《I Will Live As An Actor》


 Chapter 1

    Chapter 1

    A moth.

    Like a moth flying toward a dim light.

    It was a failed life.

    Of course, it could have been seen as a victorious journey from another persons perspective.

    Yet, if lifes bnce was burdened with additional weight, it would inevitably struggle to maintain equilibrium, ultimately bing twisted.

    I was fittingly known as a country bumpkin, having grown up surrounded by the hearty ents and salty sea air of sailors of Yeongdo, an outskirt of Busan, the so-called second capital of South Korea.

    Ah, our Yeongguk has imed first ce again!

    My mother, who sold fish at the Namhang market, received my report card with her wrinkled hands. Little did she know that her son was adept at lying and had been forging report cards to squander his allowance.

    As a child, I felt embarrassed by my mother selling fish at the market and despised the lingering fishy odor on her hands. I attempted to distance myself from it as if it reflected lifes lowest points. Still, like my darkplexion, it eventually became an inseparable part of my existence.

    Yeongguk, would you like to help at the market?

    Even after closing her stallte into the evening, my mother never hesitated to prepare dinner. She meticulously deboned thick mackerel and ced them in my bowl of rice. Her heart ached to give everything to her only son, but at that time, I was too naive and clueless to grasp the depth of her love.

    I need to purchase some study materials.

    How much do you need?

    Ten thousand won.

    My mother took a crumpled ten-thousand-won bill from her pocket and handed it to me. She gave away her entire days earnings without a hint of sadness. Instead, her eyes brimmed with regret for not being able to provide more.

    During middle school, my mother believed I excelled academically. My forged report cards consistently ranked among the top of the school, raising her expectations. But when I entered high school, her anticipation gradually morphed into disappointment.

    Eventually, I began smoking and socializing with other delinquents. Having squandered my school years in such a manner, all that remained was a college entrance exam score too shameful to reveal to others. Would my guilt towards my mother have lessened if my entrance exam score had been satisfactory?

    [Jang Yeongguk, applicant for the Department of Theatre and Film, Hanyeong University.]

    In the first ce, I never wanted to be an actor. I simplypleted the application form after seeing the morous lives of famous actors basking in the spotlight and living in opulent apartments with breathtaking views of the Han River. Since the Department of Theatre and Film didnt emphasize college entrance exam scores much, it was a viable option. To my surprise, I uncovered atent talent during the admission interview.

    Acting is an innate gift. Although it can be developed, inherent talent is of utmost importance. Today, we are here to assess the extent of Yeongguks capabilities. Would you like to perform the lines and dialogue from the script?

    I nced down at the script in response to Professor Nohs question. The role was that of a murderer, a cynical and thoroughly calcted psychopath who had no qualms about killing people as if it were as simple as having a meal. It was the story of someone who had lived a life he had never truly experienced. Despite the short lines, I unknowingly became one with the character as I read the script.

    Actor.

    I wanted to be an actor, a famous one at that. But, as time passed, I came to a realization.

    My talent was as minuscule as a fireflys light, and the world was filled with individuals who shone as brightly as the sun with their talents. But I didnt give up. I was confident that I would do anything for sess. Even when I skipped meals and filled my stomach with tap water, I never left the theater. Eventually, my once feeble talent ignited like a fireflys glow.

    Perhaps the heavens were on my side. One day, I caught the eye of a famous producer and was offered a supporting role in a weekend drama. But the drama failed due to the poor acting of the idol cast as the lead.

    It was unheard of for a terrestrial weekend drama to record single-digit viewership ratings. Fortunately, industry insiders who took notice of my acting led to me getting roles in other dramas and movies, albeit as supporting characters, not leads.

    Supporting role.

    It might have been too much for someone like me to take on a lead role. Everything about me was awkward. Though society may have favored men without double eyelids and dark skin as sexy, it was a far cry from my reality.

    Though I was over 180cm tall, that was more of a hindrance. If I had been shorter, I might have had more diverse opportunities as a supporting actor. My fierce-looking face and towering height made me appear like a gangster to strangers, and I simply didnt fit the mold of a lead actor.

    But I didnt give up. I wanted to give my all, even with those conditions. As a result, my nickname during that time was simple.

    Madman.

    I acted in both dramas and movies without discrimination, regardless of the size of the role. I read the script until it was worn out and tried everything to immerse myself in the given parts. Thanks to this, the staff on set openly called me a madman for my dedication to acting. They didnt mean it in a bad way. After all, acting was an actors face and life.

    Son, can Ie over with some side dishes?

    No, donte.

    Even as I approached forty, my mother looked after me like a hedgehog protecting its offspring, focusing solely on her good-for-nothing son. However, your son was ashamed of you.

    At the year-end awards ceremony, when I won the Best Supporting Actor award, which was unusual for a supporting role, I didnt even mention my mother in my eptance speech. I had intentionally erased the shadow of poverty from my life, convincing myself that sending her money every month was enough to fulfill my filial duty.

    Although I had be a renowned actor and acquired an apartment with a great view of the Han River, I disliked facing my mother. To be precise, I hated revealing my impoverished past to others. More than any other foul smell in the world, what I once despised the most was the fishy smell I had been exposed to growing up.

    A solid path.

    Jang Yeongguk had be so famous in South Korea that no one didnt know my name. I achieved great sess in acting and umted the wealth others envied.

    But it was around that time when another storm hit my life.

    This is Yeongdo Hospital. Are you Mr. Jang Yeongguk?

    The unexpected call from my hometown informed me that my mother had copsed because of a stroke and heart attack. Her frail body, exhausted from years of hard work, finally gave in. Only when I arrived at the Yeongdo Hospital in Busan could I finally face my mother again.

    She looked much older than I remembered, with her face weathered by the sea breeze, appearing as if she was over 80.

    Son your face looks gaunt.

    My mother weakly raised her hand and touched her sons face. It was then that I realized what I truly wanted to erase from my life wasnt the shadow of poverty but my mother. I was an unworthy son. Regret filled me as I caressed my mothers face, now covered in liver spots.

    My mother passed away less than a weekter.

    She didnt want to burden her son with the heavy legacy of poverty, so she hid a bankbook containing her hard-earned savings deep in a closet. When I saw them, my uncontroble tears turned into wailing as they surged over me like a tidal wave.

    The world seemed dark, and I relied on alcohol to get through each day. No one sought me out, neither in the film industry nor the broadcasting stations. I lived the remainder of my life like a vagabond. I was sorry for my mother, who was watching over me from heaven, but I had nothing left. Everything felt empty as if ck paint had been poured into my brain.

    I longed for the end of this life. I had no confidence to face my mother, even in death. The pride of seeding as an actor turned into dust and disappeared, leaving only the scars of being an unworthy child. I was sure I would end up in hell even after death.

    I cautiously climbed onto a chair and hung my neck on a rope attached to the ceiling. Ending my life this way didnt seem too bad. My body, soaked in alcohol like a salted fish, looked pitiful, and my eyes had long lost their light.

    Was it an illusion that my mothers face faintly appeared between my out-of-focus eyes? Then, a moth appeared from somewhere and flew toward the dim light on the ceiling. A moth as apanion on my journey to the afterlife.

    What are you flying for?

    I made up my mind and kicked the chair.

    And like a moth flying towards the pale light, my emaciated limbs iled in the air before hanging limp.

 Chapter 2

    Chapter 2

    Son, eat a lot.

    The golden-brown grilled mackerel glistened with the colors of the sea. My mother meticulously removed the bones and ced a thick piece of mackerel in my rice bowl. Her face was wrinkle-free, the face of a young woman who had lost her husband early and single-handedly opened a fish stall at the Namhang Market.

    The moment felt too precious to be a mere glimpse before death. I wanted to hold onto it forever. Wasnt this the mother who devoted her life to me? The image of my young mother was more beautiful and noble than any actress Id seen.

    Son, are you crying?

    My mother looked at me with a worried expression. I managed to swallow the tears welling up in my throat and shook my head. What a foolish son I was, causing worry even on my mothers face in this fleeting moment. With a grunt, I lifted my spoon and barely pushed the mackerel and white rice she had prepared into my mouth.

    But whats this?

    The sensation

    As the savory taste and the fullness of the white rice went down my throat, the vividness of the taste was too real to be an illusion. Although it was supposed to be a brief encounter, it was incredibly delicious, as if I was again at my mothers table. Thats when it happened.

    Huh?

    Only then did the rooms scenery graduallye into focus. The wallpaper of the cramped space, which seemed to only contain the two of us, was old and worn with mold here and there. Themp hanging from the ceiling also had one lightbulb removed to save on electricity. It was unmistakably the tiny room in Yeongdo that I had shared with my mother since middle school. It was a perfect replica of that time.

    Mom?

    Her face, lovingly gazing at her child, overflowed with vitality. It seemed as if I could touch her if I had just reached out. Gathering my courage, I did just that, and her skin, still untouched by sunlight, felt real. My mothers eyes were wider than ever. She wondered what was happening, seeing her usually irritable son stop eating and crying while tenderly touching her face.

    ***

    I had returned.

    How it happened, I couldnt say.

    I was sure I had decided tomit suicide by hanging.

    But when I opened my eyes, I found myself back in my 14-year-old self.

    Had my past life been just a nightmare?

    Or was it a prank by the gods?

    Either way, it was fine. The fact that I could experience this moment again felt like a blessing.

    Yeongguk, lets y ser after school!

    A friend, whose name I didnt know and who was sitting next to me in ss, spoke to me as if it were familiar. In this rural neighborhood without even a modest arcade, it was an era when gathering to y ser after school seemed like a promise.

    Im not ying ser starting today.

    What?

    Im going to study.

    My friend stared at me with an expression that seemed to say, What kind of nonsense are you talking about? But I left my bewildered friend behind and walked out of the ssroom.

    The school yground, which seemed endlessly vast in my childhood, was where I yed ser with my friends every day after school. It upied a faded spot in my memoryan area both familiar and unfamiliar. I had doubted it many times, wondering if it was all just a dream or a fleeting illusion borne just before death.

    But the vibrant people and the tickling scent of the sea in my nostrils were not false. After several days had passed, my anxiety seemed to ebb away like the tide. The memories of losing my mother and the days spent wandering without direction faded.

    Are you giving me another chance?

    I raised my head and asked the clear sky, devoid of a speck of dust. The divine answer didnte, but I felt the silence as an affirmation. Hadnt I already experienced a failed life? Hadnt I felt the chilling harshness of society in my bones? I didnt want to have regrets anymore. I vowed not to miss this second chance. My fists clenched tightly, and my steps were lighter than ever before.

    At that moment, a nameless bird crossing the sky seemed to respond to my resolution, changing its course dramatically.

    **

    The sound of seagulls cries filled the air. Boats bobbed at the wharf, docking one after another. Next to the waterfront was the Namhang Market. Like any traditional market, it was abyrinthine maze. The strong ents of Busans women and the scent of the sea filled the air. Fresh fish, seemingly leaping directly from the water, were confined to red containers, flicking their tails.

    Mom!

    My mother, who ran a fish stall at the Namhang Market, looked up with surprise and stood up.

    Son, why are you here?

    I came to help you with your work.

    What?

    Surprise was evident in my mothers eyes. After all, I had never visited the Namhang Market even once before. Wasnt I the son who found selling fish at the market shameful? My mother even rubbed her eyes with her sleeve, wondering if she was dreaming.

    Lets check if the fish are in good condition.

    I examined the fishs condition in the stall with a practiced eye. The fish included mackerel boasting a deep blue hue and the pale green of the hairtails. These were the remaining fish after the freshest ones had already been sold at the live fish auction. My mother bought them from the auction at dawn.

    Mom, Ill rearrange the fish a bit.

    Huh?

    When I lived as a small-time actor in my past life, acting wasnt the only thing that sustained me. I had to find other jobs to make a living. As they said, what you learn is like stealing. Id tried driving and manualbor, but the most suitable job for me was selling fish, which Id learned and observed since childhood. Id sold a lot of fish, going back and forth from markets to supermarkets.

    Son, what about mackerel and Spanish mackerel?

    My mother was still inexperienced in the fish business. It made sense, as she was likely the youngest among the Busan women who ran fish stalls in this market. My mothers sales pitches, drowned out by the rough ents of Busan women, couldnt attract a single customer. As proof, her fish stall attracted not customers gazes but only flies.

    Sigh.

    I took a deep breath and put strength into my lower abdomen as if practicing deep breathing. In sales, the most essential aspects were vocalization and pronunciation. Moreover, I was just a 14-year-old. I needed to breathe even deeper. Soon, my mouth opened as if pulling a trigger.

    Now, now! Weve got very affordable and delicious mackerel! We also have hairtail and Spanish mackerel, so dont just pass by, take a look before you go!

    My voice burst out like cannonballs, causing my mothers eyes to widen in shock. But that wasnt enough. I also needed gestures topete with the seasoned Busan women who had been in the Namhang Market for a long time.

    Noona! How about mackerel for dinner tonight? Just take a look. Mackerel is very popr with boyfriends!

    A middle-aged woman passing by looked at me with wide, curious eyes. I was halfway to sess. I seized the opportunity and put more strength into my voice.

    The spring mackerel so good, even husbands who left home would return after smelling it!

    Oh my, look at this kid. How old is he? So audacious.

    Ladies, dont just walk by,e over here! Ill give you plenty of service!

    Tourists and women started approaching the fish stall one by one. I took advantage of this momentum and engaged in even more aggressive sales pitches, making passersby stop as if they were watching a spectacle.

    Oh, youre such a beautifuldy that I added a few extra hairtails. If my boss finds out, Ill get in trouble. Its a secret, a secret!

    Now, even the Busan women selling fish around us stopped their aggressive sales pitches and curiously watched me. Thanks to that, the mackerel, hairtail, and Spanish mackerel on the fish stall sold out quickly.

    My mother was able to pack up the fish stall earlier than usual that evening. Despite her objections, I helped with our fish stall and assisted the women nearby in cleaning up theirs. Perhaps because of that, I seemed to have be a local celebrity in the Namhang Market in just one day. The fruit vendor even brought us some leftover strawberries, praising my skills.

    Son, you dont have to help me like this

    My mother seemed proud and apologetic as her son sold fish with nimble hands. On our way home, her eyes were filled with countless emotions.

    Its okay, I enjoy doing it.

    Son, should we have your favorite pork belly for dinner tonight?

    Mom, I like mackerel the most. Please make mackerel for dinner.

    I would have liked to prepare dinner, but I couldnt bring myself to do it, knowing that feeding her son to his fill was my mothers simple joy. After a happy dinner in our small room, which felt like it could be filled up if wey down, I spread out my study materials on the little desk.

    Son, are you going to study?

    My mothers eyes widened as she looked at me. This was so different from my usual behavior. She seemed at a loss at the sudden change in her son, who now seemed more mature. I was ready to study day and night. My mothers eyes reddened as memories of the past years came back. She must have had such a hard time losing her husband and raising her son alone as a young woman. The small room we finally got after moving from one lodging house to another. The earnings from the fish stall in Namhang Market were not enough. But today, with my help, we could sell all the fish for the first time. I silently held my mothers hand and didnt forget to hug her.

    Looking at my mothers reddened eyes, I made a vow to myself repeatedly.

    I would live a life without regrets.

 Chapter 3

    Chapter 3

    Today, someone from our ss made it into the top ten of the entire school.

    If this were a movie set, the camera director would immediately capture the homeroom teachers face in a reverse-angle shot. Suspicion-filled eyes and stern res were mercilessly projected onto the subject. The report card seemed to amplify the doubt like a subplot.

    Jang Yeongguk, congrattions.

    The students reactions spread like wildfire, and their faces were soon filled with disbelief. After all, considering Jang Yeongguks midterm grades, it seemed impossible. Wasnt he the one who used topete for thest ce in the ss? It only made sense for their suspicion to spread since he had only achieved the feat in just a few months.

    Arent you going to take your report card?

    When the homeroom teacher gestured with the report card, Yeongguk got up and walked to the podium. However, strangely enough, the expression on Jang Yeongguks face as he received his report card was not pleasant. He looked ufortable, like someone who hadnt properly taken care of business in the bathroom.

    Thank you.

    Homeroom teacher Kim Bongdu licked his lips in a slightly awkward response to Yeongguks reaction. The first thing that came to his mind when he received Jang Yeongguks report card in the teachers office was cheating. It was only natural, as Yeongguk, who used to be thest in the ss, suddenly took tenth ce in the whole school.

    The subject teachers gave him very good evaluations.

    When considering the teachers words in charge of subjects, including Korean, English, and Math, Yeongguks learning attitude was perfect. Not only did he never fool around during ss, but he also never stopped taking notes when the teachers casually mentioned things. All the teachers agreed that it seemed like he had transformed overnight.

    It does happen sometimes, but

    As a teacher, one asionally witnessed dramatic changes in students. However, could a student who spent lunchtime ying ser and never even nced at his studies suddenly be one of the top ten in the school after just a few months of hard work? Some parents already raised suspicions at the parent-teacher conference, questioning if the exam papers had been leaked.

    Tenth ce in the whole school?

    On the other hand, Yeongguk received his report card with a feeling of emptiness, unlike what his homeroom teacher and friends thought. He had been studying relentlessly, even losing sleep since he returned to the past a few months ago. Perhaps it was because of his regression, but his memory andprehension abilities were significantly better than in his previous life. He could easily memorize a thousand English words a day as evidence. His expectations were so high that he even looked forward to the day the report cards were distributed. After the final exam, he wondered if he might have gotten a perfect score.

    Jang Yeongguk,e with me to the office for a moment.

    Although the ss hadnt started, Kim Bongdu was determined to resolve this mystery. Out of consideration, he led Yeongguk to the office instead of the busy teachers room. When they arrived, he immediately locked the door and leaned back in his chair.

    Jang Yeongguk, did you cheat?

    No, I didnt.

    Kim Bongdu coughed awkwardly at the immediate response. However, after twenty years as a teacher, he couldnt back down now.

    Come on, how could you not have? I know your midterm grades. Yeongguk, its illogical for a student whos been at the bottom of the ss to suddenly rank tenth in the entire school. Even a passing dog would say thats impossible.

    Thats nonsense.

    What?

    I mean, how could a dog talk?

    Kim Bongdu was briefly taken aback, but then he looked at Yeongguk with fresh eyes. Even if they did nothing wrong, most students became nervous when called to the office. Yet, Yeongguks eyes revealed no anxiety or impatience. In fact, his expression was rtively calm and collected.

    As you know, you can check the seating chart when I took the final exam. Werent all the students around me struggling with their grades? I couldnt even think about cheating; they were all dozing off and getting on my nerves. One guy was even snoring loudly.

    Ahem.

    Kim Bongdu couldnt deny the truth. The seating arrangement was changed for the exam, with the high-achieving students grouped together. This was to prevent the less studious students from disrupting the focus of others.

    Next, you might have thought about the possibility of a leaked exam paper, but has there been any theft? If youre still suspicious, Im willing to retake the test alone. However, you must take full responsibility for the results.

    What?

    What a bold kid.

    Kim Bongdu wondered if the Jang Yeongguk in front of him was the same student he knew. He was at a loss for words as the young man confidently proimed his innocence.

    Alright, you can go now.

    Yes, sir.

    As Yeongguk bowed and turned to leave, Kim Bongdu thought, <em>how did the kid figure out that the scariest thing for public servants like me is to take responsibility?</em>

    **

    Thebyrinth-like structure of Namhang Market offered a mysterious charm to tourists. The strong ents of Busans native women and the fragrant aromas of dishes filled with ocean scents were enough to satisfy all five senses. Moreover, the market was home to an incredible variety of unique traditional teas. If a famous foreign barista were to witness this spectacle, they would undoubtedly im that the true Ca Phe Trung can be found in Korea, not Vietnam.

    PD Yoo, do you know why there are so many teahouses in Namhang Market?

    Do Busan people love coffee?

    Well, that might be possible, but theres a more usible exnation. During the Korean War, people who took refuge in Busan used to meet at Namhang Market after crossing Yeongdo Bridge. Back then, it was the meeting ce for all of South Korea.

    The well-known PD Yoo worked at KBC Broadcastings drama department for seven years. Although not yet considered a seasoned professional, his skill was acknowledged, and even some veteran PDs admired his nning and direction. As evidence of his talent, fiercepetition often urred among middle-level PDs to work with PD Yoo during their AD days.

    Writer Choi, its been more than fifty years since the Korean War ended. Why are there still so many teahouses here? Its not like Busan people still meet at Namhang Market. Most of the tourists here have visited Taejongdae ande to eat. They dont even nce at the coffee, do they?

    As always, PD Yoo, youre sharp. The teahouses in Namhang Market are not just for selling coffee. They are more like the supportive mothers of the people of Yeongdo.

    Mothers?

    Teahouses are the first ces to open in Namhang Market. Fishermen and dayborers visit them before setting sail. They have their breakfast there, and the traditional tea keeps them warm as a dessert. So, its no exaggeration to say that the teahouses in Namhang Market provide breakfast for all the fishing boats docking in Yeongdo.

    How do you know all this, Writer Choi?

    Im from Yeongdo, and my father was a fisherman.

    Choi Eunsuk was a drama writer with five years of experience. However, she had not yet had a sessful debut work. Until now, she worked as an assistant writer under a famous writer. In this sense, PD Yoo and Choi Eunsuk had much inmon. Both of them were hoping that this project would serve as the turning point in their careers.

    But Writer Choi, is it alright for us toe down here together when the first day of shooting has been decided?

    Typically, drama writers have a time-sensitive job. Unless its a pre-produced show, the script can be lengthened or shortened depending on the audiences reaction and the broadcasters influence. Not to mention, they must also adjust the importance of each character in the script. Its no wonder partial scripts were considered a tradition in the drama department.

    Its my debut work. Its like giving birth for the first time; I cant bezy as the mother. Plus, there are unkind nces questioning whether my debut is too early. If this project fails, itll cut my career in half.

    I feel more pressured now that youve said that. But dont worry. I wont take this lightly as its my turning point too. Ill go all-in for this project.

    You seem to have a lot of concerns for someone who ims to go all-in. You were lost in deep thought while checking the casting status on the train down here, werent you?

    As they strolled through Namhang Market, PD Yoo gave a brief nod.

    Actually, Im satisfied with all the main actors.

    So, youre not satisfied with the supporting actors?

    No, its the child actor that Im not happy with. The one whos ying the younger version of the protagonist, Kim Hajin. I think his name is Kim Mintae. Writer Choi, you should know him too. Hes the kid who yed a role in the drama <em>The Age of Immortality,</em> written by the famous Writer Wang.

    Isnt that child quite a good actor? I remember the Writer Wang praised his performance several times after watching the broadcast.

    PD Yoo licked his dry lips.

    Among his peers, hes one of the better child actors. But his ent doesnt sit well with me. It feels like hes wearing clothes that dont fit. Hes supposed to portray the rough childhood of a man born and raised in Busan, but its difficult for a kid from Seoul to express that. I understand the limitations.

    PD Yoo recalled the audition of child actor Kim Mintae. Just in case, they prepared a dead fish for him to interact with. However, not only was he startled when touching the fish, but his awkward ent made his performance even worse. The problem was that there were no alternatives. The child actors who auditioned in Seoul were all unsuitable for the role. It became a matter of choosing the lesser evil rather than the best option.

    It was then.

    Hey, you over there! Youve got a pretty face, why note and check out our fish? The mackerel are so plump today that the fishermen thought they caught sharks! Ill give you a generous discount!

    Seemingly not yet past puberty, a youthful voice rang out powerfully between the long rows of fish stands at Namhang Market. The enunciation and vocalization were so precise that the thick ents of Busan ajummas felt like background music akin to gentle waves. Captivated, PD Yoo and Choi Eunsuk quickly headed in the direction of the voice.

    Sir, take a look at our flounders! Theyre tastier than what youd eat at a sushi restaurant. If you buy this today, your girlfriend will be over the moon. Ill also pack a few good-sized mackerels for you. Dont just nce over them, take a closer look. You need to examine it closely to know if its a good catch!

    Oh my, Im turning 40 the day after tomorrow, but how can I resist buying from someone as adorable as my son?

    Hahaha, you think Im your girlfriend?! Kid, you sure know how to do business!

    How could someone be so naturally charming while talking to a middle-aged man with a protruding belly? The boy looked very young, perhaps a middle school student. But there was power in his voice. Enthralled by his gestures and vocalization, passing tourists moved closer, and even the surrounding ajummas looked on with satisfaction. The woman next to the boy, presumably his mother, seemed overwhelmed by the influx of customers as she busily prepared the fish. At that moment, PD Yoo and Choi Eunsuk locked eyes in midair.

    We found him!

 Chapter 4

    Chapter 4

    The night sky in Yeongdo was breathtakingly beautiful. The city lights that shimmered across the dark ocean was lovely too, but they paled inparison to the natural beauty of the stars. The sense of fulfillment from this untamed splendor invigorated me and made me realize how alive we are.

    As a child, my father pointed out the Big Dipper among the countless stars in the dark sky. I vaguely recall being carried on his back as we strolled along the night beach. Like an unyielding mountain, his presence was even brighter and moreforting than the lighthouse lighting up the sea.

    Are you tired, son? You can go inside if you want.

    No, Mom. Its just that the night sky looks especially stunning tonight. I can even see the Big Dipper, which I usually dont notice.

    After helping my mother clean up the fish stall, I suddenly realized it was getting dark. The neighboring merchants praised my mother, saying she was lucky to have such a filial son and that I did the work of ten people.

    Whenever they said that a mix of emotions would cross my mothers face. She was proud of thepliments for her son but also felt guilty for making me work harder because of her shorings. Knowing her feelings, I just held her hand in silence.

    Excuse me.

    At that moment, an unfamiliar voice came from behind us. It was a man apanied by a woman; both appeared to be tourists visiting Taejongdae and then stopping by the Namhang Market. Their camera hinted they were probably out-of-towners since locals rarely carried cameras around the market.

    Im sorry, but weve sold all our fish for today.

    Oh, thats not what I meant. I just wanted to have a quick chat with the student here. Is this your mother standing next to you?

    ?

    My mothers face showed confusion and worry, perhaps thinking I had done something wrong. The man who spoke hastily pulled a business card from his pocket.

    Ah, Im not a suspicious person. My name is Yoo Myeonghan, and Im a producer at KBC Broadcasting. Thedy next to me is Writer Choi Eunsuk. Were here because your son seems such an exceptional and filial young man.

    Are you the type of people who make TV shows about these kinds of stories?

    Well, no. I belong to the drama department, not the broadcasting stations current affairs and culture division. To be straightforward, I wonder if your son is interested in acting as a child actor. He seems to have a lot of talent and potential to excel as a performer. We would be grateful if you could contact us without any pressure.

    My mother was taken aback by the unexpected proposal. Its understandable, as she had never had any connection to the broadcasting industry. To raise me on her own, she had been working tirelessly from early morning untilte at night at her fish stall, and she hadnt even been able to watch a weekend drama series.

    <em>Yoo Myeonghan?</em>

    I was flustered for a different reason than my mother. I could never have imagined meeting a figure from my past life like this. I had thought I would never pursue a life as an actor again. I vowed that as long as I could properly care for my mother, I would not regret doing any kind of work. But now, meeting the famous Yoo Myeonghan

    <em>Why was the head of the drama department here?</em>

    Yoo Myeonghan had been the head of the drama department at KBC Broadcasting in my past life. Moreover, the person apanying Yoo Myeonghan was the writer Choi Eunsuk. I didnt recognize her face, but it seemed familiar once I heard her name.

    <em>The ratings-maker, star writer Choi Eunsuk.</em>

    She had been a prominent figure who achieved great sess with her debut work, creating hit after hit and bing a gship writer for terrestrial broadcasters, including KBC Broadcasting. I heard that cable stations offered her an astronomical amount of money to work with them. Her scripts had such tremendous influence that even the head of the drama department couldnt interfere with her work.

    Whats your name, young man?

    I snapped back to reality upon hearing the question from Yoo Myeonghan.

    My name is Jang Yeongguk.

    Jang Yeongguk, Yeongguk. What a cool name, and you have a handsome face as well. Please contact me. Im asking you as a favor.

    Yoo Myeonghan, the producer, seemed to be in a hurry to leave, perhaps worried that we might feel burdened. Nheless, he kept ncing back at me with a desperate look to remind me not to forget his request.

    **

    Jang Yeongguk, whats your dream for the future?

    Kim Bongdu scratched his head and looked at the student before him. It was the regr end-of-semester counseling session where they discussed students future ns and provided motivation for their goals, as was the duty of an educator. Middle school students had various aspirations, from bing president to celebrity. However, he had never encountered a student with such a unique ambition.

    I want to be a local government official.

    Goodness, this is the first time Ive heard of a student wanting to be a local government official. Why not a national government official instead?

    Well, national government positions can be assigned anywhere in the country, whereas local positions only involve transfers within the region, making it easier for me to take care of my mother.

    Huh.

    Kim Bongdu was taken aback by the calm expression in the students eyes. Was he an old soul or something? He was too mature to be considered a mamas boy. His mannerisms and speech were so adult-like that, at times, it felt like talking to a peer.

    So, what are you going to do during the summer break? Wont you be like other kids and hang out with your friends at ces like the valley?

    Since summer is the peak season for eels, Ill probably be busy selling fish at the market. Eels dont have a high-profit margin, you see. I n to study English for the civil service exam in my spare time.

    Huh.

    Kim Bongdu had heard rumors from other teachers about a unique boy who could be found at the Namhang Market. He knew that Jang Yeongguk was the young fishmonger who had be a local legend at the market. The principal had even suggested providing Yeongguk with a schrship during a recent staff meeting, being so moved by his devotion to his mother.

    Here, take these.

    As the counseling session ended, Kim Bongdu handed Yeongguk some study materials and stationery he had prepared beforehand. He felt guilty for having suspected Yeongguk of cheating and was also touched by the boys dedication to his mother, selling fish at the market.

    Furthermore, stories he had heard through the ss president painted Yeongguk even more positively. The boy never shied away from unpleasant tasks during cleaning time and even volunteered to clean the toilets, a job others avoided. In many ways, he acted more maturely than most adults. Kim Bongdu couldnt help but be curious about Yeongguk, who bowed his head in gratitude and left the room.

    Jang Yeongguk, let me ask you honestly, how can someone suddenly grow up so fast?

    A short answer came in response to Kim Bongdus serious question.

    By experiencing death once.

    ***

    If asked about the most crucial aspect of life, everyones answer would vary. Some would say happiness, while others might say, love. However, the majority would answer money. Its because poverty made people desperate, and wealth blinded them to desire. After reliving my life, I could proudly say I lost my attachment to money.

    <em>A luxury apartment with a panoramic view of the Han River</em>

    It wasnt even funny. Why did I covet the sight of the gently rippling water? It would transform into a dark abyss that no one could see at night. In this life, I vowed to live for happiness and live without regrets, reflecting on my past lifes mistakes. But then

    Excuse me, could you please give us a little more time? You suddenly raised the rent.

    My mother struggled to continue the conversation, her voice choked with emotion. If only happiness could continue in the drama of life, how wonderful would that be? But as Murphys Law goes, ourndlord put a stop to it.

    <em>Unbelievable!</em>

    I wanted to grab the phone and shout at him right away. It hadnt even been a year since we signed the lease, and he was unexpectedly raising the rent. However, thendlord insisted on raising the rent, arguing that he hadnt taken a deposit for the house. It was ridiculous. Who would pay a deposit for such a shabby ce?

    Alright, well skip this month and start paying the increased rent from next month. Thank you.

    For a moment, a flicker of joy spread across my mothers face as if she had sold some fish. My heart broke as I watched her. It wasnt ignorance but rather a sense of relief stemming from her desire to protect her son.

    Mom, Ill be back in a bit.

    Where are you going at this hour, son?

    To Byungsiks house. We agreed to swap math workbooks today.

    I quickly left the house, using the name of a friend I wasnt even close with. I wanted to give my mother some space, knowing she would be ufortable if I stayed. She might have been filled with guilt for showing her son the struggles of a poor mother. Moreover, she had just managed to wash away the anxiety of moving from one lodging to another.

    Damn it!

    Under the dim streetlight, I muttered to myself. Ridiculously, money was the problem again. My pursuit of happiness had been scratched once more. I couldnt hesitate any longer. I pulled out a business card from my pocket and looked at it. It was the card of Yoo Myeonghan, who had visited Namhang Market a few days ago.

    <em>Acting</em>

    I had vowed never to act again. In my previous life, hadnt I neglected my mother and gone to the city alone to chase my dream of bing an actor? Although I gained wealth through that, I ended up losing my mother. In a way, acting was my painful Achilles heel, my tormenting existence. But now

    Whats the big deal!

    What did it matter? I had witnessed my mother struggling so much. As a young child, I had no way to earn money. Although my past lifes knowledge was about thievery, that pain couldntpare to the hardship my frail mother had faced raising her son alone. I walked to a public telephone booth  a sight that would be hard to find in twenty years but, for now, was still present in every neighborhood.

    <em>Yoo Myeonghan.</em>

    In my past life, when I had won the Best Actor Award and made my name known to the public, Yoo Myeonghan had been the head of the drama department at KBC Broadcasting. I didnt know his entire filmography, but I knew he was a highly skilled producer who had produced numerous hits in his prime.

    Yes, this is that famous producer.

    The call was answered even before the signal tone had sounded a few times.

    PD, this is Jang Yeongguk, whom you met at Namhang Market.

    Oh, Yeongguk!

    I have something I want to ask you directly.

    After all, there was nothing to lose.

    How much can you offer me?

    In that audacious moment, the Big Dipper shone brightly in the night sky, and somehow, the boy leaning on the public telephone felt as massive as a mountain.

 Chapter 5

    Chapter 5

    Bold.

    After ending the call, the first thought that came to his mind was about the actors payment. It was not umon for actors to raise their own worth. Many agencies inted their appearance fees, and some even argued that they should be paid more than their counterparts. This was particrly true for up-anding stars just starting to make a name for themselves. There was a saying that when the shad jumps, the mackerel jumps too.

    However.

    Its the first time Ive seen this happen with a neer.

    Moreover, it was a child actor. In drama and film, child actors generally receive lower pay than adults. Even if they yed the younger version of the lead, they often received fees simr to or slightly higher than those of minor roles. With fewer appearances and a focus more on increasing their recognition rather than their worth, this was usually the case.

    It was intriguing to think how confident the actor must be in their skills. Interestingly, Jang Yeongguks tone and ent had no trace of a regional dialect during the call. It was undoubtedly standard Korean spoken by someone who had lived in Seoul for a long time. It was surprising, considering the listener had heard more fluent regional ents from Busan marketdies.

    PD, why would you leave in the middle? People are waiting for your toast. Lets hurry back in.

    Choi Eunsuk walked out to the front of the seafood restaurant, where the salty sea breeze could be felt. Filming hadnt started yet, so only a few staff, including assistant directors, were on site for coordination. Still, with over ten people, it was quite a bustling scene. A few assistant writers joined, making it seem like a gathering to foster camaraderie. After all, directing and scriptwriting were inseparable. pping alone wouldnt make much sound.

    I just got a call from the student, Jang Yeongguk.

    Choi Eunsuk felt the buzz of alcohol kick in instantly.

    Oh, really? So, what did he say? Is he interested?

    He was bold, asking straight up how much I could pay without even blinking. I broke out in a cold sweat.

    Ha, he must have sold fish at the market for a day or two. You can tell just by their size. He cant evenpare to Seoul snobs. He is a tough kid who survives among the strong Busandies. Assuming his ordinary would be a mistake. But will they be good at acting?

    Youve seen it too, Writer Choi. He has that special vibe.

    Choi Eunsuk nodded briefly. However, there is a clear distinction between attracting customers in a market and acting. Thats why countless child actors attend acting academies and learn how to handle their gaze and voice projection before even learning algebra. Theres a saying that the difference between a beginner and an experienced actor is as vast as the sky and the earth unless they are natural-born genius.

    I told him well have him do a script reading first.

    A reading for the child actor?

    Child actors typically dont attend script readings. More urately, they cant. The amount of screen time they get in a drama is limited, and attending a script reading could potentially disrupt the concentration of the adult lead actors with awkward performances.

    But the funny thing is, when I mentioned the reading, he immediately said hed meet me tomorrow.

    Huh.

    You can tell how high his nose is, right? So, I told him I probably wont be satisfied with anything. When I asked if he was confident, guess what he said?

    Theughter of the bustling crowd at the seafood restaurant echoed harmoniously with the swaying seawater beyond the Yeongdo Bridge. As Yoo Myeonghan raised a shot of soju for ate toast, Choi Eunsuk drew attention by tapping the table with her spoon.

    Ive been hearing a lot of chattertely. People say a drama led by someone with less than a year of experience might fail. Theres also the worrisome fact that another broadcasting station is producing a high-quality drama with top stars at the same time as ours. Honestly, every day has been a mix of excitement and anxiety. But today, a friend told me something.

    The seagulls of Yeongdo Bridge, various people, and the broadcasting crew below all focused their attention. Yoo Myeonghan felt their gaze upon him and thought of the young boy.

    You wont know if its long or short until you try!

    At that moment, numerous soju sses shed together cheerfully, like swaying seawater.

    * *

    I used to think that acting was all about talent. However, it took a long time for the meaningless word talent to crumble away. Starting with menial tasks in the theater world and working my way up to minor roles, I admired the lead actors performing on stage. I thought their talent was like the sunpared to my firefly-like abilities. But after witnessing their relentless efforts and burning passion for acting day and night, I realized that hard work was even more crucial.

    Theater, film, and drama each followed different paths in acting. While acting was central to theater, where the audience was closest, films focused on direction, and dramas showcased the writers abilities. The fact that voice projection, breathing, blocking, facial expressions, and gestures all had to be adapted for each medium was something I learned through trial and error in my past life. Still, only in death could I ask myself if I had indeed put forth the effort.

    Is this the ce?

    The Prince Hotel, a name that implied luxury, was slightly better than a motel when considering its exterior and interior. However, aside from the inns, it could be viewed as the best lodging establishment in Yeongdo, an area on the outskirts of Busan.

    Jang Yeongguk, over here! Here!

    Yoo Myeonghan, the famous director who was once the drama department head at KBC Broadcasting in his past life. But now, hes a young man in his early thirties. Its said that a position can make a person. The once-intimidating man in his previous life now appeared like a good-natured hyung from the neighborhood.

    Should I get you some orange juice?

    No, thank you.

    Sweetness can actually make your mouth feel dry, causing your tongue to curl up when it needs to control the strength of your lines. As I waited inside the room, Choi Eunsuk soon entered. She handed me a script.

    I came to watch Jang Yeongguk do the script reading today. If it bothers you, should I step out?

    No, as the writer, its only natural for you to watch.

    I appreciate Yeongguks confidence.

    Writer Choi, lets ease up on the pressure. Remember what Yeongguk said yesterday? We wont know if its long or short until we try. Lets look at the script and do a reading, shall we?

    Ill memorize it. Please give me thirty minutes.

    Huh?

    In my past life, I yed countless roles, ranging from minor roles to lead and supporting roles. If I gathered all the scripts I had read, they would probably fill a librarys wall with leftovers. My memorization skills and adaptability to different situations greatly improved thanks to that. The position of a lead actor and a minor actor differ; if the lead actor made a mistake, they could simplyugh it off. But as a minor actor, I had no choice but to be cautious and avoid any mistakes, as even a single NG could make me feel like a criminal. It was important to be extra careful with every single line, as even the shortest lines could bepletely edited out in this line of work.

    Yoo Myeonghan and Choi Eunsuk silently waited for the boy before them, their eyes filled with curiosity and concern. Would he be able to do it? As a child actor, his lines were shorterpared to adults, and he had less screen time. However, it would be difficult for someone new to acting to understand everything in the script at first nce. Yet, before even thirty minutes had passed, Yeongguk looked up from the script.

    I need someone to read the lines with me.

    Already? Oh, Ill do it.

    Writer Choi, where did you sell your conscience? Isnt it the aunts voice that we should hear, not a noonas?

    Oh,e on, what does it matter? Its been a while since Ive read lines, and Im nervous. Where should we start?

    You can start from any part you prefer.

    Choi Eunsuks eyes widened. Did he memorize everything already? Really? In less than thirty minutes? Thats too short a time to grasp everything, from stage directions to dialogues and situations. And not just one scene but every scene featuring the child actor. At this point, Choi Eunsuk was at a loss for words. Was it confidence or sheer stubbornness? Her curiosity was piqued.

    Oh dear, stop it, Hajin. Youre making my insides burn.

    Choi Eunsuk started reading the lines. Of course, she was reading from the script. Although she wasnt trained in acting, as a writer, she tried her best to understand her own work by even changing her usual intonation. It was an admirable attitude. Yoo Myeonghans gaze turned towards the boy before them. However, the boys expression was unusual.

    <em>Drama.</em>

    In drama, lines were the ultimate persuasion unfolding within limited space and situations. The role of an actor was not to be the protagonist in the script but to convey to the viewers beyond the TV screen that the protagonist was, in fact, the actor. The acting was what made this possible. Soon, a calm yet seemingly containing massive waves-like voice resonated.

    Ill tell you. Minseok, that wretched son of a bitch called me a fatherless bastard. As if being beaten like a dog wasnt enough, I had to apologize too. And my mom, oh, my mom. I dont even know why I should bow my head to you. What wrong did I do?

    Silent film master Buster Keaton once said that there were countless expressions in the world. However, an actor must find sorrow and joy within a nk expression and deliver the resulting concentrated emotions to the audience beyond the screen. The boys face changed as if frames were being cut, gradually transitioning from anger to sadness and eventually to wailing.

    Im going to school! I told you I dont want to wear those worn-out shoes. How many times have I told you to throw those ragged shoes away! Thats why I dont want toe home to this ce! Do you understand? Why do I have to live like this, poor and miserable like those rotten shoes?

    Jin, its not like that, honey.

    Whats not like that? Did I ask you to kneel before me? You did it without me asking!!

    Because Im your mom. Im sorry, Jin. I cant help it.

    Ahhhhhh!

    The high and low pitches of the lines spat out as if screaming were clear, filled with anger, depression, and a sense of injustice. And then, like pulling the trigger, the emotions exploded.

    Please just throw those shoes into the sea. Like how dad drowned in the ocean!

    A fisherman was swept away by the sea, leaving behind a gift tightly held by the mother.

    The scene was over, but no one dared to speak first. It was appropriate to say both were overwhelmed by the boys acting. Even though there was no camera, just reciting the lines in the confined space gave Yoo Myeonghan and Choi Eunsuk goosebumps. As the curtain of the y closed, the boys expression returned to its original state, back to an ordinary boy, not the one who had been furiously spewing his lines.

    How did you act like that?

    It was Choi Eunsuks curiosity. As a writer, she marveled at how the boy reproduced the image of Kim Hajin she had envisioned using only the lines. But, the simple answer that reached her ears made her heart race.

    Because the script told me to do so.

 Chapter 6

    Chapter 6

    tion, shock, and dj vu

    What words can describe the boys acting?

    Yoo Myeonghan felt dizzy and trapped, unable to move, as the boys performance boasted an irresistible attraction that captivated everyone watching. Choi Eunsuk was no exception. She wore a mesmerized expression as if she had transformed into a butterfly in a dream.

    Writer Choi.

    The brief statement poured cold water on the silence.

    Did you intentionally choose that scene?

    Yes, I never imagined he would memorize everything in such a short time. I wondered how he would handle a scene requiring emotional shifts since he seemed quite confident. Honestly, I didnt expect much, but

    Wow, hes a true gem, a real gem

    The lingering doubts were natural. The boy they encountered at Namhang Market epitomized a filial son. Exploiting this fact, they chose a scene where he had to disy a reprehensible attitude toward his mother. They wondered if a beginner could portray such an act he had nevermitted. Yet still

    Did you see his facial expression earlier?

    Yes, it was spine-chilling. My hair stood on end.

    Unbelievable. I never imagined I would regret not bringing a camera this much. He performed with his expressions as if they were broken down frame by frame, like in the theater. And thats something only highly trained actors usually do.

    It wasnt wrong. The boys facial acting made Yoo Myeonghans jaw drop. In the blink of an eye, numerous expressions changed as if cut frame by frame. Hollywood legend D.W. Griffith once said that the true acting of an actor in a close-up shot was not exaggerated gestures, but subtle emotions conveyed in extreme detail.

    If Griffith had witnessed the boys script reading, he might have jumped out of his seat and apuded.

    It felt as if Yeongguk was projecting his subject onto the camera, treating my gaze like a camera lens. He even adjusted the distance and changed his vocalization and voice tone.

    Youre kidding.

    It wasnt just one spine-chilling event.

    At first, I thought it was a coincidence, so I intentionally shifted my posture, leaned my chin, and he adjusted his performance to follow my gaze each time. Didnt you feel it, Writer Choi? Im talking about those subtle changes in his acting.

    An actor overwhelmed by their counterparts performance cannot feel anything else, only the illusion of being strangled. At that moment, the boy truly became Kim Hajin, so Choi Eunsuk could not notice it. If she possessed the keen eye to recognize all the changes in the boy, she should have been a director or an actor instead of a writer. Regardless, Choi Eunsuks mind was utterly preupied elsewhere.

    <em>The script said so, thats why.</em>

    She couldnt forget his calm voice. It felt like she had discovered her muse, like an rm ringing. Yoo Myeongham still seemed to be in shock, wiping his dry lips with a solemn expression.

    Ive only seen one person act like that in my life.

    Who?

    An actor captivated and trapped within the script, capable of showing more. Was it acting born out of effort, or was he a born genius? What would his ce be in the world of acting? Yoo Myeonghan experienced a spine-chilling dj vu, reminiscent of witnessing a great actors script reading long ago. At the same time, Choi Eunsuk felt as if she was being tested as a writer. Eventually, their gazes converged on an empty space.

    * * *

    The summer sea was a continuous ensemble. The cries of seagulls, the horns of fishing boats bouncing along the shore, and the rhythm of auctioneers at the live fish market. It evoked the sessive hymns of Sarasates <em>Carmen Fantasy</em>. Moreover, the vitality of fish thrashing in the red tub expressed sensuality and liveliness, indeed a scene of life!

    Son, you dont have to follow me around since dawn.

    Im not sleepy. And how can you move all of this by yourself with just a cart?

    Although young, he was still a boy. Sweat-like morning dew formed on the forehead of the boy who led the cart. His mother felt both pity and gratitude. However, the boy felt even more sorry and affectionate, knowing that this was all he could do for his mother. It was when the fish stalls were lined up in thebyrinth-like alleys of Namhang Market.

    Huh?

    Afterying fresh live fish on the fish stall, the boy spotted a familiar face among the Busan women and widened his eyes. Wiping his eyes with his sleeve, he confirmed the persons identity.

    Mom, we still have some time before we start selling. Ill just go somewhere quickly.

    Watching her son dart away, his mother nodded with satisfaction. Indeed, summer vacation was when children went crazy and couldnt stay put. If he were like others his age, he would have left Namhang Market and been ying with friends at the yground. While her son made her work more manageable, her guilt only grew. His sudden departure actually brought relief to his mother.

    Excuse me.

    The boy approached the figure lurking in Namhang Market. Messy hair, an unkempt beard. His eyes looked somewhatzy but shone like jewels embedded in his face.

    Youre the actor who yed Dojeong in <em>Days of Theatrical Joy</em>, right?

    Kid, you know me?

    Of course, Im a huge fan of Song Jeongseok.

    Was it because he had met someone he knew in a previous life? The boy impulsively sprang forward. Actor Song Jeongseok was a household name in Korea twenty yearster.

    An actor who leaped from theater to sweep through dramas and films. Of course, he worked on so many productions that it was impossible to know every film and drama he appeared in from his early supporting roles. Yet, he was the actor the boy admired the most in his past life. A well-known actor who consistently held a position among the top five actors in Korea. Buddhism said there were no coincidences in meetings.

    Really?

    In contrast, Song Jeongseok felt bewildered. After all, he was still an unknown actor, even in the theater world. Moreover, <em>Days of Theatrical Joy</em> was performed in Seouls theater district. Andstly, Dojeong was a character that hardly appeared in the y.

    Im serious.

    However, the boys eyes were not lying. On the contrary, they were burning with passion, as if he had met someone he greatly admired.

    Thank you, thank you so much. I never imagined Id meet my first fan so far away. Actually, I was cast in a minor role in a drama set in Busan. Thats why I came down here, wanting to learn the dialect. But on the first day, I was pickpocketed. I dont even have a proper ce to sleep, and my ticket back to Seoul was stolen. Im such a fool, right?

    Pickpocket? What about the police station?

    They said they couldnt find the culprit. Sigh.

    A look of injustice was apparent around Song Jeongseoks eyes. It felt like he was Robinson Crusoe, alone on a deserted ind without any acquaintances. He didnt even have an agency, and the notebook containing the casting directors number who had cast him was stolen.

    The boy quickly understood his situation. Nowadays, pickpocketing is rampant, especially during the peak season, and there were no proper CCTV instations in that era. Song Jeongseoks appearance and attire made him look homeless, and people might have assumed he was lying.

    You said you came here to learn the dialect, right?

    Yes?

    Then lets learn it today. Follow me.

    The boy showed unexpected kindness to Song Jeongseok. In his past life, Song Jeongseok was the only one who advised and taught him acting when he jumped from theater to dramas and films. The senior actor who had treated him to a warm bowl of rice soup and a ss of soju  he still couldnt forget that favor.

    Yeongguk, are you suspicious about why Im helping you?

    The elderly actors eyes reddened as the soju ss clinked down.

    I also jumped from theater to drama when I was your age. At that time, there was no one to help me. It was so hard and lonely. So, dont just pass them by when you meet someone like youter. Help them out. A ss of soju, its no big deal.

    At those words, the young actors eyes also reddened.

    The elderly actor, who saw his past self in the thirty-year-old boy, marveled at the strange workings of fate. The connection the adult boy had made now reached the young boy. It was time to repay the debt he owed. Pursuing a life without regrets was a rtionship that had to be crossed, just like a fisherman catching a big fish by destiny.

    Yeongguk, who is this person?

    Startled, she looked back and forth between her son and Song Jeongseok. The boy had hooked the noble man he had met in his previous life.

    Hes helping us out today.

    * * *

    Oh my, this is exhausting.

    Song Jeongseok felt as if he had been beaten all over. Selling fish at Namhang Market was not an easy job. But what he gained was certain: the native pronunciation of the dialect, the unique intonation, and the ent of the Busan people. Although they spoke the samenguage, their breathing, rhythm, and the way their lips and tongue moved were different.

    This is truly amazing.

    Song Jeongseok looked at the boy who had put him to work today. At first, he thought the boy was just peculiar. But in Namhang Market, the boy was a bold leader, and if it were a y, he would have been a brilliant actor capable of dominating the entire proscenium stage.

    Whenever the boy acted and moved his lips, all the people at Namhang Market became tourists and focused on him. Despite the pressure, the boys shoulders were as light as feathers, and his gestures were lively. Perhaps the innate talent of an actor lies in the ability to draw such attention, just like the boy.

    There isnt much prepared for our guest.

    No, this is a feast.

    Song Jeongseok brushed off the mothers apology. The dinner table had enough food for the two of them. If anything, he felt sorry for intruding. The yellowed wallpaper, aged like autumn leaves, and mold spots around the room pained his heart. But on the boys face, there was no shame or sadness, as if he had read Song Jeongseoks thoughts. Only pure happiness filled his expression.

    Is it okay for you to sleep in the kitchen tonight? Ill prepare the softest bedding. Its the first train in the morning, but you should still rest a bit.

    As long as I have a ce toy down, Im grateful. But Youngkook, we have quite an age gap, so shouldnt you call me uncle instead of hyung?

    Hyung, have you ever seen me call an elderly woman at the market auntie?

    Fine, Yeongguk, I admit your determination. But Im not sure if its okay for me to stay here with your mom around. I feel so sorry for both of you, and I dont know how to repay this debt when I return to Seoul. I feel like I owe you so much.

    Whats the big deal about debt? Just help someone like youter on. A warm bed and a bowl of rice, its nothing.

    It was impossible to argue with the boy. Yet, he wasnt annoying. How could he not know that he was trying to make Song Jeongseok feel at ease, worried that he might feel burdened? Song Jeongseok swallowed the tears that welled in his eyes and shoved a mouthful of white rice into his mouth. The young actor had a hunch. The delicious feast would be the foundation for his future acting career.

 Chapter 7

    Chapter 7

    Crew members often said shooting child actors was almost like a nightmare. Of course, not all child actors were like that. But filming whileforting and soothing the unpredictable emotions of a child could be pretty challenging.

    From a directors perspective, who needed to consider an actors emotional portrayal, dialogue tone, and intonation, sometimes working with child actors could feel as reckless as trying to crack a rock with an egg. On the other hand, child actors who performed under the pressure of their parents control might feel like theyre dealing with an iprehensible object. Thus, filming with child actors could be quite tricky for both parties.

    Is there anything youre not satisfied with?

    Yoo Myeonghan looked at the boy across from him. He was carefully examining the contract he had prepared for this asion. Normally, casting directors were solely responsible for conducting auditions. Their job was to recruit extras and supporting actors while considering the directors preferences. The payment for child actors was positioned between 1st and 5th grade on the 18-level payment scale of the broadcasting station, so it was reasonable to consider it at a lower level.

    Im satisfied with the payment.

    The boy, Jang Yeongguk, wasnt lying. Having gone through numerous extras in his past life, he naturally learned how much child actors get paid. If they werent famous or signed with arge agency, the standard payment per appearance usually ranged from a million to a hundred thousand won. The most important thing for child actors was gaining experience and recognition on set. In contrast, Jang Yeongguks payment was the highest amount offered to rookie child actors on their first shoot, thanks to the influence of Yoo Myeonghan.

    So?

    I understand that my scenes are only until the third episode, but thest shooting day oveps with my school opening day.

    What?

    Yoo Myeonghan quickly checked the initial shooting schedule specified in the contract. Filming didnt just happen just because it was nned. Especially for dramas that were influenced by viewers and broadcasting station executives, a lot happened during the production stage.

    Pre-shooting events in the Korean drama and film industry included on-site recruitment, casting, and preliminary investigations to the script reading and production announcement event. The initial schedule covered all theseplicated and diverse possibilities. While thetter part of the schedule might naturally require overnight shoots, any disruption in the early stages could lead to a major ident. As a result, the broadcasting stations ADs treated this initial schedule as if it were their lifeline, even praying every dawn to keep it.

    Can you adjust it for just one day?

    Yeongguk, isnt it okay to miss school for just one day on your opening day? Ill personally talk to your homeroom teacher and send an official letter to the school.

    Sir, I really want to achieve perfect attendance. You can edit my scenes from the third episode if its too difficult to adjust. I saw that the broadcasting station only calcted the payment for up to the second episode since the child actor appears in only a few cuts in the third episode. Please decide whether youll also pay me for the third episode or if Ill only film until the second. Ill only work for what Im paid.

    Huh.

    He knew he was audacious but didnt expect it to this extent. He imed he had been authorized by his mother to sign the contract and even brought her seal and ID. His additional exnation was quite impressive.

    PD, do you know why people in Namhang Market are so passionate? You cant do business if you ck off even for a day, except on market holidays. Even the spot to sell fish can be taken by someone else. Insisting I bring my mother is like asking me to close my stall. You wouldnt want to see my mom and me sitting on the street, would you?

    Its impossible to win against him in an argument.

    Fine, Ill make sure the appearance fee is sorted out. Lets film up to the third episode.

    Isnt it better to put it in the contract as a special use rather than a verbal agreement?

    I cant win against you in words. Lets do it your way.

    Yeongguk raised both hands and finally smiled. He seemed like a young boy, but talking to him felt like conversing with a peer who had been through it all.

    By the way, Yeongguk, can you act well in front of the camera? Im not worried about you memorizing the script, but its your first time acting. I dont know why Im telling this to a kid like you, but I have much riding on this project.

    The day Yoo Myeonghan witnessed Jang Yeongguks script reading, he felt as if he was possessed. He had an intuition that he couldnt let this child go and immediately called to cancel the casting of the original child actor. He even got scolded by a close casting director, but he still believed his decision was correct.

    Are you scared?

    Did you read my thoughts?

    No, its natural for you to think that way as a PD. On the set, there are cameras, staff, and crowds watching outdoor shootings. Youre wondering how a rookie actor, especially a child, could ovee the pressure. What if they suddenly cry on set and dy the shooting?

    Yeongguk, did you take a peek inside my head? How do you know peoples minds so eerily?

    I saw a documentary a few years ago about the hardships of TV station PDs. They said working with child actors was a nightmare. But dont worry too much.

    The boy picked up a copy of the contract and added, At least I know my manners.

    * * *

    Amidst the seagulls cries harmonizing with the waves, the heat of Namhang Market was more intense than the scorching summer sun. In the middle of it all, a boy who captured the tourists attention was energetically moving about.

    Hey, dont just pass by; take a look. You cant see such fresh fish in these parts of town. Theyre great when grilled or steamed; the remaining head makes a delicious soup. Its perfect for emptying a whole bottle of soju tonight!

    A boy, who seemed like he had never tried soju, realistically eximed in admiration, causingughter to erupt all around. Tourists were already deeply immersed in the spectacle as if watching a y. As if in a stage situation, the tourists approached the protagonist, captivated.

    How can a little kid speak so well? We do love fish. Since were in Busan for a business trip, I was asked to buy a fresh one. What should I get?

    Sir, youre in luck today. You must have known Namhang Market has the freshest live fish with the best water. Look at this fishs eyes; it just leaped out of the sea. See, this red bowl makes it confused whether its still in the ocean. Ill take full responsibility for packaging it with lots of ice.

    Haha, are kids from Yeongdo Vige usually this eloquent?

    Not all, but heres a small one as a service for you, sir!

    As the bustling day at Namhang Market in Busan ended and evening came, a mother looked at her son with pity. His hands, used to pulling the fish cart all day, must have smelled fishy, but he didntin.

    Son, can you really do that drama filming or whatever it is?

    His mother asked him worriedly when they were back in their small, moldy room with yellow wallpaper. She met unheard-of broadcasting station representatives from Seoul and even signed a contract, but it was natural for her to worry about her smart, talented son, who was only fourteen.

    Mom, Ill do my best. You dont have to worry.

    When does the filming start?

    Well have the first shoot in a month.

    What role did you get?

    Kim Hajin, a little kid from Busan.

    She smiled faintly and looked at him with some bewilderment. A child ying a childs role. But even that smile couldnt erase the worry in her heart.

    Do you want to be an actor?

    He understood his mothers concern. Just days ago, she saw an unknown actor named Song Jeongseok in person. Unfortunately, only a tiny fraction of actors enjoyed morous lives on TV. She worried he might live such a life, chasing dreams in a harsh world.

    <em>Mom, Ill be on TV a lot this year.</em>

    He held his mothers hand.

    No, just once.

    * * *

    In the deserted early morning, under the lone streetlight, he scribbled on the empty yground sand with a wooden stick. The lines drawn represented the cameras movement during filming. He had been an actor in his past life, but had he not escaped that lifestyle as if running away? Relying on alcohol had made him forget even the sense of being an actor.

    I must earn my keep.

    One must keep their word once its spoken. It wasnt a matter of age. Upon stepping on stage, an actor must be one with their role. He had recited the script written by writer Choi Eunsuk hundreds, if not thousands of times in his head. The careful footsteps, while appearing light, felt heavy.

    Ive been criticized a lot.

    Unlike the theater, in dramas, one must not act outside the frame, so shooting routes are marked on the floor. Many outstanding actors in theater faded away in dramas, partly due to this reason.

    Acting for broadcasting and theater followed different tracks. Tone and voice can be fixed through painstaking efforts, but presenting believable, natural acting in front of the camera cannot be achieved without experience. Moreover, its not like it was decades ago. In the future, when filmmakers use advanced CG, shooting routes will be clearly marked, but for now, theyre indicated by inconspicuous objects and small transparent stickers.

    Senior, how can you act so naturally?

    It was a question he once asked Song Jeongseok in his past life. He despaired when he realized how difficult it was to be one with their role. But Song Jeongseok did not answer. Like numerous branches sprouting from one root, everyones acting path is different, and one must go through long periods and many roles to realize this truth.

    Just once, please.

    His mothers anxious question was also a reminder for him. He wouldnt struggle with acting anymore. Holding the script, he vowed not to hold onto futile dreams or seek desires. Just as there was no paradise due to human greed and desire, the same applied to acting.

    The existence of actors meant there was no end to acting. If he were to walk the path of an actor again, he would be consumed by selfishness and desire to find the nonexistent end of acting. He hadnt forgotten his resolution to live happily in his second life. His acting career would end after this role. But a beautiful ending would leave no regrets.

    He moved his footsteps along the marked route.

    It seemed as if he could see the faces of his counterparts in front of them. As he went from being a minor actor to bing famous, he worked hard to hone his skills. He now used the techniques he once practiced in his previous life. Creating his own stage, he became both the PD and the actor, showcasing his performance. Closing his eyes slightly, he listened to his surroundings as if he had returned to the past as the actor Jang Yeongguk.

    The flickering streetlights, even the cool summer breeze, seemed to captivate his entire body as if everything had be part of the background. Just as ingrained habits are hard to forget, all his senses heightened. As if the pperboards psticks had just been struck.

    The moment he took a step

    He had be Kim Hajin.

 Chapter 8

    Chapter 8

    Bit-Part.

    Filming was a series of waiting, especially for bit-part actors and extras, who often had to stick around the set with little to dopared to the main cast. However, the life of an extra was somewhat better than that of a bit part actor.

    Extras usually had a day job and acted on the side, and with a team leader managing them, they tended to gather in small groups to chat under their leaders supervision. As a result, there were many extras with over a decade of experience. But being a bit-part actor was a different story.

    Living day to day.

    Bit-part actors lives can bepared to living day to day, as the phrase goes. This was not meant to demean them. Speaking from experience of a long life as a bit part actor, its a candid expression of the pain one must endure beneath the pleasure of acting. But those involved didnt see it that way.

    They considered themselves caterpirs, patiently and diligently waiting for the day they could shine as butterflies on stage with their brilliant acting. Thats why they constantly practiced their short lines, sometimes exuding more passion on set than the main cast.

    Everyone, please help yourselves to this!

    Yoo Myeonghan couldnt help but notice the bustling scene on one side of the set. A young boy was bustling around, handing out boiled potatoes to the bit part actors. He had shown an impressive knack and maturity for his age, and now he seemed to be adapting quickly.

    PD, that kid is really something, huh?

    A Busan-born AD (assistant director) chimed in. After all, the person closest to the bit part actors on the set would undoubtedly be the AD. They were responsible for managing the set,municating changes in direction between the PD and the director of photography, and conveying these changes to the bit part actors.

    Man, Ive never seen a child actore out so early in the morning.

    Usually, the staff was the first to arrive on set, but asionally, some bit-part actors would show up even earlier. Most of them wanted to establish connections with people in the broadcasting industry. They wouldnt shy away from menial or unpleasant tasks and often stayed on set even after they finished their own filming, just in case they were needed.

    And he even brought those boiled potatoes.

    PD, you dont even know the half of it. This morning, the kid gave potatoes to the bit part actors, then went around with a huge pot full of sugar water for the camera and lighting teams. The things he said were just adorable. He said that reciting lines on an empty stomach can cause pronunciation to slip and that the staff needs sugar in their bloodstream for energy. I thought I was looking at my eighty-year-old grandma.

    Maintaining a smooth connection between the extras, bit part actors, and the rest of the set was undoubtedly the ADs responsibility. But managing both groups and maintaining a bnce between them was no easy task, especially when many experienced extras were present, as was the case today.

    From the ADs perspective, if they took care of the extras a bit more, dissatisfaction could arise among the bit part actors. This young boy was now ying the role of a lubricant to eliminate that friction, acting like a seasoned veteran who had been on set for a long time.

    Jiyong, did our costume team prepare those clothes?

    The drama series was set in the 1980s. He looked at the outfit the boy was wearing. His outfit was excellent, with tears here and there, faded colors, and mud-stained sneakers that showed attention to historical uracy. The closely shaved head added a sharpness to the boys potentially gentle appearance with his dark skin. It seemed like the boy was taken straight from a 1980s photograph.

    Hes truly amazing. He prepared the clothes and hairstyle himself. The costume team leader was curious and asked him, Where did he find such old clothes with vintage logos? The answer he got was quite astonishing.

    What did he say?

    He said he rummaged through all the old clothes collection bins on Yeongdos floor. He even purposely smeared his fingernails with charcoal powder to achieve that look. When the camera director saw the boy in the early morning, he was so surprised he nearly fell over. They hadnt even started shooting yet.

    No wonder he was surprised.

    I really thought young Kim Hajin had just walked in.

    * * *

    Dramas were divided into different airing times based on their production period and narrative structure. There were short, self-contained dramas with tight scripts and direction, morning dramas with fast-paced narratives targeting mothers, mini-series with free formats and artistic considerations, and weekend dramas filled with family stories and melodrama, which guarantee viewership but vary in quality.

    <em>The Man of August</em>.

    <em>The Man of August</em>, the debut work of PD Yoo Myeonghan and writer Choi Eunsuk, was a 16-episode mini-series. Considering that most mini-series in the past had been scheduled for 10 episodes or less, <em>The Man of August</em> had a rtively high number of episodes. It was probably because the synergy between Yoo Myeonghan and Choi Eunsuk was maximized.

    Are you the child lead?

    During a conversation with the extras.

    Yes, Im Jang Yeongguk, ying Kim Hajin.

    The actress ying the mother arrived on set. She could be considered the most important supporting role in this production, not only because of her seniority but also because her career spoke for itself. The actress, originally from the theatrical group <em>Yeo Myeong</em>, was in her early thirties but already had an excellent reputation in film and drama for her outstanding acting.

    <em>She would still be famous in twenty years.</em>

    He met the actress in his previous life. Since her youth, she has been known for her excellent acting skills and high immersion in her characters. As evidence, even in her fifties, she continued to actively perform various roles. She was an actress with a wide acting spectrum.

    But she was famous for other reasons too. Look at the faint lipstick stains on her cheeks. She must have tried to wipe them off, but they couldnt escape his sharp eyes. Twenty yearster, she became the protagonist of a scandalous rumor. No matter how you look at it, she seemed more suited for the role of an adulterous woman than a mother.

    Kid, have you ever acted before? Its tiring to work with inexperienced beginners.

    Im not a kid, Im Jang Yeongguk, maam.

    What? Maam?

    You didnt introduce yourself.

    Well, look at this little guy. Fine, Im Park Suyeong, ying your mom. Satisfied?

    Ive never taken acting lessons.

    Then thats that. But why did they bring such a novice to y a child actor?

    Park Suyeong felt a throbbing pain in her temples. She had already heard through the PD that the child actor she would be working with was cast on the spot. But an inexperienced child who had never taken acting lessons?

    Wheres your guardian?

    I came alone.

    Child actors usually fall into two categories: those who learned to act due to parental pressure or those who genuinely enjoyed acting. However, neither group can guarantee good acting.

    After all, an actors job demands acquired experience and rich emotional expression to bring characters to life. How can one expect a child with only a few years of life experience to know all the highs and lows? Although there were talented child actors, Park Suyeong never encountered one on set.

    Alright, go ahead.

    A waiting room was set up on one side of the shooting site. Curiosity about the child ying her son led her to call him. The thought of countless NGs today due to the child made her feel intoxicated from the alcohol she had the night before. It was then.

    Then Ill wait for you on the set, Mom.

    What?

    The actresss eyes filled with disbelief.

    Ah, Mom, you should redo your makeup to look good on camera.

    What?

    Ill go ahead. Take your time.

    The child naturally called her mom. Watching the child walk away, Park Suyeong thought<em>, What kind of audacious kid is that!</em>

    * * *

    Schedules on set were primarily determined by the lead actors. The more prominent the lead, the more external events they had, so their schedules were taken into consideration. However, filming child actors was considered an unwritten rule. They received maximum consideration due to their physical limitations. In a way, even if they received less pay, there was no need to suffer waiting for their turn.

    PD Yoo, you want to go from a full shot (F/S) to a full figure (F/F) and then straight to thest close-up (C/S)? This will cause a mess if we tilt up and go all the way! Should we keep changing tapes from the start?

    Senior, as you can see from the script, its best to get this shot in one go. If we separate and insert itter, it could feel disjointed, like duck eggs in the Nakdong River.

    Do you think I dont know that? I understand PD Yoo wants to save the scene, but isnt this the child actors first time? Sure, when I saw him at dawn, the mask fit perfectly, as if I couldnt tell where he came from. But if acting follows the face, where would the profession of acting be in this world?

    Kim Deukhyeong, a camera director from Gyeongsang Province, scratched his Busan-ented head. Yoo Myeonghan was not unaware of his concerns either. The filming location was Jagalchi Market. It was already crowded, but as soon as they mentioned they were filming a drama, tourists and merchants started gathering since morning. Although the FDs controlled the situation, they couldnt take away the onlookers gazes.

    In such cases, seasoned actors usually blended into the scene without paying attention to the surroundings, but child actors differed. The gazes of numerous staff, camera lenses, and spectators all contributed to the pressure of outdoor filming.

    He said hes worth his pay. Dont worry. Lets give it a shot.

    Ahem.

    Who can be full of just one spoonful? We always bring extra tapes for child actors shoots. Even if the camera team runs out of budget, Ill cover it, so dont worry.

    Alright, Ill trust you, PD Yoo. Lets go for it. By the way, Actor Park should be quiet today. Last time, the shoot was dyed because she scolded the child actor.

    Under Yoo Myeonghansmand, ADs, camera, lighting, and sound teams hurriedly prepared for the shoot. The three FDs were busy with their respective roles: some conveyed the PDs instructions to supporting actors and extras, while others controlled the scene. Soon, the red light on the shooting camera was on.

    Scene number 1, mother and child at Jagalchi Market!

    The filming began with the sharp sound of the pperboard, also known as the te. The camera director held his breath and focused on the protagonist. Wasnt this his first time acting? Yet his movements and gait within the frame were incredibly natural.

    What about that expression? The kid smiling pleasantly at dawn, now red rebelliously like an angry teenager. Then, as if a trigger was pulled, the first lines were spoken.

    Why do I have to be in a ce like this instead of studying and attending school? If we dont have money, we can just live without it! Why must I catch and sell those parasite-like creatures crawling in the water? My dad died catching those tough things! And now you want my help too!

    The defiant outburst drew the attention of those around. However, the boy seemed unfazed by the onlookers gaze, his rebellious attitude unwavering. His sharp voice captured the attention of the Jagalchi Market. Meanwhile, his mother, dressed in baggy pants, seemed at a loss for what to do.

    So this is what happens when you spoil an only child. Am I supposed to sell fish like my mom when I get old? No way, Ill never do that. I wont stay here, even if it kills me! Cant you speak? Am I embarrassing? If Im that embarrassing, you should have just given me up! I cant take it anymore. Ill destroy all these stinking things!

    The furious boy grabbed a fish from a red tub and threw it with all his might. It should havended on the Jagalchi Market floor, but strangely, the fish flew towards his mother in baggy pants.

    <em>p</em>.

    With a sharp sound, the fish flew into the mothers arms. Kim Deukhyeong was immersed in the scene captured by his camera, and so were the staff members. Even the tourists were holding their breath and silently watching the spectacle. Thats when it happened.

    NG!

    PD Yoo Myeonghan called out as the mothers line did note out even after some time had passed. Meanwhile, the actress ying the mother, Park Suyeong, had a face filled with panic and anger. It wasnt just because of the sudden fish thrown at her. The script had indicated thrown, so there was nothing she could say about iting her way.

    The real reason for her great anger was something else. She couldnt bear the fact that, for a moment, she had been overwhelmed by the young actors momentum. It was a scratch to her pride. In the tense standoff, where one could not swallow saliva easily, the camera director muttered to himself, tilting his head.

    Geez, is this really his first time acting?

 Chapter 9

    Chapter 9

    Drama scenes were ssified into as few as 50-60 cuts per episode and as many as 70-80. For a mini-series, considering the usual production period of three months, its a relentless marathon.

    Especially towards thetter half, the practice of using partial scripts increased the intensity of the staffs work. Its not called broadcastbor for nothing. From that point on, working through the night was inevitable. However, a good start was half the battle. If the first shot went well, the rest tended to follow suit.

    PD Yoo, where did you find such a talent?

    Camera director Kim Deukhyeong was admiring the footage as he reviewed it. The acting stayed within the frame, and the tone, voice, and facial expressions were natural. It was hard to believe the performance came from a rookie child actor.

    It seemed as if young Kim Hajin really stepped into the camera. The boys acting surprised even the veteran staff members as the filming progressed.

    Is it true hes never had any acting lessons?

    At Kim Deukhyeongs question, Yoo Myeonghan licked his dry lips. He had witnessed the boys acting through the cameras tally. The performance shown during the script reading was just the tip of the iceberg.

    Although he seemed to roam the set, the boy never left the frame, and his facial acting and voice were wless. Despite speaking in dialect, his pronunciation and urate delivery were reminiscent of a seasoned actor who had worked in theater for a long time.

    I cant believe it either. I thought he would soon be a good actor when I saw him reading the script.

    Its amazing. If thats considered good acting, all rookie actors should bite their tongues and give up. Ive seen many actors during my time on set, but never have I seen a child actor like him. And where is he acting? In the middle of Jagalchi Market in Busan. Most experienced actors would struggle to act here. But look at him when he acts; he fits right in with the tourists and the locals.

    It wasnt wrong. Although the FDs controlled the scene, the crowded Jagalchi Market in Nampo Port was still filled with tourists and merchants. The noise was overwhelming. Even amidst the noise, the boys acting captured everyones attention.

    His voice projection is incredible. Its like he has a speaker in his throat. The control of volume is art, pure art! The sound team doesnt need to discard a single bit. What about Actress Park?

    What did Actress Park say?

    Its not about what she said. You didnt see her face when her scene ended; she was so flustered and angry. No one expected her to be outperformed by a child actor. Thanks to that, she gave an outstanding performance too. I never thought a child actor could lead a psychological battle with more experienced actors. PD Yoo, youve hit the jackpot.

    The shooting site was bustling. Shooting a few cuts didnt mean it was over. Shooting a drama involved repeating dozens of shots per day and then creating the final product through editing points. The staff wasying rails, and the lighting and sound teams adjusted their positions to stay out of the frame.

    The camera will tilt down from top to bottom, focusing on the mothers face during the monologue scene. Ill cut out any unnecessary parts, so please shoot boldly. In the end, well insert a shot of a fish trapped in a red bowl. Senior, dont forget to capture the mothers wrinkled hand. If we miss this, well have to go around again.

    PD Yoo, Ive been shooting for more than just a day or two. I know how you work. Dont worry, and focus on the lighting director instead. The kid keeps getting in the way of the frame. I wont be responsible if they get electrocuted in the water.

    Dont worry, Ive already addressed that issue.

    As expected of our PD Yoo. Always well-prepared!

    The shooting preparations were almost finished. Normally, the te would have already been pped by now, but the set was noisy for some reason, and the chatter could be heard through the headphones. Eventually, Yoo Myeonghan threw down his headphones and stood up, shouting.

    Are we going to spend the night here?! Why is the standby so slow? AD!

    Thats when the ident happened.

    * * *

    Unnie, are you bleeding? Are you alright?

    Actress Park Suyeong bit her lower lip hard. The stylist was startled by her reaction, but she didnt seem to be listening. Aplex mix of emotions filled her eyes: irritation, absurdity, and anger. There was no single spot on her outfit that didnt smell fishy. Moreover, the kid had thrown a live fish earlier, making her feel like the smell had prated her skin.

    Hey! Are you crazy? Why did you throw it without saying anything?

    Park Suyeong reacted more intensely than usual, perhaps due to the embarrassment of causing the NG. But the response she got was even more surprising.

    If it were the young Kim Hajin, he would have done it that way. I apologize for not informing you beforehand. I thought it would make the scene less realistic.

    How audacious.

    There was nothing more to say. Actors should exin their roles through acting; understanding their characters was the first step. In that sense, the child actor perfectly understood his character.

    At first, she thought it was a fluke. But as the shooting continued, the boys acting was wless. He seemed to have memorized the script so well that it felt like the young Kim Hajin had been pulled straight from the pages.

    Even more astonishing was that as soon as the shooting ended, the boy would immediately wipe off his tense expression and quickly return to his usual self. The boy who chatted and joked with the extras off-camera seemed utterly different from the one on set. Park Suyeong, who had experienced his acting firsthand as his counterpart, felt this contrast most intensely.

    Could it be Am I feelingpetitive?

    Ridiculous.

    It wasnt even funny. From the moment she left the theater troupe <em>Yeo Myeong</em>, she never considered acting as an art. She focused only on poprity and appearance fees while participating in profit-driven dramas andmercial films. However, this didnt mean she waszy in her acting. She did her best to fulfill her role as an actor. The emotions she felt now might be the evidence and the fruit of that fact.

    He said he had never learned to act.

    The boy had more than one mysterious aspect, especially when it came to acting. ording to Park Suyeongs keen eye, the boy undoubtedly learned to act. But ording to the PD, who directly cast the boy, he spent his entire life in a rural area called Yeongdo. It didnt make sense. Unless he was a born genius in acting, how could that be possible? Speaking of which

    Why is the standby so slow!

    At Park Suyeongs irritated voice, the stylist was startled. She hadnt even changed into a new outfit to continue the shoot. As a result, the small waiting room was filled with the smell of fish. The AD hade by half an hour ago to inform them that the shoot would resume soon. On this sweltering summer day, relying on a fan instead of air conditioning, they were at risk of steaming like fish. Park Suyeong couldnt take it anymore and stood up.

    No, noona. You cant go outside now!

    Park Suyeongs manager rushed into the waiting room.

    Why?

    Theres a fight outside right now. Stay in the waiting room and dont go out. Ill go check on the situation outside. You must stay inside, really!

    The manager left after repeatedly warning her, but telling a female actress not to watch a fight was like telling her not to watch a fire. She had no intention of missing such an entertaining spectacle.

    ***

    <em>Hanggu Manri</em>, if tranted literally from Chinese characters, means a long winding road facing the waves and winds of the harbor. People who lived by the sea all depended on the harbor. Their lives revolved around the sea, and their energy came from the turbulent waters. Like the changing direction of the waves thousands of times a day, the temperament of the sea people was also ever-changing.

    Whats the point of shooting so many times! Youve blocked the road for hours! Is this some kind of joke for all our businesses?

    Withdraw immediately! Stop your nonsense and get out of here quickly!

    I dont care about the market or anything. Just get out. No matter how much you shoot, you should leave after a reasonable amount of time. What are we supposed to do if you take up half a day!

    The resentment of the traditional market merchants, including the Jagalchi Market and the adjacent Namhang Market, was no less than that of the Majang District merchants. The filming, which started at dawn, showed no signs of ending even after the afternoon, angering the merchants. Nothing changed despite the efforts of the young FDs, the ADs, and even Yoo Myeonghan to control the scene and negotiate.

    Hey, Mr. PD, listen to me. Youve been saying you got permission from the market and even informed the district office, but did you ever ask us, the most important people? Who cares if those officials gave permission? Whats important is whether those officials willpensate us when our days business is ruined!

    Sir, were not shooting recklessly, and if you hinder the filming that has been approved by the local government, what should we do? We will try our best to film quietly and leave as soon as possible. Cant you wait just a little bit?

    Oh, just because you say youre filming quietly doesnt make you all invisible! All the customers are stuck and distracted because of you, and the merchants in the back are just swatting flies! Dont you see that?

    Sir, thats not what I meant.

    Stop making nonsense excuses and remove all your equipment right now. If you dont, Ill spray salt water all over this ce!

    Yoo Myeonghan tried to mediate personally, but he was just promoted from an AD to a PD. It seemed challenging to win against the merchants who had lived off seawater all their lives.

    Meanwhile, the experienced camera, lighting, and sound directors, who had seen it all on various shooting sites, were already preparing to retrieve their equipment while shaking their heads. They knew they were outsiders, and there was no way to appease the furious locals except for time. But at that moment.

    Look at this! Is this what the people of Busan are like!

    The voice, like a cannonball, echoed through the noisy market. Everyones attention was drawn to the source of the sound. A boy was standing on an empty fish crate. He looked at the market merchants who had just confronted Yoo Myeonghan and shouted with a voice like a loudspeaker.

    Im Jang Yeongguk, a fish seller at Namhang Market! I also work at the market, so I know everything. If merchants dont work for a day, they get sick and bedridden. My mom also wakes up early to get some fish and sets up her stall in the market. But everyone, arent you being too harsh?

    This kid is wrong. Werent you the one filming earlier?

    Thats right! I was filming, and so what? Im trying to promote our traditional Busan markets; even this little kid is stepping up. What are you all doing!

    What? Promoting the market? This young one knows how to talk big!

    Its frustrating! So frustrating! Im only going to say this once, so listen carefully!

    With a small stature and a youthful appearance, the boys eyes and voice held an indescribable power. A ripple of emotion spread among the people.

    You all know how we catch Spanish mackerel, right? Some catch it with a fishing rod, and others use a. The thing about Spanish mackerel is that theyre mysterious. Each fisherman uses a different bait, and though their methods vary, they all aim to catch the same fish. The same goes for me! The district office has been promoting traditional markets and holding festivals every year, but do we see any real substance? Dont we all enjoy a day with our neighbors, drinking rice wine? And even if outsiderse, arent they just old folks reminiscing about the past?

    The atmosphere swayed a bit.

    And you, sir, from earlier! Have you seen young people visiting traditional markets in Nampo Port, Yeongdo, or Namhangtely? Sure, a few of theme by! But if we continue like this, the vitality of traditional markets will die out soon! Im trying to attract more youth by appearing in this drama set in Jagalchi Market! I understand how it feels when a days worth of fish sales is affected! But please, think long-term. I, Jang Yeongguk, guarantee that once this drama airs, people from Seoul will flock to Jagalchi and Namhang to see it for themselves. So, please!

    His words crashed over them like a tidal wave.

    Please, everyone, have a more generous heart! Since when have Busan people been so harsh!

 Chapter 10

    Chapter 10

    Traces of time were evident in the old, imposing sign of the vige tavern. To some, the ce was a testament to the history that had passed through here, while for others, it was a space to rediscover memories of their lives. However, one thing was certain  under the starlit sky, where the sea breeze blew, the taverns sign, stained with the touch of the owner, shone brightly.

    Auntie, two servings of mung bean pancakes, please!

    The makeshift drum barrel table was set with worn chopsticks and an array of savory side dishes. Rice wine swirled in a dented kettle, and theughter of the people showed no sign of stopping. It was a gathering of the drama <em>Man of August</em> filming crew.

    With the dramas hectic shooting schedule, a ce to let loose like this was necessary. Teamwork among the staff (crew) in the broadcasting field, colloquially called broadcastingbor, was more important than anything else. And what about the actors, the stars of the set? Sharing drinks was the best way to bond. In a way, it wasnt much different from the world of manualbor. After the first day of shooting, a dinner party like this became a tradition, with almost everyone attending.

    Director Yoo, today I had an experience money cant buy. That scrappy kid turned the fish market upside down, stepping on the overturned tables and delivering a speech. Wow! We all saw it. Ive never seen anyone speak so well. Even the seasoned merchants were silenced. If he were born in the past, hed have been a general!

    The nose of the camera director, Kim Deukhyeong, was already red. The other directors were in the same condition. The main topic of conversation at the drinking party was none other than the child actor, Jang Yeongguk. The staff who were supposed to control the situation were overwhelmed, and even Yoo Myeonghan could not properly respond to the strong protests from the market vendors. The young boy resolved the crisis as if walking on thin ice. His voice was as deep as if he had swallowed a train and as desperate as a seasoned actors plea.

    PD Yoo, the more I see him, the more I like that kid. Yeongguk is going to make it big!

    Yoo Myeonghan nodded as he put down his ss. If they had brought a child actor from Seoul known to be good at acting, they would have been exhausted from the first shoot because of their pale skin and awkward dialect. As the camera director said, Yeongguks acting had a charm that drew people in. Could such talent truly be innate? However, not everyone was happy about the situation.

    PD, did we really have to eat here?

    Actor Park, whats the problem all of a sudden?

    As you know, its our first dinner together, and all we have is this old tavern.

    Seems like Actor Park is bored sitting with all these older folks. But if you look, everyones seated ording to their own pecking order. Thats to ensure we can all eat and drink without worrying about others. If we went to an expensive barbecue restaurant, the younger ones would have to grill meat after an exhausting shoot and couldnt drink as much as theyd like! The tavern has cheap side dishes; we canugh and chat without anyoneining. When we go to Seoul, PD Yoo will treat us to an expensive meal, so please bear with it for today.

    No, thats not what I meant.

    At Kim Deukhyeongs words, Park Suyeong finally closed her mouth. The taverns owner approached the table with two mung bean pancakes. Kim Deukhyeong awkwardly licked his dry lips and smiled.

    Auntie, can I ask you something? Whats the deal with the wooden que on the wall that says Mother in calligraphy? Ive been curious and wanted to ask since earlier, and you came right on time.

    That? Many sailorse here, and many men work in the wind by the sea. I put it up because they tend to fight and cause trouble when they get drunk. Even the rowdy ones be well-behaved when they see the word Mother.''

    Wow, I didnt know there was such a deep meaning behind it! Anyway, it would have been nice if Yeongguk hade too, but PD Yoo told him not toe. He could have juste and sipped some soda. He gets along well with the extras since hes so sociable.

    I couldnt stop him when he said he was going to help his mother.

    His mom?

    Park Suyeong, who was just scolded, interjected. She also had a flushed face from drinking several sses of makgeolli in a row.

    PD Yoo, doesnt that kid naturally have such a personality? I mean, someone who hasnt even learned acting can pull off a rebellious role so well. I wonder if he usually talks back to his parents?

    Then it happened.

    <em>Thud!</em>

    A crumpled makgeolli ss was mmed down loudly. Park Suyeong felt her drunkenness intensify at the following words.

    Actress Park, please watch what you say.

    * * *

    The night at Namhang Market was like cooled charcoal. Just as heated charcoal gradually loses its heat over time, the bustling night of the market, once filled with the excitement of tourists, was left only with the warmth of the merchants. While some were tidying up their storesthe foundation of their livesothers were pulling their carts.

    Their faces held a mix of joy and sorrow. From the auctions at the direct sales market to haggling with tourists and soliciting customers, after an intense day had passed, their faces showed relief rather than exhaustion. They were grateful to havepleted another days business.

    Yeongguk hurried to help his mother. As he quickly passed by the stores, the fruit store owner pretended to recognize him.

    Yeongguk, is that you? I heard youre filming a movie these days. Wow, were going to have a big actoring from our Namhang!

    Sir, its not a movie. Its a drama. I just say a few lines in front of the camera. What kind of actor am I? Anyway, if I be an actor, will you give me some fruit for free?

    Of course! Just give me an autograph, and Ill give you a box of fresh pears! I bet that guy who runs the bookstore wont even give you one book for free!

    Thank you, even if its just words. Ill have to prepare a hundred autographs when I get home today!

    The merchants liked the boy. Who wouldnt like a child who was kind to his mother and friendly to those around him? Several people were moved by the sincere filial piety of the honest and diligent young man. Thats why the merchants association had already suggested a schrship for him several times.

    Mom!

    His mother, who was not only inexperienced in sales but also in handling the aftermath, seemed awkward in organizing the stall. However, her tired face was filled with a bright smile just because she saw her son.

    Why did youe here instead of going straight home after your exhausting shoot today?

    I came because I missed you, Mom. I told you before, its easier to clean up the stall if you start from the back.

    Oh, stop nagging. I know, too.

    Werent you tired of making the sales without me today?

    Of course not. Im good at sales, dont you know? Thedy next door helped me a lot, so it was fine. Soon, even without you, Ill be doing great.

    Despite her words, her face was full of sweat. The seawater on her pants and shirt told the story of a hard days work.

    Come here. Let me hug you.

    Alright.

    The mother looked both surprised and delighted as her son suddenly hugged her. After all, what could be more beautiful and precious than her clothes, the proof of her constant efforts to protect her familys livelihood?

    By the way, the PD gave me some pork belly to take home today.

    Oh my, they gave us so much of this precious meat. Theres nothing I can do for the PD.

    Dont worry, Mom. Just go home and get some rest. I earned it by doing well.

    The son snatched the handcart from his mothers hand as if to steal it. Only a bag containing a piece of pork belly her son had given her was in her hand. Wanting to help but already far away, her son looked back and shouted.

    Lets go! Ill be waiting, Mom!

    ***

    <em>Sizzle, sizzle.</em>

    In a cramped space, barely enough for two people to lie down, a shabby room with yellowish wallpaper covered in mold and a small window containing a full moon,ughter filled the room. Jang Yeongguk handed his mother a lettuce wrap filled with thick pork belly, and she regained her maidenly smile as if responding to him.

    Im so grateful to the PD. How did they even think of giving us this? Whats their name?

    Yoo Myeonghan.

    The PDs character is as great as their name. How did they know that my Kooks favorite food is pork belly and gave us so much? Kook, be sure to tell the PD we enjoyed it so much when you go to the filming site.

    Pork belly might be amon food for some. However, it wasnt for the mother. To afford it, she had to pour out her entire days wages, earned from working tirelessly at the fish stall. It was a food she wanted to feed her growing son but couldnt give him as much as she desired. Though her face was brighter than ever, her sons affection felt bittersweet.

    What a horrible person he was.

    Of course, in his past life, he only cared about earning his own food and didnt think about his mothers meals. He wouldnt live like that anymore. However, he couldnt do much for his mother with his small stature, which deeply saddened him.

    Mom, isnt it hard to work?

    Whats hard about it? Are you worried about me?

    Of course. You werent originally in the business, and I know how hard it is to sell fish.

    When Im eating together with my son like this, all my fatigue melts away like cotton candy. Everyone in the market is envious of how well youre doing. And as Ive been doing the business for a while now, Im getting the hang of it. Dont worry.

    Despite her words, her hands were full of scars. Her once-white and tender fingers were now covered in calluses and blisters from handling fish and carrying fish crates.

    It would be tough, and she might want to give up, but she didnt show any signs of difficulty. She knew it was all because of the word mother. As she tried to hide her rising emotions, she flipped the meat on the rusted frying pan.

    The business, what cant I do? Ill save money for my Kook to go to college and then wait for you to marry. I dont know who will take the ce next to my kind son, but until then, I have to look after him. Hes my one and only son, after all.

    When bedridden and losing strength in the past, she only worried about her son. Even then, she hid her savings in an old wardrobe, fearing that she might be a burden. She couldnt forget her wrinkled hand gently caressing her unworthy sons face.

    Kook, are you crying?

    He made an excuse while looking at the smoke escaping through the small window.

    No, its just that the smoke is spicier than usual today.

 Chapter 11

    Chapter 11

    Foods here!

    When youre caught up in non-stop filming, its only natural to get hungry. The staff and actors alike have to stay on edge all day, as some focus on acting while others pay attention to the subjects. This consumes a lot of energy. Its a series of delicate and picky tasks, which is why its sometimes referred to as art, and sometimes as manualbor.

    Jiyong, where did you order food from today?

    I ordered from the Hamba ce up front. Its cheap and delicious, so I had to call several times to ask them to deliver. They said it was too much quantity, but I persuaded them, and they eventually agreed!

    The appearance of food trucks on set began shortly after the millennium. There were only a fewpanies operating food trucks nationwide, and they were mostly used in ces like Chungmuro[1], where the production cost was rtively higher than broadcasting filming. So how did drama filming teams secure their food?

    Kid, they mustve been scared that you would have to cook if they refused, huh?

    Yeah, my cooking is honestly tasteless. They probably wouldnt want to eat it, right? Or should I make something quickly right now?

    Forget it, just thinking about the indigestion I hadst time I ate your kimchi fried riceugh.

    That was because PDs digestion is weak.

    It was somewhat manageable in the city. Even the restaurant with the humble signboard felt like a feast, and having a Hamba ce nearby that could deliver directly to the set was the icing on the cake. As someone responsible for food for dozens of people, there was no room to nitpick.

    On the off chance that filming took ce in a remote rural area, it was aplete mess. The youngest staff members had to transform into chefs after the shootings. So, a running joke on set was that having a Korean cooking certificate was an advantage for the youngest staff member.

    Yeongguk, Im starving. Can you give me one of your sausages?

    Jiyong, an FD from Busan, was friendly with everyone on set, regardless of whether they were extras or supporting actors, and had a great sense of humor.

    You should eat more, hyung-nim. How can you have an appetite when youre suffering like this away from home? I cant give you my sausage, but please take this egg. Does the hen have no strength,ying just one small quail egg? Who would be satisfied with just that?

    Kid, you found this ce well. It tastes pretty good. How was the morning shooting, by the way?

    What could be difficult about it? I only had a short scene where my face was shown in a ssroom, but it mustve been harder for you, hyung-nim. Managing those little kids isnt as easy as it sounds. And today, a couple of guardians showed up, right?

    Indeed, youre the only one who understands my heart. How do you know my troubles so well?

    Of course. Too much of a good thing can be bad.[2]

    The filming location was a school. They had secured a small middle school in the suburbs, which was great since it was summer vacation, and there werent many people around. However, many child actors appeared instead of the extras and supporting actors they had seen at Jagalchi Market, which was a problem.

    Child actors are either tantrum throwers or incredibly talented at acting naturally. Its not so much that their acting requires an incredibly high level of skill, but rather that theyre surrounded by their parents skirts since they were young, and the reactionse naturally. Thus, child actors were harder to control in a filming set than the lead actors.

    Yeongguk, Im really grateful for you in that sense. Youre the most mature and well-behaved of all the child actors Ive seen. At Jagalchi, you even saved us from being dismissed because we couldnt withstand the anger of the merchants!

    Hyung-nim, I didnt save anyone. I just steered us through a crisis. So, we have to make this shoot amazing so that whether its Jagalchi or Namhang, it bes famous. If not, I wont be able to return to my Jagalchi ever again.

    Heh, dont worry! Youll do great! By the way, did you see your co-star Yeon Su who came to shoot with you today?

    I saw her.

    How was it? Isnt your heart pounding like an old mans? Shes quite a famous child actor in Seoul. Shes already shot a few films in Chungmuro, and shes pretty and acts well, so theres a lot of buzz about her at the broadcasting stations!

    How could I not know?

    Yeon Su  a peculiar surname and a foreign name, but not hard to remember.

    In her past life, she was an actress who was considered the epitome of purity and loveliness. Not to mention, her acting skills were outstanding, making her one of the most popr actresses in the country.

    Who would have thought that the child actress Yeon Su would y the role of Kim Hajins first andst love? It was quite a surprise. But that was it. After this performance, they might never meet again. He took a bite of the sweet dates and said, Eun Jiye, youre so small, like a child.

    * * *

    Since the weather is cloudy, Mr. Choi, please increase the Jupiter (daylight) lighting. We need to show the ripples in the water when it overflows at the faucet, so shoot with tungsten when I give the signal. Mr. Kim, since were using a jump-cut following the rail, start with a full shot (F/S), and when the two child actors meet, move from a wide shot (W/S) to an extreme close-up (E/C/U). Especially, slowly move from their fingertips to their wrists. Well need that footage for the montage during editing.

    Should we use a dolly in to move from the fingertips to the wrists?

    Thats why youre my senior. Since itll be hard to reshoot, please get it in one shot, everyone!

    Ah! PD Yoo. I bet the props team chose a great location. Were getting a stern lecture from PD Yoo about lighting and filming.

    Kim Deukhyeong! Why did you leave us, the sound team, out? We have more than one or two things to worry about since its a faucet scene!

    Oh, did the sound director arrive? I didnt even notice with your sneaky steps and big body.

    Seniors, please calm down. Its all my fault. I just want to try my best with this scene, alright? I appreciate your help.

    Hehehe. Then PD Yoo, will you treat us to a meal at a fancy restaurant today?

    It was hard to beat the experienced ADs on set. It was no different now. They pressured Yoo Myeonghan to treat them to a fancy restaurant as if they had nned it. It seemed like they had nned this in advance. Look at them, already moving in a group whileughing. Yoo Myeonghan shook his head helplessly and called over the FD with a gesture.

    Ji Yong, please pass the script directions to Yeon Su (Son Yerin). And dont forget what I said, alright?

    Understood, just trust in me!

    Kid, youre good with words. I have to go see Kim Hajin for a moment.

    PD, will you go personally?

    Yes, buddy.

    Usually, the FD would ry the acting instructions to the extras and child actors. Its rare for the PD to move directly. Its not that the FD would give direct directions to the child actors either.

    Since child actors usually have their parents apanying them, the FD would ry the PDs instructions to the guardian. The guardian would then exin it to the child in a way thats easier to understand. In that sense, a child actor sitting alone on set, as if at a parent-teacher meeting, was even more noticeable.

    Yeongguk, do you know that the next scene is at the faucet?

    Of course, I was just reading the script.

    I know youre the best at memorizing and reading the script. I came to tell you a few points to be careful about in this faucet scene. Want to guess what Im going to say?

    How would I know that? Im not the PD.

    Youre good at talking with tourists in Namhang Market, so just try it.

    Ahem, since you insist, Ill just tell you what I think. When youre bending your head to drink water at the faucet, dont open your eyes because of the lighting, and just drink a little water and pretend to drink the rest, in case you choke when you have lines? As for receiving the handkerchief from the female lead, you should know. How am I supposed to know everything when its not written in the script?

    Alright, you just need to hold the edge of the handkerchief and say you dont need it. The camera will zoom in, so just let go slowly. Let go slowly but nervously, alright? You might not know this as its not in the script. But still.

    How could he know so well what hadnt even been exined? Yeongguks thoughts were heard first, then the instructions were given based on that, but there was hardly anything left to say because he knew it all so well.

    How did you know the rest of it?

    When I read the script, it seemed like thats what would happen in the situation.

    Its incredible. Could one really grasp every situation just by reading the script? Jeez[3], where could you find an unknown actor who reads a lot of scripts in Korea? Not to mention, this one didnt even have any acting experience. Some things can never be learned without experience. However, the protagonist of that nonchnt answer was a young boy. The more one looked at him, the more mysterious Jang Yeongguk seemed.

    PD, were ready to stand by!

    At the assistant directors shout, Yoo Myeonghan ruffled the boys hair and got up. It didnt matter that his hair was messy since it was short. This boy was like an old man in how he cared for the supporting actors and staff. Yoo Myeonghan turned around and walked away, but he heard something.

    By the way, my mother said thank you for the delicious pork belly. Were really grateful for filling us up for a day. Ill repay you with my acting!

    Its hard not to like that kid.

    Scene number 13, a rtionship that begins at the tap -!

    The sound of the pperboard was like an rm bell that heightened the tension on the set. Like an artist painting a delicate picture, the filming equipment was organically interconnected, keeping an eye on the actors. The sound team captured the rhythm of the tap like a serene ssic, as if to show the waves of Namhang. The water from the tap flowed incessantly.

    Are you Kim Hajin?

    Her speech was clear, and her ent was not one from Busan. The boy who had been sipping from the softly flowing tap water lifted his head and listened. The contrasting appearances of a girl with white skin and long, flowing hair and the boy. Their height was simr, but they lookedpletely different.

    As for their attire, the girl was wearing a light dress while the boys clothes were as dirty as if he had just rolled around in a construction site. His short hair and bushy eyebrows only added to the image. However, the boys eyes were as clear as the waves of Namhang.

    But why?

    The ss president said you were supposed to show me around the school during lunchtime today since youre on duty. But why are you drinking water instead of eating lunch?

    Have you never seen someone drinking water before? Dont just stand there like a fool. Hurry up and turn it off. If the old nag says anything, just ignore them and keep drinking my water!

    The girl hesitated momentarily, then took out a handkerchief as white as her skin and handed it to the boy.

    Whats this for?

    To wipe your face and neck. Theyre wet.

    Thanks, I got it!

    The boy seemed to hesitate for a moment in the face of the unfamiliar kindness but soon brushed her hand away irritably. As a result, the white handkerchief fell into the puddle of water by the tap. The girl didnt know what to do, so the boy picked up the handkerchief, wrung it out, and returned it as if throwing it.

    Your wrist must not have much strength to carry a backpack around like that.

    My dad usually drives me

    Vitamin D is also good. Thats why your skin is so pale. Stop hanging around and get going.

    The girl seemed to turn away but then gathered the courage to speak as the boy tried to fill his water bottle again.

    Um, do you want some chocte? I like it, so I carry it around.

    What? Chocte?

    The boy unknowingly swallowed his saliva. The small chocte made his throat dry. After all, he had filled up with water, so it was natural to crave something sweet. The boy snatched the chocte and smiled awkwardly.

    Lead the way.

    Huh?

    Ill show you around the school. Were wasting time standing here talking!

    The shooting went perfectly. Now, they just had to capture the two child actors walking up the stone stairs positioned above the tap from the back angle. However, the girl hesitated in front of the stone stairs. Her eyes were anxious, and Yoo Myeonghan immediately knew the reason.

    <em>Shoces!</em>

    Her shoce hade undone. Letting the scene end as an NG seemed like such a waste. Although they could find an editing point to connect the shots, the camera working would not be as effective. Moreover, the light conditions of outdoor shooting could change at any moment, causing a subtle shift in the images. Then it happened. An unexpected voice burst out.

    Tsk, you cant even tie your shoces properly, you Seoul folk!

    Huh?

    Wait a minute. Someones thinking about you, thats why.

    Whos thinking about me?

    The boy bent one knee on the mud and tightly tied the girls shoce knot so it wouldnte loose. It was an ad-lib that wasnt in the script, just as the scenes dialogue had ended.

    My mom says that when your shocese undone, its because someone is thinking about you.

    [1] Chungmuro is a district in Seoul known as Korean Hollywood.

    [2] Yeongguk replied with      , which literally trantes to Its not good if the width of the skirt is too long. This Korean idiom means being overly generous or lenient is not good.

    [3] The literal trantion would be Arthur, .  is a Korean phrase that is used to ask someone to rify or exin what they mean by using the name Arthur. It is short for  ? (aseo eotteoke?), which trantes to Arthur, what do you mean? The name Arthur is often used as a ceholder in Korea, like John Doe might be used in English.

 Chapter 12

    Chapter 12

    A thrill.

    Yoo Myeonghan didnt want to miss the sensation he was feeling right now. The scene he had imagined in his head unfolded right before his eyes. Directing a child actors filming was close to agonizing. The PD was responsible for guiding them and making up for their immature acting.

    And yet, how was it now? Not only did the child actor perfectly portray the young Kim Hajin from the script, but even his unnned ad-libs were wless. He wanted to ask countless questions, but he also wanted to capture the emotions he was feeling into the scenes as much as possible.

    Scene number 14, Hajin and Yerin crossing paths!

    When filming scene number 14, Yoo Myeonghan passed instructions through an FD to Yeon Su, but he didnt say a single word to Jang Yeongguk. It was out of greed to see his acting entirely.

    When will you catch up to me? Youre so slow. Im getting fed up![1]

    Youre going too fast.

    Are all Seoul girls like this, weak and slow? Were here to see the school, not waste our nights!

    The girl gasped for breath. She looked unwell from the start, herplexion pale.

    My body isnt feeling well.

    Then why did you get out of ss to go sightseeing? Cant you even walk?

    I think Ill be fine after resting a bit.

    Seeing this, the boy approached with a shy smile and stroked his nose.

    Let me carry you.

    What?

    Dont you know Korean? I said, Let me carry you. How long will you keep going like a slowpoke! At this rate, we wont see everything even if we walk all day!

    As the girl hesitated for a moment, the boy urged her impatiently.

    Come on!

    The boys sweaty back was covered in sand, facing the vast wilderness. As the pure white dress was carefully ced on top of him, it felt like a secret love windflower had bloomed in the middle of nothingness. The flowers meaning was secret love, and it was intended to foreshadow the twos future. Thats when it happened.

    Ah!

    Everyone was startled by the sudden raindrops. With a regretful look, Yoo Myeonghan couldnt help but remove his headphones and jump up from his seat. They needed to evacuate the equipment. However, it wasnt fruitless. Even though the filming was interrupted, the captured frame was good enough not to require a specific editing point.

    And yet, the two child actors seemed unaware that the shooting had been stopped.

    Seoul girls must be light because they only drink dew. Whats the use of being so light?

    The girl blushed, burying her head in the boys shoulder. The filming crew silently watched the two walk away for a long time. It was such a beautiful sight that they regretted not being able to capture it on camera. Raindrops from the girls hair flowed down the boys cheek.

    When did the shooting end?

    The boy carefully put the girl down and asked.

    * * *

    Since they didnt expect rain, the filming crew hurried to evacuate. The shooting equipment was all sensitive and expensive, requiring careful handling. The staff members were busy taking care of cameras, lighting, and audio equipment.

    Ah, my shoes are soaked. Why cant the darned weathermen predict the weather correctly? We specifically scheduled an outdoor shoot for a day without rain. What a mess. If any equipment breaks, itll be hard for PD Yoo to match his schedule.

    It must be harder for the seniors.

    I still have some tricks up my sleeve! Ive experienced these kinds of situations a few times, so Im notpletely helpless. Anyway, I got soaked from gathering all these supplies. My wife would scold me if she saw me in this state. She will think I was lying on the ground to record with my camera.

    Camera director Kim Deukhyeongughed as he shook off the water on his clothes. Once he finished shaking off the water, a warm cup of coffee was handed to him naturally.

    Ah, PD Yoo, your sense is indeed extraordinary! Theres nothing like this mixed coffee on a rainy day. Its better than any herbal medicine, making me feel great as it goes down my throat. By the way, did you like todays outdoor scene?

    It was perfect.

    Right! I knew it had a great vibe, so I dont think we need to search for editing points! The sound quality is also fantastic. We dont have to filter anything since the actors have great vocals. There is no need to insert sound effects because there is no noise. Its been a while since weve had a one-shot like this during an outdoor shoot. By the way, PD Yoo, did you instruct the child actors to focus on dialogues while tying the shoce?

    Yoo Myeonghan shook his head slightly. He wasnt flustered either. When he saw the child actor Yeon Sus eyes wavering, he felt like she had swallowed bitter water. It was like a perfectly drawn watercolor painting with a drop of water on it. She heard the boys voice as she closed her eyes and brushed her face.

    Huh. I also knew the situation from reading the script but I thought it was possible. I assumed PD Yoo must have given the cue, but it wasnt the case. Wow, Choi was right.

    The lighting director?

    No, I mean Choi from the camera department! He said that outdoor shooting requires consideration of natural light, reflected light, and equipment light. Its often more difficult than indoors. But interestingly, the nonprofessional actor seemed to know how to utilize natural light and reflected light so well that there was no need to adjust the equipments brightness! Isnt it incredible that someone without formal acting experience could do such a thing? I wonder if this is really a coincidence.

    He was gifted.

    Thats what Yoo Myeonghan thought. The boys insight during their conversation and his ability to understand the situation on the spot by reading the script and calmly ad-libbing. This was the conclusion he reached as he considered everything. As the shooting continued, the boy surprised the audience with his new appearance, like peeling an onion.

    PD Yoo, you know the drill, right? You promised to treat everyone to a feast tonight! Park Suyeong is taking a break, too, so lets have a drink together!

    Im really sorry, but can I skip tonight? Ill join you guys next time at the feast.

    Uh? What suddenly came up? We only have a few scenes left, and none are urgent, right?

    I must talk to Choi, the writer in Seoul.

    Oh, finally, Choi caught your attention?

    Its not that. I just have some questions about the script.

    Hehe, PD Yoo, take it easy. I know youre working hard, and Im not saying you should overexert yourself. As soon as a frontrunner starts rushing, the rest will get tired. As I grow older, I nag more like my wife. Anyway, PD Yoo, you should learn some skills from that child actor. Otherwise, youll be a bachelor forever, bing a broadcasting station ghost!

    Huh?

    At Yoo Myeonghans question, Kim Deukhyeong smiled with satisfaction and pointed somewhere with his chin.

    See? Some things never change.

    Never change?

    Look there! Theres no separate picture!

    Two child actors sat closely together under a dim eave in front of the picturesque schoolyard scenery on a drizzling day.

    * * *

    Why is she like this?

    Arent you cold?

    Suddenly, the rain poured like a water truck had spilled its contents. Jang Yeongguk was sitting under the eaves of a shabby building that stored exercise equipment, trying to enjoy some quiet contemtion. Unexpectedly, Yeon Su appeared out of nowhere. She blinked herrge eyes like a drenched kitten.

    Wheres your mother?

    Shes chatting with the otherdies.

    Then why are you here?

    Yeon Su fidgeted, unable to exin herself with her small lips. Regardless of her reason, Jang Yeongguk was content just to be in herpany. She was an unattainable beauty that he had never even had the chance to meet in his past life.

    Even if he became a local public official in the future, at least he could boast that hed met the famous Yeon Su. Whenever she appeared on the television screen, hed proudly exim, I met Yeon Su when I was young! The very same Yeon Su whos on TV now!

    How do you act so well?

    Me?

    Arent we the same age?

    Yeon Sus trembling voicecked confidence. She was two years younger than him but had grown almost as tall. Yet, she still seemed so small and fragile.

    Did you learn to act on your own?

    Why do you think I did?

    No, it just seemed like you were a little better than me. Were about the same, I guess

    In his past life, Yeon Su started as a child actress and became a leadingdy. She wasnt like other child actors, who were pushed into acting under the pressure of their guardians. Her love for acting and her passion for exploring and pursuing it from such a young age must have driven her. Still, there was quite a gap between her and the person she was talking to now.

    I want to act well too, but Im not satisfied You speak both Seoul and Busan dialects so well, and the directors love you. I practice the script and try to do the same, but it never works. I learn from the teachers every day, but

    She kept calling him you, but he let it slide because she was cute. In his past life, she was a senior with high status, but things were different now. If he added his experience from his past life, he would already be at a level where most middle-aged actors couldnt even hand them their business cards.

    Look over there. Do you see the pine tree?

    Pine tree?

    Every pine tree is different, shaped by the storms they endure and their environment, which influences how their branches grow. Some pine trees grow straight, while others twist around neighboring branches. But still, regardless of how they grow, their branches always reach toward the sky, right? Acting is the same.

    Who can say anything about its twisted branches, like the evergreen pine tree that remains upright and adheres to principles and boundaries while being sensitive to changes? They will be a beautiful old pine trees.

    You dont need to be tied down by the script. Just do the acting you want to do. Thats all you need. Eventually, the script will be yours. Just keep your gaze fixed on one side, like the sturdy pine tree standing there.

    As he finished speaking, he wondered if he sounded too old-fashioned. Did he say something too difficult for Yeon Su to understand? She blinked her eyes without responding. Soon, her lips began to move, and a clear voice he had never heard came out.

    Oppa, was that really true?

    Eh?

    Like the pine tree standing there, I should do the acting I want!

    Thats right.

    Who told you that? An acting teacher?

    Which acting teacher would it be? If there were one, it would be Jang Yeongguk, the middle-aged man who was passionate about acting in his past life. As he shook his head briefly, she looked overjoyed. And didnt she just call him oppa?

    Oppa, which acting school did you go to? Cheong Sol, Mireu, or Jiseong?

    Yeon Su recited the names of renowned acting schools specializing in child acting in Seoul. No wonder shes curious; shes clearly a natural-born actor. Such a child with a strong desire for acting. But since he didnt attend any, it would be strange to im that he did. He went to the ce where he learned acting. Obviously

    Namhang.

    Wasnt that the ce filled with the joys and sorrows of life?

    [1] What Yeongguk said is  ,   .    ! The literal trantion is, Mundi, release the gas quickly, or else you wont arrive soon. If youre slow, itll cost you 1,000 dors!.  (Mundi) is a nickname for a gas pedal in a car.  means itll cost 1,000 dors. This phrase is often used to exaggerate the consequences of a mistake or dy. I decided to paraphrase it since the literal trantion sounds so awkward in English.

 Chapter 13

    Chapter 13

    A creaky wooden hanger, a yellowed calendar, and an old wall clock whose minute hand had long stopped ticking. Yet, the view of the waves at Namhang that could be seen from the window was always the same. Just like the merchants who had shared decades of ups and downs in the marketce. The merchant association chairman, wearing a red sailor hat, boasted of his unkempt beard as he spoke loudly.

    Lets wrap up this months regr agenda! But before you all leave, listen to what I have to say!

    On themon day off for the Namhang Market, all the merchants were gathered in the merchant association building. The building, built shortly after the Korean War, was old and worn out but had a deep history. It was no other than the association that had maintained the order of Namhang Market, a haven for refugees on Yeongdo Ind. This ce had maintained their livelihood while carrying their sorrow and a myriad of emotions.

    You all know Yeongguk, right? The skinny kid selling fish next to his mother!

    Who wouldnt know Yeongguk in Namhang? If you dont know him, you must be a spy!

    Exactly! I remember Yeongguks voice was so loud that I almost woke up from drowsiness and got scared by his shouting when he was pulling in customers.

    Thats right! So, from now on, lets support Yeongguk as much as possible!

    Chairman, are you talking about the schrship? We decided thatst time, right? We all agreed wed take care of it because Yeongguk studies so well. Ive never seen such a smart kid before. Right, Mrs. Yang?

    Yeah, Ive seen Yeongguk selling fish next to his mother countless times. He even brought his report card when he visited us and ranked tenth in his entire school.

    As the topic of Yeongguk came up, the market merchants became noisy. Their faces were full of proud smiles. After all, Yeongguk was now a well-known figure in Namhang Market. Not only did he help his mother, but he also rolled up his sleeves and assisted other merchants when they were short of help. How could they not like such a kid? Thats when the chairman shook his hat and focused everyones attention.

    I know you all like Yeongguk. Now listen carefully to what Im about to say! Yeongguk, born and raised here in Namhang, will be involved in a drama shoot or something. Who are we? Were the merchants of Namhang who live by sharing even when we have nothing! Of course, well support him with a schrship and give him a warm push when needed. Thats the spirit of Namhang merchants, right?

    All the merchants nodded in agreement.

    Today, there is a shoot near Namhang. So, when everyones resting on a day like today, why dont we go to the shooting site and treat everyone to a meal? That way, Yeongguk can also live and be happy!

    Thats right! The chairman has finally said something right! I cant just keep receiving help from Yeongguk, who has helped me with sorting fruits more than once or twice. Ipletely agree with this!

    Oh, Mrs. Choi from the fruit shop. Youre not just doing this because actress Park Suyeong ising to the shoot, right? I can see right through you! Anyway, I agree too! We have to help Yeongguk at least once!

    Right! Mr. Chairman, youre spot on. Last time, Yeongguks mother came to our house to ask about buying marinated crabs. I heard PD Yoo got some crabs just before the shoot, but the prices have increased recently, so just watching it go around makes me feel bad!

    In an atmosphere that was heated like wildfire, no one opposed the idea. However, as always, there was someone who cooled things down.

    But should we ask Yeongguks mother first? If we go there unannounced and theyre in the middle of shooting, wouldnt we be bothering them?

    Ive thought of that too! The people shooting has to eat, so theyll probably have dinner. We just have to let them know in advance. Mrs. Yang, youre close to Yeongguks mother, right? Ask her!

    Mrs. Yang was given the heavy responsibility in a blink of an eye. However, she nodded firmly as if ready to take it on. Hadnt she been selling fish in the Namhang fish stall alley for the longest time? Over that period, countless ajummas hade and gone from the fish stalls. Most young people couldntst even six months before they gave up.

    At first, she thought Yeongguks mother would be the same. But, to her surprise, she worked diligently without being intimidated by the stubborn Busan ajummas. It didnt take long to find out why she worked so hard without any tricks while calling out to customers. As a woman and a mother, she couldnt help but feel a sense of belonging.

    ***

    During the Japanese colonial period, many traditional Korean houses built in Yeongdo were converted into inns after liberation. This was due to theirrgend area and numerous rooms, making them suitable for the lodging business. These inns served as a resting ce for boatmen and a haven for tearful refugees. It was in one such ce where a film shoot was taking ce at a frantic pace.

    Jin, you should eat some more. Doesnt it suit your taste?

    Who made this for eating?! Its the same nd pig slop you serve every day. Im not surprised my taste buds have turned against it! You must think Im a piglet!

    In a small room that seemed to be filled if just one persony down, a young Kim Hajin (yed by Jang Yeongguk) and his mother (yed by Park Suyeong) were having a tearful dinner. But due to the wooden construction, their ill-tempered neighboring boatman pounded on their shared wall as if it were about to copse.

    Keep it down! We all have to get up before dawn for work on the boats, and youre busy making a ruckus! Did you buy out the entire inn?!

    At the boatmans irritated voice, the mother lowered her head. Unable to bear this, her son rushed to the door, mmed it shut, and stormed out of the inn. Alongside the mothers lonely figure, PD Yoo yelled,

    Cut!

    Great job, everyone!

    PD Yoos face was filled with satisfaction. The set design team had found the traditional house scheduled for demolition and transformed it into an inn reminiscent of the past. There was nothing to throw away, from the setting to the characters in the scene. After finishing the days shoot, the fatigue weighing on his shoulders seemed to disappear. However, he suddenly heard a voice.

    PD, can I ask you a question?

    Park Suyeong still held the script in her hand, disying an uneasy expression.

    Yes, Park Suyeong.

    The script says that Kim Hajin and his mother ate porridge made from ground beans without even any glutinous rice for days on end. Isnt that an exaggeration? Its only been about twenty years. There must have been some opportunity for them to eat a proper meal, right?

    Well, that part was set by scriptwriter Choi. I dont reallyment on it as the script was written based on historical evidence and interviews with people who lived during that time.

    Park Suyeong was satisfied with the filming but thought that the food in the script was too meager. This wasnt because she wanted to find fault with the PD but rather out of curiosity as an actor. She was the type to ask questions and ovee issues whenever she encountered something she couldnt understand. That was when it happened.

    Its not an exaggeration.

    What?

    In the 80s, if anything, people struggled more, not less.

    Cant you see that the PD and I are talking? What would a young person like you know?

    Do you know how hard it is for people running inns? Theyll boil a ramen broth with a few dried anchovy heads to make itst for days. And thats if theyre lucky. On a slow business day, theyre stuck sucking their fingers. I cant even eat the fish I sell myself because I have to save every ten-won bill.

    Hadnt he once lived in an inn with his mother? Back then, he always hated his mother for serving him fishy-smelling rice with ramen broth. He even had several instances where he refused to eat because his lips swelled up. His mother, worried about being thrown out by the innkeeper, struggled to appease him.

    Then why run an inn? You have to pay for lodging here too. Wouldnt it be better to rent a small room instead of paying for an inn every month?

    Whos going to buy the briquettes?

    Briquettes?

    Living in an inn must be most difficult for the mother. After losing her husband at a young age, do you think its easy for her to live in an inn full of boatmen? But by staying at an inn, she can save on briquette[1] costs and sleep in a warm bed. Thats why she made that choice. She wanted to save even a single ten-won bill so that she could buy a school uniform when her son enters middle school!

    Park Suyeong closed her mouth without realizing it. As someone with afortable upbringing, this was a world she couldnt have known. Seeing this, PD Yoo asked with a surprised look.

    Yeongguk, how do you know about that?

    It wasnt so long ago that

    Because my mother and I used to live like that.

    The atmosphere around them had gotten solemn. Park Suyeong couldnt even meet eyes with anyone, her face flushed with embarrassment. After all, hadnt she recently made a snide remark about his performance, saying it was probably just like their real life? She wanted to crawl into a hole and hide. PD Yoo noticed this and pped his hands to lighten the mood.

    All right! Pack up the equipment, and well have dinner here tonight!

    PD Yoo, are we really having dinner here on the set? Can we even get food delivered from a restaurant at this time?

    Yeongguks mother will be treating us all!

    My mother? PD, what are you talking about?

    Smirking, PD Yoo winked at the confused young boy.

    Lets give a round of apuse to Yeongguk!

    Even amidst the pping, Yeongguk couldnt shake off his bewildered expression. How was it possible for his mother to treat everyone to dinner? That just didnt make any sense. At least dozens of people were on the set, including the actors and the film crew.

    * * *

    Cheers!

    The sound of clinking sses and boisterousughter filled the soon-to-be-demolished red-brick house. The merchants from Namhang Market, the film crew, and the actors had all gathered and spread out their seating mats. The food was so plentiful that porters were needed just to carry everything. It was no exaggeration to say that every kind of seafood imaginable was present.

    Now, PD, have a shot of this! Its very healthy, indeed. Im a fisherman, but I asionally go to the mountains. This is a special alcohol brewed with the roots I dug up six years ago!

    Mr. Choi, if you only give it to the PD, the other directors will be jealous!

    Oh dear, youre right! Everyone else should have some too! This drink rejuvenates old folks like me. Its like our strength is restored instantly! Dont refuse it, everyone, since Ive been saving it for a special asion like today!

    Yeongguk couldnt find the words to express his gratitude to the market aunties and uncles. His mother also tried her best to hide her teary eyes while smiling. These people had taken care of them as if they were family.

    Their warm-heartedness while preparing the food, despite having little to offer themselves. The adults would just pat his head and say, Of course, its only natural! when thanked. The feelings of camaraderie he had never experienced in his previous life were now hitting him hard.

    PD, is Yeongguk really good at acting?

    Dont even ask. Hes so good that it feels like Im flying these days. The other directors probably feel the same way!

    I agree. Ive never encountered such a talented actor in all my time as a camera director!

    Everyone is treating him so well. You dont know how kind our Yeongguk is. When the market merchants need help, he sets his own work aside and assists them. I cant even express how hard-working those small hands of his are. And his mother is so attentive to him that all the female merchants are envious. Our good-hearted Yeongguk simply must seed!

    Mr. Choi is right! Yeongguk is going to do well! If only my son could be half the person Yeongguk is, I would have no more wishes. Hes so well-behaved and smart, and what skills he has! Ive been in Namhang for forty years, but hes the first prodigy Ive ever seen. Since he started selling fish in Namhang, the number of visitors has increased significantly. Peoplee looking for him because theyve heard rumors about his face. Yeongguk is a treasure born in Namhang! I dont know how his mother managed to raise such a son. Im truly envious!

    The son of Namhang, thats what they all called me. My mother kept smiling with pride at their words. But why do I feel like crying? Do I really deserve this love?

    Park Suyeong, could I ask for your autograph?

    Of course! Ill also give you an autograph and take a photo with you!

    Wow, how did you know I brought a camera! I couldnt even mention it because I was worried it might be a hassle!

    Of course, we have to take pictures. Otherwise, Id be so disappointed!

    True to her title as an actress, Park Suyeongs demeanor was quite different at the filming set than it was in the market. She approached the market vendors with genuine warmth, greeting them and providing fan service without forgetting anyone. They had never seen a decent actress before, and in their eyes, Park Suyeong, who had appeared on television asionally, must have seemed like an amazing person. She seemed embarrassed while taking photos and could not make eye contact with me.

    PD Yoo, please try this too. Its yukjeot!

    Yukjeot?

    Its shrimp sauce, but if its made in May, its called oweoljeot, and if its made in June, its called yukjeot. Try it with this jjigae. They say the shrimp in yukjeot are of the highest quality and are even better than beef!

    This is so precious. Thank you so much.

    Please, everyone, enjoy! Theres more in the back! Dont be shy. Kim from our Namhang Market provided a whole barrel of alcohol!

    Lets have the Market Chairman say a toast!

    I cant do it today! Lets have Jang Yeongguk do it!

    Suddenly, all eyes were on me. The gazes of dozens of film crew members and actors were directed at me, but the warm stares of the market vendors were especially touching. No matter how often I would say Thank you to them, I realized it wouldnt be enough. But it was time for a toast. I raised my ss filled with soda and shouted,

    For Namhang!

    Laughter erupted once again, apanied by the sound of sses clinking. It was like a scene from a street food restaurant. Emotions I had never experienced in my previous life came flooding in like a tidal wave. As I sat down, overwhelmed by emotion, my mother held my hand tightly.

    Next to my mother, Park Suyeong was sitting, enjoying a bowl of yellow porridge after a shot of soju. She ate with such gusto that I couldnt help but wonder if this was the same Park Suyeong I knew.

    Park Suyeong, do you like the porridge?

    Yes, its so delicious! What is it made of?

    The herbal medicine shop owner made it just for the film crew. I was worried it might not suit the taste of the younger people, but Im d you like it.

    Herbal medicine shop?

    Yes, a ce that sells medicinal herbs that are good for your body. They say that if you eat this dish once, you wont sweat in the summer and will be full of energy. Its made from frogs and said to be more valuable than ginseng for hard-working people!

    Frogs?

    Park Suyeongs eyes turned towards me, questioning. She must not have understood the dialect.[2]

    Frogs, I immediately replied.

    At that moment, Park Suyeongs wavering gaze fell upon her empty porridge bowl. The bowl was so clean that no additional washing was needed. On the one hand, I was grateful, but on the other, I felt a bit mischievous.

    [1] Briquettes are liked charcoals and aremonly used as a fuel source for heating and cooking.

    [2]  is the standard Korean word for frog, but Yeongguks mom used the word , which is the Busan dialect equivalent. Thats why Yeongguk had to rify it to Park Suyeong.

 Chapter 14

    Chapter 14

    The concept of pre-production for dramas was an unthinkable word in South Korea. Clear limitations on production costs and apetitive edge (reflected in viewer reactions) often made this impossible. For miniseries, production would start about two months before the confirmed scheduling.

    However, it wasnt as simple as diving straight into filming. Considering factors like casting, scouting for locations, and set construction, the pre-shooting period was just about a month. As a result, it was customary for broadcast stations to be lenient toward iplete scripts. Dramas with a solid first half and a messy second half were often the result of this rushed process, making them typical examples of front-loading.

    What should I do?

    <em>Click.</em>

    Writer Choi Eunsuk repeatedly clicked her pens button. It was a habit that she disyed when thinking about her work or facing difficult decisions. Her mind was as intricate andplex as a canvas sttered with various colors. And who could me her?

    Writer Choi, its better than we thought!

    Just a few days ago, she heard a voice over the phone. It was the voice of the PD Yoo Myeonghan, who was as excited as if he had discovered a treasure. He was known to be more meticulous than most veteran directors, even during his days as an assistant director. This diligence allowed him to secure a director position in just seven years and finalize his shows scheduling.

    Yeongguk is seriously amazing at acting! It wasnt a lie when we said we felt something during the script reading! So, heres the thing.

    During the script reading, they truly felt something every time the child actor spoke their lines. It felt like the young Kim Hajin from the script hade to life.

    What if we let Yeongguk do the emotional scene in episode 3?

    What?!

    It was an absurd suggestion. The emotional scene in episode 3 was challenging even for adult actors. Choi Eunsuk knew it well, as writing the scene had been emotionally taxing for her. Another reason for her hesitation was that viewers werent fond of child actors performances. The significant differences between adults and children in terms of their tone and artiction were noticeable.

    A clumsy disy of emotions could tarnish the shows previous evaluations if they werent careful. Thats why the intense emotional scene in the third episode had to be performed by an older version of Jang Yeongguk, not the child actor. There was no way PD Yoo, known for his keen filming instincts, wouldnt be aware of this.

    Trust me and give it a try. Writer Choi, the final decision is up to you. Park AD will bring the footage to Seoul personally tomorrow.

    Choi Eunsuk lowered her head and looked at the tape in her hands. It was a copy that had been hastily edited, focusing on Jang Yeongguk from the raw footage taken at the scene. The logo for KBC Busan Broadcasting Corporations documentary was still there, faded though it was. Editing must have been difficult, even if it was still KBC since it wasnt their headquarters.

    Lets watch it.

    Theres nothing to lose from watching.

    How well could a child act, even if they were said to be good? She couldnt forget her excitement when she saw the script reading, but acting while focusing on the screen and moving was different.

    She couldnt help but be objective in evaluating acting. She wasnt the director; instead, she had to take responsibility as the main writer. This was particrly true for acting in broadcasts, which had to cater to viewers beyond the screen, unlike the theater, which was closer to the audience.

    [Can I really grow up like this, as an only child? When I get old, should I sell fish like my mother? No, I wont do that. I wont stay here even if I die! Cant you just say it? Am I shameful to you? If Im so shameful, why didnt you just abandon me! I cant stand this. Ill break free from all these stinky things!]

    Choi Eunsuk leaned forward. The video was still raw, unedited, without cleaned-up sound or other enhancements. However, the child actors lines were delivered as if they were etched into her ears, not missing a single syble, especially in that scene.

    Throwing fish at the mother?

    As a writer, it was an action and movement that she couldnt have anticipated. Was it the PDs doing? Having known Yoo Myeonghan since his AD days, she was already quite familiar with his directing style. He was a man who moved with meticulous calctions.

    Undoubtedly, the actors interpretation of those lines can only be seen as their personal expression, not someone elses directing. Choi Eunsuk found herself absorbed in the child actors performance on the screen, having forgotten even to click her pen. How much time had passed? By this point, she couldnt see even the faintest traces of dust.

    [My mom says that when your shocese undone, its because someone is thinking about you.]

    With a soft thud, the pen in Choi Eunsuks hand fell to the floor. No writer didnt have concerns about their script. Almost every waking moment, save for a bit of sleep, was dedicated to crafting better sentences and scenes.

    Thats why many writers didnt like ad-libs, feeling as though their scripts and characters values were being belittled. However, the child actors ad-lib struck Choi Eunsuks heart without mercy. The actor showed that they saw the world beyond the script. It was only then that she realized.

    <em>The script said so, thats why.</em>

    The boys words during the script reading were true.

    ***

    NG!

    There were more than a few things to worry about during night shootings. From setting up the lighting to considering the surrounding civilints, even the sound work had to be thorough. The fatigue of the shooting staff was no joke, and they were bound to be on edge due to the strenuous workload. On a day like today, when the supporting actors made frequent mistakes, it created an atmosphere where everyone felt like they were walking on thin ice.

    Lets take a quick ten-minute break, everyone!

    Eventually, PD Yoo threw off his headphones and stood up from his seat. The atmosphere among the film crew wasnt good. It was as if the sky was about to fall any minute due to the continuous NGs caused by the supporting actors mistakes. Actor Park Suyeong went into the waiting room without looking back.

    Hyung, are you alright?

    Supporting actor Song Jeongseok brushed his face with both hands. This was his first drama role since leaving the theater. However, it wasnt as easy as he had hoped. He was endlessly happy when he found out that the boy who had helped him before was the main child actor in the drama. He had vowed to show off his acting skills.

    Yeongguk, Im sorry. The shooting is getting dyed because of me

    Song Jeongseok was aware of the bitterness of being a supporting actor. If the PD were to call out an NG, it would feel like walking on a thorny path for the supporting actor, as theres a possibility that their scenes could be entirely cut from the drama. Song Jeongseok, who returned to Yeongdo to learn the Busan dialect and even lived in an inn, had an insatiable thirst and desire to act like anyone else.

    Hyung, dont me yourself too much. You were aware of the cameras path and moved well. Your voice projection was good too. I could see that you tried to erase the tone you used in the theater. But thats not the problem.

    Huh?

    Who do you think your character is?

    Song Jeongseok overcame themon problem often faced by actors transitioning from theater to screen. However, the problemy elsewhere in understanding his character. Unlike theater, drama supporting roles were merely extras without any background story, ying roles such as passersby or drunkards. They have no character history to understand.

    Song Jeongseok was once a great actor in his past life, but now hes just a nameless supporting role. He couldnt help but feel the anxiety that came with such a position, as I had experienced it myself. Anxiety caused ones shoulders to hunch and tongue to go numb, and eventually, it would feel like the world would go pitch ck before your eyes. Just as Song Jeongseok in my past life had advised me, perhaps I could offer some counsel too.

    You cant just think of your character as a drunken man causing a scene to the mother tidying up the fish stands. Look at his clothes, ent, and props. Why do you think the script says hes holding a half-empty soju bottle?

    Well, he probably has no money, and maybe he picked up a discarded one?

    Youre half right, half wrong. In this era, there was originally a mortuary in Yeongdo. Many died from getting caught in rough currents, and some desperate refugees even jumped into the sea. As a result, there were always half-empty soju bottles near the dock. They would be scattered around to appease the spirits of those who died at sea and to serve as a deterrent for those intending to jump into the water. Its saying that if you die, someone will be this sad for you.

 Chapter 15

    Chapter 15

    As the makeup teams handiwork became more delicate, Park Suyeongs face gradually lost its vitality. Her eyes looked hollow, like a wilting flower, and her lips seemed parched as if they had been through a drought. In reality, Park Suyeong had been controlling her weight by adjusting her diet. Her gaunt cheeks revealed the effort she had put in to immerse herself in the role.

    Unnie, is this enough?

    Sohee, the area under the eyes is too dark. Do you think Im going to die today? Make it subtle, like paint spreading. And take a photo of me today. I want it to be a bit darker the next time we shoot. Im counting on you.

    German screenwriter Herman J. Mankiewicz once said that the harmony between an actor and a character was paramount. No matter how good the ingredients were, it wouldnt be edible if the vors didnte together. The same went for roles. The writers intentions, the PDs direction, and the actors imagination must be harmonious for a role to beplete. Park Suyeong seemed to be more lifeless each day, just like Kim Hajins mother. But there was one problem.

    <em>The emotions arent there yet.</em>

    It was inevitable. Park Suyeong had learned acting in a theaterpany for a long time, but there was a clear difference between stage and screen acting. The approach to <em>mise-en-e</em>[1] was different, and the immersion into the frame and the role had to change ordingly. It wasnt enough to repeat a roles life for two hours; the progression of time had to be shown. This was also her first time ying a dying character, so Park Suyeong went through a lot of thinking.

    Not only did she need to convince the audience, but she also had to genuinely live as the character in the script. This is why even actors with a reputation for their stage acting struggled to break down this wall. In this sense, Jang Yeongguk was amazing. Even though he yed a characterpletely different from his real life, when the camera started rolling, he transformed into Kim Hajin. Park Suyeong seemed to havee to a decision. She picked up the phone and dialed a number.

    Director Kim, you need toe down to Yeongdo for a bit.

    Yeongdo? Isnt that about themercial that got canceledst time? That was because Son Somin lowered the price, and we had no choice. If you dump them now, youll ruin everything, including your reputation. Thepany decided that the younger Son Somin would be better for the product image.

    Im not talking about that!

    Then what? Did something happen on set? Its not like thest time you fought with the PD and writer, right? Park Suyeong, I dont mean to undermine your acting career, but a director has a different sense of responsibility than an actor. How many times have I told you that?

    Its not that! I know Im not always fighting!

    Park Suyeongs eyebrows twitched. The makeup team had already left the waiting room. The manager and stylist had also left early because of the rising tone of the conversation.

    Its just that theres an actor you need to meet!

    An actor? Theres no adult actor on the Yeongdo set other than you. Did you find someone useful among the extras?

    Juste down here!

    Right now? I cante down this month because my schedule is so packed. Instead, have Myeongseon give them a business card. If theyre an extra, they should have some free time toe to Seoul and find us.

    No, seriously! Make some time toe to Yeongdo before we finish shooting!

    Park Suyeong hung up the phone irritably. After all, she was offering to bring a treasure, but he didnt even know that. Still, if it was Director Kim, she could trust him. He was the kind of person who didnt just tell a signed actor what they wanted to hear but also gave them harsh criticism. She was curious. Would he be able to recognize a gem amid countless stones?

    ***

    Why do you keep following me?

    It was before filming had started, yet Yeon Su kept chasing after me like ducklings following their mother. As an only child, it felt like I had a younger sister, which was cute but also annoying. She didnt know when to stay away, even sticking her head in when I went to the restroom, asking where I was going. At this point, I started to doubt whether this was the actress Yeon Su I knew in my past life.

    Im just, just acting!

    Acting?

    Yes, thats what you said, oppa. To look at you like a pine tree standing tall and act! To be Son Yerin! Son Yerin likes Kim Hajin, right?

    Huh.

    How cheeky.

    That wasnt what I intended when I gave her advice, but she certainly had an exceptional ability to absorb new skills. As Yeon Su stayed glued to my side, even the film crew passing by would smile. Yeon Sus mother also seemed to watch us fondly. What a sight.

    Arent you hungry?

    I ate breakfast, but

    Here, eat this. Your acting will suffer if youre hungry.

    She was at that age when she would still be hungry even after eating three meals a day. I handed her a boiled potato that I had brought for the extras. Yeon Su took a bite, and her eyes widened in delight.

    Is it good?

    Ive never had a potato this delicious before!

    She epted the food so willingly. I wondered if shecked a sense of caution, but that didnt seem to be the case. When I asked her about it, she told me the truth.

    Im eating it because you gave it to me, oppa. I usually dont eat just anything when Im outside!

    Anyway.

    Youre so messy.

    I wasnt sure if it was because the potato was genuinely delicious or because she had been staring at me while eating, but there were bits of potato all around her mouth. I gently wiped them away with my finger, and Yeon Sus eyes grew even bigger. At that moment, I saw Park Suyeong enter the filming set.

    <em>The tide has turned.</em>

    I recognized Park Suyeong instantly. She had dominated the drama and movie scenes in my past life, hadnt she? An actors job was to constantly explore their craft. They needed to put their soul into their art, actions, and voice. This was true for extras, supporting actors, and leading actors alike.

    Just like sponges absorb water, they must absorb their roles and persuade the viewers beyond the screen. The more they pined for acting, the more they would grow into esteemed actors. In that regard, Park Suyeong honed her skills both externally and internally. She would continue to grow and be the Park Suyeong I knew in my past life.

    <em>Looking at me?</em>

    It seemed like she was saying that when our eyes met. She was still somewhat fussy, but I didnt dislike her. I knew she was an actor with a thirst for acting. In addition to that, because of the incident at the old house on Jeoksan, Park Suyeong asionally sent an apologetic nce my way. And then it happened.

    Park Suyeong strode over to Yeon Su and me and snickered.

    Are you two dating?

    * * *

    A filming set is a ce of constantmunication. Directors and department heads inevitably shed, especially when it came to the camera director. Disagreements due to differences in experience, like the one happening now, were quitemon.

    Sunbae! Please listen to what I have to say! I agree with using a stunt double. But if we do that, the <em>mise-en-e</em> will lose its life. Its a scene thats supposed to convey emotions, and if we continue like this, itll be neither here nor there.

    PD Yoo! This isnt just your art project! Ive been holding the camera for years now. I understand what you want, but theres no other way! If we dont use a double and just put the child actor in there, what if theres an ident! In times like these, we have no choice but to correct it in post!

    Cant we think about it a little more, or at least consider moving the filming location to a safer ce?

    Oh dear! Seriously! The filming hasnt even started yet, and its driving me crazy! I know youre the director and should have the final say, but theres an old saying about striking a stone bridge before crossing it. Theres no way around this scene. If not, lets just go with a full shot (F/S) instead of the one-shot (1SB/S)!

    No, we cant do that!

    Perhaps it felt like talking with a stubborn officer to the experienced camera director who had been through thick and thin on set. As themotion on the filming site escted, Yeon Su hid behind me and tugged at my clothes.

    Dont worry, theyre not really fighting.

    After all, even if they shed on set, animosity disappeared once the filming ended. They both knew it was because they were so passionate about the shoot. The reason for their raised voices was simple.

    <em>Its a scene of jumping into the sea.</em>

    Its a scene where young Kim Hajin jumps off a deste cliff into the sea below. It was an era when life was a struggle, so naturally, people would take a break in the mountains or the sea. In the mountains, they would taste honey from azalea flowers, and in the sea, they would catch minnows. That being said

    <em>I used toe here often.</em>

    It was a ce where I frequently yed as a child when I skipped school. I never expected it to be chosen as a filming location. Although there was a cliff, it wasnt particrly dangerous; it was more like a hill. I had yed there many times, jumping into the water.

    Born as a boatmans child, the sea sometimes felt like a stern but always affectionate father. The same was true for this spot. With a unique geographical feature, the water was deep enough and the current mild, making it a ce I frequently visited in my past life. Here, I would console my longing for my father.

    But using a stunt double.

    I understood why Yoo Myeonghan was worried. If a stunt double were used for a child actor, it would usually be a petite adult woman. However, distorting the proportions in the footage was inevitable. Sharp-eyed viewers would immediately notice the stunt double, and the visual quality would suffer. Also, the system in the past didnt yet have mature editing techniques. It was natural for Yoo Myeonghan to worry.

    Hey, what are you doing?

    When I removed my shoes and outer pants, Yeon Su gasped and covered her eyes. She still peeked through her fingers, though. Yoo Myeonghan and the camera director were still arguing. There was only one way to end their conflict, so I took a deep breath.

    Look over here!

    Everyones attention turned to me. Yoo Myeonghan looked at me with bewilderment, and the experienced camera director widened his eyes in disbelief. It was toote for them to stop me.

    <em>Thud!</em>

    I leaped off the deste cliff. It was no scarier than a hill, and my childhood memories made it even more enjoyable. As I soared through the air, I saw the blue waters below.

    Soon, <em>ssh!</em>

    As I hit the water, I heard shocked voices from the hill above, but the underwater world was as peaceful as a memory from my past life. Startled by my sudden intrusion, the fish swimming around formed a wall and swam away. I recalled how I loved ying in the water when I was young.

    Phew!

    As I surfaced and spat water, I saw people on the hill gesturing at me. Both Yoo Myeonghan and the camera director couldnt hide their sighs of relief even though they were flustered. Grinning like young Kim Hajin, I shouted in a sassy voice.

    The water tastes so good! On a hot day like today, we should definitely take a dip!

    Why did I jump into the sea? Wasnt it obvious? It might be the PDs job to manage the noise on set, but setting the atmosphere was the actors responsibility. Plus, the slightly salty taste of the water was excellent, just like in my childhood.

    [1] Mise-en-e is a fancy French term filmmakers use to talk about everything they put in front of the camera. Basically, its everything you see in a movie, from the costumes and sets to the lighting and camera angles.

 Chapter 16

    Chapter 16

    A small wooden boat left Namhang, bobbing gently as it cut through the waves. Under the warm sunlight, the sea gleamed like a jewel. The gentle rocking might have been nothing more than a newborn babys wobblepared to the torrential currents boatmen usually faced, but it seemed that the film crew wasnt so used to it. The AD had already lost his breakfast several times and could barely stand on deck. In contrast, camera director Kim Deukhyeongs eyes sparkled with excitement more than ever.

    PD Yoo, this is an amazing shot! How did you find such a ce?

    Sunbae, how would I know about these waters? Its all thanks to the boat owner. When the production assistant mentioned Yeongguks name at Namhang Market, everyone offered to help us find the way. If it werent for Yeongguk, we wouldve had difficulty finding a good location.

    Ah, that boy is quite a lucky charm!

    At the bow of the boat, a young boy stood unfazed by the swaying of the waves as if his feet were maic. Seagulls soared around him, and a heron flew past though they were far from the shore. The scene was so magical that it could have been plucked straight out of a movie.

    Scene number 57, a brief life on the ocean!

    The crew of around ten people hurriedly began filming. As the pperboard snapped, the wooden boat momentarily came to a halt. A teary-eyed mother wearing worn-out shoes approached her son.

    Jin, pay your respects to your father.

    What father? Mom, you cant even see whats right before you! These are just disgusting, fishy ocean waves!

    Jin

    The gaunt mother painfully made her way to the deck and poured soju onto the blue waters. Her son watched her with a look of pure dissatisfaction. What was so great about the ocean that had robbed them of his father and her husband? Yet, the mother fought back her emotions, her voice strained.

    My dear husband, were here. You must have been so lonely all by yourself. I wanted toe more often, but life got in the way. Our Jin has grown up so much. Hes really a good boy, just like you. It would have been wonderful if you could see him

    Unable to contain her emotions any longer, tears streamed down his mothers face. Her hand holding the soju bottle shook violently, and tears welled under her hollow cheeks. At that moment, her son Jin grabbed her shoulder.

    Are you going to spill it? Whats with this disy?

    Jin

    Give it to me. Ill do it!

    Snatching the soju bottle from his mothers wrinkled hands and sshing it into the sea, Jins eyes were also filled with unending tears. On the outside, he resented his father, but deep down, he longed for him more than anyone else. Seagulls cried at the sight of their tears.

    Father

    As his mother leaned against the rails for a break, Jin stood alone at the bow, looking down at sea. Unchangingly blue, the ocean seemed to know his feelings. He silently took a small apple from his pocket and threw it with all his might.

    I miss you, he whispered.

    At that moment, a seagull changed course, as if responding to his call.

    * * *

    The filming was just wrapping up when the boat owner, his face tanned dark, came over. It was their first time getting a good look at him. They only heard that theyd hired a boat owner who knew the waters well, but he had kept his hat pulled low and stayed in the wheelhouse the entire timeuntil now.

    Yeongguk! You dont even pretend to be happy to see me!

    Old man, I cant stand fakeughter! I didnt know you changed the boats name to Silver. Anyway, I heard youve been driving the boat without going fishing. Dont tell me you missed the right tide?

    No way! I injured my finger while pulling up a fishing, so I took a break. Right around that time, someone from Seoul came by looking for help navigating on a filming gig and mentioned your name. So, I said Id do it. Its all thanks to you, Yeongguk!

    Youre not charging them for just taking people out on the sea, right?

    Tsk, so quick-witted! Anyway, now that the shoot is over, go to the and bring me a live fish! After all, these city folks from Seoul should taste fresh fish before leaving. They should at least be able to say they saw the sea!

    Whos going to prepare the fish? Boss, didnt you say you hurt your hand?

    Youre pretty good at it too, kid! Ive seen you help your mother clean fish at Namhang Market!

    Well, he did have a knack for it from his past life. He was already an expert in cleaning fish and had done it several times, even filling in for his mother at Namhang Market. His mother first stopped him, saying it was dangerous, but she couldnt help but be impressed by his skill.

    He caught a fish in the and immediately began preparing the sashimi. The film crews eyes widened at the sight.

    Yeongguk, you know how to fillet fish too?

    PD, what can a kid who grew up in Namhang not do regarding sea-rted tasks? Dont just swallow your saliva, have a bite! Everyone else,e and try it too! As the captain said, you should have some while its still fresh to really experience the sea!

    Fortunately, the small boat could only amodate a limited number of crew members. The PD tasted a piece of sashimi and couldnt help but exim.

    Wow, this is amazing!

    His face showed that he was craving some soju. The other crew members also felt the same way. They each took a thick piece of sashimi, and their fatigue seemed to disappear as they enjoyed the fresh taste. Of course, there was one exception.

    Mom, arent you going to have some? Oh, youre not eating because youre watching your weight, right? My mistake.

    Hey, the shoot is over. Stop calling me Mom! Just give me some. I want to eat too!

    I knew youd say that, so I saved the best part for you. Here, let me give you a piece. Say ah.

    No one could resist the charming kids offer. Park Suyeong pretended to lose and opened her mouth wide for the sashimi. Her eyes sparkled as soon as the fish entered her mouth, and she was clearly enjoying the fresh taste. After all, it was the fishs peak season. Ind, one could never find such fresh sashimi. And, of course, even the pickiest of eaters would crave more with just a piece of the fish at that time of the year.

    Try this too. Its sea urchin roe  you cant just scoop it up with a spoon like this onnd.

    Kid, I know how to eat it. You dont need to feed me like that!

    Im only feeding you because youre my mom. Just eat it.

    He encouraged her again, and she pretended to give in as she took a spoonful of the sea urchin roe. The sour taste of the sauce and the sweetness of the sea urchin roe filled her mouth, evoking the feeling of having the sea in her mouth.

    How is it?

    Park Suyeong nodded briefly.

    * * *

    The captain cooked a modest seafood ramen for the ten-member film crew. The steaming soup and savory taste left everyone speechless. The AD, who had suffered badly from seasickness, seemed to have fully recovered and finished a bowl immediately. The PD still yearned for soju, but what could he do? Hed have to console himself at a seafood restaurant onnd.

    Captain, have you known Yeongguk since a long time ago?

    Indeed. As you know, PD Yoo, Yeongguk is quite famous at Namhang. Hes quite a celebrity in Yeongdo. But when I see Yeongguk, I just cant help but feel bad, so I kept my distance.

    Why do you feel bad?

    Yeongguks father and I were very close. We would go fishing together, rain or shine, and even drink and shout at Namhang. But then his father got caught in a strong current and drowned. After that, it felt like it was all my fault, so I couldnt face Yeongguk properly for years.

    With a strong and dignified appearance, the tanned captain had a hunched posture. It seemed his emotions were overwhelming as he thought of his old friend.

    Im sorry for my poor manners, he apologized.

    No, its fine.

    Yeongguk is quite a good actor, isnt he?

    Of course, you saw it yourself. Ive seen many child actors at the broadcasting station, but no one like Yeongguk.

    Its not just for show. The child actor struggled with the demanding filming schedule because of the physical challenges. And to make matters worse, he was the primary child actor. Despite the difficult lines he had to memorize, he didnt make a single mistake. Far from looking exhausted as the shoot drew to a close, he actually boosted the energy of the staff and fellow actors.

    Of course. Hes got a heart as big as his fathers, you know. He might still be young, but hes got an adults mind. He works hard so his mother doesnt have to suffer and tries to do all the tough tasks himself. When I think about it now, my friend really raised a great son. When she set up a stall at Namhang with the other guys we worked with, I wasnt sure if shed be able to handle such a big responsibility, but my worries were unfounded. Just look at him, doing his role so well. Its really something.

    Sturdy, calloused hands sped Yoo Myeonghans hand.

    Thank you so much for the ceremony earlier at the sea.

    Yoo Myeonghan recalled the event before the shoot. It happened after they wrapped up the shooting sketch and the team loaded equipment onto a small boat.

    PD, can I scatter soju in this scene and throw an apple at the end?

    An apple?

    I think its something Hajins father would have liked.

    The child had a clear vision of the world within the script, as if he saw it as his own living room. Yoo Myeonghan felt the boys words were persuasive, and the visual actually matched perfectly once they filmed it. As if they had found a lost puzzle piece. It was then.

    His father, I mean, my friend, really loved ceremonies like that. It was even more important back then because living without it was unbearable. Its a blessing to even find the body because if it didnt wash away to the shore, itd be lost forever. Nowadays, going out to sea and scattering their favorite food like that is all we can do. Im really grateful. My friend out there in the sea must be delighted too. He finally got a delicious apple after so long.

    Tears welled up in the eyes of the middle-aged boatman, his cheeks reddening. Unbeknownst to him, Yoo Myeonghan also felt warmth in his chest. There were countless stories in Namhang, like a drawbridge opening and closing, just hidden away deep inside peoples hearts. The child must be the same. But the child wasnt afraid of the sea, nor did he avoid it. He knew that its better to let it out instead of hiding his sadness.

    He should be happy to see such a grown-up son.

    The boy was sitting alone at the bow of the boat. The sea, scattering blue rays of light, gently swayed as if greeting the young boy.

 Chapter 17

    Chapter 17

    Child Actors.

    Filming a drama was a series of hardships. Of course, there were the high-intensity schedules and all-nighters. No wonder some actors would faint during filming. Naturally, child actors were exempted from such situations. Although it was before the Labor Standards Act for children was established, the production team took the childrens physical stamina into consideration.

    Hey, dont just pass by. Come take a look at these tfish! If you try one, your lost appetite will return because of the scorching sun!

    Look at this, really?

    Have you been fooled all your life? Theres a reason why they say a grilled tfish can make a dead man kick the grave ande out! Stop hesitating ande over! Ill give you plenty of service!

    There was only thest shoot left. Since the scene required intense emotions, PD Yoo Myeonghan gave me two days to rest. But, sitting in a corner reading the script made me feel a bit restless, and though my mothers cooking skills had improved, I still couldnt sleep in, so I got up early.

    Do I have to grill and eat this?

    You can grill and eat it or scoop a thick slice and dip it in soybean paste. If you want to braise it, just add sliced radish and red and green peppers to water boiled with kelp. If you need seasoning, the store owner in front will help you!

    Are you a mom? You know everything, even the smallest details!

    In my past life, I learned all sorts of things by cooking and eating leftover fish. Thanks to my experiences at that time, I could even help the other merchants while I was selling a single fish. My mother asionally looked at me with strange eyes, but she didnt say much since its something you could learn from a cookbook. While I was promoting the fish in front of the stand

    Kook, is she the child you filmed with?

    My head turned at my mothers words. Between the maze-like alleyways of Namhang Markets fish stands, I could see Yeon Su walking with her mother. I heard Yeon Su finished shooting today, but why didnt she return to Seoul ande here instead?

    Do you need a yellow croaker?

    Unknowingly, I said a line meant for business. My mother was politely greeting Yeon Sus mother. Its said that mothers pass their traits down to their daughters, and Yeon Sus bright personality resembles her mothers. Even when the smell of fish got on her hands, she shook them off and held Yeon Sus hand.

    Oppa, didnt you know my filming ended?

    I knew, the PD told me.

    But why didnt youe to the set? Its the final shoot I cant stay here longer even if I want to because of a schedule at another broadcasting station

    Dont you see Im busy selling fish? Go away. Customers are hesitant toe in because of you.

    Yeon Su bit her lips. I couldnt pamper her anymore just because she was cute. After this drama shoot, Yeon Su and I wouldnt have any connection. She would grow up to be the actress I saw in my past life, and I would grow in my own way. I had no intention of igniting a young childs heart. I slightly bowed to Yeon Sus mother and shouted aloud.

    We have very delicious tfish here! Dont just pass by. Come take a look! Even if you die ande back to life, you wont find tfish in season like these!

    Would she know? That this shout

    That it signified to the world that she and I had different lives.

    ***

    Facing the night sea where seagulls cry mournfully, a modest farewell party was held at a raw fish restaurant. As the filming period gets longer, a sense of camaraderie forms within the team. Yeon Su, the child actress of the female lead, was especially endearing on the set because of her warm personality. Thus, she was invited to this special farewell party.

    PD Yoo, you chose this raw fish restaurant for our farewell party out of many ces. I dont dislike it, but its not the best ce for the child actress.

    I wanted to go to a barbecue restaurant too, but Yeon Su insisted wee here. She said she wanted to go to the ce where the senior actors and the filming team always enjoyed themselves and rxed. I think she considered that we have more filming to do, so she chose a ce where even the youngest staff members can feelfortable.

    Yeon Su is really thoughtful! I dont know why kids these days are growing up so fast!

    Yeon Su wandered around the raw fish restaurant, exchanging farewell greetings with the filming staff. The filming period was not particrly short or long. During this time, many memories were made, and friendships developed with the production staff. The filming team adored Yeon Su. Perhaps it was because she had learned acting from a young age, but she was not shy around strangers and managed to pull off her role well among the many adults.

    Yeon Su, eat a lot. The mung bean pancakes here are delicious.

    Camera director, you should eat a lot too. You lost some weight because of the hard work of filming.

    Yeon Su, I appreciate the sentiment, but look at my stomach. Does it look like I lost any weight, huh?!

    At Kim Deukhyeongs jest, the raw fish restaurant became lively. Yeon Su was with her mother but kept looking around for someone. However, it seemed she couldnt find them, as she soon drank her soda disappointedly. Seeing this, Park Suyeong casually asked Yoo Myeonghan.

    PD, is Jang Yeongguk noting today?

    I guess it takes quite a while for him to prepare the fish because it is in season. He said he cant attend since hes helping his mother at the market.

    Is that so?

    At Yoo Myeonghans words, Yeon Su pursed her lips tightly. Seeing her reaction, Park Suyeong clicked her tongue lightly and took a sip of soju before speaking quietly.

