for a moment I thought what would happen if she were to start doing more things like these to me, thinking that I got embarrassed and told her to leave my hand but it seems like she read my mind and brought her mouth close to my ears and asked me, " could it be that the reason you don''t want to is because big sis is having some indecent thoughts for me" and bit my lip. After that, I got my heart beating like it would come out and my legs started wiggling, I mean she literally said what I was thinking and even gave me a demonstration of what would happen if she did more things like that. The result was that I couldn''t talk properly anymore so when she suddenly hit my back I got my senses back and asked her why did she do it and unexpectedly she said, "because I love big sis" hearing that my blood started getting heating up, I mean what does she mean by that does that imply as a little sister she loves her big sis or does she loves me in a romantic kind of way and again I thought what if it''s a romantic love then what would I do? But never been thrown into a position like this I decided to run away. Then when I got back home I couldn''t meet her eyes and we continued playing while my heart was beating frantically. After her tutor came and she went away, I opened my trusted internet and searched love between two siblings and the results I got from that were shocking. It seems like the love between two siblings whether or not related by blood is called INCEST and apparently, it''s a pretty disgusting thing and people engaged in it are looked weirdly by people but all of that was between a man and women so I searched for girl and girl, and it''s called LESBIAN which only disgusts few people but most of them look down on people involved. Seeing all this and thinking what would father and mother think and what would people think I got very scared of it and decided to not let her do this anymore. But I failed pretty miserably, I mean just look at how cute and attached to me she is and she''s the first-ever person with whom I can talk and play freely without any worry in the world. She also started studying pretty hard, I mean she literally just studies all day except for when eating food and occasionally coming to my room and I could tell that she''s studying so hard so that she can go to school together with me. I mean just looking at how hard she''s working for me and how much she thinks about me, I just couldn''t tell her in a resolute way that she should stop doing all those things she does when she comes to my room. By things, she does when she occasionally comes to my room during studying I just couldn''t describe it. It was just like those teasing those people in porn videos do before taking off their clothes. This tale has been unlawfully lifted from Royal Road; report any instances of this story if found elsewhere. She would lick me and bite me in various places and on my cheeks. She would touch me in a teasing way and would caress my body with such vigor and play with the tip of my breasts. Even though I didn''t admit it but the rush in blood, excitement, and chills I got from that were pretty intense, every time she would just stop before doing anything with my vagina and leave. Even though I did tell her not to but me saying it while having a rough breathing and a weak tone, even she could tell that I was enjoying it and would then tease me even more. Eventually, I started getting the feeling of wanting to do more things with her but she wouldn''t let me and just stop before going further. Every time of the day I would think of things she does to me and gets excited and happy every time. I think I LOVE HER and not in sibling kind of way but in romantic kind of way because every day I am just thinking about her, thinking what would she do to me today? and getting a little jealous when I think about her doing this kind of stuff with someone else. Even though it''s a taboo and people get disgusted by it and look at you with strange eyes and I know I shouldn''t be having these feelings, that these feelings are wrong but every day they would just get stronger and stronger. But every time I would just think about people and what they would say and get scared, I know I am just running away and not confronting it but the people! what about the people, but maybe it would be alright if we keep a secret? And today Mayuri when one step further and came into my bath and just sat in front of me with her back leaning on me and wrapped my arms around her and said, "Big sis I LOVE YOU" and my mind went blank, I thought I heard it wrong so I again asked her and again she gave the same answer, by now I knew that she was serious and her love is romantic but just like always I would get scared of other''s opinion and feigned ignorance and told her, "AH! ok, ok, yeah, yeah I also love you" and got pretty disgusted and felt hatred for myself, I mean Mayuri''s being so brave and upfront about it and even though she also thought about other people and got scared of it but she still remained strong and instead of running away like me she confronted it, just thinking about this and realizing this my feelings for her got even stronger. Then she became a little mad which was to be expected and faced me from the front and again said, "See big sis this is want I meant when I said I LOVE YOU" and kissed me, during which my mind when full surprise mode as I didn''t expect her to do a thing other than teasing, again I realized how much courage she had built up to kiss me and opposed to her what am I doing just running away? worrying about people? not being honest with her about my feelings? letting her do everything that I as her older should be doing! Finally seeing the whole picture I realized how shitty and worthless I have been and even with me being like this, she never stopped and continued moving forward even though she also has same worries as me she still kept on going. Then finally she said, "Big sis, I LOVE YOU, I LIKE YOU, I DESIRE YOU, this is not some sibling love that I feel as I think about you all the times, I even studied hard so that I could quickly go to school together with you and even started learning self-defense so that I could protect you from any danger and in the future would continue to grow even stronger so that no one could harm you, so please big sis face reality and stop running away with excuses and just make your heart naked in front of me just like I have done and tell me honestly what you feel". Hearing this I got emotional and started crying because she literally just told me everything that has been on my mind with me not being honest, running away, making excuses. She''s like a perfect being who always knows what going on in my mind, what I am thinking, it''s like she exists only for me and I exist only for her. Finally getting a hold of myself and firming my heart and mind, I made a promise with myself that from now on I would not run away, and be honest with Mayuri in both mind and heart because just like she said I also LOVE HER, LIKE HER, DESIRE HER, and even if everyone looks at us with disgust now I know I wouldn''t regret it as she''s the only one who''s perfect for me. But let''s just keep it a secret because even if I think about all that stuff the fear and worries would not just simply go away but I would now be completely honest with her and not let her be the only one who initiates or does all the things. So confirming my resolve I moved my face forced and said, "I-I-I also........." and with my own will kissed her and wrapped her around my arms. The future plans Big sis finally SAID IT!, I knew she could do it and just look at her go being all honest and kissing me while wrapping me around her arms. AHHHHH! YES! this is heaven on earth, now I also don''t need to hold back myself so I also wrapped my arms around her and we continued kissing for 10-15 minutes before big sis parted her lips from mine and her lips became a little red and probably mine too. Then we just stayed like that with the front of our bodies touching each other as closely as possible and burying each other head''s in the other''s neck and just relaxed. Being this close to and being this intimate with big sis is probably what true peace means like because earlier, whenever I teased her my mind would reach levels of ecstasy unknown to me and my heart would beat like crazy with excitement. But now I don''t feel anything like that, my heart is the calmest it has ever been and my mind is also completely at peace as there are no thoughts going through it. This is yet another emotion big sis has let me experience and who knows what other emotions she would let me experience now that she''s honest with me. After the bath, we sat together in big sis''s bed and as she sat down on the bed I placed my the tip of my head on her belly with my face facing downwards and seeing her belly button and my body in a straight line in front of her and then wrapped my arms around her back, after I was done she timidly placed her hand on top of my head and started stroking it, hmmmm, right now I feel just like a cat who is treasured by her master so I made a little, " Nyaaa, Nyaaa, Nya" cat noises which seems to have pleased big sis so she also bent forward and placed her on the back of my neck and started sniffing it, hehehe looks like big sis is being very very honest. As no one seemed to start talking I decided to be one the to break the ice, "So big sis what do you wanna do now?". Then she sat right back up and also prompted me to sit straight, looks like it''s going to be a serious talk. "So Mayuri, as you may or may not know the things we are doing right now is not acceptable by other people so I have always been worrying about that and even now it''s not like the worry is gone but I have realized that just like you are being so honest with me I would also like to do the same" said big sis with slightly red face but in a firm manner. "So just like you have said it, it''s only fair if I also say it" then she held my hands and looked me in the eyes and with a beet-red like face said, " Mayuri! I LOVE YOU and just like you not in a sibling way but in a pure romantic type of way" then released my hands and placed it in the front of her face and went, "KYAAAAAAA! I finally said it b-b-but it was way more embarrassing then I thought, how did you manage to it say it so many times!".The story has been taken without consent; if you see it on Amazon, report the incident. My heart skipped a beat so I instantly hugged her and kissed her, ahhhhh shit this might become a problem, bis sis is just too much of an angle!. Then she started talking again and said, "Now then as all that is settled let''s talk about how to progress and maintain this relationship ok?". "Ok I will go whatever way big sis goes" I said in a cheerful tone She became a bit embarrassed and said, " TH-thank yo-yo-you that makes me very happy, ahum! now then this relationship will be secret among us and no one can know about this and by that I mean LITERALLY NO ONE! not even father and mother but just in case the worst scenario happens and we get found out then I promise you that I will not leave you alone and will stay together with you even then, but we might have to go live someplace else so let''s try our best to avoid that until we reach adulthood and start earning money, NOW! am I ABSOLUTELY CLEAR ABOUT THIS?". Though I do get the part that if we have to go someplace else then I would also prefer it when we have jobs but why the fuck do we have to move away if we get found out? I mean I get her worrying about other people but who gives a shit about them and if they become meddlesome then I can just get rid of them, wouldn''t that solve all the problem? but it seems like keeping it a secret is like a matter of life and death for her and as everything, big sis wishes is also my wish then I would do my best to keep remaining secretive and just in case anybody finds out before we have jobs then I can just deal with them and it''s ok if big sis doesn''t find out about it because she will surely be against it. But it''s for the sake of keeping big sis''s wish for being secretive so it''d completely ok!. After that, I got up to go to my bed but as I was getting up, big sis suddenly grasped by hand and while looking down and squiring she said, " L-l-l-lets s-s-s-ss-leep together!". HNNNNNNNNGGGGGG! just how fucking angelic can bis sis be, but in those porn videos I never saw two people sleeping together so how did big sis found out about it? Hmmm, she must also have her sources. So I complied with her wish and I slept along with her with my face touching her breasts and both of us wrapping their arms around each other and bis sis keeping one hand on my head and started stroking it. AHHHH again! AGAIN! I am having the feeling of peace and I really enjoy this feeling the most out of every that I know. I need to know! what conditions must be satisfied before reaching this feeling of peace and work on it. After that, I quickly closed my eyes and started snoring, bis sis also probably did the same as she was also pretty tired. I also need to make my plan on how to move around in school while protecting big sis, and the most promising one is the one I did at the orphanage i.e remain everyone''s friend, get their trust and know their deepest secrets so that if anyone dares to approach my big sis, I would have all that information to be used against them and unlike in orphanage where I would always get found of but in school I would do things more precisely and remain as a perfect transfer student in front of everyone. Calm Before the Storm [Diary] 28 April, 2015 Sunday (09:00 PM) Dear Diary, This week I went to school together with big sis and from this week''s experience I got to know a few things about the environment of the school, positions of various children and also some unspoken rules among the children. The environment of the school is you know like very upbeat I would say, everyone is positive and welcoming over there but it all seems kinda fake to me, I mean how can you be like this to a total stranger? but maybe that is normal and only I am finding it abnormal, but meeeehh why care it''s not like I am going to get close to anyone of them, maybe on the surface I will but inside the only person worthy or capable to be inside me is big sis. The children in the school are mostly from a rich family so maybe that''s why everyone''s so polite? the top 5 most rich people in this school are:- 1. Big sis (The Jansha Family) (7th class) 2. Misa Chauhan (The Chauhan Family) (11th class) 3. Abhi Sharma (The Sharma Family) (7TH class) 4. Gourav Jind ( The Jind Family) (12th class) 5. Yadav Mital (The Mital Family) (6th class) Apart from them, there are also many rich children but it seems like these are the richest among them and as big sis is highest that means I am also the richest child in this school. Big sis is apparently the top beauty of the school mainly because of her silver hair. But unfortunately, due to this many boys try to approach her on a daily basis and she has to constantly deal with them but the way she treats them is also what made her very popular in school. She would always politely and kindly talk to them and if they try to cross the line she doesn''t get angry and with a smile rejects them and politely apologizes. Due to which she''s like an idol of the school. But no one knows the truth as on Wednesday when I was walking with big sis and her friends a boy approached and started talking to her in an overly familiar manner at that moment I wanted to something to him, I don''t know what and I don''t know why but I didn''t want him to see big sis anymore and I was getting a strong urge to do it right there but I barely controlled myself as I have to appear as a perfect child in school so that everyone can trust me here. So I dug a nail on my palms to try and control myself and just always big sis politely talked and when he tried to cross the line, politely rejected him but during the whole conversation between them, I saw big sis face and even though she was smiling to him it was clear that she was doing a fake smile and expression because big sis smile is not like that but during this just for a second I saw her look of disgust while talking to him even though it was perfectly concealed but there''s no way I wouldn''t notice change in big sis''s expressions. The following night after dinner I went to big sis''s room like usual closed the door and started cuddling with her and the smile she showed now seemed genuine, so now I was pretty confident that big sis faked her expressions in front of that boy. So while laying my head on her lap and as she started caressing my head and I asked her, "hey big sis do you dislike the children at school who try to approach you?. Hearing this big sis had a surprised face but soon after she smiled and laughed saying, "hahahahaa, so you noticed that? well, I expect no less from my Mayuri who even knows what''s going on in my mind but seeing that you were able to tell this thing that no one was able to really makes me happy and firm my resolve that you are the only one for me".Unauthorized usage: this narrative is on Amazon without the author''s consent. Report any sightings. Saying that she kissed my cheeks and laid her head on top of mine and continued speaking, "Yes just like you guessed I dislike those children who try and approach me because I know they are only doing it either because of my parent''s money or either their parents told them to do it so that they can make connections why my father." with a little sad expression. Seeing that I sat in front of her and forcefully grabbed her head and laid it on top of my lap and just like her started caressing her head because when she does this to me I feel at peace so maybe big sis will also feel the same and maybe it worked as her face changed from that of embarrassment to calmness and then suddenly she started crying, seeing that I panicked and with a sorry voice asked her, " SO-Sorry big sis if you don''t like it th-then you can get up b-b-but please don''t cry!". Hearing that big sis suddenly laughed while crying and said, " STUPID! I am enjoying this a lot and don''t you dare remove my head from your lap!". "So then why did you start crying?" I asked her in a worried tone. "That....that''s because I again realized how much you love me and how much I ran away from it and didn''t confront it because of my cowardice and now that I see how genuinely happy I am because of you, I just wished I had gotten the courage earlier." she said in a happy tone but with a crying face, I think this is what they call tears of joy? So then I asked her about those 4 children who are always with her and are apparently her friends. But it seems like I was wrong as she told me that, yeah they are her friends but they are not close with her and it can be said that she just joined their group because she didn''t want to be left alone in school and doesn''t feel much about them. Hearing this I felt relieved as in that group there is 1 boy whose name is Abhi Sharma who''s the third richest child in the school and he constantly tries to get close to big sis even though big sis clearly doesn''t like it. So first it seems like I would have to deal with him as he''s a danger element who would constantly get in our way and even if big sis upright rejects him he would still constantly bother her. But right now I don''t have that much influence and power in school, so first let''s work on that and then deal with that boy. Mayuri [Mayuri''s POV] Hmmmmm, but getting influence and power in school would take time and to confront that boy and maybe more boys or girls in the future instead of influence and power I would also need fighting strength even though my self-defense lessons are going pretty good but I feel like it would not be enough so let''s also join Karate school so that I can also beat people up instead of just defending. [Narator''s POV] After getting a picture of what to do Mayuri started working toward that girl. At school she would get perfect scores, surprising everyone and impressing the teachers with every test. During sports activities, she would always be first no matter which sports their class played, this was mainly because of her strength and stamina she developed during self-defense and karate classes and constant everyday jogging. But apart from that, she put on an act of being a humble person even though she''s a genius and talked with everyone in a cheerful manner, helped anyone who came for her help and also personally helped her classmates and children she knew of other classes. During the break, she would always go to her sister''s classroom and hang out with her so everyone knew that she was extremely attached to her big sister but even during this if someone came for her help she immediately left her big sister to help that person, seeing this everyone believed that she genuinely tries to help people with their problems. Due to this and many other factors, Mayuri became the most popular person in the school where everyone from students to teachers liked her and trusted her. But all of them didn''t know what was going on inside Mayuri''s head as now Mayuri knew secrets and problems of everyone in school and her influence has spread more than the school''s student council president and the richest students of the school. During this time Mayuri also mastered self-defense and won the black belt in karate making her popularity in school rise above the skies but at the same time, she also learned how to fight and beat someone up. Also during this Mayuri and Mehak didn''t go all the way to start having sex, because even though both of them wanted to do it every day, Mehak said they would not do it until they reach college as then they can move away from home and start living together, then they can do all sorts of things for how much long they want without having the fear and risk of anyone finding out. And just like that 4 years passed and now Mayuri became an 11th-grade student (17 years old) and Mehak became a 12th-grade student (18 years old) with Mayuri''s popularity and influence increasing each day as she became student council president and appointed Mehak as her secretary, it reached such levels that people started getting admission in their school just to get close to her and become acquainted with her. But no one knew that now Mayuri has laid a solid groundwork and started working towards getting rid of people who got to close to big sister and her. Mehaks Confession [Diary] 1st April, 2019 Sunday (08:00 PM) Dear Diary, Hmm now that 23rd diary is finished and is resting peacefully on the bookshelf, now it''s time to start the 24th which I bought yesterday while returning home from school. Now that I am in 11th class and became student consul president last year, now I know for sure that I have laid enough groundwork to get rid of those fucking pests who just keep on bothering my bis sis and have also started bothering me. I mean at school the lunch break is the only official time where big sis and I can be together but those pretend friends of her''s and especially those boys and even some girls just keep on barging in. Especially that Abhi Sharma seems to be getting full of himself and even dares to rest his hands on sister''s shoulders even though she clearly hates it but she doesn''t show it on her face to keeps being pretended friends with them. Every time I see that asshole touching my big sis, a violent feeling rises in me and I barely manage to keep myself together, thinking every time not to blow up the image I have worked so hard to obtain. But that''s not the case anymore as now everyone believes what I say and everyone trusts me and are able to imagine that I can do anything bad to them. By now it''s pretty clear that Abhi Sharma has feelings for big sis and he even dares to act upon them, but just to completely clear about this matter, last year I asked him does he love my sister and he very timidly said yes, hearing that I got a strong urge to break his bones but again my image got in the way. But now even if I do something to him, first I would do it in such a way that he''s not able to talk about it anymore and even if he does then nobody will believe him because I am a person who can never do anything wrong. Mayuri [Mayuri''s POV] On Monday when I left home together with big sis to go to school, I asked her, " Hey, big sis what is your opinion on that Abhi Sharma and just in case you don''t interrupt it wrongly, NO! I don''t think you feel anything for him and I believe firmly that you would not feel anything for anybody besides me, so now what do you think of him?". Hearing that she laughed and wrapped one of her arms around my back and pulled me closer, kissing my cheeks and then slowly whispered in my ears, "Dear, even if you don''t say it I know what you mean, so there''s no need to say things like that OK!?". in a seductive tone and licked my