    Its funny how someone who usually acts so mature can be so clueless at times like this.

    ***

    Mother, does it hurt a lot?

    In the small room with yellow wallpaper, I massaged my mothers arms and legs, which were aching from hardbor. Her hands, almost painfully thin, made my heart ache just looking at them. With these hands, she had led the handcart. How much burden had she carried on her narrow shoulders? These thoughts quickly flowed through my mind. I should have known this in my past life. The fact that my mother devoted herself so much to me. No, I wanted to pretend I didnt know. Because I was that kind of person.

    Stop worrying, my child. Mother is fine. It doesnt hurt.

    My mother never showed any signs of pain, fearing her son might worry about her. Hadnt she lived the same way in her past life? Even as she withered away, she was like a hedgehog, only looking out for her child.

    Yeongguk, do you enjoy acting?

    Its just okay.

    Ay, my son, how can I not know your heart? The people at the broadcasting station back then were really kind too. Theres not much time left for shooting now, right?

    Yes, we have one more session left.

    I nodded briefly. The shooting in Yeongdo was nearing its end. However, I had no intention of acting ever again. There are limited roles for child actors in Korea. Their pay is also at a simr level to that of extras. Traveling all around the country was impossible to im those few roles. I shouldnt pursue it anymore.

    Will you continue acting?

    I dont n to. No one will hire me anyway.

    I experienced it fully in my past life. A paradise could not exist because human desire existed. The same went for actors. There could be no end to acting because of their existence, their selfishness, and greed. If I were to act again, I couldnt be sure I wouldnt be caught up in those same desires.

    Yeongguk, was it really not fun?

    My mother could not be deceived. After all, wasnt I deeply engrossed in acting to the point of earning the nickname crazy in my past life? However, my feelings while filming <em>Man of August</em> were different. Rather than feeling overwhelming pressure at the filming site, it felt warm andforting, as if I were nestled in my parents warm embrace.

    Today, everyone from the shoot is gathering together to help out. Werent you going to go? That girl, her name is Yeon Su, right? Shes so lovely. She looked quite sad when she said filming had ended. She said she heard it from Yeon Sus mother. You seemed to follow her a lot, and I bet my son is sad not being able to see her onest time.

    Its okay. I said goodbye at the shootst time, and if I didnt help out on a day like today, Mother would have to clean up all by herself all night.

    Mothers are truly happy when they have such a kind son like you. Even so, my child, Yeongguk

    My mother stroked her sons head with rough hands.

    I hope you are happy.

    * * *

    The Seoul-bound Saemaul train departing Busan Station at 7:45 a.m. is entering tform 7.

    The staffs voice echoed through the speakers. Yeon Sus face was full of deep regret as she was about to leave Busan. Was it because of the things that happened during the shoot? The deeper the memories, the more emotions were contained in every trivial thing. However, there were things she could not shake off.

    Yeon Su, the train ising.

    Yeon Su lifted her head at her mothers words and looked at the train entering the station. Following the staffs instructions to step back from the yellow line, passengers about to board the train eagerly moved to form a queue. Once she boarded that train, she would have no reason to return to Busan. Even if she visited Busan for another filming, there would be no chance to meet him. A deep sigh turned into poignant regret in her eyes.

    My dear, why do you look so sad?

    Its nothing.

    Are you upset because you couldnt see Yeongguk?

    Her mother was not unaware of why her daughter hadcked energy since morning. She had always been a lively child on the set. But after meeting the boy, she changed. She had be hesitant even to talk and would try to stay right by his side. More so, she had followed him even more than her own mother. She didnt dislike her daughters behavior. She understood it was the first love everyone would experience at least once.

    Moreover, the boy was so polite and smart that she didnt feel the need to intervene.

    Next time, letse to Yeongdo with Mom and visit Namhang Market to see Yeongguk again.

    Really?

    Of course! When have I ever lied to my daughter?

    Only then did Yeon Sus face begin to brighten. Seeing her daughters expression change at the mere mention of his name, she smiled bitterly. It wasnt as if they were Romeo and Juliet. She felt vague guilt as if she had torn the two apart. As the train arrived at the station, passengers began to board one by one. It was at that moment.

    <em>Your shoce is untied.</em>

    As Yeon Su was about to step forward, she noticed her shoce was untied and stopped momentarily. Since the train would stop at the station for about five minutes, she still had time. While trying to tie her shoce with a hand full of regret, her mothers eyes widened likemps, and a smile blossomed on her lips. The reason was simple.

    Cutting it close.

    At the familiar voice, she naturally looked up. There he was, the boy Yeon Su had longed for, drenched in sweat. Like a scene from a movie, he knelt on one knee and tightly tied her shoce. At that moment, she realized a heart could beat as loudly and intensely as the trains horn.

 Chapter 18

    Chapter 18

    A fortune teller.

    Its a dialect from Gyeongsang Province referring to fortune tellers.[1] In the past, there were many fortune tellers in Yeongdo. The refugees who fled after the Korean War went in all directions to find out about their families well-being, and there was no shortage of people seeking fortune tellers out of desperation. A clean-cut middle-aged man in a suit entered the reputedly most famous fortune tellers house in Yeongdo.

    Is this the house of the Grandma Bear of Yeongdo?

    Oh yes, cant you tell at a nce?

    The olddy, resembling a bear, greeted the man. There was a small shrine and shelves full of books on fortune-telling.

    What are you standing for? Sit down!

    Arent you going to ask why Im here?

    What does it matter why youre here? You came to a fortune teller, so you must be here to have your fortune read!

    Kim Seonghwan, the CEO of Songwon Entertainment, gave a sheepish grin and sat on the cushion. He was someone who believed in this kind of fortune-telling. Its said that you should tap a stone bridge before you cross it. At a crossroads in his business, he often sought out such fortune tellers.

    Thirty minutes for thirty thousand won. Ill give you the basics and interpret your face and fortune. If you have any questions, ask during that time.

    The price was reasonable for such a famous fortune teller. Whether cheap things were indeed inferior could only be decided if one tried, but in Seoul, this kind of service wouldnt even reach that level. Every time he visited famous fortune tellers, his wallet would be emptied.

    You have a business?

    How do you know that?

    Its either that or youre a swindler since youre all dressed up in a suit in the middle of the day on a weekday. Your business is doing well, huh?

    Excuse me?

    Kim Seonghwan opened his eyes wide.

    <em>Wow, this olddy is really a psychic.</em>

    The entertainment industry was, after all, a business of people. The value of thepany changed depending on the actors affiliated with it. Unfazed by Kim Seonghwans surprise, the olddy alternated between looking at the paper he handed her and his face.

    You have a face that gathers wealth, with a wide Guanlu Pce[2] and a small, but plump chin. Your fortune is quite good, and so is your birth date and time. Your parents mustve considered everything from name numerology to birth geography. Be good to your parents. Thanks to them, you have a good character and are naturally blessed.

    Thank you.

    Im not finished yet. But you trust people too much, and thats your downfall. Your temples are thin, and your earlobes are deep, so youre prone to be betrayed by those you trust. Dont trust people too much. Remember what I said. Did youe here to meet someone today?

    Uh

    He came to Yeongdo because of Park Suyeongs veiled threat. She said she found a promising actor. Park Suyeong had a keen eye for talent after working in a theater troupe for a long time. If theres a goose thatys golden eggs, why wouldnt he go anywhere to find it?

    Can I meet them?

    You already know where they are, so why couldnt you meet them? That person will be a very significant figure.

    Will that significant figure be my person?

    It was then that Grandma Bear held up three fingers. What could it possibly mean?

    Thirty minutes are up. Extending it will cost more!

    ***

    Namhang, the harbor spanning miles, was full of countless stories.

    Scene number 11, the cry out for ones mother!

    These people lived a life as winding as the waves of the ocean. A boy looking down at the beach was no different on a coastal cliff. In the boys arms was a small box. It was his mother, who had turned into a handful of ashes without even a funeral. Amidst everyones focused attention, a trembling voice came out as if a trigger was being pulled.

    What are you doing going so soon?

    His mother, who had devoted her life to her son.

    What are you doing going so soon? Tell me! Why wont you say anything?

    He yelled, but there was still no answer. Only the waves crashing against the cliff moistened the boys heart. He hadnt even realized his mother, frail as a withering flower, was sick. Such a heartless son he was.

    How foolish, truly foolish! What were you doing working yourself to death like this? What were you doing living like this? For what, for what

    The boy clenched the small box until it nearly broke. His tiny shoulders shook violently. Everything felt like a lie. He wanted to deny that his mother had turned into a handful of ashes in the small box. His mother, who couldnt afford the hospital fees and thus couldnt even receive proper treatment. Beneath his trembling shoulders, aughing voice came out as if in self-mockery.

    Mom, Im here. It was so nice when we walked hand in hand when I was little. Everyone was envious. How lucky was Mom when Dads eyes were glued to her forehead because she caught such a big fish? Thats right, because of that, my mom married my poor father, who lived like a ve.

    His mother had passed away in a shabby inn, covered by an old nket. She probably never had a chance to stretch her legsfortably.

    Thats right, what was wrong with my mom? Tall and beautiful, she was a famous beauty from the bottom of Yeongdo Ind. Dad was just envious, Mom. Rest well there. Dont sleep curled like a shrimp. Just stretch your legs.

    A handful of ashes scattered on the swaying seawater.

    Mom, Mom!

    The boys desperate cries continued. He shouted as if roaring, but there was still no answer. Only the serene sound of waves ruthlessly struck the boys chest. Tears streamed down his reddened eyes. He removed some new shoes from his arms and ced them on the cliff. Just in case the path was difficult or if she got sick.

    Since youve met Dad now, dont wear old shoes. Wear these instead.

    Even in her dying moments, his mother only worried about him.

    What will we do if our Jin cant eat?

    Why did she have to live like this?

    There, take it easy, and dont worry about your useless son. I promise Ill live well! Ill try to live well! Mom, now restfortably!

    Yoo Myeonghan couldnt yell cut at the boys figure reflected on the tally screen. Thest shoot in Yeongdo had already long surpassed the script, but he didnt want to stop. The waves mournfully swayed as if they understood the boys heart.

    Mom, dont be born as my mom in the next life. Its enough that youve lived a difficult life once. Dont suffer anymore.

    Go with Dad, hand in hand, and restfortably

    The boy couldnt say I love you in the end. He seemed too sorry to dare to utter those words.

    His trembling lips curved into a faint smile as winding as the waves. Though his eyes were crying, the reason he was trying to smile was simple. For his parents who might be watching from the sea.

    ***

    Underneath the winding waves, the sound of clinking soju sses and boisterousughter would not stop. Director Kim Deukhyeong put a spoon in an empty soju bottle, reciting old songs. His shoulders moved as if dancing, and the shooting team and the tavern ownerughed loudly.

    PD Yoo, was Director Kim always so lively? I thought hed be a typical blunt Gyeongsang man.

    Hes a cheerful person, you know. Where else would you find a sunbae who personally steps up and makes everyone feel at ease like this after the shooting teams hard work? Ah, I cant do that. By the way, Writer Choi, do you have to go back to Seoul?

    Are you worried about me or the side scripting out?

    Both!

    Writer Choi Eunsuk came down to Seoul for thest filming scene. Initially, young Kim Hajin was supposed to take on the scene, but they hastily revised the script for little Kim Hajin. Thats when Park Suyeong, who was sitting across from her, casually spoke up.

    Writer Choi, you have to cast me in your next work.

    Ay, is there even a question? I should bow and beg to work with an actress like you, Suyeong.

    By the way, did you greet our CEO earlier?

    Park Suyeong nudged CEO Kim Seonghwan, who was sitting beside her. Thats when Kim Seonghwan came to his senses. The thrill he felt at the shooting site still hadnt faded.

    I will formally introduce myself. I am Kim Seonghwan, the CEO of Songwon Entertainment. I witnessed something truly rare today. I knew a child actor would be in the scene, but I never imagined it would be so impressive. Of course, its all thanks to the PD, the writer, and the filming team.

    Thank you for saying so. In truth, we werent sure about this scene either.

    What do you mean?

    We originally nned for the adult Kim Hajin to film this scene. It would be a monologue where the adult protagonist reminisced about histe mother when he was young. The fact that it turned out so well was all thanks to our Writer Choi, who quickly made the changes.

    By the way, PD, isnt Yeongguking today? I cant believe heste again.

    No, he said he woulde right after helping clean up his mothers memorial service.

    As the saying goes, speak of the devil, and he shall appear. The boy entered the main room, and the intoxicated filming director hugged him, eximing, Our lucky charm is here! Yoo Myeonghan quietly retorted at the sight.

    Writer Choi, how did youe up with Hajins lines? You picked them very well, considering the short amount of time.

    PD Yoo, I didnt show you the revised script today.

    You only exined the filmingposition and didnt mention the lines. You said it would be better to see and feel it firsthand, right?

    Actually, I didnt give the revised script to Yeongguk either.

    What?

    I thought hard about what little Kim Hajinsst words to his mother would be. But I couldnt decide. I thought of countless lines, but I couldnt help but wonder what confession young Kim Hajin would make to his mother. I had a hard time revising the script. But when I saw young Kim Hajins face, it made me impulsive. So

    So?

    I decided to leave it up to Kim Hajin in the script. He could cry, scream without saying a word, or just stand silently. Show us what you think Kim Hajin would look like. If youre unsure, Ill give you the revised script. So do you know what he said?

    Choi Eunsuk thought of the boy. The child who knew the world outside the script better than anyone. She thought he could be an actor beyond her capacity as a writer. And his answer solidified her thoughts.

    He said he would give it a try as if he had been waiting.

    !

    Even experienced actors were hesitant to create their own lines. Its different from ad-libbing. In a scene where one must recite a monologue while fully experiencing the space and the screen, theres nothing to help the actor. They must utilize props, control their gaze, move within the frame, and simultaneously create lines. Its a highly demanding task involving the writers meticulously calcted thoughts and struggles. Even if you brought together the best actors in Korea, they would undoubtedly shake their heads. Already, Park Suyeong couldnt help but keep her mouth shut. Thats when it happened.

    Lets hear Yeongguk sing a song!

    The camera director handed the boy a makeshift microphone. As all eyes focused on him, the boy scanned the room without a hint of embarrassment.

    Well, then, I will gently lift a verse!

    The small, shaggy-haired boy sang a trot melody popr among sailors. Everyone widened their eyes in surprise at his unexpected singing skills. They knew he had good vocalization during filming, but they never expected he could sing so well. Not just the filming team but even thedies working in the kitchen at the restaurant stared in awe.

    Wow, youve got a knack for trot!

    With the camera directors enthusiastic response, the atmosphere in the restaurant became lively once more. Some people, including Yoo Myeonghan, looked at the boy. What kind of actor was this boy they were witnessing? In the boys bright eyes, it seemed as if the surging waves and fishermenss existed. They wanted to ask how he came up with such lines while looking at those eyes.

    Should I sing another one?

    Great, Yeongguk. Lets sing a duet this time!

    Director, I want to hear Yeongguk sing solo!

    Thest night on Yeongdo was drawing to a close. No one could have guessed. The words hurled by the boy at his dead mother, now reduced to mere ashes, were a confession from his past life.

    [1] The standard way to say fortune-teller in Korean is  (jeomjjaengi) while the Gyeongsang dialect way is  (jeombachi).

    [2] Guanlu Pce is a term used in Chinese astrology and fortune-telling to refer to the house associated with career and fortune. In Korean fortune-telling, it may be used to describe the period when someones career and financial situation was most favorable.

 Chapter 19

    Chapter 19

    At the auction house in Namhang, the sound of boat bells and the auctioneers chant mingled to create a peculiar harmony. Tens of tons of fish pass through this ce every day. Middlemen eye each other and call out prices with hand gestures, while retailers buy the fish that the middlemen have won in the auction and head to their respective businesses. Today, I found myself at this auction house early in the morning.

    Hey, mister! I made way for youst time, didnt I? Didnt you promise to make it up to me next time? Theres still some room in our box today; if I lose this one, Ill be disappointed!

    Yeongguk, alright! Enough, youre making my ears bleed!

    No, seriously. Please help me out today.

    Fine, I wontpete with you. You know fish quality so well. When you grow up, you should be an auctioneer!

    No way, Ill be a government official earning a stable pension!

    You really drive me crazy, you know that? Still, thanks to you, Namhang Market is thriving these days!

    It wasmon for voices to be raised when discussing the quality of the fish. It was not because of any malicious intent but rather because the view was obstructed by the ice preserving the fish. Usually, middlemen would deliver the fish directly to the auction alley, but I often visited the auction house in the early morning. They say, The early bird catches the worm, and this was a simr principle.

    Come and get some hot coffee!

    I prepared mixed coffee for my close auctioneer friends and middlemen. Of course, I didnt buy it with my own money. It was distributed at the rest area in the market, but most auctioneers and middlemen were too busy buying and selling fish to even think about making coffee. By scoring points like this, I got a better chance of getting hold of fish with better quality.

    Yeongguk, arent you going to school today?

    Who would go to school on the weekend? I have nothing to do.

    Quit school and join this business! Ill make sure you get a good wage!

    With the auction over, seagulls swoop down and peck at the discarded fish scraps. Street cats, usually enemies of the seagulls, team up with them in search of leftover fish. People pretend not to see them, likely knowing everyone was just trying to survive.

    Hey, eat this. Its better for your body.

    I secretly threw a fish at a kitten-sized cat. At first, it seemed cautious but soon picked up the fish in its mouth and ran to the other side of the wharf. I worried it might get injured while running, but surprisingly, it even had the leisure to wink at me before disappearing. I was just about to leave when I heard an unexpected voice.

    Jang Yeongguk?

    I turned my head to the voice, and there stood a familiar figure. A middle-aged man dressed in a neat suit who seemed vaguely familiar. Who was he? Where had I seen him before? As I tilted my head, the man handed me a business card, and suddenly, I remembered.

    Arent you the president of Park Suyeongs agency?

    Yes, Im d you remember me, Yeongguk! I was actually worried about how I would find you in this vast market, but when I asked around, all the merchants seemed to know you very well.

    But why me?

    The filming had ended long ago, and there was still about a week left until the drama aired. I wondered why the man woulde looking for me in such a situation. We briefly saw each other at the restaurant and didnt even get a chance to exchange proper greetings, surrounded by the film crew. I didnt think much of it then, but his words a momentter made my heart tremble.

    Jang Yeongguk, do you want to act again?

    ***

    Ssanghwa tea[1] had a rich vor. It was the perfect remedy for an empty stomach with its savory nuts, dried jujubes, and egg yolk garnished with crushed sesame seeds. Seeing the boy savoring the taste of ssanghwa tea like a seasoned connoisseur was a rare sight. Yet, the caf owner didnt pay much attention, as if she had seen it all before.

    CEO, please have a taste while its fresh. Its best when eaten right away. If you leave it too long, the yolk will be half-cooked, and the taste will be ruined.

    Without realizing it, CEO Kim Seonghwan nodded along and followed the boys lead, sipping the yolk first. Having grown up in Seoul, he was barely familiar with ssanghwa tea. To the taste of a true Seoulite, there was no better drink than coffee. Or so he thought until he had a mouthful of ssanghwa tea.

    Ugh?! This is really delicious!

    This is the best teahouse in Namhang. Their ssanghwa tea is truly exceptional. But what brings you here?

    Embarrassed, Kim Seonghwan put down his teacup and spoke.

    Yeongguk, do you remember what I said to you earlier? I asked if you had ever thought about acting again. Im Kim Seonghwan, the CEO of Songwon Entertainment in Seoul. I was really impressed by your passionate acting that I saw on the set back then. Your performance has been lingering in my mind ever since.

    Songwon Entertainment?

    Have you heard of it before?

    No, thepanys name just sounds familiar to me. But youvee to the wrong ce. I have no intention of acting again. Back then, I only acted because I desperately needed the money.

    Kim Seonghwan was taken aback by the boys firm stance. Usually, child actors had a strong desire for acting, unless they were being forced to act under the pressure of their parents. The boys performance that day definitely had that passion.

    Why? If you utilize your talent, you could definitely be a sessful actor. I can guarantee that!

    It might sound a bit materialistic, but CEO, are there any dramas or movies in Korea where a child actor ys the leading role? This isnt the United States, and as far as Ive seen and heard, there arent any. The appearance fees for child actors are also much lower than for adult actors. Im still a student and cant travel all over the country trying to earn money while leaving my mother behind.

    It felt like he was having a conversation with a peer. Moreover, the boys eyes were not filled with the curious, innocent gaze one would expect from a child. Instead, he maintained a consistent, clear-eyed stare. Kim Seonghwan had approached the boy first for a simple reason  to see if the boy truly wanted to act.

    There may not be any right now, but there could be if you join our agency.

    Im sorry. I dont know why youve gone to such lengths for me, but as I said before, I have no ns to act again.

    Is it really because of the money? Like I said earlier, if you seed as an actor, the money will naturallye rolling in. Honestly, I never imagined Id be discussing this directly with you and not with your legal guardian.

    Half of that is true. However, theres an even bigger reason.

    What can I do to change your mind?

    His eyes showed he wouldnt give up. The boy knew people like this well. They would never give up. Soon after, the boy hesitated for a moment before gulping down the ssanghwa tea and adding.

    CEO, a small apartment in Yeongdo costs about 30 million won. If you can provide me with that amount as a contract fee, Ill consider it. You saw me going around the fish market earlier, right? Ive seen and heard a lot there. The contract fee should be treated as apany expense, not an advance payment. Whether Ill ultimately act or not will also be my decision.

    It was an absurd contract proposal. But the boys unwavering gaze remained unchanged. Eventually, unable to respond, Kim Seonghwan watched as the boy stood up and bowed deeply.

    Thank you for the ssanghwa tea. My mother is waiting, so I must leave first.

    Kim Seonghwan stared at the empty seat, wondering to whom he had been talking. The small stature and shaggy hair clearly belonged to a boy, but his speech was as mature as an adults. Was he really a middle school student? The rich aroma of ssanghwa tea hung heavily in the air.

    * * *

    There were generally three types of entertainment agency CEOs: swindlers, businessmen, or artists. Kim Seonghwan, the CEO of Songwon Entertainment, was closer to being an artist. He didnt know that back in the fish market, but he could tell after meeting him face-to-face and hearing his name. Moreover, he had heard quite a few stories about him in his past life.

    <em>So, he went missing after all.</em>

    In his past life, when he was still a bit part actor, a scandal shook the broadcasting world. The news was that the CEO of Songwon Entertainment had been imprisoned for embezzling funds. It turned outter that it was his business partner who embezzled, but the partner had already fled overseas. So, all the me fell on Kim Seonghwan.

    The losses were so enormous that Songwon Entertainment, which had some big-name actors on board, almost went bankrupt. Although he was known for his good character and had several people offering him help, Kim Seonghwan refused all of it. After that, no one knew what had happened. One day he disappeared without a trace. There were rumors that he was homeless near XX Station, but no concrete information existed. Back then, there were only rumors.

    Look what we have here! Fresh, delicious fish! Take a look and try one before you leave!

    Even while attracting customers, thest image of him lingered in the boys mind. He was known to be kind-hearted. Even when speaking casually to the boy, he always respectfully addressed him. Though the boy was tempted to interfere, how could he exin something that would happen in the future? Moreover, since he had spoken so harshly, it was unlikely that Kim Seonghwan would seek the boy out again.

    Wow, you really have a good eye! How do you manage to pick out only the best fish? And every time I see you, you look younger and younger.

    Really? The delicious fish here is the reason I came. Youre the best when ites to service, so be more generous.

    Of course, service is a must for you! Ive added plenty, so make sure toe back again next time!

    Being a child actor was a curse. It meant that the value of their acting was not worth the investment. Even if a child actor were to sign an exclusive contract, the contract fee would basically be nonexistent. Theres very little revenue an agency could make from a child actor. For a child actor to grow into a credible adult actor was incredibly rare.

    In that situation, the boy rattled off unbelievable contract terms. While he could have been considered insane, it was well yed from the boys perspective. The obsession of an artist was unparalleled. To shake him off, the boy had no choice but to speak harshly.

    Jang, Ill clean up the disy. You go ahead and rest. I told you to rest on weekends too.

    Lost in his thoughts, the day flew by in the blink of an eye. However, it seemed the boys mind and body had moved independently. Not a single fish remained unsold on the disy. Despite his mothers objections, the boy tidied up the disy neatly.

    Im a healthy son, so you dont need to worry. I wont be able to help much on my school days. So, at least on weekends, please let me take care of things.

    While the boy was neatly stacking the fish disy under the night sky, he suddenly felt someones gaze. When he raised his head, Kim Seonghwan stood holding a small bag he had somehow acquired.

    Yeongguk!

    CEO?

    In that bewildering moment, Kim Seonghwan greeted the boys mother first. She was surprised to learn that he was the CEO of actress Park Suyeongspany. She wondered why on earth he woulde all the way to Yeongdo. Then, the bag loudlynded on top of the fish disy.

    Ill meet the conditions the Yeongguk wants! I was going to transfer the money to your ount, but cash seems better, considering youre running a business, right?

    Huh.

    What an unyielding man  his persistence was on the level of a bulls tendon.

    [1] Its a herbal tea.

 Chapter 20

    Chapter 20

    Affection.

    The table wasden with fluffy white rice, a rich soup, pickled vegetables with a tangy vor, and seasonal braised sea bass. It was a meal prepared with a mothers love, for she could not send the guests who hade all the way from Seoul away on an empty stomach.

    Im sorry there isnt much to offer, but please enjoy.

    Not at all! This is quite a feast. I feel bad for bothering you.

    Its not a problem at all. Theres still time before your train leaves, and since youvee all this way, its the least I can do. Please, have plenty.

    Its embarrassing that my stomach just had to growl at that moment

    The incident began when a handbag filled with money was ced on the fish stand. In the quiet shop, Kim Seonghwans belly made a loud noise. Yeongguks mother was so startled by the sound.

    Is it to your liking?

    Its delicious!

    It seemed it was no exaggeration as Kim Seonghwan cleared his rice bowl as if he were starving. Even as a CEO, its not like he could freely use thepanys money. He must have been too busy to even properly eat a spoonful of rice.

    Would you like another bowl of rice?

    Kim Seonghwan, with a mouthful of pickled vegetables, nodded briefly. Yeongguks mother smiled contentedly at the sight. He finished not one but two bowls of rice and cleaned the soup bowl to the bottom.

    Maam, what is this soup made of? Ive never had anything this sweet and salty in my life. Does it have a name?

    There isnt a specific name for it; its just something my mother used to make for me a lot. When I was a baby, I was wrapped in a nket and brought to Yeongdo. I had nothing to eat and no milk, so I survived on what the sea provided. We couldnt even afford sugar back then, so we used sweet potatoes to sweeten it. Thats still how I make it.

    It was a dish with such a story behind it. He had thoughtlessly eaten the unknown soup his mother had prepared, never wondering about its origin. In that sense, Yeongguk felt grateful to Kim Seonghwan for asking the question. It felt like he got to know another of his mothers memories. After finishing his meal, Kim Seonghwan carefully put his spoon down and looked at her.

    What do you think of Yeongguk continuing to act?

    If Yeongguk likes it, then its fine. Hes my only son. Even though its an age where he wants to y and have fun, hes grown up so quickly and helps his mother instead. The market vendors call him a filial son. But as a parent, it breaks my heart. I wonder if Im making him suffer this much.

    No, Mother, dont think like that. Im just doing it because I enjoy it. Going to the market and meeting a lot of people is fun. If you think about it as gaining social experience early, theres nothing bad about it.

    Even though he says that his heart is different. Hes still not skilled with his hands, so he makes mistakes sometimes. Seeing that, he worryingly puts all the burden on his small shoulders. CEO, still, did I not raise my son well?

    Then, his mother took Kim Seonghwans hand and spoke.

    I dont know what he told you but dont take it too seriously. Although his words may be blunt, hes not like that on the inside. I dont even have a high school diploma, so Im not good with numbers or understanding things well. So, if my son wants to do something, CEO, please guide him well.

    * * *

    -Will that nobleman be one of my people?

    Leaving Busan Station, Kim Seonghwans head was more cluttered than the train whistle as if someone had spilled paint on it. The dinner he had eaten in the shabby room was no less than any luxurious feast. The boy was different from his peers. It would have been justifiable for him to be ashamed of his difficult circumstances, but instead, he confidently disyed his life.

    That boy has many scars.

    Kim Seonghwan couldnt continue speaking as he saw the bond between mother and son. He had seen many people in the world, but not everyone with money was happy. In this world where people even fight each other over money, the mother and son, who seemed to possess the greatest happiness despite having nothing, stood out.

    <em>Is it because shes in a lot of pain?</em>

    At first, he thought the contract payment was not enough. After all, he had watched the boys day with his eyes. At that age, he should have been ying with his friends on the yground, not working at the market and cleaning fish. The child, who never lost his happy smile towards his mother even while living in a small room, what was he hiding?

    -You shouldnt press too hard; hes the type to slip away like a loach. He has scars that others cant even imagine, so all you can do is hope that the locked door will open on its own. Just remember one thing: that boy is the once-in-a-lifetime nobleman in your life.

    He had not sought out the boy because of the fortune tellers words. The boys acting he had encountered on set that day had made his eyes shake as if they were experiencing an earthquake. Every time the boy spoke a line, his heart thumped as if he was going to have a heart attack. Even Park Suyeong said there was something different about the boys acting.

    I want some ssanghwa tea

    On the train back to Seoul, eating a hard-boiled egg and drinking soda, he suddenly thought of the warm ssanghwa tea. The boy was like the lingering scent of the tea that filled his mouth. Feeling such an aura from a countryside boy with rough hair was unthinkable. The fragrance of the ssanghwa tea seemed to waft at the tip of Kim Seonghwans nose.

    ***

    What is this delicious smell?

    The glistening skin of the crispy fried chicken was enticing. The markets whole fried chicken was deep-fried in arge iron pot. Its savory aroma and crunchy texture made everyones mouths water. One by one, people gathered at the Namhang Market Merchant Association building.

    Yeongguk! Are you treating us all today?

    Of course! Enjoy it to your hearts content! This cold beer is on me as well!

    Today is a real feast! Lets savor the fried chicken that Yeongguk is treating us to!

    Merchants gathered at the Namhang Market Merchant Association building. They were grateful for Yeongguks help with the filming crew before and wanted to show their appreciation. With pure hearts, they cherished even a single fried chicken. They were truly grateful people.

    Today is the first time Yeongguks drama airs!

    Thats right. Thats why were all gathered here!

    Amazing, isnt it? Who would have thought Yeongguk would be on TV! Its like we have a great actor born in Namhang! If he bes famous, Ill hang a huge banner at the market entrance to celebrate!

    The drama <em>Man of August</em> was going to have its first broadcast. Thankfully, everyone at the Namhang Market Merchant Association had assembled after finishing their hard days work. The smell of sweat and clothes soaked in seawater lingered, but it felt warm and friendly. They were people who fiercely lived their lives in Namhang, their foundation.

    But Yeongguk, it wont be good if you dont appear much. The broadcasting station can be heartless and cut you off quickly.

    Hey, watch your mouth! Be quiet until you have something positive to say! Why do you have to jinx things from the start?

    No, I didnt mean it like that

    Anyway, Im grateful! We get to eat delicious chicken and drink sweet beer today!

    Thats right! I take back what I said earlier. My big mouth always gets me in trouble. Were all gathered here to watch Yeongguk, after all!

    Good! Now, as a reward, have a chicken leg!

    Namhang is a cozy ce. Just as the height of the waves varies, so do the people. But like the creatures and seaweed in the ocean, they shared an inseparable bond. Even now, they gathered and sang sea shanties together.

    Alright, everyone! Focus now! Its starting!

    At the chairmans shout, the local broadcast was momentarily turned off. As the opening sequence of the drama appeared on the screen, everyone could hear the nervous gulping of saliva.

    <em>Its well-made.</em>

    The opening sequence alone showed the amount of effort put into the drama. It was PD Yoo Myeonghan and Writer Choi Eunsuks debut work, but the broadcasting station seemed to be putting in considerable effort. Everyone leaned in as the curtain rose on the first episode.

    Wow, its amazing!

    After the drama ended and a brief silence, exmations of admiration burst forth. Everyone eagerly apuded. It was no wonder, as the first episode of <em>Man of August</em> was practically Yeongguks life story. He yed the lead role as a child actor, filling arge portion of the screen. And his acting was exceptional.

    Im still in awe. Ive seen Yeongguk perform many times, but hepletely transforms into a different person in the drama. Look at the goosebumps on my arm!

    Its lucky that you only got goosebumps! I almost dropped my beer while watching!

    Yep, thats quite something. I thought he was born to be a merchant, but now I see hes a full-fledged actor! In my opinion, Yeongguks acting was the best. Ajumma, what do you think? You always watch dramas!

    Quiet, let me savor the lingering emotions! Yeongguk, will you keep acting? In my eyes, youre a born actor!

    Yeongguk licked his dry lips. He knew the pain of his past life and vowed never to act again. Just as there was no paradise without greed and desire, there was no end to acting. Theres no end to an actors selfishness and ambition. Yeongguk didnt want to lose sight of those around him because of his obsession with acting. It was then.

    Hmm? Yeongguk,fort your mother a little.

    His mothers shoulders were shaking. Her quivering was so intense that even her wrinkled fingertips were trembling. It must have been the same in her past life. An old mother who wouldnt leave the screen to watch her son on television. But her cruel son never mentioned his mother in any media or award ceremonies.

    The boy embraced his mothers shoulders. The shaking seemed to stop when his small arms wrapped around her heavy shoulders.

    Im not crying because Im sad.

    His mother smiled; her eyes reddened.

    Yeongguks mother! Why are you crying? On such a joyous day as today, should the main character cry? Do we have to create a sea of tears?

    Im just so happy, thats why. Seeing my beloved Yeongguk so happy, my tears just naturally flowed. Now, Ive cried enough.

    For the first time, Yeongguk heard his mothers cheers. Her eyes were filled with tears, but she didnt look sad. She seemed to have everything, like someone who owned the world. It was then that Yeongguk realized his mothers happiness wasnt far away. The door locked inside the boys heart began to open gradually.

 Chapter 21

    Chapter 21

    A few months ago, a simr situation urred. A subtle tension filled the ssroom. If this were a movie set, the camera director would have captured the homeroom teachers face in a reverse-angle shot, just likest time.

    Today, we have the third-highest ranked student in the entire school from our ss.

    However, unlike before, the homeroom teachers expression was different. It was not a suspicious look. Instead, it was a look of pride and admiration, like facing a mature son. The reaction of the ssmates was also different.

    Jang Yeongguk, congrattions!

    It was no wonder, as <em>Man of August</em> had just aired. Dismissing peoples concerns, the sessful debut work of PD Yoo Myeonghan and Writer Choi Eunsuk made a strong impression. Already, there were talks of an extension, and not only were the ratings good, but the viewers reviews were also quite favorable. And how about the boy?

    People often call it a meteoric rise to stardom, although its a story limited to the small area of Yeongdo. The child actors part had already passed, and the adult actors were now on the stage, but the people of Namhang, including the boys ssmates, couldnt forget his passionate performance.

    Jang Yeongguk,e with me to the headteachers office for a moment.

    At the homeroom teachers call, the ssmates faces showed a hint of disappointment. After all, during break times, the boy often received letters and choctes from unknown female students. It seemed to be because of the character Kim Hajins fondness for chocte in <em>Man of August</em>. Having never experienced love in his past life, the feeling of being loved like this wasnt so bad.

    Hey, stop standing like a statue and sit down.

    Like before, the homeroom teacher leaned on a chair when they arrived at the headteachers office. He gave the boy a peculiar look. It wasnt an unpleasant stare. It felt more like a bonsai enthusiast admiring a rare tree.

    Are you satisfied with your grades this time?

    Not extremely satisfied, but its not bad either.

    Youre being greedy, kid.

    It wasnt a lie. Although the third-highest rank in the school was a surprising result, he wasnt entirely content. After all, it was only a middle school exam. Theck of differentiation meant that ranks were often determined by a difference of just one or two questions. However, he wasnt upset, as there was still room for improvement.

    Hey, do you know how much of a headache youve caused your teachertely? The girls write you letters and bring you choctes every day, and the boys go to the water fountain during break time to fill their water bottles, just like theyve seen you do. If they get diarrhea or something, itll be my problem.

    Im sorry about that.

    Youre so serious about everything. Its no fun. In the drama, you yed a lot of pranks on your teacher. Theres no such thing as a childlike old man here. Anyway, have you finished the study guide I gave youst time?

    The homeroom teacher reluctantly handed over a shopping bag. Inside were study guides and stationery.

    Your fan gave this to you as a gift, so study hard with these.

    A fan?

    Yeah, hey.

    He was taken aback. After <em>Man of August</em> aired, he received many choctes but never received a gift like this. As he bowed his head deeply and was about to leave, the homeroom teacher took out a sheet of paper and a marker.

    Hey! Before you go, give me an autograph.

    What?

    Homeroom teacher Kim Bongdu scratched his nose awkwardly.

    Im a huge fan of Yeongguk.

    * * *

    Didnt they say that a rumor without legs travels a thousand miles? Im not sure where the rumor started, but the number of tourists at Namhang Market exceeded weekends despite being weekdays. It was so crowded that it felt like people were being pushed along as they walked.

    Here it is! Hajin, Im going to buy this and this. Can you take a picture with me?

    Of course! You came all the way here, so it is wrong if I didnt take a picture with you! Dont worry, and take your time looking around!

    Wow, all the fish look so fresh! I dont know which one to choose.

    Namhang is famous for its great water quality, so the fish are so lively even after being caught! If you cant decide, Ill pick a good one for you! Buy a few extra and treat your whole family!

    The power of broadcast could be felt. The market was too crowded for merchants to actively attract customers, but people still approached them to buy fish. The smiles on the merchants faces didnt fade. It was like experiencing the Lunar New Year. They even joked that there was no need for a warehouse to store the fish. The port was bustling with activity, and the sound of banquets never ceased.

    Chairman, where are you going without doing business? And why is the chairman of Jagalchi Market standing next to you? Whats going on today?

    Dont you know? Today is like a rebirth for Namhang Market!

    Whats that rolled-up thing youre carrying?

    Youll see! Its a banner to promote our pride, the son of Namhang!

    Even the chairman of Jagalchi Market considered a brother to Namhang, joined in. After the drama aired, people from all over the country flocked to Namhang Market and Jagalchi Market without distinction. As a result, a banner with the boys face was hung at the entrance of both markets. He unintentionally became the mascot of the two markets.

    Jang Yeongguk, if only days like this keep repeating, I feel like Ill suffocate from all the blessings! Even the tea house owner down the street ismenting because all his regr elderly customers are gone, but look how crowded it is these days! The tea houses boiler is working nonstop! The town hall, the market, all should bow down to our Jang Yeongguk!

    The district office had always prepared annual events and festivals to attract tourists, but they had never been this sessful. Exaggerating a bit, if the boy ran for election now, he could easily beat most politicians. Just then,

    Excuse me

    Sir! Are you here alone? Take your time choosing! The fishes in this red bowl are amazing! They say you can eat two without even realizing one is missing!

    Thats not it

    Are you looking for a restaurant? Go straight ahead and turn right. Theres a restaurant right there! No matter what you choose to eat, youll think you made a great choiceing to Namhang! Oh, and mention Jang Yeongguks name before you order, and youll have a great meal!

    Please take this!

    Huh?

    Oddly enough, it was an old, thick envelope.

    ***

    Yeongguk, what are you looking at?

    In a small, cramped room that resembled a hats nest, it had been a long time since the dust had settled thickly, but the boys eyes were focused intently on one spot. Quite a few people rted to broadcasting stations were among the out-of-towners visiting Namhang Market. Several PDs from current affairs and culture stations had approached the boy, wanting to film him doing his business. Still, he refused and sent them away multiple times, not feeling interested.

    Is that what that person gave you earlier?

    Yes, he seems to be a college student studying film.

    Yeongguk, seeing you so focused like this, that young man must be quite a skilled writer.

    He was a person who had made a name for himself as a scriptwriter in his past life. Hearing the name of the college, Yeongguk could vaguely recognize it. Although he was just an ordinary young man now, in a decade or so, actors would eagerly seek to work with him to get their names in the credits of his works. Yet, he seemed more interested in directing than writing now. It appears that no one can predict the future in this world.

    Yeongguk, are you interested?

    No, Im just looking at it because its fun. Its pure.

    Pure?

    As the word suggests, independent films stimte a peculiar charm. Compared tomercial films, the production costs are ridiculously low, and established actors are hard to find. The screening time is no more than an hour at most, and it must contain all wit and philosophy.

    Someone once said that the essence of a workes from the artists hunger. Filming an independent film is like a short-distance sprint. The production period is as short as a week and as long as a month. All passion must be burned within that time. The concept of equivalent exchange is meaningless, as there is, of course, no profit. Its simply about transforming ones pure passion into a work of art.

    I dont even know if Ill appear in it, but he came all the way from Seoul without hesitation. He was so nervous when he handed me the envelope that his hands shook. I guess everyone had a time when they were as pure as that college student. Thats probably why Im more drawn to it.

    The boy also had such passion in his past life. Like an untainted sky, he was filled with a pure passion for acting during that time. Reminiscing about those days, his mother added, seeing her sons naturally blooming, innocent smile.

    Son, I wish you could do everything you want to do. Studying is good, and doing business is not bad either. But I like it best when Yeongguk is acting.

    Acting?

    Yeongguk, do you remember? When your father went out to fish, catching the morning dew, we would wait for him to return, crouching down at the port, watching him carefully. When your father returned with a full boat, your face would light up with a smile, and you would be the first to run to him and hug him. Your fathers expression then was just like yours now. I cant describe how happy and proud I felt seeing our son on TV, reciting lines.

    The mother hugged her son.

    It feels so good, like watching your father return from fishing with a full boat.

    * * *

    Before the morning dew had even disappeared, the sound of rummaging through the wardrobe filled the room, typical of Busan. Kim Seonghwan, the CEO, carefully put on the shirt his wife had neatly ironed the night before. However, his light-sleeping wife couldnt possibly know about it.

    Honey?

    With a drowsy voice, Kim Seonghwans eyes were filled with more joy than ever as he looked at his lovely wife.

    Myeongja, are you awake? Dont worry about it, and go back to sleep. I have to go on a business trip today.

    A business trip? You didnt mention that yesterday.

    Can a fisherman not go to catch a big fish?

    He replied with an awkward dialect he had learned in Yeongdo. Kim Seonghwan felt as if the boys voice he had heard the night before was still ringing in his head. At first, he blinked his eyes several times, wondering if he had identally picked up the phone while half asleep.

    CEO, Ill do it.

    Jang Yeongguk? What are you going to do?

    The following answer made Kim Seonghwan feel as if his sleepiness had instantly vanished. It was not a shock as if cold water had been poured on him, but a heartwarming emotion as if he had heard the first cry of a newborn baby.

    Ill act!

    He had stayed up all night with his eyes wide open. His heart raced, and his feet were restless as if he had met his first love again. Or maybe it was the feeling he had when he went on his first school trip as a child. He couldnt sleep a wink because of the tingling excitement on his face.

    Hold on, where are you going on your business trip?

    Yeongdo!

    Kim Seonghwan gave his wife a loud kiss on her forehead as she rubbed her eyes adorably, then immediately grabbed his car keys and left. The old car, which was hardly suitable for a CEO, made a cheerful cry as it started. If someone unfamiliar heard it, they might mistake it for the sound of a light airne.

    Ah, there should be some warmth!

    The small, cramped room where the mother and son lived was far from spacious. Although there was warmth, he wanted to provide an even morefortable and perfect haven. The dinner table for that day appeared before his eyes countless times. The boys acting echoed in his head like a lingering sound, making him pick up and put down the phone so many times that his hand hurt. However, they say that waiting brings good fortune, and that point is not wrong.

    Theres no choice but to hope that the locked door will open on its own!

    The locked door finally opened. There was no more time to wait for the first train. His heart raced as if it was about to break. Some might say that as a businessman, the investment value was absolutely zero. But how can one measure the value of an actors life? He knew that art was something whose value could not be measured.

    Yeongdo, wait for me! Iming!

    The old car moved forward, letting out a cheerful cry. Just as the lighthouse illuminated the coast, the rising dawn guided him.<hr>

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 Chapter 22

    Chapter 22

    Ice Factory.

    Even though summer was passing by, the motor of the ice factory was running non-stop. Ice was as precious as fish in Namhang, something that couldnt becking. Tens of tons of ice were consumed daily in Namhang Market. Nowadays, the workers at the ice factory cant rest even if they want to. It was no exaggeration to say that they were producing ice continuously due to the surging crowd.

    Yeongguk! Are you nning to carry that heavy thing by yourself?

    Its okay! Just give me a few more!

    Ah, dont do it! Say it now if you cant handle it so you dont hurt your back!

    Numerous pieces of ice were stacked on the handcart. Small trucks would deliver the ice in ces with wide and well-maintained roads, but in maze-like areas, people had to carry it themselves. Like the old man who used to collect feces while ringing his bell in every alley, the ice cart would pass through the market stalls.

    Okay, lets go!

    With themand, the wheels slowly rolled with a creaking sound. Surprisingly, it didnt require much strength to move the handcart. If you tried to rely only on strength, you would quickly be exhausted, and your fingertips would soon hurt. If you had a natural skill like water flowing, it wasnt extremely difficult.

    The most basic task in selling fish was filling the ice. The more ice you filled, the better the fish quality was maintained. In his previous life, he had carried and filled hundreds of thousands of kilograms of ice while selling fish, so this much was nothing to him. The skills he learned then remained engraved in his body even though it had grown weaker. Ignoring the amazed looks from others, he hurriedly moved before the ice melted.

    Ice delivery!

    Yeongguk, youre delivering ice again today!

    Whats the point of sitting at home on weekends! I need to earn some pocket money!

    Take a break once in a while. Your mom will be worried!

    Alright, take a break! Have a drink before you go! If my child were half like you, I would have no wishes left!

    Weekends were as busy as a beehive. The market was so crowded that there was no need to solicit customers. His mother repeatedly told him to rest on weekends. However, during such times, the market needed more hands. Moreover, he owed the Namhang Market merchants, so it was only right to repay them. Besides, earning pocket money was quite enjoyable.

    At first, the merchants tried to dissuade him, but they eventually gave up when they saw him handling the work more efficiently than most adult men. Theypromised by telling him to take it easy.

    Wow! Its sweet and refreshing!

    Thats right! Its because of the barley tea I brought this morning! Take this bottle. Its perfect for quenching your thirst! Youre working hard today, Yeongguk! Are you not exhausted?

    Im fine! Pushing the handcart may look difficult, but its a piece of cake once you get the hang of it! The merchants are having a harder time than me! Dont worry, just sell a lot of fish! We all have to be rich!

    Oh, my! Our Yeongguk is the pride of Namhang! Such a sweet-talking child!

    Pride is such an exaggerated word. The people of Namhang loved him unconditionally.

    On days when there was not even a single thing to eat, they would secretly put it in his pocket, and the fishermen would sometimes give him an octopus caught in theirs. He wanted to repay their love and attention. Unlike his previous life, it was a rtionship he wanted to maintain for a long time.

    Im done!

    Before he knew it, the ice piled up on the handcart was gone. There was no ce in the market that his hands hadnt touched. Was it because he was diligently working? He felt that the hem of his pants, which he wore often, had be shorter. It felt like he was growing every day. He wondered if he was this tall around this time in his previous life.

    Huh?

    A man was wandering between the market stalls, seemingly looking for someone. The face looked familiar. He cautiously approached and made his presence known.

    CEO?

    The man was startled and fell on his bottom in the market.

    ***

    The ring horn of a fishing boat approaching, the lively wriggling of fish in the water, and the rough ents of the sailors all seemed to harmonize together like a melody. Kim Seonghwan felt his nausea from the city fade away as the waves swayed with the sea breeze.

    Indie films.

    Kim Seonghwan recalled the conversation he had with the boy earlier.

    Im considering acting in an independent film.

    It was unexpected. He thought the boy, who wanted to act, would naturally want to appear in a terrestrial drama or amercial film being prepared in Chungmuro[1]. After all, wasnt he the child who didnt refuse hardbor to help alleviate his mothers struggles? But an indie film? At first, he couldnt understand the boys decision.

    Kim Seonghwan, you still have a long way to go.

    He chastised himself for wanting to reap the harvest before even properly cultivating thend. In that regard, the boy was a clear actor, evenparable to fertile soil. His aspirations for acting were clearer than anyone elses. Some people act for money, while others act for fame. At this point, even established actors need to think about why they are acting.

    Yeongguk, what inspired you to want to appear in an indie film?

    My pure heart was moved.

    But the boy said he wanted to be an actor for the sake of acting. The group of people making independent films is diverse, ranging from college students majoring in film to filmmakers who couldnt spread their wings when they were young. They have different conditions, but their core is the same: a pure passion for film.

    Indeed, the more I see, the more charming it is!

    Although Kim Seonghwans body felt like it was melting from the long drive, he suddenly felt his fatigue disappear. The boys eyes, wandering around Namhang, were like the sea. Not only when he was acting but also when he was attracting customers at the fish market, selling ice from a handcart, and showing filial piety to his mother. Like the waves that change direction thousands of times daily, the boys appearance was colorful. However, it seemed like there was an indescribable cornerstone in the boys heart, like the blue sea all year round.

    It feels so refreshing!

    Kim Seonghwan shouted awkwardly in a regional dialect toward the shimmering blue sea. Just looking at it made him feel cooler. Already, fishermen were bustling on the breakwater and wide rocks. They all seemed to havee to experience the thrill of a full catch, like the fishermen with dreams of a full boat. Kim Seonghwan also quite enjoyed fishing. However, he had never experienced such a thrilling sensation before.

    Some might ask why he was so fixated on a child actor who was no different from being unknown. He mimed the motion of bending his waist and winding a fishing reel as if catching a fish. Kim Seonghwan instinctively knew it.

    Jang Yeongguk!

    That the boy with that name would be the greatest catch.

    <em>Meow</em>.

    At that moment, a mother cat passing by the shore stopped and looked at Kim Seonghwan. After all, he must have looked like a madman miming a fishing line in the air. The kittens also followed their mother with quick steps. It was time to wipe his nose in embarrassment. Suddenly, the mother cat, who had gone quite a distance ahead, turned her head and blinked at Kim Seonghwan as if she thought the same thing.

    * * *

    Guk, take a break on weekends. You went to the ice factory again today!

    The mothers sharp gaze turned to the boy. Usually, she would find it hard to even look at her precious son, but even she was upset at this point. After finishing school on weekdays, the boy woulde straight to Namhang. She had repeatedly told him to take a break, but he was still working at the ice factory.

    The work at the ice factory may look difficult, but its not tiring. And I get to see the market merchants, which is nice.

    Whats not tiring? Youll get frostbite.

    Im doing it because I like it. Ive received so much from Namhang. I cant give everything back, but its good to give a little, right? I help out when I go around and also earn some pocket money. Oh, the shopkeeper at the snack store gave us bellflower juice for you and me to drink. He said not to catch a cold in thete summer heat. The kinddy at the snack store also gave us some misugaru[2]. Theyre such grateful people, right?

    She couldnt find any words to say when he smiled and asked.

    The boy, who received so much love from Namhang, was so proud, but his mother felt bitter. How did he grow up so fast? Was it because he had a bad mother and had to struggle? As if reading her thoughts, the boy quickly added an exnation.

    Mom, do you remember? When we first set up a stall in Namhang. Back then, Mrs. Yang gave us lots of side dishes. She said we couldnt eat enough at the inn. It was when we lived in Nakwonjang[3].

    Why bring that up now

    It wasnt so bad back then either. We slept hugging each other tightly every day. There were tough times, but I dont dislike it when those memoriese to mind. Because I also have good memories with you, Mom.

    The ce was filled with rough sailors. The mother, who had to protect her son alone, must have had a hard time. She even got scolded by the inn owner for cooking ricete at night to feed her son.

    Our current room is also like that. On days when it rains heavily, rainwater drips from the ceiling, and in winter, the pipes freeze, and we cant even get cold water, let alone hot water. So, lets make new memories in a better ce now.

    She would hardly sleep a wink on rainy days, emptying the water-filled pots. In winter, she would warm the water over a briquette fire for her son, even if she had to wash her hair with cold water.

    How about we move to an apartment?

    An apartment?

    The CEO said he contracted a small apartment in Yeongdo for us to restfortably.

    CEO Kim Seonghwan had offered to rent them an apartment without any conditions. Even after excluding the deposit, he insisted it was something he wanted to do for them, repeatedly persuading the boy who refused.

    How can we just ept something like that? No matter how nice it is, it would be ufortable.

    CEO said he woulde to Yeongdoter and talk to you in person. And if we dont move to an apartment, he said I shouldnt think about acting.

    Kim Seonghwan, the CEO, was truly a grateful person. He was someone who made great efforts to consider the boys situation from his perspective. After all, he even joked that his mother wouldnt be able to refuse after signing the apartment contract.

    What? How did the conversation turn out like this?

    He said that if yourefortable, I can befortable when Im away. Whats the use of living well alone? The thought of you lying in a cramped room will keep popping into my head.

    I dont know how to repay such kindness.

    Ill work hard to repay it. Lets do that. Us.

    The boy hugged his mothers shoulders with both arms.

    From now on, lets live happily.

    Fishing boats that had gone out for fishing operations shone their lights on the beach, twinkling. The y of light reflected in the waves seemed to shine like a panorama of their past lives. How much weight had been carried on those slender shoulders? The boy promised. From now on, as your son, I will protect you.

    [1] A district in Seoul known as the hub of the South Korean film industry.

    [2] A traditional Korean multigrain powder. It is usually mixed with water or milk and served as a beverage.

    [3] A small, cheap inn or lodging house.<hr>

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 Chapter 23

    Chapter 23

    An ambassador for Yeongdo District?

    Yeongdo, a city filled with sorrow and grief. It was once known as the city that never sleeps. Its not referring to the morous night view like Las Vegas. Its a term that stuck because of the never-ending cries and wails of refugees looking for their families. The winding mountain roads are just as twisted as the lingering fatigue.

    In my past life, it was a ce I simply disliked. I hated the smell of poverty and the fishy stench as much as I hated the salty sea breeze and the rough ents of the sailors. I never returned to my hometown, not even once, until my mother fell ill. Now, that ce wees me like a long-lost family member.

    Why do you dislike it?

    No, its just so unexpected.

    Whats unexpected? People in Yeongdo know how much they love you. Im sure youll know once you go near Namhang. The district office has already sent a letter to your school, so dont worry and go. Id like to send a road manager with you, but I didnt expect this to happen so suddenly.

    Its alright. Im not a child who cant find the district office.

    Anyone would think youre a 60-year-old woman!

    CEO Kim Seonghwan was now speakingfortably with me. Even though it was through the phone, I could clearly see his warm smile.

    By the way, when you arrive at the district office today, there will be people youll like. Look forward to it!

    The call ended. For some reason, I could imagine CEO Kim Seonghwan making a yful expression. I happened to catch my mothers gaze as she hurried to work at Namhang Market. She seemed quite curious about the content of the call.

    Ah, the CEO said I was selected as an ambassador for Yeongdo District.

    What? Really?!

    My mothers face brightened up. It wasnt even like this when I showed her my report card with the third-highest score in the entire school. I felt a bitter taste in my mouth. In my past life, I wondered if she had the same expression when I won an award at the year-end ceremony. Thats when it happened.

    Yeongguk! What are you doing noting out!

    It was Mrs. Yang. She was a resident of the same neighborhood and often went to work at Namhang Market with my mother since they both sold fish. It was the same today. Mrs. Yangs eyes widened as she heard the news from my mother. Soon, her loud voice echoed like a train whistle.

    What?! Yeongguk is going to be the ambassador for Yeongdo District!

    Ah, I can already imagine the rumors spreading around Namhang Market.

    * * *

    Jang Youngguk!

    When I arrived at the district office, a government official ran towards me. He must not have expected me to arrive so early. Its a long-standing habit of mine from my past life. Whether it was a filming set or a broadcasting station, arriving earlier than the scheduled time was natural for me. It was a rule created by the passion of Jang Youngguk, a young man who wanted to stand out just once more in the eyes of the broadcasting station staff. Maybe this was what made me the actor Jang Youngguk in my past life.

    I heard Jang Youngguk came as soon as I got to work, even though there are still two hours left until the appointment.

    I just came early to look around the district office. Dont worry about it.

    Wow, youre really mature, just like I heard. To be honest, Im a huge fan of <em>Man of August</em>. You dont know how much I liked young Kim Hajin or you, Jang Youngguk. So, can I ask for an autograph and a photo after the appointment ceremony?

    Whats the problem? Since we have time before the appointment, let me give it to you now. By the way, who else is appointed as an ambassador for Yeongdo District with me today?

    Jang Youngguk, you didnt know? We definitely informed your agency in detail.

    The CEO didnt mention anything about it? Was what he said at the end of the call rted to this? Thats when it happened. The sound of high heels cking caught my attention, and a woman wearing sunsses appeared. She looked like an actress as if she was advertising herself.

    Its been a while, kiddo.

    Park Suyeong then took off her sunsses and acted like she knew me. I never thought she would be one of the people selected as an ambassador. She whispered to me and only me.

    I usually dont do anything below the metropolitan city level, but the CEO kept asking, so I epted. People push you to get rid of the lingering feelings that have built up. I woke up early today and dont have any other schedules besides this, so I left early. I didnte early because I thought youd be here early. Dont misunderstand. What kind of kid are you, not sleeping well?

    How modest of her. I was surprised too. I never imagined Park Suyeong woulde all the way to Yeongdo to receive the appointment certificate. Considering her usual prickly personality, it wouldnt have been strange if she had someone else pick it up for her. At that moment, I saw another person running towards us.

    Oppa! How have you been?

    Ah, I knew who it was just by hearing the voice.

    Yeon Su?

    Yeon Su was running towards me in a dress. Her mother was with her. Her mother showed a friendly smile and waved at me. So, all these people are members?

    Are you also appointed as an ambassador?

    Yeon Su nodded her head with big eyes. The government official, who had been guiding us, seemed flustered when all the ambassadors arrived suddenly. Yeon Su immediately wrapped her arms around mine as she followed me without any awkwardness. Seeing this, Park Suyeong removed her sunsses from her head andughed.

    ***

    Several things represent Yeongdo. However, if we limit it to ces, Taejongdae, Yeongdo Bridge, and Namhang Markete to mind. Of course, in the past, there were ces like Huinnyeoul Culture Vige and coastal promenades, but those are stories for another time. They havent been redeveloped as tourist areas yet.

    Ugh, summer is already over, so why is it still so hot!

    After receiving our appointment as ambassadors, the three of us took a group photo at andmark in Yeongdo. Today, the civil servant in charge of taking photos was incredibly diligent, taking hundreds of shots in just one ce. After finishing the photoshoot at Taejongdae, we got into the car, and Park Suyeong raised her irritated voice.

    Can you believe we spent over thirty minutes taking photos in this heat!

    Though sheined, Park Suyeong was actually the most invested person during the photoshoot. Even though it wasnt a magazine photoshoot, she interfered with every single cut, making the civil servant work harder. In the van, there were only three of us, excluding Park Suyeongs manager, who was driving. Yeon Su, worried about Park Suyeongs mood, only sipped water and stayed glued to my side, showing no sign of leaving. At that moment, Park Suyeong looked at me as if she had a lump in her throat.

    Hey, I heard you decided to shoot an indie film?

    News travels fast. After all, Park Suyeong and I both belong to Songwon Entertainment. There was no way the talkative CEO, Kim Seonghwan, would have kept quiet.

    You have to choose your projects carefully! Especially with indie films, theyre not as beautiful as their name suggests. If you think of the production environment as a regr drama, its very difficult. Its a blessing if its only poor. There are countless cases where filming gets canceled.

    Thats why I liked it. Wheres the fun if everything is easy?

    Ugh, you just dont know! I dont even know why Im talking to you in this heat!

    Park Suyeong irritably put her sunsses back on. In her past life, she had appeared in many independent films. She mainly did it because she could act in front of a single camera rather than on a theater stage. However, as Park Suyeong said, many projects were canceled. In severe cases, there was no money for editing even afterpleting the filming, and the film couldnt be screened in theaters. Then, Park Suyeong lowered one end of her sunsses and added.

    Dont catch the art disease, like someone. Theres no cure for that.

    I wonder who shes talking about.

    * * *

    The photo shoot at Namhang Market was like a fan meeting. The market merchants and the tourists were all staring at Park Suyeong in awe. Theres a reason why celebrities are celebrities. Unsurprisingly, Park Suyeongs manners towards her fans were also outstanding.

    Yeongguk! You look absolutely stunning!

    Our Yeongguk is truly the most handsome! Jang Yeongguk, youre the best! The best!

    The one next to Yeongguk is also really beautiful! My eyes are feasting today!

    Ah, thank you. Im actress Park Suyeong.

    No, not you, Suyeong. The youngdy next to you! She looks like a painting next to Yeongguk!

    It seems the outfit my mother picked out for me this morning was quite a hit. I usually wear a simple T-shirt and shorts, but today I wore golden pants and suspenders. It was a look far from my past lifes taste but still worth a nce due to my age.

    Lets take a photo with the fish stand!

    The civil servant guided us to a narrow alley lined with fish stands. Mrs. Yang waved her hand enthusiastically, and my mother also beamed by her side. I waved back at my mother and Mrs. Yang, as it was hard to move due to therge crowd.

    How about holding a fish each for the photo? Since this is Namhang Market.

    The civil servant cautiously suggested the idea. Apparently, his professionalism had kicked in during the difficult photoshoot. Naturally, some people dly epted the idea, while others disliked it.

    How about I just hold a fish by myself and stand in the middle?

    Ah! That would be better!

    Maam, can I borrow one of your tfish for a moment?

    Of course! If its our Yeongguk, I wouldnt even mind if you took the whole tray! Go ahead!

    Thank you!

    I picked out a lively tfish from the red tray. It was struggling so much, trying to escape. However, no matter how hard it tried, it couldnt escape from Jang Yeongguks palm.

    Then lets take the photo with the fish stand as the background!

    Park Suyeong and Yeon Su stood next to me. It felt like I was a fisherman who had caught a huge fish on a fishing boat. Holding the tfish stylishly with both hands, the civil servant showed a satisfied smile. On the other hand, Park Suyeong seemed to wish the photoshoot would end quickly. The civil servant raised his finger, counting down.

    Three!

    At that moment, the tfish gathered itsst strength.

    Two!

    As it wriggled violently, my hand slipped. The tfish flew towards Yeon Su, who, startled, swatted it away, and itnded on me.

    One!

    With a loud ssh, the tfish fiercely pped Park Suyeongs cheek with its tail before.

    <em>Click!</em>

    It fell back into the red tray it originally came from.<hr>

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 Chapter 24

    Chapter 24

    Independence.

    The word independence carries quite a significant meaning in the film industry. Perhaps the biggest concern and goal for most directors is whether they can urately project the values of the script onto the movie and, if possible, how well they can convey those values to the audience without losing any meaning. Unlikemercial films, which aim to generate profits, independent or indie films tend to focus more on the original purpose of cinema, resulting in the advantage of rtively less artisticpromise.

    Facing the audience with ayer peeled off, it is rtively easy to convey the films identity. However, not everything thates to mind about indie films is positive. There were widespread perceptions that they were just works made by those infected with the art disease[1] or by amateurs.

    Sir, shouldnt we raise the angle of the lighting a bit? If the main light sourcees down like that, the faces wont be properly lit on the screen Do we have anything else to use as a secondary light source? You know, that thing with the fluorescent light. I think itd be better to go a bit softer in this scene.

    If you mean going softer, are you talking about the Kino Flo[2]?

    Yes!

    Commercial film crews are known for their outstanding attention to detail. From production, direction, cinematography, lighting, sound, and art, there are directors for each department, as well as second and third assistant staff members who form the central axis. The number of team members responsible for correction, post-processing, and editing was so enormous that it was impossible to count. In contrast, indie films are

    Were going to have the boom[3] in the frame at this rate! With this setup, the audio will pick up all kinds of noise, and will the Tascam[4] even work properly? Please raise it a bit more!

    There is a seriousck of manpower. Of course, there are experienced staff members in indie films as well, but nine out of ten are either recent college graduates or undergraduate students in film-rted majors. As a result, there are many points to consider because of theirck of field experience.

    Yeongguk! What angle would be good for the props?

    Shouldnt we ask Taeseop about that?

    Hes too busy with extending the shooting time right now. He doesnt have the mental capacity to worry about this. So, Yeongguk, please take a look!

    It wasnt like this from the first day. However, it was so frustrating to just stand there and watch that he couldnt help but get involved. If this were food, it would be like sprinkling sugar where soy sauce was needed  how could he pretend not to notice? At first, he only wanted to help out a bit, but it escted to this point.

    I studied a bit from some books before the film shooting. I had to understand the terms directors often use. And while doing that, I also studied about films.

    After saying this, they kept asking me more questions. Because of theirck of field experience, I just let it slide. But for the film crew, having one more helping hand was very important. Especially if its a hand with field experience, theres no reason to refuse. At that moment, the scriptwriter and director, Choi Taeseop, rushed to the shooting site.

    30 minutes! We have to wrap it up within that time!

    * * *

    1-1[5] is a term often used in the indie film industry. Many times, they would try to get through a scene without any NG takes to save on film costs. Usually, they would rehearse multiple times to prepare for any potential NG takes, but even that can be difficult. This is mainly because of issues with casting on the film set.

    Scene number 21, Jihwan, at the police station!

    Theres no script supervisor or assistant director to be found. The person in charge of props rushed out with the pperboard, shouted, and stepped out of the frame. Director Choi Taesub leaned forward slightly. He had already seen the boys exceptional acting skills on TV. However, there was something about the liveliness on set that couldnt be fully captured on a television screen.

    Hey, what are you so proud of, huh? Why are you keeping your mouth shut like a m? Are you not going to tell me your name? Huh?! Youre so stubborn. Hand over that bag! What did you steal?

    A man dressed as a police officer shouted fiercely. His acting had many unnecessary bits, but his Busan dialect was top-notch. The boy sitting opposite him tightly clutched his bag at that moment as if he wont let it be taken away. His face was covered in various scratches, like a trail of scars.

    Dont touch it!

    What? This little rat doesnt know how scary the world can be! Youve caused trouble on the seafront so many times already! What are you doing climbing up the seawall thats been blocked off to stop you from going there?! Society is rotting away because of troublemakers like you!

    Despite the police officers scolding, the boys eyes didnt lose fierceness.

    Fine! If you dont give me your guardians phone number, Ill lock you in the detention center for a few days! If you dont want that, just keep your mouth shut like youre doing now.

    What a pain! Whats this?! Youve been wearing this around your neck since earlier. Where did you steal it from? Hand it over!

    Is this how the police are supposed to act?!

    Shut up! You never listen to what youre told and just keep babbling nonsense.

    The police officer grabbed the boys head tightly with his fist. When he showed the ne he snatched, the boys name and the orphanages phone number were written on it. Its like a military dog tag.

    Kim Jihwan. Is this your name? XX Orphanage? The area code is Seoul, huh? I can tell without even looking! You ran away from the orphanage and came all the way here! Youre just a little brat with a chip on your shoulder! Tsk.

    Hey, Officer Choi, stop nagging and let me see.

    At that moment, another police officer appeared. He was yed by Song Jeongseok. The actor was cast after much difficulty, and the boy himself casted him. The actors years of experience in the theater made his acting flow as naturally as water.

    Kid, is your name Kim Jihwan?

    If you dont talk, I cant help you. You seem to be from an orphanage in Seoul, but why did youe down here? Did youe alone? Or did someonee with you? Dont worry. Ill handle it well. Just tell me.

    The more the boy was asked, the tighter he closed his mouth. Its a silent act of defiance as if hes determined not to speak. The police officer eventually sighed and picked up the phone. Itste, but the call connected after just a few rings.

    Thank you for your hard work. This is the Yeongdo Police Station in Busan. I wanted to ask you something. Is there a child named Kim Jihwan at your orphanage? He seems to be around 15 or 16 years old. Yes?!!!!

    At that moment, the police officers eyes widened in shock. Soon after, he hung up the phone and looked at the boy with a strange expression.

    Who are you?

    Kim Jihwan supposedly diedst year.

    * * *

    Schools have always been a ce that evokes strange emotions. I yed hooky many times in the past because I didnt want to go to school, but now I cherish every day that passes by without a care. The students rushed to take out their lunchboxes as the bell rang for lunchtime. On my desk, stained with my fingerprints, was a lunchbox.

    In my past life, I hated braised mackerel and lotus root side dishes. Now, I dip the rice in the mackerel broth and push it into my mouth with the lotus root. The feeling of fullness flows over the tip of my wriggling tongue. Why did I use to be so picky about side dishes?

    It was while I was eating lunch. I could feel the nces from my surroundings. Some female students even looked at me as if I were a celebrity, especially now that they knew I was the ambassador for Yeongdo District. Just like now.

    Yeongguk, do you want to drink this?

    A female student shyly smiled and ced coffee milk in front of me. Its an event that happens almost every lunchtime, like clockwork. From chocte to coffee milk, theres no particr reason for it. Its because Kim Hajin, who has be a young man in the currently airing drama <em>Man of August</em>, like coffee milk. No matter how I look at it, theres a huge gap between that handsome gentleman and me

    Thank you.

    With just one phrase, the female student smiled brightly and returned to her seat. Other female students swarmed around her like a flock of sparrows. They huddled together and gossiped. By the way

    Its been two weeks

    The filming period for indie films was usually quite short. Not only was the screening time short, but the production environment was also poor for capturing grand narratives. The shortest period was about a week, and the longest was about a month. Of course, there have been many cases where the production budget was insufficient, and the project fell through. However, Choi Taeseops <em>To Jihwan</em> was different.

    From rtively well-equipped filming equipment to a decent number of staff for an indie film, its clear that Choi Taesub has been preparing for this for a long time.

    <em>To Jihwan.</em>

    Its a story about friendship. Ive read the script several times, but I still couldnt fully understand the feelings of the protagonist, Seongtae, who wanted to be called Jihwan. How did it feel to live under a dead friends name? What would they think every time that name was called? Its still difficult. I pondered for a while about what friendship was.

    <em>None.</em>

    I was not sure if there was anyone I could call a friend in my previous life. When I was a famous actor, some people approached me for money, but there was no one I could confide in. I dont me those people. Of course, some sunbaes cared for me, but I didnt appreciate their sincerity. I was just a madman determined to see the end of acting back then. I was that selfish. It was then.

    Yeongguk, its lunchtime. Dont you want to y ser?

    Huh?

    Sweaty friends in worn-out undershirts approached, carrying an old ser ball. Thats right, during this time, we yed ser a lot during lunchtime. Even back then, I enjoyed hanging out with friends. It was enough just to roll around in the dirt without any worries or burdens.

    Alright, lets y!

    Jang Yeongguk! Come to the head teachers office!

    At that moment, our homeroom teacher Kim Bongdu entered the ssroom. Disappointment was clearly written on my ssmates faces.

    Ill y with you in a bit.

    With that, their faces brightened. Could they really be so happy just by kicking a ball together? When I arrived at the head teachers office, Kim Bongdu offered me a chair.

    What are you waiting for? Sit down.

    Kim Bongdu tapped the chairs armrest with his fingertips and then looked at me.

    Normally, this isnt allowed, but the principal has granted special permission this time.

    Really?

    Yes. It was crucial that you were appointed as the ambassador for Yeongdogu. If not for that, you wouldnt have received this favor for shooting an indie film and not even awork drama. But you cant skip all your sses, so attend the morning sses and then go for the shoot. The shooting period is two weeks, right?

    Yes.

    Kim Bongdu rubbed his nose and added.

    So, where will this indie film be screened?

    Theres a small theater in Seoul that exclusively screens indie films. Itll probably be screened there.

    What? Then I cant even watch it? Will it be released on video?

    I dont know, will there be that much demand? Usually, only people who like indie films seek them out and watch them.

    Anyway, youre filming a movie. Did the director win the lottery or something? Or is there money pouring out like tap water from somewhere?

    Its because of their passion.

    Passion, what passion? I get it. Go ahead. And dont neglect your studies because youre filming a movie. Studying is more important at your age. Be prepared if your grades drop in the final exams.

    Dont worry. Ill be first in my ss.

    Jeez, you never back down from a word.

    Kim Bongdu hid his disappointment. He had said he was a big fan. He must have had high expectations for the film.

    Arent you leaving?

    Teacher, can I ask you one thing?

    What?

    What is a friend?

    As an actor, there were bound to be areas where one feels stuck. To make the audience ept you, you must understand the experiences of others that you havent experienced yourself. Friendship was like a vast ocean to me. I couldnt grasp it, so I couldnt chase after it. I asked, desperately clinging to a straw. Thats when it happened.

    A friend

    Whether he knew it was a question about the movie and answered it or whether he just wanted to exin his personal feelings, I didnt know.

    When I was young, I had a close friend around the same age as you, Yeongguk. He transferred to Seoul, and I stayed in my hometown. We didnt contact each other for more than a decade. But a few years ago, I heard some bad news. I asked around and went to a funeral hall in Seoul. When I saw the portrait, my heart felt heavy. The friend I remembered was fourteen years old. I wondered how he had lived all this time. Thats when I regretted it. I shouldve contacted him sooner. A friend, you know. But you guys?

    Peeking through the slightly open door of the head teachers office, my friends with buzz-cut hair stuck out their heads. Their lips were sticking out as if they had made a promise.

    Teacher, Yeongguk promised to y ser with us! Its almost time!

    Cant you y ser without Yeongguk?

    If our striker is missing, what can we do, teacher? We made a bet with ss 7 today. If Yeongguk isnt there, well lose!

    Alright, Jang Yeongguk, you can go.

    Kim Bongdu sent the students away and stood up. In the yground, reflected through the window, students with buzz-cut hair kicked an old ser ball together. Even the normally well-behaved boy had a face full of smiles as the dust swirled around him. Yes, like opening a weathered diary, memories of distant friendships flooded back after decades. A friend, you know.

    Its about not forgetting.

    [1] Art disease refers to people who are overly obsessed with art or producing artistic works, often to the point of being pretentious or impractical.

    [2] A Kino Flo is a type of lighting equipment used in filmmaking to create soft and even illumination on set.

    [3] A boom is a long pole used to hold a microphone above the actors to capture clear audio.

    [4] Tascam is a brand that specializes in producing high-quality simultaneous recording machines, allowing for multiple audio tracks to be recorded simultaneously.

    [5] One Take, One Shot<hr>

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 Chapter 25

    Chapter 25

    The view of the mountainside road was like a towering wave. Like a snake with a raised tail, the winding path was created right after the Korean War when refugees descended and built shacks on the mountainside to live. It was as steep and rugged as their hardships, but it must have been their only refuge in life.

    Ughaaaa!

    An old Bongo truck was driving along the winding mountainside road. The engine roared as if it was about to burst. The trucks cargo bed was already full of people and equipment. As the truck was old and loaded with heavy cargo, it was natural for the engine to struggle.

    Meanwhile, the people in the back were all making desperate efforts not to fall off the truck, their faces pale.

    Yeongguk! Seoul boys seem to have weak guts!

    The merchant association chairman, wearing a Marine cap, was driving with a casualugh. His scruffy beard seemed to be dancing. His face showed a rxed demeanor overall. The boy in the passenger seat rolled down the window with the hand crank and shouted to the people in the back.

    Gentlemen! Why are you all screaming like scared girls!

    Hey, you should try sitting here! Ughaaaa!

    Yeongguk! Over there! Theres no guardrail! Shouldnt we stop?!

    Indeed, there was no guardrail on the side of the winding road, just as Song Jeongseok said.

    Hey, what are they saying in the back?

    Oh, theyre saying we should stop because theres no guardrail on that side.

    What?!

    The chairmanughed heartily with a cigarette in his mouth.

    There used to be one, but peopleing to sightsee on the other side didnt slow down when driving down the mountain, so they kept crashing into it. So, naturally, it disappeared.

    So, if we crash there, well fall straight down?

    Exactly! But you know whats funny? Since it disappeared, as far as I know, there hasnt been a single ident. People see that and start driving down like turtles! But were going up, so theres no need to worry. Let go of your worries!

    As the Bongo truck zigzagged through the mountainside road like a bending wave, screams erupted from the cargo bed again. To an outsider, it would seem like they were at an amusement park. When they finally reached their destination, everyone got out looking pale and exhausted. Some had even thrown up.

    Seeing this, the chairman muttered, Seoul boys are weak! and turned the truck around to drive leisurely down the mountainside road. As the truck disappeared, someone asked.

    Taeseop, did you really have to choose this ce for the filming location?

    Choi Taeseop just gave an enigmatic smile and shook his head briefly. The young boy encouraged the filming crew to gather the equipment as he moved between them.

    Gentlemen, were just starting, and youre already exhausted?

    What?

    This is just the beginning?

    The mountainside roads fame was not only because of the steep and rugged roads but also the countless steep stone steps. Like an old tree with many branches, numerous stone steps existed between the shantytowns, giving the impression of being trapped in a maze. Song Jeongseok stared at the steep stone steps, lost in thought.

    Do we really have to go up there?

    Just then, an old woman with a cane and a ck bundle climbed the stairs.

    Granny! Come this way! Ill carry it for you! Wheres your house?

    Im fine! You should help those young men instead. Ive lived here for forty years, and this is nothing to me. I go up and down these stairs several times a day for exercise. But look at those young men; they cant even handle these small steps. I wonder if theyll ever get married properly!

    The crew, who had been silently listening to the old woman, hurriedly gathered their filming equipment. Maybe they all still hoped to get married.

    ***

    Scene number 57, on the mountain road with the police officer and Jihwan!

    There was a shabby house with no house number, grime-stained, and bamboo instead of steel bards holding the concrete in ce. It was a humble space. The exterior of the yellowed refrigerator and a blue water container filled with water to the brim in the bathroom was ced prominently throughout the area. With its motionless second hand, the wall clock seemed to evoke the illusion of being stuck in time.

    Jihwan, dont just space out while standing there. Sit down and warm up a bit. Ill cook some food for you after I get the briquettes!

    The boy didnt know how to react to the kindness of the police officer. He thought he would be stuck in the detention center without a chance to move. But the officer personally brought him to his own house. He even offered a warm ce to sleep and let the boy use the bathroom to wash off the grime umted over a long time.

    Jihwan, I dont know why you came all the way to Seoul, but it seems like theres a story behind it, so I wont ask any further. Instead of keeping your mouth shut like a m, try a spoonful of this.

    It was cold rice mixed with soy sauce and sesame oil. A fried egg, cooked on the briquette fire, was also ced on top. The boy, who hadnt eaten for days, swallowed his saliva with a gulp.

    If youre not going to eat, I will!

    No, Ill eat!

    Dont rush! Just eat slowly. If you need more, let me know, and Ill fry another egg for you!

    The bottom of the rice bowl was quickly revealed as if the boy had closed his eyes while eating. Seeing this, the officer chuckled. He brought over an old frying pan and put another fried egg into his bowl. The boy nodded briefly and shoved the fried egg into his mouth all at once. Just as the feeling of fullness was about to reach the tip of his chin, the officer said something to him.

    Jihwan, I dont care what your real name is. But if you dont talk, I have no choice but to send you to the protection center. Are you okay with that? Why did you try to climb those rocks at the beach? Can you tell me?

    The boy didnt say a word. He just hugged his bag tightly and curled up his waist.

    I wont take it away from you, so rx. Its okay. If you feelfortable, youll eventually open up. And just in case, dont think about sneaking out at dawn. You saw how high it was when you climbed up, and its indescribablyplicated. If youre not careful, you could get lost wandering around, so go down with me tomorrow. Ill take you to those rocks you wanted to go to, okay?

    Thank you.

    Finally, youre speaking properly.

    The reason the officer brought the boy to his house was simple. He didnt want him to sleep on the cold detention center floor, and he was worried that if he let him sleep in a motel, he might run away. This ce was on the steep slopes of the mountain road, so it wouldnt be easy even if he wanted to run away.

    As soon as the officerid out a nket for the boy, the sound of his snoring could be heard. The officer expressed hisplicated feelings by looking at the boys exhausted face. The youthful face and small stature made him wonder what brought this kid here.

    Such a little guy

    What kind of story do you have?

    * * *

    <em>Baaang!</em>

    It was when everyone was holding their hungry stomachs after finishing the shoot that suddenly, a horn was heard. When they opened the window, it was the merchants association chairman. He still wore his marine cap. The chairman waved something thick in his hand.

    Fresh food has arrived!

    In the middle of the mountain road, the filming crew had to carry the rice and side dishes brought by the chairman up to the rooftop of the house.

    Sir, do we really have to do this?

    I want to show my son in Seoul some good stuff, so stopining and get up here!

    As soon as they reached the rooftop, the filming crew and the boy let out exmations. The view of Namhang, where white waves were rolling, came into sight all at once. Amidst the blue scenery, the leisurely appearance of the fishing boats looked like andscape painting. As everyone opened their mouths in admiration, the chairman showed a generous smile.

    This ce is famous! Theres a reason why people who live here on the mountain road dont leave for decades. Theres hardly any ce where you can see the sea like this, except up in the clouds. So, were no different from immortals eating on the clouds right now!

    The meal, full of sea scent, was spread out. The deliciousness was more than enough to satisfy the hunger of the film crew, who were starving from the shoot. Eating a meal while facing the view of Namhang felt like a divine y. It was a precious meal that could not be had even if recreated in Seoul.

    Sir, I feel sorry for you delivering the food like this.

    Theres a lot to be sorry about, but how could I not help when that young man asked to use this house as a filming location? Im the owner of this house.

    Werent you living near Namhang?

    I live in Namhang now, but I used to live here when I was young. After my parents passed away, I tried to rent it out to someone, but no one wanted to live here. Despite my permission to use it for free, the young man insisted on paying, so I came here. My previous words were a joke. As the chairman, how could I not help when our Yeongguk is filming? I should at least do something. So, dont feel sorry. Today, I brought a lot of fresh abalone and oysters, so dont hesitate and eat it all!

    After finishing the dishes brought by the chairman, the filming crew each held a cup of scorched-rice water[1] for dessert. Meanwhile, Choi Taeseop silently stared at the sea. What was the reason he insisted on this mountain road so much? It was unknown. But his face was full of longing for the past. Just like the chairman, he took out a cigarette. The thin smoke floated over the sea, looking like a sea fog.

    I guess you have unforgettable memories here, sir.

    Yes, whenever Ie here, I think of my parents. I always put grease on the gate so it doesnt rust over time. I alsoe up once in a while to take care of the concrete cracks. After sending my parents off to the sea, this ce is like a sanctuary to me. Thats why I cant sell it, and its like a resting ce for me.

    The chairman was a cheerful person. Wearing his trademark marine cap, he always rushed around to solve big and small problems at the Namhang Market. However, he had his own untold story.

    As the blue color of Namhang gradually darkened, and the fishing boats lights turned on one by one, the man of Mado Ind stood up and shouted.

    Weve eaten enough. Lets go! We need to get down quickly before it gets darker!

    Sir, can I take the bus down?

    At Song Jeongseoks cautious words, the atmosphere flipped.

    Bus? You must be joking; there are only two buses a day here. Thest one left long ago!

    Following the winding mountain road, the truck roared down with its powerful engine. As the trucks headlights shined like a lighthouse beam, a scream no different from before burst out from the cargo bed. Only the quiet cries of the night sea could console them.

    [1] A traditional Korean drink made by pouring hot water over scorched rice.<hr>

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 Chapter 26

    Chapter 26

    Scene Number 77 (Last), Seongtae staring at the coastal rocks!

    It was thest scene of the indie film. Director Choi Taeseop and the other staff members were sweating nervously. They were capturing the back of a boy trying to climb up the coastal rocks blocked by an iron fence with a rear angle. Normally, they would haveid a rail for the shot, but where would an indie film find such equipment? The director followed the boy directly using a handheld camera.

    Seongtae! Darn it! Where are you going?!

    The police officer, yed by Song Jeongseok, hurriedly tried to stop the boy. The waves rose as if to swallow them. If they were to slip even a little on the wet coastal rocks, they would be instantly submerged in seawater. Though it may look shallow on the surface, they would be pulled in by the tide in no time, like a vacuum cleaner sucking in dust.

    I understand what youre feeling! So, lets stop here. Lets go back down.

    Ajeossi, I have to make it to the top. I have to show it to Jiwhan!

    You stubborn kid! If you slip and hurt your foot, what then? Would your friend in heaven really want that?

    The police officer had been protecting Seongtae/Jiwhan for the past week. He gradually learned why the boy hade all the way from Seoul to Busan. It was to fulfill thest wish of his dead friend.

    The waves continued to hit the rocks. The salty spray sshed on both the boys and the police officers faces. The waves were so strong that they almost knocked down the boy, but the officer barely caught him in time.

    Kid, your friend must be worried watching you do such dangerous things! Lets go back to where your parents are waiting! Theyre rushing down from Seoul right now!

    What about Jiwhan? My friend who died without seeing his mothers face onest time! Jiwhan told me while he was in the hospital. His wish was to visit the Busan coastal rocks where he took a picture holding hands with his mother when he was little. He really wanted to see it one more time!

    If you go up there now, youll be swept away! Think carefully!

    Today is his birthday! Today is the day I promised to give him a present! When the night is over, his birthday will be over too!

    The officer tightly grabbed the boys shoulder and turned him around, holding him close. The boy desperately tried to escape with all his might, but a child couldnt overpower an adult. Its not an easy decision to let him go up the dangerous coastal rocks, no matter how justified the reason may be. The officer put more strength into his embrace. The boys shoulders shook violently in sorrow.

    In the end, the boy could no longer move forward. The boy silently stared at the coastal rocks as dawn broke and the darkness faded. The officer could not find the words to console the devastated boy. The brilliantly shining waves were the onlyfort for the boy. Trembling, the boy asked the only adult he knew.

    Ajeossi, why is my friend still fourteen?

    Time has passed, but death, like a sharp needle, remained in the hearts of young children. The officer couldnt find an answer to the boys question.

    * * *

    Taejongdae.

    A famous tourist attraction in Busan and a popr honeymoon destination in the past. The cliffs of Taejongdae, curved by the waves, evoke admiration from those who see them. On a wide rock, theres enough space for the Haenyeo Vige to satisfy the hunger of tourists visiting Taejongdae.

    Ajumma, can I have some more sea urchin roe, please?

    Thest shoot was over. The shooting team was filling their empty stomachs with seafood after the arduous march thatsted throughout the dawn. The women at the Haenyeo Vige constantly brought food to where they were, a ce overlooking the sea.

    Ajumma, has that coastal rock always been blocked like this?

    You mean that iron fence? Its been like that for over a decade now. In the past, many fishermen caught big fish there, and many tourists took photos.

    Why did they block it?

    They blocked it because its so dangerous. People are curious, you know. The tide doesnt change much between high tide and low tide. In the past, there were times when the water receded a lot, and there was no control, but at some point, there was only neap tide, so the city hall blocked it off. Many people fell in. Some even died. Its a very dangerous ce.

    Really?

    Thats interesting. Although born and raised in Yeongdo, I had no idea such a ce existed. In that sense, Choi Taeseop was an amazing person. How did someone born and raised in Seoul find out about such a ce and develop a screeny?

    Yeongguk! How could you keep this delicious taste a secret? I never imagined I would be eating sea urchin roe by the spoonful in Seoul!

    Jeongseok-hyung, if you really like sea urchin roe that much,e live with me in Busan. Ill let you eat it every day.

    Really? Honestly, acting in Seoul is great, but acting in Busan while enjoying the sea breeze isnt bad either. Either way, its hard to make a living by acting.

    Surprisingly, when Song Jeongseok made that joke, his expression became serious.

    No, hyung, you have to keep acting in Seoul. I know a little about physiognomy, and you need to stay in Seoul. If you keep challenging yourself, someday youll have your moment to shine.

    Really?

    Really, I could even bet that hyung will be a famous actor within a few years.

    Although he doubted that Song Jeongseok would really go down to Busan, you never know. It seemed like he was feeling a sense of disconnection between his dreams and reality now. He had longed to act inwork dramas and in Chungmuro, but the reality was that it was difficult to evennd a small supporting role.

    It was then that he realized that the size of the film didnt matter while shooting an indie film. He may not be a national actor like this, but he might even return to the theater scene, so he wanted to help him find his center.

    Yeongguk, then what about hyungs face reading?

    Choi Taeseop asked slyly. Upon hearing that I could read faces, several members of the filming team were eagerly eavesdropping.

    Personally, I think hyung is more suited for screenwriting than directing. Its just my personal opinion.

    Actually, I think so too. I even used the deposit for my house in Seoul toe down and shoot this indie film. I originally wanted to write screenys for my entire life, but I wanted to hold the megaphone myself for this film.

    Why?

    Its hard to express in one word. I wanted to capture the film through my own eyes.

    Choi Taeseops gaze was looking at the distant sea.

    Taeseop-hyung, can I ask you one thing?

    What are you curious about, Yeongguk?

    You know thest scene, right? I thought that JiwhanI mean Seongtaewould have climbed up the rocky beach somehow in the end, even though it would have been difficult to climb up because of the iron fence in reality, but we couldve taken some liberties since its a movie, right?

    Sure, movies and reality are different. But I wanted to make this indie film, <em>To Jihwan</em>, as close to reality as possible. If the police officer hadnt caught Seongtae then, he might have died on the rocky beach. Jihwan in heaven would have been so sad.

    He wanted to have a deeper conversation, but Song Jeongseok interrupted without notice.

    Right! Yeongguk! The merchant association chairman is treating us to a celebration party today, right?

    Yes, thats right. Inmemoration of the end of filming, he will personally treat us at the harbor.

    In Choi Taeseops eyes, there was a lingering emotion as deep as the rich vor of seafood. His indie film had a sense of reality. Was it a choice that stemmed from his desire to convey the vitality of the screeny through the medium of film? Or was he really a director who wanted to show a story within reality?

    * * *

    The sound of charcoal crackling filled a corner of the harbor. The smell of grilled mackerel, tfish, and various seasonal ms stimted the nose. The merchant association chairman, wearing a marine hat, already brought a case of soju and burst out inughter.

    You guys finished filming! We have to drink today, dont we!

    Cheers erupted from the filming crew. The nostalgia of the past life lingered in me. Making indie films was a constant struggle. Theres a reason people call it asceticism. Because of the poor production environment, the wrap-up parties were also modest. They used tomemorate thest filming by drinking makgeolli and eating pancakes on a grassy field full of recording equipment.

    This is called galgogi. Its not tough, and the tender meat is like freshly caught mackerel when grilled on charcoal and sprinkled with a bit of salt! It goes great with alcohol!

    The chairman, proud of the college-aged kids who had finished the tough film shoot, grilled the fish himself. The faces of the filming crew all showed their hardships, with their cheekbones sunken in. But no one seemed tired.

    The short but long film shoot thatsted 15 days had already brought the crew together like a family. It was natural, as they spent their days together and even slept in the same small motel room. It was hard to imagine not being together anymore. In his past life, he had felt that indie films could not be done without purity.

    Yeongguk, itd be great if you could drink on a day like today! Instead, soothe your throat with carbonated drinks!

    Jeongseok-hyung, its so awkward when you use the dialect outside of the movie.

    Is it? Alright, lets stop listening to my dialect and listen to the directors toast! Everyone, get your drinks ready!

    Everyoneughed at Song Jeongseoks yful appearance and held their drinks. Director Choi Taeseop slowly stood up from his seat. First, he deeply bowed to the merchant association chairman, who had personally prepared the celebration for them, and then he began to speak.

    Uh, first of all, I dont know what to say, but in fact, I faced a lot of opposition at home for making an indie film. It was the same when I first wrote the script. I really worried a lot about whether my story could be made into a film. But aftering down to Busan, that feelingpletely disappeared. I met many good people like the merchants association chairman, and my script seemed to really depict that time and ce.

    <em>That time and ce?</em>

    Since its an indie film, the shooting conditions were very poor. To get the best picture possible, we had to rent equipment, and I couldnt pay a lot of money to my college friends and hoobae who helped with the shooting.

    Taeseop! When have we ever worked for money! Its all memories of our youth!

    I feel terribly sorry that I couldnt pay the actors much for their appearances. Especially Yeongguk, who yed the lead role in this film, decided to appear without receiving a single penny. Im really grateful that he allowed it despite the difficult decision.

    Hyung, I liked the script so much that I just couldnt refuse, and while our CEO might be disappointed, I was really happy to appear in your movie. If you feel sorry, let me appear in another good scriptter!

    Taeseop, me too!

    Song Jeongseok suddenly interjected. At that sight, Choi Taeseop smiled and briefly nodded. He was the scriptwriter who had even gone to humble himself to actors who were like fleeting stars in his past life. In a way, I was lucky just to have worked with such a person.

    Before we toast, Id like to introduce someone to you all! He made this film, <em>To Jihwan,</em> possible and is like a benefactor from my childhood. It took him a while to get here from far away, but fortunately, he arrived just in time!

    Who could he be talking about?

    At that moment, the spotlight shifted to one corner of the entrance. Passing through the streetlight, a robust middle-aged person appeared. He might have seemed rough-looking, but the downward slope of his eyes made him look sorrowful. At that moment, the merchants association chairman, who had been grilling galbi, lifted his marine hat and squinted his eyes as he approached.

    Uh? Who is this? Kim Sunkyung?

    Ah! Deokjin-ajusshi is also here?

    How did you find us? Its been so long! I heard you were transferred to Ulsan, but your huge physique is still the same!

    Ajusshi hasnt changed either! Im really d to see you!

    Hey, guys! Say hello, this is Kim Sunkyung, who used to live in the house where we filmed the mountain road!

    Now, I am Lieutenant Kim!

    But how did you get here?

    Taeseop called and told me I had to be here today!

    Taeseop?

    Choi Taeseop looked at Lieutenant Kim with nostalgic eyes.

    Taeseop, did you eat?

    Were just about to. You must be hungry from the long journey. Please, sit down. How did you manage to arrive just before the toast?

    Its a good thing I hurried. Anyway, youve grown so much. You were tiny just a few years ago, and now youve be a fine man. Just seeing you, I feel full even without eating.

    Still, you must eat. I used to get a lot of soy sauce rice from you back in the day, so today its my turn to treat you.

    The two looked at each other as if they had returned to the past and lost their words for a moment. Soon after, Lieutenant Kim looked at me.

    Taeseop, is this the kid who yed you when you were young?<hr>

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 Chapter 27

    Chapter 27

    The Wrap-up Party

    Theres a saying that the sess of a drama can be determined by its wrap-up party. If a drama ends quietly, there might not be a wrap-up party at all, and rumors of discord between the production team and actors might circte. On the other hand, if the drama continuously breaks viewership records, the wrap-up party would be like a festival. That was the case with the drama <em>Men of August</em>. It was already unusual for it to be a 16-episode miniseries. It defeated all the other high-quality dramas at the same timeslot and achieved a continuous soaring viewership. As a result, the drama was extended by four episodes.

    Hey, kiddo, try this on!

    The expression on a husbands face, who went shopping at a department store with his wife, would probably look like this.

    I dont like this one. Lets go and try on the clothes over there one more time.

    Noona, Im really fine with any clothes.

    Well, Im not!

    Park Suyeong was busily browsing through the luxury brand section at a department store in Seoul. It wasnt just the production team and actors attending the wrap-up party; many reporters would be there too.

    Do we really have to do this much? In a few years, I wont be able to wear any of these clothes anyway.

    Im doing you a favor by buying you these clothes. You cant even say thank you but keep nagging me about it. Just hurry up and try them on. We dont have much time!

    It was a headache. In my previous life, I had attended countless wrap-up parties. That was only possible because I had worked on so many projects. But I had never been so concerned about my outfit before. Of course, some actors paid so much attention to their outfits at the wrap-up parties that it seemed like a fashion show, but that wasnt me. I would rather spend that time reading one more page of the script or memorizing one more line of dialogue. Anyway

    Noona, do child actors usually attend the wrap-up parties?

    Wrap-up parties are a ce tofort those who have worked hard.

    Usually, child actors dont attend. But your case is different!

    Really?

    You must not know how popr <em>Men of August</em> is because youve been stuck in Yeongdo.

    I did know. <em>Men of August</em> is famous even in Yeongdo. The proof is that the number of female students who gave me chocte and coffee milk during school breaks increased as time passed. But it seems that the poprity in Seoul has far exceeded my expectations.

    Anyway, I cant let you go like this, so if you want to finish quickly, just hurry up and follow my instructions, okay?

    But why do you

    Why am I doing this? Im not called Park Suyeong but Kim Hajins mom these days! So, stop nagging and just do as I say! There will be so many people at the wrap-up party. Do you want to go looking like you just got off work at the market? Theres a proper outfit for every asion. At least have the right attitude, okay?

    How popr had <em>Men of August</em> be in Seoul to cause such a fuss? Anyway, I could feel the eyes on me as I walked around the department store. Thanks to the agency staff escorting me, I wasnt bothered.

    That question would soon be answered. After arriving at the venue of the wrap-up party.

    <em>A hotel</em>?

    Considering that wrap-up parties usually take ce in high-end restaurants, renting a hotel convention hall signifies the dramas huge sess. Even though thest episode had not yet been aired, the hotels entrance was already swarmed with reporters. As soon as I got off the van with Park Suyeong, the reporters shouted simultaneously.

    Its Jang Yeongguk!

    * * *

    37.8%

    That was the viewership rating record for the drama <em>Men of August</em>. With two more episodes left, it was almost certain it would surpass 40%. Perhaps thats why the KBC drama director also attended the wrap-up party. It could be considered an unusual record for a miniseries.

    <em>The CEO must be extremely busy.</em>

    CEO Kim Seonghwan looked preupied with exchanging greetings with broadcasting station officials. I couldnt find anyone my age at the convention hall. Even Yeon Su, who yed the female leads child role, couldnt attend the wrap-up party because she was filming for another drama.

    Its been a while since Ist ate this. It tastes good.

    The food in the buffet was something I had eaten too much of in my past life, but I hadnt had these dishes in Yeongdo. They say its lonely to eat alone. Though I might not know, among those attending the convention hall, I must have attended the most wrap-up parties. I was sipping on some orange juice when it happened.

    Are you Jang Yeongguk?

    It was actress Yang Minjeong, who yed the female lead Son Yerin. As a rising star, she was one of the actors whose poprity jumped thanks to this drama.

    Hello, senior.

    Senior? Isnt that a bit much? How much acting experience does this kid have to be calling me a senior already? Anyway, you came to the wrap-up party alone without your parents?

    Yes.

    Your parents must not care much about you. No wonder they havent shown their faces since <em>Men of August</em> ended.

    What is she talking about?

    Look at Yeon Su. Its not because shes my child role, but shes also appearing in another drama right now. Shes sorry she couldnt attend the wrap-up party, but what can you do? In a way, Yeon Su is very perceptive. This isnt a ce for child actors, is it?

    From the way you speak, it sounds like you have decades of acting experience.

    What?

    Ill go back to eating my food. Excuse me.

    <em>Tsk.</em>

    I wonder if I avoided it because the situation was scary or because it was dirty.

    Yang Minjeong couldnt survive in the entertainment industry for long. I witnessed her fall indirectly in my past life. Yang Minjeong, who had made a name for herself as a new star, would end up on the newspapers front page because of a celebrity scandal in a few years. If it had ended there, it would have been a relief, but the entertainment industry was turned upside down when she tested positive for drugs in the prosecutions investigation. Moreover, it was revealed that she had been taking illegal drugs continuously since her debut. She was literally acting under the influence of drugs.

    CEO!

    Yeongguk! I heard you did well filming the indie film. I shouldve visited at least once as the CEO but was too busy.

    Its okay. Im not a child, after all. It was actually morefortable since we were filming in Yeongdo.

    Ah, you always act so mature. By the way, Director Choi Taeseop contacted me. He said he wants to submit the film to the independent film category of a film festival. It seems like it was received quite positively, so we might have some good news soon.

    Really? Thats great.

    It was good news. It didnt matter, even if we didnt win an award. It was satisfying enough to know that many people would recognize the hard work of those who made the film. Thats when it happened.

    But Yeongguk, wheres Actor Park?

    I saw her over there earlier, huh?

    Park Suyeong was conversing with the other actors, and Yang Minjeong was with them. But every time Yang Minjeong opened her mouth, Park Suyeongs face turned cold as ice. Even a stranger could see that she was clearly angry.

    CEO, Ill go see Park Suyeong for a moment.

    As I approached where Park Suyeong was, I could clearly hear Yang Minjeongs voice. She was skillfully talking behind my back. She was surprised that a boy who used to sell fish at the market could act so well. She was wondering if it was not a case of method acting, and if there was a fish smell, and if I had sold fish today as well. Her words and expressions were downright vulgar. Even the other actors seemed ufortable with her attitude, but they couldnt say anything because of the presence of reporters and broadcasting officials.

    Park Suyeong.

    As I approached naturally, Yang Minjeong momentarily closed her mouth.

    Do you happen to have any emergency medicine in the car? My head hurts a bit, and I have a runny nose.

    Yang Minjeongs eyes began to tremble with anxiety as I searched for medicine while sniffing. It was a subtle reaction that others wouldnt notice, but I saw it. After all, a thief has a guilty conscience.

    * * *

    It was noisy. After the reporters left, the party returned to its original atmosphere. The venue had even been moved from the hotel to a high-end barbecue restaurant. There was no need to be formal anymore. The crew and actors, who had been working hard on the filming, enjoyed their drinks without reservation, andughter never ceased. It was a sight I had encountered many times in my past life.

    <em>Back then, I only used to show my face and leave.</em>

    In my past life, I wasnt very sociable. Even if I attended the wrap-up party, I often just showed my face and went straight home, so it had been a while since I felt this atmosphere. Thats when the camera director, Kim Deukhyeong attracted everyones attention by tapping on the table.

    Come on! On a day like today, we cannot not hear from PD Yoo!

    The floor had been set, and the PD Yoo stood up. He had been at the forefront of the <em>Men of August</em> team. Despite this being his first work, he clearly demonstrated his potential as a director. After all, he had climbed to the position of drama head in his past life, so his start was bound to be exceptional.

    Well, I cant believe its already our wrap-up party. When we first nned the drama, there was a lot of talk. Ourpetitors at the same time slot were very strong. Many people in the drama department thought that it would be impossible to beat the so-called masterpiece dramas being prepared by other terrestrial broadcasters with just a miniseries. However, Im d and relieved that we were able toplete the drama safely, regardless of the results. Of course, I can say this because we had good ratings. I wont say much more. I want to express my infinite gratitude to our production team, actors, and Writer Choi Eunsuk, who wrote <em>Men of August</em>, the masterpiece of my life.

    Director Yoo! Save that clichd speech for the end-of-year awards ceremony! Cant you just sing a song and be done with it?

    Kim Deukhyeong, you know I cant sing, so why say that! Wouldnt it be better for Yeongguk to do it since he sings so well?

    PD Yoos gaze naturally headed in one direction. Everyones attention was immediately focused on me, and I almost spat out the soda I was drinking. I mean,e on, asking me to sing at a ce like this?

    Alright, thats better. Everyone, p! Yeongguk, do a great rendition of the song you sang at the Yeongdo fish market! Ji Yong, what are you doing? Hurry up and make a microphone for Yeongguk!

    Ji Yong, the FD, handed me a spoon in a bottle as if he had agreed with the camera director. At times like this, there was no choice but toply. I had to sing a song and then slip away. As the lively melody flowed out of my mouth, the faces of the adult actors showed surprise. The camera director, who had heard my singing before, danced and muttered,

    As expected, hes great!

    * * *

    Everyone was intoxicated by the boys singing, creating a noisy atmosphere.

    Whats so great about that stinky kids singing?

    Yang Minjeong walked out of the bathroom with a disgusted expression. Just then, she stumbled over something and nearly fell. Park Suyeong was standing nearby with her arms crossed.

    Minjeong, do you want me to help you?

    No, Im fine.

    Why did you drink so much that you cant even move by yourself? You shouldnt drink so much that you lose control. And dont you have any respect for others when youre drunk? Im offering to help you, and youre refusing?

    Park Suyeong grabbed Yang Minjeongs shoulder and straightened her up. On the surface, it looked like a grumpy sunbae helping her hoobae. But no one would know that Park Suyeong had intentionally tripped Yang Minjeong as she came out of the bathroom and subtly kicked her inner thigh during the process.

    Minjeong, do you not want to have a long career in the entertainment industry?

    Huh?

    Those who rise quickly also fade quickly. Especially when their personalities are problematic. So, dont say anything you cant take responsibility for.

    Yang Minjeong was terrified. She wouldnt have stayed quiet if it had been an ordinary sunbae. But Park Suyeong was already one of the most infamous fighters in the entertainment industry. How could a pet dog beat a fighting dog? Park Suyeong scolded Yang Minjeong, whose eyes were wide with fear.

    I will scold my child, not you.

    This damn girl.<hr>

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 Chapter 28

    Chapter 28

    Will there ever be an actor like Charlie Chaplin in Korea?

    Master Baek Janghun often asked himself this question. He wasnt just talking about a master of pstickedy. He was referring to the great actor who led the golden age of silent films and the global film industry. There are clear differences between film acting, stage acting, and TV acting. However, it was extremely rare for actors to ovee these boundaries and cross between them.

    An actor who can convey the truth to the audience without any dialogue

    There is a story that many masters of silent films agreed upon. When watching Charlie Chaplins acting, one could feel not onlyughter but also sorrow. He conveyed meaning to the audience with simple hand gestures and eye movements. Even without dialogue, he naturally drew the audiences attention and interest. Furthermore, his ability to immerse himself in the characters within the script was truly remarkable.

    We havent had such an actor born in Korea yet.

    Of course, there were many talented actors in Korea. However, Baek Janghun could not find anyone who had reached the epitome of acting that he imagined.

    Teacher, Ive seen all the works scheduled for the opening. Which one should we do?

    At that moment, one of Baek Janghuns production staff members timidly asked for his opinion.

    Tell the office to take some time and contact me.

    Is it because there are no works you like?

    Its not like that. Im not looking for a perfect job. I cant judge these excellent works created by outstanding directors. Its difficult to be in charge of such an event. But what are those works?

    Oh, those are the works submitted to the indie film section of this film festival.

    A certain work caught Baek Janghuns eye. He picked up one of the indie films as if he was mesmerized. Its unclear why he chose that particr film out of all of them. Maybe he just wanted to reminisce about the fierce and pure passion of his youth. Or perhaps he just needed something to refresh hisplicated mind.

    Lets watch this one.

    Ah, are you talking about <em>To Jihwan</em>[1]?

    Yes, the directors name is unfamiliar. Is it their debut work?

    Yes, its the work of a director who just graduated from college. Interestingly, they cast a child actor in the lead role. The judges of the indie film section said the script is quite exceptional.

    Really? Well see how the film is after I watch it myself.

    Baek Janghun leaned on the sofa and leisurely watched the film. It was the directors cut with minimal editing, not the edited version shown to the general public. So, it had a rather long running time for an indie film. However, as the film progressed, Baek Janghuns posture gradually leaned forward instead of feeling bored.

    There were definitely some shorings in the directing. As it was a debut work, expecting a deep understanding of film directing was unreasonable. Also, the limitations of visual aesthetics because of the poor production environment inherent in indie films existed as well. But considering they were all just graduates, they did a good job. However, there was something else that caught his attention.

    Heh.

    After the film ended and the screen went dark, Baek Janghun let out an involuntary exmation. The im that the script was excellent was not wrong, but there was something else to pay attention to. The child actor who yed the lead role in the indie film showed acting skills reminiscent of an experienced actor who had been through ups and downs in the entertainment industry. The wrinkled corners of his eyes seemed to hold a gun. It was as if he had gone back to his youth. His gaze lingered on one actor for a long time.

    Jang Yeongguk.

    * * *

    It was around the time when thete summer heat receded and cold dew appeared during the Hanro season[1]. As usual, school was out, so I helped at my mothers fish stall before returning home. Unbelievable news tends to arrive at unexpected moments.

    CEO, what did you say?

    I asked, wondering if the receiver had a problem or if I had heard incorrectly.

    <em>To Jihwan</em> was selected for the opening of the Busan International Film Festival!

    CEO Kim Seonghwans voice was full of excitement. It was understandable, as the Busan International Film Festival was in the process of transforming into a world-ss film festival. Not only domestic films scheduled for screening but also works from renowned directors from around the world were invited. Being selected for the opening ceremony was tantamount to obtaining an opportunity to gauge the global response.

    So, its not just a general invitation, but the opening ceremony?

    I just got a call from Director Choi Taeseop. Because you were at Namhang Market, they couldnt reach you, so they contacted me directly. I wasnt sure, so I called the film festival office, and they confirmed that it was selected for the opening!

    Heh.

    Was it even possible for such a thing to happen? At the Busan International Film Festival, many outstanding works, including indie films, were screened. Most of them were shown twice at designated theaters for each section. However, the opening and closing films were screened only once in front of arge audience of film professionals and viewers. Although the number of screenings was small, the impact of the films was different. Moreover, it was unprecedented for a debut work to be selected as an opening or closing film. This was a remarkable achievement for an indie film.

    Yeongguk, by any chance, do you know Baek Janghun?

    Director Baek Janghun? How could I not know him!

    There were many renowned directors in Korea. In the future, a famous director who would win the Golden Palm and achieve the Triple Crown at the Academy Awards would be born. Someone asked how Korea achieved such development in the film industry when just fifty years ago, it was practically barren.

    <em>Baek Janghun.</em>

    It was no exaggeration to say that Director Baek Janghun was at the center of this growth. He was the father of the Korean film industry and one of the great masters throughout modern history. No wonder even the arrogant famous actors bowed their heads to the three characters of Baek Janghuns name, and the internationally renowned domestic directorster called themselves Baek Janghun Kids.

    I was no exception. In my past life, I had never longed so much for a role, but when I made a name for myself as a supporting actor, Director Baek Janghun had already passed away, so I never met him face-to-face. Nevertheless, I admired him for a long time because of his great passion for movies. Why did CEO Kim Seonghwan suddenly bring up his name? I felt my heart pounding uncontrobly as the conversation continued.

    The director said he really wants to see you once.

    * * *

    <em>To Ji Hwan</em>?

    The reporters gathered at the Suyeong Bay Yacht Racing Area, where the Busan International Film Festival was being held, couldnt help but tilt their heads. It was because of the opening film announced by the organizingmittee. Until now, the opening films of the Busan International Film Festival had been directed by famous European or renowned Korean directors. In contrast, Director Choi Taeseops <em>To Ji Hwan</em> was unfamiliar.

    Who is Director Choi Taeseop?

    I heard he graduated from Han Yeong University? Does he have any previous work? Reporter Choi, didnt you graduate from there too?

    I did some research and found out that he graduated only a year ago, so this is his first work. Its an indie film.

    What? His debut film? Then how can it be selected as the opening film?

    Not only the reporters but also the film industry insiders were puzzled. The Busan International Film Festivals organizingmittee was bombarded with numerous inquiries, but they only asked to judge the film after viewing it. Ultimately, the decision to select the opening film wasnt made by the organizingmittee but by the general judges.

    Who are the general judges this time?

    Director Jang Pierre from France, PD Leo Chen from Hong Kong, Korean actor An Junghyun, and Director Baek Janghun as the chairman of the judges.

    Director Baek Janghun is a judge? Then the film must be a sure thing. Who is the lead actor in <em>To Ji Hwan</em>?

    They say its a young actor named Jang Yeongguk.

    What? A young actor? Who is Jang Yeongguk?

    Do you remember that mini-series made by KBC that outperformed itspetitors? Its called <em>Man of August</em>. He starred in it as a young actor.

    Jang Yeongguk?

    Everyone tilted their heads. Being film industry insiders, they were unfamiliar with the situation in dramas. Although film actors and talents may seem simr at first nce, there was a subtle feeling that each word defined their respective worlds. In fact, it wasmon for actors with the title of film actor to appear only in films. So, insiders tended to think of the two separately.

    * * *

    Yeongguk, do you seriously want to ride this?

    Song Jeongseok, dressed snappily in a tuxedo, shook his bowtie. The indie film <em>To Jihwan</em> was selected for the opening ceremony of the Busan International Film Festival. Thanks to that, they had the chance to walk the red carpet. CEO Kim Seonghwan offered to send a luxury van to Busan, but they strongly refused.

    Yes, hyung, dont you like it? Where can you find a car like this? It was our hands and feet during the filming of <em>To Jihwan</em>, and it has meaning, you know! Meaning!

    Yeah, but Yeongguk, you havent ridden in the back yet. I almost died that time. So, do you still want to ride in the back?

    Then lets all ride in the back. What do you think, Taeseop-hyung?

    I agree!

    They allughed, looking at Song Jeongseoks protruding lips

    Ahjussi?

    Song Jeongseoks eyes widened. The market association chairman, who was usually dressed casually, appeared in a suit. Of course, the Marine Corps hat he always wore was still there. The chairman gave a shy smile. Many reporters were already taking photos on the red carpet set up at the Suyeong Bay Yacht Racing Area, where the Busan International Film Festival was being held.

    Cars announcing the opening of the Busan International Film Festival on the red carpet began to appear. Since the official vehicles hadnt been introduced yet, the vehicles arranged by each actors agency, such as luxury cars or vans, arrived one after another on the red carpet like a car parade.

    <em>Bang!</em>

    Like the sound of fireworks in the night sea, spotlights poured down as the actors and directors appeared one by one. The cheers of the fans left a deep lingering feeling. Since the event was also broadcast live on terrestrial television, the reporter tirelessly threw questions at the actors walking the red carpet.

    Kim Heeryeong! Your outfit today is quite captivating! Please say a few words to the fans who are watching on TV right now!

    When everyones eyes were drawn to the actress wearing a provocative dress with a plunging neckline

    <em>Vroooom.</em>

    A noisy engine sound, as if a helicopter was arriving, apanied the appearance of a Bongo truck in front of the red carpet. They thought it might have taken the wrong road, but seeing the security agents escorting it, it didnt seem to be a mistake.

    Huh?

    At that moment, the window of the Bongo trucks drivers seat lowered. It was an incredibly unbncedbination. A Marine Corps hat and a suitwhat a strange mix! The middle-aged man shouted, We have arrived! and tapped the drivers seat door. Three men in tuxedos jumped out of the truck bed. In an instant, the attention of the public and reporters, who had been captivated by the provocative dress, was focused on the three men who had just emerged from the Bongo truck.

    [1] Hanro is a term used to describe a period in the traditional East Asian calendar when thete summer heat starts to recede and cold dew begins to appear.<hr>

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 Chapter 29

    Chapter 29

    Yeongguk, are you trembling?

    Song Jeongseok asks in a low voice. Thinking back to the Song Jeongseok of my past life, I couldnt help butugh, but now it was inevitable. He had lived his entire life as a minor character. It was his first time to receive so many spotlights, let alone walking on a red carpet. On top of that, all the journalists attention was focused on us since we had arrived in a small cargo truck, making him even more nervous.

    Yes, Im extremely nervous. Are you okay, Taeseop-hyung?

    <em>Gulp.</em>

    It was a pointless question, considering how his throat trembled. After all, what difference would there be for Choi Taeseop? He was just a young man who recently graduated from college. His eyes had been shaking ever so slightly since he set foot on the red carpet, and now he seemed to be on the verge of convulsion. As they moved on to the photo line, the trembling intensified.

    Could you briefly tell us about your indie film, <em>To Jiwhan</em>?

    Jang Yeongguk, we know this is your first leading role in a film. What are the differences between this and the dramas youve appeared in?

    We imagine you must have faced many difficulties while preparing for this indie film. How does it feel to have it selected as the opening film for the Busan International Film Festival?

    Faced with countless questions from journalists, the two actors faces turned pale as if they were about to faint.

    Is there anyone who can answer?

    At this point, I had no choice but to step up.

    Everyone seems a bit seasick from the long car ride. Isnt that right, hyungs?

    Uh, yes.

    Alright! In ce of our director, Ill answer! <em>To Jiwhan</em> is like a portrait of our childhood! If the name of a friend that has a ce in your memorieses to mind, the film will leave a deep impression!

    Then, could you express <em>To Jiwhan</em> in one sentence for those watching on TV right now?

    This guy was persistent. Song Jeongseok and Choi Taeseop were at a loss for words. Just because someone is an actor or director doesnt mean they are good at speaking in public. National MCs dont start out being good at hosting events. The more experience and cunning they be, the more their wit improves. Just like me now.

    My friend! I miss you!

    Unlike the yful photo line, the opening film screening began with a solemn atmosphere. Not only filmmakers from all over the world but also many ordinary people were in attendance. Unusually for an indie film, it was even tranted into English with subtitles.

    <em>My heart was pounding.</em>

    Seeing your first work on the big screen was like experiencing the birth of life. It was the same for Choi Taeseop and Song Jeongseok. They had left behind the tension of the photo line, and now they were focused on the film. What thoughts crossed their minds as they watched the film they directed and starred in?

    - Ajeossi, why is my friend still fourteen?

    With the protagonists monologue at the end, the film ended. Being a directors cut, it had a longer running time for an indie film, but no one left their seats. At that moment, no one could find words in the darkness of the screen.

    <em>p!</em>

    As if a calm ripple turned into a huge wave, the audience began to rise from their seats one by one, giving a standing ovation with ps following someones lead. Choi Taeseop was ovee with emotion, and his shoulders shook. Song Jeongseok was no different. They received apuse from filmmakers all around the world. The excitement of that day would surely never be forgotten until the day they left this world. It would be the cornerstone of the films they would face in the future and a reminder of their original intentions. Thats when it happened.

    <em>Why did it feel so stinging?</em>

    The back of my head was tingling. Just as I was about to turn my head, an old man sitting at the judges table was staring daggers at me. As I met his gaze, my body froze. It was as if time had stopped.

    * * *

    Baekho (White Tiger).

    With his fluttering gray hair, white eyebrows, and majestic appearance, the image of a white-haired tiger naturallyes to mind. I didnt know how I ended up here. It was definitely after the screening of the opening film had ended. A staff member of the festival hurriedly found me and led me somewhere. Someone wanted to talk to me, they said.

    Master Baek Janghun?

    Do you know me?

    How could I not know him! In my past life, he was the master I had always longed for. To exaggerate, this man would be the idol of the majority of South Korean filmmakers.

    When you have watched films for a long time, like me, you can easily see the directors values and ideas. Indie films often have more distinct colors thanmercial films, so general audiences tend to be wary of them. It was the same with <em>To Jiwhan</em>, but your acting helped ease that.

    <em>Gulp.</em>

    I heard youve never learned acting even once. Is that true?

    Yes, sir.

    Then, how could you captivate the audience beyond the screen? Especially in thest scene where you seemed to scream and swallow it inside. It was shocking, like seeing a wave crashing on the coast without any sound. I thought to myself, is this really a child actors performance? Is there someone else inside?

    Hes not a master for nothing. His keen eyes are this sharp. But at times like this, you must not panic and instead wear a shallow smile on your face, just like a child who is happy to be praised. Besides, I couldnt confess that a middle-aged actor was inside me.

    Im grateful that you think so highly of me. Its all thanks to the directors who taught me how to act well. Master, please feel free to speak your mind.

    With such humility at a young age, you really have much to learn and see in this world. I never thought Id meet a child actor like you. Then, can I ask you something friendly, as if Im talking to my grandson?

    Baek Janghuns white eyebrows curved strangely.

    Are you interested in studying film acting with this old man?

    Excuse me?

    In a little while, itll be vacation time. How about studying movies in general with me in Seoul? After all, if youre going to pursue acting as a profession, hands-on experience is desperately needed. It would be great to study while making cameo appearances, and I think it would be a mutually beneficial time for us to share various things and exchange opinions.

    It is an honor just to hear you say that. But I dont have a ce to stay in Seoul, so it might be a bit difficult.

    Why dont you like staying at my house?

    Heavens, just as Baek Janghun said, its really something youd see if you lived long enough. I never thought Id be able to learn movie acting with a master. And that too, under Baek Janghun, who is called the godfather of the Korean film industry. If it had been my past life, I would have gone under his tutge, even if it meant working day and night. But now

    Then, I have a condition too.

    A condition?

    This life is different. Although its only during the winter break, I wont be able to help my mother. So, it had to be valuable enough for me. Theres a saying about an equivalent exchange. Since Baek Janghun considered me like his grandson, I should also act like a grandchild and try to bargain at least once.

    Please let me appear as the main character, not just a cameo, in your future work.

    After the boy left, Baek Janghuns wrinkled eyes held a gun. Until now, he has filmed numerous works. He had experienced many hardships in the film industry, enough to be called a veteran. He hadid the foundation for the film industry ruined by the war.

    All his friends who started making movies with him had left the world or the film industry. Didnt they say that position makes a person? Once he began to be called a master, no one could stand up to him. Except for the boy he met today. A knock on the door woke him from his thoughts at that moment.

    Sir, there will be a meeting with the judges soon.

    Is it time already?

    Baek Janghun nced at his watch. It had been thirty minutes since the boy left. His wrinkled eyes scanned the empty spot. The child who might be his persona, which he had long sought, had definitely been sitting there.

    * * *

    Even the ice from the ice-shaving machine seemed unnecessary as the severe winter cold arrived. Thanks to the attention from the district office, even makeshift tents and windbreaks were set up above the fish stalls at Namhang Market, and warmth from coal briquette stoves filled the market.

    Son of Namhang, Yeongguk!

    Even the store name was fancy. Fortunately, my mother obtained a small store in Namhang Market. It was thanks to the promised down payment from CEO Kim Seonghwan and the help of neighboring merchants. Everyone helped my mother find a store as if it was their own business. No jealousy or envy could be found. Instead, more people were grateful that the market was crowded every day because of her son.

    Yeongguk, when you go to Seoul, you must do well. Dont ept anything from strangers, alright?

    Ah, dont worry about Yeongguk so much, mother! Yeongguk is smarter than our Seok, who went to the army! Hell do just fine on his own!

    Thats right! Its as if hes going to the army! Hes just going up there for the winter break! Im worried that Yeongguk might be a great actor, and then he wont recognize me!

    Of course not! If he doesnt recognize the ajummas of Yeongdo, hes not even human!

    My mothers store sometimes became a hangout for the ajummas and a ce for tourists who came to buy fish to look. Thanks to our unique entrance at the film festival, it became widely known. As <em>To Jihwan</em> was exceptionally screened in theaters nationwide, the number of people visiting Namhang increased daily.

    Mom, should I help you?

    Im fine. I can do it by myself now!

    It wasnt a lie. My mother was now skilled not only in business but also in handling fish. With so many good people around her, I felt a little relieved. At that moment, the warm sunlight prated the winter wind and shone down. I looked up at the sun.

    A flock of migratory birds crossing the sky signaled the approaching winter.

    * * *

    A columbarium[1] is a ce where one lives with longing. After holding on to the shadow of the departed and shedding a torrent of tears, all that remains is a small box containing a handful of ashes. In a ce where numerous emotions intersect, Choi Taeseop knelt down and looked at his friend.

    Jihwan.

    When they were young, the columbarium that was clearly visible in front of his eyes was now only barely within reach when he bent his knees. Last fall, things were really busy. After an indie film was screened at the Busan International Film Festival, <em>To Jihwan</em> was shown nationwide.

    Do you remember when we first met at the hospital? I was crying because I didnt want to get a shot, and you gave me some snacks, saying that a boy shouldnt cry over something like that. Back then, I thought you were older than me. And when we yed marbles on the hospital rooftop, you let me win a lot. You thought I didnt know you did that because I was a crybaby?

    Choi Taeseop was reciting memories to his long-time friend.

    When I said I wanted to write movie scripts when I grow up, you said, Lets go see your movie together when its released.''

    Although it was a monologue echoing in the void, his friend was undoubtedly listening. His friend, who had be eternally fourteen years old with the passage of time. Choi Taeseop, sitting in front of his friend, kept talking. He proudly showed him something. It was the award he received at the Busan International Film Festival.

    Can you see this? I borrowed your name a little. If you have anyints,e and talk to me directly. Ill pay you back with interest. So at least visit me in my dreams, man.

    My friend.

    Choi Taeseops footsteps were light as he walked out of the columbarium. Although the winter wind blew through his coat, it wasnt cold. On the contrary, his chest was full of warmth. Under the warm sunlight, Choi Taeseop looked up. The boy who had allowed him to fully remember his friends image, he couldnt begin to express his gratitude to him.

    He said he was going to Seoul.

    Just as the saying goes, Horses to Jeju, people to Seoul,[2] the boy was also heading to Seoul. He would also again pursue his dream of bing a scriptwriter in Seoul. He didnt know when it would be, but he wanted to have the boy bring to life his script once more.

    As if reading his heart, a nameless bird crossing the sky responded. It made arge turn as if answering him.

    [1] A columbarium is a structure that houses urns containing cremated remains.

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    Chapter 30

    The effectiveness of ginger tea is unleashed during the winter. It blocks the cold wind like a mothers touch, leaving a deep, lingering taste that warms the body and wards off colds and lingering illnesses. How much of it did I consume during my hungry and struggling days on movie sets?

    Hyung, this tea is so sweet and bitter. Its very appetizing.

    The sound of setting down the teacup was clear and crisp.

    Drinking ginger tea at your ce this winter reminds me of the old days. Its been several decades since we first filmed together at Mount Jiri. You scolded me so much for my poor acting back then. Do you remember how frustrated I was? I acted ording to what I had learned in school and experienced on set, but you kept making me do retakes.

    Why are you bringing up that story all of a sudden?

    In the end, didnt you evene to my house to put me to sleep? I have never seen a director who would go so far as to fix the acting of a rookie like me. Its been decades, but I still remember the taste of the ginger tea you used to make.

    A faint smile appeared on Baek Janghuns wrinkled lips.

    Is Jang Yeongguk, the child actor, also such an actor?

    What do you mean?

    Is he an actor worth your affection?

    Baek Janghun simply sipped his tea silently.

    Since youre not saying anything, I guess its true.

    Why would someone like you be jealous?

    Isnt it obvious? Are there any other actors in Korea besides me whom you have personally taught and guided? Let me cut to the chase and ask just one question. Between young Ahn Junghyeon and child actor Jang Yeongguk, who is more attractive?

    Baek Janghun looked at the middle-aged man sitting across from him. Although they were of different ages, they were close friends who had shared the ups and downs of their many years together on movie sets. The once-runny-nosed rookie actor had be a respected national actor.

    Youve seen the indie film that screened at the Busan International Film Festival, havent you? The one with that child as the lead.

    Yes, I saw it. Thats why Im asking. Im curious about how good young Ahn Junghyeon was.

    If you were a young sprout that grew in the fertile soil of movie sets, he would be a sprout that grew in a barren wastnd. While you have already blossomed and spread your petals, no one knows how he will grow in the future. He may wither before sprouting, lose his petals, or break midway. But thats what I would say.

    Baek Janghun put down his teacup and answered.

    Wildflowers are nicer.

    * * *

    Daegwol (Grand Mansion).

    This word sinctly describes the residence of director Baek Janghun. As if visiting a ssic house with a long courtyard, frost had piled up on the elongated roof tiles. In the winter, the old pine tree proudly spread its gnarled branches, giving off the feeling of stepping into an oriental painting. A lovely stone staircase guided the way between the yellow ripewns. The housemaid greeted me with a bright smile.

    Does the tea suit your taste? Should I prepare something else?

    Ginger tea, which I drank so diligently during my past life when I had a cold, fearing that my throat might be blocked.

    Yes, its very delicious.

    I was worried if it would not suit a childs taste, but seeing you drink it so well, my worries were unfounded.

    While sipping the tea, I looked at director Baek Janghun and the other man sitting at the table. Never would I have expected him to be here.

    <em>Ahn Junghyeon</em><em>!</em>

    In my past life, Song Jeongseok became a national actor when he was middle-aged, and now, there was Ahn Junghyeon. His status was no exaggeration to say that it even surpassed that of my past lifes Song Jeongseok. Ahn Junghyeon was one of the pioneers of Korean film acting; even renowned actors used his acting videos as teaching materials. A living legendary actor.

    <em>The rumor that he and director Baek Janghun were close friends turned out to be true.</em>

    Despite their age difference, Ahn Junghyeon and director Baek Janghun appeared very close. In my past life, after director Baek Janghun passed away, Ahn Junghyeon suddenly announced his retirement as an actor. There were many rumors following that, but people thought it must have been influenced by the death of director Baek Janghun, whom he had trusted and followed.

    Yeongguk, do you know who this man is?

    How could I not know!

    Of course, is there anyone in Korea who doesnt know teacher Ahn Junghyeon? Im sorry for thete greeting. My name is Jang Yeongguk.

    Ive heard a lot about you from my friend here. Of course, Ive also heard about you elsewhere. When were in private like this, just call me ajeossifortably. Im not so old that I need to hear teacher from you too.

    Elsewhere?

    By the way, do you know any of my works?

    Seeing him made mefortable like this. It would be absurd to keep addressing him with teacher or senior titles. However, I did look like an ordinary middle school student from the outside.

    I was deeply impressed by your movie <em>Mount Jiri</em>!

    <em>Mount Jiri</em> was the first project I did with my friend here. Cant believe you watched that ssic film made decades ago. Its even hard to find videotapes of it. And it was definitely rated R

    Oops.

    I watched it on a videotape from a second-hand bookstore in Yeongdo. Ahaha.

    In my past life, I loved ssic films. I watched all the ssic films that Ahn Junghyeon had starred in, especially because I was captivated by his acting as much as I was by my passion for acting.

    Hyung, you see? This Ahn Junghyeon is still alive! I never thought Id actually meet the child PD Yoo talked about.

    PD Yoo?

    PD Yoo from KBC Broadcasting. I became friends with him when he was an AD in a historical drama I filmed. The other day, I was having a drink with him at a pocha[1], and guess what he said.

    What did he say?

    He said he saw the young Ahn Junghyeon at the script reading.

    I couldnt believe that PD Yoo said that. As Ahn Junghyeon continued, a smile spread across Baek Janghuns face.

    Yeongguk, did you contact the CEO of your agency? Im sorry I couldnt go to the train station myself. I would have gone myself if it wasnt for this unexpected guest.

    No, its okay. I camefortably in the car you sent. And I already called the CEO. Were you so worried I might make a mistake when Im with you?

    Mistake? Ive gained an adorable conversation partner like this; I can only feel energized!

    Ahn Junghyeons eyes widen as he looks back and forth between Baek Janghun and me.

    Hyung, did you secretly get a grandson or something?

    * * *

    Could this be grandpas affection? Worried I might catch a cold in the harsh winter, he carefully prepared thermal underwear for me. He also bought new nkets, concerned that the bedding might be ufortable. The floor was so warm it felt like I was in a sauna. The scent of delicious food tickled my nose as I entered the living room wearing the gray thermal outerwear.

    Grandpa?

    Director Baek Janghun, also wearing thermal outerwear, sat on the living room floor. Seeing me, his tiger-like face broke into a grin.

    I chose this thermal outerwear after much consideration. Do you like it?

    Yes, the lining is so nice that I dont think Ill catch a cold this winter.

    Right? Its cold standing up, soe over here.

    Its a brazier. They say a winter brazier is better than any leather. The warmth from the small brazier, which looked like it belonged to an antique shop, filled the living room. As I looked around, the traditional furniture and the mansions exterior seemed to reflect Director Baek Janghuns taste.

    <em>Tock tock tock.</em>

    Chestnuts that had been gathered in the fall were roasting in a pan, revealing their green insides as they jumped. I ate many of them when I was young, but I had forgotten about them as chestnut trees gradually disappeared from the streets.

    Grandpa, please have some too.

    I pick up a nicely roasted chestnut with chopsticks and hand it to Director Baek Janghun. He ate it in one bite with a smile like a kind-hearted grandpa. Just then, small snowkes started to fall in the wide garden.

    Yeongguk, take a look at this.

    Its a thick script, handwritten without the use of a typewriter. It looked more like a diary filled with memories than a script, as it had been written and erased repetitively. As I flipped through the pages, my throat tightened, and my eyes welled up with tears.

    <em>What is this?</em>

    This is a script I came across in my past life. Its thest script that was made public under Baek Janghuns name. Unfortunately, he didnt have the strength to film it, so it was never made into a movie. Has this script existed all this time? The traces of age on it cant be exined by just one or two years. How much time has passed?

    This is a script Ive cherished for a long time. I just couldnt find the right actor. It was so frustrating. I had the script but couldnt make it into a movie. Yeongguk, you set a condition for me, didnt you?

    Grandpa, even so, for me to appear in this script

    I know, the age range doesnt match. The protagonist in the script is a young man. Thats why Im saying this. If you continue your path as an actor, try to be the protagonist in this script. Of course, if your acting doesnt catch up by then, theres nothing we can do about it. How does it sound? Are you interested?

    <em>Gulp</em>.

    My throat tightened involuntarily. It would be a lie to say I was not interested. In my past life, I yearned so much to have been in one of Director Baek Janghuns films. But what could I do if he already passed away? Besides, this script was where Director Baek Janghun poured his passion. Even a small role in it would have been great. Although its a story from the distant future, Director Baek Janghun was already smiling as if he heard my answer.

    Yeongguk, what do you think about acting?

    Acting?

    Yes, I want to hear your thoughts. Ive spent my whole life watching movies, but defining what a movie is still difficult for me. Since youre walking the path of an actor, Im curious about your perspective on acting.

    There could be no end to acting. It existed because of the actors desire. Thats what Jang Yeongguk thought as someone who was obsessed with acting. But what if the desire was ced elsewhere? Was there anything more enjoyable than a journey where you dont seek results, like a stranger looking for paradise? Theres only one word that epasses all of this.

    A journey.

    A journey?

    I think of bing an actor as a journey. A traveler who constantly explores an endless path. I think its the same for actors. Each moment of delivering a line is precious. So precious that I dont want to see the end.

    Wasnt the path of an actor about capturing the joy and sorrow of life in a single line of dialogue rather than finding the end of acting? Grandpas eyes twinkled strangely as if he heard an unexpected answer. Underneath the warmth of the brazier, the first snow fell. Grandpa spoke softly to the falling snow.

    Then this winter must be quite a happy one, Yeongguk, since I can travel with you.

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    Chapter 31

    Sizzling.

    Since I used to leave the Namhang Market at dawn every day, I hardly had any sleeppared to my peers. As I headed to the kitchen filled with the savory smell, the housemaid looked at me with surprised eyes. Of course, she must not have expected me to finish washing up ande downstairs at this early hour.

    Jang Yeongguk, was your bed ufortable?

    No, I slept well, but I usually dont have much sleep in the morning. Besides, how can I resist such a delicious smelling from the kitchen? Is that gamtae youre preparing now?

    Oh my, how did you know?

    I was born and raised by the sea. Gamtae is a type of seaweed that grows only in clean tidal ts. It looks simr to seaweed but is thinner and has a different texture. When I was young, I used to eat a lot of it, but as the pollution of the tidal ts became worse nationwide, it became as valuable as gold.

    There are a lot of seafood dishes here?

    The master really likes seafood, so he often skips meals on the filming set. When hes at the daegwol like this, we try to serve him well.

    Maam, can I help you with the preparation?

    The housemaid nodded with a short bob of her head, finding my childlike manner adorable. Rolling up my sleeves, I helped her with the seafood she had bought from the market. Her eyes, which initially saw it as childs y, grew bigger and bigger. My past lifes experience in handling seafood spans over several decades. Moreover, I sold fish at traditional markets and supermarkets, so my understanding of most seafood was on par with that of the market vendors at Namhang Market.

    Maam, its good to chop red pepper finely and sprinkle it with sesame powder in the oyster soup.

    Its an oyster dish I used to enjoy in my past life. When you boil and prepare oysters, the soup held within the shells was excellent for waking up a tired body. It looked no different from rice water, but when you add finely chopped red pepper and sesame powder, it bes a true elixir of the sea. Look at the housemaid, shes amazed after trying a spoonful of it.

    Grandpa, please enjoy your meal.

    The winter sea was called a blessing. Its full of various seaweeds and seafood. After taking a sip of the sour oyster soup, the wrinkles around his eyes lighted up. Then, the housemaid, with an excited voice, exined,

    Jang Yeongguk made it.

    The same went for the gamtae. As the housemaid prepared it, I shared the cooking methods known only to those who lived by the sea. Even if someone had been cooking for a long time, theres a difference between the methods known to locals and those known to others. As I taught her various things, she looked at me with a curious expression, but soon agreed when she found out that I was from Yeongdo. Soon, grandpa stared at me with admiration as he put down his spoon.

    Heh.

    Is it true that children who grew up by the sea can cook this well?

    Well, its not like I was living my second life.

    * * *

    The skyline in the city was different from the seacoast. Grey buildings sprouted everywhere, and office workers dressed in suits constantly went about their lives in the alleys between them. Watching the magnificent buildings reminiscent of sheer cliffs and listening to the honking of cars instead of the boat bells, it felt like Ivee to apletely different world.

    In my past life, I lived in this different world, just like them. As my nostalgia began to fade, the car arrived at its destination.

    Wow, thepany building is huge.

    Baek Janghun Production, befitting the godfather of the Korean film industry, owned a film productionpany as well. The exterior of the building was as refined as any other entertainment agency building. Its a ce as sacred as the many filmmakers who have longed for it. As I set foot in it, my emotions surged.

    CEO Kim Seonghwan?

    I never thought Id meet CEO Kim Seonghwan here. As soon as he saw me, he hugged me tightly as if we were long-lost family members. Following him, Director Baek Janghun gave a warm smile.

    CEO Kim, sorry for making you wait. The breakfast was so delicious that I lost track of time. Now, lets go inside.

    The atmosphere in grandpas office was as ssic as the pce-like daegwol. Furniture stained with time and faded posters filled the walls. Each piece felt like an artists masterpiece. As always, ginger tea was served, and CEO Kim Seonghwan loosened his throat as if tense.

    <em>Drinking it like that would be hot and bitter.</em>

    CEO Kim Seonghwan made an awkward smile as he lifted the roof of his mouth. His expression was soical that I almostugh, but I managed to hold it back and look at the grandpa.

    CEO Kim, you know Im preparing a new film for this winter, right?

    Of course, I do. When youre preparing a film, its no exaggeration to say that the whole Chungmuro knows about it. Our actors always yearn to appear in your film.

    Im sorry about that, but the audition must be fair. Its just that there were no actors who matched the image I wanted. All your actors are excellent. They gather around you because you have a good disposition.

    CEO Kim Seonghwan looked embarrassed no matter what Director Baek Janghun said.

    I was originally nning to visit you for a specific reason, but I never thought youde first.

    Not at all! Jang Yeongguk is staying at your house, so as the CEO of his agency, how could I not visit? Although Jang Yeongguk is a very upright and special child.

    Well, a child like Jang Yeongguk is always wee to stay at my house. Where can I find such an adorable and talkative child?

    Thank you for saying that. But what was the reason?

    Grandpa sipped his tea and exined further.

    CEO Kim, its nothing much, but I want Jang Yeongguk to make a cameo appearance in the film Im preparing this time.

    Would it be an issue if its the teachers work!

    CEO Kim Seonghwan almost jumped up from his seat without realizing it. It was understandable since there was a saying in Chungmuro that being in a work of Director Baek Janghun was a real stroke of luck. He would cast all the roles through auditions, including the lead roles. Having a lot of acting experience didnt guarantee getting cast. He would go through dozens of auditions to find the actors that fit the image he had in mind.

    Thanks for telling me. Now I should ask Yeongguk.

    Id be fine with just doing the work, but what would he want to ask?

    Yeongguk, what do you think is the strength of a cameo?

    A cameo was close to being a scene-stealer. It often involved unexpectedly appearing in a part the audience didnt anticipate, so even famous people would sometimes take on such roles without being the lead actors. Thanks to this, there were many cases where they would ad-lib instead of delivering uniform acting and dialogue. In that case.

    Wouldnt it be adaptability?

    Grandpa smiled faintly.

    * * *

    <em>Where is this?</em>

    The familiar schoolyard was filled with the first snow that had fallen overnight. Most college students were hurrying to their next sses. On the other hand, there were also couples leisurely walking hand in hand down the winter tree-lined streets.

    The blue pond in the center of the schoolyard was always covered in frost during winter. It was Hanyeong University, where I had learned about acting in my past. Perhaps the feeling of nostalgia and longing in my eyes made Grandpa ask.

    Yeongguk, have you ever been here before?

    No, I just thought it would be nice if there was a small pavilion in the middle of that pond.

    Oh, the chairmans friend also told me that story. Now that I see it, Yeongguk seems to have a sense of architectural beauty too?

    Oops, in my past life, there was a small pavilion in the middle of the blue pond.

    But Grandpa, why did youe here?

    I wondered if there could be an actor suitable for a minor role. I also wanted to check the strengths of a cameo, so I brought you along for a dual purpose.

    What could he mean?

    The auditorium was filled with numerous film students, including those from the Theater and Film department. After all, it was the day of Director Baek Janghuns special lecture. Even students with free periods hurried to attend. I could feel the gazes directed at me.

    It was natural since a small kid was sitting among the college students. A few recognized me, but as soon as Director Baek Janghun entered the auditorium, everyone stopped murmuring as if they had made a promise.

    Nice to meet you, Hanyeong University students. I never imagined so many students would gather to see this old man. Looking at all of you reminds me of the days when I studied film. Todays special lecture will be a one-time event, but I hope it will remain deeply in the hearts of those who will be filmmakers in the future.

    The white tiger, wearing pure white clothes, looked even more prominent with his white hair. It wasnt for nothing that he was called a master. He captured peoples attention with his charisma, even without using a microphone, and had an indescribable aura that filled every corner of the auditorium. It could only be described as the depth of time.

    Filmmaking is a harmonious product created by experts in various fields. Opinions often diverge on set, and voices naturally rise. Its because everyone has their own thoughts. Integrating these thoughts and gathering them together is the directors ability. So, I would like to ask you a question. If a directors ability lies in harmony, what is an actors ability?

    College students eagerly raised their hands and answered. Of course, there was no intuitive right answer. Some might say that an actors role is to harmonize with the character in the script, while others might say that an actors performance should align with the directors values.

    Thats right. All your answers can be considered correct. However, having been on the film set for a long time, Ivee to think that its important for actors to always maintain theirposure and act. Its the ability to disy the performance requested by the script and the director, regardless of the surrounding environment. I know there are many Theater and Film students here.

    Thats when Grandpa took out a small sheet of paper.

    I am a director who loves adventure. As a producer, an actors experience might be important, but not as a director. There is a need for untainted, pure actors, not just those with impressive experience. This is a scene from the work I am preparing. If there is an actor here who can handle this scene, I will not hesitate to cast them. Its not a cameo, but a role that has not yet been cast. Of course, its a minor role, so I cant say it has a lot of weight. Are there any aspiring actors you have in mind?

    Not only Theater and Film students but also the auditorium filled with students eyes lit up. One after another, hands were raised everywhere. After all, they were students destined to make a living from acting. The majority wouldnt refuse an opportunity to have their names on a line in the masters work. Thats when it happened.

    <em>Could it be?</em>

    Grandpas gaze was directed at me. Thats when the conversation I had with Grandpa in the car came to my mind.

    <em>I wondered if there could be an actor suitable for a minor role.</em>

    This was what he said to the students.

    <em>I also wanted to check the strengths of a cameo, so I brought you along for a dual purpose.</em>

    This was what he said to me.

    At that moment, Grandpa added.

    Um, it seems like we need a partner for the students to act with smoothly, dont you think?

    Adaptability.

    Without realizing it, I raised my hand.<hr>

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 Chapter 32

    Chapter 32

    Director Baek Janghun carefully observed the boy walking toward the podium. Despite the numerous audience members watching him, the boy showed no signs of trembling or nervousness. His steps were rxed, and a faint smile lingered on his lips.

    <em>Really amazing.</em>

    Performing in front of arge crowd was simr to theater acting in that it required close interaction with the audience. This was different from movies and dramas where filming locations were set up. There were no cameras, so the frame was infinite, which affected the vocalization and movement ordingly.

    What are you staring at? Are you not going to act?

    A booming voice shook the auditorium. The boys role was a middle-aged director, which contrasted with his youthful appearance. His task was to watch and advise the acting of a rookie actor. He had no lines, so the script simply instructed him to disy nervous expressions and actions. However, the boy was speaking lines.

    <em>Is it natural talent?</em>

    With just one shout, everyone in the auditorium was focused on him. Even college students who came on stage to y extras became tense, like bears after eating honey. As the extras began to act, the boy, who seemed to have an invisible camera in his hand, asked,

    Im going to use a 1S-B/S shot. How am I supposed to frame it when you move like that? Didnt you listen to the director about how to set up the scene? How do you expect not to get edited out when you act like that? Are you really an actor?

    From the boys mouth, the experienced directors voice burst forth. The college student ying the extras face was filled with crushed pride. However, he couldnt argue with the boy. His restless eyes had been staring at him as if they would devour him.

    Do you want to waste the films budget with that kind of acting? If we continue like this, we wont even finish the next scene tonight, let alone stay up all night. Where did they find such a guy! If you dont concentrate properly, dont even think about stepping in front of my camera again!

    <em>Actual filming locations are even worse than this.</em>

    Director Baek Janghun secretly admired the boy. He was doing a great job of portraying the role of a director. Not only was his dialogue filled with on-site atmosphere, but also his bright eyes conveyed the typical agitated directors persona.

    The sharpness of an actual filming location would not beckingpared to what the boy was portraying now. In fact, the director the boy was ying was more patient than most. The filming location was not a ce to practice acting but a real battlefield. However, college students without experience on set didnt know the difference. So, their faces were tense and full of injustice.

    If youre going to act like that!

    The boy yelled, and the college student acted again. Although the student wanted to say something to the boy, he couldnt because it felt like he was really facing a seasoned director. Baek Janghun knew this feeling well.

    Even famous actors sometimes said they felt overwhelmed by their acting partners presence. The boys acting captivated the entire auditorium. Moreover, since they were people who had learned to act to some extent, the suffocating atmosphere would be even more oppressive, and their breaths would be stifled.

    Again!

    But once again.

    Last time. If you mess up again, just pack up and leave!

    The audience was leaning forward, concentrating on the repeated acting. It really felt like the boy had be a director. The college students acting, seen through the boys angle, was just as messy as the audiences gazes. However, as the cuts piled up, the students acting gradually regained stability. At that moment, the audience let out a sigh of relief.

    Then it happened.

    <em>Thunk.</em>

    A page of the script slipped from the college students hand. Panic was evident in his eyes. Afraid that the boy would shout Again! once more, the boy quickly got up and picked up the dropped script page. Amidst the tension-filled moment, the boy returned the script page to the student.

    Good job, hyung.

    As soon as the acting was over, the college student copsed into his seat, not knowing what to do. The audience was no different. When the angry directors youthful smile spread across his face, sighs of relief erupted everywhere. Baek Janghun looked at the scene and thought about the boy again. It wasnt just improvisation. It wasnt even an unpolished gemstone.

    <em>Hes showing a fully matured performance.</em>

    How on earth was such acting possible?

    * * *

    Songwon Entertainment.

    The lifespan of entertainment agencies in South Korea was not very long. As one can see from the agencies that emerged in the 80s and 90s, they all eventually copsed. Like in Japan, they started as an extension of organized crime, so their professionalism was also faint.

    Not only were the sries of their actors and singers not properly paid, but even very-like contracts under the guise of exclusive contracts were rampant. It was an environment where the saying the blind leading the blind perfectly fit. However, some genuine agencies emerged like a ray of hope during hard times, and one of them was Songwon Entertainment.

    Kid, take a good look around as I show you. After all, well be sharing the same pot from now on.

    Park Suyeong was a grateful person. At first, she seemed a bit rough, but as time passed, it became clear that she was quite amiable. The agencys hallway was adorned with posters of thepanys actors, including Park Suyeong.

    Youre here too, kid.

    Huh?

    Just as Park Suyeong said, a familiar face was in one corner of the hallway. It was a poster from a beach scene filmed in an independent movie. The boy had faced many posters from his past works, but this one evoked different emotions.

    Yeongguk, how are you nning to attend the year-end awards ceremony?

    Year-end awards ceremony?

    Come on, you know <em>Man of August</em> broke the KBC miniseries viewership ratings record. You have to attend. The agency has already received the invitation. Please dont tell me youre nning on wearing the same outfit I bought for youst time? Sometimes you can be so careless. Are you going to show up in that van again?

    Why not?

    Look at this. You wouldve made a scene if I hadnt said anything!

    I wondered what the issue was. Just in case, I brought the tuxedo I wore at the Busan International Film Festival, neatly ironed. But Park Suyeong seemed dissatisfied. I had a feeling I might end up going on a department store tour again, and the thought of it was already overwhelming. Before I knew it, we arrived at the CEOs office.

    Yeongguk, are youfortable staying at Baek Janghuns house?

    CEO Kim Seonghwan asked me, and Park Suyeong also looked curious.

    Grandpa is so kind to me. We talk about movies every day, and time passes by so quickly. Im learning a lot too.

    Grandpa? Are you calling Director Baek Janghun grandpa?

    Yes, Director Baek Janghun asked me to call him grandpa informally.

    Hmm.

    Park Suyeongs eyes widened in surprise. For actors, Director Baek Janghun was nothing short of an idol.

    By the way, arent there any other senior actors at our agency?

    Actors dont oftene to their agency. Most of the time, they receive scripts and scenarios through their managers. Except for events like CFs and meetings, theyre usually at home or on set. But still, the office seemed too empty. Thats when it happened.

    <em>Creeeak.</em>

    The door opened, and a stranger entered the CEOs office.

    CEO Kim! Is that the kid you were talking about?

    Kid?

    At first nce, the man didnt have a very pleasant expression. His upturned eyes and thick lips made him appear greedy. I wasnt bothered when Park Suyeong called me a kid, but hearing it from this man didnt sit well with me.

    CEO Hwang, calling him kid? Hes an actor wholl brighten up Songwons future. Yeongguk, let me introduce you to Hwang Cheolsu, co-CEO of Songwon Entertainment.

    Hello, my name is Jang Yeongguk.

    Nice to meet you. I was curious about the big fish CEO Kim caught with all that contract money. But Im not sure if hell be worth the investment.

    Ugh.

    Oh, look, Actress Park is here too?

    Park Suyeong tantly rolled her eyes and avoided his gaze. Hwang Cheolsu awkwardly licked his lips and turned away.

    CEO Kim, lets talk once our guests leave. I have a golf appointment with Chairman Parkter on!

    As if leaving a foul stench behind, an unpleasant atmosphere lingered after he left.

    * * *

    CEO, arent you going to do something about that man? I know its not right to talk about this in front of Yeongguk, but I have to say something!

    Park Suyeong couldnt hold back any longer and burst out. The reason for her anger became clear with her following words.

    CEO Hwang keeps bothering the female actors and invites them to entertain the executives from the construction and filmpanies he knows. All our female actors are nning to leave as soon as their contracts end!

    He did that again? I made it very clear that he shouldnt do that.

    Does that man ever listen? He contacted me a few days ago, saying he was having drinks with a chairman he knows and asked me to join them. I wouldve left thispany long ago if it werent for you!

    <em>Sigh.</em>

    I finally remembered the reason why Songwon Entertainment, once a gathering ce for renowned actors, went bankrupt. CEO Kim Seonghwans partner embezzled funds, which led to Kim Seonghwan being wrongly used. He lost everything. That partner was Hwang Cheolsu.

    What should I do about him?

    Why dont you just fire him right away? Is there anything else he can do besides taking care of drinks?

    Actress Park, its not that simple. Thepany would face financial consequences if I just fired him.

    I know youre a good person, CEO, and its hard for you to cut off rtionships, but this is different. The female actors who endured so far were all relying on you. If you dont get rid of him soon, even the remaining actors will turn their backs on us. Of course, there will still be greedy ones left.

    CEO Kim Seonghwan licked his dry lips. Clearly, he couldnt handle the situation as he pleased. There was a reason  he was a co-CEO. But in times like these, firm decisions were necessary. It was this indecisive rtionship that would ultimately ruin his life.

    CEO, can I ask you something?

    The two turned to me with curious eyes at my sudden question.

    Do you believe in physiognomy?

    Taken aback by my question, Kim Seonghwan nodded shortly.

    Youre too kind, CEO, and thats your weakness. Ive been able to read faces since I was young. Youre destined to be betrayed by someone you trust.

    Betrayed by someone I trust?

    So

    At that moment, Kim Seonghwan felt a sudden chill down his spine.

    <em>Dont trust people too much.<strong>[1]</strong></em>

    The fortune-teller from Yeongdo told him the same thing. Now, this boys words matched exactly with what he had heard before.

    [1] See Episode 18.<hr>

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 Chapter 33

    Chapter 33

    The average filming period for amercial movie hovered around three to four months. However,rge-scale productions with significant budgets could take almost a year. Nheless, the most crucial aspects of filmmaking were the creation of the set and editing. Some directors even spent over a year just setting up and editing their films.

    Hyung, where did you find such a child?

    Camera Director Do Janguk asked while wiping his nose in the cold.

    How many times do I have to say I picked him up from Yeongdo Bridge?

    Is that really true? At first, I thought you were ying a trick, and he was your son or something!

    Theres nothing this brat cant say after being around for so long.

    The Baek Janghun shooting team, also known as the crew, consisted of individuals who had worked together for a long time. Camera Director Do Janguk and Director Baek Janghun had known each other for decades, and Janguk would often joke that he had seen Janghuns face more than his wifes.

    Did that kid have much experience in shooting movies?

    Why? Are you afraid hell be sloppy, or are you scared?

    Theres no way that could happen. Ive worked with cameras for years, and even if the acting is sloppy, it turns out fine under my hands. Besides, hyung has a good eye for casting. Im saying that since the kid came on set, the atmosphere has been strangely nice.

    Director Baek Janghun had brought the boy to the set about two weeks prior, and everyone was initially curious. It was like a young deer was suddenly following the lone tiger, Baek Janghun.

    Creating the atmosphere on set is usually no less tense than being in the military. Everyone is on edge because even a small mistake during equipment setup could lead to a significant ident, but that kid seems to act like a lubricant that connects everyone. The atmosphere has be much more pleasant because of him.

    Lubricant?

    You may not know this, but since a few days ago, hes been preparing honey water in a thermos for the staff on set to help them warm their bodies. He even gives hand warmers to melt their fingers before using gloves, worrying they may hurt themselves. The kid is quite considerate.

    Baek Janghun looked at the boy quietly. Generally, actors who firste to a shooting set, regardless of their experience, are busy focusing on their roles and often miss the timing to create a good atmosphere on set. This could eventually lead to disharmony on the set. But this boy was different. Like a master of the house, he moved around the set, adding vitality to the tense atmosphere.

    Hyung, are you really nning on using that kid for the role?

    Whats wrong with him?

    Its not that, but its not just any role. He has to perform a chang[1]. Even if we do post-production recording, there could be subtle discrepancies. Given your personality, Im just asking if thats the picture you want.

    No need to worry about that. Bong Deoksu, our friend, already gave his approval.

    The intangible cultural property?

    Camera Director Do Janguks eyes widened.

    * * *

    Teacher, youre here!

    It was Bong Deoksu, the intangible cultural property, who had been teaching me the chang for the past two weeks. He had a beard like a sage and wore a traditional hanbok, which perfectly matched the shooting set deep in the forest.

    Did you practice without cking?

    Of course. Ive been consistently practicing the vocal exercises you taught me and even rinsing my throat and nose with salt water every morning and evening.

    Good, good. If it were up to me, I would raise you not as a movie actor but a traditional singer. But what can I do, as Im scared of that old man.

    Bong Deoksu exaggeratedly spoke of Director Baek Janghun. The two were old acquaintances. At first, everyone was surprised when they heard the cameo role was not an ordinary role but a child performing a chang. After all, learning traditional singing could not be done overnight.

    However

    <em>Was it a coincidence?</em>

    In my past life, I had been obsessed with acting. I had learned everything rted to acting, so it wasnt an exaggeration to say that I had experience in musicals and even had extensive training in Korean traditional music, including samulnori[2], during my time in theater. After all, having more skills meant a better chance of getting myself cast in even a small role. Thanks to that

    <em>It was quite troublesome.</em>

    Among traditional singers, Bong Deoksu, an intangible cultural property, had seen my skills and was moved, repeatedly asking if I had ever learned pansori[3] before. It was such a hassle. But

    <em>Did my singing ability improve?</em>

    It was a question I had had since Yeongdo. While I had been quite confident in my singing skills in my previous life, it had never been this good. I had be quite exceptional after only two weeks of training with Deoksu. It was then that

    The drummer has finally arrived!

    Director Baek Janghun greeted Bong Deoksu warmly.

    Do you know how worried I was that you wouldnte, Deoksu? Youre not the type to appear on screen.

    If it wasnt for Janghuns request, I certainly wouldnt havee. But my <em>disciple</em> Yeongguk is appearing, and as his <em>teacher</em>, I have a duty to watch over him.

    Theres no need to emphasize the words disciple and teacher so strongly. Youre correct about the singing, though. Anyway, Yeongguk, do you know what you need to focus on during todays shoot?

    The filming location was a mountain valley with a waterfall cascading down. The scene showed a grandfather and his grandson unfurling a window in the middle of the valley. However, Director Baek Janghuns instructions couldnt be that simple.

    I suppose the sunlight will be ting from the right, so you should try to point the camera to the left as much as possible, right? And

    And?

    Shouldnt we boldly shout out loud as if were really opening the window? Even if theres some noise, itll still look cool.

    Right, right. Its fun to have a conversation with you like this.

    Of course, the knack acquired through past experiences was meant to be utilized in such situations. A momentter, Teacher Bong Deoksu, who had been looking around the film set, suddenly shouted out loud. The staff hurriedly preparing for the shoot were startled and looked his way.

    Deoksu, youre always the same. Whenever youe to a good spot, you shout first and then look at the scene.

    I didnt feelfortable since its my first time appearing in your movie, Janghun, but seeing this spot makes me feel at ease. Id like toe here often and practice.

    Finding this ce took a lot of effort. I had no choice but to go see the spots that hikers dont usually visit. Finding such picturesque spots with open views across the country is tough. With you and Yeongguk in mind, I chose these locations, so have fun today.

    At that moment, the AD approached and informed Director Baek Janghun that they were ready to shoot. Before I knew it, I had reached my goal ofing to Seoul. My name would appear in Director Baek Janghuns work, an opportunity I hadnt had in my previous life. It would be a lie if my heart didnt flutter. As if sensing my thoughts, Director Baek patted me on the head and added,

    Yeongguk, are you nervous?

    To be honest, yes, because Im so happy.

    Its okay. No need to be nervous. I trust you enough to give you this role, and you have such a great teacher by your side. Though I tell you not to be nervous, I also feel nervous about shooting after a long time. Its been years since Ive felt this way

    Are you really nervous?

    Well, Director Baek Janghun wasnt called the godfather of the film industry for nothing. He had experienced various shoots on thend, sea, and air, so its unlikely that he would be nervous just because of a cameo shoot. However, Director Baek insisted it wasnt a lie.

    Of course, just because you have a lot of experience doesnt mean the excitement goes away.

    Especially on a day like today.

    * * *

    Frost covered the gnarled, ancient trees that had grown among the cliffs. The once-pouring waterfall had frozen into sharp icicles. Plump sparrows fluffed their feathers and proudly disyed their round figures over the frozen pond. As they scattered the yellow millet, it looked like a field of can flowers blooming in winter.

    Grandpa, do we really have toe to a ce like this to practice?

    The boy in the center of the frame seemed insignificant. His ragged clothes and unkempt hair, even the drummer who followed behind him with a drum, had the same appearance. At a nce, they looked like beggars from the streets.

    Though you can practice anywhere, its best to do it in a ce like this, with open space and many listeners.

    Many listeners?

    Dont you see it?

    Nobodys here, though?

    The drummer smirked.

    Thats a narrow-minded thought. Just because there are no people doesnt mean there are no ears to listen. Even if the street spectators were everywhere, they wouldntpare to the creatures in this forest. The waterfall has stopped, and the buzzing bees have stopped as well. Theyre all here to watch.

    As the camera circled them in an inside walk, the contrast between the performers and the beautiful naturalndscape became even more prominent. The cinematographer held his breath, gripping the handle tightly.

    He was so tense because of this: the intangible cultural asset, the drummer, had insisted that they couldnt rehearse to protect the young performers throat before the shoot. If the scene didnt turn out well, the staffs efforts in setting up the shoot would go to waste.

    <em>Director Baek must be aware of this.</em>

    There was nothing unusual about casting a cameo role. In fact, the appearance of the performers and drummer added more vitality to the movie. However, bringing an intangible cultural asset as the drummer and a child actor as the performer, there must have been a limit to making up for the difference, even with post-recording.

    Alright, lets have some fun!

    With the drummers beat, the boy smiled and began to sing.

    <em>Hes only been learning for 15 days.</em>

    ording to what he heard from Director Baek Janghun, the boy had only been learning for a mere 15 days. Even if he was taught by an intangible cultural asset, could an ordinary child actor be a great singer in just 15 days? It would have been nice if he could at least imitate a little. Thats when it happened.

    Ah!

    At the simple sound, as if just clearing his throat, the filming crew was astonished.

    <em>Up on the mountaintop</em><em>!</em>

    As the mournful melody continued, the plump sparrows who had been pecking at the millet raised their heads. The fish swimming beneath the frozen pond began to gather around the performer and drummer.

    [1] Chang refers to traditional Korean singing.

    [2] Samulnori is a genre of Korean traditional percussion music.

    [3] Pansori is a Korean genre of musical storytelling performed by a singer and a drummer.<hr>

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 Chapter 34

    Chapter 34

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    It was the day of the Acting Awards, where each terrestrial broadcastingpany held ceremonies for the hottest dramas of the year. The atmosphere was theplete opposite of the Entertainment Awards, which were filled with the wit ofedians, and the Music Festivals, where the singers performances and fans cheers filled the air. It seemed like everyone hade to an awards ceremony.

    Tsk.

    <em>How long will this ce remain so solemn?</em>

    In my past life, it was the same. Regardless of whether it was a drama or a movie, there was always a heavy atmosphere at the award ceremonies, as if actors losing their somberness was forbidden. Thanks to that, this was an event that singers hated performing in the most. No matter how passionately they sang, the audience merely watched with their arms crossed and unted their haughtiness.

    Oppa!

    Yeon Su brightly smiled and clung to my left side. PD Yoo Myeonghan and Writer Choi Eunsuk smiled at the scene. Of course, not everyone was pleased.

    <em>Why does she keep ring at me? Should I try to scare her?</em>

    It was Yang Minjeong. Her asional nces at me felt like she had met her mortal enemy. But that didntst long. As Park Suyeong, who was sitting on my right, subtly nced over, Minjeong was startled and lowered her head like a frog in front of a snake.

    Oppa, arent you winning an award today?

    What award?

    The Rookie Award.

    Yeon Su cautiously asked in a small voice. Apparently, she had heard that KBC Broadcasting got rid of the Youth Award this year and merged it with the Rookie Award. Well, I had only made one appearance as a child actor. On a day like today, when there were numerous strong contenders, I was just there to fill a seat. It wasnt just a metaphor; the main and supporting actors of dramas with low ratings actually hesitated to attend the award ceremony because of their busy schedules.

    Arent you expecting anything?

    Well, I have something else Im looking forward to

    Something else?

    What interesting conversation are our little ones having?

    At that moment, Park Suyeong suddenly leaned in, startling Yeon Su and making her close her mouth. It was then that the staff began to get busy, with only five minutes left before the Acting Awards standby. Even the faces of the veteran national MCs in charge of hosting the ceremony tensed up.

    Whats going on?

    PD Yoo had a connection to the broadcasting station, so he could quickly sense any discord among them. At that moment, the producer in charge of the Acting Awards ceremony rushed over to him and whispered something in his ear. As the conversation continued, his eyes widened, and he eventually looked in one direction.

    <em>Me?</em>

    * * *

    Didnt they say life was full of unexpected events? I didnt know if the current situation fitted that saying, but when I looked at what was happening right before me, it seemed true. Like other award ceremonies, the Acting Awards also featured a wee performance. A performance by a top singer was scheduled to kick off this years Acting Awards.

    <em>Appendicitis</em>?

    However, as luck would have it, the singer who was supposed to perform suddenly suffered from appendicitis, causing panic among the producers and the production team. It was a situation that could lead to a live broadcast disaster.

    Why didnt they just call for another singer?

    As I mentioned earlier, the Acting Awards was the stage that singers dread the most. Especially in a situation where they havent even had time for a rehearsal, it was obvious that they woulde up with various excuses and refuse to perform. As evidence, they all used the simultaneous live broadcasts of the Music Festivals as an alibi. In the end

    <em>How did I end up like this?</em>

    I reluctantly put on the unfamiliar in-ear monitor. This was how I ended up on stage. While frantically searching for a singer to fill the open spot in the congrattory performance, one reporter suggested my name.

    <em>Theres a child actor named Jang Yeongguk, right? That boy seems to have a talent for singing. Hes been cast for a singing role in the uing work of Director Baek Janghun!</em>

    That man didnt seem to understand that singing and pop music were different things!

    But there was no way my excuse would work. The producer in charge pleaded with me so earnestly that I couldnt refuse. After all, the Acting Awards were not only a matter of pride for the actors but also a fiercepetition among the TVworks. If there was a live broadcast failure here, the producer wouldnt get off with just a few written apologies.

    <em>Think of it as acting.</em>

    What could I not do? In my previous life, I had tried everything just to get my name on the list of bit parts. I even shaved my head to y the role of a monk, let alone being cast as a gangster.

    The congrattory performance to open the KBC Acting Awards! Child Actor Jang Yeongguk!

    With the MCs cheerful voice, the live broadcast began. A chair was prepared to adjust the distance between the stand microphone and myself. The session musicians were also already set up. I wanted to think about what song to sing, but there was not enough time. Plus, I couldnt sing just any song.

    A girl.

    In the end, I decided to sing a song I loved in my previous life. I could feel all eyes on me as I stepped onto the stage. There were many actors who hesitated to step on such a stage. Thats why quite a few famous actors didnt even attend award ceremonies. They have stage fright separate from acting on set.

    But I, who had been worn out in the theater scene, knew how to light a fire in the audiences hearts. Rather, this attention and spotlight helped calm my racing heart.

    Now, it was time to start.

    Wearing the ck tuxedo that Park Suyeong personally chose for me, I sat on the chair and smiled at the numerous live broadcast cameras. Just like I had be an experienced singer at this moment.

    * * *

    Yeongguk is a natural performer!

    Writer Choi Eunsuk looked like a young girl herself, her mouth wide open with joy. The boys performance was that remarkable. Not only was his singing outstanding, but his stage manners were also excellent. From time to time, the nces he sent to the audience and the viewers beyond the TV screen were enough to make many womens hearts flutter.

    Encore!

    As proof, the voices calling for an encore, along with the cheers that had never been heard at the Acting Awards, only grew louder. Even veteran actors were intoxicated by the boys singing, and the actors famous for being somber pped their hands with contented smiles.

    <em>Hes really something.</em>

    PD Yoo Myeonghan also swallowed his admiration. He knew the boy was born with acting talent, but he never dreamed he would be so quick-witted on stage. He was so natural that it appeared to be all part of the n, except for those who knew that the live broadcast nearly went awry.

    Undoubtedly, behind the stage, the producer in charge must have been shouting with joy. Soon, the MCs witty remarks signaled the end of the performance. The MCs relieved expression showed that even he hadnt expected the performance to go so smoothly.

    Aigo, my baby!

    Park Suyeong greeted me warmly as I returned to my seat.

    Why are you like this all of a sudden, noona!

    You used to call me mom just fine, but its always like pulling teeth with you. Anyway, your singing was amazing!

    Thats because were filming, and thanks for thepliment, noona!

    She hugged my shoulder, praising me like a proud older sister. Park Suyeong was usually known for being grumpy, but at this moment, she was more affectionate than anyone else. Yeon Sus face was so red that she couldnt even lift her head properly. Meanwhile, Yang Minjeongs expression still wasnt bright, as if shed swallowed something bitter.

    <em>Anyway.</em>

    Was it fear or disgust that made her avoid the situation? It was no longer worth paying any attention to. After all, she had dressed up for this attention-grabbing event. But now that the attention was elsewhere, she couldnt help but be annoyed.

    Yeon Su, do you have a cold?

    I touched Yeon Sus flushed forehead, but I didnt feel any heat. Nevertheless, she hung her head even lower. Just before the awards ceremony started, she was chatting away like a little sparrow.

    Then, for our first award, well select the best couple from the various works that have brightened KBC Broadcasting Station this year!

    Its an unusual order for the ceremony. It seemed they thought that changing things up would be better than following the same old, predictable sequence. The audience was quite responsive, with people continuously calling out the names of their favorite couples. The host looked at the paper containing the winning couples names, and his expression was unusual.

    Unbelievable! The best couple was born in the miniseries <em>Man of August</em>!

    Whats so surprising about that? Most people had already expected this result. After all, <em>Man of August</em> had achieved a viewership rating of 39.1% in its final episode, causing nothing short of a syndrome. Yang Minjeong confidently got up from her seat as if she knew this would happen. She looked at me as if it was to show off. But then

    Jang Yeongguk, who yed young Kim Hajin, and Yeon Su, who yed young Son Yerin! This is the first time in acting awards history that child actors have won the Best Couple Award!

    What?

    Flustered, Yeon Su and I went up on stage as people apuded and cheered for us. Finally, I could understand what she had been hoping for: to win the Best Couple Award. The adult actor who yed Kim Hajin pped and even whistled for us while Yang Minjeong was visibly grinding her teeth in anger. Although it was an unintended situation, it somehow felt satisfying.

    <em>Man of August</em> might not be an exaggeration to say that it brought about a regional dialect syndrome in Korea! How about Jang Yeongguk, the child actor at the center of it all, shares his thoughts on winning the award in the dialect?

    The audience reacted enthusiastically to the hosts wit. Yeon Su still had an excited expression on her face. She might be so overwhelmed with emotion that she wouldnt be able to speak properly. In cases like this, it was customary for the elder to step forward first. I approach the microphone, holding the award que and bouquet.

    Actor Jang Yeongguk, no, Kim Hajin here!

    Cheers poured out once again. Was I nervous? Of course, it was only natural. Even in my past life, when I was obsessed with acting, I never received a cute award like this Best Couple Award. But now, as young Kim Hajin, I felt like I could greet the audience.

    I ate a lot of gamtae growing by the sea. Its funny because back then, there was so much of it lying around on the mudts that no one wanted, but now, it has be gold seaweed that people cant find enough of. Its the same with this award. I wouldnt have been able to receive it without the viewers. So, here it goes!

    I made a small heart with my fingers toward the live broadcast camera. The finger heart trend started now. Just like young Kim Hajin, I made a shy smile and boldly confess my gratitude to the audience and viewers beyond the TV screen.

    Ill be a great actor with this small heart!<hr>

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 Chapter 35

    Chapter 35

    The light of the fish-attractingmp illuminated the night sea, and the sound of crashing waves filled the harbor. A solitary lighthouse beam pointed at one spot.

    Im already so nervous!

    People in Namhang were excitedly watching the Acting Awards show. It was no wondera boy known as the son of Namhang was appearing on a nationwide live broadcast. Despite their tired faces from a long day, there was no sign of fatigue on the fishermens faces. They all gathered with each a snack in hand, looking quite endearing.

    If Yeongguk sweeps all the awards, the others will be so disappointed!

    Right! I also think hell win! Yeongguks acting was excellent. If they dont give him at least one award, I wont let it go!

    But hes just a child actor. Should he really get an award?

    Hey, watch your mouth! Whats wrong with being a child actor? Come here, and Ill teach you a lesson myself!

    The merchants gazes turned to the source of the cold water. Thats when it happened.

    Mom, its Yeongguk! He appeared!

    On an unexpected stage, like the song titled <em>Young Girl</em>, his pure and innocent singing touched peoples hearts. How could the singing be so poetic, like the lingering emotion of the night sea? Look, not only the people of Namhang but also the live audience at the awards ceremony were sincerely enjoying the performance. It would have been a lie to say they werent proud of the boy who asionally smiled at the live camera like an experienced singer.

    Ha! Yeongguk learned that song from me! Hes doing a great job!

    Where! Hey, stop lying. You should watch what you say! He learned all of that from me. I taught him all those boat songs!

    Everyone, be quiet! Yeongguks on again!

    People turned their heads at the harsh words of the wife and merchants.

    Ill be a great actor with this small heart!

    As the boy spoke his eptance speech, the admiration of Namhang burst out. Who did he take after that he could speak so eloquently, like a clear mountain stream? The merchants were so absorbed in the television that they even forgot to drink their soju. Even among famous actors, Yeongguk did not lose his shine. The hosts following words made their hearts race more than the sound of a ship docking at the pier.

    Now its time to choose the best neer of the year. Many candidates have been nominated. Choosing just one person from such fiercepetition must have been difficult. Lets reveal this years Neer Award!

    Though no one spoke, they all looked like they were eagerly awaiting the oue. Among them, Yeongguks mother sped her hands, praying.

    * * *

    <em>Me?</em>

    If he said he wasnt surprised, it would be a lie. Since he appeared as a child actor, he didnt even expect an award. He was already grateful for winning the Best Couple Award, but now he also received the Neer Award. Yeon Su was already jumping for joy, and other actors, including Park Suyeong, were also happy. All except for a single person, Yang Minjeong, whose eyes were filled with disappointment.

    Yeongguk! Hurry up and go on stage!

    Under the urging of PD Yoo, he moved his feet. As the stage approached, his heart raced wildly. The Neer Award was meaningful to all actors, including himself. He didnt receive the Neer Award in his previous life. When his name was on the supporting roles after passing through many bit parts, he was alreadybeled as an old neer. Amidst the apuse, he stood in front of the brightly lit microphone. Everyone was waiting for his eptance speech.

    Im not sure if I really deserve the Neer Award. There are so many people Im grateful for.

    His choked-up voice continued. He had received so much love that he felt embarrassed to just say thank you to those who made bold decisions, like the PD Yoo Myeonghan, Writer Choi Eunsuk, and the filming crew who liked him throughout the shoot. However, the person he thought of the most was just one: his mother, who was no doubt watching her son from Namhang right now.

    Since I was young, I grew up surrounded by sailors, so Ive got a strong ent. I know I should speak in the standard Seoul dialect when Im receiving an award, but I want to speakfortably since Im talking to my mother. My mom only knows me.

    My past life was the same. My elderly mother had neatly collected and stored the newspaper articles featuring me. I regretted not finding them earlier when I discovered them in an album with some hidden cash in the closet, but it was already toote. I was sure it was the same now. Until the day she dies, she will probably watch me on the TV screen with a proud smile.

    Mom, thank you so much for raising me. Theres so much I want to say, but I cant even say a word. Youre probably watching right now, so please live happily from now on. Ill be sure to repay you this time. I miss you the most right now.

    I looked towards the live camera. A surge of emotions welled up. Why couldnt I have done this in my past life? Why did I only push my mother away in the shadow of poverty? I never once mentioned my mothers name, even when I won the Best Actor award at the ceremony. The immense guilt made my lips tremble.

    Mom.

    I called her as if I had returned to my childhood.

    * * *

    Youve grown up a lot.

    National actor Ahn Junghyeon gave a short nod as if he was proud of the boys image on the screen. Director Baek Janghun also had a pleased smile on his lips.

    Hyung, do you remember when I first attended an awards ceremony?

    You mean when you were shaking and trembling?

    No, I was just a little nervous and stuttered a bit. I had just turned thirty at the time. I had done quite a bit of filming, but my hands and feet felt numb when I stood on the awards stage. Thats when I experienced the sensation of everything turning white in front of my eyes.

    Being an actor didnt mean you were alwaysposed, especially at an awards ceremony, where emotions tended to be overwhelming as your hard work was recognized and celebrated. However, the boy was different. Although his emotions were intense, he remained steady, like an old tree standing tall.

    I saw some edited footage from the movie youre filming now.

    Did Kim, the driver, show you? How was it?

    Its like having a shot of soju. Theres something about it that made my heart feel warm. Its amazing to see a kid with no experience inmercial films acting so naturally. Its both scary and exciting.

    Being an actor was always apetitive job. Somepeted with actors with simr images, while otherspeted with themselves. Thats how they grew.

    I cant wait to see how hell grow in the future. Hyung, you said it before, you prefer a wildflower that grows in a barren wastnd rather than a sapling that grows in fertile soil.

    National actor Ahn Junghyeon exined further as he set down his teacup.

    I feel the same way when I see him. Hes the kind of actor youve always wanted, someone with a persona close to a wildflower. I feel this way, so I cant imagine how much you must be looking forward to it, especially considering how long youve been searching for that flower.

    On thest day of the year, snowkes fluttered down. Under the tiled roof, an old pine tree twisted and turned in the winter wind. Baek Janghun and Ahn Junghyeon understood each others thoughts, making the phrase a match made in heaven seem fitting.

    I wonder how lovely the scent will be when the wildflower blooms.

    * * *

    Kid, youre the best!

    Park Suyeong gave a thumbs-up as she weed him. Faintly smeared mascara was visible under her eyes. The others were the same as if they were celebrating their own sesses. Its an emotion I couldnt experience in my past life because I was always obsessed with acting and didnt have time to look around. I never received such warmth and blessings from my colleagues.

    <em>Am I allowed to be this happy?</em>

    I wondered. In my past life, didnt I only focus on one path and neglect everything around me? Complicated emotions stirred in my chest as I pondered this.

    Oppa!

    Yeon Su hugged me tightly. I could feel relief from her tiny hands gripping my shoulders as ifforting me. Yes, it was telling me that this moment was not a dream. I gently put down Yeon Su and stroked her forehead.

    Look at you, all messy.

    Yeon Sus face was smeared with tear stains as if she was the actress he had once struggled to face in his past life. Taking out a handkerchief, I wiped her face; like magic, her cheeks turned rosy. PD Yoo Myeonghan and Writer Choi Eunsuk looked at her with loving, parental eyes.

    Wow! Are you guys really dating?

    What are you talking about? Just wipe the smudged makeup under your eyes. Youre going to ruin your outfit.

    Its not like Im going to be in broadcast

    Nevertheless, Park Suyeong hurriedly fixed the mascara smudging her eye area. And as if it were a lie, her name was announced as the Best Supporting Actress winner. Although it wasnt the grand prize, it was undoubtedly the biggest honor a supporting actress could receive.

    Noona!

    I jumped up from my seat and hugged Park Suyeong. Her face, which was usually calm andposed, couldnt hide her surprise. She went up on stage and presented more tears than I had seen before, sobbing loudly. It was, after all, the ce where her acting was recognized by everyone. The <em>Man of August</em> swept the acting awards as if it were a record-breaking miniseries at the KBC Broadcasting Station.

    Its only natural for celebration to follow the Acting Awards. The connection that began in the warm sunshine of summer had finally reached the first snow of winter. We were together, listening to the chimes of thest day of the year. The people of Namhang Market were surely with us in spirit at this moment, like the grains of sand on the white beach sticking close to each other.

    Oppa! What are you doing? Hurry and make a wish!

    A wish?

    Yeon Su, who wanted to pray with her hands together as the chimes rang, looked absolutely adorable. Her innocent prayer made her seem even more endearing. As fireworks burst brilliantly at that moment, the bell-ringing ceremony was carried out on arge screen. As the clear and pure sound awakened the beginning of a new millennium, I made my wish.

    <em>I will live as an actor.</em>

    My past life and determination were the same, but the meaning differed. As the chimes ended, I could see the faces of those around me as I half-opened my eyes. Happiness wasnt difficult, just like this. As the coldest winter passed and the warmth of spring began, my past lifes scenes flitted by, and a new life began to sprout.

    And then

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 Chapter 36

    Chapter 36

    A Bountiful Harvest.

    Just as farmers harvest their crops for the year, the boatmens hands busily move at the harbor. The horn of the approaching fishing boat seemed to express the joy of a full load. Seagulls flocked around, and stray cats roamed the harbor, hoping for a dropped fish or scrap.

    Did you catch a lot?

    The one that asked was a young man with a tall figure and handsome features that didnt quite match the ambiance of the harbor. He waved his hand toward the approaching fishing boat as if familiar with it, his broad shoulders reminiscent of Yeongdo Bridge. In response to the young mans call, the boat owner answered with a cheerful sound, full of warmth.

    Yeongguk! What are you doing here so early in the morning? Youll be going up to Seoul soon for the new semester.

    Wearing a deep hat, the boat owner seemed to know the young man well. Ever since childhood, the young man had followed his father around, a close friend of the boat owner. The harbor during the springtime was always bountiful with fish such as mackerel, sandnce, and flounder caught during this season. There was also always a shortage of workers around this time.

    Im heading to Seoul tonight, so I still have plenty of time! I cant stand staying at home all day long! If not on a day like today, when else would I help you out? Arent you d to have the extra help?

    Of course, Im happy!

    I knew you would be!

    The tanned boat owner couldnt hide his happiness, the wrinkles around his eyes betraying his feelings. The young man stepped on board the boat like a seasoned pro, checking the full fish containers and letting out an admiring exmation. As he rolled up his sleeves, his muscr arms were revealed.

    Wow, youve taken control of Namhang!

    The young mans skill in handling fish crates was remarkable. He carried fish on the swaying boat without losing bnce, as if he had been working on boats for years. In the chilly dawn, the boatmens clothes were already sweat-drenched as if it were summer.

    Yeongguk! Drink up this cold ss of misugaru!

    The boat owner patted the young mans sturdy back and handed him a ss of misugaru with ice floating in it. After quenching his thirst with misugaru, the young man asked,

    Sir, when will you change the name of this boat?

    Why change it, Yeongguk? It hasnt been long since I changed it because you said it was old-fashioned. I like it just fine!

    Still, though, whats with the name Yeongguks Ship? Every time I see that boat, its so embarrassing I dont know what to do![1]

    Its the name of a great actor! Whats so embarrassing about that?

    The boat ownerughed, stroking his rough beard.

    Hows your mom, Yeongguk?

    Her store is doing well these days! She and Mrs. Yang are getting along so well that theyre running it together without help!

    You said youre going up to Seoul today?

    Whats all this for?

    Its a selection of prime, seasonal fish. The depth of affection in it was hard to put a price on. Even a white envelope containing pocket money was handed over. Eventually, the boat owner forcefully shoved the envelope into the reluctant young mans pocket, patting his broad back. Their rtionship was like father and son.

    Hey, take it!

    The boat owner had cherished the young man as if he were his own child. The son of his close friend who he lost to the sea while working together. He couldnt face the boy for a few years because of guilt. But it was the young man who approached him first. Yeongguk was still a child a few years ago, but now he has grown into a strong and handsome young man. Undoubtedly, the boat owners deceased friend was watching this scene with a warm heart.

    * * *

    Main character, main character, main character.

    Thats the word that has been haunting writer Hwang Sugyeongs mindtely. She debuted as a drama writer at a rtively young age. Its said that writers age with their work, but Hwang Sugyeong has established a solid reputation within the broadcastingpany because of her continuous sess. As a joke, people in the drama department said that there was Hwang Sugyeong above the king writer, and everyone acknowledged her skills.

    <em>Ill decide on the main character, no matter what!</em>

    Perhaps because of that, she had considerable authority in casting actors. Just as the harmony between the director and the actors was essential, so was the harmony between the writer and the actors. She had to find the perfect puzzle piece for her creation. She would not allow an inexperienced actor to ruin her work, which she had poured her heart and soul into.

    Sunbae, how long are you going to keep worrying like this! Arent you going to work?

    While most sessful writers have several assistants, Hwang only has one.

    Sujin, just because you stir-fry something sweet doesnt mean its going to turn into a dish, does it? I dont have the knack for writing! Whats the point of finishing a synopsis if I dont have a clear picture of the main character? If I try to work like this, its going to turn out as nd as a steamed bun without any filling!

    No, but still. Its already been weeks! You keep avoiding PD Kims calls, so they keep contacting me. Why dont you just go with Park Siwu as the main character? His acting isnt bad, he has a good image, and hes popr with female fans because hes sweet.

    Sweet, my ass! Youve already forgotten how Park Siwu was caught secretly throwing away fan letters! And hes almost thirty! How can he pull off a school uniform at that age? This work is all about the high teens! High teens!

    High teens, as the term suggests, refer to the teenage years. Hwang Sugyeong brushed her long hair back in a frustrated manner. The broadcasting station had been suggesting casting a popr groups vocalist or an idol after reading the synopsis. However, she had no intention of casting those with no acting skills.

    The reporters are going crazy! I dont know how they learned about the new project, but it was stered all over the entertainment news! Luckily, they let it pass as a joke, but it caused chaos in the onlinemunities! SBCs drama department is swamped with calls asking when it will air. They cant get a break!

    PD Kim, that bastard! I told him not to brag so much, but he cant shut up when hes around reporters! No wonder the articles are piling up!

    Hwang Sugyeong had been knocking down box office records one after another since her debut. Perhaps thanks to that, the media was already specting who the leading man would be in Hwang Sugyeongs next work. It meant that she was a writer of great public interest.

    Sunbae, why are you changing your clothes again?

    Hwang Sugyeong took off her pajamas and put on an oversized hoodie.

    You know the old saying: To catch a tiger, you have to go to the tigers den.[2] I need to go to the tigers den myself and get some inspiration! If I stay like this, I wont get anywhere!

    Isnt there a proverb that says youll survive if you enter the tigers den with a clear mind? Sunbae, no, unnie, wait a minute!

    Ignoring her assistants words, Hwang Sugyeong grabbed her wallet and headed out. Her assistants eyes widened, trying to grab her, but it was toote. She looked like a peculiar character. Although she was a top drama writer, she was so careless in her personal life. At that moment, she changed her clothes but ran out wearing mismatched shoes.

    * * *

    Like flipping through an old diary, the schoolyard always stirred up nostalgic feelings. As I pedaled my bicycle faster, the spring breeze brushing against my cheeks felt even more tender. The once-unfamiliar school uniform now felt like casual wear, and the signboard at the school gate was endearing. As I walked under the blooming cherry blossoms, I sensed curious nces.

    Jang Yeongguk, what are you doing here without eating lunch?

    Between boyhood and youth, broad shouldersy on the grass, covered with cherry blossom petals, like a green watercolor painting sprinkled with pink paint. The boy had a tall stature, a high nose bridge, and innocent eyes resembling a calf. He looked simr to his past self but had a different vibe. He seemed cleaner and brighter. Thats probably why everyone walking through the schoolyard would give him a nce.

    Youvee, youre here! Its the season for freshmen to fall into the swamp! Last year, it was the seniors who fell into that swamp!

    A swamp?

    You, Im talking about you!

    The swamp referred to the puddle of Jang Yeongguks charm. If the seasonal transition could be described in this way, wearing a school uniform made him look like a youngd, and his unfathomable gaze asionally shook the hearts of many women. Of course, he seemed oblivious to this fact.

    Ten-million Cameo, stop and eat lunch already!

    I hate that nickname.

    Ten-million Cameo.

    It was an unfamiliar nickname for him. For the past three years, he has been focusing on his studies at the rmendation of CEO Kim Seonghwan. He said that acting could be done anytime, but school days would nevere back. He was a grateful person. However, that didnt mean he wasnt active in the entertainment industry.

    By appearing as a cameo in consecutive films directed by Director Baek Janghun, he even earned the nickname Ten-million Cameo. There was even a superstition in Chungmuro that if Jang Yeongguk appeared as a cameo, the audience would exceed ten million.

    By the way, the homeroom teacher said to go to the bench near the basketball court after eating lunch. Theres someone there whos going to guide you around the school. From what I heard, its a senior who graduated a long time ago, and they seem to be doing well in the broadcasting industry.

    Why me?

    Probably because you have a strong connection with the broadcasting industry. And get up from here and stop enchanting the freshmen!

    The ss president, who had left her seat quickly, also ced a small strawberry milk beside the boy. As Yeongguk showed her the strawberry milk and said, Thank you! she made a shy face. It seemed that it wasnt only the freshmen who were enchanted by him.

    The basketball court was filled with the smell of sweat. Although chalk dust and old textbooks had their charms, something about thebination perfectly represented the school uniform. The ce was full of the pure scent of grass, utterly unaffected by the wind of society like reeds.

    Main character!

    Hwang Sugyeong, the author, visited her alma mater. After all, the most crucial thing in writing was inspiration. There was no better ce to release the words that entangled her mind. Although a decade had passed since her graduation, the schoolyard always held the essence of youth. The expressions of the students ying on the basketball court confirmed that. She, too, once had such pure, unblemished times. It was then.

    <em>Thud!</em>

    A stray basketball tore through the air, heading straight for the bench where she sat. The ball came at her so fast that she had no time to dodge; she simply squeezed her eyes shut. But oddly, she didnt feel any impact from the ball flying towards her like a raging bull.

    Ugh.

    Hwang Sugyeong slowly opened her eyes and looked ahead. Like a mirage materializing in a desert, the figure who had blocked the basketball with one hand gradually came into focus. Would the width of the Pacific Ocean measure up to this? The owner of broad shoulders held the ball in one hand and threw it back onto the court.

    Are you alright?

    A voice as sweet as cotton candy tickled her heart, along with deep, captivating eyes. As warm spring sunlight seemed to cast its inspiration upon her, the words that had been tangled in her mind melted away like snow. Not knowing her true feelings, the other person continued to gaze at her with soft, calf-like eyes. Her heart raced, and it felt like her words woulde out in a jumble.

    Amazing.

    The main character she had been searching for so desperately had appeared right before her eyes.

    [1] The name of the boat is , where  is Yeongguks name and is amon suffix used in Korean for naming ships or boats.

    [2]      . An English equivalent would be No pain, no gain.<hr>

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 Chapter 37

    Chapter 37

    The harsh winter had passed, and the forsythia blossoms announced the arrival of a clear and bright spring. The petals scattered along the riverbank looked like drops of yellow paint sprinkled on a canvas. As spring touched the once-frozen riverbank, mother ducks and their ducklings paddled and wandered tirelessly.

    An eye-catching young man was seen among the people jogging along the bank. No matter where the sunlight shined, his handsomeness couldnt be hidden by the cap pressed down over his eyes. As he ran against the spring breeze, a tiny Pomeranian approached, wagging its tail. It rubbed its fluffy head on the young mans sneakers as if to express its happiness.

    Whats your name?

    Kim Minji, its Kim Minji!

    What do you eat to be so cute, Minji?

    As he stroked its fluffy head, the dog wagged its tail even more fiercely as if to agree. The owner couldnt control her trembling heart until the young man finished greeting the dog and went on his way. As the young mans back disappeared in the distance, she finally released the breath she had been holding. The young man would never know that the name Minji she had told him was not actually the dogs name.

    <em>Its refreshing.</em>

    The gushing stream of water soaked his head, shoulders, and ankles. Showering early in the morning had been a long habit of the young man. It was a habit from his past life. Many virtues were needed as an actor, but physical strength had to be a foundation, like drawing a sketch. It was then

    Oh my, I almost peed in my pants!

    The bathroom door flung open, and a middle-aged man rushed in. His expression was nonchnt despite someone showering inside.

    Uncle!

    Whats the big deal between men! At my age, I would have peed in my pants if I climbed up to the second floor!

    A spacious hall could be seen as he came out after drying his hair with a towel. The nations actor Ahn Junghyeon and Grandpa (director Baek Janghun) sat there. Dressed in traditional attire, they looked like perfect country elders.

    <em>Lets live together.</em>

    When he decided to go to university in Seoul, Grandpa offered the young man a ce to stay. He said it would be lonely to be alone in such a vast mansion and that he would be more than happy to have apanion. At that moment, Ahn Junghyeon stared intently at the young man as he came out after washing himself.

    Yeongguk, how is your skin so good? Its shiny. You used to be so small, but now youre taller than me. Hyung, did I look like that when I was young?

    Junghyeon, dont you remember when you were young? You were very feminine.

    Really?

    Yes, long hair was in fashion back then, and your hair was so long. Your face looked like a servant, but your hair was so long its a wonder the police didnt catch you back then.

    There werent many differences from his past life. His once pimpled skin had be clean, and the bnce of his body had improved further. Even his features had be clearer, changing the overall harmony of his face. Its like the saying that theres only a sheet of paper difference between the appearance of a cop and a gangster.

    Grandpa, uncle. Im going to school!

    As if a fruit had ripened, he looked refreshed in his school uniform. Yeongguk pedaled his bicycle, the spring breeze seemed to tickle him. Sparrows that had already begun mating were frolicking on the water jar, and the old pine tree spread its fragrant green. Watching this, Ahn Junghyeon calmly said,

    Hyung, spring hase.

    * * *

    Jang Yeongguk.

    Tears streamed endlessly from the eyes of Writer Hwang Sugyeong. For several days, she had been rewatching Jang Yeongguks filmography. From dramas and indie films to cameos. There werent many works, but he had shown various transformations as a child actor.

    In particr, performing such deep emotional expression was difficult even for seasoned actors. She felt a sense of longing from the back of the boy sitting at the bow of the boat.

    Sunbae! How long are you going to avoid showering and just keep watching dramas! Do you even know how many times youve rewatched that? Go wash your hair! What kind of person doesnt do that? People who dont know you might think youre not a drama writer but a homeless person from Seoul Station!

    Sujin, whats so important about how many times I watch it? The lingering emotions in my heart havent faded yet. Cant you hear it? The sound of the child actor swallowing their tears.

    What are you talking about! Are you hearing hallucinations now?

    Why didnt I know? Hwang Sugyeongs gaze was still fixed on the TV screen. The anguish that inevitably came when writing a script, the need to find an actor who could fully embody even the shortest lines of dialogue. If you chased fame and only looked for famous actors, it inevitably would leave a blemish on the picture. In that sense, the boys acting reaffirmed the writers values and skills.

    Sunbae, please do something about PD Kim! When are you going to write the script? Im dying from his constant nagging! Look at my hairline; Im going to get alopecia at this rate. Stop rewatching old dramas and start working! What kind of inspiration did you get from your old school that youre endlessly watching indie films and dramas?

    Hey, you have plenty of hair. Stop exaggerating! And what I felt that day wasnt inspiration!

    Then what was it?

    It was intuition. Hwang Sugyeong couldnt forget the face of the student she had seen before. Like being trapped in a spiders web. As soon as she heard his voice and gaze, she knew he was the main character in the script. When she found out he was a child actor, she frantically searched through his filmography.

    <em>Why didnt I know?</em>

    She had many actors in mind, but he wasnt even on the list. Moreover, he had only appeared in a drama and an indie film as a child actor and then made a few cameo appearances in the works of the so-called master director, Baek Janghun.

    She hadnt even considered him, especially since drama and movie actors were often seen as separate professions. However, she was filled with certainty beyond mere intuition after watching his performances.

    Sunbaeno, unnie! What will we do if our work gets scrapped? It happened in ourst project too. Remember when we couldnt find a suitable lead, and the project was scrapped during the nning stage? The drama director looks down on us because of that! Its only thanks to unnie breaking records with her past hits that we can still work. Do you know what your nickname is in the drama department? Hwang Lovable!

    Lovable? They say Im lovable?

    Troublemaker! Hwang Lovable, thats what!

    Hwang Sugyeong promptly picked up the phone and called PD Kim at SBC Broadcasting. Before the ringtone even yed once, the other persons voice came through, screaming about how long she would postpone writing and how they would find a good actor themselves if she couldnt find the main lead. At that moment, Hwang Sugyeong confidently dered.

    PD Kim, listen carefully! If you gossip about this to the reporters again, I wont work with SBC on my next project! And from today, Ill start writing the script. Why? Because I found him! So, you have to cast him, no matter what! I, whom they call Hwang Lovable, wont do this project without actor Jang Yeongguk!

    Hwang Sugyeong, aka Hwang Lovable, began writing her script.

    * * *

    If someone asked what youth was, Id want them to take a look at the school grounds. Underneath the beautifully blooming cherry blossoms, students were ying basketball. Was it because of the warm sunlight or the basketballs bouncing on the ground without rest? At that moment, a small sneaker nudged someone.

    Jang Yeongguk!

    The boy raised his head and looked at the ss president. His eyes, filled with admiration, resembled those of a calf. He smiled at her. His face was drenched in sweat as if hed been ying hard. But he didnt seem to care. He lifted his soaked t-shirt and wiped his face with it.

    Since you became the vice president! You should study during self-study time. Cant you control the kids, let alone y basketball?

    She spoke sharply. After all, the moment self-study began, he grabbed the basketball and rushed out. A refreshing spring breeze greeted him as he sat on the bench to cool off the sweat pouring from his broad shoulders. As he wiped his sweat with his sleeve, he felt the curious gazes of the freshmen who just started their physical education ss.

    Look at you, showing off again!

    Thank you.

    How on earth can you still manage toe in first ce while doing this? Life is so unfair! Unfair! Everyone else is still racking their brains because of the mock exams even after the midterms!

    Just like his values and direction in life changed from his past life, so did his school days. He could proudly show a legitimate report card, not a forged one, and his rtionships with ssmates had also improved. The boy once again expressed his gratitude to CEO Kim Seonghwan. Thanks to him, he could hold onto the precious memories of that unforgettable time that would nevere again.

    By the way, what happened with that school tour you gave before? I heard shes a very famous writer at the broadcasting station! Our homeroom teacher said she asked about your name several times; what on earth did you do to guide her?

    I didnt give her a tour.

    What?

    It wasnt a lie. As soon as the female graduate met the boys gaze, she blinked a few times, and that was all. There was no need to guide her around the school. She seemed to have looked at the boys name tag and left her seat as if running away. The only thing that remained in his memory was that she had mismatched shoes.

    The boy felt his shoulders droop. Stretching his broad shoulders like yawning, the ss president sitting beside him flinched and shrank back. This clearly showed how she was a shy high school girl.

    Why on earth arent you acting in any productions while youre studying acting? You dont know how much of a fan my mom was when you appeared in the <em>Man of August</em>! Thanks to her, I was forced to watch it too. She keeps asking about you since finding out were in the same ss. She wants to know when youll be on TV again.

    Well, actors do look for roles.

    At that moment, a basketball rolled, bouncing over to the bench before them. The boy stood up, grabbed it, and immediately threw it towards the. The basketball flew, tracing a parab along the curve of his long arm, which was in sync with his broad shoulders. Despite the distance, the basketball reliably shook the.

    Just like that, sometimes roles would find actors. The boy turned around with a smile after demonstrating his smooth skills. His calf-like eyes captured the fluttering cherry blossoms.

    Dont smile like that!

    Although his hair was soaked in sweat and sticking together, it only made him seem more refreshing.<hr>

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 Chapter 38

    Chapter 38

    Like thenguage of flowers, the young man with deep eyes sometimes appeared nave. His blue jeans and white half-sleeve T-shirt went together like a painting. It seemed like a country house with a garden and a dog ying around, but surprisingly, it was a wealthy neighborhood in Seoul.

    <em>I knew she was rich, but I didnt realize it was this much.</em>

    In his past life, he had heard rumors that she was wealthy. ording to rumors in the entertainment industry, even a second-generation chaebol had asked her out seriously. He thought it might have been true.

    <em>Her father was from a judge, right?</em>

    He had heard that the family had been in the legal profession for generations. Not only her father but there were also many prosecutors from the second rank in her maternal family. Was it because she resembled the nature of a legal professional? She had a clear sense of right and wrong. Ironically, she was quite free-spirited, even though she grew up in such a strict household.

    Yeongguk, we dont have much prepared, but please eat a lot.

    A kind-hearted grandmother served the meal. Contrary to her words, the table was filled with various dishes that could be called a feast. The grandmother looked at the young man with a warm smile as if she were looking at her grandchild.

    You have no idea how much our daughters personality has changed thanks to you, Yeongguk. Before, she only knew about herself, but now look at her. She even follows me in volunteering and sends gifts to the children at the orphanage. She said she learned a lot on the set thanks to Yeongguk. Thats why Ive always wanted to treat you to a meal.

    I wondered why my sister was so kind, but now I see she takes after her mother.

    Ahaha, thank you for saying that. I dont have any more wishes now. Im just worried that my daughter is too shy. If only she finds her match and gets married

    It was then.

    Mom!

    A sharp voice. Even after all this time, the actress was still an actress. Like a flower blooming in the warm spring sunlight, it was the brightly beautiful actress Park Suyeong.

    Little one!

    Have you ever seen such a big little one?

    If youre done eating, get up quickly. We have a meeting at thepany today. The CEO said he has something to tell you.

    I told you Id handle it myself. Its not like my noona insisted oning home.

    Look at you being so shameless after eating such a delicious meal! You were going to cycle to save transportation costs again, werent you? No matter how nice the spring weather is, we need to avoid direct sunlight. Do you think your skin willst forever? If you dont take care of it, itll age quickly!

    Even with Park Suyeongs nagging, Jang Yeongguk finished everyst bit of his rice and got up.

    Yeongguk,e visit again!

    The grandmother (Park Suyeongs mother) waved her hand and saw him off. She looked endearing as if watching her grandchild leaving the country house. Jang Yeongguk opened the car window and waved back. As they passed the alley and Park Suyeongs mother was out of sight, he added,

    Noona, I guess your mother doesnt know?

    Whats there to worry about?

    Im talking about my noona being the love doctor.

    Seriously!

    Park Suyeong and Jang Yeongguk bickered in the car. The manager, watching the scene through the rearview mirror, smiled contentedly. Park Suyeong was known for being picky and sensitive on set in his past life. Her aura was said to be extraordinary among the actresses. However, the current Park Suyeong was much more affectionate than anyone else, especially towards her own people.

    * * *

    Youth.

    The drama <em>Youth</em> portrayed the unpredictable, transitional period between being a boy and a young man, like a spring cold that came with the wind or a flower that bloomed in the springtime, both bright and feverish.

    It would be a lie to say that a work depicting a time everyone reminisced about and missed was not fascinating. Moreover, with Writer Hwang Sugyeong, sess was almost guaranteed.

    CEO, please! We have to cast him!

    It was unexpected. He never imagined that SBC Broadcastings PD Kim Jin would personallye pleading. Like countless grains of sand on the beach, the number of actors who wanted to appear in Hwang Sugyeongs work was countless. Thats why when she started writing her next work, entertainment reporters would all be looking for who would be chosen.

    Its indeed an attractive work, but

    CEO Kim Seonghwan licked his dry lips. He had never said it before. Since he firmly believed that one only experienced their school days once, he encouraged Jang Yeongguk to only make cameo appearances and never star in other works. A prepared actor could act anytime. But an actor with an empty heart would eventually crack. That was Kim Seonghwans belief.

    It was then.

    CEO Kim! Someone from SBC came and just left!

    A thick-skinned, toad-like face barged into the CEOs office.

    Hwang Sugyeong is really something! Just by looking at the synopsis, the writinges to life, and Ive treated those SBC guys to booze so many times! They wouldnt give us a good role even though Ive begged them many times! This is for Park Mincheol, right?

    Theres a saying, He who stays near ink gets stained ck. Hwang Cheolsu recruited actors who were simr to him. Among them was Park Mincheol. Except for his pretty face, the guy had no talent for acting. It was even rumored that Hwang Cheolsu took him with him when he entertained guests from time to time.

    Back off. Its Yeongguk that they wanted.

    What?

    PD Kim himself requested it! He asked me to exin the role well to Yeongguk. So dont set your sights on it and look elsewhere!

    CEO Kim! Lets talk frankly, how much down payment are we getting for giving Jang Yeongguk that huge advance, when for years we havent seen any profit, just treading water. Three years ago, too, when that child actor won a rookie award at the year-end awards ceremony, we shouldve just kept pushing forward! But no, he just stopped and only appeared in cameos. No matter how great Baek Janghun is, this is like a dog with a shiny coat but rotten inside! Were not charity workers, and for crying out loud, is this your personal business?

    CEO Kim Seonghwan clenched his teeth. He wanted to punch that fat face right now. But he had to be patient. They say a gentlemans revenge takes ten years.

    Over the past three years, he had collected evidence of Hwang Cheolsus embezzlement and other illegal activities. They would have been in a mud fight long ago if he had been hot-headed. But Kim Seonghwan was patient and knew how to knock down his opponent.

    CEO Kim! Lets just hand this over to Mincheol.

    Kim Seonghwan could feel that the time was ripe.

    * * *

    Would Hemingways first paragraph be like this, with deep eyes that seemed to devour every line of dialogue? Its brimming with vitality like a fish leaping out of the mud. Each word seemed alive and wriggling, making it impossible not to be engrossed.

    How is it?

    CEO Kim asked cautiously. He thought that not only thepanys policy on script selection was important, but the actors opinion was even more critical. Just as a painter didnt want to leave a blemish on their painting, an actor didnt want to leave a mark on their acting either.

    CEO, theres no need to ask or hesitate! If its a script by Writer Hwang Sugyeong, we must take it even if we cant eat. Yeongguk needs to start acting again. How long are we going to hide him away like a museum piece? He cant just enjoy his school days forever either because he has to live as an actor. Plus, from what I can see, Writer Hwang Sugyeong wanted Yeongguk to be the main character, and she wrote the script with him in mind. Look! Tall, broad shoulders with eyes that resemble a calf. This is exactly him!

    As Park Suyeong said, there was no doubt that Writer Hwang Sugyeong had written the script with Yeongguk, the child actor, in mind. Even the rumors floating around at the broadcasting station were saying so. They said Hwang Sugyeong would decide on the main character first and then start writing. At this point, everyone wanted to be Hwang Sugyeongs man, so it was a happy problem to have. Thats when it happened.

    CEO Kim! Lets finish our earlier conversation and give this script to Mincheol!

    Like a dog that couldnt change its habits, Hwang Cheolsu barged into the office, swinging the door wide open. Park Suyeong rolled her eyes at the toad-like man. A thick stench of rotten food permeated the CEOs office.

    Okay.

    Yeongguk lifted his head after putting down the script. Was it because of his firm words? Hwang Cheolsus brows narrowed menacingly.

    Ahem, lets give another role to Mincheol. Im sure we can get a few supporting roles even if Yeongguk bes the main character. After all, I recruited him, so lets save his career with this opportunity!

    Can he be called an actor if he cant act?

    What? Look at this clueless brat! We CEOs are talking here. Who are you to butt in? CEO Kim, Ive told you countless times. That brat Yeongguk is rotten from the core, and its because you, CEO Kim, handle everything yourself instead of letting the team leader deal with it!

    It was not even funny. Hwang Cheolsu fumed as he saw Park Suyeongughing beside him.

    Why are you looking at me like that, Park Suyeong? I told you before. Is it that hard to join a drinking party? Why do you have to make it so difficult for others? Dont you need a good role, Park Suyeong?

    She had been holding back, but she couldnt take it anymore. It looked like Park Suyeong was about to get up from her seat and hit Hwang Cheolsus fat face with her high heels. Considering her fiery personality, it was more than likely to happen.

    Stop talking nonsense.

    What?

    Yeongguk stood up and faced the toad. The thick, bulging cheeks seemed to writhe angrily. Like a cicada clinging to a tree trunk, the toad barely managed to grab the cor of the tall Yeongguk. It was not only ugly but even disgusting.

    CEO Kim! I need to teach this brat some manners today!

    Thats when it happened.

    With a dull thud, a figure fell sideways like a toppled doll. CEO Kim Seonghwan stared angrily at the fallen Hwang Cheolsu. Unable to speak because of the sudden turn of events, Hwang Cheolsus eyes grew wide.

    Yeongguk, who was rescued, couldnt help but be surprised as well. He had always seen CEO Kim Seonghwan as a gentlemb. But Yeongguk wouldnt know. In fact, it was the CEO who had been rescued, not him.

    Kim Seonghwan red, his eyes wavering.

    How dare youy a hand on my actor.

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    Chapter 39

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    The warm spring sun shone down everywhere. It was no different for the young man upying the rooftop. Even though he used the script as a shield to cover his face, he couldnt hide his tall figure. His long arms and legs stood out, and his uniform, alive with stitches along its seams, gave off a refreshing vibe. At that moment, a shadow fell over the young man.

    Jang Yeongguk!

    The young man sneakily lifted the script covering his face. His ss presidents mouth was wide open. Naturally, she must have looked all over the school grounds for him. At that moment, the young man naturally straightened his upper body. It was not a position where her underwear could identally be seen, yet the girl quickly straightened her fluttering skirt in the spring breeze.

    Youreughing now! The freshmen and seniors are all looking for you! They even came to the ssroom during lunch. Its not like were in a zoo, but everyone kept peering in so much that I almost choked on my lunch!

    I dont have any indigestion medicine, but do you want me to pat your back?

    Youre so cheeky, never mind! Is that article true?

    The ss president also seemed quite curious. After all, Jang Yeongguks face was stered all over the entertainment news. At the point when the dramas pre-production had beenpleted, it wouldve been impossible to silence the reporters any longer. Because of that, the mass media started discussing everything from who Writer Hwang Sugyeongs male lead was to his past filmography.

    They say Seo Minhye has been cast as the female lead! The whole school is going crazy right now. The teachers in the staff room are only talking about you. Are you really going to be the male lead and Seo Minhye the female lead?

    Hwang Sugyeong was a popr writer regardless of the viewers gender. But among her works, the unique, earnest lines were enough to make the hearts of many women flutter. Moreover, wasnt the current top high-teen actress cast as the female lead? There were many rumors because of that. Some were saying that the male lead was too subparpared to her.

    Are you really Writer Hwang Sugyeongs male lead?

    No.

    A story is a series of imaginations that unfold in a deprived reality. The more a writers beliefs and values interweave with their stories, the more captivating they be. Hwang Sugyeongs new series, <em>Youth</em>, was one of those stories. Every line and even the most trivial dialogue held meaning. Thats why the young man shook his head.

    He wasnt Hwang Sugyeongs male lead but the protagonist of that series.

    Youre joking right now!

    The young man smiled casually. His smile, while stretching, was as charming as a field of blooming forsythia flowers. With the school bell ringing, the students on the field below the rooftop reluctantly gathered their things. The ss president bellowed towards the retreating figure of the young man.

    Stop smiling like that!

    * * *

    Like ants swarming around a sweet fruit, the reporters were incredibly busy anticipating the script reading. Actors and reporters were in an inevitable symbiotic rtionship. The reporters shared unknown stories, and they also exaggerated trivial matters.

    Whos Jang Yeongguk?

    Didnt you watch <em>Man of August</em> three years ago? It was the hit KBC miniseries. He starred in that as a child actor. Back then, he caused a big stir by bing the youngest person to win the Neer Award. What were you doing back then, not knowing about this?

    Three years ago, I was covering current affairs, so there was no way I couldve known.

    There were various types of reporters. Some delved into news, culture, and social scenes with in-depth coverage, while others focused on celebrities diverse events and idents. In a way, the stories they covered were connected.

    The subjects may be different, but the fact that they reported on them remained the same. The only difference was that entertainment reporters didnt always base their stories on facts. Instead, they sometimes predicted the future, like fortune-tellers.

    Is Hwang Sugyeongs career going downhill with this work?

    Reporter Yang, if they thought one failed work would mean the end of their career, all the writers working in the broadcasting industry right now would have to pack up.

    No, seriously, isnt this a casting mistake? If they cast Seo Minhye, they should have obviously matched her with a male lead of the same caliber. Shes called the blue chip in the broadcasting world right now. Its always a huge hit when shes in a drama. But Jang Yeongguk, he hasnt appeared in a drama since he was a child actor, right?

    Well, hes quite famous in Chungmuro and appeared in a series of cameos in Director Baek Janghuns films. His nickname is the Ten-million Cameo, the Ten-million Cameo!

    Cameo and main character arent the same thing. If hes called the Ten-million Cameo just for appearing for about five minutes, what about all those extras who appeared? Should they all be called Ten-million Extras?

    Reporter Yang was already nitpicking. Like a lurking hyena, he tended to pounce on any potential prey. Just then, like a lion emerging from the bushes, a middle-aged reporter appeared and brushed past Reporter Yangs nose.

    Reporter Yang, if youre going to nitpick like that, just leave. Why did you even follow us to the script reading anyway?

    Senior, its not like that. I

    Whats not like that? You should work harder since youve moved from current affairs to entertainment. Are you going to continue writing nonsense articles like before?

    This middle-aged man was well-respected and admired among the broadcasting reporters. He had been devoted to the entertainment industry for a long time, witnessing numerous incidents and idents. While some became sensational reporters, others wrote articles only with the truth. Kwak Myunghwan was such a deeplymitted journalist.

    I once went to KBC to interview people about Jang Yeongguk. PD Yoo told me that the controversy surrounding Hwang Sugyeongs new work in the media is not evenughable. He said, Why would the saying that Hwang is above the King be floating around in SBC for no reason? She has that much confidence and, in my opinion, Jang Yeongguk is still a very attractive actor. Isnt that a crucial factor in determining whether he bes a sess or failure?

    Reporter Yang clenched his lips.

    Dontin about the taste when you havent even lifted the lid of the pot yet. Theres a whole truckload of reporters who would love to be here but cant. So, keep that in mind.

    With that, Kwak Myunghwan walked toward the script reading, adding,

    Even if we cant be first-ss, lets not be third-ss.

    * * *

    In the past, script readings were peaceful. Everyone had a cigarette in their mouth, barely spitting out their lines while skimming through the dialogue. However, the current script reading was different. Just looking at the actors, they were all heavily made up despite not having to go to a shoot in the morning.

    Nice to meet you! Im Hwang Sugyeong, the writer in charge of the script for this drama, <em>Youth</em>!

    A familiar young man and another figure stood up and introduced themselves. After the greetings from the PD, writer, and production staff, the actors followed. Seo Minhye, the so-called star, smiled brightly like a star and bowed her head deeply. In contrast, a modestly dressed young man greeted everyone with a simple and innocent demeanor. Even as they exchanged greetings, there was tension among the actors.

    <em>Thepetition has already begun.</em>

    The young man knew. He had partaken in script readings before and after his return. Seo Minhye was an actress who fit well with the word easygoing. However, contrary to her usual demeanor, she also could shake mens hearts.

    Of course, he had never even met her in his past life.

    The scripts were distributed when all the actors had finished their greetings and the reporters found their seats. The word Youth written on the script made it feel like the shooting was really approaching. Soon, the AD stood up and shouted in a booming voice, like a pstickedy.

    Lets start from scene number 37, the basketball court scene!

    Script readings didnt follow a specific order. Sometimes, they were even read in reverse order. This was because there were many characters, and exining the connections between them was difficult. Especially in situations like today, with reporters present, it was necessary to showcase the highlights.

    The script-reading venue quickly transformed into a basketball court.

    Hey, Dojin! What time is it, and youre still ying basketball? Look, youre the only one on the court right now.

    Passion bloomed on the basketball court as if a cold was brought on by the spring breeze. It was no exaggeration to say that Seo Minhye was leading the heat of the script-reading venue. Lines filled with emotion, rather than the usual nd script reading,nded with force.

    You got first ce in the midterm exams again, huh? You selfish jerk. Other kids struggle to get first ce even once, but you do it as easy as eating. Lucky bastard. And you got a confession today, didnt you? Yoon Heesu is pretty, isnt she? She has a nice personality too. You have so many people who like you, but you dont date anyone. Dont tell me you have that kind of taste?

    A basketball rolled around with a rumble.

    Is that whats important?

    A single word stirred up ripples like a droplet of water falling into a calmke. Contrary to the initial impression, a cold and dry voice came out.

    Seo Minhye cautiously raised her head.

    No, never mind then. Why are you being so scary with a voice like that? Cant friends joke around?

    Emotions carried through each line, spoken in confusion. An inexplicable tension hung in the air on the basketball court.

    Friends?

    Some people said that ones school days, or the age of blossoms, were the most beautiful time in life. But for the young man, it was not. It was a painfully cold season. Just like how others may not recognize the passion of love, he only wished for her to understand.

    Amid the intense quietude of the script-reading venue, even the simple act of swallowing seemed a challenge. The reporters watched the confrontation between Seo Minhye and the young man with wide eyes.

    What a joke.

    While a smile lingered at the corner of his mouth, the eyes that resembled a calf grew cold. It was distant and cold as if looking into a dark alleyway. Following the line, Seo Minhye felt as if her breath had stopped.

    Do you still think of me as just a friend?

    Even though the script reading was nearing its end, the reporters had no intention of leaving their seats. They wanted to capture every emotion that radiated in the script-reading venue.

    As their hands moved faster, Seo Minhye couldnt hide her surprise as she looked at the young man opposite her. He showed a simple, bright smile, but she saw the coldness hidden within his calf-like eyes. As she met his gaze, didnt she feel a chill, like her lungs were about to copse?

    <em>This is amazing.</em>

    With that sight, Reporter Kwak Myeonghwan swallowed his admiration. And he had a hunch. That Hwang Sugyeongs next work would once again cause a syndrome in Korea. And at the center of it would undoubtedly be Jang Yeongguk.

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    Chapter 40

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    A Jungle.

    The broadcasting industry was like a jungle where the strong preyed on the weak. The same went for drama scheduling. The head of the drama department decided on the prime-time slots and the production budget. However, that didnt mean that the more support a show received from the viewers, the more it got funded. There was a limit to the funds they could allocate because of a limited operating budget. But Kim Jin, the producer, was the king of the snakes in this jungle.

    Director, I swear this drama will be a sess. If we cant get more funds, we wont be able to film it properly. Just look at the journalists who attended the script reading. Theyre already predicting a hit. What if the production budget isnt enough and the drama falls apart?

    PD Kim! Its because youve been going around talking to the journalists about it! The greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment. Dont you know that? And dont you remember when you imed to produce a high-quality drama a couple of years ago, and itpletely flopped?!

    Ah, why are you bringing up old stories again? Director, you know who the writer of this drama is, right? Its none other than Writer Hwang. Im really confident about this one. The actor we cast as the lead actor is no joke!

    Seo Minhye? How far do you think shell go? This industry changes faster than people change their minds! Just because Seo Minhye shined a few times doesnt mean shell shine forever!

    No, Im not talking about Seo Minhye!

    PD Kim Jin still couldnt forget the exhration he felt at the script reading. The actors energy was overwhelming as if they wrapped up the entire room. It was not just about their stable voice and tone. It was about the aura they projected as if they had turned the script-reading venue into a real shooting set. As proof, when the male lead, Jang Yeongguk, recited his lines, even the reporters who were typing stopped their hands and held batted breaths.

    Anyway, Ill disappear if I dont get more funds for this production. Dont look for me. Ill just board a boat and go to any ind.

    Hey, Kim Jin!

    Just a little more. Please, just let us use a little more money. If I mess up again, you can send me to some regional station or to some childrens program. I wont say a word. Just like a couple of years ago. If I mess up once more, Ill just make programs for toddlers.

    Ill think about it. Now get out of here. Youre driving me crazy!

    Feeling that he had somewhat achieved his goal, Kim Jin left with a satisfied smile on his face. Kim Jin was a well-known force to be reckoned with in the drama department. He had a light touch, like a bird, but his skills were heavy. The failure of the high-quality drama a couple of years ago was said to be affected by external factors; it just happened to have ovepped with the World Cup.

    PD Go, whats going on this time that youre hiding in the drama department?

    Kim Jin asked his colleague, PD Go Manseok, who worked in the entertainment department. Despite hisrge stature, he hid behind a partition in the drama department, trying to catch his breath.

    Dont even mention it. Right now, our department head is so angry that his wig is about to fly off. Our youngest staff member didnt know there was a scratch on the tape from a few days ago, and he edited it and sent it out like that. When the department head found out, he pulled out the tape and started strangling the kid with it. Ugh.

    Was there no backup?

    If there was, do you think we would be in this mess right now?! Now were in trouble because all the guests who appeared in the recording say they cant reschedule. We have no guests to book right now, and we dont know how to fix this mess. If the department head looks for me, just say I jumped off the rooftop.

    Kim Jins expression remained calm as he listened to the story. It was a rtivelymon incident in this field, especially among the youngest staff members. If there had been a backup, it would have been a minor issue. But it was difficult to end it with just a few written apologies since the whole recording was lost without any backup.

    Kim Jin also knew the temper of the head of the entertainment department well, and he felt pity for the youngest staff member who had made that mistake. He probably not only strangled the kid with the tape but also covered his face with the wig to suffocate him. At that moment, an idea came to Kim Jins mind, like finding a spring in a dry jungle.

    What if I solve that problem for you?

    ***

    <em>King Cobra Kim Jin.</em>

    Even Jang Yeongguk knew the nickname of SBCs drama PD Kim Jin. He was someone he had a connection with in his past life. He was as light-footed as a sparrow visiting a mill, but his skills were greatly recognized. It wasnt for nothing that SBC supported him. However, he was so free-spirited that heter left SBC to be a drama director at a cable channel. Thats how much he knew his own worth.

    Yeongguk! I thought I was gonna die waiting for you. Really, thank you foring so willingly, even though I called you in a hurry. Lets start with introductions. This is PD Go Manseok, my colleague from the entertainment department. He might not look like much, but hes reliable when ites to work.

    Hello, Im Jang Yeongguk.

    Thank you. Yeongguk, no, Actor Jang!

    Go Manseok, the entertainment PD, grabbed the young mans hand with his bear-like hand. His face showed his immense relief. No wonder since he just received a scolding from the head of the entertainment department.

    <em>Bring back a better picture than what we filmed! Right now!</em>

    If the picture wasnt good, it wouldnt be surprising if the head of the departments hairpiece woulde flying at PD Go Manseoks face.

    PD Go Manseok, but are we not doing a pre-interview before filming?

    Ah, have you not seen our program before?

    Yeongguk scratched his head awkwardly. Though he was working as an actor, he had lived a life somewhat distant from television. It was the same in his past life. He rarely enjoyed watching variety shows that werent movies or dramas. Thats how engrossed he had been in his scripts.

    Its okay not to do a pre-interview. Theres not enough talk time for an in-depth conversation. Its more of a short, snappy talk style.

    PD Go Manseok, thats enough. Ill handle the detailed exnations, so go prepare for the filming. Weve gathered these valuable actors, cant have them sitting around all day.

    Of course. Actor Jang, Ill treat you to dinner tonight with my money, so please attend.

    What kind of variety show filming could make the director act like this? Yeongguk couldnt understand. An appearance on a variety show was like a gateway to the world of entertainment, right?

    PD Go Manseok left, and King Cobra Kim Jin took his ce quietly.

    Yeongguk, when Writer Hwang first rmended you, I was actually pretty skeptical. While youre called the Ten-million Cameo in Chungmuro, thats just a superstition among film people. But you know what?

    PD Kim Jin had not only reviewed Yeongguks filmography after the script reading but also examined every visual media appearance from his past. From riding a Bongo truck at the Busan International Film Festival[1], to confidently using a dialect when epting an award at the Acting Awards ceremony.

    Somehow, while observing Yeongguk, my vision for the show changed too. Youre refreshing. Thats why I like you.

    Since youre praising me so much, Im getting scared about todays filming.

    Caught me, huh? But my vision indeed changed because of you. I think I can create a really good work this time.

    Just then, the voice of the AD announcing the arrival of actress Seo Minhye echoed from beyond the waiting room. Upon her arrival, PD Kim Jin got startled and hurriedly left his seat. What could be so absurd about todays filming that has everyone so on edge?

    ***

    The studio for the talk show filming was so refreshing that it could hardly be called a studioit was a swimming pool. Chairs for the MC and guests were ced facing the pool. Electric chairs with high-resilience springs were installed underneath. It seemed like I could picture the events that would unfold soon.

    Sunbaenim, its Jang Yeongguk!

    Sometimes, actors differentiate themselves from entertainers of other professions. Its as incongruous as an actor sitting upright at an acting awards ceremony. If they were all in the same entertainment industry, they should all be sunbaes.

    Why bother dividing professions?

    Your voice is as refreshing as your handsome face! Yeongguk, I heard youre from Yeongdo, Busan, right? Im also from Yeongdo. Thats why my name is Kim Yeongdo! Of course, with good water and clean air, handsome guys like us are born, right? When people used to talk about Yeongdo, they mentioned Kim Yeongdo, but nowadays, everyone says its Jang Yeongguk. But its nice that things are going well. Lets shake hands as fellow Yeongdos.

    Kim Yeongdo seems to be from apletely different industry, no? And were you really born in Yeongdo and named Kim Yeongdo? Then if you were born in Samcheonpo, you would be Kim Cheonpo!

    Guk Jongi-hyung is talking nonsense. By the way, I didnt expect such beautiful men and women to be here when I heard it was a re-shoot today. I never even dreamed of it.

    Looking at the filming site, I could see why. Who would want toe back here again? Once you get soaked, all your carefully applied makeup bes useless, especially for actors who care more about their image. Even if ones mascara smudges, the recording would continue, and there would still be more to do.

    <em>This snake!</em>

    Just by looking at actress Seo Minhyes expression, it seemed so. I wondered if she had been deceived by PD Kim Jins sweet words when she was cast in the show. She couldnt hide her surprise when she discovered the filming location was a swimming pool. Of course, even with aid-back image, nobody would want to be broadcast looking like a wet rat.

    Standby isplete!

    As the ADs voice rang out, everyone took their assigned seats. PD Go Manseok, the camera director, and the entire filming crew all looked tense.

    Well, its been long since weve had such young men and women visit our set. Just looking at their faces, I have a feeling this drama will be a huge hit. Seo Minhye, Jang Yeongguk, please briefly greet the viewers!

    The filming began with the MCs brilliant speech. There were keywords for each guest, and as soon as they said the keyword, the electric chair would activate, and they would fly backward. Seo Minhye finished her simple greeting to the camera, and now it was my turn.

    Hello, Im Jang!

    <em>Hello.</em>

    As soon as I spat out the word, the electric chair activated terrifyingly. For a moment, it seemed like my body was floating in mid-air before bingpletely submerged in the swimming pool. The MCsughed, saying,

    Its more fun to fall in right from the start.

    As I fell into the pool, memories of Namhang came to mind. While the poolcked the saltiness of seawater, it still stirred up memories. What might have been an unpleasant experience for other actors was quite enjoyable for me.

    A tall figure gracefully emerged from the pool as if swimming like a fish. The soaked shirt fluttered in the spring breeze. The shoulder line that stood out along the seams was truly a work of art.

    Wow.

    It was like a scene straight out of a youth movie. Not only the MCs but also PD Go Manseok couldnt close their mouths as they watched the spectacle. The young man lifted his head at that moment, and water droplets fell from his disheveled hair.

    [1] See Episode 28.

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    Chapter 41

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    The unwritten rule of broadcastingpanies was that even for top A-list celebrities, the appearance fee for variety show panels didnt exceed one million won. Since actors had to worry more about damaging their image, would they hesitate to participate in variety shows? That was just a prejudice. The reason this kind of talk came up was probably because the ie and cost didnt match. However, these days it is true that appearances have be smoother for reasons like promoting works and increasing public awareness.

    Manager Song, why are you hiding here?

    Like the mole from the Mole game, Manager Song Jeongmin stood up with an awkward expression from his hiding ce at a corner of the shooting site.

    Youll get arthritis if you keep crouching like that. At our age, we should know how important our joints are. By the way, it seems like youve sharpened your knife at Hyewon Entertainment if youre acting as Seo Minhyes road manager. Manager Song, its been about three years since youve been on the field, right?

    Last time I saw you, PD Kim, was right before I got promoted, so it mustve been around then. This is the most important time, isnt it? Its easy to let your guard down when youre halfway up the mountain. I volunteered to be Minhyes manager just in case she got any wild ideas. If it werent for me, would Minhye have obediently followed along this far?

    Wow, thats why I acknowledged you, Manager Song! I was so nervous thinking Minhye might note today. But how did you persuade her? She wouldve refused immediately if she knew what todays show was about.

    So, I just vaguely told her. Shes just sitting in the studio, talking, and taking a short break. Im worried her head might get too big, and she might be too difficult to control. Thats why she needs to experience some hardship now. Otherwise, shell end up like someone else who is reckless. Ugh, I dont even want to imagine it.

    As mentioned earlier, there were exceptions to why actors didnt appear on variety shows even after their appearance fees were met to their satisfaction. In reality, it was hard to cast them in pstick variety shows even if you offered them a fortune. Moreover, the current filming location was for a program called the Marine Corps of variety shows.

    As soon as she arrived at the filming site, actress Seo Minhyes eyes lit up with anger as she looked for her manager.

    PD Kim, by the way, how did you cast that actor called Jang Yeongguk?

    Yeongguks agency said everything was okay. He said he was fine with it too. He even came here without a manager, riding a bicycle. Its the first time Ive seen an actore to record on a bike.

    A bicycle? Sonwon Entertainment may be noisy right now, but they shouldnt be that financially challenged

    It seems like its just his hobby. Even when the agency offered to provide him with a car, he stubbornly refused. He said its morefortable to travel alone. If I were the agencys CEO, I would be content with just one actor like Yeongguk. Anyway, I heard Sonwon Entertainment is making some noise these days? The industry was turned upside down, right?

    Manager Song nodded briefly.

    Sonwon Entertainment was in the midst of a hot issue in the agency industry. Co-CEO Hwang Cheolsu had already been summoned several times by the prosecution for illegal activities, including embezzlement. The fact that the informant was the other CEO, Kim Seonghwan, made it even more shocking.

    What happened, Manager Song?

    Well, that jerk Hwang Cheolsu has been marking his territory all over the ce, and some people started giving us hints that they wanted the same thing from us. All because of that one piece of trash, the industry was practically turning into a mud pit. Thankfully, things are settling down now. CEO Kim made a huge decision, something rted to Songwons equity issue. Hwang will probably be out in a few years.

    Its divine punishment for that trash, you know. Were all supporting CEO Kim. That Hwang Cheolsu guy has had a habit of not being able to leave his dog ways behind, causing headaches with illegal entertainment and such since way back.

    Is it that serious?

    Didnt you know? CEO Kim Seonghwans nickname is Buddha, but once he gets angry, hes like a raging bull. It seems like hes been collecting data for years. It was so sharpaigoo, I almost made eye contact with Minhye. Sit down, quickly!

    Manager Song Jeongmin cautiously asked.

    PD Kim, I couldnt watch the recording properly because I was hiding, but how about the ratings?

    Although PD Kim was from the drama department, he was still a PDs. An experts eye was more outstanding than anyone elses.

    The impact was clear from the insert. With that kind of content, the ratings are guaranteed even if they just release a preview. The head of the entertainment department will probably be shocked and faint when he sees todays recording. Its like a rebirth.

    Is it that good?

    Even if he doesnt know, wouldnt it feel like he has been to heaven and hell?

    Kim Jin and Song Jeongmin, who had been talking for a while, slowly turned their attention to the shooting site. There, they saw a pair of young men and women who were perfect for the term youth. Their soaked appearance seemed to remind them of the uing summer.

    * * *

    The scent of summer.

    The shooting site of the drama <em>Youth</em> felt as if the heat of the beginning of summer has already arrived. Dragonflies that have emerged from pupae above dogtail grasses hurriedly spread their wings. Like a carpenter handling wood, the filming staffs hands were busy while a young man, who had rolled up his short sleeves like a sleeveless shirt, helped without hesitation, even with unpleasant tasks. Sweat beads on his messy hair flowed smoothly down his graceful jawline past his earlobes.

    Mermaid Prince!

    Dont call me that again. Its embarrassing.

    Drink this in one gulp. Ive been an AD for 3 years, but its the first time Ive seen an actor like you, Yeongguk. Look, even the costume team leader, who usually doesnt show up, is working hard because youre like this on the set. Should we call it the Mermaid Prince effect?

    The cold tea flowed down his throat, cooling Yeongguk.

    Assistant Director Park Junggi looked at him with satisfaction. The young mans nickname, Mermaid Prince, came from a variety show he filmed a few weeks ago that was broadcast nationwide on terrestrial TV. It was a program dubbed the Marine Corps of the variety world that everyone avoided. Still, the young man benefited from it because he wasid-back and natural even after falling into the water. It was as if it were a scene from a movie. If a mermaid that emerged from the mud was a man, wouldnt it be like this? It was that impressive.

    The drama director also seems to be secretly expecting something. His tie color has been blue for a week! How happy must he be?

    Why is that?

    The director has a peculiar habit. He tends to wear different tie colors depending on his mood. Thanks to that, everyone around him knows, even if he doesnt know his own mood. But blue for a week? That means hes quite excited. Surely, he saw your broadcast, Yeongguk. But dont you find it hard to help on a set like this? PD Kim said to leave you alone because youre stubborn, but youre too diligent. Was your original dream to be a staff member, not an actor?

    As the young man smiled, the AD jumped up from his seat.

    Youre not serious, are you?

    The atmosphere on the set was controlled by the actors. In that sense, the young man was a puzzle piece that fitted perfectly into the shooting site. He had been through the ups and downs of the theater world in his past life. Sharing the love while putting skin in the game, building and tearing down the stage hundreds of times a year, had been a long journey. Eventually, the makeup team came to look for the young man. Announcing the start of the shoot, the warm sunlight gently poured down on the young mans shoulders.

    ***

    Load the equipment onto the dolly and keep it steady. You got that? Were going from a two-shot (2SWS) to an over-the-shoulder (OSS), so make sure you catch the timing right. We might use this scene for a shbackter, so follow the directions carefully! Senior! Are you listening?

    PD Kim, do you know how often Ive heard the same thing? Its stuck in my ears.

    The scene really has to be perfect. I know all about the seniors skills. But Ive bet my life on this work. If it fails, Im not kidding, I might really end up in a bad ce! Are the sound equipment ready without any noise interference?

    PD Kim, if theres an issue with the sound, Ill go down with it, so stop worrying! We have the Mermaid Prince here, so whats there to worry about? Its been a while since Ive seen such a good atmosphere before filming.

    As the directors from each department said, the atmosphere on the set was lively. There was a saying that the first shoot of a drama determined its sess or failure. Moreover, there was a lot of tension since the actors and staff were not perfectly mixed. However, the current situation is different. Look, the lead actor was the first to step in and blend in with the staff, creating a lively atmosphere.

    Scene number 1, a bicycle ride along the stone wall road!

    With the signal that the standby wasplete, the pperboard was hit. The dolly carrying the filming equipment moved ahead, following the bicycle. Starting with the sneakers stepping on the pedals, the young mans broad shoulders stood out even more with his white shirt. It was no surprise. The veins visible on the arm holding the bicycles handlebars seemed natural and fitting.

    Kim Dojin! Why are you leaving by yourself, you heartless punk! You saw your friend going, and you couldnt even go slowly, let alone ride a bike all by yourself!

    From behind, an angry voice was heard. Dojin (yed Jang Yeongguk) hid a smile on his lips and briefly stopped pedaling. As the thick branches of the trees swayed and cast shadows, the girl (yed by Seo Minhye) appeared panting. She must have run so desperately that a strand of sweaty hair clung to her long neck.

    Didnt you tell me told me to go ahead?

    The boy responded nonchntly, and the girl got angry. As he tried to start again, the girl grabbed the rear bike seat with all her strength, stretching herself out.

    He loosened his grip on the handlebars.

    Hey! Just because I said go ahead, you really went? You know well get in trouble with the school president if werete.

    If you dont like it, then you should have left earlier.

    Dont say that. Just give me a ride. Two days in a row of punishment is death.

    The girls grip on the rear seat loosened, and the bicycle moved forward again. It was then that the girl looked at the boys departing figure with a nk expression. The bicycle stopped at the entrance of the stone wall road, and Dojin (Jang Yeongguk) tilted his head.

    I knew it was too light. Get on.

    She pouted her lips but hurried onto the rear seat.

    PD Kim Jin, who was watching the tally screen from the dolly, had a lively expression on his face. Although his mouth may be light as a bird, his pride as a director was tremendous. He didnt feel any pressure after his failed drama two years ago.

    However, with the first scene of this drama, his pressure melted like snow, and an unstoppable smile bloomed on his face. After all, the scent of summer was palpable from the boys appearance to the delivery of his lines.

    What are you doing?

    Huh?

    Do you want to fall? Hold on.

    The girls slender fingers gently rested on the boys wide shoulders. She was a casual girl but had never been this close to the boys back before. At that moment, he pedaled hard, and she unknowingly closed her eyes and clung tightly to his waist.

    Underneath her windblown hair, her eyes filled with summer finally smiled. The dragonflies skimming along the stone wall road bore witness to the scene with their fluttering wings.

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 Chapter 42

    Chapter 42

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    The refreshing sensation of tap water after exercising felt just like the nostalgia of my school days. My sweat-soaked hair fluttered in the wind. As my face reflected on the waters surface, I tilted my head to align my mouth with the faucet, opening my lips like a drawbridge.

    <em>Gulp</em>.

    PD Kim Jin, looking at the tally-disyed screen, swallowed his admiration. The young mans appearance, as if depicting the beauty of a schoolyard, was indeed a work of art. The camera director seemed to have read his mind as he zoomed in for a close-up of the young mans face.

    Dojin-sunbae!

    A girl whose name I didnt know approached and offered me a towel. By now, it had be a fixed routine that everyone around us had grown ustomed to. Whenever my character, Dojin, appeared on the basketball court, freshmen eagerly gathered to watch the game. Silently, to avoid disturbing the game, they would wait until the victory was decided, and then they would all run to me, each carrying a towel. The girls gathered in a semicircle around me. I took a towel from one of them and thanked her.

    <em>What a picture-perfect scene.</em>

    The stunning view surpassing the lighting teams efforts shone on the young man sitting on the bench. The towel draped over his wet hair did its job well, with water droplets falling from underneath his lengthy strands, revealing his long, slender eyes. The sweat on his thickshes, rolling down his high nose bridge and streaming along his jawline, created an intriguing golden ratioposition.

    It was at that moment.

    Kim Dojin!

    A quiet girls voice could be heard. The bold girl appeared, kicking a lost basketball with her foot. Until then, I hadnt so much as moved a muscle, but now, unbeknownst to everyone, the corners of my mouth subtly shifted.

    Why did you leave without me today? Its so petty. You and your bike. Does it wear out if I ride on the back? Just give me a ride like yesterday!

    Im trying to fix your bad habits.

    Who are you to fix my habits?

    Then who will?

    With that, I walked past the girl and carelessly ced the towel, which had been covering my head, on her. It would have been a wee gesture for anyone else but not for her. She screamed loudly and chased after me, but I swiftly dodged her. The abandoned basketball, as if verifying our emotions, watched over us.

    * * *

    The volume of footage shot for each episode of a drama ranged from 60 to 90 cuts. The shooting schedule couldst anywhere from a week to a fortnight. As a result, the filming crew barely had time to go home or see their families, thus forming a bond akin to a real family.

    Why am I like this?

    Actress Seo Minhye gazed at her reflection in the waiting room mirror. If a dandelion bloomed in her heart, would it feel like this, the tickling sensation that seemed to wrap itself around her entire body? She had aid-back personality, but she felt infinitely small standing before the young man. When acting, she could recite her lines after barely shaking off that feeling.

    Its all because of that shoot.

    It was a program once called the Marine Corps of the variety shows. She med herself for being swayed by Song Jeongseoks words and joining it. No one else would know. Seo Minhye recalled the sight of the young man she had encountered on the shooting set, a memory that still haunted her dreams and robbed her of sleep multiple times.

    The incident started like this.

    <em>Merman Prince.</em>

    Although she didnt know who had coined the phrase, it was a perfect fit. If a mermaid had emerged from the sea as a man, would that have been what he looked like? The sight of water droplets falling from his disheveled hair,bined with his innocent smile, was more than enough to captivate a womans heart. Seo Minhye had encountered many handsome male actors in her career, but she had never been as captivated by anyones appearance as the young mans. Like a painter admiring her subject, she found herself gazing at him,pletely mesmerized.

    The problem was that the image of Seo Minhye staring at the soaked young man was broadcasted just like that. A slightly open-mouthed, hrious look. She would have been quite upset if she had been a picky actress, but since she had a down-to-earth image, she couldugh it off.

    Minhye, the entire film crew is preparing to move to the dinner location right now.

    Manager Song entered the room. The harmony between the actors and the film crew was important. They hadpleted the entire first episodes script in just ten days. A dinner party was arranged to celebrate that aplishment.

    I dont know whats keeping PD Kim so busy. As soon as we finished filming the entire first episode, he went to Yeouido. He said hell attend the next dinner party. It seems like hes having a st because the footage came out so well.

    There was no way the footage couldnt turn out well. Seo Minhye didnt doubt her acting skills. But for some reason, she couldnt shake off the feeling of shrinking in front of the young man (Jang Yeongguk). Thats how much the characters Kim Dojin and Jang Yeongguk were intertwined in the script.

    As if they were one person.

    Minhye, what do you think?

    About what?

    Didnt you hear me? I mean, what do you think about the actor Jang Yeongguk?

    Why? Are you going to recruit him?

    Its not impossible. Ive been watching him closely for the past few days, and hes a real gem. Ive met a lot of actors since Ive been a manager, but Ive never seen anyone who fits in so well with the filming crew like him. He has such a great vibe; he even gets along with the picky directors, and his acting is just amazing?

    I heard hes already with an agency.

    Even if he has a goalkeeper, that doesnt mean a goal cant be scored. In a capitalist society, even the king cant stop you if you offer better treatment. I guarantee that hell rise to fame after this drama is broadcasted.

    Manager Song was fanning the mes, whether he knew Seo Minhyes feelings. As she imagined herself and Jang Yeongguk in the same agency, her cheeks turned red. At that sight, Manager Song was taken aback and asked.

    Minhye, do you have a cold or something?

    Actors were sensitive to even the slightest fever. This was because the drama filming schedule was so tight. Especially when the lead actor was sick, the problem would be even bigger since the whole filming woulde to a halt. Manager Song seemed ready to rush Seo Minhye to the emergency room immediately. At that, Seo Minhye brushed off the concern and got up.

    No, Im fine! Lets just go to the dinner party!

    As Seo Minhye left the waiting room, the bustling film crew caught her eye. A broadcasting station was a ce where various groups gathered. Among them, the drama film crew was known for being exceptionally sensitive. However, in just ten days, everyone seemed to be captivated by the young mans charm. Heughed with the ADs like brothers and conversed casually with passing film directors.

    Amid the chaotic filming set, he stood out remarkably. As if to emphasize that, the full moon seemed to shine only on the young man among the many people.

    ***

    Theres a saying that theres no night in the editing room. Thats how much a broadcasting stations editing room operated around the clock. But even among them, the general editing room hardly ever went dark, as its said to be open all year round.

    The editing team leader sighed heavily with a forehead so wide that it seemed to touch the top of his head. The reason was simple. He had been wrestling with the video for hours already, skipping meals. If it werent for the tempting promise of buying him beef, he might have stormed out of his seat in frustration.

    Sunbae, well use dissolve here, so please keep the original intact. Well insert a scene of the ssroom window, with the sunset sunlight projecting beyond it. Hold on, lets rewind a bit more. Ah, there, there!

    PD Kim Jin, who couldnt take his eyes off the screen as it was tallied, had a light touch, even in the editing room. But his skills were as sharp as theye.

    Put the sound of the basketball bouncing in this scene as a frame out (FO). When we frame in (FI), well add bird sounds. No, not there. We need to catch the point a little further ahead!

    Alright! I got it! Stop firing at me like a machine gun!

    Just bear with it a little longer. When you do color correction, sunbae, try to match the tone if you can. If you make it brighter just to remove the noise, you know it wont feel right, right?

    The editing room team leader scratched his head. In the case of video editing, there were generally two types of directors. Those who entrusted the editing to the AD and only checked the final product, and those who took charge and moved things along themselves. Kim Jin was thetter type. Hes also a venomous snake that couldnt let even the smallest mistake slide. Thats why the editing team leader had to step up.

    Sunbae! This is the scene where the narrationes in. Lets pull it a bit more. Well finish this soon, and the B team will bring in their tape, so lets wrap it up afterward.

    Hey, arent you pushing it too much?

    Ill treat you to pork belly tonight, so please bear with it just a bit more!

    But if we edit this tightly from the first episode, what are we going to doter? Do you think anyone else will do this for you? And you said youd get me beef before!

    Did I say that? Oh, the department head!

    Just then, a reliever appeared. With a blue necktie, the head of the drama department (CP)[1] entered, prompting the editing team leader to close his mouth, stand up, and bow his head. The department head gestured for him to sit down.

    Department head, what brings you here?

    I came to check if youre doing well! How is it? Even though its the first episode, you should feel something when you see the edited version, right?

    Ive been earnestly feeling it since the filming,

    Hey, Kim Jin, do you know how much other directors haveined about this? You better make it worth the big slice you got. Are you confident you wont be left behind? If you mess up this time, I wont be able to cover for you like two years ago.

    Would there be any doubt?

    Kim Jin let out a yfulugh. Being left behind? Thats ridiculous. Since the first shoot, the scent of a hit was in the air. Kim Jin secretly smiled at the image of the young man on the editing screen.

    Department head, I think you might have to wear a blue necktie for a month once this drama airs. No, let me buy you one. A deep blue one.

    PD Kim Jin was certain. Although they only had footage from the first episode, he couldnt forget the thrill he felt at the filming site. And didnt outstanding editing skills add to that meticulously captured footage?

    Undoubtedly, once the show goes on air, the young man on the editing screen will be the nations first love.

    At that moment, Kim Jin PD shouted without missing a beat.

    Sunbae! Hold on, the correction there is too strong. I told you, just add a delicate brushstroke to the original feeling. For this guy, the original itself is already like a pictorial, so excessive correction is toxic! Lets try to keep the original feeling once!

    Although the editing team leader had already reached his limit with Kim Jins nagging, he could only scratch his unfortunate head because the department head was present.

    [1] The head of the drama department is also referred to as the chief producer (CP).

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 Chapter 43

    Chapter 43

    As bustling as the waves in Namhang were, so were the hands of Yeongguks mother. She was preparing colorful vegetable japchae, marinated beef galbitang, and dishes filled with the scent of the sea. It looked as if she was getting ready for a holiday feast.

    The front door then opened, and a woman with a bojagi[1] entered the house as if it were her own.

    Yeongguks mom, didnt you say youre going to Seoul tomorrow? Why are you making so much food?

    Its for my son, Yeongguk.

    Aigo! Look at that care! I thought there was some kind of celebratory banquet today. Give me that. Ill help you with this!

    What are all these?

    I made some cockle sd yesterday, and the saltiness made it so delicious. I also brought some salted seafood. Yeongguk loves salted seafood. You cant buy such quality stuff in Seoul even if you have the money to pay for it.

    I dont know how to thank you.

    Were from the same region, so its only natural that we help each other! Id like to go with you, but I cant because I have to run my shop. While youre not here, Ill look after Namhang!

    The woman, Mrs. Yang, affectionately ced her bojagi on the dining table. She was the one who had set up a fish shop in Namhang Market with Yeongguks mother and had recently moved to this area. She was, in a way, an inseparable friend to her.

    Oh, I almost forgot about the most important thing. Here, take this too.

    Whats this?

    When I heard that you were going to Seoul, I collected a little money from everyone in Namhang. Our dear boy lives alone in Seoul, and were always worried about whether hes eating well and dressing properly. We couldnt put in much, but we added a bit for transportation fees and some pocket money for Yeongguk.

    I dont know if I can ept all this

    Mrs. Yang pushed the white envelope into the apron of Yeongguks mother without hesitation and rolled up her sleeves as she stood next to her.

    When are you going to finish all this cooking by yourself? I thought it might not taste good if we prepared it in advance. You have to pack, so lets hurry up. Dont worry, and Ill help you today!

    At that moment, Mrs. Yangs gaze fell upon a small picture frame on the table. It was a photo of a young boy and his mother, with the background of Namhang. The photo was taken three years ago by PD Yoo Myeonghan when they were filming <em>Men of August</em>.

    When did this little boy grow up so much? He appeared once in that funny show where he fell into the water. My daughter, Myeongja, watched it. She kept saying she wanted to see Yeongguk-oppa while singing all day long. I had to tell her to wake up from her dream!

    Myeongja is a middle school student this year, right? That makes her four years younger than Yeongguk.

    Do you really think so? If Yeongguk were my son-inw, I wouldnt have anyints! Why dont you take your mother-inw with you too? Aigo, that boy wouldnt even think about it. Its a joke, just a joke.

    Yeongguk s mother smiled silently. The people of Namhang were warm-hearted. Even after all these years, they still remembered the boy from Namhang. The boy who had been carrying blocks of ice from the ice factory since dawn, sailing through the mouth of Namhang and setting up a fish stall for his mother.

    It was as if they had all cherished the boy as their own child. The mother looked lovingly at the bright smile of young Yeongguk in the picture frame.

    * * *

    Sonwon Entertainment.

    Despite the typhoon that had swept through, the employees expressions were bright. It made sense as the pus deep in their skin had been removed, making them feel refreshed and rxed. Many actors had left along with the loach-like person who had not only caused trouble but was also now under investigation by the authorities. Of course, those with actual talent stayed. The ones who left were just those who only showed their desires, without ever having learned to act.

    Yeongguk, are you going to study here?

    Now, here was a young man who frequented the CEOs office as if it were his own home. Kim Seonghwan had called for this meeting today to assign a dedicated manager to Yeongguk, who still didnt have one. The employees expressions brightened when Yeongguk appeared. He had a cheerful disposition, and his manners were ingrained into his being, never disrespecting anyone.

    I have finalsing up soon. Ive been missing school a lot these days because of filming, so I need to study like this to keep up.

    I thought you only wore out your script from reading it so much, but how hard are you studying if your self-study book is this worn out? Youre not aiming for Korea University, are you?

    When CEO Kim Seonghwan asked skeptically, the young man responded with a faint smile. A look of surprise crossed the CEOs face.

    Huh? Youre serious, arent you?

    Its better to set high goals, right?

    How unfilial he was to his mother in his past life. During his school days, he had built a wall between himself and his studies. In this life, he wanted to do his best and be filial to his mother. He didnt want to neglect his studies because of acting. As proof, he had never missed being the top student since entering high school.

    Your mother ising tomorrow, right? How about showing her around the filming set? I think it would be nice if she could see you acting, have a delicious dinner, and then go back.

    Would that be okay?

    Whats the problem?

    Its my first time showing her my actual acting.

    Come on, whats there to worry about? Your mother ising to see her son, not to evaluate your acting. Shell be relieved to see how much you enjoy being on the set. She hasnt been able to call you properly because shes worried about disturbing you at work. Take this opportunity to show her around Seoul and the filming set. Ive already obtained permission from PD Kim.

    CEO Kim Seonghwan was a good person. He was busy running the agency, but he took care of Yeongguk like his own child. It had always been that way, from arranging an apartment for his mother, who was alone in Namhang, to asionally calling her to alleviate her worries.

    By the way, you know youre filming a CF today, right?

    I know, but Im not sure if I can do well.

    Yeongguk, you always do well at everything. Im not worried. Thanks to PD Kim personally asking the advertiser this time, the promotion will definitely be effective. Itll help your public recognition too. Since its a beverage CF, you dont need to feel too pressured.

    Its not that I feel pressured about filming the CF. Its just a bit awkward.

    Think of it as a rite of passage. Once this drama is aired, you might be flooded with CFs. You wont have time to film ads while chasing after scripts by then. Its better to film at least one at this pre-shooting stage. By the way, youll have someone go with you to the CF filming set today

    Just then, a knock was heard from beyond the CEOs office. It seemed like a bad omen. At first nce, he looked more like a gangster than a manager, with his imposing build. However, the voice that followed was unexpected.

    Hello, Im Lee Bongchun!

    His thin voice was in stark contrast to his bear-like appearance. In his past life, he had worked with various managers. However, finding a manager who clicked with an actor was rare. A rtionship where both knew their ce, not one of superior and subordinate, but on a horizontal ne. Lee Bongchun, with his modest name, bashfully shook Yeongguks hand.

    * * *

    Advertisements.

    The pay for celebrities advertisements (CF) is beyond imagination. In particr, for top celebrities, their advertising fees alone can often be enough to buy a house in the metropolitan area. But did every CF enjoy the halo effect of a celebrity? Not really.

    The publics reaction was as capricious as the weather forecast. As a result, advertisers panies) faced deep concerns. Using a non-celebrity might result in a lower marketing effect, and the image might not be as appealing, whereas spending money on top-tier celebrities might not yield the desired impact. However, just like now, they would asionally discover a celebrity with maximized ROI (Return on Investment), like finding a pearl in a mudt.

    Director, this CF is for apple juice, right?

    Yes, Yeongguk! Anyway, the costume team was right. The outfit looks great! The red color could be tacky if worn incorrectly, but the hue is fantastic, and its a perfect fit too!

    The unfamiliar soft lining of the suit embraced my body. The outfit itself was a stylish semi-fitted suit that one might doubt I was doing a CF for suits rather than a beverage. Moreover, the color was red. It brought to mind the Red Devils from the previous World Cup[2].

    Yeongguk, todays concept is a devil who desires an apple. You can see from the storyboard that there are only movements and actions, and you can express them however you want. What we want is for the viewers to be captivated through the screen.

    The CF directors request was asplex as a caf order. It seemed clear, yet abstract, like ordering a drink and asking for syrup to be removed, whipping cream to be added only to a third, and making it a little sweeter.

    CF directors generally fall into two categories. Some pursued perfection, from movements and facial expressions to lines, while others were dreamers who drew metaphysical pictures like this one.

    <em>I shouldnt have agreed to this.</em>

    Its all because of PD Kim Jin, a snake of a man. He asked me to shoot a CF before the drama aired. The reason seemed usible. The effect would be maximized if the main characters face appeared in a CF before the dramas airing. Plus, it was a golden opportunity given my increased public recognition thanks to my appearances in variety shows.

    <em>I never had any connections with CFs before.</em>

    In my past life, I lived far from CFs. I was tall, but as my image became more rugged, I barely received any contact from advertisers.

    How should I express this?

    The storyboard was simple, contrary to the directors difficult request. The scene involved beautiful women everywhere, me biting an apple and then ncing at the camera. There were no lines to deliver. The storyboard relied solely on actions and eye contact.

    CF filming was even more challenging than dramas or movies with lots of lines. Its an abstract expression that could keep me awake all night, quite different from the simple storyboard.

    Eventually, the CF shoot began.

    As white as the set, women dressed in white gowns from various countries appeared. Some leaned on chairs as if to lie down, while others crossed their arms with an arrogant expressions. A bold woman even tantly scanned the man.

    <em>Sexy and provocative!</em>

    Walking through the pure white set in a red suit, as if scattering red paint on a white canvas, it was an impressive sight. I walked slowly and leisurely without sparing a nce towards the surrounding beautiful women.

    <em>Great! Good job!</em>

    The CF director gave a thumbs up as I continued walking in my red suit without paying attention to the women. Finally, I picked up a red apple ced alone on a white table. My long fingers grabbed the apple, and I smiled. I recited the line I had thought through thoroughly.

    Handsome men love apples.

    I bit into the apple. With the tangy juice, a clearly provocative gaze was directed toward the camera.

    [1] A bojagi is a traditional Korean wrapping cloth.

    [2] South Koreas national ser team ismonly known as the Reds, and the teams supporting/fan group are known as the Red Devils.<hr>

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    Chapter 44

    A red dragonfly gently alighted on the water jar. As if heralding the beginning of early summer, the gardenia started to bloom. The wind chime hanging under the eaves made a clear sound, and cicadas, already awakened from their long slumber, held to the lush old pine tree, spreading their calls.

    Mom, what are all these dishes?

    Itd be fitting to say the table legs were about to break. From seafood with the scent of Namhang to mountain herbs that seemed to have just been picked. The table was filled with a feast that wouldnt be out of ce even on a holiday celebration.

    All I can do for you is cook, Guk. With a teacher in the house and another grown-up living here, I cant imagine how much the food costs. And today, one more guest ising besides Teacher, right?

    Half the week, he has breakfast with my uncle. But you prepared too much, Mom. You should have told me before I went to exercise. Today is the day when the housekeeper doesnte

    Dont worry about it. I almost finished preparing everything, so I only had to transfer and reheat the dishes. But what about this uncle? Does Teacher have a younger sibling?

    The affection that felt like family was evident. Grandpa (Director Baek Janghun) had a wide smile on his face. Uncle (actor Ahn Junghyeon) also had bright eyes, full of anticipation. After all, Moms cooking skills were no exaggeration to say were the best in Namhang. However, Mom had an unusual expression on her face.

    Mom, is your stomach not feeling well?

    No, its fine. But was the uncle you mentioned earlier Ahn Junghyeon?

    Why?

    Guk, Ive been a fan of his since long ago.

    Although Mom spoke in a small, embarrassed voice, it was impossible that Uncle, with his keen hearing, didnt hear her.

    Really?! Yeongguks mom!

    Oh my! It seems you heard me. Yes, its true. Ive been a fan of Ahn Junghyeon since my maiden days.

    Wow! Listen to this, Yeongguk! Your uncle was so popr back in the day. He even got such delicious food served to him. If its alright with you, Ill send you all the movie tapes Ive appeared in so far!

    Really? Then, could you also give me an autograph?

    Of course! Not only an autograph but lets also take a picture together today! Hahaha! You saw, right, hyung? Ahn Junghyeon is still alive!

    Mom looked as happy as a high school girl at Uncles reaction. I never would have dreamed that Mom was Uncles fan. In fact, it might have been obvious. It wasnt for nothing that they called him the National Actor Ahn Junghyeon.

    As for the man who always barged into the bathroom without shame and casually hung around, such familiarity had numbed me to his manly features and generous personality. Ive forgotten how he was as popr among middle-aged women as the trot singer Na Huna.

    Yeongguk, are you going to the filming site with your mom today?

    Yes, Grandpa.

    Alright, enjoy the visit, and take good care of your mom. And Yeongguks mom, dont feel too ufortable. Having this empty house filled with so many people feels so good. Instead, Im sorry that all I can do for you after youve prepared such a lovely breakfast is to lend you a room.

    Dont say that! Im the one whos sorry for my child being in your care. Still, as a parent, my heart is at ease knowing hes living in such a good house with good people. Thank you very much, Teacher.

    Grandpa showed his warmhearted smile. We passed through the main hall, and Grandpa and Uncle came to see us off. Mom was dressed in a beautiful Western-style dress she had never worn before. She must have thought of maintaining my dignity and ironed it nicely before bringing it. Iplimented Mom, who looked as beautiful as a blooming gardenia.

    Mom, you look pretty.

    ***

    I had never visited a shooting site with my mother in my previous life, so the excitement and tension ofst night had kept me awake. My heart raced relentlessly as if I were a student going on a school trip.

    Hello, Im Lee Bongchun!

    The one holding the steering wheel was none other than my manager, Lee Bongchun. His impressive form bending his waist at a ny-degree angle for a greeting could be mistaken for someone from another world if a stranger saw him.

    You said your name was Bongchun, right? Our child is still young and doesnt know much, so please take good care of her.

    Yes. Youngguk has such great social skills. Sometimes hes more like a boss than me, and Ive learned much from him.

    Bongchun-hyung, is your hometown Busan by any chance?

    Oh dear, my hometown dialect slipped out. My hometown is actually Nampo-dong in Busan. Ive been speaking the Seoul dialect since I moved here, but hearing the dialect after such a long time makes it slip out unknowingly. Hahaha.

    Somehow, I had felt a subtle Gyeongsang Province ent when we talked at the agency. At first, I thought it was just his speech pattern, but it turned out we were from the same region. I felt even closer to him for some reason. Then my mother asked him a question as he continued to face the drivers seat.

    Does Bongchun have family in Seoul?

    No, my family is all in Jagalchi, selling hagfish. Actually, even I was selling hagfish in Jagalchi until three years ago.

    Then why did youe to Seoul?

    Manager Lee Bongchun hesitated and mumbled. What could he be trying to say with such hesitation? My mother and I, curious, perked up our ears.

    Well, three years ago, I saw a drama being filmed in Jagalchi. The merchants were upset because the road was blocked, and they were all scolding the filming crew when a small child suddenly shouted at them. The childs voice was so strong and clear that the Jagalchi merchants all came together! Thats when I felt it. Ah, I want to work with passion like that, too.

    No way.

    Since that day, I packed my things and hurried to the agency where that child was. I did odd jobs for three years and repeatedly begged the CEO to let me be that childs manager.

    Bongchun-hyung, dont tell me that child was

    Yes, it was you. I was too embarrassed to say it. I even asked the CEO to keep it a secret, but my lips are too loose.

    He nced at the rearview mirror with a bear-like gaze, full of embarrassment. My mother, after hearing his story, happily pped her hands.

    This is truly fate!

    Fate was truly amazing. Theres a saying that even brushing against someones clothes creates a connection. Three years ago when a little child shouted his ambitions to the Jagalchi merchants and a young merchant who happened to be there. The fate of these two continued now that they were both in Seoul.

    I met his gaze in the rearview mirror. Was this what luck was like? People who liked and cared for me gathering around me like magic? The warm sunshine, as gentle as his story, shined on my shoulder beyond the car window.

    * * *

    The sky was so bright it was blinding. The shooting site overflowed with refreshing energy, like water pouring from a waterfall. My mother exchanged greetings with the filming crew, including PD Kim Jin. Dressed in her finest clothes and bowing her head, she looked like a parent meeting her childs homeroom teacher.

    I hope Im not causing any trouble bying here.

    Mom, its fine! Its not like youreing every time. Often, the directors family or friends visit the shooting site like this. Dont worry. Look at how lively the shooting set is already, thanks to Yeongguk. Rx and enjoy the sight, and watch your child act today. Lets try to finish in one take without any NGs since youre here, too.

    Yes, Ill do my best.

    Being so serious about everything. Thats Yeongguks charm. But, what is this?

    Oh, I made some rice cakes for the staff to eat on the shooting site. Its a steamed rice cake made with glutinous rice called songpyeon. Its a good outdoor snack because it doesnt spoil easily in hot weather. Im worried it might not be to your taste, though.

    No way! It looks absolutely delicious, doesnt it?

    PD Kim Jin exaggeratedly pped his hands, and his sharp mouth never ceased, easing my mothers tension. Thanks to him, my mother seemed to have adapted a bit. Soon, we heard the AD shouting that the standby wasplete, and everyone headed to the shooting site. My mother held my hand tightly and said,

    Yeongguk, Ill be watching you from over there.

    My heart raced, just like the first time I stepped onto the stage of a y in my past life. Facing the audience was a nonstop thrill. Not to mention, it was my mothers first time visiting the filming site. She was like an eternal audience to me.

    Scene number 61, Dojin and Jisu at the valley!

    Like crayfish scurrying around in the crevices of rocks, youth gathered beneath the cascading waterfall at the mountain base. Watermelons floated in the water, serving as impromptu refrigerators, and the male students sshed around without a care in the world. Among them, one boy stood out.

    Its a catch!

    The boy, who had been swimming underwater, emerged with a fish in hand. His tall figure was entuated by his sleeveless shirt. Beneath his wet hair, a smile full of summer blossomed. The female students sitting by the water smiled as they watched him, all except one.

    Tsk, what kind of catch is that?

    Its a catch nheless. Open your eyes and look. Theres nothing like it.

    Dojin (Jang Yeongguk) nonchntlyughed and returned to swimming underwater. Crayfish hid among the rocks, and the fish swam around his feet yfully. The underwater camera captured his image. His drenched hair defied gravity, and his sleeveless shirt fluttered like a butterfly in the water.

    Between his slightly closed eyes, his long eyshes held a refreshing sensation. Like a painter admiring their subject, the young man captivated the underwater camera.

    At that moment, his calf-like eyes slowly opened underwater. One of the mischievous male students quickly dived and yanked off Dojins outer shirt. The soaked sleeveless shirt flew towards the female students sitting by the water.

    Hey, Choi Cheolho!

    Seeing the boy embarrassed and mad at the same, the other male students burst intoughter. The overflowing refreshing stream portrayed youth, while the purple azaleas growing on the mountain slopes wept. Then, it happened.

    Ah!

    A scream rang out from the waters edge. One of the female students who hade on the trip shouted that Jisu (Seo Minhye) had been bitten by a snake. At that sound, Dojin rushed out of the water, forgetting he wasnt wearing any shirts.

    <em>His emotional portrayal is amazing.</em>

    The young man who had been ying in the valley with his friends just moments ago was now utterly changed. His joyful expression while swimming underwater was gone, and his face gradually twisted.

    PD Kim Jin, watching the recorded scene on the monitor, swallowed his admiration. He boasted of filming numerous actors until now, and there were many kinds of emotional scenes. However, breaking down such subtle emotions frame by frame was a truly challenging expression. Even veteran actors struggled with it. There was no need to cut the scene for editing since it had be unnecessary.

    Where? Where were you bitten?

    At Dojins frantic shout, Jisu slowly opened her eyes andughed mischievously. It was a lie. At that moment, Dojins expression returned to normal. However, Jisu could not smile as the natural scenery that shone through the dense foliage cast a shadow on Dojins wet shoulder.

    In one corner of the filming site, his mother watched him.

    Her child, who once sold fish with her at Namhang Market, was now pursuing his dream with people just like him. How could she not be proud of him? Her wrinkled gaze was directed at her son.

    My son, youre really amazing.<hr>

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 Chapter 45

    Chapter 45

    Original Broadcast.

    SBC Broadcastings drama, <em>Youth</em>, finally raised its curtain. From its premier slot in the golden hours to the vigorous debates among journalists even before its broadcast, the buildup to the premier episode of <em>Youth</em> was significant. It was more than enough to cause a syndrome. As proof of its poprity, it was so noisy in Jang Yeongguks school at the moment.

    Jang Yeongguk!

    The rooftop was the sunniest spot in the schoolyard. Moreover, its the most peaceful space. However, the sudden noise startled the pigeons perched on the rooftop railing, causing them to p their wings and fly away.

    ss president, your noisy.

    Are you for real! Its already noisy enough when the ssroom has be a marketce, and the person responsible for it all has slipped away like this. Do you know how chaotic it is now for everyone wanting to see you? Should I just shout out loud here that Jang Yeongguk is hiding on the rooftop?

    Yeongguk got up from where he was basking in the warm sunlight. He rushed to the rooftop as soon as lunchtime arrived because seniors, juniors, and ssmates alike flocked to his ssroom to see his face.

    ss president, when do you think itll die down?

    How would I know? Im not a fortune teller. If the first episode had this much attention, it would only worsen. Apparently, a group from the girls school across the street came to see you during lunchtime, but they got caught by the security guard and chased away.

    It was beyond his expectations. He never imagined this much attention just after the first broadcast. He had only been a supporting actor in his past life and had never experienced such a heated response. Back then, people who didnt recognize him when he used public transportation were the majority. But the situation was different now that he was a lead actor.

    His life changed overnight, so much so that countless people recognized him on the way to school. Thats how much the character Kim Dojin resonated with the public. Thanks to that, he barely had a chance to sit in the ssroom outside of ss time. It was a moment when he both appreciated and resented the famous director, Kim Jin.

    <em>He chose the footage too well.</em>

    The first episode of the drama <em>Youth</em> was like Yeongguks one-man show. Although there was a female lead, the storys main focus was the male lead, Dojin. Additionally, the production value made the drama feel refreshingly youthful, as its title suggested.

    It was confirmed that PD Kim Jins go-to phrase, Ive bet my life on this production, wasnt just for show.

    ss president, did you watch the drama too?

    Of course I did.

    How was it?

    It was good. There were even some lines I personally liked.

    If the picky ss president was this satisfied, the ratings were as good as guaranteed. But speaking of memorable lines from episode one, none stood out as particrly memorable ones. Thats when the ss president made a gesture as if biting into something in the air and added,

    Handsome men love apples.

    * * *

    20.7%

    This was the first episode rating for SBCs drama, <em>Youth</em>. This was an extraordinary score consideringst years MBS broadcasting drama, which was a rating hit, had a first episode rating of 19.8%. After all, the result was achieved with a cast of rookie actors instead of top-tier stars, making it even more extraordinary.

    PD Go, are you hiding here again?

    Variety Show PD Go Manseok, who was peeking through the partition that enclosed the drama department, turned around in surprise.

    A big guy yet so timid. What brings you here today? Did your maknae cause trouble again?

    Hey, do you think our maknae only causes idents? Must there always be a problem for me toe by? I just came to see the drama ratings for yesterdays. I heard that it already surpassed two digits.

    Its a relief that it broke two digits. Remember that big-budget drama <em>The Target</em> that aired on MBSst year? Choi Jongmin was the lead in it. We easily beat their first episodes ratings.

    Really?

    If you came here to try and cast Yeongguk again, give up. Be satisfied with what you got.

    PD Kim, please reconsider. Things would have been different if Yeongguk did not get a good response when he appeared on our show. Plus, the department head likes him too. My head hurts from trying to cast him again this time. If you could just help out once more

    We dont have time to film. No more variety shows, especially not yours. Fortunately, Yeongguk has a good personality, or else I would have been cursed out.

    Kim Jin tly refused. After all, it was obvious that requests, simr to asking for personal favors, would flood in. Such was the impact of <em>Youth</em>. Sharp-witted PDs and reporters had already foreseen that <em>Youth</em> would dominate this years dramas. Thats when it happened.

    Kim-sunbae, the department head is looking for you!

    Okay.

    The scenery in the drama department heads office was the epitome of peace. The color of his tie was a deeper blue than usual. He was tending to his orchids but quickly opened the door at the sound of the knock.

    Our treasure is here!

    Why are you like this? Normally, you treat me like a troublemaker. Just act like you always do.

    Hmm, when did I ever treat you like that? Did you see yesterdays ratings? The president called me directly as soon as the records came out. The visuals were amazing. My dear child directed it.

    The head of the drama departments face was filled with a happy smile as if he were a fisherman who had just caught a boatload of fish. It was understandable since the SBC Drama Department hadgged behind other terrestrial broadcast dramas for years. There were even rumors that SBC should only produce variety shows. However, the drama <em>Youth</em> turned the tide all at once.

    Department head, when will you grant the sry increase? There should be some reward for creating such an excellent piece despite the short production period. Naturally, the rewards should follow. You should also increase the schedule and production budget. The visuals are stunning, but we have to cut some scenes because of the time constraints. Who loses out? The reason you mentioned, its here now.

    I knew youd be so persistent in taking care of your own interests! Ive already prepared the sry increase, and the additional production costs have been approved.

    What about the schedule?

    The drama department head surrendered to Kim Jins persistence.

    That too. The president has already approved it. Be prepared to get scolded by the other PDs. Increasing the schedule means we have to reduce the time for other productions, remember?

    Do you not remember three years ago? When I ruined a drama, the time was reduced, and ads were added. You were the main culprit, forcing me to swallow the bitter pill of ending the series too early.

    Why are you bringing that up? My hair that fell out from stress still hasnt grown back!

    The broadcast station was a jungle. No one could predict those that would rise and fall. Programs with low ratings were terminated early and didnt even get a wrap-up party, while programs with good ratings got extended broadcasts and even overseas reward vacations. It was an ironic situation that was both natural and strange.

    Kim Jin, you must go all out for this production. Youve started with a bang, but if it loses steam in the second half, you know what happens? Its either you die, or I live. The president is pushing for this; if it goes wrong, it wont end with just a letter of apology from both of us.

    Right! But why do I die while the department head lives? Isnt that too much?

    If you continue to act like this, youll be in big trouble!

    Before the department head could say anything more, Kim Jin had already left the office like a snake slipping over the wall. Despite his actions, his face was full ofposure.

    ***

    Today, I had to finish my exercise by running around the front yard several times. No matter how low I pulled my hat down and ran around inconspicuously, people recognized me like a ghost. They charged at me, so jogging along the Han River was out of the question. The ripple effect of the drama was tremendous.

    Various scenarios and scripts were already pouring into my agency like a flood, and even advertisers were bombarding me with inquiries. They said there was no separate war chest.

    Handsome men love apples. Haha!

    Ah, hyung!

    Yeongguk, I was waiting for the first broadcast and was surprised to see you in the CF. How refreshing you ate that apple! And didnt the red suit fit you perfectly? You became one with the apple, which means you did a great job. Im not joking. Im saying this sincerely.

    Hyung, you know thats the most annoying thing to say, right?

    The filming set became noisy because of the ADs mischievous joke. It wasnt just the drama that had a tremendous ripple effect. It was also because of the apple juice CF I had shot. Just like when I shot the <em>Man of August</em> three years ago and received a chocte offensive, my ss locker was filled with apple drinks. On top of that, the CF even produced a famous quote. Soon, the shooting set became busy because of standby.

    Sunbae, please make sure to use tungsten for the emotional scene and consider diffusing it with Jem Ball like natural light. When setting up the lights, make sure to properly capture the texture and outline of the subject. It might feel like a theater stage if its too much, so make it subtle and natural, okay?

    PD Kim! Have you ever done this before? I already rented HMI lighting equipment. Even if it doesnt work, Ill try to make it somehow, so please stop this now!

    Dont you all acknowledge that the more I talk, the better the work turns out? Park-sunbae! Direct it to flow with tension as if it were an insert shot when DI is done, and at the end, Ill go with a side view of Dojin to add depth. Since were going to rotate with Inside Work (IW) while keeping the protagonists emotions alive

    Okay, Ive already prepared all the tracks! This is the first time Ive ever had such a demanding request for a set shoot. The first! By the way, why dont you nag the sound department?

    I already talked to the sound director. And the department head even gave me a bonus today! We have apany dinner after the shoot today, so lets keep going!

    Beef?

    Ill check thatter. I have to go to Actor Jang now!

    Hey, wheres the rule that you dont tell thepany dinner menu? Is it beef?

    As PD Kim Jin walked away, leaving behind the echo of the camera directors question, the filming set was filled withughter. Satisfying the entire filming team with beef would not be possible with just the bonus. Somepromises with reality must be made.

    Yeongguk, are you ready?

    Smoothmunication between the director and the actor was extremely important. If the director drew the overall sketch, the meticulous brushstrokes were the realm of the actor. In this sense, Actor Jang Yeongguk was a perfect painter.

    As if he himself became the director, he drew a rough sketch of the world in the script and even perfectly absorbed the coloring on top of that. During thest filming period, PD Kim Jin couldnt help but be amazed by Yeongguks delicate acting expressions from time to time.

    Was thest line of the CF something you came up with, Yeongguk? Wow, I knew my eyes for people were urate. The CF director even called me and said that the advertiser wanted to produce part 2. Not just as a one-time thing.

    I wont do it. Ill focus on the drama.

    Wow, youre reciting the model answer I thought of. Youre really Yeongguk! The wardrobe head has called you, so go ahead. Ill tell you the shooting order when the wardrobe and makeup are finished.

    In Yeongguks empty seat, the lone PD Kim Jin seemed to be basking in the scenery. The camera director approached him and asked,

    PD Kim, dont feel too pressured. Its good if it turns out well from the beginning. Honestly, I didnt think Id be watching Part 2 since the first broadcast.

    I dont have time to feel pressure.

    Kim Jin smiled at the camera directors question. However, his eyes were alive. Didnt he increase not only the production cost but also the broadcasting time? As he watched Yeongguk leave the dressing room, he affirmed with conviction.

    I have to do my best. The nations first love is at stake.<hr>

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    Chapter 46

    The nations first love.

    Could anyone receive such an exaggerated title that neither an Olympic athlete nor a politician has everid im to? After the broadcast of <em>Youth</em>, everything about Yeongguk became trendy, from short haircuts to neat school uniforms.

    Thanks to that, the schoolteachers had noints. The delinquent students who used to wear baggy pants and have messy hair started to follow Yeongguks trend, so their attire naturally became neater.

    Meow.

    A calico cat sitting on the fish board rubbed its head on Yeongguk. He wouldnt know that this cat was the offspring of the mother who ate the fish he gave away at the auction house three years ago. Maybe because of that, the cat followed Yeongguk like it was its owner.

    Kitty, I have to go to the store now.

    Meow.

    Wait for me.

    As Yeongguk entered the auction house, the auctioneers who had finished their morning auctions narrowed their eyes and looked at him. He tried to hide his recognizable eyes by pulling down his hat as much as possible, but it was hard to hide them. As Yeongguk greeted first, the auctioneers and wholesalers recognized and cheerfully greeted him. In the meantime, Yeongguk grabbed a small fish from the basket to say goodbye to the cat.

    Eat a lot.

    Meow.

    The cat responded as powerfully as the sound of a boat, and it ran off with a fish bigger than its body. It didnt forget to blink its eyes at a distance, saying goodbye.

    Namhang was the same as before Yeongguk left. In the maze-like market, the strong Busan dialect of the ajummas still spilled out, and tourists, seemingly more than ever, wandered around everywhere, enjoying its bustling sights. The fishy smell he used to hate so much in his past life now felt sweeter. He would love to visit a tea house and enjoy a cup of ssanghwa tea, but there was no time for that.

    [Namhangs son, Yeongguk!]

    He stopped in front of a store with a stylish sign. As he opened the sliding door forcefully, the familiar scenery unfolded. Tourists watched as his mother skillfully prepared the fish. Yeongguk, wearing his hat low, waited in line pretending to be a customer. When it was his turn, he lowered his voice and asked,

    Ajumma, whats the most delicious thing here?

    Everything in our store is delicious. The tfish is thick, and the sea urchin is in season, so its full of roe.

    Is this the store owned by the actor Jang Yeongguks mother?

    Yes, as you can see from the shops name, its my sons shop. Aigo! When did youe down?

    His mother, busy moving around without even a moment to spare, finally recognized Yeongguks face and happily approached him.

    Mom, howe you couldnt recognize your sons voice?

    Ive been too busy. I almost didnt recognize my own son! Im d youre doing well. I was worried.

    He narrowly stopped his mother from pinching her thigh. Her eyes were filled with mixed surprise and joy. Soon, the mother and son warmly embraced each other to celebrate the happy reunion. Not only tourists flocked to see Yeongguks sudden appearance, but Auntie Yang from the next store also rushed over.

    Aigo! Whats all thismotion? When Yeonggukes, the customers swarm in! Everyone, line up! If you want an autograph, line up!

    Although the happy reunion with his mother was brief, Auntie Yang took the initiative to control the throngs of tourists. As a wealthy merchant who has experienced all sorts of ups and downs in Namhang Market, her management skills were so powerful that even professional managers could notpare.

    Son, why did youe down suddenly?

    Tomorrow is Fathers memorial day, right? I was worried I might forget it. Since I didnt have any filming today, I came right down. The CEO even got me a separate ne ticket, so dont worry.

    Son! Greet the customers first and then take care of the line. Its getting crowded!

    At Auntie Yangs call, Yeongguk turned around. He pped his hands to focus the attention of the lined-up tourists.

    Alright,e over here, and Ill take care of each of you. And while youre here, it would be great if you could buy a fish from Namhang!

    Yeongguk-oppa! Ill buy ten!

    Then thats great! Take something good and enjoy it. Youll visit Namhang a lot in the future, right?

    It felt like he had returned to his childhood, just like when heid out the fish board with his mother and tried to attract the tourists. His mother proudly watched her son, who was now receiving love from numerous people and giving autographs.

    ***

    When we were moving from one boarding house to another and eventually living in a rented room without even a security deposit, Iid down a thick nket and shared a room with my mother. Although I had a separate room after moving to our new apartment, I somehow wanted to be together like in those old days, just for tonight.

    Mom, would you like toe to Seoul with me?

    Seoul? Why all of a sudden?

    It wasnt sudden. I had been considering it for a long time. My mothers hands were rough and chapped from cleaning fish and exposure to the sea breeze. Especially today, seeing her unable to straighten her back while working made me uneasy.

    Im already grateful that Teacher took you in, but I dont want to impose on him further.

    Not at Teachers house. We could buy our own house.

    A house? In Seoul?

    My mothers eyes widened. The reason was simple. Although the housing prices in Seoul had not skyrocketed yet, it was a world of differencepared to Yeongdo. However, there was no need to worry. At this point, advertising offers were pouring in as I appeared in <em>Youth</em>.

    As I still had some time, I could easily shoot a few advertisements if I wanted. Although I didnt be an actor for the money, I was willing to do anything for my mother.

    My son, youre making a lot of money. But I have something to tell you.

    My mothers wrinkled hand held mine.

    I like Yeongdo. I like the seagulls crying by the waterfront every day. I like the smell of the sea between people. Im so used to the smell of fish now that it would feel strange without it. I know youre worried, but I enjoy working here. I have friends and other interesting merchants around.

    It was then

    Yeongguk, are you there? Are you asleep?

    As they say, speak of the devil, and he shall appear. The voice of one of my mothers friends could be heard from beyond the entrance. I got up, turned on the light, and opened the door. There, a mother and daughter carryingte-night snacks appeared.

    Minjeong, what are you doing? Hes your oppa. Go ahead and say hi. Lets have some fried chicken.

    Hello, oppa.

    The daughter of moms friend tried her best to pronounce each syble clearly as if to erase the awkwardness of the dialect. Since we were hungry, my mother and I weed them eagerly. Under the bright light, Minjeongs face was the spitting image of her mothers. Late into the night,ughter filled the room, apanied by the smell of fried chicken, all on the eve of my fathers memorial. My mother liked Yeongdo for this reason.

    * * *

    When I was young, I didnt have the means to observe my fathers memorial. Living in a boarding house, I hadnt even set up a proper altar. I just threw paper money into the sea to express my longing and sorrow.

    Father, Im here.

    My father suddenly left this world. Didnt he get swept away by the waves while fishing? There wasnt even time to prepare a portrait. Thats why his portrait showed him just as he was, freshly off the boat after finishing his work. His thick beard seemed to be tearing as heughed. Although it wasnt visible in the photo, little me was in his arms.

    Father, Im here.

    I bowed respectfully to my father in my neatly dressed clothes. In my past life, I didnt look for my father. On his memorial day, instead of going to Yeongdo, I used it as an excuse to visit bars, resenting him for leaving us when I was still so young. He had gone fishing in the harsh weather for the sake of his family.

    Father, are you doing well?

    But this life will be different. Didnt I have a goal in life that I couldnt attain in my past life? My mother, who watched me with pride, and my father, who seemed to beughing in his portrait as if we were a couple, were both looking at me. Seeing his smile, it felt as if I could hear my fathers hearty voice.

    <em>Of course! Youre my son, after all!</em>

    ***

    After the memorial ceremony, I had to return to Seoul because of my filming schedule. My mother prepared various things for me to take with me. She hade to Seoul a month ago and brought some food, but it seemed she couldnt rest easy with just that. Holding a bundle filled with side dishes in both hands, I headed to the airport.

    Mom, Ille again next time.

    Alright, dont worry about it. Ille to visit you instead as youre busy.

    Really? Then, dont hesitate toe whenever you miss me.

    These were words I never spoke in my past life. Why did I have to give up such ordinary happiness back then? But now, I was looking forward to my mothers visit more than ever.

    As soon as I arrived at Gimpo Airport, I saw Bongchun-hyung waiting for me. We got out of the airport and boarded the car together.

    Yeongguk, lets stop by the agency first.

    Why?

    Well, the CEO told me to stop by.

    Upon arriving at Sonwon Entertainment, CEO Kim Seonghwan greeted me warmly. Along with his inquiries about how my fathers memorial went, he handed me a script.

    Yeongguk, I know you must be tired after going to your hometown, but I wanted to give this to you as soon as possible.

    What is this?

    Its a movie script. Ive already looked at it first, and I think its good. Plus, the filming schedule is not going to conflict with <em>Youth</em>.

    What kind of work is it? Im even more curious since youre rmending it so highly.

    The director needs to decide on the main character quickly because of pressure from the investors. No matter how I view it, this role is perfect for broadening your acting range. I couldnt wait to give you the script, so I immediately called your manager. Im a bit concerned about it being too controversial since youre still a minor, but actors arent products, theyre people who act. If not now, it would be difficult to find the right timing.

    What kind of script could it be? However, as if to prove that CEO Kim Seonghwan wasnt lying, I got goosebumps all over my body as soon as I opened the scripts first page. The first paragraph caught my eye. It was definitely a familiar sentence.

    It was the script for <em>The Priests Confession</em>. The same one I had acted out during my college entrance exam in my past life.

    * * *

    As the full moon rose, the night wind swept over the eaves. The willow branches danced as they swayed gently against the night breeze. Sitting in the spacious hall, I listened to the sound of the wind chimes hanging from the eaves. I then opened the script.

    <em>The Priests Confession.</em>

    It would be a lie to say there werent any new feelings. It was the script that awakened my talent for acting in my past life. Although my talent was as small as a firefly, wasnt this work the one that ignited the fuse? It brought back memories like invoking the scent of the past.

    It doesnt seem like it was very sessful back then.

    The script was brilliant. The protagonist was outwardly beautiful, but he was cynical and utterly calcting inside. Moreover, he had no qualms about killing viins, as if he were eating a meal.

    Killing someone was unjustified, but ironically, the character being a priest made the story even more shocking. The audience wouldnt know this until they reached the middle of the movie, but there was a significant backstory to his killings.

    So why couldnt this movie seed in my past life?

    The decisive factor was the lead actors poor performance. It also didnt help that the films direction copsed because of pressure from investors. Both factors contributed to its box office failure. Fortunately, the exceptional script was preserved andter used as a textbook for acting-rted universities.

    Can I do it?

    The swayingndscape was the only response. The script itself was incredibly charming. It wasnt the protagonists emotional changes that made the work stand out. Perhaps thats why the movie failed. With ordinary acting, it would have been difficult to convey understanding and persuasion to the audience beyond the screen.

    Even if they show it, I wont be able to watch it in the theater.

    It was not umon for minors to appear in adult-rated movies. In Hollywood, child actors performed a wide range of roles regardless of age. I could understand why CEO Kim Seonghwan strongly rmended <em>The Priests Confession</em>.

    <em>Actors arent products, theyre people who act.</em>

    I liked Kim Seonghwans philosophy. If he were an ordinary CEO, he could have used my nations first love title as a weapon to conquer the high-teen genre, thereby making considerable profits in both poprity and appearance fees. However, if that were the case

    The roles width would be limited.

    Like a nt climbing a pir and spreading its branches, it was the same for actors. The branches could only grow in that direction if confined to a limited genre. In that sense, Kim Seonghwan was already trying to create many branches for me. This was a golden opportunity, especially for someone like me who hadnt been able to shed the image of a child between a boy and a young man.

    <em>The Priests Confession</em>.

    I reread the script. The mesmerizing sentences were enough to pull me into its depth. As the night breeze blew, I was so immersed that I lost track of time.

    Growing up under the shadow of my mortician father, I bore witness to the relentless march of death from my earliest years. I studied theology and became a priest, praying for the dying, but can they truly be saved? The victims return to the earth, while the perpetrators live without hesitation.

    What, then, was a sin?

    <em>Whoooo</em>.

    At that moment, a willow tree swayed and danced in the night wind. A line in the script that perfectly matched the sound caught my eye.

    The sound of the whistle is not his, but the sin born of evil. Just as the mark of sin cannot be erased, so too is sin indelible, a final gasp escaping from the dying evildoers heart.<hr>

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    Chapter 47

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    A young man in a neat ck uniform, reminiscent of a priest donning a Roman cor for mass, could be seen. He opened the Bible in the car that was heading to the filming location. It wasnt to study the Psalms or epistles.

    As his mind cooled down while reading the Bible verses, he opened the script for <em>Youth</em> again. The script had been read so much that it was worn out, but todays filming seemed quite important.

    Yeongguk, have this.

    His manager, Lee Bongchun, handed over a thermos as he held the steering wheel tightly. When the young man opened the lid, a subtle ginger scent spread. Bongchun nced in the rearview mirror and said to the young man,

    Theres not much I can do for you. I couldnt help you much since you seemed tired from your recent schedule. Ginger tea is good for colds and bronchitis, so I thought Id give it to you. When I get a raise, Ill change it to ginseng tea someday.

    In his past life, he drank a lot of tea. He especially enjoyed it in the winter to melt his frozen hands and soothe his throat. If his throat was even a little blocked, it wasmon for him to lose his role, even if it was just as a stand-in.

    <em>Those were the days.</em>

    The faint and smooth scent stirred his memories.

    No, youre such a big help to me, hyung. Im always grateful.

    Thanks for saying that. I should drive well so that our Yeongguk can feelfortable. But since I have experience driving a top-notch car with a load of tricks, Im confident with my driving skills. How about that? Can you feel this smooth cornering?

    Hyung, watch the front!

    At that moment, a reckless car overtook them, barely missing them by the width of a piece of paper. At that sight, Manager Lee Bongchun rolled down the window and shouted,

    Hey! You dont know how to use the blinker! If our Yeongguk was injured, it would have been on me!

    Manager Lee Bongchun nced at the rearview mirror, his face full of embarrassment. Although he asionally made mistakes like this while trying to do his best, he was undoubtedly a good person.

    Lead actor, are you ready?

    The mischievous PD Kim Jin approached as soon as they arrived at the filming location. His yful face was vastly different from when he was filming. After all, this man was able to rise to the position of channel director in the cable station because of his clear distinction between public and private life.

    Our nations first love, are you feeling nervous?

    Why are you making me nervous like that? Dont tell me we already have to deal with a rushed script?

    A rushed script was a scary phrase for drama actors. The reason why drama shoots were called broadcasting marathons was not for nothing. The filming hours, including all-nighters, and the intensity of shooting with rushed scripts were unimaginable.

    There were cases when the writer sent the script by fax, page by page, leaving no time for rehearsal. In extreme cases, the filming proceeded almost like a live broadcast. All this was even scarier because it wasnt an exaggeration.

    What are you talking about! Dont you know that Writer Hwang is famous for not having rushed scripts? That person takes a long time to select the lead actors, but theyre as sharp as a knife when ites to deadlines. If it werent for Writer Hwang, I wouldnt have even thought about the next project. How could you shoot while receiving rushed scripts? Its like telling the actors and the filming team to die.

    Then what is it?

    The viewer ratings for episode 8 that aired yesterday exceeded 30%. If it continues like this, its pretty much guaranteed to reach 40%. But MBS is trying to put a cowardly brake on us. Theyre pulling forward the schedule of one of their new dramas. Today, the channel director personally received a direct call from the president. They said that if wepletely crushed MBS, they would reward us by giving us a vacation abroad. So, make sure to work even harder!

    A vacation? I dont care about that.

    Huh? Why is your reaction so lukewarm? Have you ever been to Phuket, Yeongguk?

    Whatever, its not like I havent been there before. Despite all this, in my past life, I was considered one of the best supporting actors in South Korea. In the past, international locations and awards were rare, but in the future, South Korean dramas will dominate Asia.

    That made sense since sales generated solely from broadcasting rights often resulted in breaking even because of the impact of the Hallyu wave. Thanks to that, Ive been to Phuket, Bali, and Hawaii so many times that I was sick of them.

    Man, Ive never been to Phuket! So I have to go. I think if we hit MBS or KBC with todays scene, theyll both give in without a fight.

    Already thinking about his vacation, PD Kim Jin was chattering away nonstop. It was rare for a director to be so friendly with the actors. Sometimes, they even waged psychological warfare on set. But PD Kim Jin had none of that personality. He actually felt like a friendly neighborhood hyung more than anything else.

    Alright, alright, stop nagging me. Ill make sure to send you to Phuket.

    * * *

    Scene number 37, emotions blooming on the basketball court !

    It was <em>Youth</em>s highlight scene. A tall young man was ying basketball alone under the streetlight, which shined alone like the lonely light of a lighthouse illuminating the shore. Following the curve of his long arm, the basketball gracefully traced a parab, shaking the.

    Hey, Dojin! What time is it now, and youre still ying basketball? Look, youre the only one on the court right now.

    Just by hearing his voice, he could tell who it was. She (Seo Minhye) was his childhood best friend and also happened to be the one who stirred up Dojins (Yeongguk) heart. Like a colding during the change of seasons, the basketball court was also in full bloom.

    You came in first ce in the midterm exams again. Youre so selfish. The other kids struggle so hard to be first just once, but you do it as easy as eating rice. Lucky bastard. You got a confession today, too, right? Yoon Heesu is pretty and has a nice personality. There are so many girls you like, but youre not dating any of them. Are you into that kind of thing?

    At that moment, Dojin raised his head and looked at the girl sitting on the bench. It had been like this for a while now. The girl, who used to be invisible to him, kept catching his eyes, and before he knew it, she upied a corner of his heart. This certainty of his feelings probably started from the valley.

    Like a crayfish hiding its body in the crevices of rocks, Dojin also tried to hide his emotions by throwing the basketball hard. However, as if knowing hisplicated feelings, the basketball bounced off the backboard and rolled around.

    Is that important?

    A single phrase caused a ripple as if a drop of water fell on akes calm surface. His voice was cold and dry, unlike the usual young man. Responding to that voice, confusion filled the girls pupils as well.

    No, I mean, dont get mad. Cant friends joke around like this?

    The confusion in each spoken line was filled with emotion. The basketball court was filled with inexplicable tension.

    Friends?

    Some people say that the most beautiful time in life was the flowering age, referring to ones school days. But thats not the case for this young man. It was incredibly painful and cold. He wanted her to know he loved her, even if others didnt.

    Everyone on the busy filming set was paying attention to the two.

    How ridiculous.

    The corners of his mouth were smiling, but his eyes turned icy cold and distant. It was as if he was surveying a dark alley. At that moment, the young man strode forward and approached the girl.

    Do you still feel like Im just a friend?

    The scene was filmed as a closed-up shot to highlight the actors emotions and increase the audiences immersion.

    <em>Should I cut and move on from here?</em>

    PD Kim Jin couldnt help but keep worrying. It was understandable since the original script was supposed to end with theplicated and subtle gaze between the two characters. However, he just couldnt bring himself to yell cut.

    The acting continued. Thats when it happened.

    Take this.

    Dojin threw the basketball to the girl. Tracing a low curve, the ball flew slowly andnded in the girls arms. Startled by the sudden ad-lib, the girl showed no signs of panic. She didnt want to lose to him in acting, at least not now.

    <em>Thump, thump.</em>

    With a basketball between them, the two stood face-to-face. The girl felt her heart pounding as their hands were only a palms width apart. After all, if they fell like this, their noses would touch. PD Kim Jin leaned forward and watched the scene.

    <em>Cut!</em>

    When he was about to yell cut, the young mans broad shoulders seemed to crumble toward the girl.

    You dont know anything.

    The sweaty strands of Dojins hair buried themselves on the girls shoulder. This wasnt in the original n either, but it felt as natural as if it was predestined. The girl felt as if her breath had stopped at the following words.

    I wish time could stop right now.

    * * *

    Kim Jins face brightened as he reviewed the footage. It was no wonder, as the scene was worthy of being called a masterpiece. Even the sudden ad-lib added to the perfection of the picture. At that moment, a familiar hand touched Kim Jins shoulder.

    PD Kim, why are you giggling?

    Whoa, Writer Hwang! When did you get here?

    Kim Jins eyes widened at Writer Hwang Sugyeongs appearance. It was obvious since drama writers usually didnt leave their homes while writing scripts.

    I came a while ago. I was curious to see how todays scene would be directed, and I couldnt just sit still. After all, Im just another viewer in front of the TV. By the way, was thatst ad-lib your idea, or did Actor Jang do it on his own?

    Was it bad?

    No way! I almost screamed without even realizing it when I saw that ad-lib from the corner of the shooting set. How could hee up with such a perfect action and line? Tell me, did you direct him, or did Actor Jang do it himself?

    Of course, Actor Jang did it. Why would I go against Writer Hwangs script?

    I knew it!

    Huh? Whats with that reaction?

    Writer Hwang Sugyeong had just witnessed Jang Yeongguks acting skills. It was a scene where hepletely overshadowed his partners acting. However, the partners flustered reaction unexpectedly matched the situation perfectly. While it was an ad-lib, Yeongguk even managed to act out the awkwardness seamlessly.

    <em>Its like hes possessed.</em>

    The more she saw him, the more she found Actor Jang Yeongguk intriguing, even though he was the main character she had chosen. Right then, PD Kim Jin spoke as if he had a hunch.

    Writer Hwang, dont you think its a waste just to leave like this? How about treating us after you finish todays deadline?

    I havent finished todays deadline yet.

    Come on, why are you like this? Do you think I know you never leave your house without finishing the deadline? Stop being like that and treat us. Youre well-paid, arent you? We, sried workers, cant even have a get-together because were too busy with filming. There is no morning shoot tomorrow. What do you say? Isnt this reason enough?

    Alright then.

    Could a drama director be so shameless toward the writer? It might have been a bit mean if it werent for PD Kim Jins naturally cunning personality. It was true that her per-episode fee was the highest among the three major broadcasting stations. Knowing that, Kim Jin could say such a thing. Eventually, Hwang Sugyeong looked at the filming set and shouted,

    Alright, my treat. Ill pay for tonights dinner!

    Under the streetlights, the film crew cheered as they packed up their equipment. However, not everyone was as pleased. Seo Minhye wore aplex expression. Its understandable; she had boasted about her long-time acting experience but was overwhelmed by her opponent in a single moment. The person in question seemed unaware of this fact.

    AD, where did Yeongguk go?

    He said he had a meeting tomorrow morning, so he left early. Remember, he greeted the other directors and even the PD before leaving.

    Ah, right. We need both our male and female leads together!

    Is it just today? Its a shame Yeongguk isnt here, but there will be more opportunities next time.

    Then Ill consider it Hwangs treat next time, too.

    Anyway, why does the conversation always end up like this?

    Seo Minhye felt bitter amidst the noisy atmosphere on set. But she didnt let it show. She was a professional, after all.

    * * *

    Since early that morning, a tense atmosphere lingered in the CEOs office. Director Shin Seonghyeon, with a cold expression, repeatedly picked up and put down his teacup. A cynical emotion could be seen behind his frameless sses. Eventually, he seemed to have made up his mind and put the teacup down.

    CEO, I know Im not a capable enough director to choose the actors. But this situation isnt right. I clearly had actor Min Jeongu in mind when I sent the script to Sonwon Entertainment

    Director Shin, how many times do I have to tell you? Actor Mins schedule is already full for this year. Hes already started two new projects in the past few months. Of course, I had to consider his opinion, so I still forwarded the script to him, but hes struggling right now because of his schedule. As much as I am the CEO, I cant force a role on an actor.

    Min Jeongu is an actor in his mid-40s signed to Sonwon Entertainment. As much as he honed his skills on the theater stage, he was among the few talents highly regarded at Sonwon because of his exceptional acting. Of course, I had no personal connection with him. The same was true in my past life. Back then, while he was at the height of his career, he suddenly announced his retirement because of a sudden inmmation.

    The reason why Shin Seonghyeon, the screenwriter and director of <em>The Priests Confession</em>, had been so passionate about casting Min Jeong-woo was as follows:

    CEO, as you would know from reading the script, the characters age range is around 50. I think no one else but Actor Min can digest this role among actors of that age range. I dont want to cast other actors and distort the script.

    Although pride could not put food on the table, he was stubborn. It made sense. Most movie directors were bull-headed. Wasnt that natural? Most of them started with menial jobs in the film industry and worked their way up to directing. Their pride in their profession was, therefore, immense.

    <em>But in the end, thats what held them back.</em>

    In my past life, <em>The Priests Confession</em> failed at the box office. The main issue was casting. While the actors age matched the script, his acting skills did not. Often there were cases where the age range of the script and the actor differed.

    For example, the work called <em>Ajae,</em> whichter caused an uproar in South Korea, originally had a protagonist in his 50s. At the time, if the director hadnt given up his stubbornness, an actor named Hyun Bin would have appeared and captivated his heart. However, I was not Hyun Bin.

    Director, is it just because of my age?

    I dont mean to belittle you, Mr. Jang. Ive looked through your filmography since you are already famous in Chungmuro for being the Ten-million Cameo. I know that you have excellent acting skills, enough for Baek Janghun to acknowledge. However, you cant deny the experience thates with age. The protagonist in the script is a middle-aged man who has experienced the ups and downs of life. Hes a character who seems to have mastered everything while reciting a deathbed chant at the boundary between life and death, but you are too young to express that.

    Well, I couldnt show my true feelings either. If I were to include my past lifes age, an old man way passed middle age was already residing in my heart. But Director Shin Seonghyeons story didnt end there.

    Isnt your current image the nations first love? Honestly, you are an actor who is too good for me. However, isnt there an appropriate time and ce? When I received a call from the CEOst night, I honestly couldnt understand. Why would you want to transform the image of a popr high-teen, known as the nations first love, into a murderer?

    Actors arent products, theyre people who act. Thats what the CEO told me. Of course, I also agree with that. Director Shin Seonghyeon, I read the script and also the Bible and Psalms.

    Do you have a religion?

    No, I dont. I read it to understand the work. To understand the protagonists emotions, I have to look at the background first. And there was a psalm that gently helped me understand the emotions of the script. Can you listen to it once while thinking of me as the protagonist?

    Director Shin Seonghyeon, silent for a moment, quietly nodded his head. CEO Kim Seonghwan also leaned forward in his seat, paying close attention as if he was enjoying an interesting spectacle.

    When I was in college in my past life, <em>The Priests Confession</em> not only yed the role of a textbook but also created a turning point in my life. It made me realize I had a small talent even though I initially had no interest in acting.

    <em>The Priests Confession</em>.

    The college student who was immersed in the script tirelessly searched for interviews with Director Shin Seonghyeon. It must have been because I wanted to know the world he thought existed within the script. Thanks to that, I knew better than anyone else the unmentioned world that Director Shin Seonghyeon thought existed within his script. I even knew what inspired him to write The Priests Confession.

    Do not drag me off with the wicked, with those who do wrong.

    With that, Director Shin Seonghyeon, about to take a sip from his teacup, raised his head.

    Who speak peace to their neighbors, though evil is in their hearts.

    The teacup he was holding began to shake violently.

    Repay them for their deeds, for the evil that they do. For the work of their hands repay them; give them what they deserve.

    His pupils trembled as if there was an earthquake. It was because the psalm had been a major source of inspiration when he wrote <em>The Priests Confession</em>. He had been keeping it deep in his heart, never telling anyone, yet it seemed as if I had somehow read his mind and knew it urately.

    Give them what they deserve. Psalm 28:3-4.[1]

    A shiver seemed to run through his entire body. He then said,

    Oh, Lord.

    [1] Since the character is a Catholic priest, this trantion is from the official English trantion of the Roman Catholic Bible.

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 Chapter 48

    Chapter 48

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    Like a verse from the Bible, the young mans voice entwined itself around his head. Director Shin Seonghyeon, who had just left Sonwon Entertainment, looked as if a ghost had bewitched him. Unable to bear his curiosity, the AD at the steering wheel asked him,

    Director, what happened? Is Actor Min going to do it?

    No.

    So thats why youre like this, your soul half gone? Hey, since when have we been able to cast the actors we want so easily? This is the time when you should be pulling yourself together!

    Seokcheol, how long have you been working with me?

    Ten years. Its rare for apetent AD like me to work under one director for so long while doing a scripters job as well. So do better. Get your drivers license, too, okay? Do I have to be your driver every time like this?

    It seems like Ive been dreaming all this time. This work cant go on like this.

    What did you say!

    <em>Squeeeeeeek!</em>

    The car came to a sudden halt, along with the loud sound of the brakes being stomped on. Fortunately, the signal changed just in time. The car behind them honked nervously as if ming them for not passing through the dilemma zone (orange light). But that was not the important thing. AD Kim Seokcheol didnt care and turned his head around to re at the passenger seat.

    Director, no, Shin-hyung! Youre not saying youll give up just because youve been turned down once, are you? Its not even the first or second time. Whats the big deal? Youve been toiling over this script for years, and now youre giving up so easily? I cant ept that! Do you know how much pressure the investors are putting on us, and youre acting like this! What, are there no actors in Korea other than Actor Min?!

    Shit! Stop yelling and drive. The lights changed!

    Thats what Im saying. Im following you! What on earth did you hear in Sonwon CEOs office that made you lose your soul like this? What happened? Are you going through menopause already?

    AD Kim Seokcheol scratched his head and took hold of the steering wheel again. After a long silence, Director Shin Seonghyeon finally spoke as if he had made up his mind.

    Seokcheol, dont take the Olympic Highway. Turn the car around and head straight home.

    What? We have a meeting with the investors today!

    If we go there, all theyll do is pressure us to cast the useless actors theyre pushing! If it werent for their damn money, I wouldve kicked their asses long ago! So, turn the car around quickly. I need to catch my emotions now and reshape the main characters image.

    Reshape the image?

    Thats right, the main characters image. Nothing is confirmed yet, but I think a major revision will be necessary. Ill tell you more detailster. Just take me home quickly for now.

    Ah, this stubborn guy, really.

    Director Shin Seonghyeons state of mind was moreplicated than anyone elses. The verse that flowed from Jang Yeongguks mouth reawakened the inspiration that came to him while writing the screeny.

    Meanwhile, back in the CEOs office,

    Psalm? Whats that, and why did Director Shin look so out of it?

    CEO Kim Seonghwan asked with a puzzled expression. Jang Yeongguk smiled silently and stared at the empty space in the air.

    As a college student who had been obsessed with the script for <em>The Priests Confession</em>, he would know. When the movie failed at the box office and public interest faded, who would have known that Director Shins drunken ramblings to a close journalist friend would be published in an article? A short piece of writing contributed to a magazine that no one would know about unless they looked for it. Who would have thought it would cause such a butterfly effect?

    ***

    Time flowed like water. <em>Youth </em>had already passed its halfway point in filming, and the highly anticipated scene was finally broadcast. The viewers reactions exceeded expectations. Discussions about <em>Youth</em> could be heard everywhere, from the media to the streets.

    It was a scene that solidified the image of the nations first love. The schools would surely be abuzz if it hadnt been summer vacation. This one scene had created so much buzz that SBCs drama department was almost like a party.

    Peak viewership rating of 36.9%!

    The youngest PD, who had just been promoted from AD, shouted enthusiastically. It had been a while since the atmosphere was this lively. As the saying goes, A broadcasting station is like a junglea survival of the fittest. It was always difficult to maintain a good atmosphere. When lineups ovepped, people would spy on each others partitions, sometimes even leading to physical altercations.

    But now, everyone was united in happiness. Even the usually cynical editing team leader was busy expressing his emotions.

    I cant remember thest time we won like this! Im even happier than when we won the Korea-Japan World Cup game.

    It was understandable as KBC and MBS constantly beat SBCs drama department in ratings. As a result, the atmosphere over the past few years had been gloomy, almost like a funeral parlor. And wasnt there an example from the year beforest when a so-called high-quality drama had failed miserably? PD Kim Jin, the orchestrator of that incident, now headed towards the directors office.

    Director, youve heard the news!

    PD Kim Jin barged into the directors office.

    Hey, Im your director, so you should at least knock before entering!

    Come on, you saw meing through the ss anyway. But did you see the ratings from yesterday? The peak rating was 36%! A whopping 36%! You didnt know?

    How could I not know? I received the report earlier!

    You said that this is a turning misfortune into fortune moment. Ive avenged the humiliation from the year beforest. MBS has even given up with both hands and feet. Theyre even changing the programming time back to what it was originally. The ratings arent evening in anymore. How about that? I did well, right? Please praise me for once.

    Ah, yes, yes. Thank you, thank you! Thanks to you, I even received encouragement from the president. Everything is all thanks to you. All thanks to you! Are you satisfied now? The president has ordered apany dinner for the entire drama department and even gave a separate bonus. Ill give you a separate card for that, so have dinner with the actors as well. The top contributors shouldnt be left out.

    Theres no reason or need to refuse when hes personally giving it to us. Then, Ill be going.

    Wait! Hows the discussion about extending the drama going?

    PD Kim Jins face twisted briefly, but he quickly fixed his expression and turned back to the director.

    You know, Hwang Writer has said from the beginning that there will be no extension. I even tried to bring it up casually when she came to the filming locationst time. But as soon as the word extension came up, she turned all sorts of colors. What can I do?

    Hey, youre usually so talkative, like a sparrow in a mill. Why cant you persuade Writer Hwang? Be honest. You dont want to extend it, do you?

    Well, its not like my sry increases if we extend it.

    You brat!

    No, but seriously, from an artistic standpoint, its right for Hwang Writer to end it where theyve set the conclusion. What, are you going to throw that signboard at me? Go ahead, throw it. But think about who will suffer if I get hurt and cant film.

    Kim Jin, seriously! They say you can pay off a thousand-dor debt with words, but your debt only grows as you talk. Get lost. Ugh, something else came up. We got an offer from Japan. They want to buy the broadcasting rights.

    Really, from Japan?

    Yeah, theyre offering a huge amount per episode for the rights. It wouldnt have mattered if only Id heard about it, but its already moved up the chain and reached the vice president and president. So how can we not extend it when they offer so much?

    Well, first of all, I cant convince the writer, so what am I supposed to do? Ugh, I dont know! I dont know!

    At that time, it was rare for Korean dramas to sell their broadcasting rights overseas. Even if they did, they often didnt satisfy foreign tastes and received poor ratings. However, <em>Youth</em> was exceptional as it received an offer from Japan right from the beginning.

    First, match Jang Yeongguks appearance fee to Seo Minhyes level from now on. Of course, this is something known only to us and should not be leaked to Seo Minhyes agency. Make sure to keep a tight lid on it.

    Appearance fees varied greatly among actors. While child actors could earn a few hundred thousand won per episode, star-level actors could make tens of millions won. After all, appearance fees were the barometer of an actors poprity.

    In that sense, it was remarkable to put Yeongguk, virtually a rookie, on the same level as a high-teen actress at the height of her poprity.

    Yes, yes. Is there any other choice? I have to do as told.

    Also, subtly float the idea to the other actors. You never know. Even with Writer Hwang, it could happen if the actors want it, right? Lastly, lets hold onto Jang Yeongguks tightly. Make sure he works with SBC on his next project as well. That friend is not a rookie.

    He was a big fish.

    * * *

    Yeongguk, theres a hierarchy even in pouring cold water, so this egg roll is mine.

    Ahn Junghyeon picked up thest egg roll on the breakfast table with his chopsticks.

    No, if thats your logic, shouldnt Grandpa have it first? Why should Uncle be first?

    Dont you know that your grandpa doesnt eat more than three egg rolls? Am I right, hyung?

    Director Baek Janghun smiled warmly as he watched the two bicker. In the meantime, the housekeeper quietly brought out more egg rolls, ending the egg roll war. It was time to enjoy the view of the blooming summer flowers in the garden while sipping warm tea after their meal.

    Hyung, did you know that Yeongguk has be more popr than me these days? Hes now called the nations first love, taking away the title I had when I was young.