ears. *Thump* *Thump* *Thump* *Thump*, HAAAAH, haah, haaaaaah, Man big sis is getting very aggressive and very bold lately, maybe she''s having revenge for all the teasing I have done to her for many years?. But I don''t dislike it when big sis becomes forcefull and I am on the receiving end. Hearing her say this my face became red like cherry and while looking down I said, "O-0-OK" shit that came out weak. Then she started laughing again and gripped by back more strongly and said, "AWWWW! look how cute you are acting, now you see how I feel every time you do these things to me?". with a proud face. Seeing that I got irritated and said, " Well, of course, you also feel very happy as I can sense the wetness of your vagina whenever I touch you there over your skirt or pants!" with a smug face. Hearing this Big sis also became red and loosened a little of her strength around my back but didn''t leave it and said, " O-OH o-o-O AHUM! OK! now, where were we?". Hmm seems like she still has ways to go before becoming dominant with me but we did get off the track so I asked her again, "What do you think about that Abhi Sharma who constantly tries to touch you?"If you stumble upon this narrative on Amazon, it''s taken without the author''s consent. Report it. "Hmm, I really hate his guts! every time he does that I always feel a strong urge to slap him but seeing that you also try hard to keep it in so that the image you created at school doesn''t crumble, I also somehow manage to keep it in so that my image also doesn''t crumble". Hearing this I got shocked and asked, " WHAT! so big sis knew about that whole image thing?" "Well of course! dear, you think that I who spends every minute of my time with you doesn''t know about how you act, behave and do things?" she said with a smug face. Hearing that I got scared and carefully asked her, "Th-then how much do you know?". "Well I have read all 23 of your diaries and even though what you did at the orphanage was pretty fucked up but then I remembered that you did ask me about how your true self was something different and you don''t know what should you do about that, recalling that I realized what you were talking about and didn''t I saw that I would never hate you no matter what you behave like". Hearing this I got tears in the corner of my eyes and asked, "Then you also read about the whole stalking, me seducing you, about different things I feel about you and how I feel about other people and especially those who try to get close to you?" in a worried tone. "WELL OF COURSE! and I know I should be creeped out and disgusted by it and I did feel that at first for 4-5 days but you couldn''t tell as you were gone on your school trip, and somehow I also found your obsession and desire for me very sweet and it made me feel very special. Then I searched about things like these online and apparently you feel obsessive love towards me and people online call a person like you a YANDERE. But somehow reading about all this I got excited and interested in things like these or you can say I got fascinated by this? and then realizing how my own lovely sister is like that, I became even more fascinated by this whole thing and fell even more deeply in love and just like I promised before I would always be honest with you about my heart right?" she said with a cheerful tone. Tears started running down my cheeks and just kept on falling even when big sis wiped them, so I guess there was always a worry in the back of my heart about big sis finding about stuff like this huh?. After I stopped crying, big sis hugged me front and kissed my forehead and said, "Now I know this is wrong and that any normal person shouldn''t be feeling this but I guess I also started getting fucked up in mind after this whole secret thing began as every day, the feeling of our relationship being abnormal changed to being a completely normal relationship and I started caring less and less about what would people think and by now I don''t even feel any fear or creepiness by imagining you doing all the things written in the diary you would be doing to people but instead I get goosebumps, my heart starts racing, cheeks start flushing and excited thinking about you doing all that stuff". Then she stopped saying anything for a moment, hugged me tighter and continued speaking, "But this just proves the point that you are only made for me and I am only made for you, as only we can accept each other like this and loves the other even more when they do some questionable things". Then she stopped hugging me and looked seriously at my eyes and said, "Now I know what you are going to do about that Abhi Sharma and I won''t stop you from doing that as he does bother me a lot and honestly I am a little excited thinking about what you would do and I get even more excited and flushed when I think what you would do to other people in school, so by now I, myself am pretty clear that I am not right in mind but it feels good thinking about all this stuff so I won''t ever stop you but just remember one thing". Then she closed the distance between our faces to the point where our nose is touching and said in a very firm manner, "Don''t ever get caught by police and every time you would do stuff like this always, always make sure to get complete closure so that''s there would be no future problems" and kissed my lips and parted them with her lips, then her tongue entered my mouth and she started licking my bottom teeth, so I also extended my tongue and invaded her mouth and started licking the back of her tongue while both us started caressing each other backs and since we both are of same height i.e 173 cm so it was extremely comfortable, we stayed like this for few minutes and with bot of our cheeks flushed red she said in a rough breathing, "Hah, hah, hah, haah, please remember it firmly to hold those words because if something does happen to you then I don''t know what I will do to someone, so please don''t let me go down that path, ARE WE CLEAR?". "All clear, very clear, don''t worry big sis that would never happen because as you have read in the diary I have laid down all the groundwork and even if something unexpected does happen then I would be sure to deal with resolutely so don''t worry" I said with a smile on my face. Seeing this big sis sighed and said, "if you need any help don''t hesitate and just ask me and I would help you in the things you are about to do, so just make sure I don''t go down that path where even I don''t know what I would do if something seriously bad happens to you, OK! ARE WE CLEAR AGAIN!". "SIR, YES SIR!" I said in a serious manner and then we started laughing and went out of the abandoned house which we discovered a year ago and make our little secret base. Now time to take care of that Abhi Sharma. Trap For The Prey After big sis''s words of approval and warning, I felt really happy that she accepts me as a whole, so from now I will not hide these things from her and just tell her straightforward about it while getting her help to accomplish some of the tasks just like she asked me because even after her saying all that stuff and I still don''t comply by her wishes would be same as doubting that big sis can''t do stuff like this or doubting big sis directly and in the past I made promise with myself to never doubt her again. We reached school and people started greeting me, "Good morning miss president". "Nice day today miss president" "Miss president you look beautiful like always" and many more students came and greeted me, inside me, I felt that these bastards sure act all cheerful first thing in the morning but I can''t show that outside and at first I have felt that big sis would get jealous of me because of my popularity but soon I found out that''s not the case as on the contrary, she enjoys seeing me like this as due to this most of the attention which earlier went to her, now comes my way so she doesn''t have to act all the times she''s in school. But I remember that I did doubt her even if little so just like I promised myself, during the night I went to the storehouse and picked up a hammer and hanged it over my left hands'' pinky, at first I hesitated to do it but soon I realized that if I do things half-heartedly then what''s the point of promises? I mean big sis keeps all of her promises and if I just bitch out like this then when something like happens again then I would bitch out the same way, so what does that say about my love and resolve for big sis? So I hardened myself and with high force brought down the hammer and the moment it made contact with my pinky, a *CRACK!* sound of bone came and blood started coming out of my nail and I remember saying, "FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKK!" at the top of my lungs and just a moment later big sis came and started panicking and asking in a frightened voice, "Mayuri, what the fuck did you DO!?" "AH! aha, ahahaaaha, fuck!, hahhaaha, BIG SIS!, I did it, I did it, I showed my resolve of how much I love you and treasure my promises with you!" I said with a big smile on my face while laughing from the bottom of my heart, I mean just LOOK! even though it hurts like a bitch but I still managed to do it and if this doesn''t show my feelings for big sis then what does?. "WHA!, wha-what are you talking about you stupid girl, quickly come with me to the hospital and you are in luck that father and mother are on a trip! and YOU! are going to tell me what''s this all about YOU GOT IT!" she said with an angry face and seeing that I got even happier, I mean just look how much worried she was about me. Then I told her about the promise and hearing this she had mixed expressions of happiness, anger, sadness, and told me to make another promise to never to things like this and to discard my self made promise, at first I was doubtful because if I discard it then how do I show my resolve but she slapped me on the face while crying and somehow I remember that it didn''t hurt and I realized that by hurting myself, I have unintentionally hurt big sis more so I discarded my self made promise and when Mr. and Mrs. Jansha came back home big sis told them that I hurt my finger while hammering a nail on the wall to fix the clock. This is an incident of when I started going to school for a month and now four years have passed since then, even though the finger is now healed but there is still a mark left to remind me to not hurt myself and I guess that''s when just like big sis said her mind started to get fucked up but I don''t get what''s fucked up about it, I mean it''s pretty normal stuff right? what''s so strange about it? hmmmm? but maybe that''s just me? Thinking about stuff like this I reached my classroom and everyone in the class came to greet me. AHHHH! greeting every one of them with a smile and politeness is so hard, especially that boy and girl named Ankit Tiwari and Shana Singh respectively who keep on pestering me and disturbing me constantly as they sit in my front and back respectively.Unauthorized duplication: this narrative has been taken without consent. Report sightings. But right now I have got my hands full with Abhi Sharma and those two haven''t crossed the line yet but if big sis tells me she is bothered by them I will not leave them alone. During the third period, I made an excuse of going to the toilet and went out of the classroom, then I made my way towards the locker of Abhi Sharma and opened it with a master''s key, which you get as a student council president to check if students have anything illegal or bad in school in their lockers. Then I took out a small dead mouse which I killed on Sunday and placed it inside his locker and left a note saying: Stay away from Mehak Jansha. Then just like routine during recess, I went to check everyone''s locker to see if they anything banned stored in them and when I opened Abhi Shamra locker, I made a surprised face and shouted for Abhi Sharma and students to come. After everyone came and saw the dead mouse, Abhi Sharma was standing just beside his locker and had a fearful face seeing that inside I felt happy but outside I can''t show it so I made a sympathetic face and asked him, "I am so sorry that in my watch something so disgusting like this happened and I-I don''t know what to say" with tears forming in the corner of my eyes. "N-No president it''s not your fault!" he said with a panicked face. AHHH this is it! show me more of those lovely faces. Then to progress the play I asked everyone standing here, " NOW! LISTEN, EVERYONE! does anyone of you know who did it? and if the culprit is among you guys here then rest assured you will not be punished, and if anyone knows about the culprit then also don''t show yourself and after school just come to my office whichever it is" in a loud and firm voice Then I called big sis in front, "Sister Mehak please come forward" to get some help from her. Big sis came in front with a crying face and seeing that I got an urge to hug her but calm down me! now isn''t the time for this and big sis is also acting pretty good. "Sister Mehak, this matter isn''t unrelated to you as you can see there''s a note saying that whoever did this wants Abhi Sharma to stay away from you, so do you know why he wants that and do you have any idea who it maybe?" I asked with a smile and a welcoming expression. Seeing that big sis also almost smiled but kept it hidden and tears started falling from her eyes, "I-I-don''t why would someone do something, something so shameful like this, but I do have a g-guess of who may have done it" she said and started crying even more loudly. Then I placed my hands on her shoulder and asked with a straight face, "Th-then who do you guess has done it?" "U-Umm lately for a week there has been someone who''s following me so I guess that person has done this" she said while crying even more and hugged me and continued saying, "NO! I am sure it''s that person! I have been scared to tell anyone about it but now that things have come this far I just can''t keep it in anymore". Seeing this I beckoned her back and said, "Don''t worry sister even though you should have told me sooner and I am a bit angry that you hid it but what''s done is done, so today you will go home together with me and...." then I looked towards Abhi Sharma and went in front of him and asked him in a sorry voice, " Abhi again I am so sorry that this happened to you but I have a request for you, can you please accompany us two when we go home so that the stalker when he sees you tries to do something and during that moment I would capture. I know it''s a heavy request after what you have just witnessed but can you do it for Mehak''s sake?" Hearing that it''s for Mehak''s sake and a girl saying she will protect him he probably got hurt as a man and with a confident face said, "YES! president don''t worry I will accompany you and when that stalker comes I swear I beat the shit out of him!". "Whoa, whoa now calm down but that''s the spirit!" I said with a cheerful face and dispersed everyone gathered around and they started saying things like, "Whoa! president''s so cool" "Did you look at how effortlessly she handled the situation" "I feel sorry for Ms. Mehak but it''s so lucky of her to have a little sister like the president" Hmmm seems like it went better than expected. Then after school ended I went to my office to finish some council work and told Abhi Sharma to wait for some time and then from the door the student council secretary or my big sis came. She got behind my chair and bent forward to hug me from behind who was sitting on the chair and said, "Dear, you act way too good, you should go into film industry" "Thank you, sis but you were also pretty good even though you didn''t know that I would call for your help" I said with a big smile on my face. "Well, I was very happy when I saw that you listened to my words and just like I said called me for help so I also did my best" she said while shoving her face on my hair and while snuffing it she continued saying, "Now that you have caught him what will you do next?" Well on the way to confront the stalker, I would be sure to give him a time of his life The Nightmare, That is The Jansha Sisters [Mayuri''s POV] Now that I have finished my student council work, it''s time to deal with that Abhi Sharma. I left the room with big sis and called him just like promised to confront the stalker. After we left the school gate that bitch started walking in front of us and said with a proud face, "Don''t worry you two, the moment stalker comes I will be sure to make him pay for what he did!". Getting more irritated by him I asked him in an innocent voice, "But how you protect me? do you have training in karate or martial arts?". Seeing my innocent face and expression he got embarrassed and timidly said, "O-Of c-c-course, I am not as good as Mrs. President and no way can I fight you, what I meant was when I am here no harm will reach Mehak!". Seeing his expressions and way of talking, I just want to quickly deal with this bitch but calm down me! just wait until we reach the destination. Until then let''s just play with him. "So you mean when I am alone with sister Mehak then harm will reach her?" I asked with a bit of anger in my voice. "NO, NO NO NO!, I don''t, I mean I didn''t me-mean it like that, I am sure that Mrs. Presient can protect Mehak perfectly, it''s ju-just that..." he said in a rush but before he could finish his sentence big sis intercepted and said, "Mayuri, don''t tease him like that" with a smile. Seeing that his face got a little red probably thinking along the lines of ''Oh wow, Mehak stood up for me'', just imagining it makes my blood boil, but I must go according to the play I discussed with big sis when we were alone in the student council room. So to continue the act my phone''s ringtone rang and I picked it up as if a phone call has come, then I placed my phone on my ears and started talking to nobody but to that bitch, it seems like I am on a phone call. Gradually my voice became frantic and in a hurry, I put down the phone and with a worried expression and concerned voice said, "Um-uhhh can you two please wait here for 10-15 minutes, it seems like my friend got in some trouble nearby." Hearing this the bitch said, "OH, oh su-sure please go to your friend, we will wait here till then" with a regretful face but I could see the happy expression he was trying really hard to hide, he''s probably thinking that now he''s got some alone time with big sis. So I thanked and said sorry to them and ran in the opposite direction and turned around the corner and stopped, now that they are alone it''s time for big sis to lead him into our abandoned house. So I should go there first and start preparing some things before they reach here. [Mehak''s POV] Man, you really can''t see through Mayuri''s acting, even though I knew it was all staged for a moment even I started to believe it, but let''s praise her for that later now its time to spout some nonsense to Abhi, even though I would rather die than spout the nonsense I am about to say to him, but it''s Mayuri''s plan and even though she''s probably more offended by the nonsense she still seems to endure it, so as her big sister I can''t afford to fall back, fuuuuu haaaaah, OK! now LET''S START!. I changed my expression to a happy one and with a cheerful voice, I called Abhi, "Hey Abhi, let''s start walking ahead it will take some time for Mayuri to come back so she can catch up to us." "But is it ok? I mean she did say to wait here and when she doesn''t find us wouldn''t she get angry?" he asked with a worried face. "It''s fine, it''s fine she wouldn''t get angry at her big sister, but just in case I should tell her" so I called Mayuri and told her that we would be going ahead and she said, "Big sis, I know it''s hard for you to say that stuff to him and it just fills me with anger just thinking about it, so if you don''t want to, please feel free to abandon the plan, I will find another way" with a concerned voice. Hearing this, I resolved myself again and said, "it''s Ok" and hung the phone. "She said it''s fine but told to not get far away, so shall we go?" I asked him. "Well if she is fine with it then let''s go" he said in an obviously happy expression. After we walked for a few minutes I lead him towards the abandoned house and when we reached its gate I stopped walking and seeing that he also stopped walking and asked, " Hm? what''s the matter".If you stumble upon this tale on Amazon, it''s taken without the author''s consent. Report it. I started thinking about how Mayuri plays with my breasts and bites the tip to leave her mark on my body and and and, ahhhhhh just thinking about it makes my face red and at the moment my face became red I filled myself with courage and told him, " A-Abhi, I do-don''t know how I should say this but when I saw how you stood up to protect me from the stalker m-m-my heart started p-pounding and seeing how you are still trying your best to protect me even though the stalker could hurt you, I am getting this special and weird feeling" still with my face red thinking about things Mayuri does to me, then I turned my eyes upwards toward him and timidly said, "Ab-Abhi I-I th-th-think that I " but before I could finish off my sentence he came close to me and hugged me from front. "PLEASE! don''t say anymore, I can''t let this hurt my pride as a man, till now I have been nothing but a coward and a pussy to not say my feeling toward you but seeing this, I can''t let you be the one to say it" HE''S HUGGING ME! this little shit is fucking hugging ME!, this feeling of someone other than my Mayuri hugging me or touching me is utterly disgusting, ahhhhh! fuck! fuck! fuck! get away from me you dipshit! but my feelings can''t even compare to what Mayuri should be feeling and thinking while standing inside the abandoned house, observing all this. But just a little more, just a little more and it''s over. [Abhi Sharma''s POV] Man, shit, shit, shit I can''t believe I am going to say this to Mehak now, even though I had feelings towards her for 5 years because of how beautiful she is and how she grows more and more beautiful each day. But I couldn''t say anything, thinking about what would happen if she rejects me? would we be not friends anymore? just thinking about crap like that 5 years passed and I became a pussy, but seeing this!, seeing how Mehak is also feeling the same as me, I can''t be a pussy anymore, I need to say this stuff properly to her before she becomes to one to confess first because if that happens then what does that say about me? AS A MAN!. So on an impulse, I hugged Mehak and said some pretty embarrassing stuff with my face being beet-red but seeing how much Mehak is shaking from being hugged by me and how her face is turned down, I am sure she''s also very embarrassed like I am right now and feeling excited and happy. Seeing this I got even more confident and started approaching my face towards her face. But it seems like Mehak noticed this and she started shaking even more and dropped her face down even more and in barely audible voice said, "I-I-I don''t like to do s-stuff like this in open, so can we go i-in-inside somewhere?". Oh GOD! she''s so cute when she''s being this shy, but yeah she''s right having her first kiss in life somewhere out in open is a bit too much, man fuck I let my desires get to my head and started acting without thinking, I need to apologize quickly, "Ah, um, uh y-ye-yeah you are right, really sorry for acting like this" good now that I apologized let''s slowly separate from her and first let''s go on a date and then after date is finished, let''s have her see some fireworks and during that magical moment I will kiss her. Yup!, that sounds like a perfect idea, it will be her greatest memory of a first kiss. But man, my desires are getting in my head, telling me to kiss her now! but NO! calm down me, don''t only think about yourself, think about her feelings as well and if it goes well maybe today at night, I can even get her into my bed. Man, just thinking about her naked body is making my penis react. But in the next moment, Mehak said, "Ho-how about we go inside this abandoned house, no one seems to be here and it looks pretty good for something that''s abandoned". Man FUCK! even she wants to do it right now, and I have been thinking about all that crap about a perfect moment, It seems like I am still a pussy but not anymore!. Thinking about this I said, "O-OK let''s go inside" and separated from her, ah man I want to hug her again, but don''t worry me! you are going to have the time of your life right now. So I held her hand and lead her inside the house, I opened the door and started walking forward with Mehak''s hand, then I stopped walking, faced her face and started saying, "Mehak, it may be a bit late but I will say it properly, MEHAK! I LO ...." and then *DUN* huh?. What happened? suddenly I feel my consciousness fading and the back of my head is hurting like a bitch as if