    Uncle, you were not the nations first love, but the nations yboy. You were famous for perfectly portraying a yboy role in a weekend drama, right? My mother knew about it too. Am I right, Grandpa?

    Yeah, back then, Junghyeon and I went to a street food vendor and got pped before being chased out. He was actually the nations bad guy, ying a role where he dumped his wife for another woman.

    Hyung, what kind of story are you telling in front of the kid? Youre ruining my image.

    If you want to maintain your image, you should start by fixing your habit of flinging open the bathroom door. I cant even feelfortable in my own house. Anyway, Yeongguk, Ive already asked the priest I mentioned before for that favor.

    Really?

    Hes a priest Im close with, so feel free to ask him anything youre curious about.

    A priest? Why bring up a priest all of a sudden? Are you nning to get remarried at that age, hyung?

    Ignoring Ahn Junghyeons teasing, Yeongguk hurriedly prepared to leave. He had to stop by his agency and visit the diocese, making for a busy day. Soon, the sound of a car driven by Manager Lee Bongchun arriving in front of the mansion-like house could be heard.

    When they arrived at Sonwon Entertainment, unexpected news greeted them.

    A raise in appearance fee?

    Yeah, SBC is going to raise it to the same level as Seo Minhye. Its unusual for contract terms to change during filming like this. I guess SBC is really eager to keep you, Yeongguk. But remember, this should not get leaked outside, so be careful with your words.

    Yeongguk nodded briefly. Naturally, it was a given. Keeping the secret about appearance fees was an unspoken rule in the industry, as the guaranteed amount (appearance fee) could provoke actors pride. In severe cases, problems could arise from the casting stage.

    CEO, why did you call me today? Have you heard from the new director?

    That man is quite peculiar. He already cast you, revised the script, and now wants to hold auditions again.

    Its not just because of his own greed.

    Of course, the director suddenly revised the script. It would be strange if the production team did not raise questions. Yeongguk could resolve those doubts. However, the real problem was elsewhere.

    Actually, that wasnt the main issue, but it seemed that the new director was in a difficult situation in many ways. One of the investmentpanies that promised to invest appeared to have backed out. The director took quite some time to resolve the casting issues and revise the script, causing the investmentpany to push their preferred actors semi-forcefully. Cornered by their attitude, the director grabbed the investor by the cor. The director demanded to know where was the real actor amongst those that the investmentpany was pushing.

    Just endure a little longer.

    I never thought he would be the one to grab the investor by the scruff of his neck.

    Director Shin isnt that flexible, you know. But he still worried that you might change your mind while he ironed out the changes. He said we could have a proper audition for the lead role once the investment issue was resolved. Anyway, it seems like theres some financial pressure because of that.

    The cost of producing a movie varied greatly. Especially in this day and age, the average production cost of a movie could exceed 1.5 billion won. It was a steep increasepared to two years ago when the average production cost per movie was around 1.2 billion won. Some even went so far as to say that this might be a transitional period.

    But if they knew that in the future, movies costing tens of billions of won would be produced frequently in Korea, what would those pessimists say?

    CEO, how many advertisement offers do I have right now?

    I hadnt done any ad shoots since the CF for the apple juice. I didnt have a connection to ads in my previous life, so it felt awkward, like wearing clothes that didnt fit. But thanks to creating a legendary quote in the advertisement, Ive received countless love calls from advertisers.

    Recently, because of the poprity of <em>Youth</em>, my guarantee was unimaginable for a rookie.

    Why would you suddenly want to shoot an ad? Thepany is practically paralyzed because of the advertisers calls.

    I need to do it if necessary. And how about I invest all my advertisement guarantee and drama appearance fees in Director Shin Seonghyeons new work?

    What?!

    I wont lose money anyway. If you insist, exclude thepanys revenue and just calcte the amount meant for me.

    CEO Kim Seonghwan looked like he wanted to stop me. Investments and stocks should never be moved by emotions.

    Yeongguk, think about it again. You know how much your advertising guarantee and drama appearance fee arebined, right? You could easily buy a house in Seoul and still have money left. Should I get you a financial advisor?

    Of course, I understand your concern, CEO. But didnt I tell you? I dont n on losing money.

    It wasnt a lie. If Yeongguk was confirmed as the lead, even the investors who left would return. However, Yeongguk wasnt satisfied with just not losing money.

    The reason why <em>The Priests Confession</em> in my previous life had failed at the box office was because of the poor acting of the lead actor and, secondly, because of the pressure from the investors. When the direction changed just because of the investors taste, how could the movie not fail?

    But this time, <em>The Priests Confession</em> would be different, from the roles to the direction.

    Thats why Yeongguk was sure this decision woulde back bigger than any investment.

    * * *

    Priests in their robes were seen around therge diocese. The harmonious singing of the seminarians practicing hymns echoed beautifully, and in the Archbishops office, marked by the passage of time, two people sat facing each other.

    How is Janghun doing these days?

    The elder, filled with kindness and wearing a neatly dressed crimson cassock, showed traces of time. He looked at Yeongguk like a kind grandfather and smiled.

    Yes, Grandpa is doing well and healthy, Your Grace.

    I couldnt believe that the priest Grandpa Baek Janghun introduced me to was the Archbishop. Moreover, he called him by name so casually. As if to clear up that question, his voice continued.

    Its been sixty years since Ive known that friend. We have been friends since we were very young. Both of us were real troublemakers, but now one has be a priest and the other a film director. I heard youre quite a famous actor, Yeongguk?

    Youre too kind, Your Grace.

    Well, feel free to ask anything youre curious about.

    <em>The Priests Confession.</em>

    What did the sin mentioned in the script mean? For example, if there was evil, as mentioned in the Bible, would it have beenmitted by the perpetrators? Or was itmitted by the protagonist who mercilesslymitted murder? This curiosity, stemming from such a primitive thing, must have led me here.

    Your Grace, how do you define evil? Ive heard that among the priests, some hold the position of exorcist.

    If youre talking about exorcism, all priests andypeople can be called exorcists, as they all hold faith. As for the position of an exorcist, Im not sure; it could or could not exist. I didnt expect such a question, so I didnt prepare for it. Speaking from an ordinary persons perspective, not as a priest, about evil

    As a cool breeze flowed in through the half-open window, the pages of the Bible on the desk turned on their own. For some reason, it sent a chill down my spine.

    I think we can see evil not only in invisible beings but also in our neighbors around us. How many peoplemit evil deeds and live their lives without repentance and regret? In fact, they might be considered more evil than invisible beings. Of course, they will eventually realize the sins they havemitted. There is a psalm about the retribution for an evil life, isnt there?

    It must have been about an hour. I asked questions and listened to answers without a break.

    Why dont you go to the church and offer a prayer instead? Direct experience is more reliable than a hundred words.

    It was a solemn and reverent church. Long rows of chairs stretched out on both sides of the central aisle. A cross was visible above the altar, and the vibrant colors projected from the stained ss captivated my gaze.

    How much time had passed? The bell installed on the steeple rang. In the midst of our conversation, it was already time for the Mass.

    Your Grace, I am truly grateful for today.

    Dont mention it, my child. When you go back, pass on my regards to Janghun. Tell him to visit when he has time. I wonder what keeps him so busy that he doesnt even show his face.

    As Yeongguk turned around to walk away, he briefly bowed to a young priest entering the church. The young priest looked at Yeongguks face, then approached the Archbishop with a bewildered expression.

    Your Grace, who is that young man?

    At that moment, the Archbishop showed a mischievous smile to the young priest as if he had thought of something amusing.

    Handsome, isnt he? Hes the grandson of a friend of mine, a diligent student with a sincere interest in theology. Who knows? He may be a seminarian and train in our diocese someday. Antonio, why do you look so surprised?

    Your Grace, its not that. Its just that young man

    The young priest, who had just finished his diaconate and was on the path to priesthood, knew who the young man he had just passed by was. He was the protagonist of the drama that was currently causing a stir in South Korea. However, the words of the Archbishop made him wonder if he had been mistaken.

    Antonio, is there a rule that says only actors can be outstanding? If one has faith, one can walk the path of priesthood too. You may not know this, but I was also considered quite good-looking when I was young. But because of the Lord, I am now here in this position. It is the same for that young man, Jang Yeongguk. Arent you already looking forward to seeing the young man in his priestly robe?

    The vibrant colors from the stained ss were projected onto the church, where preparations for Mass were taking ce. Underneath the cross, the Lord alone watched the young man walking down the long central aisle.

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 Chapter 49

    Chapter 49

    Vulgata.

    The Latin word for the Bible. As I flipped through the pages, theplex characters seemed to multiply. Fortunately, I found a version with the pronunciation and meaning tranted into Korean, so reading it wasnt a problem. As I concentrated on studying it like I was preparing for a test, my manager, ncing at me through the rearview mirror, cautiously spoke to me.

    Yeongguk, are you studying foreignnguages too? But that twisted writing isnt English, so whatnguage is it?

    Its Latin. Im trying to study foreignnguages whenever I have some spare time.

    Wow, many people would hate to study just English, but youre studying foreignnguages even without being told to. I heard youre good at English, too, Yeongguk. I heard from the CEO that you were always top in your school. Were you always that good at studying?

    No, I used to be a terrible student.

    Hey, dont lie.

    It was true. Studying greatly depended on ones mindset, and I could do it for foreignnguages, particrly English because I had some confidence in myself.

    Nowadays, it is rare for celebrities to study foreignnguages, but just wait a few years, and the Korean Hallyu Wave will spread throughout Asia and many ces overseas. Who would believe it now if a Korean singers name were to appear on the Billboard charts? Thanks to that, from the moment of their debut, actors and singers alike were required to take foreignnguage courses.

    My need to learn foreignnguages stemmed from an experience in my past life.

    <em>I was so embarrassed back then.</em>

    At midlife in my past life, I was once detained at an airport immigration because I couldntmunicate abroad. I was mistaken for a gang member because of my somewhat rough appearance. Since then, I opened my eyes to English and started learning othernguages little by little.

    Since youre good at English, itll be easy for you to expand overseas!

    My manager Lee Bongchun was already drinking the Kool-Aid. Its because the broadcasting rights for <em>Youth</em> have been confirmed for export to Japan.

    With no embargo, the news was widely reported in the media, causing a frenzy in the entertainment industry and broadcasting circles. Officially, the broadcasting rights fee per episode was not disclosed, but ording to rumors, it was the highest amount in history.

    But are you okay with shooting CFs? You barely slept a few hoursst night because you were filming the drama prettyte into the night. If youre too tired, let me know, and Ill somehow make time for you to get some sleep!

    I was grateful even just for the words. It was difficult for a road manager to show their abilities on a filming set unless they were at a directors level. Thats why they called the youngest manager on the set a stilt. The meaning was that they had no time to straighten their backs as they bowed and greeted others on behalf of their actor.

    Im alright, hyung. This much isnt a problem.

    Its not a lie. The intensity of filming <em>Youth</em> was rtively mild. How much did I suffer with the script in my past life? Once thetter half of the filming began, there was no separate war zone. The filming team and the actors became worn out and exhausted. However, <em>Youth</em> was different.

    Not only were there no script revisions, but the broadcasting station even considered the filming set and didnt sub in Team C. It was unusual if one were to consider that most dramas usually operated with multiple teams. For supporting roles and extras, Teams B and C oversaw supplementary filming, so there was plenty of room on the set.

    Thats probably why I was able to find time to shoot a CF.

    Yeongguk, were almost there.

    Soon, todays filming location appeared through the car window.

    * * *

    They said to strike while the iron was hot, and I decided to shoot CF. Despite numerous love calls, I had postponed taking on advertisements until now. In the meantime, the advertisers seemed to have be impatient. Although that was not my intention, the contract conditions and guarantees improved as a result. It wasnt a bad change for me.

    <em>A perfume CF.</em>

    CEO Kim Seonghwan carefully chose the advertisement. There were various proposals for CFs on different topics. However, this was the result after eliminating those that didnt match the image of <em>Youth</em> and choosing studio filming instead of outdoor filming. If they only cared about the money, they could have picked the highest-payingmercial, but they chose this out of consideration for me.

    Actor Jang, todays filming concept is to express your scent as if awakening from a deformation. As the surrounding dancers perform avant-garde movements, you at the center will emphasize a luxurious image. Todays goal is to leave a strong impression in the viewers minds that when they think of Deol perfume, they think of Actor Jangs face.

    The CF director could pass as a costume designer with his sophisticated attire. He was a real fashionista, wearing a scarf in this hot summer. Not to mention that his bald head and green horn-rimmed sses created a credible image. Anyone would think, Ah, this person is an expert.

    Look at that. I like models who can pull off clothes so well.

    Once the makeup was done and the model had changed into their outfit, shooting a CF was not that long. Thats why the CF director kept conversing with me about the shoot even as I was doing my makeup. After studying the storyboard, a stranger appeared with the CF director.

    Actor Jang, the model of this perfumemercial.

    Nice to meet you, Mr. Yeongguk. Im Hwang Jangmi, the Korean branch manager for Deol. You have no idea how much effort we put into casting you. We were ready to wait until the end of your drama shoot as you said it would be difficult to do a CF during that time, but were d you made up your mind sooner than expected.

    Hello. Im Actor Jang Yeongguk. Thank you for saying that, but Im curious if theres a reason you wanted me as the model?

    It was surprising that the advertiser chose me. In the future, men would also wear perfume, but at the time, it was almost exclusive to women. Yet unexpectedly, they insisted on choosing me as their model. Actor Seo Minhye, the female lead of <em>Youth</em>, wouldve been a better choice if they wanted to capitalize on the dramas poprity.

    I think there will soon be a time when ordinary men wear makeup and perfume. Were investing for that future.

    As expected of a businesswoman, she had a keen insight. As she said, there woulde a time when even ordinary men owned at least one perfume.

    Especially, Puret, a perfume recently released by Deol for men. There are many famous actors and models, but I was looking for someone who could clearly express the essence of the perfume beyond the TV screen. And thats when I saw Yeongguk from <em>Youth</em>. I knew right away; you were the perfect image for Puret.

    Under the watchful eye of the advertiser, the shoot progressed quickly.

    With the cue sign

    Puret

    A man wearing a pure white shirt said the name of the perfume in French and gently rubbed his scented wrist on the back of his neck. Dancers moved like fairies in a set designed to resemble a dense forest. The man gracefully walked through them.

    As he passed by, the fairies stopped dancing and gazed at him, seemingly captivated. How could a mere human bewitch these fairies?

    <em>A fragrance that transcends the TV screen.</em>

    For obvious reasons, the fragrance couldnte through the TV screen. It had to be expressed through the production and acting. The man gave a faint smile to the fairies watching him. Then, like picking up some fruit, he lifted a bottle of Puret ced on a rock with his long fingers.

    Again, as he infused his wrist with the fragrance, fairies approached excitedly. But the man remained aloof and indifferent. Following the directors instruction, he delivered a short but impactful line to the camera.

    Deol, creating pure men.

    * * *

    It was a steak, full of rich, savory juices. I didnt know how long it had been since Id been to a ce like this since I always ate Korean food. I wouldve definitely had wine in my past life, but as a minor, I had to settle for sparkling juice.

    Is the food to your taste, Yeongguk?

    Somehow, I ended up having dinner hosted by Hwang Jangmi, Deols Korean branch manager. Of course, the CF director was also with us. How could the food not be to my taste? It was a restaurant I frequented in my past life. As I nodded briefly and said it was delicious, Hwang Jangmi continued the conversation.

    I monitored the shoot at the studio, and the images came out just as I expected.

    Thank you for saying that.

    I wanted to portray a natural, unforced image of purity, and the video alone allowed viewers to feel the scent of our Deol perfume. Im sure the audience will feel the same way.

    Its all thanks to the director for creating a great storyboard.

    As we exchanged pleasantries, the CF director gave a satisfied smile. Then, CEO Hwang Jangmi put down her knife and added,

    Mr. Yeongguk, why not take this opportunity to be Deols exclusive model? I dont mean to brag, but our stocks are rising not only overseas but also in Korea. Theres no need to mention our great image as a luxury brand. Ill make the proposal to your agencys CEO, but your opinion is most important. In that sense, Id like you to take on our next perfumemercial for the new lineup.

    Yeah, Actor Jang. What do you think about working together again, as the CEO suggested? Its a pity to shoot just one piece today.

    The CF director chimed in as if he had coordinated with CEO Hwang Jangmi.

    An exclusive contract.

    Honestly, I wondered why this offer hadnte up yet.

    Most advertisers usually had a simr motive when they were this friendly. They wanted to secure an exclusive contract when the guarantee (fee) was at its lowest, so they could benefit from it. After all, in this world, ones worth could skyrocket in the blink of an eye, depending on the work.

    Especially with the current sess of <em>Youth</em>, my image in the eyes of a businesswoman like CEO Hwang Jangmi was an attractivemodity. There was a high chance that she would be persistent even if I refused. Still, I didnt give a definite yes or no to be safe.

    I hope that works out too. Here, can I get another ss of juice, please!

    I called the server loudly to change the subject, even if it seemed a bit rustic.

    Only once the cobwebs cleared was I able to return to Grandpas mansion.

    As expected, CEO Hwang showed more persistence than I had anticipated. I, too, had to use social skills within a range that wouldnt offend her to shake off her tenacity. If I didnt have my past lifes experience as a middle-aged person, I might have fallen for her smooth talk.

    Phew.

    Without even lying down on the bed, I opened the script.

    Although it was my principle not to read other scripts during drama filming, this time was different. That was because I had a personal audition tomorrow.

    <em>The Priests Confession.</em>

    Like a pebble creating ripples on a calmke, <em>The Priests Confession </em>was that kind of work for me. It awakened my talent as an actor and could be seen as turning my lifespass. Naturally, I wanted to seed in performing it.

    Can I do it well?

    At that moment, as if to answer my question, the captivating words within the script snatched my gaze. It was as if it did not want to let me go.

    * * *

    Audition.

    In my past life, I couldnt be separated from auditions. When audition announcements went up, I was busy applying right away, even when I didnt have an agency and only yed bit parts. Of course, I couldnt even dream of ying the lead role. Like rain during a drought, it was rare to be cast as a bit part or, if I was lucky, a supporting role.

    <em>It feels like Im back to my rookie days.</em>

    The building where Director Shin Seonghyeons office was located was shabby. It looked shoddy, but it was also the reality for most movie directors nowadays. Even directors who made a name for themselves in indie films couldnt make it inmercial films, and many left the film industry.

    Even after finishing a movie shoot, it would go bankrupt if it didnt break even. Thats how much a proper sponsorship or investment system hadnt developed yet, something that would be prevalent in the future.

    Actor Jang, wee.

    I could see that they pushed the furniture and utensils to the wall to use the office as an audition space. Director Shin Seonghyeon greeted me with an apologetic expression. After all, having a personal audition after revising the script could potentially hurt an actors pride.

    However, I understood him.

    Let me introduce our directing team to you, Actor Jang. Starting from here, Kim Seokcheol, who is both the AD and the scripter, and this person is

    He couldnt wield absolute power even if he was the top leader, especially in the case of an unknown director. The directing department could be considered the backbone of a filming site. Each was an invaluable resource that couldnt be left out of a filming set.

    Especially in this situation, the resistance must have beenrge when the director revised the script as he pleased. The one factor that could subdue all of that was the actors acting skills.

    Hello, Im Actor Jang Yeongguk. I hope todays audition goes well!

    As I bowed deeply with a booming voice, just like when I yed bit parts in my past life, Director Shin Seonghyeon and the directing team members seemed quite taken aback. They must have thought I might be uncooperative and unhappy about the audition.

    Actor Jang, can you start from scene number 47? If you dont have the script, weve prepared a printout for you to read while you perform.

    Its alright. How could I possibly act with a script in my hands at an audition?

    I had already read the script so much that it was worn out. I even visited the diocese to meet an archbishop to understand the world within the script. How insane was I about this script in my past life? Enough for a person with no religion like me to memorize the Psalms. Although the protagonists age changed, the situation remained the same.

    I could think of a better scene because I had already watched the scene in a video in my past life.

    Director, if its not rude, can I change the direction of scene number 47 ording to my interpretation? If you dont like it, Ill do it again ording to the original script.

    Surprise flickered in Director Shin Seonghyeons eyes. Movie scripts usually consist of around 150 scenes. He hadnt given any hint about which scene he would have to perform during the audition, meaning he already memorized them. Moreover, he even has his own interpretation of them. Its hard to believe, but the audition had begun.

    Scene number 47, recite thest rites!

    The ADs voice reced the te.

    It was a scene where one shirked the responsibility of the priesthood. A dying young many on a bed in a luxurious hospital room. He had caused a traffic ident while intoxicated, resulting in the death of an innocent family; he himself was left in aa and brought to the hospital. Amidst all this, various life support devices are connected to his body.

    Father, please ease our sons pain on hisst journey.

    One of the directors staff read out the other dialogue. At that moment, she was taken aback. She felt an inexplicable uneasiness in Yeongguks appearance as he turned his head. However, as if it were an illusion, a gentle voice followed.

    Sister, Im going to pray for your son now, but if its alright with you, may I offer a prayer in Latin from the Orthodox Church? That way, your son will be able to rest more peacefully.

    Yeongguk looked at an empty space where no one was. In the script, its the ce where the young many in bed. Director Shin Seonghyeon and the directing team watched him. Then, a solemn and sacred voice in Latin flows out.

    <em>Consider how one conceives iniquity; is pregnant with mischief, and gives birth to deception</em>.

    The young mans mother could not understand Latin. She could only helplessly watch the priest recite thest rites to her drying child. However, the directing team, acting as the filming camera, looked directly at the priest.

    <em>He digs a hole and bores it deep, but he falls into the pit he has made. His malice turns back upon his head</em>.

    As a priest, he should save the dying, but the real victimsthe family dead on the cold floor while the perpetrator remained alive in this luxurious hospital room. Despite her child causing the death of innocent people, the mother only wailed for her child to be saved.

    How could one not feel the contradiction in this scene?

    Gulping, Director Shin Seonghyeons eyes widened likenterns. His fingertips trembled ever so slightly. Not only him, for everyone did the same. It was because the priests expression reciting thest rites changed frame by frame.

    Just as Jekyll straightened his back to be Hyde, the lips, brow, pupils, and even the small wrinkles moved delicately.

    <em>His violence falls on his own skull</em>. -Psalm 7:15-17.[1]

    The young man lying in bed faintly opened his eyes. As if representing his gaze, the directing team leaned forward. The priests figure appeared in the young mans sight. The voice was solemn, but the lips seemed pleased and the eyes cold.

    The priest, who had shed his priesthood, recited thest rite once more in Latin.

    <em>Lord, punish him</em>.

    Forever.

    The young man opened his eyes in agony. It seemed as if he was on the boundary between this world and the afterlife. Soon, his heart, which had been pumping, stopped, and the EKG in the central monitor drew a horizontal line. With the sound of the machine beeping, the priests expression, like a lie, became gentle again, perfectly transforming into a clergyman who was consoling a mother who had just lost her child.

    At the short spectacle, the directing team was at a loss for words. Not only because the small office felt like an actual filming location but also because the actors overwhelming acting ability had wrapped around their whole body.

    [1] Again, thises from the NABRE.<hr>

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 Chapter 50

    Chapter 50

    As my manager was sitting in the drivers seat and biting into a street toast filled with cabbage, he looked at me wide-eyed as if he was a bear caught stealing honey. Its ufortable to see him not even able to eat his meal in peace, waiting for me without knowing when Ill be done.

    Yeongguk, is the audition over already?

    Hyung, lets talk after you finish eating. Take your time. Weve got plenty of it. You could have stopped by a restaurant while I was at the audition.

    No way. What if people recognize your face while youre waiting, and they crowd around you? Then, Ill win a one-on-one meeting with the CEO. Ugh, its horrifying just thinking about it.

    The CEO isnt that strict, you know.

    Dont even say it. Its a secret, but the CEOs nickname is Coin. They say he has two sides. Hes like a Buddha most of the time, but when angry, hes terrifying. He doesnt tolerate even a little mistake, especially when ites to the managers handling of the actors.

    It was surprising. Wasnt CEO Kim Seonghwan always kind-hearted? But its good for a businessman to clearly distinguish between public and private matters, especially since Sonwon Entertainment will grow even more in the future.

    Anyway, do auditions usually end this quickly?

    Not usually.

    Remembering my past life experiences, auditions for significant supporting roles often took a long time. They needed to carefully check the actors performance, lines, and tone, as well as their understanding of the script. If thats the case for supporting roles, how much more for the leading roles?

    Auditions could take all day in extreme cases, so it was rare for them to end so quickly. At that moment, Manager Lee Bongchun cautiously asked,

    Did it not go well by any chance?

    Theres no way. Dont worry about it, Bongchun-hyung. Lets go have a proper lunch. How about some pork soup for a change? If you go straight down the main road and turn right after passing the roundabout, theres a Busan-style soup restaurant. The taste there is amazing!

    Oh! Yeongguk, youve been there too? I once stopped by when I was picking you up. It hasnt been long since they opened, but the taste is just like what I had in Busan! But its not a private room-style ce, so is it okay to go? What if people recognize us?

    Its already past lunchtime, and its a weekday, so there wont be many customers. And even if they recognize us, so what? We need to eat to work.

    It was a soup restaurant I often visited in my past life. Back then, it was a famous old restaurant that had been open for several decades. Whenever I was tired of living in Seoul or had to swallow the bitterness of failing an audition, I would go there. With a spoonful of soup and a shot of soju, everything would be forgotten. Of course, now that Im back to being a minor, Ill have to give up the soju.

    At that same time, there was an eerie silence in Director Shin Seonghyeons office, as if time had stopped. Everyone had a nk expression on their faces. The first one to break the silence was none other than AD Kim Seokcheol. His murmuring spread throughout the office like paint being poured into a container.

    Was that just a dream?

    In the empty seat where the actor who had just given a chilling performance had been, it seemed he was still there. There was no need to see any more scenes. Not only did he give a perfect performance, but he also reinterpreted the script. There was no denying that he was the protagonist of the script; it felt like they were watching the actual movie just moments ago.

    The goosebumps that had risen like hives all over their bodies still hadnt subsided. Thats when AD Kim Seokcheol turned and looked at Director Shin Seonghyeon sitting beside him.

    Director, no, Shin-hyung. The contract! Have you prepared the contract? Snap out of it ande to your senses!

    A contract? How could I have been in the right mind to prepare a contract?

    Ah, seriously, what should we do? Should we go to Sonwon now? Lets get a new investor somehow, and well match his conditions as much as possible. We cant shoot this movie without actor Jang!

    Even the production team members, initially opposed to the script changes, vigorously nodded in agreement. Even if they had to use half of their production budget, they had to cast Jang Yeongguk.

    Rather, the fact that they made him participate in a private audition was a double-edged sword. What if Actor Jang changed his mind because he was upset? They anxiously thought of all possibilities. But everyone had a mesmerized look on their faces as Director Shin Seonghyeon continued speaking.

    Actor Jang is our movies new investor.

    * * *

    After lunch, I returned to Sonwon Entertainment and found a familiar face waiting. In the CEOs office, Kim Seonghwan and the snake-like PD Kim Jin sat across from each other, thetter waving a hand in greeting. At that, CEO Kim Seonghwan rose from his seat to exin.

    PD Kim, why dont you discuss this with Yeongguk? After all, the opinion of the person involved is most important.

    What could he mean? As CEO Kim Seonghwan gave up his seat, only PD Kim Jin and I were left in the CEOs office. The first to speak was none other than PD Kim Jin.

    Yeongguk, what do you think about extending the drama?

    Why the sudden talk of an extension? Are you looking for a toolbox?

    Hey, Im not talking about a toolbox. Im asking what you think of extending the dramas broadcast.[1] Sometimes youre quick as a ghost, but at times like this, you dont understand! Would Ie here on a golden holiday to look for a toolbox? Are you pretending not to understand?

    Of course.

    With only a few dramas under my belt in my past life, how could I not know about extended broadcast? Its the opposite of an early ending, where the broadcastingpany extends the number of episodes of a drama with overwhelmingly high ratings.

    Increasing the number of episodes meant changing the entire schedule for a year, so it was a huge decision for the broadcastingpany. Thats why discussing an extension was difficult unless it was a drama worth risking.

    Whose mouth did ite from? The director?

    Yeongguk, I didnt think you were like that. Are you trying to ride the higher-ups line already? Who cares where it came from?

    It was important. If its just a discussion, theres no need for me to argue about it. PD Kim Jin looked at my serious gaze and then added an exnation.

    Ugh, fine, it came from the presidents side. Are you satisfied?

    The president?

    Yeah, hey. Right now, no one on the set knows about this issue except for you, me, and Actor Seo.

    Huh?

    It turned out to be quite a big fish. The fact that the broadcastingpanys president personally intervened meant it was almost as good as confirmed after going through the discussion stage. Of course, the most important thing would be the writers and the actors opinions. As if reading my thoughts, PD Kim Jin leaned forward.

    I heard that <em>Youth</em> is incredibly popr in Japan right now. TBK started broadcasting it two weeks ago, and the ratings for the first episode broke their own records.

    No way, its been less than a month since they bought the rights, and theyve already started airing it?

    Why not? Theres no reason it cant happen. They bought it with their money, so its up to them. Right?

    Ah, I see.

    I forgot that the current situation was in the past. In the future, drama rights will be sold all over Asia, riding the Korean Hallyu Wave. However, most contracts specified that overseas broadcasts should be after the domestic airing ended, and there are several reasons for that.

    First, simultaneously broadcasting the drama can cause chaos on set because of the influx of overseas fans wanting to see their favorite drama being filmed. Second, if a drama aired at the same time overseas as it did domestically, the actors schedules would be overwhelmed, and their rest time would be reduced.

    But such systematic guidelines are not in ce at the moment. It made sense since, although they had sold the rights overseas before, it was almost the first time they had sold them for such a high price. PD Kim Jin continued speaking, waking me up from my thoughts.

    So now theres chaos among the drama executives. If the broadcast is extended in Japan, theyre apparently willing to pay double the royalties for the additional episodes. They must think its profitable since its so popr.

    From the broadcastingpanys perspective, its like catching a big fish while digging a ditch. In addition to the ratings, they can get more from overseas royalties.

    Hey, dont be so harsh. Do you think I want to extend it? But at least youll get additional appearance fees for the extended episodes. All I get is my monthly sry.

    Why are you leaving out your performance bonus?

    Wow, youre acting like you know everything about the broadcastingpanys situation even though youre so young? Youre right. I admit it. But the performance bonus from a terrestrial broadcastingpany isnt that big. Do you think Id want to do this extension thing and mess up my nights for that? I have no choice but to ask because theyre pressuring me from above.

    Im sure Writer Hwang tly refused, but what about Minhye-noona?

    See, I told you, youre like a ghost. I didnt even mention Writer Hwangs reactions, but you picked up on it.

    It was obvious why PD Kim Jin hade all the way to the agency. Since Writer Hwang had refused the extension, the higher-ups wanted to persuade her through the lead actors. Not only the main supporting actors but even the bit yers weed the broadcast extension. Wouldnt that be natural? As the drama was extended, they could enjoy more poprity, along with the fees.

    Actor Seos agency agreed, but she said shed do it only if Yeongguk does it too.

    I didnt expect that. However, my answer would have been the same regardless of Seo Minhyes.

    Im against extending the broadcast. The work should end where the writer intended.

    My answer might have been different if it had been my previous life. But Ive vowed to live this life as an actor. I wanted to leave a proper filmography rather than cling to guarantees and poprity.

    Really? Is that how you think?

    Of course. Its the same with painting. If you forcibly expand the canvas, the picture will only fade. Its unfortunate for those with different opinions, but thats what I think.

    PD Kim Jin seemed to understand and nodded briefly before getting up from his seat. It was strange that the so-called King Cobra Kim Jin gave up too easily, but what could be done? <em>PD Kim Jin</em> exited the CEOs office with a resigned look but a faint smile, his eyes seeming to say, As expected, I have a knack for reading people.

    It wasnt long before CEO Kim Seonghwan returned to his office. Seeing his worn-out shoes, I couldnt help but feel sorry. I had selectively picked only a few advertisements from the numerous offers I received. If it had been another agencys CEO, they might have already forced me to sign and film the CFs.

    Im sorry, CEO.

    Theres nothing to be sorry about. Straighten your shoulders.

    CEO Kim Seonghwan showed a kind smile and raised his thumb.

    An actor should be self-centered.

    * * *

    Namhang Market.

    Thete summer heat had retreated, and the waves were calm. Seagulls paired up and flew around the pier just as young women formed a line and walked along the corners of the market. Their Japanese pronunciation stood out even among the Busan ajummas thick dialect.

    ording to the column, this should be the right way

    No, if we go this way, well go around the long way.

    Should we ask the merchants?

    These were Japanese tourists. Because of Busans status as a port city and its geographic location, many foreign tourists who visited Busan were Japanese. However, they werent here to sightsee the market but seemed to be looking for something specific as they wandered around.

    After searching through the markets nooks and crannies, they stopped before a familiar store as if they had discovered a treasure.

    We found it!

    Namhangs son, Yeongguk!

    They entered the store adorned with a fancy signboard, and several of them paired up. Thanks to them, Yeongguks mother and the fish seller ajumma, Mrs. Yang, who were chatting inside the store, were startled and got up.

    Of course, it was unusual for them to have youngdies visit, especially at the least busy time of day. Moreover, they didnt look Korean and spoke a foreignnguage, making the situation even more confusing. Thats when Mrs. Yang stepped in for Yeongguks bewildered mother.

    What do you want with Namhang?

    Having sold fish at Namhang Market for a long time, Mrs. Yang was no stranger to foreign tourists. She spoke a thirdnguage that was a mix of Korean and Japanese. However, the Japanese tourists seemed d to understand her.

    Toujin!

    Toujin-sama!

    Confused, Mrs. Yang tried to show them a fish, but one of the tourists took out a photo from her bag. Theminated picture featured Kim Dojin (Yeongguk) from the drama <em>Youth</em>. At the sight of it, Yeongguks mother rubbed her eyes and approached.

    Thats my sons picture?

    Yeongguks mother, just wait a minute. These girls arent talking about the fish but your son from the drama. His name in the drama is Kim Dojin, right? Thats what theyre looking for, not the fish, right?

    Yes! Dojin-sama!

    Finally, the Japanese tourists rejoiced as if theyd understood each other. They took pictures with Yeongguks mother and bought all the seafood in the store. They even bought the fish that Mrs. Yang was selling at her store. This wouldnt be the end of the line, as such processions would continue.

    The poprity of <em>Youth</em> had just begun to ignite in Japan. Yeongguks poprity brought back the heyday of Namhang once again.

    * * *

    Thetter half.

    As the end of summer approached, the filming for <em>Youth</em> neared its conclusion. Thetter half of a drama filming usually felt like a war zone. With partial scripts and all-nighters, it was a continuous struggle.

    However, <em>Youth</em> was different because it was a fully-backed production from the broadcasting station. No wonder people in the broadcasting industry wished they could film asfortably as <em>Youth</em>.

    Yeongguk, did you see the article? <em>Youth</em> is hugely popr in Japan.

    Manager Lee Bongchun asked me as we were driving to the filming set. I heard about it from PD Kim Jin when he visited our agency a few days ago. Also, the media has been reporting on the huge sess of <em>Youth</em> in Japan. This was an extraordinary event since the Korean Wave had yet to make a ssh overseas.

    But why are there so many people at the filming site?

    Holding the steering wheel, the manager asked as I poked my head out to look outside the car window. The filming site usually banned outsiders from entering. Not only ordinary people but reporters were blocked from ess to prevent the content of the second half of the filming from being leaked. However

    It was bustling.

    There were indeed a lot of people. It was as if they were at a concert venue. FDs and all the broadcasting staff members were out trying to stop them but it seemed insufficient. The car couldnt even enter the filming site, so it had to stop. Suddenly, the back door of the car opened.

    Yeongguk! Dont get off!

    PD Kim Jin hurriedly got into the car, out of breath. One couldnt find the usualposure on PD Kim Jins face. As proof, his face and back were covered in sweat. If a stranger saw him, they would think he had just finished a round of exercise.

    PD, who are all these people? Theyre all simr in age and all female, so they cant be local residents, can they?

    Dont even ask. Theyre all your fans.

    What?

    They said they came in as a group from Japan. Some reporters must have written the location of our filming site in a column while writing about their impressions of the drama. We cant even kick them out because they brought so many gifts for you. The situation is so chaotic that the FDs and staff members are using all sorts of gestures tomunicate, but we dont know if they cant understand or are pretending not to understand how much theyre pushing. We cant even call the police. Ah, Actress Seos car has arrived too.

    PD Kim Jin turned his head and noticed Actress Seo Minhyes car parked right behind ours. She also couldnt enter the filming site because of the current situation.

    Yeongguk, you dont know whats going on, so dont get out of the car for now. Who knows what kind of trouble might arise if you do. If it really doesnt work, we might have to call private security guards and set up a barricade. This is the first time something like this has happened in my entire career as a PD!

    It was understandable that PD Kim Jin was flustered. Nowadays, the fandom culture for actors is virtually non-existent, so handling such a situation was naturally awkward. But my case was different.

    In my past life, I had seen all sorts of scenes as an idol-turned-actor who had worked with other idol-turned-actors many times. Fans would send food trucks to the filming sites and even visit the filming sites themselves.

    <em>Thats why theyre so keen on casting idols.</em>

    The faster an idol with a solid fandom debuted as a lead actor, the more likely it was to secure viewership ratings. Of course, there were numerous cases where dramas with idols as lead actors failed because of their acting skills.

    Ill handle it.

    What?

    Yeongguk, no. Ill go down and take a look at the situation first!

    The two tried to stop me, but it was already toote. I opened the back seat door and walked towards the filming site. My manager and PD Kim Jin followed me, flustered.

    I had seen this scene many times in my past life at the filming site. People would jokingly say they were taming the fans. I had also seen how idols dealt with their fans. So, from my position, I wasnt scared or nervous. I just had to resolve the situation quickly.

    Toujin-san!

    Upon seeing me, the Japanese fans hurriedly got up from their seats and ran toward me.

    Everyone, please slowly walk over and gather in front of me. Ah, dont push the people in front of you. Those in the front, be careful not to get too close. You might trip. You all came all the way from Japan just to see me, right?

    I never thought my rusty Japanese from my past life woulde in handy like this.

    On the other hand, the filming staff, PD Kim Jin, Manager Lee Bongchun, Actress Seo Minhye, who had gotten out of her car at some point, and her manager all couldnt hide their surprise.

    Not only the fact that I was speaking Japanese but also that the Japanese fans, who werent listening before, were now being controlled by my words. The fans eyes, filled with admiration and longing, gazed at me.

    I am truly honored to meet you all like this. I would like to meet each and every one of you, shake hands, and give autographs, but as you know, the filming is very busy right now. I will try my best to set up a separate time for our overseas fans at our agency as soon as possible. So for today, please just see my face and go back. In Japan, you say <em>yubikiri</em>, right?

    A gesture of a promise by crossing pinky fingers.

    When Yeongguk raised his pinky finger in the air, the Japanese fans also eagerly raised their pinky fingers in the air. Where did he learn such social skills? PD Kim Jin and the entire filming team were astonished like they had seen a ghost.

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    Chapter 51

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    Themotion caused by the Japanese fans had calmed down because of my skilled fan service. The onught of gifts from the Japanese fans was incredible. With the help of several managers and FDs, we could finally move everything to the waiting room at the shooting location. Manager Lee Bongchun wiped away his sweat and said,

    Yeongguk, you have no idea how nervous I was. But what did you say to the Japanese fans that made them turn into gentle sheep in an instant? And these gifts, will they all fit in our car trunk? It seems like well have to fill the backseat too.

    It was like receiving a tribute. It was a word I didnt like in my past life. How could I describe the fans hearts with such a word? But when you receive so many gifts and fan letters like these, youd feel like a king.

    Wow! Is this a waiting room or a duty-free shop?

    King Cobra PD Kim Jin stuck out his tongue as he entered the waiting room. I was surprised enough that I could only imagine how others felt. I had never received so many gifts and fan letters in my past life.

    Its not just because I only yed supporting roles. I chose rough and viinous roles, so it was only natural. There was even a time when I was drinking at a bar, and some gangsters came over to greet me, thinking I was a real thug.

    Whats this, fan letters?

    Why are you looking through them? These are letters for me.

    Hey, I dont know Japanese anyway, so whats the harm in looking at them a little?

    The fan letters were written in Japanese. They were handwritten, letter by letter. How could I not be grateful? The heartfelt words of the fans were etched in my eyes and deep in my heart. King Cobra PD Kim Jin stuck out his tongue again as he saw me focusing on the fan letters.

    Yeongguk, when did you learn Japanese? Ive never seen anyone handle fans as well as you in my time as a PD. Especially not a Korean dealing with foreigners. Usually, actors hide behind their manager and donte out of the car, but you, Yeongguk, are like a vanguard going into battle! You just went ahead and made a speech in Japanese! Man, even as a guy, I thought you were cool!

    Why are you suddenly praising me like this? Do you have a favor to ask?

    Uh, did it show?

    Wasnt it obvious? He had always been good at keeping work and personal life separate. There must have been a reason he followed me into the waiting room, repeating the praise he had given me earlier at the filming set.

    Is there anything you have in mind for your next project?

    Next project?

    Yeah, there are still two episodes left until the final episode, but today is virtually thest day. After that, its just an epilogue. So, have you received many scripts or scenarios for your next project from your agencytely?

    You were there at the agency.

    Your agencys CEO kept his mouth shut. He didnt say a word even when I tried to poke my nose in. He said its all up to the actors decision. That means the CEO trusts you that much.

    PD Kim Jin didnt know yet that I chose the movie <em>The Priests Confession</em> as my next project. It was not public knowledge yet, and Director Shin Seonghyeon was not a loose-lipped person, so it was naturally still a secret.

    At that moment, PD Kim Jin leaned forward as if he had something important to say.

    Its not that, but our SBC Drama Department is nning to produce a grand work as a special project next summer.

    I knew it. Theres no way he woulde to me for no reason.

    Do you want me to appear in it?

    Why? Dont you like it? You could take a few months off after finishing this project, and the timing would be perfect for you to start your next project. Jeez, dont think Im doing this because I like it. The higher-ups are telling me to hold onto you tightly, so Im just asking.

    Whos the PD in charge of the special drama scheduled as next years grand project?

    PD Kim Jin made an expression that said Isnt it obvious? and pointed to his own face with his index finger.

    I knew it.

    So, youre going straight into another project after finishing this one? If its a grand project, as you confidently say, the production budget must be huge. Wont the other PDs in the Drama Department protest? If theres a lineup ovep, someones work will be obviously overshadowed.

    You really know everything, huh? Ahem, well, its because the head of the department likes me so much. The Drama Department is apetitive ce, after all. When theres a lineup ovep, someoneughs while someone else cries. Thats just how it is. And now that I have the momentum, Im going to jump right in.

    Do you have any ns to move to another broadcasting station?

    !

    King Cobra PD Kim Jins face turned pale in an instant. After all, there were only two cases when a sried PD would be so passionate about their career: either to be promoted to a higher position (CP) within the Drama Division or to prepare for a job transfer to another broadcasting station. Kim Jin PD scanned the empty waiting room and asked in a hushed voice,

    Yeongguk, are you a fortune-teller by any chance?

    Looking at your reaction, PD, it seems like Im right. Is it a cablework thatsunching these days?

    Shhh! Nothings been confirmed yet. I wouldve kept it a secret from others, but how can I hide it from you with your quick wits? Just keep this strictly confidential since nothings set in stone. To be honest, my situation is like this: Our SBC Drama Division isnt bad, but there are just too many seniors above me. It seems like Ill end up living as a perennial average PD before even bing a CP. Theres a saying that if you hate the monastery, leave the temple. But its not happening now; I still need to learn more here for a few years.

    Some people might curse at him, calling him a traitor, but I understood.

    Havent I watched the broadcasting ecosystem for a long time in my past life? Being a PD didnt guarantee a stable job. In the future, even announcers would often dere themselves frencers. The same went for PDs. The era when capable people receive proper treatment has arrived. In that sense, King Cobra PD Kim Jin could be seen as having a pioneering spirit.

    Yeongguk, let me repeat this: this is a secret. It would be an embargo if you were a reporter. Its an embargo that must never be lifted! Got it?

    Understood.

    What? You cheeky brat. Anyway, its my big mouth thats the problem. So, what do you want?

    Somehow the tables have turned.

    * * *

    Scene number 61, the season of verifying each others feelings!

    Thete summer heat had given way to autumn. It was a scene portraying a youthful love story blooming in the season of change.

    In the schoolyard full of cosmos flowers, Kim Dojiny on the grass, using the clouds as a nket. Was it because of the prominent veins on his forearm covering his eyes like a blindfold or his tall,nky stature? His figure looked like a picture from a photo spread.

    Hey, Dojin, you said youre applying to the Military Academy!

    Out of the blue, a girl (Seo Min-hye) came and scolded him. She fired away like a machine gun as he pretended he didnt care.

    No! Thats so random. Why the Military Academy all of a sudden? The teachers office is in chaos now because of your bombshell announcement. The principal was sure youd apply to Korea University.

    It wasnt that she was trying to belittle the Military Academy. But was it because Dojins grades were so outstanding? He was a top student, boasting excellent rankings in his school and the national mock exams. So his homeroom teacher, vice-principal, and principal paid close attention to Dojins college entrance.

    They probably thought Korea Universitys Law School was a given. At that moment, the arm that had been covering his eyes was removed. His long, narrow eyes slowly opened as if waking.

    From down here, you look pretty ugly.

    What did you say?!

    Why does it matter so much where I go to college?

    No, if you go to the Military Academy, isnt it practically like the military? Then we wont be able to see each other often. No, thats not it. Why do you want to go to such a tough ce? I really dont understand.

    Are you an idiot?

    Dojin smiled. She was a disaster when it came to studying. Maybe thats why she thought the Military Academy was a barracks life without even a vacation. The Military Academy was a ce both simr and different from the military. And Yeongguks dream was to be a soldier.

    You like me.

    At that moment, Dojins words made her heart race. Flustered by his words, she lost her footing and fell. Their faces came close as if their lips would touch. Their gazes met in the deep blue schoolyard with only a sheet of papers width between them.

    PD Kim Jin clenched his fist. Surely, this scene would evoke nostalgic memories for many viewers beyond the screen. Everyone had at least one experience of having a crush on someone in high school.

    As if a nostalgic youth love song, their gazes met under the autumnal schoolyard, and their lips gradually came closer. Like biting into cotton candy, Dojins sweet voice gently entered her ears.

    Me too.

    At that moment, PD Kim Jin sprang up from his seat and shouted,

    Cut!

    Undoubtedly, the viewers would scream and groan at this scene. The fact that they didnt clearly show the two people kissing was also meant to induce a tingling and innocent emotion.

    Even after the filming ended, the two of them didnt want to get up from the deep blue mat. Seo Minhye appeared not to have heard the directors shout as she still had her eyes tightly shut.

    The shooting is over.

    Then, Jang Yeongguk gently pulled Seo Minhye, lying on top of him, by her shoulders with both hands. Seo Minhyes face had be as red as a beet.

    It couldnt be helped since she had rxed her body as if they were going to kiss, but the filming had already ended, and yet nothing happened. However, not knowing whether he understood her feelings or not, Yeongguk said only one short sentence.

    Noona, you worked hard.

    In the spot that Yeongguk left, Manager Song Jeongmin came.

    Minhye, you seem disappointed?

    What are you saying!

    Anyway, Im really envious. I thought he was good at acting, but seeing how he handled the overseas fans, he is not ordinary. I want to sign him no matter how much the signing fee will be. My desire is like a chimney.

    Song Jeongmin licked his dry lips, seeming regretful as he watched Yeongguks retreating figure. Seo Minhye turned around and shouted at him, annoyed.

    Just be nice to the people you have!

    * * *

    Press conference.

    A month has already passed. <em>Youth</em> was now only one episode away from its finale. The dramas shooting team and the actors decided to watch thest episode together at the wrap-up party. By the way, the newly coined term watching the original broadcast was also created because of the <em>Youth</em>. It would have been a term that wouldve been createdter on anyway.

    When I picked up the phone in the press conference waiting room, an angry voice came out.

    Yeongguk, you ungrateful bastard! Do you know how much I talked you up to the director? I told you so many times. Just bear it for a little while, and then lets work together again in the drama being produced next year!

    The receiver was sharp. PD Kim Jins voice was like a machine gun. It was because he was upset that a big article about my next project was published in the media.

    Usually, the press conference would be held two weeks before the shooting, but this time it was a month ahead. There was a need to attract more investors to supplement the production costs. Thats why the press conference was hastily arranged.

    I wont be the one with an ugly reputation. Itll be PD Kim, right? You dont think the director knows yet, do you?

    You idiot! Thats supposed to be an embargo forever! Ive been praising you, Yeongguk, and youre still unhappy! The director seemed quite upset when he heard youre starting your next project immediately. Today, he even wore a ck tie. You know he only wears a ck tie when he goes to his inws, right?

    Are you kidding me? But having a bad reputation? I think the director would rather be relieved. Frankly, its lucky that my next project is a movie. If it was a drama with MBS or KBC, he wouldve been even more upset, right?

    Broadcastingpanies werent inpetition with Chungmuro. You could see that from the fact that they didnt put drama and movie actors on the same level. There was no corrtion with viewer ratings, and the production environment waspletely different.

    After all, thepetitors of broadcastingpanies were the other broadcastingpanies. If I had announced that my next project would be with MBS or KBC, the SBC drama director would have had sleepless nights.

    Right, he wouldnt have been able to stand that. By the way, I heard your next project is rated R? Todays article said youll be ying a murderer, is that right? Did I read it wrong?

    PD, Ill tell you the details at the wrap-up party in two days. I have to start the press conference soon! I need to prepare, so Ill hang up now!

    I hurriedly put down the receiver. PD Kim Jin talked so much that I didnt think hed ever hang up, so I had to make the first move.

    Just then

    Actor Jang.

    Director Shin Seonghyeon entered my waiting room, followed by the wardrobe team. It was in the convention hall where the press conference was being held. The press conference was like the first impression to the reporters, so there were specially prepared outfits. However, Director Shin Seonghyeons face was full of worry.

    We prepared it as you said, but Im unsure if its okay. Its not the kind of clothing youd normally wear at a press conference.

    Director, dont worry too much. Its just a movie press conference, after all. Were not at a hearing, so theres no need to be stiff. And weve already got permission for this.

    Movie press conferences these days are mostly held in a solemn atmosphere. Its not too different from a hearing, with actors and reporters engaging in Q&A sessions.

    However, in the future, there might beughter at these press conferences, with some actors even attending in zombie makeup. It was hard to deny that the current atmosphere was quite rigid. Soon after, the wardrobe teams manager took out the outfit theyd prepared for the press conference from a suitcase.

    Oh.

    Of course, its not a dull suit. After checking the outfit, I gave the wardrobe teams manager and Director Shin Seonghyeon a thumbs-up.

    Good.

    It was quite provocative.

    * * *

    <em>The Priests Confession.</em>

    The convention hall, where the press conference was to be held, was packed with reporters. After all, it was the next project of the nations first love. Moreover, Director Shin Seonghyeons <em>The Priests Confession</em> couldnt help but be a hot topic among entertainment reporters.

    Seriously, isnt it unreasonable for him to take on the role of a murderer when hes already dominating the high-teen market with his nations first love image? What happened to Son Wons CEOs head?

    Either the actor threw a fit or had a big fight with the CEO. You know how new actors act once they be popr. They force changes in contract terms. Otherwise, it doesnt make sense. There must have been many offers for nice dramas or romance films for Jang Yeongguk. He kicked the uniform away.

    Is it because hes young and daring, or does he like to take risks? Even if he became popr as the nations first love, his image will hit rock bottom if his next work fails. He must not know that this industry can change faster than flipping a pancake.

    Some of the reporters openly expressed their harsh opinions. Of course, not all reporters were like that. Most who made such remarks were rejected when they requested an interview with Yeongguk. The interview was postponed because of the shooting for <em>Youth</em>. Thus, several reporters harshly criticized Yeongguk.

    At that moment

    Why are the reporters talking so much when the actor wants to show diverse acting? Are their mouths made of pens? Or have they all decided to change their jobs to fortune-tellers? Did you not see the pre-interview distributed by the directors side? Technically, its not a murderer but a priest who judges. If you have bad eyesight, change your sses, or stop leaping like ignorant calves and sit still. Dont be a disgrace to us reporters.

    It was Reporter Kwak Myunghwan who also attended the script reading of <em>Youth</em>. Since his juniors respected and admired him, his words carried a great impact. As the reporters criticizing Yeongguk reluctantly closed their mouths, other reporters found it amusing.

    <em>A priest.</em>

    Kwak Myunghwan had been impressed with Yeongguk since the script reading for <em>Youth</em>. He had been a journalist in the entertainment industry for a long time, but he couldnt exin his emotions when facing Yeongguk. Although he only appeared a few times in dramas through child roles and cameo appearances in Chungmuro, it was like looking at a huge, solid tree.

    <em>An actor for acting.</em>

    Many actors who entered the entertainment industry initially had that sense of mission, just like rookie reporters starting their careers. However, as they got intoxicated by mour and poprity, they tended to look for the easy ways.

    Thats why this choice was unexpected. It wasnt just an actors choice to attract poprity. Today, Kwak Myunghwan was confident that his intuition wasnt wrong.

    Director Shin Seonghyeon is entering.

    Soon after the hosts announcement, the main actors, including Director Shin Seonghyeon, walked onto the convention hall stage where the press conference was being held. Their faces were slightly tensed. More reporters gathered than usual thanks to the hot issue of the nations first loves next work.

    Actor Jang Yeongguk is entering.

    With the hosts announcement, all reporters took out their cameras. It was the appearance of the lead actor (Yeongguk), the one that will set the tone for the press conference. Yeongguk entered the convention hall, but the reporters, with their eyes wide open, couldnt press the camera shutter.

    It was because of the sight of a priest walking in, dressed in a cassock.

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    Chapter 52

    Was it the solemnity of the ck cassock that kept the reporters from speaking rashly? After all, even the host paused momentarily, busy admiring Jang Yeongguks appearance. The deep gaze between his neatly trimmed bangs and the white cor on his ck clothing created an odd harmony, making the ce feel as reverent as if it had be a diocese.

    How much time had passed? The host, momentarily captivated by Yeongguk, regained his senses and tapped the microphone.

    Apologies for my momentary distraction. Now, lets begin <em>The Priests Confession</em>s press conference! Before we start, let me formally introduce the production team and main cast members of <em>The Priests Confession</em>! First, the one who wrote the script and will direct the movie, Shin Seonghyeon!

    The reporters regained their senses thanks to the host speaking in such a resounding voice. They had momentarily lost their minds, as if possessed by a ghost, because of the halo they felt when Yeongguk appeared. Only when the host called out Jang Yeongguks name did they start to get busy, pressing their camera shutters.

    <em>Still nervous, I see.</em>

    As the reporters Q&A session began, Director Shin Seonghyeons expression stiffened. In the future, press conferences like this would take ce in a more rxed atmosphere, almost like a tea party, but this time was different.

    As proof, wasnt Director Shin Seonghyeons fingers trembling slightly as he held the microphone? The others were no different. They all answered nervously like they were criminals attending a police interrogation.

    I have a question for Actor Jang Yeongguk. Why did you choose <em>The Priests Confession</em>, an R-rated film with a murderer as the main character, as your next project? It seems too radical for just an image change. Id like to ask if there were any internal conflicts within your agency. Maybe you selected this role to express your dissatisfaction with the CEO. If not, were there any disagreements between the broadcastingpanies? Ive heard that all three major stations were trying to cast you.

    Look at this guy.

    He pretended to be polite while asking questions, but there were thorns in his words. Not all reporters were as dedicated as war correspondents. Thats why actors had to be cautious with their words. One slip-up and the reporters wouldtch on, exaggerating the issue and pushing their opinions to be the truth. Whether in the past or the present, such reporters existed.

    However, Ive dealt with these brats too many times. Just as I was about to grab the microphone and disy my wit, Director Shin Seonghyeon stepped in first. His face showed his restrained anger.

    Excuse me, reporter, may I answer on behalf of actor Jang Yeongguk?

    I clearly asked actor Jang Yeongguk.

    Unfazed by the insinuation that there was a problem, Director Shin Seonghyeon began to exin.

    Thats because its a question that Jang Yeongguk doesnt need to answer. Based on that logic, is the reason your outfit is disheveled because you had a fight with your wifest night? Your eyes are bloodshot, too. It seems like you didnt get a good nights sleep. Did you have any difficulties attending todays press conference?

    What kind of! Is that something you should be saying to a reporter?

    Its the same for the actors. Saying that the role was selected because of a disagreement with their CEO is absurd. Actors are people who act. When they choose a role, they prioritize the script, not the pros and cons of life. Lastly, please think of his role as a priest who judges, not a murderer. I believe we provided you with a pre-interview guide, so please review it thoroughly.

    Wow!

    Who would have thought Director Shin Seonghyeon would be so bold? Just moments ago, he looked nervous because of the sheer number of reporters present, but now he was entirely different. After a brief silence, another reporter asked a question.

    Jang Yeongguk seems to have a bright future as an actor. Honestly, in my reporting experience, Ive never seen such a young actor make such a daring decision. If you pull off this role well, I think you canpletely break away from the child actor image.

    He was a middle-aged reporter. I had seen him at least once before at a script reading. If I remember correctly, his name was Kwak Myunghwan. I heard that among the reporters, he was quite a big name.

    Of course, I couldnt find any trace of him during the time when I was popr in my past life. He must have retired back then. After all, hadnt he only be famous after he turned forty?

    Before I tell you the protagonists thoughts, let me borrow the words of someone else I know. I think we can see evil not only in invisible beings but also in our neighbors around us. How many peoplemit evil deeds and live their lives without repentance and regret? In fact, they might be considered more evil than invisible beings. However, the protagonists definition of evil is slightly different from this. I would appreciate it if you could find the answer by watching the movie at the theater.

    Reporter Kwak Myunghwan seemed satisfied with the answer, as a pleased smile appeared on his face. The following questions were all expected, so I had the leisure to mix some jokes with my answers.

    The host, apparently a formeredian, also seemed to have rxed quite a bit and began to chat like a butterfly. It turned one we got along quite well.

    Meanwhile, everyone, including Director Shin Seonghyeon, was wiping away sweat and marveling at the situation. Even they, having experienced all sorts of ups and downs in the movie industry, were usually nervous at press conferences. However, the atmosphere was being led by the main actorpractically a rookie in the industry.

    Moreover, the sight of him casually exchanging jokes with reporters seemed like that of someone who had experienced such events hundreds of times. Thanks to that, the frozen atmosphere at the press conference momentarily bloomed withughter.

    * * *

    The day after the press conference, articles about <em>The Priests Confession</em> began to flood in. If it had been an ordinary movie press conference, this many articles wouldnt have sprung up.

    After all, wasnt this the next work of the actor who had earned the title of the nations first love? It was only natural that there would be this much interest.

    <em>They wrote so well, didnt they?</em>

    The words from Kwak Myunghwan and other veteran entertainment reporters were mostly praises.

    <em>A rookie actor walks the unwavering path of an actor.</em>

    The headlines were just amazing. Of course, not all articles were positive. Some poured out malicious rumors under the name of an image transformation, saying the movie would fail. However, the number of such articles was so small that one couldnt find them unless one looked for them.

    Jeongseok-hyung, when did you do this interview?

    Song Jeongseok was an actor who had gotten a lot of screen time on TV in the past three years. As his acting skills grew day by day, he earned the title of the nations actor in his past life.

    Thanks to that, he didnt just appear in dramas but also in variety shows and documentaries. In an interview with a weekly magazine, he named me the person who changed his values in his acting life.

    It was a beautiful story.

    [I had a friend who gave me white rice and a warm bed when I had nothing. That child was younger than me but much more mature than I was. He was the one who gave me thepass of life while I was worried about my future as an actor. As a reporter, do you know what eating rice mixed with tears tastes like? I still cant forget the feast I had back then.]

    It was embarrassing. In a way, I merely repaid the favor the National Actor Song Jeongseok had given me in my childhood. While I was reading the newspaper for a while, a shadow loomed over my head.

    Yeongguk, why are you giggling like that since morning?

    Uncle, please make some noise when youe! You startled me!

    What do you mean by making some noise? I called you several times toe down and eat, but you couldnt hear me. By the way, your friend Kwak Myunghwan wrote a really good article about you.

    Do you know him, Uncle?

    Of course, I doubt theres an actor in the entertainment industry who doesnt know him. Its surprising that a friend around my age is still active in the field. Hes an entertainment reporter now, but he used to cover society and economics. The newspaper offered him an editor-in-chief position, but he refused and is still on the scene. In a way, you could say his professionalism is strong, or he could be stubborn. I heard he was finally offered the chief editorial position at his newspaper this year.

    The chief editor referred to one of the highest-ranking people in a newspaper. They decided on the publications editing and direction. No wonder I didnt know. Anyway, the journalist Kwak Myunghwan was a really incredible guy. In a way, it was like a team leader skipping the middle process and going straight to an executive position.

    Stop looking at the articles ande down to eat breakfast. The bean sprouts soup Auntie made today is spicy and very refreshing. Itll cool down your stomach.

    Uncle must have had a lot to drinkst night. Grandpas nose was still red, so it seemed the two of them had a good time. I finished my breakfast with the spicy bean sprout soup Auntie prepared and was getting ready to go to school.

    Yeongguk, take this with you.

    Grandpa (Director Baek Janghun) handed me something. It was a handkerchief embroidered with a hibiscus flower. It was old but was still stiff, probably because of good care.

    Grandpa, what is this?

    Its something I had on my body whenever I filmed a movie. Its like a talisman. Drama sets might be somewhat safer, but movie sets arent. The shooting location changes from time to time. Im giving it to you so you dont get hurt while filming your first movie (excluding indie films) as the lead.

    Indeed, what kind of story was contained in this handkerchief? I bowed my head deeply to express my gratitude, and Grandpa smiled and patted my head. Uncle, watching from the side, interjected.

    Hyung, you gave that precious thing to Yeongguk, but why havent you lent it to me?

    Do you think an old veteran like you and a young actor like Yeongguk are the same? Besides, even if I gave it to you, you would have just carried it around. Its a relief you didnt lose it.

    Leaving behind Uncle and Grandpa arguing, I got on my bicycle. The handkerchief nestled in my chest seemed to warm my heart.

    * * *

    38.7%

    It was the highest viewership rating for the drama <em>Youth</em>. With the final episode approaching, SBCs drama department was excitedly buzzing, wondering if it would surpass 40%. It had been nearly five years since an SBC-produced drama had a rating of over 40%.

    Kim Jin!

    The head of the drama department shouted toward the partition. The other junior PDs looked shocked. After all, wasnt PD Kim Jin the current hero of the drama department?

    However, the department heads expression was far from ordinary; he looked extremely angry. At that moment, Kim Jin, crouching in the corner just behind a partition, raised his head and looked at the youngest PD.

    Howon, did the department heade in?

    Sunbae, thats not it.

    Damn, my legs are killing me. Hurry up and tell me. If I knew this would happen, I would stop talking and run straight to the variety show department. Why do you look like that?

    The face of the youngest PD turned blue, and at the same time, the head of the department, with a face turning red and blue, popped up. Kim Jin stood up and started to pour out excuses that didnt seem like excuses.

    Aigo, why is this pen lying here? Uh! Sir, whats going on?

    Thats what you get for leaving it to the youngest. Stop trying to be cunning and follow me!

    In the end, Kim Jin was dragged away like a calf being led to the ughterhouse. As soon as they entered the department heads office, the head of the department picked up the wrap-up party nning document on the table and shouted,

    Hey! Are you kidding me with this n to have a wrap-up party at a theater? And whats with the second round being Korean beef? Is this the wrap-up party n you submitted? I have to contact the reporters right away. What am I going to do?

    Well, just go ahead with it.

    Youre just saying whats easy for you! Do you think only your team is attending the wrap-up party? Reporters wille, Ill be there, and the vice president might show up too. Does it make sense to have it at a theater? Just change it back to a hotel convention hall. Even if we spend a lot on fancy wrap-up parties, you guys always act like frogs in a well!

    No, how long are we going to be so formal? Id be fine with a convention hall if it was just me. But the film crew and actors would be ufortable. To be blunt, the wrap-up party is where the film crew and actors can unwind after going through a hard time filming the drama. But with reportersing for interviews, the department head attending, and even the vice president, do you think alcohol will flow smoothly in that kind of atmosphere?

    As the name suggested, the wrap-up party was where the actors and the film crew who participated in the drama could unwind after all their hard work. However, it became more formal at some point, with reportersing for interviews and even broadcasting executives showing up. Everyone tried to be cautious with their words, but it would be a lie to say that such an atmosphere wasnt burdensome.

    Having it at the theater has its merits too. Everyone agreed to watch thest episode together, so wouldnt it be better to watch it on a big screen? In a way, its like watching the growth of a child born with a stomachache! To be honest, when you were a PD, you even had many ufortable moments during your wrap-up parties. Its tough when the vice president, who never even cared about the filming site,es to pay their false respect. And its a relief if only the vice presidentes. If he brings a bunch of executives with him, just ask for more contributions instead!

    Hey, are you the department head? How can a child always try to take advantage of a meeting? Is the theater already prepared?

    I have already reserved it.

    Alright, I got it. You can go. Ill try to talk nicely to the vice president.

    Thepletely exhausted drama department head shook his head. At that moment, Kim Jin left the room but poked his head back into the office and asked,

    Sir, what about our Phuket trip?

    This child, really!

    When the department head gestured that he was going to throw his namete, Kim Jin quickly closed the door to the office. The department head sighed deeply as he put down the namete. Sometimes Kim Jin seemed like a social expert, but at times like this, he was like a runaway colt.

    But it was not bad. Just looking at him standing up for his family so they wouldnt feel ufortable was enough to show that, with someone like him, this dull drama department could progress.

    * * *

    After I finished school, I went straight to the diocese in my school uniform. As the afternoon mass ended, the parishioners left the church and priests in cassocks moved around.

    My child, the soutane you wore at the production presentation really suited you well. Finding a priest who looks that good in our diocese is hard. Come in. The tea will lose its taste if it gets cold.

    The Archbishop gave a warm smile and handed over a cup of tea. Like his personality, his room was filled with old and worn-out things. Even just looking at the Bible and rosary, both showing the traces of time, was proof enough.

    Archbishop, I know you received the script for the movie through the productionpany, but I couldnt help but feel guilty for not telling you earlier, so I came to see you like this.

    No, on the contrary, if you had told me before, my excitement might have actually been less. I read the screeny while losing sleep for the first time in a long time. I dont know how many times I re-read sentences like that. Brings back memories of when I was young and read <em>The Sorrows of Young Werther</em>.[1] But I worried. I wondered if the young child here could handle this screeny well.

    What do you mean?

    His Grace borated as he put down his teacup.

    The protagonist is a very introspective character. He builds up guilt in his heart as if confessing to the deeds he had done. I was worried that acting out such a character might also create pus in your heart. Can I ask you just one thing? In your opinion, what do you think evil is?

    It was a question I had asked before. However, the situation had changed this time, with the Archbishop asking me the question. If I had been asked this question on the first day I visited the archdiocese, I would have been frustrated, but not now.

    I think of evil as possessing a malicious heart and carrying out wicked deeds, bringing them shame and ensnaring themselves in a trap. When I look at the sinner trapped in the snare, my sorrowful eyes are not on the sinner but on the people who suffered because of him. These are the same sentiments I had when reading the Psalms.

    With a pious tone in his voice, the Archbishop nodded briefly.

    My worries were groundless.

    Archbishop, didnt you consider that the movie could damage the image of the church?

    It was an honest concern. It was true that I felt ufortable portraying this image of a priest that was the opposite of the good image people had. However, the Archbishop did not care at all and showed his unique, kind-hearted smile again. And he added, holding his rosary,

    There is no right answer in religion. Ones faith belongs to the believer and is not determined by religion, so the content in the screeny is not that important. Theres freedom of expression in our society. No matter what the movie says, it cannot harm faith. I think that is the power of religion.

    At that moment, under the choral singing of the deacons, the setting red sun shone on the bell hanging on the spire.

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 Chapter 53

    Chapter 53

    Sometimes parents can be more excited than their children when preparing for a feast. After all, they dont want their child to look bad in front of others. Thats precisely what was happening at that moment.

    CEO, what is all this?

    I received an unexpected call to go to the agency. But as soon as I entered the CEOs office, I couldnt help but widen my eyes. It was just like a little snippet of a clothing store with various clothes disyed everywhere. CEO Kim Seonghwan stuck out his tongue and said,

    You know what it is. Its all Park Suyeongs work.

    Noona?

    Yes, I brought them all! I cant shake off this ominous feeling. Were you nning to wear just any clothes to the wrap-up party?

    At that moment, Actress Park Suyeong appeared between the disyed clothes. The wrap-up party wasnt an award ceremony, so what was the problem with casual clothes? Park Suyeong looked uneasy as she continued to eye me in my school uniform.

    Her eyes narrowed as if she was about to nag.

    Look, Yeongguk, youre wearing school uniforms again. This kid has filmed several ads and a sessful drama, so its not like he doesnt have money, but he always wears the same thing. CEO, havent you received any sponsorships for him? Im sure there should be a lot.

    Sponsorship was a word that I didnt particrly like. Having built strong rtionships with stylists and managers while ying bit parts in my past life, I was well-versed in the ecology of sponsorships. The range of celebrity sponsorships was beyond the imagination of ordinary people. It started with clothes and essories and sometimes extended to skincare, beauty treatments, and even houses.

    Among them, clothing sponsorship was particrly tricky. Not only did they have to subtly expose the brand and design in the media, but stylists had to take extra care in case the clothes got dirty or wrinkled. In my past life, I avoided sponsorships unless absolutely necessary. It was the same even now. I had already told the CEO I would not receive personal sponsorships since I felt morefortable without them.

    Is that important? Park Suyeong, my office is not a yground. What am I going to do if you continue barging in like this? If Yeongguk wanted to buy clothes, he would have gone to a department store. Why did you make my office into a department store? You could justy them out in the meeting room!

    CEO! You finally said something right. Do you know how popr Yeongguk is? It was possible when he was a child actor, but now, if I take him to a department store, everyone there will swarm, making it difficult to even escape, let alone shop. Stop thinking about marketing other things, and please pay attention to his clothes. You still havent found a stylist for him, right?

    I did, but since Yeongguk said he doesnt need one, I Ahem.

    Look, I knew it would be like this. Both of you only care about the script. People might think youre the only one doing art. Im not just ying around, either. I just finished shooting a movie in the mountains for four months! You used to say I was the best, but now you only care about Yeongguk. If Im neglected like this, Ill go somewhere else.

    Why are you like that? Park Suyeong, you know Im always thinking about you, right?

    I dont know!

    CEO Kim Seonghwan showed an embarrassed expression. How could he win against Park Suyeong with words? She continued without even looking tired.

    By the way, Yeongguk, are you and Seo Minhye dating or something?

    What kind of nonsense are you talking about?

    Judging by your reaction, I guess not. But these days, rumors are going around among reporters that Seo Minhye confessed her feelings to Yeongguk. My fellow actresses are also very interested in Yeongguk.

    Your fellow actresses are older than me, right?

    I mean juniors, juniors! I found it strange when actresses I barely knew suddenly acted friendly, but they all had ulterior motives. I cut them all off. How dare they approach a minor? You remember this, too! No dating until you enter college!

    No need to worry about it. But why is noona making a big fuss? Anyone would think youre my parent.

    When you were a kid, you used to follow me around, calling me mom. In my entire acting career, youre the first andst child actor who has ever called me mom and followed me around. Can I reveal thister when I go on a variety show? I saw that Actor Song Jeongseok also talked about you. Its quite a hot story, right?

    Ah, why bring that up again! Anyway, its always bad news when thats mentioned.

    CEO Kim Seonghwans gaze was full of affection as if he were a parent looking at his children. Although they were young, they had each others back for the parts that were difficult for him to address.

    Wasnt this the ideal world he had always dreamed of for his agency? A ce where rtionships were not entangled with calctive thoughts and money but where the people acted like family, bound together with strong emotional ties.

    Noona, are all these clothes borrowed?

    What are you talking about? Where would I borrow all these from? I bought them all. Of course, the cost will be charged to the CEO. Thats why Iid these clothes out in his office and not the meeting room.

    CEO Kim Seonghwans face, once full ofughter and happiness, turned pale at that moment. Well, Park Suyeong did have a big hand in it.

    * * *

    The wrap-up party.

    The wrap-up party for <em>Youth </em>was held at a theater, which was quite unique. The broadcasting station had rented the theater, intending to watch the final episode together. No matter how you looked at it, this brilliant idea must havee from PD Kim Jins head.

    Mr. Jang Yeongguk! Please take a look over here!

    There was a crowd of people and reporters, simr to a preview screening. After taking pictures on the photo line and entering the theater, PD Kim Jin and Writer Hwang Sugyeong greeted me.

    PD, how did you think of using a theater as the wrap-up party location? Did the department head easily give his permission? Its moremon to rent a convention hall so that we could chat with reporters.

    Yeongguk, right now, Im the most popr person in our drama department. I have this much capability. And why would I dampen the wrap-up party atmosphere? Its not even enough for us to celebrate together. The reporters will wrap up with the photo line. Well be in the theater for the first round, and for the second round, well go to an expensive BBQ restaurant! Hahaha.

    Is it really true that you got permission?

    Of course, I was rejected at first. But who am I? I pushed forward unconditionally, taking advantage of my poprity. You have to make the most of it when youre sessful, right? Who knows when Ill have another day like this.

    The cunning PD Kim Jin exined everything with a sly smile.

    Writer Hwang, did you see the articles from the press conference?

    Yeongguk looked great in the priests outfit. At first, I wondered if he would fit the priest role since hes still a student, but what do you know? All my worries disappeared. Its difficult to find someone who fits the ck cassock so well. Yeongguk, you were really the best.

    Writer Hwang, thank you for saying that.

    I felt this every time we filmed, but Yeongguk looks amazing on camera. Thats why I cant help but feel regretful. It would be great if we could work together on another project.

    PD Kim is insatiable. Look at him now. He prays every morning for the ratings to exceed 40%. And he doesnt even have a religion.

    Thats not just my wish. Its the wish of the entire drama department.

    The highest viewer rating for <em>Youth </em>so far was 38.7%. It was quite an aplishment for a high-teen drama to achieve this much, but human greed knew no bounds. The higher the numbers went, the more one craved even higher numbers.

    Anyway, being in front of that sharp-nosed guy made my ears burn. Just as Actress Seo Minhye arrived at the theater, PD Kim Jin dashed toward her like an arrow. Now it felt like we could breathe a little. Thats when Writer Hwang Sugyeong looked at me and added softly,

    Im grateful even with this level of sess. To be honest, when I chose high school as the theme, I didnt expect a character like the nations first love to appear. It was a fateful encounter. Am I right, Yeongguk?

    Of course. I never thought that the person I met back then would be Writer Hwang.

    Hwang Sugyeong recalled the time she visited her alma mater. Who would have known that the tall boy who blocked the iing basketball would be the protagonist of her script? Moreover, she was thrilled to learn that the boy was a child actor. It felt like fate.

    Soon, the film crew and the actors took their seats in the screening room.

    It was my first time watching the drama on a big screen. As it was the final episode, our characters were no longer in school uniforms. Kim Dojin (Jang Yeongguk) eventually entered the Military Academy to pursue his dream. As it was for everyone, there were farewells and new encounters.

    When Dojin, d in his military academy uniform, appeared before his true love, a girl (Seo Minhye) still holding onto the passion of her youth, the theatre erupted in screams. Writer Hwang Sugyeong was especially delighted to see her ideal world unfold on the screen.

    The drama concluded with the reunion of Dojin in military uniform and the college girl (Seo Minhye) under the warm sunlight, like the return of spring. Thest episode ended, but everyone still seemed unable to easily escape from the lingering emotions.

    Thats when it happened.

    Ah! On a day like today, we must hear the thoughts of the main characters!

    PD Kim Jin grabbed the microphone and went up on stage, acting like an emcee. He even called out to me. When I finally stepped on stage, I could see the film crew and actors filling the theater.

    The refreshing school grounds and the filming scenes from the past were still vivid in my memory as I looked at each crew member.

    I have many happy memories during filming. To me, who took on the lead role for the first time, Im truly grateful for PD Kim Jin, the directors, and Writer Hwang Sugyeong, who cared for me in many ways. There are countless others Id like to thank, but its hard to mention everyone one by one. Thank you once again. As we gathered under the name of <em>Youth</em>, I look forward to the day we meet again someday. Lastly, I want to say this

    While roaming the filming sites in the past, I often saw self-indulgent actors. Most of them gained huge poprity at a young age, but naturally, they didntst long.

    There were many invisible hands involved in making a drama, from the chief editor, whom I never even saw face-to-face, to the youngest member of the props team. Their sweat created the picture that everyone loved. Thats why we must never forget their efforts. At my following words, everyones faces were filled with deep emotions.

    <em>Youth</em> existed because all of you were there.

    * * *

    The crescent moon in the night sky seemed to mimic their smiling lips, and the barbecue restaurant was filled with lively chatter. The filming crew and actors of the drama <em>Youth</em> gathered together, pouring drinks for one another.

    They had rented out the entire restaurant, but without the presence of high-ranking executives like the vice president or CP, it was a truly carefree atmosphere. At this moment, it was their own world. As evidence, PD Kim Jin monopolized the microphone, showing no signs of letting go.

    Cho Yong Pils <em>Lets Go on a Trip</em> yed.

    From singing Phuket songs to now even singing <em>Lets Go on a Trip</em>, PD Kim must be really excited. By the way, Yeongguk, youre going on the reward vacation, too, right?

    Well, Im not sure how itll turn out.

    Why? Is it because of the next project? Thats such a shame. After all, its rare for the broadcasting station to even send us on a reward vacation abroad. At most, it was Jeju Ind. It would be great if Yeongguk could go too. Youre our dramas number one contributor.

    Ah, our number one contributor is you, Writer Hwang. I just did my part. Dont worry about me. Go and enjoy yourselves on my behalf. Oh, and theres a ce near Phuket Town called La La that sells amazing mooncakes. Its run by Chinese expats.

    Yeongguk, have you been to Phuket before?

    Oops.

    No, a reporter I know told me about it. Our team going to Phuket for a reward vacation has already be widely known. PD Kim must have spread the news all over the neighborhood.

    Maybe to secure it in advance, in case the higher-ups decide to cancel it. People who dont know would think hes just a loose-lipped guy, but its all calcted. Yeongguk, if you cant go, Ill buy you a nice gift from the duty-free shop. Thanks to you, I could keep the title, Above King Writer, theres Hwang Writer!''

    I responded with a faint smile to Writer Hwangs question. Truthfully, even if it wasnt for the next project, I had no intention of going on the reward vacation. I mean, hadnt I visited there so often in my past life that I was bored of it? The long flight would have just given me a headache.

    What I preferred more was taking a sip of cold tea in Grandfathers grand hall while enjoying the scenery.

    Yeongguk, wheres Minhye?

    Im not sure. She went to the restroom a while ago and hasnt returned yet.

    Maybe she passed out in the restroom? No, Ill go check.

    Writer Hwang tried to stand up but quickly stumbled. It was only natural, as they were all quite intoxicated. Even though they could still speak clearly, their bodies wouldnt listen.

    In the end, I stood up to take her ce. At times like these, being a minor who couldnt drink a single drop was regrettable.

    Minhye-noona?

    Passing by the annex and arriving at the restroom entrance, I found Actress Seo Minhye barely standing while leaning on the wall. Judging by her pale face, it seemed she had thrown up multiple times already. I should probably call her manager.

    Hey, Jaaaang Yeongguk!

    Suddenly, Seo Minhye raised her head and looked at me. It was surprising, as she rarely spoke informally to me. I knew she was usually easygoing, but she seemed to have built a wall around herself in front of me for some reason.

    I didnt even confess to you, so why did that rumor start!

    Ah, the gossip Park Suyeong mentioned.

    Noona, are you okay?

    I didnt say anything, but whyyy did that rumor start? I like you.

    Her mascara was running down her face. I almostughed, as she looked like a panda, but managed to hold it in.

    Considering her slurred speech, it seemed she was quite tipsy, just like the rest of the filming crew. She suddenly seized the timing as I held onto Seo Minhyes swaying shoulder.

    Yeongguk, I want to confess.

    Im sorry, noona.

    Huh?

    Seo Minhyes face suddenly sobered up. I knew her feelings well enough. I was not oblivious, nor was I cold-hearted. But there was a clear reason for rejecting her confession.

    Firstly, she wasnt my ideal type, and secondly, Seo Minhye would soon meet her destined partner. She just didnt know it yet, but her wedding in her past life had been quite the talk. How could I not know about it?

    Thats when it happened.

    Yeongguk, Im sorry! Minhye drank too much, right? Ill take care of her from now on, so you should go ahead. Minhye, get a grip. Why are you keeping your head down like that? Thatll only make you feel worse.

    This guy seemed to be quite the character. Song Jeongmin, one of the managers of Hyewon Entertainment, was young and talented enough to hold an executive position.

    He wouldter establish his own agency and be its CEO. Of course, his wife was the leading actress. The couple was so loving that they were rumored to be the perfect match in the entertainment industry. Everyone envied how they respected and cherished each other.

    Manager Song, then Ill be on my way!

    After Yeongguk hastily excused himself, Manager Song sat down and patted the crying Seo Minhyes back. He had always been by her side and couldnt help but know that she liked Actor Jang Yeongguk. Sometimes it was quite pitiful.

    Wasnt she at the prime age to be dating? But he had to stick to his duty as a manager. If someone else saw this, what would they think? It might even be tabloid fodder.

    Aigo, look at you. You cant even drink well, but why did you drink so much today? I didnt know youd wail like this when drunk. If the CEO sees this, he might think Im not managing our actors properly.

    Im not crying!

    Alright, you cant drink anymore. Lets go back to the lodging quickly. Can you stand up?

    Manager Song tried to help Seo Minhye, but since she was so tall, it looked like he was struggling. Not to mention, she waspletely drunk and had been crying, so she could barely support herself.

    In the end, he knelt down and offered her his back.

    Get on. Its a good thing there were no reporters at the wrap-up party. I have already informed PD Kim and the filming crew that you have an early schedule tomorrow, so we will leave first. Hurry up and get on!

    Seo Minhye eventually climbed onto Manager Songs broad back. Her tear-streaked face, smeared makeup, and even her runny nose rubbed onto his back, but Manager Song didnt protest.

    He was too focused on taking each step with his shaky legs. Drunken Seo Minhye buried her face in her managers back and asked with a twisted tongue,

    Oppa, am I heavy?

    Under the crescent moon, Manager Song gritted his teeth and replied.

    No! Youre light!<hr>

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 Chapter 54

    Chapter 54

    The town office was so remote that you had to drive there. Fields ripening into golden reeds swayed quietly along the side of the road. As soon as Director Shin Seonghyeon returned to his hometown, he started preparing ate lunch in the kitchen. Various side dishes, including fried eggs, found their ce on old dishes piled on arge tter.

    Why are you going through all this trouble? Just boil a quick pot of ramen.

    When you get old, health is not something to take for granted. Im tired of always eating ramen whenever I visit home. And throw out the expired stuff. Everything is dried up and twisted. And whats with all this dust? Its not like youre advertising that you live alone. Anyone who sees this would think its abandoned.

    If youre going to nag, go back up to Seoul. Get me the leftover soju in that cupboard.

    Please drink less soju. The doctor said your liver is not in good shape, and you should stop drinking.

    Why should I listen to some quack doctor? Thats why I told you not to waste money on such nonsense. When its time to die, things will sort themselves out.

    In the end, Director Shin Seonghyeons father headed toward the cupboard. Perhaps because of his bent back, even reaching his wrinkled fingers to the cupboard seemed difficult. His fathers once broad back now looked frail. Left with no choice, Director Shin Seonghyeon got up from his seat and took out a bottle of soju and a ss.

    Youre only drinking one ss.

    Sheesh, fine. How is it that youre not even married, but your nagging seems to increase? By the way, how is that movie youre working on going?

    His father asked as he gulped down the soju. He looked like a swallow at thest of its bottle of medicine.

    When have I ever had sess? Things are just flowing like water.

    Seonghyeon, dont say that and learn a skill. Before its toote, learn a skill to make ends meet. When you finished your army service and said you would make movies, you promised you would be famous quickly. Now look, youre aging, cant marry, and are as stubborn as a mule. Thats why you cant get married. Ive given up hope of ever seeing a grandchild in my lifetime. Given up.

    Why bring that up? The man who once said he didnt have the money to help me get married. And what woman woulde here and like it? It would be a relief if they didnt get scared thinking there was a ghost here.

    Director Shin Seonghyeon shoved fried eggs into his mouth. Seeing his father alone in the countryside made him ufortable. He had always tried to bring him to Seoul, but his father vehemently refused.

    <em>Why leave my hometown when Im close to dying. </em>

    Knowing his fathers feelings, Director Shin Seonghyeon didnt press the matter further. In reality, there wasnt really a ce for him in Seoul. Although he was technically a director, in terms ofmercial viability, Seonghyeon was virtually unknown.

    Father, Im leaving.

    Seonghyeon, Im sorry.

    Why are you suddenly making me feel weak? I left money in the cupboard, so buy some groceries and dont buy soju. Ive told Mr. Kim at the corner store not to sell you any, so know that. Its getting chilly with the autumn wind, so dont go out.

    An old car rumbled on an unpaved road. The autumn reeds at the edge of the fields swayedplicatedly as if expressing Director Shin Seonghyeons feelings.

    * * *

    Yeongguk, are you really not going to Phuket?

    CEO Kim Seonghwan leaned forward as he asked again.

    PD Kim called and told me to ask you again. Thest episode got the highest viewer ratings of 40.9 percent. The drama department is not just offering a reward vacation but also a stay in a 5-star hotel. Youre only going to be there for about a week anyway. Itd be good for you to have a short break.

    Its okay. Actually, my head hurts when I get on a ne.

    For someone who has only been on a ne a few times, you have too many worries.

    I understood why CEO Kim Seonghwan was insisting on the reward vacation.

    Normally, it would be better for an actor to continuously act like a hardworking ox. But he was also an artist before apany president. He was worried that I would easily get tired without rest. Especially since, to the outside world, I was still a high school student.

    So, what about meeting the Japanese fans?

    In an attempt to change the subject, I brought up the <em>yubikiri </em>I had made earlier. I promised my Japanese fans that came to the filming site that I would schedule a fan meet with them.

    Other actors think about going on vacation when their work ends, but you only think about your next project or your fans. And youre still reading all the fan letters and even have the time to respond to them?

    Of course. Its not that hard to read them. I try to reply as much as possible, but its difficult to do all of them.

    Your fan service is really impressive.

    Ive never received a fan letter in myst life. Receiving a letter filled with someones feelings wasnt easy. I started writing back to the fans to show appreciation for their heartfelt sentiments. One of the fans who received my reply even submitted it to a reporter, and it became a topic of discussion. I unexpectedly gained an image of an actor overflowing with love for his fans, following the title of the nations first love.

    Im nning to do it once. We will gather not only your Japanese fans but also local fans. Although my intentions sound grandiose, the number of people wont be that high. It will be a burden if we gather too many from the beginning. Ill adjust the scheduleter and let you know.

    Even though you are busy, you dont have to tell me directly. You can tell me through Bongchun-hyung or some other department heads. Whenever you do this, Bongchun-hyung thinks Im your right-hand man.

    Is that wrong? Or do you want to be my left-hand man?

    This was CEO Kim Seonghwan talking yfully. The size of Sonwon Entertainment was still not big. Thats natural since many actors left when the prosecution investigated the pr

    evious co-CEO, Hwang Cheolsu.

    There werent many actors from the start, so now there were even fewer. However, I had no doubt that this small agency would soon be filled with the stars of South Korea.

    Yeongguk, you also have to prepare your individual skills, right?

    Individual skills?

    Do you think a fan meet is just a ce where the actor sits andmunicates with fans? If fans demand it, the actor has to sing and dance. Thats why you made such a bold promise to Japanese fans. Im dying with inquiriesing in from overseas. Im doing my best, even using Japanese dictionaries, to answer their questions without interpreters.

    Though I didnt take a flight, I suddenly felt a headacheing on. Anyway, I had never done a fan meet in my previous life. Not only was I not sociable, but I didnt have any individual skills to show. I was only looking at acting. In the end, I got up from the spot as if to run away.

    Are you running away at the mention of individual skills? You dont have a schedule today, right?

    Whos running away? Ill prepare my individual skills perfectly, so you guys can stop worrying. And why dont I have a schedule? I have to prepare for the next project.

    Watching Yeongguks receding back, CEO Kim Seonghwan couldnt help but reflect. He believed he did well recruiting him, no matter how he looked at it. It was not just about being good at acting. After all, actors existed because of their fans. In that sense, Yeongguk was an actor who qualified to receive fans love.

    * * *

    The engine sound was weak, as if it had been ckened by coal smoke. Both the exterior and interior were rusty here and there. The seat was filled with a musty smell of mold, and it sagged deeply as if it had carried people for a long time. Director Shin Seonghyeon, who was holding the steering wheel, sneaked a nce at me as he exined.

    Actor Jang, its been ten years since Ive been together with this guy. I only kept it because I had a backseat drivers license. But these days, my AD has been urging me to drive it asionally. It was a used car when I got it, so the ride couldnt be helped. The car is quite old, isnt it?

    No, its enough to ride around. What?

    It was not a lie. In my previous life, I always walked to the filming site to save on transportation costs while going from minor roles to minor roles. It was a luxury to hitch a ride on such a thing. Anyway, when I tried to turn on the air conditioner, a sudden warm wind came out. The directors face shed with embarrassment, and I quietly lowered the passenger window.

    How nice would it be if all actors were as enthusiastic as Actor Jang? You turned down your overseas vacation that everyone wants to go on? And for what? So that you could prepare for your next project like this. As a director, I can only be thankful.

    Of course, the next projectes first. Thats why Im getting help from the director like this.

    A character Interview.

    Before shooting a movie, an actor must understand the scripts character. Hadnt I visited a former gangster in the past to y a gangster role? The same was true now. I had gone to the diocese to learn about the priest, but that alone felt insufficient to truly understand the protagonists inner feelings.

    The old car soon entered the outskirts of the countryside.

    This vige used to be a n vige. Now everyone has gone elsewhere, and there are few people left. All are old people, so they may disappear soon.

    It was quite different from the fishing vige. Instead of the fish of the southern port and the rippling waves, the smell of cow dung from livestock farms and the ripening rice fields in golden color were visible. The old car drove endlessly along the winding unpaved road. The reeds at the viges edge seem to wee him, shaking fiercely.

    Director, why did wee here?

    Sure enough, when Director Shin Seonghyeon first said he would help with the character interview, I only thought I would meet a mortician located in the suburbs of Seoul. I had no idea I would travel on the highway and reach a quiet countryside like this.

    Actor Jang wants to understand the character, so I wanted to show you the person I thought of as a role model while writing the script. You know the protagonists father was a mortician.

    A role model, you say?

    Of course.

    I didnt know this even when I was so engrossed with <em>The Priests Confession</em> in my past life. That meant Director Shin Seonghyeon didnt disclose this information to the public.

    When we finally reached our destination, an old man with a bent back noticed the car from the hill above and tilted his head.

    There he is, my father.

    * * *

    The hearth had rusted from disuse, and a scrawny branch held up a magpies nest. The country house bore the relentless mark of time, as clearly as the discolored calendar. Exhaling a puff of cigarette smoke, Director Shins father asked,

    So, you want to know about the morticians work?

    His wrinkled eyes appeared as deep in thought as the smoke curling from his cigarette. To understand the protagonists psychology in the script, it was necessary to examine why he had be desensitized to death. That was why they were there right now. Eventually, the ash fell onto the rusted tray.

    Its a tough job. I dont know about it now, but in my days, if we found an unimed body, we had to go and clean it up ourselves. You know the old saying, A ghost who dies of overeating is good-natured? Its all bullshit. People who starve to death are rather noble. Try dying when youre obese from overeating in life. The rate of decay is different. Thats why at the crematorium, they often order by body weight. After all, it dposes faster.

    I silently listened to the old mans story.

    Doing thest rites, you feel a lot. At first, I was scared and cried a lot. But how can I show that in front of the grieving family? Over time, I became numb. As I bathed the dead, changed their clothes, and tied them with a mourning cloth, I had a lot of thoughts. No matter the luxuries they enjoyed in life, it all seemed worthless.

    I listened attentively to the old mans confession, his life story unfolding word by word.

    Nowadays, you need a license, and there are schools, so such cases may not exist, but there was a severebor shortage back in the day. So, it wasmon to work together when your child grew up enough.

    So, did Director Shin also?

    What? No, that brat wouldnt have been capable of that. Ordinary people cant do it since they are faint-hearted. They would fall sick after a few days. Also, superstitious people shouldnt do it either. If you believe in that nonsense, youll keep seeing the faces of the dead in your head.

    What if a child had witnessed that scene?

    What kind of question is that? They would faint. Thats usually what happens. Many faint just by watching thest rites when they first learn to be a mortician. If a child was calmly observing that, it could mean one of two things: either they are emotionally dried up, or they are deep inside.

    As the end of his cigarette appeared, Director Shins father stood up from his seat.

    The three of us had dinner together. The always sharp look in Director Shins eyes, behind his frameless sses, resembled his fathers. After setting the dinner table, as Director Shin headed to the kitchen, his father suddenly grabbed my hand.

    My son told me hes making a movie, and youre the lead actor?

    Yes, sir.

    Im counting on you.

    Why did I see the image of my mother in his wrinkled hands? Despite being father and son, they hardly spoke. They may not have known it, but they unknowingly supported each other. Even Director Shin was like that. The trunk of the old car was filled with groceries to stock the countryside homes refrigerator. Thats probably why the engine sounded even weaker.

    As soon as dinner was over, his father, like most elderly people, went to bed early.

    What a beautiful view, isnt it?

    Director Shin Seonghyeon and I sat in a pavilion near the rice fields. The script was still in my hands. Seeing this, Shin Seonghyeon suddenly spoke.

    Its not autobiographical. Its just that, having seen the profession of an undertaker from a young age, I used my father as a model. I used to think that my father was a person without emotions.

    The autumn wind brushed past the pavilion.

    But one day, I realized it. My father was a person with emotions too. After my mother passed away from her illness, my father did the embalming himself. As a child, wanting to see my mother for thest time, I went to where my father worked. Thats when I saw it. My father, who had never shown emotion, sobbed as he cleaned my deceased mothers body. Thats when I knew. My father was sad, just like me. The protagonist probably felt the same way. Of course, the direction of our lives was different. I shook it off, but the protagonist carried it deep within him.

    The golden rice field was suddenly covered with ground fog, losing its light and rippling like a night sea.

    I hope todays talk has been helpful to actor Jang.

    Director Shin Seonghyeon went back inside the house first. I sat alone in the pavilion, looking at the streemp standing alone like a lighthouse at the edge of the countryside. At that moment, a sentence from the script that I didnt understand before caught my eye.

    <em>No one is familiar with death; everything just gets eroded away.</em>

    Like a moth drawn to dim light, I had momentarily forgotten about my once happy life. Didnt my past self also hesitate to face death? The saying that no one was prepared for death resonated in my heart. Just like a wretched child, I, too, acted that way in the face of my mothers death.<hr>

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 Chapter 55

    Chapter 55

    The character interview.

    There were various virtues required for an actor to understand a character. One was to enhance the understanding of the character in the script. Director Shin Seonghyeon was preparing breakfast in the kitchen, and I was sitting across from his father. We were finishing our conversation from yesterday.

    Theres no good or bad death when ites to dying, but what Ive felt in my lifetime is that dying without sickness leaves no regrets for the remaining people. Once, I held a funeral for someone who died alone, and it was during the rainy season. Water leaked from the roof of the makeshift house. The body had absorbed it all. When the daughter who lived in another city came for the funeral, I couldnt show her father to her like that. Not just the embalming, but I even told her not to see the encoffining, if possible.

    Why on earth would it rain at that time? The body decays faster than when its on the ground. It would be a relief if it just rotted away. The limbs swell, and the skin opens like frog skin. I advise the family not to see the embalming if possible. The deceased would have thought the same. Thats why I wash the body longer than usual, hoping to find the appearance of their loved ones at least by the time of the encoffining.

    Its a story as heavy as the thin smoky smoke. His wrinkled lips trembled as he recalled the past, but the story did not stop there.

    Ask me anything youre curious about. If not now, when will you meet me again?

    If a John Doe was found, did different religious peoplee for them?

    Well, I dont know these days. However, there used to be many John Does. So many gentlemen died alone that they were found several times a day. Some monks came out each time, and some priests chanted prayers for the dead. Even though the spirit has already left, that act was meant tofort the deceased.

    After breakfast, I was preparing to return to Seoul with Director Shin Seonghyeon. His father sincerely retold his experiences. Thanks to that, I could better understand the character in the script. Director Shin Seonghyeons father didnt stop there, either. He even handed me dried radish leaves hanging on theundry line under the eaves.

    I told you yesterday, but please take care of my son.

    Director Shin Seonghyeon turned his head as if he didnt hear it. After saying goodbye to his father, he hopped into his old car. He was a blunt man, even though he was not a man from Gyeongsang Province. In some ways, he might have resembled my past life. Since I only knew how to act, I couldnt take care of my mother.

    Director Shin, your father is waving his hand.

    Actor Jang, I asked him not toe out, and hes doing it again. Just a moment.

    The old car stopped. The fall wind was cold, and his father aimlessly looked this way from the hill. He seemed to be worrying about something, but ultimately, Director Shin Seonghyeon got out of the drivers seat and waved to his father. As if it was a fade-out, the father and sons care for each other could be seen through the rearview mirror.

    Wasnt there a saying that the start was half the battle? The face of Director Shin Seonghyeon, who has taken the wheel again, was different from before. He was now smiling. The old car was moving on the country road again. As for his father, the silver grass in his mouth calmly saw them off.

    * * *

    Hyewon Entertainment.

    <em>How did I end up here?</em>

    The story was simple. Aftering up to Seoul, I didnt look for an agency. No matter how I thought about it, the only personal skill I could show at a fan meet was singing. But it was not a concert, so I couldnt just keep singing. Eventually, CEO Kim Seonghwan made a decision.

    Ill contact CEO Hyewon in advance, so go there and learn some choreography. Didnt you know? CEO Hyewon and I were schoolmates. Unlike ourpany, they have a wide range of singers and actors.

    To im that going to another agency for help would not be embarrassing was a lie. But a familiar face greeted me. It was the manager of Actress Seo Minhye, Manager Song Jeongmin. He greeted me with a friendly smile.

    Director Song, werent you going to Phuket?

    Another manager went to Phuket with Minhye. I stayed because I had work to deal with. The actor can take a break, but the manager cant. By the way, Yeongguk, I heard you wereing today to prepare for a fan meet. Why dont you move to our agency while youre at it?

    Hey, you make good jokes.

    Given how he sometimes looked at me on set, I knew long ago that it wasnt a joke. But it was important to gloss over it yfully at times like this. If I refused firmly for no reason, it would just make things awkward. Either way, now I was in another agency to learn to dance.

    Hyewon Entertainment was not only an agency for actors but also a ce to train singers, so there were various kinds of posters. Moreover, the scale was three times asrge as Kim Seonghwans Sonwon. Song Jeongmin showed me around and cautiously asked,

    Yeongguk, have you been to any other agencies?

    No, Hyewon is the first. Why do you ask?

    Actually, Im not trying to brag, but ourpany is quiterge in the entertainment industry. People who visit for the first time are usually surprised, but you, Yeongguk, didnt seem surprised at all. Ahahaha, did I overdo the bragging about ourpany?

    Not at all. Apany of this size is definitely something to brag about. I am actually surprised on the inside. I just didnt want to appear unsophisticated by showing it.

    What a lie. In my past life, hadnt I experienced pretty much all the famous agencies?

    Every time my exclusive contract ended, I moved to a different agency that fit the conditions, and I even had the experience of running my own agency. At this moment, the scale of Hyewon was impressive, butpared to therge agencies that will be born in the future, it was still at the starting level.

    As Manager Song Jeongmin escorted me around Hyewon, we finally arrived at our destination.

    Hello, my name is Min Wonyeong. I am a choreographer for Hyewon.

    As I exchanged greetings with the choreographer, Manager Song Jeongmin moved aside.

    The dance practice room.

    Like when I practiced for musicals, one wall was covered in mirrors. I spread my legs on the floor to increase flexibility, and the choreographer gently pushed down my shoulders. Like a lie, my legs stretched out smoothly into a split.

    Yeongguk, your flexibility is incredibly good!

    The choreographer eximed. Well, in my past life, hadnt I often taken on the role of a thug? Exercise was a must. Moreover, thanks to training my body from a young age, my flexibility could be said to be as good as a squids.

    However

    Usually, people with good flexibility can follow the dance moves well, but uh, maybe its because its your first day. Lets try a little more.

    No, Ive been a clumsy dancer since my past life. Of course, this didnt apply to action acting. Only when it came to dance choreography did I totally sucked. I sang well, so I wasnt tone-deaf or rhythmically challenged, but for some unknown reason, I found dancing difficult.

    Now, try to follow. Well start slow.

    Following the choreographers movements, I moved my arms and legs. Even though I could picture it perfectly in my mind, my body was as stiff as a robots.

    Seeing my struggles, the choreographer stood behind me and moved my joints like a puppeteer controlling a marite. However, as soon as he let go of me, I turned back into a clumsy dancer, like a puppet whose strings were cut.

    Yeongguk, we still have a week left. Lets take it slow.

    Im sorry. You must be having a hard time because of me.

    No! I took on the job because Im one of your fans. There were other choreographers avable, but I insisted on doing it.

    Is that so?

    Didnt you know? The drama <em>Youth</em> was super popr! The trainees I teach only talk about Yeongguk during their break time.

    Ohh, theres no way thats true. There are so many actors and singers who are more handsome than me.

    Being handsome isnt everything. Youre kind and have a good personality. The directors praise you a lot. Even though you belong to a differentpany, they say theyre envious. Who would turn down a reward vacation to prepare for a fan meet? And arent you going into your next project soon? Actually, I saved the article where you were photographed in a priests outfit during your pre-production press conference. If you have time, could you please sign it for meter?

    When I recalled how I was called a crazy bastard with coarsenguage on the filming set in my past life, my mind was blown away. I didnt have good human rtionships and the number of colleagues I was close to could be counted on one hand. However, now, whether it was due to some butterfly effect or something, Ive be a very kind and steady young man.

    Life was indeed full of mysteries. While I was lost in thought, it seemed Choreographer Min Wonyeong felt awkward talking for so long and started a new topic.

    Yeongguk, arent you thirsty? Ill get a drink from the vending machine for you!

    No, Ill get it. Youve been working hard because of me, so I should be the one to do it.

    I felt a burning shame. I wouldnt have felt this sorry if I had learned to dance sooner. But no matter how hard I tried, I just couldnt get better at some things. Seeing this, the choreographer rather liked it, saying it showed my human side.

    Amidst my mountain of worries, the moment I pushed open the practice room door

    Ahhh!

    Beyond the door, women fell down at an unexpected time. Judging by their looks, they were eavesdropping on the dance practice room. They lifted their heads, and as soon as our eyes met, their faces quickly turned beet red, and they ran away.

    Thats when the choreographer

    <em>See, I wasnt lying, was I?</em>

    His shoulders shrugged as if to say so.

    * * *

    The music director.

    Director, dont we have the Mong-Ran footage filmed in Jangseong? The film director over there wants the track to be more dynamic. What should we do?

    Tell them not to spit out nonsensesince before the crank-in, Ive told the director and the productionpany that this isnt possible. If it bes more dynamic, the narrative will be absurd. If they were going to tamper with my music, they shouldnt have hired me in the first ce. Tsk, when did I ever ask for a revision because I didnt like the direction? If they dont like it, tell them to cancel the contract!

    Director Choi Yul was an excellent music director who won the Grand Bell Award for music for his debut work. He was a pianist who majored in piano in his youth, but his dream was thwarted by tendonitis.

    But if there was such a thing as fate, this must be it, for the disheartened pianist turned into a music director, making his name known all over Asia.

    And theres a call from Chungmuro.

    Where? If its that productionpany fromst time, just tell them Im in Chinano, the U.S.on a business trip. That way, they cant even bring it up. Working with them is hard because theyre stubborn. Most are old people who dont know the difference between sound and music.

    Sound. In films, music and sound had simr but different directions. Since the era of silent films ended, sound became an important medium inmercial films. If the sound director handled the engineering partFoley (sound effects), ambiance (environmental sound), mixing (sound work), and effects (special sound effects)

    The music director served as a conductor, using the script as the staff and guiding the actors with notes to create a grand narrative symphony. It may seem simr if someone unfamiliar saw it, but it was apletely different profession that performed a unique task.

    As films evolved, the music gained even more power.

    It was not wrong. As the theater screens size grew, music became a more indispensable entity. If the actors acting helped the audience immerse themselves in the movie, it was not an exaggeration to say that the atmosphere created by the background music enhanced their excitement.

    Therefore, Director Choi Yuls stock price was rising daily. As a testament to that, he was receiving love calls from famed film directors all over Asia.

    Its not from there. Its a man named Director Shin Seonghyeon who contacted us before. Hes going to start his next work and called again asking you to take care of the music.

    Whos the actor?

    The lead is a currently famous actor in Korea named Jang Yeongguk.

    Jang Yeongguk?

    As he had been working on a local Chinese film, he hadnt been keeping up with domestic news. So, there was no way hed know the actor named Jang Yeongguk, especially since love calls were already pouring in like a flood. Director Choi Yul tilted his head and was about to say, Okay, put it away when

    Oh, they sent a tape, and its said to be the actors personal audition video.

    Itd be a lie to say if one was not intrigued by it. Whenever Chungmuro sent love calls before, there was never a case this proactive. Well, how high must the noses of the Chungmuro directors be? Director Choi Yul leaned back on the sofa as if to lie down and added,

    Lets see it.

    * * *

    It had been a tough day.

    After finishing dance practice at Hyewon Entertainment, a fan signing event took ce. Whether they heard a rumor or something, not only the trainees but also the employees came down, and I diligently moved my pen with my worn-out body.

    Eventually, Manager Song Jeongmin appeared and yelled at them. Only then did the fan signing event end. I felt awkward at how sorry he looked.

    Phew.

    When I arrived at Grandpas house, I showered as I sweated a lot during practice. With a towel around my neck, I opened the script once again. The script for <em>The Priests Confession</em> had a knack for always stealing my nces.

    Brother, what youre receiving is not pain. Its retribution brought on by a life of wickedness. Dont struggle against the suddenness of it. Your victims must have also faced such abrupt anguish. Compared to them, arent you merely following a predestined path?

    I recited the lines and did a solo act. Of course, it would be great if there was someone to respond to the lines. But acting was a lonely job.

    Looking back, I had spent countless hours practicing acting in front of the mirror. From the subtle expressions on my face to handling my gaze, I persevered to change the tone and inflection of my dialogue using a recorder. It was then.

    Yeongguk, youve grown quite a bit.

    Uncle!

    I wondered when he arrived. Uncle Ahn Junghyeon was leaning on the door, watching me quietly. His face was filled with a proud smile as if looking at a mature son.

    How can you just barge in like that? Its really embarrassing.

    Didnt I knock? You were so engrossed in your acting you didnt hear me, Yeongguk. And about being embarrassed whats wrong with that among fellow actors? Anyway, when I was your age, I thought I would only be reading risqu magazines. I never even dreamt of acting out in thin air while reading a script. Alright, Ill give you a pass as your sunbae. Please, continue.

    Forget it!

    He had a knack for making fun of me. In the past, he was like a star in the sky, a legendary figure to me when I was nurturing my dream of bing an actor. But now, he was too familiar. He really felt like the uncle I shared blood with.

    Get dressed quickly ande down. I brought a whole chicken packed in a stic bag for you. Its very crispy and delicious as it was fried in a cauldron at a traditional market. I originally nned to have it as an apaniment to our drinks, but since youre here too, have some. Its firste, first served. If youe downte, I might have eaten it all.

    With a content smile, Uncle patted my backside and turned around to leave. Despite his stern image in movies, he was the pr opposite in reality. Yet, his rxed demeanor was ratherforting. After drying my hair with a towel and changing clothes, I went down to the living room.

    Brother, what youre receiving is not pain. Its retribution brought on by a life of wickedness. Dont struggle against the suddenness of it Compared to them!

    Uncle!

    Yeongguk, youre already down here, huh? I was having such a good time. I wonder what our hyung will do next. Its a shame I cant see that scoundrels face since hes turned his back. He must be clutching the script like its tearing him apart, with his voice dropping to the floor.

    Stop teasing me already.

    Why, you bastard? This is the joy of my life. No, instead, should I tell your friend, Kwak Myunghwan? Actor Jang Yeongguk, referred to as the nations first love, practices acting at home with a towel around his neck, wearing only underwear after showering.

    Oh, really!

    Grandpa was looking at our bickering with a pleased expression. Not too long ago, this mansion was so quiet that finding a sign of human life was hard. But now, it was as lively as if it was a holiday. The wind chimes hanging at the eaves added to their quarreling, making a cheerful sound.

    At that same moment, somewhere else

    <em>Gulp.</em>

    Director Choi Yul leaned forward with a shaking throat.

    The quality of the video was not good, as if it had been filmed with a camcorder. The shabby office in the background hardly seemed to be a ce for a private audition. Yet, he could help but be drawn to the young man in the video. As soon as the young mans audition began, Choi Yul unknowingly opened his eyes wide. In the end, words of admiration flowed from Choi Yuls mouth.

    It was a short video, not even thirty minutes long, but Choi Yul kept reying it until the tape wore out. The same was true for others. Before he knew it, everyones mouths were agape, engrossed in the screen. As if to disturb their concentration, Director Choi Yul moistly licked his dry lips.

    Hojin, when will our work be finished this time?

    Well, since were wrapping up, it might take about a week.

    Finish it in two days.

    Director Choi Yuls firm gaze was still directed at one ce. His voice trembled grotesquely, his lips were pleased, and his eyes were slightly pale. Watching the mad actor, Jang Yeongguk, on the TV screen, Director Choi Yul felt his heart pounding.<hr>

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 Chapter 56

    Chapter 56

    Confessions of Actor Jang?

    Chief Editor Kwak Myunghwan looked at the terrestrial TV PD sitting opposite him.

    Are you asking about a story that is already a decade old?

    There are many things I would like to ask you, Chief Kwak, because getting an interview with you isnt easy. Besides, there are many parts that resonate with the documentary about Actor Jang Youngguk we are currently producing. We understand that youve been keenly observing Mr. Jang since his debut.

    Not exactly from his debut. I didnt know about him when he was a child actor. He shot to fame with the drama <em>Youth</em> when he was eighteen. I happened to run into Actor Jang when I attended a script reading at that time. You remember <em>Youth</em>, right?

    Of course. Didnt our drama department produce it? There are even rumors that itll be remade this year, thanks to fans nostalgic from ten years ago. The PD who was in charge of the production, Kim Jin, is now head of the drama department at a cablework, and Writer Hwang Sugyeong has be a giant of the industry that Korea cant do without. And of course, we dont need to mention Actor Jang Youngguk.

    Senior Writer Kwak Myunghwan gave a brief nod. The wrinkles around his eyes reflected his nostalgia for ten years ago. As the camera for the documentary rolled, he added his narration.

    There were a lot of concerns about using a neer, but <em>Youth</em> was a huge hit, dispelling those worries. Actor Jangs poprity soared to the sky. He was extremely popr even across the ocean in Japan. It wouldnt be an exaggeration to call him Koreas first Hallyu star. The advertising industry also tried to hire Actor Jang, offering huge conditions. Do you remember the apple drinkmercial that Actor Jang first took on?

    Ahaha, you mean thatmercial now recorded as a ck mark in Actor Jangs history?

    It may be a ck mark for Actor Jang, but it must have been a godsend for the advertiser. Thanks to that onemercial, the apple drink sold like hotcakes in Korea, and thepany grew so much that the advertisers title changed from CEO to Chairman.

    After the <em>Youth</em> ended, Jang Youngguk quickly rose to be the blue chip of the broadcasting and advertising world.

    However

    Contrary to the publics expectation that he would continue to build his reputation as a teen icon, Actor Jang chose a film rated for adults only for his next project. Many people worried about this. They said it was too drastic an image transformation. As a result, the advertising industry, which had been showering him with love calls, hesitated. Some reporters even wrote malicious articles. They said that the teen star who had been riding the wave of poprity might leave a blemish on his acting career due to his acting pride.

    Did you think so too, Chief Kwak?

    Why would I? An actor has to act, so why should he worry about other peoples eyes? I respected Actor Jangs decision.

    Just then, the cameraman signaled that the tape was going to run out. During the break, the PD carefully brought up a private conversation.

    Mr. Kwak, do you remember Actor Jangs first fan meeting by any chance?

    I remember it very well.

    Then this is my personal curiosity, but in the past, wasnt it practically unheard of for an actor to hold a fan meeting? I tried to find a video of the fan meeting at the time, but I couldnt get it because the agency said they didnt have any data. You were active at the time, and you attended Actor Jangs fan meeting, didnt you?

    Yes, I did. I understand why Songwon Entertainment doesnt have the video.

    Excuse me?

    Myunghwan recalled the scene of the fan meeting ten years ago and exined.

    There were circumstances that made it so.

    * * *

    There were so many cameras installed at the fan meeting venue that it felt like a movie shooting scene. All because of CEO Kim Seonghwans passion.

    It was Songwon Entertainments first fan meeting, and, at the time, it was notmon for actors to hold fan meetings, so he thought it was worth recording.

    Meanwhile, Yeongguk licked his dry lips.

    <em>I shouldnt have prepared a personal talent.</em>

    His mouth got the better of him. He didnt need to boast about preparing a personal talent. He had learned the choreography for a week, but there was no way he could fix his awkwardness, equivalent to an incurable disease, in such a short time. He could almost see the face of Actor Park Suyeongughing and giggling while watching the recorded fan meeting video.

    Many fans havee from not only Korea but also Japan! Yeongguk has been practicing dance for a long time for the fans. ording to the rumors, he dances better than most singers and everyone was surprised. Is it true? He is about to reveal his dance skills, which have never been disclosed anywhere before!

    The atmosphere heated up with the hosts witty talk. Where on earth did the groundless rumor that he dances better than most singerse from?

    Yeongguks face felt hot, and he wanted to say stop. But when he heard the screams of the fans outside the stage, it all disappeared. What cant he do for the fans?

    <em>Kawaii</em>!

    Cute!

    The audience shouted in both Korean and Japanese. People were screaming with joy. His dance moves ere clumsy, but he had been practicing for so long that he was able to hit the beat perfectly, spreading a happy smile on the fans faces.

    Natsune! Dojin-sama is going to sing!

    What? Singing?

    Yeah! They say hes really good at singing?

    Really?

    The Japanese fan, Natsune, upon hearing her friend who had been on the same ne with her, responded and suddenly became focused. She already seen Yeongguks robot dance routine, so she dindt expect much. It was very cute, but she couldnt say he was good. Soon after, Yeongguk picked up the stand microphone and smiled.

    Yeah, it didnt matter if he was good or bad at singing anymore. An actor just needed to act well, and his smile alone could melt a frozen cier.

    It was then.

    Shojo.

    His favorite song from his past life rang out. She didnt understand because it was Korean, but the feeling of the lyrical lyrics gripped her whole body. Natsune was already tightly closing her mouth as if thrilled.

    Who knew a song could be so sweet?

    Natsune, today really feels like a dream.

    As her friend said, it wouldnt be as happy as walking on clouds. Not only her, but all the faces of the numerous fans who came to the fan meeting clearly revealed the same emotions.

    He was doing so when he was speaking Korean, but every time he waved his fluent Japanese at them, their hearts trembled as if an earthquake had urred. How could they not love him, soaked in sweat from passionately running around the stage for the fans? The thought that she wished this moment wouldst forever circled in her head.

    The atmosphere of the theater where the fan meeting was held was ripe. The host continued to lead the event with witty talk. When a segment called Hug with Jang Youngguk came out, everyone let out a scream-like cheer. Soon, Yeongguk on stage drew a number from the lottery box.

    Its me! Im 73!

    Natsune miraculously got her number called and jumped up from her seat with joy. She went up on the stage bathed in the spotlight and faced Yeongguk. It couldnt be helped that her fingertips trembled faintly. She never dreamed she would see the actor she had only met through the TV so close.

    Perhaps understanding her feelings, Yeongguk gently hugged Natsune. As Natsune hugged him back and carefully lifted her head, she saw Yeongguks smiling face. At that moment, she felt her heart flutter wildly. After hugging Yeongguk and she was about to step off the stage

    Huh?

    The curtain of the stage abruptly closed, and it felt like it was about to go dark when the lights on the stage swayed and a piece of lighting equipment fell headfirst over Natsunes head. With a loud bang, Natsune came to her senses. Somehow, it was Yeongguk who had thrown his body to save her. Yeongguk, with the Japanese girl in his arms, asked in fluent Japanese,

    Are you alright?

    * * *

    There was an incident like that?

    The PD seemed to hear it for the first time. It wasnt surprising considering if such an ident had urred at the fan meeting, it wouldnt have been strange if rumors had already spread. Kwak Myeonghwan showed a thin smile at his reaction.

    At that time, the inte wasnt as developed, and because the stage was dark and the ckout curtain was down, the fans in the audience couldnt see. Of course, crucially, it was because Actor Jang asked each of the reporters after the fan meeting had safely ended.

    What did he ask them?

    Actor Jang told the reporters himself. He said it was merely a mishap. He said he was worried that the Japanese fans would be hurt because of the incident. At that time, the Japanese fan was safe, but Actor Jang suffered a scrape on his back. But even in that state, he didnt show it and safelypleted the fan meeting. Its behind the story, but that Japanese girl is now the president of Actor Jangs fan club in Japan.

    Just then, a knock came from beyond the writing room. The secretary came in and said something in Kwak Myeonghwans ear. He checked his wristwatch and nodded briefly. The cameraman had just finished changing the tape of the filming camera.

    Well, the introduction was long. We dont have much time, so lets get to the point. You asked about <em>The Priests Confession</em>, Jangs first lead role in amercial movie.

    Kwak Myeonghwan picked up a teacup and moistened his throat before adding.

    Thanks to the action he showed at the fan meeting, as you know, PD, <em>The Priests Confession</em> was a huge hit. As an adult-only movie at the time, it set a remarkable record. You know that, right, PD?

    Of course. I remember watching <em>The Priests Confession </em>at the theater at the time. There were hardly any movie tickets left nationwide because they were selling like hot cakes. Did you expect <em>The Priests Confession</em> to be such a hit, Chief Kwak?

    I had that feeling on the set. I was lucky enough to have the opportunity to observe on the day of the crank-in. Everyone was talking negatively about Jangs choice of next work, but he showed a distinctive appearance from the first shoot. Whenever I think of his acting, I get goosebumps all over my body.

    Kwak Myeonghwans wrinkled eyes reminisced about the past. The chilling appearance of the actor that he met at the filming site of <em>The Priests Confession</em> ten years ago.

    * * *

    Crank-in.

    Park-hyung, when filming, please boldly raise the scene. When focusing on the clock in the control room, make sure theposition is alive. You know what I mean, right? Not to emphasize the sub-camera, but we need a clear contrast. Also, when the main character says a line, you have to shoot it like an over-the-shoulder (OSS) shot for the supporting actors. Especially, this expression must be alive.

    Director Shin, Ive already told them to prepare all the tracks. You think I didnt see the continuity?

    Its the first filming, please understand a little, Park-hyung. And Seonwoo, you have to tighten well when you capture the subject with HMI. Because its a picture. But dont tighten it too hard from the beginning. Like ripples spreading on the water, subtly, right?

    Hyung, youre not treating me like a baby, are you? Ive been rolling on the ground of lighting for several years. But if its what Hyung says, its okay. Ive never slipped up, and now youve entrusted me with the position of lighting director. Even if I bleed, Ill do it perfectly, so just watch.

    Alright, you jerk. If you make a mistake from the first shoot, you might see a different name when you see the ending credit at the theaterter.

    Would you dare to do that?

    The filming scene was full of tension. Everyone was a bit tense as it was about to start digging. There was even a superstition that the first shoot determined the sess of a movie, how could they not? Just by looking at the figure of Director Shin Seonghyeon, who was having animated conversation with the directors of each department, one could tell how important this moment was.

    Unlike usual, he wore his hat low due to the superstition that if the director didnt wash his hair on the first day of shooting, the film would be a hit.

    Senior, Im Actor Jang Yeongguk. Im looking forward to working with you!

    Weve already greeted each other at the production announcement, so you dont have to be so polite. I heard you call Junghyeon uncle? Just calling me senior makes me feel old.

    Then can I call you hyung instead of uncle?

    I like your spirit. Lets do a good job on shooting today!

    It was middle-aged Actor Kim Hyeongseop. He, too, was one of the renowned actors in Korea, just like Junghyeon. He was a role model for Yeongguk in his previous life. He was unsurpassed as a supporting actor in Korea. Kim Hyeongseop, who was cheerfully chatting with Yeongguk, patted his back and got up.

    Yeongguk, are you okay?

    Eh, Im okay.

    Manager Lee Bongchun asked cautiously. Yeongguk, who had bitten his lip at the sting, quickly fixed his expression. There was intermittent pain in the area where he was wounded in an ident at the fan meeting site before. But since the treatment was finished without anyone knowing and as long as he wore a coat, no one would know he was hurt except for his manager. It was then.

    Actor Jang.

    Yeongguk, who was talking to his manager, turned his head. It was Director Shin Seonghyeon.

    Director Shin, I told you to speakfortably. After the countryside trip with mest time, we decided to do so. If you continue like this, Ill feel a distance, wont I?

    Youll get used to it gradually.

    From the listeners point of view, its much morefortable. Did youe to deliver the continuity and instructions?

    Youre like a ghost, you seem to know exactly what Im going to say.

    Ive already received the continuity from Seokcheol-hyung (assistant director) and looked at it. Youre worried because its a long-take shooting, arent you?

    Director Shin Seonghyeon was amazed by the young actor. There were not many cases where even most actors understood the directors thoughts at once, but this guy knew the filming instructions as if hes looking into his heart. Its a talent that couldnt be exined as anything but innate.

    By the way, theres someone Id like to introduce to Actor Jang. He just returned home and joined our shooting team. Hes the music director.

    From the directors of the main parts of the filming site to the youngest staff, I had already greeted everyone. Wondering who he would introduce, a familiar figure appeared.

    Director Choi Yul?

    Do you know me?

    How could I not know him? Hes the person who gave me a lot of disgrace in my previous life. His stern image had be sharper with age.

    Now, he was famous throughout Asia, but in the future, he would be a master in Hollywood, the sacred ce of the film industry, as a music director.

    On the other hand, Director Choi Yul was perplexed. Even though he had made a name for himself as a music director, he had had few encounters with actors. Thats because most of his work was done by watching the directed film and discussing it with the film director.

    I really liked the main theme song of <em>From Busan</em> and <em>Monn</em>, your debut work. And I read the interview after you won the music award at the Grand Bell Awards.

    Really? But <em>Monn</em> is a movie that hasnt been released in China yet?

    Oops.

    Ah, I saw in a magazine that Director Choi Yul is working on the theme song for a movie called <em>Monn</em> in China. I guess I got my hopes up too high.

    Really?

    But Director Shin, surely the person you mentioned isnt

    Yes, its Director Choi Yul. I never thought Actor Jang would go as far as to look up his interview. He will be in charge of the music for our movie, <em>The Priests Confession</em>. He rushed back from China a few days ago.

    Huh.

    Director Choi Yuls poprity was skyrocketing, even among renowned filmmakers. He was considered a blue chip, akin to a national actor. I never dreamed Id meet him here.

    He was notoriously picky when it came to selecting projects but thats because he was also a perfectionist. Generally, music directors had two methods of working.

    First, they would select orpose the theme song after filming waspletely finished and they could watch the edited footage. Secondly, they would visit the set from the start of filming ande up with the song. Director Choi Yul belonged to thetter group.

    <em>He was a sensitive guy.</em>

    And quite prickly at that. I had a minor role in his previous film. By his mid-forties, he was already considered a master music director, just as influential as a film director.

    <em>Ugh, I dont want to recall those times.</em>

    When Director Choi Yulined at a drinking party that my acting was so terrible it hindered his ability toe up with a suitable track, the film director fired me on the spot. I couldnt argue, I was pretty green.

    Of course, that experience served as a lesson and improved my acting.

    I look forward to working with you, Director Choi Yul.

    But this time, I would show a different side of me.

    * * *

    Eventually, the shout of the assistant director that standby wasplete rang out. Everyone swallowed nervously and headed to the filming site.

    Scene number 1, <em>The Priests Confession</em>!

    With the sound of the pperboard, all eyes on set were focused. The beginning of the movie flowed in reverse order. This meant the story flowed backwards from the moment the serial killer was caught. It was a device to engage and interest the audience beyond the screen.

    Kim Mujin, 29 years old, you im to be a priest, is that correct?

    His hair was disheveled, and the white cor, worn over a ck cassock down to his ankles, was stained with blood. Despite the detectives questioning, the priest remained silent. The detective banged his fist on the steel table in frustration.

    Answer me! Do you think youre here for fun! Theres six of them, the number of victims suspected to have been killed by you. How can youmit such crimes and still call yourself a priest.

    At the sight of the priest exercising his right to remain silent, the frustrated detective shook his head and rose from his seat. As he gestured across the double paned ss, another priest entered the interrogation room. He was an older priest, his face and white hair covered with age spots. As he entered, the detective subtly made room for him.

    Father Mateo, what is going on?

    The older priest (yed by Kim Hyeongseop) held the hand of the younger handcuffed priest (Jang Yeongguk) and asked. At that, the lips that were sealed tight, slowly opened.

    Do you know what pride, envy, wrath, lust, gluttony, sloth, and greed mean, Bishop James?

    Are they not the seven deadly sins spoken of in the Bible?

    Correct. The reason I killed them was nothing else. I questioned whether sin and punishment really existed while studying theology. Isnt that the case in reality? The victims turn to dust, while the perpetrators live on without hesitation.

    His voice was too devout for a murderer.

    Do not ask me why I did it. I cannot undo their sins, just as I cannot undo the sins I havemitted. Bishop James, I have killed criminals corresponding to the seven deadly sins. However, I could notplete thest sin. Do you know what it is?

    Greed.

    Correct.

    At that moment, the young priest lifted his head. His demeanor was gentle. Bloodstains remained on his neck and chin, but even that sight seemed incredibly sacred. As the older priest was about to say something, the young priest interrupted him with a shake of his head.

    A senseless person cannot know this; a fool cannotprehend.

    The detectives standing beyond the ss of the interrogation room did not understand. They couldnt, as the words were in Latin. Of course, the older priest sitting in front of the young priest knew what he was saying. The gentle face of the young priest seemed to shatter like ss.

    Why seek greed while walking the path of priesthood? How happy you must have been, seeing your barn full of riches. Not only did you lust after young women, but you also destroyed their families. All of this will be your sin.

    As if a ripple had formed on a calmke, the older priests wrinkled eyes trembled intensely. The people on set were watching this unfold. The brief intro taking ce in the interrogation room was enough to captivate them and make it impossible to look away. Then

    Greedy man, you will meet your death due to your ignorance.

    The young priest exined in a sharp voice.

    James, you are thest sin.

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 Chapter 57

    Chapter 57

    Director Choi, what do you think?

    I was surprised.

    Music director Choi Yul didnt hide his emotions. It was the filming of the intro. Given that it was the scene lifting the curtain, caution was inevitable. There were expectations of a possible multiple retakes.

    After all, there was no such thing as a standard employment contract in a movie set. Therefore, the culture of shooting until it was done was prevalent. But then

    <em>He did it in one go.</em>

    The main actor (Yeongguk)s face after the intro shoot was nothing but calm. Was the image he showed in front of the camera a few moments ago a mask, or was the image of him having afortable conversation with the staff a mask? It was hard to differentiate.

    Director Shin, is itmon to finish in one go in the first shoot?

    No, its not. Why else would my nickname be stubborn bull? In the previous work, we shot a five-minute scene for two days straight. I got an earful not only from the actors but also from the director of photography. He said, Only youre making art here. But today, an arty scene came out, so I unknowingly shouted cut. I want to try one more time, but Im trying not to. Im afraid it might ruin the good picture.

    Art.

    That wasnt wrong.

    As he watched the first shoot, Director Choi Yul remembered Beethovens overture to Egmont. The sequence of majestic and grandiose yet lively melodies. When the young priest listed the seven sins, his heart pounded without him realizing it. When young priest wailed about the final sin, he felt like a trumpet was ringing.

    Director Choi, lets move to the next location.

    Choi Yul, who was deep in thought, snapped out of it at Director Shin Seonghyeons words. In movie filming, theres no limit to the number of scenes in one day. Thanks to that, they could repeat shooting multiple times. Before they knew it, they moved from the shooting site to the morgue set. As soon as they entered the morgue, Assistant Director Kim Seokcheol pinched his nose.

    Whats this smell?

    The props team leader, who had been there, sprayed something on the morgue floor with a sprayer and yelled,

    What smell? Its the smell of a rotting corpse!

    The smell of a rotting corpse?

    If youre so curious, ask Director Shin! Given the previous work, I thought we would only be shooting the intro all day today. I didnt know we would move to the morgue scene straight away. The director said he wanted to recreate the same atmosphere on set, including the smell. Oh, its so harsh! If someone has rhinitis, their nose will clear up today.

    Of course, the camera wouldnt be able to express the sense of smell. However, directors who valued liveliness tried to create situations in the script into reality. Among them, Director Shin Seonghyeon valued such realism the most. As evidence, didnt he spend a hefty 3 million won just to make a dummy corpse model?

    Can we really act properly here?

    Just like Assistant Director Kim Seokcheols muttering, the morgue was filled with the smell of rotting food. The props team leader looked somewhat awkward, although he didnt show it. Of course, it was because he thought he had sprayed the rotten smell too excessively.

    But after the shooting began, they realized that all those concerns were unnecessary worries.

    It was a scene recalling the past.

    The main character (Yeongguk)s father died in a hit-and-run. The body was dposed to the point of being unrecognizable and was clumsily stitched up.

    The sight was so gruesome that the staff on set, who knew it was a dummy, avoided eye contact with the dummy. On top of that, the rotten smell prated their noses, making it difficult to breathe properly.

    And yet.

    Everyone was speechless at the sight of Yeongguk crying in front of his fathers corpse. Yeongguk, who had shown a cool appearance until the morning shoot, was now a bachelor attending a theological school.

    Dad.

    He had faced drowned corpses while assisting his father, who was a mortician. He didnt flinch even when he saw bodies that had dposed to the point of being unrecognizable, with their skin melting. He thought his father, who was a mortician, was emotionless. He was the same. He thought he had bepletely numb to death.

    Under his calm gaze, his tears flowed endlessly. Director Shin Seonghyeon, who was watching him, clenched his fists. He felt under his skin that the priest who wouldtermit a series of murders was erasing hisst remaining emotions.

    * * *

    Phew.

    Theres no better way to greet a refreshing morning than jogging along the river. Time passed and the bruise he got during the fan meeting almost healed. CEO Kim Seonghwan was so mad that he got treatment in a famous dermatology clinic. Thanks to that, there wasnt even a trace of the bruise on his spacious back.

    As he went downstairs with a towel around his neck, sure enough,

    Uncle, you seem to being to work here every morning.

    A lonely old bachelor should at least have a hearty breakfast. Dont be so harsh. Do you know how lonely it is to be alone in an apartment? Theres no warmth in the room. Warmth.

    Thats why you should get married, even if itste.

    Marriage, what marriage? If you count not getting married, you and I are in the same boat. You little punk, now youre trying to teach me. Hey, I used to wipe your dripping nose with a handkerchief!

    What are you talking about? How old was I when I first met you?

    Yeah, youre great, great.

    In fact, as my uncle said, were in the same situation. I didnt meet any significant rtionships in my past life. Building rtionships required leisure, but who could have liked me, a guy who was only crazy about acting?

    Yeongguk, dont make fun of an old bachelor. Look, how lonely must the national actor be toe all the way to our house to eat meals every day.

    No! Even you, hyung?

    Thats why you should get married, even if itste, just like Yeongguk said. Dont the reporters always say that you cant settle down because you dont want to?

    No, I wouldnt feel wronged if I had a girlfriend.

    The atmosphere at the breakfast table was warm and friendly. After all, neither grandfather nor I disliked uncleing.

    On the contrary, despite his stern title of national actor, he enjoyed gossiping more than an average high school girl in private. Thanks to that, the house was always filled withughter when my uncle came. The air itself was different.

    Yeongguk,e to think of it, Hyeongseop praised you a lot.

    Senior Kim Hyeongseop?

    Hey, the guy who calls me uncle is being all formal with Hyeongseop. Look here, I debuted three years ahead of Hyeongseop ording to debut years.

    Hey, are you and Senior Kim Hyeongseop the same? Alright. From now on, Ill call you Ahn Junghyeon-sunbae without respect, okay?

    Anyway, you cant beat him with words. Hyeongseop is known as the licorice of Korea, a friend who never evaluates others performances. But one day, he called to praise you a lot. Ive never seen him praise another actor, especially a rookie, like that. What magic are you casting on the set?

    I didnt do such a thing?

    The more I think about it, the more amazing it seems. Youve managed to charm the tiger of the film industry. The directors youve worked with are all praises. Even Kwak Myunghwan, who is not one to sugarcoat things. Lets do the next project together. I need to see what youre doing on set.

    After breakfast, I put on my uniform for the first time in a long time, and my grandfather asked,

    Seems like youre going to school instead of the set today.

    Yes, Grandfather. Theres a break in filming today.

    Thanks to the schools understanding, I could focus on filming as long as I attended the required number of days. Life has been non-stoptely. I could have taken a day off under the pretext of filming a movie, but today seemed like an important day.

    As if reading my thoughts, my uncle next to me expressed his curiosity.

    If it was me, I would have skipped school and slept in. How does a young person like you go jogging in the morning? You dont even have a morning sleep like old people.

    I have a mock test today. I have to go for sure.

    A mock test?

    Once Yeongguk pedaled his bicycle out of sight, Ahn Junghyeon, who was sitting in the main hall, asked Baek Janghun,

    Hyung, is that kid still the schools top student?

    Baek Janghun only smiled and did not reply. Watching Yeongguks receding figure, Ahn Junghyeon clicked his tongue.

    Hes got it all.

    * * *

    Cold dew.

    It is said that autumn grains thrive in the cold dew. As everything ripens, the autumn leaves turn red, and the reeds sway like golden waves. In the midst of all this, the film set was bustling. The early morning set looked like abor market.

    Once the rusty drum started to burn firewood, everyone gathered around to warm their hands. Its dangerous to handle filming equipment with frozen hands.

    We still have a long way to go before winter, but this morning wind is so cold. Everyone, take a heat pack, three each! No more than that.

    Seokcheol, do you think we can survive with just three heat packs? Be humane and give us more. What are you hoarding the production budget for? Its meant to be spent here. We have to hold the camera with bare hands. Three wont be enough!

    Park-sunbae, its not just the camera. We have to handle the lighting with bare hands too. Its only warm for the person under the lights; holding the reflector in this wind chill is freezing. Can our juniors freeze to death?

    Seonwoo, youve gained some nerve, talking back to your senior like that after getting a little hair on your chest. You cant take care of your family too much. Didnt you forget how much I took care of you when you were a rookie?

    How can I forget? Senior, you scolded me so much because the butterfly reflector was not well ced. Youve even told me to consider another path when Ive only been in the lighting team for three months.

    Did I say that?

    I knew it, the hitter never remembers.

    You expect me to remember every detail from ten years ago? Thanks to my harsh words, youve survived until now as a lighting director. I said that out of love. Weak people cant survive in this field.

    Hes not wrong. This job didnt even offer the basic four insurances.[1]

    If we assume a hundred rookies enter Chungmuro every year, less than thirty survive a year. Its a rough path. The seniors already knew if it didnt suit your aptitude, it was best to seek another path.

    Everyone, have some of this!

    Yeongguk brought a box full of something. It was sweet potatoes wrapped in foil. Its rare for anyone to have breakfast for a dawn shoot. As he ced the sweet potatoes among the drum can fire, a delicious aroma filled the air. The director of photography gave a thumbs up at the sweet aroma.

    Wow, as I said, Yeongguk has a real sense! How did you think of this?

    When I was in Yeongdo, I used to go out early in the morning toy out the fish stall. The sea breeze on the way to the harbor is so cold that even in early autumn, it feels like winter. So, the market elders have a shot of soju to warm their bodies, and they grill mackerel on the charcoal fire. In my case, I often brought sweet potatoes. This one here melts the cold right out of your body.

    No matter how I see it, Yeongguk, you seem like someone who has spent decades on the set. Youve been remarkable since day one, and you continue to be. You seem more mature than Seokcheol!

    What, Seonwoo-hyung. Why is the spark suddenly flying at me?

    You were the one who only provided three heat packs.

    Everyone, stop and have some. Theyll be ready soon. Lets energize ourselves today. As they say, a full stomach is a countrys strength. Ive brought plenty, so those who are hungry can have more. And Ive ordered parkas for the filming team to wear, so dont worry about theing winter!

    At his words, Assistant Director Kim Seokcheol, who was eating sweet potatoes, opened his mouth wide in surprise.

    Yeongguk, dont tell me thats why you asked me to find out all the sizes of the filming crewst time?

    Yeongguk just smiled faintly without a word. He knew how hard the film crew worked on set. He appreciated their hard work, so he didnt mind doing that for them.

    I mean, what else should he do with the money he earns? It had to be used like this. Then the director, with half-eaten sweet potato in his mouth, pped his hands and shouted.

    Everyone, give a round of apuse for Actor Jang!

    * * *

    As soon as actor Kim Hyeongseop arrived at the filming set, he felt warmth. Not the weather, but the unique atmosphere of the set. Its a series of hardships to start preparing for the shoot from the cold dawn. Yet, the film crew never losed their smiles. Among them, its impossible not to notice a newbie actor named Jang Yeongguk.

    Is that so?

    Listening to the story unfolded at the dawn shoot from his manager, Kim Hyeongseops expression brightened up. Its fascinating. They said that the atmosphere of the filming set was led by the leading actor. However, its not easy for rookie actors to take on that role.

    I mean, wasnt it hard enough to take care of their own careers? In a filming set where various characters gathered, its impossible to lift the atmosphere with appropriate social skills and eloquence unless you have considerable experience.

    <em>This young guy is amazing the more I see him.</em>

    He wa a rookie actor who suddenly became a teen star with a drama, but theres no sign of arrogance orcency. Not to mention, he didnt hesitate to do even the hard work and blended in with the staff as if they were family. Seeing that, I could only say that he was truly amazing.

    This was quite the contrast to the stars who usually stayed in their vehicles until the shooting started, their neck veins bulging. Not to mention, hows his acting?

    <em>Could I have done that much when I was eighteen?</em>

    Kim Hyeongseop shook his head inwardly. Wasnt it an age when he knew nothing? He couldnt even get a proper role in a y, let alone act. However, this rookie actor named Jang Yeongguk not only got the lead role, but also presented a satisfactory performance even in Kim Hyeongseops eyes. He even controlled the immersion level of his character as if turning a switch on and off.

    Although a role with high immersion had a trap that made it hard to get out, he easily overcame it as if hes jumping over a snakes pit. Where on earth could he have gained such experience? Amidst the questions bubbling up from deep within him.

    <em>Shall I test him?</em>

    Actor Kim Hyeongseop sported a yful smile.

    Scene number 21, the bishop and the young priest!

    Two men dressed in ck robes was walking through the area with fallen autumn leaves. The old priest (Kim Hyeongseop) spoke with a gentle voice, casting a warm look at the young priest (Yeongguk).

    Father Matthew, its great that youve joined our diocese as an auxiliary priest. It must have been hard at seminary, right? Being a subdeacon until you get ordained and living a student life is not easy. In my time, even going out was prohibited until the fourth year. If you dont know about administering the sacraments or any other duty, dont hesitate to ask.

    Bishop James, theres something Ive been unable to answer and I wonder if I could ask it of you?

    Of course.

    What do you think sin is?

    Its no coincidence that the young priest had been assigned to the diocese where Bishop James was located. Its also what he had been longing for. Among the seven sins in the Bible, wasnt he thest sinner? He deceived the believers with a sad smile and a gentle voice, but he clearlymitted greed.

    Didnt the Lord say repent, and I will forgive all sins? Even if hes a sinner, if he sincerely repents and prays, wont he eventually be forgiven for his sins because of that? Theres no eternal evil.

    This was a scene that showed that the paths of young priest Matthew and Bishop James were different. The two silently walked through the area with fallen autumn leaves. The cross on top of the cathedral shined over the scene of the two fluttering ck robes.

    No one knew whether he would be punished for his sins, or if he would receive forgiveness, as James said. Only under the cross, He knows.

    And then,

    Father Matthew, what do you think when you see that cat?

    A stray cat with a limping hind leg happened to pass by the diocese. Whether it had a traffic ident or was born deformed was unknown. Director Shin Seonghyeon raised his head in surprise as he looked at the tallied screen.

    Was it not a sudden ad-lib from Kim Hyeongseop? It was a line that wasnt even discussed, so he was about to call NG when

    It looks free.

    Dont you pity it?

    How can I decide if its pitiful? It could have been deformed from birth. What we see is not everything. The same goes for sins. How can we judge the forgiveness of sin by just looking at a sinners prayer? Its also mentioned in the Bible.

    Actor Kim Hyeongseop could barely swallow his surprise inwardly.

    <em>Look at this guy.</em>

    It was only natural to be flustered by the sudden ad-lib, but the newbie actor retorted as if he was waiting for it.

    Not to mention, the depth of his line wasnt easy; its like a seasoned senior actor responding to his lines. Eventually, the young priest looked at the older priest with a reverent voice.

    Dont be deceived by whats visible on the surface.

    [1] The Four Major Insurances in South Korea are Health Insurance, National Pension, Employment Insurance, and Industrial ident Compensation Insurance.

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 Chapter 58

    Chapter 58

    Ad lib.

    Not all directors wee ad lib. Sometimes, a short line of dialogue can unexpectedly disrupt the world within the script and the immersion of the character, much like how its not therge rock but the small pebble that trips you over.

    Director Shin Seonghyeon was no exception. He was notorious for disliking unprepared ad libs. However,

    Wasnt it a fantastic scene?

    The assistant director, Kim Seokcheol, couldnt disagree. Wasnt it a scene that perfectly contrasted Mattew (Jang Yeongguk) and James (Kim Hyeongseop)? The spontaneous scene prated their differing views on sin.

    Director, youre going to keep this scene, right?

    Kim Seokcheol, the assistant director and scripter, asked. It was definitely a different ending from the continuity. However, it fit as if the scene was original. It was a given. He might dislike ad libs, but he couldnt possibly throw away a great scene like this.

    Director Shin Seonghyeon stood up from his ce and headed toward actor Kim Hyeongseop. He had something to ask him.

    Kim Hyeong, what was that? What would have happened if we had mistakenly called NG? This kind of ad lib isnt bad, but next time, warn us so we dont get flustered.

    Shin Seonghyeon and Kim Hyeongseop were university alumni. In reality, it would be difficult for a virtually unknown director like Shin Seonghyeon to cast a popr actor like Kim Hyeongseop in amercial film. However, they had been burning with a shared passion for film since their university days. After endless persuasion, which was like moving heaven and earth, he finally seeded in casting him.

    Then, Actor Kim Hyeongseop licked his dry lips.

    Well, I didnt know.

    Of course, actor Kim Hyeongseop hadnt even expected the ad lib to seed. After all, the direction was sudden. A stray cat happened to walk by, and he merely threw a question at it, not expecting an answer.

    Yet.

    The young actor caught the ad lib smoothly as if he had foreseen the whole situation. Whats more, his profound dialogue could be said to prate the script. Because of this, Kim Hyeongseop felt his whole body tense without realizing it.

    <em>Was I overwhelmed?</em>

    How long has it been since he felt such emotions? Sometimes when actors recite their lines to each other, a chemical reaction seems to ur, sparks fly. In particr, when standing in front of a great actor, one can feel the expression overwhelminge to life.

    Despite it being a short line, there were countless times when he was overwhelmed by the aura and couldnt respond. The middle-aged Kim Hyeongseop also had this experience frequently in his rookie days. They used to call it got beaten up. It means losing in a fight of spirits between actors.

    Kim Hyeong, what are you talking about?

    Its exactly as I said. It wasnt the scene I thought of. Sure, I started it, but I couldnt lead it all. If anything, I was the one caught off guard.

    Kim Hyeongseop turned his gaze toward the source of the noisy chatter.

    The rookie actor (Jang Yeongguk) who had given him a sense of tension and his manager were having a heated conversation. Director Shin Seonghyeon also seemed to finally notice Kim Hyeongseops gaze.

    The fact that the brilliant scene created by a moment of wit was not the work of middle-aged actor Kim Hyeongseop, but the work of rookie actor Jang Yeongguk. At that moment, Actor Kim Hyeongseop showed a faint smile and added.

    Man, where did such a monstere from?

    * * *

    The schoolyard at lunchtime was bustling. It should be getting chilly with the arrival of fall, but the students running around the sports field were bumping into each other in short sleeves. A fierce mental battle was taking ce around the ser ball.

    Then, the ball got caught at Yeongguks feet. Despite his tall height, which would have hinder his progress, he skillfully dodged the defenders and made a run for it. The ball released from Yeongguks feet undoubtedly shook the, and at that moment, the boys all rushed to Yeongguk and cheered.

    <em>Really nice.</em>

    Now he could understand why CEO Kim Seonghwan told him to relive his school life. The fatigue umted on the filming set disappeared at once, and he regained his vitality intertwined with the energy of the schoolyard.

    At the faucet in a corner of the sports field, they all rinsed off their sweaty bodies and quenched their parched throats. The boys faces were full of smiles. After all, wasnt it an age when its okay to roll in the dirt?

    It was then.

    Sunbae!

    Yeongguk wiped his faucet-wet face with his long fingers and lifts his head. They were his juniors who had been watching the ser match seated on the sports field bench until a while ago.

    <em>Is this the harm of drama?</em>

    It has been over a month since the drama <em>Youth</em> ended, but there are still female students offering handkerchiefs. Hadnt a scene where the male protagonist gets offered handkerchiefs by juniors and seniors after a basketball match aired in the drama? Sure enough, a simr scene was being yed out.

    I appreciate it, but you dont have to do this next time. I sweat a lot after exercising, so I always carry a towel around.

    Yeongguk rejected the next handkerchief in advance, not wanting to make their goodwill ufortable. The owner of the lucky handkerchief selected by Yeongguk didnt know what to do with joy.

    Youre a total superstar. Really.

    Sure enough, the ss president, leaning back, appeared. He felt sorry for her. As a vice-president, Yeongguk should naturally help with ss work, but he had been busy filming a movie.

    As a result, she had practically taken on all the affairs of the ss alone. Even so, she only left him words of encouragement for his film shooting without showing any signs of difficulty, which was unexpectedly touching.

    The homeroom teacher is looking for you.

    Why?

    How would I know that?!

    Anyway, the irritation was still there. The look on the ss presidents face as he left the water faucet and climbed the stairs was somewhat regretful. A white towel hung from the hand shed been leaning back on.

    She had wanted to pass on her towel somehow today of all days. But Yeongguk would have no idea about this fact. He was a guy who seemed tock tact from time to time.

    The teachers office.

    The homeroom teacher asked Yeongguk,

    Yeongguk, you said you dont have a film shoot on Thursday, right?

    Yes, teacher.

    Film shoots were held at a hectic pace. However, thanks to Director Shin Seonghyeons consideration, Yeongguk, a high school student, was often given a necessary rest. Even if the shooting period was extended, it was because of the directors values of prioritizing the actors condition. Thanks to this, he was able to experience his school days like this.

    Well, instead of Thursdays morning sses, lets prepare for the entrance information session. We usually have to select one person from each ss, but it would be a bit much to ask the ss president Do you understand?

    Just leave it to me.

    He didnt particrly feel displeased. Maybe he had received some benefits for the film shoot. He had been worried about not being able to properly fulfill his role as the vice ss president, but he was relieved to be able to help in this way.

    Then, the homeroom teacher, dressed in a modernized hanbok, made a significant expression and looked around. Only when he didnt feel the gazes watching him from the teachers office did he finally let out a sigh.

    A guy who doesnt evene to school regrly, hes really something. I mean, he wouldnt even have time for private tutoring because of the film shoot. Yeongguk, tell me honestly, are you a genius? Youre the first one Ive seen in my 30 years of teaching who is so focused and studies so well.

    What was he talking about?

    Teacher, what are you talking about out of the blue?

    The mock exam ranking came out. It hasnt been announced yet, but you, Yeongguk, are within the top 100 nationwide.

    Top 100?

    Whats with that reaction, youre not pleased? Its the top 100 nationwide, top 100!! Right now, the principal is in a frenzy. Since this morning, hes been very eager to see your face. If he knew you were in the teachers office, hed probably run out in his socks.

    Of course, he was pleased. In his past life, he had never even been in the top 100 in his school, let alone the top 100 nationwide. His report card had always beenpeting forst ce from the back, so imagine that. However, its true that his goals have been getting higher since he heard Kim Seonghwan, the CEOs advice to enjoy his schooldays.

    He wanted to repent for his past life where he was a loser. As time went on, his concentration increased significantly, and he became interested in studying, so he thought there was nothing he couldnt do.

    It feels like a responsibility because its good.

    Responsibility?

    Since theres still room to go up, I shouldnt becent here. Im just unlucky. Even as I say it, I feel unlucky.

    At that, the homeroom teacher, dressed in a modernized hanbok, pped Yeongguk on the back.

    You little, even here youre in the movie.

    * * *

    Historical drama.

    If you were to pick the most treacherous ce among drama shooting locations, it would undoubtedly be a historical drama. The costumes were made following historical records, so in the case of men, not only were the costumes (armor) heavy, but they often had skin troubles around their mouths from sticking fake beards. It was no different for female actors.

    Not to mention, wearing severalyers of costumes could make you sweat even in the middle of winter. Always wearing a wig could damage your hair, and in severe cases, you could even get a neck disc.

    Amid all this, a child actor dressed in a lovely hanbok was giving a passionate performance. She was ying the role of the young wife of the crown prince, and even in her walk, hand gestures, and tone of speech, there was elegance. Even after the PD happily called cut, the child actor did not leave the shooting location.

    Yeon Su, are you doing it again today?

    The manager touched his forehead. His assigned child actors stubbornness was no less than that of an adult actor. It was fine to watch the remaining peoples acting after the shooting was over. But theres no need to study in the waiting room of the shooting location, was there?

    Lets go home today, you always stay after the shooting and the CEO gave me a hard time. Its hard enough being a historical drama, but he said that the manager couldnt even take care of the actors rest time.

    Manager Kang, leave Yeon Su alone! Let her do as she pleases!

    Do you think Ill be scared if you mimic the CEO like that? Not today, go home and rest.

    I like studying in the waiting room. When Im on the shooting location, I can watch other seniors acting, and studying goes better too. Look, I can solve the problems that I couldnt solve here. Hehe.

    When Yeon Su made a cute expression, the manager sighed to himself. Shes so pretty, but her stubbornness was no less than that of a bull. Just then, another actress who finished shooting entered the waiting room. When Yeon Su greeted her, she appealed to Manager Kang.

    Manager, I need to take off my makeup and wig

    In the end, Manager Kang backed off with a defeated expression. Then Yeon Su jumped up from her seat and clung to her. There was no actor or staff member on the shooting location who didnt like Yeon Su.

    She was not only mature for her age, but she was also full of love for everything. She was like a mascot of the shooting location.

    Yeon Su, are you studying here again today?

    The filming set helps me concentrate. Plus, I get to chat with you, which is always nice. How was my acting today?

    Yeon Su, youre always wless. Im the problem, always messing up due to being nervous. Seeing the directors expressions, it feels like the whole world went dark. But, that technique you taught me really works! Just like you said, closing my eyes, sipping water, and imagining the four seasons. After that, I passed in one shot, like magic! Thanks to you, I survived today. It helped calm my nerves so I could do well. Who taught you that technique?

    Well, there was someone.

    Actually, it was something she learned three years ago while filming <em>The Man of August </em>in Busan. She was so nervous that she huped a lot and kept messing up her lines. A child actor she was working with then taught her that technique. She still uses that method whenever she gets nervous and it had help her calm down and focus more on acting.

    By the way, what are you studying so hard this time? Math and Japanese today?

    I cant rely on English alone. So, I thought I might as well learn Japanese too. You never know, our drama might be aired in Japan.

    How will a Korean historical drama be aired in Japan? Thats only possible because its a youth drama.

    Did you watch <em>Youth</em>, unnie?

    Of course, I did. Theres that male lead, what was his name? Jang Yeongguk. Hes quite alright. Ive heard there are many actresses in our agency who like him.

    Theres more than a ten-year age difference between you and him!

    Dont poke where it hurts, who said I wanted to date him? I just said hes cool. Its a pity hes still a minor with such handsome features. Even our director said the same. He has a versatile face that fits well in historical dramas, quite an attractive actor.

    Even though the <em>Youth</em> ended some time ago, there were still many PDs in the broadcasting world who wanted Yeongguk. With his innocent yet masculine charm, he could pull off any character, and had exceptional acting skills.

    But Yeon Su, seeing you study so hard, are you aiming for Korea University rather than high school?

    No, Sehwa High School.

    Huh?

    Normally, students who were dedicated to their studies aimed for Korea University, the pinnacle of the Korean education system. But what was up with the name of a high school? The actress thought she must have misheard and asked again.

    Sehwa High School?

    Yeon Su confidently nodded in response.

    Im definitely going to get in.

    After all, he was there. There was no doubt that it was Yeon Sus ultimate goal.

    * * *

    Daebak.

    If you looked at the series of actions taking ce in my grandfather (Director Baek Janghun)s mansion, its the perfect word. Not only my uncle (Actor Ahn Junghyeon), even actor Kim Hyeongseop came. The three of them enjoying drinks filled the mansion with the smell of alcohol.

    How many bottles have you already had?

    Theres a long line of soju bottles. Its a familiar sight from my past life. For some reason, there were many heavy drinkers among actors and film directors. I knew that my grandfather and uncle enjoyed their drinks, but I didnt realize they could drink this much.

    Master, Yeongguk, this punk, is really something. Something!

    Hehe, is that so?

    Damn, hes really something. I knew it from the moment I saw him as a kid. That hed be something big! But does Yeongguk really act well on the set?

    Hyung, would I call him something just cause he acts well? Its his quick wit thats impressive. Once, I tried to ad-lib, and he overwhelmed me. Its been a while since Ive felt that way. It took me back to the time I acted in front of you.

    What? Such a thing happened?

    My uncle and Kim Hyeongseop, who were known to be on bad terms with each other, were so absorbed in their conversation that they seemed oblivious to everything else. asionally, my grandfather would add a word or two. The main topic of their conversation was me, with Kim Hyeongseop unwrapping his full story, and my grandfather and uncle listening attentively.

    They seemed curious about how I behaved on the filming set. How much time had passed?

    Yeongguk,e join us for a drink!

    Uncle, Im underage.

    Kid, look at your back, youre a grown-up now. Youll soon be getting married.

    Ah

    Master, Yeongguk is really something. Something!

    Hehe, is that so?

    The three of them were clearly drunk. It was obvious just by looking at them. My uncle, whose tongue has been loosened by alcohol, was encouraging a minor to drink, and Kim Hyeongseop was repeating the same lines to my grandfather in a slurred speech.

    I never imagined that Kim Hyeongseop, whom I once thought was the pinnacle of supporting roles in my past life, would be such a talkative gentleman. And my uncle, the national actor, his on- and off-screen personalities were pr opposites. Eventually, my grandfather got up and left, but the conversation between my uncle and Kim Hyeongseop continued till dawn.

    Uncle, sunbae-nim, thats enough for today, please.

    Yeongguk, we dont have anyone waiting for us at home, so why are you in such a hurry?

    Jeongseok-hyung is right.

    Looking at those two, I think I understood why I needed to get married.

    The next morning.

    I helped the housekeeper prepare bean sprout hangover soup early in the morning. The three of them were totally drunkst night, so I hoped this wouldhelp them feel better. As I pedaled my bicycle to school, I could already sense the hustle and bustle preparing for the entrance information session.

    Teacher, it seemed like a lot of people will being today?

    With the entrance information session taking ce in the auditorium, many outsiders visited the school. From students to their parents.

    One could say its thanks to you, Yeongguk.

    What?

    Since your face is appearing in the media, it has greatly helped in image-making for the school. Its a good ce for students to study and ever since you paved the way, it has be easier to work in the entertainment industry. Thanks to you, many students aspiring to enter the entertainment industry are applying to enter. Of course, it will depend on their grades.

    Heh.

    The school I had joined to spend my school days was just a normal school. After all, most kids who aspired to be actors or singers usually entered arts high schools.

    I chose Sehwa High School because I was somewhat ambitious about my studies. For your information, Sehwa High School was a well-known humanities high school in Seoul, making it nearly impossible to get admitted with just decent grades.

    Yeongguk, just take this to the auditorium. Once youre done, return to the ssroom.

    Is this all I have to do? You made it seem like you had a lot of work for me.

    Look at the situation, while the parents might maintain their dignity, the middle schoolers will scream and cause a scene when they see your face. Even in our school, the first-year students, despite seeing your face all the time, line up with their towels and head to the sports field every lunch break.

    I received the pamphlets from my homeroom teacher and left the teachers office. The corridor was empty as sses had already started. But anyway,

    This is pretty heavy.

    Just how many parents and students wereing for the entrance information session? The entrance information session pamphlets in my hand were quite heavy. As I was walking down the corridor leading to the auditorium,

    Just at this time.

    I noticed that my shoces were untied. I wondered when they had untied. It felt like someone was thinking about me, a silly thought. Eventually, I kneeled down to retie my shoces when,

    Let me do it.

    At the sudden voice, Yeongguk looked up. In front of him was a familiar-looking girl.

    Like a scene from the past, the girl, flicking her long hair, knelt on one knee and tightly tied the young boys shoces. The scenery of the schoolyard reflected in the window oveying them, the scene felt like a picture.

 Chapter 59

    Chapter 59

    Leisure.

    Director Shin Seonghyeon was enjoying a rare break. Back when he was shooting his previous work, such a thing couldnt even enter his mind. Like a horse relentlessly whipping itself into a run, he wouldnt take a single day off once filming began.

    Even on days without shooting, his schedule was packed tight with meetings from investors to distributors, and sponsorshippanies.

    Yet a few days ago

    Director, Deol has agreed to sponsor our costumes. And just now, I got a call from the head of Haeje Department asking if they could ce their products as PPL in our film.

    Seokcheol, how many does that make now?

    It must be well over ten since we started filming. Weve had so many sponsorships and PPL inquiries that I stopped counting. In my ten years as an assistant director, this is the first time luxury brands and conglomerates have directly approached us for sponsorship.

    Huh.

    What wasmonly referred to as sponsorship or PPL was the act of cing products within visual media to subconsciously advertise to the audience beyond the screen. Usually,wasnsorships and PPL were rare in films.

    Thats because, unlike dramas where immediate reactions can be gauged, the sess or failure of a film could only be predicted after it was released. If apany spent advertising money on PPL and the film happened to flop, the responsible persons fate wont end with just a written apology.

    Keep all of them on hold for now and tell them well consider it generously.

    Even Deol?

    Yes, after all, we will need a few luxury items for the scene where the viin is consumed by material desires. By the way, you did remind the reporters about the embargo, right?

    Would I miss that? After you mentioned it, I met them again just to be sure. It does seem to be going as we expected, doesnt it?

    Director Shin Seonghyeon gave a triumphant smile. At the time of filming, a few reporters had visited the set. They didnt spread any details about the film or its atmosphere to the public, but it might have been different in private settings.

    After all, how much influence could a mere film director to impose an embargo? Knowing this, Director Shin Suhyeon also added a word in private settings, asking them for their discretion. That the inquiry calls were pouring in like this was proof of its effectiveness.

    Director, what are you nning to do on this holiday? Youre noting to the office again, are you?

    Man, do you think Im some kind of machine?

    Ive been with you as an AD for years, and Ive never seen you take a break. Come on, lets go fishing instead. I heard the new fishing spot at Sandeok Mountain is fantastic.

    Forget it. Do you think I want to spend my precious holiday holding hands with you while fishing?

    Wow? Thats harsh,ing from a fellow old bachelor. At least I have a girlfriend.

    Man, nobody knows what will happen until youre in the wedding hall. I thought by this age Id be married and watching my kids grow up. Seeing your face every day on set is enough, I dont want to see it on my day off too. This holiday, dont stick around me. Treat your girlfriend well, or youll end up like me.

    Again, leisure time.

    <em>There really is no greater blessing.</em>

    Director Shin Seonghyeon walked through the art exhibition hall as he recalled the face of Jang Yeongguk. Thanks to his audition video, he was able to sessfully recruit Music Director Choi Yul. He still couldnt forget the acting of Jang Yeongguk that he witnessed on the filming set. The reporters also sensed it from that very first scene.

    That this film, despite its R-rating, would be a hit. Thats why sponsorships and inquiries kept pouring in endlessly.

    Hmm, this has a certain feel.

    He was stroking his chin while looking at the artwork on disy when

    Dusk, The Time of Dogs and Wolves is a French saying that inspired this painting. Its the time when the sun sets and twilight fills the air when I see a figure walking over that hill, and I wonder if its the dog I know or a wolfing to harm me.

    <em>Gasp.</em>

    She was breathtakingly beautiful. The low voice, long hair, the silk scarf wrapped around her white neckDirector Shin Seonghyeon, usually the epitome of coolness on set, was momentarily flustered like a mouse in front of a cat.

    Its rare for visitors toe at this time, and I was surprised to see you by yourself. The painting you were just looking at is one I created. Im the painter, Lee Seoyeon. I hope my brief exnation didnt bother you, simr to what a curator might offer?

    No, not at all! Im a movie director. Uh?

    At that moment, as Director Shin Seonghyeon was reaching out to shake hands, his eyes widened likenterns.

    ***

    Yeon Su.

    After handing out pamphlets for the entrance briefing in the auditorium, I saw Yeon Su leaning against the window in the hallway. Was this what they meant when they said kids grow up so fast? The little kid from three years ago was nowhere to be seen.

    Look at her, what on earth had she been eating? Not only had she shot up in height, but as her baby fat started to fade, her features became even more distinct. Maybe its the way her hair fluttered in the breeze, but her gaze out the window seemed so distant. Standing there, didnt she look like a scene from a photo shoot? Well, of course, she wouldter be recognized as one of South Koreas epitomes of pure and fragile beauty.

    What are you doing not going into the auditorium?

    Yeon Su turned around, her hair swaying. The distant look on her face quickly turned into the mischievous grin of the little kid I met three years ago.

    Youre just going to go inside after we meet for the first time in so long?

    Your mother is waiting.

    I told her already, so stop it and give me a tour of the school! I even just tied your shoces for you. You can at least do this for a junior, right?

    Youre really thinking about attending our school?

    Yeon Su shed a thin smile. Oh boy, I could already foresee the rough school life ahead. Just like during the drama shoot three years ago, Yeon Su stuck close to my side. We had some time until lunch. The entrance briefing was going on all morning, but the teachers were the only ones who were busy; there wasnt much for the students to do.

    Oppa, walking around the school with you reminds me of the drama we shot before. I asked you to show me around the school back then. Do you remember what your line was?

    I remember, but I didnt say it. After all, it was a line that was rather embarrassing. Yeon Su then added with a yful expression.

    Never seen someone filling up water before? Dont stand around looking so dumb, get it done quickly. If some old fart says anything, just say I was drinking water and identally spilled it!

    Are you mocking me right now?

    How is it? Its exactly the same, right? See, I still remember what I heard when I was young!

    Youre still young, anyone would think youre talking about something from ten years ago. If youre done with the school tour, lets go listen to the entrance briefing. If your grades arent good, you cant get into our school.

    Im going to get in!

    Dont drink the kimchi soup before its time.

    Whos drinking kimchi soup? I studied quite a bit, you know! And show me the rooftop. Im curious what it feels like to look down at the school from there. Hehe.

    Shes grown, but shes still pretty much the same as she was three years ago. Bold, lively, and bright. Its true that just looking at her lifted my spirits. Eventually, I couldnt resist Yeon Sus urging and made my way to the rooftop. Since I came here often, I knew exactly where the rooftop key was. But seriously, even here shes doing a photo shoot.

    On the rooftop with the autumn wind blowing, Yeon Su closed her eyes tightly and stretched out her arms. Her long hair fluttered again in the breeze. Seemingly intoxicated by the autumn air, Yeon Su opened her eyes and asked,

    Oppa, have you seen the historical drama Im currently filming?

    Y-yeah, of course.

    What role do I y?

    To be honest, I just learned that she was shooting a historical drama. So, of course, saying Ive seen it was a lie. It just slipped out because she asked so suddenly. Maybe Ive been too busy shooting movies.

    At that moment, Yeon Su turned her head away with a pouty look.

    I knew it, you lied! So, you have to do whatever I say now!

    Im sorry about that. But what are you nning to say that sounds so scary?

    Lets go out of school together during lunchtime!

    Deviation.

    <em>How did ite to this?</em>

    Its not like Ive never left school during lunchtime. In my past life, I used to skip out all the time. Because I felt sorry for Yeon Su and she kept pestering me, I eventually got permission from her mother and the teacher to go outside.

    An art exhibition?

    My aunt is holding an exhibition this time. Shes a painter.

    The art exhibition hall wasnt far from the school. Normally, its a ce I wouldnt have visited, but I ended up following because Yeon Su dragged me along. Speaking of which.

    <em>Its nice that its empty.</em>

    Whether its because the artist wasnt that famous or because its a weekday lunchtime, the exhibition hall was almost deserted. Of course, if there had been a lot of people, Yeon Su wouldnt have even thought abouting here. Being a celebrity, she couldnt escape the publics eye.

    <em>Twilight.</em>

    As I admired various works of art, one piece caught my eye. Its watercolor hues, reminiscent of the dusky dawn, were truly mesmerizing. It seemed I wasnt the only one captivated by this; a man and woman stood together in front of the painting. Thats when Yeon Su recognized the woman standing in front of the artwork.

    Auntie!

    As the woman who seemed to be Yeon Sus aunt turned around, the man next to her also turned his head. The surprise was twofold, as he was a familiar figurenot to mention his usually sharp and piercing eyes behind rimless sses now looked as gentle as those of a submissive puppy.

    It appeared as though the two were about to shake hands moments ago, as the mans hand awkwardly hovered in the air.

    At that sight,

    Director Shin?

    Director Shin Seonghyeon started hupping as if he had been caught doing something wrong.

    * * *

    The filming site was bustling. Outdoor shoots, especially at dawn, came with their own set of challenges. The director of photography was busy instructing theying of tracks, while the lighting director was equally upied, contemting the primary light source to reflect on the subjects against the dim light of dawn.

    In such moments, theres no role for me to step into; after all, with my experience on sets from a past life, I was no expert like them. Instead, it was best to shine in my role as an actor and let them shine in theirs.

    While I was sitting on a foldable hiking chair in a corner of the set, reading the script, someone quietly took a seat next to me.

    Yeongguk, that friend from before, right? I dont usually pay attention to an actors private matters but

    No, thats not it. I told you before. Shes just a close younger friend.

    A close younger friend whos an actress? Skipping school in uniform toe to an exhibition, you must be really close, huh?

    What actress? Shes still a little kid. Besides, it was during lunchtime, so she got permission to leave school. From what I could see, it seemed like you, Director Shin, had a thing for Yeon Sus aunt. Your gaze toward her was far from ordinary. For someone who always had such a sharp look on set, your eyes back then were practically drawing hearts.

    Really? Did I do that?

    Seeing how concerned you are, it must be true, huh?

    Director Shin Seonghyeon coughed awkwardly.

    Should I talk to Yeon Su for you, maybe set you up?

    What bridge to set up?

    Im not talking about building a bridge like Gyeonwoo and Jiknyeo. AD Kim Seokcheol said it, didnt he? That our director might end up old and alone because hes always fixated on films. In my opinion, if you put even a tenth of the passion you have for films into romance, youd score a goal in marriage in no time.

    Do you think Im some kind of sick man who cant get married? And look at Senior Kim Hyeongseop, hes living a cool life without getting married. Artists are meant to be lonely by nature.

    Lonely? Senior Kim Hyeongseopes over to my grandfathers ce to drink on his days off. Im dying making hangover soup every morning.

    His awkward expression made me think I could push the conversation a bit further.

    Be honest, director, youve been to that art exhibition again since then, havent you?

    Go there? How could I? I dont even have her contact details. And she might have a boyfriend or be married. It takes two hands to p.

    Yeon Su said shes single and doesnt have a boyfriend.

    What?!

    Director Shin Seonghyeon eximed loudly, causing everyone on the set to look in surprise. He then cleared his throat again, waved his hands as if to say its nothing, and sat back down cautiously while giving me a warm look.

    Why? Should I really ask her for the contact for you?

    No, waitbut shes really single and has no boyfriend?

    Youre so gullible. Its true. Yeon Su asked her herself.

    You littleall right, thats enough. Just dont spread rumors. Anyway, youve probably already got the storyboard from Seokcheol, so Ill just give you a few pointers. The reeds are tougher than they look when we pass through the reed beds, so be careful, and dont forget to direct your gaze towards the swaying reeds for camera focusing. Im sure youll handle it well.

    Is there any doubt! Its your direction, after all.

    I dont know how I manage. Youre so eloquent. Just remember, the conversation we just had stays between us.

    AD Kim, I wonder if well be eating wedding noodles before our movie premieres next year!

    At my jest, Director Shin Seonghyeon turned his head in surprise, but theres no one there. Kim Seokcheol was already far away, talking to the extras. Seeing this, Director Shin let out a sigh of relief as he stood up.

    Yeongguk, its not good to tease adults.

    As Director Shin Seonghyeon walked back to the set, despite his words, his lips were filled with an excited smile.

    * * *

    Director Shin, will todays shoot be okay?

    Park-sunbae (Director of Photography), why the sudden worry? Is it because the track isntying down properly, or is it theposition thats noting out well?

    The ground isnt suitable forying track, especially near the mudts and reed bedsits soft. Were supposed to start with a long shot and move up to knee, mid, waist, and bust shots, but with those reeds shooting up like bamboo, Im not sure we can get the rightposition. Its dawn and naturally dark; look at how hard Sunwoo the lighting director is working over there. It wouldve been better to shoot during daylight, as originally scripted.

    I intended to shoot it that way at first, too, but what can I do when inspiration suddenly strikes? Dont worry, if we can just get this scene right, itll be worth it. Plus, its meant to be used in a shback, so make sure you capture the subjects lip movements urately. If we dont get the shots right, we might be stuck in this reed bed until tonight.

    Just likest time, youre tormenting me for three days to shoot a five-minute scene. I told you before: Im going to lie down and refuse to get up this time.

    Hyung, why are you like this again? Its not like I do this on purpose. Please bear with it a little longer; Ill treat you to a great meal after todays shoot.

    Aish, that damn artists temperament. I can already imagine how many times well have to reshoot. I can already imagine!

    While Director Shin Seonghyeon and the Director of Photography was bickering, the Lighting Director gave a big thumbs-upa sign that theyre ready to start.

    Movies didnt always follow the script in order. Sometimes, scenes that were meant to be shotter were filmed first if the circumstances and timing were right. The present situation, inspired by Director Shin Seonghyeons sudden insight, was just like that.

    Though the lead actor, Jang Yeongguk, hadntmitted the murder yet, they were already pre-shooting his aftermath. Finding a golden reed bed like this was impossible unless its the right season.

    Scene number 39, a shadow emerging from the twilight!

    The golden reeds, meeting the dim dawn, rippled like the ck waves of the night sea. The reeds danced in the morning breeze, and through them walked a man (Yeongguk).

    Libidine.

    Lust.

    Latin slipped from his lips. Its one of the seven deadly sins. As a parish priest, he often met a variety of people during confession, including those who had sinned with lust.

    Addicted to drugs, he hadmitted countless crimes. Even after serving time, thew in this country only showed leniency. Even harming himself and leading others to ruin, he openly confessed his past.

    Father, when youre hooked on meth, it doesnt matter if youre a woman or a man; you cant help yourself. Theres a reason they call it the devils drug. Ive sinned a lot because of it. But its not my fault, right? Its all because of the drug. You said prayer could forgive sins, right? So, I should be forgiven too?

    Amidst the undting ck waves, the Yeongguk gradually reveald himself, moving through the dancing reed bed. As his dark figure emerged, the white of his Roman cor shone distinctly against his ck attire.

    The man walking alone has no emotion in his eyes. Only the old rosary in his hand quivered reflexively.

    <em>Gulp.</em>

    Director Shin Seonghyeon was certain, watching Yeongguk walk through the dense reed bed, that his inspiration was not misguided. As a faint dawn briefly illuminated the reed bed, the mist cleared like fog lifting, and the mans colors became vividly apparent.

    Between the reeds, over the dark figure, red marks appeared as if drops of paint were sprinkled. The old rosary took on a crimson hue, circling in his hand as if in prayer. The camera tilted up gradually, going up on the Roman cor, and eventually stopping at the mans smiling lips.

    His gaze was clearly beyond the reed bed. One wonders what his hidden eyes in the shadow looked like. Finally, as if the camera was about to capture Yeongguks eyes, it switched to a long shot of the reed bed, rippling like ck waves.

    The reed bed continued to dance as if nothing had happened, bidding him farewell.

    Watching this, Director Shin Seonghyeon thought.

    Twilight.

    Who was this man emerging from the fading dusk? Was he a priest performing Gods salvation, or was he a murderer?

 Chapter 60

    Chapter 60

    Difficulties.

    When making amercial film, the problems one would encounter were numerous. From covering production costs to issues with props and location scouting. It was fair to say that all these problems had been resolved thanks to the existence of a certain golden goose.

    But crises always had a way of hitting you when you least expected it.

    Director Kim, what do you think about toning down the colors a bit? And the fog effect, can we make it more lifelike? Right now, it looks too artificial. Darken it a bit more. If it goes out like this, what do you think the audience will say? They might think theres been a fire in a reed field or something.

    No, Director Shin. I thought we had plenty of time left on the shooting schedule, why are you grilling us from the get-go? We usually work after all the filming is done. Do you think creating something from nothing is that easy? We need time to produce proper visuals. If youe at us all of a sudden wanting to see samples, what do you think our VFX team is, a magic shop? It doesnt just appear out of thin air.

    SFX is not my field, I know, but I thought Id take a look on my day off. I only came to see a sample, so theres no need to get so touchy.

    Samples, my foot. As if I dont know what kind of person you are, Director Shin. You came to check on our teams capabilities.

    Hold on, stop. Rewind that. Because it was overcast that day the bloodstains didnt show up this clearly on set even with the lighting. Wow, how did you do that?

    It would be yearster that CG technology would be a staple in films, but the era at hand was different.

    Although the use of special effects in the domestic film industry had been gradually increasing, starting with morphing techniques a few years back, it still fell shortpared to Hollywood.

    Thats when it happened.

    Director Shin!

    Assistant Director Kim Seokcheol burst into the VFX editing room, opening the door in a hurry. His face was full of urgency. At the sight, Director Shin Seonghyeon patted Kims shoulder and left.

    As soon as Shin Seonghyeon climbed into the old car, Kim Seokcheol said,

    Did you hear about it?

    Hear what? You show up out of the blue and ask me that, how am I supposed to know? What? Did someone win the lottery? Or dont tell me, Jang Yeongguk is involved with a dating scandal?

    Its not the time for jokes! Hyung, you know Director Bae Jinwoo, right?

    Bae Jinwoo? Why on earth are you bringing up that unlucky name?

    Directors Shin Seonghyeon and Bae Jinwoo were university ssmates. Whenever the two met, they fought like they had a vendetta from a previous life, so much so that their ssmates had even nicknamed them Tom and Jerry.

    There was another reason why they couldnt get along.

    During their university days, although Shin Seonghyeon was the one more recognized by the professors, in the real world, things were different. While Shin Seonghyeon had been toiling away for ten years as amercial film director, Bae Jinwoos projects were consistently box office hits, earning him the nickname Midass hand, and he was very sessful.

    That guy is currently working on a 100 billion won blockbuster![1]

    A hundred billion?

    The average production budget formercial films was over 1.5 billion won. Even this was considered a steep increase from the year beforest. But a hundred billion was unheard of outside of Hollywood.

    Director Shin Seonghyeons Adams apple bobbed at the absurd figure, but there was more.

    Theyve finished casting and are nning to do the <em>gosa</em> within the next fifteen days.[2] Theyll start shooting at the end of this month. It seems their release will be around the same time as ours. The problem is, were sharing the same distributionpany. I reached out to the distributor, just in case, and its true. Theyve put an embargo on it for the journalists, so no announcement yet, but soon there will be a production press conference and itll be all over the news.

    Huh?

    It was a setback.

    As with dramas, the lineup was critical formercial films. Depending on the quality of the films releasing at the same time, one could benefit byparison. Moreover, unlike dramas where good content and engagement could win against bigger production budgets, movies included the cost of promotion in their production budget.

    No matter how good the quality of the film was, if it was not promoted and the audience didnt show up, it was all for nothing. Moreover, if they were dealing with the same distributionpany, they were bound to face unfair circumstances in the selection of theaters.

    Director Shin Seonghyeon suddenly eximed,

    Lets go to the distributionpany, right now!

    His face was filled with unprecedented anxiety.

    ***

    NG!

    A cold air spread across the filming site. Director Shin Seonghyeons cries for NG were frequent. Was it because of the bit yers inadequate acting, or did he find the aesthetic of the footage unsatisfactory?

    As NGs kepting out of the directors mouth, the bit yers face turned pale. Finally, when Director Shin Seonghyeon stood up and said, Lets take a break for just an hour, only then did everyone on set let out the breath they had been holding.

    Seriously, why is Director Shin so touchy today? Normally he wouldve OKd these scenes, but now its take after take! How many times has it been already? Was he trying to fuck with me or what!

    Calm down, Senior Park (cinematographer). It seems like hes not happy with the lighting. Since were in the woods, the expressions of the bit yers arenting out well. Maybe we need to change the light source.

    Sunwoo (Lighting Director), youre too kind, thats your problem. I cant take this anymore. My knees will be gone if I keep carrying this handheld camera up this wild mountain. Seokcheol, youve got to know why Director Shin is acting like this, dont you?

    The filming site was on a wild mountain. Its a low hill, but how many retakes have there been already? However, AD Kim Seokcheol couldnt give a clear answer, just mumbling to himself.

    It seems like Director Shin is not feeling well. Please try to understand, seniors.

    The guy who never drinks is having a bad condition? What could it be, did he catch a cold?

    Its not that.

    Its not that artistic illness ring up again, is it? Seokcheol, I mean Assistant Director, if its going to take days to shoot a single scene likest time, tell him I cant do this. If its like this already, how are we supposed to get through the remaining schedule? Are we superhumans? Just look at todays schedule, were supposed to finish shooting in the mountain in the morning and move to the school district in the afternoon. At this rate, we wont even finish the mountain shoot today. The kids havent even had lunch, what the hell are we doing?

    Dont be like that, the lunchboxes will be here soon. Lets eat and then continue shooting. Ill talk to Director Shin for you.

    Ugh, alright. I get it!

    The cinematographer seemed to have backed down, thinking this much should be enough. Indeed, exhaustion was evident on the faces of the filming team. The cinematographer stepped forward to represent them, like a king leading his troops into battle. He thus pre-empted any furtherints from the crew.

    I then cautiously approached AD Kim Seokcheol.

    Seokcheol-hyung.

    Yeongguk, sorry. I didnt expect the shoot to go this long, especially since we started early in the morning for the afternoon shoot.

    No, its not that. Could youe here for a moment?

    Only when we reached a thicket far from the filming site could I ask cautiously,

    Is there a problem with the movie?

    Huh?

    The investment issues had been resolved, and the sponsorship came from a major corporation, so its not a prop issue, and most of the location permits had been granted, so thats not a concern either. Then it must be a distribution issue, right?

    The ADs eyes opened wide as saucers. Eventually, he hurriedly looked around, confirming that no one was around, and asked,

    Yeongguk, how did you know?

    There was a saying, Even a dog at a temple can recite scripture if it stays there three years. How could I not know how themercial movie business worked after being involved in the film industry for so long in my past life? Especially when the director was so wrapped up and sensitive, there was definitely a hitch with the movie.

    If you cant tell the filming crew or the actors, what other reason could there be? Someone quick-witted would catch on in an instant. If Senior Kim Hyeongseop had been here today, he wouldve noticed right away.

    For minor issues, Shin Seonghyeon would have discussed it with the other directors, including the cinematographer. However, a distribution issue was beyond their capacity to resolve. Thus, the director had no choice but to suffer in silence. It was a scene Id seen often in my past life, so its nothing new.

    AD Kim Seokcheol heaved a sigh and added,

    Yeongguk, do you happen to know Director Bae Jinwoo?

    Bae Jinwoo? The name rings a bell.

    Thats surprising. Hes pretty well-known in Chungmuro. Hes working on a 100 billion won blockbuster this time.

    A hundred billion?

    Yeah, a whopping hundred billion. Its the first time Ive seen such a reckless amount of production budget being thrown into a project.

    Dont tell me, is that Bae Jinwoo directors debut work, <em>The Beauty Salon Next to the Photo Studio</em>?

    Thats right, you do know.

    Of course, how could I forget?

    In my past life, Director Bae Jinwoo was a figure who faded into the annals of history. I knew him as a once-popr director in Chungmuro. I remember the hype clearly, even though I was just a high school student with no interest in acting.

    [Chungmuro, finally surpassing Hollywoods stronghold?]

    It was an overhyped buzz if there ever was one. Director Bae Jinwoos 100 billion won mega-project ended up flopping disastrously, leaving a stain on South Koreas film industry. Itcked both artistic quality and visual appeal.

    Of course, there was another reason the movie became such a flop despite the huge production cost. It was a well-known incident.

    At that moment, Assistant Director Kim Seokcheol borated,

    Our lineup oveps with that blockbuster. And to make matters worse, we share the same distributionpany. We went to the distributionpany a few days ago because of issues with theater allocations. You know how that turned out.

    I never suspected that now was the time for that great anticipated project to be born.

    But on the surface, it was South Koreas first blockbuster.

    Indeed, its like a battle between David and Goliath. Distributors werent in the business of art; theyre in the business of business. They would naturally give more support to the one with more potential, even if it meant sacrificing their own flesh and blood. Director Shin Seonghyeons head must be in turmoil.

    Should he dy the release date to avoid the lineup, or should he face it head-on?

    Aigoo, I dont know why Im telling you all this. Director Shin repeatedly told me not to let the actors or the filming crew hear about this. Whenever I talk to you, I just spill everything without even realizing. Yeongguk, well figure this out somehow, so dont worry and just focus on your acting. Dont talk about todays conversation anywhere else, okay?

    Then it happened.

    Everyone, have your lunch!

    It looked like the lunch boxes had been delivered to the distant filming site. Director Shin Seonghyeon came out of the waiting room, grabbed a lunch box, and started smoking one cigarette after another. AD Kim Seokcheol looked at him with pity. What else could he do?

    ***

    Theres a saying that the knowledge of an elder could bepared to a library. The grandfather sitting before me, Director Baek Janghun, was known as the godfather of the Korean film industry. Although I might be well-versed in the film industry in the future, at this moment, there was nobody who could surpass his knowledge.

    Director Shin, youve been cornered, havent you?

    Grandfather revealed a bitter smile. Its a testament to how difficult it was for a director alone to ovee distribution issues.

    And for good reasonthere were three distributionpanies that dominated the South Korean film scene. On the surface, they seemed topete with one another, but when you looked closer, you could see collusion and a thoroughly monopolistic system. No wonder they practically controlled the theaters, making them the de facto top dogs of the film industry.

    Grandpa, do you happen to know the CEO of Daejeong Distribution, CEO Kim Jeongwoo?

    I dont know CEO Kim, but I am quite familiar with his father.

    Thats exactly what I wanted.

    Surely, you dont think you can solve this problem by yourself, do you?

    Of course not. The film industry is a high-risk, high-return business. How could I, a mere actor, resolve such an issue? I just have something I want to discuss with CEO Kim Jeongwoo. If thats not possible, Id like to meet Chairman Kim Daejin instead.

    But looking at your expression, it seems as if you think meeting Chairman Kim will solve everything?

    Grandfather wore an intrigued smile. Every so often, when I would meet his wrinkled gaze, I could feel as if he was reading my thoughts, making me squirm on more than one asion. But each time, I managed to maintain a poker face.

    Yeongguk, lets get ready to meet him tomorrow.

    Tomorrow?

    So soon?

    Even with grandfathers renowned status in Chungmuro, I couldnt help but wonder if it was really easy to meet the chairman of Daejeong Group as snapping ones fingers.

    Kim Daejin, that man built Daejeong Group with the film industry as its parentpany. We werent on good terms at first, but as time passed, we grew fond of each other and became friends. Coincidentally, I have a meeting with him tomorrow.

    Huh?

    Things were going smoothly.

    Yeongguk, theres one thing I want to ask. Is your desire to meet Chairman Kim simply born out of an actors ambition?

    Of course, I had no intention of doing anything that might tarnish grandfathers reputation. Especially if its not my ce to step in, I wouldnt even stretch out my foot. But tomorrow seemed like an asion where I could step forward.

    Because

    Ill meet him as an investor for the movie, <em>The Priests Confession</em>.

    Wasnt that a legitimate reason?

    Finally, grandfather showed a satisfied smile. Just as I was about to stand up, he asked me,

    By the way, Yeongguk, do you know how to y golf?

    No way.

    Golf? You dont mean tomorrows meeting is at a golf course?

    Yes, dont worry if youre not good at it. Even this old man isnt that great at it. I usually end up losing bets, haha.

    Another stroke of luck.

    Golf, after all, was something I had extensively practiced in my past life. Back when I was brimming with desire for acting and sess, I did all sorts of things to distance myself from poverty. Among them was golf, a sport enjoyed by the upper ss. I had frequented golf courses to the point where my skills had nearly reached semi-professional level.

    Just rx and think of it as a learning opportunity.

    * * *

    It was a country club.

    I never dreamt that Id be visiting a golf course on a weekend when I wasnt filming. This wasnt just any clubits a private one, inessible to the public and operated strictly by reservation. Thendscaping was so meticulously cared for that, despite autumn being just around the corner, lotus flowers were still in full bloom in the pond. Its a clear sign of the care that went into this ce.

    Janghun, whos that handsome young man next to you?

    Yeongguk, say hello. This is the Chairman Kim Daejin that you wanted to meet.

    He wanted to see me?

    Hello, my name is Jang Yeongguk.

    Kim Daejin.

    Just like grandfather, Director Baek Janghun, Kim Daejin was an indispensable figure in the Korean film industry. Wasnt he the one who ignited the spark in what was once known as the barrennd of Korean cinema?

    Under his guidance, many had gone on to run major productionpanies, and he himself had nurtured what was now considered the top distributionpany in Korea. Though he had stepped back from the front lines and now sat as the honorary chairman of the group, his gaze was still as sharp as ever.

    Today, something came up and Junghyeon couldnt make it, so I brought him as a substitute.

    So, hes the boy you couldnt stop praising.

    Chairman Kim, Yeongguk is practically new to golf, so just think of it as a leisurely walk.

    Oh, well see about that. Remember how much you and Junghyeon took from me in ourst bet? I even brought a yer with me today to beat you. Hes our Chief Secretary, Ahn Jongman. What do you say? Ill give you a handicap, but theres nothing like a bet to improve your golf game.

    Grandfather shifted his gaze to ask me what I was thinking. I mustered the politest expression I could and asked him,

    Grandpa, what are the terms of the bet?

    Thats when it happened.

    Hehe, Ill grant you whatever you wish for.

    Chairman Kim Daejin answered on his behalf, his demeanor suggesting he was already anticipating his victory. Well, he was up against someone who had never even swung a golf club before. How could he possibly worry about losing when his opponent probably didnt even know how to hold a driver properly?

    As proof, the face of Ahn Jongman, the Chief Secretary standing next to Chairman Kim Daejin, was brimming with joy. No doubt he was already thinking he could use this opportunity to gain more of the chairmans favor.

    Go ahead, you can take the first shot.

    The caddy followed suit, and Grandfather took a driver. It was the first holes tee shot. Grandfathers face showed careful consideration, but the corners of Chairman Kims eyes who was watching from behind betrayed his tension. Its a clear sign of hispetitive spirit.

    Ah, thats a drop!

    Chairman Kim eximed as he watched the ball get sucked into a water hazard. Despite the tinge of regret in his voice, there was a smile creeping around his eyes while grandfather showed a somewhat embarrassed smile. Eventually, Chairman Kim stepped up and took hold of another driver. Since its a foursome match, each teampeted using a single golf ball.

    Chairman, what a great shot!

    Chief Secretary Ahn Jongman pped without even looking at the trajectory of the ball. He was certainly someone who knew how to get by in society. Chairman Kim was also smiling contentedly, pleased with his tee shot.

    Should I move the ball away from the side?

    Its okay.

    The golf ball was teetering on the edge of the water. Chairman Kim said it was alright to take it out and y it, but was it really necessary? Ive had plenty of experience with this in my past life. My body may have gotten younger, but the skills ingrained in my mind were stored somewhere within it.

    Still

    <em>I suppose I should act like a beginner.</em>

    When hitting a golf ball close to the water, one shouldnt touch the club to the water in advance. But I casually asked the caddie for a wood, as if it was no big deal.[3]

    As I fumbled with the club like a beginner, Chief Secretary Ahn tried to intervene, but Chairman Kim shook his head, indicating its fine. He obviously found the sight of a beginner like me endearing.

    Is this how you do it?

    Mimicking the actions of famous golfers, I even took off my socks, causing the caddie to suppress hisughter. With an awkward stance within the water, I hesitated as if about to strike, and just when Chairman Kim and Chief Secretary Ahn momentarily shifted their gaze away

    <em>Crack!</em>

    With a brisk sound, the ball escaped the water hazard, beautifully tracing a parab. The caddie, Chief Secretary Ahn, and even Chairman Kim couldnt hide their surprise as they followed the balls trajectory. It curved elegantly through the air, heading straight for the hole.

    Chairman Kims face suddenly registered shock. I put on an innocent smile as if I was clueless and added,

    It hit better than I thought.

    [1] About 80 million USD today

    [2] A shamanic ritual meant to invoke good luck

    [3] A driver and a wood are types of gold clubs

 Chapter 61

    Chapter 61

    Manners make Golfers.

    Its a Scottish proverb. Like when youre ying a casual game of Baduk (or Japanese Go), you need manners when facing a novice. It means theres no need to unt your real skills. Act as if your first long drive was just beginners luck.

    As proof, on the second hole, didnt I intentionally show a terrible swing? Chairman Kim Daejin smiled as he watched the golf ball fly powerfully out of bounds.

    Your thigh strength looks good enough for a long hitter, just a little more polish and youd make quite the golfer. Hey Janghun, bring Yeongguk here more often. Itd be good to get some young blood into our group!

    His voice was full of confidence. When Director Ahn Jongman scored a birdie on the second hole, hes overjoyed, jumping up and down.

    Thats our Director Ahn, my judgment is spot on!

    Thank you, Chairman.

    Yes, lets keep this up. The weathers truly splendid today!

    Director Ahn Jongman looked like he had pulled off a coup. But starting from the next hole, Chairman Kim Daejinsplexion began to change. Lo and behold, this time grandfather (Director Baek Janghun) recorded a birdie. Only then did Grandfather allow a smile to form on his lips and said,

    Now my shoulders are starting to loosen up.

    Thanks to that, the atmosphere of the golf round got hotter. Chairman Kim Daejin, true to his entrepreneurial spirit, had apetitive drive that was no joke. He focused all his energy on the golf ball atop the tee, aiming for at least par.

    His focus was so intense that even the caddies stopped swallowing their saliva to watch, and Director Ahn Jongman sped his hands together in hope. To an outsider, it might look like the finals of the PGA.

    Chairman, good shot!

    As the golf ball arched through the air with a long drive, Director Ahn Jongman pped and cheered.

    Ive been to the country club so often in my past life since I started enjoying golf, frequently visiting even when it was raining.

    <em>Its harder to y poorly on purpose.</em>

    Trying to keep the score even and ying poorly on purpose were more challenging than a perfect swing. If there was a sharp-eyed pro here, they might have noticed I was hiding my skills.

    Golf hustling.

    Im not sure about now, but the golf course, like a gambling den, used to have its hustlers. Theyd look for marks and swindle money through betting on golf. As a sport that was considered a symbol of the wealthy, there were, ordingly, many wealthy marks. I had even been in the sight of these golf hustlers. But,

    <em>In a way, having poor social connections was lucky.</em>

    I never liked betting games, and unless it was with someone I knew well, I wouldnt join others for a round. That saved me from a lot of trouble. But I knew all too well how to y golf hustling.

    Just like now.

    <em>Neck and neck.</em>

    Throughout the 18 holes, Chairman Kim Daejins team and our team were neck and neck. With the victory hanging on a thread, not just Chairman Kim Daejin but also Director Ahn Jongmans faces were dripping with sweat.

    However, to someone with my past lifes semi-pro skills, both were slightly better than a bogey yer (90 strokes). I could easily win if I wanted to, flipping them like pancakes, but I showed showmanship as if I was giving it my all.

    In the end

    Its all square.[1]

    At the caddys announcement of the final score, Chairman Kim Daejins face showed disappointment, while Grandfathers was adorned with a satisfied smile. It was quite an achievement to score this well with a beginner in tow.

    Director Ahn Jongmans face was full ofplex emotions. After all, he too was a family man who gave up his precious golden weekend to be here. Thats why he worked quite hard to match scores up to thest hole and maintain the tie.

    Daejin, it was fun today. Yeongguks skills are uneven, but not bad for a beginner, right?

    Hmm, Janghun, I underestimated you. Director Ahn, dont be too discouraged. It was a fun game after all. Lets y together again next time. Practice makes perfect.

    Thank you, Chairman!

    While everyone was enjoying this warm moment

    Excuse me, Grandpa.

    Suddenly, all heads turned at the sound of my voice.

    Its not a tie.

    Yeongguk, what are you talking about?

    Confusion spread among the caddies as I reminded everyone of something they had forgotten.

    Before the match, Grandpa [Chairman Kim Daejin] gave me a handicap.

    * * *

    At the clubhouse.

    There was a saying that men quickly be friends when they yed golf together. Going through an 18-hole golf round, both out and in, usually took about five hours. And then rxing in the clubhouse sauna afterwards would naturally dispel any awkwardness.

    Like a fire stoked in a hearth, steam was rising thickly. Being a private club, even the clubhouse exuded care and effort. In the Finnish-style wet sauna, four men sat closely together, only their lower halves covered by towels.

    Janghun, I lost the bet today. So, I guess I should treat you to avish dinner likest time?

    Heh, thats a given, but the essence of the bet lies elsewhere, doesnt it? Yeongguk, what did Daejin say to you before ying golf?

    He said hed grant me whatever I wanted.

    Well then, since the parties involved need toe to an agreement, Ill excuse myself first. How about you, Director Ahn? It would be good for us to leave together. Unlike Chairman Kim who enjoys long saunas, folks like us might just copse if we stay too long.

    Grandfather tactfully excused himself from the room. Following his lead, Director Ahn Jongman also awkwardly rose to his feet at the short nod from Chairman Kim Daejin, and they both left the sauna. Eventually, only Chairman Kim Daejin and I were left in the steam-filled sauna.

    I stood up and flipped over the hourss. Its a 10-minute hourss, signifying my intention to finish our conversation within that time. The moment a grain of sand fell because of gravity

    Chairman, what do you think is the essence of a distributionpany?

    I asked, catching him off guard.

    Chairman Kim Daejin looked puzzled by the unexpected question.

    Its about providing the audience with better quality films and, additionally, assisting in the production and nning of movies.

    I wiped away the nave appearance I showed during the golf round.

    Thats true, but to put it more intuitively, isnt the essence of a distributionpany about the timing of movie releases, the number of screens, and the promotion of filmsin other words, the pursuit of profit?

    At this, the corners of Chairman Kim Daejins eyes took on a curious expression.

    Continue.

    The film industry is a high-risk, high-return business. Within it, distributionpanies undoubtedly hold the reins.

    To hold the reins, thats not entirely incorrect. I see now that Yeongguk knows quite a bit about the film industry. Then let me ask you something: What do you think will happen to the film industry in the future?

    The film industry will grow over time, and its branches will expand beyond domestic borders to the world. But its a structure that is bound to produce mistakes.

    Mistakes?

    Chairman Kim Daejin furrowed his brow. After all, it was his lifes work at stake here. Daejung Group had established itself as a leading corporation in South Korea with the movie industry as its backbone. In a way, its as if a young pup was pointing out to a tiger the ws of the film industry.

    Yet, I was aware of the future.

    While I wont dispute that the current vertical integration of the movie industry is leading to an increase in market expansion, this could also elerate the establishment of a monopoly. Of course, from an entrepreneurs viewpoint, a monopoly might be weed with open arms as it prevents too many cooks spoiling the broth. But on the other hand, if theres only one helmsman, the ship might not move forward at all.

    The ship not moving?

    Are you aware that Daejeong Distribution is currently producing a blockbuster with a budget of 100 billion won?

    I know. Nothing moves in Daejeong Distribution without my permission.

    What if that 100 billion won movie flops? What would be the reason?

    Chairman Kim Daejins eyes widened. It was understandable that he might be displeased by the suggestion that a film produced by hispany could fail. But I couldnt stop now. Like a car with broken brakes, I had no choice but to keep elerating.

    But true to his reputation as a magnate who built one of Koreas top conglomerates, Chairman Kim Daejin regained hisposure and asked,

    Yeongguk, Id like to hear your thoughts first. Assuming that happens, what do you think the reason would be?

    If you agree to what I want, Ill tell you.

    Seems like you want something unconventional.

    What I want is this: Daejeong Distribution, the entity behind the production and investment of the 100 billion won blockbuster, to independently evaluate that film and mine, <em>The Priests Confession</em>. Naturally, Im suggesting postponing the release of the blockbuster until after the premiere of <em>The Priests Confession.</em> After all, it would be better for the distributionpany to enjoy the benefits of catching two birds with one stone rather than focusing solely on one big fish.

    Of course, catching two birds with one stone was not going to happen. That 100 billion won blockbuster would be notorious enough to leave a stain in the history of Korean cinema.

    After what seemed like a moment of contemtion, Chairman Kim Daejin nodded briefly.

    Lets do that, but itll take some time since well need to verify certain things. However, I, Kim Daejin, will make sure to amodate your wish. Now, tell me, why do you think a movie to which Daejeong had invested a hundred billion won would fail?

    Ive read the script for that work. And, well, its content is quite metaphysical. Really.

    The reason for the movies failure?

    Nothing special.

    Are audiences ready to ept it?

    Of course, this was just one of many issues. The public was not yet ready to embrace Daejeongs 100 billion won blockbuster. That would still be the case in the future. The content was bizarre, to say the least.

    Probably the most significant reason would be that the immense investment of 100 billion won did not trante into exceptional quality. This woulde to light muchter, thanks to an investigation by the prosecution.

    That reason would be clear

    Too many thieves.

    I didnt say what was the true cause. After all, theres no way to prove it right now. But Chairman Kim Daejin, who was still deep in thought, seemed satisfied with this answer. Eventually, thest grains of sand in the hourss fell.

    Just as I was about to get up from my seat, Chairman Kim Daejin asked me,

    Was this what you were aiming for when you agreed to that bet at the beginning?

    Grandpa, what are you talking about? The conversation we just had was a fair exchange.

    What?

    What I want for winning the bet is something else.

    As I left the sauna, I reverted to my high school student persona.

    Please buy me a tasty hardboiled egg.

    * * *

    One weekter.

    The filming site, which had been shrouded in coldness for a while, began to be filled with a warm and friendly atmosphere. The reason was simple: The winter parkas I had ordered in advance had arrived.

    Though it was still autumn, overnight shoots often left us shivering in the cold. Everyone probably had their own personal cold-weather gear, but was there anything more enjoyable than receiving a gift?

    Yeongguk, isnt this too expensive?

    Ah, the directors treat me so well on set. This gift is nothingpared to the love Ive received.

    How can you always speak so prettily? Seonwoo, did you thank Yeongguk?

    Ah, Park-sunbae. I went to him first thing when I got to the set. And youre now only thanking Yeongguk after trying on the parka, right?

    You little Its only because Seokcheol made such a big deal that I try it on.

    Dont make me your excuse again.

    Seokcheol, you should reflect on yourself, man. Were trying to save on production costs, so we only have a few handwarmers. Yeongguk ended up getting us these expensive parkas. Anyway, Yeongguk, really thank you. This winter will be a bit warmer thanks to you.

    Everyone seemed to appreciate the heartfelt gift. In the future, it would bemon for celebrities to recognize the staffs hard work and give them gifts after shooting, but at this time, such gestures were rare. Probably because even if they went to such lengths, there werent any inte media outlets to spread such good stories.

    Not only the shooting team but also the props and art teams came to express their thanks. Naturally, their warm smiles made me feel warm as well.

    <em>Why didnt I realize how good this was back then?</em>

    As my desire for acting intensified, I gradually became awkward in human rtionships. On set, I was often called a crazy actor, and as soon as shooting ended, it was almost routine for me to get in the car and read the script for the next episode.

    As a result, I always missed out on after-parties, and from a certain point, I even skipped the wrap-up party. Hence thebel good at acting but poor at socializing was always attached to me. I never knew back then that exchanging feelings and interacting with someone could be so precious.

    In the meantime.

    <em>Director Shin is still looking serious.</em>

    Director Shin Seonghyeon thanked me for the gift as soon as he arrived on set, but his expression was still not good. It seemed that the distributionpany hadnt contacted him yet. Should I give him a heads up? Or could it be that Chairman Kim Daejin had forgotten?

    Whats that now?

    A luxury car entered the filming site. Assistant Director Kim Seokcheols eyes widened as he threw his arms up over his head in a gesture of stopping. No outsiders were allowed on set during filming. However, the luxury car entered regardless. Eventually, Kim Seokcheol rushed towards the car.

    Then, with a shocked shout from Seokcheol, a man and a familiar figure got out of the back seat of the luxury car.

    Grandpa?

    It was Chairman Kim Daejin. Surprise was evident in the eyes of others as well. If it was a cinematographer who had been in the movie industry for a long time, there was no way they wouldnt recognize him.

    Chairman Kim Daejin of Daejeong Group, like Director Baek Janghun, was a figure who stood at the starting point of the South Korean film industry.

    Thats when

    Yeongguk-ah!

    Grandfather (Chairman Kim Daejin) greeted me warmly.

    * * *

    Isnt Yeongguk like Chairman Kim Daejins hidden son or something?

    Come on, Park-sunbae, is this reality or a drama? Stop talking nonsense.

    Man, there are many cases where reality is more dramatic than drama. How can someone who ims to be in the film arts have such ack of imagination?

    Thats not imagination, its delusion, delusion! Does it make any sense that Chairman Kim Daejin would have a young son like Yeongguk? It would be more believable if you said Yeongguk was his grandson.

    Oh, that makes more sense. Think about it, he came with the CEO of Daejeong Distribution. That guy is Chairman Kim Daejins eldest son. Could it be that Yeongguk is a third-generation chaebol or something?

    Lets hurry up with the filming preparations instead of gossiping!

    Director Shin Seonghyeon intervened, calming the chaotic mood on set. He was just as flustered. It was because the CEO of the distributionpany, whom he had trouble meeting even once when he visited, hade to the set along with the chairman of Daejeong Group. The stated reason was that they wanted to observe the filming of the movie, but no one knew what their true intentions were.

    Director Shin Seonghyeons gaze turned to a corner of the film set. There, Yeongguk, Chairman Kim Daejin, and the CEO of the distributionpany, Kim Jeongwoo, were together.

    Grandpa, is this the verification procedure you mentioned before?

    Indeed, Yeongguk, youre as perceptive as Ive heard. The timing of the release is a sensitive matter, so we need to verify certain things. I came here to see how the film industry has been doing after a while. Oh, I apologize for thete introduction. This gentleman beside me is Kim Jeongwoo, from Daejeong Distribution, whom youve been badmouthing so much.

    Nice to meet you. Ive heard a lot about you from my father. Im Kim Jeongwoo, the CEO of Daejeong Distribution.

    No, when did I ever badmouth you? Hello, Im Actor Jang Yeongguk.

    Hmm.

    He seemed to have taken offense. He must still harbor some feelings about thement I made when we were in the sauna (A boat doesnt move forward if theres only one helmsman). On the other hand, CEO Kim Jeongwoo still looked at me with an interested gaze.

    As Chairman Kim Daejin decided to tour the filming site with his secretary, CEO Kim Jeongwoo turned to me and said,

    Its been a while since my father has taken such an interest in something. He was so insistent on visiting the filming site that I had no choice but toe, but I apologize if weve caused any inconvenience. Ive already apologized to Director Shin, but I feel we owe the biggest apology to you, the actor, who has to perform.

    Its okay, really.

    Actor Jang, may I have a moment to speak with you?

    Yes, thats fine.

    I am a film person before a businessman. Thats why I specifically took charge of Daejeong Distribution, even though its not the most profitable among the many affiliates of Daejeong Group.

    If Daejeong Distribution wasnt considered profitable, what was their standard? Honestly, I could never quite figure out the world of chaebols.

    Thats when he said

    So, as a fellow film person, I found the proposal you made to my father, or rather Chairman Kim, to be quite intriguing. Ive been wondering what aspect of Actor Jang made my father ept your proposal. As promised by Chairman Kim, well ensure the release dates dont sh. And

    Thats settled.

    As a token for enjoying todays film shoot, is there anything I can do for you? It would only be fair topensate for the interruption, as you believe in equivalent exchange.

    This guy had a generous spirit.

    May I ask for anything?

    At my bold stance, CEO Kim Jeongwoo showed a satisfied smile. Thats right, nothing ventured, nothing gained.

    If I manage to impress both the Chairman and you at todays shoot, would you be willing to double the promotional investment for <em>The Priests Confession</em>?

    A films quality was important, but so was its promotion. It was no wonder people talked about the so-called advertising war. CEO Kim Jeongwoos eyes narrowed in a curious way, reminiscent of the look his father gave me in the sauna room.

    Sure.

    He said it as easily as if he was offering to buy dinner. It seemed that Chairman Kim Daejin had a bit of a sucker streak, and CEO Kim Jeongwoo appeared to be the same. When theres a big fish on the hook, who could wait?

    After CEO Kim Jeongwoo left, I sat in the waiting room and continued reading the script. Despite having read it countless times, my level of immersion was remarkable now that I had a goal.

    Soon enough

    Standby isplete!

    Assistant Director Kim Seokcheols voice carried all the way to the waiting room.

    Now, with a sucker in ce, it was time for the gambler to shine.

    [1] Meaning a tie

 Chapter 62

    Chapter 62

    A week ago.

    In Seouls wealthy neighborhood, as if following the family motto Prosper in business, live humbly at home, the foodid out on the dining table was modest and didnt match the grandeur of the mansion.

    From Hamgyeong-do style meat and eggnt stew to rice cooked with surf ms, and Youngchae kimchi made from pickled shepherds purse leaves. These were dishes that clearly reflected the hometown of the person eating them.

    Father, you seem particrly cheerful today.

    The eldest son, Kim Jeongwoo, looked at his father, who was seated at the head of the table.

    Yes, Im in a good mood indeed.

    The brothers and daughters-inw, seated at the long dining table, opened their eyes wide in surprise. Once a week, the presidents of the affiliatedpanies, known as the sacred bones of Daejeong Group, dined together at Chairman Kim Daejins mansion.

    To others, Chairman Kim Daejin was generous and open-handed, but to his own children, he was endlessly stingy and valued frugality.

    Thus, when the daughters-inw visited their father-inws mansion, they would leave behind their luxury clothing, even their expensive earrings and nes.

    As this was also a gathering to review the weeks major and minor events of the affiliatedpanies, it usually involved a lot of scolding. It was essentially like sitting on pins and needles.

    But today

    Chairman Kim Daejin seemed to be in an exceptionally good mood.

    Did you enjoy your round of golf today?

    It was enjoyable, but I lost the bet.

    You lost a bet? Werent you golfing with Director Ahn Jongman?

    Not with Director Ahn, there was someone else. A formidable opponent indeed. I met quite an interesting character.

    Suddenly, Chairman Kim Daejin turned to his eldest son and asked,

    How old is Yumin [Kim Jeongwoos only daughter] this year?

    Shes entering high school next year, so shes still sixteen.

    Is that so?

    At that moment, Kim Daejins second son, Kim Jeongcheol, abruptly joined the conversation.

    Father, why do you only care about Yumin? Jinsu is also sixteen this year. The boy was so insistent on seeing his grandfather that I barely managed to leave him at home. Father, please also pay attention to the first grandson of our family. After Yumin gets married, who else will carry on our family name but Jinsu?

    Hey, hyung, what are you talking about? If someone heard you, theyd think Jinsu is the only grandson in our family. Have you forgotten that my Junhyuk and Junsu are boys too?

    Jeongsu [Chairman Kim Daejins third son], stop interrupting your hyung. Where are your manners? What do you expect from kids who just started walking? Even when they do grow up, would they still be able topare to my Jinsu?

    What? Is that something to say to your nephews?

    Enough, all of you!

    Chairman Kim Daejin mmed his chopsticks down and raised his voice, and everyone at the table suddenly became alert to his mood.

    Jeongcheol, isnt your department store in the red again this year? I told you several times not to recklessly expand the business with those unworkable ns. If you keep listening to those sycophant executives, how do you expect to run thepany? If its the same next year, know that Ill take it all back!

    Father!

    Im not finished yet. Jeongsu, I hear the mediapany is doing well these days with a good ie. But let me tell you something: The media should be transparentthats what a mediapany does. If you make money by providing sensational stories heavy with ads and wiping others backsides, is that a mediapany or a subcontractor cleaning up after them? Ive told you countless times not to blur the essence of the business!

    Like a tigers re, Chairman Kim Daejins eyes was zing, and the second and third sons lowered their heads. Eventually, the dinner became another debacle. When Chairman Kim Daejin left the table, the evening came to an end.

    Everyone scurried out of the mansion as if to avoid another scolding, except for one person, the eldest son, Kim Jeongwoo.

    Smoke from Chairman Kim Daejins cigarette wafted out of his nostrils, like a sigh.

    Jeongwoo, I told you I met an interesting character today.

    Yes, you mentioned that, Father.

    That guy was really something. He didnt show the slightest bit of intimidation in front of me. Instead, he outright tried to scam me, and he was so cunning that I was initially taken in. But even after being deceived, I didnt feel bad at all. On the contrary, its been a long time since Ive felt this way, it made me happy as if Im back in the game.

    At that moment, Chairman Kim Daejin softened his gaze and asked,

    So, how about it, want to go see him with me?

    * * *

    Scene number 45, Psalm for the Dead!

    A call that jolted him from reverie. CEO Kim Jeongwoo, who once dreamt of bing a film director, focused on the film set with the attitude of a student.

    The shabby room, likely unvisited by anyone, was full of mold and reeked of must. Lying on a bed that didnt seem to have been washed for ages, an ailingyman (yed by supporting actor) was being held by a priest (Jang Yeongguk).

    <em>The difference from what I saw before the shoot is stark.</em>

    The young mans appearance he saw when he first visited the set and the priests presence inside the room was worlds apart. Although physically simr, one might wonder if they were the same person.

    The ck cassock was neatly worn, symbolizing piety, and his gaze was infinitely deep. For this moment, he looked like nothing less than a holy clergyman.

    My brother, why have you be so emaciated?

    The believer on the bed was a drug addict. His body had been ravaged by long-term drug use, and his spirit was equally worn down. Throughout his lengthy imprisonment, it was only his faith that sustained him. He leaned on his faith to correct his wrongful past.

    And to forget.

    Because of that, even after being released from prison, he continued to seek out the parish. But just as a sparrow could not resist the grain mill, he reached out for methamphetamine once again.

    Why have youe to me instead of going to the hospital when youre in this state?

    Father, Im s-so cold. Its so cold I think Im going to lose my mind. I want to go to the hospital because Im in pain, but I could only think of you, Father. You always listened to my stories so preciously.

    In the shabby room, used syringes were strewn about alongside empty soju bottles. Its not that he chose not to go to the hospital, but rather, he could not go. If it were discovered he had taken drugs, he would have to go back to prison. Thats why he went looking for the priest instead.

    The one who always listened to his confessions in silence and encouraged him with courage. The ailing man had spent a lifetime doing unspeakable things to others, but when holding the priests hand, everything felt forgiven.

    Father, theres some medicine left in the cupboard. Please bring me that. Thats all I need. That will do it!

    The drug addict screamed as if having a seizure, his hands and feet trembling greatly. Because of withdrawal symptoms, his condition was so severe he could hardly control his body. The priest looked down at him with a calm gaze.

    Through confession, the priest had met a variety of characters. Some had sincere faith, while others used religion to cover up their own sins. He wondered if the one crucified on the cross could truly forgive all these people. Its a thought that has circled endlessly in his mind since he began studying theology.

    Was absolution possible?

    Wait here.

    The priest got up and headed to the cupboard. As he had said, there were unused syringes scattered about. Gathering them in his hand, the priest abruptly asked,

    My brother, I will administer it for you. I pray that you will be eternally free from this torment.

    Hurry. Hurry up!

    The priest offered a prayer as the ailing man, still unable to control his body, writhed. There was no need for Latin, as they were alone. Soon, a stern voice echoed in the damp room.

    O wicked one, why have you confessed your past to me? Was it to seek forgiveness, or was it to cover it up?

    The priest brought the syringe to the mans neck. It was clearly a prop syringe without a needle, so it shouldnt be a problem, but the supporting actors eyes widened in fear. As he pressed down on his forehead to hold him in ce, a radiant smile emerged on the young priests face.

    He began to inject the drug.

    But it didnt stop at one. The priest continued to administer the drug as if intending to use all the syringes. The parishioners eyes became bloodshot, and foam rose from his mouth. With a trembling body, he begged to be saved.

    Father, please take me to the hospital. Please.

    My brother, it seems toote for repentance.

    The sleeve of the ck cassock fluttered. The priest, observing the convulsing believeror rather, the drug addictgrabbed his neck and forced him to meet his gaze. At that moment, the supporting actor felt chills all over his body and wished he could leave the filming set immediately. The muscles around the priests eyes twitched minutely as they realigned.

    Behold the first of the seven sins: For indulging in the vice of lust, this shall be your sole retribution. The weight of your past sins will descend anew upon your crown, a testament to your transgressions.

    Regret, sorrow, and even joy twisted fiercely in his eyes. The set was immobilized under his gaze, and Chairman Kim Daejin and CEO Kim Jeongwoo were no different. The priests eyes were clearly smiling, but their voices were filled with a mournful piety.

    Sins cannot be erased and so must remain forever.

    Thest syringe was plunged into the sinners heart.

    The floor of the small room, strewn with Bibles and the figure of the priest, formed such a contrastingposition. Like a wake-up call, a faint whistle was heard.

    The whistle was not his. It was the sin begotten by the wicked. Like a brand that couldnt be erased, sins could not be washed away. And this would be thest gasp of the dying wicked.

    Even Director Shin Seonghyeon swallowed hard without calling cut. At that moment, Jang Yeongguk the priest lifted his head as if looking beyond the screen. At that sight, CEO Kim Jeongwoo felt as if this dirty little room had suddenly be like the foot of the cross.

    * * *

    The waiting room was shrouded in silence. After filming a scene that required such emotional output, the director and staff on set made it a point to not speak to the actor. Its a practice that had been considered customary for a long time, so even if someone spent a long time in the waiting room, no one wouldin.

    Yeongguk was sitting in the waiting room, staring into the mirror.

    <em>Phew.</em>

    He sighed inwardly. Including his past life, his acting experience was nothing to scoff at, evenpared to seasoned middle-aged actors, but it was still hard to emerge from the depths of the script.

    Still, this was an improvementpared to his past life. Back when he was obsessed with acting, he would get so immersed in the script that he felt stuck in a swamp, struggling to shake off residual emotions after the scene ended.

    <em>Ssssssh!</em>

    Yeongguk grabbed a bottle of mineral water and poured it over his head. It was not a problem since he had already changed out of his costume and into something morefortable. It was a habit carried over from his past life. After shooting a scene where emotions were at their peak, cooling down his head this way used to earn him a lot of grievances from the makeup and styling team.

    Previously, this alone wasnt enough to dispel his emotions, but now its different. Back then, he was often isted, but now he was surrounded by people.

    Ah, refreshing.

    The water from the fridge was so cold it chilled his skull, helping him shake off the emotional remnants of the scene. He grabbed a towel, then dried his hair with it, and finally wiped the water from his face.

    Yeongguk?

    Manager Lee Bongchun stepped into the waiting room, hesitant at first, and asked,

    Did you cry?

    Cry? It was just too hot, so I was cooling my head down.

    Yeongguk showed him the empty water bottle, and only then did the relieved Manager Lee Bongchun continued,

    Chairman Kim Daejin left a little while ago. It seemed like he deliberately didnt say goodbye to you, thinking you might still be dealing with your emotions. Instead, CEO Kim Jeongwoo said hes picking up the tab for the after-party tonight.

    Really?

    Yeah, he said its not just for the film crew but also for the actors and extras who didnt have scenes today, so the set is in a rather festive mood.

    Like father, like son; that man sure knew how to liverge.

    * * *

    Just like a construction site feltcking without liquor, the same went for a film set. Drinking sessions were amon way to soothe the daysbor. Especially today, when someone else was picking up the tab, who would refuse?

    Director Shinno, Shin-hyung, why the long face? Todays shooting wrapped up well. And weve resolved the hair-pulling problem too. It feels like a thorns been removed from my side!

    Seokcheol! Come over here and have another drink! Sunwoo is already drunk, and its no fun talking to Shin-hyung.

    Park-sunbe, Im on my way!

    Did they rent out the whole pub? The drinkers were having a field day. The AD and cinematographer were already slurring, and the juniors faces were flushed with alcohol. Amidst them, only Director Shin Seonghyeon was sober.

    <em>Heh, I didnt expect it to be resolved like this.</em>

    The distribution problem that he had been trying to solve was taken care of, not by the film crew, but by an actor. Of course, CEO Kim Jeongwoo did not divulge the actual reason, but from the looks of it, that was the case.

    In a corner, Director Shin could see two people: CEO Kim Jeongwoo and Actor Jang Yeongguk.

    Perhaps out of consideration for the minor Yeongguk, CEO Kim Jeongwoo also refrained from drinking. Instead, they seemed to be engaged in an endless conversation, as if raising their sses to each other.

    The Pitfalls of the Film Industry.

    Ive heard about the problems of the film industry that you, Mr. Jang, discussed with my father.

    Ahaha, it was just my humble opinion. Dont take it too seriously.

    No, I was truly impressed.

    CEO Kim Jeongwoo was astounded by the young mans prating insight. When he first heard about the conversation that took ce in the clubhouses sauna in his fathers study, he thought it was rather presumptuous, but as he mulled over it for a week, he realized that it was all correct. As such, he couldnt even feel offended by what he said.

    <em>He said hes 18, right?</em>

    Even though theres only a two-year difference between him and his only daughter, the discernment and knowledge of the youth in front of him were extraordinary. Of course, why wouldnt his father, second to none in judging character, take an interest in him?

    The vertical integration of the film industrys structure can expand the market, but it can also lead to a monopoly. A ship with only one sailor wont move forwardit will just stop.

    It was a future he had never considered.

    Could you please talk a little more about the problems of the film industry? Since Ive arranged this gathering after the main event, Im sure you wont mind sharing your thoughts.

    Seeing CEO Kim Jeongwoos earnest gaze, the student eventually nodded. Naturally, since he had just made a firm promise to double the promotional investment, this sort of service was the least Yeongguk could offer.

    Firstly, I think the growth of the film industry is very steep. Its known as a high-risk, high-return industry, but its also a one-source multiuse industry. There are many benefits to it. However, as many as there are benefits, there are side effects as well. Vertical integration is one such example.

    Why do you think it causes side effects? Its a method that has been used in Hollywood.

    CEO, this is not the United States, this is South Korea. The methods used in the U.S. work because the pie is sorge, theres a lot to go around, but South Korea is small.

    CEO Kim Jeongwoo inwardly admired him again.

    He chose the distributionpany from the many affiliates of Daejeong Group for two reasons.

    First, because he himself once dreamed of being a film director, and second, because he saw a great future for the film industry. The industry was changing faster than the saying Even the mountains and rivers change every ten years. Just a few years ago, production costs hovered around 1 billion won, but now they were approaching 2 billion won.

    Furthermore, profits didnt just end with box office sales of a single movie but extended to DVDs, TV, cable, and even overseas exports. The scope of this one-source multiuse was set to expand.

    Underpinning all of this was the firm belief that the Korean film industry would only see vigorous growth going forward.

    And to think that there was an actor who had already considered this.

    <em>Is he really 18?</em>

    Its almost doubtful. His extensive knowledge of the film industry was no less than his own. Yet, every now and then, his naivety revealed the unmistakable image of a high school student, as it did right now.

    CEO, can I order just one more side dish? Hehe.

    Unable to drink, the student unabashedly grabbed a chicken leg, perhaps intending to fill up on appetizers instead. Watching him, CEO Kim Jeongwoo pondered deeply.

    <em>Have I made a mistake?</em>

    Vertical integration (production, distribution, exhibition) of the film industry started long ago in Hollywood. As ater, Daejeong Groups distributionpany had no choice but to model itself after foreign direct distributors, and the unintended side effects were unexpected.

    It was too arrogant.

    If one had thought about it a little, it was something that was easy to understand. After all, South Koreasndmass was as small as a single state of the United States.[1]

    Do you have no ns to be a central figure in the film industry, Mr. Jang?

    Im already acting, arent I?

    No, I mean not as an actor, but in business. If you have such foresight at such a young age, your future is very promising. Im saying this because Im as intrigued by you as my father was when he talked about you.

    CEO, Im still a student. And

    Jang Yeongguk shed a natural smile. Sure, he knew about the future but didnt think he could use it well. Knowing something and being able to utilize it werepletely different things. After all, some people were meant to be in business.

    Yeongguk-aaaah!

    At that moment, a drunkard with a beer in hand came over.

    Ah, Director Yu, why did you drink so much?

    I came because I missed youuuuu. Aigo, my apologies to the CEO.

    Ahaha, its alright. Its a gathering for everyone to enjoy. I was perhaps being too serious?

    Right you are. Now, lets all give a round of apuse to the CEO who made this gathering possible!

    The smell of alcohol hit his nose hard. How much did he drink? Yeongguk joined in with the shoulder-to-shoulder director.

    CEO Kim Jeongwoo smiled faintly. He hadnt heard Yeongguks answer, but he understood perfectly.

    That man

    will live as an actor.

    [1] South Korea is about the same size as Indiana, or about a quarter of California.

 Chapter 63

    Chapter 63

    Sonwon Entertainment.

    CEO, this is an issue that you really need to reconsider. Did Yeongguk just be famous? He didnt get the title of nations first love for nothing. Yet here we are, neglecting him in all but name. Are we not making the most of his talents and poprity? This is practically a loss of talent!

    Go on.

    Fine, lets say I understand why he chose an R-rated film after gaining poprity with youth dramas. But turning down almost all the luxury brand deals, the ones usually snagged by top stars, except for one? Shooting an ad for a day isnt exactly draining, and now, ever since he yed a murderer, all those ads that had beening in non-stop just a month ago dried uppletely.

    That was Director Cha Minseok of Sonwon Entertainment. He had long coveted the role of being Actor Jang Yeongguks exclusive manager. After all, who wouldnt desire such a talent, more so than many established actors? Also, despite his poprity, Yeongguk was known for his impable manners and being free from any scandals.

    At that moment, CEO Kim Seonghwan, seated at the head of the table, squinted and retorted,

    Director Cha, who are you to be so sure that Im neglecting Yeongguk? What do you mean by fine, lets say? Is an actor taking on a role such a serious matter that it requires a report to you?

    CEO, thats not what I mean

    Then what do you mean?

    His usually gentle expression shifted in an instant, bing as fierce as if he were someone who turned from a Buddha to a bull when angered. Startled by the transformation, Director Cha took a step back. But if he had intended to retreat, he would not havee all the way to the CEOs office.

    Honestly, shouldnt you give a chance to us directors as well? It took us ten years to rise from the bottom to the director level. Back when I was a road manager, I did all the dirty work for actors who couldnt evennd a supporting role, let alone a lead. You said it yourself back then. That growth from the bottom up is how actors and managers build a bond. But now, look at Bongchun. A mere third-year manager already handling an A-list actor. If this isnt favoritism, then what is?

    He was not wrong. There had been a lot of talk within Sonwon Entertainment when Manager Lee Bongchun, practically still a roadie, had been assigned to Yeongguk.

    From a business perspective, it was like assigning an inexperienced marketer to a product (actor) with boundless potential. But CEO Kim Seonghwan didnt see actors as products. Thats why he decided to put Manager Lee Bongchun in charge of Yeongguk.

    Then, Director Cha, try to persuade him.

    Can I really do that?

    Yes, if youre as confident as you im, go ahead and persuade him. You know how stubborn Jang Yeongguk can be. Its up to you to figure out a way.

    Director Cha bowed deeply, as if he had gained an unexpected opportunity.

    Who would Director Cha seek out?

    <em>Obviously</em>.

    It would be Manager Lee Bongchun. It would be easier to make a junior manager give up than to persuade the bull-headed Yeongguk.

    However, Kim Seonghwan had no intention of intervening.

    After all, when a manager took on an actor, various trials were bound toe. There was even a saying in the broadcast industry that managers were the lowest ss. Meeting with producers and directors, they routinely faced humiliating situations on behalf of their actors. The same applied now.

    If he could not withstand even these trials, then he was not fated to fulfill his duty as a manager. But CEO Kim Seonghwan trusted his own judgment.

    The manager who always called himself a country bumpkin from Busan. Someone who took three years just to get rid of his dialect.

    <em>Indeed.</em>

    Could the country bumpkin from Busan outsmart the savvy Seoulite?

    * * *

    In an expensive lounge bar in Cheongdam-dong, with its luxurious interior and atmosphere, the country bumpkin felt intimitated. Especially when ordering wine, an employee dressed like a neat office worker with a tie came over to pour it for them, which for someone who only ever received bean pancakes ced on old tes by aunts at a local tavern, this was a first-time experience.

    Director Cha, why did you suddenly bring me to a ce like this?

    Manager Lee Bongchun looked bewildered. It was because Director Cha Minseok, who hardly ever socialized with him, personally reached out to meet. And to even treat him to an expensive wineit waspletely surprising.

    At that moment, Director Cha Minseok, sitting opposite him, lifted his wine ss and said,

    Bongchun, it must be tough for you too, right? Coming up from the countryside to be a roadie isnt easy. How about it, does Actor Jang treat you well?

    Dont even mention it. He takes such good care of me. Theres not much I can do for him, but Yeongguk is so attentive that I feel sorry for not fulfilling my role as a manager.

    Its always like that at first; everyone starts off humbly but as they get closer, they end up saying anything and everythingthats just how this industry is.

    Really?

    No, Im not saying thats necessarily true for Actor Jang.

    Director Chas words trailed off. Lee Bongchun felt an urge to leave, though he couldnt quite exin why. But what could he do? In military terms, Director Cha Minseok was practically his direct superior, so he couldnt just walk away. The awkward drinking session continued.

    Bongchun, did you also give your opinion when Actor Jang chose his next project?

    No, sir. What opinion could I possibly have? Im not experienced enough to dictate an actors choice of work.

    Thats exactly the problem. If there was a proper manager by Actor Jangs side, would he have chosen a role of a murderer as his next project? Even the CEO says its a problem; the actor needs to act, but whats the use if hes forgotten by the public? Just wait and see if this project doesnt work out. The title of nations first love will fade in no time, right? Ive seen my share of stars who briefly shine and then disappear in this industry.

    Unaware of Lee Bongchuns hardening expression, Director Cha continued.

    Bongchun, you may be the official manager, but youre practically still a roadie. Have you ever sessfullynded an ad deal, or brought in a script from a famous director? Arent you just transporting Actor Jang to the filming site and running errands like a gopher?

    Its due to myck of ability.

    Thats the problem, yourck of ability. Before its toote, step away from Actor Jang and go back to the road. You have to build from the ground up to avoid future issues. If you handle a suddenly rising star now and something goes wrong with himor if its already happening, just look at his choice for the next project. Normally, when an actor overreaches, its the managers job to apply the brakes. Are you capable of that? Actor Jangs 18 this year, right? Hes not at an age where he cant take care of himself. Do you want to regret itter when Yeongguk turns into aplete mess?

    Lee Bongchun bit his lip tightly. He knew what kind of actor Yeongguk was. He had seen enough during their short time together. Despite being younger, Yeongguk was as mature as any adult.

    Moreover, he couldnt ignore the genuine acts of kindness that Yeongguk disyed on set, which clearly came from the heart, not just for show. And now, to call him a messLee Bongchuns hands trembled beneath the table.

    Actually, seeing how stubborn he is with the CEO, he might already be a mess.

    At that moment, Director Cha Minseoks words snap Lee Bongchuns patience.

    What the hell are you spouting?!

    * * *

    Pride, envy, wrath, lust, gluttony, sloth, greed.

    A priest (Yeongguk) was kneeling under the cross of the diocese as he silently recited the seven deadly sins of mankind.

    The man, who had grown numb to death working under his mortician father since childhood, began to dream of bing a devout clergyman as he aged and studied theology. Yet, the world remained as dark as the dawn before sunrise.

    In a luxurious hospital room, a dying young man had caused a hit-and-run ident that killed an entire family. However, his mother, like a hedgehog, only pitied her own child.

    Shirking his clerical responsibilities, he wished eternal suffering upon the dying man, even as he recited the litany of despair. He had already condemned a sinner who hadmitted the sin of lust. He knew his actions were wrong, but he had no intention of stopping. After all, that was his faith.

    Because you do not, I must.

    As if delivering a confession, he finished his prayer and lifted his head. The figure crucified above looked down upon the priest with an inscrutable gaze, as if pitying a sorrowful son.

    It was then.

    Father Matteo, youre praying the rosary early in the morning.

    Bishop James (Actor Kim Hyeongseop)id a hand on the young priests shoulder. His expression was the epitome of gentleness. To an outsider, he would appear to be a devout man of the cloth. The young priest greeted him with a warm smile on his face.

    Yes. I just finished my prayer. But, Bishop James, where were youst night?

    Father Matteo, what do you mean?

    Its nothing serious, but as your assistant, I had something to ask and went to your room, but you werent there.

    It seems you came looking for me while I had to step out for a bit.

    Bishop James gave an awkward smile. The young priest was not unaware that the bishop had coveted a believers wife the night before. Yet, he did not reveal his knowledge outwardly, deeming it too early for confrontation.

    But what prayer were you so fervently offering? The Lord must have been listening for a while.

    Bishop James looked at the cross. His eyes flickered with unidentifiable emotions. He, too, must not have been tainted by avarice (greed) from the start. At some point, uncontroble desires must had welled up from within and polluted himpletely. In response to Bishop James question, the young priest replied simply,

    I was confirming if the path Im on is the right one.

    Its natural to have many doubts as you leave behind the diaconate and walk the path of a priest after ordination. Dont be too troubled. Even I pondered deeply until right before I received the sacrament of Holy Orders. Was it right for me to be a priest? I even took a year off from seminary school, if that says anything. But even someone like me has continued to live the life of a priest until now. If you have faith, the Lord will open the way for you. Father Matteo, dont worry too much.

    Thank you, Bishop James.

    Father Matteo and Bishop James parted ways, with the old bishop moving toward the cross and the young priest stepping outside the church. Their movements were captured in an over-the-shoulder shot (OSS) by the camera.

    The dawns light, streaming through stained ss, was illuminating their expressions. Bishop James wore a gentle smile, while the young priests eyes held a fierce glint. This scene raises the question: who among them was the true clergyman?

    Cut!

    With the shoot over, Jang Yeongguk began to make his way to the restroom. Wearing the ck cassock continuously on set made it a challenge to take even a brief bathroom break. A single wrinkle in the garment would mean the costume team had to iron and adjust it again. Just as Jang Yeongguk was about to hurriedly enter the restroom, he stopped short.

    Hyung, is that you?

    Manager Lee Bongchun stood in front of the restroom mirror, applying ointment to his lips. Startled by Jang Yeongguks voice, Lee Bongchun hurriedly pulled up his mask.

    Why is your face like that! Didnt you say you caught a cold this morning?

    Yeongguk-ah, the thing is, I was in such a rush this morning I tumbled down some stairs. I told you it was a cold because I didnt want you to worry. Its not that bad.

    What do you mean, not that bad? How could falling down the stairs cause such an injury!

    It really was the stairs. Dont worry about it. Itll heal quickly with some ointment.

    Let me see it again!

    As Jang Yeongguk tried to remove the mask, Lee Bongchun stepped back and ended up on his buttocks. Through the lowered mask, the injuries were clearly visible.

    For heavens sake!

    A sigh escaped Jang Yeongguks lips. The area around Lee Bongchuns mouth was not only red and swollen, but also bore vivid, purple bruises. It was hard to believe these were injuries from a simple fall down the stairs. As if the stairs possessed a life of their own, capable of selectively bruising around the mouth. No matter how one looked at it, this just didnt seem usible.

    ***

    At Sonwon Entertainment, CEO Kim Seonghwan was wracking his brain. Who would have guessed that the country bumpkin from Busan and the slick Seoulite woulde to blows?

    Soon, an angry knock on the door of his office could be heard. Although he was reluctant to invite them in, he had no choice.

    CEO, what on earth happened?!

    After pressing his manager for answers, Jang Yeongguk only learned that the incident involved Director Cha Minseok. Without further details, he had no choice but to seek out the agency.

    Jang Yeongguk looked at CEO Kim Seonghwan with an incredulous expression. He knew that the CEO would never tolerate such things. CEO Kim Seonghwan seemed to take his time before finally letting out a sigh and adding,

    Yeongguk-ah, you know theres been a lot of talk within the agency about your personal manager, right?

    Of course, Jang Yeongguk was well aware of his own worth. After all, wasnt he an actor who had been through thick and thin in the entertainment industry? It was customary for the agency to pay extra attention once someone became a teen star. However, he had rejected that.

    There was this joke in the entertainment industry that an actors spouse was none other than their manager. It meant that managers bore witness to all aspects of an actors life, both good and bad. Even more so than their spouses, since actors practically lived on set.

    Because of that

    <em>Its an irritating memory.</em>

    In his past life, he had been betrayed several times by so-called talented managers. Perhaps he had been too focused on acting at the time to manage the other aspects of his career. Therefore, this time around, he wanted to choose his own manager, a friend to stand by him for a lifetime.

    The directors were unhappy about it. For someone of your caliber, it shouldve been a director-level manager, not a third-year rookie. Eventually, Director Cha Minseok decided to take charge and came to see me. I told him, if he thinks hes up to it, go and try to persuade him.

    He never came to see me?

    Of course not, how could Director Cha convince you when even I cant break your stubbornness? So instead, he went to see Bongchun. I heard he even bought him wine in Cheongdam-dong. You know why, right?

    Huh.

    How could he not know? Just like the broadcasting world, talent agencies were no different from a jungle. Everyone angled for whatever could bring them an advantage. Stealing a juniors ideas was just the beginning; sometimes they even poached actors or singers from their colleagues.

    Its to add pressure to the moment. If you drink even low-alcohol wine, youre supposed to listen with a clear mind.

    Bongchun, despite his tough exterior, has a soft heart. Director Cha mustve thought he would back down if pressured enough. I deliberately let the situation unfold. If Bongchun cant withstand even this kind of incident, then he doesnt deserve to be your manager. Now you understand why I let it happen, right?

    Indeed, CEO Kim Seonghwan wouldnt have put Manager Lee Bongchun in such a situation out of malice. He too hoped for Bongchuns growth. As CEO Kim Seonghwan said, the life of a manager involved facing far worse than this. The glitz and mour were just a facade; the reality was much harsher.

    Director Cha said he wont bother you anymore. Hes going to pretend yesterdays incident never happened. It was wrong of Bongchun to confront him, but the cause was Director Chas own doing. He admitted he lost his temper and struck first.

    Still, how could he disfigure someones face just for talking back a little?

    Sigh.

    CEO Kim Seonghwan rubbed his face and added,

    Yeongguk-ah, Director Cha is currently hospitalized.

 Chapter 64

    Chapter 64

    Superstition.

    Various superstitions had been passed down in the film industry for a long time. One of them concerned filming locationsthere was a belief that filming in a ce where no movie had ever been shot would lead to huge sess. Hence, Director Shin Seonghyeon set out early in the morning for location scouting.

    Geez, its even creepier than I expected.

    As Assistant Director Kim Seokcheol said, the ce they visited for location scouting was eerily deserted.

    Hyung, why dont we just shoot at Dumulmeori in Yangpyeong? Its a nice ce.

    Thats out of the question.

    Why on earth not? Its private property, so we got the filming permit easily since thendowner is a fan of Jang Yeongguk and dly gave us permission. Other film crews are dying to shoot there, but why are you being like this?

    Its be toomonce for my liking.

    Dumulmeori in Yangpyeong was a popr filming location for movies, advertisements, and dramas because its riverside scenery was beautiful. Thus, many crews had filmed there before, allowing for tracks to be easily installed for camera movements. However, Director Shin Seonghyeon disliked shooting from the same angles as everyone else.

    Man, youre really stubborn, you know that. So, does this ce meet your standards?

    Director Shin Seonghyeon just smiled silently. He had traveled across the country to find the perfect filming location. For two weeks, there hadnt been a ce he hadnt searched. Atst, the ce he had chosen with a final attempt in mind was the fictional vige of Mulsanri in Chungcheongbuk-do.

    Just by looking at your expression, I can tell. But even though we got the permit from the local government office, I wonder if we can really proceed with the shooting. The ground is too soft, and the fog is so thick you cant see a foot in front of you.

    This riverside could have been a ferrynding in the past. The dense fog made it hard to see even a short distance, and the soft soil near the riverbank seemed to pull at ones feet.

    Even therge weeping willows (19 m tall, an ancient tree by now) drooping over the riverbank seemed to sway and dance in a way that felt more bizarre than beautiful.

    Seokcheol, you dont look too happy?

    Whats there to be happy about? Remember how much grief we got when we shot in the wild! Im already dreading getting chewed out by Senior Park and Sunwoo-hyung. Arent we overdoing it with all this scouting? Were not Columbus or anything.

    If the angles are the same, its no good.

    Hyung, you dont seriously believe in that superstition, do you? That a movie will hit it big if its shot in a location where no movie has ever been filmed. Frankly, if that superstition were true, our previous works should have been huge hits by now. But what was the result?

    Aplete flop.

    Indeed, Director Shin Seonghyeon hadnt produced a single sessfulmercial film in the past ten years, despite his reputation in the indie film circuit. To put it self-deprecatingly, he wasnt much different from a no-name director. AD Kim Seokcheol grumbled at this.

    I bet among all the directors in Korea, hyung has discovered the most new filming locations. At this rate, you could even make aplete map of Korea.

    Enough with the squawking, lets mark the shots with the markers. The fog is thick, so watch your step.

    Ah, I should really shut my mouth!

    After finishing the location scouting, they left the ferrynding. Director Shin Seonghyeons face was full of smiles; he had secured a location that was better than expected. However, AD Kim Seokcheol still seemed uneasy as he looked back at the foggy location.

    It looks spooky no matter how you slice it.

    Man, youre too scared for your own good.

    But the vige chief of Mulsanri said so too. A lot of people drowned here in the past. When he heard we came for a movie shoot, he repeatedly warned us not toe near this ce during the ugly hours.[1] Its as if ghosts might appear at any moment.

    Director Shin Seonghyeon didnt take it seriously. Perhaps because he grew up under his father, who was an undertaker, he didnt have many of the usual fears. He believed that there was no such thing as ghosts. In his opinion, the living was more frightening than any specter. Even if one did show up.

    If one does, it would be great for the movie to hit it big.

    As the two men walked away, ripples formed on the rivers surface, as if watching them leave.

    ***

    The car was filled with the scent of ginger tea as we headed to the filming location. It was something Lee Bongchun-hyung, my manager, had prepared himself. Normally, I sat in the back seat and read the script, but since we were in for a long drive, I took the passenger seat. Bongchun-hyung, still wearing his mask, was behind the wheel.

    Hyung, arent you going to tell me?

    Two weeks ago, nobody truly knew what had been said at the Cheongdam-dong lounge bar, not even the CEO. Thats because Director Cha Minsuk, who was hospitalized, wouldnt spill a word, and Bongchun-hyung only mentioned there had been a fight. As if on cue, the car came to a stop at a red light.

    Finally, Bongchun-hyung let out a deep sigh from behind his mask and said with a hint of self-mockery,

    I lost my cool. I can tolerate being told Ick ability, but when they spoke ill of you, Jang Yeongguk I couldnt hold it in. Just like when I used to sell hagfish in Jagalchi Market, my dialect burst out, and I talked back without thinking. Dont ask about the details of the conversation; I was at fault too.

    I could roughly guess what the exchange had been. Director Cha Minsuk was well-known within Sonwon Entertainment for his not-so-great personality. However, he was kept on as a director because he waspetent. After all, in this industry, good character didnt always corrte with skill.

    Director Cha broke his arm, didnt he?

    Well, it happened reflexively when he hit me first; my body just reacted. I learned judo as a kid. When he tried to raise his hand again, I instinctively performed a throw. I was so shocked myself. I visited him a few days ago on my day off to apologize, but Director Cha asked me why I even bothered.

    There didnt seem to be any hard feelings.

    It was a fight over protecting our own rice bowls; whos to say who was wrong or right? In fact, he said he was surprised by my new side and that I should be more assertive like that more often.

    He wasnt thoroughly bad to the bone. Otherwise, he would have clung to the incident and made it a bigger issue.

    So thats why you did that to your eyebrows.

    I was trying to change my look, so I took a razor to trim them a bit, and

    Its fine. It actually looks striking and good.

    Lee Bongchun-hyung, usually as gentle as a bear despite his size, now sported a fierce look. His naturally kind face, with round, sparkling eyes, and once coal-ck eyebrows, now had a new edge due to the shaved brows.

    You could be cast as a gangster now.

    To anyone unaware, he could be mistaken for a gangster working in security. Bongchun-hyung showed a shy smile. Thats right, effort paid off. Identifying ones shorings and working on growth was also part of a managers capacity.

    But whats this?

    I was looking for tissues in the glove box when I spotted an old notebook. Bongchun-hyung, still at the wheel, tried to snatch it away in rm, but it was toote. The notebook fell to the floor of the passenger seat and opened.

    Hmm.

    Names, contact numbers, and indecipherable dates were crammed onto the pages. It was obvious what it was for.

    Are these the names, contact numbers, and dates of significant events for PDs?

    Ugh, Jang Yeongguk, how did you know?

    I recognized some familiar PDs names. But where did you get this? Youd have to have been in the broadcasting world for quite some time to collect all this.

    It was an item I recognized from a past life. Of course,ter on, it would be rare for people to manually write in notebooks like this. Bongchun-hyung exined, looking embarrassed,

    Director Cha lent it to me when I visited him in the hospital. He said that since you, Yeongguk, might return to broadcast tv after your filming, I should prepare in advance. He mentioned that consistently contributing, even small amounts, to special asions would eventually help build connections.

    I appreciate the gesture, but its probably best to return that notebook.

    Why?

    Did Director Cha say anything when he gave it to you?

    The entertainment industry was a jungle, just like broadcasting. In a world of survival of the fittest, theres always a quid pro quo in any transaction.

    He said to do him a favor when he askster on.

    See, there was no such thing as a selfless act in the jungle.

    * * *

    Like Seokcheol [the AD] said, this ce is perfect for a ghost to appear. Where did you find such a spot? Sunwoo [the lighting director], dont you think the weeping willows moving over there look just like a mad woman dancing?

    We dont have time to enjoy the scenery right now.

    Hey, anyone would think youre the only one preparing for the shoot. How are we supposed toy tracks here anyway? The ground is not just uneven; its sunken. And there are a lot of rocks. We might need toy down some plywood.

    We have our own problems. The mist is so thick its hard for the lighting to really shine. If we make it too strong, it might backfire instead. Shin-sunbae, lets not do this and move to when the mist is a bit lighter. Arent we going to use SFX anyway? We could talk to them about editing the mist in post-production. Do you know how many lights well need to illuminate the subject? If wey down all these reflectors, our juniors will be dying!

    No.

    Director Shin Seonghyeon answered firmly. He had visited the SFX teams editing room before, expecting to see dazzling effects like those in famous international blockbusters, but he left disappointed.

    The situation was undeniably still inferiorpared to Hollywood. And why wouldnt it be, especially when the cost of special effects is through the roof? Even editing a single scene required tremendous financial hemorrhage. It was practically the main culprit gobbling up the production budget.

    We have to save this scene somehow; everyone please give it a little more push!

    Yeongguk, who can stop Director Shins stubbornness? If he says cut, we cut.

    Ugh, I dont even know if Im here to shoot a movie or a documentary.

    The camera director and the lighting director grumbled to each other as they hurried to prepare for the shoot. Director Shin Seonghyeon was preupied, coordinating with other part directors.

    Yeongguk, can I ask you something?

    It was the supporting actor, Jeong Seongwook. Yeongguk had be quite friendly with him over the past fortnight. He heard that driven by his passion for acting, Seongwook resigned from his job at a major corporation and jumped straight into the film industry.

    Others might think he was crazy, but Yeongguk understood him. He himself had felt the same passion for acting.

    This scene is where Im being chased by you, but Im not sure how to express the emotion. The script only has the lines but no stage directions, so its a bit tricky. I was going to ask the director, but he seems busy with the shooting preparations, so I came to you.

    Its amon urrence for Yeongguk. Not just with supporting actors, but with extras and minor roles alike, Yeongguk treated everyone equally. Perhaps that was why the atmosphere on set was a bit better. Thus, actors often sought him out.

    This was probably because approaching Director Shin Seonghyeon directly about such things could be awkward given their status.

    <em>Director Shin isnt the type to dislike that, though.</em>

    Of course, it wasnt that Director Shin Seonghyeon did not provide any acting guidance. However, perhaps it was because of his stern appearance behind his rimless sses that some of the less experienced actors were hesitant to approach him.

    Well, Yeongguk himself had had trouble speaking to directors when he was a rookie.

    As Yeongguk temporarily closed the script he was reading, he began to offer some advice.

    What do you think the scene feels like, hyung?

    I guess I should act scared, since someone unknown is chasing me.

    No, I think its a bit different. Its more about being consumed by evil rather than simply being scared. The character itself is steeped in anger, so even when their life is threatened, they would try not to show it on the outside. But in the end, hell tremble with fear. Heres a little tip.

    A tip?

    When delivering your lines, try speaking as if you are spitting out water that youve been holding in your mouth. Your voice will be loud, but your lips will quiver slightly. That should capture your emotion better on camera.

    When you have acted for a long time, you develop your own know-how. There was a saying that hoarding it was as good as waste. Thepletion of a movie wasnt done by the lead actor alone. It required the harmony of everyone from the filming team to the supporting actors, even the extras.

    <em>Really, the more I see, the more astonishing it is.</em>

    Director Shin Seonghyeon, who had been listening from the side, smiled and stepped back. There was no need for him to intervene since Yeongguk was already doing a good job. And he had even resolved the distributor issues.

    Somehow, the eighteen-year-old actor was bing the most important presence on the set. The director thought to himself,

    <em>Maybe I should start calling him Director Jang.</em>

    * * *

    Scene number 69, Pursuit of Fury!

    Huff, huff.

    The middle-aged man (Actor Jung Seongwook) ran nonstop. His crumpled shirt was marked with vivid bloodstains, and his face filled with anxiety and urgency. He was so desperate to escape that he had even lost a shoe.

    Yet, despite the rocks stuck between the mud and his socks, which must have been painful, he paid no heed to them. The man, who had been ncing back as he ran, stopped and turned around when he no longer heard footsteps following him. He began to shout as if possessed by evil,

    Fucking bastard! Stop ying games ande out! Come out right now, you son of a bitch!

    He was a businessman. Yet, his malfeasance was such that the sins he hadmitted were too numerous to count by fingers. He exploited illegal immigrant workers, not only beating them but also not paying their wages properly.

    When a Cambodian employee lost a finger in a press machine, instead of offeringfort, he cursed and beat him, saying that he was jinxed.

    You motherfucker, I will find you and kill youuu!

    His madness hadnt been limited to his employees eitherit also extended to his family. He unleashed his rage on everyone, including his wife and children. His wife, unable to endure the domestic violence and depression, ultimately took her own life.

    Just try toe closer, Ill kill you right there! I know youre listening to my voice. You saw me kill that woman earlier. Ill crush your face, soe on! Come on!

    He picked up arge stone. His temper fit the description of intermittent explosive disorder quite well as he couldnt control his emotions. Even before the 49-days mourning period for his wife was over, he was heartlessly meeting his mistress.

    However, even his mistress had been strangled to death by his hands. The reason was that she had said something that went against his mood.

    Suddenly, there was a sound of footsteps.

    Fuck.

    The man cursed and dashed off again. In the face of the strong, his half-formed anger retreated, tail tucked away. The man recalled the situation just moments ago. He hade to this ce intending to strangle his mistress and dump her body by the river.

    However, someone followed him. He had intended to confront the pursuer, but he quickly realized he was no match.

    Huff, huff.

    After running for who knows how long, the man gasped for breath.

    Eventually.

    He arrived at a dead end. It was a ferry crossing. Beyond the dense water mist, nothing could be seen. The only sce was that the sound of footsteps was no longer audible.

    Anxiety and restlessness, followed by a sense of relief. The shooting camera captured his emotions. Director Shin Seonghyeon thought,

    <em>True feares from encountering a horror never experienced before.</em>

    As the middle-aged man caught his breath, arge weeping willow tree dangled its branches, swaying as if to mock him. In that moment, a hand suddenly burst through the thick water mist and roughly grabbed the man by the throat. Soon after, a chilling voice pierced his ear.

    Found you.

    [1] Ugly hours,monly known as the hour of the ox, refer to the time between 1 am and 3 am. It is often associated with supernatural and ghostly urrences.

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    Chapter 65:

    Chapter 65

    How did the investigation go?

    The violent crimes unit was different from the regr police departments.

    They all wore in clothes, and their faces looked like gangsters rather than cops.

    They had a saying that the difference between a cop and a gangster was just a piece of paper.

    They were all fierce and intimidating, and anyone who didnt know them would mistake them for thugs. But none of them could lift their heads easily under the scolding of the unit chief (actor Lee Jung-hyuk).

    We havent found any traces of the suspect yet

    What!

    When the youngest detective spoke up, the chiefs (actor Lee Jung-hyuk) face turned red and his eyebrows furrowed.

    He looked like he was about to throw something, and one of the older detectives couldnt help but voice his dissatisfaction.

    Chief,e on, we need some clues to track him down. This is not like finding a needle in a haystack in Seoul, this is happening all over the country. Were dying here.

    Hey, you bastard, are you really saying that now? How many cases have there been in the past two weeks (movie time)? How many? Four, four cases. What have you guys done while that crazy bastard killed four people?

    No, chief. Were not just cking off. Dong-ju (youngest detective), show him your socks. Theyre all worn out, worn out. We havent been home for more than two weeks, and Im starting to forget what my kid looks like. My wife only brought me underwear once or twice, and I feel sorry for my mother-inw. Frankly, I want to quit this job twelve times a day. But were detectives, right? Were the peoples stick, right? So we put up with it. We want to catch that guy as much as you do.

    What? Stick? Youre talking nonsense. You want to quit? Then quit, you bastard!

    In the end, the detectives had to stop the chief from hitting him. The other cops passed by the corridor and nced at them. There was no point in fighting anymore. It was like spitting on their own faces. The chief turned around and yelled at the unit members.

    Hey, you bastards, get out there and find me some clues!

    The detectives left the unit with unhappy expressions. The chief (actor Lee Jung-hyuk) sighed and entered his office, where he was greeted by a strong smell of bean paste.

    Can you even swallow that ck bean noodles?

    The violent crimes unit chief (actor Lee Jung-hyuk) scolds the detective who is eating ck bean noodles.

    He is a respected veteran in the unit, with skills that match his rank. But he often uses violence to catch criminals, and he was suspended once because of that.

    Why did you call me here on my vacation, and make me eat outside?

    Dont you like vacations? Dont you know I saved you from being demoted to a police station by taking the suspension for you?

    Whats the difference?

    At that moment, the detective, Seo Do-gwang (actor Seo Jong-in), looks up with a grim expression. His face is full of wounds (makeup), and his chin has a stubble that looks like he hasnt shaved for days.

    How many cases in thest two weeks?

    Four cases, heres the case report.

    Two in Seoul, one in Gangwon-do, look at this. He even went to Chungcheongbuk-do? But how can you be sure that its the same perpetrator? The crimes are happening all over the country. Did the victims have any connection?

    Look at the next page, the modus operandi.

    One died of drug overdose, the others were strangled, choked, and the one who died in the Naruter in Chungcheongbuk-do drowned, but

    Seo Do-gwang (actor Seo Jong-in) flips the page and exims.

    All of them had their hearts pierced by something sharp, and theres a cross drawn on their chests. Wow, look at this guy. Hes aplete lunatic.

    He stabbed their hearts after killing them, and drew a cross on their chests. Theres no connection between the victims, they didnt even know each other. Their upations, ages, residences are all different.

    If they didnt know each other, how can it be the same killer? There should be some clues left, right?

    Nothing, he nned it so carefully. Theres no trace of fingerprints, blood, hair, nothing. Were still looking for the weapon, but we havent found anything yet.

    With this kind of serial killing, the reporters must have smelled something

    The chief points to the ceiling with a wry smile.

    The higher-ups are blocking them. Do-gwang, Im going crazy too. Of all ces, the first and second crimes happened in our jurisdiction, and now were searching all over the country. The reporters are also waiting for a scoop.

    Im getting ready, but we only have a week left to stop them from above. After that, its out of our hands and theyll do whatever they want."

    Wow, boss. You look like youre in a tight spot. I can see why you aged so much while I was away. Ill take this.

    Detective Seo Do-gwang (yed by Seo Jong-in) picks up a case file and stands up from his seat. His team leader (yed by Lee Jung-hyuk) asks him anxiously.

    Do-gwang, can you catch him in a week? If you dont, youll miss your promotion and Ill have to strip if the case gets worse.

    Boss, whats my nickname?

    Crazy bastard, what kind of question is that?

    If I wrap up this case properly, Ill act like I never got suspended.

    As long as you solve it, Ill do anything for you. Of course, Ill take care of that myself.

    See? You should have called me right away when the case broke.

    Seo Do-gwang (yed by Seo Jong-in) gives a grim smile and raises his hand.

    To catch a mad dog, theres no one better than me.

    ***

    The movie shooting is also past the halfway point.

    Some reporters are still debating over Young-guks choice of his next work. But unlike that, the atmosphere on the set is getting more tense by the day.

    The whole crew knows it.

    The movie theyre making will be a hit when its released.

    After his solo shoot, an unexpected person visits Young-guks waiting room.

    Young-guk!

    Its actor Seo Jong-in.

    Theyre both starring in the same movie, but their roles and shooting locations are different.

    They finally met after the scripts halfway point.

    Seo Jong-in boasts a rough beard like his character, detective Seo Do-gwang, and gives Young-guk a friendly shoulder hug.

    Young-guk, youre doing a solo shoot, huh? You must be acting well, like Hyung-seop told me.

    Senior, Im tired.

    Hey, youre too adorable. Its great to finish it in one go. I get a migraine every time the director asks for a retake. This scene is where we match our timing, right? Lets do it without any mistakes.

    Actor Seo Jong-in doesnt let go of Young-guks shoulder and says. Young-guk is quite tall, but Seo Jong-in is also impressive. He looks even more muscr because he trained for his detective role.

    Todays shooting is over, lets go to that bar and have a drink of soju.

    Senior, Im underage.

    No one will think youre underage if you go with me. I used to drink soju by the crate when I was your age.

    What, you cant even drink soju.

    Young-guk had a connection with actor Seo Jong-in in his past life.

    He doesnt know it, but the theater troupe () he was in was where I worked as a theater actor.

    Thats why he came to me for advice when I decided to jump into the movie scene.

    He loves soju so much that he falls asleep after three shots.

    Thanks to that, I had to carry him on my back and take a taxi several times.

    Hey, how did you know I cant drink soju well?

    You were there when the president of Daejeong Distribution treated us to a dinner. I saw you then. You passed out after three shots of soju. Thats why I couldnt greet you properly then.

    Wow, youre really observant, like an actor.

    Then Seo Jong-in sees the cross sculpture on Young-guks waiting room desk and asks.

    Young-guk, wasnt that a prop?

    Its something Ive been making as a hobbytely. I made all the ones that were used on the set.

    Wow, you had a hobby like that?

    Its not a hobby, I had no interest in it before, but when I read the script, the protagonist has woodworking as a hobby. Thats why I practiced. The one on the desk is not finished yet.

    Can you show me how you carve it?

    Young-guk sighed as he showed Seo Jong-in the half-carved crucifix.

    He held a wood carving knife in his hand and carefully chiseled away at the wooden figure.

    Seo Jong-in, who still looked incredulous, eximed in admiration and then asked curiously.

    Hey, Young-guk, are you left-handed? I saw you using chopsticks with your right hand when we had lunch.

    Im right-handed.

    Then why are you using your left hand now?

    Young-guk casually exined as he continued to carve with his left hand.

    Kim Moo-jin, the main character of the novel, is left-handed.

    Huh.

    The actor Seo Jong-in swallowed his admiration and looked at the young actor.

    He then gave Young-guk a different expression. He was more impressive than he thought.

    These days, young rookie actors were all stiff as if they had casts on their necks after gaining poprity, but Jang Young-guk, the rookie actor, not only lifted the mood of the filming site, but also had excellent acting skills.

    Look at his attitude towards acting, that was not something he could do with ordinary dedication.

    Soon, as if to wake him up from his thoughts, the assistant director Kim Seok-chuls shout came from beyond the waiting room.

    Standby is ready!

    ***

    Scene number 75, the detective and the priest!

    Detective Seo Do-gwang (yed by Seo Jong-in) entered the parish after the mass. He faced none other than the young priest Matthew (Young-guk).

    The parish office was full of old and worn-out furniture.

    There were bibles and rosaries, and an old teacup that symbolized purity.

    Among them, the thing that caught Seo Do-gwangs eye the most was the cross.

    Do you drink coffee at the church these days?

    Why, is there aw that says I cant?

    No, Im not religious, but I thought the church would serve green tea or ck tea or something like that. But I like this, it suits my taste. By the way, I came to see the bishop, but hes not here today?

    The young priest smiled faintly.

    Hes a busy man, so he has a lot of things to do after the mass. But, brother, what brought you here? The bishop told me you were a detective.

    Oh, nothing much.

    Detective Seo Do-gwang took out a photo from his leather jacket.

    Park Chul, do you know this guy? Hes thirty-nine years old, looks like this in the photo. Hes a druggie who dropped out of school several times. I heard he was a faithful believer of this parish.

    I know him. It doesnt matter what his past was, its not a problem. Theres nothing more equal for a believer than prayer.

    Hmm, his faith must have been weak. He couldnt help himself and got hooked on drugs again. You know, druggies always say they feel like flying when they get high, but this guy really went up there this time. There were so many syringes in his house.

    Detective Seo Do-gwang (yed by Seo Jong-in) observed the young priests (Young-guk) expression.

    He looked pitiful andpassionate in the photo.

    The young priest sighed as if he regretted it.

    Its my fault. I should have paid more attention to Park Chul. I hope he finds peace under the Lords care.

    Care? Hes lucky if he didnt end up in hell.

    Detective Seo Do-gwang added that and took out three more photos from his leather jacket. But the young priest looked at the photos and asked calmly.

    Brother, who are these people?

    Oh, they werent believers here. Hmm. By the way, did any of the believers have a grudge against Park Chul, or did Park Chul do anything to make them hate him? Druggies do all kinds of things when theyre high. They run around naked, or jump off the roof of a building, thinking theyre omnipotent.

    Never. Park Chul was always quiet and hated to bother others. He was a person who repented his past and wanted to live a new life in front of the Lord.

    Hey, does repenting erase the red line? Trash is trash forever. Anyway, the bishop is not here, so Ill get up. But, Father, what is that?

    Seo Do-gwang looked at the cross statue standing in a corner of the bookshelf. The young priest answered nonchntly to his gaze.

    Woodworking is my hobby. I make one of those whenever I have some time to calm my mind.

    Wow, you could sell those with your skills. Theyre amazing.

    Do you want one, brother?

    The young priest handed him a cross statue.

    The face and body of the Lord on the cross were intricately carved.

    It was not the work of a novice who had tried it for a day or two. Seo Do-gwang, a detective, took it gratefully.

    The young priest asked him.

    Brother, I want to ask you something. Do you really think that once a person is evil, they are evil forever?

    Are you talking about the trash being trash forever? Of course. Ive been a detective for years. Do you know how many criminals Ive met? They all say the same thing when theyre dragged to the interrogation room. Oh, Im so unlucky. Thats what they say. If they really regretted it, they would say so. I miss the old days. I could beat them up without worrying. Nowadays, its all about human rights and stuff. Im sorry, Ive digressed.

    No, thank you foring today. Im sorry to hear about the death of Brother Park Chul.

    Detective Seo Do-gwang (yed by Seo Jong-in) looked back before leaving his office.

    But do you really think that repentance is possible with faith alone? Thats what religion always says. Have faith.

    The young priest answered with a faint smile. Detective Seo Do-gwang scratched his head and left the office. The young priest (Ennd) added, looking at his empty seat.

    Of course not.

    ***

    Theater.

    It was a rare day off. I was sitting on the floor, nning to read the script all day, when I got a phone call and had to go to Daehak-ro.

    It was because of actor Seo Jong-ins contact. He called me out of the blue and told me toe to Daehak-ro.

    My n was ruined, but I didnt feel bad. It had been a while since I came to Daehak-ro.

    Wow, you really disguised yourself. Our Ennd.

    Youre the one who called me to Daehak-ro, senior.

    I wore a hat and sses, expecting people to crowd around me.

    Actor Seo Jong-in took me to the theater where the y was being performed. He exined as he led me through the empty seats to the stage.

    Its not good to read the script every day on your day off. You need to clear your head sometimes. This is the theater where I learned and performed the y Hyeseong (Comet). Tonight, my juniors are going to perform here, so I called you to watch it with me.

    I felt nostalgic. Wasnt this the ce where I first learned to act in my previous life? The worn-out chairs, the tension of the lights shining on the stage. It felt like I had gone back to my past life. Actor Seo Jong-in asked me curiously, seeing my expression.

    Ennd, have you ever been on a theater stage?

    No.

    Really? Your face looks like youve just found your hometown. Its amazing.

    He had a good eye for an actor.

    You know, its rare for an outsider whos not a member of the theater to get on the stage. But I guess you have a lot of fans among the juniors who are performing today.

    My fans?

    Why do you look so surprised? Youre the nations first love. Dont be like that and sign something for the juniors you like after the show. It would be nice if you took a picture with them too. Theyll probably rush out of the dressing room if they know youre here with me.

    It was unexpected. Not all of them, but some theater actors hated movie mercial) actors. They did the same acting, but their paths werepletely different. Thats because they had different values.

    By the way, senior, whats the y thats going on the stage today?

    Its called Morning in the Western Sky. I dont know if you know it. Its a traditional y that our theater has been performing for a long time.

    Oh.

    How could I not know? I also made my debut on the first stage y with Morning of the Western Sky.

    The script had been written decades ago, but it was still used like a cash cow by thepany.

    Thats how popr the y Morning of the Western Sky was among the fans of the Comet Theatre.

    It was then.

    Myung-seok, why are you running around like that?

    Oh! Senior! When did you get here?

    One of the staff members of the theatre, who was running around behind the stage, saw the actor Seo Jong-in and bowed his head in greeting. But he didnt seem to recognize my face.

    That was understandable, since I was still wearing a hat and sses. I must have looked like Seo Jong-ins manager.

    I just wanted to get some sunshine on the stage before you guys start the y, but why are you sweating so much and running around. Is something wrong?

    Well, its not anything else, but Jin-soo, who was supposed to perform today, suddenly had his appendix burst. So Im trying to find a recement right now.

    What role was Jin-soo ying?

    He was ying Do Jeong-soo. Hes a supporting role, but thats the problem. Theres no second for the supporting role, and we cant just put some inexperienced juniors on the stage either.

    It was a problem that sometimes happened when preparing for a stage y. There were cases where the actors couldnt perform due to unavoidable circumstances. But the problem didnt end there.

    We had to refund all the tickets that we had sold in advance, and we also lost the money that we had spent to decorate the stage.

    And as the staff said, if the lead actor had his appendix burst, we could have used the second that we had prepared in advance, but if the supporting actor had his appendix burst, we hesitated to cancel the stage y because of the regret.

    Is there anyone among the other actors who knows the lines for Do Jeong-soos role?

    Well, the senior actors all know them, but you know what. All the senior actors left this time. Its hard to even contact them for help. Last time, when the seniors were leaving, we had a farewell party with drinks, but it turned into a big fight. They said they had to give up their dreams because they had no money.

    Ugh, it was like adding insult to injury. Thats why the actor Seo Jong-ins expression became serious. Besides, Do Jeong-soos role was a minor supporting role. He didnt show his face on the stage much, so he was almost like an extra, but he was a role that required acting skills, so it was awkward to use an unskilled actor, as the staff said. And Seo Jong-in couldnt do it himself, because the role and the age didnt match.

    I was a member of the Comet Theatre in my past life.

    Thats why I knew all the lines of Morning of the Western Sky, which was the representative work of the Comet. It was no exaggeration to say that. I finally asked Seo Jong-in hesitantly.

    Senior Seo, Im talking about the y Morning of the Western Sky. Its a script that Ive enjoyed watching since before.

    You? How did you? Its hard to find in the market.

    You know, Im staying at Mr. Baek Jang-hoons house. His grandfathers library has almost all the scripts you can think of. So.

    I took off my hat and sses and exined.

    Ill do Do Jeong-soos role.

 Chapter 66:

    Chapter 66:

    Chapter 66

    Thump, thump.

    It was the first time I stepped onto the stage since my previous life. I would be lying if I said I wasnt nervous.

    Especially since it was the same stage that I belonged to in my past life, the Comet Theater Company.

    As if by fate or coincidence, I found myself on the theater stage again. And Morning of the Western Sky was my debut y in my past life.

    Is this some kind of cosmic joke?

    I couldnt believe it. When I heard from the staff that they were looking for someone to y the role of Do Jeong-su, the supporting actor, I felt like this was all a prank that God had arranged. I didnt care if it was a divine joke or a random chance.

    Lets have some fun.

    As the prologue began, the stage lights shone down on me, and the audience was packed.

    At that moment, a man (Young-guk) with a thickyer of charcoal on his face and a limp in one leg appeared on the theater stage. He walked with a wooden peg under his arm. He finally threw the peg away and said,

    What a bloody hard world, isnt it?

    Act 1, Scene 1.

    The stage was a street scene.

    Merchants and people wereing and going, and the man was sitting there. He was a shoeshine boy, but no one paid him any attention.

    It was no wonder, since it was right after the Korean War. It was a time when people were lucky to have shoes, let alone shine them.

    The boy muttered to himself, but his natural voice carried to the audience.

    Listen, I was conscripted as a student soldier to fight themies who came down from the Nakdong River. Back then, I didnt know anything and just held a rifle in my small hand with the idea of saving the country. All the older brothers who went with me died and fell, and I was the youngest one who survived. And this is how I ended up with a crippled leg. Hey, you sir, passing by. How about a shoeshine?

    Tsk.

    Look, in this day and age, a shoeshine boy cant even make a living. Id be better off as a beggar. But I cant even do that because there are too many ragamuffins around. Where was I? Oh, right. I have to tell you from when I was in the trench.

    Before long, people start to gather around the boy who is polishing shoes and talking to himself.

    His voice and expression capture their attention, like a storyteller who ims to have traveled to the old capital of Hanyang.

    He picks up a wooden leg that lies on the ground and holds it as if it were a rifle.

    Do you think a kid like me ever touched a real gun? Outside the window, bullets were flying and grenades were exploding, and above my head, bloody chunks of who knows what were falling like rain. All I could do was shiver. Then one day, my brother next to me got shot and fell down with a thud. Without thinking, I felt blood rushing to my head. I thought, this is it, and I stuck my head out the window and fired like crazy. And by luck, I hit the North Koreanmander right in the forehead. Then, out of nowhere, some guys from the army came and praised me, gave me rice and meat soup, and even promoted me. Thats when I should have run away. If I did, my leg wouldnt be like this. Do you want to hear the next story?

    Meanwhile.

    Actor Seo Jong-in was sitting in the center row of the audience, watching the stage. His eyes were fixed on Do Jeong-su (Young-guk), who was on the theater stage. So were the other spectators.

    They seemed to be drawn into his voice, as if they had fallen into a swamp. Surely.

    He said he had never done theater before.

    It was unbelievable.

    Theater acting and film acting were different.

    Unlike films, where the audience was behind the screen, theater met the audience on a proscenium stage close to the seats.

    Thats why the habits he had acquired while acting in films were almost useless. He had to transform everything from his voice projection and tone to his facial expressions that conveyed emotions.

    Thats why many film actors had failed miserably when they tried theater. But.

    Is this even possible?

    On the stage, the Young-guk soldier looked as if he had merged with Do Jeong-soo, the student activist.

    ***

    ywright.

    If you were to name the most famous ywright in South Korea, it would undoubtedly be Jeong Yong-dae.

    He wrote many ys that spanned the modern history of Korean theater, and his most renowned work was Windless (Silence), which won the Korean Literature Prize in 1985.

    This y had captivated the hearts of not only the Young-guk, who called theirnd the holy ground of theater, but also the American ywrights, who remade it in a Western style.

    Some of the Young-guk even praised him, the Asian ywright, as the second Shakespeare.

    But even he had his worries.

    Slump.

    It was a fate that no writer could escape.

    Even the best-written stories would suddenly seem foggy and unclear, as if a mist had descended over them.

    That was why Jeong Yong-dae had been suffering from a severe slump for almost three years, unable to write even the first sentence of his y.

    The morning of the western sky

    He was in a slump and the ce he sought out was none other than Daehak-ro.

    This ce, where youth and romance filled the air, was also where the most vibrant theater scene in South Korea took ce.

    They all struggled with hunger, barely surviving on a bowl of ramen, but they never lost their passion for theater.

    Jeong Yong-dae decided to revisit his original intention and watch a y at Daehak-ro again.

    The curtain of the theater stage rose.

    As time passed, what caught Jeong Yong-daes attention was not the lead actor of the y.

    The y, which depicted the horrors of the Korean War, had no ws in its intermission, scene transitions, or stage details. But what drew his eyes the most was none other than a supporting actor.

    Do Jeong-su.

    Jung Yong-dae wonders in his heart. With such acting skills, he surely had the talent to be the lead actor.

    Unlike movie actors who move along the frames behind the screen, theater actors have to show all their emotions on the stage.

    In that sense, the young actor who yed the role of Do Jeong-su had a blocking (movement) that was nothing short of dominating the entire stage.

    After the y was over, the ywright Jung Yong-daes mind was filled with nothing but the face of the actor who had yed Do Jeong-su throughout. He was not an ordinary-looking man. His tall stature and distinct features could not be hidden by the charcoal mask. He wished he could go to the dressing room right after the y and find out who he was, but he had deep feelings.

    Thats not very polite to your juniors.

    I didnt want to interrupt their time to unwind after the y. But the most important thing was that the actor who yed Do Jeong-soo had sparked the inspiration for my writing that had been clogged like a sewer until now.

    I returned to my studio and typed away without a break. Twilight fell outside the window, and dawn rose again.

    A day had passed, but my typewriter showed no sign of stopping. How much time had gone by?

    Ah, I should have asked his name at least.

    I stretch my sore shoulders as I get up from the couch.

    The couch sighs in relief as it intes back to its original shape. I grab a can of beer from the fridge in my studio and pop it open.

    I gulp down the cold liquid and turn on the TV, something I havent done in the past three years. Ever since I hit a writers block, I avoided TV like the gue.

    Thats when it happened.

    Pffft!

    Beer sprays out of my mouth.

    On the screen, I see the actor I metst night on the college theater stage. He must have filmed a TVmercial.

    He was the one who had an indescribable aura on stage. And now he is winking at me from the brown tube.

    -He likes apples.

    ***

    Winter.

    The movie shooting was also nearing its end. I had been running hard for the past three months.

    Now, wearing a priests robe felt as natural as wearing a school uniform.

    On the days when I didnt have to shoot, I sometimes visited the Comet Theater troupe on Daehak-ro.

    It was a mess.

    I only filled in as a supporting actor once, but somehow the news got out and there was even an article about it. I had to get scolded by the boss.

    He told me not to wander around alone without a manager. So these days, Bong-chui hyung always follows me around like a nanny.

    Hey, Young-uk, are you going to attend the SBC Acting Awards next week?

    Is it already that time?

    Of course. The agency has been calling me several times a day. Theyre worried that you might not be able to attend the ceremony because of your movie shooting. The director said that the shooting schedule is tight and you might not make it, but PD Kim Jin insisted that you have to be there. He said youre going to win an award and the main character cant be missing. How would that look?

    I guess it makes sense.

    The drama Youth was the work that solved the long-cherished wish of SBC Drama Department that they couldnt achieve for years. Moreover, as a teen drama, it was phenomenal that it surpassed 40% in ratings. By the way.

    Did I ever receive such an award in my past life?

    He had a good reason to be like that. In his previous life, he had only yed minor and supporting roles in dramas.

    Even then, he had never received a decent award until his acting career took off. He had lived a life far from the word blessing when he was a rookie.

    Why isnt Actor Seo here today?

    Bong-chui hyung looks at the closed waiting room door with curiosity.

    Ever since we went to the theater group Hye-seong together, I had be close friends with Actor Seo Jong-in and we always hung out together on the days we had movie shoots. But today, he wont being.

    Todays scene is emotionally important, you know.

    I pick up the script again and show it to him. Bong-chui hyung discreetly leaves the waiting room without making a sound. Yeah, todays shooting is kind of important.

    I can tell by the fact that Actor Seo Jong-in, who is usually talkative and easygoing, hasnt shown his face in the waiting room. Of course, it was a difficult scene to get into the mood for. For instance.

    Its like getting stabbed in the back by the axe you trusted.

    I smile as I look at the mirror in the waiting room.

    ****

    Scene number 101, the truth is revealed!

    Detective Seo Do-gwang (Actor Seo Jong-in) rushes out of the autopsy room. His face is filled with anxiety and urgency that he had never shown before.

    And he had a good reason to be like that.

    The fifth victim had been found.

    The wound that damaged the heart and the cross scar on the chest indicated that it was the same killer. But the truth was more terrifying than that.

    Damn it!

    Seo Do-gwang curses as he grabs the steering wheel. It was because of the clue that the coroner had told him.

    The killer, who had never left a single fingerprint, hair, or blood, had put something inside the chest of the victim after cutting it with a cross.

    -Its a cross statue, it doesnt look like something you can buy in the market, it looks like someone made it. The weapon that matched the scars that had been made so far was also a wood carving knife that had been sharpened.

    When the coroner showed him the cross statue that had been found in the victims body, Seo Do-gwangs eyes widened as if they were about to tear.

    On the dashboard, he sees the cross wood carving that he had ced there.

    -Do you want one too, brother?

    A few days ago, when he visited the diocese, a young priest who was an assistant gave him one.

    It was exactly the same as the cross statue that was found on the victims body. He didnt know yet if the young priest was the killer or not. It could have been done by the killer to frame him. But.

    Detective Seo Do-gwangs intuition told him. The young priest was the suspect. He immediately called the diocese and checked the young priests location. He heard that he was attending a fundraising event at an orphanage. He turned his car around and headed to the orphanage where the fundraising event was held.

    Father Matthew, where are you!

    Seo Do-gwang, who had a fierce look on his face, grabbed a teacher at the orphanage and interrogated him. The teacher, who was startled by Seo Do-gwangs sudden question, hesitated. But as soon as Seo Do-gwang showed him his police badge, he started to stutter.

    H, hes talking to Congressman Kim Min-cheol right now.

    What! Where is he!

    On the third floor, in the directors office.

    Detective Seo Do-gwang bit his lip and ran up the stairs.

    The cinematographer followed him with a handheld camera. Blood was already seeping out from under the door of the directors office on the third floor. Seo Do-gwang kicked the door open with his foot, and saw the director of the orphanage hiding under the desk, trembling with fear. And Seo Do-gwang faced him.

    !

    The elderly congressman was lying dead, brutally killed.

    As expected, his heart area was stabbed with a sharp woodworking knife. Between the buttons of his torn shirt, a cross pattern was drawn on his chest, just like the other victims. And.

    Thud.

    A young priest in a ck cassock was standing there.

    His cassock was full of bloodstains, as if red drops were scattered on a ck canvas, and the white cor of his Roman cor was also dyed crimson. But what surprised Detective Seo Do-gwang (yed by Seo Jong-in) was not that.

    The eerie eyes under his neatlybed hair told him that he was the killer, but the voice that followed was full of the piety of a clergyman.

    Brother, youre here.

    The young priests mouth curled up like a mad man.

 Chapter 67:

    Chapter 67:

    Chapter 67

    Can Ie too?

    ywright Jung Yong-dae was making a phone call early in the morning.

    The person on the other end of the line was none other than Kim Seok-cheol, the assistant director of the movie The Priests Confession.

    Wasnt it the movie that starred the theater actor who had inspired his writing?

    He had finally managed to contact his old college junior after hearing some rumors.

    -What do you mean, senior? Youre a ywright, arent you? Why are you suddenly interested in movies? Dont tell me youve decided to switch to the film industry now. If thats what you wanted, you should have done it sooner. There were plenty of directors who wanted to remake your works into movies in Chungmuro, you know.

    Damn it, Im not leaving the theater scene even if I starve to death.

    The truth was, Jung Yong-dae was a renowned ywright in Korea, but his ie was not as high as his status.

    And no wonder, Korea was a barrennd for the theater industry, almost like a wastnd.

    There were many theater people who made ys in Daehak-ro, but there were very few people who appreciated them.

    Not to mention, as the film industry took over the era, theater was gradually being forgotten.

    As a proof, many theater actors had given up on theater or moved to Chungmuro or the broadcasting industry. Jung Yong-dae was no exception.

    He had made a name for himself as a ywright, and he had received numerous offers from film screenwriters.

    Sometimes, he was asked if he wanted to remake his ys into movies. But Jung Yong-dae had always refused them firmly. He said he wrote ys for the theater, not scripts for the movies.

    -Then why do you suddenly want to visit our set?

    The assistant director Kim Seok-cheols indifferent voice came through the phone. Of course, he was surprised that his college senior, who hadnt contacted him for ten years, suddenly called and asked if he could see the movie set.

    Theres someone I want to meet.

    -Who?

    Jang Young-guk, your lead actor.

    He was the man who had never left Jung Yong-daes mind for the past two weeks.

    He had been haunted by him in his head, unable to write his ys or sleep.

    If a stranger saw him, they might mistake him for having a crush sickness.

    ***

    Scene number 109, The Condemnation of Greed!

    -The wicked grow like weeds, and you are ignorant of your sins, foolish.

    Father Matthews voice was devout, but his words were like chains that punished and bound the body.

    -Why do you seek greed while walking the path of the clergy? How happy have you been, looking at the money that fills your barn? Not content with coveting the bodies of young women, you have also destroyed their families. All of that is your sin.

    The tone of Latin echoed in his ears. Yagos wrinkled eyes trembled violently, as if an earthquake had urred.

    He had never imagined that Father Matthew knew all his secrets.

    Yago had tried to walk the path of a faithful clergyman in his youth. But the temptation he felt as a sub-priest came back to him as a great desire when he became a priest.

    He coveted the wealth of his parishioners, and vited their wives.

    He did all that in the name of the one who hung on the cross. He walked the path that he should not have walked as a clergyman.

    He had fallen so deep into the abyss that he could not even realize that he was doing wrong.

    As a proof, he was relieved that the detectives behind the ss wall of the interrogation room did not understand Latin.

    -Those who practice greed will eventually face death because of their ignorance.

    Damn it.

    Bishop Yago (actor Kim Hyung-seop) could not forget the voice he heard in the interrogation room. And what about his eyes?

    His piercing eyes that seemed to see through his lungs still lingered in his mind. Bishop Yago spat out a curse and clenched his fist.

    Hes not talking to the detectives, is he?

    Yago ran out of the interrogation room as if fleeing, and hurried to the bishops office of the diocese. He wondered if Father Matthew, who knew all his sins, had stolen the various goods he had hidden in the bishops office.

    Hoo.

    Bishop Yago let out a sigh of greedy relief. The goods he had hidden in the bishops office were still there. He put the goods on the desk and shook off the fear that had weighed on his shoulders, as if to brush it off. He took out the wine he had left in the bishops office.

    Damn you, you bastard.

    A crimson stream of blood flows over the wine ss.

    The eyes of Bishop Yago, who was choking his throat as if he was watering the parchednd, widened in an instant.

    His whole body began to shake violently like a cypress tree, and his eyes trembled as if there was an earthquake.

    The wine ss shattered as it flew towards the floor, and the wine soaked the floor of the bishops room like blood. Soon, Bishop Yago, who had foam in his mouth, copsed on the floor. Was it because he pushed the table with his hand as he fell, the wealth that he had ced on the table poured over Yagos head.

    -Yago, you are thest sin.

    In the old Yagos eyes, he saw the cross that he had once believed in. But the one on the cross did not give any answer, looking at Yagos head stained with blood-red wine and greed (wealth).

    The next day.

    The case was sent to the prosecution. Detective Seo Do-gwang was moving with Father Mateos arm in his arm.

    Outside the police station, reporters who had heard the news were lining up. It was no wonder, since the sixth murder case had urred, and the reporters who had been embargoed until then had written articles one after another.

    Thanks to that, the Republic of Korea was noisy because of the serial killer.

    Moreover, the killer was not an ordinary person, but a person who walked the path of priesthood.

    There was no more sensational news than this.

    Miss, cant we just get out of the back door? This is too much.

    I cant help it, just go out the front door. If you dont show your face this time, what kind of article will the reporters write? They will write about the ipetence and pathetess of the police. At least you were able to save yourself by catching him at thest minute, Do-gwang.

    Ugh.

    Seo Do-gwang sighed as he looked at the captain who had not taken off his clothes. He could not say it. The fact that the young priest who was handcuffed and being taken by him was not caught by him, but surrendered. As soon as he stepped outside the police station, the reporters spotlights burst out and countless questions rang out like thunder.

    Is it true that the suspect of the serial murder is an assistant priest!

    There was no answer. But everyone knew. It was no wonder, since the suspects outfit was a ck cassock.

    The white cor on the ck clothes showed that he was walking the path of priesthood. As numerous questions continued to rush in.

    You killed six people, what was your motive for doing that? Please answer!

    Then the young priest stopped.

    He looked at the reporter who had asked him the question.

    Detective Seo Do-gwang was surprised when he suddenly stopped, who had been silent in any interrogation.

    If it had been as usual, he would have ignored the reporters question and continued to force the arrest. But he couldnt help being curious.

    It was no wonder, since the victims ages, residences, and upations were all different. It was then.

    Sister, you are wrong.

    Yes?

    The young priest (Young-guk) looked westward as if he was looking at the parish where the mass was about to begin and added.

    Its seven.

    ***

    Acting Award.

    Just as ser yers have the Ballon dOr, drama actors have an infinitely glorious ce. But Young-guk didnt care much about this ce.

    Like any other awards ceremony, the acting award was closely rted to the ratings.

    No matter how good the artistic quality was, if the ratings were not good, it could be irrelevant.

    -First of all, Im sorry to Senior Jang Young-guk, I dont know if I deserve this award.

    He had no experience in his past life either. He had surely shown his best performance as a supporting role.

    The media also praised Young-guks award. So as soon as the y he was starring in ended, he rushed out and attended the awards ceremony.

    But the result was irrelevant.

    The rating of the drama was poor, but the decisive reason was that he had a bad rtionship with the broadcasters. However.

    Young-guk, you came here very cool today, expecting to get the award?

    Ironically, Young-guk was now closer to the broadcasters than anyone else. It was no wonder, since the drama Youth had recorded a rating that made a mark on the SBC drama department, and for the first time in the history of Korean broadcasting, it sold the overseas rights for a huge amount of money.

    Moreover, the poprity of the drama Youth was not only in Korea, but also in Japan.

    From the broadcasters point of view, Young-guk was like a goose thatid golden eggs.

    Wow, you really dressed up, didnt you?

    Thats Seo Min-hye, the actress who agreed to walk the red carpet with me.

    She acts as if nothing happened at the wrap-up party a few months ago, where she confessed her feelings to me.

    Maybe she forgot, or maybe she tried to forget. Either way, she treats me casually, like a friend.

    She wears a long red dress that stands out like a rose.

    The red carpet is always a battleground for actresses, whopete for attention and praise.

    Maybe thats why even Seo Min-hye, who usually has aid-back image, chose such a daring dress.

    You should hold on to my arm tightly, sis. You might trip and fall.

    I was going to ask you to help me with that. Who knew the agency would prepare such a long dress for me? The CEO said I had to shine at the awards ceremony, no matter what. Ugh.

    Jang Young-guk, Seo Min-hye. Please enter now.

    The announcers voice is followed by the arrival of a luxury sedan that glides to the red carpet.

    A bodyguard opens the door and I get out first, wearing a tuxedo. I escort Seo Min-hye, who holds my hand as she steps out of the car in her red dress.

    Mr. Young-guk, look over here!

    Ms. Min-hye!

    Mr. Do-jin!

    As we walk the red carpet, reporters and journalists shout our names.

    Some fans even came from Japan to cheer for me. They chant in unison, Do-jin-sama! Its an impressive sight, and some TV cameras capture it.

    This is the first time I experience something like this.

    I should have been a lead actor.

    In my previous life, I was only a supporting actor.

    Thats why I rarely got any attention on the red carpet.

    I usually walked with the rest of the cast.

    And having a fan club that came all the way to support me like this was unheard of. Thats when it happened.

    Ow!

    Seo Min-hye stumbles as she climbs the stairs of the red carpet.

    The reporters zoom in their cameras, ready to catch any mishap.

    In a split second, I wrap my arm around her waist, as if I was dancing a passionate tango with her. Her waist bends like a bow.

    Are you okay?

    Seo Min-hyes face turns red as a beet. She quickly recovers her posture and gives a sheepish smile.

    I told you, I hate wearing these cumbersome clothes.

    Why? You look great in them. Youre beautiful.

    You, stop making my heart flutter. Youll get in trouble.

    Seo Min-hye had given up on me after the incident at the wrap-up party.

    She realized that there was no point in liking me like a sunflower.

    She knew I didnt feel the same way about her.

    So now she thinks of me as a fellow actor and holds my armfortably.

    The reporters are disappointed.

    They hoped to get a good shot from the red carpet.

    ***

    Best Couple Award, Jang Young-guk and Seo Min-hye from Youth!

    I cant believe I won the Best Couple Award again.

    I was so nervous when I won it three years ago as a child actor. But this time, I kind of expected it.

    The drama Youth was a huge hit, and so was my character, Kim Do-jin.

    And Seo Min-hye, who yed my love interest, Ji-soo, captured the hearts of many men with her portrayal of a first love.

    Sis, shall we go?

    I escort Seo Min-hye, who wears the red dress skillfully, to the stage.

    Many actors who attended the SBC Drama Awards p for us. The fans in the audience chant our names, both from Japan and Korea.

    Do-jin-sama!

    Kim Do-jin!

    Im overwhelmed by the situation. How many awards have I won so far?

    Not just me, but the writer, Hwang Soo-kyung, the supporting actors, and the director. The drama Youth team is sweeping the awards ceremony. As I reach the stage, I finally see the whole picture.

    Whos going first, Young-uk?

    Hey, elders first.

    Seriously!

    Seo Min-hye covers her mouth with her hand as she bows deeply to the audience, the actors, and the viewers beyond the live camera.

    She must have been deeply moved by the drama Youth, because she wipes away a tear even though she only won the Best Couple Award.

    Seeing her like that, someone in the audience shouts, Dont cry!

    Dont cry!

    The voice echoes.

    Should I cry too?

    Somehow, I feel like I should also shed some tears of emotion.

    Seo Min-hyes long eptance speech finally ends and its my turn. I walk up to the microphone and then I see him.

    Why are you here?

    Among the actors upying the award table, I recognize a familiar face. I must have been out of it today.

    I was so busy greeting and shaking hands with everyone that I couldnt tell who was who.

    Well, even the drama director came down to greet me before the ceremony started. Thats why there were quite a few actors who attended the acting awards that I didnt get to say hello to.

    And one of them is in front of me.

    With her arms crossed and a sour expression on her face,

    Yeon-su?

    My former Best Couple Award partner.

 Chapter 68:

    Chapter 68:

    Chapter 68

    Ugh, he doesnt recognize me!

    Yeon-su, who was starring in a historical drama special by SBC, couldnt hide her sour expression.

    She had been looking forward to the year-end acting awards. Not because of the prize, but because of the anticipation of meeting Young-guk.

    He doesnt even know Im in the same show.

    She had known for a while that Young-guk had no interest in the historical drama she was in. But still, how could he not know they were in the same broadcastingpany?

    The proof was his expression when he received the award earlier. It was as if he was asking why she was there.

    How could he not contact me at all.

    She might not have realized that it was a one-sidedmunication. He had a good reason for that.

    After meeting him at the entrance briefing of Sehwa High School, Young-guk had not contacted her at all.

    She had consoled herself by thinking that he was busy with filming a movie. But when he didnt recognize her at the award ceremony, she couldnt help but get angry. It was only natural.

    She couldnt even greet him because there were so many people who wanted to greet Young-guk.

    From the broadcasting staff to the actors. Yeon-su, who was rtively short, was hardly visible among them.

    How can he be so handsome?

    Another actress who was filming the historical drama with her muttered to herself, admiring Young-guk on the stage. Yeon-su snapped at her.

    Whats so handsome about him? He looks in to me.

    Really? Yeon-su, youre too young to understand. Look at his broad shoulders and reliable figure. And his voice and eyes are so deep. Hes young, but hes already like that. When he grows up, hell surely make many women cry. Oh, Yeon-su, are you crying?

    Yeon-sus eyes were glistening. But since there were many people watching, she quickly wiped her expression away like a professional actress.

    She bit her cheek with her teeth so hard that she tasted blood, but it was better than showing her embarrassment.

    Who said I was crying? I just got some dust in my eye.

    As Yeon-su rubbed the dust out of her eye, Young-guks eptance speech for the best couple award continued. His face was magnified on the screen set up in the hall.

    The audience, as well as the actresses, focused their attention on him. It was as if he was giving the grand prize speech.

    Unni, is Young-guk oppa really popr among the actresses?

    I told you before. The actresses in his agency only talk about Jang Young-guk. Hes been busy with filming a movietely, but he was so hot when he was shooting a drama. I wanted to get closer to him, but hes too young and hes very strict with himself. He doesnt even talk to other actresses. I heard from a reporter I know that Seo Min-hye, who won the couple award with him, got rejected by him.

    Really?

    Shh! This is a secret. A secret.

    She said it was a secret, but she probably knew as much as anyone else.

    Come to think of it, Seo Min-hyes expression looked suspicious as she nced at Young-guk giving his speech.

    Yeon-su sighed inwardly.

    She had manypetitors, and they were all famous for their beauty in Korea.

    Should I ask for his number?

    No!

    Huh?

    Unni, the director (PD) said so. No dating while filming a historical drama. And Young-guk oppa doesnt have a personal phone. Most of the contacts are handled by his manager.

    Really? How do you know that so well, Yeon-su? And oppa? Dont tell me.

    She brushed it off by making an excuse that they had appeared together as child actors three years ago.

    Soon, the speech was over and Young-guk and Seo Min-hye came down from the stage.

    Yeon-su looked at them with a longing expression.

    She wished she was there with him.

    That was when it happened.

    Young-guk suddenly changed his direction as he came down from the stage.

    Oh my, hesing this way!

    The actress sitting next to Yeon-su eximed, seeing Young-guk walking towards her.

    She would have fixed her makeup if it wasnt a live broadcast.

    At that moment, Young-guk reached them and hugged Yeon-su lightly.

    There are often cases where actors who are close to each other exchange greetings after giving their eptance speeches. But Yeon-su never dreamed that Young-guk woulde to her as well.

    Young-guk lightly hugged her and whispered in a small voice.

    Why are you sulking today?

    As soon as she heard Young-guks voice, the resentment in her heart melted away like snow.

    ***

    Just as there are gold, silver, and bronze medals in the Olympics, there are also different awards for acting.

    Every actor would want to win the grand prize, the highest honor.

    The team of the drama Youth was getting more and more excited as the award ceremony approached.

    Young-guk, you might really win the grand prize this time.

    I dont even hope for that.

    Hey, dont lie.

    The actress Seo Minhye asked casually. But it was true that she didnt hope for it.

    The drama Youth was undoubtedly a masterpiece that made a ssh in both ratings and social buzz among the SBC dramas. But if you judge it by its artistic value, well.

    Im sorry to Hwang writer-nim.

    The script was excellent, but it focused on the female audience.

    It was a work that depicted the romance of high school life.

    It was more about the characters than the artistic value, so it was too much to hope for the grand prize. But thanks to that, he got the title of nations first love.

    It was a huge improvement from his previous life, when she only yed gangster roles.

    Isnt Young-guk the youngest ever to win the grand prize among the broadcasters acting awards?

    He was also voted as the actor who the PDs want to work with, and he won the best couple award, so its not impossible.

    Thats right. At this rate, Young-guk might even achieve a triple crownter.

    The triple crown is a term that refers to an actor who has won the grand prize from all three broadcasters.

    There was only one person in the history of Korean actors who achieved the triple crown, and that was the national actor Ahn Junghyun.

    He always made jokes that seemed frivolous, but he had a status among the actors in Korea that was indescribable. He wasnt called the national actor for nothing.

    At that moment.

    I will announce the winner of the excellence award.

    It was the equivalent of a bronze medal in the Olympics. Everyone swallowed their saliva as the announcer spoke.

    The winner of the excellence award is Jang Young-guk from the drama Youth! Congrattions!

    My name was called.

    There was a brief silence in the audience, followed by iprehensible cheers.

    The team of the drama Youth was the same.

    The actors looked surprised that I won the excellence award, not even the best actor award.

    It was natural, considering how popr the drama Youth was among the teens and twenties.

    The drama ended and I received a lot of love calls from the broadcasters and Chungmuro, but I always refused them firmly.

    I expected this to some extent.

    After all, it was ridiculous to win the grand prize at the age of eighteen.

    It was a great honor to win the excellence award. But Seo Minhye still looked dissatisfied. She looked as if she was sorry that she didnt win the grand prize.

    ***

    Thest shooting scene.

    Oh, is that our star actor Jang actor?

    Thest day of the shooting was more lively than ever.

    The directors of each part congratted me and patted my head.

    Meanwhile, the assistant director Kim Seokcheol expressed his regret.

    I thought Young-guk would win the grand prize.

    Seokcheol, youre so clueless!

    I knew him since I gave him three hand warmers. Hes clueless. Young-guk, its really amazing that you won the excellence award at your age. Ive never seen an eighteen-year-old win an acting award in my life.

    Oh, Park senior, stop teasing me. Youre choking me.

    The director of photography grabbed the assistant director Kim Seokcheols neck and dragged him around. Well, I didnt really care about not winning the grand prize.

    Young-guk, Im really sorry.

    Kim Jin PD kept bowing his head and apologizing at the after-party of the acting awards. He was usually yful and talkative, but he looked so serious and remorseful.

    The truth is, the director agreed, but the higher-ups were too opposed.

    Only after Kim Jin PD had a few drinks, I learned the behind-the-story of how I won the excellence award.

    SBC Broadcasting had opened up a lucrative channel for exporting the rights of their future works to Japan.

    And to grease that channel, they wanted me, the lead actor of the drama Youth, to go to Japan and hold a fan meeting, and appear on TV shows. But all I did was reject their offers, and I felt drained.

    I should have been busy with filming movies.

    Maybe thats why I got on the bad side of the SBC executives.

    After the drama Youth ended, I had many contacts from the broadcasting industry, but the most prominent one was SBC.

    They offered me a huge amount of money for the next project, as if they didnt want to lose the goose thatid the golden eggs.

    But I refused their offer, even though they were willing to pay me a fortune.

    I also refused to appear on the Japanese TBK Broadcasting, their partnerpany.

    They must have seen me as a young and arrogant kid.

    Tsk.

    It shows how important social rtionships are in the awards ceremony. But I dont care.

    Whats the big deal about the grand prize?

    Its not like I won it in my past life.

    In fact, the grand prize was the ultimate goal of my acting career in my previous life. But now its different. I just vowed to live as an actor.

    I dont have to appear on SBC anymore.

    And since I ended things with SBC, I dont have to be petty. To do that, I had to be a better actor.

    An actor that every broadcastingpany would want to cast.

    The Priests Confession.

    And I felt that this work would be the turning point of my acting career.

    ***

    Scene number 120, The Priests Confession!

    The judges face showed signs of hesitation. It was a case that caused a huge social uproar.

    As evidence, many reporters were also present.

    Who would have thought that the serial killer who shook the nation was none other than a priest who walked the path of faith?

    He was given a chance to plead, but the public defender who represented him said nothing.

    That was because the defendant had exercised his right to remain silent ever since he was handed over to the prosecution.

    He didnt even give any exnation to the public defender who was assigned to him.

    The reporters who were watching the trial felt sorry for him, as he neither denied nor admitted his crimes. Thats when it happened.

    Pride, envy, wrath, lust, gluttony, sloth, greed.

    A sudden voice came from the defendants seat, about 4 meters away from the bench where the judge sat.

    It was Father Matteo, who was still wearing a ck cassock.

    He couldnt wear a prison uniform yet, since his sentence was not confirmed.

    So it looked like an absurd picture, where the judicial robe and the priestly robe faced each other.

    Look at the sins of the wicked, but how can you ignore the inconvenient truth that resulted from them? I am not the one in front of the cross, so I have no intention of absolving them. Thats why I punished them with my own hands, and made them pay for their sins with their own skulls.

    With a devout voice.

    Do they seem to want to admit their mistakes and be forgiven for their sins? The cries of appeal that they shout at you, who are wearing the judicial robes in this cold trial, are not repentance or remorse, but lies and escapism, only to obtain their own absolution.

    The judge, as well as the prosecutors and the reporters in the audience, swallowed their saliva.

    Why does the world not purify the countless wicked and let them go as they are? Its because of the flimsy chains that let them go and ignore them.

    The priest in the ck cassock lifted his head and looked at the judge on the bench.

    My brother, is there really such a thing asw?

    After the trial ended and the first-instance sentence was confirmed, South Korea was once again in an uproar.

    A young priest had been sentenced to death for killing seven people.

    The priest had epted his fate.

    But the reason why South Korea was in turmoil was because of the seven people that the priest had killed.

    The media reported on the priests statements in the courtroom and exposed the crimes of the seven people.

    [A priest who executed the wicked, is he a clergyman or a murderer?]

    [Where will the conscience of the South Korean criminalw go?]

    [Does justice exist in South Korea?]

    Time passes.

    The condemned prisoner is alone in a cell, sitting and smelling the sunlight that shines through the bars that are slightly bigger than his palm.

    He sees the endlessly clear sky outside the bars.

    He is different from other prisoners.

    Like a bird that flies in the sky, he does not long for freedom, but only wonders if he will be up there with the birds.

    Prisoner number 2981, visitation.

    He knows that no one wille to see him.

    The guard who escorts him shakes his hand.

    The prisoner silently takes the guards trembling hand.

    With a look that says there is no need to worry.

    The prisoner knows what day it is.

    Once, South Korea was noisy about the priest who became a killer, but as time passed, the zing fire became ashes, and the peoples interest gradually faded away.

    The prisoner silently follows the guard to the execution site.

    Matthew.

    There, the guards who will carry out the execution, the prison director, the reporters, and the priest sent from the church are waiting for the prisoner.

    He was the prisoners ssmate at the seminary where they received the priestly ordination.

    The priest with sses and a kind-looking face hasplex emotions on his face. He speaks to his ssmate, who was also a fellow clergyman.

    Matthew, or Mujin. If you have anything you want to say for thest time, spill it out.

    The prisoner smiles calmly and says.

    As the thoughts on the wicked are forgotten, the world will forget them with the word oblivion and again turn a blind eye to the wicked. Thats why I will be arrogant until the end.

    The priest with sses prays for the prisoner with mixed feelings. The prisoner deeply thanks the guards who have cared for and looked after him. If a stranger saw him, they would mistake him for a priest who was going to pray, not a man who was going to face death, such was his devout appearance.

    Soon, a long cloth covers his face and a thick and long rope is tied around his neck.

    He whispers hisst words in the darkness that is like pitch ck.

    Lord, punish me.

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    Chapter 69:

    Chapter 69

    Editing.

    Belsrucas, a master of the film industry, said this. Editing is the stage thatpletes the film.

    You have to decide the number of frames per second, and objectively look at and decide on everything that makes up a scene from thousands of shots.

    If the actors and the director present outstanding acting and directing to understand and persuade the audience, the editing must not only convey the intention of the actors and the director, but also offer the best storytelling to the audience.

    No matter how much of a masterpiece it is, if there is too much fluff, the audience will only feel bored and dull. In that sense, the editor Go Sang-deok was racking his brain.

    Hmm.

    He watched the original footage of the film The Priests Confession without missing a thing.

    Before editing the film, he read the script to understand the film, and even watched the film backwards to clearly know the directors intention. But the more he did, the more he felt like he had no hair left.

    The ratio is quite low, isnt it?

    The ratio of film shooting is usually 10 to 1.

    For example, it means that they shoot 10 times to make one cut of a scene.

    Usually, Hollywood follows a ratio of 20 to 1 or 30 to 1, while the Korean film industry has a ratio of 10 to 1. But even then, they often say that it is too much.

    Whats going on? Its not like Director Shin Seong-hyun.

    Among them, Director Shin Seong-hyun, who directed the film The Priests Confession, was known to have a ratio of 20 to 1, and he was a stubborn director who insisted on re-shooting.

    He kept shooting until he got a satisfying scene. Thats why some of the actors who appeared in Shin Seong-hyuns films called him stubborn, artistic, and an all-night director.

    But for some reason, the ratio of this film The Priests Confession was about 5 to 1.

    And that was mostly because of the supporting actors and extras.

    Thats because the scenes where the main actor appeared were rarely re-shot more than three times.

    Theres nothing to cut out.

    He seemed to know why.

    The scenes where the main actor appeared were wless, not only in the first draft, but also in the re-shot scenes.

    The reason why he re-shot was not because he didnt like the main actors acting, but because he changed the angle and shot it.

    That was when.

    Editor Go!

    Director Shin Seong-hyun entered the editing room. He brought food in both hands, and was surprised to see Editor Go Sang-deok, who had dark circles under his eyes.

    What, Editor Go, are you sick or something? Why do you look like that?

    You should know best why I look like this, Director. This is it, how the hell do you want me to edit this? I cant even get a clue.

    What? Is there a problem with the shots?

    No, its too perfect. Thats the problem. No matter how hard I look, I cant find a scene to cut out. And I cant show the film for half a day either. Oh, man. Do you know how many days Ive been staying up?

    Well, I cant help you with that problem. Dont whine and Ill buy you some meat. Cheer up, Editor Go.

    Is this the time for jokes? Im going crazy here. This is the first time in my editing career that I cant do anything but worry for days. The first time!

    Director Shin Seong-hyun smiled faintly.

    Editor Go Sang-deok was the second to none in the field of film editing in Chungmuro. He was a small master ofmercial film editing, who was sopetent.

    If it wasnt for their personal friendship, he wouldnt have been able to take on Shin Seong-hyuns work, as his schedule was so tight. And he was so distressed that he made such a sound.

    Director Shin, by the way, hows the music? I mean, the music that will oversee the overall flow, not the mixing. I dont think any music director can handle this. I got goosebumps all over my body watching the video.

    Director Choi Yul agreed to do it.

    Choi Yul? The music director who won the Grand Prize for his debut work?

    Huh.

    Editor Go Sang-deok eximed. He had edited Shin Seong-hyuns works before, but he had never seen a case where he caught two rabbits, bothmercial and artistic.

    Thats because Shin Seong-hyuns works were always criticized for being biased towards artistry.

    I was personally sorry, but on the other hand, I liked Director Shin Seong-hyun more because of that.

    The Korean film industry needed to have at least one stubborn artist like him in order to develop. However.

    Youve gathered a dream team.

    This work had been polished to perfection even after countless revisions. Seeing that, Director Shin Seong-hyun cautiously asked.

    How does it look to you, this work?

    Editor Go Sang-deok was a master of film editing, but he was also better than anyone at assessingmerciality.

    They say the arm bends inward, and film directors have a hard time looking at their own work objectively.

    On the other hand, editors have the role of looking at the film from the audiences perspective.

    Among them, Editor Go Sang-deoks eye was so excellent that he was called a fortune-teller in Chungmuro.

    He looked at the editing screen with a serious gaze, and saw the lead actors piercing eyes in a ck Sudanese outfit, and said firmly.

    It will make a mark in the adult film genre.

    ***

    On the snow piled up on the woodpile, chubby sparrows are leaving cute footprints with their fluffy feet. Its because of the millet I sprinkled to keep them from starving in the winter.

    Sitting on the porch and watching the snowkes blooming on the thin branches like this, my mind bes calm.

    Mother didnt even tell me toe down.

    It would be a lie if I said I wasnt disappointed.

    I wanted to go down to Namhang for the first time in a long time since the film shooting was over, but I gave up when my mother told me to rest and discouraged me.

    She said it would be too busy for me to join the market, which is a big deal for the New Year.

    Grandfather is busy too.

    Grandfather is busy preparing for a new work.

    He is the kind of person who has to build everything from scratch with his own hands, from location scouting to all the basics.

    Hes been traveling around the countrytely, so its hard to even see his face. So.

    In this spacious mansion, only the sparrows and I are left alone.

    Even my uncle, who used to show up several times a day, went back to his main job as a national actor.

    He lost the title of national first love, so he said he would im the title of nationalst love.

    Anyway, he doesnt look like a legendary actor when I see him normally. It was then.

    Who are you?

    A stranger enters the mansion.

    Hes so big that he looks like a male bear walking, and the sparrows who were pecking at the millet on the woodpile fly away with a start.

    Bong-chui hyung, what are you doing today?

    Its Bong-chui hyung, wearing a thick ck parka. Hes even wearing a military hat that I dont know where he got, and he looks like a real bear.

    The CEO said he wanted to see you for a bit. He said hed call you, but you didnt answer?

    Oh, I guess I didnt hear it because I was thinking about something else. But why does the CEO want to see me?

    He said he had something to tell you, but lets go first. Oh, and you havent had lunch yet, right? This is really delicious.

    He hands me a bag of roasted sweet potatoes.

    Theyre so brown and ripe that theyre still steaming in this cold winter.

    I take the roasted sweet potatoes and cut them a little and sprinkle them on the woodpile.

    Then the chubby sparrowse down again and peck at the roasted sweet potatoes.

    They still nce at Bong-chui hyung, who looks like a male bear, as if theyre conscious of him. Its so cute.

    Variety show?

    I heard a story that made me doubt my ears as soon as I entered the CEOs office.

    I know you dont do variety shows, Young-guk.

    Well, yeah. And I still have months left until the movie opens, so I dont have any reason to appear for promotional purposes.

    Thats the thing, do you remember the movie you shot as a child actor, The Man of August?

    Of course, how could I forget? It was the work that made me determined to live as an actor.

    Do you remember Jung Ji-yong FD, who filmed with you at the time?

    Ji-yong hyung?

    I still remember theposition of the shooting team for The Man of August. Especially FD Jung Ji-yong was from Busan and was famous for being a PD, but he was also close to me.

    Thats understandable, since he took care of me, who was only fourteen years old at the time, with such sincerity. He was like a big brother to me. It was then.

    Whos there?

    A golf ball flies over the snow-covered woodpile andnds on the porch. The sparrows fly away in surprise, and I look up to see who it is.

    Its Ji-yong hyung, wearing a red golf cap and holding a club. He smiles brightly when he sees me and waves his hand.

    Hey, Young-guk! Long time no see!

    Jung Ji-yong was a rising star in MBSs drama department.

    He had climbed up the ranks from an assistant director to the youngest producer in no time. But he ruined his career with one failed project and was transferred to the variety department.

    He agreed to take on a pilot program there, and he begged me so much to help him out that he even contacted my agency. He wanted me to ask you a favor.

    It was not umon for drama producers to be demoted to the variety department.

    Honestly, the variety producers would resent the term demotion. But it was almost impossible for anyone to move from the variety department to the drama department.

    So the term demotion was not entirely inurate. He must have been desperate.

    He became a producer from a floor director in just three years. Thats an incredibly fast promotion. How could he be demoted so easily?

    He rose too fast, and he made a lot of enemies along the way. As soon as he became a producer, he took on a project that turned out to be a disaster. He was exiled to the variety department. If he doesnt perform well there, he can say goodbye to the drama department forever. I heard that a famous producer got furious at him. He said it was ridiculous to send him to the variety department for ruining one project. But the drama director said it was better than sending him to the countryside to film a documentary.