someone has hit me with a bat. Huh? huh? my eyes are getting blurry and head heavy, I think I need to sleep for some time. My face is touching the ground, it feels cold, maybe I am lying on the ground. I can hear Mehak''s loud and frightened voice saying, "ABHI! ABHI! STAY WITH ME!, DON''T FALL OUT NOW!". "AHHHHH! HELP ME! HELP ME ABHI! THAT STALKER IS HERE!". "NOOOOOO! GET AWAY! GET AWAY FROM ME YOU SICK BASTARD!". Ahhh I see so that stalker was real, I thought Mehak was just being paranoid and that mouse and letter were probably left there by someone in school who''s jealous of me getting in their way. But it seems like I was wrong, I should have believed Mehak when she told about the stalker. I know Mehak''s in danger right now, but I need to save myself first, many more like her will come in the future. Ahhhh yes! Mrs. President should be on her way when she doesn''t us and when she finds us I am sure she will beat the shit out of that stalker because her fighting skills are frightening. So yeah, it''s all fine. I am feeling pretty tired so let''s just sleep. . . . . . . Hmmm, for how long have I been asleep? Hmmmm? why does it feel like I am sitting on a chair and why don''t my hands and legs move? huh?.......HUH! WHAT? WHAT? WHAT THE FUCK WHY ARE MY HANDS AND LEGS TIED WITH A ROPE AND WHY IS EVERYTHING SO BLACK? AM I BLINDFOLDED? I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE! so I start shaking the chair till it falls down with me bound to it. At that moment I started hearing footsteps and heard a man''s voice saying, "So you LOVE Mehak huh?" Hearing this I got frightened and started crying. Then after a few seconds, the voice said, "Nice to meet you! hope you have a wonderful time today" in a cheerfully manly and heavy voice. Rabbit Hole [Mayuri''s POV] Man, it felt good to hit that bastard on the back with the bat. I mean how dare he touch, and I don''t even mean just a single touch, he fucking hugged MY, MY OWN BIG SIS and was even trying to KISS HER!. I mean yeah, I had expected the performance to play out that way, but having it play in your mind as compared to reality is a less shitty feeling. Now I need to remove all of that guy''s impurity from big sis, but hmmm there''s no water here,AH! let''s go and buy a water bottle to properly clean big sis. So after telling big sis that I will be back in a minute, I quickly went to a shop and bought a water bottle. NOW! it''s time to clean big sis, "Hey big sis, can you come over here for a second?" I called her as she was tying that bastard to the chair. "Hmm what''s up dear" she said while untangling the second set of rope to tie it to that bastard''s legs. "Big sis, I thought I would be able to endure him hugging you when I thought of it in my mind, but as it happened I was overcome with emotions, so I hit him a little hard, so he will be out for 2-3 hours" I said in a sorry tone. Hearing this big sis came close and wrapped her arms around my back and said, "Don''t worry dear, he deserved that, I also felt enraged when he did that so I was sure that you would be more hurt and see, just like I thought that was the case" in a wholehearted voice. Then she came close to my face and touched my nose with her''s and looking into my eyes, she smiled and said, "NOW! drop that fake sorry face of yours! I know you don''t feel a bit remorseful for hitting him. You thought that I couldn''t tell when you make a genuine face or not? so tell me what''s the actual reason for calling me, so that I can go back to tie him up." OOPS! looks like she found out immediately but it''s true, the moment I hit that bastard I felt such great pleasure and euphoria, that I wanted to hit him again and again and again and again and again! but I controlled myself thinking about how big sis said to never leave a trace behind and well if he died even though he deserves to for hugging my big sis but right now I don''t have the proper equipment for cleaning all the traces while beating someone to death. But I have noticed that even when I played with those children in the orphanage and now that I hit that bastard in the back, each time I felt a sense of superiority, high levels of ecstasy and euphoria, so maybe by doing more things like these, I can experience more of these feelings? Hmmm, let''s test that later when I am done with this bastard but before that let''s clean big sis. So I opened the water bottle and slowly poured it on her body while rubbing the areas that made contact with the bastard and at last, I poured some water into my mouth and kissed big sis, to clean her mouth as when they came close some of that bastard''s smell and germs must have gotten inside big sis''s mouth, but that''s just a excuse for myself. Seeing this big sis opened her mouth and I crawled my tongue inside her mouth and started pouring water into her mouth and big sis while receiving water started gulping it down, when big sis gulped all of the water in my mouth I separated my lips from her and a thick saliva bridge formed between our lips which fell on her chin. Seeing this I pulled my tongue out and started sucking the saliva on her chin because I wouldn''t want anything that belongs to us to be wasted. After I finished the cleaning, big sis started releasing hot breaths with her whole face flushed red and said, " haah, hah, haaaaaah, haaaaah, I-I-I thought that you would be doing this when I saw that water bottle you were hiding so I thought I prepared myself but having to actually experience it is s-so much more exhilarating!"The genuine version of this novel can be found on another site. Support the author by reading it there. Then she composed herself and continued speaking, "I mean just thinking about how much you want to monopolize me, how much you get jealous for me and how much you try to protect me, just, just makes me so happy and thrilled, so I also want to make you experience these things but I don''t know how to YET! but keep it in mind that along with that I will also try to experience the feelings you get so that we can become even closer, OK!?" Hearing her say this my already melted heart, melted even more and tears started coming out of my eyes, " YES! YES! big sis absolutely! I know you can do it, after that we would be even more and more closer than anyone in the world!" while smiling from the bottom of my heart. Man love sure is such a great thing, no wonder characters in books and people go to great lengths to do anything in the name of it, but they all are different from us after all their love is not pure, while our love for each other is pure with only happiness and not a tiny bit of malice for each other. Now then let''s finish up the job of tying the bastard up while big sis changes into P.E clothes. . . . . . UFFF! that was rough trying to tie the bastard up but now that''s over let''s clean my hands to get rid of his smell from my hands. . . . KYAAAAAAA! Big sis looks absolutely stunning even in those P.E clothes. . . . . HMM! seems like the bastard is waking up, now let''s clear my throat and change the pitch of my voice to sound like a man, but man the whole year of trying to do different voices really pays off now. OH! he started shaking aaaaaaaaand the bastard fell down, what an idiot. I started walking up to him and said, "So you LOVE Mehak huh?" FUCKING HELL! it sounds so manly even big sis who''s watching from the door has her mouth open wide. But hmmm didn''t expect it to sound so good. OH! It seems like he started crying, YES! YES! BITCH! cry, even more, you fucking deserve it for getting to so close to MY!, MY! BIG SIS!, OOPS! calm down me. Hmmm? it seems like big sis is also enjoying this when I see that broad grin on her face. "Nice to meet you! I hope you have a wonderful time today" I said in a little cheerful voice. Hearing which the bastard started crying even more, AHHHH! such happiness!. But it''s getting a bit annoying so I grabbed the bat again and pulled it back to hit his stomach but that moment big sis caught the bat and said close to my ear in a whisper, "Dear, let me try it like I said before I also want to experience these things" So I gave her the bat, after all, what she said is correct you can''t get these happy feelings just by watching. So I shifted to the side and put a clothe in the bastard''s mouth. Big sis pulled back the bat and hit the bastard in the stomach, then I thought to continue speaking but big sis pulled the bat back and again hit his stomach and then again, then landed a hit on his face and one the bastard''s tooth came out, so I think I can speak now....... and *BAM* again she hit the bastard in the legs, Damn! big sis is going all out but when I see that smile on her face and those wide-open eyes somehow I feel extremely happy as if big sis is getting even more close to me. Then in the instant, she stopped hitting the bastard, I said, "STOP CRYING! or you would experience something even worse than this!" to make it seem like I am the only one present here and to OF COURSE! stop big sis, as at this rate nothing much would be left of the bastard. Due to which it seems like the bastard has stopped crying and is just shaking but that''s also satisfying to watch. Hearing me start talking big sis also stopped hitting him and looked at me and smiled even wider and pulled me out of the room and said in a low but excited voice, "dear!, wh-wh-at''s this fe-fe-eling of happiness and superiority that I am getting, d-don''t tell me you also felt like this whenever you did those bad things to those children in orphanage?" Hmmm? it seems like she got something wrong so I pulled her closer and whispered in her ears, "Big sis I didn''t do anything bad to them, that''s the wrong way to put it. All I did was just play and have fun them." Then I started licking her ears and shoved my tongue inside her ears and started speaking again, "Haaahh, haaaah, huuuuu, S-so big sis please don''t say I did anything bad, that way you make it sound like I am a bad person but I did nothing wrong!". "OOOOOOOF COOOOOURSE! how stupid of me! there''s no way my cute little sister is an evil person" she said with an even more satisfying smile and slithly blury eyes. Now time to deal finishing touches to the bastard as weeeeeeelll........., man seeing the bastard again big sis really beat the shit out of him. Civil Treatment [Mayuri''s POV] Hmmmm, it seems like the bastard has gone to sleep again. So let''s just wake him up. First I pulled out the cloth out of his mouth and picked my shoe up and hit the bastard''s face with it. "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! I AM SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! PLEASE SPARE MEEEE!" he yelled at the top of his lungs and started crying again. Man, the bastard reaaaaaly likes to cry and even though it fills my heart with happiness but it is also annoying listening to his voice at the same time so I pulled the shoe back again and hit the bastard''s face again and said, "Yeah, yeah, I knoooowwww that you are also excited but could you speak in a polite way and for FUCK SAKE STOP CRYING! we both are cultured people so let''s handle the matter in a civil way RIGHT!?" while clapping my hands. Hearing which for some reason he made an expression of anger and fear, but this expression is also not bad in fact I am quite enjoying this expression, but like they say good things always come to an end so let''s end the game in a few minutes as evening is almost upon us. So I crouched down in front of him and started speaking in a cheerful voice, "SO! I am sure you want to go home and trust me I also want to do that, but that conclusion will depend upon your answers. ARE WE CLEAR?!" "y-y-yes" he said with a little bit of anger. Hmmmm seems like the bastard still doesn''t get it but well it''s my job that he does get it. "So do you know the reason why this is happening?" "I-I-Isn''t it b-because I love Mehak and seeing that y-you got j-j-jealous?" he said with a bit of ridicule. "Hmmm boy, it seems like you still don''t get it. What you said is true but only half true, the lie in your statement is that you DON''T LOVE! MEHAK!" I said in a polite manner as that''s the way I have set up the game. "W-What I LOVE MEHAK....... *BUHAAAAAAA*" he got loud again so I hit him again with the shoe. "Calm down man, please stary CIVIL! OK!?" I said with a smile and he frantically bobbed his head. Hmmm seems like he got it now, "No man, that is just the misunderstanding that you love Mehak, as you have impure thoughts about her" "N-n-no I d-do love her" he said with an apologetic face. But I can see that he''s angry and is ridiculing me even though he''s trying really hard to hide it. Haaaaaaah, seems like civil is not gonna work. So I borrowed the bat from Big sis, even though she said that she would do it but I have to do it in a specific way so I told her, "Next time big sis". Hearing which she smiled and gave me the bat. Hmmm, let''s put the cloth in his mouth just in case Then I stood in front of him and held the bat perpendicular to his fingers and *CRACK!* hit the tips of his fingers. "Do you love big sis?" I said in a solemn manner. He shook his head sideways as if saying no, Man so that''s the love he has for big sis but there is still a little rebellious emotion on his face. So *CRACK!* I hit his other hand on the nails.The story has been taken without consent; if you see it on Amazon, report the incident. "Do you love big sis?" I said in a solemn manner. Again he shook his head sideways but man that rebellious and little angry expression he''s trying to hide isn''t going away. Next, I pulled a nail cutter from my bag and pulled the nail apart from his left hand''s piny finger. Due to which he started crying again and violently shook his head. But it seems like that rebellious expression is fading away a little. Then I picked the bat again and said in a solemn voice, "Do you love big sis?" and at the same time hit his right leg''s ankle. Again he shook his head, hmmmm just a little more and it would be over. . . . . I pulled the nail out of his right hand''s pinky. "Do you love big sis?" I said in a solemn voice. Again he shook his head. . . . . I hit his stomach with the tip of my bat and he coughed up a little bit of blood. "Do you love big sis?" I said in a solemn voice. Again he shook his head. But man blood sure looks good. . . . . I hit his stomach again in order to see more blood. "Do you love big sis?" I said in a solemn voice. Again he shook his head. . . . . Again I hit his stomach and more blood came out. "Do you love big sis?" I said in a solemn voice. Again he shook his head. AHHHHHHHH! such a beautiful thing this blood is, I can''t get enough of this. OOOOOOOHHHH! YES! Let''s get big sis to try it as I can see her peeking through the door with a flushed expression. . . . . Big sis hit the bastard''s stomach and again blood came out. It seems like big sis just likes seeing it right now, as doing it herself made her face a bit complex. But no worries she would come to like it. Again I asked him. "Do you love big sis?" I said in a solemn voice. But this time he didn''t shake his head and just stayed still while crying and whimpering. Hmmmm, it seems like he gets it now. So I removed the cloth from his mouth and asked again, "Do you love big sis?" in a cheerful voice. "N-NO! I DON''T LOVE HER! WHO IS MEHAK?! I DON''T KNOW ANYONE BY HER NAME" he said with a face full of terror and no other emotion. GOOD! seems like he understands it now even if we had to diverge a bit from civil ways. "Good, very good, it seems like you have cleared your misunderstanding" I said in a happy voice aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnndddddd *BAM* big sis hit the door with her foot and it made a loud noise. The next instant I went to the back of big sis and with my original voice said, " YOU BASTARD! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!, GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM HIM" in a very angry voice and started running towards the chair where the bastard is sitting. "HEY WAIT! YOU BASTARD! WHERE ARE YOU RUNNING!" I said in a frustrated and angry voice and jumped out of the window. Making it seem like I just chased the man out of the house and started chasing him. . . . . After 2 minutes I returned back and crouched in front of the bastard to remove his ropes. "SHIT! he had a car and ran away" I said in an apologetic voice while removing his ropes and then removed his blindfold. "President! you came! you finally came! why, why did it took you so long" he said while bursting out in tears. "HEY! ABHI ARE YOU OK!? OH GOD WHAT HAPPENED? WHY DID HE DO IT?" I continued speaking in an angry voice, "MAN! THAT''S WHY I TOLD YOU GUYS TO REMAIN THERE AND NOT MOVE AND SEE WHAT HAPPENED! SHIT! IT''S ALL MY FAULT! I SHOULDN''T HAVE LEFT YOU GUYS!" Hearing this the bastard started crying even more and with a terrified expression said, " No, no, no, no, President it''s not your fault, it was me who was at fault, I shouldn''t have had those dirty feelings for Mehak and if I didn''t do that, this wouldn''t have happened, AH RIGHT! president how did you find us and where''s Mehak?" in a barely audible voice. FUUUUUUCK! THIS IS SO MUCH FUN!. I smiled a little and said, "It seems like Mehak managed to sneak away from him as she was able to remove her ropes and the fact that she was put upstairs, then she went to the booth and called me and hearing about the incident, I immediately came here, but it seems like I was too late". "No, president you don''t have to feel sorry for me, as I got what I deserved for thinking about Mehak in a wrong way" he said in a shaky voice. hmm, hmmm, YUP! it seems like the treatment worked. Then I pulled tears out of my eyes and in a sorry voice said, " Oh you poor soul, come let''s get you to the hospital first" and pulled his arm and put it around my shoulder to get him to the hospital, but fuck he got blood spilled all over his clothes and it''s making my face flushed, BREATH ME! *fuuuu* *haaah* OK! now calm down, let''s clam down. Right now big sis should be reaching home and it''s almost 6 PM, damn it took 3 whole hours for the game. BUT FUCK! I HAVE TO SHOWER, NOW THAT I GOT THE BASTARD''S TOUCH ON MY SHOULDERS AND BACK. The Boy That Met The Devil [Abhi Sharma''s POV] Right now I am being taken by Mayuri to the hospital. Fuck, I didn''t have the slightest clue that our nice and gentle president is this insane. Now I don''t have the slightest clue which one of her is the real one and that uncertainty terrifies me. She did reveal her identity while she was curing my dirty thoughts, but was that a mistake or intentional? The moment she revealed her identity, I got completely angry and was in disbelief, even though I tried really hard to hide the anger but she still somehow got the glimpse of it and continued beating me till the point all the disbelief and anger went away and only fear remained in my heart and mind. Now I can''t think of Mrs. Mehak in any way, as I am sure that she would cure me again the moment I try to think about Mrs. Mehak, even though it''s uncertain but my mind tells me to not do it because I don''t want to be cured again. But is Mrs. Mehak also involved in this? Now that I think about it, Mrs. Mehak is the one that lead me into the house so yeah Mrs. Mehak is also involved, now I am sure of it. And if that''s the case then these sisters are terrifying and scary. FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUUUUUCK! all of this is my fault for having those strange and dirty feelings for Mrs. Mehak but now I know what I did was wrong, so I will never repeat the same mistake again. When Mayuri removed the blind cloth and started speaking those words, I almost believed her but thinking about my treatment, I faced reality again and started acting like I don''t know anything. But she was able to tell my expressions that I was trying so hard to hide so maybe she also found out that I was acting? NO, NO!, that''s not the case as then why would she let me go to the hospital? Why didn''t she bind me again if she knew I was acting. YES!, YES! it seems like she really thinks that I don''t know anything. YUP!, so let''s act like that till I reach the hospital and then contact the police when I am alone. . . . . Now we suddenly took a turn and went into a dark alley, F-FUCK! I DON''T LIKE THIS! and why the fuck is she smiling while turning to look at me? SHIT! it seems like my acting was found out, I have to get away from her immediately! [Mayuri''s POV] Right now the bastard must be thinking about the fact that I revealed my identity during the treatment, and is probably getting paranoid over it while concluding various wrong things. Now that I have him paranoid and uncertain, I can easily increase my fear inside of him and make sure that in the future he doesn''t say anything. So while going to the hospital, I suddenly took a turn and went to a dark alley, making a sense of emergency for him and urging him to make a bad decision of running away. Now he''s probably thinking about running away so let''s loosen my grip on him aaaaaaaaaannnnddddd......... *THUD* he pushed me aside with his hands and started running away.If you discover this narrative on Amazon, be aware that it has been stolen. Please report the violation. But unfortunately he can''t run as I have broken his ankle and his stomach must be in quite some pain, so after taking 3-4 steps he fell down. I slowly went over to him, crouched down, "See? how hopeless your situation is. You don''t have anyone but me to get you into the hospital, but if you behave like this then I will leave you here and by tomorrow you are dead" and said these words with a huge smirk on my face. AHHHH! he''s making that genuine terrified face again, AHHHHH! SO BLISSFUL! "Seeing your reaction you probably don''t want to die, but I have to give you some punishment so that something like this never happens again" I said with an emotionless face. AH FUCK! now the bastard started crying while shaking his head frantically. But punishment is punishment. So I pulled a permanent marker from my bag and pulled his blood filled shirt up. Across his breasts, I wrote ''I AM A BITCH'' with a little smiley at the end while keeping his hands tied up with my one hand and writing with another. Then I took out my phone and clicked it''s picture. "This slang I will check on every Friday, and if I see even a tiny bit of attempt to remove it, then as you can see in the phone, this photo will be circulated all over the internet and in the school". Hearing his he stopped crying and started shaking while having a face filled with horror. And now for the final blow for which I mainly revealed my identity, "AH! I forgot to warn you, if you ever think about telling someone, then it''s in your best interest to forget it because let''s be real no one, not even the teachers will believe you as I am the school idol but as a side effect you will be severely bullied by everyone for spreading false rumors, ultimately even the principal wouldn''t help you as which school''s principal wants to expel the student that caused the school to become so popular, RIGHT!?" with a huge satisfies smile on my face. [Abhi Sharma''s POV] She''s a demon, what she said is absolutely correct, no one will believe me and even if I tell the police then everyone would stand by her side and as a result, my own family could fall into ruins for accusing the daughters of the Jansha family which has the most influence in this state. But that''s not what scares me much, what really terrifies me is how well of an image she has maintained, that''s not something a human can do and the pure contrast between the two personalities is what scares me the most. She''s a completely uncertain existence, which I don''t know what will do next and just thinking about it makes my whole body shake with fear. No wonder she let me free after she mistakenly revealed her identity as she just wanted me to see just how hopeless the situation is, as even if I know everything I still can''t do anything. And now she has put that slang across my breasts making it even more clear just how hopeless my struggle will be, she''s EVIL, she''s a DEVIL, and no one knows about it except for me and Mrs. Mehak, I don''t know how much more will suffer under her, maybe even Mrs. Mehak is being controlled by her like me, but SHIT! I CAN''T DO ANYTHING!. It''s hopeless, it''s all hopeless, she will never be found out, no one will believe me even if what I say is the truth, she got me trapped in jail from where there''s no way out. So I hope that she just releases me from this jail soon. [Mayuri''s POV] AHHHHHHH! just seeing that defeated expression is making my heart pound faster, who would have thought that these games would be SO MUCH FUN! But it takes a lot of effort and time to remove someone from the picture, I would rather spend that time with big sis, so let''s wish that no one like him comes again in the future. Now let''s take the bastard to the hospital and if the police