    From Jung PDs perspective, this is hisst chance.

    The MBS drama director was kind enough to consider Jung Ji-yongs situation.

    After all, if he was sent to the countryside, it would be very hard for him toe back to Seoul.

    Especially in the drama department.

    It was not a centralized system where the Seoul drama department had jurisdiction over the whole country. But if he showed some decent results in the variety department, he might have a chance to move back to the drama department.

    I understand.

    Dont you want to know what the pilot is?

    Anyway, you must think that you owe him a favor. When you came to Busan to see me, you said that Jung PD helped you a lot.

    Kid, I knew you would say that. And theres one more thing I have to tell you.

    What now?

    Young-guk, arent you the ywright Jung Yong-dae?

    Are you talking about Jung Yong-dae, the ywright who won the Korean Literature Prize?

    Yeah, I see you know him. These days, kids dont care about theater, so they dont know him well. He wants to meet you in person. He stopped advertising and refused any interviews while he was filming The Priests Confession. But as soon as the filming was over, there were so many people looking for you, Young-guk.

    I couldnt shake off the nervous feeling. I was more surprised than when Jung PD asked me to help him with the variety pilot program. How could I not know Jung Yong-dae, the ywright? When I entered the theater and film department at the university in my previous life, the professors praised him endlessly. He was the man they talked about.

    They said he was the second Shakespeare of Korea, and that was not an exaggeration. But ording to the professors at that time.

    He said he had written his final work.

    What was going on?

    ***

    The ywright Jung Yong-dae couldnt control his trembling heart.

    He had been in a severe slump for the past three years, unable to write anything. He felt like he was stuck in a quagmire, unable to write a single word.

    He was on his way to meet the person who had inspired him to write again, and his heart was overflowing.

    Hello, Im the actor Jang Young-guk.

    Wow, he was handsome. How could he look so manly? He had a different vibe from when I asked my junior to take me to the movie set. He wore a ck cassock and looked like a priest with a solemn and charismatic aura. But now he looked like a warm-hearted college student.

    Well, an actor should have a big gap between his public and private persona. That gap was filled by the actors acting skills.

    Young-guk, do you know me?

    How could I not? Jung Yong-dae is one of the most famous ywrights in Korea. I was surprised when you said you wanted to see me. I heard that you only write theater ys.

    You tter me. I got a little fame thanks to the Korean Literature Prize. And its true that I only write theater ys.

    Then why me?

    Young-guk was puzzled. He had nothing to do with theater in this life. He had only filled in for someone in the theater troupe Hyeseong once, but that was just a brief incident.

    Im not good at beating around the bush. Ill get straight to the point. I would like you to star in my y.

    Me? As you know, I have never properly learned how to act in a y.

    Thats not true. I was deeply impressed by your performance at the Hye-seong Theater. To be honest, I didnt even expect you to meet me like this. As you know, theater is not a profitable business, so I cant pay you as much as you want. All I want is a one-time y performance.

    A one-time y performance? Are you nning to submit it somewhere?

    Mr. Young-guk, do you know the Daehan Theater Festival?

    The Daehan Theater Festival.

    How could I not know? Its the stage that every theater person in Korea dreams of.

    Its also the stage where countless theater groups in Korea present their works at the same time. But the selection process is soplex and difficult that its hard to even get in with an average work and actor.

    I also tried to appear as an actor in the Daehan Theater Festival in my past life, but I couldnt even get in. After all, I didnt have much theater experience to be called a theater person.

    So youre thinking of putting up your next work at the Daehan Theater Festival.

    Yes, and I desperately need your help for that. Actually, when I wrote this work, the person who inspired me was none other than you.

    Im ttered and a bit nervous that you got inspired by me. I remember that my performance at the Hye-seong Theater was very short.

    ywright Jeong Yong-dae shakes his head. Time is not important for inspiration.

    At that time, he was in a long slump and even considered suicide. Young-guks theater acting was like a lifeline from heaven for him.

    Can you tell me what the plot of this y is?

    Young-guk asked curiously. What kind of inspiration did he get from him that made him pick up the pen again after he was known to have attempted suicide?

    Mr. Young-guk.

    Jeong Yong-dae moistens his dry lips and adds.

    Do you know the greatest Casanova of the Joseon Dynasty?

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    Chapter 70:

    Chapter 70

    There were countless yboys in the Joseon era. Some of the most famous ones were Kim Chun-taek, a schr who seduced more pcedies than the king, Kim Pan-seok, a eunuch who had a harem of his own, and Jung Seok-woo, a noblemans son who enjoyed all kinds of pleasures with widows across the eight provinces. The list goes on and on, too many to count.

    Most people dont know much about the yboys of the Joseon era. But ywright Jung Yong-dae knows their histories like the back of his hand.

    He doesnt stop there, he also adds detailed exnations about the famous ones.

    Kim Chuntaek was a lecherous man of Joseon.

    He imed to have done everything for the sake of establishing a faction of schrs, but his lustful deeds showed that he was also a man of that kind.

    There were rumors that he had an affair with Lady Choi, the royal consort.

    Thats why there was a ridiculous rumor that King Yeongjos father was not King Sukjong, but Kim Chuntaek.

    What a lewd man he was.

    Kim Panseok, a eunuch, seduced many pcedies as he wandered around the pce.

    Dont you think its strange, Lady Yeongguk?

    How could a man who couldnt even perform his role as a man lure the pcedies?

    He first deceived them with his ttering words and kind actions. But it turned out that Kim Panseok was a peculiar person who could still have sexual rtions even though he became a eunuch.

    He was born without testicles and had cryptorchidism, so no one knew about it.

    Thats why he waster executed by castration when his secret was exposed.

    Are you talking about the rake?

    The one who seduced widows with his charm?

    Jeong Seok-woo, the son of a powerful noble, was a true gentleman who bewitched many widows. He would sweet-talk them and make them believe he would love them forever, but then he would go behind their backs and meet other widows. The funny thing was, none of the widows med him for his infidelity. They were all deeply enamored by him. They say he had a hundred lovers in the capital alone. Can you imagine how many widows he seduced? But he never faced any punishment for his actions, because he was the son of a noble. However, he died young of a venereal disease, before he even reached the age of thirty.

    I dont know much about the history of scoundrels. Let alone the sexual customs of the Joseon era, I had no interest in that at all.

    The only thing I knew was that the Joseon society was very conservative, with the saying that men and women should not sit together after the age of seven, and the concept of the loyal womens gate.

    At that moment, the ywright Jeong Yong-dae seemed to read my thoughts and exined.

    Of course, you might wonder how there could be a Casanova in the Joseon era, when Neo-Confucianism was widespread. But it took a very long time for Confucian culture to take root, and during that gap, the sexual customs of Joseon were quite chaotic, to say the least.

    Mr. Jung, Im sorry, but Im a minor. Can I really y such a role? After all, theater is different from movies. You cant edit anything and you have to show everything to the audience on stage, right?

    I cant help but feel flustered. If it was a movie, I would have considered the role. It makes sense, since you can create scenes with editing and angles. But theater is where the audiences eyes are the angles and the audiences ears are the sound.

    Thats when Jung Yong-dae lowers his head and says firmly.

    Mr. Young-guk, I have no intention of writing a story about lustful men like them. The Casanova in my y is a different kind of scoundrel from those people. For example, even if Kim Chuntaek, Kim Pansuk, and Jung Seokwoo came together, they would not be able to beat the Casanova in my y.

    Do you really think I can pull off that role?

    Of course, I wrote the y inspired by you, Mr. Young-guk. You are the only one in my mind who can be the protagonist. How about it, the best Casanova in Joseon.

    The ywright Jung Yong-dae adds with a meaningful smile.

    Are you intrigued?

    ***

    A car is driving along a road that curves like a wave following the mountain range.

    On the side of the road, trainees in military uniforms are walking in line, following the orders of the instructor.

    As the name Huldeok Hill suggests, the faces of the soldiers carrying their backpacks are covered with sweat.

    The manager Lee Bong-chui, who is holding the steering wheel, admires the sight.

    Wow, that was the hardest time, when I was a trainee. Carrying a backpack and marching was tough. Everyone thinks that everything is over when the trainee life ends. But when you get a stripe on your chest and go to your unit, thats when the real military life begins.

    Didnt you say you were a public service worker?

    Public service workers have to go through the same training camp as everyone else. I was assigned to the sewage treatment nt, which they call the marine corps of the public service sector. It was really tough there. Maybe not as much as the active-duty soldiers, but still.

    Hmm.

    Hey, Im serious. You dont know because you didnt go to the army in Young-guk. You have no idea how hard the training camp life is.

    Didnt go, huh.

    In my previous life, I had spent my military service in Gangwon Province. It was unbearably hot in the summer, so hot that my ears would burn.

    And in the winter, no matter how manyyers of socks and underwear I wore, the cold wave would pierce through my uniform in less than ten minutes. Anyway.

    I wondered what kind of variety show filming would take us to a remote vige in Gangwon Province. And why did they tell us to bring our suitcases?

    This was the first pilot program that PD Jung Ji-yong had taken on since he was demoted to the variety department. But the filming location was dubious. We left Seoul and entered Gangwon Province, but we had no idea where we were going. We kept driving deeper into the countryside.

    The dense bushes were already covered with thick white snow, and deer were hopping around, leaving their footprints behind. Maybe we were going to do some camping.

    "You''ll see when we get there. I can''t tell you in advance, or you might refuse to drive,"

    Manager Lee Bong-chun said, teasing me. Come to think of it, I didn''t even ask what kind of variety show it was after I agreed to appear on it.

    Finally, the car left the road and entered an unpaved road.

    There were so many bumpy rocks. I couldn''t tell if I was riding a car or an amusement park ride.

    "Huh?"

    The first thing that caught my eye at that moment was none other than a lodge.

    It looked like it was isted on a deserted ind, a lodge pension that appeared out of nowhere.

    It was more mysterious because it was among the snow-white forest with snowkes blooming. But when I saw the luxury cars lined up next to the lodge, I realized that this ce was not a fairy tale world.

    "Hyung, are there that many celebrities invited for today''s variety show filming?"

    There were quite a lot of cars.

    They all looked like they were driven by celebrities, as they were all vans.

    Not to mention the number of filming staff.

    What kind of variety show was this, that they had so much support from the pilot episode?

    As soon as I got out of the car, feeling flustered, a VJ ran over and captured me on camera.

    "Are we filming already?"

    I hadn''t even received a script. The VJ nodded his head vigorously instead of answering.

    Manager Lee Bong-chun looked at him with a smile. What kind of variety show was this, that it was so noisy from the start?

    I carried my suitcase to the front door of the lodge pension, and then the VJ gave me an OK sign.

    That''s when PD Jung Ji-yong, who was in charge of this variety show filming, appeared.

    "Ji-yong hyung!"

    "Young-guk, I''m really grateful that you came!"

    "Hey, enough with the formalities. How long has it been? I haven''t seen you since the wrap-up party of August Man three years ago. And you haven''t changed a bit, hyung. I thought you would be very serious since you said you became a PD, but."

    "Hey, I''m just a PD in name. Do you think I can be a real PD? And the one who changed a lot is you. You hit it big on SBCst year. I thought you grew a lot then, but how can you change so much in three years? Wow, what do kids these days eat to grow so tall?"

    Then I remembered.

    Three years ago, Jung Ji-yong was much smaller than me when he was an FD. But now he was below my eye level. I looked at the vans parked in a row and asked him.

    "By the way, hyung, what kind of filming is this, that there are so many cars at the lodge?"

    "Didn''t you hear from the CEO? I told him the concept beforehand."

    "I didn''t ask much because I thought the concept might change since it''s a pilot program. But if I knew it would be this big and have so many people."

    "It''s okay, there''s hardly any script today anyway. The main concept is to improvise. Are you curious about the concept of today''s filming?"

    "Of course I''m curious. I thought we were going to do some camping since the location is like this. But it doesn''t seem like that, seeing how many celebrities came."

    "Young-guk, look forward to it. Today''s filming."

    At that moment, PD Jung Ji-yong elbowed me in the ribs and gave me a smug smile.

    "It''s a blind date."

    * * *

    Oh, I''ve been had.''

    Young-guk repeated in his mind, Why did Ie here?''

    He had thought it was a normal variety show filming, but he was wrong.

    It was a program with a 4 vs 4 blind date format.

    No wonder everyone from CEO Kim Seong-hwan to Manager Lee Bong-chun didn''t tell him anything about the filming concept.

    "Today, we have four men and four women here. They are all people who have made a stir in Korea. They have various upations. From singers toedians, models, and drama actors!"

    The host tries hard to liven up the atmosphere. I wonder how they came up with the idea of having a group blind date in a mountain lodge.

    Today, the ones who get the most votes from each team, the mens team and the womens team, will be crowned as the king and queen of the night!

    I want to decline such a spot. But the womens eyes on me are so hot that they burn.

    They must have never dreamed that I would be here.

    Thats why during the break, not only the female celebrities, but also the male celebrities were busy exchanging greetings with me.

    Well, its a pilot program after all.

    Its unlikely that these big names would appear on a short-lived program that might not even make it to the regr schedule. I can guess why PD Jung Ji-yong begged his agency to cast me.

    Before we introduce ourselves, lets start with a talent show. It might be more helpful for your charm appeal to do a talent show first and then introduce yourself! Now, who wants to go first? The womens team or the mens team?

    The host stirs up the mood. One of the male celebrities, who was aedian, volunteers to show his talent of impersonating voices and making jokes.

    He is aedian indeed. He makes the whole setugh with his humorous style. His impersonations are so spot-on that I would be fooled if I closed my eyes. And he doesnt stop there.

    The male celebritiespete to show their talents.

    The one who was a singer dazzles the women with his shy dance moves. I look at him with a hint of envy.

    The one who was a model walks as if he is on a runway and introduces himself in front of the camera.

    And then.

    Is it my turn?

    The host looks at my face and smiles meaningfully.

    Thest and the biggest highlight of today, the fourth mans turn hase. You havent introduced yourself yet, but you all know who he is, right? By the way, let me tell you that the fourth man is a minor. So, you have to take good care of him, sisters and brothers. He may look handsome, but he is still a baby inside, a baby!

    The hosts joking remark makes the set burst intoughter again. On the other hand.

    A baby, what?

    I cant even fake a smile.

    I am older than the camera director on the set. I have a middle-aged man in my heart.

    Maybe todays variety show shooting wont be so bad.

    The best Casanova of Joseon.

    Isnt there something inmon with the y by ywright Jung Yong-dae?

    -Mr. Young-guk, since ancient times, the rakes were skilled in the four arts (qin, qi, shu, hua). They excelled in artistic fields. Thats how they could charm many women. Dont you have something you are good at, Mr. Young-guk?

    The host asks me, looking at me.

    Fourth man, you are thest one, so show us your charm boldly.

    As an actor, everyone expects me to act.

    So the camera director prepares to zoom in the camera. But I smile slyly at the women and say.

    I will sing for you.

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    Chapter 71:

    Chapter 71

    Wow.

    As the sentimental voice falls like snow outside the window, the womens hearts are piled up with fluff.

    His singing is beyond words, and his deep eyes that asionally look at the camera make the camera director swallow his saliva unconsciously.

    As the song ends, there is a burst of admiration.

    Hello, Im actor Jang Young-guk. Thank you for listening to my song, even though its not good enough.

    As Young-guk bows deeply to the cast and the camera, apuse pours out from everywhere.

    Lee So-yeon, a singer who is active in the womens team, cant erase her sparkling eyes as she looks at Young-guk.

    She was also proud of her singing as a singer, but as soon as she heard Young-guks song, she felt her heart flutter.

    As a proof, her heart still seems to beat hard.

    Gulp.

    They said it was a variety show where young men and women gathered to y games and chat.

    She didnt want to appear at first because it was a pilot.

    She didnt know if it would be a regr program or not. But as soon as she saw Young-guks first appearance, she realized.

    Hit.

    This is it. Not only her, but everyone in the shooting team seemed to think so.

    Especially, Jung Ji-yong PD, a rookie director, clenched his hands and smiled with joy.

    From his first appearance, he shook the womens hearts so much that he was called the nations first love.

    Okay, now that both the mens and womens teams have finished their self-introductions and charm time, we will proceed with the first vote. Since its apetition based on first impressions, Ill give you a chance to say onest thing each!

    The womens eyes are tantly directed at thest man, number 4, Young-guk.

    The male celebrities who preceded him were also handsome or humorous enough, but Young-guk had an aura that drew peoples attention even without knowing it.

    As Young-guks turn approaches, the women lean forward.

    Sister, you did well today, right?

    The audience flips over at Young-guks bold remark.

    Young-guk decides to do it properly while helping PD Jung. His daring and novelment makes the female celebrities pay attention to him.

    Well, the results are in.

    The MC receives the results of the voting paper and makes a meaningful expression.

    Ill announce the womens team first. Woman number 4, Lee So-yeon, 2 votes. Woman number 1, Kim Ji-min, 1 vote. And 1 vote is abstained?

    The womens eyes widen.

    They didnt expect an abstention. But the surprise doesnt end there.

    As the mens team announcement follows, the male cast members react differently with expressions of expectedness, disappointment, and shock.

    The mens team is, uh, this is, unanimous. Man number 4, Jang Young-guk, 4 votes.

    The reaction is more lively from the female celebrities.

    They look at each other with a look of you too? You too?

    It seems that a sense ofpetition has been created unconsciously.

    Interview.

    Man number 4, how many votes did you cast?

    PD Jung bes an interviewer and interviews man number 4, Young-guk.

    Young-guk sits in a chair facing the camera and scratches his head.

    Fortunately, there are only the camera director, PD Jung, and himself in the room where the interview is held.

    I abstained.

    Sure enough, the owner of the abstention vote was number 4. Is there no one you like among the female cast members who came today?

    Of course not.

    Young-guk adds cheekily.

    I didnt know the concept of the shooting very well today. If I knew it was a program where young men and women gathered, I might not have appeared. Im more shy than you think. They are all beautiful people, so its hard for me to pick one. Rather, I think its rude to vote as a junior. Anyway, Ill just do my best as the youngest in this shooting.

    ***

    Click.

    The axe grazes the wood like a mouse making a sound, and the frozen wood doesnt budge, let alone split. The male model, number 3, makes an awkward expression. Then, man number 1 steps up.

    Chop.

    But the axe didnt listen to him either.

    As part of a reality show in the countryside, they had to make their own meals and light a fire in the firece to keep warm at night. It was practically a documentary of self-reliance.

    This time, the second male contestant, a formeredian, stepped up.

    Believe it or not, I majored in physical education before I became aedian. Leave anything that requires strength to me!

    He showed off his biceps and his masculinity. The female celebrities responded positively. But.

    Chop.

    It was not as easy as it looked to split wood with an axe.

    The third male contestant tried several times, but it seemed like the wood and the axe were repelling each other.

    The only thing that got damaged was the chopping block. Thats when it happened.

    Guys, can I try for a moment?

    Young-guk had no intention of volunteering. He had said in the interview that he was only there to be a bridge between the others. But if things went on like this, they would have to sleep in a cold room with nkets, let alone eat.

    Young-guk, can you do it?

    The male celebrities looked at him with disbelief. How could a youngmb who hadnt even served in the army do anything? He probably had never chopped wood in his life. At that moment.

    Crack!

    The axe plunged into the wood, splitting it apart as if they were mas of opposite poles.

    Young-guk, wearing gloves, swung the axe with ease.

    There were exmations of admiration from all around.

    Its not something you can do with brute force.

    He had done a lot of hard work when he filmed a historical drama in his previous life.

    Maybe it was because of the harsh atmosphere, but he often yed the roles of servants or ves.

    Thanks to that, he learned how to use a rake and an axe.

    The trick to chopping wood was simple. He had to follow the direction of the grain and strike from a narrow end to a wide end in one go.

    Crack!

    Jung-ji-yong, the PD, was as stunned as the female celebrities.

    Young-guk seeded where all the male celebrities failed.

    And to make it worse, the camera captured their repeated failures as well.

    Hes really different.

    He had been different since he filmed The Man of August three years ago.

    He was a novice actor then, but he blended in well with the extras and had a unique sense of what the scene needed.

    He was like an actor who had gone through years of trials and tribtions.

    And now.

    Hes be a real man.

    He couldnt find any trace of his former child actor self. He had portrayed the transition from boy to youth with the title of nations first love. But now he looked like a mature man.

    Okay, now you have to prepare your own meal. And the result of the draw is, number four male and number four female are a team!

    Lee So-yeon, the singer, was delighted to be on the same team as Young-guk. She thought this was a golden opportunity to show her charm. But she was hopeless at cooking. The only thing she could do was chop or wash vegetables.

    Unni, Ill do it.

    Young-guk stepped in, seeing that she was struggling.

    He had nned to just do the dishes and help out, but the main chef was clearly ipetent.

    If they continued like this, they would end up eating sugar stew instead of soybean paste stew.

    Compared to her, Young-guk had lived on his own for more than twenty years, counting his previous life.

    He had no choice but to take charge of the kitchen. He dazzled the camera with his knife skills as he sliced the vegetables.

    Courage training.

    They were trying to get a thrill out of it, or maybe it was because the shooting schedule was so tight.

    It was like a documentary that followed them for 24 hours.

    This time, they had to do courage training in a closed space.

    I should have asked before I came.

    Young-guk regretted it bitterly, but it was toote. The bus had already left.

    He walked the courage training course, relying on a shlight. Behind him was Lee So-yeon, his teammate.

    A VJ followed them, capturing their expressions.

    The staff members hid and yed the role of ghosts, making it hard for them.

    It was a dark mountain path, but it was a course designed for courage training, so I had no problem walking.

    Thats when it happened. A ghost in a white dress suddenly popped out in front of me. I looked at its face.

    Ji-yong hyung?

    It must have been the PD in charge of the show, who took on the role of a ghost with a heroic attitude. But no matter how much he disguised himself, he couldnt escape the keen eyes of Young-guk. On the other hand.

    Ahh!

    Lee So-yeon, the singer, screamed as if she was in charge of the sound.

    Thats when it happened.

    The PD, Jung Ji-yong, was startled by Lee So-yeons scream and stumbled backwards, almost falling over.

    It all happened in a sh, but before I knew it, I lunged forward. I wrapped my arms around the waist of the falling ghost.

    Jung PD, who was wearing a virgin ghost costume, struggled to not fall and hugged me back.

    The camera captured the scene of me saving a ghost in the middle of courage training.

    I saw Jung PDs frightened face and tried to hold back myughter.

    Are you okay, hyung?

    Jung PD looked at me with sincere concern and thought.

    Whats with him? Why is he so sweet?

    ***

    Interview.

    How do you feel about getting zero votes in the first impression, night, and final votes?

    Jung PD asked me, and I made a slightly awkward expression.

    I didnt expect that result.

    It was true. I never thought I would get zero votes in three consecutive votes. But Jung PD seemed to have known it. Thats because I stood out alone throughout the filming.

    I didnt act out to get attention, but every little action I did was like an actor. My aura was different from the others.

    Number 4, is there anything you regret about the filming?

    I regret that I couldnt do the bridge role properly. And Im sorry to the unnies for abstaining from the three consecutive votes. They all did so well that it was too hard to pick just one person.

    My bridge role was a failure.

    The female celebrities were only interested in me.

    I acted like the youngest brother, taking care of the unnies and hyungs first, and even being friendly to the filming crew.

    They felt a humanistic attraction from me.

    He cant be eighteen.

    I had the same feeling when I met him at the filming site of Yeong-do three years ago.

    He had a young face, but he was street smart and had better social skills than Jung PD.

    The camera director signaled that he had to change the tape.

    Ji-yong hyung, Im sorry I couldnt help you with the pilot.

    What are you talking about? I think this will be a hit when it airs. I wanted to draw a fun picture with young male and female celebrities, but I got a better picture than that. It worked out well.

    A good picture.

    The courage training scene.

    It would be a sensation when it aired. It had a scene that fit the entertainment show. I could say that I nailed the fun part.

    After two days of filming,

    Phew.

    I came down from the mountain vige in Gangwon-do and headed to my agency.

    I had a lot of questions.

    I entered the presidents office, and Kim Seong-hwan, the president, was waiting for me as if he knew I wasing.

    President, why didnt you tell me the concept of the filming properly?

    You didnt ask.

    Thats true, but you could have mentioned it. Do you know how embarrassed I was?

    Did you enjoy the filming? How about it, Young-guk? Do you think it will be a regr show since its a pilot?

    Its a new format of entertainment show that hasnt been seen in Korea before, so I think it will be quite a hit.

    Really?

    Kim Seong-hwan, the CEO, said with a smirk.

    Why do you think I asked you to appear on that variety show, Young-uk?

    Young-uk was not oblivious to Kim Seong-hwans intentions.

    In fact, he had been puzzled when he first arrived at the cabin.

    Why did he insist on having him join a program where young men and women gathered?

    There were plenty of other variety shows to choose from.

    The reason was simple.

    I know, you want me to shed my child actor image.

    Kim Seong-hwan, the CEO, gives me a faint smile. Hes more focused on helping me break out of my child actor image than on helping the PD. I can tell that right away.

    He told me the concept of the show. Its a dating format, but its pretty wholesome. And since its a gathering of young celebrities, I thought it would be a natural opportunity for you to transition from a child actor to a youth. Its not easy to break an established image, you know. Youre the only one who understands me, Young-uk.

    Yeah, right. How much do you make from this business?

    True, Youth was a work that depicted the romance of high school life. So it was hard topletely get rid of my child actor image. Besides, you look like an adult, Young-uk. How can anyone call you a kid? We have to gradually change your image before the premiere of The Priests Confession.

    I knew what Mr. Kim Seong-hwan was worried about.

    There were countless child actors in South Korea. But not all of them could make a living as actors.

    Most of them failed to shed their image as child actors and struggled to deliver good performances as adults. This hindered their chances of being cast in adult roles.

    Young-guk, and this.

    Mr. Kim Seong-hwan suddenly handed me a white envelope.

    What is this?

    Its Lunar New Year soon, right? You should go back to your hometown with something nice. This is for you to buy a warm coat for your mother.

    Mr. Kim, you dont have to. I earn money too, you know.

    Im not giving this to you, but to your mother as a token of gratitude. She trusted me, Kim Seong-hwan, with her only son and sent him all the way to Seoul. I have to repay her somehow.

    Kim Seong-hwan, the CEO, gets up from his seat and forces a white envelope into my hands.

    He seems different from the agency heads I met in my previous life. Meeting someone like him is a blessing for an actor.

    ***

    Namhang is bustling with people preparing for the uing Lunar New Year.

    Fishing boats and meat boats are bobbing on the water, cutting through the waves to catch the best fish and meat.

    The market is packed with people buying ritual supplies. My mothers stall is also full of customers.

    She is busy cleaning fish when she sees her son and is startled.

    Son?

    Even though I wore a hat to avoid being recognized, my mother knows its me right away.

    That causes amotion among the people in the store. After a brief disturbance, I reunite with my mother in the quieted stall.

    You must be busy, why did youe down?

    I came to see you, Mom. How can I stay alone in Seoul on a holiday?

    What about Mr. Baek Jang-hoon?

    Grandfather is preparing for a movie shoot, so hes always in the countryside. Its so lonely to be by myself in that big mansion.

    Well, when you go back, Ill pack some food and other things for you to give to Mr. Baek, so make sure you take them.

    Okay, oh a customer is here.

    I havent cleaned fish in a long time, but my skills havent rusted.

    The customers who visit the stall are surprised by the unexpected appearance of an actor, and they buy fish and get autographs as well.

    My mother watches me with a warm smile on her face.

    Good.

    I also greet the market vendors, including Mrs. Yang, the fishmonger.

    I notice that there was a card hanging at the entrance of the market before I arrived.

    The pride of Namhang, the nations first love, Jang Young-guk, Excellence in Acting Award!

    He said.

    I close the shop and head home with my mother.

    As we walk on the white snow piled up under the moonlight, old memoriese to mind.

    Mother, arent you tired when there are so many customers?

    Tired? No, Im happy when there are more customers. Its because of the festival. Its not usually like this. But thanks to you, Young-uk, today was easier.

    Im d you came down, son.

    I hold my mothers hand and enter the apartment. While my mother prepares dinner, I go to my room for the first time in a long time and sit down by the bed. Then I open the y that the ywright Jung Yong-dae gave me.

    The Greatest Casanova of Joseon.

    I was worried. I wondered if I could do well in this role. But I wanted to do it. As proof, my eyes were captivated as soon as I saw the first paragraph of the y.

    -Joseon is changing rapidly. The swords and guns that fought against Japans invasion are gone, and now you can meet Japanese people who act as if they own the ce wherever you go. In this situation where the nations fate is fading, what can I, a mere yboy, do?

    As I was about to read the next paragraph, my mother called me that dinner was ready.

 Chapter 72:

    Chapter 72:

    Chapter 72

    Heroine.

    Ahhhh!

    ywright Jung Yong-dae screams as he grabs his head. He has finished his script, but he has a problem with the cast.

    He has already chosen an outstanding actor for the role of Baek Mu-yeol, the greatest Casanova of Joseon. But he still hasnt found a suitable actress for the female lead, who is his counterpart.

    Kim Yeon-ji, Seo Young-hee, Ahn Ji-soo

    Jung Yong-dae lists the names of the actresses who are currently performing in ys.

    They are all wless in their acting skills, but they dont match the image of his script. Thats because most of them are much older than Baek Mu-yeol.

    Is there no other way?

    Its a natural situation.

    The theater scene is different from drama and film, where its hard for child actors to grow. Its not only unprofitable, but also difficult to raise their poprity.

    And unlike TV or screen, they have to act directly in front of the audience at a close distance.

    That means they need the ability to understand and persuade the audience with their acting without any editing.

    Many theater actors spend a long time ying minor roles to perfect their acting skills.

    In that sense, the actor Jang Young-guk is beyond description.

    He said he had never learned or done theater acting before, except for a brief appearance on the stage as a punk.

    At first, he doubted his eyes. How could he show such acting skills at that age? And this is not a movie or a drama, but a theater. Well, he might be born with it.

    But.

    Jung Yong-dae has lived his whole life as a ywright. He was so promising that he won the Daehan Literature Award, and he put his works on many theater stages.

    He also met a lot of theater actors. His eye for talent was better than any veteran.

    In that sense, Jang Young-guks acting, which was shown by the troupe Hye-seong, resembled the passionate acting of someone who had been in the theater scene for a long time.

    Hes a mystery.

    Gulp.

    ywright Jung Yong-dae habitually takes out a can of beer from the fridge and drinks it coolly.

    Thanks to the refreshing sensation that goes down his throat, he feels like his head is clearing up.

    The reason why Jung Yong-dae is so worried is simple.

    The perfect picture.

    The heroine that Jung Yong-dae had in mind was not an ordinary woman.

    She was the only one who stole the hearts of many women and thest one that Baek Mu-yeol loved.

    She was the one who heard his final confession. He looks at thest line of his script.

    A woman looking at a man with sorrow, the man calmly exins.

    -If people like me be dirt and dust and be fertilizer for this barren Joseonnd, someday spring wille. So lets have a cup of coffee and talk in the next life. By then, this Joseon will be full of the scent of spring. I, Baek Mu-yeol, have only looked at you for my whole life. So dont be sad. I dont want to be just a painful memory for you.

    Jung Yong-dae feels suffocated. How can a mans confession be so in and poignant? The more wind he has, the more clouds he moves.

    Its the story of a man who made many women love him and passed by many lives like the wind.

    He is looking for the female lead who he looked at until the end. How can he easily decide?

    Hoo.

    He sighs deeply and turns on the TV. He wont suddenly find an actress who fits the picture by worrying.

    He tries to cool his head by watching aedy show. At that moment.

    Huh?

    He sees a historical drama that is being rerun on the TV. There, a young actress is showing her acting skills. She looks young, but her voice and tone are impressive.

    Even her eyes. He doesnt even know what the story is, but Jung Yong-dae cant take his eyes off the young actress on the screen.

    The Young-guk were just as bbergasted.

    They never expected to cast a rookie actor who had never learned proper acting in their y.

    An actor who had bluntly admitted that fact. My uncle scooped up a spoonful of spicy soup and asked me.

    What role are you ying this time? All the works written by Jung Yong-dae are full of humanism.

    I chuckled at his follow-up remark.

    The greatest Casanova of Joseon.

    ***

    New semester.

    I cant hide my excitement. My face in the mirror shows how happy I am.

    Even the navy blue uniform feels fresh and new. I touch the Sehwa High School badge and say to myself.

    Finally!

    I achieved my goal. Ever since I started high school in Seoul, I vowed to get into the same school as him someday.

    Today is the day I reap the fruits of my hard work.

    Why are there so many eyes on me?

    As soon as I arrive at school, seniors and ssmates flock to see me.

    Well, I cant me them. Im a famous child actor in Ennd, and I have a pretty face too. Im enough to shake the hearts of many boys.

    Luckily, they disappear without a trace as soon as the bell rings.

    How did you manage to survive this kind of school life, oppa?

    Yeon-sus middle school was an arts school, so there were quite a few students who were preparing to be singers or actors. But they hardly ever received such enormous attention as they did now.

    Thats why Yeon-su was not used to the zoo-like stares of the people around her.

    Yeon-su, do you know a senior named Jang Young-guk?

    Yeon-su nodded briefly at the question from her friend who sat next to her.

    Are you a fan of the Young-guk oppa too, Yumin?

    Oppa? Of course, I am. I didnt really care about him at first, but I learned about him because of my father. He usually tells me to study and doesnt let me watch TV, but one day he started watching a drama at home. So I watched it with him, and it was Youth.

    Yeon-su looks at her friend Kim Yumin, who sits next to her. She is not as pretty as herself, but still quite cute. Yeon-su asks with a casual smile.

    Did you enroll in Sehwa High School because of that?

    Huh? How did ite to this? Im just a fan, nothing more. I was nning to go to International High School, but my dad suddenly told me to enroll in Sehwa High. I hated it at first, but when I found out there was a Young-guk senior there, I changed my mind.

    Are there a lot of fans of the Young-guk oppa at school?

    Dont you know? Sehwa High has a fan club for the Young-guk senior, hes that famous. Whenever he ys ser or basketball in the field, all the girls go out to watch him during lunchtime. And they say hes so well-mannered that once you fall for him, you cant get out.

    Well-mannered my ass.

    I didnt show it on my face, but I couldnt calm the boiling rage inside me.

    Young-guk must have known that I enrolled in Sehwa High, but he never showed up. Wasnt ourst meeting at the award ceremonyst year? And yet.

    Why are there so manypetitors!

    I had to bite my dry lips whenever the actresses talked about Young-guk with greedy eyes on the set. But to think that I couldnt even rx at school, what a tragic reality.

    Even the freshmen who had barely been here for a week were constantly talking about Young-guk. How much worse would it get from now on?

    Before I knew it, it was lunchtime.

    Yeon-su, arent you going to eat?

    My friend Kim Yoo-min, who sat next to me, asked, but I skipped lunch with the excuse of having a stomachache. And then I walked to the floor where the third-graders were, as if I had been waiting for this moment.

    ***

    The harsh winter had passed, and spring had sprung in the schoolyard.

    The faces of the students who started the new semester were full of excitement.

    The sses had changed, and another change of environment hade.

    Some of them were studying hard, as if they were settling their remaining high school life. But Yeong-guk was lying on the rooftop at lunchtime, looking at the sky.

    The mansion was filled with the festive aroma of the holiday.

    It was thanks to the side dishes that Young-guk brought from Namhang.

    His mother had packed them generously, including various pancakes, japchae, braised ribs, soup, and seasonal fish.

    She had told him to share them with his teacher and uncle, and had carefully stored them in an icebox.

    Wow, brother. Its like a feast today!

    His uncle eximed as he picked up a rice cake.

    The housekeeper had gone on vacation for the holiday, so the already spacious mansion was empty.

    The silence was broken by the lively atmosphere. His grandfather, who had been away in the countryside preparing for his next work, had returned, and his uncle had joined them as well.

    Young-guk, what are you doing now?

    Young-guk was in charge of cooking in the kitchen. It was no wonder, since his uncle and grandfather could barely boil a ramen.

    On the other hand, Young-guk had been living on his own for several years.

    He had grown up by the sea and could cook any seafood dish. He had been doing it for so long that he couldnt count them on his fingers.

    Im making spicy fish stew and octopus sd.

    He sliced arge radish and seasoned the spicy stew with green chili peppers and various spices.

    The fish he had caught on the fishing boat were fresher than any sashimi restaurant in Seoul.

    And the octopus was so plump that it would be a perfect match for the vinegar sauce.

    Young-guk, you could be a chef instead of an actor. No, why dont we start a business together? How about Young-guks Restaurant?

    I dont want to go bankrupt with you, uncle.

    What do you mean, you dont trust me?

    How could he?

    His uncle was a legendary figure who was called the national actor of Korea, but he had no business sense.

    In the past, actors didnt earn as much as they do now. Most of them had side jobs, but his uncle was different.

    Maybe thats why he focused more on acting.

    He thought that his uncle might have be the national actor because he only had to go to Seoul.

    If he had seeded in business, he might have neglected his acting career.

    His grandfather added to the conversation as he watched them bicker.

    Your mother gave you a lot, Young-guk. Lets go down to Namhang with your grandpa next time. We should thank her and say hello.

    Really? If we go down with grandpa, thedies in Namhang will go crazy.

    Not me, but Junghyun?

    Grandpa is very popr with thedies too.

    It was not a lie. Director Baek Janghoon was a film director, but he had a masculine and dark facial features that made him popr since his youth.

    Not to mention that he was the representative director of Korea, who would dislike him?

    The table was set with a feast of holiday and sea scent. Junghyun yed with his chopsticks and nced at Young-guk.

    Young-guk, by the way, when is The Confession of a Priest going to be released?

    The editing is still going on for a few months.

    But its a rated R movie, so you cant watch it in the theater, right?

    I guess so.

    Look at this, Ive seen everything in my life. An actor who cant watch his own work in the theater. What nickname will you get this time? Last time, you were the nations first love.

    Uncle, are you trying to make a weird joke again?

    You got me, but what about your next work? I heard that ywright Jeong Yongdae tried hard to meet you.

    Young-guk hadnt said a word about his next work.

    Young-guk looked at his uncle with wide eyes. Meeting ywright Jeong Yongdae was a secret that even his grandfather didnt know. It was understandable, since his grandfather had been busy with his film shooting. As a proof, his grandfather also looked surprised.

    How did you know? I was going to tell you today.

    Hey, I may look like this, but Im a gossipmonger. I have a lot of ears and eyes in the drama, movie, and theater scenes. But Im surprised that youre doing a y for your next work, brother. Most ywrights are very picky. And that Jeong Yongdae is also a big deal, ording to the stage directors he worked with. He even won the Daehan Literary Award, but I didnt expect him to cast you as the lead. Youve never done a y before, have you?

    Im already neen.

    I turned neen before I knew it.

    Compared to my previous life, when I lived until middle age, I was still very young, but it felt like I had spent a long time since my life had changed so much.

    My memories of my school days in my past life were filled with nothing but bad memories, but my current life was.

    Im happy.

    I was grateful not only for living as an actor, but also for meeting my mother again.

    The warm spring sun shone on my shoulders. I looked at the script that Jung, the writer, had given me.

    As Iy down and looked at it, the script that blocked the sun seemed to enter my sight more clearly.

    Baek Muyeol.

    The y Spring of Joseon written by the ywright Jung Yongdae was a very difficult work.

    At a nce, it looked like a story of a libertine who spread rumors with countless women, but if I looked deeper, it contained more sorrow than any other work.

    Thats why I was more worried.

    Hes a moreplex character than I thought.

    It was a role that I had never yed before in my previous life. Baek Muyeol, the protagonist, was cheerful but also had sadness.

    It was the actors duty to show all his facets to the audience on the stage.

    On the other hand, I was curious about the character who was Baek Muyeols first andst love.

    I wonder who will y her.

    It was a role that required as delicate acting skills as the protagonist. But I couldnt think of any outstanding actors who matched my age.

    Since the audiences eyes would be like cameras, it had to be realistic, so if there was a big age difference, it would break the immersion from the start.

    I recited thest line of the y.

    If people like me be dirt and dust, one by one, and thend of Joseon, which has withered, will someday see spring with that nourishment. So lets have a cup of coffee and talk in the next life. Then, this Joseon will be full of spring fragrance. I, Baek Muyeol, have only looked at you for my whole life. So dont be sad. I dont want to leave you with just painful memories.

    It was poignant but in. It was then.

    The roof door opened with a bang, as if cracking the space that was my own world.

    Brother!

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    Chapter 73:

    Chapter 73

    Casting

    The most important elements of a y are the stage, the script, the actors, and the audience.

    These aremonly known as the fourponents of a y. But if we had to choose the most crucial ones, they would undoubtedly be the script and the actors.

    No matter how brilliant the script is, it would be like a steamed bun without filling if there are no actors with good acting skills to back it up. And vice versa.

    The Korean Theater Festival?

    Actress Park Sang-ah frowns. Its because of her agencys presidents suggestion.

    He called her, who had been taking a break after finishing her work months ago, to talk about a y.

    She had secretly hoped for a CF advertisement, but this was not a pleasant news for her.

    I dont want to do it. I quit acting in ys more than ten years ago. And now youre telling me to go back to the stage?

    Park, are you afraid?

    Park Sanga narrowed her eyes at the sly smile of her agencys CEO. She left the theater scene for a reason: lowmercial value and recognition.

    There was no point in staying there. Her wallet was getting thinner by the day, and the publics awareness of her was not improving at all.

    And it had been ten years since she left the theater.

    Too much time had passed. Drama, film, and theater had different standards of acting.

    Film was focused on the directors vision, and drama depended on the writers skill. But theater was all about the actors performance.

    Acting in front of a close audience required different voice, breath, movement, expression, and gesture.

    It would be a lie to say that she was not burdened. But she was shocked by what the CEO said next.

    Its a work by the author Jeong Yong-dae, but youre not interested?

    Jeong Yong-dae? You mean the one who won the Daehan Literature Prize?

    Yes, he wrote a y this time. He seems to have ns to submit it to the Daehan Theater Festival, and he wants you to be one of the actors. The director is Seong Ji-hoon, you know him well, right?

    I know him very well. But are you saying that theyre all working together?

    I was astonished. It was surprising enough that the ywright Jeong Yong-dae was involved, but he also roped in Seong Ji-hoon as the director.

    Seong Ji-hoon was a well-respected director in the Korean theater scene.

    Just as the directors skills were important in movies or dramas, so were they in ys.

    I oversee the stage and direct the flow of the y. Im the kind of person who is often called the shadow of the stage. I dont show my face to the audience, but I have to control and coordinate the whole stage.

    In that sense, Seong Ji-hoon was one of the best stage directors in Korea. But I heard he quit directing ys for good.

    What the hell? He never bothered to look for me when I was in the theater scene, but now he calls me out of the blue like this.

    There were countless actors who wanted to star in the ys of ywright Jeong Yong-dae and director Seong Ji-hoon.

    Actress Park Sang-ah was one of them. She still remembered how he dismissed her audition with a single word.

    Next.

    I remember the sharp gaze of Seong Ji-hoon, who shouted that at me.

    As if he read my thoughts, the agencys president added.

    Ahem, dont think so badly. Isnt it a sign that your acting has won their hearts?

    Hmph, whatever. Do you think Im in a desperate situation like before? Besides, its a theater festival. And why should I take a supporting role, not a lead?

    The Korean Theater Festival was a dream stage for any theater actor. But it was different for Park Sang-ah.

    She had left the theater scene ten years ago, and she couldnt boast that her acting skills were still sharp.

    She might end up losing everything if she wasnt careful.

    Really? I heard you got the role of Hyewons lover.

    Wait a minute, are you talking about Son Jimin?

    Weve been rivals since we were on the stage together, right? I heard he also got an offer. But he epted it without any hesitation. Even though its not a lead role.

    The reason why the agencys CEO was provoking Park Sanga like this was simple. He wanted her to grow more as an actor.

    I had made a name for myself inmercial films and dramas after leaving the theater scene.

    My poprity and fees had gone up, but so had the criticism that I always gave the same performance.

    The agency head knew that I was stuck in a rut.

    Thats when the actress Park Sanga asked me with dry lips.

    Whos the lead, anyway?

    The agency head suppressed augh. He had almost hooked me.

    Jang Young-guk.

    ***

    Sehwa High School.

    Sehwa High was a humanities-focused school that rarely had any celebrities among its students.

    That was understandable, since the admission required decent grades, and most of the students who aspired to be celebrities or trainees went to arts schools instead.

    It was a natural phenomenon. But for some reason, this years freshmen included quite a few former child actors and trainees.

    Is this an agency or a school?

    I smirked as I walked through the school and saw the faces of my juniors. It was not umon for them to sneak nces at me from time to time. But it was almost unheard of for them toe all the way to my ssroom and greet me personally.

    Hello, senior. Im Kim Nalin, a trainee from Hyewon Entertainment.

    Me too, senior! Do you remember me? I got your autograph when you came to our agency to learn choreography.

    My name is Kim Soo-young, an actor from Sunday Entertainment. Its an honor to meet you, senior. Ive always wanted to see you in person!

    Thanks foring to greet me, but lets just say hello casually when we run into each other from now on.

    Young-guk scratches his head as he watches his juniors bowing deeply and leaving.

    He was used to getting a lot of attention at school, but he didnt feel burdened by peoples eyes. However, today was different.

    The male students looked at him with envy, and the female students red at his juniors backs with inexplicable gazes.

    I wanted to spend the remaining year quietly.

    I had less than a year left of high school. Of course, I had to prepare for the college entrance exam, and I also had to worry about which university and major to choose for my future.

    I wanted to spend the rest of my school days peacefully, but it seemed like that wouldnt happen as I wished. As proof of that.

    Why are you sitting here?

    As I was eating lunch, Yeon-su, a freshman from Sehwa High School, plopped down across from me with her tray.

    She was wearing a name tag that identified her school.

    Most students tended to sit with their own grade, so her action seemed bold and daring.

    Do I need your permission to sit here? Dont tell me, you want to eat with your oppa. By the way, are you being bullied at school? Why is no one around you?

    Just like Yeon-su said, there was no one sitting near me. It was as if a curtain had been drawn around me. It wasnt that I had bad rtionships with my ssmates.

    But who wouldnt want to eatfortably at lunchtime?

    As if it was their duty as celebrities, the students would nce at me whenever I ate. So my friends preferred to sit far away from me.

    Forget it, just eat your food and stop looking around.

    Yeon-su made a sour face and picked up her chopsticks.

    She was eating crunchy lotus root and sausage stir-fry. Then she suddenly asked me.

    Oppa, arent you going to do a y for your next project?

    Where did you hear that?

    Our CEO told me. He said everyone was surprised that you chose a y. What kind of y is it?

    I havent even done a proper rehearsal yet.

    What good would it do to tell her that I was cast as the greatest Casanova of Joseon?

    By the way, Yeon-su, you dont seem busy these days. I heard you have to go to the countryside a lot to film a historical drama. But youre always at school.

    Why do I feel like theres a bone in your words? Do you hate me?

    You have rice on your mouth.

    Yeon-su rubbed her mouth and removed the rice. She made another sour face.

    Tsk, you dont answer my question. I finished filming the historical drama, the child part is over.

    Really?

    Why do you have to be like that? You never show any interest in me, no matter what. I watch every episode of the drama you star in, but you dont even invite me to your fan meeting.

    Young-guk looked startled for a moment. He realized he had been neglecting Yeon-su. He barely contacted her after he moved to Seoul.

    He had a good reason, though. Young-guk might look like a high school student on the outside, but he felt like a middle-aged man on the inside. He didnt have any romantic feelings for Yeon-su. He only saw her as a little sister.

    And Ive chosen my next project. Im doing a y.

    What?

    He looked at me with disbelief. He had never imagined that I would choose a y as my next work. And I couldnt me him. ys and dramas might look simr, but they werepletely different fields. He knew that gap well, being from Ennd. Thats why he was even more puzzled.

    What kind of y is it?

    He asked, hoping to give me some advice. He had spent years honing his skills on the stage, after all. He had seen many ys in his time. But when he heard my voice, his spoon dropped to the floor.

    Spring of Joseon.

    ***

    The Korean Theatre Association.

    The Korean Theatre Association, which organizes the annual Korean Theatre Festival, is in a dilemma.

    Every year, countless ys are submitted from all over the country for the festival. But only a few of them can make it to the final stage.

    Only the works that pass the rigorous screening process can receive the production costs to stage their ys.

    Will we be in the red again this year?

    Kim Sung-do, the president of the Korean Theatre Association, sighs deeply to himself.

    He is the person who wishes the most for the revival of the Korean theatre industry. But sadly, the people are not very interested in theatre.

    As a proof of that, the tickets for the Korean Theatre Festival are rarely sold out. As a result, the costs for the stage production and the prizes often outweigh the benefits.

    We need a star.

    To revive the theater industry in Korea, we need a star.

    Of course, thats only possible with an outstanding y as the foundation. But looking at the actors who participate in the Korean Theater Festival, most of them have been acting on stage for a long time.

    Thats why its rare to see a new actor in the festival, except for minor roles.

    This cant go on.

    We need a turning point.

    While the movie and drama industries are developing day by day, isnt the theater industry declining?

    Now, most of the people whoe to the theater are only those who have a fanatic hobby.

    The reasons are not only the difficulty of esspared to the theater and TV, but also the prejudice that theater is somehow old-fashioned.

    Thats when it happened.

    Knock, knock!

    An employee of the Korean Theater Association enters with a loud knock.

    Kim Sung-do, the chairman of the association, looks at the employee who is sweating on his face and asks curiously.

    Whats the hurry? Did something happen in the preliminary screening?

    Chairman, I think you need to see this for a moment. Theres a remarkable work among the preliminary screening works today.

    Remarkable?

    The preliminary screening is selected based on the y, the stage director, and the actors. If its remarkable enough to say that, its one of two things.

    Either they submitted a work that makes no sense at all, or they submitted a very brilliant work.

    Spring of Joseon?

    The chairmans eyes narrow as he looks at the title of the y. Then he reads the names of the ywright and the stage director and exims.

    Jung Yong-dae, Sung Ji-hoon!

    The ywright Jung Yong-dae, who was known to be desperate, and the stage director Sung Ji-hoon, who left the theater scene, came back. And they teamed up together.

    This alone was enough to make a buzz in the theater world. But the employee gives him a look of urgency, as if thats not the end of it.

    The cast.

    Kim Sung-do cant continue his words.

    Lee Chang-hoon, Ji Dong-yeon, Kim Min-hwa, Park Sang-ah, Son Ji-min

    They were all actors who had left the stage. Now, they were busy working on the screen and the TV. As usual, those who had left the stage hardly ever came back to it.

    And for good reason. Most of them had left the stage because they couldnt endure the hunger. But now, they were gathered together again. And my eyes went to the names of the male and female leads at the end.

    Yeon-su, and Jang Young-guk!

    Even if I was the association president who had no interest in TV dramas, I had heard their names at least once.

    They were famous actors.

    I swallowed my dry saliva, feeling as if something was going to happen at this years Korean Theater Festival.

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    Chapter 74:

    Chapter 74

    Jang Young-guk.

    Actor Lee Chang-hoon was pondering over the neer Jang Young-guk.

    He was the oldest and most experienced actor in the y Spring of Joseon by ywright Jung Yong-dae.

    He had left the theater scene and lived as a movie actor, but he still received many offers from the theater industry. However, he had never returned to the theater stage until now.

    But there were two reasons why he decided to stand on the theater stage again.

    They were ywright Jung Yong-dae and director Sung Ji-hoon.

    If it werent for their passionate persuasion, he would never have gone back to the theater.

    Its amazing.

    His eyes were fixed on the filmography of actor Jang Young-guk on the TV screen.

    He had watched all the dramas and independent films that Jang Young-guk had appeared in over the past few days, and even the movies where he had cameo roles.

    He was researching Jang Young-guk so much because he had taken the role of the temporary leader in Spring of Joseon.

    As a senior actor, he had to lead and guide the juniors.

    He was skeptical about the fact that the lead role was given to a rookie who had never been on a proper theater stage.

    I heard he never learned acting.

    Actor Lee Chang-hoon felt a strange curiosity about Jang Young-guks performance in The Man of August when he was a child actor.

    ording to the behind-the-scenes story he learned from a magazine, the PD and the writer had found him at a market street in Yeongdo, a suburb of Busan. But the young Jang Young-guks acting on the TV screen was clearly that of someone who had learned acting.

    Was he born with it?

    Could that be possible?

    Even in his entire acting career, he had seen some people who had natural talent for acting, but not to that extent.

    As proof, he outshone Park Soo-youngs acting in the scenes where they acted together.

    At first, he thought he was just cast by ywright Jung Yong-dae to create some buzz.

    After all, he was a neer who had heated up thest year with the title of national first love.

    Everyone who worked with him praised him unanimously.

    Actor Lee Chang-hoon had asked around and found out that the praises for the neer Jang Young-guk were endless.

    But.

    Theater and drama are different.

    No matter how brilliant he was in dramas with his natural talent, he had seen many cases where actors failed miserably on the theater stage.

    Thats why Lee Chang-hoon was more curious. He wondered what kind of performance Jang Young-guk would show at todays rehearsal.

    ***

    Theater.

    The theater industry has always had a clear hierarchy. Unlike the broadcasting industry, where the popr ones act haughty, the seniority system is clear among the actors.

    Since they have to act in front of the audience at a close distance, they cant afford to make a single mistake.

    Thats why they have to be strict like a head chef inspecting the dishes.

    Lee Chang-hoon, Ji Dong-yeon, Kim Min-hwa, Park Sang-ah, Son Ji-min

    He was surprised to see the members who gathered for the rehearsal.

    They were all actors who had made their names in the broadcasting industry.

    They were all veterans who had gone through ups and downs in the theater scene.

    And even director Sung Ji-hoon was there.

    He remembered what his professors used to say repeatedly in college.

    If ywright Jung Yong-dae hadnt been desperately needed in the country, and director Sung Ji-hoon hadnt left the theater scene, the theater industry would have developed faster by decades.

    Nice to meet you all. I know some of you, but not all of you, so Ill introduce myself first. Im Sung Ji-hoon, the director and stage director.

    The introductions of ywright Jung Yong-dae and the actors followed after director Sung Ji-hoon.

    The actors who had been worn out in the theater scene didnt show any signs of nervousness.

    Yeon-su hid her trembling heart and greeted them cheerfully, and it was finally his turn.

    Im Jang Young-guk, who will y the lead role of Baek Moo-yeol. Its an honor to meet you seniors here today. I look forward to working with you.

    He remembered the first time he stepped into the theater scene in his previous life.

    He was so nervous that he stuttered at the meeting with the seniors.

    The director and some of the actors looked at him with curiosity.

    They must have wondered what kind of talent he had that captivated ywright Jung Yong-dae. Thats when it happened.

    p!

    Actor Lee Chang-hoon stands up from his seat and ps his hands to get everyones attention.

    Seeing him, stage director Sung Ji-hoon and ywright Jung Yong-dae quietly rise from their seats. Yeon-su looks bewildered, but I know whats going on.

    Im Lee Chang-hoon, the oldest and most experienced actor here, and Ive been appointed as the temporary leader. The reason why we all gathered here, putting our broadcasting schedules on hold, is none other than rehearsal. As you can see, we rented the stage of the now-defunct Seonghwan Theater for a month. Were not ready enough to show you a dress rehearsal level performance, but we can at least do a reading while moving along the lines. We have to work hard, since we only have a little over a month left until the Korean Theater Festival. This one performance will determine our reputation.

    Everyone swallowed their saliva at thest word of actor Lee Chang-hoon. The atmosphere that was friendly and warm as they greeted each other suddenly became tense. It was understandable. They were all actors who had left the stage. Their determination to take on this stage was no less than any other actor.

    From now on, lets speak freely.

    There was a simple reason why Lee Chang-hoon, who was known to be polite, spoke so strongly. The unexpected situations that urred on the stage were beyond the control of the stage director or the ywright. Moreover, the role of the leader was like a drill sergeant.

    He had to be gentle like a mother at times, but strict like a father at others. In other words, he was saying that he would take the lead as a senior actor.

    Lets start with Yeon-sus rehearsal.

    I knew it.

    In most theater rehearsals, the rookies are the first ones to go on stage. Yeon-su and I are no different.

    We are neers who have never had a proper theater experience.

    The actors who have been worn out by the theater scene must be curious about us.

    Yes!

    Yeon-su answers energetically and gets up from her seat.

    The auditorium is empty and hollow.

    Only the stage director, the ywright, and the actors are sitting there.

    I also take a seat and watch Yeon-su, who is alone on the stage.

    Sigh.

    Yeon-su took a deep breath.

    As she looked at herself, she remembered her first stage performance in her past life.

    Back then, she had acted in front of her senior actors who were sitting in the audience.

    She honestly couldnt recall what kind of performance she had given.

    It was only a rehearsal, but she was so nervous that her vision went white and her voice trembled.

    And of course, what followed was a scolding from her seniors.

    I hope I dont cry.

    Arent you supposed to take it easy during rehearsals?

    As a theater actor, there is one thing that everyone agrees on: rehearsals are terrifying.

    Especially for neers like me. Its more frightening to face the piercing eyes of the seniors than the packed audience.

    And Im not just a minor role, but the lead. I have to memorize a lot of lines and move around the stage a lot.

    Act 1, Scene 7.

    The directors voice echoes through the theater.

    Only then do I start to move my feet and open my small lips.

    Who is that man to hang out with a Japanese woman like that? He is a disgrace to Joseon. He must want to be a dog of the barbarians, wagging his tail and fawning over them. Or maybe he wants to be a barbarian himself, if not a dog.

    Her voice and tone are good.

    She has tried hard to erase the traces of the drama she had yed before. But there is a problem.

    Blocking.

    A y is not a stage made of dialogue only.

    The actor has to show and convince the audience of his emotions and thoughts, without leaving a single straw.

    In that sense, the characters movement and facial expression are indispensable.

    And what Yeon-su overlooked was not just that. I closed my eyes slightly.

    As if I expected the loud voice that would soone.

    Hey!

    ***

    The atmosphere in the theater was cold and tense.

    The people sitting in the seats only stared at the stage without any interest.

    Yeon-sus face, which had been cheerful when she introduced herself, looked anxious as if she would burst into tears at any moment.

    She bit her lip hard, trying to endure it all. But.

    Again.

    The rehearsal had been repeated countless times, more than he could count on his fingers. But Yeon-su was stuck at the dialogue of Act 1, Scene 7.

    As soon as the dialogue ended, the director Lee Chang-hoon shouted again in a sharp voice, like a Mbius strip that never stopped.

    Hes so harsh.

    Director Lee Chang-hoon didnt point out what Yeon-su did wrong. He knew why he was pushing Yeon-su so hard, to the point of being too much.

    After all, there was a good reason why they had to rehearse on the stage right away, without even reading the script.

    There was not much time left until the Korean Theater Festival.

    Shock therapy works best.

    I had gone through the same thing in my past life.

    On the first day, the seniors lined up and made me repeat the same thing over and over, without telling me what was wrong.

    Well, if they were going to teach me everything, I should have gone to an acting school, not a theaterpany.

    I did it for three hours.

    Yeon-su was better off.

    When I had my first rehearsal in my past life, I had to do it again and again for three hours, while the director cursed at me.

    Repeating the same dialogue for three hours made my head go nk, and my hands and feet tremble.

    Many rookie actors had run away from the theater scene after experiencing this.

    Every time, the seniors said.

    -Only those who can do it stay in this business.

    As if to prove their words, Yeon-su bit her lip and recited the dialogue.

    Shee was exhausted from the repeated dialogue, but he tried hard to maintain his voice and tone. Thats when it happened.

    Stop.

    Actor Lee Chang-hoon nodded his head with a satisfied smile. It had been an hour already. But the seniors never took their eyes off him.

    Now it was their turn.

    Usually, they didnt point out the rookies problems right away.

    They wanted him to see their acting in the next rehearsal and find his own improvement points.

    Thats when it happened.

    Young-guk.

    Me?

    Actor Lee Chang-hoon looked at me. I had forgotten for a moment, lost in the memories of my past life.

    Go up.

    I was also a rookie now.

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    Chapter 75:

    Chapter 75

    Act 3, Scene 4.

    A crisp voice cuts through the air.

    Act 3, Scene 4?

    Actress Park Sang-ah looks at the director with a puzzled expression. She is not the only one.

    The other actors are also confused.

    As with most rehearsals, the y is usually practiced in chronological order, with the actors going on stage together for a run-through after finishing each section. But now, the director has ordered a highlight rehearsal for a novice actor.

    Why the director?

    In an unemotional state, without even reading the script beforehand, the directors intention is unclear to them. But what baffles them the most is the appearance of the rookie actor on stage.

    Is it possible?

    They cant find any trace of nervousness.

    Even though they just saw him repeat the same lines for an hour on stage, his face is full of ease.

    As if he swallowed the word tension.

    Thats why Park Sang-ah even wonders if it might be possible. At that moment, a sound of footsteps moving in the quiet theater rings like a bell.

    Baek Mu-yeol.

    Young-guk mutters the name of his role to himself. He raises his head towards the audience. His eyes are sharp and his shoulders are broad.

    He doesnt seem to have any shame or fear.

    Rather, he shouts with confidence.

    How dare you stand there in a judges robe, wearing a foreigners name as a Korean. Now I see that the dogs of the invaders are not me, but you who are dressed inw. Have you no shame for thew that should be fair and just being corrupted?

    The judge sitting on the bench res at the criminal with anger. He is a man who is called a fallen tiger of Korea.

    But if you look at his actions, he is no less than an independence fighter.

    He coveted the wives and children of the high-ranking officials of the Japanese colonial government, causing all kinds of debauchery, and also extracted secrets from the Governor-Generals Office through them.

    What did I do with the documents? What do you care? They must have been used for those who are running towards the wilderness of Manchuria, leaving my hands. If you want me to confess my past with the women I met, Ill dly tell you. There, sitting on the jury seat, is Misaki, the only daughter of the Governor-Generals deputy Derauchi Arasuke, and the woman who loved me passionately.

    Baek Mu-yeol looks at the woman in a kimono in front of his eyes.

    She was the child of the Governor-General, who was built on the Eulsa Treaty.

    Baek Mu-yeol was a man who had met many women on the streets of Gyeongseong.

    The peculiar thing was that they were all Japanese women.

    Thats why many people called Baek Mu-yeol a dog of the invaders. But he had a different reason for embracing Japanese women.

    Thank you, Misaki. You worked for the brightest day in Korea, and I will not forget your love.

    Misaki, who was sitting on the jury seat, swallowed her saliva and looked at him.

    The sound of footsteps and movements, the eyes and gazes on the stage, made it seem as if the invisible characters were real.

    The voice and tone, as well as the blocking, were artistic.

    It was a scene that felt an aura that enveloped the entire stage, which was divided into nine parts.

    The judge orders Baek Mu-yeol to reveal the independence fighters who colluded with him.

    Surely there are still countless people who are roaming the streets of Gyeongseong with the information from Baek Mu-yeol.

    At that moment, he takes a step towards the audience.

    His gaze sweeps over the judges and the people who enjoy a rich life under the invaders.

    Under the eerie gaze, Baek Mu-yeol raises his head proudly.

    He looks like he shows the spirit of an independence fighter. He breathes in as if he savors theing spring day, and shouts from his throat.

    I have no shame in heaven for my actions to find the spring of Korea.

    He smiles and tells the judge.

    You can execute me.

    ***

    Wow.

    Yeon-su, who is sitting in the audience, cant close her mouth.

    Its because of Young-guks acting on the stage.

    As he recites each line, his dialogue feels so alive and vibrant.

    Even though he is the only one on stage, it seems like he has a partner to interact with.

    And when I feel his gaze sweeping over the audience, I cant help but flinch and gasp.

    I knew he was a good actor, but

    Director Lee Chang-hoon chuckles to himself.

    He asked Yeong-uk to act out not the first scene of the first act, but the fourth scene of the third act, because he wanted to see his true colors.

    He was also curious what had captivated the ywright Jeong Yong-dae.

    Most seasoned actors would be nervous at the highlight rehearsal, where they had no stage props, no co-stars to exchange lines with, and no clear plot. But he created everything with his aura alone. How was that possible?

    Is he really a newbie?

    Actress Park Sang-ah couldnt hide her astonishment in her eyes. She wasnt the only one.

    The other actors sitting in the audience had the same reaction.

    She knew well the burden and pressure of the highlight rehearsal, having performed in theater for a long time.

    It was a rehearsal where a rookie would be praised for not forgetting their lines.

    But the neer on stage was far from a novice.

    He looked like a veteran who had been through many trials and tribtions in theater.

    As proof, she couldnt take her eyes off him for a second, and felt goosebumps all over her body when she heard his final line.

    Even the director, Lee Chang-hoon, forgot to say again and kept his mouth shut.

    How much time had passed? When the afterglow was about to fade.

    Sang-ah Park.

    Director Chang-hoon Lee calls out her name, leaving Young-guk behind. Sang-ah cant help feeling resentful at being called.

    She cant believe Young-guk passed the highlight rehearsal in one go, but she saw it with her own eyes.

    On the other hand, Young-guk looks rxed as hees down from the stage.

    As if he knew this would happen.

    Go up.

    Actress Sang-ah goes up to the stage and looks at Young-guk, who nods briefly at her.

    Act 1, Scene 5.

    Before I could shake off my thoughts, the voice of Director Lee Chang-hoon echoed.

    My name is Misaki. I fell in love with you at first sight. I came to see you at thiste hour because I miss you so much. How can you not understand my feelings? Even if there are stars in the night sky, how can they shine brighter than you? You are the one who erased the shadow of my dark heart with your gaze and your voice.

    She was Park Sang-ah, who yed the role of the only daughter of the Governor-General of Joseon. But despite her acting experience, she sounded nervous as she delivered her lines.

    The reason was none other than Jang Young-guk, the rookie actor sitting in the audience.

    There is an unknown power in the eyes that nce at me on the stage.

    At first, I thought he was just a rookie actor who gained poprity by riding on a teen drama. But now, he feels like a mountain, as if Im facing a senior in the theater world.

    Because of that, I unconsciously swallow my saliva. Then.

    Again.

    Lee Chang-hoons cold voice falls.

    ***

    After the rehearsal is over.

    Good job, everyone.

    I watched as Director Lee Chang-hoon stood up from his seat and thanked the actors. It was our first rehearsal, and it hadsted almost half a day.

    We hadnt even gone through all the scenes and acts in a run-through, but the time was already pointing to evening.

    The actors were exhausted beyond words, as we had worked without any breaks.

    We have one month left until the Korean Theater Festival. We have to bring out our best skills within that time. It will be hard. Dont feel too bad if Im harsh with you. Try to look at yourself objectively, and show the audience a wless performance on stage.

    There was no after-party after the first rehearsal.

    Everyone was busy reflecting on what they felt on stage today.

    They were called actors in the broadcasting world, but most of them had been away from the theater for years, if not decades.

    Their acting had been focused on dramas and movies, so they couldnt help but be dissatisfied with their theatrical performance.

    The expression of actress Park Sang-ah was proof of that. She was so disappointed with herself in the first rehearsal that she couldnt express it in words.

    Director, can I stay a little longer and practice more?

    I quietly asked Director Lee Chang-hoon then.

    It was a small voice, but no one missed it in the serene theater.

    I was worried that I might be a burden to the other actors. I realized that I was too arrogant in the first rehearsal.

    My acting was worlds apart from the seniors rehearsals.

    Director Lee Chang-hoon nodded briefly without a word.

    In the deserted theater, Yeon-su walks alone on the stage, reciting her lines.

    Who is that man, to consort with a Japanese woman like that? He is a disgrace to Joseon. He must want to be a dog of the invaders, fawning over them so. Or maybe he wants to be one of them, if not a dog.

    She recalls what she learned from the seniors rehearsal, and tries hard to find her own ws. In the shadowy seats, Young-guk sits quietly. He knows well the pressure that Yeon-su feels.

    The burden of being the lead.

    She might have doubted herself after seeing her acting in the first rehearsal. Whether she deserved the lead role or not.

    But to me, Yeon-su was an actress with potential.

    It had to be that way, or else Director Lee Chang-hoon would have cruelly fired her on the spot.

    I silently watch Yeon-su practice. As a senior, and someone who had theater experience in my past life, I could have given her some advice. But I dont.

    It might help her right now, but it would be a loss in the long run. For now, it was better for her to reflect on her own feelings from todays rehearsal.

    How much time had passed?

    Yeon-sus manager, who had arrived at the theater in a hurry, looked at the stage with a worried expression.

    It had been over three hours since the rehearsal ended, but Yeon-su was still practicing without a break. She ran tirelessly on her own, even though there were no stage props or actors to cue her lines.

    After all, the stage was always a battlefield. No matter how much pressure and stress she had to bear, she was a soldier on the stage who had to deliver joy and emotion to the audience.

    Her back was already soaked with sweat, and her bangs that covered her forehead were stuck together with beads of perspiration.

    Yeon-su bit her lips and kept reciting her lines. Her eyes were watery as if she was about to cry, but she tried hard to hold back her tears.

    Young-guk silently watches the scene as a lone spectator.

    ***

    Yeon-su has a good voice and tone, but she doesnt use her movements well. The actual stage is divided into more than nine sections, not six, and it gives a majestic impression. She needs to adjust her blocking ordingly. Park Sang-ah keeps stuttering her lines and has trouble with her eye contact. Son Ji-min is

    Stage director Seong Ji-hoon is writing his directing notes based on what he felt during todays rehearsal.

    As a director, he has to make sure the actors are distributed ording to the use of the stage.

    Theater has the limitations of space and time.

    Thats why the effects of the curtain and the scene are so important.

    The stage direction should support the actors performance and make it more alive.

    To do that, I need to examine the actors performance as well. I need to have the courage to cut out the unnecessary parts and supplement thecking parts with the stage devices. At that moment, I stop at one persons name.

    Jang Young-guk.

    Hes a strange actor. Ive overseen many theater stages myself, but Ive never met an actor who gives such a mysterious feeling. Its normal for a rookie actor whos on the theater stage for the first time to be unable to hide his nervousness.

    There was a reason why Director Lee Chang-hoon was so strict with the actors, to the point of being considered harsh. Unlike dramas or movies, there was no editing on the stage.

    Once the curtain rose, they had to run from start to finish without stopping.

    It was a matter of courtesy and professionalism to the audience who paid for the tickets that the actors had to perform wlessly on the stage.

    Thats why most of the new actors could only y minor roles or extras, which was also a limitation of the stage. But then

    It was unbelievable.

    It was a rehearsal for the y, and not just any rehearsal, but the highlight rehearsal.

    They would have given me a generous evaluation if I had just managed to say my lines without stuttering. But Young-guk had delivered his lines perfectly, and even performed a solo act on the empty stage.

    His aura enveloped the entire stage, divided into six parts, and his roar towards the audience sent shivers down my spine. How could a rookie actor who had never been on a proper stage show such a thing?

    Why do you think theater is different from drama or movies, Actor?

    No matter how good an actor is in drama or movies, they are bound to make mistakes on the theater stage.

    But Young-guk was wless in the highlight rehearsal.

    He was like a veteran actor who had worn out on the theater scene.

    In that mysterious gap, the stage director Sung Ji-hoon wrote a short Chinese character next to the actors name Jang Young-guk.

    Nothingness.

 Chapter 76:

    Chapter 76:

    Chapter 76

    Why is the stage so clean?

    Actor Ji Dong-yeons eyes widened.

    Dont ask me, Young-guk came here since morning and cleaned and polished the whole ce by himself. We were also surprised when we came here. We were wondering if we had to hire someone to clean the stage.

    Young-guk did it?

    Not only that, he also marked the movements on the stage with markers. And he taped the stage sections to make blocking easier. When I asked him how he did it, he said he just learned from a book.

    Huh.

    Ji Dong-yeon chuckled bitterly.

    They had rented the theater for a month for the National Theater Festival.

    It was a ce that had been closed for a long time, so there were many things to fix.

    Especially marking the movements on the stage or dividing the stage sections were not easy things to learn without a long experience in theater.

    How could he learn from a book?

    Ji Dong-yeons gaze turned to Young-guk, who was at one corner of the stage.

    What is his identity?

    He couldnt forget the performance he showed at the first rehearsal. He was too skilled to be a rookie actor.

    He had the aura of someone who had trained in theater for a long time.

    He couldnt help but ask the temporary director Lee Chang-hoon who Young-guk learned acting from. But the answer he got made his jaw drop.

    Self-taught.

    Young-guk, you worked hard since morning.

    Director Lee Chang-hoon patted Young-guks shoulder. He was also amazed.

    Who would have thought that Young-guk woulde here early in the morning and clean and arrange the stage by himself.

    He was a teen star who was popr in the broadcasting industry. He thought he would be arrogant, but his actions were admirable.

    No, it wasnt that hard.

    Young-guk smiled awkwardly.

    The truth was, he came here early in the morning because of a habit from his past life.

    The youngest ones always had to clean.

    Cleaning the stage and the seats was the duty of the youngest.

    Young-guk had been the youngest for a long time.

    Even when new juniors came, they didntst more than a few months and left. He had been the youngest for over five years.

    Oppa.

    Then Yeon-su came closer and called Young-guk. She took him to a ce where no one was and sighed.

    Next time, take me with you.

    Huh?

    If you have to clean in the morning, lets go together.

    Young-guk realized his mistake. He forgot that he wasnt the only youngest in the theater.

    Yeon-su was also younger than him and his sister. He felt sorry for her.

    She must be ufortable with the situation.

    It was like the soldiers who were in the same rank had to watch their seniors. If one of them stood out, the other one would be underestimated.

    Okay, lets go together next time.

    Yeon-sus lips curled up. Young-guk didnt know. Yeon-su didnt say that because she was worried.

    She was looking forward toing to the empty theater with Young-guk in the morning. Then director Lee Chang-hoon shouted.

    Run-through, lets start!

    ***

    Run-through.

    A rehearsal where the actors perform from the beginning to the end of the show without stopping.

    Even if the actors make a mistake, the director does not stop the rehearsal.

    Usually, a run-through is practiced after taking a role and rehearsing for each scene for more than three months. But with the Korean Theater Festival approaching, the start of the run-through had to be hastened.

    Director Sung, how do you feel after watching the rehearsals for the past two weeks as a director and a stage manager?

    Its beyond my imagination. I expected them to adapt quickly since they were already quite famous in the theater scene, but they erased the problems that showed up in the first rehearsal in just two weeks. Parks eye contact was an issue, but it improved like a lie. Son and Kim also regained their old selves. Theres nothing to say about the chief and Ji. Theyre all in their prime. The driving force behind this must be Jang.

    Isnt it amazing?

    What can I say? Its not only amazing, but Ive never seen such a rookie in my stage manager career. Thanks to him, even the actor next to him, Yeon, is improving his acting skills visibly.

    The rehearsals went on without a break for thest two weeks.

    They were actors who had dominated the theater scene once, but they had been immersed in the broadcasting industry for a long time, so I thought it would take quite a while to recover their old selves. But for some reason, as the rehearsals repeated, they didnt take long to regain their appearance from their heyday.

    At the center of it was the actor Jang Young-guk.

    I wonder if they all feel stimted by him, regardless of their experience in the theater scene.

    Its not his acting skills as a rookie.

    The director has to control and coordinate everything that happens on the stage.

    When an actor shows an exaggerated performance, he has to point it out and set up the stage again using the stage equipment when he feels that the blocking and movement arecking.

    Not to mention that this is a temporary theater rental.

    Its a small stage that cant evenpare to a regr theater stage.

    Its a mistake to think that its easier to perform on a small stage because the stage is smaller.

    Rather, it was harder to use a small stage than arge one.

    In that sense, the rookie actor Jang Young-guk uses the small stage better than anyone else on the stage.

    He makes the stage look like a bustling street with his movements and lines that are ingrained in his body, as if it were his own palm.

    Act 1, Scene 7.

    Why is my heart pounding so much?

    The actress Park Sang-ah tries to calm her trembling heart as she watches Young-guk perform in front of her.

    He was a rookie actor who was much younger than her, but his acting intensity was not inferior to any actor.

    When I yed the role of Misaki, the only daughter of the Governor-General of Joseon, I couldnt help but cut my lines short. Park Sanga took a deep breath and added more to her dialogue.

    Muyeol, arent these cherry blossoms beautiful? Our people brought these saplings when they built the Governor-Generals Office in Joseon, and theyve already grown as tall as me. Someday, I want to go to Kiyomizu-dera () in Kyoto with you and see the cherry blossoms together. It would be wonderful to walk along the streets of Kyoto holding hands with you.

    Baek Muyeol answered Misakis question with a faint smile.

    He looked at the cherry blossoms that bloomed wildly on the streets of Gyeongseong and calmed his troubled heart. Everywhere he looked, there were signs written in Japanese and people wearing traditional Japanese clothing.

    Not to mention the ttering sound of the wooden clogs called geta (), and the swords they carried on their sides as if they were proud of them. He would be lying if he said he didnt hate them.

    Someday, it would be nice to walk along the streets of Kyoto with you, Misaki. It would be very beautiful to capture your face there. By the way, I heard that the Governor-General is very busy these days and doesnte home often. Is that true?

    Yes, thats why the guards who protect the house are more than usual. I also came to see you today by secretly climbing over the wall. Muyeol, why dont youe with me to Kyoto? If I talk to my father, he will surely change your status to Japanese.

    Ill have to think about that for a while, Misaki. I would go anywhere with you, but I still have things to do in thisnd.

    Hmph. Do you hate Japan? Or do you hate being with me?

    At that moment, Misaki, who was walking with him, stumbled. Park Sanga, who was acting as Misaki, had a look of panic on her face.

    This was not acting. She had actually tripped. Baek Muyeol wrapped his arm around Misakis waist and faced her.

    How can I leave a woman who is so clumsy alone?

    Park Sangas face turned red as a radish. Yeongguk, who yed Baek Muyeol, straightened Park Sangas posture as if nothing had happened. Jeong Yongdae, who was watching from the audience, eximed.

    He was impressed by their quick response to the unexpected situation.

    As a ywright, he was more curious about the next scene than his duty.

    Thats when it happened.

    Stop for a moment!

    The stage director Seong Jihun raised his hand and stopped the run-through.

    The actors on the stage looked at him with puzzled eyes. But his gaze was on the lights hanging from the ceiling of the stage.

    ****

    This is a problem.

    Seong Jihun scratched his head and looked at the flickering lights.

    There were various lights used on the stage.

    Especially during rehearsals, the changes of scenes and settings were often expressed with lights and music.

    It would be nice to set up the stage and run through it as it is, but it was limited by the poor production budget.

    Anyway, the actors and staff who worked in the theater district of Daehak-ro didnt even get the minimum wage.

    Thats why actors who majored in theater acting often did childrens ys or left for a living.

    The stage setup was the same. In reality, they often did trivial things themselves rather than outsourcing them.

    What do I do with this?

    Seong Jihun looked at the flickering lights and racked his brains.

    As a stage director, he had to fix it himself, but unfortunately, he was not very skilled in lighting.

    Especially, the wiring itself was old and tangled like spider webs, so it would be difficult for anyone who was not an expert.

    Director Seong, Im sorry.

    The ywright Jeong Yongdae licked his dry lips. He didnt know that the theater he rented was in such a shabby condition.

    He rented it for only a month, so he didnt consider much.

    He had a reason for that.

    The actors who appeared in his work Spring of Joseon took more than a third of the production cost as their fees.

    It was not enough to make a decent rehearsal stage.

    The theater owner Lee Changhun came over and said.

    Dont worry, Ill contact the lighting technician today. It might get worse if we touch it poorly. If they were the ones who used to work in Daehak-ro, this wouldnt be a problem.

    All the actors sighed as they looked at the flickering lights.

    Everyone, please step aside for a moment.

    He gestures to the people gathered around and sets up adder in his spot.

    Everyone is stunned by the sudden actions of the youngest ones, who have somehow acquired gloves and tools.

    Young-guk climbs up thedder swiftly, while Yeon-su holds the toolbox next to him.

    Im d I brought this.

    Young-guk had prepared the toolbox in advance, knowing that there were many things to fix after rehearsing at the theater for the past two weeks.

    He frowns as he inspects the lights attached to the ceiling of the stage.

    The border lights are faulty, and the baby spot has a broken ground wire. The batten is poorly designed, too.

    Director Sung, could you please lower the house lights for a moment? Yeon-su, hand me the small shlight in the toolbox.

    The lights on the stage flicker off, and Young-guk receives a small shlight from Yeon-su, who acts like his assistant.

    He reaches the end of thedder and bites the shlight in his mouth, skillfully handling the tangled wires. He looks like a lighting technician.

    I almost became a stagehand.

    For small theaterpanies that always struggle with the production budget, it wasmon to do everything from stage design to lighting instation by themselves. The actors would joke that they couldnt tell if they came to do manualbor or to perform on stage.

    Back then, Young-guk, who was the youngest, often helped the lighting technician because he was good with his hands.

    He was so good that the technician even suggested that he quit acting and work under him. How much time has passed since then? Young-guk shouts down from thedder.

    Turn on the lights, please.

    At Young-guks shout, the stage director, Sung Ji-hoon, raises the house lights again, and the border lights and other lights shine as if nothing had happened.

    Young-gukes down from thedder and Yeon-su takes the tools from him.

    The others look at them with wide eyes. Then Young-guk says to them.

    Alright, everyone, lets do another run-through.

 Chapter 77:

    Chapter 77:

    Chapter 77

    Stop, everyone.

    In the middle of the rehearsal, the director Lee Chang-hoon raises his hand. His gaze is fixed on one person.

    Its Ji Dong-yeon. He looks uneasy on the stage, as if he cant hide his difort even while delivering his lines. His eye contact is shaky.

    How many times is this already?

    The other actors faces are full of dissatisfaction. For some reason, Ji Dong-yeon has been making mistakes repeatedly since the morning rehearsal.

    He has made more errors than the rookie Yeon-soo, who is known as a novice in the theater scene. And Ji Dong-yeon is supposed to be a seasoned actor who has been in the theater for a long time.

    I thought he got his groove back.

    Young-guk licks his dry lips. He was sure that Ji Dong-yeons acting was quite impressive two weeks ago.

    He seemed to have regained his form from his heyday. But somehow, his acting skills have deteriorated suddenly.

    The biggest reason for that must be hisck of concentration. Even now, he looks like that.

    The director Lee Chang-hoon calls him aside and says something, but Ji Dong-yeons expression is not that of someone who is scolded, but rather someone who is lost in something else.

    Come to think of it.

    Young-guk recalls his past lifes memories.

    There are countless actors in Korea.

    There are stars who appear likeets and shine briefly before fading away, and there are actors whost for decades. Ji Dong-yeon was neither of them.

    He certainly made a name for himself as a theater actor and also appeared frequently in dramas, raising his poprity among the public. But a few years ago, he suddenly disappeared from the drama scene and reappeared in the theater.

    What happened to himter?

    Unfortunately, he was not very interested in Ji Dong-yeons future. He cant remember his name in his past lifes acting career.

    He must have quit acting at some point.

    At that moment, Park Sang-ah speaks loudly enough for the other actors to hear, expressing her discontent with the interrupted rehearsal.

    Whats wrong with you, Ji-sunbae? You look like a zombie. How long have you been like this? Youre going to ruin the y, arent you?

    Its not a wrong statement. He clearly has a big problem, judging by his inability to exin why he cant focus. Hes suffering alone, and I cant help him. If he keeps this up, he might make the same mistake at the National Theater Festival. But still.

    Wow, look at him. Hes not even listening to the director. How can he call himself a senior?

    She crossed the line. I could understand her words, considering her hot-tempered personality, but that was too extreme. She must have looked down on Ji-dong-yeon, who was less popr and famous than her.

    This kind of remark would harm the group. I look at the actress Park Sang-ah and say firmly.

    Park, if you cant say anything in front of me, dont say anything behind my back either.

    ***

    It was only a week before the National Theater Festival.

    Where is Ji Dong-yeon!

    A sudden intruder barged into the theater troupe. His face was red and blue, and his eyebrows were furrowed in anger. He breathed heavily as he searched the ce like a madman. The director, Lee Chang-hoon, stepped in.

    What is the reason for this, sir? This is private property and the actors are performing here. Please leave immediately!

    What the hell.

    I swallow my dry saliva and head straight to the backstage dressing room.

    The ce is already a mess.

    Did Ji Dong-yeon hastily change his clothes and run away?

    Clothes are scattered everywhere, and he seems to have been so desperate that he didnt even bother to take his wallet that he left on the table.

    I grab his wallet and leave the dressing room, heading to the auditorium.

    Still.

    The unwee guest and the troupe leader Lee Chang-hoon are arguing.

    Several managers are trying to hold him back, but the unwee guest is shouting Ji Dong-yeons name and demanding him to leave the troupe.

    No matter how much social experience he has, he cant calm down the angry bull.

    Seeing no other choice, Young-guk puts his hand on the unwee guests shoulder and says.

    How much is it?

    The unwee guest turns his head at Young-guks sudden voice. Young-guk shouts again.

    How much money did Ji Seon-bae borrow from you!

    Everyone flinches at his loud voice that sounds like he boiled a train.

    The unwee guest is no exception. Young-guk was angry not only at the interrupted run-through, but also at the actor Ji Dong-yeon who ran away without a word.

    The unwee guest narrows his eyes and snaps back.

    One hundred million! Why, are you going to pay it back for him?

    Everyone turns pale at the huge amount of money. But Young-guk nods his head as if he expected it and adds.

    Do you think Im crazy to pay back that big money for you? Stop talking nonsense and get out of here. I know youre angry because you got ripped off, but whats the point of yelling for Ji Dong-yeon whos not even here? Do you think hell fall from the sky if you shout loud enough? Dont you see the other people here? Did they do anything wrong to you, or owe you any money?

    Young-guks shout makes the unwee guest open his eyes wide. But he cant charge at him anymore. He knows that Young-guk, who grew up among the boat people, is not someone to lose in a fight. Young-guk yells at the unwee guest again.

    Go find Ji Dong-yeon and grab his cor or knock him down, whatever you want. But get out of here!

    ***

    The sky is filled with tangled power lines and the winding stairs are as steep as a hiking trail.

    The outer walls of the shanty town are all cracked as if they had been through a drought.

    The rusty green gate has lost its shine and the lock doesnt even work properly.

    As he opens the door, the rusty gate makes a horrible noise.

    The smell is awful.

    He doubts if this is really Ji Dong-yeons home because of the stench that stings his nose.

    He thought it wouldnt match him, considering how he dressed up neatly when he came to the troupe.

    As he enters the house, the first thing he sees is the soju bottles rolling on the floor.

    Is he really here?

    The few old furniture are covered with dust and the dark room makes him wonder if this is an abandoned house. He looks for the light switch and turns it on, and a dim lightes out of themp with one bulb missing. Then he sees the whole picture of the room.

    Ha.

    The messy room is full of soju bottles and in one corner of the room, Ji Dong-yeon is curled up like a shrimp.

    He seems to rely on alcohol, because he is sleeping soundly in this cold attic. Young-guk looks down at him and remembers his past life.

    I was like this too.

    He also lived on alcohol after losing his mother in his previous life. He didnt have anyone to care for him, maybe because he had a bad personality.

    He lost his jobs and his wallet was empty. He died while looking at the faint light in his room. Young-guk goes to the kitchen and fills a dusty pot with tap water. Then.

    Thud.

    He walks toward Ji Dong-yeons face. Ji Dong-yeon is sleeping like a shrimp in his whole body. He doesnt seem to notice the cold in the floor, maybe because of the alcohol. Young-guk cant stand his sight and sshes the cold water on his face.

    Ssh.

    Ji Dong-yeon opens his eyes wide and jumps up from his spot. He rubs his eyes with his sleeves, as if he thinks this is a dream. Then.

    Why do you live like this?

    Young-guk asks softly. Ji Dong-yeon finally realizes that this is not a dream and looks embarrassed. He sits down on the dusty floor and says self-mockingly.

    Why do I live like this? I dont know. I woke up and found myself like this. You must think Im pathetic. I cant even say sorry to you, or to the members. But how did you know where I live?

    You left your wallet in the waiting room. Maybe you were in a hurry. But what happened to you? Youve been doing well in your work. Youre a senior, you shouldnt have money problems. Did you gamble or something?

    No, its because of my father

    Ji Dong-yeon confesses as if he has nothing to hide. He had borrowed a huge amount of money, a hundred million won, without even getting married.

    He said he had to support his fathers reckless business. But his fathers business failed and his father died from the shock and his illness worsened.

    Maybe thats why, he became so weak that he couldnt bear it without alcohol. And in the end, he was fired from his agency and suffered all kinds of hardships.

    No one wants me in the broadcasting or film industry anymore. Then Writer Jung came to me. He said he would cast me, a pig-like actor. What else could I do but ept?

    Young-guk felt like he saw his past self in him.

    Ji Dong-yeon was pouring out his heart to his much younger junior because he had no one to listen to him.

    Young-guk also wanted to open up to someone, but he had no one by his side. When his heart was so fragile, having someone next to him was a greatfort.

    What are you going to do now?

    Huh?

    Are you going to keep running away? The creditors wille to the theater soon. Or maybe youll show up at the Korean Theater Festival. Are you going to keep hurting the theater people? What about Writer Jung and Director Sung? Theyre making aeback after leaving the theater scene for years. Are you going to ruin everything because of you?

    Ji Dong-yeon cant lift his head at Young-guks scolding.

    Do you think youll find the answer by looking at the floor? Come back to the theater tomorrow. And tell the creditors youll pay them back somehow after the festival. Ill help you.

    What are you talking about? How can I take money from my junior?

    Does age or experience feed you? Im not giving you money for free. Ill lend you with a promissory note and a fair interest. Act again. This is not me lending you, this is ast chance from someone who used to waste his days drunk and ruin his life.

    Ji Dong-yeon doesnt understand what Young-guk is saying. But he cant bring himself to ask for money from his junior.

    He doesnt answer right away. Young-guk sighs. He looks simr to his past self.

    He was much younger than when he decided to die.

    He says.

    Lets put age and experience aside and be honest.

    Young-guk res at Ji Dong-yeons miserable face and says.

    Get a grip, Ji Dong-yeon.

 Chapter 78:

    Chapter 78:

    Chapter 78

    MBS Drama Department.

    PD Yu,e on, dont be like that. Why dont you take on the next project?

    No, Director, please be reasonable. All the works Ive done so far have been mini-series. And now you want me to do a historical drama, a serious one at that? What if the ratings donte out this time? Are you going to send me to the Variety Department like Ji-yong? Or worse, are you trying to send me to the countryside?

    No, why are you bringing up Ji-yong all of a sudden? That kid dug his own grave, you know. I gave him more production budget and a decent time slot for the youngest PD, but who would have thought he would mess it up so badly. He was the one who said he would pack his bags and leave if he ruined the response with his own ideas. Did you expect him to fail so miserably? He had iting, so theres nothing we can do. I heard he did a pilot for the Variety Department and it turned out pretty well.

    I opened my eyes wide. I was a famous producer.

    What do you mean, I have to stay in the variety department? When the ratings were good, I was your darling, but when they dropped, you just tossed me aside. Where else would you find such a scapegoat? It was my mistake to be greedy from the start. Our drama department is the only ce that would make the youngest producer take the bullet for the ratings flop and banish him to the variety department.

    Hey, do you think I wanted to make you the scapegoat? But how could I stop your seniors from rushing to the directors office? These days, they would even submit petitions, but they dont have the slightest bit of conscience. Your upperssmen are the problem.

    I cant do historical dramas, even if I die. So please talk to the other seniors, or find someone else to take the bullet this time.

    Hey, hey, Yu PD!

    Famous PD stormed out of the directors office as soon as he finished talking.

    The drama director raised his voice, but Famous PD didnt bother to look back.

    Inside the drama departments partition, there were many eyes ncing at Famous PD. With a clenched jaw, Famous PD left the drama department and headed to the rooftop of the broadcasting station.

    Damn it.

    The broadcasting world was a jungle. And the drama department was no different from a world of survival of the fittest.

    Famous PD couldnt stand the bitter taste in his mouth and lit a cigarette. He had quit smoking for a long time, but he couldnt resist it now.

    The reason why the drama director kept urging me to do a historical drama was simple.

    Are you scared of KBC and cant produce anything?

    Historical dramas were usually reserved for veteran producers. But those veteran producers acted as if they had conspired together and refused to take on any historical drama projects. The reason was simple.

    KBC, the traditional powerhouse of historical dramas, had scheduled a grand historical drama at the same time slot as the one nned by MBS. It was obvious that they would lose miserably in ratings and buzz.

    -Minha, please. We are in a time when we have to be careful of even falling leaves.

    -If we make even a slight mistake this time, well lose our chance to be CPs. This is ourst opportunity, but you, Myunghan, have many more ahead of you. If you get a bad evaluation from this project, your career as a PD is over. Over.

    -To be blunt, were like mayflies, but you, Myunghan, have a long way to go. Dont you think it would be good to broaden your genre range by taking on a historical drama this time?

    Like any otherpany, there are factions within the drama department.

    The worst of them are the senior PDs under Yoo Myunghan.

    They are all on the verge of bing CPs, but they are no different from parasites that feed on the MBS drama department.

    They have little creative freedom and narrow-minded thinking.

    They hesitate to take on historical dramas, fearing that it might damage their careers.

    It was a problem that they were so obvious.

    They were also the ones who sidelined the youngest PD. I was furious.

    Hey, Yoo Myunghan.

    As I was heading to the rooftop, I ran into Seo Sang-yeon, a famous colleague of mine and a CP of the Variety Department.

    He was a rising star in the Variety Department, having be a CP much faster than anyone else.

    What are you doing here at this time? Isnt it time for the Variety Departments weekly meeting?

    Wow, youre well-informed about other peoples business. The director went on a business trip today, so we wrapped up the meeting quickly. As for me, I had some spare time, so I came up here to enjoy the fresh air and read the newspaper. But what about you? Did your drama director give you a hard time again?

    How did you know?

    Its obvious. Its written all over your face. You look like you want to quit and leave right now. Why is your drama department like that? Youre a talented guy, you know. You shouldnt let them get to you. Its all because they got rid of the EP and made the director the next in line after the CP. Theyre treating you like a toothless tiger already. I feel sorry for you.

    Originally, the drama department was a ce where the director had absolute power. But since the current director was retiring with honor next year, the drama department of MBS was now under the control of the CP of the first team, who wielded absolute power and had the famous seniors under his influence.

    They were practically the real power behind the scenes.

    How is Jiyong doing?

    You should think about your future. Id love to stay with you, but hes nning to leave for the drama department as soon as heunches this pilot. The problem is that your drama department doesnt recognize talent at all. Hey, why dont you try to make a big impression this time?

    What are you talking about?

    Frankly, what cant you do that your senior colleagues can? Youve been hitting jackpot after jackpot since you debuted with a mini-series. If you look at the results, youve built up more than those guys in the past few years. Youre not lower than them, if not higher. Why dont you take on that historical drama or whatever and prove yourself. Maybe youll be a CP before your seniors.

    Just then, the youngest PD of the entertainment department ran up to the rooftop.

    Seo sunbae, the director is looking for you!

    What? I thought he was on a business trip!

    He canceled it! Hurry up. Hes furious that you finished the weekly meeting in ten minutes!

    Damn it!

    Seo Sangyeon handed the newspaper in his hand to Yoo Myunghan and ran off. He didnt forget to show him a clenched fist as a sign of encouragement. On the empty rooftop, only the cigarette smoke made faint clouds.

    You can do it.

    At that moment, Yoo Myunghans eyes caught the headline of the newspaper that his colleague had given him.

    ***

    [The Resurrection of ywright Jeong Yongdae at the Korean Theater Festival!]

    [The Korean Theater Festival, Where the Glorious Past Returns!]

    [Actor Jang Young-guk, Not the Nations First Love Anymore, But a Theater Actor in Front of the Public.]

    [Stage Director Seong Jihun, Ill Show the Best Direction After Five Years of Reiming the Stage.]

    [The Chairman of the Korean Theater Association, It Will Be the Best Theater Festival Ever.]

    As the Korean Theater Festival approached, articles poured out like a flood.

    It was so much that the chairman of the Korean Theater Association himself came out and gave an interview. How amazing was that?

    And the theater team that Young-guk belonged to was no ordinary one.

    Not only did the actors who had dominated the theater scene in the past reappear, but also the rookie actor who had stirred up the nation with the title of nations first lovest year was cast as the lead.

    At that time.

    Young-guk, a little more wistful expression!

    He tried his best to make his expression match the photographers request.

    Even though the movie shooting was over, Young-guk was still wearing a ck gown.

    The reason he hade to Munri in Chungcheongbuk-do so early in the morning was for the poster shooting.

    Good, very good!

    Most movie posters were made based on the scenes that were shot during the movie shooting. But since the poster craze hit Chungmuro a few years ago, many changes have been tried.

    It was to use various concept posters instead of just one poster for a movie.

    Thanks to that, the photographers were the ones who suffered.

    Young-guk knelt down and prayed, wearing a ck gown.

    The willows with long necks looked at him with a whine.

    In the midst of the misty water, the photographers sh went off repeatedly.

    Ill check the photos I took for a while. Take a break for thirty minutes!

    The photographer and Shin Seonghyeon, the director, checked the photos.

    He also came to the reservoir in Chungcheongbuk-do with Young-guk early in the morning.

    The directors expression was bright, as if he liked the photos.

    Director Shin, you look happy.

    Happy or not, the editing is going well and the poster will look great today. I feel good these days. By the way, Young-guk, Ill let you hear the theme song that Director Choi made when you go back to Seoul. Its very well done.

    You already finished the song?

    On the first day of shooting, Young-guk said he was inspired by your acting and started working on it right away. I heard that Director Choi Yul always finishes his work on time, but I didnt expect him to finish it so soon.

    Really? Ill stop by his studioter. But Director, can I try to make a poster shooting n? Just oneyout?

    I dont mind, but what do you have in mind?

    Young-guk felt that the poster shooting was dull. It was understandable, since in the future, poster shooting would involve professional staff who would work together from the beginning of the film shooting, but it was different now.

    Moreover, the photographer was a novice who had not done much poster shooting, so he did not seem to want to try anything different.

    I want to use the reservoir. Kim Moo-jin drowns the viin in the reservoir, right? So, I thought, theres a hand sticking out of the reservoir, and Moo-jin is holding it.

    A hand?

    Young-guks idea was soon used for the poster shooting. But rather than using poor SFX (special effects) to show the hand, it was better to have a person go into the reservoir and show a lively hand. But the hand couldnt be too pretty or young.

    The person who was executed by the young priest was none other than a middle-aged viin. In the end.

    Young-guk, we have to finish quickly.

    Just trust me.

    Director Shin Seong-hyun went into the water himself to y the role of the hand in the reservoir.

    It was a spring day, so it wouldnt be as cold as winter, but it would be cold enough to chill his bones.

    Amid the misty water, the willows were swaying, and the young priest knelt in front of the reservoir, holding the hand that came out of it.

    It looked like he was saving the person who was begging for his life in the reservoir, or like he was pushing him back into the reservoir.

    The young priest held the hand that came out of the reservoir and made a dry expression.

    As if he was praying for him.

    ***

    After finishing the poster shooting in Chungcheongbuk-do, Young-guk reluctantly came up to Seoul. He wanted to have a bowl of nourishing soup with Director Shin Seong-hyun at a chicken soup restaurant near the reservoir, but he didnt have time. It was because of the lottery for the Korean Theater Festival.

    Its been a while.

    Young-guk went to the Korean Theater Association with Director Lee Chang-hoon. The Korean Theater Festivalsted for four days, and a total of 16 theater groups performed four times a day. The order was determined by drawing lots, and traditionally, the lead actor drew the lot himself.

    Who is Jang Young-guk, that hes causing such a fuss. The media is going crazy, and I heard hes an actor whos never been on a proper theater stage.

    Park hyung, dont be like that. I heard that thanks to Jang Young-guk, the tickets for this theater festival sold out. Theres even a rumor that theyre increasing the seats. Its good for us, right?

    What do you mean, the tickets sold out because of him. Dont talk nonsense. This is the Korean Theater Festival, a theater festival with a long history. How can you say that its a hit because of him. And what about Jung writer? Isnt he past his prime? I heard he was desperate. Hes making aeback with a rookie as the lead.

    The auditorium of the association was already filled with the lead actors and directors of other theater groups. They were all established actors who had never left the theater scene.

    That Lee Chang-hoon guy too, he has some pride. He should never look back if he left the theater scene because it didnt pay. Hes like a bat, clinging to the broadcasting station and then to Chungmuro. What a disgraceful thing to do! Hes so bad that he lost the lead role to a junior. His old fame is all empty, isnt it?

    As he listened, he heard someone speaking harshly. It was Park Sang-cheol, an actor whom Young-guk also knew. He was famous for being tough on his juniors in the theater scene. As Young-guk was about to step forward, Lee Chang-hoon grabbed his shoulder and shook his head.

    Ahem.

    As Lee Chang-hoon coughed and appeared, the actors who were gathered around looked around and bowed their heads briefly. Actor Park Sang-cheol didnt even greet him and passed by with a nce. The theater scene was like the army, where the seniority between seniors and juniors was strict. Especially since actor Park Sang-cheol was a few years younger than director Lee Chang-hoon in terms of career.

    He doesnt even treat him as a senior.

    He had already left the theater scene, and he didnt even treat Lee Chang-hoon as a senior.

    As proof, actor Park Sang-cheol kept sending unpleasant nces at Young-guk and Lee Chang-hoon.

    Thats when it happened.

    Actors who are gathered in the auditorium, we will soon decide the order of the stage performances.

    As the staff of the association appeared, the actors who were murmuring gradually quieted down.

    Thats how important the order of the stage performances was.

    Since it was a performance that could only be done once, the order was as influential as the quality of the theater.

 Chapter 79:

    Chapter 79:

    Chapter 79

    Im Back as a Lawyer, The Story of Walgok, Jeongsangok, The Song of the List, A Man and a Woman, The Chronology of Seo Sang-il

    Kim Sang-do, the president of the Korean Theater Association, recites the titles of the ys that will be performed at this years theater festival.

    The lineup is arguably the most dazzling in the history of the festival, with a series of powerful works.

    They are all ys that have been popr nationwide, and the actors are also well-known figures in the Korean theater scene. Andst but not least.

    Spring of Joseon.

    It is no exaggeration to say that the past glories havee rushing back like a slogan.

    The actors who once dominated the Korean theater scene have returned to the stage.

    The script is also written by Jung Yong-dae, a ywright who was once called the Shakespeare of Joseon, and the stage director is Sung Ji-hoon, who was known as the giraffe of the directing world. But the most important thing is the casting of the leads.

    It was amazing.

    As with any theater troupe, it was almost unheard of for a rookie actor tond a leading role on stage.

    That was because theater was different from movies or dramas, where editing techniques could fix any mistakes.

    On stage, one had to perform from start to finish without a break, so the lead role, who had the most appearances and lines, usually went to an experienced actor.

    But in Joseons Spring, both the male and female leads were neers with virtually no theater background.

    They were the only exceptions.

    Everyone else involved in Joseons Spring, from the actors to the ywright and the director, had deep theater experience.

    They must have seen something more than just buzz in the rookies, because they wouldnt risk theireback stage on them otherwise.

    After all, nothing could be worse than having the lead actor mess up on their return to the spotlight. In that sense.

    I cant help but wonder what convinced them.

    I wonder what kind of acting skills he had to be able to get the lead role as a rookie actor.

    Just then, an association staff member enters the presidents office to get approval.

    President Kim, this is the list of sponsorpanies rted to the stage production of this years theater festival. Morepanies than expected showed interest. Especially Hanol promised to spare no support for the overall lighting of the stage.

    Huh, they wouldnt even answer my calls before.

    President Kim Sang-do gives a bitter smile. Theater doesnt have a high status in Korea.

    Not to mention, in a situation of economic recession, its hard to expect a sold-out ticket even if a famous theater actor stars in it.

    They say that theater is the least profitable art form.

    There are statistics to prove that it is the most miserable industry in the cultural sector. But then.

    How could everything change with the appearance of one person?

    Ever since the name Jang Young-guk showed up in the articles, thendscape of the Korean Theater Festival started to shift.

    Not only were the tickets sold out, but even the reporters requested to attend officially.

    He must be an actor who is attracting attention from the broadcasters and the media.

    The chairman of the association looked up after finishing the payment.

    By the way, isnt today the day to decide the order of the festival? The results should be out by now. How did it go?

    Mr. Chairman.

    The employee cant open his mouth properly, mumbling something. Chairman Kim Sang-do gives him another puzzled look, and he finally speaks up.

    Theres amotion in the auditorium right now. The staff are trying to intervene.

    Amotion?

    Actor Park Sang-chul is causing a scene because he cant ept the results of the y festivals order

    Chairman Kim Sang-dos eyes curve strangely. He suddenly stands up from his seat, surprising the employee.

    Chairman, youre not going to the auditorium yourself, are you?

    The president of the association walked away from his staff, adding over his shoulder.

    Hey, dont you know that watching a fight is the most fun thing in the world?

    ***

    Actor Park Sang-chul narrowed his eyes. How dare that young junior mock him. He felt humiliated by being ignored by his junior in front of his fellow actors. He quicklyposed his face and turned to Young-guk.

    What did you just say?

    Everyone thought that Young-uk had made a slip of the tongue.

    It happens to everyone once in a while. You say something out loud that you were only thinking in your mind.

    Especially when the other person is Park Sang-chul, the actor who is notorious for his temper in the theater world. But.

    Did you say Im a street rat? Are you hard of hearing, senior?

    Young-uk repeated his words with a faint smile, and everyones eyes widened. Even Lee Chang-hoon, the director, was no exception. In the tense situation, Young-uk turned to the audience and shouted.

    Arent you all theater actors!

    Everyone flinched at Young-uks voice, which sounded like he had boiled a train car.

    The Korean theater industry has been too closed off from the past. The seniors always say this. Only those who can endure will survive in this field. I can understand why they make the neers practice acting so harshly that it seems cruel, because of the nature of theater. But do you think it makes sense to maintain that discipline even in this ce?

    Yeonguk looked at the actor Park Sangcheol and added.

    They say the order of the theater festival was rigged, or that it was a scheme by the association. I have nothing to say if thats the case. Im not acquainted with the chairman of the association, nor did he push our order to thest because he liked me. If you dont trust me, you can return our order and vote again. But arent you all here because you want the Korean theater industry to revive!

    The revival of the theater industry.

    Whats so important about the order? Isnt the content of the performance more important? To be blunt, do you all want the Korean theater to revive? Or do you want to win an award at the Korean Theater Festival? You might think its impudent for a young junior like me to say this. But Ill be a little more impudent and say a few more words.

    As everyone was stunned, Director Lee Chang-hoon watched the scene with an interested expression.

    I heard that all the tickets for the four-day theater festival were sold out. This is the perfect opportunity for us. Countless audiences are waiting for us. For their sake, I want to do one more run-through of the performance right now, instead of wasting time on this mess because of the order of the Korean Theater Festival. The purpose of an actor is not to agree or disagree, but to give the audience a touch and asting impression.

    A touch and asting impression.

    The words that lingered in my mind as I repeated them.

    Since when did everyone be obsessed with the hugepetition of the Korean Theater Festival, forgetting the essence of theater?

    The theater industry was notgging behind other cultural industries for no reason. There was also a problem with the attitude of those on the scene.

    Finally, Young-uk shouted at the actors.

    What is your purpose of participating in the Korean Theater Festival, seniors!

    Actor Park Sang-cheols face is red and blue. But he doesnt approach Young-guk and get angry like he did just before.

    Its because his words were not wrong. It would be like spitting on my own face if I kept making a fuss in this situation. In the end, Park Sang-cheol narrows his eyes and turns away.

    And the chairman of the association looks at him with a pleased smile from afar.

    ***

    Two dayster.

    Hey!

    A loud voice erupts from the MBS drama department. PD Go Byeong-man, who has been working for 10 years, res at AD Kim Young-min.

    His expression is so fierce that the others dont dare to intervene and swallow their saliva. Go Byeong-man scolds Kim Young-min with his neck full of veins.

    Youve been an AD for five years, and I trusted you with team B, but you did the filming like this? I clearly told you to go with a full shot (F/S) when shooting scene 57 and then switch to a waist shot (W/S). I told you to pay attention to the montage pictureter. But you brought me this kind of picture? Whats wrong with your eyes?

    I did my best to pay attention, Senior Go. I told you, didnt I? The picture doesnt feel right with thatposition. Thats why I suggested we tilt it down and move on.

    You dare talk back to me, you little punk? And what the hell is tilt down? Do you think you can teach me anything? Youre still an AD because you suck at this. I let you be a stand-in for one picture and you act like youre a real director? Huh? Look at your face. Youre not backing down?

    Go Byung-man snaps at Kim Young-min. Kim Young-min feels a pain in his shin, but he clenches his teeth and doesnt show it. Go Byung-man keeps pushing Kim Young-min for a long time, then narrows his eyes and says firmly.

    If this weeks broadcast goes bust, its all on you.

    Go Byung-man leaves the editing room and the drama department finally quiets down. The senior PDs act like they dont care, as if its amon urrence. The junior ADs asionally send sympathetic nces at Kim Young-min. Thats when it happened.

    Why are you so down?

    A handnds on the shoulder of AD Kim Young-min, who is sitting at his partition. He lifts his head to see who it is.

    Its none other than PD Yoo Myung-han. He gives a brief smile and points to the rooftop, then walks ahead.

    Put this on before you get bruised.

    Yoo Myung-han tosses a jar of Vaseline to Kim Young-min, who is climbing up to the rooftop.

    Kim Young-min catches the Vaseline, which flies in a parab, and lowers his head with a sheepish expression.

    Thank you, senior.

    Hey, rx. Theres no one else here but you and me, since its meeting time on the rooftop. But why is senior Go so angry with you since this morning?

    Well, you know. The mini-series that senior Go was in charge of flopped big time. And Kim senior, who was working on team B, had his appendix burst and took a sick leave, so I had to fill in for him for a while. But he didnt like the footage I shot.

    Forget about him, hes always like that. He mes everyone else but himself when the ratings dont go well. You were only a substitute for thest weeks shooting anyway. I heard Kim Yang-soo ising back today.

    Yes. Thats a relief. I might be overstepping my bounds here, but Im human too, and its too hard for me. At least there are people around today, so it ended at this. Last time, he grabbed me by the cor at the emergency exit stairs. How is it my fault that the ratings keep dropping?

    You have to let it out somehow if youre having a hard time. But you also have to know when to let it go. Thats how it is in the drama department. You have to survive, you know

    Yoo Myung-han shows a bitter smile.

    The drama department is the most sensitive to ratings in the broadcasting station.

    Thats especially true for PDs like Go Byung-man, who have been in the business for 10 years.

    They are pathologically sensitive to ratings.

    No matter how well they follow the trend, they can never be CPs, let alone spend their whole lives as average PDs, if they lose in the performancepetition.

    Young-min, you dont have any schedule from now on, do you?

    Who would give me any work after senior Go got so mad at me? Ill just do some small tasks in the drama department. At this rate, Ill never get to wear the PD badge and end my AD life. I heard theres a rumor that I might be transferred to the entertainment department like senior Jung, but that might be easier for me. My dream was to direct a music program, you know.

    Kid, dont say that. Why dont you try to sync with me for once?

    Sure?

    AD Kim Young-mins eyes widen.

    Yu, I mean, hyung, youre not working on any project right now, are you?

    I think Ill be taking one soon. The director is really pushing for it.

    Dont tell me its that historical drama. Just say no and lie down on the floor. Its like ying with a time bomb, no matter how you look at it. All the seniors are avoiding it because they dont want to ruin their careers. Why do you have to pick up that bomb, hyung? You said you cant stand the drama department because its so dirty.

    I want to give them a taste of their own medicine in that dirty ce.

    Give them a taste of what?

    I want to be a CP before those so-called senior writers.

    Kim Young-min looks around the rooftop in shock. Fortunately, no one is there. Just as he is about to sigh in relief, Yu Myung-han pats his back and adds.

    Get ready. We have to go on a business trip today.

    What? A business trip, all of a sudden?

    Its already approved by the director. We have to cast the lead actor at the Korean Theater Festival. Itll be nice to watch some ys after a long time.

    Hyung, what is casting the lead actor, and what is a theater performance? And I didnt even say Im going with you

    Kim Young-min still looks bewildered. But he snaps out of it when he hears the next words.

    Dont you want to join me in this?

 Chapter 80:

    Chapter 80:

    Chapter 80

    The Korean Theater Festival.

    A crowd of people is waiting to enter the theater, forming a sea of humanity.

    It is rare to see so many audience members for a theatrical performance.

    It shows how much the publics interest in the Korean Theater Festival has increased.

    Senior, was theater always such a popr industry that attracted so many people?

    AD Kim Young-min asks with wide eyes.

    Didnt you ever watch a y when you said you wanted to be a drama PD?

    No, I did watch a lot when I was in college, but its different from the theater groups in Daehangno. This is the first time Ive seen such arge-scale theater. And look at the people. There are a lot of young people too.

    Young-min, dont you read the newspaper?

    A newspaper? Who has time to read a newspaper these days? Ive been working like a ve for my senior for the past month. Look at my eyes. My dark circles are so bad, theyre almost reaching my neck.

    As Kim Young-min said, there were many young women among the audience. Most of them were fans of Yeong-uk, the British actor.

    When they heard that he was participating in the Korean Theater Festival, his fan club bought tickets in bulk and filled the seats.

    The actors who were about to perform were more excited than usual because of this response.

    After all, whats the point of showing off their outstanding acting skills if theres no audience?

    Its the same for every performance. Naturally, the more people there are, the more fun it is.

    I came back as awyer.

    The opening act of the Korean Theater Festival was none other than the y Back to Lawyer by the troupe Gongbyeol.

    The cast wasposed of veterans who had been through many trials and tribtions on the stage.

    The script was too good to be wasted on a y alone.

    He had been studying for the judicial exam for a long time in the Noryangjin cram school, but he failed the second round every time.

    He finally decided to kill himself. But as he was about to jump off the Mapo Bridge, he got a phone call from his mother in the countryside.

    -The exam results havente out yet. Dont worry. I had a good feeling this time. What did you say? Mom, terminal stomach cancer? What are you talking about!

    My mother told me the news that she was diagnosed with terminal stomach cancer at the hospital. I, a long-time student, gave up on suicide and went down to the countryside to take care of her in herst days. But I was afraid that she would be shocked if I told her that I failed the exam, so I lied and said that I passed the judicial exam.

    -What did you say? You passed the bar exam?

    It was supposed to be a lie that I would only tell my mother, but the vige head, who was next to my mother in her sickbed, heard the news and threw avish feast.

    In the end, this is a story of how I, a long-time student, pretended to be a sessfulwyer and returned to my hometown in glory.

    Not bad.

    The famous PD, sitting in the audience, looked at the actor Park Sang-chul, who was ying the role of the long-time student on the stage.

    The main reason he came to the Korean Theater Festival was to cast the lead actor, but he also had other roles in mind.

    It made sense, since the actors who were already well-known for their historical drama performances had been cast in the special historical drama nned by KBC.

    Since it was scheduled at the same time slot, it was rare for the historical drama actors to choose MBS.

    In a way, historical dramas go well with theater.

    The characteristics of historical dramas made the voice and tone of the general drama actors different.

    Not to mention, they had to change their ents as well.

    If they brought the mini-series actors who were focused on modern dramas and filmed historical dramas, they could not erase the sense of incongruity.

    On the other hand, the theater actors showedrge movements and actions to the audience, which matched the picture of historical dramas.

    Its really fun toe here after a long time, senior.

    Before he knew it, the one-hour-long y was over.

    As the curtain fell, the actors who had been on the stage, with Park Sang-chul at the center, lined up and bowed to the audience in gratitude.

    AD Kim Young-min was babbling next to him, but the famous PDs eyes were still on Park Sang-chul.

    ***

    As if to announce the beginning of spring, the yellow forsythias bloomed along the river.

    Like the proverb that the Daedong River water melts after the spring equinox, the river flowed softly, and the kingfisher greeted the frogs that woke up from hibernation.

    A muscr man was jogging along the river.

    Young-guk was running with his hat pulled down, but there were people who recognized him.

    Mr. Jang Young-guk, Im a fan!

    As I was catching my breath, a woman with a wide-brimmed hat came over and handed me a bottle of water.

    I thanked her and took the bottle, and she gave me a shy smile. I felt a refreshing coolness as I swallowed the water, and thats when it happened.

    How can you drink so carelessly from a stranger?

    Pfft.

    I looked at her with an expression that almost betrayed my surprise. Then she took off her hat.

    Senior?

    What senior? Just call me sister. But how can an actor be so oblivious? You didnt recognize me just because I wore a hat and changed my voice a little.

    It was the actress Park Sang-ah. We didnt get along very well at first because of her harsh words. But after spending almost a month together, rehearsing all day long, we became close.

    Not to mention, our characters in the y were inseparable.

    I didnt recognize you without makeup.

    What!

    It was no joke. Park Sang-ah usually wore heavy makeup, even when she came to practice.

    She would always apply red lipstick. But now, she looked so in, almost transparent. With no trace of cosmetics on her face and a hat on her head, she was hard to identify.

    How did you know I jog here?

    Your big manager told me. He said you jog along the Han River every morning. By the way, thank you.

    For what?

    I heard from the director about what happened to Ji-sunbae before. I didnt know anything about it, and I badmouthed him in front of you. Im sorry for not showing you a proper example as a senior. I think it would be easier to talk before we perform at the Korean Theater Festival. Dont look at me with that surprised expression. I already apologized to Ji-sunbae personally.

    Doom-doom is not a bad person. He admits his mistakes, and thats not an easy thing to do.

    Young-guk, youre more of a tough guy than you look. I heard you caused a scene at the association. How dare you do that to Park, the actor. Hes so hot-tempered. Dont do that again. I know how you feel, but still, do you avoid shit because youre afraid or because its dirty?

    Thank you for your advice. Sister.

    But can you do well in the performance today after jogging like this?

    Its a stage that the stage director put so much effort into, and there are audiences waiting for us. Of course, I have to do well.

    The Korean Theater Festivalsts for four days.

    The stage directors of each troupe were involved in creating the theater a month before the festival. I dont think of stopping jogging even though I have a performance ahead.

    Rather, by loosening up my body like this, I can avoid getting tense and stiff on the stage, so its a win-win situation. Young-guk hands the water bottle back to Park Sang-ah.

    What, why are you giving it back?

    At that moment, Young-guk starts jogging again and exins.

    I havent loosened up enough yet.

    Park Sang-ah sticks out her tongue as she watches Young-guks back getting farther away.

    The ducks that were pecking at the ground also nce at him curiously.

    ***

    Is this the right ce?

    Young-guks mother and Yangs grandmother came to Seoul together.

    They are amazed by the crowd gathering in front of the theater where the Korean Theater Festival is held. Then, Yangs grandmother looks at the young women passing by and whispers to Young-guks mother.

    Young-guks mother, did you see? All the youngdies passing by are holding signs with Young-guks name on them. How many of them are there? But do we have to stand in line too?

    No, we just have to wait here and Bong-chun wille out.

    Bong-chun?

    Oh, hes Young-guks manager.

    He seems to be a bad guy. Just then, manager Lee Bong-chun runs over to them with his big body. Yangs grandmother is startled by the sudden appearance of the big man, but she recognizes his familiar ent and observes him.

    Mother, Im sorry. I had a hard time finding you.

    Young-guks mother exins to Yangs grandmother.

    Hes from the same hometown as us. He said he was born and raised in Jagalchi.

    On thest day of the Korean Theater Festival, there were not only reporters, but also people from the broadcasting industry in the seats.

    Not to mention actor Ahn Jung-hyun, who is known as the national actor, actresses Park Soo-young and Seo Min-hye, and actor Song Jung-seok, who is rising as a blue chip in Chungmuro, as well as director Baek Jang-hoon, who is a master.

    All the famous people were sitting in one seat, so the reporters and the audience were also slightly excited.

    If someone who didnt know saw it, they might mistake it for a movie award ceremony.

    Brother, its been a while since you watched a y, isnt it?

    Actor Ahn Jung-hyun asks director Baek Jang-hoon, who is sitting next to him, quietly.

    Director Baek Jang-hoon nods his wrinkled eyes briefly. In the past, director Baek Jang-hoon also directed ys on the stage before he became a movie director.

    Actor Ahn Jung-hyun was the same.

    He had been active as a theater actor on the stage until he appeared inmercial movies.

    In a way, it was like a hometown, and he couldnt help but feel nostalgic.

    I wonder what kind of acting he will show.

    Director Baek Jang-hoon scans the stage with his wrinkled eyes.

    He was curious how Young-guk would act on the stage. To be honest, he was worried when he said he chose a y for his next work.

    After all, theater and movies are different. But he was curious to see Young-guks confident appearance.

    He didnt seem nervous at all, even though he was usually modest and humble.

    Soon, the theater goes dark as the audience fills up.

    The audience murmurs at the sudden ckout, but then they hear a voice.

    This story that is about to begin is the story of me, Baek Moo-yeol.

    Its Young-guks voice. His voice fills the entire theater in the dark. Its a low-pitched voice with a strong presence.

    There was no other reason why I, who was a mere vagabond, spread rumors with countless women and roamed the streets of Gyeongseong. Just as there were those who crossed the Manchurian ins and carried out the independence movement, I also did the same in Gyeongseong.

    The audiences eyes widen as they hear the voice. Its a voice that makes them feel like they are in the past.

    Is this how you do it?

    He takes off his socks as if he is imitating a famous golfer.

    Even the caddy cant help butugh as he fumbles with the club like a beginner. Kim Dae-jin, the chairman, says its okay and shakes his head.

    After all, he must think Im cute, a novice. Like this. He holds the club in a crooked posture in the water hazard and hesitates to hit it. Kim Dae-jin, the chairman, and Ahn Jong-man, the head of the secretarys office, turn their eyes away for a moment. Pat! The golf ball makes a crisp sound and escapes from the water hazard, drawing a parab.

    The caddy, Ahn Jong-man, the head of the secretarys office, and even Kim Dae-jin, the chairman, are surprised by the trajectory of the ball.

    The golf ball flies gracefully and heads straight for the hole. Kim Dae-jin, the chairman, looks at me in astonishment for a moment. I pretend to be innocent and smile innocently.

    Did I do it right?

    I did what I could as a rebel fighter in the streets. It was all for the sake of reiming Joseons spring.

    I swallowed hard.

    Even if I disappear like a dewdrop on a de of grass, Joseons spring wille someday. So please listen to my story that is about to begin. And remember my name. Baek Mu-yeol, thest rebel of Joseon.

    The stage that had been darkened suddenly lit up, and the curtain rose.

    The stage was now a street in Gyeongseong. Rickshaws were running around, and Japanese people wearing wooden clogs and kimonos were walking.

    Among them, there was a modern boy dressed in Western-style clothes.

    He was Young-guk, wearing a ck suit and a bowler hat.

 Chapter 81:

    Chapter 81:

    Chapter 81

    As the modernization period () began, rickshaw pullers () also appeared inrge numbers on the streets of Gyeongseong.

    Unlike the carts that required several people to carry, the rickshaws were cheap and had no restrictions on the status of the passengers.

    Thats why the courtesans used them as their main means of transportation.

    Chunsam, do you see that woman waiting for a rickshaw over there?

    Baek Muyeol pointed at a woman who was waiting for a rickshaw in a corner of Gyeongseong street with a smirk. Chunsam, his house ve, nodded briefly.

    Yes, I see her. She doesnt look like a Korean by the way shes dressed.

    Listen, this is what you have to do. Go to where that woman is waiting and tell all the rickshaw pullers not to take her. It shouldnt be too hard since its the time when the flowers are in bloom at the pce.

    What, thats not a difficult task if you have the masters authority in Gyeongseong, but are you trying to seduce that woman this time?

    Go on.

    Urged by Baek Muyeol, Chunsam (Ji Dongyeon) scratched his head and ran off. The woman in shoes waited for a long time, but no rickshaw came. She tapped her feet and looked around nervously. She was told that she could get a rickshaw here, but the rickshaws were either full or already reserved. Then it happened.

    Creak.

    A rickshaw stopped in front of her. But there was already someone in the rickshaw. As she felt disappointed, the man in the rickshaw asked her.

    Where are you going?

    The woman flinched at the sudden voice, but soon smiled at the soft Japanese that followed.

    Are you Japanese?

    No, Im Korean. I asked you in Japanese because you looked like a Japanese by your outfit. But cant you speak Korean?

    I can. But why are you talking to me?

    The man, Baek Muyeol, exined in Korean with a gentle smile.

    I felt sorry for her as I saw her waiting for a rickshaw at this hour. She must not know that this is the time when the courtesans are busy moving around, so there are no rickshaws left on the streets of Gyeongseong. If you dont mind, I can take you to your destination. There is enough room for two people, after all.

    No, I cant do that. How can I go with someone I just met?

    Very well, then I will give up.

    Why?

    Baek Muyeol took out a handkerchief from his pocket and neatlyid it on the seat before getting off the rickshaw. She was startled by his sudden kindness, but her heart fluttered at his next words."

    I have no ulterior motive. I just want to help someone in trouble. And if that someone is such a beautifuldy, I have no reason to refuse.

    Baek Muyeol took the womans hand and helped her onto the rickshaw. He then took off his bamboo hat and said.

    The womans heart skipped a beat as she saw his face without the hat. He smiled faintly, as if he knew how she felt, and said.

    My name is Baek Muyeol.

    My name is

    Thats enough. Tell me next time. If fate brings us together again, that is. Hurry and take care of the youngdy.

    Baek Muyeol tipped the rickshaw driver and the rickshaw moved along the streets of Gyeongseong.

    The woman on the rickshaw kept ncing back at the receding figure of Baek Muyeol. Soon, the rickshaw was out of sight and Chun Sam appeared.

    Master, who is that woman?

    "She was a lonely flower, trapped in a cage, and a des essory in Joseon, where everything was sharp and ruthless. She always dreamed of escaping her fate. Sometimes, she would sneak into the literary salon in Gyeongseong and read books before returning. Just like now.

    Did he really wander around the street of the literary salon for half a month, morning and night, just to catch a glimpse of her?

    And if I did?

    No, sir. Who is she to you that you would go to such lengths?

    You should have figured it out by now. Her name is Misaki, ady who speaks Joseon fluently and has a keen interest in Joseon literature.

    But the direction the rickshaw was heading

    Its the Joseon Governor-Generals Office. Whats so strange about that?

    Isnt it obvious? How many women would go to the Joseon Governor-Generals Office at this hour?

    Theres nothing strange about it. That woman is

    Chunsams eyes widened as he heard the rest of the sentence.

    Shes the only daughter of the Governor-General, Derauchi Arasuke.

    ***

    From behind the curtain, Yeon-soo looked at the stage of Young-guk.

    She had done countless run-throughs, but she never felt as nervous as she did for the actual performance.

    The pressure of the many eyes watching her was overwhelming, unlike the drama set she was used to.

    Whew.

    Yeon-soo steadied her breathing and nced at the stage. Young-guk, who announced the start of the show, walked gracefully like a modern boy who used to roam the streets of Gyeongseong. She would be lying if she said she wasnt amazed by his appearance.

    Doesnt he know what nervousness is?

    She knew it was his first time on stage, just like her, but Young-guk acted as if he had swallowed the word nervous. His blocking was wless. He looked even smoother than he did during the run-throughs, as if he had been holding back. He dominated the stage with ease.

    Isnt he amazing?

    Thats when the director, Lee Chang-hoon, appeared and pointed at Young-guk, who was performing on stage, with a smile.

    Hes not intimidated by the seniors, but rather hes taking over the stage. He must have hidden his true skills during thest month of rehearsals. Otherwise, he couldnt have started so smoothly.

    They were still waiting for their turn, the two of them who hadnt gone up on stage yet.

    Its not strange to be nervous, most actors are tense on stage. It doesnt matter if they have short or long careers.

    Do you get nervous too, director?

    Of course, maybe not as much as when I first stepped on stage, but its not easy to act in front of so many audiences. Besides, me and the rest of the actors are all returning to the theater stage after a long time. Look at Ji Dong-yeon, who ys Chun-sam. Hes a veteran who spent more than ten years on the theater stage, but his forehead is sweaty right now. The audiences may not notice, but I do.

    Director Lee Chang-hoon and Yeon-soo look at the theater stage at the same time. Actor Ji Dong-yeon is also sweating on his forehead as he acts with nervousness, but in contrast, the face of the British man is so pale that not a drop of sweat is visible.

    But the true theater actor is the one who endures all that and transforms the tension into joy. In that sense, that guy is.

    He is like a master of the Gyeongseong street, walking around leisurely as if he is in his own living room.

    A natural, what else.

    ***

    The stage has changed into a mansion.

    Misaki (Park Sang-ah) is pondering over the man named Baek Moo-yeol, whom her servant told her about.

    -He was born and raised in a miners family, and he was such a talented person that he studied abroad in Kyoto when he was young, but he is a notorious yboy in the Gyeongseong street, who is known by everyone. Despite having a fiance, he is rumored to have affairs with many women. Many of his partners are Japanese, so he is called a dog of Japan by the Koreans.

    He didnt seem like that kind of person when he showed kindness to her.

    Especially when he took off his hat and smiled faintly, he reminded her of the male protagonist of the literary novel Hot Flower that she liked, and she wanted to see that smile again.

    Misaki is fiddling with the handkerchief that Baek Moo-yeol gave her when she rode the rickshaw. That was when.

    Thump.

    The window is knocked and opened slightly. Misakis eyes widen as she sees the person who pops out from the other side.

    What nonsense is that? I saw with my own eyes that our young master was born because thedy was full. Youre lying again. Youre not the best yboy in Joseon, youre a novelist. A novelist.

    ***

    As soon as Chun-sam finished speaking, a loudughter erupted from the audience. In one corner of the seats, director Shin Seong-hyun was also watching the stage as a spectator.

    Amazing.

    He looked different from what he had seen on the movie set. Director Shin thought that Young-guk was an actor specialized in film shooting.

    And why not?

    He had mastered the use of voice and movement in film shooting. But the way he looked on the stage was as good as any professional theater actor.

    How can a person change so much?

    The young priest I saw in the movie

    The Priest Confession had changed drastically from his gentle appearance to the most notorious libertine in Joseon.

    His voice, tone, ent, and facial expressions were so different that I felt like I was watching another person.

    The actors on the stage were excellent, as well as the direction. I heard that the stage director was a famous giraffe in the theater world.

    He perfectly recreated the streets of Gyeongseong, the capital of Joseon at the end of the 19th century.

    The subtle lighting showed the red sunset, as if to symbolize the foreign influence that was gradually encroaching on the nation.

    Director, at this rate, Young-guk will be more popr than our movie before it even opens, Kim Seokcheol, the assistant director who came with me to watch the y, whispered.

    Shin Seonghyeon, the director, smiled silently.

    To be honest, I was doubtful that Young-guk could fit in the theater stage when I first came to see the y.

    The movie and the theater were different mediums, after all. But he erased his image of a young priest with his witty and debauched performance on the stage.

    Hes a remarkable actor.

    Director Shin Seong-hyun had a hunch as he watched Young-guks performance. He was certain that Korea would be in an uproar once

    The Priests Confession was released.

    The finished film was more than his script had envisioned. But before that, Young-guk would surprise Korea with something else.

    Not as a movie star, but as a theater actor. Look at him, who could say he was a novice on stage?

    He acted like a perfect Paracelsus, with his witty voice and gestures, and his jokes and ad-libs that he threw at the audience from time to time.

    They were so skillful that it was hard to tell if they were scripted or improvised. Just like now.

    -But sir, why do you want to lure out a Japanese girl named Misaki?

    -Does she look dangerous to you?

    -Being the only daughter of the governor-general of Joseon, I knew the dangers were not trivial. If anything went wrong, even my father could be affected by the consequences.

    At that moment, Baek Mu-yeol, who was on the stage, looked at the audience and added.

    -The more dangerous, the more attractive, right? Just like those roses that are scattered over there.

    The female fans who filled the seats at the Adelphi Theatre in London screamed uncontrobly.

    Mu-yeol?

    Can you lend me your hand for a moment? It would be easier to get over this ce.

    How did you get here, and who do you think I am?

    Baek Mu-yeol, who came in through the window, straightened his clothes and exined.

    Do you mean to say that you are the only daughter of the Governor-General of Joseon, Derauchi Arasuke? I came here to find a woman named Misaki.

    How did you know my name?

    It didnt take long to find out the name of such a beautiful woman. A woman wearing shoes and a Western-style outfit is notmon on the streets of Gyeongseong. Dont you know why I came here today?

    At that, Misaki spoke with a voice mixed with panic and anxiety.

    If you came in here recklessly, you would not get away with it.

    There is no greater pain than not meeting you. Dont worry. Besides, the Governor-General is also out today. Just in case, I bribed the police officers who are patrolling and also prepared someone who is watching my back. But since you seem to be in trouble today, Ill leave for now.

    Wait a minute.

    Misaki grabbed Baek Mu-yeols hem with a restless expression.

    I heard rumors about you. They say you have a fiance. Is that true? And that you spread scandalous stories with many women.

    Baek Mu-yeol took off his hat. Under the hat, his eyes were filled with deep longing. He spoke with a lonely voice.

    I once had to get engaged because of my fathers pressure. I was a child of Soshitsu. My mother, who was known to the world, could not bear a child, so my father brought a young girl from the neighborhood and made her give birth. That was me. But I had a twin sister who was born with me. My father, fearing that she would be a blemish in the future, abandoned the newborn baby in the mountains, I heard. I wandered around with resentment towards my father and guilt towards my sister. But my feelings for you are sincere. I felt that my rebellion turned into love the moment I met you.

    Meanwhile, Chun-sam, who had supported his back under the wall, muttered to himself.

    What are you talking about? I saw with my own eyes that our young master was born because his mother was full. Youre lying again. Youre not the best yboy in Joseon, youre a novelist. A novelist.

    ****

    As soon as Chun-sam finished speaking, a loudughter erupted from the audience.

    In one corner of the seats, director Shin Seong-hyun was also watching the stage as a spectator.

    Amazing.

    It was apletely different sight from what he had felt at the movie set.

    Director Shin thought that Young-guk was an actor specialized in filming. It was natural, since he had mastered the use of voice and movement in film shooting. But the appearance on the stage was as good as any seasoned theater actor.

    How can a person change so much?

    The contrast between the young priests appearance he had seen in the movie Priest Confession and the current appearance of the best yboy in Joseon was striking. Not only the voice and tone, but also the ent and expression were as if he was seeing a different person.

    The actors on the stage were excellent, as well as the direction. He had heard that the stage director was Girin-a, who was well-known in the theater scene. As if to prove his words, he perfectly recreated the streets of Gyeongseong. He expressed the gradual infiltration of foreign colors into Joseon, which was called the nation of white clothes in thete Joseon period, with a faint light and a red sunset.

    Director, at this rate, Young-guk will be more popr than our movie before it even opens.

    Kim Seok-cheol, the assistant director who came to watch the y with him, whispered in a small voice. Director Shin smiled silently.

    In fact, when he first visited the stage, he doubted whether Young-guk would fit well with the stage.

    Thats how different movies and ys are. But he had to admit that he was wrong.

    The cheeky yboy he showed on the stage erased the young priests image as if it was a lie.

    A great actor was born.

    Director Shin Seong-hyun felt it as he watched Young-guks performance. He was sure that Priest Confession would cause a sensation in Korea as soon as it was released.

    The finished film was more than his script deserved. But before that, Young-guk would surprise Korea with his role in the Korean Theater Festival. Not as a movie actor, but as a theater actor. Look at him, who could say he was a novice on the stage?

    He acted like a perfect yboy, with his cheeky voice and gestures, and his jokes and ad-libs that he threw at the audience from time to time.

    They were so skillful that it was hard to tell if they were scripted or improvised. Just like now.

    -But, young master, why do you want to seduce a Japanese girl named Misaki?

    -Why does it look dangerous to you?

    -Well, shes the only daughter of the governor-general of Joseon. Its not a small risk. If something goes wrong, it could even affect the lord.

    Then, Baek Mu-yeol on the stage exins to the audience.

    -The more dangerous it is, the more attractive it is. Just like those roses over there, spreading out in a mess.

    The female fans who filled the seats with Young-guks ad-lib screamed without hesitation.

 Chapter 82:

    Chapter 82:

    Chapter 82

    Actor Park Sang-chul had sessfully finished the first day of the Korean Theater Festival and was watching the rest of the performances.

    The one he was most looking forward to was none other than thest performance of the festival, Spring of Joseon.

    The incident he had experienced at the Korean Theater Association still gave him a headache whenever hey down in bed.

    -What is the purpose of you seniors participating in the Korean Theater Festival!

    He still remembered thest words of Young-guk.

    What a cheeky bastard.

    He had never seen anyone talk so rudely in front of his seniors before. But he couldnt say anything because it wasnt wrong.

    Confronting Young-guk there would only be like spitting on his own face, and he felt the gaze of the chairman of the association who was watching them from the end of the hall, so he had no choice but to let it go.

    Lets see.

    At first, he sat in the audience with the thought of seeing how well he could do. But as the curtain and the scene repeated, Park Sang-chuls throat began to shake.

    Usually, the most eye-catching thing on the stage of a y is the lead actor. But if the lead actor cant perform the blocking skillfully and acts awkwardly, the harmony of all the actors tends to copse. But.

    Is that kid really a newbie?

    He thought he wouldnt be good at acting in a y.

    Especially on such a big stage. Just looking at the number of spectators in the audience, it was natural for a rookie actor to shake his hands and feet. But Young-guk was dominating the stage.

    He was more noticeable than the senior actors who had once held the reputation of the theater world.

    -My lord, why do you seduce Japanese women like that? Every time you cause trouble, Im so scared that I cant leave you alone!

    -Chun-sam, what are you so afraid of? And Im not someone who goes around without a purpose. Its all for the sake of restoring the spring of Joseon. Movement.

    -Movement is nonsense, what you do every night is movement. And what do you mean by the spring of Joseon? Havent you seen the cherry blossoms blooming on the streets of Gyeongseong? I really dont understand whats in your mind, my lord.

    On the stage, Baek Mu-yeol smiled faintly and looked at the audience.

    -Chun-sam, how can you know my intentions.

    At that moment, actor Park Sang-chul, who was sitting in the audience, flinched.

    He felt as if Baek Mu-yeols gaze on the stage was looking at him.

    After a moment, Park Sang-chuls face turned red like a ripe persimmon.

    That crazy bastard.

    And then he broke out in a cold sweat without knowing it.

    He was Park Sang-chul, who had spent his whole life on the stage of a y. But every time he watched Young-guks first y, he wondered about himself.

    Could he have dominated the stage like that rookie actor when he was young?

    ***

    The streets of Gyeongseong were already full of cherry blossoms.

    At a time when there were few people, Baek Mu-yeol and Misaki walked hand in hand.

    Their eyes met under the faint moonlight.

    Mu-yeol, isnt it beautiful? We nted the saplings that our people brought when we established the Governor-Generals Office in Joseon, and theyve already grown this much. I wish I could go to Kiyomizu-dera () in Kyoto with Mu-yeol someday and enjoy the cherry blossoms together. It would be wonderful to walk the streets of Kyoto holding hands.

    Baek Mu-yeol answered Misakis question with a faint smile.

    And he looked at the cherry blossoms that bloomed all over the streets of Gyeongseong and calmed his troubled heart.

    Soon, there were signs in Japanese all over the streets, and people wearing traditional Japanese clothes weremon.

    The ttering sound of the wooden shoes, called geda (), was heard, and they wore sword sheaths on their sides as if they were proud.

    He would be lying if he said he didnt hate it.

    Someday I would love to walk the streets of Kyoto with Misaki, as you say, it would be very beautiful. But I guess I cantpare to you. By the way, I heard that the governor-general is so busy with his duties that he cant visit his residence often. Is that true?

    Yes, thats why there are fewer guards at the mansion. I came over the wall secretly today to meet Mu-yeol. Mu-yeol, why dont you go to Kyoto with me? If I tell my father, he will surely change your status to Japanese.

    Ill have to think about that for a while, Misaki. I cant go anywhere with you, but I still have things to do in thisnd.

    Hmph. Do you hate Japan? Or do you hate being with me?

    Baek Mu-yeol brushed off the cherry blossom petals that fell on Misakis head with his long fingers.

    How can I hate you, who are more beautiful than cherry blossoms. But how can I go to Kyoto and live alone when my country is in such chaos. By the way, did you bring what I asked for?

    I might have written it weirdly because I copied it secretly from my fathers room. But you really have to look at Mu-yeol. Why do you need information on the high-ranking officials of the Governor-Generals Office?

    Dont you know, to do a big business in Joseon, you have to watch out for the Governor-Generals Office. But there are also officials of the Governor-Generals Office who are not known to the world, and there are people who mingle with the independence fighters under the name of spies under the Governor-Generals Office. If I make a mistake in front of those unidentified people, I wont have this neck left. As you can see, Im also a Joseonese.

    Do you hate Joseon being under Japans rule?

    What would a bird trapped in a cage wish for? I cant help but hate it in a world where I cant fly as I please. But if you look at me with that look, I wont read this document.

    At that moment, Baek Mu-yeol tore up the document that Misaki had handed him. Misaki looked at him with wide eyes in surprise. And then he gestured to a beggar who was passing by to make fun of him.

    Hey, you. Can you read Japanese?

    The beggar limped over and bowed his head. Misaki frowned at the sight of the beggar with many scars on his face.

    He cant even write Korean properly, how can he know Japanese.

    Well, its not much, but its enough to buy a bowl of warm meat soup. Ill give you this money, so burn these torn papers on your way.

    Oh, my, youre giving me so much money for such a thing. Ill do as you say, sir.

    The beggary t on the ground and took the money and the torn papers. As he watched the beggar go away, Baek Mu-yeol got up from his seat first.

    I secretly called a rickshaw, so get on. I think I have to go first today.

    Mu-yeol, so soon. Did I make you angry?

    Of course not. My heart is rising as much as the moonlight towards you. If we stay together like this, I dont know what to do with you.

    Baek Mu-yeol gave a short kiss on Misakis forehead and turned away.

    At that moment, as if he had been waiting, the rickshaw came to Misaki.

    Misakis face was red like a radish. But whether he knew it or not, Mu-yeol soon disappeared into the darkness.

    ***

    Yu-senior, it seems like were not the only ones who came here, right?

    AD Kim Young-min scans the audience and whispers in a small voice.

    As he said, there were not only ordinary spectators, but also many broadcasters in the seats.

    Among them were some famous PDs, and the most noticeable one was none other than Kim Jin PD of SBC.

    Hes in charge of the next project.

    Didnt the rumor spread in the broadcasting world that SBC was making a luxury drama this summer, ahead of the second half of the year?

    The person who took the megaphone was none other than Kim Jin PD.

    He made history in SBCs drama department withst years drama Youth.

    Maybe thats why the production cost of the luxury drama hes taking on this time is twice as much as other dramas.

    Is that Kim Jin PD?

    Yes, senior. I met him when I was an FD and the shooting site ovepped with SBC. But I heard a rumor that he still hasnt decided on the lead role for his next work.

    At this point, not much time left until the drama production, he still postponed the decision on the lead role.

    The reason he came here must be nothing else.

    He must be eyeing him.

    He already had an experience of working with Young-guk in the drama Youth. Not to mention the drama was a hit, it would be a lie if he didnt covet Young-guk.

    There are two tendencies among drama actors.

    Actors that PDs love and actors that viewers love.

    No matter how popr and high-rated they are, there are always actors who are difficult to shoot.

    For example, there are actors who make excessive demands, and there are also those who end the shooting without asking the directors opinion, as if they were the director themselves. But on the contrary, Young-guk is neither fussy nor rude.

    He is also an actor that viewers love, so he cant help but be tempted.

    But still, how can he be so conscienceless.

    There is already a widespread rumor in the broadcasting world.

    At the SBC Acting Awards ceremonyst year, Young-guk broke everyones expectations and won the Excellence Award.

    There were many opinions that he received a lower evaluation than he deserved, considering the ratings, the popr syndrome he showed, and his acting skills.

    The reason for that was that Young-guk had annoyed the high-ranking officials of SBC at the time.

    He refused to go to Japan, and he didnt do any extension broadcasts, so they got angry. But despite that, Kim Jin PD came to the Korean Theater Festival. To cast Young-guk.

    I cant lose.

    The famous PD clenches his fist and looks at the stage.

    At that moment, some of the PDs in the audience, except Kim Jin PD, looked at Young-guk on the stage with the same eyes as the famous PD.

    ***

    The stage is a brothel in Gyeongseong.

    The ce is filled with theughter of the courtesans and the smell of fermenting yeast.

    Misaki, who followed him all the way here, looks around nervously. But the guests of the brothel are already drunk and pay no attention to them.

    With the guidance of a courtesan, Baek Mu-yeol and Misaki cautiously enter a room. Misaki looks ufortable as the courtesans act friendly towards Baek Mu-yeol.

    Mu-yeol, why did you ask me to meet you here?

    Its easier to avoid attention in a crowded ce. Im the one who runs this ce. All the guests who came today are people I know. The courtesans are also friends who get along with me, so dont worry. The reason I called you here today is that I have something to tell you.

    You run this ce?

    He was notorious for being a libertine, and his business acumen was also said to be exceptional. But he never expected him to run a brothel. But even that doubt soon fades away in front of Baek Mu-yeols smile.

    I thought you had changed your mind after not seeing me for several days since that day. I was sorry then. No matter how I think about it, its clear that our Japan did something wrong, but I said something difficult

    Stop, I already know your feelings. You even sent me a letter through Chun-sam. I wanted to reply to you, but I had a hard time holding back. Today, I have a brother I want to introduce to you. Can I show you?

    Just then, a man (actor Lee Chang-hoon) walks into the room with the guidance of a courtesan. He has a dignified walk, a tiger-like gaze, and countless scars on his face. Misakis eyes widen as he looks at him.

    He was the beggar he saw on the street of Gyeongseong on the night of the full moon. But now he is not limping or showing a servile expression like he did then. The courtesan steps aside.

    Mu-yeol?

    Misaki looks at Baek Mu-yeol with a puzzled look, wondering whats going on. Baek Mu-yeol gets up from his seat and hugs the approaching man warmly. Then he introduces the man to Misaki with a faint smile.

    This is Kim Sang-ok, a member of the Gyeongseong Righteous Army.

    Misakis eyes light up like antern at the name of the Righteous Army (). He knows it too.

    The biggest headache for the Joseon Governor-Generals Office is the Righteous Army of Joseon.

    A militant group formed by the independence fighters of the Shinheung Military Academy in Manchuria.

    Among them, Kim Sang-oks name was famous. His father, Governor-General Terauchi Arasuke, always told his subordinates nervously to catch the Korean Kim Sang-ok.

    Misakis eyes tremble as if there was an earthquake.

    At that moment, Baek Mu-yeol holds Misakis hand, which is shaking like a willow tree, and says.

    Misaki, how much do you trust me?

    Mu-yeol, I would believe anything you say. But I dont understand whats going on right now. Why are you suddenly introducing me to a member of the Righteous Army

    What I felt while meeting you all this time is that there are people in Japan who have the same pure heart as we do. So.

    Baek Mu-yeol looks at Misaki squarely and says.

    I hope you will help the birds trapped in the cage.

 Chapter 83:

    Chapter 83:

    Chapter 83

    Acting in front of a live audience is a different story from filming for a broadcast.

    Countless eyes watch every word, gesture, and minor movement of the actors.

    Thats why most rookie actors feel like theyre on a nk canvas when they first step on the stage.

    They often say they see white in front of their eyes, and ording to those who have experienced it, its not an exaggeration but close to reality.

    Just like now.

    Hes shaking right now.

    The first one to notice Yeon-sus trembling was Lee Chang-hoon, the leader of the Kim Sang-ok role.

    He was introducing Kang Hee-soo (Yeon-su), a new independence fighter from the Shinheung Military Academy in Manchuria.

    Kang Hee-soo is the most famous female independence fighter from the Shinheung Military Academy. Shes the one who will infiltrate the enemy lines and carry out the operation. From now on, shell be with us, the Gyeongseong Righteous Army, sharing joys and sorrows, and risking our lives. So get to know each other and say hello.

    Leader, isnt the ce for the operation the banquet hall of the Gyeongseong Hall? Itll be hard to get in if we dont have a solid identity.

    Dont worry about that. There, Kang Hee-soo will be the daughter of a noble family from Miryang. If you see her with her long braided hair, white skin like jade, and pretty dress, who would think that shes a righteous army member? Right, Hee-soo?

    This was a conversation that took ce at the Yegwan, which could be called the meeting ce of the righteous army.

    The actors exchanged dialogue and now it was Kang Hee-soos turn. But Kang Hee-soo didnt open her mouth.

    The actors faces showed signs of tension.

    It might not be visible to the audience, but they could see that Kang Hee-soos fingers were slightly shaking in front of them.

    Did he forget his lines?

    Lee Chang-hoon med himself inwardly. The truth was, he didnt pay much attention to Yeon-su as the leader. Any rookie actor would be nervous on such a big stage. If this went on, it would be a matter of time before the audience noticed something was wrong. All the actors were tense at that moment.

    Hey, I knew this would happen.

    A man entered the room where the righteous army was gathered.

    He was dressed like a modern boy, Baek Moo-yeol. He took off his fedora and walked naturally.

    The actors looked at him with wide eyes. He wasnt acting.

    This wasnt the scene where Baek Moo-yeol appeared. Baek Moo-yeol looked at Kim Sang-ok, who was sitting in the seat of honor, and exined.

    Brother, how can you not call me on a day like this? Im offended. Im the one who runs this Yegwan, you know. Let me see, I heard theres a new recruit who came from Manchuria today.

    Baek Moo-yeol looked at Kang Hee-soo, who was sitting next to Kim Sang-ok, and opened his eyes wide.

    That girl?

    What, are you surprised because shes too beautiful?

    Well, thats not wrong, but thats not it. Ive seen her near my Gyeongseong Hall. She was walking with Misaki and stared at my face as if she was piercing through it. I couldnt forget that contemptuous look. But, I never thought she was arade. Nice to meet you, Im Baek Moo-yeol, the face and the signboard of the Gyeongseong Righteous Army, and the best yboy in Joseon.

    Baek Moo-yeol smiled and offered a handshake to Kang Hee-soo.

    Kang Hee-soo was still frozen. But that looked natural, as if she didnt like Baek Moo-yeol.

    Eventually, when Kang Hee-soo didnt ept his greeting, Baek Moo-yeol asked with a sheepish expression.

    Is that girl mute?

    ***

    That was a close call.

    Behind the stage, the ywright Jung Yong-dae had a serious expression.

    He watched the stage situation without missing a second, and sweat ran down his spine.

    The truth was, he didnt like Yeon-sus acting from the start of the stage.

    He wasnt like this when he did the run-through, but maybe it was because there were a lot of audience members on the big stage.

    He stuttered his lines, and now he forgot them.

    The stage was different from the drama filming. The actors appearance was visible without a single straw, and Yeon-sus acting was not good enough for a stage actor. He had too high expectations after seeing his acting in Ennd. It was rare to cast a rookie actor who had never been on the stage as the lead role.

    Is it okay that the script has been changed a bit?

    The stage director Sung Ji-hoon came up and asked Jung Yong-dae.

    Jung Yong-dae nodded briefly. It was a blessing in disguise.

    Look at the stage, even Lee Chang-hoon, who had been through all kinds of things on the stage, had his back soaked with sweat.

    It meant how urgent the situation was.

    He almost ruined the y.

    ***

    Everyone closed their eyes and prayed for the situation to pass smoothly as Yeon-su froze and stumbled on stage. But their prayers were in vain, as Yeon-su forgot his lines as well.

    In such a situation, the experienced Lee Chang-hoon and the other actors tried to salvage the scene somehow, but there was nothing they could do. It was a disaster. Then.

    -Ill make an entrance now.

    A sudden voice came from behind the stage.

    It was Young-guk, who was preparing for the next act.

    He had already changed into his costume and spoke with confidence.

    Even the ywright Jung Yong-dae didnt know what to do at that moment.

    Young-guk noticed the urgency of the situation and stepped onto the stage.

    Jung Yong-dae and Sung Ji-hoon, who were behind the stage, watched him closely.

    How was he going to handle this mess?

    But Young-guk acted as if he had prepared for this, and improvised his lines.

    Very naturally.

    Lee Chang-hoon, who was startled by Young-guks sudden appearance at first, quickly caught on and responded with his own improvisation.

    ***

    During the brief intermission when the stage was rearranged, the backstage was filled with a cold atmosphere.

    The actors who came down from the stage all looked relieved. But Yeon-su was the only one who hung his head and looked gloomy.

    But no one said anything to Yeon-su. It wasnt like his acting skills would improve by scolding him right now, and besides, he might make more mistakester.

    Yeon-su, hurry up.

    It was time to fix his makeup and costume. During the short time it took to set up the stage, the actors had to move without rest backstage.

    Young-guk nudged Yeon-su, and he finally snapped out of it. He bit his lip and went into the changing room.

    Thank you, Young-guk.

    Lee Chang-hoon, the director, approached Young-guk and thanked him.

    No, thank you, sir. You handled it well.

    Lee Chang-hoon looked at Young-guk with a curious expression.

    There were many new actors in the world, but he wondered if there was anyone as quick-witted as Young-guk.

    He had seen him improvise asionally when the other actors made mistakes during the run-throughs for the past month, but he didnt expect him to do it so skillfully in the actual performance.

    After all, there was a saying that it took at least ten years of experience in the theater to be good at improvising.

    We cant make any more mistakes until the end of the y

    Lee Chang-hoon said with a worried look. Young-guk felt the same way.

    The more inexperienced the actors were, the more likely they were to make mistakes on the stage.

    Especially when there were so many audience members, it would be a lie to say they werent nervous.

    Soon, the signal for the stage to be ready was given, and the actors prepared to go on stage. Young-guk went over to Yeon-su, who was still tense, and said to him.

    Yeon-su, if you cant remember your lines or you think youre going to make a mistake, just improvise like I did earlier. Anything is fine.

    Yeon-su looked determined not to make any more mistakes. But he still seemed nervous, as his hand shook slightly.

    Young-guk held his hand and added.

    Ill back you up.

    ***

    Gyeongseong Hall.

    The stage was now a banquet hall.

    There were many people filling the stage.

    They were all dressed in Western suits or kimonos.

    Baek Mu-yeol escorted Kang Hee-soo and exined to him.

    Youre a country bumpkin who came up from Miryang. You want to expand your business under Japans rule, so you followed your foster fathers suggestion and joined this social club in Gyeongseong. So try to avoid eye contact as much as possible, and show a humble smile once in a while.

    Baek Mu-yeol was a notorious yboy in Gyeongseong. How could he miss this social club?

    Especially when it was attended by the children of high-ranking officials from the Governor-Generals Office.

    Kang Hee-soo entered the Gyeongseong Hall with Baek Mu-yeols escort. He hid a gun under his wide skirt.

    You, I heard you have a fiance, but you dont minding to this social club with another woman? Dont they find it strange?

    Kang Hee-soo asked Baek Mu-yeol, who answered calmly.

    Im not the best yboy in Joseon for nothing. They probably think Im a horny dog who messes with Japanese women too, like you said. My family doesnt care about me, and the Japanese are easy to manipte, so theres no one like me.

    ***

    Arent you afraid of other peoples eyes?

    Kang Heesoo asked in a small voice.

    It all started with a misunderstanding.

    He thought he was just a Japanese dog when he saw him walking affectionately with a Japanese woman on the streets of Gyeongseong.

    But he felt ashamed of himself when he realized that everything he did was as a member of the righteous army.

    He showed him that fighting with guns and knives was not the only way to fight for independence.

    At that moment, Baek Muyeol smiled faintly.

    No matter how my name falls to the ground and rolls in the mud, no matter how I get stoned by the Koreans. If only spring cane back to Joseon, what do I have to fear? Enough with the idle talk, lets get to the operation.

    Who is the roon?

    Among the crowd of people enjoying the banquet, Kang Heesoo asked Baek Muyeol cautiously.

    Roon was a code name for the assassination target. Baek Muyeol gestured to a man with his eyes.

    Thats him, ording to the documents we obtained, hes the one who manages the spies in Gyeongseong. Even the governor-generals office doesnt know his identity except for the high-ranking officials. Its our main mission today to kidnap him. But guns are forbidden. Unfortunately, we cant use the guns on our legs. There are probably agents under the governor-generals office around.

    How are you going to kidnap him without using guns?

    Thats what you have to do from now on, you seem to have a very useful face, dont you know that?

    The situation progressed rapidly. Kang Heesoo lured the roon easily as Baek Muyeol said and led him to a warehouse in a corner of the hall.

    Baek Muyeol, who had been hiding in advance, knocked out the roon and hid him in a wooden crate.

    Now the crate was moved by the righteous army members disguised as warehouse keepers and the two of them casually left the banquet hall. But then.

    -Theres no better ce to enjoy a secret meeting.

    -No, where are you going?

    -Well,e here. Theres no one to see here.

    The door opened with a murmur outside the warehouse.

    Baek Muyeol and Kang Heesoo both opened their eyes wide and panicked.

    They didnt expect anyone toe to the deserted warehouse.

    ording to the script, they were supposed to avoid the eyes of the people who came in hugging each other.

    A scene where a couple who came to enjoy a secret meeting met another couple who were already enjoying it. But what happened?

    Ah.

    Kang Heesoo stumbled and fell forward.

    This was a serious mistake that was not in the script. But then Baek Muyeol caught the falling Kang Heesoo with his whole body and naturally they ovepped on the warehouse floor.

    The moment Baek Muyeols sturdy shoulder covered Kang Heesoos face, the people who had entered the wrong room saw them and closed the door in surprise.

    Of course, the audience sitting in the seats were also surprised.

 Chapter 84:

    Chapter 84:

    Chapter 84

    The dim light of the borderlight resembled a full moon.

    The streets of Gyeongseong were covered with thick fog.

    The crickets chirped, expressing Baek Muyeolsplicated feelings.

    An owl perched on a cherry blossom branch, its eyes shining as it watched the two people.

    They were Baek Muyeol and Kang Heesoo.

    Please hurry.

    Kang Heesoo asked in a trembling voice, in response to Baek Muyeols question.

    Cant youe with me?

    The agents of the Governor-Generals Office have already stormed the pce. We cant let them capture all the members of the Gyeongseong Righteous Army. Im already exposed, and I cant escape from Joseon. If I go with you, youll be identified too.

    Still.

    Come on! Dont you remember the oath we made together? This stubborn life, lets at least save one of us and reim the spring of Joseon!

    Baek Muyeol held Kang Heesoos trembling hand and smiled.

    He looked different from his usual confident and witty self as a modern boy.

    He took off the watch on his wrist and handed it to Kang Heesoo. Then he said in a calm voice.

    Use this to pay for your trip to Manchuria. Im sorry this is all I can give you. Thank you for everything. I wish we could have met in a better world, in a different way.

    Baek Muyeol sent her off with a bow and turned around hastily. He headed to his ancestral home.

    His family, which was once a wealthy and influential n in Gyeongseong, was now in ruins, as if a typhoon had swept through it.

    The gate was broken, and the dirt floor was stained with blood.

    The agents were standing with torches, even though it was midnight.

    Chun-sam, who was covered in blood, looked at Baek Muyeol with a shocked expression. His eyes seemed to say,

    Why did youe here, young master?

    Then the lieutenant who was beating Chun-sam mercilessly walked over and checked Baek Muyeols face.

    Youre a big shot, arent you? I thought you had abandoned your family and run away from Gyeongseong. I never dreamed you woulde back on your own. I dont have to waste any more manpower to chase you down. Do you know who I am?

    Youre nothing but a pig who has lost his pride as a Joseon person. Yeah, you became apdog of Japan and got the rank of lieutenant. Are you satisfied with that? Lieutenant Kim Daegyeong, or should I call you Hiroshi now?

    Huh, you seem to know the structure of the Governor-Generals Office very well. Youre still so mouthy even in front of death. But there is a way out if you want to live. Tell me right now where Kim Sangok is, and Ill report it to the higher-ups and get you a pardon. Its better to rot in prison for a few years than to die from torture.

    Baek Muyeol was unfazed by Hiroshis harsh threat.

    Do you know? Even now, there arerades who share our goal dying in Manchuria. I heard that ourrades fought against Japans Mukden Army in Fengwudong. Thats why ourrades are suffering from torture in the basement of Seodaemun Prison. How can I sell out their names just to save myself? So.

    He couldnt finish his sentence, as Hiroshi swung his baton and hit Baek Muyeols shoulder.

    You wont get anything out of me, even if you take me away. You Japanese dog.

    ***

    A month ago.

    I can understand why you chose Jang Youngguk as the male lead, Baek Muyeol. But do you really need a rookie for the female lead too?

    Actor Lee Changhoon asked the ywright Jeong Yongdae, who nodded briefly.

    He knew why Lee Changhoon was worried.

    They were both new actors. Jang Youngguk was a sensationst year, so he was a good choice for publicity. But thetter was uncertain.

    Especially since she had never been on a stage before, let alone a child actor.

    Just read the script to the end.

    Jeong Yongdae handed him the script without a word.

    As Lee Changhoon read the script, his eyes sparkled.

    Soon, a faint smile appeared on his lips.

    The main plot of the script was this. Baek Muyeol, the best yboy in Joseon, seduced women with his sweet words.

    Thest one he met was Misaki, the only daughter of the Governor-General Terauchi Arasuke.

    With her help, I was able to easily seed in the assassination mission of the Righteous Army, but among them, Baek Mu-yeol fell into an unknown current with another woman, Kang Hee-soo, a member of the Righteous Army.

    Misaki, who knew that, told the governor-general about Baek Mu-yeols identity out of jealousy.

    So there are two female leads?

    Yes. In the temte that is known to the audience, the name of the female lead is Yeon-soo, and the name of the supporting actress is Park Sang-ah. But in reality, there are two. Baek Mu-yeol, the best libertine of Joseon, will choose the pearl lead as hisst woman.

    It was a y nning method that I often used in the past. As with any work, but especially with y tickets, the name value had to be a topic and increase sales, so who the lead was also very important.

    Moreover, Park Sang-ah was an actress who appeared in simr roles in morning dramas after leaving the y scene.

    No matter how you look at it, putting Yeon-soo, who had gained poprity with historical dramas, on the list of female leads would stand out more in terms of buzz.

    Then, actor Lee Chang-hoon flipped through the pages of the script and tilted his head.

    Is thest scene still not done? Who does he choose? It wasnt written.

    Im going to finish it while rehearsing. I havent fully figured it out yet. The most important thing is Baek Mu-yeols heart. So Im going to ask the actor Jang, who will y Baek Mu-yeol, for his opinion.

    ywright Jung Yong-dae recalled the face of Yeong-guk.

    If you were Baek Mu-yeol, who would you choose between Misaki and Kang Hee-soo?

    ***

    Time passed and the stage became a courtroom.

    The judges in robes took their seats in the upper seat with the jurors.

    Baek Mu-yeol was in a blood-stained uniform on the opposite side of the upper seat.

    He raised his head toward the upper seat. His eyes were sharp and his shoulders were straight.

    He looked like he had no shame or fear at all.

    Rather, he shouted with a rxed look.

    How can you stand there in robes with the names of the invaders as a Joseon person? Now I see that the dogs of the invaders were not me, but you in robes. Arent you ashamed of the robes that should be fair and uphold justice being tarnished?

    The judge sitting in the upper seat of the court looked at the criminal with angry eyes. He was a person who was called a libertine of Joseon.

    But looking at his actions, he was no less than an independence fighter. He coveted the wives and children of those who held high positions under the Japanese rule and caused all kinds of debauchery, not to mention taking out the secrets in the Governor-Generals Office through them.

    What did you do with the documents? What do I know? They must have been used for them who are running towards the wilderness of Manchuria, leaving my hands. Ill dly tell you about the past with the women Ive met. There, sitting in the jury seat, Misaki is the only daughter of the Governor-Generals Offices Derauchi Arasuke, and a woman who loved me passionately.

    Baek Mu-yeol looked at the woman in kimono in front of his eyes. She was the child of the Governor-Generals Office, which was built on the basis of the Eulsa Treaty. Baek Mu-yeol was a man who met many women on the streets of Gyeongseong. The peculiarity was that they were all Japanese women.

    Thats why many people called Baek Mu-yeol a dog of the invaders. But there was a reason why he embraced Japanese women so much.

    Thank you. Misaki, you worked for the brightest day in Joseon, and I will not forget your love either.

    Misaki, who was sitting in the jury seat, looked at him with aplicated feeling.

    In fact, she still loved him deeply. But when she saw Baek Mu-yeol with Kang Hee-soo, she couldnt stand the anger and jealousy that welled up.

    Now he is in torn prison clothes after all the hardships, and its toote to regret.

    The judge ordered Baek Mu-yeol to reveal the independence fighters who colluded with him.

    Surely there are still countless people who are roaming the streets of Gyeongseong with the information from Baek Mu-yeol.

    Especially, Kim Sang-oks whereabouts is a matter of concern for the Governor-Generals Office.

    At that moment, Baek Mu-yeol took a step toward the audience.

    His gaze sweeping the audience pierced the belly of the people who enjoyed a rich life under the Japanese rule and the judges.

    Under the creepy gaze, Baek Mu-yeol raised his head proudly.

    His appearance showed the spirit of an independence fighter.

    He shouted from his throat, which he breathed in as if to enjoy theing spring day.

    I have no shame in looking up to the sky for the action of finding the spring of Joseon.

    He smiled and said to the judge.

    You can sentence me to death.

    ***

    The audience sitting in the seats looked at the stage with their mouths covered by their sleeves.

    In their eyes, sadness and anger were mixed.

    On the stage, Baek Mu-yeol was being tortured. His appearance reminded them of the hardships of the real independence fighters in the past.

    What a stubborn bastard. He doesnt give up even after his fingernails and toenails are all pulled out, and his fingers are cut off one by one. Is this really the Parak-ho who is famous in the streets of Gyeongseong? He is the most bull-headed among the righteous army members I have ever met.

    The jailer sprinkled water on Baek Mu-yeol, who had lost consciousness.

    Baek Mu-yeol regained his senses and red at the jailer with his teeth clenched.

    The jailer spat out his saliva as if he was disgusted and turned away.

    Just then, another jailer entered the torture room to take turns.

    Sowujiro, how is it? Did he talk?

    Not a word, not a word. He doesnt say anything, even though he didnt cut his tongue. He doesnt even make a groan, even if we pull out his nails or cut his fingers. We have to find out where the remaining traitors are hiding from his mouth right now.

    At that moment, Baek Mu-yeols eyes widened likenterns.

    Where did you get that watch!

    The new jailer looked at Baek Mu-yeol with a puzzled look.

    This watch? I see youre not a mute after all. Why are you coveting a watch while youre dying?

    Baek Mu-yeols pupils were shaking violently.

    The watch that the jailer was wearing was none other than the one he had given to Kang Hee-soo.

    The scratches on the surface of the watch, as well as the engraving of his seal, were clear. The jailer, seeing the change in Baek Mu-yeols calm demeanor, scratched it and bragged.

    It was worn by a woman who was captured a few days ago, a righteous army member. She was a fine woman. I would have liked to keep her as a concubine, but how could I keep such a vicious woman as a concubine. She kept the watch in her bosom, so I snatched it away.

    What, what happened to that woman.

    She would have lived longer if she was a traitor like you, but she was frail. She copsed after a few beatings.

    Then what happened to her!

    What happened, shes already buried under the outhouse. But how dare you raise your voice like that!

    The jailer beat Baek Mu-yeol again.

    Baek Mu-yeol, who was tied to a chair and endured the harsh beating with his eyes wide open, bit the jailers wrist with all his strength.

    He couldnt bear to look at the wrist that was wearing his watch.

    The jailer screamed and finally pulled the trigger on Baek Mu-yeols head.

    Bang!

    The stage went dark with the gunshot.

    -If people like me be dirt and dust, piled up one by one, maybe someday spring wille to this barrennd of Joseon. So lets have a cup of coffee and chat in the next life. Then there will be the scent of spring in Joseon. I, Baek Mu-yeol, will only look at you for a lifetime then. So dont be sad. I dont want to leave you with just painful memories.

    The stage lit up again with Baek Mu-yeols calm voice.

    It was the street of Gyeongseong.

    There were no Japanese wearing clogs, nor the building of the Governor-General of Joseon.

    A modern boy in a ck suit and a fedora was standing on the sunny street of Gyeongseong.

    He looked like he was waiting for someone, looking at his wristwatch and adjusting his clothes.

    Soon, a woman got off a rickshaw.

    The woman who got off the rickshaw was Kang Hee-soo, wearing a pure white hanbok.

    She reached out her hand shyly to Baek Mu-yeol.

    He took her hand and was about to walk with her.

    Baek Mu-yeol looked at the audience with a calm and sorrowful gaze.

    There

    And,

    Has springe to Joseon.

    The y was over.

 Chapter 85:

    Chapter 85:

    Chapter 85

    Actor Park Sang-chul couldnt close his mouth as he watched the passionate performance on stage.

    He felt like he was trapped in a swamp that he couldnt escape from, and he couldnt take his eyes off the y as it progressed.

    The master of theater, Riolde Lang Pierre, said that the essence of theater was not something that emerged from experience, but a ray of truth that blossomed from the actors fingertips.

    Thats nonsense.

    In college, Park Sang-chul had snorted at the words of the master written in the textbook.

    After all, he would naturally know if he only watched the theater groups in Daehak-ro.

    The acting of an inexperienced actor was less convincing than a mere prop.

    The acting of a rookie did not make the audience understand, but rather hindered the immersion with their awkward experience.

    Not to mention, his values became more firm as he spent his whole life acting in theater. But.

    How.

    He could see that Baek Muyeol had an unbearable calmness when he handed over his wristwatch to Kang Hee-soo, and that he was sobbing quietly under the cold gaze of the prison guard as he screamed at the judge and bit the guards wrist while enduring all kinds of torture.

    Hoo.

    He sighed as if to soothe his chest that was rising with frustration, but it only made him feel more bitter.

    It was not only Park Sang-chul.

    Most of the audience members in the seats were wiping their tears with their sleeves.

    The sight of Baek Muyeol being tortured on stage did not feel like a theater actor was acting, but rather like the actual scene of an independence fighter from the past was projected and flowing.

    -If people like me pile up and be dirt and dust, then maybe someday spring wille to this barrennd of Joseon. So lets have a cup of coffee and chat in the next life. Then there will be a fragrance of spring in this Joseon. I, Baek Muyeol, will only look at you for a lifetime then. So dont be sad. I dont want to leave you with just a painful memory.

    There was an indescribable resonance in his calm monologue.

    Thest tear of Baek Muyeol, who turned his back on the world, caused a deep ripple in the calmke.

    The feast of theater passed before his eyes.

    From the modern boy who strolled the streets of Gyeongseong to thest gaze of an independence fighter. It was hard to believe that it was the acting of a single rookie actor.

    It was as if he had truly be Baek Muyeol.

    As proof, the audience members in the seats were already persuaded and understood by Japan.

    What did I know about theater until now?

    He wondered why his heart ached so much as he watched him perform as Baek Muyeol on stage.

    -There.

    He thought it was a straight tree. But his values, which had grown deep roots like a pine tree, were cracked and a wave of unknown emotions seeped in.

    -Has springe to Joseon?

    The deep and long aftertaste made the audiences emotions rise to their chin. The curtain rose again and the actors who performed the y came out and lined up in a row.

    At that moment, without anyone being first, the audience members in the seats stood up and pped their hands.

    They had no choice but to respond with a standing ovation to the actors passionate performance.

    There was even someone who whistled fervently as if it was regrettable.

    Actor Park Sang-chul also got up from his seat with red eyes and joined the line.

    ***

    [Spring of Joseon, presented at the Korean Theater Festival, flooded with requests for re-performance!]

    [Theater critic Lee Hee-chang

    I thought of the birth of a great actor when I saw Jang Young-guk in the role of Baek Muyeol.

    Praise.]

    [Young people visiting the Independence Hall, Spring of Joseon causes a syndrome.]

    [The signal of the Korean Theater Festival, will it lead to a boom in the theater industry again!]

    After the Korean Theater Festival ended with great sess, countless articles flooded and made Korea noisy.

    There were many ys, but the one that attracted the most attention from the people was undoubtedly Spring of Joseon.

    As proof, the Korean Theater Association is already being bombarded with phone calls for re-performance.

    There is no n yet, yes, we also hope for a re-performance, so we will contact the theater side. Thank you.

    There will be no encore performance at the awards ceremony. Yes, we are also sorry about that, but there was never a case where only the work in question was performed again at the awards ceremony. How did the awards go? The judges results are not even out yet. Please wait a little longer.

    Yes, yes. Spring of Joseon, right? Do you have any ns to sell it on VOD?

    The phone at the Korean Theater Association is ringing non-stop. The staff are busy answering inquiries from the moment they arrive at work.

    There was an annual Korean Theater Festival every year, but never had there been such a hot response as this year.

    From requests for encore performances, to calls asking about the awards ceremony results that have not evene out yet, to persuasions to sell Spring of Joseon on VOD.

    At that moment, Kim Sang-do, the chairman of the association, enters the PR office and the staff get up from their seats with surprised faces.

    Its okay, sit down.

    Chairman Kim Sang-do looks at the series of events caused by the aftermath of the Korean Theater Festival and wonders whether tough or cry.

    Surely, it was a happy asion that so much interest was poured into the theater festival, but he felt sorry to see the staff skipping lunch and answering every phone call.

    Can it really change so much because of one person?

    Kim Sang-do thinks of Spring of Joseon, which the public did not want to see again.

    He himself had sat in the audience and watched the stage.

    He still felt the sorrow in Baek Mu-yeols eyes and his calm voice lingering in the depths of his heart.

    It was an acting skill that could not be thought of as a mere rookie actor. As the curtain fell on the y, Kim Sang-do felt a thrill as if he was seeing the heyday of the theater scene again.

    As one theater critic said, it was like facing the birth of a great actor.

    At that moment, the phone in the PR office rang again.

    At that time.

    The ce where the phone kept ringing like a broken fire hydrant was not only the Korean Theater Association.

    It was the same for Songwon Entertainment, a British agency.

    From morning, the phone calls kept pouring in.

    From broadcasters to Chungmuro insiders, and even advertisers.

    All of them were looking for Britain with a flurry of calls.

    It even got to the point where there were broadcasters who came to the agency.

    At that sight, Kim Sung-hwan, the CEO, gave a bitter smile.

    Those guys who never contacted me, Im amazed.

    There is a vulgar saying in the entertainment industry that you live by poprity and die by poprity.

    No matter how well you did in the past, no one will look for you after your poprity fades.

    The heat that rose with the drama Youth did not cool down after he chose Confession of a Priest as his next work.

    What if Confession of a Priest bes a hit too?

    CEO Kim Sung-hwan shook his head with his cheeks trembling.

    He couldnt imagine the aftermath of the phone calls that were pouring in for Britain just because of one theater festival, let alone if Confession of a Priest was released.

    At that sight, actor Park Soo-young, who was sitting on the sofa in the CEOs office, grumbled.

    CEO, this is not the time to back off. You should call Britain to the agency right now. I see that there are a lot of inquiries for dramas, movies, and ads with high rates. You are too biased towards Britain.

    As he said that, Park Soo-young had a happy expression on his face.

    Of course, he was happy that his junior, whom he cherished, received so much attention from the public and the industry.

    At that sight, CEO Kim Sung-hwan said confidently.

    I wont take those who cant wait for a day, so tell them to go away. Were the ones who are missing out right now. They all seem to be looking for him as if they had fire on their feet. And you have to push and pull like this. How can I just call a precious actor toe?

    Look, you always tell me toe out as soon as I get one ad offer.

    Thats because Park actor, your ad offers are ra ahem.

    What, you were going to say rare, werent you? Im hurt. Im really staying under you because of loyalty.

    Oh, our Park actor is the best! Lunch is ready, lets go to the Chinese restaurant in front of us. Its a newly opened ce and the taste is very good.

    Again, youre changing the subject. Why are you taking me to the Chinese restaurant where you always order only jjajangmyeon as a single item. I tried to order one sweet and sour pork and Ive never had such a bad experience in my life. Im not going, no!

    CEO Kim Sung-hwan said cheerfully.

    Fine, Ill treat you to sweet and sour pork and palbochae today. The PR team members are still at the agency, so lets go together.

    Whats going on? Our stingy CEO. Dont do that and call Britain.

    No way.

    Park Soo-young looked at me with a puzzled expression as I suddenly spoke with firmness. At that moment, Kim Sung-hwan, the CEO, smiled warmly and exined.

    I cant interrupt the time between mother and son, which is rare.

    ***

    I saw young women who rented hanboks at Gyeongbokgung Pce. I was waiting with a hat pulled down over my head among them.

    Soon, my mother came out wearing a beautiful hanbok.

    The skirt of forsythia color and the pure white jeogori matched well.

    Mother, you look really beautiful.

    Really?

    My mother looked embarrassed as if she felt awkward in her outfit. Mrs. Yang, thendy, came out with her hair braided in a bun and wearing a hanbok.

    Oh, Young-guk, youre so pretty. Youre really lovely!

    She quickly covered her mouth after saying that.

    Oh dear, I hope no one heard your name.

    Mrs. Yang was a kind-hearted woman.

    She wanted to have a date with her son, but he was a famous actor, so it was not easy to have a normal outing. Mrs. Yang, of course, and manager Lee Bong-chun joined us and came to Gyeongbokgung Pce together.

    It looked like a filial piety tour on the surface.

    My mother held my rough hand and walked with me.

    Ill send you some nourishing cream. Your hands are so rough.

    My child, this is the skill that naturallyes from working at the harbor. You dont have to worry too much.

    She said that, but it seemed that she couldnt help feeling bothered.

    She rubbed her palm and touched the calluses while ncing at me.

    It was when we were walking around Gyeongbokgung Pce with my mother wearing flower shoes.

    -I went to the Korean Theater Festival. Thest performance was amazing. How goosebumps-inducing was Jang Young-guks acting as Baek Muyeol. Even after it was over, I kept crying because of the lingering feelings. Hee-kyung, you must be so sorry you couldnt see it. They said they might do a rerun, so lets go together next time. I want to see it again.

    The female students who came to see Gyeongbokgung Pce gathered in groups and talked to each other.

    Their main topic of conversation was none other than The Spring of Joseon.

    Among them, the students praised Young-guks acting andined that they wanted to see the performance. Then Mrs. Yang poked my mothers side and whispered.

    Look, mother, your son did really well.

    My mother looked shy. Then she squeezed my hand that was holding hers. A faint smile bloomed on my mothers face, which was always battered by the sea breeze.

    Seeing that, I felt a surge of emotion in my chest. Did Mrs. Yang read my mind? She hugged the two of us and said.

    Let me take a picture of you two. Strike a pose.

    We stood neatly with Gyeonghoeru Pavilion as the background. The pink cherry blossoms that dyed the pond and the sky of Gyeonghoeru felt like a painting.

    As Mrs. Yang asked for a pose with a disposable film camera, my mother looked at me and smiled like the sunny spring weather.

    Young-guk, mother is really happy.

    What makes you so happy?

    My Young-guk, you became an actor who moves peoples hearts.

    The cherry blossom petals that filled the pond seemed to express my excited feelings.

 Chapter 86:

    Chapter 86:

    Chapter 86

    It was a sunny spring day.

    I was such a fool.

    Yeon-su was still depressed after the Korean Drama Festival ended.

    How could she make a mistake at such a big event?

    She was lucky that Young-guk covered up her blunder with an ad-lib, or else it would have been a disaster.

    She had never messed up her lines during the run-through, but on stage she stuttered and turned pale with fear. She could only imagine how he felt.

    Idiot, moron, jellyfish.

    She vented her guilt inwardly. Her best friend Kim Yu-min, who sat next to her, looked restless because of Yeon-sus gloomy mood since morning.

    She was usually a cheerful girl. But for the past few days, she had been wearing a sad face.

    What if I ruin their chance of winning an award?

    The award ceremony of the Korean Drama Festival was approaching.

    Yeon-su was worried that her mistake might affect the prize for Spring of Joseon.

    The director Lee Chang-hoon and Young-guk had called her separately andforted her, saying that it was normal to make mistakes and that she was fine. But she couldnt erase the guilt that lingered in her heart.

    Yeon-su, are you okay?

    Kim Yu-min asked cautiously, but Yeon-su nodded briefly and said,

    Yeah, Im fine.

    She lowered her face toward the desk. It was lunchtime, but she didnt seem to have any intention of getting up.

    Kim Yu-min looked at her with concern and suddenly widened his eyes as he looked at the back door of the ssroom.

    Why are you so down?

    Yeon-su lifted her head at the familiar voice. She met the eyes of a man who was looking at her.

    Some of the girls were already making a fuss as Young-guk suddenly appeared in the first-year ssroom.

    Growing pains.

    Thats what Young-guk thought as he looked at Yeon-su. He had also made mistakes while acting.

    When he first stepped into the drama scene, he had learned to act while being cursed at. But he would freeze on stage and mess up.

    That experience made him grow into a deep and mature actor. In that sense, Yeon-su was going through growing pains.

    At that moment, he took Yeon-sus hand and pulled her up from her seat.

    Come with me.

    He held her hand and left the ssroom.

    The girls made an even biggermotion as they saw Young-guk take Yeon-su away.

    It was like a scene from a movie.

    ***

    Then, we unanimously agree that Spring of Joseon is the best work.

    The judges of the Korean Drama Festival were gathered.

    They were all people who had been through many trials and tribtions in the drama scene.

    The chairman of the association couldnt hide his surprise.

    In fact, every time they selected the best work of the Korean Drama Festival, the judges would argue fiercely over the works that impressed them. But this year was different.

    It was that impressive.

    The judges with wrinkled faces unanimously agreed on the result.

    They were known as stubborn dramatists, but they had no objection to Spring of Joseon being the best work.

    It was a work that attracted the attention of the drama world and the public.

    Not to mention, thebination of Jeong Yong-dae and Seong Ji-hoon made it impossible to criticize the artistic quality and performance. But as always, the judging process was not always smooth.

    The problem was the next one.

    Who should we choose for the best actor of the year? I think Jang Young-guk, who yed the lead role of Baek Mu-yeol in Spring of Joseon, is the most suitable. He perfectly recreated the image of a modern boy in the streets of Gyeongseong. I was amazed by his calm andposed monologue, followed by his tearful eyes that silenced the audience. Where did this actore from out of nowhere?

    Yes, I also thought of thete Shin Jae-yeol, who yed Jang Do-san in Taebaek when I saw that actor. I never dreamed that I would feel the same thrill that I felt when I watched Shin Jae-yeols y back then.

    Mr. Choi, Mr. Park, please hold on for a moment. No matter how I think about it, its not right to give the Actor of the Year award to a young actor like Jang Young-guk. Hes only neen this year, and although he may have good acting skills, his age Many actors who have been active in the theater industry for a long time participated in this years Korean Theater Festival. How can their performances be worse than that of a young actor like Jang Young-guk?

    The elders of the theater industry start to argue. They form a sharp conflict, like the confrontation between the hardliners and the moderates in the Joseon era.

    The Actor of the Year award, which is given to only one person at the Korean Theater Festival, is a prize that every theater person desires.

    Some actors even dream of winning this award more than the grand prize.

    Since it is an award given to an actor who has reached the peak of the theater industry, the moderates say that it shouldnt go to a very young actor, while the hardliners say that there is no rule that prevents someone from winning the award because of their age. Kim Sang-do, the chairman of the association, who was watching the elders debate, coughs and draws their attention.

    Seniors, I have one thing to say.

    Although he is the chairman, Kim Sang-do is a juniorpared to the elders. He doesnt even have the qualification of a judge, so he cant tell them what to do with the award.

    Thats how strong the elders influence is in the theater industry.

    Kim Sang-do looks at the angry elders who think that giving such a big award to a young actor is too much, and says:

    I hope that everyone can be satisfied by distributing the awards evenly. Especially since Spring of Joseon won the grand prize, I think it would be nice if the Actor of the Year award went to an established actor from another work. Dont you think so, Mr. Yang?

    Chairman, youre good at talking. Thats right. The Korean Theater Festival is originally a ce where the theater industry gathers to revive itself, not a ce to focus on one person. Especially since that young kid, Jang Young-guk, wasnt even a theater actor in the first ce, right?

    Thats right. Hes a person who appeared like aet and heated up the theater industry. His main stage wasnt even the theater. But, I have one question for you, Mr. Yang. You said that the Korean Theater Festival is originally a ce where the theater industry gathers to revive itself, but doesnt that mean that its a ce where the theater industry gathers to resurrect itself?

    Um, thats how prestigious and historic this ce is. Its the heart of Korean theater.

    Mr. Yang, but.

    Chairman Kim Sang-do adds with a sharp look.

    Why are you trying to turn the Korean Theater Festival into a school festival?

    ***

    Would the Grand Bell Awards be like this? The Korean Theater Association is so overwhelmed by the immense interest in the awards ceremony that is held along with the closing ceremony.

    From the broadcasters to the press, and even the Minister of Culture who sneaks in to give a closing remark.

    Thats how much the publics attention was drawn.

    Nervous?

    Young-guk asks, and Yeon-su shakes her head vigorously. Her face is full of smiles. Behind the stage where the awards ceremony is held, there are already many lead actors standing.

    They are there to greet the audience who came to the awards ceremony.

    The lead actors are dressed in the costumes of the roles they yed in the y.

    Yeon-su is also wearing a pure white hanbok that Kang Hee-soo wore.

    Of course, Young-guk is also transformed into a modern boy who dominated an era, wearing a ck suit and a jeongjulmo that Baek Muyeol liked to wear.

    -Back as a Lawyer, The Story of Walgok, Jeongsangok, The Song of Liszt, Men and Women, The Chronicles of Seo Sang-il.

    ording to the hosts progress, the leads of the works that participated in the Korean Theater Festival go up to the stage in order. Finally.

    -Spring of Joseon!

    As Young-guk and Yeon-su hold hands and go up to the stage, a scream-like shout bursts out.

    The director Lee Chang-hoon and the actors who are sitting at the table watch them with a pleased look.

    Young-guk greets the audience with a rxed and confident smile of Baek Muyeol, as he always did, and Yeon-su also bows her head in a neat manner, expressing Kang Hee-soos upright personality.

    Under the dazzling spotlight, the awards ceremony proceeds swiftly. Since so many people came to watch the awards ceremony, the organizers also seemed nervous.

    They prepared everything to avoid any boredom.

    They even used arge screen that could be seen at the Grand Bell Awards to show the faces of the winners to the audience who sat in the back seats.

    The consideration was especially noticeable.

    -Actor of the Year Award!

    The actors who attended the Korean Theater Festival all shake their necks and look at the awards ceremony stage.

    The Actor of the Year Award is something that every theater person does not want.

    The Korean Theater Festival is full of established actors who have built up their careers on the theater stage.

    How can they not be greedy for a ce where they choose one actor among them?

    -The Spring of Joseon, Jang Young-guk as Baek Muyeol!

    As the actors name is announced, all eyes are focused on him.

    Baek Muyeol, or rather Young-guk, dressed as a modern boy, goes up to the stage for the award ceremony.

    He receives the award que from the Minister of Culture and stands in front of the microphone. The host gives him a mischievous look and says,

    Jang Young-guk, a lot of people are watching you right now, so dont be shy and say a few words as Baek Muyeol, the lead of The Spring of Joseon!

    Of course, he had done his makeup and costume as Baek Muyeol.

    He looked like a modern boy who had just run out of the streets of Gyeongseong.

    The audience and the reporters who came to the ceremony, and even the actors sitting at the tables, showed their anticipation on their faces.

    Would he be flustered?

    No way, Young-guk was a veteran in the theater scene. He had been there for a long time, just like the elders sitting on the jury seats. He could handle this kind of impromptu speech.

    The modern boy took off his fedora and scanned the audience. His eyes looked confident and rxed, as if he had found his rightful ce.

    As flowers wither and bloom, the harsh winter has finally passed and spring hase again. Seeing these beautiful flowers blooming so wildly, I guess spring has truly arrived in our Joseon. I feel my heart pounding as I smell the fragrance of the spring day that I had longed for. I didnt know then. That such a good day woulde.

    His joke made the audienceugh.

    By the way, I havent introduced myself yet. Please remember my name, those of you who came here.

    The modern boy gave a fresh smile and added,

    I am Joseons best yboy, Baek Muyeol.

    ***

    After the theater festival, he had to perform in Seoul and the provinces for a month.

    He had received so many requests for re-runs.

    He had to travel around, sweating on his feet, to repay the audience.

    A month passed by like a stream.

    As he performed with the actors and traveled across the country, he remembered his past life.

    He had wanted to be a loved actor then, too.

    As if to remind him of his dream, the interviewer tapped him with her bright eyes. The VJs camera was already lit up as if excited.

    Interview.

    Since the theater festival, the interest in Jang Young-guk has been increasing day by day. Especially for The Spring of Joseon, where you showed a brilliant performance at the festival, I heard that there are still continuous requests for re-runs even after the provincial tour. Did you expect The Spring of Joseon to attract such a nationwide poprity?

    He hesitated for a moment at the interviewers question.

    To be honest, he didnt expect the poprity to be so great. It all started with someones inte review.

    A poet who had watched the y had posted his impression on the inte.

    -The acting skills of Jang Young-guk, a young actor, were like a flower waiting for a hopeless spring day. At first, his eyes were full of joy as a yboy, but soon they turned into a silent cry. Seeing him, I begged and wished for that flower to bloom. I was ignorant of the theater, but that day I watched The Spring of Joseon, and I realized the sorrow of the independence fighters who had died in the past. I looked back at myself, who was enjoying the spring day without any guilt, on thend that was built on countless cries. I have a wish to see it again with my friends someday. If you ask me why I want to see what I have seen, it is because I want to shiver while watching the birth of a great actor.

    As the inte spread, the reviews of the y popped up one after another, and the media outlets that had attended the festival also poured out articles.

    It was no exaggeration to say that Korea was stirred up. How else would The Spring of Joseon be mentioned on the 9 oclock news? They said it opened a new horizon for the theater world.

    By the way, back to the main point, I heard that The Priest Confession, where you star as the lead, will be released soon. Have you seen the edited version?

    I really want to see it, but unfortunately Im a minor and I cant. You know, The Priest Confession is a movie for adults only.

    Thats too bad. I cant believe the lead actor cant watch his own work.

    He lied.

    In fact, he had already watched the edited version with the director Shin Seong-hyun.

    It was only in the theater that it was for adults only, who could stop him from watching it in the editing room?

    The impression he had after watching the finished movie was indescribable.

    What do you think, Jang Young-guk, how many viewers are you aiming for with this The Priest Confession?

    I would be grateful if many people came to see it. But I guess it wouldnt be bad if I just break even.

    Hey, youre too modest. Dont be like that and tell me secretly. Off the record.

    The movie cost about 2.5 billion won for production and promotion, and the break-even point was about 1 million, including the promotion cost.

    Since there had never been a sessful box office hit for a movie for adults only, he thought he wouldnt be able to break even.

 Chapter 87:

    Chapter 87:

    Chapter 87

    The Press Screening.

    The press screening is like an exit survey that allows you to gauge the publics reaction in advance.

    There are various types of screenings.

    From general screenings to monitor screenings, distribution screenings, journalist screenings, and even exotic screenings like blind screenings.

    Among them, the press screening that invites journalists and critics to reveal the movie is also called a double-edged sword.

    Onewall, you have no shame, no shame at all. Hey, get up!

    Ah, senior, I was at the scene untilst night. I was staking out in front of Kang So-yeongs house and got aint filed against me. I had to go to the police station. By the time I got out of the investigation, the sun was high in the sky. If I die from overwork, Ill haunt you as a ghost. So if your shoulder gets stiff, youll know its me.

    What are you, a detective? What kind of nonsense is that, doing undercover work? Stop talking and get ready to go.

    Why? I got permission from the editor-in-chief to do some office work today.

    This kid never does what I say in one go. Did I teach you like that? Dont you remember what you slept through before? The Priest Confession press screening. Thats today.

    At the mention of The Priest Confession, reporter Kim Seung-ah jumps up from her seat. She is a fervent fan of Young-guk. She had spent the night secretly covering the private life of a top actress, and her eyes were swollen and her hair was a mess, but she quickly came to her senses.

    The press screening is held at a theater in Yongsan.

    The ce has arge screen, so not only did various media outlets attend, but even famous critics showed up. Kim Seung-ah gulps as she sees them.

    Senior, that person. Isnt that critic Kim Dae-jin? Hes famous for criticizing any movie. How did they have the guts to invite him?

    Theyre not, thank goodness. If only Kim Dae-jin was there. Look, they even invited New West reporters. They seem to have gathered all the people who are notorious for tearing movies apart. I wonder if theyre confident or if the PR team lost their minds. Well see when they get ripped apart. I heard a rumor that all three of the big three media outlets stamped their attendance for the screening.

    The big three refers to the three most famous media outlets in Korea. They are usually too heavy to attend any press screenings.

    Especially The Priest Confession is a work by an unknown director who failed as amercial movie. But they came out because of the publics interest in Young-guk, the actor.

    If the picture isnt good, theyll get bombed. I dont know if our Young-guk will step on shit. Ah, the PR team should have looked at the people they invited.

    Theres a saying that the more famous you are, the more fun it is to chew and tear you apart.

    Especially Young-guk, who rose to fame after the Korean Theater Festival.

    Some people hope for his sess, while others want him to fail miserably and be a hot topic of gossip.

    Our Young-guk? This kid, if you be a reporter and lose your neutrality like that, what are you going to do? Youre the one whos chasing after the actresss private life.

    How can youpare Young-guk to someone who smokes weed and has fun? And by the way, you should have told me in advance on a day like today.

    Why, do you want to get some makeup? You look like youre walking around like a senior. Stop talking and follow me. If the movie is boring, Ill just fall asleep in the middle. If you snore, wake me up.

    Senior, thats so rude.

    What do you mean rude, its natural to fall asleep if its boring. Just do your best. Do I look like Im going to write a review after this? The assistant editor is getting more and more arrogant as he gains experience. Ah, Wang Jae-seong is dead. Hes dead.

    Soon the theater is full.

    From journalists to famous critics.

    They all have sharp eyes. Before the movie starts, the actors appear for a brief introduction.

    Hello, Im actor Young-guk. I would like to express my gratitude to everyone who attended the press screening today. I wont be able to watch the movie with you, but I hope you enjoy it.

    As soon as Young-guks introduction begins, spotlights pour from all over.

    Most of them are photos to decorate the articles. But the words will change depending on the movies performance.

    Thats how cold themercial movie market is.

    Then the theater goes dark and the movie begins.

    The Priest Confession.

    Gulp.

    The movie begins in reverse. Its a device to draw in the audience and pique their interest.

    And it works like a charm.

    Even reporter Wang Jaeseong, who dered he would sleep if the movie was boring, is watching the screen intently, his Adams apple bobbing.

    At that moment, the young priest lifts his head. He looks gentle.

    There are still bloodstains on his neck and chin, but even that makes him look more holy.

    The old priest tries to say something, but the young priest interrupts him.

    -The wicked grow like weeds, and they are ignorant of their sins in their folly.

    The detectives standing behind the ss wall of the interrogation room cant understand him.

    Thats because hes speaking Latin.

    Of course, the old priest sitting in front of the young priest knows what hes saying.

    The young priests gentle face changes, as if the ss is shattering.

    -Why do you walk the path of priesthood and seek greed? How happy have you been, looking at the money that fills your barn? You were not satisfied with coveting the bodies of young women, you also destroyed their families. All that is your sin.

    Like a ripple on theke, the old priests wrinkled eyes tremble violently. The audience watches him. Its a short story that takes ce in the interrogation room, but they cant take their eyes off it, as they are mesmerized by it. And then.

    -Those who practice greed, they will meet their death by their own ignorance.

    The young priest adds in a husky voice.

    -James, you are thest sin.

    A chill runs down their spines, and the audience feels it.

    Crazy.

    The movie will be a hit.

    ***

    Drawing a line for adult movies.

    Critic Kim Daejin.

    After the press screening, The Priest Confession stirred up the mass media.

    The post-screeningments of the critics who attended the screening gave the impression that they had encountered a masterpiece of the era.

    Someone said. Dont critics like only obscure and artistic movies, and that artistic value and box office sess are separate things. But the reviews of the picky reporters made even that statement go in. Look, the headlines are provocative.

    [Blockbuster alert! The Priest Confession ising out!]

    -The movie The Priest Confession captivates the audience from the beginning. As time goes by, sweat beads on their hands and their mouths dry up. The priests piercing eyes and the consequences of his sin derived from his values will be terrifying and fearful for some, and for others, it will be like a raindrop on a parchednd that they had not hoped for. The priests faith in the movie  (omitted)  I have attended many press screenings, but this is the first time that all the media people were united. I can say for sure that the actor Jang Youngguk, who yed the role of the priest Kim Mujin, will grow into an actor who will draw a line in the history of Korean cinema among the many youth stars.

    Reporter Kim Seunga.

    Sitting in the living room of his grandfathers mansion, Youngguks expression is strange. Doesnt he know that The Priest Confession failed at the box office in his past life? Its still before the nationwide release, but the media is pouring out articles as if they were predicting the box office sess of The Priest Confession.

    Not to mention the critics who usually didnt spare their sharp criticism, they are all praises. The expressions of the critics at the meeting after the screening were like those of gourmet eaters who had eaten satisfactorily.

    They made a great trailer.

    The expectations of the public are also high. Isnt the reservation rate of the theaters nationwide soaring every moment?

    Behind that, there was not only the post-screeningments of the reporters and critics, but also the influence of the trailer. They call it a teaser.

    You can see the trailer on the subway, let alone on the TV movie introduction program. In that sense, the trailer of The Priest Confession was a great attraction. Just then, the trailer is aired on the TV.

    -The wicked beget sin, and they bear cmity and beget falsehood.

    -He made a pit and dug it out, and he fell into the trap he made. His cmity returns upon his own head.

    On the TV, Youngguk, or the priest, changes his face like Jekyll straightening his back and bing Hyde, his lips, forehead, pupils, and small wrinkles moving with his fine muscles.

    -His violence descends upon his own skull.

    (Psalm 7:14-17)

    A priest who has renounced his holy orders recites thest rites in Latin one more time.

    -Lord, punish him.

    Forever.

    Young-guk, is that really you?

    Ahn Jung-hyun, an actor who was sitting next to him and watching TV, gapes at Young-guk. Being in the movie industry, he had heard the rumors that were circting on the set.

    He knew that Young-guk had given a brilliant performance in The Priests Confession, but he didnt expect the trailer to be so captivating.

    Hey, uncle. Whats with you all of a sudden?

    I just want to touch your face for a moment. Are you wearing a mask? The Young-guk I knew wasnt such a terrifying guy. Just stay still for a while. Cant you see uncles goosebumps?

    Seriously, youre messing up my hair. I have to go to another interview soon.

    Youll get your makeup and hair done anyway, so whats the big deal?

    Ahn Jung-hyun grabs Young-guks face and examines it. He looks serious, but hes clearly joking. He soon imitates Young-guks appearance and lines from the trailer.

    Sess is raining down on your head!

    Oh, uncle, stop it.

    Young-guk, youre going to be a ten-million actor before uncle at this rate.

    How can I hit ten million with an R-rated movie? Ugh, Im choking to death.

    Baek Jang-hoon, the director, watches Young-guk and Ahn Jung-hyun fooling around.

    When Ahn Jung-hyun lets go of him, Young-guks manager, Lee Bong-chui, arrives at the mansion.

    Young-guk seizes the opportunity and greets the two men before heading to the interview venue.

    As he watches Young-guks back disappear, Ahn Jung-hyun whispers to Baek Jang-hoon.

    Director, isnt he going to be an amazing actor if he keeps this up? The critic Kim Dae-jin praised him so much, it must mean the movie turned out great.

    What, are you scared hell take your spot?

    Dont be silly, Im too old to worry about losing my ce to a junior. But hes really something, isnt he? He swept the theater scene, and now.

    Ahn Jung-hyun smiles contentedly.

    Hes shaking up the movie scene too.

    ***

    Box office literally means the ticket office of a theater. But in the domestic film industry, it meant the cumtive number of moviegoers.

    It wasmonly said that if a movie ranked first in the box office for a month, it was a sess.

    And The Priests Confession was running first in the real-time box office since its release.

    Is this a dream, or reality?

    The word of mouth that spread from the press screening and the general screening was faster than any mass media. Already, the seats were full every day, and the reservation rate was close to 100 percent, so the rumor was that there was even a ck market for tickets to the regional screenings.

    How is this possible for an R-rated movie?

    Kim Seong-hwan, the CEO, looked stunned.

    In fact, when Young-guk said he would star in an R-rated movie, a movie about murder, he had given up on the profit aspect.

    After all, if he looked at the actors life in the long run, he had to think more about the growth of his acting than the revenue in a short time. But.

    He caught two rabbits at once.

    After The Priests Confession, the image of the teen star who was called the nations first lovest year waspletely erased. It was not a simple acting transformation.

    He not only widened his acting spectrum, but also firmly imprinted the name of the actor Jang Young-guk on the public.

    As proof, the entertainment news was stered with Young-guks name every day.

    CEO!

    Just then, Kim, the manager, rushed into the CEOs office.

    Kim, youre going to fall. Why are you so hasty?

    Another offer for a drama or a movie? Ive already had enough of that since the Korean Theater Festival, where I got so sick from the stress. The ad offers that suddenly stoppeding in are now flooding my agency with desperate calls. Things have changed a lot for me.

    There are many actors in Songwon Entertainment, besides me, buttely nine out of ten inquiries thate to the agency are rted to me.

    Did you get another ad offer for me? I told you to keep all of them, whether its a drama, a movie, or anything else. Its not the right time yet. Im running around every day for the regional screenings. I dont want to ruin my body.

    Thats not it. We got a file with the audience count for The Priests Confession.

    What? Its been less than a week.

    Most of the movie counts are done on a weekly basis. There are so many works being screened nationwide that it takes time to calcte them. Not to mention, The Priests Confession had only been released a few days ago.

    Thats because the first week of release hasnt passed yet, so its not aplete count.

    Manager Kim, stop beating around the bush and tell me!

    At his words, Kim Seonghwans eyes widened likenterns.

    The nationwide audience number has exceeded one million.

 Chapter 88:

    Chapter 88:

    Chapter 88

    The first week of release.

    In Chungmuro, they often say that the first week of release is the decisive factor for the box office sess.

    Its because the cumtive number of viewers is calcted then. But having a lot of viewers doesnt necessarily mean its good.

    No matter how much they say its a meaty week, if the word of mouth doesnt spread among the viewers, its obvious that they will walk downhill afterwards. In that sense, The Priests Confession was.

    Senior, I still cant get rid of the chills. It was totally crazy.

    AD Kim Young-mins words could be seen as crazy. Not only did it surpass 1.5 million viewers nationwide in the first week of release, creating an overwhelming gap with the second ce, but also the word of mouth of the viewers was not ordinary.

    From saying that you would regret it for life if you didnt see The Priests Confession in the theater, to predicting that it would be the first 10 million movie in Korea.

    If you look at the reaction of the public, it was rather insufficient that the critics who were picky at the press conference said that it drew a line for the Korean R-rated movie. How else would it be a trend among students to get their ID cards and watch the movie.

    Its beyond imagination.

    PD Yoo Myung-han licked his dry lips. He sweated so much in his hands while watching the movie in the theater that he looked like a person who had heatstroke. His hands and back were damp, but his lips were dry.

    The c next to him was useless.

    The ice had melted and it was only water.

    The immersion of the movie was so great that he couldnt even think of drinking c.

    This is what, I went up too high.

    He was an actor who had been raising his stock price since the Korean Theater Festival.

    Anyway, the performance of Baek Moo-yeol that he showed at the Korean Theater Festival was amazing enough to surprise everyone. But the movie The Priests Confession was too different even if the track was different.

    They often say that an actor has a thousand faces. Yoo Myung-han felt keenly what that meant as he watched the priest Kim Moo-jin on the screen. As if he had read his thoughts, AD Kim Young-min added.

    I saw him acting at the Korean Theater Festival before, but it feels different when I see him in the theater. How can a person change like that. In the scene where the priest sheds his duty as a clergyman, I thought of Anthony Hopkins who yed a great role in The Silence of the Lambs in a good way. I still think of the scene where he recites Latin. Look, I have goosebumps on my arm.

    Young-min, how many screens are assigned to The Priests Confession in the theater now?

    Most of the time slots had one each. They said it was hard to get a ticket if you didnt book in advance.

    Its not screen monopoly.

    They increased the number of screenings in the theater because they couldnt stand the fierce bacsh of the viewers. But its not amon thing to think of a typical R-rated movie.

    At that moment, Kim Young-min said in a small voice.

    If we hadnt booked in advance, we would have been sitting there like those people. How about it, did you do well to book in advance after listening to me?

    In one corner of the theater, there were people who were sitting like they were homeless, as AD Kim Young-min said.

    This was also a syndrome-like phenomenon that urred after The Priests Confession.

    Like people who couldnt book train tickets for the homing trip, they waited for the train tickets to be canceled, or they waited for the seats in the The Priests Confession screening room to be vacant.

    Im going crazy.

    "Its awesome, I want to see it again if I can. At the end of the movie, when he recites a meditation on the viin,

    I will be arrogant until the end. So Lord, punish me.

    I still cant get that scene out of my head. But senior, can we lie that we went on a business trip and be in the theater like this? The director asked when we would cast the actors, right?"

    If youe out because youre boiling, Ill be a sesame oil shop. We didnte to see the movie because we were bored. This is a pre-research for drama casting, pre-research. Young-guk, no, if you want to meet Jang actor, you have to watch the movie properly and talk. We couldnt go to the press conference either because we were busy. And what drives me crazy is not that.

    Then what is it?

    Young-min, dont you hear it?

    Kim Young-min made a puzzled expression at Yoo Myung-hans sudden words. Then he tilted his ears. The only sound that came from the front of the ticket office was the stories rted to The Priests Confession.

    Some of them, like Kim Young-min, couldnt get out of the deep aftertaste after watching the movie, and some of them were full of excitement and anticipation for the movie. Then PD Yoo Myung-han licked his dry lips again and added.

    Jang actor, the sound of his price soaring.

    ***

    In the provinces, movie previews usually openter than in the capital. It was right after the release, but it took a week or two to travel around the country.

    Moreover, The Priests Confession made even the previews as hard as concert ticketing. Some people stayed up all night in front of the theater building to get preview tickets, and there was even a ck market for them.

    Im bored.

    Young-guk was sitting alone in the waiting room prepared by the theater. He was on a chartered bus with other actors to tour the provinces. Usually, they moved to another region as soon as the stage greeting was over, but since it was thest preview, the actors decided to watch the movie with the audience as a fan service.

    Its really inconvenient to be a minor at times like this.

    An old man with wrinkles would explode if he heard that, but Young-guk had no choice. He starred in the movie, but it was rated R, so he couldnt watch it. Young-guk felt a little sore in his body and nced back.

    As they were traveling around the provinces, manager Lee Bong-chun was also tired and dozing off. Thats when Young-guk got up from his seat with a smile.

    Director Shin, what should Young-guk do when hes bored by himself?

    Thats right. Its a pity that its an R-rated movie. How can an actor not watch his own movie in the theater?

    Thats why I told you to lower the level a bit. No matter how I think about it, if you lowered the level and got a 15+ rating, you would have surpassed 2 million in the first week of release by now.

    How can you re-edit the picture for the sake of the audience, you have to make sense. You kid.

    Im kidding, kidding.

    Assistant director Kim Seok-cheol and director Shin Seong-hyun bickered. Actor Kim Hyung-seop looked at them with a pleased smile.

    He was a movie actor who had experienced many previews, but this was the first time he had such a happy day.

    The movie was really well made.

    The directing, of course, and the music that wasid on the background.

    Not to mention the great acting of the famous actor, there was no w.

    Maybe An-hyung (actor An Jung-hyun)s joke wille true, and Young-guk will surpass me first.

    Whenever he drank with actor An Jung-hyun, he always said that as a habit.

    That Young-guk might surpass him. Actor Kim Hyung-seop couldnt take that as a joke.

    He had seen the movie many times, but he couldnt hide his surprise at Young-guks acting every time he saw it. It was then.

    What are you talking about?

    Assistant director Kim Seok-cheol perked up his ears at the noisy sounding from the ticket office.

    It was when director Shin Seong-hyun and the actors were escorted by the security guards and walked to the ticket office.

    They couldnt close their mouths at the sight they saw there.

    Huh.

    Totally.

    Its like a fan meeting.

    Young-guk was signing and taking pictures with the fans who couldnt attend the preview.

    Among them, there were adults, but there were also many children. He didnt know how they became Young-guks fans.

    He probably watched the drama Youth with his parents and became Young-guks fan.

    The security guards were helping Young-guks guerri signing event as if they were staff. Before long, a little child was in Young-guks arms, smiling happily. Looking at him, the others thought the same thing at the same time.

    The heart for the fans.

    Thats what an actor is.

    ***

    Ah, you cant do this.

    Wait a minute, let go. Let me go.

    No, how can youe here without making an appointment in advance. Even if you are a PD from a broadcasting station, you cant do what you cant do. We are banning outsiders from entering right now. Either make an appointment in advance or go back.

    There was amotion in the lobby of Songwon Entertainment.

    There is a saying that ants gather where there is sugar.

    Like that, as The Priests Confession recorded the box office number one every day, Songwon Entertainment had no choice but to increase the securitypany staff.

    He had a reason to do so, because the number of fans who came to see him in Young-guk was increasing day by day. Not only that.

    From the broadcasting station to the advertising industry, and even the people from Chungmuro, they would push their faces in without making an appointment. Kim Jin PD was one of them.

    I want to make an appointment, but he keeps saying he doesnt have time. Im just going to see if hes in Young-guk and leave. Leave me alone, hey, Im not someone you can treat like this. Dont grab my shoulder so hard. I have a habit of dislocating. Ill fall to the floor with a thud and you wont be responsible. Hey, let go, I told you to let go.

    It was when the securitypany employee was having a headache. Kim Jin PD saw someone walking across the lobby and quickly waved his hand.

    Director Cha!

    It was Director Cha Min-seok, who had been beaten up by Manager Lee Bong-chun, or rather, one-sidedly beaten up.

    He also saw Kim Jin PDs face and turned his head, his expression twisted, but he soon recovered and ran over.

    Oh, Kim PD! What are you doing here? Did youe to see me?

    Hey, I always want to see Director Cha. But today I came to see the CEO for a moment and tell him something. Ive been trying to make an appointment for a few days, but he keeps saying he doesnt have time. Im not a peddler, why do you have to block me like this?

    Well, how can I not know that Kim PD is the most sessful PD in SBC these days. I heard you got a big project this time, is that why? But the CEO is talking to Jang actor right now, so you might have a hard time seeing him.

    Thats good. I feel morefortable when the person involved is there.

    Wait, wait a minute. Kim PD!

    Kim Jin PD hurriedly moved his steps, ignoring Director Chas call. Director Cha followed him, muttering he is a peddler in his mind.

    At that moment, CEO Kim Sung-hwan and Young-guk came out of the CEOs office and met Kim Jin PD. Director Cha quickly hid his body behind the corner of the corridor.

    Kim PD?

    At Young-guks puzzled question, Kim Jin PD grabbed his hand and smiled brightly. Then he came to his senses and bowed deeply to CEO Kim.

    CEO Kim, do you have a moment?

    ****

    After the unwee guest left, CEO Kim put down his cold tea cup and said.

    Young-guk, what do you think?

    It was CEO Kims principle that the choice of a work should be based on the actors subjective perspective. Of course, from a management point of view, he would prefer a more profitable work. In that sense, the proposal from Kim Jin PD of SBC drama department was very shocking.

    There was a joke that if you took a luxury drama, the main actor would get a building in Gangnam. The production cost was huge, of course, and the appearance fee allocated to the main actor was beyond the imagination of the ordinary people.

    Moreover, the appearance fee that Kim Jin PD suggested was higher than the appearance fee of the top actors who were called the ratings guarantee in the drama field.

    Kim PD must be very desperate for you in SBC, since he came out with such a low posture. Honestly, I didnt expect him to apologize so much. I guess he thought you wouldnt see him because of the excellence award you received at thest acting awards.

    I didnt have that feeling.

    Now that I see it, you have some ambition, Young-guk. Thats right, an actor should have some ambition. You always talk like an old man, so I thought you didnt have any ambition for the award.

    Its a joke, how can I get an excellence award at this age. And I really didnt have time to meet him. I still have to attend the premiere in the provinces, and I have interviews piled up. I dont have enough time even if I have two bodies. How can I review the next work? But today, when I saw Kim PD, I felt uneasy. But still.

    Young-guk looked at the script that Kim Jin PD had left and smiled firmly.

    I dont want to do it.

    CEO Kim nodded briefly, as if he had expected it. Young-guk scratched his head and asked.

    Really, is that all you have to say, CEO? Just nod your head and end it? You should be tempted by the appearance fee that Kim PD suggested.

    If you dont want to do it, thats it. The script is about a ruthless chaebol second generation who wakes up after his father dies and swallows thepany in the gap between his hyena-like brothers. Its not that the content is bad, but its a waste of your acting skills to take it, Young-guk. And the appearance fee, it can go up over time. Its not impossible at this rate. You heard how many cumtive audiences there are, right?

    For mostmercial movies, the first week of release determines the trend of the audience numbers.

    While most movies see a decline in daily viewers after the first week, The Priests Confession surpassed the break-even point in just one week and soared to the sky with word-of-mouth, as if it had gained momentum.

    You have quite an eye, Young-guk.

    What are you talking about, airnes? Stop changing the subject from your appearance fee.

    Dont y coy, Young-guk. You know what they call you in Chungmuro. You have so many nicknames that I cant even count them. From ten million cameo, to blue chip, to manner king, and to the most promising actor to reach ten million viewers. And in the movie investment industry, they even have this nickname for you.

    In that sense, Young-guk was already pissed off.

    After all, he was one of the initial investors of The Priests Confession, so his bank bnce would change depending on how the audience numbers turned out.

    The Midas touch.

 Chapter 89:

    Chapter 89:

    Chapter 89

    [The Priests Confession breaks 5 million viewers nationwide in just 19 days of release!]

    [Unbelievable reservation rate, soaring endlessly. Rewriting the box office record of an R-rated movie.]

    [10 million movie, no longer a dream. Will it be the first 10 million in Korea!]

    Today, on the 19th day of the nationwide release of The Priests Confession, a shocking event urred: the cumtive number of viewers exceeded 5 million.

    Despite being an R-rated movie, it showed a steep growth and a reservation rate that did not seem to decrease day by day.

    It was no exaggeration to say that it would leave a huge mark on the Korean film industry.

    Huh, talk about wordsing true.

    Reporter Son Min-seon couldnt close her mouth.

    She was the one who interviewed Yeong-guk before the release of The Priests Confession.

    At the time, he said that his goal was to break even, but off the record, he said that 5 million was his target.

    Back then, Son Min-seon was a fan of Yeong-guk, but as a broadcaster, she thought it was impossible for an R-rated movie to hit 5 million.

    Son senior, did you hear?

    What? Is there any more interesting news? Did some co-ed group start dating or something?

    No, thats not it. SBC got rejected too.

    SBC got rejected by whom?

    Geez, youre such a slow reporter. SBCs drama department offered Yeong-guk the highest appearance fee ever, but he turned it down without hesitation. Theres a rumor going around the station. They say his fee was higher than Kim Hyuks from The Suns Love.

    What?

    The Suns Love was a drama that dominated the living room theater a few years ago. At the time, the bigger buzz among the broadcasters was the appearance fee of the male lead, top actor Kim Hyuk. He was the one who broke the golden tower of the appearance fee that was considered a taboo.

    As a result, the era of top actors per-episode fees hovering around 10 million won opened.

    It was hard to imagine a higher amount than that. What was more surprising was that Kim Hyuk was a veteran who had won the acting award and had more than ten years of experience, but Yeong-guk was just a rookie who had barely started his fourth year.

    And thats not all, you know. Right now, not only the broadcasters, but also the film and advertising industries are pouring out love calls, but he refused them all. Even if he doesnt do his next work, he could buy a few apartments in Seoul just by doing a fewmercials. I dont know why hes doing that. Is he not greedy or is he not satisfied with his price yet?

    Cant you tell by looking at him? Of course hes not greedy!

    Reporter Son Min-seon knew Yeong-guks personality well, even though it was only one interview.

    She had interviewed countless actors, but she couldnt find anyone who was as polite and kind as him.

    Moreover, his values as an actor were different, and when she talked to him, she felt as if she was talking to a veteran actor with a long acting career.

    Senior, are you not going to request another interview?

    Do you think I havent tried? Ive already done more than enough. But he said he couldnt give me a definite answer because his schedule was so backed up. The Yeong-guk syndrome that started after the Korean Theater Festival is continuing to The Priests Confession. Oh, I should have booked a follow-up interview back then. I went to the pre-interview of director Bae Jin-woos blockbuster movie instead. ording to the staff, theres no such thing as a flop like that.

    You see, senior, you sometimes make mistakes like this.

    Do you want to die?

    The junior ran away in a hurry, and reporter Son Min-seon wiped her face.

    There was a time when Chungmuro was making a blockbuster that would overturn Hollywoods dominance.

    It was a highly anticipated work at the time, but in reality, the filming staff said that there was no such masterpiece as a flop.

    The distributor even postponed the release date until the craze of The Priests Confession was over.

    It was clearly running away. On the other hand, The Priests Confession was breaking records every day.

    Reporter Son Min-seon looked at Yeong-guks face on the front page of the article and said as if predicting the future.

    Really

    The first in Korea.

    Isnt he going to be a 10 million actor?

    ***

    Director, are you telling me to just write a scathing review right now?

    There was a loud noise in the MBS drama department directors office.

    They say that when a quiet person gets angry, its scarier, and the famous PD, who was known for being gentle, was furious to the tip of his chin.

    I volunteered to do the historical drama that none of the seniors wanted to take, even if they had to beg them. And now youre treating me like this? How is that fair?

    PD Yoo, calm down. I want to give you everything, but lets take it slow. We havent even confirmed the cast yet. And the writer has been changed several times. PD Yoo, I know your skills, but this is your first historical drama. Its honestly hard to increase the budget right now. Frankly, the higher-ups willin, and we dont have anything to persuade them. Dont you agree?

    I cant believe this. You were passing the buck like a ticking bomb, and now that Im confirmed, youre backing off. Whats this? Frankly, you gave the megaphone to a guy whos never done a historical drama and has no backbone. That means youre desperate. And do you think historical dramas have the same episodes as regr ones? Youre telling me to make a historical drama with a budget thats barely enough for a mini-series. Does that make sense?

    Drama director Kim Won-seok furrowed and rxed his brows repeatedly.

    He had nothing to say, because he wasnt wrong.

    Theres a saying that the old view is the right view. In the broadcasting world, especially in the historical drama genre, this saying is desperately true.

    There are many genres of drama, but when ites to historical drama, the ce thates to mind is KBC Drama Department.

    As a public broadcaster, they have produced many epic long dramas based on their solid experience.

    Its like hitting a rock with an egg.

    Thats why, when MBS announced that they wouldpete with KBC in the same time slot for a historical drama, the broadcasting world was buzzing with words like its a fight between David and Goliath, and MBS is just trying to diversify their drama genre. In fact, that wasnt a wrong statement.

    They couldnt not produce it just because it wasnt their main genre, so the top brass decided to make it reluctantly.

    Thats why the budget was tight, and they even ordered to reuse the set that they used in the past.

    PD Yoo, are you trying to push me into retirement by doing this?

    Of course not. If I wanted to do that, I would have refused to do the historical drama like the other seniors. Or should I just lie down now? Like those guys outside who are eavesdropping.

    The PDs of MBS Drama Department who were listening outside were startled and avoided their seats.

    After the presence was gone, Yoo Myung-han looked at the director and exined.

    Director! Since when did our drama department be so obsessed with one rank? The seniors are all trying to be CPs and only care about their careers, and youre being careful not to step on a falling leaf. In the past, you were like a tyrant who ruled the drama department, but now youre like a toothless tiger who neveres out of the directors office. Isnt that why theyre more arrogant and running wild?

    Kid, you used to be an FD under me and manage the site, and now youre talking back to me.

    Why not, Im not going to be like those guys outside who dont have a clue. So, if you just push me hard this time, Ill somehow get the ratings. Please push me. Okay? If the drama still fails, then Ill resign voluntarily.

    Hey, even if you roll in a dung field, this world is better than the other world. No matter how dirty and mean it is, you dont write a resignation letter lightly.

    Id be d if it was just dirty and mean. They dont take care of their own family, but they report to the chief director and send the youngest one who just joined to the entertainment department. This ce is rotten. I dont want to live as corrupt as blowing a horn in the upper house, even if the drama department is a jungle.

    Drama director Kim Won-seok licked his dry lips.

    Who did you pick as the lead, that youre asking me to increase the production pie from the start?

    Actor Jang Young-guk.

    What?

    His eyes widened. He must have heard it wrong. But Yoo Myung-hans expression didnt change.

    Yoo Myung-han, do you think that makes sense? Dont you know that Jang Young-guks movie just hit 5 million viewers nationwide? Do you know how much hes worth now? And hes never done a historical drama before.

    Hes never done a y before, but you know how amazing he was at the Korean Theater Festival, dont you?

    No, thats not what I mean. Hes a rising star whos soaring to the sky right now. Do you think it makes sense for him to do a historical drama? I heard that SBC tried to cast him with a lot of money, but they got rejected. His fee alone was enough to make history in SBC Drama Department. He didnt even look back and said no. But hes doing ours?

    Historical drama is a genre that top actors avoid.

    Thats because it has longer episodes and dialogue than the mini-series that are popr these days, and the makeup time takes a lot.

    Theres a joke that it takes 3 hours to do makeup for a 10-minute shoot.

    Not to mention, the filming location is mostly in the countryside or in the rugged mountains. Its not called the extreme job of the broadcasting world for nothing.

    Why give up before you even try?

    But like the young friend who had told him to face whatever came his way in the past, he spoke boldly, the famous one.

    ***

    Songwon Entertainment.

    The Priests Confession had surpassed 5 million viewers nationwide on its 19th day of release, and Songwon was in a festive mood. But even in a feast, there was always an unwee guest. Kim Seonghwan, the CEO, and Young-guk, the actor, were sitting across from a middle-aged man.

    Wow, Mr. Jang!

    The middle-aged man was Cha Minyong, the president of Saehae Food. He greeted Young-guk and Kim Seonghwan with exaggerated gestures.

    Mr. Cha, I hope we didnt keep you waiting too long. Mr. Jangs schedule is so tight these days.

    No need to worry. Were not strangers. Who doesnt know that Mr. Jang is the busiest actor in Korea right now? Im sure youve already received plenty of congrattions, so let me give you this orchid that I brought from my house as amemoration of your 5 million viewers.

    This is too precious, I dont know if I can ept it.

    Nonsense, you dont have to say that. Honestly, if it werent for Mr. Jang, our Saehae Food wouldnt have prospered like this. Please take it with ease, or would you prefer something else as a gift? If I had my way, I would even give you an apartment in a nice neighborhood.

    No, no.

    Young-guk got up from his seat and took the orchid from Cha. It looked very expensive at a nce. A stranger might wonder how much it cost, but among orchid enthusiasts, even the cheapest orchid was worth a mid-sized car. Kim Seonghwan nced around and asked Cha.

    By the way, I heard that the head of your PR department wasing, but howe you came in person, Mr. Cha?

    Our PR manager Seok, hes good at his job, but hes not very good at talking. I wanted to see Mr. Jangs face myself. My whole family, from my wife to my kids, are all fans of Mr. Jang. My son, after he got discharged from the army and watched Mr. Jangs movie, he was so impressed that he said he wanted to be an actor too. Hes driving me crazy. Anyway, thats not the important thing. Mr. Jang, when you have time, pleasee to my house. Oh, my wife is so worried about you. She says you must take care of yourself since youre so busy these days. Worried. She never made me any herbal medicine even though I work outside all the time. Ha ha.

    He seemed to talk a lot for a businessman.

    From his lively personality to his humor that was hard to tell if it was a joke or serious, he felt like he could act better than most actors with his cheeky performance.

    Ahem, so, I was wondering if Mr. Jang could do the secondmercial for our apple drink. Men love apples, ha, thats been stuck in my mouth for a year now.

    Young-guk almost choked on his tea. Cha continued to exin.

    I even thought of a line for the secondmercial. My freshnesssts forever, with Saehae apple. The human freshness, Jang Young-guk.

    Isnt that too much, Mr. Cha?

    No, not at all. I feel all kinds of things when I see Mr. Jangs face, from freshness to everything else. I think my line is too weak, thats what Im worried about.

    The story was getting out of hand. If he left it like this, he might have to do the second apple drinkmercial. Young-guk sent a silent look to Kim Seonghwan, who nodded and said.

    Mr. Cha, why dont you stop that and go out with me for dinner and talk. I made a reservation at the most famous Korean restaurant around here since you came to our agency today.

    Really? Oh, Im so honored to receive such a treat. Youre the best, Mr. Kim. Then, can Mr. Jange with us?

    Ah, Mr. Jang probably cant join us. He has another schedule after this. Theres someone from the broadcasting station who came to see him in the next room.

    Of course, this is the time when he needs ten bodies. I should make some herbal medicine for Mr. Jang. But what about the contract?

    Thats not something we can decide right now. Why dont you have a drink with me and talk slowly?

    Sure, sure. By the way, Ill pay for the second round!

    The second round, too?

    Kim Seong-hwan, the CEO of thepany, walked with President Cha Min-yong with a bitter expression on his face.

    It was an advertising contract that would never be finalized anyway. He was too busy to handle the overflowing schedule, let alone the advertisement or even the next project.

    Especially the apple juice advertisement that Young-guk was so eager to get.

    Young-guk shouted Fighting! in a small voice to the back of Kim Seong-hwan, who was walking away.

    ***

    As soon as the meeting with President Cha Min-yong of New Year Foods was over, Young-guk headed straight to the next room of the CEOs office. There was a familiar person he had wanted to see so much.

    PD Yoo!

    Young-guk had a bright expression as if he was meeting his mentor from his school days.

    He had vowed never to act again after failing his life as an actor. But he was the person who had been hispass at that crossroads.

    If the famous PD Yoo hadnte to Namhang Market, he wouldnt have been himself now.

    Young-guk, or should I call you Actor Jang now?

    The famous PD Yoo smiled awkwardly.

    The child actor who used to cling to his waist was now a tall man who surpassed his height.

    Not to mention his status as an actor was also different as night and day.

    What are you talking about, just call me as you used to. I miss Director Kim so much when I see PD Yoo. Is Director Kim doing well?

    Director Kim is fine, as always. He was talking about you the other day. He said our Young-guk has grown up. I was going to call you while drinking beer at a pub, but youre still a minor and youve grown into such a big actor.

    Hey, whats the difference between then and now. Im really sad if you keep treating me like this.

    The famous PD Yoo smiled at Young-guks smile. His deep eyes in his smile reminded him of the nostalgia of the past.

    Of course, he had randomly chosen the kid who was selling fish in Namhang as a child actor.

    He had fallen in love with those eyes at first sight.

    But you didnte to see me just to see my face, did you? Did youe because you couldnt make it to the premierest time?

    Im sorry about that, something blew up at the station and I couldnt find any time. But I watched the movie and I also saw the Korean Theater Festival. You had a different charisma from when you were a child actor.

    Why didnt youe to the waiting room? I thought you totally forgot about me.

    I cant forget you when I turn on the TV and hear your story. How can I forget the mascot of my debut work? Ill probably never forget it until I die.

    They talked about the past days that they couldnt share. They were like a family who had been apart for a long time and met again. How much time had passed? Soon, the famous PD Yoo cleared his throat and got to the point.

    Young-guk, you havent decided on your next project yet, have you?

    Im so busy these days, you know.

    I can see the pressure on your shoulders already, are you saying that because you broke 5 million viewers? If you be a real 10 million actor, I wont be able to look you in the eye.

    Hey, dont joke around. So you came to offer me a next project?

    Since you dont know how to beat around the bush, Ill just say it straight. Young-guk, how about doing a historical drama with me? The genre is historical.

    Historical?

    He was surprised. Wasnt he the famous PD Yoo who had been working on mini-series mainly?

    He couldnt understand why he suddenly took on a historical drama, which was a genre far from his previous works.

    Besides, famous actors tended to avoid historical dramas, so it must have been hard to cast actors.

    To be honest, Im still behind on my schedule after the release of The Confession of a Priest, and Im out of my mind because of the college entrance exam this fall. I have to study and handle the schedule, so my agency is asking me to postpone any advertisements or next projects as much as possible.

    He had to be clear about work and personal matters. He was grateful for the help he had received from the famous PD Yoo in the past, but it was not the right time to promise a next project, and he didnt even know the details of the work.

    As they talked, he learned that the writers had been changed several times.

    That meant it was a controversial work.

    It was not a matter that an actor could decide on his own.

    The famous PD Yoo nodded briefly as if he read Young-guks thoughts.

    Im not surprised, but you can start filming your work from next fall as you wish. As for the script, Im contacting the writer right now, so youll get the screeny soon. To be honest, youre the only character that fits the historical drama Im nning, just like movie directors review the scenarios and select the actors for each sequence.

    A historical drama, you say? Who is the main character based on?

    A historical drama usually features prominent figures from Korean history.

    I couldnt help but wonder who the famous PD had in mind for his work.

    My eyes widened at his next words.

    King Yeonsan.

 Chapter 90:

    Chapter 90:

    Chapter 90

    It would be a lie to say I wasnt tempted.

    How could a cat pass by such a delicious fish?

    Prince Yeonsan was not only a historical figure, but also a famous one among the general public.

    It was a role that any actor would be drawn to.

    The well-known PD had blurted it out and now he was carefully observing my reaction.

    The reason why top actors avoided historical dramas was simple: they were not cost-effective.

    The high shooting intensity, the long episodes, and the rtively low pay were not worth it.

    A historical drama.

    The truth was, I had a special affection for historical dramas.

    When I was ying minor roles in my past life, I wanted to appear in historical dramas more than any other genre.

    The reason was simple.

    Most of them were produced as long series, so even if I was a minor role, I had a high frequency of appearance.

    I took that opportunity to build rapport with the broadcasting staff, and I could say that my broadcasting career was based on historical dramas. But.

    PD Yoo, there is a big problem.

    I had to say it again: business and personal matters should be clear.

    No matter how attractive the role was, I couldnt jump in rashly.

    Even if it was an outstanding character, it was impossible without a solid script.

    If its a historical drama, you have to start with historical verification and research. There are more than one or two things to do. If you hastily hire a writer and make a script like this, youll end up with a worse product than you made. Then, the script will be obvious as fire, and

    If movies were centered on directing, dramas were driven by the writers ability.

    Since they had to unfold a story in a limited frame, no matter how good the directing was, if the script was bad, it would copse like a sandcastle.

    Most of the dramas that were called headless chickens had this problem.

    Because they couldnt pre-produce like movies, they had to deal with the urgent shooting schedule and the script that came at thest minute.

    Besides, this is not a good time to hire writers. There arent many historical drama writers, you know.

    June was the busiest time for writers.

    Through the dramas that were airing in the first half of the year, the famous writers had already put down their pens, and they had to finish the first draft of the works that were scheduled to air in the second half of the year.

    It was a time when there was no gap for writers, in other words, the famous writers were already sold out.

    Dont worry about that. I knew that, so I already marked one person. A writer with good writing skills, good ideas, and note scripts. I dont know about historical dramas, but in the mini-series, they were already trying to take him away. Once he touched it, he blew up the ratings. Even if he worked with a talentless director, he somehow saved it with his writing skills. How do you think he got called the surge of the drama industry?

    Theres still someone like that?

    That writer is on a sabbatical right now and doesnt want to meet anyone. So I was lucky to be safe.

    How are you going to persuade him if he doesnt want to meet anyone?

    There was a saying in the drama industry that there was a star writer above a star actor.

    Thats how much dramas valued the writers ability over the directing, and the writers had a lot of power.

    Especially the ones who were called king writers, their value and treatment were not inferior to the top actors.

    And that was more so as time changed.

    As domestic dramas sold their rights overseas and created the wave of Hallyu, the king writers were the ones who chose the actors.

    Hwang Sookyung, a writer from SBC broadcasting station, was a simr case. He also had the modifier Hwang Sookyungs man when he starred in the drama Youth in Young-guk.

    The famous PD casually took something out of his bag.

    Read this.

    It was an old novel. It looked at least ten years old.

    Actually, I decided to do a historical drama based on this work. It was an alternative history novel about Prince Yeonsan that a college student wrote ten years ago, and I liked it a lot. The publisher had already gone bankrupt and disappeared, so I had a hard time finding the original author. But it turned out that the candle was under themp. The writer was a broadcasting writer. The writer I marked was the original author.

    Who could it be?

    ****

    Eunsuk, can you get me some coarse salt from the kitchen cab?

    Shrimp caught in the lunar month were not even given to the mother-inw.

    The flesh was full and the color was reddish, as if flowers had bloomed.

    If you salted the shrimp caught in the lunar month with sr salt, it would be called ojot or yukjot depending on the season, and it was the best for kimchi.

    Mom, lets just buy some kimchi and eat it. Why do you have to make shrimp sauce so hard? If you do this much in an apartment, youll getints because of the smell. The stench will spread all the way to the next building.

    As she headed to the veranda, my mother perked up her ears. I sighed inwardly as I looked at her and then at the famous PD sitting across from me.

    He ate his food with a good-natured smile, as if he knew what was on my mind. He looked so happy, as if he hadnt eaten for days.

    The cafeteria food must be really bad these days.

    You can say that again. The new nutritionist either has no skills or thedies have changed. And the broadcasting station is making a fuss about the budget, but they raised the meal tickets by another 500 won. How are the srymen supposed to live? But this is really delicious. Your mother is a great cook.

    Please eat as much as you want. But why did youe all the way here? Dont tell me you came to offer me your next project.

    You know me too well, Choi Writer.

    I shook my head vigorously. I had already decided to take a year off. I had taken on more than five projects in the past four years. It was the result of running non-stop.

    And every project I worked on was a hit, so the broadcasting station treated me like a goose thatid golden eggs.

    As proof, not only MBC but also SBCs drama director came to see me. But Yoo Myung-han didnt seem to care and added.

    Im going to do a historical drama this time, youve heard the rumors, right?

    Are you serious? Thats a big gamble. I thought you were a smart PD, but why would you take on a project that even the veteran PDs are afraid of? I heard the writers have been changed several times already, saying they cant handle it. What did the broadcasting station do to make the writers quit like that?

    You know what, I took over after they quit. Its better this way, I had my own idea for a project.

    What, are you writing the script yourself now?

    No, I want to make a drama out of a historical novel I liked a long time ago.

    A novel?

    I was curious and picked up a ss of water to moisten my throat.

    "Its an alternative history novel about Prince Yeonsan, I read it a long time ago and it was interesting. Since its only six months until the crank-in, I tried to find the original author. But the publisher went bankrupt and the author disappeared after publishing only one book, so it was really hard to find.

    At that moment, my pupils shook violently as if there was an earthquake.

    I heard that the first edition didnt sell at all, right? But the one who bought two copies of that book was me. One for collection, one for reading. Hehe. Anyway, whether its a divine revtion or fate, I found out that the original author is now a broadcast writer, and a drama writer at that. What was his pen name back then? I think it was.

    Wa-wait a minute.

    I tried to interrupt him, but it was toote.

    Choi Kang-gondu, right? Isnt that you, Choi Writer?

    He coughed as if he had a thorn in his throat.

    ***

    It was a night with a waning moon.

    The moonlight draped over the window sill soaked my heart, and many thoughts crossed my mind.

    My values as an actor.

    Acting is a profession where you always fight against your past self. Some may call it art, and others may call it a mental illness.

    Thats how much pressure you feel to surpass your past self.

    In that sense, the character of Prince Yeonsan was an attractive role.

    That was then.

    Yeong-uk, what are you worrying about?

    Before I knew it, actor Ahn Jung-hyun had approached me and asked softly.

    Ah, uncle. Give me a sign before youe. You scare me sometimes.

    What are you scared of, you big guy. I can tell youre trying to act cool in front of me. Hey, you and I are both living off my brothers house.

    I dont drink like you, uncle. Look at you. You smell like alcohol. Did you have a drink somewhere? Grandpa is sleeping, and why are you here at thiste hour?

    I came to see you, my youngest. Come with me for work.

    Mom, you should go now. You never liked my fermented fish sauce when you were young, but living in Seoul has spoiled your taste buds. Whats wrong with a little smell? This is a home made by people, not a temple. If you hate this kind of smell so much, you should just go live in a monastery. There are only a few people who want this, and they wont stick their noses in your business. The Sunwoo family next door always asks me for some when I make it. Dont you know that your mother is the president of the apartment association?

    I cant stand it, really. I thought it would be quieter living in Seoul. Back in our hometown, dad was the leader, but now mom is the president.

    Enough with the nagging, and put on these rubber gloves. Sit next to me. If we dont do this now, it will go bad. Do you know how much money this is worth?

    Writer Choi Eunsuk reluctantly puts on the red rubber gloves. She was originally from Yeongdo, an ind off the coast. Both of her parents were from the sea, and her father was a fisherman. He was old and had no strength to sail anymore.

    He had to stay in a university hospital in Seoul for a long time, so she moved them to Seoul for their health. Her mother quietly asks her while making the fish sauce.

    Dont you have a boyfriend?

    Im not interested in men, so please give up on that hope. Right now, I only need to focus on my work.

    Youre such a fool. Dont you know youll die old and alone? Why do all the guests whoe to see you from the broadcasting station are old people?

    Ugh, I should just shut up.

    Choi Eunsuk was a veteran writer with nine years of experience.

    She hit the jackpot with her debut work The Man of August four years ago.

    Since then, she has been making hit after hit, and was called a ratings machine and a king writer by the media.

    Thats when it happened.

    Ding dong.

    The sudden sound of the doorbell makes her mother get up from her seat and adjust her sweatpants.

    She doesnt forget to say a word to Choi Eunsuk, who is still making the fish sauce.

    Press the fish down inyers and sprinkle some rice water on top, just a little bit. Dont pour it all at once. Youre the one whos going to eat it. By the way, they deliver packages on Sundays too?

    Mom, did you order something from home shopping again?

    Its almost summer, honey. I saw a pretty pair of sandals and ordered one. Hehe.

    Come on, mom. Im unemployed at home and youre spending money like crazy.

    You said you dont want to write anymore and youre taking a break. Why are you mad at me? You should just find a man and get married. They say theres a match for every shoe. Where did our daughters match go? Sigh.

    Oh, mom, stop it! My ears hurt, they hurt.

    I feel sorry for you when I see your hair standing up. Yeah, yeah, Ill go out now.

    Choi Eunsuk shakes her head in frustration. She knows her mothers heart, though. She is worried that her only daughter will be left alone as they get older. At that moment, she hears her mothers exaggerated voice from the other side of the door.

    Youre her coworker?

    Starting with that,

    My goodness, what a rare guest!

    She exims. Her voice is full of excitement. Choi Eunsuk wonders who came to visit. She sticks her head out. Thats when she sees the famous PD handing a fruit basket to her mother, who is wearing sweatpants and rubber gloves. And she locks eyes with him.

    ****

    We dont have much to offer, if you hade a few days earlier, we would have had some marinated ribs left.

    Contrary to her words, the table is full of dishes.

    Her mother prepared them in a hurry when she heard that he hadnt had lunch.

    The famous PD looks at the food with his hands folded.

    From stir-fried squid to grilled sea bass, to sea cucumber, which is called the ginseng of the sea. It is a feast of dishes that the dragon king of the sea would enjoy.

    No, no, this is too much. I dont know what to do with myself.

    You dont have to be shy, youre like a son to me since youre my daughters coworker. By the way, are you married?

    No, Im still single, but

    Mom!

    Alright, alright, Ill turn on the gas. Let me know if you need anything else. I cooked plenty of rice, so dont be shy and eat as much as you want. I have to go to the veranda and fold someundry.

    I tuck Ahn Jung-hyuns head under my arm and tease him. He tickles my ribs in retaliation. We fool around for a while, until he asks me, panting.

    Uncle, have you ever been afraid of a role as an actor?

    Afraid? Sure, sometimes.

    Really?

    Like when the script is crap and I cant get the words out of my mouth, or when I dont like the female lead and I cant get into the character. Or when the catering is bad and I wonder if this is what Im acting under the scorching sun for.

    Oh, stop joking.

    Ahn Jung-hyun sobers up and puts on a serious face.

    If youre not afraid, youre not an actor. There are always limitations, you know. Sometimes you find a role that fits you perfectly, but the pay is too low and your agency rejects it. Then you cant just lower your price as an actor on your own. And its the same when you do a project that everyone opposes. You worry that you might ruin your career because of your stubbornness. And when you feel the role is too hard, you doubt if you can pull it off. From the moment the word worry starts spinning in your head, your lines be unnatural.

    But all that worrying is useless. As time goes by, youll realize it was all for nothing. You have to learn this when youre young. Dont let others stop you and go for it like a lone wolf. An actor has to blend in with the role. The more you think, the more noise you make in your acting.

    His advice enlightens me. Ive been unconsciously looking at my agencys face all this time. Its not that Kim Seonghwan, the CEO, is pressuring me.

    Its because I was obsessed with maintaining my high value as an actor, as The Priests Confession surpassed 5 million viewers and the audience numbers kept soaring. Thats a far cry from my vow to live as an actor. I wanted to thank him, but he was already dozing off. I look at the old novel in my hand. Its the one that the famous PD gave me.

    To Live as Yeonsan.

    The title sounds usible.

    The authors name is something.

    Choi Kang Gondyu.

    If thats not weird, I dont know what is.

    The pen name gives off a childish vibe. But the genre is history.

    To be precise, its alternative history, a type of historical fiction. I flip through the pages with a mix of worry and anticipation. But unlike the childish pen name, the first sentence of the chapter captures my attention.

    -An untold story that is not recorded in the Annals of the Joseon Dynasty.

    I cant even hear Ahn Jung-hyuns snoring next to me.

    -This novel tells the life of Yi Yung and Yi Gyeol, the twin sons of Lady Yun, who is widely known as Yeonsan-gun. Which one of them was the tyrant depicted in history?

 Chapter 91:

    Chapter 91:

    Chapter 91

    Yeonsan-gun (King Yeonsan).

    The most tyrannical and wicked king in the 500-year history of the Joseon dynasty.

    His evil deeds are countless, starting from the Gapsa Incident, where he brutally killed the factions that ndered his birth mother, the deposed Queen Yun.

    His stories of lust and debauchery are already well-known.

    Not to mention, the anecdote of how he couldnt escape from the skirt of Jang Nok-su, the greatest courtesan of the era, is still on peoples lips.

    Tricky.

    Thats how Young-uk simply defined it. It was a role that was hard to ept or reject. The original novel, Yeonsan, the Kings Secret, had a strange charm that captivated him as he read it.

    Despite the childish pen name of the author, the content was not only attractive, but also addictive, like being stuck in a swamp. He finished reading it without noticing the time. He still couldnt get rid of the sentences in his head.

    -Was Yeonsan, the 10th king of Joseon, really a tyrant? The records and the reality are different, history is fabricated and recorded by the winners, and it is hidden behind the fog like something beyond. The high-ranking officials who deposed Queen Yun were afraid. When Queen Yun was ousted, they tried to make Lee Yeok (Prince Jinseong,ter King Jungjong), the son of Queen Jeonghyeon, who was appointed as the next queen, the crown prince, but it was thwarted by King Seongjong. Thats how much Yeonsan, whoter became Yeonsan-gun, was brilliant from a young age. The records say he was ordinary, but who knows the truth (omitted) Even if he bes a virtuous king and makes the country peaceful, would the officials who ousted Queen Yun be able to save their lives? The young thorn in his gentle smile made them fear not only their stomachs, but also their chins. Eventually, they came up with a gamble.

    Thats how shocking the content was.

    History belongs to the winners.

    It reconstructs the truth hidden behind the history recorded by the winners.

    Strictly speaking, its fiction, but it somehow makes sense.

    Thats because the opinions of historians on Yeonsan-gun are still divided.

    Maybe I should call him PD Yu.

    This is the era of traditional historical dramas.

    In the future, fusion historical dramas based on fictional history will be produced in droves, but not yet.

    Nowadays, not only the viewers, but also the broadcasters think that historical dramas should be produced strictly following the verification of history.

    In a way, the choice of the famous PD was bold.

    Is it a poisoned chalice, or will it be a hit?

    He hasnt decided to appear yet.

    Appearing in a drama is now like a business.

    He had to decide on many things, from the appearance fee to the overseas copyright guarantee, before making a unteral decision.

    Just then, Kim Seong-hwan, the CEO, entered the office.

    Young-uk, have you been waiting long?

    Kim Seong-hwan, the CEO, is a busy man these days. Hes not satisfied with the feat of breaking 5 million with the movie The Priests Confession, and the actors of Songwon Entertainment are all acting like fish in water on the screen and the brown tube.

    One of them is actress Park Soo-young.

    She also nagged Young-uk, and after finishing the movie shooting, she immediately entered the weekend drama shooting, and it was a hit.

    She yed a clumsy character, different from her usual cold image, and it worked out well.

    No, sir. But why did you suddenly ask me to see you?

    The talk about the advertisement and the next work was already postponed to after the college entrance exam in November.

    So Young-uk was studying hard these days, except for asional interviews.

    Well, theres something I want to offer you, Young-uk. Have you ever heard of Star Docu?

    Star Docu.

    Of course, he knew it.

    Even though Young-uk was not interested in entertainment programs, he had heard of it at least once.

    It was a documentary that reflected the publics demand to know the private lives of top stars.

    It was so popr that it was originally produced as a pilot for the holidays, but it achieved the feat of being regrly scheduled on the weekend golden time.

    Even now, its poprity is increasing day by day, and its a program that every rookie dreams of.

    ***

    As the producer of KBSs entertainment program Star Documentary, Jeong Seon-ah could not contain her excitement.

    She was in charge of a popr show, but she had a secret that she could not tell anyone.

    She had a crush on Jang Young-guk, an actor who was out of her reach, even though she saw many stars up close in her job.

    People have to live hard. I cant believe this day has finallye.

    She had been a die-hard fan of Young-guk since his debut drama Youth.

    She had seen his ys and even his Priest Confession three times.

    She had tried hard to cast him for her show.

    The program was about the private lives of top stars, so

    Doesnt Star Documentary feature Jang Young-guk?

    She had received many inquiries from the viewers, but the biggest reason was her own fan heart.

    She would have been over the moon if it was Ji-sung.

    Producer Jeong, lets go together.

    Of course. Ive been looking forward to this day. And I cant wait if you go alone. Ill be worried.

    Ha, you usually send me alone. You sent me alone when I filmed the national ser yer Kim Hyung-gyust time. You said it was hard to run around the stadium. Do you know how much I suffered then? I still have a lump in my calf and it hurts when I walk.

    That was different. Stop nagging and tell me how I look today.

    You look like youre going to an award ceremony. Why dont you wear a white tee and jeans as usual? Why a blouse? And whats with the skirt? If you want to match, match your shoes too. Wear heels or ts, not sneakers.

    Thats because I got up early and rushed out, without thinking as usual. Is it too weird?

    Its better this way, the filming location is a school today. The kids these days eat well and are so energetic. If you wear shoes, you wont be able to keep up, let alone sprain your ankle.

    The filming site was a school, as the VJ said. Young-guks school, Sehwa High School, made her nostalgic for her school days.

    From the dusty yground where the boys ran around, to the girls who chatted in groups.

    And among them was Young-guk.

    Hes doing well at school, isnt he?

    It wasmon for those who had been acting since childhood to have poor rtionships with their ssmates.

    It was understandable, since they couldnt spend their school days properly due to their busy schedules, and they didnt see their peers as anything but children after experiencing social life.

    Moreover, Young-guk was a youth star who belonged to the top tier.

    She thought he would be awkward with his friends, but he was ying ser with them like a normal high school student.

    The ball caught by Young-guks toe flew like an arrow and shook the. Then Young-guk picked up the ball and left the stunned goalkeeper behind, shouting at the other team.

    Hey, ss 8, we won the bet, so go to the snack bar and buy us some drinks.

    Young-guk, youre doing well in the movie, arent you? Youre eating too much. Where do you win every time? That kid looks like a ser yer, not an actor.

    Hey, dont you know what they say, a man of many talents? And do you think money grows on trees? Were thirsty, so hurry up and buy us some.

    Watching him drink with his friends, Producer Jeong felt that Young-guk was nothing but a high school student. He had a thousand faces on the screen and the screen, but somehow this one was also charming.

    Hes also very good at studying, right?

    After lunchtime, the VJ who was filming Young-guks school life opened his eyes wide.

    As he said, Young-guk was a top student in his ss.

    When a difficult problem came up, some students would ask him. It looked so natural that it didnt seem like a one-time thing.

    Moreover.

    Is Jang Young-guk a good student?

    Young-guk? Hes more than good. His mock test scores are excellent nationwide, and hes been the first in his grade since his freshman year. Hes a monster, a monster. He never loses his first ce, even though he misses school days because of his acting. His homeroom teacher is having a headache now.

    Why?

    Isnt that obvious? With that kind of grades, he should go to Korea University Law School or Business School. But hes already sessful as an actor, so what can he do? He makes me wonder if this is the time to use the word all-rounder. By the way, does my face look good on that camera? I heard they were filming at the station today, so I tried to care a little.

    The teachers in the staff room also praised him in the interview.

    She knew he was good at studying, but she didnt know he was this good.

    What the hell.

    There is a saying that some people are like onions.

    In Young-guks case, he was an onion in a good way.

    The more you peeled off hisyers, the more amazing things you would discover.

    The VJs hand camera captured Young-guks image as he sat in the ssroom and studied.

    Is he even human?

    ****

    To Young-guks 7 million viewers!

    A small party was held at grandfathers mansion.

    A few days ago, the movie The Priests Confession had achieved the feat of attracting 7 million viewers nationwide.

    Of course, there were not many attendees. Grandfather and uncle, and Kim Hyung-seop, the senior actor who had filmed The Priests Confession with him.

    The celebration party with the movie crew was scheduled separately, so today they wanted to enjoy the happiness with them.

    As someone who has seen Young-guk since he was a snot-nosed kid, let me tell you, he was a real gem even back then.

    Uncle, technically speaking, he wasnt a snot-nosed kid. He was fourteen when you met him.

    Hey, if uncle says so, then it is so, you brat. You talk too much. But Ill let it slide because youre pretty. Ooh, this lucky guy, I knew someday you would make it big. 7 million people in Korea, for a domestic movie, no less. And a rated-R movie at that. Hehehe.

    Uncle looked very happy. Grandfather and Kim senior were the same.

    They settled on the spacious floor and drank under the moonlight.

    Of course, I had to substitute with soda because I was still a minor.

    How much time had passed?

    They were already tipsy, having emptied several bottles of soju.

    Young-guk,e here. Let me hug the 7 million actor. I want to get some of your luck.

    Ew, gross. Uncle, and please shave. You look like you just came down from the mountains.

    Hyung-seop, did you see that? This kid is taller than me now and he talks back to me. Right, Hyung-seop?

    An Hyung, dont be like that and listen to Young-guk. You havent cranked in yet and youre growing a beard like that. Im surprised every time I see you, hyung. You look like my future self. Ugh, you should get married soon. Im scared Ill end up like you if I dont.

    This kid. You think I didnt get married because I couldnt? Theres a match for every shoe, they say, but my match hasnt shown up yet.

    Jung-hyun, youre turning 60 the day after tomorrow, and if your match hasnt shown up yet, maybe you missed it in this life?

    No, hyung, dont say that.

    They all burst intoughter. And the VJ was filming this whole scene.

    The reason I decided to appear on the star documentary was nothing special.

    First of all, it was a documentary format, so unlike regr variety shows, I could be free and show myself as I am. And as the PD Jung-seon-ah asked me before.

    -Young-guk, why did you decide to appear on the star documentary?

    -Of course.

    It was because of the fans.

    The media was showing my face every day because of The Priests Confession, but it was hard to see me on the TV screen.

    The fan club even contacted the agency.

    They asked if I wasnt getting any offers from the broadcasting stations.

    That was proof that there were many people waiting for me.

    -For the fans.

    ***

    Syndrome.

    The movie The Priests Confession recorded an unbelievable number of 7 million viewers nationwide in just over a month of its release.

    It was expected since it surpassed 5 million viewers in 19 days of its opening, but the movie industry and the broadcasting world were in an uproar.

    After all, it was the first domestic movie to break through 7 million viewers.

    This kind of social phenomenon is called a syndrome. Who would have thought that South Korea, which was called a barrennd for the movie industry, would have a phenomenon of 7 million viewers. And thats despite being rated-R, not suitable for young audiences. What do you think, Director Choi?

    The Priests Confession was also a hot topic on the live talk show that dealt with current affairs and social issues.

    Famous domestic movie directors, national actors, and renowned critics gathered and talked.

    There is a saying in Chungmuro. If youre going to make a rated-R movie, go all the way to adult material. There is a saying that the indicator of the reservation ratees from the wallets of adults, but ironically, rated-R movies dont get much response. Its not a Hollywood movie, and if you make a rated-R movie in South Korea, youll end up with a flop.

    Most people think of them as adult movies. Thats why most of them try to find editing points in Chungmuro andpromise for a 15+ rating."

    So you mean the movies that were originally made as rated-R movies are also cut down to pass the 15+ rating review?

    Thats right. In vulgar terms, its called scissoring. They have to do that to break even. The distributors also schedule the rated-R movies for early morning orte night. They think they wont get their moneys worth if they assign them to prime time. In that sense, The Priests Confession is causing a huge paradigm shift not only in the Korean film industry but also in Chungmuro.

    Paradigm shift.

    It means the freedom of creation has expanded. As the host just said, who would have expected that a rated-R movie would break the record of 7 million viewers for the first time in Korea. Chungmuro is already eager to cast an actor named Jang Young-guk. The broadcasting industry is the same. How do you see Jang Young-guk, a rookie actor in the same position as you, Mr. Ahn Jung-hyun?

    Ahn Jung-hyun is wearing a suit that cant be found in Director Baek Jang-hoons mansion. His expression is so stern. He shows his dignity as a national actor. In fact, he is famous for not showing his face on general broadcasting programs except for movies or dramas.

    He was going to refuse the talk show offer at first, but he changed his mind when he heard that Young-guk was involved.

    Ahn Jung-hyun fixes his clothes and makes a serious expression as he answers the question.

    When I hear the three letters of Jang Young-guks name, I think of four years ago. He was a kid who showed off his short height, buzz cut, and sunburnt skin in a waist dance. I cant forget him because he made a noisy appearance on a bongo (porter) at the Busan International Film Festival. He was such a cute guy, but he swept the theater festival after bing the nations first love, and now he has conquered the movies. He has so many nicknames that he is called by all kinds of adjectives. Im afraid he might take my title away.

    The PD in the corner of the studio opens his eyes wide.

    There is a guideline for the Q&A session even if it is a talk show. But the words that came out of Ahn Jung-hyuns mouth were far beyond the guideline.

    At that moment, the host cuts him off as if he read the PDs mind.

    Mr. Ahn, what do you think about the fact that The Priests Confession, starring Jang Young-guk, has surpassed 7 million viewers nationwide?

    What can I say, Im dying of stomachache. I heard the break-even point was about a million, but how many times is it now, how many times.

    Excuse me?

    I mean, Im going to get a gift from my Jang actor, no, Young-guk when I meet him. You may not know this, but Ive been taking care of Young-guk without him knowing. He doesnt even know that Ive been secretly helping him since he was a snotty kid, and he scolds me every time I see him. But hes very nice and polite to the adults. I would have marked him as my daughters potential husband if I had one Thats a pity. Oh, by the way, lets cut the snotty part.

    Ahn Jung-hyun raises his hand and makes a scissors gesture.

    The PD covers his face with his hand.

    The writers are the same.

    Arent they speechless? Where is the editing in the live talk show?

    At that moment.

    At Director Baek Jang-hoons mansion, Star Docu PD Jung Seon-ah and VJ are watching the live talk show together.

    They cant close their mouths. It was a clear broadcast ident. Young-guk covers his face with his long finger.

    Jung-hyun, that guy is still not sober.

    At that moment, Director Baek Jang-hoon, who was watching TV, bursts into a chuckle.

    He had a drink with himst night, so his nose is still strawberry-like.

    Ahn Jung-hyun on the screen also has a faint pink hue on his nose, probably because of the makeup. But the talk show ends warmly.

    -I would be lying if I said I didnt covet the title of the first 10 million actor as a Korean actor. But I think The Priests Confession deserves that honor. It was one of the best movies Ive ever seen in the theater. So. Please help our Young-guk be a 10 million actor! Theres not much left! Go go go! Jang Young-guk fighting!

 Chapter 92:

    Chapter 92:

    Chapter 92

    Slump.

    There is a rule that every worker knows.

    Its not Murphysw, nor thew of resistance.

    Its the 3.6.9 rule.

    It means that every three months, six months, or nine years, you feel the urge to quit your job because of the repetitive work and theplicated interpersonal rtionships.

    The same goes for writers.

    -You have to be careful when things are going well, because a slump can sneak up on you and tie up your brain. You guys wouldnt understand what Im talking about. You cant even think of a simple sentence. Its like your mind is a nk sheet of paper. How quickly you ovee it is the crossroads between bing a true master or not.

    I didnt understand the words of the king writer in the past.

    Of course, I was his assistant writer number one, working hard under him.

    Like clearing a mission in a game, I wrote several pages of script a day based on the scenario he gave me.

    Back then, I enjoyed writing even on weekends. Sometimes, when an actor on the screen read the lines I wrote, I felt a thrill running through my body as if I had received a testimony. But.

    Ugh.

    How did this happen? Writer Choi Eun-sook screamed, clutching her hair.

    In fact, everyone thought that Choi Eun-sook had taken a sabbatical because she was full.

    And why not? She had hit five consecutive home runs. Starting with her debut work, she had set five consecutive drama hit records.

    Everything she wrote was a hit, and she was even called a ratings maker in the broadcasting industry.

    But she was clearly in a slump, struggling. It was as if someone had turned off the switch, and everything was dark in front of her eyes.

    And now, even reading the text was ufortable, as if she had a sore throat.

    This was a big problem.

    Get a grip, Choi Eun-sook!

    Choi Eun-sook recalled the conversation she had with a famous PD a few days ago.

    -Impossible.

    -No, why are you cutting me off so quickly, writer Choi? Since when did you be so stubborn? I was a huge fan of Choi Kang-gondu. This is definitely possible, tell me again. How much did I love the works of writer Choi Kang-gondu

    -Ah, stop it! Stop teasing me with my pen name. I used that when I was a college student with a lot of sensitivity. Back then, Hitele was popr, you know. And no matter how young I was when I wrote that work, its still my baby. You want me to put my baby in there, when MBS is treating the historical drama like an ugly duckling? Even the cat that steals rice from the cafeteria knows that. Which mother would push her child to the edge?

    Well, it was a rough draft that I wrote in college, but it was still a trace that she left. Drama writers often say that they give birth every time they write a work.

    Its because they spend more time with the characters in the script than the director or the main actors. She didnt want to entrust her child to someone who ignored it. And the casting was not even decided yet.

    -Will Young-guk star in it?

    -Undecided, but we still need some leverage to negotiate. First of all, the first thing is the script written by writer Choi, and the second thing is the appearance fee.

    -Wait a minute, the script is one thing, but how are you going to handle the appearance fee? I heard that the historical drama that MBS is preparing is 40 episodes long. Do you know how much Young-guks worth is? Youre delusional if you think of him as an old child actor. Hes the hottest person in the broadcasting industry right now.

    -Lets split it in half.

    -What are you talking about?

    -Lets make it 20 episodes instead of 40. Writer Chois original novel was a short story anyway. Theres no point in stretching it with trivial stories. It will only tarnish the original. And if we divide the production cost that was originally nned for 40 episodes into 20 episodes, we can increase the quality of each episode. Ill do whatever I can to get Young-guks appearance fee.

    Thats nonsense.

    Do you know how the broadcasting station arranges the lineup by drawing lots?

    The most important thing in the pre-production stage is the drama episode scheduling.

    Its not something that you can flip over like a pancake. And the appearance fee issue is something that the upper management of the broadcasting station is very careful about. Once you decide, you cant go back. Thats why.

    -What if it doesnt work?

    -Ill resign or something.

    -What?!

    I finally sumbed to Yoo Myung-hans pressure.

    Choi Eun-sook joined his dream team like a snake over the wall. But she had no regrets. Her dried-up creative desire sprang up again.

    She clenched her fist as she looked at the novel Yeonsan, The Kings Secret that she had written ten years ago.

    My baby, mommy will write you well. Trust me, okay?

    At that moment, her mother rushed into her room after hearing Choi Eun-sooks scream and clicked her tongue.

    Our Eun-sook has gone crazy again. Now shes talking to a novel book!

    ****

    On the rooftop of MBS broadcasting station.

    Its about time that bastard Yoo Myung-han got a taste of his own medicine. And whats this, hes considering Jang Young-guk for the lead role? Even a passing dog wouldugh at that. Hes counting his chickens before they hatch, when the one whos giving him the rice cake doesnt even have him in mind.

    Thats what Im saying. Why did he act so lowly at SBC? As if shaking up the theater scene wasnt enough, hes also breaking new records with his R-rated movie. Seven million, seven million. Thats not some nobodys dogs name, you know. Hes not the same Jang Young-guk as before. Yoo Myung-han is living in the past and underestimating Jang Young-guk. Ive never seen a top actor star in a historical drama in my life.

    Cha PD, youre lucky. Your work lineup for the second half of the year oveps with his, right? Youre the first one among us to be a CP by sheer luck, arent you?

    Why are you saying that, Ive always drawn better pictures than Yoo Myung-han. I just didnt have any luck with my works until now. Yoo Myung-han has used up all his luck. Thats how this industry is. When you get a boost, you go all out and act like youre something, but then you end up falling t on your face.

    A group of veteran PDs from MBS Drama Department are gathered together, chatting away.

    As the smoke from their cigarettes fills the air, their lips are curled up in smiles. They feel relieved and satisfied, having sessfully passed the challenge of scheduling a historical drama that was considered a flop.

    One of them said that in the directors office, remember? He asked if he could act like those bastards outside and have a thick skin. That was all for us to hear. Social life is like that, you have to be flexible and follow the line, and reach out when you can. But that kid is too upright. He doesnt know that straight bamboos are easier to break.

    The mid-level producers didnt hate Yoo Myung-han from the start. When he was an assistant director, they acknowledged his skills andpeted with each other to recruit him. But ever since he became a producer himself and kept making hit shows, they felt both fear and jealousy towards him.

    Speaking of which, theyre having another big fight in the directors office right now.

    Our director is going bald before his retirement. I feel sorry for him.

    The mid-level producers said that while smoking their cigarettes with gusto.

    ***

    Director!

    Kim Won-seok, the head of MBS drama department, sighed.

    Myungha, I honestly dont know how you managed to persuade Choi, the writer. That alone is amazing, I admit. Choi is known as a ratings machine at our MBS. But how are you going to cast Jang Young-guk here? This is not a special project we are preparing, its a historical drama, a historical drama.

    Thats why you need to work harder, Director.

    Thats easier said than done. Do you know how much it costs to shoot a historical drama? Its obvious that it will be a long series, and Jang Young-guks fee will eat up our MBS drama departments budget for a year. It will be gone. Even if the historical drama fees are low, Jang Young-guk is too expensive.

    Kim Won-seoks eyes widened as he carefully examined the proposal that Yoo Myung-han handed him. It was no ordinary historical drama. The original novels author was Choi Eun-sook, the ratings machine. He wondered how Yoo Myung-han had managed to persuade her.

    Wait a minute, 20 episodes? Are you sure youve discussed this with Choi?

    I made it clear to her from the start that were not going for a long series. She seemed fine with it. Shes a short story historical writer, after all. She doesnt like to drag things out with unnecessary details.

    Historical dramas are usually long and span multiple seasons.

    Thises with a downside: the cost of hiring the main actors.

    Not to mention the construction of the sets and the hiring of many extras and supporting roles.

    As a result, the actors sries naturally decreased.

    Thats when the famous director threw a curveball.

    Were not going to make it long. Were aiming for 20 episodes.

    What?

    Come on, you know the higher-ups think were wasting our time with this historical drama. If we do it, we might not get good results. If we dont, well fall behind KBS. Here, take a look at the proposal.

    Do you really think the higher-ups will let you do this? If you turn this historical drama into a 20-episode series, it will mess up the entire schedule for next year.

    I guarantee you it will be a hit. You wont even think about next years lineup.

    Kim Won-seok licked his dry lips. A 20-episode series would make a difference. It was half the length of a typical historical drama with over 50 episodes. But that didnt mean he could make a decision right away. Even as the head of the drama department, he couldnt decide on the number of episodes by himself.

    Not to mention, he had to settle the casting fee issue if he wanted to hire Jang Young-guk.

    He wasnt even confirmed yet, but Yu Myung-han insisted that they had to set a benchmark.

    The actors fee was a sensitive matter that involved his pride.

    Im a famous actor, running at the top of the stock market in the broadcasting, film, and advertising industries.

    At that moment, Yoo Myung-han, as if he had read my worries, stabs me with a sarcastic remark.

    Lets make a proper picture for once, since youve drawn your sword. Dont you think you should make a decent name for yourself before you retire with honor, Director Kim? How long are you going to stay like that? Anyone would think youve already retired!

    After Yoo Myung-han leaves the directors office, I sit down on the sofa. The sofa sinks in with a sigh, embracing my body. I had quit smoking for a long time, but without knowing it, I take out a cigarette from the bottom drawer.

    Click.

    The cigarette smoke rises in swirls.

    If we want to get Jang Young-guk, we have to treat him at least as well as SBC does.

    Its a gamble, really. I dont know about regr dramas, but this is a historical drama. Its risky enough to cast Jang Young-guk, who has no experience in historical dramas, as the lead actor, let alone pay him a huge amount of money. On top of that, we have to reduce the number of episodes. The production cost is already set for 40 episodes. Its nothing short of a gamble.

    Damn, that kid always messes with peoples minds.

    But I cant get thest shout of Yoo Myung-han out of my ears. Hes someone Ive been watching since he was an FD under me. If I had to pick the best PD in MBS drama department, I would choose Yoo Myung-han without hesitation.

    Thats when Kim Won-seok snuffed out his cigarette in the ashtray and got up from his seat. He stormed out of the directors office, heading straight for the presidents office of MBS Broadcasting.

    What the hell.

    President Kim,e out!

    He was about to retire anyway. Why should he be afraid of the president?

    ***

    My ears are itching. Did I get water in them while showering? Or did someone talk about me behind my back?

    As I jump and shake my head to get the water out of my eustachian tubes, I catch a glimpse of the novel Yeonsan, The Kings Secret on my desk.

    Ill think about it when the scriptes out.

    I still havent given a definite answer to the famous PD.

    Its understandable, since liking the novel doesnt guarantee that Ill like the script. Besides, what does it matter when I dont even know who the author is?

    Its clear that the pen name Choi Kang-Gondu is a woman, though. Thats when it happened.

    Young-guk!

    My uncle suddenly opens the door. I had just finished showering, so I was only wearing underwear.

    I quickly wrap a towel around my body, and my uncle touches his nose and exins.

    "I''m the one who saw your naked body when my uncle surprised me that my wife showed a little bit of upper body. By the way, I read the news every morning, but I think my chest is getting wider. What if this happens, andter on, the movie wille out with an upper body?"

    "Oh, uncle! I told you to knock."

    "What kind of knock do you have between guests, by the way, your girlfriend is here now. Girlfriend!"

    A girlfriend? What does that mean?

    I quickly fixed my wet and tangled hair and threw on a coat before rushing downstairs. There, I saw my grandfather and a girl chatting warmly.

    The girl had brought a basket of fruits in both hands.

    My mother always says that I should bring something heavy when I visit elders.

    Oh, you dont have to do that. Thank you. By the way, you look even prettier up close than when I saw you at the y. Our Young-guk will like you for sure.

    My grandfather is quite a handsome man. To be honest, he looks more like a movie star than Ahn Joong-hyun, my senior. When I first saw him, I thought it was Clint Eastwood walking towards me.

    You rascal, stop joking.

    My grandfather looks secretly pleased. As soon as I show up, he gives me a mysterious smile and pokes my side before making room for me. I nervously swallow and greet the unexpected guest.

    Yeon-soo, what are you doing here on the weekend?

    Oppa, did Ie to a forbidden ce or something? I came here to study with my senior from school. By the way, where is the star documentary filming crew?

    They left a few days ago after finishing the shooting.

    What? Its already over?

    Yeon-soo seems disappointed. I dont know what she is regretting. Maybe she came here to sneak into the star documentary.

    But how did you know about the shooting? And whats with that fruit basket, and what do you mean by studying?

    Oppa, the news of your star documentary shooting was already buzzing in the fan club. Didnt you know? Im a member of your fan club too. And of course I have to study. Youre taking the college entrance exam in the fall, right? I have to help you create a study atmosphere. You must be busy with the movie these days. Remember, thest few months of your senior year will determine your future.

    Yeon-soo says something that sounds like a lecture from a college admission counselor with a serious expression. My uncle looks at her with a touched expression, as if he were my father. He even makes a fist and gestures for me to fight, as if he were watching his sons first love. Sigh.

    Since when did you get interested in studying?

    Why are you like this, Ive been good at studying since middle school. I was the one who studied from the set with a workbook to get into Sehwa High School. If you really really want to know why, I have a new goal now.

    Goal?

    Yeah, I want to go to Korea University.

    I almost coughed. It was the top university in Korea, the pinnacle of college admission. I had no idea Yeon-soo was so ambitious even in her academic zeal. I asked her why she wanted to go to Korea University.

    Oppa, arent you going to Korea University?

    She answers as if its obvious.

 Chapter 93:

    Chapter 93:

    Chapter 93

    A Box Office Sensation.

    The Priests Confession broke through 8 million viewers nationwide in just 68 days after its release, marking a grand opening.

    To be exact, it was 8.32 million.

    It did not achieve the record of the first 10 million viewers movie in Korea, but it was unbelievable that a domestic movie, and a rated R movie at that, surpassed 8 million viewers.

    Considering that the break-even point was 1 million viewers, it was nothing short of a miracle(omitted)ording to the movie insiders, if the release date had been dyed and ovepped with Chuseok, 10 million viewers would not have been a dream.

    But the number of 8.32 million viewers was historic.

    Could there be a work in Chungmuro that could surpass the glory of The Priests Confession?

    What we should pay attention to now is the actor Jang Young-guk, who yed the lead role in The Priests Confession.

    He erased the shadow of the nations first love, a high-teen star, and showed a priests performance that was pale and cold in The Priests Confession.

    Now, how will he appear in front of the public? We look forward to it.

    Reporter Kim Seung-ah.

    Bong-chui hyung, why are you so gloomy since morning?

    The expression of Bong-chui hyung, who was holding the steering wheel, was gloomy.

    Anyone would think he was going to a funeral.

    Manager Lee Bong-chui quickly fixed his expression after ncing at the rearview mirror.

    Did my expression show too much?

    Yes, anyone would think something was wrong. I thought there was something serious when you came to pick me up this morning.

    Wow, did it really show that much?

    Bong-chui hyung must have felt sorry too. After all, if the timing had been right, it wouldnt have been a dream to reach 10 million viewers like someone said.

    Hey, dont be so sorry.

    Im sorry, Young-guk. I should have pushed harder for the promotion Even so, the most regretful thing right now is not me or the CEO, but you, Young-guk. I guess I was too selfish.

    Im not sorry at all. Its okay.

    Really.

    The media was pouring out regretful words about The Priests Confession not breaking 10 million viewers, but I, the person involved, was not that sorry.

    It was because it was not a movie that aimed for 10 million viewers from the beginning.

    The title of the first in Korea was regrettable, but 8.32 million viewers was also an amazing number.

    It was a record that had never been seen in domestic movies.

    Moreover, thanks to the hot response from the viewers, the distributor extended the screening period by two weeks, which resulted in this.

    But Young-guk, whats all that stuff next to you? You packed a lot.

    Its a gift.

    As I looked out the window, I arrived at my destination.

    It was a university hospital in Seoul. I put on a hat and prepared sses without lenses, in case someone recognized me.

    After all, after the drama, movie, and y were sessful, I became famous enough that most people would recognize me.

    When I was a rookie, I used to take the subway and no one knew me.

    Before I made my face known as a supporting actor in my past life, I used to use the subway or bus a lot, but even though I showed my face frequently on the screen and the screen, the number of people who recognized me was small.

    Back then, my wish was to ride a van, which was a symbol of a star.

    I parked the car in the parking lot and Bong-chui hyung asked me again if he should go up with me. But I refused. If I brought Bong-chui hyung with me and entered the ward where the children patients were gathered, I would get all the attention in an instant.

    That was because Bong-chui hyungs physique was quite big.

    Bong-chui hyung, wait here for a while. Ill go up ande back by myself.

    ***

    Lottery.

    Its something everyone dreams of.

    Like a rope falling from the sky, a sudden fortune appearing in front of your eyes.

    If that happened, you would buy a house, buy a car, and invest the rest of the money in some way.

    It would be a happy dilemma. But Young-guk was not like that.

    -Young-guk, are you really going to donate this huge amount?

    The shout of Kim Sung-hwan, the CEO, still echoed in his ears. The Priests Confession broke through 8 million viewers nationwide, and the investment ie was also enormous.

    After all, the person who reached out when The Priests Confession was wandering without proper investment was none other than Young-guk.

    No wonder the investment industry called Young-guk the hand of Midas.

    -Im going to donate anonymously, sir. To the Childrens Leukemia Foundation. And please check with the foundation how they use the money, and whose treatment fees they go under.

    -They already promised to do that But still.

    President Kim Seong-hwan looked incredulous at Young-guks decision. Donating was not an easy thing to do, whether you had a lot of money or not. But he couldnt break Young-guks stubborn will.

    If he wanted to make money, he could use his knowledge of the future.

    He already knew the best real estate spots and the most profitable stocks. But he had given up his greed a long time ago.

    Hadnt he sworn to live a happy life, unlike his past one?

    Is that him?

    Young-guk spotted a boy in the hospital room and tensed up.

    He had never been nervous on stage or on set. But today, he felt strangely jittery.

    The boy was wearing a white knitted hat, even though it was summer, and sitting on the bed.

    He looked out of ce in the hospital, a cute little kid. His fair skin had a cruellyrge needle stuck in it.

    The mother who was stroking the child never forgot to smile at him.

    Knock knock.

    At the sound of the knock, the boy and the mother turned their heads at the same time.

    Unlike the mother who looked puzzled by Young-guks sudden appearance, the boy seemed to recognize the person hidden under the hat.

    The boys pupils shook violently, as if there was an earthquake.

    Young-guk hyung?

    He loved theater, the boy. He loved it so much that he wanted to be an actor when he grew up. He had sent fan letters to Young-guks agency several times.

    Young-guk had read every fan letter without missing any, so he couldnt forget the boy. In the fan letter, the boy said he wanted to see The Spring of Joseon, but he couldnt because he was sick.

    Hello, Da-jeong.

    He took off his hat and sses, and the mothers eyes widened likenterns. The boy who had shouted

    Young-guk hyung?

    with his own mouth couldnt hide his surprise as Young-guks face became clear. Young-guk smiled with a yful expression and added.

    If you keep being surprised like that, Ill leave.

    Is, is it really Young-guk hyung?

    Yes, Da-jeong. Hello, mother. Im sorry I came so suddenly. I wanted to get your contact information, but the hospital said they couldnt give me the patients personal information.

    Oh, no. But are you really the actor Jang Young-guk? Am I dreaming right now? I knew Da-jeong always sent fan letters to you. But I cant believe youre here.

    Young-guk smiled and handed over the gifts he had prepared.

    Da-jeongs eyes turned into rabbit eyes as he saw the gifts Young-guk had prepared.

    They were the costume and the script he had used while performing The Spring of Joseon.

    Do you like them?

    The boy nodded his head repeatedly with tears in his eyes. Young-guk hugged Da-jeong carefully.

    It wasnt easy to hug him because of the IV and the needles that measured his vital signs.

    Young-guk couldnt even imagine how much pain this little boy had gone through. The mother who had been watching him wiped her tears with her sleeve.

    ****

    Summer passed by, and autumn came.

    The heat wave subsided, and the clouds carried the autumn wind.

    The colorful leaves also signaled that autumn had fully arrived.

    The students who ran around the yground wore short gym clothes, even though it was autumn, and sweated as usual.

    At that moment, the sound of the roof door opening was heard.

    Are you here?

    He put away the self-study book he had used as a blindfold, and saw the familiar hem of his clothes.

    President.

    Im not the president this year! You long-legged guy!

    She was the president who had been in charge of the ss with himst year.

    The reason she called Young-guk a long-legged guy was this.

    Young-guk had donated to the Childrens Leukemia Foundation and visited some of the patients personally.

    He had met Da-jeong there.

    Somehow, a reporter got wind of the news and wrote an article about it. Thats how he got the nickname of Long-legged Mister Jang Young-guk.

    Why are you always here at lunchtime? If someone doesnt know you, they might think you rented the school rooftop for yourself, Jang Young-guk.

    Young-guk gives a faint smile.

    Its cool here.

    The truth is, theres no special reason why hees to the rooftop every lunchtime.

    He cant study in the ssroom anyway, with so many people looking for him.

    Not only the juniors, but even the ssmates would nce at him as they passed by the hallway.

    Thats why he gave up his seat for the sake of the other students who couldnt study either. He felt better sitting in the open space.

    Here you go.

    The ss president tosses a notebook at Young-guk, who is lying down.

    Thanks, prez. You saved my life.

    He sometimes skips sses because of his schedule.

    The ss president is also good at studying, even though hes overshadowed by Young-guk.

    Hes one of the top ten students in the school.

    With the math testing up soon, the ss presidents notes are like rain in a drought.

    Your notes are amazing, as always. Ill return them by tomorrow.

    Are you just saying that?

    Is there anything you want? Should I buy you some ice cream at the cafeteria?

    The ss president blushes and pretends to think.

    Ice cream? Thats too cheap. Dont do that, just take a picture with me and my mom when we graduate, and sign it too.

    Of course. Shes your mom, after all. But why are you talking about graduation already?

    We only have a few months left.

    As the ss president says, their long school days areing to an end. He wasnt without affection for his school life. He had spent his school days as a troublemaker, unlike now. But now, things were different. It was a series of moments that made his heart flutter, as much as being in love. He felt sorry to face the inevitable farewell.

    Prez, you must be bored without anyone to nag you.

    Young-guk teases him, and the ss president narrows his eyes.

    Young-guk doesnt know. She also has a goal of going to Korea University.

    Of course, Young-guk never said out loud that he was going to Korea University. But somehow, everyone assumed that he would, since he was the top student in the school.

    Young-guk strokes the ss presidents head and adds.

    Thank you for everything, prez.

    She steps forward, hiding her cheeks that are red as apples.

    The autumn wind on the rooftop flutters the hem of the ss presidents uniform.

    She will remember the view of the schoolyard from the rooftop and the scent of the autumn wind for the rest of her life.

 Chapter 94:

    Chapter 94:

    Chapter 94

    Maternal Love.

    I have no memories of the college entrance exam in my past life.

    Even if there was a difficult question, I wish I could remember at least one, but how could a delinquent student have such concentration?

    As soon as I got the test paper, I just filled in the answers like drawing a picture with a marker and slept.

    But as I lived my life again, my life changed.

    In a way, the math test was like the old feelings I had.

    My mother, who only thought that your son was good at studying, it was the result of forging the report card.

    When I came back with the shameful college entrance exam score sheet to show to others, the guilt was indescribable.

    -Young-guk, I have to go with you to the test site

    Is it easy to go from Busan to Seoul?

    Moreover, my mother was physically exhausted from working at the store every day.

    I had a hard time dissuading her froming to the test site.

    -Dont worry, who am I? Im your mothers son. Ill take the test well and go down to Busan right away. Ill see you then. Anyway, there are a lot of broadcasters in front of the test site on the day of the test.

    But my mother still seemed to be worried. In the end.

    -I saw the forecast. Its freezing cold on the day of the test. So I knitted a scarf and sent it to you. I dont know if you like the color.

    How could I not like it?

    In the parcel my mother sent me, there was a pink scarf knitted with yarn.

    She must have made it in her spare time while working.

    I put on my uniform and wrapped the pink scarf my mother knitted around my neck and went down to the first floor.

    Sizzle.

    In the kitchen, two masters voices were mixed with a savory smell.

    No, brother. You have to keep stirring when you make porridge. Look, the bottom is already burnt. What if Young-guk chokes on it? I dont know.

    You brat, where do you see this burnt? Its just nicely browned. We used to make and eat it like this in the old days. If you sprinkle some sesame oil on it, itll be shiny and delicious. Look at the soy sauce braised pork you made. Its so salty that its too salty.

    Hey, whats so salty about this? Compared to your vegetable porridge, the seasoning is just right. Is it because youre old? You cant adjust the seasoning properly. Why do they say that? When you get old, you cant even put salt in your mouth.

    You bastard.

    At the moment when Grandpa lifted thedle he was stirring the porridge with, Uncle saw me and ran over.

    Young-guk, are you ready?

    Uncle, Grandpa. What is all this?

    What do you mean, what is this? Our youngest is taking the test of his life today, so we have to prepare a lunch box for him. I was going to ask your aunt, but your brother is so stubborn. But dont worry. Even though I look like this, my uncles cooking is amazing. Your brothers vegetable porridge is so nd, so be sure to eat it with the soy sauce braised pork.

    Young-guk, you dont need to listen to Jun-hyun. You have to have a weak seasoning when you take the test. Its good for your digestion. By the way, the scarf is very pretty.

    Grandpa smiled happily as he looked at my mothers scarf.

    Of course, he knew that my mother had knitted it and sent it to me. But Uncle had no idea.

    Uncle looked at the pink scarf closely and asked curiously.

    Young-guk, why do you have a taste like Grandma?

    Thud!

    In the end, he was a national actor who got hit on the head with Grandpasdle.

    ***

    The front of the test site was already full of vendors to cheer on the test takers.

    Not to mention the juniors from each high school who came out to cheer early in the morning, but even the broadcasters were there.

    Thats because it was the day of the college entrance exam for Jang Young-guk, a star actor.

    This is it.

    Young-guk chose a rather early time to avoid inconveniencing other test takers.

    He expected that the crowd would flock as soon as he appeared.

    Not to mention how many ENG cameras there were. All three terrestrial broadcasters came out to cover it.

    Its Jang Young-guk!

    As soon as Young-guk got out of the car, someone shouted.

    Fortunately, most of the test takers had not arrived yet. But as soon as the shout started like a signal re

    Cameras and reporters swarmed in. Fans who hade from far away to cheer for Young-guk were everywhere.

    Thank you, thank you!

    Young-guk had no chance to answer the reporters questions.

    After all, there were too many questions to answer.

    And if he stayed here to answer them, he would surely waste time and miss his chance.

    He pushed away the reporters and did not forget to bow his head to the fans who hade to see him.

    Thats when it happened.

    Brother!

    It was Yeon-su, his nose red from the cold.

    And behind her, he saw his other juniors and teachers.

    They were all here to support the students of Sehwa High School who were taking the exam.

    Young-guk quickly bowed his head to the reporters and fans and headed straight for the Sehwa High School staff.

    Why are you out here in the cold?

    Hey, you know I came to see you, right? The other seniors came to cheer for you too.

    Thank you, Ill do well on the test.

    Young-guk stroked Yeon-sus head as if he were her older brother.

    Unlike thest time when she suddenly showed up during the star documentary filming, her face was full of embarrassment.

    Probably because the ENG camera was actually rolling. Then, the other juniors who were behind Yeon-su pretended to know Young-guk.

    Senior, good luck on the test! Were rooting for you!

    Jang Young-guk! The pride of Sehwa High School, Jang Young-guk senior!

    First in the school, Jang Young-guk senior! We believe you will make history today! Sehwa High School fighting!

    Hey, dont put too much pressure on the senior! Just do as you always do, senior! Youll ace the test anyway!

    Young-guk thanked each of his juniors who cheered for him enthusiastically, making eye contact with them.

    And then, his homeroom teacher, who always looked stern, approached Young-guk. He was a kind teacher who always silently supported his students from afar.

    Young-guk, its cold, so drink something warm before you go in. Theres coffee, water, and various drinks, so dont worry. Just do as you normally do, I believe in you, Young-guk.

    The homeroom teacher handed him a warm cup of water. It was a warm affection that he had never felt in his previous life.

    The homeroom teacher even melted his hands with a hot pack, in case Young-guk was nervous.

    Young-guk held the teachers hand and nodded his head.

    At that moment, the ENG camera of the terrestrial channel captured that warm scene.

    ***

    How much time had passed?

    The faces of the students who came out of the exam hall were full of various emotions.

    Some had regretful eyes like the falling leaves of autumn, while others had joy overflowing on their faces. But there was one thing inmon.

    The golden fields of rice swaying in the wind told of the season of harvest.

    They felt an indescribable sense of aplishment and regret for putting an end to the two words of entrance exam that they had sweated for.

    It was exactly this feeling when I was discharged.

    He suddenly remembered the feeling when he finished his military service and thought he would feel relieved, but it was mixed with bitterness and regret.

    It felt like he had left his past years there.

    It was the same for his school days.

    He had ovee the huge wall of the college schstic ability test, and now he had nothing left to do but to grow up as an adult, not a student.

    Just as Young-guk stepped out of the exam hall, the ENG cameras that had been waiting for him rushed to him.

    Mr. Jang Young-guk, how was the test? Did you do well?

    We know you are an amazing student who ranked first in the school. Especially, the math section was harder than usual, how did you feel about it?

    What are your thoughts on taking thest test of your fresh school days?

    The reporters relentless barrage of questions continued.

    He gave brief answers and looked around, and saw that the ce was crowded with people.

    Not only the broadcasting staff, but also the crowd that had gathered to see Young-guk.

    He was in trouble, wondering how to get out of this predicament, when a man with a bear-like physique broke through the crowd.

    Bongchui hyung!

    It was his manager, Lee Bongchui. He was the person who had waited for Young-guk in front of the exam hall until the test was over.

    As the saying goes, three years in a vige school makes one recite the poems of the moon, his experience as Young-guks manager must have helped him.

    Please contact the agencyter for detailed interviews! Mr. Jang Young-guk is very tired from taking the test today. We ask for your generous understanding, fans!

    Manager Lee Bong-chun easily cleared the way to the parking lot with a shout. He finally felt relieved when he got in the car. He nced at the rearview mirror and made an apologetic expression.

    Young-guk, Im sorry. I should have been out there earlier, but I fell asleep in the car. I swear I was wide awake. I guess I get sleepy whenever Im near the school. It doesnt suit me at all.

    His face, which resembled a bear, had a sheepish look on it.

    No wonder there was a faint mark on the side of his plump face.

    Manager Lee Bong-chun handed him a warm thermos, feeling sorry.

    When he opened the lid, a spicy ginger scent filled the air. He was not a subordinate who blindly followed the celebrity.

    Rather, he had a symbiotic rtionship with him.

    Just like now.

    I prepared this for you. I should have given it to you before the test, but I was afraid you might vomit. This is not right. You have somewhere to go urgently.

    Where?

    Your mother came to Seoul. She arrived shortly after you entered the exam hall. She came all the way to the exam hall, but she was very disappointed that she couldnt see your face. She said she had somewhere to go and told me to wait for you. I couldnt even take her there. I just got a call from her. Lets go quickly.

    The car arrived at none other than a temple.

    A secluded temple in the mountains with thick pine trees.

    The wind chimes under the eaves made a clear sound, along with the recitation of the Lotus Sutra and the mantra of Avalokitesvara.

    There was a person praying endlessly under the Buddhas gaze.

    She was wearing the same clothes she wore when she sold fish at the market, as if she had rushed to the capital from the ind.

    Mother was sunburnt by the sea breeze, and rubbed her palms full of calluses in front of the Buddha.

    She was wearing only a thin pair of socks on the cold wooden floor. Her hands were red from praying for so long. So was her face.

    Her wrinkled face opened her lips continuously, forgetting the cold.

    She was reciting a prayer for her son. Young-guk approached his mother from behind and hugged her.

    Mom.

    Then he took off the pink scarf around his neck and wrapped it around his mothers neck.

    Mother was startled by the sudden warmth and turned around.

    She saw Young-guks face and gave him the most affectionate look in the world. Then she raised her hand and caressed his face.

    My baby, you must have had a hard time. Your face is half gone.

    Yes, many things had changed from his past life, but one thing remained the same. His mothers unchanging love.

 Chapter 95:

    Chapter 95:

    Chapter 95

    There is amon saying that driving training is not something you do with your family.

    For novice drivers, their vision is narrow and they have a hard time judging the size of the car, so most of them end up scratching their car a few times before they get the hang of it.

    Especially on the road training, they sweat in their hands. Just like now.

    Young-guk, try to stay in the middlene as much as possible and always keep your foot on the brake. When there is an emergency, people tend to step on the pedal without knowing it, so if you are on the elerator, you are in trouble. Keep your eyes on the far side. Its important to understand the traffic flow. You know what I mean, right?

    Manager Lee Bong-chun is sitting in the passenger seat, gripping the assist handle tightly, feeling nervous.

    There are many cars on the road. So he has to be careful of sudden idents at any moment.

    Not to mention the cars parked on the side of the road suddenly popping out, or bicycles appearing out of nowhere from the back roads.

    Let alone Seoul, which is known for having the most traffic and congestion in the country.

    When you align the car width with thene, just think of the size of the car handle. If the car handle is inside thene, its about right. By the way, Young-guk, didnt you get your license too fast? Im honestly worried.

    As soon as he turned neen, he took the practical test, and right after the college entrance exam, he took the road test.

    Young-guk had a simple reason for getting his license so quickly.

    As he made his name known in various media, from dramas and movies to ys, now even if he wore a hat and sses, there were more people who recognized him.

    He couldnt call his manager every time he had a personal matter.

    Dont worry about it.

    As Young-guk started the car and changed gears, Manager Lee Bong-chuns neck swayed greatly.

    The car was a van, so he was naturally worried. If he had his way, he would have written Novice! inrge letters on the back of the car, but he decided to hold off for Young-guks sake.

    Huh?

    But to his surprise, the ride wasfortable.

    Young-guks expression looked rxed, as if he had been driving for a long time.

    He even had enoughposure to have a conversation on the busy road.

    Hyung, you said you were going to your hometown for this vacation, right? Your parents work at Jagalchi, right? Do they know that you are my manager?

    Ugh, they still dont believe that Im your manager. They think Im still struggling to make a living after moving to Seoul. Every time I visit them, they tell me to give up my Seoul life ande back to Jagalchi and catch eels again. Thats why I didnt go down for a while. But this time, its my grandmothers birthday, so Im going to go down ande back.

    Your maternal grandmother?

    No, my paternal grandmother. My maternal grandmother passed away and my paternal grandmother lives alone. Im her favorite grandson, so she loves me very much. She still calls me a baby every time she sees me.

    Young-guk barely held back augh.

    How could he imagine that Bong-chun, who was as big as a bear, would be called a baby?

    Dont do that and take me with you and show me your face. Ive been with you for years, I should at least say hello. You take such good care of me. How about going down to Busan with me on this vacation? Im going to see my mother anyway. Ill drive to Busan.

    Busan all the way?

    He would be lying if he wasnt nervous. Busan was as tough to drive as the congested Seoul roads.

    Why else would there be a saying about the shy decorations in Busan?

    Of course, that was because the roads were not properly repaired after the Korean War.

    Why, are you nervous?

    Young-guk gave a faint smile.

    Whats the big deal about driving to Busan?

    He had been a fishmonger in his previous life.

    Compared to driving a truck back then, this was nothing.

    ***

    Sizzling.

    The eel is being cooked over the charcoal fire.

    He hade down to Busan for a rare weekend after the college entrance exam.

    Manager Lee Bong-chuns parents were still looking at Young-guk with disbelief.

    His father was small in stature, but his mother was majestic, as he had said he was her favorite grandson.

    Manager Lee Bong-chun said something to ease the burden of their gaze.

    Mom, dad, stop staring at him. Young-guk will get worn out. If he copses, youll be responsible!

    Inoma raised his voice at me. He said I would make him sick because of you. By the way, Mr. Young-guk, our Bong-chun is very good at his job. Hes not the kind of person who gets scolded when he works somewhere else, but I was so worried about him. I thought he was lying to me, but it turns out you really are his manager.

    Mother, please speakfortably. Bong-chun and I have been working together for years. If you are Bong-chuns parents, you are like my mother too.

    Oh, you can really do that! Im a real fan of Mr. Young-guk, no, Young-guk! Young-guk, whenever you appear on TV, I cant take my eyes off you until the end.

    Bong-chuns mom, stop bragging. But how is it to your taste?

    They are such warm parents.

    As soon as Young-guk appeared, they were so surprised that his mother almost dropped the eel she was holding in her hand and stabbed her thigh.

    Young-guk barely caught it.

    Did you take the college entrance exam this time? How did you do? I saw you on some entertainment showst time.

    My score hasnte out yet. I only checked the estimated result, but Im quite satisfied.

    Oh, thank goodness! Youre good at acting and studying! I never thought I would be proud of my son-inw, but its true. Young-guk is a treasure of Busan.

    Mother, youre too much.

    Too much? What do you mean too much? Youve been causing trouble all the time, almost getting kicked out of school and fighting with your friends. I had to go to school a few times because of you. Youre such an unpredictable guy with a slippery eel face. I had to hold you down at Jagalchi market. But then you suddenly went to Seoul and said you were a manager or something. I was so worried. But when I heard you were working with a friend like Young-guk, my heart was relieved.

    They kept asking him many questions. Manager Lee Bong-chun looked worried that Young-guk might feel ufortable, but the person himself didnt mind. He felt like he was visiting his hometown.

    By the way, Bong-chun. Is your grandmother noting?

    Grandma doesnt like eel very much. Im going to see her tomorrow anyway.

    Chuna, when you go to see grandma, bring some tea leaves. She asked me to bring themst time. I bought them from my oil shop.

    Yes.

    Speaking of which, when is Bongsooning? She must have finished school by now, but shes always wandering around outside.

    Bongsoon?

    Mother, does Bong-chun have a younger sister?

    Of course, you didnt know? He has a sister who looks nothing like him. Shes also a fan of Young-guk. Im not saying this because shes my daughter, but shes very pretty and lively.

    Oh, mom!

    Just then, someone entered the closed eel shop. A female student in a uniform came in with a tter.

    Oh, mom! Youre so busy and you call me again. It was finally my turn. If I donte, theyll break my legs. Brother, you should havee down and done what you had to do. Why do you have to bother your only daughter? Here, I brought the eel legs you were looking for. What is this? Let me see. Im going to try this eel too.

    She was a sturdy-legged girl who showed off her calves.

    It was obvious from afar that she was manager Lee Bong-chuns sister.

    Bongsoon stopped yelling at her parents and fixed her eyes on the person in front of her. Then she pinched her chubby cheeks as if she was dreaming.

    Young-guk oppa?

    She hastily fixed her clothes and made a shy expression.

    Uh, mom! Am I dreaming right now? How can Young-guk oppa appear in this humble ce? Am I really seeing Young-guk oppa?

    Her mother shook her head as if she had spilled water.

    What are you saying, you silly girl.

    ***

    Fortune-teller.

    Kim Sung-hwan was a representative who believed in fortune-telling quite well.

    Why do they say to knock on the stone bridge and cross it?

    When he was faced with a choice in his business, he would look for a reliable fortune-teller like this.

    The reason he came to Yeongdo was simple.

    He had visited various fortune-tellers in Seoul, but most of them were nonsense.

    They either said something vague or gave him vague answers, asking for money.

    Is this the ce?

    It was the same ce I visited four years ago.

    Time had passed, but this ce seemed frozen in time.

    The faded walls and the shabby house were unchanged.

    There was no signboard, so it looked like a normal residence at first nce. But this was the best fortune-teller in the whole province, if not the country.

    I wonder if Granny Bear is here.

    Thats when Kim Seong-hwan, the CEO, swallowed his nerves.

    What are you doing out there? Come in.

    The door opened and a majestic olddy appeared.

    Kim Seong-hwans eyes widened in surprise.

    How did she know he was here?

    The fortune-telling house was just like before, with a small shrine and a pile of books on divination in one corner.

    Kim Seong-hwan sat on a cushion and asked, shaking his neck.

    How did you know I wasing? Did you cast a hexagram or something?

    She was indeed a formidable fortune-teller.

    How did she know that Kim Seong-hwan, who came from Seoul, would arrive at this time and date?

    The olddy snorted and answered.

    Dont talk nonsense. How would I know when you woulde? I saw your head popping up and down over the wall. Dont you think I dont have eyes? I recognized you as soon as I saw your face. Youre the same guy who came here a few years ago to ask about your business.

    He let out a nervousugh as his tension eased. But that was it.

    You came here today because of that noble person, didnt you?

    !

    You already had your fortune read before, so theres nothing else for you to see. You must havee here to ask about someone else. By the way, that noble person has taken a good look at you. If it werent for him, you would have been homeless by now, betrayed by someone you trusted.

    Kim Seong-hwan nodded his head slowly.

    He had always struggled with human rtionships, cutting them off abruptly.

    If it werent for Young-guks advice, he would have been ruined by Hwang Cheol-su, his former co-CEO.

    Today was no different.

    He came here to find out about Young-guks future. His next work, his college, everything.

    And she knew it all at once. It was as if she read Kim Seong-hwans mind.

    The fortune-teller continued.

    Whatever decision the noble person makes, you just have to watch over him. Dont judge by appearances.

    What do you mean by that?

    Why cant you understand what Im saying? Dont judge by appearances. He may be younger than you, but hes much more mature inside. Hes already seen a few steps ahead of whatever youre worried about. You just have to protect him well by his side. Thats your role. Hes someone who can turn a chicken into a phoenix. Hes also lucky to have met you. Hell have a smooth and prosperous life from now on. In other words, its a win-win situation.

    Gulp.

    Kim Seong-hwan swallowed his nerves and took out an envelope from his coat. But the fortune-teller shook her head as she nced at the envelope.

    "Dont bother. Do you think Im a scammer or a fortune-teller if I take your money for this? "

    But still.

    Didnt I say no? You did the same thingst time. People who came here to find out about their families after the war found their families thanks to me. They came back to thank me. You met the noble person thanks to me. Thats enough. If I take your money every time, the one I serve will be angry. Besides, its cold, so have a cup of hot tea and go.

    She shouted to the other side of the shrine.

    Kid, bring two cups of hot tea.

    Kid?

    Kim Seong-hwan looked puzzled by the sudden call.

    Could it be that she had an apprentice? Then a man appeared from behind the shrine, holding a small tea tray.

    He looked like a bear.

    He had a simr build to the fortune-teller.

    The mans eyes widened and he asked.

    CEO?

    Kim Seong-hwan rubbed his eyes with his sleeve and looked at his manager, Lee Bong-chun. His gaze seemed to ask.

    Why are youing out of there?

 Chapter 96:

    Chapter 96:

    Chapter 96

    A ferry carrying passengers approaches the shore, while seagulls watch from above.

    Amid the thick ents of the Jagalchi fishmongers, who sound like background music, live fish on red trays dance as if they have forgotten the seasons.

    Between the scenes of the market, where the lives of our people are reflected, two women walk together.

    Choi sunbae, do you really have to do this?

    Assistant writer Kim Eun-young doesnt understand.

    She has been working with Choi Eun-sook for four years already. In the broadcasting world, Choi Eun-sook is known as a ratings machine.

    She hasnt been in the industry for long, but she has already earned the title of a top writer.

    Theres no doubt that shes an amazing writer.

    Why, dont you like it?

    Can I say something as a friend, not as an assistant writer? I mean, for your next work, there must be tons of actors who would want to do it. Why do you have toe all the way to Busan? You dont know your own worth, sunbae.

    Its nice to get some fresh air once in a while.

    Writer Choi Eun-sook went to Songwon Entertainment right after finishing the first draft of Yeonsan, the Kings Secret.

    She had written the script with only Jang Young-guk in mind, so she wanted him to be the first one to see it. But the answer she got from the agency was disappointing.

    There were no actors avable, and the CEO was on a business trip.

    Do you think Jangdolbaengi can rest when he has no guests? If not, he has to go where the guests are. And you cant miss the actor Im going to meet this time. I was going toe with PD Yoo, but hes too busy. The people at the broadcasting station are not very helpful either. Im not going to send the script to the station until I get a definite answer.

    Youre really stubborn, like a bull.

    Wait and see, even Geumgangsan is a sight after a meal.

    There are countless delicacies from the sea at Jagalchi.

    From shark meat and raw fish, to sea urchin roe that is hard to find at a cheap price in Seoul.

    Among them, the most tempting thing is the grilled eel, which is cooked over charcoal until golden and crispy.

    The smell of the first roast is already vibrating.

    Eun-young, do you know why grilled eel is called gomjangeo?

    I dont know, isnt it just a dialect?

    Its because they wriggle like bears, so theyre called gomjangeo. You know, theres an old saying, the smell of grilled eel can bring back a runaway daughter-inw.

    She makes up all kinds of excuses when shes hungry.

    Kim Eun-young shakes her head as she looks at Choi Eun-sooks back. She looks like a typical tourist.

    As they open the door of the restaurant, they meet a familiar face.

    Did I see wrong?

    Choi Eun-sook rubs her eyes and looks again.

    Its a man in a suit, smiling kindly, eating grilled eel.

    Its Songwon Entertainment.

    Mr. Kim?

    ***

    Yeongdo.

    Mom, its winter now, so theres not much to bring. I brought some underwear and thermal underwear.

    Oh, why did you buy all this? You could have juste as you are

    Its rude toe empty-handed when I havent seen you in a long time. By the way, do you remember who I am?

    Of course, how can I forget such a wee face. Youre writer Choi Eun-sook, arent you?

    Unexpected guests have arrived.

    From Kim Sung-hwan, the CEO who she thought was in Seoul, to writer Choi Eun-sook.

    Itste and they came suddenly, but the mother seems to like Choi Eun-sook, who treats her warmly.

    Rather, she smiles non-stop as the empty house is filled with people.

    Just wait a minute, Ill cut some fruit for you.

    Then Ill help you, mom.

    Oh, I can do it by myself, dont hurt your young hands, just sit down.

    Despite the mothers protest, assistant writer Kim Eun-young follows her to the kitchen.

    Kim Sung-hwan, who is sitting across from them, looks awkward. Jang Young-guk, who cant stand his curiosity, asks.

    CEO, you said you were on a business trip. Was it Busan? If thats the case, why didnt youe with me?

    Well, it just happened that way. I ran into writer Choi at Jagalchi and we came together. She said she came all the way from Seoul to see you, so how could I leave her alone as the CEO?

    Choi Eun-sook has a serious expression on her face. She doesnt beat around the bush and gets straight to the point.

    Young-guk, lets work together on this next project.

    What are you talking about? Im already in PD Yoos historical drama.

    That historical dramas writer is me. I finished the first draft of the script and I wanted to show it to you so badly. I was going toe down with PD Yoo this time, but hes too busy toe right now, so I came alone. I wrote the script with you in mind, but Im worried that something might go wrong. I need to trust the people at the broadcasting station.

    Wait a minute, are you saying that Choi Kang-gondu is you?

    Choi Eun-sooks face turns red in an instant.

    Kim Sung-hwan, the CEO, still looks confused.

    She coughs lightly and nods briefly.

    The selection of a historical drama for the next project is still a secret.

    There are still negotiations for the casting fee, and she hasnt even seen the script properly.

    First, take a look at the script. If you cant pay me what I deserve, Ill cut ties with MBS this time.

    Arent you being too emotional, writer? Or are you trying to tell me something?

    It means that youre desperate.

    Choi, the writer,ughs and changes the subject.

    By the way, Young-guk, you took the college entrance exam this time, right? I was so busy that I couldnt even send you a congrattory rice cake. The media said the test was very hard this time. You must have checked your score, how did you do?

    It was simr to usual.

    What? Youre always the top student in your school, I was so surprised when I saw the star documentary. I knew you were smart when I saw you memorizing the script, but I didnt know you were good at studying too. Anyway, youre amazing. The CEO should have done some marketing earlier. This mask, and the top student, are good materials.

    Isnt this the era when everything about celebrities is gossip?

    That means that the publics interest in their ups and downs is high.

    At that moment, Choi Eun-sook asks curiously.

    But what do you mean by simr to usual?

    Kim Sung-hwan, the CEO, also looks curious.

    Of course, the test taker doesnt say a word.

    ***

    Korea Institute of Curriculum and Evaluation.

    Its the season when the cold wind makes your limbs curl up.

    Other workers are preparing for the year-end party () and creating a festive atmosphere, but the institute is different.

    As they oversee and supervise the entire curriculum of Koreas education, they are bone-tired by this time of year.

    Thats why the winter is called the season of pain among the institutes staff.

    They not only prepare for the college entrance exam that determines the admission of the ivory tower () called university, but also their work continues even after the exam is over.

    They check for any possible errors in the questions, and deal with any incidents that urred at the test site on the day of the exam.

    They are also criticized by the media depending on the difficulty of the test, so they cant help but feel bitter.

    Last year, they cursed us for having a water () exam thatcked discrimination, and now theyre pointing fingers at us for having a fire () exam. Park, senior, to be frank,st years test was not rated as the easiest among all the exams. Thats why we had the first perfect scorer ever. So now were trying to raise the discrimination again. How can the media bash us like this?

    Dont even mention it,st year was horrible. The media made a fuss about the water exams effect or whatever, and the institutes internal staff broke the record that hadnt been broken for thirty years, and some of them got their performance evaluation lowered. Compared to that, the media bashing us now is nothing. Im more annoyed by theints I get on the phone.

    The test ended more than two weeks ago, whatints? The Min team leader looked fierce too.

    From the test site chairs being ufortable, to the parents protesting that the test was much harder than previous years and asking us to invalidate it. The Min team leaders hair is falling out because of all kinds ofints.

    The institute is being hit by the medias sticks.

    The reason was simple.

    The difficulty of the college entrance exam had risen sharplypared tost year.

    It was so bad that they even coined a new term, fire exam.

    They make a fuss about drowning in water if its a water exam, and burning in fire if its a fire exam. How do they want us to adjust?

    By the way, isnt the media briefing in two days? How did the results turn out? Will we have another perfect scorer this time?

    "Come on, do you really think that''s possible? Maybest year, when the test was easy, but this year they made it so hard even the exam board was sweating. The results will be out soon. Team Leader Min said he''ll check and let us know. Forget about that and make a bet with me. I bet there''s no perfect score this year. Ten thousand won on it."

    "Park, senior, what are you talking about? That''s so cheap. Of course there won''t be any."

    This year''s college entrance exam was so difficult that the media called it the impossible test.

    Not only the students, but even the test prep instructors were stunned by it.

    One famous instructor even said, "Is the exam board crazy?" He was so confident that there would be no perfect score that he dered he would cut off his hand if there was.

    It''s obvious, isn''t it?''

    Team Leader Min sighed and took the national grading report.

    He was the one who suffered every year when the exam started.

    He had to deal with appeals, not to mention the parents who came to the exam board.

    And this year''s test was even worse, since it was known as the impossible test.

    No wonder, there was even a parent who suddenly appeared and grabbed Team Leader Min by the cor.

    It''s not like I make the test questions.''

    The exam board decided the difficulty level, but the test questions were made by the professors.

    They were selected from all over the country and isted for a long time to create the questions.

    It was when Team Leader Min''s bald head was shining under the fluorescent light.

    "Huh?"

    Team Leader Min rubbed his eyes with his sleeve and stared at the national grading report.

    He was sure that there would be no perfect score this year.

    The exam board had raised the difficulty level significantly from the previous years.

    And the media had been making a fuss about the impossible test. But.

    "What the hell."

    Team Leader Min''s pupils shook violently as if there was an earthquake.

    He was the first one to see the national grading report for the press briefing in two days.

    And there, on the list of perfect scores that should have been empty, there was one student''s exam number, school, and name.

    "Sehwa High School."

    Team Leader Min checked the list several times and muttered the student''s name as if he was bewitched.

    "Jang Young-guk."

 Chapter 97:

    Chapter 97:

    Chapter 97

    The Perfect Score.

    This years college entrance exam, known as the Fire Exam for its unprecedented difficulty, was enough to surprise many people.

    Not only did the overall level of difficulty increase significantly, but especially the high-difficulty math problems that were much harder than the September mock exam made even the top students sigh in frustration.

    It was clear that the exam board had sharpened their knives to wash away the shame ofst years Water Exam.

    Tsk, its going to be hard to get a perfect score this year.

    Last year was the first time someone got a perfect score, right? That was possible because it was the Water Exam. How can anyone do that with this Fire Exam?

    There was one ce that was as sensitive to the exam results as the exam board.

    It was the media.

    On the day of the exam score notification, they would fill their front pages with the exam results without fail.

    Well, the Korean people were as interested in education as they were in politics, so there was no better gossip than this.

    By the way, I wonder if the test-takers are crying orughing right now.

    Of course theyre crying, arent they?

    Not necessarily. If it was the Water Exam, the top students would be at a disadvantage. But this year it was the Fire Exam, so the lower-ranked students will have a fiercepetition for their college applications. Anyway, editor-in-chief, please take a look at the headline for tomorrows article.

    Let me hear it.

    Fire Exam, is this really okay?

    Whats the gist of it?

    Compared tost year, when the first perfect score was produced, this years exam did not produce a single perfect score. Was it to increase the discrimination, or was it the mockery of the exam board? Ive already prepared the full article. Well print it as soon as the sun rises tomorrow.