comes, I have already made up the story about how some crazy guy kidnapped him and big sis, tortured him then big sis was able to sneak away and call me, so I immediately came over and pursued the crazy guy but he ran away. Of course, this will not be said by me but by the bastard himself to make his face and heart even more defeated. . . . . I explained the entire story to him and before he could speak up I interjected and said, "OH YES! final words, don''t even think about saying anything else or else this photo or maybe JUST MAYBE! someone close to you can get into some accident BUT! don''t worry as this is all hypothetical, OK!?" The bastard started crying......... again and with a defeated and trembling voice said, "y-y-yes" GOOD! seems like all is well now. Let''s rest up and make up for the time wasted with the bastard by spending more time with big sis and as summer vacations are close let''s go on a trip with big sis somewhere. AHHHHH! whole 2 weeks with just me and big sis, let''s tell her the idea when I reach home. I am sure she would be extremely happy. Changes (Mehak’s POV) [Mehak''s POV] Right now I am laying on my bed and Mayuri should be taking Abhi to the hospital while taking care of some things in between. On the surface, I know that what we are doing is wrong and that I should be stopping Mayuri from doing so but deep down when I think about Mayuri''s face when she does stuff like this is just so charming. I mean she speaks in an innocent and cheerful manner when talking about torturing Abhi and her face which is filled to brim with satisfaction, happiness and that crooked smile she had when torturing him. I KNOW!, I know very well that this should be disturbing and that I should be scared of Mayuri b-but I-I-I CANT FEEL THAT WAY!. I feel a sense of fulfillment and enjoyment when I see Mayuri doing this stuff. At first, when I read about stuff like this on the internet after reading through Mayuri''s diary I was just interested in that YANDERE personality of hers but after seeing her do stuff like that in front of my eyes, I-I got an urge to also try doing this stuff. So I proposed the idea of me trying this stuff in order to understand, why does she enjoy doing these things. At first, I hesitated to bring down the bat but the moment I hit him, a great shock went through my body. Immediately I started thinking about all the times he had bothered me and tried to cross the line, a-and .... and realizing that right now I can give him punishment for that stuff, I with little hesitation brought down the bat to hit him. Then more of those memories started playing in my head and every time I hit him, the hesitation went away little by little until there was none. Without hesitation, I tortured him. At first, I thought of this as his punishment and a mean to get the frustration about various things out of my head but down the road, I started enjoying it a little bit and the moment I realized this I couldn''t bring down the bat anymore and Mayuri interrupted by speaking in between. Immediately I also knew why I started feeling happy, that was because of a sense of superiority and domination over someone you don''t like. Now I know why Mayuri enjoys this stuff, it gives her a sense of superiority and domination when she tortures or does bad things to someone she doesn''t like as by doing this she feels good about herself for being superior to someone, it also serves as a mean for her to vent all of her frustrations. And observing her do this stuff I just can''t help but get happy for her as she''s doing something she enjoys, I know very well that she studies hard and trains herself every day just for my sake and seeing that I get very happy and emotional as I know that there''s someone in the world who thinks this much about me. I mean even when I act spoiled or show my bad points in front of her or someone else, she doesn''t lecture me but instead changes her own ways to match up with mine. But seeing all this I also get very angry and sad, as this is just like she doesn''t do anything for her own self and just keeps doing stuff for me or both of us, I also want her to do things that she herself enjoys and now that I know through her diaries and today''s experience that she enjoys torturing people she doesn''t like, I can''t help but feel happy for her and not disgusted or terrified by it. Also what right do I have to lecture her about this even though I also enjoyed doing it a little bit in the end?The narrative has been taken without permission. Report any sightings. So I will also not lecture her and will try to change my ways to match up with hers and if in the end, I can''t do it then I will simply support the things that she enjoys, just like I did today even though it was just a little support because I am sure that she would also do the same. And just like I have thought before it''s not like I hate her for doing this stuff, in fact, I enjoy it a little seeing her do these things. . . . . Hmm, she still isn''t back yet, was there any trouble? No, don''t worry it was a perfect plan, so she will be back soon. . . . . Now that I think about it, our appearance has also changed quite a lot. For the similarities, both of us are 179 cm in height and that''s it. Mayuri''s breasts are D-Cup and in a side-set and perfect shape. She has an athletic and toned body due to all the exercises and training she does. I mean whenever I see her naked during the bath, I can''t help but just stare at her perfect body which is slightly brown but mostly white while getting heated up down there. I may not be able to uphold for 2 more years until we both have graduated high school. She hasn''t dyed her hair, so it''s still jet black but she cuts her hair to always remain at shoulder length and most of the time tie it into a short ponytail, combining this with her well-toned body she just looks so mature and ahead of her age. Her face shape has changed into a rectangle one, with the previous chestnut like eyes becoming and more narrow and mouth becoming a little round and thin, mixing this with her east Asian type nose she looks just like a Korean beauty. But she doesn''t do any makeup or apply cosmetics due to which there''s slight acne around her nose and some barely visible dark circles. So I tell her every time to apply makeup as that will make her beauty stand out more but she always refuses me saying, "I only want to show big sis my natural and real face and not some modified one as that makes me feel like I am hiding my real self from big sis and I don''t want to do that" with a broad smile on her face. I mean how the fuck can I tell her not to worry about such stuff because this clearly means so much to her. So every now and then I remind her to do makeup just to listen to that line and start feeling embarrassed. As for my own appearance, I don''t have a well-toned body like Mayuri as I have a thin waist with long, slender and smooth legs. My breast size is B-Cup and in slender shape. Sometimes I feel jealous by looking at Mayuri''s and other girl''s breasts but thinking about how Mayuri says that she loves them as they fit perfectly in her hands and mouth, I also start to feel good about them. Just like before I have silver hair, which I got from my mother but it has become more lustrous and it reaches down to my waist. I have also curled them a little towards the end and most of the time I keep them in a horsetail hairstyle. My face has become oval with my nose still being a little small and lips being not so thick or not so thin so maybe like in a middle? My skin has also become more white as I don''t go outside much as compared to Mayuri who has to go for training and exercises every day, as Mayuri doesn''t touch makeup so I also only apply it a little to hide any marks or to make some facial features a little potent. Till now no one has found out about our relationship as we have been really careful and secretive about it but the carefulness only has to stay till we graduate high school as then we can buy an apartment and live there while going to college every day in some different country or state. So there would be no need to be careful or secretive anymore in the house. . . . . Hmmmmmmmmmmm, now I am bored why isn''t she coming back? Did something really happen? maybe I should go to the hospital to chec..... *beep**beep *, huh? a message?.... OH! FROM MAYURI!. It seems like everything is fine and the police didn''t even show up in the hospital. It took some time to finish this, as she had to explain the whole thing to Abhi''s parents. Of course not the truth as then Mayuri would get in trouble. Maybe as Mayuri has become so competent, I should also try to become someone who is competent so that I don''t have to depend too much on Mayuri and at the same time become more helpful for her. . . . . AH! she came BACK!, I need to prepare for a hug now, oh how spoiled she has becom....... heh? WHAT! SHE WENT STRAIGHT TO THE SHOWER! AH! I see she must have wanted to remove all the dirt and impurities from her body before hugging me she probably doesn''t want Abhi''s smell that is on her clothes to touch my body. AWWWW! HOW CUTE! Then she suddenly spoke in a delighted manner, "Oh yes! big sis as the summer vacations are near I have decided that we should go on a 2-week trip to just free ourselves from the daily life" FUCK! seems like my high school graduate pledge WILL NOT LAST LONG! Mayuri’s Daily life [Diary] 7th April, 2019 Sunday (08:30 PM) Dear Diary, On Monday after the bastard got admitted to the hospital, his parents came and I explained the story to them, at first they didn''t believe me but after hearing the same thing from the bastard, they started to believe it and wanted to call the police immediately. And I was prepared for police investigation also, but it seems like the treatment worked so wonderfully that the bastard himself told his parents to not call the police over and over again. Seeing which his parents decided to not call the police. But even if in the future they change their mind and do call them then at that time as well I will be prepared. So there''s no need to think about it anymore and I should again focus most of my thoughts on big sis again. On Tuesday, when I went to school there was already a huge uproar about the whole incident and many students came to ask me, " Mrs. President are you OK!?" "Mrs. President, are you hurt anywhere?" "Thank god Mrs. President is OK!" "What happened to Abhi Sharma was really regretful". "Mrs. President is your sister also ok?" Giving all the answers with a smile on my face was really tiring but I endured it somehow by thinking about what kind of things I would do to every one of them if they try to get too close to big sis. For a certain boy, I thought maybe I should mix a drug in his food to make him infertile. For a certain girl, I thought maybe I should gouge out her eyes and stick it on her boobs. Of course, I would not do this stuff as even though it sounds like fun it will take away my time spend together with big sis as I learned from the bastard''s treatment, so I will only play with them if they try to cross the boundary for either me or big sis, because once they have crossed the boundary then getting them out of the picture is necessary as in the future they would just bother both of us and take away more of our time spent together. But just thinking about it is fine as it lets me endure their endless shit and well it''s a hell a lot of fun. On Wednesday, again same shit happened but on that day I noticed something. That everyone puts on a mask in front of everyone just like me because on Tuesday they were coming to me like flies asking whether the bastard is fine or not but on Wednesday either they were making jokes on him or just forgot who the bastard is. Seeing that I realized that everyone has a public mask and a private face just like me and big sis. I thought that these fake faces were just something exclusive to us but it seems like I was very wrong as people are not that simple. Maybe the bastard also has a private face?. But I will never get to know it because today report came that he has switched schools, Hmmmm... the treatment really worked wonder. Meeeeehhh WELL, I don''t have any interest in them so let''s think about them when they cross the boundary. On Thursday, big sis and I started making plans for the trip, the summer vacation would be starting toward the end of May, so we still have a month but deciding on where to go and the bookings and preparations take a lot of time. So big sis first went to take Mr. and Mrs. Jansha''s permission, at first they insisted they would also come with them but after some persuasion, they sighed and agreed but told us that instead of 2 weeks make the trip 1 week or they would not allow us, so we agreed on a trip for 1 week. They also said that after coming back they would take our health test to check if we have taken any alcohol or drugs, for which they don''t have to worry about as big sis said she wants to live a long life so of course, I will also follow her.Stolen from its rightful author, this tale is not meant to be on Amazon; report any sightings. After getting their permission, now was the time to decide where should we go for the trip?. On Friday, we still weren''t able to figure out where to go. On Saturday, we were able to come up with a destination and it was GOA. It''s a small state which is located on the edge of the ocean, most of the time it''s rainy weather their and there are also many beautiful beaches, landscapes, and tourist spots there, so it''s a perfect place for a summer vacation. We also booked a 5-star hotel near the beach and a single room, the room has a large comfy bed, some furniture, and decorations that most hotels have and a private pool on the balcony. Though it looks beautiful in the pictures but the reality will only be seen when we actually go there. After that, it was time to buy some clothes but it was already too late so big sis said to buy them some other time. And now it''s today i.e Sunday, as usual, I woke up at 05:00 AM. First I did my brush, then went to the toilet with my phone, because just sitting there without doing nothing is boring as fuck and I could just think of big sis during that time but it starts to make my bottom hot and I get a strong urge to touch it but I have promised myself that big sis will be the first one to ever touch it and feel it, so I take my phone with me to the toilet to distract myself from breaking a promise. After that, I go to big sis''s room to see if she''s awake, most of the time she''s asleep as she''s a heavy sleeper so I just casually go next to her and just stare at her beautiful face while crouching next to her bed. After staring at her for 10-15 minutes I start to get motivated to do something and when my motivation is filled, I go out for jogging and exercises and while coming back I go to the karate school for some practice and come back home by 07:30 AM. During this time big sis is still asleep, so I go inside her bathroom and start filing the tub and making sure that the temperature is right. After finishing the preparations, I wake big sis up with a big smile on my face, seeing which she also smiles back and I bend down a little to kiss her lips for a good morning kiss. Then she also does her brush and toilet which I watch very obediently because I don''t want to miss anything that big sis does if possible but she always seems to push me out whenever she goes to the toilet, seems like she''s not comfortable with it but it''s nothing to be worried about. I pull out my phone and open the live app which shows me everything that happens inside the toilet as I have installed a hidden camera in there and just like always big sis is just reading a book. But this scene is also interesting every day, as I get to see big sis making various faces while reading the book it''s like there''s never a boring moment when watching big sis all day. When she comes out of the toilet, we go and take a bath together that I prepare every day. Then just like always we have breakfast and by the time everything is finished it''s 08:30 AM and Mr. and Mrs. Jansha also wake up from their sleep. This is what mostly happens every day, so there''s nothing new. If there''s a school then we leave for school at 09:00 AM as the school starts at 09:45 AM. But today was a holiday so we went to big sis''s room and talked about various stuff, big sis mostly talked about the trip, the school and some small problems she''s facing. I also talked about some of my own minor problems about how much I hate the students at school, and what kind of fun things I think about them, hearing which big sis laughed loudly and said, "That''s interesting maybe I should I also try it?". Then we finished our homework and had lunch. Then we went outside for a walk as big sis really like to stay holed up inside the house. By the time we reached home, it was almost noon and now I am writing the diary while big sis is doing some stuff on the computer. Mayuri [Mayuri''s POV] HMMMMMMMM! it seems like big sis is too busy with a computer to look my way so let''s play with her a bit. I get from the bed and slowly approach the chair where big sis is sitting and grab her behind while burying my head in her nape, "Big sis stop playing with the computer and just look at me!" with a pout on my face. Big sis turned her head around and kissed me on the cheek, "Ohhhh, did you start to feel lonely or jealous? I am sorry, I was just planing out what to do during our trip" she said with a smile on her face. "Then do the planning for later, we still have a lot of time" I said in a little seductive tone and slowly moved my hands inside her nightgown and grabbed big sis''s breasts which fit perfectly in my hands and started squeezing them. "Haah..... haaaa..... AH!.....y-yes.....p-pinch there a little........HYAAAAA!........haaaaaa....ha... Oh Dear come near" she said in a rough voice and bent her face backward to show me her lips and opened it while sticking her tongue out, which I received by lifting my face from her nape and sucking her tongue with my mouth while massaging her breasts and pinching them at various places. Right about now my bottom also starts getting a little hot and wet. Big sis''s situation is also in the same as she tries to touch her vagina with her hands but retreats her hands every time because just like with me she also made a promise that I will be the first one to touch it and feel it. And OH FUCK! do I want to touch it, but both us know that once we reach there then none of us can stop even if we get caught in middle, which I have no worry about but big sis still seems to worry about that a little so this trip is also a way for us really go wild with no worry about someone catching us. Seeing big sis''s and my own trouble to stay away from the other''s vagina I regretfully separate my lips from her lips and continue to massage her breasts for some time and then with a goodnight kiss I go to my room to sleep. Summer Vacation [Diary] 14th April, 2019 Sunday (09:00 PM) Dear Diary, On Monday, I and big sis went shopping for some stuff required for the trip. Firstly, we went to a cosmetics shop where we bought sunscreen and big sis bought some makeup stuff for herself. After that we were on our way to the clothing store but big sis had to go to the toilet so we went to the nearby toilet cabin and just as I was also going inside big sis shut the door with a polite smile on her face, but I could see her warning that said don''t do that again. At that moment I thought if it had been the toilet in the house then I would have been able to see. Just as I was waiting for big sis to come out, I saw the bastard walking in the crowd with a cane in his hands along with a cervical collar and few healing patches stuck on his arms and cheeks. Seeing that I unintentionally laughed inside my mind thinking SERVES HIM RIGHT!. So I went near him from behind and put a hand on his shoulders because he didn''t keep his promise. Feeling a hand on his shoulders the bastard slowly turned his head around and seeing the look of worry on my face started trembling horribly. "OH MY! to think that the injuries were so bad, IF! ONLY IF! I had reached there earlier this wouldn''t have happened, I am so sorry Abhi..." I said with a little remorse, due to which tears started accumulating around his eyes and his legs also started shaking. I went close to his ears and with a soft angry voice that only he could hear I said, "Why did you drop out of school? Did you forgot our promise of meeting every Friday for your inspection?." "I-I-I-I am So-Sorry, the mark on my chest got removed s-so....." he said in a feeble voice. "Hmmm, so you thought WHAT!, that you could run away? and of course the doctors will remove the mark when they see it during treatment, do you think I am dumb?" I continued speaking in a soft angry voice. "N-N-No I-I-I SS-Sorry....." now tears started running down his cheeks. I pulled out my handkerchief and softly started cleaning his tears, "Don''t cry, there''s nothing to cry about, I just took the photos to leak out in case you think about doing something funny and even if mark is no longer there and many would believe it to be just photoshop but that still wouldn''t stop them from making you a laughing stock" with a little concern in my voice. After wiping away his tears I put both of my hands on his shoulders and said, "So, don''t do anything funny again like dropping out of school, but since you have already done it, I will only give you the last warning. So on this Friday come inside that abandoned house on 05:00 PM for your inspection OKAY!?" with a broad smile on my face. He only shook his head upside down frantically and went away. The handkerchief that was now stained with his tears was thrown into the garbage and I cleaned my arms with water. By the time all was done, big sis also came out of the toilet cabinet and I told her everything that happened, hearing which she sighed and said, "Now we would also have to buy a new handkerchief." Then we made our way to the shopping center and bought some summer clothes along with two pairs of swimsuit. By the time we were finished it was 05:00 PM and were feeling hungry so went to a nearby restaurant and ordered a chicken Salami Pizza along with a butterscotch shake which big sis and I sipped with a single straw, due to which big sis was smiling bashfully throughout on our way home saying, "This totally felt like a date, now that I think about it we haven''t gone on a one in a very long time." Hearing this my heart started pounding and I dragged big sis to a nearby public washroom and locked ourselves inside one of the cubicles. I made big sis sit on the toilet seat then sat on top of her thighs and wrapped my arms her back and started licking her neck during which big sis raised my head from her neck and placed her dry lips on my wet lips and invaded my mouth with her tongue and starting caressing my breasts from top of my t-shirt. So I also unwrapped my arms around her and made my way inside her one-piece skirt armhole and unhooked her bra to fondle with her raw breasts and started pinching her nipples. Big sis also started to feel huge waves of desire and removed my t-shirt then pushed my bra down a little spiling my breasts out in open, she removed her lips from my ears and started sucking my breasts.Enjoying this book? Seek out the original to ensure the author gets credit. While having her mouth sucking on of my breasts she started fondling with my other breasts with her fingers and started biting my nipples leaving teeth marks over them. Then she raised her face and started kissing me again. "B-big sis... Ummm...... now the..... HAH, HA...... date feels completed" I said in between the kisses with a rough voice. Big sis removed her lips again and placed her head on my shoulders to rest for a bit and said, "Hannah, HA, HA..... Y-yes you are right dear, let''s hope vacation comes soon because it''s getting really hard to hold it any longer." while breathing heavily. "YUP!" I said with a huge smile on my face and wrapped her head around my shoulder. After some time, I stood up from big sis''s thighs and fixed my bra then put my T-shirt back on. Big sis also fixed her bra and after seeing that no one was inside the washroom we went out of the cubical and out of the washroom towards the house. Then during entire weekend nothing special happened except on Friday when I went to the abandoned house to meet the bastard, at first I checked around the house to check if the bastard has brought anyone along then I asked him some questions to determine if he''s hiding something and not doing something funny. After the inspection, I told him to come here every Friday for checking and if I find even a hint of him doing something funny then my next playtime would be with his family which he would definitely enjoy a lot more than his own playtime. Now it''s Sunday and today again nothing special happened. Mayuri . . . . . . . . . . . [Diary] 28th May, 2019 Wednesday (01:00 PM) Dear Diary, On Monday, summer vacations started and we booked our plane tickets. On Tuesday, we started packing our stuff inside the suitcase. Most of the clothes and important stuff like passport and things like that were put inside a single suitcase and locked while rest of the stuff like water bottle, sunglasses, various accessories, and big sis''s cosmetics were put inside a backpack which I would carry and wallet along with some general medicines were put inside big sis''s shoulder bag. It took an entire day to pack and settle everything but with everything finished now we only needed to go to the airport today. Now I would not be able to write the diary for a week, but I would be sure to write down everything that happens during this week. Mayuri [Mehak''s POV] Hmmm, seems like everything is finished, the flight is at 04:00 PM and it takes roughly an hour to reach the airport from here so let''s go now. But where''s Mayuri? hmm... OH! she must be writing her diary and she said she would come down by 01:30 PM. OH! there she comes with the suitcase and backpack on her shoulders, "Mayuri all ready now?" "YUP!" she said with an angelic smile, AHHHH! how cute, but calm down, calm down father and mother are siting nearby waiting for us to be ready so that they can drop us off the airport. I asked them wouldn''t they come inside to leave us on the plane but they said that we are going on a trip for a week so if we can''t even handle just getting to the plane then we aren''t ready yet to go out alone. To which I completely agree with as of course, they are worried about weather or not we can handle a trip alone. After picking up my shoulder bag we went inside the car and father drove us to the airport with mother siting beside him and me and Mayuri siting on the back. After roughly 1 hour as expected, we reached the airport and bid our farewell to father and mother, but they are just standing outside waiting for the flight to take off and see wheater or not we can get inside the plane. At first, we didn''t know where to go, but after asking the person on help desk we were easily able to reach the plane and went inside it. Then after some time, the flight took off and we went into the skies. When the flight was taking off I felt some buzzing in my ears which I really didn''t like but after the plane became horizontal and started flying steadily it got fixed. I took a look outside the window and saw beautiful clouds below us, seeing which a smile crept on my face and Mayuri who was siting beside me got sleepy and went to sleep with her head resting on my shoulders. Seeing this the outside scenery became boring and dull, I unconsciously started watching Mayuri''s face and felt a great feeling of happiness and satisfaction from it, maybe that''s why every morning she comes into my room and just crouches besides my bed to watch my face. Even though she hasn''t realized that I am awake every time she comes inside and just pretends to sleep. Right now she looks so peacefull and just like a child, but I know how cruel she is and how sad it is for her to not even realize that all the things she had done to abhi or those kids at orphanage were bad and wicked, but I can''t lecture her about it as I also like watching her do to all that stuff and I, myself don''t know what I would do if someone brings danger to our relationship or her. I do know what Mayuri can do to that someone, but WHAT WOULD I DO!? just thinking about that uncertainity makes me scared and my whole body shivers, but I do know for the fact that no matter what I would do, Mayuri would still accept me and not leave me for the rest of our lives. Just thinking about that calms my heart and mind, and I start to feel even more gratefull for Mayuri to come into my life. . . . . After 5 hours of flight we finally reached our destination and I woke up Mayuri who was still sleeping. Then we went out of the airpot and I called father to tell him that we safely reached here and he said to enjoy our trip. We ordered a taxi and made our way straight to the hotel to drop all the luggage. After conforming our booking at the hotel, we went to our room, had a bath and then went downstairs for the food. The food was really delicious and after eating it we again went to the room and went to sleep immediately to remove all the exhaustion from today. Now from tomorrow we would both be energetic and would start going to different places. But man, this feels just like a honeymoon and thinking about it like that makes my heart skip a beat. Hmmmm, now I feeling very sleepy so let''s stop thinking BRAIN!. *Yaaawwwwnnn* shhhh..... my eyes are closing, hmm..... I think I saw a girl from school at the dinner downstairs..... was it my imagination? The Boundry of Insanity [Mayuri''s POV] WHY IN THE FUCKING HELL DID THIS HAPPEN! How did it end up like this? I shouldn''t have gone to the ocean. If I remember correctly today when I woke up........ . . . . Yesterday, I was very tired so just opening my eyes was a struggle, But now I have slept well so there will be no problem today. Now that I am awake let''s wake big sis up as well. I shook her shoulders a bit and big sis started opening her eyes, the moment big sis saw me first thing in the morning, she started smiling and seeing that smile I immediately gave her a morning kiss. When I separated my lips from her mouth, big sis immediately wrapped her arms around me and pulled me closer to insert her tongue inside my mouth, after a long wet kiss big sis finally spoke with a satisfied smile, "Dear, there''s no one here that can disturb us so let''s not restrain ourselves when we are alone during this week, OK?!" "YUP! that''s what I intend to even if big sis doesn''t tell me to" I said with a grin on my face. After that, we cuddled a bit more and then went to take a bath together. By the time we finished the morning routine, it was 09:30 AM so we went to the food hall and had breakfast. Today we didn''t want to visit any monuments and just wanted to enjoy the sea, the most famous beach in GOA is Nanjira Beach so we booked a cab and made our way over there. When we reached the Beach, it was very crowded but there was still a significant amount of space left so you can say that the beach is very big, there were different types of shops present here, most of them were food shops selling seafood and others were of various accessories. Firstly, we searched for a changing room and went inside, it was very clean inside and the smell was also very good so it was maintained very well. Big sis was wearing a Tankini having dark blue top and light blue underwear which went really well with her silver hair, I choose this swimsuit for big sis because I got greatly aroused when I thought of big sis wearing this and then the top sticking like glue to her perfectly sexy body when she gets wet by water. Just like I picked hers, big sis also picked my skirted bottom swimsuit which had small pink flowers printed on it. Even though it was very embarrassing wearing this, but big sis kept calling me wearing it CUTE and I just can''t refuse her when she says something like with such delighted eyes. After we put on our swimsuits, we immediately went to the ocean and started playing in the water while swimming to our heart''s content. When we got out of the water to rest for some time, big sis looked really sexy because just like I predicted the top sticking to her body and outlining her thin waist brought all of my desires for big sis to their limits. But some people also started looking at big sis with dirty eyes so I immediately glared back at them with full hatred and still face, seeing which they averted their eyes and started looking at random directions. But OOOF! it''s chilly here and my body feels a little heavy maybe my fatigue is still not gone?. Not wanting to take any risks with my body condition we immediately returned back hotel. . . . FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK!FUCK! HOW THE FUCK CAN I BE SICK? IT''S COMPLETE BULLSHIT! I DON''T CARE IF I AM SICK! I WILL STILL GO OUTSIDE! THERE''S NO FUCKING WAY I WOULD GET SICK DURING THIS WEEK. "Mayuri I know you are thinking some absurd things right now, so STOP THINKING THAT!, you are not going outside for 1 or 2 days. You will rest for 2 days, then your fever would be fixed, you don''t have a choice here, AM I CLEAR!" big sis said in a stern manner. I averted my eyes for big sis and pouted my face. ARE WE CLEAR!? YES? OR YES?!" she again in an even more resolute and stern manner. Hearing big sis talk like that is making me embarrassed, JEEZ! what''s with that sexy bossy way of talking, there''s no way I can rebut that instead, I want her to talk to me like this for a long time. "Ok" I only answered that and then pulled over my blanket and went to sleep. [Mehak''s POV]Unauthorized usage: this tale is on Amazon without the author''s consent. Report any sightings. She finally went to sleep, it was hard to convince her since I had to steel my heart against my will, but if she doesn''t rest then it will only get worse and it''s only 1 or 2 days, we still have 5 days after that, thinking like that I was somehow able to steal my heart. Now that she''s asleep what to do? Maybe I should go down to the convenience store to buy some drinks, yeah let''s do that. I turned the lights off in the room and then locked the room from outside, leaving a note inside saying that I would be going out for a bit, in case she wakes up even though I am pretty sure she won''t. When I reached outside the hotel, it was already evening and the sun is almost down. I made my way to the convenience store and went inside. I reached the drinks counter and opened the freezer to get lemonade. "Hey, do......... ab........ Mayuri Jansh........ a.........my........scho......" I am hearing a barely audible voice but I am sure I heard Mayuri''s name. Who is the person saying her name? I started approaching the voice and stopped around the corner to take a look at the person talking. Hmmmm? it''s a girl, she has blond hair which is obviously dyed and has some really heavy makeup on her face, but it seems like this girl knows how to do makeup as the makeup looks really good, but you can easily tell that it''s not her natural face. I think I have seen her before.......WAIT! isn''t she the one I saw at the hotel dinner yesterday! so it wasn''t an illusion it seems. If I remember correctly her name is JYOTI VERMA and she''s in the same class as Mayuri. I think she''s the second spot in class 11th academics ranking, before Mayuri entered the school she was always at the top of class so when Mayuri took her spot as number one in class, she should have been very jealous but Mayuri predicted it and took extra care of her due to which she started seeing Mayuri in new light. All this information that I have is by reading the diaries that she wrote. In the Diary, it was also written how much Mayuri hates her because of how much effort it took for Mayuri to settle a fake image in front of her. But who is she talking with about Mayuri? I lean a bit more and see that she''s talking with a boy who seems to be her boyfriend as they are standing pretty close to each other while holding hands. But why is she talking about Mayuri? and I don''t recognize the boy which means he doesn''t go to my school. "Hmmmm of course, she''s really popular in my school, when she came to our school for sports competition, her performance won every one''s heart and she immediately became popular and I think most of the people in city know her as she has topped so many exams and is from the Jansha family." the boy says as it is a matter of fact. Of course, I know about all this and hearing this from someone else makes me very happy and proud about Mayuri but at the same time I also think that I also have to do everything I can so that even Mayuri can be very proud about me, that the motive that drives me the most to do something in life. "Yup, Yup her, Mrs. Mayuri is like a perfect person, she''s way to perfect without any flaw and I really admire her for that, I always wish that I can be like her, so last week I followed her for a bit and do you know what I FOUND OUT!" she said in a excited voice. Huh? what? Huh? my heart is beating fast, there''s sweat forming in my hands, wh-what''s happening? wh-wh-what did she find out? My-my head is starting to throb. Wh-what should I do? should I tell Mayuri? yes, I should tell her but she needs rest right now and I am sure she would start moving again if she hears about this matter, YES! it''s obvious that she would come into action again, but her health will get worse due to that. WHAT TO DO!WHAT TO DO!WHAT TO DO!WHAT TO DO!WHAT TO DO!WHAT TO DO!WHAT TO DO!WHAT TO DO!WHAT TO DO!WHAT TO DO!WHAT TO DO!WHAT TO DO! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! CAN''T I FUCKING DO SOMETHING WHEN MAYURI CAN''T HELP, HAVE I BECOME THAT FUCKING USELESS? LIKE SHE PROTECTS ME, CAN''T I ALSO PROTECT HER AND OUR RELATIONSHIP. I ALSO WANT TO MAKE HER PROUD OF ME. BUT WHAT THE FUCK DID THIS GIRL FOUND OUT?? "hooooh, so what did you find out?" the boy says with a curious face. The girl then said something unimaginable in low voice, "Through the student council''s door, I heard Mrs. Mayuri and Mrs. Mehak talking about indecent things with each other in a really low voice, anyone passing by probably couldn''t hear it but I have really good hearing and I also found it impossible to hear until I really pushed my ears on the door and just barely heard them talking" My mind is going blank, everything is getting blurry, now everyone will find out about us, then everyone will start to look at us with disgusted eyes and then my parents will abandon me and the society will look at us with only hatred and pity. Everything Mayuri has gained because of her hard work will be lost but I am sure that even after that we both would remain together. Mayuri doesn''t care about other people''s opinions after all. But she isn''t looking at the big picture, I am sure we would stay together but what about other things like the money? reputation? even if we think we would be fine without them but in the real world nothing can be done without them. Mayuri doesn''t think about stuff like that but I know! I KNOW! and I won''t let something like this ruin our lives. Till now Mayuri protected me and our relationship so now it''s my turn to do the same. The girl said, "I think they are in some immoral relationship" with a little disgust in her eyes. Seeing that my mind went completely blank, my whole body loosened. THERE ARE THOSE DISGUSTED EYES!. The girl continued speaking, "But I don''t have any proof, so I am working on getting some proof right now, would you help". The boy spoke with a nervous but excited face, "OF COURSE! if what you said is true and we can prove it then just think about how popular we can become" "YUP! YUP! I can finally find a flaw in that perfect person, the summer vacation has just started so they still must be back home, but let''s get back quickly so that we gather proof on them" the girl said with shining eyes. She thinks Mayuri having relationship with me is a flaw, I was right nobody would accept our relationship, all of them would look at us with only disgust, making our future bleak, making our lives hard, making our future horrible so that we can''t do anything in life, even though Mayuri has such a bright future and I am also working really hard toward having a wonderful life with Mayuri. Would Mayuri let something like this ruin our lives? OF COURSE NOT! Would I also let something like this ruin my future with Mayuri? OF COURSE NOT! Oh, I see. YES! YES! I FINALLY GET IT! HOW MAYURI CAN DO ALL THOSE THINGS! Everyone In the world Is our enemy. They only exist to break our relationship. WE AREN''T DOING ANYTHING BAD, WE ARE ONLY PROTECTING OUR RELATIONSHIP. YES! YES! WE ARE NOT WRONG!. THEY ARE THE ONES IN WRONG FOR LOOKING AT US WITH DISGUST. AND TO PROTECT OUR RELATIONSHIP, I NEED TO DO SOMETHING!. Right now Mayuri needs to rest, so I have to fix this problem myself and also make her proud of me. MY MIND IS REALLY CLEAR RIGHT NOW. SOMETHING INSIDE MY BODY IS SNAPING. I CAN FEEL TEARS FORMING IN MY EYES. SOMETHING SNAPPED. TEARS ARE FALLING FROM MY EYES AT AN ABNORMAL RATE. I THINK I HAVE A HUGE SMILE ON MY FACE RIGHT NOW. The Girl Who Fell For A Devil [Mehak’s POV] [Mehak''s POV] Tears won''t stop coming from my eyes, I don''t know why I am smiling. Am I changing? I can''t understand all these emotions that are violently going around in my head right now, Am I going crazy? Is this what Mayuri also feels? Am I getting closer to Mayuri right now?. I don''t know! I don''t know! I don''t know! I don''t know!. I am still eavesdropping Jyoti Sharma''s conversation and whenever I see those eyes of her that are filled with disgust and her voice that is full of contempt as she is making assumptions about my relationship with Mayuri, these unknown feelings grow even wilder. But these feelings and emotions do not feel uncomfortable as I do know that these all are for the sake of my love for Mayuri. So maybe that''s why I am smiling?. But then what about these unruly tears? is this because of all these wild feelings? or is this because I don''t know what I should do to save the situation?. So am I crying at my own uselessness?. But I do know I have to do something! I also know that the obvious course of action here is to tell Mayuri but she''s sick so-s0....................... No, that''s just an excuse. I just want to do something in this relationship by myself, so that I don''t feel useless. Wanting Mayuri to be proud of me is also just a partial truth, I think I just want to be proud of myself. Even though I know Mayuri doesn''t think of me as a burden on the relationship, but I myself sometimes think that I am a burden and I don''t want that feeling. AH! I see these wild feelings swirling inside me are of hatred, disgust, anger, and self-mockery I feel towards myself mixed with a will to do something by myself. . . . Now I feel that my mind is clear, all those emotions are now gone as I realized what''s happening to me. Tears have stopped flowing. Right now I have a feeling that I can do anything to save our relationship. Now I am sure that I am getting more closer to Mayuri and realizing this the smile on my face becomes wider. Right now I am tailing Jyoti Verma, who with the boy is going towards the beach. Just thinking about her looks when she was talking about our relationship makes my blood start boiling and a strong desire to torture her arises within my body, but this also confirms my fear of people finding out about us. Now I know that everyone will think the same and try to make our lives worse still, there may be some who will accept it but not knowing if the next person who finds out about it will be that type of person makes my distrust grow even stronger. So no one can find out about us and now that this Jyoti Verma has found out, something has to be done or our future will be bleak. They have reached the beach and are now resting on the bench while cuddling next to each other. Now, what to do?. Even though my mind is clear right now, I still can''t think of what to do, just think harder, harder, harder, HARDER!. My heart is pounding pretty fast, even though my mind is clear, why? why? is my heart pounding frantically? why am I shaking? why can''t I still not think of anything?. '' YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS YOU SHOULD DO '' HUH!? wh-what was that? I am hearing someone''s voice. '' YOU CAN DO ANYTHING RIGHT NOW '' WHAT THE FUCK! wh-ehhh wh-what, where''s this voice coming from?. The voice sounds familiar, I look around but there''s no one here except for me and those two. '' YOU HAVE TO DO IT '' Shut up! I also know I have to do something!. But why! why! does this voice sound so familiar and where''s is this person, I can''t see him.Unauthorized tale usage: if you spot this story on Amazon, report the violation. '' THEN WHY ARE YOU STILL HESITATING? '' Hh-Huh! I am hesitating? b-but I have hardened my resolve. I am not he-he-hesitating!. '' THEN WHY CAN''T YOU SAY IT CLEARLY '' What? I-I can say it cl-cleary. '' NO, YOU CAN''T '' Shut UP! why is the voice mocking me?. '' IS YOUR LOVE SO WEAK '' Shut UP! why is the voice questioning me?. '' SHE WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR YOU WITHOUT HESITATION '' I know! th-that''s why I also can do anything for her! why am I responding to everything the voice says?. '' NO, YOU CAN''T, YOU ARE JUST TALK AND NOTHING ELSE '' Shut UP! You are wrong!. '' THEN DO SOMETHING, YOU ALREADY HAVE A PLAN '' No! I don''t have a plan! If I had a plan I would have implemented it right away!. '' NO YOU HAVE A PLAN, YOU ARE JUST TURNING A BLIND EYE TOWARDS IT '' Huh? I have a plan? th-then why can''t I think of it?. '' BECAUSE YOU ARE STILL SCARED OF DOING SOMETHING WITHOUT HER HELP '' I am....I am scared? bu-but it''s true I want to do something by myself! th-then why am I scared?. '' CAUSE YOU DON''T BELIEVE, JUST BELIEVE IN YOUR SELF '' Believe in my self?. '' YES, YOU CAN DO ANYTHING SHE DOES AND EVEN BETTER '' I-I can? an-and better?. '' YES, AFTER ALL, YOU ARE MADLY IN LOVE WITH A DEVIL '' ! ! ! '' AFTER ALL, SOMEONE HAS TO BE THE CRAZIEST TO FALL FOR A DEVIL '' I-I am crazy? no............. maybe that''s right, after all, I don''t feel anything other than a passion for Mayuri even when she acts like a devil. '' SO STOP BEING SCARED AND ACT '' act?. '' YES ACT, DON''T BE AFRAID, YOU HAVE THE WILL, YOU JUST HAVE TO MOVE YOUR BODY '' I was pretty sure, I could do it even after figuring everything out, but I guess somewhere deep inside I am still scared. '' SO WHAT ARE YOU SCARED OF REALLY? '' Scared of these changes happening inside me, Scared whether or not I would succeed by myself, Scared of will I turn into something that Mayuri would hate. '' THERE ARE NO CHANGES HAPPENING INSIDE YOU, YOU ARE JUST RUNNING AWAY FROM YOUR TRUE SELF '' I...I am running away? wh-what do you mean my true self!. '' YOU ARE AFRAID OF ACKNOWLEDGING THAT YOU ARE A GARBAGE OF A HUMAN BEING '' ! ! ! ! ! '' BUT DON''T WORRY SHE WOULD STILL ACCEPT YOU '' I know, I know she would, NO! she will, bu-but there''s still a small doubt somewhere deep inside. '' THAT''S THE CAUSE OF FEAR, SO WILL YOU LET THAT SMALL FEAR RUIN EVERYTHING? '' No! absolutely not!. '' THEN DO IT, TAKE THE RISK OR YOU CAN JUST GET HER HELP '' No! I will do it myself, it is completely selfish of me, but I have to prove myself to ME!. ''Are you hesitating''. NO! ''Are you scared''. YES! ''Will you let the fear get to you''. NO! ''You know what to do?''. YES! ''Who loves whom more''. ME! I LOVE HER MORE THAN SHE DOES ''Are you willing to do anything for her''. YES! ''Can you become a piece of a shit person for her?''. YES! I was already a piece of shit when I accompanied Mayuri in torturing Abhi ''Do you regret it''. NO! after all, he deserved it and it made Mayuri ....... no, it made us happy ''Will she accept you even after this''. YES! AND IF SHE DOESN''T THEN I WILL MAKE HER ACCEPT IT! ''Your heart calm now?''. Yes, both my mind and heart are calm now, the shaking has stopped. My vision is clear now, but I think something important inside me as a human has vanished. As I don''t feel anything for the girl who knows our secret. I don''t feel anything thinking about the shit I am about to do to her. I just feel excited thinking about torturing her, I just feel happy and relieved about acknowledging my dirty self. I feel like a huge burden that I had in the back of my mind ever since I read Mayuri''s Diaries just went away by realizing that I am a piece of shit. Even if am like this, Mayuri will accept me as I also accepted her even though she''s a devil but a loveable devil as she herself doesn''t think of it as anything bad. I have been trying to get close to Mayuri by trying to feel the emotions she does, but we are two different beings, just like she has her own unique way of thinking and emotions, I also have my own uniqueness and if I lose it by trying to think like Mayuri then our relationship will just become stale and boring. I smile at my own self-mockery, Yes! I don''t have to be like Mayuri, I am my own person. But what was that voice? it sounded so familiar, it pointed out all the things I have been thinking deep inside but was afraid to admit. HUH?! was I speaking to myself!?. Now that I think, there''s no one here except me and those two, s0-so.......... ahhhhhhhh! so embarrassing!. I covered my face with both of my hands and started squirming. Fuck! that was embarrassing, glad no one saw that. But on the bright side, I know what to do right now, what I should do in the future and what type of person I am. . . . . Jyoti and the boy stood up from the bench and started walking near the shore. I kept observing them till the very end and followed them when they entered their hotel which is the same as ours. Their room no. is 218 which is below our floor. Now that I know their whereabouts, I will start working early morning as Mayuri''s fever still hasn''t improved so I will have all day tomorrow to myself. My heart is beating with excitement, my face is getting flushed, my arms are itching with anticipation, I can''t stop smiling. Just like I thought I really am a piece of shit as a human, but that makes me happy. A Broken Girl [Jyoti Sharma''s POV] Ho-How did it come to this? What have I done? I think there''s blood coming out of my cheeks. I was just here on vacation with my boyfriend. Right now he''s unconscious on the bed. Yesterday, I told him something that I found out about Jansha''s sisters. This trip was planned by us months ago and I was very excited to finally go out of the city. I never went anywhere outside my city, so when he told me that he got tickets for GOA, I immediately agreed to it. Maybe that''s why right now I can''t stop crying? A week before the trip I accidentally found out that the Jansha sisters are in an indecent relationship. Finding out about it I was pretty disgusted, I mean our perfect student council president who is loved by everyone, who''s a picture of a perfect human has A FAULT!. Everyone adores her, at first I had jealousy towards her because she took my spot of being class highest scorer. No matter how hard I studied I could never overcome her, I am pretty bad at sports so academics was my only strong point which made me feel good about myself, but she took that point away from me. At first, I thought it was all her fault, even though clearly it was my own. But I didn''t wanna admit it, so I pushed all the blame on her. But even still she treated me so kindly, I could never see any remorse in her eyes towards me, she would always help me, she would always stand up for me even though I was being such a shitty person. Seeing this I had to admit that I can never overcome her and also admit how much superior she is to me. Seeing her being loved by everyone, seeing her being an exception in both studies, sports, and extra-curricular activities, I started to admire her and wanted to at least become a little like her because I know I can never become just like her. So I studied even harder and started improving my sports and communication skills. All of that hard work paid off, and I no longer had just one thing I was good at and I again started feeling pretty great about myself. But this time I didn''t become arrogant about it because I knew all this happened because of her because she was here because she helped me whenever I got stuck, that I was able to achieve all these things. She has a sister, who''s a year above us and she''s a top beauty of our school. She is quite attached to her big sister and everyone in the school knows that and finds it quite adorable. Even I find it adorable but sometimes I also feel envious, I also want to close to my idol. I wanted to know more about my idol, so a week before I followed her and found about their relationship. I was pretty shocked, my body was trembling with anger, I mean how can my IDOL! how can a perfect human-like her do something so indecent!. I didn''t wanna admit it, I didn''t wanna realize the reality but I had to after hearing their sexual conversations about each other. But I know it''s all fault of that big sister, she''s the one who pulled by idol down the wrong path because my idol can never do something like this. She manipulated my idol, so to expose her I started collecting evidence. But the day of the trip with my boyfriend came, even though I didn''t want to go because I had something more important to do, but the curiosity of what''s outside the city, what''s the world like got better of me and I came here. So that''s it huh? I shouldn''t have let curiosity get better of me?. Both times the curiosity to get to know more about my idol and curiosity of the world is the reason why I can''t stop shaking right now? My tears won''t stop flowing. I am pissing my short''s rights now. There is a knife near my throat. All of this is because of my curiosity and......... "Why are you looking at me with those eyes?" This bitch called MEHAK JANSHA!. Who''s keeping a knife near my throat. Crying and smiling like a madman!. [Mehak''s POV] I woke up today at 05:30 AM and finished getting ready by 07:00 AM. Mayuri is still sleeping or it''s better to say she is resting for the fever to get better. I need to buy some things, so I went to the door. "Big sis, wait a moment" suddenly I head Mayuri''s voice, so I stopped and went near her. "What is it? you should rest for today and by tomorrow you would be all good!" I said with a caring smile. "I know, I will rest for today. But big sis, you are about to do something aren''t you?" she said with a mischievous smile. I got shocked and asked her, "How?" "Big sis, I can see it in your eyes. Your eyes were shining differently from the moment you came back at night. Even now I can notice a subtle change in your behavior, did you think I wouldn''t notice it?" she said with a huge grin on her face.This tale has been unlawfully obtained from Royal Road. If you discover it on Amazon, kindly report it. haaaaah, I really can never hide anything from her but her ability to see into my mind is also one of many reasons I love her. I told her about Jyoti Sharma and that I am going to deal with her. Mayuri started smiling more and more as I went on with the story after I finished telling her she started getting up. I think she wants to do something but I don''t want that to happen so I abruptly started speaking, "NO! you will just rest today, I wi....." but instead of saying anything she just kissed my forehead. "Big sis, GOOD LUCK!" she said with the most beautiful smile. "Huh? yo-you aren''t going to help?" I am getting pretty confused. "NOPE! I will just rest today! so big sis do your best and no matter what happens I will always stay by your side" Huh? wh-what tears are coming from my eyes, Mayuri is showing me the world''s most beautiful smile. Shit! What''s with her, Fuck! What''s with her! sh-sh-she just, she''s just keeping saying whatever comes into her mind, her voice is just too perfect, always making my face go red, always making me embarrassed, always making me go crazy for her, sh-sh-sh-she... she''s just just.... I immediately hugged her, after some time wiped my tears and got up, then with a heart and will stronger than anything in the world went outside. . . . . I bought a kitchen knife and some sleeping pills. I started making my way towards room no. 218 and hid near the hallway so that I can keep my eyes on their room. Right now it''s 08:30 AM, so they should be coming out soon for breakfast as it starts at 09:00 AM. . . . Just like I thought they came out at 08:45 AM and started making their way towards the dining hall. . . . After eating breakfast, they went to the pool that is outside the hotel. This is the moment I have been waiting for. Just like any other person, they ordered drinks. The waiter prepared their drinks and left them at their table. They were still playing volleyball in the water, so they didn''t notice that drinks have come. I quickly went near their table and mixed a sleeping pill in one of the two drinks while making sure that no one was looking in this direction. They came out of the pool and started gulping down the drinks. It seems like the one with a sleeping pill was gulped down by the boy. . . . . Just as I expected the boy started getting his balance broken and his eyes started becoming heavy and the girl becoming worried about the boy''s state brought him back to the room. They entered the room, Jyoti first laid the boy on the bed and turned back to close the door. The moment she touched the doorknob, I grabbed her hands from behind the door and barged into their room. The moment she started realizing what was happening, she tried to open her mouth but I immediately pressed her mouth with a handkerchief that has a sleeping pill applied to it and brought my knife near her throat. Seeing the knife, the girl''s eyes became round with shock and fear. She started struggling by wiggling her body and shaking her legs. But to show her that I am serious, I traced my knife near her cheek and a straight cut appeared on her round cheeks with blood coming out of it. Having blood coming out of her cheeks, she stopped struggling and started crying. The boy just like expected is in a heavy sleep. My handkerchief is on her mouth and nose, suppressing her voice and applying for sleeping medicine on her body. My knife is near her throat, there is blood coming out of her cheeks. But I am not feeling sorry for her. I am not feeling sympathy for her. I am realizing what I am doing right now, realizing this tears won''t stop coming from my eyes. Realizing how horrible I am, tears won''t stop coming. Realizing how much of garbage I am, my breathing is becoming rough But at the same time it just, it-it just feels SO GOOD!. My heart is beating frantically, My legs are shaking with excitement. My cheeks are becoming more and redder in anticipation. My whole body is experiencing a different level of euphoria. My mind is thinking of various things I can do to her. There''s a smile forming on my face. I am crying while smiling at the same time. I think I am going crazy? The girl looked towards me with the eyes filled with hatred and disgust. "Why are you looking at me with those eyes?" I asked her even though I know the answer. These are the eyes, these are the type of eyes people will show us if our relationship gets exposed. I don''t want that, I don''t want anyone to look at us with those eyes, I will do anything to make our future happy even if others have to suffer for it. Just seeing those eyes make me want to cut her throat, slice her skin with my knife. I want to cut her hair, I want to break her bones, I want to make an art out of her body. I am getting scared realizing what I am capable of doing, but this ticklish feeling and excitement are way more than the fear. I can barely control myself right now. Again realizing what sort of person I am more tears start flowing, Realizing how good this feels makes my smile even wider. The girl''s eyes are getting dropy seems like the medicine is taking its effect aaaaaaannnndddd....... there she goes. I lay her down on the bed next to the boy. I have to calm myself now, I wiped the tears off my face, bu-but they just don''t stop flowing, they just keep on flowing, I-I think I really can''t do this myself, even though my heart and mind is screaming at me to do it, even though I myself want to do it, but my body isn''t moving. Why am I being a coward? My heart is beating even more frantically, My breathing is becoming rougher, it-it''s getting hard to breath. I-I need Mayuri. NO! I DON''T NEED HER HELP!. bu-but I think. NO! YOU DON''T! I-then WHY! WHY! ISN''T MY BODY MOVING!. AHHHHHHHHHHHH! it''s so frustrating!. This is the perfect moment that I have created, now I just need to ACT!, bu-but why?, BUT WHY? isn''t my body moving? *TAP* *TAP* *TAP* HUH!? someone just knocked at the door, who is it? is it room service? "Big sis, it''s me, can you open the door? I won''t interfere" wh-what, what is Mayuri doing here? I don''t know why but I opened the door, Mayuri came in and closed the door. She''s looking towards the bed, seeing two unconscious bodies. Now she''s looking towards me, she can see the knife in my hands, she can see the blood on the knife, she can see the tears that are still flowing in my eyes, she can see the huge smile I have on my face. Seeing all this, Mayuri showed the world''s most beautiful smile and came near me. She hugged me and kissed me on my lips. Her embrace and soft lips are melting my brain, it''s calming me down. "Well done Big sis, you did really well to come this far, I mean just look at how much you were able to accomplish" Mayuri said in a soothing voice while rubbing my back. My mind is getting clear, My heart is calming down. "Big sis really, really did splendid work, but are you going to stop now?" Her hands are still rubbing my back, she''s licking my face to suck those tears. "No right? you aren''t going to stop now. Big sis knows she wants to do it, When big sis was beating Abhi Sharma with the bat I could see how much Big sis enjoyed it" My tears stopped flowing, Mayuri sucked all the tears away from my face. Mayuri touched our foreheads together and looked straight into my eyes. Ahhhhh! what beautiful eyes she has. "Don''t worry Big sis, just like promised I won''t help, so release all your desires, release all those fun emotions you have, no matter what..." she again planted a kiss on my lips. She started rubbing her nose on my nose with a huge smile on her face. Again she looked deep into my eyes while rubbing my nose and said, "I WON''T EVER LEAVE YOU, I WON''T LET ANYONE HARM YOU, I WON''T LET ANYONE GET IN OUR WAY, SO JUST RELEASE IT ALL" I opened my eyes wide open, I am completely calm now, I see I just wanted Mayuri''s conformation, I just wanted her to say that it''s really OK for me to release all these emotions. Mayuri separated from me and stood near the door, "Big sis go on, I will just watch". I made my way towards the bed, I can really move now, I am getting excited, My skin is tingling, BUT NOW MY BODY MOVES!. Two Devils [Mayuri''s POV] When Big sis told me about Jyoti Sharma, I cursed myself for accidentally letting someone find out about us. How the hell didn''t I notice someone following me? But it seems that she hasn''t told anyone in the school yet. The only ones that know are her and the boy she is with, probably her boyfriend?. Also, it seems that luck is on our side, as big sis found out about it even though coincidentally. While listening to the story Big sis was telling, I had already started devising a plan to deal with them but halfway through the story, I could see the will to do something in big sis''s eyes and she was talking about the whole thing in a calm manner. By this, I could tell that big sis wanted to handle this situation by herself. Even though I am still against it, but how the hell can I refuse her when she''s this determined. After she left the room, I just couldn''t stop worrying. While big sis is out doing some important stuff, I am just sleeping here. How can I accept that? but I did promise big sis that I wouldn''t interfere. So, in the end, I just decided to observe big sis, which shouldn''t be against the promise as I really didn''t help her. Right now, I am standing beside the door after giving big sis some encouragement she needed. Even during this I didn''t help her in the stuff she''s doing, I just talked with her so again I didn''t go against the promise. But big sis was looking really beautiful with that smiling and crying expression, what should I call that expression? crazy or scary maybe? but naaaah an expression that breathtaking can''t be scary in fact it''s the second most beautiful thing I have seen, obviously first is big sis herself. There are two people laying unconscious on the bed, one is a boy whom I don''t know, second is the girl named Jyoti whose face I can hardly recognize. It seems like she''s apparently in my class, hmmmmmm....... was there someone like her? Hmmmmm............HHmmmm......!!! OH RIGHT! she''s that class topper who was I think jealous of me? Ahhhh, just thinking about her makes me exhausted, like just thinking about how much time I had to waste on her gives me a headache. SHUSH! SHUSH! go away her thoughts! just think about Big sis..... just Big sis, just Big sis, just Big sis, just Big sis...... hhnnnngg! the smile on big sis''s face, while she''s holding that knife, is just, is just hhnnnnnggggg! too much, too fucking much to handle, but CONTROL!, control yourself Mayuri, control and just enjoy seeing big sis play. . . . . Big sis is collecting various sheets and blankets in the room. . . Big sis is tying those two with the collected stuff, I want to help but I will not! that''s the promise after all. . . Big sis had tied those two in a (¦´) shape with their hands tied separately to the headboard along with their legs restrained together and then tied to the footboard. The boards have the fence-like design so it''s really easy for big sis to tie them I have been wondering why are the beds in this hotel in this design, I mean the ones at our home have flat headboard and footboard. Is this for some kind of S/M play? . . Big sis is putting a piece of cloth in their mouth. . . The girl is fidgeting slightly, it seems like she''s about to wake up AH! her eyes opened in a shock and she''s frantically looking around, she spots big sis standing next to her with a knife in her hands. She violently starts shaking but the restraints are keeping her bound to the bed. It seems like big sis tied them up pretty nicely. She is shaking her head left and right as if to say ''NO! NO!'', ahhhh I can barely hold my laughter seeing her acting like that. "PU.......UUF..... HAA......HAHAHAHAHAHHA....." oh man I really couldn''t keep my laughter in seeing the girl like that. She abruptly faced the direction from which my laughter was coming from, seeing my face her eyes opened wide with shock, she suddenly stoped shaking and is just looking at me with eyes of disbelief and shock. "YO! Nice seeing you here" I raised my left hand and greeted her with a smile on my face. The girl''s eyes are going wider, it seems like the eyeballs will at any moment come out of her eyesocket. AH! she started crying, Really girl? why are you crying? I think we only cry during happy moments just like me and big sis. So is she also happy? but I can''t see that on her expression. I mean even Abhi Sharma was happily crying realizing that he was being cured but just like him she''s also not showing happiness on the face. Does that mean, crying while being happy is only for me and big sis? Then is she sad? and those are tears of sadness? but why would she be sad? it''s a happy moment that big sis is playing with her. The girl is still just staring at me and doing nothing. AH! big sis is drawing near the girl. [Mehak''s POV] Jyoti is just staring at Mayuri with disbelief and crying, I mean, of course, this would happen. She wouldn''t expect both of us to be involved in this crime. Mayuri is just standing there, smiling and waving her hand towards Jyoti.Support the creativity of authors by visiting Royal Road for this novel and more. It seems like she''s enjoying this quite a lot as even earlier she laughed out loud. So I should also enjoy myself and just like she said break loose even if it means doing something unforgivable as a human being, doing something inhumane because I WANT TO DO IT. [Jyoti Sharma''s POV] hmmmmmm? my eyes are heavy..... where am I? After swimming, Rohan was feeling drowsy so we came back to the room an......... SHIT! I opened my eyes abruptly and started searching around, AH! there she is!, THIS BITCH! why can''t I move my hands and legs? why can''t I speak? FUCK! she tied me up and there is a cloth in my mouth. I need to break these restraints, I frantically shake my body but no matter how much I struggle the binds are not coming loose, it seems like she has tied it quite good. "HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA" HUH! who is laughing? I suddenly turned my head towards the laugh. EH!....... WH-WH!....... HUH! ........HA-HO-HO-HOW! WHY?! why is the idol here?! why is she just standing by the door? why isn''t she coming to help me? Why isn''t she stoping her Big Sister? Why is she laughing? I can''t think? My brain can''t think right now! Is id-idol al-als, also pa-pa-pa-par NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! that isn''t possible, my idol is a gentle person, my idol helps anyone who is in trouble, my idol wouldn''t just watch something like this! YES! YES! she''s not my idol she''s some impostor! she just looks like my idol! YES! that must be it! "YO! Nice seeing you here" HEH!? This voice, it sounds like the idol, this smile is just like idol''s, Can an imposter really act and speak just like the real one? No, that impossible, th-then, th-then......... it''s re-really Idol. AHH! tears are coming from my eyes. This, This, something, like has, has to be a dream. My idol just standing there, doing nothings and just watching with a smile on her face as if she''s enjoying what''s happening. I want to wake up from this dream. WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! EH! there''s something cold on my cheeks, I turn my eyes towards the cold object .............. a knife. [Mayuri''s POV] Big sis put the knife on the girl''s cheeks and made a slight cut. A small amount of blood is coming out of the cut. The blood looks so beautiful and erotic, I really wanna touch it! but big sis will be mad so just hold it!. . . Big sis sliced the girl''s forehead "MMMMMMMMMMMM.......HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM... HNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGG" the girl is screaming in joy, she''s realizing how lucky she is that big sis is playing with her. A large straight line is made on her forehead, a large amount of blood is coming out of it. The blood traces through her eyes, nose, mouth and starts flowing inside her cloth from the chin. I am getting goosebumps in my entire body by just seeing this beautiful play, I can''t even imagine how much fun big sis is having. AH! big sis''s smile is becoming wider, her eyes are wide open, her lips are flapping, she''s blushing. The blush on big sis''s face grows even more by seeing the girl''s expression but is seems like big sis is not getting off from seeing the blood, it seems like it''s only for me. . . . Big sis is slicing through the girl''s clothes. She ripped her top and shorts. The girl is only in her bra and panties right now. The girl''s bra has some blood on it, seems like the blood from the forehead has only reached her breasts. The girl is just crying and shaking her head frantically. "MFFFFFFFFFF....... MFFFFFFFFFF....... NNNNNNNNNNGGGGGG" she''s even trying to express her happiness. . . . AH! the boy woke up! but he became unconscious again after looking around. He had slowly opened his eyes, after realizing he''s tied up he looked around and saw the girl in her undergarments. He saw the girl''s face covered in blood and a small amount of blood on her bra. He saw Big sis holding a knife over the girl''s breasts and the blush along with the smile on her face. He saw me waving my hands towards him, perhaps from seeing too much bliss, he passed away? . . . Big sis made a small cut on the girl''s breasts. "HNNNNNNNNNNNN...... UUUUUUUUUUUU" the girl expresses her joy in a muffled voice. . . Big sis sliced the girl''s left arm on various spots. There are numerous small cuts on her left arm. "NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN..... " the girl is overjoyed, tears don''t stop coming from her eyes. . . Big sis did the same thing to the girl''s right arm "NN....HHHHH...MMMMM" the girl''s voice is becoming weak, is she getting tired from playing? . . Big sis wrote the letter ''J'' on the girl''s stomach with the knife. "HHHHNNNGGGGGGGG....HNNNNNNNN..SSSSSSSSSSSSS..MMMMMMMM!" the girl became overjoyed again and opened her eyes wide open, but then immediately lost consciousness. Hmmmm, it seems like she needs some rest from playing. The girl''s arms are covered with blood, right now blood is gushing out of her stomach. The blood on her forehead is starting to dry up a little bit. I think my panties are a little wet from seeing this wonderfull and erotic play. Big sis''s blush is as red as the flowing blood, her eyes and lips are flapping violently, she can''t let go off the knife. It will be no fun if the girl''s asleep right now, so let''s talk to bis sis a bit till then. "Big sis, let''s wait for her to get up" Big sis turned her face towards me and tears started coming out of her eyes. She ran over to me and hugged me with all of her strength. "Big sis, why are you crying? are you that happy?" "YES! YES! I am feeling so refreshed and fulfilled right now!" Big sis abruptly raised her head from my shoulders and kissed me on the lips. She forcefully opened my mouth with her tongue and started ravishing the insides of my mouth. Big sis is being pretty wild right now, but I love it when Big sis breaks loose like this, it''s like she''s releasing all her lust on me and seeing her like this makes me want to loose control as well, and that feeling of loosing control is just, is just soooo goooooood. Big sis just like before abruptly moved her lips away. "Mayuri, I want to do this more, I want more, I want more! th-this feeling is just toooo goood!" she said with wide-open eyes and more tears started falling from her eyes. "bu-but is that okay? I am becoming like the worst human on this earth, I am losing myself in my desires, I am becoming something everyone will HAT....." before big sis could finish her sentence I planted a soft kiss on her lips. I pulled Big sis closer and started rubbing her hair and back. "It''s alright big sis, it''s alright, everything is fine, everything is alright, you are not the worst human, in fact, you are the best person in this entire world, you are my angle big sis, you know that I can''t live without you right? You also know how much I love you right? Do you really think someone like me will hate you?" Big sis shakes her head sideways saying no "See? you also know it. I also know how much big sis cares about public image, do you think I would let your image be ruined? Big sis again shakes her head sideways. "See? Big sis knows everything. For this girl, I will not play and just follow what big sis says. But Big sis also knows that I get these urges right?" Again big sis shakes her head but upside down, her tears have stopped. "I also enjoy playing these games, so I also want to play. But I know that if I do everything by myself Big sis would feel sad right?" Big sis agrees by showing a smile on her face. "That''s why after this we will plan everything together, we just need two things to make sure that no one will dare to question us" "What?" Big sis finally spoke. "It''s simple, everything revolves around power and money, if we have them both no one can steal our happiness" "Power and money are it? But hoo........... OH!! Father''s company, I am the next in line to take over the company." Big sis said with shining eyes. "YES! you are right Big sis, Mr. Jansha''s company is very influential in this country and the Jansha family name is quite well known" "Yup, I know" "So from now on, big sis will work towards becoming the next CEO as soon as possible and I will work towards becoming your secretary" "Huh? why? why would you become a secretary! you have so much more potential!" Big sis said in an angry tone. "I only have potential if it''s something related to big sis, me becoming your secretary will make me the happiest, we could stay together all the time, in the house, in the office, during trips, everywhere we would be together. Together we would expand the company to new heights and gain so much power that no matter what we do, no one can do anything to us" Big sis mouth is wide open, so I kissed her once again. "SO! what do you say, big sis!" "IT''S WONDERFULL" she says while hugging me even tighter. "So till then big sis, let''s try our best to hold in these desires" "Yeah, I also agree with that, then what should we do with the girl and the boy?" Big sis said with a warm smile on her face. "Big sis, I promised I will not do anything, so just for this case finish what you started" Big sis laughed out loud and flicked my forehead, " I know" ouch! that hurt, but it was a happy hurt. "uhhhh...." hmm what''s that voice? AH, THE GIRL IS WAKING UP!. Acceptance Please ..... Spare me..... Please ...... Please ...... How much time has passed?. I can''t take this anymore ....... Spare me ....... My body and heart can''t take it anymore. My body is feeling a crazy pain right now, The various cuts made by a knife are stinging like hell right now, My stomach feels numb, My eyesight is slightly red due to the blood, The dried up blood on my face feels weird, it feels nauseating. I want to scream. But my voice isn''t coming out anymore. I can''t even scream in my mind. I am just too tired. I want to escape. But my legs don''t move anymore. The crazy bitch is slicing my legs at various places. My legs hurt, they hurt, they hurt! but I still can''t scream. I want to run away from this hell. But can I? There''s no end to Mehak''s fucked up torture, when will she be satisfied?. Will she even be satisfied in the first place?. But how did they found out that I know their secret?. Did it happen right after I discovered it? So they also came to GOA and booked the same hotel as us?. But that doesn''t make sense, how they find out that I will be going to GOA and which hotel I will stay in?. Then is this all a coincidence? If that''s the case then how bad is my luck?. I never hated anyone more than as I hate these sisters. I never feared anyone more than as I fear the sisters. While the crazy bitch is having her way with me, my ido........ Can she even be called my idol anymore? My idol is kind-hearted, cheerful, helpful and an angel in disguise, but the idol in front of me is just having a cheerful face as she is having a time of her life and looks like crying from the bottom of her heart. This idol is scary, she''s creepy, she''s messed up in the head. Does that mean, she was just showing a fake face in front of everyone while looking down on us from inside?. I want to think that Mehak made her this way. I want to think that it''s all Mehak''s fault. By doing that, I can at least save my heart a little bit. But seeing reality, those thoughts don''t come into my mind. The pain in my heart is way worse than the physical pain. Both of them are scary, they are terrifying. I don''t want to see their faces anymore. But I, I just can''t do anything even if I try. I had hoped that Rohan will help me and we will together find a way to escape from here. But that asshole just fainted again after seeing what''s in front of him. But I also can''t blame him for doing that as I would probably do the same thing. We often said to each other that ''I will protect you'', ''I will risk my life for you'', ''I will stay with you forever'' but in the end, those words are just lip service. When the time comes to prove those words, then a person will only think about themselves and conveniently forget about every promise, every word said in the past. How naive and stupid I have been, thinking that all those promises and words were true and that both of us will act around them.The tale has been illicitly lifted; should you spot it on Amazon, report the violation. But now even I don''t care about Rohan anymore if I can just get out of this place. I want to tell the sisters, that I will not reveal anything, but will they even believe me?. I want to return to my hometown, but can I?. I want to fix all the things I have done wrong, but will I be able to?. I want to apologize to my parents. AH! yes, I really want to apologize to my Mom and Dad, they were against me going on this trip. I thought that just like them they also didn''t want me to ever go outside the city, just like them to never see what''s in the world, so I had a huge fight with them and like an ungrateful and spoiled brat came here without their permission. But I know, that they were just worried about me, they were just thinking about me, but I still behaved like shit in front of them. So at least I want to apologize to them. But Can I?. Can I go back home?. I want to go back home, I want to fix things with my parents, I want to live a life with no regrets. But Can I?. Again tears are coming from my eyes. I am hoping for something again. But the only question that''s in my mind is...... CAN I? [Mayuri''s POV] Right now, as each second passes my happiness just keeps increasing, it has reached heights not even measurable. Right now, I feel so close to Big Sis. I feel like we are the same person but at the same time so different. THIS MOMENT is just so extremely beautiful that tears won''t stop coming from my eyes. I just want to capture this MOMENT and make a painting out of it. In the painting, there is a peaceful background of grasslands, beautiful red lilies spread across the ground, colorful butterflies flying around Big Sis, as she moves her knife like a calm flowing water, cutting the girl lying at her feet at various places and just like now Big Sis has a face filled with pleasure and bliss. AHHHHHH! how EROTIC and how indescribably CAPTIVATING that picture would be. The painting would sell for billions, people would have their hearts stolen by seeing Big Sis play. But it''s not like I will even sell the painting in the first place if I made it. I would just hang it on the wall of our bedroom when we get our own house. AHHHHHHH! THAT IS JUST HEAVEN!. . . . Hmmm? the girl is crying again after a long time. Seeing her cry makes the fun a little less, but Big Sis doesn''t seem to mind it as her face is still filled with Bliss and pleasure. So I will also not show that little dissatisfaction in my heart. But I hope Big Sis gets really into the game so that I see the girl''s vivid reactions. [Mehak''s POV] This is it! This is it! This is Fun! This is Fun! This is Happiness! This is a Pleasure! This is Erotic!. This is a kind of feeling, I never want to let go off!. I want to experience more of this feeling!. The feeling of the knife cutting through the girl''s skin like butter, the feeling of dominating someone is just too good. But I should wrap this up now, as it''s almost dark outside. Because just like Mayuri said, we should put a leash on these desires until we get the tools necessary. Right now, I acted upon my emotions. Even though I don''t regret it, but I have to admit that we don''t have the tools required for us to completely hide this. That''s why I need to become the CEO as soon as possible so that we can unleash these desires because once you have tasted this, you never want to let go of this feeling. Me becoming the head of the company was decided from the moment I was born, I also accepted the responsibility because I thought this would make my father proud, that I can spread my family name throughout the world and make mother and father really proud of me. But that was me of back then, Right now my only purpose for becoming the head is to protect Mayuri and myself. My feelings have become that of an ungrateful brat, but my feeling for Mayuri has just grown so much over these years that I only really care and think what''s best for us, what''s best for Mayuri and not harbor those feeling for my parents anymore. I really have become an ugly person, but it doesn''t matter as Mayuri will always think of me like an angel and that makes me really happy. So I need to work really hard So that we can obtain those tools and make sure that nothing can harm us and that we don''t have to fear anything. OH! Jyoti just started crying. She probably thinks this is hell, she is probably cursing and resenting us. But I don''t feel sorry for her, No...... it''s more like I will not feel sorry for her! Doing that would just be unfair for all of us. Doing that I would be denying the changes happening in me......... NO! Doing that I would be denying my own self, I would be denying what sort of person I am, I would just be running away from the truth, from the reality that I am a deplorable person. I would be turning a blind eye towards the fun and happiness I am getting out of this. That is why I will accept everything that I am. I ACCEPT that I am a Deplorable person. I ACCEPT that I am getting pleasure and happiness from torturing Jyoti. I ACCEPT that I get turned on when I think about Mayuri doing this stuff together with me. I ACCEPT that I only care about Mayuri''s and my happiness. I ACCEPT that I am ungrateful towards anyone, even my parents except for Mayuri. I ACCEPT that I would be Cursed and Resensted by the people we will target. I ACCEPT that I will be going to hell, and even their, our victims will curse at us from both heaven and hell. I ACCEPT that I an enemy to some people. I ACCEPT THAT I AM MADLY IN LOVE WITH AN ENEMY OF MANKIND, MAYURI. When the Thread Snaps [Mehak''s POV] Right now, I feel very light-headed and calm. It is a really good feeling to just accept things you won''t normally accept. The only way I can describe what I am feeling right now is, I FEEL REFRESHED. It is almost dark outside, so I probably need to finish up soon. But still what time is it? Let''s check on the phone and .... OH! right now it''s 08:23 PM. Seems like time just flies by when you are enjoying yourself. But for the girl, it was probably the slowest in her entire life, and yes, I know I am the one to blame for it but I also need to take care of my own feelings and desires. After all, humans are selfish creatures. Now, what to do with these two? I can probably chop up their bodies and stuff them inside a bag, then throw it away in the ocean. It''s a pretty easy method, but it''s probably easier said than done. I do get impulses to torture some people, but it has not developed to murdering someone. Mayuri can probably do it without batting an eye. She would just think that killing someone is some kind of game and just have fun with it. On the other hand, I am not so confident enough that I can kill someone without any hesitation. Also, it''s no fun that way, even though their bodies would probably never be found but that would be just the end of it all. There would be nothing that happens afterward, I have put so much effort and energy to get this far and to just end it like that seems kinda boring and dull. After all, I do want to torture them for the rest of their lives especially the girl, the boy can just go anywhere as he is really dull. But leaving the boy alone would be no good. Even though he would think what he saw before was just a dream, but when he finds bruises on the girl or maybe even find her missing then he would come into action and I think I don''t want that. But I do not have any desire to torture the boy and I also can''t leave him alone. Hmmmmmm..... what to do? A way in which the girl also suffers and the boy also gets out of the picture. Hmmmm..................................... AH! GOT IT! "Dear, can you please bring a suitcase or a bag?" Yup, Yup, Yup I thought of a really good idea that would be just so fun to watch. AH! I asked Mayuri for some help. "DEAR STOP!" uffff, that was close, she almost went out the door. I should be the one to go and get it, after all, I am finishing it all by myself. [Jyoti Sharma''s POV] I need to apologize to mom and dad. I need to apologize to mom and dad. I need to apologize to mom and dad. I need to apologize to mom and dad. I need to apologize to mom and dad. Ahhhh..... just thinking about this one thing to do, makes me want to get out of this place. It''s my last ray of light in this situation. I am just barely staying sane by thinking of this one task to do. I must finish it, I must say sorry to them no matter what!. Yes, hang in there. Just hang in there Jyoti. It would all be alright. It would all be over soon and then I can fulfill my wish. I can apologize to mom and dad, I can maybe even report these sisters to police but I probably won''t do that. I don''t want to get involved with these crazy people any longer, I don''t want to see them for the rest of my life. I just want to live a peaceful life with my parents and get a decent job to fulfill their wishes. These sisters probably won''t believe my words, but if given the chance I will do my best to convince them that I won''t ever get involved with them again. . . . For several minutes, Mehak is just standing there. What the hell is she thinking? Is she thinking of new ways to torture me?If you discover this tale on Amazon, be aware that it has been unlawfully taken from Royal Road. Please report it. Is she thinking about what she wants to do with Rohan? She can do all she wants with him for all I care. My brain is not filled with flowers, that I think I need to save the love of my life right now. My own survival is of utmost priority here, then getting out of here is the next priority and then going back home to apologize to mom and dad. He can die for all I care, I need to think about myself first and then other people. But really, what the fuck is she thinking? Why the fuck is she is giggling? Why the fuck are her eyes shinning? Why the fuck is she going out of the room? She''s leaving Mayuri alone in this room. I-Is...-S-Is it ti-time for Mayuri t-to-to some stuff to me? . . Seems like my premonition was not true. Mayuri''s just standing there and smiling towards my direction. Oh, God! She''s creepy, how can she smile like that? Is she crazy? No, She''s definitely crazy. Her mind is messed up. Her smile is messed up. Her big sister is messed up. Both of them are just crazy and fucked up. How did they become like this? Did they have an unfortunate past? But Mehak''s parents are one of the richest people in this country. How can she have an unfortunate past?. I know that Mayuri is adopted, then did she have a wretched past?. If I think about it, that probably makes more sense. Mayuri having a hapless past and then ending up getting adopted. But even then, she was adopted at a pretty early age so her mind shouldn''t have developed so much. After getting adopted, she also became a step-daughter of the country''s richest people, So after that, there would be nothing but happiness around her. After all, who isn''t happy when there is all that money with which you can do whatever you want. So then how? how did they end up like this? Mehak had a privileged life from birth. Mayuri started having a privileged life, then how did they? Am I thinking of this wrong? I have been thinking they had money, then there would be no problems but could it be money is the source of all their problems? but that doesn''t seem to be the case as both of them don''t flaunt their money. Then did Mayuri really have a wretched past? But she was still just a child when she got adopted and for her mind to already have become fucked up, just how miserable was her past? and then what about Mehak? Ahhhh..... what am I even thinking? It doesn''t matter, what will I even achieve by completing this puzzle. I am probably just thinking about random stuff to get rid of this bad premonition I have been having ever since Mehak went out of the room. . . . . *creeeeaakkk* hmmmmm? the door opened ......... !!!!!!!!. EH!? why does Mehak have a suitcase with her? It looks new, as there is still a brand tag on it. Did she went out to buy a suitcase but why? ........... FUCK! FUCK! FUCK! FUCK!. NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! it can''t be real, it just can''t be real, YEAH! it isn''t real, yup I think it''s not real so IT IS NOT REAL!. SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! she coming near me. CRAP! CRAP! CRAP! CRAP! she''s picking up the knife. NOOOOOOOOOOOO! I don''t want to die here!. I still have to apologize to mom and dad. Oh GOD!, Spare me! Spare me! Spare me! Spare me! Spare me! Spare me! Spare me! Spare me! Spare me! Spare me!. "Do you want to get out of here?" HUH!? what did she say? "Hehehe, seems like you didn''t catch it, DO YOU WANT TO GO BACK HOME?" why is she giggling again, her giggling is creepy, it''s making me frightened, but is this a chance? Is she for real? Is she just joking? Is this a trap question? What is it? What is it? What is it? Shit, What is it? But I need to answer because if this is real then, I would lose my chance. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I frantically shook my head upside down. AH! seems like I answered. "Hmmm.... nice answer. I will grant your wish, but in return, you would have to do something for me, you agree?" the crazy witch said with a bewitching smile. OH GOD! this is real, this is my chance. I will do anything to get out of here, I will do anything to live. I shook my head again. "Hahahaha ...... Hmhmhmhm" Why is she laughing so elegantly like a lady? She''s acting like she''s an elegant lady of some aristocratic family. She placed the knife over my belly which has dried blood on it. What is she doing? "Kill the boy" OK! kill the boy!........... huh. "Kill the boy and you would be free" huh "Cmon, do it" wh-what........ "Didn''t you say you would do anything" what is she saying? did I hear it right? yeah, yeah it was just a hearing problem. "So, your task is to kill the boy and be free" But it seems like I am hearing the same thing over and over again. "Cmon, let''s do it. Kill the boy" It''s something about killing someone. But who? the boy? who is this boy? there is only one boy here. Is she referring to Rohan? "You are being indecisive here. Kill the boy beside you, didn''t you promise you would anything?" Ohh...... so she is telling me to kill Rohan so that I can get out of here. "Didn''t you promise?" Well, I did promise. But isn''t this going a little over the line? I mean she can''t be serious right?. "Hmmmm....... why aren''t you doing it? AH! do you want to kill him while he''s awake? Ohhhhh, how naughty of you" Hahaha, what is naughty of me? But, huh? killing someone, I can''t do that. But, didn''t I say I would do anything to get out of here, but still killing is a bit.... yeah, I really can''t take it seriously right now. My brain is not working I think. Am I going crazy here? "HEY! you WAKE UP!" she shouted into Rohan''s ear and he immediately opened his eyes. WHAT! he was awake this whole time? "Now, that he''s awake take the knife when I tell you and kill him, Simple right?" Hahaahahahaha, why am I laughing? Why is color fading away from the world? Why is Rohan looking at me with teary eyes that are begging for me to save him? I don''t get this anymore, I can''t wrap my head around it anymore. Yeah, This isn''t real. This isn''t real. This isn''t real. This isn''t real. "KILL !!!!! THE !!!!! BOYYY !!!!!!" SHIT, THIS IS REAL!. A Victim [Jyoti’s POV] [Jyoti Sharma''s POV] This is real. This is real. This is real. Mehak''s isn''t joking about murdering Rohan, she is very serious about this. Bu-But if she wants to kill Rohan then she can go ahead and do it, then why me? Why do I have to do it? I mean, I did say that I would anything she asks bu-b-but to kill someone? I will just become a murderer. The police will come after me, I would be thrown into jail, then, then......... then what about mom and dad? But if I don''t do anything, will I be able to escape from here? ........NO, chances of that happening are absolutely zero. Then do-do I have to ki-kill someone for my freedom? Bu-But that''s just, that''s just ....... how will I be able to live with myself in the future, what would mom and dad think, when they find out that their daughter is a murderer. People will scorn my parents for my wrongdoings. I will spend my entire life in prison, away from everyone, just sitting alone in my prison cell and dying just like that. I don''t want that kind of life, I want a life without any regrets. Then should I not kill Rohan? Yes, let''s not kill him. I can''t do it myself. If Mehak kills Rohan herself there is no problem with me, but to do it myself? I know it''s just hypocritical of me, bu-but I don''t want to become a murderer........... but then, what would happen to me now? If I don''t do anything will I also die here?.......yeah, that''s most likely the case and I won''t become a murderer if that happens but then what about reconciling with mom and dad?. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! . What to do?. What to do?. What to do?. In both ways, I would die with regrets. In both ways, mom and dad would be sad. Is my thinking wrong? Is life without regrets not possible? Can''t normal people like me have a life that is not filled with regret?. Is having my life filled with regret only way of living?. I don''t want to think anymore, it''s exhausting to think. "You can have a life without any regret". HUH?! Who said that? was it Mehak? "You can live your entire life without any regrets". It is Mehak! What the hell is she saying? Life without regret?. How does she know what I was thinking right now? Did she read into my mind? Does she have some sort of supernatural powers? What''s with that thin and elegant smile on her face, her eyes focused on me seems like they know everything about me. "How?" I spoke without thinking, probably because I want to know how is life without regret possible. "Good girl, that''s the spirit. You are probably thinking that ''I don''t want to become a murderer'' right?". HOW DOES SHE KNOW!!!?. "Y-ye-yes" I spoke with a little hesitation. "Don''t worry, you won''t become a murderer. After all, you are just saving your life, everything you are doing is in self-defense. No one is going to blame you". "No one is going to blame me? But why? I did commit a murder" I don''t why but seeing that caring expression on Mehak''s face makes me want to spill everything inside of my mind out.If you come across this story on Amazon, it''s taken without permission from the author. Report it. "You are just a victim, you are only being toyed by me the perpetrator. I am the one responsible for everything. You didn''t do anything wrong." "NO! I did something wrong my tailing Mayuri and finding out about the secret" I just want to tell her everything, that way we might be able to come to an understanding. "Nope, that was our fault for not being careful. You didn''t do anything wrong. From the start till the end you will just be a victim" "Victim" I am just a victim? I didn''t do anything wrong? "Yes, You are nothing but a poor victim" "I might be able to buy it but the police won''t buy that, my parents won''t buy that, society won''t buy that. They all would think of me as a murderer" otherwise I would have killed Rohan and safely get out of this place. "Hahaha, how cute" she is laughing, she''s laughing like she heard a bad joke. "What! Why are you laughing!?" somehow it''s making me mad and embarrassed. "Sorry, Sorry I just couldn''t hold myself back but what would they not buy?" she asked with a confused face. What the heck! "Me becoming a murderer!" "Huh? But how would they know you were forced to kill a person?" HUH!? They wouldn''t find out? Wait, wait, wait, now that I think about it, only ones who know about it are me and these sisters. Of course, no one will find out if they throw his body into the ocean. It''s this simple, then why couldn''t I think about it? .....................Ahhhh, I see, I just didn''t want to think about that possibility. I don''t have the courage to uphold my words or thoughts. But can you blame me!? All this is just way too crazy. There are some fucked up people telling me to kill someone, of course, I don''t have the courage to do that but I also know that if I don''t do that then there may be no future for me and just like Mehak said it''s not like anyone will find out. Yeah, even if they find out it''s not like I did anything wrong. It''s just that someone has to die for my life to be saved. It''s the law of equivalent exchange. Yeah, I am not doing anything wrong, the ones in the wrong are these sisters. They are the ones that are evil, I am just a victim. Yeah, it just couldn''t be helped. After all, just like Mehak said, I am nothing but a pitiful victim. I am a Victim. I am a Victim. I am a Victim. "Seems like you figured something out, I will release one of your arms and hand over the knife to you. Then you will kill the boy. Seems alright?" FUCK, FUCK, FUCK, she''s scary, how can she say those things without feeling anything? Does she even have feelings? Yeah, she''s the one that is inhumane. I am human, I am just a Victim. "Oh and don''t try anything funny. I will give you 1 minute if during that you try to do anything funny, then you will find a knife sticking out of your neck and if you don''t kill him within 1 minute, then you will be the one to die. It seems fair, right?" I am just a victim, I am just a victim, don''t listen to her words, I am just a victim who is being forced to do something. She opened the bind on my left hand and handed me her knife. Now she''s just standing a little away from me with a new knife in her hand, seems like she will throw it at my neck the moment I try anything funny. But I won''t do anything like that, I don''t want to die, I am just a victim here. "1" I am just a victim. "2" I am just a victim. "3" I am just a victim. "MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM..........MUUUUUUUUUU" "4" Mehak is evil. "5" Mehak is evil. "6" Mehak is evil. "NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN" "7" Mayuri is evil. "8" Mayuri is evil. "9" Mayuri is evil. "HNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN..........MMMMMMMMMM" "10" I am not doing anything wrong. "11 .... 12 ..... 13 ....14 .....15 .....16......17 .......18 ......19 ......20 ......21 ......22 ......23 .....24 .....25 ......26 .....27 .....28 .....29 ......30" I am not doing anything wrong, I am not doing anything wrong, I am not doing anything wrong. Nothing "31" can be done "32" about it. This is "33" the only ch "34" voice that I have. These "35" sisters are the ones "36" to blame. They are the "37" ones who messed up my "38" life. They are the ones who "39" who made me kill "40" Rohan. Rohan, Rohan, Rohan! "41" don''t look at me with those eyes "42", you would have done the same "43" thing. Don''t look at me like I am some "44" disgusting creature. These sisters "45" are the ones that are disgusting. They are the cause of it "46" all. So, don''t think bad about me Rohan, "47". I want to live that''s why "48", I am being forced to that''s why "49", that''s why, that''s why don''t "50" LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT!. Don''t show me those eyes "51" "GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG......UUUUUUUUUUUU" Shaking your head won''t help "52" "NNNNN, NNNNN, NNNNN, NNNNNN, NNNNNN" I am sorry, I am just a victim "53" I am sorry, I am just a victim "54" I lifted the knife over my shoulders, "55" Rohan is just shaking his body like a lunatic, begging me with those eyes "56" "MMM, MMM, NNN, MNNNN, MNNNN, MNNNNNNNNNNNNN" I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry "57", I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry, I am sorry "58". "N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, N, NNNNNNNNN " Forgive me, Forgive me, Forgive me "59" I AM JUST A VICTIM! *THWACK* ........... I-I-I Wh-wh huh?.... Haaah, haaah, haaah.... n-no th-thi-this, this I-I...... th-there is red coming out of his Throat, di-di-did I stab hi-his Th-thr-throat? ........AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!............ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA! I CAN BE FREE NOW! "60" Love : Necrophilic and Torturer [Mehak''s POV] "60" The girl really went and did it. Gushes of blood are coming out from the boy''s throat, his eyes are wide open, he''s trying to scream but the voice won''t come out of his mouth. He''s clearly suffering, his eyes are slowly shutting down, his body has stopped shaking, his mouth no longer trying to scream. He''s just feebly lying in the bed with tears flowing out of his half-shut eyes. The blood has painted his throat red and it smells like shit in here. The girl still has the knife stuck in his throat, her face making various expressions like a madman. The boy''s eyes shut completely but the tears won''t stop. Jyoti pulled the knife out of his throat and is just staring between the knife and the stab on the throat. Now there is no expression on her face, it''s like her face had died and there is no will to live in her dead eyes. She continues to stare at the knife with those dead eyes and her consciousness fades away, her body falling on top of the boy''s chest. The boy has also stopped crying, there is no movement in his body, his eyes are firmly shut. HE''S DEAD. Hmmm, so that''s death. I thought it would be something interesting, but it''s sad, painful and disgusting to look at. I don''t think I would ever come to like someone''s death. It was just so anti-climactic the way he died. He got stabbed and then died, nothing in between. But however, it was sooooooo thrilling! and so much fun watching Jyoti suffer till she lost consciousness. Her expressions varying from despair, terror, fear, joy, relieved and in the end just like a ghost. Thinking about what must be going on inside her head, seeing what actions she takes, playing with her emotions, toying with her, thinking her sufferings will not end and will just continue as long as I am here, Thinking about more ways to torture her in the future, I just can''t stop shaking from excitement. I just can''t stop this ecstasy, This is the first time something has made me wet down there apart from Mayuri. I seem to really love torturing people, and not for a short period but for their entire lives, I want to torture them in various ways. This will definitely become a hobby once we have the means to cover everything. But on the other hand, I don''t seem to enjoy someone''s death. If possible, I don''t want to kill someone. If possible, I don''t want to see someone die but if the situation arises where we have to kill, then I will not hesitate. After all, a single stab to the throat is enough to kill someone, it''s just that simple and easy to kill someone, so anti-climatic and boring. Now, I guess, it''s time for clean up but getting rid of someone''s dead body is gonna be a pain in the ass. [Mayuri''s POV] DEATH IS SO GLAMOROUS!. Because of death, there is now one less person on earth to bother me and big sis. Because of death, there is now one less person to think about. Because of death, I got to see such an interesting and vivid game in front of me. There is no doubt that playing with someone is fun and exhilarating, But seeing large amounts of blood coming out of someone''s body, seeing someone''s suffering and petty existence coming to an end is so much more thrilling and awesome!. HNNNNNGGGGG! I want to play with the boy''s dead body! I want to cut his dead body into various parts and decorate them. I have never been fascinated with something other than Big Sis, but this death has made me wet down there. I want to explore more about it, I want to research more about death, I want to indulge myself with Big Sis and the concept of death. "Big Sis, I know I shouldn''t interfere but can you let me play with the boy''s body?" I couldn''t hold myself back. I need to know more about it. DEATH IS JUST SO FASCINATING! [Mehak''s POV] WOW! that''s an interesting development. Mayuri seems to love seeing someone getting killed. I also want to feel what she''s feeling about death but I can''t, I don''t like death and I don''t like seeing dead bodies, that''s my mindset and betraying that by trying to be someone else is just fooling oneself and betraying your loved ones. I really don''t want to touch a dead body if there is no need for it, so I guess it''s fine to let Mayuri do what she wants.Support the author by searching for the original publication of this novel. "Fine, do what you want" "Thank you Big Sis!" she leaped at me and planted a deep wet kiss on my mouth and took the knife away from my hand. Now she''s touching the dead body in various places, it''s like she''s examining something. There is no smile on her face, her face is dead serious but I can see that vivid red blush on her face. Somehow, it''s making me jealous and angry. It seems like, I would never come to like a death in my lifetime and seems like I am acting crazy by getting jealous of death. Fuck! I really hate this death, how can she such an expression to something other than me!? but I am the same with torture, so it''s not like I can blame her and get angry at her or anything like that. . . . MAYURI WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING! She''s slicing the boy''s left leg with incredible vigor and speed. The boy''s flesh has opened and the knife is slicing through his bones. It''s making weird crunching noises which is really unpleasant to listen to. Her blush has become more vivid, her face has become more serious, her eyes are wide open with bright stars shining in them. The scene happening in front of me is very terrifying and gruesome. There is a large amount of blood and scraps of flesh all around the bed. The boy''s fingers are separated from his left foot and are stuffed into his mouth. The blood flowing out of his foot and the image of muscle and bones being exposed is horrid. She has finished slicing his left leg and with an incredible force pulled the leg out of the boy''s body. Some small pieces of flesh got torn away and flew into various directions. A rather large piece of flesh fell on top of Jyoti''s face. An incredible amount of blood is flowing out the area from where the leg is separated. Mayuri started staring at the torn-off leg and pushed her hand inside the leg. She started squirming her hand inside the flesh and wet noises of blood, muscle, flesh, and squirming of Mayuri''s hands started reverberating inside the room. The sound is very eerie making my bones chilling. She seems to examine this leg with great interest. She pulled the hand out which is not covered with flesh, blood, and human guts. She started cleaning her hand my rubbing it on Jyoti''s face. Jyoti''s face is now covered with human filth, the moment she wakes up she would go back to sleep again. Mayuri''s face is hidden with the boy''s blood. Her hands are covered with his blood, flesh, muscles and tiny pieces of bones. The side of the bed where the boy is laying is filled with human filth and blood. It smells like shit in here. The blush on Mayuri''s face is so vivid, that you can clearly see it even though her face is covered with blood. Her face is ever so serious expression, her eyes shining with great excitement and enjoyment, her lips turning up to show a thin smile on her face. This scene is just monstrous and abominable. Anyone watching this would vomit on sight and start losing consciousness. They would think of Mayuri as a monster in human flesh. They would be terrified and petrified on spot. I also feel the same way but I can move, I am terrified but not petrified, I feel like vomiting right now but I won''t, I feel really scared right now but also relieved, I feel myself sickening but also emotionally happy as now Mayuri finally has something other than me to devote her mind into, she has found something other than me that can make her happy, she no longer just revolves around me. Of course, I also feel really jealous and mad at this death. Seems like I really can''t stop hating it for the rest of my life. . . . Mayuri has started slicing the boy''s right leg but it seems like there is some difficulty in doing so, maybe the knife has become dull? Well, that''s no problem let''s just go out and buy a butcher''s knife. It may become a lot easier with that. . . . DAMN! this butcher knife does some real work, it''s slicing through human flesh and bones like cutting vegetables. . . . 3 hours have passed and Mayuri has sliced all four of his limbs along with his head. When she started slicing the head, I opened the suitcase and started stuffing the limbs inside it. Mayuri cut the limbs into smaller parts so it was incredibly easy to stuff it inside. Even though the feeling of touching a dead body part and the smell was disgusting and nauseating, I still finished doing it somehow. How does she do it with such joy? but then again it''s not like I can complain as I myself have got torture fetish so there isn''t anything wrong with Mayuri having Necrophilia. After that I finished stuffing the limbs, Mayuri was also done with the head and sliced the boy''s remaining body into smaller pieces to make it easier to put inside the suitcase. Right now inside this room is me, Mayuri who is hugging me tightly from behind and sucking the living hell out of my nape, the bed sheet covered with human guts and filth, Jyoti''s body lying on top of bed, her whole body covered with small slices of knife I made, along with all the blood, flesh, muscles and scraps of bones Mayuri rubbed all over her body and a single suitcase filled with body parts. The room smells like shit, it''s really nauseating just standing here. So, Right now I guess we should take a shower to get rid of this disgusting smell. . . . Ahhhhhh, it feels really good to take a shower, Jyoti is still tied on the bed. The water and soap rinsed all the smell away from our bodies and now we fill completely refreshed. . . . Now it''s time to wake Jyoti up, even though she won''t retaliate as I am sure her mind is now completely broken and messed up. Even if she does decide to do something funny, then Mayuri has recorded Jyoti killing the boy with her smartphone. Though before it comes to that, the moment she starts doing retaliation, she would be killed. Even though I hate death, but when it comes to protecting our relationship we would put aside our personal feelings and our only priority would be to get rid of danger. So now let''s wake her up, play with her mind a little bit more and then together with her get rid of the suitcase. As it''s almost midnight it would be really easy to do so. I filled a bucket with water and poured it on Jyoti''s head. "YOU, WAKE UP!" A Possible Subordinate
[Jyoti''s Sharma''s POV] Huh?..... why is everything so dark? I can''t see anything. I can''t even feel the ground under my feet. It''s like I am floating in the air. ......Huh? I think I can see a very dim light far away. I should probably move towards it. . . . Why? why can''t I reach the light? I have been floating towards it for god knows how long, but still why can''t I reach it? Looks like I would have to fly some more. . . . Finally! the light seems a little closer now. I should be there any moment now. I don''t like it in this dark place, it''s creepy. It somehow reminds me of those sisters. Quickly! I need to get to the light!. . . . AH! now I can clearly see the light!............ Huh? there''s someone standing in that light. No...... it''s not someone it''s just two people. Who are they? Why do they look so familiar? I need to see who are they. . . . Mom? ...... Dad? ..... ahh.....Ahhhhhh...... MOM! DAD! YOU ARE FINALLY HERE!. Here Mom! here Dad! I am here! look at me. Why aren''t you looking at me? I....I *SOB* *SOB* wanted to see you so much....I-I-I want to apologize to you two *SOB* *SOB* *SOB*.... Neeeeeee...... *SOB* why aren''t you looking at me? Please look at me..... Please......*Sob* Please just look at me. I said I am sorry so *SOB* *SOB* please for god sake look at me.......... AH! you finally looked at me!. "You are not our child"......... huh?...... wh-what?..... da-da-dad what are you saying? "You are not my baby" ........ whu-wh.....what mom? why are you saying stuff like that? I know it was my fault for not listening to you, that why I want to apologize. I will do anything for your apology. "Then just kill yourself" ....... HUH!? dad?..... Mom... what is dad saying? "Dad''s right Jyoti, you have to pay for your sins" ..... Mom?.... but what sins? "Looks like you are really beyond help now" Dad? "Jyoti! how disgraceful can you be!" Mom? "Looks like we made some mistakes during your upbringing" ....Dad.... please stop..... please, wh-why are you two saying this. "I shouldn''t have given birth to you" .... HUH!? .... MOM!? ....... please say it''s a lie. "It''s not a lie you sinful child!" ...Dad?.... me a sinful child? but what have I done? "YOU MURDERER!" Mom? "YOU MURDERER!" Dad? .... me? a murderer? Huh?.... there''s something sticky on my nose? what is it? .......... WHA! human skin?......... HUH!? something just touched my legs "You murderer!" .... huh?... Ro-Roh-Rohan? why is your left leg chopped off? why is there a knife stuck in your throat? ..... ....... "You did it! what an impossible kid" Dad? ....... me? NO! I haven''t done this. "Yes, you did! you little bitch! you killed me so that you can save your own ass. I hope you go to the fucking hell!" No.... No..... NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! I didn''t do anything! it is all those sister''s fault! I didn''t do anything wrong!.Unauthorized reproduction: this story has been taken without approval. Report sightings. "What a horrible child" NO! DAD! NO!. "You are my biggest mistake" MOM! I AM JUST A VICTIM! "YEAH? say that to my face, you bitch!" AHH..... AAAAAAA...... AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! STOP IT! STOP IT! Stop pulling me back to the darkness!. Mom! Dad! They are moving far away! STOP IT! Let go of me, Rohan! "You filthy child" DAD! "Just kill yourself" MOM! Let me explain! it''s not my fault! I am just a victim! Please *SOB* *SOB* ....Please LISTEN TO ME!. Ahhhh..... AHHHHHH..... NO!....NO! NO! NO! the light is fading again. They are going far away again. The darkness is again enveloping me. It''s getting scary again. I need to go back to light. Rohan! let go of me. "I am just bringing you to your rightful place..... HELL" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! NOOOOOOOOOO! STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT! STOP IT!. Someone help me! someone! anyone! please help me! HELP ME! HELP ME! HELP ME! HELP ME! HELP ME! HELP ME! HELP ME! HELP ME! HELP ME! SOMEONE!. *SWOOSH* "Hehehe, what a pitifull child" huh? I am not being pulled back anymore. AH! Mom, Dad so you did come to sav.................. MEHAK!? "Oh my, sorry it''s not your parents. It''s me, the one responsible for everything. My Cute Victim" *SOB* *SOB* Please.... Please leave me alone.... Please spare me!. You have already destroyed everything I have. So just leave me alone now!. "Hmmmmm? Who destroyed everything? I just tortured you a little bit and made you kill your boyfriends. Apart from that nothing has happened" What are you saying!? My parents just abandoned me. I will probably go to prison now! ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!. "Certainly, but that would happen only if you tell someone" Huh!? "If you don''t tell someone, No will find out. Nothing will be destroyed" Bu-But will I be able to endure hiding it? "Of course! after all............ YOU ARE A VICTIM!" !!!!!! "Heheheee, Who are you?" A VICTIM "Did you do anything wrong?" NO "Do you need to tell someone about this?" NO, MY LIFE IS DESTROYED IF SOMEONE FINDS OUT "So, you will lie to the entire world?" YES, AFTER ALL, I AM JUST A VICTIM I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG. "That''s the spirit!" Yeah, I have done nothing wrong, nothing wrong. I am just a victim. A VICTIM A VICTIM A VICTIM *SPLASH* HUH!? ......... Something cold just fell on me..... is it water?....... where am I? Why am I on top of a bed........... Ahhhh, I see, it was just a dream. Hmmmmm? what''s with this smell? It smells like shit in here...... huh? there''s something squishy all over my body............... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! WHY ARE THERE BONES, FLESH, MUSCLES, AND BLOOD ALL OVER MY BODY? Where''s Rohan? wasn''t he dead? where is he?...... Huh..... A suitcase?........ The smell is strong from that suitcase.... do-don''t tell me. They are smiling! The sisters are smiling! They put Rohan in there!. Bu-But it''s alright, my life is saved, I am not the one responsible for this. These sisters are responsible for this. I am just a Victim, A VICTIM A VICTIM A VICTIM JUST NO ONE NEEDS TO FIND OUT ABOUT THIS. THAT''S ALL. [Mehak''s POV] Hmmm, the girl''s eyes are pretty hazy. Her face looks dead. Seems like I don''t need to fuck with her mind more for now. . . . I untied her from the bed, but she''s just lying there like a dead body. Seems like we have to wash her ourselves. Normally, I would wash her but since Mayuri is here, I know she would go crazy with jealousy if I touched another girl without her presence. . . . Hmmm, the girl''s being pretty obedient right now. Even though she''s just standing like a broken doll while we are washing her, but she does do whatever I tell her. Looks like, Murder and Victim mentality really messed with her brain. . . . YOSH! she''s all clean now. "Jyoti, here''s some clothes wear them" I said with a caring voice. Ohhhh! she''s really just like a doll now. She immediately put on those clothes. . . . I sprayed perfume over the suitcase so that we can conceal the smell while we go out of the hotel''s front door. "Jyoti, you are coming with us. Got it?" hmmmm, she just nodded her head. It looks like she''s not ready to speak yet. . . . We reached near the front door, there is just a single male guard standing by the door, seems like it would be an easy job. I linked my arms with Mayuri''s who''s walking beside me with the suitcase on her other hand. I brought my mouth towards the side of her neck and started licking it, seeing which the guard got embarrassed and started looking the other way in an attempt to ignore us. Using this chance, we stepped out of the front door. Mayuri''s face is bright red, she probably didn''t expect me to do this. "So how does it feel like to be on receiving end sometimes" I asked with a huge grin on my face. "First, stop being embarrassed yourself. Big sis face is redder than me" Huh? .... SHIT! I failed, but it won''t happen next time. Jyoti is listening to our conversation from behind. Her dead face seems to have disappeared, there''s an expression of disgust on her face but her eyes are still blurry. How cute, it will be more fun to torture her in the future. . . . We walked to a desolate beach and made sure that no was watching, then threw the suitcase into the ocean. Right now, it''s floating away from us. The suitcase is becoming more harder to see. It''s barely visible right now. .............. And just like that the suitcase is gone, just like that, with nothing interesting happening. That''s why I prefer torture, at least it never ends and can go on forever. "What am I?" oh, it seems like Jyoti just spoke and that''s some interesting thing to ask. So let''s play with her mind a little bit. "A Victim" "What are you?" "The one responsible for everything, The one you should hate" and I really think these words are true as I am responsible for her fall. "Is it alright for me to live?" "Yes, after all, you didn''t do anything wrong" "Will my parents accept me?" "Of course they would" "Really?" "Yes, As long as you don''t tell anyone" Her head hung down, it seems like she started crying silently. Her eyes are becoming hazier. She''s probably coming up with various excuses right now to believe my words. She''s probably trying really hard to convince herself she didn''t do anything wrong and her rise from here to become a tool useful for us in the future is what I am really looking forward to. I will work her to bones so that she can become a splendid tool. The sun is rising again, it seems like today I will sleep all day. Then tomorrow will be the last day of our trip. So, let''s enjoy ourselves tomorrow.