    It was a juicy topic.

    The people who were as angry as the students right after the exam were the parents.

    Especially the parents of the Gangnam 8 school district were furious.

    They had spent a lot of money on private tutors or famous entrance exam instructors, but they did not get satisfactory results.

    Editor-in-chief, do you think theres a chance of someone getting a perfect score without going to private tutors or entrance exam academies like before?

    I doubt it. Im also having a hard time sending my daughter to an academy. Back in the day, I used to go to an academy secretly when I took the school exam, but now they go openly. The entrance exam instructors take care of not only the college entrance exam, but also the school grades. Even so, the tuition fees are too expensive. At this rate, Ill have to spend all my retirement savings.

    Come on, editor-in-chief, if youreining like that, what about me?

    What are you worried about, youre not even married yet. If I had known this, I would have opened an entrance exam academy instead of a mediapany. A tax ountant friend of mine told me that the entrance exam instructors in Gangnam are very high-ie earners. Some of them even rank high in the ie tax. The times are like this, its hard to study on your own and ace the exam like before.

    The time when a dragon could rise from a humble background was over. As the entrance exam war became more fierce, even that became difficult. It was then.

    Knock knock!

    Someone banged on the door of the editors office.

    Min, whats going on?

    He was so anxious that sweat ran down his forehead and his breathing was rough.

    He was the younger brother of Min, the team leader of the exam board.

    He was in a position where he could know the exam results before anyone else.

    Min reported the news he had just heard over the phone.

    Its out!

    What was out?

    The editor narrowed his eyes, and his eyes widened at the next words.

    Theres a perfect score!

    ***

    [Fire Exam, the only perfect score, Jang Young-guk, a student at Sehwa High School!]

    [Even the exam board was surprised, the only actor who broke through the hardest exam ever!]

    [Actor Jang Young-guk, revealed to have never received any private tutoring or entrance exam education!]

    There was only one perfect score in this years exam, which was known as the hardest in the history of the college entrance exam.

    It was Jang Young-guk, a senior at Sehwa High School.

    He was not a namesake of the actor Jang Young-guk, who had shown a brilliant performance with the title of the nations first love and the confession of the priest.

    He was the actor Jang Young-guk himself!<ul><li><ul><li>(omitted)Actor Jang Young-guk was known to have never received any private tutoring or entrance exam education.</li></ul></li></ul>

    ***

    ording to his middle school teacher Kim Bong-du, actor Jang Young-guk had a hard time studying because of his poor family situation and had to borrow study guides from his teachers every time.

    His hometown, Yeongdo, is in a festive mood.

    A merchant at Yeongdo Namhang Market said to the reporters, A dragon has risen from Namhang!

    Reporter Min Jin-ki.

    As soon as the news of his perfect score was announced through the press briefing of the Evaluation Institute, the media poured out articles as if they had been waiting for it.

    His face was everywhere, in newspapers and on TV.

    He even went to interview his middle school teacher Kim Bong-du, who was his mentor, and visited his ssmates who had spent their school days with him in Yeongdo, asking them about their stories with him. It was an amazing passion.

    Teacher Kim Bong-du.

    He was my mentor who helped me a lot in middle school.

    He knew when I needed school supplies or study guides and gave them to me like a ghost. I send him greetings every holiday, but I havent seen his face for years. By the way.

    Today is going to be crazy.

    The agency and the school are already in chaos.

    The agency said they had to unplug the phone lines all day because of the flood of calls and reportersing to visit.

    And at school, the principal tried toe to his house in person, but the homeroom teacher barely stopped him.

    Thats the rumor.

    I didnt expect it from the beginning.

    Actually, I didnt expect to get a perfect score.

    Thats because my mock test scores were lower than usual. But what do you know, maybe its because I have a stage constitution.

    When I entered the exam hall, I felt rxed and was able to take the test with afortable mind.

    Did I really get a perfect score?

    I couldnt believe it and checked it three times in a row.

    I was lucky, too lucky. I got all the math problems that I was confused about right.

    Maybe it was because of my improved concentration, which changed my life drastically.

    Maybe it was because of the knitted scarf that my mother gave me during the test.

    Young-guk, eat breakfast.

    I hurriedly put on my uniform and scarf at the sound of the housekeepers voice. As soon as I left the room, I smelled something delicious that made my stomach growl.

    Wow!!

    As soon as I went downstairs, my uncle (actor Ahn Jung-hyun) said.

    Brother, aliens havended!

    ***

    Songwon Entertainment.

    Boss, you must be smiling ear to ear.

    As actress Park Soo-young said, Kim Sung-hwans mouth was not going down.

    Thats because he was getting calls non-stop.

    He had already written the legend of the blockbuster movie with his confession of love, and he was getting love calls from both the broadcasting and the film industry. But this time, it was different.

    ording to the advertising industry trends, actor Jang Young-guk was voted the hottest star regardless of being an actor, singer, oredian.

    Even the bigpanies that are known for being stingy were eager to find him.

    Are you smiling like that because of the advertisers calls?

    Park, dont say such a sour thing. Im happy because Young-guk got a perfect score on the college entrance exam. Hes so good at studying even while acting. Hes amazing no matter how you look at him.

    Someone asked Kim Sung-hwan. Why didnt he do a massive marketing campaign with Young-guks academic performance?

    Well, if it was known that a teen star was the top student in the school, there would be no better publicity tool. But Kim Sung-hwan had a different idea.

    He was worried that Young-guk might feel pressured if his grades were exposed to the media.

    But why did you call me all of a sudden, I thought Young-guk was here, but hes not. But now that I think about it, its outrageous, this kid hasnt shown his face since the Korean Theater Festival ended. I was going to buy him a meal today. If he bes more famous than me, he might ignore mepletely.

    Young-guk is already more than Park.

    Really, boss!

    Thats not it, Young-guk is at school right now, so I cant call him. His high school is in a mess right now. The reporters and the broadcasting stations came to interview him. Just in case, I sent Bong-chui and some of the roadies. And the reason I wanted to see Park today is because of Young-guks next work.

    Park Soo-youngs expression changed at the word next work.

    Is Young-guk already working on his next project?

    Not yet, hes still looking at the synopses that came from Chungmuro and the broadcasting stations. He likes the historical drama one, but you know. Im not a manager, and I dont know much about historical drama sets. I tried to ask other actors, but the most experienced one in our agency is Park.

    Whats your point?

    As you know, if he chooses a historical drama, he cant do anything else. Especially themercials. I wonder if he should take that risk now. You know how hard it is to work on a historical drama set. Its the worst among all the drama sets.

    Historical dramas are known as extreme experiences even among drama sets.

    Theres the long filming period, frequent location shoots, and filming in remote ces where there are few people.

    Not to mention the makeup.

    For actresses, wearing a wig can cause neck disc and hair loss.

    Thats why many actors cant shootmercials.

    Hell lose a lot if you look at it. Hell miss the opportunity to domercials when the water is high, and itll be hard to look at the synopses from Chungmuro. Especially when the script iste. Its horrible. Horrible.

    Thete script of a historical drama is called a hell script.

    And what if he gets sick or injured? Dont you remember? Kim Jin-seok, the famous actor from the broadcasting station seven years ago. Hes still suffering from a herniated disc because of a horse-riding ident. Thats why the top stars are scared of historical dramas.

    Thats a natural reaction.

    Its fair to say that top stars rarely do historical dramas.

    Young-guk is also a top star now, if you only look at his fame.

    Hes getting a lot of attention from the public.

    Who else can win the actor award at the Korean Theater Festival and break the box office record in Chungmuro at a minor age?

    But Young-guk might be different, you know. I feel like he can pull off anything. But he should get paid well for what he loses. I think itll be fine if we agree on the fee, but what do they say?

    They keep calling me. The MBS production director is trying to sh the fee. Hes threatening me that hell keep casting him, and hes offering me ridiculous conditions to put our actors in. I wanted to swear at him, you know. Did you see the article this morning? He keeps calling me.

    So what did you do?

    I said one thing and hung up.

    Really?

    Kim Sung-hwan, the CEO, smiles meaningfully.

    Damn, how can I cut my sons pride as a father?

    I said I wont take less than what SBC offered.

    ***

    MBS Broadcasting Station.

    Hey, you bastard!

    A loud scream erupts from the vice presidents office at the MBS Broadcasting Station.

    The vice presidents face is red and blue. His sharp eyes are directed at the production director Yang Jeong-do, who is groaning with his head down.

    I let you y your faction game to control the drama department, but now youre messing with the agency. Do you think this is the 80s? Who are you to decide that Young-guk is banned from appearing? And do you think other ces will follow us if we ban him? There are hyenas drooling over Young-guk right now.

    Vice president, thats not what I meant

    Thats not what you meant? Dont you know that everything Young-guk touches bes a hit? We should have grabbed him as soon as we heard he was doing our next project. Were lucky to have him, but youre sprinkling salt on him? You bastard.

    The vice president grabs his namete and throws it at him.

    Yang Jeong-do flinches and backs away.

    The vice president sighs deeply and waves his hand.

    Get out, and tell the drama director toe in.

    Vice president, can I say one more thing?

    Hurry up!

    The vice presidents scolding makes Yang Jeong-do retreat.

    Soon, a knock sounds as the vice presidents breathing calms down.

    Its Kim Won-seok, the drama director.

    The vice presidents expression changes dramatically from when he faced Yang Jeong-do.

    Kim director, Im sorry. Yang director thought he was doing well, but the result was weird. By the way, hows Young-guks reaction?

    He says he wont appear unless the pay is higher than what SBC offered.

    Hmm. What do you think, Director Kim? I heard he went straight to the president. Thats why the head of the department was so furious. Director Kim, or rather, Wonseok, lets talk honestly. You must have some confidence, otherwise you wouldnt have pushed for him, right?

    Drama director Kim Wonseok and the vice president were colleagues who joined the broadcasting station at the same time.

    Of course, one started as an average PD and the other as a star announcer.

    How long are we going to keep cutting the fees while preaching about saving money? The drama department knows the situation better than anyone else. The actors are more sensitive about their fees than you think. Its not like someone will feed them just because they act. Frankly, wouldnt wein if we had to take a pay cut for no reason?

    Hmm.

    Its a profitable deal. Lets cast Jang Young-guk. SBC failed to get him even with a huge fee. Hes practically an actor who cant be bought with money. If the head of the department hadnt been so hardline from the start, the agency wouldnt have been so stubborn either. You know, Jang Young-guk has plenty of options even if we dont look for him. I heard that Chungmuro is eyeing him for a blockbuster-level project. Whos the most famous actor in Korea right now? And he even aced the college entrance exam. The more we hesitate, the higher his price will go.

    The drama director urged the vice president, who was hesitating.

    At this rate, well lose Jang Young-guk to someone else, and well be left sucking our thumbs.

 Chapter 98:

    Chapter 98:

    Chapter 98

    Namhang (South Port).

    A cruise ship makes waves under the bridge.

    The white foam that scatters in the air looks like snowkes, delighting the eyes.

    Just like the waves that sway over the winter sea, the Namhang market is also buzzing with unexpected good news.

    Its a bit crooked. Dont touch that one, lift it up a little to the right. No, not left, right! Lift it up a little to the right!

    Mr. Choi, youd be the type to keep talking even if you fell into the sea. This banner may look light, but its heavy as hell. It looks perfectly aligned to me, but you keep changing its position. Are you trying to train a dog or something?

    Dog training needs to be in sync too, you know. How can we do this if our hands and feet dont match? Stop talking ande down here. Did you skip breakfast or something? You have so much energy. Let me try it!

    The merchants of Namhang market are working hard to hang the banner since the morning breeze.

    The banner is ced in a prime spot, like the entrance sign of the market.

    The faces of the merchants who look at the banner fluttering in the winter wind are flushed.

    Its not because their faces are red from the cold wave (), but because their hearts are warmed by the words on the banner.

    -Namhangs son, Jang Young-guk! He got a perfect score on the college entrance exam!

    He was a boy who grew up with the strong ents and sea winds of the sailors.

    He moved ice from the ice factory () with his fern-like hands in the markets narrow alleys, and he also sold fish with his mother on a mat.

    In a way, he was a boy who was cherished and nurtured by all the merchants of Namhang.

    Im really crying my eyes out. I cant imagine how he must have felt in Seoul, among those people. But he did well in his studies too, how wonderful is that.

    Mr. Choi, if you cry like that, youll lose all the juice from your fruits. Do you think youre the only one? Were all the same. Its so good that he did well. Isnt it?

    All the merchants are teary-eyed as they look at the banner.

    Namhang market is having an unusual boom. Its not even a holiday season, but tourists are flocking from everywhere.

    The reason is simple.

    Is this the fish shop where Jang Young-guks mother works?

    Shes clearly a young woman from Seoul, judging by her ent. Mrs. Yang squints her eyes and looks at her.

    How many people havee since the morning breeze?

    Not only tourists, but also media people.

    Its all because of the rumor that the secret to Young-guks exam sess was the seafood from Namhang.

    Thats why the fish they got from the wholesale market are already sold out.

    From seasonal seaweed to seafood, everything is gone.

    ording to the rumor, even the parents from Gangnams top eight school districts are nning to rent a bus ande down here to get some luck.

    Thats when Young-guks mother greets the young woman with a curious look.

    How did you get here?

    At that moment, the young woman hands her a business card from her coat.

    Its a business card with the name of a magazine. Mrs. Yang and her mother look at the card alternately.

    Im Kim Sun-ah, the editor of Dongseon magazine. I was wondering if I could interview Jang Young-guks mother.

    There have already been countless reporters who came and went. But this time, its a magazine. Mrs. Yang steps forward to help Young-guks mother who is in trouble.

    A magazine, you say?

    The editor Kim Sun-ah smiles and exins.

    Our magazines theme for this month is great mothers.

    ****

    The impact of the perfect score on the college entrance exam was bigger than expected.

    After all, he was the only one who achieved a perfect score on the exam, which was known as the impossible exam.

    And he was a rookie actor who was called a teen star.

    The publics attention, as well as the medias interest, was inevitable.

    It was evident even on the morning of his school day.

    Despite the early hour, there were more reporters than students.

    There was even an ENG camera, which meant that it was broadcasted on the terrestrial channels.

    -Its Jang Young-guk!

    Anyone who saw it would have thought it was an end-of-the-year awards ceremony.

    Thats how many reporters ran towards Young-guk like crazy.

    Manager Lee Bong-chui tried his best to protect Young-guk, but it was not easy.

    Thats when it happened.

    I owe it to the principal.

    I almost got crushed by the reporters questions.

    Thats when the principal stepped in front of them.

    He usually smiled like a kind grandfather, but I had never seen him so angry before.

    Everyone, calm down. If you want to interview Young-guk, our pride of Sehwa High School, please follow the proper procedure. This is the students school time. How can you put so much pressure on the other students!

    Did he watch a historical dramast night? His booming voice startled the reporters.

    Thanks to the ENG camera, it looked like a scene from a drama.

    Young-guk, are you ready?

    I aced the college entrance exam, so the interview was just a formality.

    Every year, the top scorers interviews were published in the media.

    The principal kindly offered his office for afortable interview.

    Soon, a young reporter entered with my homeroom teacher.

    Hello, Im Kim Seunga, a reporter from Gukseon Daily. Its an honor to meet you, Mr. Jang Young-guk. Im a huge fan of yours. I actually begged my boss to let me do this interview. I was supposed to be in the current affairs team.

    I knew.

    The reason why Young-guk chose Kim Seunga as the interviewer was simple.

    Ever since he became famous, his name was constantly in the media.

    Some of the articles were negative about him.

    They used him of being arrogant and choosing excessive acting transformations, or spread baseless scandalous rumors. Of course, after the movie was sessful and he denied the scandals, the articles disappeared like lies. But among them, Kim Seunga was one of the few reporters who wrote favorable articles about Young-guk.

    Mr. Young-guk, is it true that you never received any private education?

    It was a well-known fact.

    Of course, there were some who didnt believe it.

    Thats how miraculous it was to get a perfect score on the college entrance exam without any private education.

    What are your study habits?

    Young-guk was the one who gave many wise sayings to the future perfect scorers.

    I studied mainly from textbooks and school lessons.

    Did you have enough time during the exam?

    Not really. I actually had some time left, so I wondered if I solved everything correctly.

    He answered many questions about the day of the exam.

    From whether he expected to get a perfect score to how he felt after checking the answers.

    Honestly, he could only say that he was nervous.

    He didnt expect to get a perfect score during the exam, and he wasnt sure even after checking the answers.

    He kept getting various questions.

    Among them, the most important one was about his career path.

    You got a perfect score on the college entrance exam. Thanks to that, you have a free ticket in the Korean college admission system. You can enter any university you want. Which university and major will you choose for your career? Can you tell us about that?

    ***

    A few dayster.

    MBS Drama Department.

    Its been a while.

    How many times did I visit the three major broadcasting stations in my previous life?

    I yed so many supporting roles that I couldnt count them.

    The public talent audition had a use that prevented them from appearing on other stations, but Young-guk was different.

    He failed the public talent audition every time. But thanks to that, he got to experience all three stations.

    Maybe it was a good thing in hindsight.

    Isnt that Jang Young-guk?

    The eyes of the drama department PDs widened like the youngest PDs muttering.

    He was the hottest star in Korea right now.

    He was so popr that he even appeared on the 9 oclock news.

    There was someone who greeted Young-guk warmly.

    It was a famous PD.

    Young-guk!

    The veteran PDs gave him a sharp look as he called Young-guks name casually.

    They had a gap in their careers, but he was the most likely candidate for the CP position. But did they know?

    The first person to be the drama department head among them was none other than the famous one.

    Do you want some orange juice like before?

    Yes, please.

    As I sit in the meeting room, old memoriese flooding back. I had also visited the Prince Hotel for script reading when I was filming The Man of August.

    Not long after, writer Choi Eun-sook enters the meeting room.

    She exims with pride as soon as she sees me.

    Perfect score on the college entrance exam! Jang Young-guk!

    Im embarrassed, writer.

    Whats there to be embarrassed about? How amazing are you? A perfect score, Young-guk, you always surprise people with something. Youll surprise them today at the script reading too, right?

    Its almost like a solo script reading.

    Of course, MBS Broadcasting Station had to do some preliminary research since they were investing a lot of money in the production.

    Not to mention, the appearance fee was also unprecedented among the three major broadcasters.

    As proof, there is a camera running in the meeting room. As if to record this whole situation and show it to someone.

    How much time do you need?

    Ive already read the script book once.

    Lets start right away. But we need someone to read the lines with you. Can writer Choi do it like before?

    Its an honor for me. Now there are so many actors who want to read lines with Young-guk. Ill read the lines well for you this time too.

    Writer Choi, you still want to call you a sister. You look like an aunt, not a sister, by your face value.

    What are you talking about! Dont say that and choose the starting part quickly. Where do you want to start the script?

    Yoo Myung-han pretends to be troubled by Choi Eun-sooks nagging. The script volume was already out until the middle. Since it was a video that had to be shown directly to the president, he was worried about which scene to choose. Thats when it happened. Leaving Yoo Myung-han behind, Young-guk speaks up first.

    Dont do that, writer Choi. You read the lines first. That way, I think the lines wille out more naturally.

    What a confidence.

    It wouldnt be an exaggeration to say that he memorized all the lines in the script book.

    I knew how amazing Young-guks memory was, but I wondered if he could do it. Choi Eun-sook also had the same expression.

    She recites the lines with doubt.

    Your Majesty, why do you pay attention to such a lowly creature? If you want to reach the Gyeonghoe-ru by the time of the banquet, you should hurry up now.

    Its Yeonsan-gun who went out to inspect the lives of the people.

    He is inspecting the houses of themoners without his royal robe.

    Next to him is his guard soldier who walks with him.

    At that moment, what caught Yeonsan-guns eye was none other than a dog that was dying of illness.

    And next to the stray dog, there was a small puppy that looked like a baby.

    Do you know, Gyumsabokjang. How my mother met her death. Everyone said that, I heard it over and over since I was young. My mother, Queen Yun, died of illness.

    At that moment, Yeonsan-gun strokes the head of the dying dog. Then, the puppy who was watching him from the side bites Yeonsan-guns hand.

    At that sight, Gyumsabokjang () immediately tries to draw his sword from his sheath.

    Stop, Gyumsabokjang, even this weak animal is doing its best to protect his mother. How can I harm it? When the queen was expelled and everyone was silent, did you also keep silent about my mothers death, Gyumsabokjang. I guess you did. I did too. I pretended not to know my mothers death even though I knew it. I had to pretend not to know my mother who died vomiting blood. Isnt that obvious? I, who was the crown prince at the time, was less than this young animal who is trying to protect his mother now.

    Your Majesty.

    Dont worry, Im not so weak anymore.

    At that moment, Yeonsan-gun, no, Young-guk raises his head with red eyes.

    And then he smiles faintly in the wind that blows in.

    The wind of blood is blowing.

 Chapter 99:

    Chapter 99:

    Chapter 99

    Historical drama?

    The rumors in the broadcasting industry spread as fast as those in the financial district of Yeouido.

    If you ask who is the most popr actor in South Korea right now, the name Jang Young-guk would be the first toe to mind.

    He not only broke the new record in the Korean film industry, but also aced the college entrance exam.

    He captivated both the entertainment and education sectors in one breath.

    He was the actor who even drew the attention of the parents who had no interest in celebrities.

    Is that a tabloid? Even a passing dog wouldugh. How can an actor who is at the peak of his poprity choose a historical drama out of all the options? Hes not in a movie or a prime time drama. Thats nonsense.

    Park sunbae, have you been living in a bubble? Its true. I have a college friend who works as a PD in MBS drama department. He said Jang Young-guk really did the script reading. The rumor is already spreading like wildfire over there. They just have to negotiate the appearance fee and other details, so they put an embargo on it.

    Huh.

    Park Yong-soo, a PD in KBC drama department, let out a sigh of disbelief.

    He was the director of the special project historical drama that was scheduled to air next year on KBC.

    He sneered when he heard that MBS was airing a historical drama at the same time slot.

    After all, KBC was the traditional powerhouse in historical dramas.

    Is Jang Young-guk crazy?

    Thats what Im saying. Do you know how much the film industry is trying to get him? But he suddenly switched to a historical drama. I thought he would definitely go to the film industry, but I dont know whats in the head of their CEO.

    Do you think it was the CEOs decision? Of course, Jang Young-guk insisted on it. I dont know if I should call him brave or arrogant. Hell probably cry and beg to cancel the contract after the crank-in.

    Come on, filming a historical drama is not the same as a regr drama.

    Jang Young-guks next work was not only the talk of the town in KBC, but also in SBC.

    If anything, SBC was the most sensitive.

    The PDs were as restless as the shareholders who nitpicked at the general meeting.

    Laozi said, if someone harms you, dont try to get revenge. Just sit quietly by the river and watch the water. Soon youll see his corpse floating by.

    Cha sunbae, isnt corpse a bit harsh?

    Hey, if an actor loses his poprity, hes not an actor, hes a corpse. Frankly, Jang Young-guk has been lucky so far. I didnt understand why he tried to cast him for more money than Kim Hyuk in our SBC. But he even ruined that himself. Hes a young kid whos full of himself. Honestly, hes overrated for getting a perfect score on the college entrance exam. Right, Kim PD?

    PD Kim Jin silently walked to the editing room. His colleagues exchanged nces and whispered.

    That guy, he was so confident when he prepared for the masterpiece drama. He said he would take all the production pie in the drama department.

    Cha sunbae, be careful, Kim sunbae might hear you. The ratings were pretty good, werent they?

    Listen, he messed up the lineup because of his greed. And the ratings are good? They barely avoided a deficit thanks to the PPLs stered all over the work. Anyway, you have to be humble at all times. You never know when youll fall like that.

    Kim Jin heard all the backbiting from his colleagues, but he didnt care.

    It was true.

    He had prepared a masterpiece drama with a huge budget from SBC, but the response was lukewarm.

    Come on, the ratings were worse than the drama Youth, not to mention the public reaction.

    The ratings would have been fatal if it wasnt aired during prime time. Anyway.

    Historical drama.

    Kim Jin thought of Jang Young-guks face.

    Someone said he was lucky to be sessful at a young age. But Kim Jin thought differently.

    Jang Young-guks chosen works were all high-difficulty paintings.

    No one could easily imagine the brush strokes.

    But Jang Young-guk was an actor who drew every picture perfectly.

    He felt it when he filmed with him.

    It was like watching a veteran actors performance. In that sense.

    I have a feeling hell hit it big this time.

    Kim Jins sharp intuition was activated again.

    ***

    [Jang Young-guks next work is MBSs historical drama, tentative title Yeonsan, The Kings Secret]

    [Jang Young-guks appearance fee sets the highest record for MBS dramas!]

    [Challenging Yeonsan-gun, will Jang Young-guk create a syndrome in historical dramas?]

    [Yeonsan, The Kings Secret original novel in high demand!]

    As the appearance fee and contract details were agreed upon, the embargo was also lifted.

    As the most popr actor in Korea, Jang Young-guks next work news started to pour out through the mass media.

    The publics interest was amplified by the fact that he would y Yeonsan-gun, the most brutal tyrant in the history of the Joseon Dynasty, recorded in the Annals of the Joseon Dynasty.

    He really sharpened his sword.

    MBS drama department did not hesitate to promote it massively.

    They even broadcasted the video of Young-guks script reading on the inte and their entertainment program.

    -A storm ising.

    Young-guk, dressed in in clothes, recited thest line with reddened eyes.

    The viewers who were watching the TV screen gasped in admiration.

    Yeon-su, who was watching him from home, revealed herplicated feelings.

    Oppa has everything.

    He was a man who had both acting skills and brains.

    When they were young and co-starred as child actors, she never imagined that the gap would be so high.

    Of course, at that time, Yeon-su was too young to know what acting was. But didnt she realize it painfully when they shared the stage at the Korean Theater Festival?

    A person born to be an actor.

    That was the only exnation.

    He said he had never been on a theater stage before, but he was different from her.

    He confidently showed his own acting in front of countless audiences, as if he had swallowed the word nervous.

    She felt an indescribable aura from him.

    Now that hes going to college.

    Why is there such a saying?

    Everyone dates when they go to college.

    Thats how much the students who were tied to the entrance exam enjoy their freedom.

    How many female college students would fall for Young-guk?

    Her mother, who was watching TV with Yeon-su in the living room, asked.

    Yeon-su, isnt that actress Cha Hye-jin?

    It was MBSs entertainment program.

    They were reporting the news of Cha Hye-jin, the most beautiful actress among the current actresses.

    How could there be so many beauties among the Korean actresses, but when Cha Hye-jin was in the middle, they all became background.

    The MC added in an excited voice.

    -We have some news about the casting of the historical drama Yeonsan, The Kings Secret, which is being produced by MBS drama department. The role of Yeonsan-gun, the hottest topic these days, is yed by actor Jang Young-guk, and the role of Jang Nok-su, who everyone was curious about, is

    Yeon-su felt her heart sink at the following words.

    -Actress Cha Hye-jin has decided to take the role.

    ***

    Jang Nok-sus role, Cha Hye-jin.

    Young-guk blinked his eyes at the unexpected result.

    It seemed that MBS had pulled out a real sword.

    Jang Nok-su was the legendary courtesan who shook Yeonsan-guns heart.

    In that sense, Cha Hye-jins beauty was a passing score.

    Even the average actresses would be squids next to her, as the saying goes.

    But can she act well?

    In his previous life, Cha Hye-jins acting skills were controversial.

    She was a prolific actress, but themon opinion was that her acting skills did not improve.

    There were various theories behind it. Her face was too outstanding to cover her acting skills, or she did not get a proper role.

    Ill see when I go to the set.

    In the end, it was something he had to see for himself.

    Anyway, visually, there was no actress who suited Jang Nok-sus role as much as Cha Hye-jin.

    As evidence, the reaction was quite hot among the media and the public.

    They already called Young-guks Yeonsan-gun and Cha Hye-jins Jang Nok-su a fantasy couple. That was when.

    Young-guk, are you really decided on the college?

    Kim Sung-hwan, CEO, asked with curiosity.

    There were a lot of talks about which college Young-guk would choose.

    Some said he would boldly give up college admission for his acting career.

    What a nonsense.

    If he was going to give up college admission, why would he take the college entrance exam?

    You really want to go here?

    Kim Sung-hwans eyes showed a doubtful look.

    It was because the major that Young-guk said was.

    ***

    Korea National University of Arts, Department of Theater and Film

    Korea National University of Arts was a well-known university in the country.

    However, it did not care much about the academic scores of the applicants, but rather their practical skills.

    Thats why students of various ages were enrolled without being bound by their grades.

    It was the ce where the rising stars of the art world sought to go.

    What a waste of grades.

    Kim Sung-hwan, the CEO, muttered to himself without realizing it. He had every reason to do so.

    The boy was a perfect scorer on the college entrance exam.

    He could have gone to Korea University, or any of the prestigious departments where the top students gathered, such as Business Administration or Law. His grades were outstanding even among them.

    Young-guk, think about it again. Its not that Korea National University of Arts is bad, but it doesnt make sense to not go to Korea University with your grades. And your major too. Why dont you broaden your horizons and think about it? You know that learning on the field is more important than learning at college, right? And you dont have to choose Theater and Film just because you want to be an actor. There are many celebrities who are known for being smart and they deliberately go to college for Sociology or Psychology.

    Being an actor meant losing some of the social skills naturally.

    The culprit was the huge amount of money they received, and the help they got from the people around them, such as managers, stylists, and so on.

    Kim Sung-hwan had seen many cases where once-famous actors were scammed because of that.

    Thats why he originally wanted to rmend Law as a major.

    Even if I go again, Ill choose Theater and Film.

    Again?

    Theres something like that.

    At that moment, Young-guk uttered a single word.

    He remembered that he didnt have a dream of bing an actor when he entered the Department of Theater and Film in his previous life.

    He was just envious of the morous lives of the actors who lived in luxury apartments overlooking the Han River and adorned themselves with designer brands.

    It was a choice he made to escape from poverty.

    Thats why he didnt have any pride as an actor while attending the Department of Theater and Film.

    He only had one obsession: to get away from poverty as much as possible.

    Of course, he did grow into an actor who was crazy about acting in the process. But the reason why Young-guk chose the Department of Theater and Film again was simple.

    This time, he wanted to live as a true.

    Actor.

 Chapter 100:

    Chapter 100:

    Chapter 100

    This dress is so popr these days, with its shoulder line and low back. Do you know how hard it was for me to get this one from Versaces special F/W collection? I ran around Cheongdam-dong until my feet were soaked with sweat to get this.

    Seo Min-hye was trying to put on the dress while taking a deep breath.

    Is this really made for adults to wear?

    Seo Min-hye was one of the actresses with the slimmest figure. But even she felt her chest being squeezed by the tightness of the dress.

    Her face turned red. If the stitches burst even a little bit, it would be a huge disaster.

    She might have to pay millions of won for the dress if that happened.

    Mi-seon, are you sure this is really made to be worn? Did you bring me a dress that only a mannequin can wear? How am I supposed to walk around in this? If I take one step, it feels like its going to explode. Hey, every time I talk, my chest feels tight. I can barely speak right now.

    Unni, you have to wear this dress no matter what. This is the only thing that will make you the best-dressed of the night. Why are you refusing it? Besides, where are you going this time? You have to show your perfect self at times like this. Just lose 1kg, no, 2kg by the day of the awards ceremony.

    Ugh! Its easy for you to say. Its not your body.

    The stylist was so passionate for a simple reason.

    Actress Seo Min-hye was chosen as the MC for the Blue Dragon Film Awards.

    As it was every year, the actresses dresses always attracted the publics attention.

    Especially the MC.

    She had to keep the viewers eyes on her throughout the show.

    The stylist couldnt stand to see her actress wearing a shabby dress in front of the public.

    By the way, unni. I heard that Jang Young-guk ising to the awards ceremony too.

    Of course he is, he swept the box office this year. The guide script for the ceremony is more than half about The Priests Confession. There are already a lot of people betting on how many awards hell get. Are you interested? Do you want me to get you an autograph?

    Really? Dont even ask. Oh, I should have been your stylist sincest year. Then I could have seen Jang Young-guk in person at the Youth filming site. But is that rumor true about Jang Young-guk?

    What rumor?

    The rumor that he likes men.

    Seo Min-hye almost burst outughing without realizing it. But thanks to the dress that was pressing on her chest, she couldnt even chuckle.

    There was a saying that bing a famous actor meant bing a product of rumors.

    Like worms in a fruit, all kinds of rumors followed them.

    What can you do, there were a lot of actresses who admired Jang Young-guk.

    Do you want to keep talking nonsense, or stop?

    Just as she was about to take off the dress.

    Min-hye!

    The door opened.

    It was Song Jeong-min, Seo Min-hyes manager.

    He came to talk to her about her schedule and opened his mouth wide.

    No wonder, Seo Min-hye looked so beautiful in the dress.

    At that moment, Seo Min-hye was also startled by the sudden appearance of Song and let out the breath she was holding.

    And then.

    Thud.

    !

    The stylists pupils shook violently as if there was an earthquake.

    The dress had finally ripped.

    ***

    Yeonsan, The Kings Secret.

    The scene of the dramas script reading was already filled with countless reporters.

    The atmosphere was as hot as the uing Blue Dragon Film Awards.

    It was because of the next work of Jang Young-guk, the actor who was receiving the attention of the mass media.

    Among them, there was also Kwak Myeong-hwan, a middle-aged reporter who always wrote favorable articles about Jang.

    How will they portray him?

    He couldnt help but be curious. Historical dramas were already a widely known medium to the public.

    There were dramas that dealt with the stories of the Joseon Dynasty, and even the Three Kingdoms period. But there had never been a drama that made Yeon-san-gun the subject, so it was quite anticipated.

    Because its dangerous.

    He was the worst tyrant in the history of the Joseon dynasty.

    They say history belongs to the victors, but even so, the atrocities of King Yeonsan recorded in the annals are too horrific to utter.

    He was sexually depraved, of course, and he brutally killed his stepmothers and even made his grandmother ill.

    He was also the one who killed his loyal minister Kim Cheo-seon, who never stopped giving him advice until the end.

    He even ordered everyone in the eight provinces of Joseon who had the name Kim Cheo-seon to change their names.

    Fusion sageuk, what the hell does that mean?

    It means adding fiction to the history that was recorded in reality. I heard a rumor that Jang Young-guk is ying two roles. I dont know if this will pass the broadcastingmissions review. Theyll say its distorting history.

    Come on, the broadcastingmission is not that inflexible.

    Dont you remember the drama about the Fifth Republic incident that got banned? They even censor the history that actually happened, depending on the regime. How can you make up history that never happened? I dont think this is right. MBS is gambling. What is fusion sageuk? Ive never heard of such a word in my life. And why is the script reading content embargoed today? Is it such an important scene?

    Hey, its not like the atmosphere is embargoed. Anyway, I wonder if MBS can beat KBC this time. It looks like a sparrow trying to follow a swan and tearing its crotch.

    It was an era when traditional sageuk based on history was the mainstream.

    The word fusion sageuk that MBS chose was bound to be unfamiliar.

    After all, sageuk was supposed to reconstruct the images ording to the historical evidence.

    He chooses the hard way instead of the easy way.

    Reporter Kwak Myung-hwan smiled faintly as he thought of actor Jang Young-guk.

    When he got the title of national first love through the drama Youth, he thought he was a teen star who captivated womens hearts. But his actions were different from ordinary actors.

    He starred in amercial film by a director who was no different from a nobody, and his role was a priest whomitted murder.

    And then he went to the Korean Theater Festival. Somehow, he felt.

    King Yeonsan.

    He was already looking forward to Jang Young-guks appearance.

    Would he be like an empty cart that makes a lot of noise, or a famous restaurant that has nothing to eat? Or would he break everyones expectations and cause another syndrome in Korea?

    The reporters murmurs grew louder.

    The actors arrived one after another for the script reading.

    ***

    Park sunbae?

    Young-guk found an unexpected actor at the script reading site.

    It was the time when the schedule was confirmed and the casting of the actors waspleted.

    It was the first time that all the actors gathered.

    Among them, Park Sang-chuls appearance was surprising.

    Wasnt he the actor who had an argument with him at the previous Korean Theater Festival?

    He said he would never leave the theater stage.

    Park Sang-chul deliberately avoided Young-guks gaze.

    Of course, he must have been embarrassed by what he had said.

    Young-guk also knew his feelings and did not bother him any more.

    Was the theater stage too hard?

    No matter how famous a theater actor he was, if the audience did note, his pocket situation would be simr to that of the youngest in the troupe.

    Since everyone is here, Ill start with the introduction. Im PD Yoo Myung-han, who will be directing the drama Yeonsan, the Kings Secret. I will do my best to direct without causing trouble to the actors who trusted me and followed me, and to the writer Choi who wrote the drama script.

    The introduction began with PD Yoo Myung-han.

    After writer Choi Eun-sook, the actors introduced themselves based on their careers.

    There were many elderly actors who were well-known even if they named their names among the supporting actors.

    That was because there were many actors with experience in the genre of sageuk.

    Soon, Park Sang-chul stood up from his seat.

    Im Park Sang-chul, who ys the role of Hwangwan Kim Cheo-seon. Im a guy who only ate on the theater stage, so this is my first drama. But Ill do my best to act without causing trouble to the senior and junior actors.

    After Park Sang-chuls brief introduction, Cha Hye-jin, who had thick red lips, stood up from her seat.

    Her white skin, which was visible between her long hair that reached her waist, was unusually bright as if she had put on makeup.

    Im Cha Hye-jin, who ys the role of Jang Nok-su. Im honored to meet the director and the writer, and the senior actors whom I respect. Ill try to be the best femme fatale like Jang Nok-su, who treated King Yeonsan like a baby.

    As she finished her greeting, Cha Hye-jin looked at Young-guk. Was she already starting to act?

    Her eyes were more than seductive, they were tant.

    Finally, Young-guk, who had the shortest acting career, stood up from his seat.

    PD Yoo Myung-han and writer Choi Eun-sook, as well as the senior actors, focused their attention on him.

    Im Jang Young-guk, who ys the lead role in Yeonsan, the Kings Secret. One day, PD Yoo came to me and asked me. He said I had to y two roles. So I asked him what if I go crazy while acting.

    PD Yoo, who was sitting in the front seat, opened his eyes wide. He seemed to ask if he was really going to say that here. But Young-guk didnt care and added.

    "So he said,

    Youd be better off crazy.

    Thats what they say, right? Since Im ying two characters with different personalities, Eyun and Egyul, I can be unpredictable at times. I hope the seniors will understand that."

    The script reading room bursts intoughter at Young-guks sudden wit.

    ***

    King Yeonsan.

    Lets start from episode 17, scene number 77.

    The script reading room is filled with astonishment at Choi Eunsuks shout.

    Didnt they say the production was nned for 20 episodes?

    The reporters look around, wondering if they heard it right. But the famous PD sitting on the podium doesnt change his expression.

    That means the script for thetter half of the episodes has beenpleted.

    So thats why it was embargoed.

    Wasnt there a directive to embargo the content of the script revealed in the script reading room?

    Who would have thought that the script for thetter half of the episodes would be ready before the production.

    The reporters eyes are mixed with surprise and tension.

    The first one to break the silence is Park Sangcheol, who ys Kim Cheoseon.

    Your Majesty, how could you do such a cruel and ruthless thing, when you were supposed to be a wise ruler who would save the country. I doubt you are the same person I knew.

    Kim Cheoseon, the eunuch who served four kings from Sejo to Yeonsan.

    He was certain that Yeonsan Eyun was different from birth.

    He had seen many royal family members, but he never doubted that Eyun would be a virtuous king.

    He was such an extraordinary crown prince.

    Especially when he gave up his royal power and took over the throne in the early days of his reign, he didnt he pursue a benevolent politics for the people. But the king changed overnight.

    As if he was a different person. Then Young-guk, who ys Yeonsan, opens his lips.

    Your tongue reaches the sky, eunuch. It tickles my ears.

    Its a shocking statement.

    The ministers hold their breath and watch the scene. But Kim Cheoseon doesnt back down.

    He is old and frail, but he doesnt spare his words for thest time.

    I may be a eunuch, but I have served four kings. Your Majesty was as brilliant as the previous kings. Even when you ascended the throne in ce of the previous king, you were not like this. What made you change so much? Stop being wrapped up in the skirt of Jang Noksu, the greatest seductress of the era, and open your eyes and look around. Dont you see the people who are dying of fear and hunger?

    A great seductress, why do you call her that? Noksu is nothing but a toy that I y with. Do you think I changed like this because of a mere woman?

    I, Kim Cheoseon, will speak even if my tongue is cut off. I beg you, Your Majesty, the father of the people, to open your eyes and set the world right. Please return to your old self and be a virtuous king again.

    The ministers are trembling with fear.

    They know Kim Cheoseons words are not wrong, but none of them can add to his words.

    If they do, they might lose their heads.

    How dare they insult him in front of the king, their n might be exterminated.

    It was then.

    Hahaha.

    Yeonsans lips curl slightly. And his cheeks twitch.

    There are loyal subjects like you among the officials. Look at those cowards. None of them stand up like you. In this world where traitors abound even if I bring women from all over the country and make a brothel called Heungcheong, there is nothing to fear. I broke the foundation that the previous king made and pushed the de to those who are tied by the name of blood. Who can stop me frommitting such a crime? If I were a normal king, I would have been moved by your words. But Cheoseon, your words were wrong from the start.

    Yeonsan pulls out a sword from the scabbard of his casual clothes and presses it against Kim Cheoseons neck.

    The ministers close their eyes tightly.

    They are afraid that the tip of the sword might point to their necks. But even in that moment, Kim Cheoseon doesnt lose his clear eyes and faces Yeonsan. Then Yeonsan brings his mouth to Kim Cheoseons ear.

    You asked me to return to my old self. But what can I do? I am not the Yeonsan you knew.

    Kim Cheoseons eyes widen at the small voice that follows.

    I am not Yeonsan.

    Then he sees Yeonsans face clearly.

    He looks exactly the same, but the position of the freckles on his face is slightly different.

    Why did he realize that fact only now? But it was toote.

    Yeonsans sword cut off Kim Cheoseons tongue.

 Chapter 101:

    Chapter 101:

    Chapter 101

    Am I nervous?

    Actor Park Sang-chul licked his dry lips.

    He had been proud of himself as a theater actor, having worked for a long time in a troupe.

    He thought drama would be no different from theater acting, but he was overconfident.

    But the script reading was on another level.

    Unlike theater, where the actors blocking was the main focus, drama required acting within the frame of the camera.

    The pressure is immense.

    There was no camera in the script reading room. But the acting of the other actor made it feel like a shooting scene.

    The person in front of him was clearly in casual clothes, but watching his acting, he felt like he was facing the emperor in a red dragon robe.

    As proof, cold sweat ran down Park Sang-chuls spine.

    The seniors are amazing too.

    Actress Cha Hye-jin looked around and admired.

    It was a fact that there were many elderly actors because of the genre of historical drama.

    The seniors who had been through many hardships in the drama industry did not lose theirposure in the script reading room.

    But the atmosphere changed when the actor Jang Young-guk, who yed the role of the emperor, set off a re with his acting.

    Everyone acted as if they could not lose to the junior, with veins popping in their necks. In the heated atmosphere, Cha Hye-jin, or Jang Nok-su, got lucky.

    Baek-dol (the emperors childhood name), why do you pick so many celestial beauties? If you like the new woman, Moon-ha-mae, so much, go ahead. Dont you miss my embrace? If you keep avoiding your mother, I will not hold you anymore.

    She did not hesitate to act like a wicked concubine, with impudent words and actions.

    She called him by his childhood name, and referred to herself as his mother, showing her cunning and ttery.

    Cha Hye-jin was about to recite her next line when she looked at the emperor.

    Gasp.

    She involuntarily held her breath at the emperors sharp gaze. But she had to act as the audacious Jang Nok-su, even in this situation.

    She was the one who the emperor loved the most, wasnt she? But.

    If you ever touch my hem, I will punish you severely, Baek-dol.

    She stuttered on her line.

    It would have been an eptable mistake on the shooting set, but in the script reading room, everyone looked at her with strange eyes.

    Cha Hye-jin wanted to run away from the emperors eyes that were staring at her.

    At that moment, the emperor, or Young-guk, smiled under his twinkling eyes.

    Wow.

    Reporter Kwak Myung-hwan watched the actors reading scene from a corner of the room, holding his breath.

    He had participated in the script reading of the previous drama Youth, but the atmosphere waspletely different.

    There were many new actors in the script reading room at that time, but now there were many experienced actors, creating a somewhat stiff atmosphere.

    Even so.

    He has grown more.

    There was a halo that only actors had.

    In that sense, actor Jang Young-guks appearance was so impressive that even someone who did not know acting would feel the pressure.

    As proof, the faces of the senior actors in the script reading room were all tense with the halo of the junior Jang Young-guk.

    How could such a momentum be felt from a young actor who had not even be an adult?

    Reporter Kwak Myung-hwan looked at actor Jang Young-guk, who had grown more in just a year, and his throat bobbed.

    ***

    Come on in!

    As if fireworks exploded under the night sea, a splendid feast was spread out in the Namhang market.

    The merchants who had finished their hard days work headed to the merchant association building without anything to do.

    Some brought snacks in case people were bored, and others sliced fresh seasonal raw fish to make it easy to eat.

    And there were also those who brought crates of soju.

    Were they having a year-end party?

    The reason was simple.

    They say Young-guk will be on soon!

    It was the day of the live broadcast of the Blue Dragon Film Awards.

    The merchants wanted to see the boy who had be their pride, surpassing the attraction of Namhang, Young-guk.

    They had been working all day with tourists and sea breeze, and their bodies were exhausted, but their faces were full of smiles.

    What is Young-guk doing, huh?

    Im cutting the boiled pork.

    Wow, you must be tired after working all day. What are you doing here?

    I have to treat you well since you came all this way.

    In a makeshift kitchen in a corner of the merchant association building, slices of pork belly are being cut with a savory aroma.

    The sight of the tender and moist meat makes my mouth water.

    These are the people who treat my son like their own.

    At the entrance of Namhang Market, there is a card with the name Young-guk written in three letters.

    Im so grateful.

    I never thought this day woulde when I first opened a fish stall in the maze-like alley of Namhang Market.

    The vast sea took my husband away, and I felt like everything copsed as if I was left alone on a deserted ind.

    But the one who supported my shoulder was none other than my son with fern-like hands.

    How hard he worked to make ends meet because of my poor situation.

    I felt tears welling up as I thought of the past years.

    Then.

    Are you Young-guks mother, maam?

    She is a young girl who looks barely old enough to be in middle school.

    Who are you?

    You know, the tiny side dish shop that openedst month at the corner of Namhang Market. Im the daughter of that ce. My dad told me to bring you some kimchi and radish pickles. But why did you make so much pork belly? It looks really delicious.

    Everyone should eat well, and you should too, dear.

    Can I? I was hungry, so Ill help you. I learned how to chop vegetables from my dad. It will take a long time to slice all this pork belly.

    She is a friendly girl who reminds me of Young-guk when he was young.

    She not only brought a pile of kimchi and radish pickles, but also rolled up her school uniform sleeves and helped me.

    She seemed to be telling the truth that she helped her dad at the side dish shop. Her skill of slicing pork belly was quite impressive.

    And as we talked, she had a lot ofughter that made me smile. It was as if we were mother and daughter.

    Ji-soo, are you here?

    He is a middle-aged man who looks different from the people of Hanggu Manri in his skin and appearance.

    Unlike the rough ent and tan skin of the sailors, he speaks standardnguage and has fair skin.

    He looks like a typical office worker in the city.

    It turns out he is Mr. Kim, who opened a side dish shop in Namhang Marketst month.

    He greets me awkwardly and takes care of his daughter.

    Soon, all the people of Namhang Market gather in the merchant association building.

    The fresh seafood and the savory pork belly aroma make a perfect feast.

    And the sight of them tilting their soju sses is as lively as any banquet hall.

    They all look at the TV and wait for the awards ceremony to start. Then, Mrs. Yang, who runs a grocery store, exins to me.

    Do you see that Mr. Kim sitting over there? I heard he quit his city life and came back to his hometown.

    The one who opened the side dish shop?

    Yeah, he lost his wife and came back. He looks too gentle to do this kind of work, but hes surprisingly good at it. Ive tried his side dishes a few times and theyre better than mine. And hes a nice guy. He even gives free side dishes to the olddies who pick up trash.

    Is that so?

    At that moment, my eyes meet with Mr. Kims. We both nod briefly and quickly look away at the TV. Then, the merchant association president, whose nose is red from soju, shouts at the TV.

    Young-guk is on!

    ***

    It is the Blue Dragon Film Awards, a feast of stars. Famous actors and directors from Chungmuro are all present. As the actors in tuxedos and dresses walk on the long red carpet, the reporters cameras sh. Among them, the most attention-grabbing star is.

    -The team of The Priests Confession is entering.

    As soon as the red carpet announcer finishes his words, the fans erupt in thunderous cheers.

    The actors in tuxedos and director Shin Seong-hyun walk together.

    Especially, the fans cheers for actor Jang Young-guk are overwhelmingpared to the previous actors.

    Under the dazzling spotlight, Young-guk waves his hand to the fans.

    At that moment.

    Why did I have to get vocal cord nodules right now! How are we going to fix this situation? Should I tell all the ENGs who are filming live to stop? Say something if you have a mouth. The red carpet time is almost over and the first part is about to start!

    Im, Im sorry.

    Pull in the people from the second part somehow, finish the first part somehow, and find a substitute for the second part.

    The thing is, the sessions for the second part havent arrived yet. They said they might bete because of the traffic

    What kind of nonsense is that, didnt they rehearse? How did they do it then?

    They just did it without apaniment.

    Then why dont you justbine the singers from the second part and the session from the first part!

    The thing is, the first part was a solo stage for the singers, so there was no session.

    Ugh! Im going crazy, really!

    The face of Bae Jin-seok, the production director of the Blue Dragon Film Awards, turned red and blue.

    It was already a time when there were a lot of talks about the awards ceremony.

    There were also calls to separate the Blue Dragon Film Awards and the newspaper, and there were cases where they did not submit their works because of political tendencies.

    It would be horrible to imagine a live broadcast ident at this time.

    The celebration performance nning team leader bowed his head endlessly and avoided the vice presidents gaze.

    Call the nearby agencies right now and ask for any singers who are avable, no matter how much they charge for their appearance fee, just tell them toe right now.

    The thing is, we already contacted them, but the traffic is so congested that they might not arrive on time

    This kid, at the end of every sentence!

    Thats when it happened.

    Director Bae, whats going on?

    Just then, actor Ahn Jung-hyun, who attended as the chairman of the jury, appeared.

    He was a national actor, and he had a great influence in the Korean film industry.

    Director Bae Jin-seok had no choice but to tell him about the ident that had just happened.

    It was not something he could hide.

    Ahn Jung-hyun, who had been listening carefully, nodded his head slightly.

    So youre saying you dont have any singers for the celebration performance?

    Of course, it was the film awards ceremony that was taking ce in the middle of Seoul.

    How could they have a celebration performance unless a singer fell from the sky?

    And even if there was such a singer, it was doubtful whether they could arrive on time in the congested traffic.

    At that moment, actor Ahn Jung-hyun smiled faintly as if he had thought of something.

    There is one person who might be able to do it.

    ***

    Seo Min-hye, who was hosting the Blue Dragon Film Awards ceremony, felt hot on her back in a dress that was deeply cut. But she managed her expression as if nothing was wrong and prepared for the ceremony.

    Why did the side slit of the dress she got sponsored from Versace have to tear? Because of that, she had to wear a more provocative dress than the one she had prepared.

    Did she know that this dress would make her the permanent MC of the Blue Dragon Film Awards ceremony for years toe?

    So much so that she wouldter get the nickname of the Lady of the Blue Dragon.

    Thats when it happened. A staff member handed her a paper in a hurry.

    Huh?

    Whats wrong, Min-hye?

    The male actor who was co-hosting with her asked curiously.

    At his question, Seo Min-hye opened her eyes wide and looked at the paper again. But the content of the paper that the staff gave her was unchanged.

    The list of the celebration performers has changed. But is this right

    Really? Who is it?

    The seats of the film festival were already filled with countless actors.

    Among them, the most noticeable thing was none other than the team of Priest Confession. Kim Hyung-seop, who yed the role of Jacob in Priest Confession, asked director Shin Sung-hyun.

    Director Shin, where did Yeong-guk go? He was here until we came in.

    He went out for a while because the production team asked him to see them urgently. But the first part will start soon and he doesnt seem to have any intention ofing back. By the way, why did the production team suddenly drag him away?

    Are they trying to give him an award in advance?

    Come on, that cant be true. They dont usually announce who wins what award at the film festival in advance.

    He had a point.

    The actors might have skipped the ceremony if they knew the winners beforehand.

    After all, they were so proud and sensitive about their work. By the way, the seat where Young-guk should be sitting was still empty.

    What the hell.

    At that moment, Young-guk was wearing a tuxedo and letting out a bitterugh.

    Behind the stage, numerous staff members were clinging to him, checking the earpiece and the route for the congrattory performance.

    In the midst of this sudden situation, Young-guk swallowed another bitterugh.

    Really, uncle.

    It was actor Ahn Jung-hyuns rmendation.

    The sudden cancetion of the first part congrattory performance singer.

    It was as difficult as picking a star from the sky to find a substitute singer in this situation.

    Especially since there was less than thirty minutes left until the congrattory performance.

    Its the second time.

    He had done it once before, when he was a child actor.

    He filled in for a congrattory performance at the MBC Acting Awards.

    The situation was simr to then.

    The faces of the staff behind the stage were full of tension.

    They were worried if Young-guk could pull off the congrattory performance.

    The one who should be nervous is me.

    Contrary to his thoughts, there was no sign of nervousness on Young-guks face. Rather, he was rxed.

    It wouldnt hurt to make them owe me one.

    The Blue Dragon Film Festival was hosted by Dongseon Ilbo. It was not just a simple film festival production office, but a major mediapany if you looked at it broadly.

    It was a profitable business.

    Rather than making enemies of the press, he had many opportunities to embrace them like this.

    He had also experienced the congrattory performance stage before.

    He could decorate any congrattory performance to his liking.

    Whatever song he sang, he had a request to finish the first part congrattory performance safely.

    At that moment, a staff member gave him a sign from behind the stage.

    It was a signal that Young-guk had to go up on stage soon. And then.

    -The grand opening of the first part of the Blue Dragon Film Festival will begin. For the congrattory performance that will announce the opening of the Blue Dragon Film Festival, a tremendous actor has prepared. Our MCs also just learned this fact and couldnt hide their surprise. Maybe the actors who filled the scene and the viewers beyond the brown screen will also be surprised. Then, Seo Minhye, shall we shout out the name of the actor who will do the congrattory performance together?

    The curtain of the first part of the Blue Dragon Film Festival rose.

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    Chapter 102:

    Chapter 102

    Melody.

    His voice was soft and smooth, like savoring a fluffy caste cake.

    There was no objection to his choice of song for the celebration performance.

    He liked trot songs, but they were not suitable for this asion.

    So he picked one of his favorite bads from his past life, a sentimental song by Park Woo-kyung.

    Wow, did Young-guk always sing that well?

    Director Shin Seong-hyun widened his eyes and stared at the stage.

    He had thought Young-guk would be a good singer, since he had a nice voice when filming movies. But this was beyond his expectations.

    Young-guk was alone on the stage, since it was a solo performance.

    But he dominated the spacious stage with his presence.

    And his singing was even more impressive. His voice was sweet as honey, and his lyrics were poetic.

    Wow.

    Actress Seo Min-hye couldnt close her mouth.

    She was in the MC seat, the closest to the stage.

    She could see Young-guk better than anyone else.

    She was an actress, but she still had stage fright.

    She wondered if Young-guk felt any nervousness, but she couldnt see any sign of it.

    He even took a step forward to the audience, following the lyrics.

    Did he dream of being a singer?

    She had such a thought. He looked perfect in his tuxedo, matching his romantic song.

    His tall height, his broad shoulders, and his sweet voice made her feel like she had met a prince from a dream.

    Thats it!

    The head of production, Bae Jin-seong, clenched his fist.

    He had been doubtful when he asked Young-guk to perform for the celebration. But he had no other option, except for Young-guk.

    He had hoped that the performance would go smoothly, but he didnt expect such a hit.

    He was sure that the viewers beyond the screen would not be able to take their eyes off Young-guk. Just like him.

    Wow, hes my boy.

    Actor Ahn Jung-hyun rubbed his cheek.

    He had known that Young-guk was a good singer. But he always sang trot songs, so he didnt expect much this time. But Young-guk never disappointed him.

    Look at him, the people in the seats were dazzled by him.

    Even he, who knew Young-guks singing skills, was shocked.

    To the eyes of the people, he looked like a goose thatid golden eggs. As proof.

    -Thank you, I love you.

    Thest lyrics were sung by Young-guk, and the camera alternated between him and the actresses in the seats.

    He sang in a gentle tone, as usual, but his voice was indescribable. His eyes were full of emotion, enough to shake the hearts of women.

    The actresses who were caught by the live camera looked the same.

    Their faces were flushed, despite the makeup.

    They looked at Young-guk on the stage with longing.

    ***

    The chairman of the merchants association was dancing with his nose red, following Young-guks song on the TV.

    The others were the same.

    They didnt expect Young-guks performance.

    The banquet hall turned into a ballroom, as everyone enjoyed the sweet voice.

    Wow! His singing is amazing!

    Right? He was good when he was young, but now hes almost a singer. Hes almost better than Na Hoon-a.

    Wait a minute, dontpare him to Na Hoon-a. Let me tell you, hes a bit below Na Hoon-a, but above Nam Jin.

    They started to debate whether Young-guks singing was better or worse than Na Hoon-a. But they all agreed that he was better than Nam Jin.

    Maybe it was because they were old men from the Gyeongsang region.

    The good thing was that the atmosphere of the merchants association calmed down after Young-guks performance ended.

    That was when.

    Mom, I made up my mind!

    Yangs daughter, Myung-ja, clenched her fist.

    Yang looked at her with a curious look.

    What did you decide, making such a serious face?

    Im going to marry Young-guk oppa when I grow up!

    Talk after you lose some weight, you thorn in my side!

    Myung-jas face falls at Mrs. Yangs scolding. But she doesnt stop picking up pork slices with her chopsticks. Then, the merchant association president, wearing a red marine hat, boasts his scruffy beard and adds.

    Myung-jas mom is the only one who has the golden orchid, so who knows, maybe Myung-ja can marry Young-guk.

    Right, old man?

    Yeah, yeah, theres this guy named Kim Young-guk among my friends sons who lives in Geoje. Hes a real gem. Ill introduce you to him sometime. Talk to me after you graduate from school.

    Oh, really, sir!

    Theughter doesnt leave the merchant association building. In the warm atmosphere, everyone is focused on the TV screen.

    The British stage is over and the main stage of the Blue Dragon Film Awards is about to begin.

    As time goes by, the Priest Confession team wins music, screeny, cinematography, and director awards one after another, and the mood is soaring.

    Theyve already surpassed three crowns, so everyone forgets to drink their soju sses and concentrates on the award stage.

    At that moment, someone among the Namhang merchants throws a topic.

    Look at that, isnt Young-guk going to win the best actor award?

    ***

    Best Actor Award.

    In the past, the Korean film festival was called the holynd of movie actors.

    Unlike the acting awards ceremony hosted by the terrestrial broadcasters, it was based on the most objective evaluation results.

    In that sense, every movie actor dreamed of the best actor award.

    -The Priest Confession, Kim Hyung-seop as Yago!

    When Kim Hyung-seop, who yed Yago, is named for the best supporting actor award, the Priest Confession team stands up from their seats and congrattes him.

    Kim Hyung-seop, who was always polite, had a stunned look on his face.

    He didnt expect to be chosen.

    And he gets up from his seat and looks at Young-guk with an apologetic gaze.

    Young-guk

    No, why are you like that? You got a good award. Hurry up and go up to the stage. The director of photography is waving at you toe up quickly. And you prepared your eptance speech in advance, right?

    I did, but

    The reason why Kim Hyung-seop was sorry was simple.

    There was an unwritten rule that had been going on since the past in the film festival.

    They dont put the same work on the best supporting actor and the best actor awards.

    Since Kim Hyung-seop of The Priest Confession was named for the best supporting actor award, the best actor award was likely to go to another actor of another work.

    Shin Sung-hyun, the director, asks quietly as he watches Kim Hyung-seops back going up to the stage.

    Young-guk, arent you sorry? I honestly thought you would be named for the best actor award this time. Im not saying its a pity that Kim senior won the best supporting actor award. Oh, I dont know what to say.

    Why are you like that, director Shin? Its a good thing if anyone gets it. The Priest Confession team has already won so many awards today, I cant even count them. You also won the directors award, so I can look forward to the after-party, right?

    Yeah, look forward to it! Ill buy you whatever you want to eat today!

    Director Shin says so, but he looks full of regret.

    But what about Young-guk?

    I have no luck with awards, as always.

    Young-guk was a supporting actor who devoted his acting life to his past life. But he had no connection with the film festival, and he had never won the best supporting actor award.

    No wonder, he was considered one of the most unlucky actors in his past life.

    Did I prepare the eptance speech for nothing?

    Young-guk rubs his nose with his hand, feeling awkward.

    He thought this work might have a chance. So he spent thest few days tossing and turning in bed, preparing his eptance speech.

    He was thinking of his mother who would be watching him in Namhang, and how he could make a cool eptance speech, as much as he was engrossed in reading the script.

    Im envious.

    He smiles as he watches Kim Hyung-seops back going up to the stage. He had already missed the acting award at the SBC Awards.

    Not to mention, The Priest Confession was a rated-R movie that drew the most viewers in Korea. It would be a lie if he wasnt sorry. Then someone says.

    Kim sunbae-nim, why are you crying?

    Actor Kim Hyung-seop was shedding tears as he gave his eptance speech.

    He was one of the most respected supporting actors in Korea. But he had never been close to winning an award at the film festival.

    This was his first time receiving the Best Supporting Actor award, and he couldnt stop his tears.

    He cant even finish his speech.

    He must have been overwhelmed by his emotions, as he was stuttering and struggling to speak.

    Young-guk understood his feelings. He had worked hard all his life to stand on that stage.

    The stage where all the people in Chungmuro recognized him.

    The stage where he could thank his fellow actors and the public. He must have felt something indescribable.

    Kim sunbae-nim, dont cry!

    At that moment, Young-guk stood up from his seat and pped his hands. Then, the others followed suit and rose from their seats to apud.

    Kim Hyung-seop finally wiped his tears and cleared his throat.

    -I dont know if I deserve to stand here and receive this award. If I have to think of the person Im most grateful to right now, Im sorry to Director Shin Seong-hyun, but its the actor who was sitting next to me, Jang Young-guk. If it wasnt for him, I wouldnt have gotten this award. Young-guk, Im sorry and thank you so much.

    The camera showed Young-guk, who was pping his hands. He smiled brightly in response.

    The spotlight shone on both Young-guk and Kim Hyung-seop, as the camera alternated between them.

    Ill get it next time.

    Young-guk was disappointed that he didnt win the Best Actor award, but he thought that Kim Hyung-seop deserved the Best Supporting Actor award.

    He had given a brilliant performance in The Priests Confession. If Kim Hyung-seop hadnt yed the role of Jacob, The Priests Confession wouldnt have beenpleted.

    Soon, Kim Hyung-seop came down from the stage. He still looked sorry to Young-guk, even as he held the trophy.

    Kim sunbae-nim, you have to change your nickname now. You were always so serious and dignified on the set, like a great actor. I cant get used to seeing you like this.

    Young-guk joked with Kim Hyung-seop, trying to lighten the mood.

    The team of The Priests Confession congratted Kim Hyung-seop, but they also avoided eye contact with Young-guk, as if they were hiding theirplex feelings. Then,

    -We will introduce the films that are nominated for the Best Actor award.

    It was time to introduce the films that were nominated for the Best Actor award.

    Among them, The Priests Confession was also included. Young-guk waved his hand to the camera that was pointing at him.

    He didnt forget to smile, as if he was greeting his fans. But he didnt have any expectations.

    After all, he didnt think that the unwritten rule that had been followed for a long time would be broken for him.

    The previous years winner came up to announce the result. And then, an unexpected oue followed.

    -The Best Actor award, the glorious honor, goes to the actor of The Priests Confession, Jang Young-guk!

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    Chapter 103:

    Chapter 103

    It was the moment I had dreamed of while living as an actor in my past life.

    A ce I had never attained despite dedicating my life to acting, a mix of emotions.

    If it werent for actor Kim Hyung-seop who grabbed my shoulder and lifted me up, I might still be sitting there.

    I shake off my nervousness and shake hands with the previous years winner.

    The spotlight shines on me, and the fans cheers and the actors apuse wake me up from my thoughts.

    First of all, I would like to thank director Shin Sung-hyun for directing the movie Confession of a Priest, and the cinematographer who always helped me

    I recite the names of the staff, including director Shin Sung-hyun who held the megaphone.

    And the names of the actors who performed with me. And even the fans who watched and appreciated my movie.

    But this is not the eptance speech I practiced until I lost sleep.

    There is one person who must be looking at your son with red eyes right now.

    There are also many other people I am grateful to, but due to time constraints, I will say onest thing about the person I desperately want to see right now. You must be looking at me with swollen eyes, more than my red eyes.

    Mother.

    My mother is a very worried person. The shantytown where the electric wires were tangled like spider webs, on rainy days, she would hug me tightly, wondering if the shack would copse. You must have been scared too, and tired, but you never showed it and peeled fish every morning. The reason why my mother, who had never done business before, worked so hard in the shack was because of your only son.

    The sea breeze made your white skin rough, and the weight of your son was on your back, which you bent endlessly to spread the fish.

    The voice that flowed like a pearl was hoarse, because my mother, who never said a harsh word in front of others, had toy out the fish with a scowl.

    My mothers face was always full of worries. She wondered if her young son was having a hard time living in Seoul. She was always like that when she sold fish in the street when I was young. She didnt want your son to face this cold storm. You must be worried watching TV right now. Maybe Ill make a mistake on this stage.

    My mother always skipped meals and took the dawn train to Seoul. She always had my favorite food in both hands.

    She always said the same thing when she met me.

    Why are you so thin?

    She asked me with a worried look, deeper than time.

    Mom, Im doing well in Seoul. I have a lot of fans who love me, and my fellow actors are all nice people. And I won this award today. Its the best award. So, please dont worry too much.

    I want to tell you that your son has grown up so much at this moment. You can put the weight you carried on your frail body on your sons shoulders now. So.

    Mother.

    I add the words I couldnt say to my mother when I was standing on the cliff by the sea.

    I love you.

    ***

    My mother watches your son on the TV and cries endlessly.

    When did the child who was in her arms grow up so much?

    She sees her son holding the trophy and telling her he loves her, and her hand trembles slightly.

    Seeing that, Mrs. Yang hurries to hug her shoulder.

    Young-guks mother, why are you crying? Its a good day. Look, Young-guk is crying too. Now our Young-guks mother is doing well, I thought, but he looks the same as before. Hes still tender.

    Im crying because Im happy.

    Thats right, you can cry a bucket of tears on a day like this! But what about those hairy kids? Why are they sniveling like that? Disgusting! Stop whining and get some tissues!

    The men who were drinking soju at the merchant association building also wipe their tears.

    They all treated him like their own child.

    The port town had many stories.

    Among them, everyone knew the story of Young-guk and his mother. Then a white handkerchief is handed over.

    Wipe it with this.

    Its Mrs. Kim from the side dish shop. She came back from the city with a white and clean handkerchief.

    Young-guks mother hesitates, but Mrs. Kim nods briefly as if its okay. She finally takes the white handkerchief with a word of thanks.

    Ill be back in a minute, Ill cool down my mind with the sea breeze.

    I was afraid that the atmosphere, which was already like a funeral, would turn into a sea of tears because of me.

    The olddy next to me seemed to understand my feelings and patted my back as she got up, leaving only a word of caution not to go too far.

    The sound of the waves crashing against the breakwater soaked my heart.

    The night sea was silent, as if keeping a secret.

    Only the undting waves appeared and disappeared like a mirage.

    The lights of the fishing boats twinkled like stars in the night sky, and a single beam of light from the lighthouse illuminated the night sea. But I couldnt find the one I wanted to see so much. In the end, Young-uks mother sat down on the shore and asked.

    Where is your father, Young-uk?

    It was a word that I had never uttered in the past few years.

    Wasnt it the word that I wanted to scream countless times, as if it was stuck in my chest? But I couldnt say it, afraid that the longing that had risen to my chin would turn into sorrow as soon as I spat it out.

    The sea that took away my husband was still silent today.

    Our Young-guk has grown up a lot. He used to cry and cling to me whenever you went to work, saying he wanted to go with you. But now hes mature enough to live on his own in Seoul. Hes taller than you by two feet and has a bigger build. Now I cant even carry him on my back, even if I want to. He used to look like he could fit in a baby carrier.

    No one answered, but it felt like he was listening from the bottom of the sea.

    You must have been worried a lot. I wondered how we would survive with just me and Young-guk. But there he was, he didnt make me work at all.

    She cried out to the waves. She said that her life, which she had lived in a shabby room with her son in her arms, was not that hard.

    So, dont worry about us anymore.

    At that moment, the waves surged. As if to send away the worries along with the flowing waves, to the other side of the horizon.

    Seeing that, she tried to smile brightly in the midst of the flowing longing. And then she boasted to her husband.

    Our son has grown up well.

    ***

    Is this what it feels like to be filled with happiness?

    Like a presidential campaign that was confident of victory from the exit polls, Songwon Entertainment was filled with cheers.

    They thought that the best actor award was out of reach, since the best supporting actor award had already been taken from the same work. But the neen-year-old young actor broke that unwritten rule.

    Mr. President, are you so surprised that youre fainting on the spot? Say something. Young-uk just won the best actor award!

    Mr. Kim, am I dreaming right now?

    If you cant believe it, pinch your cheek. I did just a while ago and it hurt. Haha, but this is the first time Ive felt so good while being hurt. Hes the youngest. Hes the youngest best actor in the history of the Blue Dragon Film Awards!

    Huh.

    President Kim Sung-hwan was still rubbing his eyes with his sleeves and looking at the TV screen.

    The best actor winner, holding up the golden trophy, was his own actor, Jang Young-uk.

    Seeing Young-uks reddened eyes and bright smile, he felt a surge of emotion from the depths of his chest, filling his face in an instant.

    Mr. President, are you crying?

    Like a child shedding tears, President Kim Sung-hwans wrinkled eyes were endlessly dripping with tears.

    He felt sorry for Young-uk as a person, not as a president of an agency.

    He med himself for being a weak and pathetic president when he failed to win an award at the SBC Acting Awards.

    He wondered if he had chained the feet of an actor with infinite potential because of his greed.

    Mr. President, where are you going?

    President Kim Sung-hwan got up from his seat, and Mr. Kim asked him curiously. Then President Kim Sung-hwan wiped away his tears and exined.

    My actor won an award, how can I sit still as a president! There will be a dinner after the ceremony, I have to go and open my wallet!

    At that time.

    The Blue Dragon Film Awards ceremony was over and they were heading to the after-party.

    Young-uk had greeted many actors and film industry people that day.

    He couldnt count how many congrattions and business cards he had received.

    He thought that the awards ceremony was a story of another world when he was ying bit parts.

    So he worked harder as the end of the year approached.

    He couldnt make ends meet with the bit part fees, so he drove a taxi and didnt refuse to drive for otherste at night.

    He listened to the results of the year-end awards ceremony on the radio and thought that he would someday stand on that stage.

    Is this a dream?

    The dazzling night view seeped into the car window.

    It waste at night, but the Seoul road was still busy. But the manager Lee Bong-choon, who was holding the steering wheel, didnt think of losing his smile.

    Did you call your mother, Young-uk?

    I tried to call her at home, but she didnt answer. I think shes probably at the merchant association building with the other merchants. Ill call her againter.

    Yeah, Im so happy that I feel like Im tearing up, but your mother must be over the moon. Congrattions, Young-uk!

    As the manager Lee Bong-choon said, the voice he wanted to hear the most right now was his mothers.

    He didnt even mention his mother when he made a name for himself with his licorice acting and won an award at the end of the year. But now it was different.

    The past that he had pushed away under the name of poverty was now a proud medal.

    He wanted to tell everyone, like his eptance speech.

    That what made him who he is today was none other than his mothers wrinkled hands.

    Is this really mine?

    But the golden trophy in his hand still felt awkward.

    It was the best actor award that he couldnt even get in his previous life.

    He wondered if he was dreaming right now and bit his inner cheek slightly.

    He felt a sharp pain, but he also felt a sweetness.

    Soon the car arrived at the after-party.

    The whole restaurant seemed to be rented out, as the staff and actors of the Confession of a Priest were all there.

    As he opened the door and entered, he was greeted by the smell of grilled meat and the sound of cheers, as if this was all real, not a dream.

    Our youngest best actor is here!

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    Chapter 104:

    Chapter 104

    [Blue Dragon Film Awards Jury Unanimous

    Actor Jang Young-guks acting was perfect.

    The birth of the youngest best actor!]

    [Actor Jang Young-guk, makes history at the Blue Dragon Film Awards! A signal for the birth of a great actor?]

    [The glory of six awards, The Confession of the Priest heats up the Blue Dragon Film Awards!]

    South Korea is in an uproar.

    There has never been an actor who broke the unwritten rule of the Blue Dragon Film Awards. But The Confession of the Priest not only broke that rule, but also recorded the youngest best actor.

    The interest that pours out to actor Jang Young-guk, who is at the center of the issue, is so enormous that it cannot be expressed in words.

    Did you get Jang Young-guk?

    The broadcasting industry is already heating up to cast Jang Young-guk.

    Even if the next work was already decided and gone, they thought that entertainment programs were possible.

    The entertainment directors roar makes the entertainment PD Go Man-seok scratch his head.

    Thats the thing, director, I think its impossible right now.

    Whats so hard! In my days, I used to sit in front of their houses for three days and nights, trying to cast top singers or actors. Just cast him. Whatever it is, wasnt Jang Young-guks first entertainment program after his debut ours, SBC?

    The face of Go Man-seok PD, who left the directors office, was deadly.

    Oh, I cant even fight him without the rank. Who the hell came up with the idea that he would appear on SBC entertainment when he started his next work at MBS.

    Go Man-seoks words were not wrong, as anyone could tell with a little thought.

    Even if he appeared on an entertainment program, he would appear on MBS, why would he bother to appear on SBC.

    Especially after what happened at the previous acting awards ceremony.

    I wouldnt even appear if I were him.

    In fact, considering the ratings and national syndrome ofst years drama Youth, it would have been fair for actor Jang Young-guk to win the acting award. But what did SBC do?

    They only gave him one excellence award, after judging his young age and career.

    What does age or career matter, its because he didnt do the next work.

    In the end, all this was caused by actor Jang Young-guk not joining hands with SBC again.

    Especially, recently, the Blue Dragon Film Awards gave Jang Young-guk the best actor award, and the previous SBC decision was once againpared and surfaced.

    PD Go, did you hear the news?

    Then, the youngest PD approached Go Man-seok PD, who had just been scolded by the director.

    What news?

    Its about actor Jang Young-guk, I heard a rumor that he chose Korea University for college entrance.

    Whats so surprising about that.

    He was a perfect scorer.

    It would be weirder if he didnt choose Korea University. But Go Man-seok PD swallowed his saliva at the words that followed.

    But not the Department of Theater and Film, but the Department of Law.

    What?

    Isnt this going to be another uproar if this is true?

    You can say that again, it was already noisy enough with the best actor award at the Blue Dragon Film Awards, and if he also entered the Department of Law at Korea University, which is the top of the Korean entrance education, the poprity of the fire would only get stronger, and it would never go out.

    ***

    Crank in.

    A few days after the Blue Dragon Film Festival.

    The shooting day of the historical drama Yeon-san, The Kings Secret dawned. But unfortunately, there was no shooting for Young-guk.

    Thats because the first shooting was none other than the birth of the twins.

    Since ancient times, it was considered unlucky for twins to be born in the royal court.

    Therefore, the focus of todays shooting was the story that unfolded in the royal court at the time of Yeon-san-guns birth.

    Hey, Young-guk, congrattions on winning the best actor award. But why are you here today when its not your shooting day?

    You said you would congratte me on the phone the next day. And today is the first day of shooting, so you should show your face. Where is the director of photography? PD Yoo, why didnt you tell me. Director Kim Deuk-hyung is in charge of the filming.

    I hid it on purpose so I could tell you when you came to the set.

    That was when.

    Young-guk!

    Speak of the devil, hes a bad one. Director Kim Deuk-hyung, who appeared out of nowhere, hugged Young-guk in an instant. But he soon put Young-guk down and added.

    Wow, what did you eat to grow so big? Youre on a different level from when you were in Yeong-do. Ill hurt my back if I lift you twice. Anyway, its been a long time. Young-guk, I was so happy to see you win the Best Actor Award at the Blue Dragon Film Awards!

    Thank you, director. How have you been?

    What do you think I do? I hold a camera every day. I have to make a living. Actually, I was going to pass on this one, but when I heard you were the lead, I said okay, lets do it.

    Kim sunbae, didnt you say you took it because of mest time?

    PD Yoo, that was just a nice thing to say. Do you think I want to face you and hold a camera? You always nag me about the shots. Hehehe.

    The famous PD and director Kim Deuk-hyung bickered with each other.

    Time had passed, but they were the same as Young-guk had seen them in Yeong-do.

    Young-guk greeted them and moved on. Soon he headed to the waiting room.

    There must be someone who was memorizing the script because of the pressure of the first shooting.

    Park sunbae.

    The actor Park Sang-cheol opened his eyes wide at the sudden visitor. He quickly hid the script book that he had been holding in his hand.

    He had once embarrassed himself in front of Young-guk at the Korean Theater Festival.

    They had met at the script reading, but they didnt have a chance to talk properly then.

    Uh Im sorry about that time.

    The first one to break the silence was the actor Park Sang-cheol.

    I think I was too arrogant about the theater back then. After the Korean Theater Festival, I sincerely apologized to some of the members who performed with Lee Chang-hoon sunbae in Joseons Spring. But I couldnt bring myself to see you. I felt so ashamed of myself.

    Young-guk was surprised.

    The reason he came to the set even though he had no shooting schedule was because of the actor Park Sang-cheol.

    He thought it would be better to clear up any awkward feelings as soon as possible, since he would be ying Kim Cheo-seon, who was always by Yeon-san-guns side.

    Its okay, and sunbae. Why did you change your costume so early?

    Young-guk didnt dwell on that matter any longer. It was already in the past.

    He couldnt me him for having pride as an actor on the theater stage.

    The actor Park Sang-cheol scratched his head and answered Young-guks question.

    Well, its the first shooting of the drama, so I arrived at the set as early as possible. I went to the costume team and they had everything ready, so I asked the youngest one to help me change quickly.

    Theres still some time left before the shooting starts. Didnt the youngest one say anything?

    Why?

    The actor Park Sang-cheol was new to dramas, let alone historical dramas. And the youngest one in the costume team seemed to be new to historical dramas as well.

    Usually, in historical drama sets, the main actors would change their costumes aste as possible.

    The reason was simple.

    You shouldnt be sitting like that.

    While the extras who yed ordinary people wore costumes full of dirt and dust, the main actors who yed important roles worked in the pce.

    It didnt matter if the clothes were wrinkled for the warriors, but it was different for the roles that wore silk clothes.

    The costume team had to work hard to smooth out any wrinkles.

    Thats why the clothes of the officials and ministers who wore official robes were easily wrinkled. Like now.

    As soon as Young-guk finished his sentence, the head of the costume team rushed into the waiting room.

    Park actor!

    He had an iron in his hand, of course.

    ***

    Young-guks eyes were dazzled by the pce set.

    It was a magnificent set that showed that MBS had pulled out all the stops.

    It wasmon knowledge that the authenticity of historical dramas depended on the research.

    In that sense,

    The new set, built from scratch, showcased the craftsmanship of the artisans.

    It was as if they had recreated the era when Yeonsangun lived.

    Standby isplete!

    At the shout of AD Kim Young-min, the actors tense up.

    The direction of the drama depends on how they dig the first shovel.

    It was no exaggeration. Young-guk, who had been looking around the set, also heads straight to the shooting site.

    Is he too nervous?

    Young-guks gaze falls on Park Sang-chul, the actor who ys Kim Cheo-seon.

    He was a veteran in the theater scene, but a rookie in the drama scene.

    The feeling of acting in front of the shooting camera instead of the audience must have been a world of difference.

    -Your Majesty, the Queen is giving birth to your son. Please wait a moment.

    Kim Cheo-seon stops Seongjong, who is eager to rush into the Gyotaejeon (the birthing chamber) where Queen Yoon is giving birth to Yi Yung,ter known as Yeonsangun.

    The reason why Seongjong is so impatient to enter is simple.

    ording to the royal physician, Queen Yoon had twins in her womb.

    If twins were born, there would be a problem.

    They might have to get rid of one of them. That was thew of the royal family. It was a rule.

    That was when it happened.

    NG!

    The famous PD yells at the televised screen.

    It was the third time.

    The reason was none other than Park Sang-chul, who yed Kim Cheo-seon.

    He didnt make a mistake in his lines, but there was something unnatural that he couldnt express in words.

    Im sorry.

    Actor Park Sang-chul quickly bows his head to the actor who yed Seongjong and the staff.

    It was the first shot. But he had already dyed it three times because of him.

    Thats when the director Kim Deuk-hyung jokes with Park Sang-chul, as if he was afraid he would die.

    Its okay! You know what they say, right? You have to eat ten NGs in the first shot to make a hit. You still have seven more to go, so dont be nervous and take it easy. We have to make a hit this time, so we can all get a fat bonus!

    At the shout of director Kim Deuk-hyung, the shooting site finally rxes. But it doesntst long.

    NG!

    As he gives NGs one after another, everyone falls silent.

    The shooting site is tense again.

    Is he really going to give more than ten NGs from the first shot?

    Actor Park Sang-chuls body stiffens even more.

    He understands his feelings. It must be his first time acting in front of so many cameras and staff.

    Whats the problem

    Even the famous PD cant find the answer.

    He had given several instructions to fix the unnatural acting, but the more cuts he made, the more unnatural it became.

    To begin with, the famous PD was also the first to take on a historical drama, so he didnt know how to ovee this situation.

    Not to mention the actor Park Sang-chul himself, whose face was turning pale. He didnt know what the problem was either, and he just looked frustrated.

    That was when it happened.

    PD Yoo, can I talk to Park senior for a moment?

 Chapter 105:

    Chapter 105:

    Chapter 105

    Lets take a ten-minute break!

    PD Yoo Myung-han stood up from his seat. It was rare to have a break time like this from the first shoot.

    The atmosphere of the staff also became uneasy.

    The mood of the remaining shooting depended on how the first scene went.

    AD Kim Young-min also came with a worried look on his face.

    PD Yoo Myung-han narrowed his eyes and asked him, Did you go to a photo studio or something? Why are you so gloomy? Cheer up, the actors are much more sensitive than we think. If the directors are like that too, it will show in their acting. Learn from the cinematographer. Hes still smiling in this situation. Thats the experience thates from years of work.

    Well, the cinematographer is naturally a good-natured person.

    What are you talking about? Youve never seen Kim sunbae get angry. Hes a ruthless person when he loses his temper. Hes still like that, joking around with the assistant directors. Do you think hes shooting the same scene ten times?

    AD Kim Young-min finally noticed the atmosphere of the shooting site.

    The faces of the other staff may be full of worry, but only two people.

    PD Yoo Myung-han and cinematographer Kim Deuk-yoong had no trace of anxiety on their faces.

    And Actor Park Sang-cheol, who caused this whole incident, was sitting with a dejected expression.

    Sunbae, is Actor Park okay?

    Hes not okay. I tried to fix the unnaturalness on the screen by giving him acting directions, but he didnt listen. And this is Actor Parks first drama shooting. Of course hes under pressure, and hes made so many NGs, so his mental burden must have doubled.

    Should I go andfort him now?

    Dont do that, it will only backfire if the directors go and say something to him. He must have scratched his pride already.

    Then what do we do?

    Dont worry, the relief pitcher will be on the mound soon.

    Relief pitcher?

    What did that mean?

    Soon enough, as PD Yoo Myung-han said, someone approached Actor Park Sang-cheol, who was sitting alone.

    It was none other than Actor Jang Young-guk.

    PD Yoo Myung-han smiled faintly as he watched him.

    He was like that years ago.

    A person who always showed unbelievable miracles on the shooting site.

    He was like that when he had to stop shooting because of the merchants pressure at Jagalchi Market.

    -Come on, be generous! Since when have Busan people been so stingy?

    He still remembered the voice of the young boy with a grape-sized voice.

    PD Yoo Myung-han and Cinematographer Kim Deuk-yoong felt a strange relief because of Young-guks presence.

    Somehow, they felt like things would work out if Young-guk stepped in.

    Park sunbae.

    Actors who had been on the stage always made mistakes. I myself was like that in my past life.

    When they acted in front of a close audience, they were always confident and exaggerated.

    They had to make their acting clear to the distant audience, so they didnt realize how exaggerated they were.

    This was not something that could be fixed overnight.

    Especially if the other person had been active on the stage for more than ten years, the chances are high that it was engraved deep in their bones.

    I snatched the script that Park Sang-cheol was reading.

    What are you doing!

    It was a situation that could be seen as rude. But I knew that I had no other choice.

    I thought of the past when I couldnt adapt to the drama scene and used myst resort.

    ***

    Cut!

    As if to announce that the shooting was over, PD Yoo Myung-hans face was full of smiles.

    The other staff were the same.

    They only had a short break time, but the shooting that followed was so smooth that it could be called non-stop.

    Director Yoo, we have a dinner tonight, right? Lets drink until our noses are crooked for the first time in a long time!

    Kim sunbae, why do you always emphasize that its been a long time when you drink like that every time? Please restrain yourself today. We have a shooting tomorrow, and its the first day of the lead actor. What if you shake your hand holding the camera after drinking?

    What did you say? Director Yoo, thats too much. Im not old enough to have a stroke. Right, Young-guk?

    Actor Park Sang-cheol admired the young actor who was joking with the director.

    He had nned to review the script again during the short break. But then a hand snatched the script book from him.

    -Sunbae, why are you so arrogant?

    He was angry at first.

    What?

    He had made a name for himself in the drama scene, but did he have to be so rude? But then he realized what Young-guk was saying.

    -Sunbae, youre treating this drama shoot like a y. You didnt mess up your lines, so why are you looking at the script again? The viewers only see the actors in the frame, not outside of it. This is not a y. And yet, youre putting too much force into your acting. Its good to show a great performance from the first shoot. But this is your first time acting in a drama, right? Rx your shoulders and drop the stubbornness you had on the stage. Look at the other actors, who are acting with their eyes on fire even when theyre not on camera. We still have several scenes to shoot today.

    Then he understood something. Why PD Yoo Myung-han kept giving him NGs. He was wrong to becent that he could captivate the audience with one performance.

    After all, he was a veteran who had been through thick and thin on the stage, but he had less experience than an extra in the drama scene.

    He didnt know the difference and was too eager.

    That was the problem.

    After the first shoot.

    Ow, it hurts.

    The extras who had beard makeup were removing their beards after the shoot. But the makeup glue stuck to their chin and nose beards wouldnte off easily.

    And because it was winter, the makeup glue froze and the extras who finished the morning shoot were all in pain.

    The makeup team had limited staff, so they couldnt remove the makeup for the extras. That was when it happened.

    Everyone, gather around for a moment!

    Young-guk appeared with arge kettle of warm water at the ce where the extras were gathered.

    And then Manager Lee Bong-chun handed out metal bowls as if he had been waiting.

    The extras took the metal bowls with wide eyes. Then Young-guk approached the people who took the metal bowls and poured warm water from the kettle.

    Soak your chin and cheeks in the warm water for a minute. And then it wille off easily. Dont try to peel it off in a hurry. Just wait a little and peel it off like an eggshell. Then you can get rid of the glue too.

    Someone followed Young-guks words and soaked their nose and chin beards in the warm water.

    And soon, the beards that didnt seem toe off easily fell off like a lie. The other extras hurriedly followed suit.

    The water that Young-guk brought was not ordinary warm water. It had a small amount of olive oil added to it, which made the strong makeup gluee off easily.

    When you take off your wig, dont pull it off right away. Gently massage the sides with your hands and loosen it. Then take it off. If you do it recklessly because your head hurts, you might end up cutting your hair with scissors.

    They might think I was scaring them too much for just taking off a wig, but this was all wisdom from my past experience.

    In the case of extras, there was at least an extra leader, but the people who did the extras were frencers.

    They had no manager or agency.

    They just moved ording to the FDs instructions on the set. No one gave them any proper help.

    The makeup and shooting teams were too busy to cover the main actors.

    Hey, I told you just before. Dont pull it off right away, its harder. Look. Geez, how are you going to untangle it if its already like this? Ill do it for you, just stay still for a moment.

    I got along well with the extras. I had also prayed to be in the frame for a scene while being an extra, so I felt sorry for them.

    Huh.

    Actor Park Sang-cheol sighed as he watched the scene.

    Hes amazing, right?

    PD Yoo Myung-han came up to Park Sang-cheol and asked. It was surprising. Stars usually lived up to their names.

    In extreme cases, they would refuse to eat lunch with the extras or stay in the car if they didnt like the schedule.

    In that sense, Young-guks appearance was devoid of any arrogance as a lead actor.

    Just before, the head of the makeup team went to him and asked. Isnt this your first historical drama, Mr. Jang? I felt the same way. How did he know such methods? Just look at how he takes care of the extras. Thats something that most actors cant imitate.

    Director Yoo, you said you filmed with Mr. Jang before, right? Was he like that then?

    He hasnt changed. I was even more surprised back then. A little kid with a buzz cut that belonged on a waistband came with a bundle of boiled sweet potatoes at dawn, telling the extras not to starve, and made honey water in a kettle for the filming crew who were hungry. How amazing is that?

    Hearing PD Yoo Myung-hans words, Actor Park Sang-cheol realized that he had misunderstood Actor Jang Young-guk. Didnt he snort when he saw the phrase a signal re announcing the birth of a great actor? But at the filming site, he was rather so humble that the praise from the media seemed insufficient.

    Who would think that he was a teenager who hadnt even be an adult yet?

    The way he roamed around the filming site was like a veteran actor in a drama.

    ***

    Just give me one move.

    Director Baek Jang-hoon and Actor Ahn Jung-hyun were sitting face to face, ying Go. In the sharp battle of moves, the white stones finally captured the big dragon and secured the victory. The wrinkles on Director Baek Jang-hoons face, who had picked up the ck stones, deepened. If this went on, he would be in a desperate situation. Not to mention that this was a game with a bet.

    Hey, Hyung. This is not a construction site, where can you back off? Do you think I want to drink the ginseng liquor you brewed twenty years ago? Ive been losing to you by two houses every time, so you can imagine howpetitive I am. How about it? My improved skills.

    Where did you get private tutoring?

    Actor Ahn Jung-hyun smiled victoriously.

    There was a famous saying by a Go master.

    One house was the ground, two houses were the sky. He had worked hard to bridge that gap.

    He had improved his skills by getting private lessons from a professional yer. Maybe that was why, even in the midst of a fierce fight on the Go board, Ahn Jung-hyuns mouth was rxed.

    By the way, did you hear that Young-guk is ying the role of a king this time?

    Of course, I did.

    That guy. I yed a king for the first time in a historical drama after more than ten years of acting, but hes already ying a king role. You know they dont usually give king roles to rookies in historical dramas.

    Jung-hyun, what king did you y?

    It was Prince Suyang, remember? Because of the role, I had to go hunting every time and ride a horse, and I got all kinds of pains while filming. By the way, youre wasting time. Do you want me to shout resign? Where did the Go yer go?

    Ahem.

    It was when Director Baek Jang-hoons cheeks were flushed.

    Grandpa, have dinner.

    Young-guk came to find the two men.

    They had been there for so long that even though it was dinner time, they didnt show any signs ofing out of the study.

    The stew that the housekeeper had boiled was about to turn into a hot pot.

    Are you ying Go?

    I looked at the Go board and narrowed my eyes.

    Actor Ahn Jung-hyun raised his hand as if to tell him not to interfere and showed his leisure.

    Young-guk, youll have to wait a bit. Ive already won the game, but your grandpa wont admit it. You cant eat. Oh, Hyung, its true that you get more stubborn as you get older. Hahaha.

    Ahem.

    Director Baek Jang-hoon just coughed in vain. At that moment, I looked down at the Go board and read the intricate battle of moves. Actor Ahn Jung-hyun showed a curious expression at that sight.

    Young-guk, can you y Go too?

    A little.

    Really? Then why dont you sit down and finish the game instead of your grandpa? Your grandpa seems to have gone somewhere while ying Go. Hes been coughing for ten minutes without ying. By the way, Hyung, youll have to take out the twenty-year-old ginseng liquor as a drink today.

    My eyes widened at the mention of the twenty-year-old ginseng liquor.

    I knew very well that it was a liquor that my grandfather cherished.

    He never drank that liquor, even though he enjoyed it every time.

    It was a special brew he had saved for when his favorite baseball team won the championship.

    That was when I sat next to Grandpa and added, Can I really y for you? Are you okay with that, Grandpa?

    Huh?

    Wow, I see now. Hyung-nim and Young-guk are teaming up against me. Fine. Ill be generous and let Young-guk be your substitute. But Young-guk, if you lose, you have to grant me one wishter.

    Then if I win, you have to grant me one wish too. Tomorrow is my first scene, so if you lose, you have to be my reading partner all night. How about that?

    Okay!

    Director Baek Jang-hoon tried to stop them, but he saw Young-guks expression and tilted his head.

    Young-guk, who was usually modest, looked like he was begging for a chance. Only Actor Ahn Jung-hyun, who didnt see that, was smiling leisurely.

    Then Ill y from now on.

    Who in the world could practice with a national actor as their script-reading partner?

    It was an opportunity I couldnt miss. I focused on the board and smiled faintly.

    Actor Ahn Jung-hyun probably didnt know. my pastime in his previous life was Go, just like golf.

    ****

    How do you feel on your first day of shooting as the lead?

    It was the first day of filming the drama. I felt both excited and nervous.

    PD Yoo Myung-han also seemed to sense my feelings and briefly chatted with me before leaving the waiting room.

    My reflection in the mirror filled the room in the dragon robe.

    Soon, I heard the assistant directors voice announcing the standby.

    Scene number 11, the transformed Yeonsan-gun (Yansan-gun)!

    The drama started with a glimpse of the future. It showed why Yeonsan-gun became a tyrant.

    In Sajeongjeon, the hall of thinking and governing, the ministers stood on both sides.

    The affairs of state were handled by listing various matters that urred in the eight provinces of Joseon. However, Yeonsan-gun, who was sitting on the throne, still had no change in his expression.

    Your Majesty, is there a problem with your body?

    Eunuch Kim Cheo-seon asked cautiously. Yeonsan-gun just nodded slightly as an answer. His cold eyes swept over the ministers heads.

    Whenever Yeonsan-guns sharp gaze touched them, the officials swallowed their saliva unknowingly.

    Good emotion.

    PD Yoo Myung-han, holding the megaphone, raised two fingers. He meant to go for two scenes at once.

    He decided there was no need to cut the tape by stopping the current atmosphere.

    The actors were also unfazed, as they had already heard the cue.

    However, Yeonsan-guns expression on the throne was so scary that it was hard to tell whether he was acting or really angry.

    It would be good for the trailer.

    The person sitting on the throne right now was not Yeonsan-gun Yi-yung.

    He was the twin brother abandoned by the royal family, and the only brother of the king, Yi-gyeol. But none of the court ministers knew this fact. That was when it happened.

    Seon-wang thought too lightly of you.

    Yeonsan-gun Yi-gyeol opened his mouth.

    It was unclear whether he meant Seong-jong or his own brother Yi-yung by Seon-wang.

    The only thing inmon was his reproach towards the ministers.

    You thought you would follow me if I treated you kindly. But as time went by, your ambitions only grew deeper and eventually,st night, an unidentified assassin broke into Gangnyeongjeon. There must be someone who paid him to kill me in this ce.

    The word assassin made the ministers faces show surprise. Who could dare to step into the kings bedroom so recklessly?

    Eunuch Kim Cheo-seon was also surprised. He didnt know anything about it.

    However, seeing the disguised appearance of the guards and the secret agents who apanied Yeonsan-gun, they seemed to have known it already.

    Your Majesty, let me find that assassin

    Stop!

    Yeonsan-gun Yi-gyeol raised his hand.

    The ministers felt their hearts still pounding from the series of events that had happened.

    That was when it happened.

    Yeonsan-gun Yi-gyeol got up from the throne and walked towards the ministers who stood on both sides.

    Every time he stepped down from the throne, the red dragon robe fluttered like a grim smile.

    There is someone here who wants to kill me. But you all had a partyst night without knowing that fact, didnt you?

    Your Majesty, please kill us!

    That was the moment.

    Fine, if thats what the ministers want, Ill dly oblige.

    Suddenly, Yeonsan-gun Yi-gyeol pulled out his sword from the scabbard of his casual clothes.

    The faces of the court ministers were full of panic and surprise.

    No one had ever drawn a sword in the audience hall since the founding of Joseon.

    Everyone bowed their heads at Yeonsan-guns ring eyes. Then, it happened.

    Swoosh.

    The sound of a de cut through the air and the ministers looked up.

    They couldnt close their mouths at the sight. Someone looked like they were about to faint.

    The king had made a long scar on his own palm.

    This blood that flows today is also your past mistakes. Isnt this what happened because I, as the lord, failed to look after my subjects?

    Kim Cheo-seon, the eunuch, and the court ministers didnt know what to do with the fear and horror that filled their mouths.

    They never dreamed that the king would scar his own body.

    Look carefully.

    The blood drops dripped down the dragon robe and stained the floor of the audience hall. It was his vow for his brother Yi-yung, who died in his ce.

    Yeonsan-gun Yi-gyeol scanned the crowd with his burning eyes.

    This blood that flows from my body.

    For Yi-yung, who gave up the throne and died for his kin.

    Someday, I will cover the capital.

    Yi-gyeol, bing Yeonsan-gun.

 Chapter 106:

    Chapter 106:

    Chapter 106

    Choi sunbae, do you think scene 37 that were filming today will pass the broadcastingmissions review?

    The broadcastingmission was something that always bothered her when she wrote drama scripts.

    They were the ones who could clip the wings of any soaring bird.

    And the story she was writing was about Yeonsan-gun, the most tyrannical ruler of Joseon.

    His atrocities were so numerous and diverse that they were impossible to list.

    Not to mention, his cruelty recorded in unofficial histories was beyond words.

    Well make sure the scenes are not too provocative or violent in terms of sexuality and violence, but the problem is the historical verification. Im sure not only the broadcastingmission but also the general historians will have something to say. After all, this drama is not based on Yeonsan-guns diary. But if we keep making historical dramas based on history, then what are they? Dramas or documentaries?

    If the historians hear what you just said, theyll probably tear your hair out.

    Let them. And we also need to make some changes to historical dramas. If we keep pushing for orthodox historical dramas, the materials will be limited.

    He was right.

    There were already quite a few historical dramas that used the famous kings of Joseon as their subjects. And.

    History is also the record of the victors. Of course, I also think that Yeonsan-gun was a madman in hister years, but I think history doesnt reveal the reason why he became a madman.

    Didnt he go mad because he found out how his mother, Queen Yun, died?

    Do you believe that?

    ording to unofficial histories, Yeonsan-gun learned the truth from Lim Sa-hong, who gave him a bloodstained silk cloth that belonged to Queen Yun, ten years after he ascended the throne. But Writer Choi Eun-sook had a different idea. Did Yeonsan-gun really not know this fact?

    He must have, since the official records described his childhood as extraordinary.

    And even after he became king, he helped the poor, repelled the invaders, strengthened the national defense, and was very interested in the lives of the people.

    As evidence, he was recorded as a king who carried out good governance until his tenth year of reign.

    Its too suspicious that he suddenly changed because of a whim. If he had a savage nature from a young age, wouldnt the ministers who deposed Queen Yun not made him crown prince instead of watching? They would have lost their headster anyway. But he was given the throne in a situation where none of the court officials opposed. That means there must be a story that we dont know, that is not recorded in the official records. I filled in that gap with my imagination as a writer.

    Orthodox historical dramas were a setting sun.

    They were undoubtedly a great cash cow for the Korean drama industry, but it was difficult to survive in the changing times.

    That was why Choi Eun-sook chose fusion historical drama.

    Of course, most of thements were negative.

    If historical dramas didnt follow historical verification, what kind of historical dramas were they?

    Some even said that Choi Eun-sook, who was called a ratings machine, had finally gone crazy. But did they know?

    Stop chatting and check the script you wrote in a hurry again. Eun-young, youll have toe to the studio on weekends if you keep this up. If the first draft is okay, Ill let you go home early today, so hurry up. Oh my, look at her face, shes ring at me with narrow eyes. The sun is high in the sky and youre going home, you should be grateful.

    Seriously, Choi sunbae, stop joking! I came to work yesterday morning and I havent left yet, you know? Theres not much left until the finale. Cant I take a break? Its been less than two weeks since the shoot started. Just look at my working hours. Ive only seen my boyfriend a few times in thest six months. How bad is it that he asked me if I enlisted? Its all because of you, the evil boss, Choi sunbae!

    Just break up. Being single is better.

    Youre just saying that because youre single, Choi sunbae.

    Do you think Im doing this for myself? The actors dont have to worry about the script, the production team has more time to edit, and we dont have to listen to the nagging to hurry up with the script. And why do you think I dont have a boyfriend? Im already in love with writing.

    Ugh! Theres no addiction like this addiction, a print addict!

    Would there be a betterpliment for a writer? But Writer Choi Eun-sook, who was smiling, didnt know.

    The fact that her fusion historical drama Yeonsan, the Kings Secret had caused a fusion historical drama phenomenon in the Korean broadcasting industry after it aired.

    ****

    Lets start with the eyes of the butcher and tilt down to the blood flowing from his fingers in one shot.

    Director Yoo, thats like ughtering. Even if its a fake cow, its still creepy to see how the Special Effects Team made it look so alive.

    We dont need to jump the screen in the ughtering scene because of the broadcastingmissions review. Ill take care of cutting out any unnecessary images, so lets be bold. This is nothingpared to the action scenes that willeter. Well make it dim by backlighting the light at the end, so dont worry. Kim sunbae, please tilt up and do a big close-up of Young-guks eyes and mouth in thest scene.

    I get it, youre some kind of expert. But I dont know if Young-guk can handle it. I never thought Id end up filming a cow ughter scene while doing a drama.

    PD Yoo Myung-han nodded briefly and headed to the waiting room.

    There, he saw Young-guk sitting with his hair so messy that it could be called a mophead. His clothes were no better than rags made of elephant skin. If he wore a pingliangzi (a type of hat worn by low-ss people in ancient China), anyone who saw him would think he was a beggar, lower than a ve amongst the eight outcasts.

    How do you feel about going from ying a king to bing a beggar?

    I feel so grateful. I never realized how much of a blessing it was to sitfortably in the waiting room. I used to frown so much from the stress of the audition. But now that I can rx my head, my blood cirction is much better and I feel so good.

    This was a scene from the filming of Yi-yungs twin brother, Yi-gyeols childhood life.

    To the outside world, it was a fall from grace, from a king to a beggar, as PD Yoo Myung-han said. But thefort Young-guk felt on the set was indescribable.

    Living in the pce, wearing borate costumes every day, was like walking on thin ice.

    If he wrinkled his clothes or a strand of hair peeked out from under his hat, he had to go back to the makeup and costume teams for another touch-up. Compared to that, ying a beggar role was less stressful.

    By the way, arent you nervous?

    "What do I have to be nervous about? Thanks to the person you hired, I''m feeling much better. Where did you find such a teacher? He said he woulde to the set today and watch me ughter someone."

    "Majang-dong."

    PD Yoo Myung-han was a director who pursued realism.

    He had prepared a tform for Yi-gyeol, who yed the role of a beggar, to perform his role.

    Young-guk spent a good two weeks wandering around Majang-dong for this reason.

    He had to learn about drama filming and find an expert on the ughterhouse business. What was it? Wisdom is in Gamcheon. He ended up finding a Majang-dong butcher who used to be a drama extra.

    PD-nim, can I ask you something?

    You can ask me ten things.

    Ive been reading and thinking about the script. Yi-yung knew that Yi-gyeol existed from the beginning, right? And he knew that he was living as amoner. Why didnt he kill him then? He could have be a threat to his threr. I tried toe up with my own conclusion, but I wonder if you, the PD, agree with me.

    Thats something that Choi, the writer, should exin. So what do you think, Young-guk?

    Because he was lonely.

    Yi-yung knew that his twin brother Yi-gyeol was alive.

    And he knew where he was and what he was doing. Yi-yung in the script was a cold and ruthless person.

    He hid his true feelings while sharpening his sword in the court surrounded by enemies.

    Why did such a being abandon his twin brother?

    In the end, all he had left was loneliness.

    ording to the script, he would sometimes sneak out in disguise to inspect the people and look at his brother who had be a prince.

    How do you feel about appearing as a young prince for the first time today, instead of a dragon?

    Im excited and I think it will be fun. Hes apletely different character from Yi-yung.

    Hes amazing.

    He had to act as a character with a totally different personality.

    If Prince Yeonsan Yi-yung was as cold as ice, Yi-gyeol was a person with a fiery temper like a zing furnace.

    Even in that gap, the young actor Jang Young-guk was able to pull it off as if he had two personalities.

    That was why PD Yoo Myung-han was looking forward to it.

    What kind of Yi-gyeol would he show today?

    How much time had passed?

    It was only after PD Yoo had given a long list of instructions about the filming that I heard the voice of the assistant director.

    Ready to go!

    His booming voice echoed in the waiting room. At that, Young-guk with a buzz cut got up from his seat, grabbing his prop sword.

    Scene number 37, Gil-sam of Gyeolsan-gol!

    ording to the records, nine out of ten of the most heinous criminals in the eight provinces of Joseon were baekjeong and jaein.

    They were treated worse than the eight thousandmoners.

    Even when they were flogged, they had to lie on the dirt floor instead of the wooden tform.

    How miserable they must have been. Gyeolsan-gol was a small vige where such baekjeong lived.

    The reason why Yi-gyeol, the twin of King Yeonsan Yi-yung, became Gil-sam was simple.

    A baekjeong named Gil-seok from Gyeolsan-gol went up the mountain to chop some wood and found a newborn baby under a sacred tree called Sam-juk.

    He adopted him as his son.

    He had made up his mind. His eyes were fierce, not showing any hesitation. He was going to perform the ughter that he had learned from histe grandfather.

    The banner was lowered at the ughterhouse door, and he sprinkled holy water on the cow that was tied to a pir, as if he was sowing seeds.

    Therge cows eyes were filled with tears, as if it had resigned to its fate.

    He put a ghost mask on it, hoping to ease its pain for a moment. Then he recited a prayer, wishing it a rebirth in paradise.

    Even though you are a mute beast, your pain is no different from ours. May your suffering give birth topassion, and may you be reborn as a human in your next life

    It was a fake cow made by the Special Effects Team, but it looked as real as a live one.

    The cinematographer Kim Deuk-yoong was sweating profusely on his forehead, as he alternated between filming the fake cow with the ghost mask and the scenery of Young-guk.

    It was not a real ughter, but the atmosphere was solemn. And even more so.

    How ruthless.

    The eyes of Gil-sam, who was performing the ughter, were not joking.

    He swiftly stabbed the cows vital point with a short knife, ending its life. Then he chopped off its head with arge axe, called a candlestick.

    His movements were so natural that a butcher from Majang-dong, who was watching the scene from a corner of the set, secretly admired him.

    As the fake blood sttered everywhere, the staffs faces turned pale. But Gil-sam, who was standing in the center of the set, did not flinch at all.

 Chapter 107:

    Chapter 107:

    Chapter 107

    Yi-yung.

    The childhood of Yeonsan-gun, the 10th king of Joseon, was often the subject of gossip among the busybodies.

    Some said he showed signs of bing a tyrant from a young age, while others said he was more merciful and upright than anyone else, and a potential sage king.

    The reason for such conflicting opinions was theck of historical records about Yeonsan-guns early deeds.

    Even in Yeonsan-guns diary, his childhood was vaguely described.

    They said he had a sensitive temperament when he was young, but nothing remarkable happened.

    The stories recorded in the unofficial histories were also inconsistent. Some portrayed him as a psychopath, while others as a clever boy.

    The gap was so wide that it was hard to tell what was true.

    But there was one thing that the official and unofficial records agreed on.

    That was Yeonsan-gun Yi-yung enjoyed hunting and horse riding from a young age.

    Hee-hing!

    A horse with a dark red mane neighed wildly. Its body was muscr, as if it was proud of it.

    Every time it kicked, the muscles on its thighs twitched uncontrobly.

    PD Yoo Myung-han scolded AD Kim Young-min for that.

    Kim Young-min, I told you to rent a horse for filming, not a racing horse. Look at those thighs and chest muscles. Are we filming a war scene or what? If it steps on you once, youll be left with nothing but bones!

    Director, its not that. Its the horse that the main character will ride, so I asked the Equestrian Association to send a handsome one that would suit a historical drama. But who knew they would send such a huge and stupid one? The caretaker who came with it said that the association president is a big fan of Young-guk and sent him a very good one. I was also shocked when I saw it this morning. I thought it was not a horse but a rhino. But we cant send it back now, the filming is right in front of us

    Ugh What do I do with this?

    PD Yoo Myung-han sighed.

    The mostmon animal in historical dramas was none other than a horse.

    It was an animal that was closely rted to historical dramas, but ironically, it was also the animal that directors hated the most.

    If an ident happens, itll be big trouble.

    Due to the nature of historical dramas, they often had to film in narrow mountain roads or rough terrain.

    As a result, falling off a horse was also a frequent urrence.

    It was no wonder there was a joke among drama actors that if you yed a role that rode a horse in a historical drama, you would either get a herniated disc or a broken bone.

    Therefore, in historical drama filming, a good horse was not a horse with excellent pedigree and splendid physique, but a timid horse that adapted well to the filming site.

    Oh, Sundol, stop kicking. What the hell are you so angry about? You were so gentle until this morning. Do you want to ruin my reputation in front of the PD teacher? Please calm down.

    The old horse caretaker hurriedly tended to the horse.

    He had trimmed and filed its hooves for the drama filmingst night. He even carefully checked if there were any ticks in its mane.

    It was a docile horse until before it arrived at the filming site. Was it because of the many people at the filming site? It snorted and red its nostrils, inting its muscles. In the end, PD Yoo Myung-han swallowed his sigh and asked, Excuse me, teacher, is the horse so angry because there are so many people?

    Well, that might be part of it. Sundol here is a pampered one at the association, and he grew up in the hands of the caretakers. Hes shy of strangers, but hes usually a gentle one to people. Hes not the kind of horse that runs around like this. But today, he seems to be in a bad mood, or something.

    Cant we contact the association right now and change it to another horse? Its too big and threatening. It doesnt seem suitable for filming.

    The nearest association branch is six hours away from this mountain filming site, so its hard to arrange it right away. And Sundol here is only a bit big because its winter. Its hard to find such a handsome one in winter.

    Its not Sundol, its Bombol.

    Contrary to the name Sundol, which sounded gentle, the horse looked dangerous enough that anyone could tell it was angry.

    There were two horses prepared at the mountain filming site.

    One was for Yi-yung to ride, and the other was for Yi-yungs escort warrior. But they couldnt switch the horses, either.

    It didnt look good. Thats when it happened.

    PD Yoo.

    Young-guk, who had finished preparing for filming, came over, fluttering his silk hem.

    He wore a hat on his head and had a dignified posture. He looked like a son of a noble family.

    Is this the horse Im riding today?

    Before PD Yoo Myung-han could say anything, Young-guk approached Sundol.

    Young-guk had learned horse riding early on for historical drama filming.

    Not to mention, he had ridden horses asionally in his past life when he acted in historical dramas.

    Young-guk reached Sundol before the stable manager could block his way.

    Hee-haw.

    Sundol neighed in a different tone than before and headbutted Young-guks face.

    AD Kim Young-min closed his eyes. But what happened? Instead of the scream he expected to hear next

    Hey, hey, that tickles.

    He heard Young-guksughter.

    Howe the horse that was snorting angrily just a moment ago became as gentle as a puppy when it saw Young-guk?

    It rubbed its head against his face as if it had met its owner. It acted so cute.

    Stop it, youll wrinkle my clothes. Whats this friends name, manager?

    Sun, Sundol.

    Just like the name, such a gentle friend. Sundol, coochie-coo.

    Everyone in the filming set opened their mouths wide.

    ***

    Scene number 57, The Reason For Hunting!

    On the narrow mountain road where the first snow had melted, Director Kim Deuk-yoong was sweating as he carried the filming camera.

    The unpaved mountain road was steep, and the melted snow had frozen, making it impossible to install a track.

    Not to mention, the use of a crane was also impossible due to the countless branches that soared into the sky.

    That was why he had to use adder to get a close-up shot of the full shot (F/S) every now and then.

    Please, no NG.

    Not only the filming team, but also the other staff members had the same thought.

    Despite the winter, the lighting director was also sweating as he adjusted the positions of the youngest ones holding the reflectors.

    The natural light that shone through the dense branches changed direction every moment ording to the cloud waves, and if he took his eyes off for a bit, the shadows would fall on the actors faces because of the light reflected by the melted snow.

    Your Highness, why do you want to hunt this far? This ce is so barren that even the wild animals have stoppeding.

    Crown Prince Yi-yung went hunting with only his bodyguard.

    He was wearing a hunting outfit that wasmon among the nobles, so no one thought he was the crown prince who would inherit the royal authority.

    Especially in this deep mountain vige.

    Kwak-san, do you know why I like hunting? Because I can enjoy this wide freedom by escaping from the pce that was suffocating like a cage. I can also avoid the eyes of the annoying courtiers. Do you know why they visit me so often when I havent even received the royal authority yet?

    I dare to say with my short thoughts, isnt it because they want to please Your Highness?

    Well. Theye to see my intentions every time. They wonder if the crown prince in front of them will be a puppet who will follow their words even after he sits on the throne, or if he will thrust a sword at them. This is also the case for Grand Queen Dowager, who is in the Dowager Pce. Didnt she change all the pcedies around me to her people?

    His life as the crown prince seemed morous on the outside, but when one looked inside, he was lonely like a twisted branch.

    Kwak-san, how many years have you been serving me?

    It has been ten years since I have been appointed, Your Highness.

    When Grandmother appointed you as my bodyguard for the first time, I didnt trust you. In this deep and deep mountain, no one would know if someone died. It would be enough to say that the bodyguard who went hunting with the crown prince died while protecting him from the bandits. Can you die for me here today?

    At that moment, Yi-yung grabbed the reins and turned the horses head. The dark red mane shook violently,

    Swoosh.

    Yi-yung quickly drew his sword from the scabbard on his side and shed at the bodyguards neck.

    ck.

    But the tip of the sword stopped with a slight wound on the edge of the bodyguards neck.

    On the other hand, the bodyguard did not resist or fight back, but looked at his master with a determined gaze as if he had decided to die.

    Why dont you dodge or fight back?

    My life belongs to the Crown Prince. Ever since His Majesty bestowed me to the Crown Prince, I have been his loyal servant. How can a subject defy his lordsmand? No matter what the reason, if he orders me to die, I will swear my loyalty by killing myself right here!

    Fine, calm down.

    The guard Kwak-san, did he know?

    That todays oath would make him a loyal attendant of Prince Yeonsan for the rest of his life.

    The sound of the horses hooves on the snow-covered ground snapped him out of his thoughts.

    The horses head, with its dark red mane, was pointing to a small vige.

    That ce is called Gyeolsan Vige, where the person you have to protect as carefully as me lives.

    Who was this person, that he was as important as the Crown Prince, living in such a humble vige in the mountains?

    Your Highness, may I dare to ask who he is?

    The one who lives in the vige ofmoners, isnt he amoner himself? But dont be fooled by his outward appearance. The name of the person you have to protect is Gil-sam ().

    Crown Prince Yi-yung, lifting his hat, looked at Kwak-san with a stern gaze.

    He is my only brother, Yi-gyeol.

    ***

    In the mountains, after the shooting in the woods, Young-guk was giving a carrot to Sundol, who worked hard with him today.

    He looked like a magnificent warhorse, but his affectionate behavior of rubbing his head and licking Young-guks face was no different from a puppy.

    Sundol, stop licking me. Well see each other often on the set. Do you want to keep licking me like this?

    How did you tame him so well? Young-guk, you must have been born with a talent for riding, right?

    While Young-guk was giving a carrot to Sundol, PD Yoo Myung-han came over. He still looked incredulous. Until this morning, he was throwing a tantrum, but as soon as Young-guk touched him, he became such a gentlemb. Thanks to that, he was able to rx his mind all day long while shooting.

    Sundol is very affectionate, but hes also very smart when ites to shooting. He doesnt act cute and follows the reins as I hold them, so hes a blessing. By the way, this is the first time Ive seen a horse thats so friendly to people on the set.

    Howe it sounds like youve never ridden a horse on the set before?

    Oops.

    As Young-guk was wondering how to change the subject, Sundol seemed to read his mind and threw a tantrum. PD Myung-han was startled and stepped back. But as soon as Young-guk touched him again, he became calm as if it was a lie. He was truly a remarkable horse. No wonder, he could read peoples hearts so well.

    By the way, PD Yoo, you know I have to go to Seoul right now, right?

    I heard from Manager Bong-chun that its because of your college interview. Where did you apply that you have to do an interview? If youre a perfect scorer, you should get a free pass.

    PD Yoo, youre from the college entrance exam generation, right? Its not the same as it was then.

    Look at this, are you treating me like an old man in the back room? Im still a bachelor, you know.

    Ill let you know after I get epted. It would be embarrassing if I told you and then failed. I already said goodbye to the other directors, staff, and actors. I was just about to say goodbye to PD Yoo. Thank you for taking me off the schedule.

    Its not like its anything else, its your college entrance exam. Of course I have to take you off, dont worry and go. Young-guk, the set wont stop without you for a day. Rather, the other actors will work harder. They cant lose to you.

    There was a strange atmosphere on the set.

    The veteran actors who had been in the drama industry for a long time were all inspired by Young-guk and gave their best performance.

    Of course, if they had seen Young-guk act even once, they couldnt help it. How could they look like they had a hole in their acting?

    A while after Young-guk left the set.

    Director Yoo, do you know where Young-guk is? He doesnt have a shoot tomorrow, lets have a drink with him. Where did he disappear to?

    Hey, he just turned 18, why are you talking about drinking? And he went to Seoul, didnt he? He said he already told Kim sunbae earlier.

    What? I thought he said he was going to the hotel first. But why did he suddenly go to Seoul in the middle of the night?

    He has a college interview tomorrow.

    College?

    At the word college, the shooting director Kim Deuk-yoong asked with a puzzled look, Didnt they say he got a perfect score on the college entrance exam? But he still has to do an interview? Where did he apply to?

    Hell tell us when he gets epted.

    The admissions process of Young-guk was kept secret. He had been in the spotlight of the media ever since he aced the SAT.

    That was why he asked his agency to request the press to cooperate and announce his college results only after he got admitted.

    The fiercepetition for college applications was giving students and parents alike a headache.

    The media outlets also respected the applicants sentiments and kept the embargo. But Kim Deuk-yoong, the director of photography, had a good intuition.

    Did he apply to the Korea University Law School or something? Thats where all the top students in the country gather!

 Chapter 108:

    Chapter 108:

    Chapter 108

    The oral interview.

    It was the pinnacle of the entrance exam pyramid, the university that everyone dreamed of.

    There was amon saying that if you got into Korea University, you would be set for life and celebrated by your whole vige.

    No wonder, it was the most coveted university in Korea, the so-called exam powerhouse.

    Young-guk had no connection to Korea University in his previous life, not even a speck of dust. But now, he could see its emblem in front of his eyes.

    Young-guk, calm down and breathe slowly. You just have to do as well as you usually do. I brought some herbal pills for you. Do you want one?

    Im fine. I think you should take them, Hyung. You look more nervous than me, as if you were the one taking the oral interview.

    Am I being too anxious? I cant help it,ing to Korea University makes me tense.

    Just like the spring flowers made peoples hearts flutter, Korea Universitys campus was enough to make the applicants chests throb.

    The parents were no different.

    They prayed for a good harvest in the exam, the result of their childrens hard work and sweat.

    Manager Lee Bong-chun, who always treated Young-guk like a younger brother, was no exception.

    Ill be back.

    Young-guk wondered if he was feeling sorry for the short farewell, or if he was still uneasy. He kept staring at his back through the car window.

    With the help of the assistant, Young-guk arrived at the waiting room, where many students had already arrived.

    They were all prodigies in Korea, applying for the Law Department of Korea University.

    To avoid attracting attention, he wore a hat and a scarf.

    Of course, the assistant knew that he wasing, so he nced at him from time to time.

    The waiting room was silent, as if he had submerged himself in the sea.

    Everyone was reading their prepared reports for the oral interview, without any distraction.

    Sometimes, they would peek at Young-guk, who was wearing a hat and meditating, but not for long.

    When the interviewees numbers were called, they all looked like soldiers going to the battlefield, ready for anything.

    No one knew who would be the winner or the loser.

    Soon enough.

    Number 21, please enter the interview room.

    Young-guks number was called.

    He took off his hat and scarf before entering the interview room.

    He would be lying if he said he wasnt nervous. But there was no trace of tension on his face, as if it was a habit.

    The only sound that echoed in the hallway was the door opening.

    Hello, Im Jang Young-guk, the number 21 applicant.

    There were three professors sitting in the interview room, which was about seven square meters.

    They all had stern eyes.

    To add to the pressure, there was not even a single window in the interview room.

    It was like an interrogation room, where the oral interview took ce.

    Read the text on the desk and tell us your personal opinion on it.

    It was the interview paper, the topic of the oral interview.

    The text was in English.

    It was about judicial justice.

    The first question was to point out the problems of the Korean judicial system from the perspective of a prospectivew student.

    The second question was to suggest solutions and directions for the future of the legal profession.

    How should Young-guk exin this?

    If he was an ordinary applicant, it might have been easier to answer. But he had seen thendscape of his past life.

    Of course, he had lived as an actor, but the legal profession was also close to him.

    After all, celebrities were always involved in legal disputes over trivial matters.

    As the white-haired professor blinked once, a fleeting moment passed. Young-guk made up his mind. Instead of giving a vague answer, he decided to speak bluntly.

    There is no solution, because there is ack of self-reflection.

    What do you mean by that?

    It means that it is impossible to establish judicial justice by addressing the problems of the Korean legal profession. It is like a disease that has spread throughout the legal profession. There is nepotism, unfair sentencing, and even poor essibility to the system. I know that thew is based onmon sense and judgment. It is a discipline that should guarantee the interests of the people, but who has ever spoken of thewfortably, from the past to the present in Korea?

    Your words are wed, you make it sound like only the rich can use thew conveniently, but in reality, there are manywyers who serve the marginalized, such as human rightswyers and public defenders. What do you think of them?

    Of course, your words are not wrong, either. But I want to ask you back. Why do you define the legal professions initial intention as service?

    The debate continued.

    One of the professors on the left and right narrowed his eyes, while the other one twitched his cheek, exchanging words with Young-guk endlessly. Only the white-haired professor in the middle looked at him with interest.

    Keep talking.

    The people wanted primal justice.

    Fair and square.

    That was why Young-guk had to rethink his interview logic, even from the perspective of a prospectivew student.

    Judicial justice was all about trust.

    Trust in the judiciary did note from the pen of the legal profession, but from the mouth of the people.

    After all, if the legalmunity had truly upheld the virtue of the judiciary based on basicmon sense, who wouldin?

    The saying that one was innocent until proven guilty was not without reason.

    How much time had passed?

    The interview time (10 minutes) was almost over.

    Lets end the oral interview of the 21st candidate, Jang Young-guk.

    At that moment, among the three old professors, the white-haired old professor sitting in the middle smiled and called out to Young-guk, who was leaving the interview room.

    Jang Young-guk, the candidate. No, the interview is over, so I can call you Jang Young-guk, the actor, right?

    Yes?

    The other old professors, who had pretended not to know that Young-guk was an actor, also smiled faintly.

    They forgot the heated debate they had just had, as if they were enjoying a refreshing sauna.

    You, no matter how I look at it, youd be perfect for the role of a legal professional.

    ***

    Just like the Yeouido Financial District, the broadcasting industry was also very sensitive to rumors.

    As the saying went, the birds hear the day talk and the mice hear the night talk. Young-guks entrance exam was no exception.

    The results were still a week away, but the rumors were already spreading.

    A reporter had bbed while drunk at a drinking party, but luckily, thanks to the embargo, no articles were published.

    What? Korea University Law School?

    Actress Cha Hye-jins eyes widened.

    "Thats right. The rumor has already spread all over the broadcasting station. Jang Young-guk applied to Korea University Law School. Its amazing. At that age, he won the Best Actor Award at the Blue Dragon Film Awards and even entered Korea University Law School! These days, among the Gangnam moms, theres a saying. Just be half like Jang Young-guk. Thats how popr he is."

    The stylist chattered excitedly.

    On the set, the young actor Jang Young-guk was always the talk of the town.

    His appearance at the script reading was also amazing, but his performance on the set was iparable.

    He acted as if he was possessed by two characters, Yi-yung and Yi-gyeol.

    As a result, the other actors had to grit their teeth and devote themselves to acting.

    By the way.

    Cha Hye-jins cheeks sagged.

    She had already finished her makeup and was waiting for the standby.

    Normally, by now, her co-star, Jang Young-guk, would havee to the waiting room and greeted her, but he didnt seem to have any intention ofing to the waiting room.

    Is he cocky because hes famous?

    The drama set was like the army, where the hierarchy was clear.

    It was natural for the hoobae toe and greet the sunbae.

    Especially since this was the scene where Jang Nok-su and Yeonsan-gun met for the first time.

    She had wanted to have a conversation and build rapport with him, but her dream was shattered.

    Knock, knock.

    A knock came from beyond the waiting room.

    Well, then.

    Come in.

    Cha Hye-jin crossed her legs with a haughty expression. But the person who opened the door and came in was not the person she had been waiting for.

    It was PD Yoo Myung-han.

    At that sight, Cha Hye-jins face showed a hint of disappointment, but she quickly erased it like a true actress.

    Cha, for this scene, were going to do an inside work, so dont panic even if the angle turns to the back, and keep showing your true face. Okay?

    Okay, but Director, is Jang busy right now?

    I saw him reading the script earlier, why? And we just did a rehearsal.

    Its not that, but he didnt even say hello to me after the rehearsal, so I wondered if something was wrong. He was friendly at the script reading, but today he seems different.

    Ah.

    PD Yoo Myung-han waved his hand.

    Its a habit, a habit. You dont usually talk to a co-star before an emotional scene. It interferes with the feelings. I forgot to tell you in advance. But hes not that rude. Hell probably bow his head and greet you as soon as the shooting is over. So dont be offended.

    Im not that old-fashioned, so dont worry.

    Cha Hye-jin smirked.

    Sensitive actors sometimes avoided having personal conversations with their counterparts in scenes that required emotions.

    It was understandable since it was the first meeting between Jang Nok-su and Yeonsan-gun. But she was not the only actor.

    Something shed through Cha Hye-jins mind.

    Director, can I try one ad-lib in this scene?

    ***

    Jang Nok-su ().

    A woman who was called a gisaeng of Joseon.

    There were different opinions about the first meeting between Jang Nok-su and Yeonsan-gun.

    The most likely story was that Yeonsan-gun heard rumors about Jang Nok-sus skills, who was a ve of Je An-daegun, andter picked her as Yi Yungg-chung (). But the scene they were shooting today was an earlier story that was passed down as a wild history.

    p.

    The red hem of a beautiful hanbok fluttered in the wind.

    The skirt was voluminous, but the jacket was thin and had a graceful pattern.

    Jang Nok-su, who wrapped a janggo around her shoulder and danced, captivated the eyes of the viewers. Especially since she was none other than Jang Nok-su.

    Thump.

    The staff on the set couldnt take their eyes off Jang Nok-sus dance.

    Men and women alike were mesmerized by her beauty. Her red lips and sharp eyes were bewitching.

    It was safe to say that she was no less beautiful than Jang Nok-su recorded in the official history.

    If you looked at the official history, Jang Nok-su was a woman who had a in appearance but a youthful face and a gisaeng-like speech and behavior. But the actor who yed Jang Nok-su, Cha Hye-jin, was the most beautiful woman in Korea today.

    Yeonsan-gun, who disguised himself as a nobleman and visited the gisaeng house, faced Jang Nok-sus dance.

    She was a ve of Je An-daegun, but Je An-daegun, who valued skills, recognized Jang Nok-sus talent and sent her to the best gisaeng house in Joseon to learn music and dance. Yeonsan-gun, Yi-yung, couldnt take his eyes off her dance, which stood out from the others.

    Can you call that girl for me?

    In the backyard of the gisaeng house, Yeonsan-gun, Yi-yung, who was watching Jang Nok-su dancing alone, asked. But the manager, who didnt know his identity as a nobleman, begged him with his head bowed.

    Sir, that girl is only practicing her dance in the garden, she is not a gisaeng who works here.

    If she is not a gisaeng who dances with a janggo in the gisaeng house, then is she ady of a noble family? If she is not a young gisaeng who hasnt raised her head yet, her dance is too exquisite.

    Sir, that is not the case. Actually, she is a ve of Je An-daegun. She used to learn dance from a dancer at our gisaeng house academy from time to time. Today is the day that she came to visit, sir.

    Je An-daegun

    The enemy of King Ye-jong and Yeonsan-guns uncle. He should have inherited the throne after the death of the eldest son, In Seongdae-gun. But he had to give up the throne to Seong-jong because he was young. After that, he lived a life like a wastrel and showed childish behavior, and was even called a foolish prince by the people.

    But Yeonsan-gun knew well that it was all a strategy to survive. He also pretended not to know his mothers death in order to survive.

    Call that girl.

    Yes?

    Didnt you hear him say to call her? Hurry up!

    As Kwak-san, who was guarding Yeonsan-guns side, shouted, the manager didnt know what to do. He looked like he would draw his sword if he didnt listen. It was then.

    ck.

    Jang Nok-su stopped dancing and approached Yi-yung. Then she bowed slightly and moved her red lips.

    I greet you, Your Highness.

    At the word Your Highness, the managers face turned pale. On the other hand, Yi-yungs face showed an interested expression.

    Do you know me?

    I have seen you talking with Daegun at his residence, sir.

    Then, can you show me the janggo dance once more, right here, for my sake?

    Jang Nok-sus eyes curved mischievously, like a red flower that refused to bow its head. But the janggo that hung nted on her shoulder did not move at all.

    Your Majesty, I beg your pardon, but I cannot perform the dance you desire at this moment.

    ording to the original script, Jang Nok-su should have performed a dance to seduce Yeonsan-gun right now.

    PD Yoo Myung-han watched the filming scene with a dry lip. It was the ad-lib that Actress Cha Hye-jin had suggested.

    She argued that Jang Nok-su, known as the greatest courtesan of her time, would not be scared by a single word from Yeonsan-gun and follow his orders obediently.

    On the other hand, he was curious about how Young-guk would react.

    So he didnt give any hints. If there was an NG, he could just cut the editing point and reshoot. But then.

    Swoosh.

    Yeonsan-gun Yi-yung drew his sword and pressed it against Jang Nok-sus neck.

    His movement was so fast that everyone on the set was astonished. It was a fake sword, but it looked like he was really going to cut off Jang Nok-sus neck.

    Are you satisfied now?

    Actress Cha Hye-jin tried to calm her startled mind.

    Her cherry-red lips, slightly parted, trembled as a proof of her shock.

    She had expected her partner to be flustered when she improvised a line that was not in the script.

    But to her surprise, he did not show any sign of panic. Instead, he responded as if it was part of the original script. Cha Hye-jin was speechless, and then he burst into a loudughter, looking up at the sky.

    You are bold, indeed. I have never seen anyone as daring as you in my life. When the timees, go to the mansion where your master lives. Show me your dance then. Seeing you like this, I have no interest in watching your dance anymore.

    As he withdrew his sword, a thin trickle of blood ran down from Jang Nok-sus red lips.

    Cha Hye-jin had bitten her lip without realizing it, so startled she was.

    At that moment, PD Yoo Myung-han who was watching the whole scene through the camera shouted Cut! with a triumphant cry in his heart.

 Chapter 109:

    Chapter 109:

    Chapter 109

    Pass or fail

    There was an inexplicable tension on the set.

    Was it because some high-ranking officials from the broadcasting station wereing for inspection?

    No, that wasnt it. Was it because they were filming a high-difficulty action scene?

    That wasnt it either.

    The reason why the set was so tense was this.

    Today was the day of the college entrance exam results for Young-guk.

    Hey, Young-guk, did you get the results?

    PD Yoo Myung-han and AD Kim Young-min rushed into the waiting room together.

    Their faces were full of curiosity.

    Didnt the news spread like wildfire in the broadcasting world that Young-guk applied to thew school of Korea University?

    Its still too early for the results. I think Ill find out after the afternoon shooting.

    Ah, Im dying of curiosity. But howe you look so rxed, Young-guk? I thought you were only like that when you were filming, but now I see that you dont even know the word nervous.

    Young-guk gave a faint smile. He was curious as well, to be honest.

    I wish I could shut that reporters mouth, how embarrassing.

    It wasnt just the article, everyone in the broadcasting world knew about it. But Young-guk had something else on his mind right now.

    Didnt he unintentionally get into a heated debate with the professors at the oral interview?

    He was probably the only person who had argued with the professors at the Korea University interview.

    As soon as he finished the interview and came out, he felt like he had blown it, but what could he do? It was water under the bridge. By the way.

    Director Yoo, if I get epted, youll have to adjust the schedule for the orientation. Is that okay with you?

    What kind of question is that? Of course Ill do it if you get epted, Young-guk. Theres an old saying, you know? Love your juniors, love your country.

    Wait a minute, Director Yoo, you graduated from Korea University?

    AD Kim Young-min PD exined on behalf of the embarrassed PD Yoo Myung-han.

    Young-guk, you didnt know? Director Yoo is from the Broadcasting Department of Korea University. He passed the public recruitment PD exam of all three broadcasting stations as soon as he graduated. Hes a legendary mon, no, person among the job seekers preparing for the broadcasting PD exam.

    Kim Young-min, you were about to say monster, werent you?

    So what if I did? Its not like its wrong. Its hard enough to pass the public recruitment PD exam of one broadcasting station, but Director Yoo passed all three terrestrial stations. From my perspective, who took the exam three times, hes a legendary monster.

    You brat, do you think Im some kind of Loch Ness monster? And stop goofing off here and go to the set and get the extras ready. Were going to sleep here tonight.

    AD Kim Young-min scratched his head and left the waiting room.

    Only then did PD Yoo Myung-han look different.

    Young-guk knew he was a capable PD, but he was more amazing than he thought.

    Well, he was the person who became the youngest drama director in the future.

    He was extraordinary from the start.

    ***

    Scene number 17, Yi-yung and Yi-gyeol!

    The sound of the pperboard always brought tension.

    Especially when it was the scene where the crown prince Yi-yung and the white general Yi-gyeol met.

    As the tension rose, the branches of the trees in Gyeolsan Valley shed and danced as if they were crying out in despair.

    Whoosh.

    In the winter wind, a horse with a dark red mane moved its steps.

    The sound of the hooves trampling the snow-covered ground filled the microphone of the sound team with solemnity.

    On the leather-covered saddle, a man in silk clothes sat. His eyes peeked through the gaps of the silk hat that covered his face.

    Kwak-san, is that the ce?

    Yes, sir. I know. He ughters the cows alone in that barn when its the hour of the monkey. Even the people who live in Gyeolsan Valley dont go near that barn at that time. In case the vengeful spirits of the dead cows cling to them and cause misfortune Sir, instead of going there yourself, why dont I go first and bring him out?

    Theres no need for that.

    He gently squeezed the reins in his hand, and the horses head moved.

    As if reading his masters thoughts, the horses head pointed to the barn that was isted from the rest of Gyeolsan Valley.

    Despite the harsh winter, the barn was filled with a thick smell of blood.

    Not to mention the bugs that tried to squeeze through the gaps between the wooden nks.

    Is my brother in there?

    Under the silk hat, a flicker of emotion passed through Yi-yungs eyes.

    Your Highness.

    There was worry in the voice of Kwak-san, the royal guard.

    This was not a pleasant ce.

    They said that the souls of countless livestock haunted this ce, and that anyone who was not a butcher would be tainted by impurity if they entered. But Prince Yi-yung shook his head briefly.

    Its fine. This is where my brother is. How can I note?

    He dismounted from his horse and entered the barn.

    In the ughterhouse known as Cheongung (Heavenly Pce), four extras were holding arge chroma key screen.

    PD Yoos voice was tense as he watched the filming scene.

    It was almost the first time that he used the chroma key technique in a drama.

    Not to mention acting with an invisible opponent. But for Young-guk, who yed the prince, that didnt seem to bother him either. His eyes, as he entered the barn, were directed at his unseen brother.

    Inside the barn, the butcher Yi-gyeol was reciting the scriptures and preparing for the ughter.

    A cow with a ghost mask moaned as a sudden winter wind blew. Then butcher Yi Gyeol asked, holding an axe, Who are you to enter Cheongung (Heavenly Pce) so recklessly?

    Why do you call this barn Cheongung?

    It is named after the wish that the poor souls of the livestock may rise to the sky and meet the Jade Emperor safely and return to human form. Judging by your appearance, you look like a noble son who went hunting. As you can see, this ce is full of blood and stench, not a ce to rest. Go back. If you stay longer, you will be afflicted by impurity and not live long.

    A staff member behind the chroma key screen recited the lines of Butcher Yi-gyeol.

    He was not a real actor, so it was a matter that could easily distort his emotions, but Young-guks voice was firm.

    How dare you speak so rudely to a noble, butcher?

    What use is status under the sky? Nobles are not dropped from the sky either.

    Haha, you are right. We are all born from our mothers wombs. There is no difference in birth between kings andmoners. Its just where we grew up thats different.

    Butcher Yi-gyeol looked at Prince Yi-yung with a curious gaze through his messy hair. Who was he toe to this remote mountain vige, and to enter the barn where the ughter takes ce? Then it happened.

    Yi-yung untied the cloth that covered his face. Butcher Yi-gyeol was startled and gripped his axe.

    Who are you?

    He had the same face as himself, but a different attire.

    One was wearing dirty and bloody clothes that were no different from a rag, while the other was wearing a neat hat and a silk robe like a noble. Then, tears fell from Prince Yi-yungs eyes, revealing his loneliness. He smiled and said, Im your brother.

    ***

    After the afternoon shooting.

    There was an unusualmotion at the filming site.

    All the staff were listening attentively near the waiting room.

    In the waiting room, Young-guk was still sitting in his silk robe without changing his costume.

    People might think Im running for mayor. Youre all too excited, arent you?

    Of course we are, if you pass, itll be a celebration, right, Director Yoo, right?

    Yeah. You guys just get ready to eat some rice cakes. Am I putting too much pressure on you?

    Director Yoo, along with Kim Deuk-yoong, the cinematographer, gathered in the waiting room.

    The sound director, the lighting director, the costume team leader, the makeup team leader, and all the staff who were doing their best at the filming site were all there.

    They were all curious about Young-guks entrance exam results.

    Ill be so embarrassed if I fail.

    The directors were joking with each other to avoid putting pressure on Young-guk, but to be honest, it would be a lie if he said he was not burdened by being together like this.

    In the meantime, Manager Lee Bong-chun was also waiting with bright eyes. Of course, he would call the agency as soon as the results were announced.

    I shouldnt have fought with the interviewer.

    Young-guk regretted it now, but what could he do? In fact, even if he went back to the oral exam day, he would have given the same answer.

    Young-guk picked up the phone.

    He dialed the number of the admissions office of Korea University.

    The waiting room, which was noisy until a moment ago, became quiet as if everyone had agreed.

    I called to inquire about the entrance exam results. My name is Jang Young-guk and I applied for the Law Department, my exam number is

    Young-guk recited his exam number over the phone and waited.

    Everyone looked at his face, trying to guess the result from his expression. But for some reason, his face didnt change.

    There was no sign of joy or sorrow. How much time had passed?

    "Yes, I understand," Young-guk answered briefly and hung up the phone.

    No one dared to ask him anything.

    After all, if he had passed, he would be smiling by now.

    That was when the quick-witted Director Kim Deuk-yoong stepped in.

    "You don''t have to go to Korea University. What''s so special about that school? Those professors have bad eyesight. They can''t recognize a genius like you. Let''s go, everyone. Young-guk had a hard day today. We should let him rest."

    The other directors nodded and agreed with Kim Deuk-yoong''s words.

    They tried to clear the way for me. But then, Young-guk asked Kim Deuk-yoong a question.

    "Director, why aren''t you congratting me?"

    "What did you say? No way! Young-guk, are you telling me you passed?"

    Kim Deuk-yoong''s eyes widened in disbelief. He soon realized the truth and his eyes grew even bigger.

    The other directors were the same.

    They stopped in their tracks and turned around.

    At that moment, Young-guk threw a curveball at PD Yoo Myung-han who graduated from Korea University.

    "Sunbae, I think you need to adjust my schedule."

    PD Yoo Myung-han''s eyes bulged out likenterns. He then burst into cheers as if he was the happiest person in the world.

    The staff who were listening from outside the waiting room rushed in as they heard the loud celebration.

    The first one to enter was AD Kim Young-min.

    "Hey, what are you doing?"

    "Just watch!"

    AD Kim Young-min lifted me up like a sack of rice. Young-guk was wearing a silk robe.

    The other staff followed suit and lifted him up as well.

    They all pretended not to care, but they were all hoping for him to pass the exam.

    In the midst of their cheers, Young-guk flew into the air on a silk robe.

 Chapter 110:

    Chapter 110:

    <strong>Trantor: MarcTempest</strong>

    Chapter 110

    On the table, arge-mouthed fishy stretched out with its mouth wide open.

    Its flesh was plump from the spawning season, and the pinkish glow between its gills showed its freshness.

    As if to tell of the harsh winter, the red tub containing the live fish was also covered with frost.

    But the Namhang merchants, who were notorious for their persistence, were not bothered by the cold and instead raised their voices.

    A girl with earplugs and her father walked through the maze-like Namhang Market.

    Dad, here it is. Here!

    The girl, who must be in middle school, grabbed her fathers hand and led him.

    The ce where the father and daughter arrived was a small shop.

    Like a peg fitting into its hole, the girl entered the shop without hesitation.

    Who did she take after to have such an impatient personality?

    The father also couldnt resist his daughters urging.

    Maam! Were here!

    As the tide receded, the customers left and the shop owner, who was busy preparing the side dishes, was startled and greeted them warmly.

    She had met the child at the Namhang Merchants Association earlier.

    They had also exchanged friendly greetings while walking around the market.

    Is that you, Ji-soo? What are you doing here at this time?

    My dad has something to say to you!

    Your dad?

    Unlike the rough Namahng men, he had no guts.

    He sold well when he sold side dishes, smiling sweetly at the elders, but now he hesitated.

    In the end, the daughter, who was frustrated by her fathers silence, poked him in the ribs. Then his pale skin flinched and he let out a groan.

    Do, do you have any cockles?

    Cockles?

    Yes, yes. I want to try making spicy cockles for a side dish.

    Oh, the fresh ones are all gone by morning. How many do you need?

    No, no. Just a little bit. Im not selling them. I just want to eat them and share them with the elderly neighbors.

    Then wait a minute, I have some set aside for side dishes.

    The shop owner generously filled a bag with seasonal cockles.

    The daughter still beat her chest, annoyed by her fathers awkwardness.

    Finally, the father, who received the bag, took out a bill from his wallet. But the shop owner waved her hand and smiled.

    Thats okay, you said you were helping the olddies who pick up trash. I cant take money from you for doing such a good deed. And you brought me a lot of kimchi when Young-guk won the award the other day. Just take it.

    But, but.

    Did you have a meal? Its almost time for the night market to get crowded, so dont starve yourself and have a spoonful here. Ji-soo, did you eat?

    No, Im hungry!

    The daughter was quick-witted unlike her father. In no time, the three of them sat around a small table for side dishes.

    The two of them chatted warmly like mother and daughter, while the girls father, Mr. Kim, the side dish seller, still looked ufortable.

    The shop owner exined with a kind smile, Dont be so nervous. Theres not much to eat, so its just like adding a few more spoons. Ji-soo is a regr customer of our shop.

    The girl with earplugs smiled brightly.

    She was a regr customer, but she didnt actually buy anything.

    She rather got a lot of free food from the shop.

    Doesnt Ji-soo bother you?

    She doesnt. Shees to talk to me whenever shes bored, Im so grateful for that.

    That was when it happened.

    Hey, Young-guks mother, lets eat!

    A voice like a cannonball, it was Mrs. Yang, who came to the shop to eat with her. Mrs. Yang opened the shop door and was surprised to see the man. Then she quickly recognized Mr. Kim, the side dish seller, and her eyes were filled with both confusion and curiosity.

    Did, did Ie at a bad time?

    You came at the right time, whats that in your hand? Is that mackerel? It looks delicious. Ji-soo, you came at a good time, right?

    It was a lively meal.

    The market merchants had an early dinner.

    They ate early to avoid the time when the customers flocked.

    Even then, they often ate lightly to fill their stomachs. But today, there were many people, and the side dishes were also fancy.

    As she said, it was a feast.

    Mom, its Young-guk. The phone is ringing.

    As she was about to scoop up some rice, the phone in the store rang.

    It was an unusual time for a call, so Young-guks mother picked up the receiver with curiosity. Her expression changed rapidly as she heard the voice on the other end.

    Joy and happiness, and then tears. She suddenly burst into tears, startling Mrs. Yang, the olddy next door, Mr. Kim, the owner of the side dish shop, and his daughter Ji-soo.

    Young-guks mother, whats wrong?

    Its Young-guk. He called me.

    She wiped her tears with her sleeve as she hung up the phone.

    Young-guk ising? Whats going on in Seoul?

    Its nothing bad. He had some very good news.

    What kind of news?

    Mrs. Yang, Mr. Kim, and the girl Ji-soo all looked curious.

    The answer that followed made even the grilled mackerel on the small table open its mouth in surprise.

    Young-guk, our Young-guk, got epted to Korea University Law School!

    ***

    His nose went up and down as if it were touching the floor.

    Sweat beads ran down his wless skin. His muscles swelled as if they were screaming. His rough breathing reached his chin.

    Huff!

    Like a car warming up, steam rose from Young-guks shoulders as he sat on the floor of the waiting room.

    PD Yoo Myung-han who was watching him asked, How many did you do?

    I dont know, maybe three hundred? It feels like two hours have passed.

    Young-guk, youre so diligent. Its not like you have a scene where you take off your clothes. You always exercise a lot anyway. Just shoot it as it is.

    He said that, but he was pleased.

    After all, where could he find a young actor who was so focused on his role?

    He memorized the entire script, and his acting skills were excellent.

    He worked hard to immerse himself in his character, making him the best actor without a w.

    Dont say that. Ive been eating so much for the past few days because of the university eptance. The agencys president always buys me delicious food. And when I go home, theres another feast. I dont know if you know, but Im worried about gaining fat.

    Thats nothing. By the way, when is your orientation?

    Next week. Luckily, it doesnt ovep with the graduation ceremony.

    Wow, finally youre my hoobae.

    PD Yoo Myung-han continued the conversation with some advice on todays shooting. Then he hesitated and said, as if he was sorry, Our broadcast date has been moved up.

    Really?

    Its about a month earlier than the original schedule. The drama thats airing right now has low ratings, so its going to end early.

    He felt the truth of the saying that the broadcasting industry was a jungle.

    Early termination, even if it was a drama that aired in prime time, they would cut it off mercilessly if the ratings were low.

    Its not finalized yet, but I think itll be around March. I wanted to give you a month to rx after you became a freshman, but it got tough.

    Its okay. I thought I might not be able to go to school properly for a semester anyway. But does this happen often, that the broadcast date is suddenly moved up?

    Theres a one-month gap because of the early termination. They cant just leave that time empty. The higher-ups must have seen our pre-recorded footage and script and thought it was okay to move it up. Its usually an impossible thing to do.

    And you agreed to that?

    PD Yoo Myung-han smiled.

    Well, yes.

    How can I ept that? Im not a fool. I told them to back off, I cant do it. Sure, the script is going well now, but wait until Writer Choi gets stuck at the end. Then it will be a war of half-scripts, and it would be better to dy the broadcast date as much as possible.

    So whats the condition that PD Yoo offered?

    Smartass, youre quick on the uptake. I got more production costs. I told them to give us some of the leftover money from the program that ended early. And from now on, well have Team B and Team C join the shooting. I hope you understand the sudden change, Young-guk.

    It was a pity that the schedule was moved up by a month, but it was nothingpared to what PD Yoo had achieved.

    The increase in production costs meant an improvement in the production environment, and having a backup shooting team and team C would make the shooting schedule run smoothly and eliminate the night shifts. It was like a golden work-life bnce. That was when it happened.

    -PD Yoo!

    PD Yoos walkie-talkie was filled with the urgent voice of AD Kim Young-min.

    ***

    The atmosphere of the shooting site was as tense as the voice.

    The costume team leaders face was red and blue. In his hand was a burnt piece of clothing.

    Were about to shoot, and you burn the leads clothes? Wheres your head at? I told you before ironing the clothes. Spray them with a mist, then put a cloth over them and iron them! Are you trying to make me mad?

    The culprit of the incident was the youngest of the costume team, who bowed his head and didnt know what to do. It started like this.

    Young-guk, or Prince Yi-yung, was wearing a costume for his physical training at the East Pce. It was meticulously made ording to the historical records, since it was worn by the crown prince.

    But maybe it was because of the thin material, the youngest of the costume team burned the top while ironing it. That was when PD Yoo asked

    Team leader, do you have a spare?

    There was no point in ming anyone anymore. It was the youngests mistake. The reason why the team leader raised his voice in front of everyone was simple. He wanted to scold his own kid himself.

    I have some spare costumes, but theyre all for extras, not for the lead. Theyre not as good as the ones for the physical training scene. I only made one set of clothes for the East Pce, since there werent many scenes. And its embroidered with gold thread, so its hard to fix it right now.

    No one could throw a stone at the team leader. It was for budget cuts.

    The fabric and the expertsbor cost a lot, since they were made ording to the historical records.

    He couldnt afford to make a spare for the physical training scene, which didnt appear much throughout the drama.

    What do we do

    PD Yoos face was full of worry.

    If they used the spare clothes for the extras, the team leader was right, they wouldnt look good.

    He was the crown prince, not an ordinary noble.

    Clothes meant a lot in the Joseon era. They were like a measure of status. As he was deep in thought, that was when it happened.

    PD Yoo, just shoot it.

    Huh?

    Young-guk stepped up.

    It was spilled milk anyway.

    There was no point in brainstorming here, the burnt clothes wouldnt be fixed.

    And in a historical drama, these kinds of emergencies were bound to happen.

    Young-guk emphasized again.

    Lets shoot it without the top.

    ***

    Dark clouds gathered between the crescent moon.

    Raindrops fell as the movement of the Grand Consorts Pce was suspicious.

    The guards of the pce looked around with anxious eyes, wondering if there were any rats.

    Grand Consort, you must make a decision.

    The court officials were urging the Queen Mother Insu to abdicate.

    They were the leaders of the Hun and Sarim factions, who usually divided the court and opposed each other politically.

    Even they were united in trying to persuade the Grand Consort.

    Your Majesty is in critical condition. If the crown prince is deposed soon, there will be a bloodbath in the court. Grand Consort, you must make a decision and appoint a new crown prince.

    King Seong-jongs illness was getting worse by the day.

    The doctors were using all kinds of acupuncture and medicine, but his back was already swollen so much that he could barely move, and the lump in his chest was getting worse as if it would choke him any moment.

    ording to the doctors, it was toote to reverse his condition.

    This was a serious matter.

    I know what worries the ministers. But it is impossible to undo the crown prince who has already been exiled. Besides, the crown prince is not as cruel and ruthless as the ministers fear. Even if His Majesty tells him the truth about his mothers death, I can keep it a secret for the next hundred years.

    Mother, please forgive me for saying this, but the crown prince might already know how Yun was expelled. He just chose to ignore it

    Nonsense! If he knew the truth, how could he have stayed silent for over ten years!! Do not mention Yun in front of me anymore. I understand the ministers concerns, but I hope they do not act recklessly and bring death upon themselves. It iste, so please leave.

    The one who showed determination on their face was more dangerous than the one who was sinister.

    The ministers judged that the crown prince, Yi-yung, was clearly thetter.

    They could not fathom how deep his thoughts were.

    Soon, the camera captured the pce of the crown prince with an ovep.

    Hoo.

    He lets out a rough breath.

    The crown princes jawline was swollen as if his veins were about to burst. His muscles were twitching, showing their strength.

    He had a simple reason for torturing his body like this.

    The court was always full of dangers, like walking on thin ice.

    The ministers threatened his life without sparing their words or actions.

    It was not strange that assassins could appear anywhere at any time.

    Wow, he really worked out well.

    PD Yoo Myung-han swallowed his admiration. He was worried for nothing.

    The sight of him doing push-ups with his shirt off was like a well-carved statue.

    Thanks to him, the female staff on the set were enjoying the view.

    Sweat drops flowed between his ripped muscles.

    He got up from his spot as dawn broke through the window.

    The sweat drops reflected the dawn and highlighted his contours.

    At that moment, someone rushed into the Donggung.

    Your Highness, its Kwak-san!

    Come in.

    You must hurry to the Daejojeon!

    It was too early for the ministers to enter the pce, so there was only one reason why the guard, Kwak-san, was here.

    Could it be

    Kwak-san lowered his head without answering.

    The cries had not yet filled the air, so it must be a national mourning.

    The crown prince wiped off his sweat and put on his robe. His lips curled into a faint smile as he headed to the Daejojeon to pay his respects.

    How much time had passed?

    The camera showed a shback of the Daejojeons roof.

    The eunuch climbed up the dragons head and held the kings robe on his left.

    He shouts Restoration! The dragon robe that once wrapped the kings body fluttered in the wind, losing its owner.

    The expressions of those who watched it were varied.

    Some would mourn the departed king, while others would regret not being able to change the crown prince. But they all knew.

    It was now the era of Yeonsan-gun.

 Chapter 111:

    Chapter 111:

    <strong>Trantor: MarcTempest</strong>

    Chapter 111

    The filming period for historical dramas usually exceeded a year.

    That was why, from the perspective of the broadcasting stations, historical dramas be more and more burdensome as time went by.

    At a time when mini-series were gaining more poprity, just as peoples tastes changed, the viewers also preferred shorter episodes and tenser storylines.

    In that sense, the fusion historical drama called Yeonsan, The Kings Secret was not an exaggeration to say that it urately captured the viewers needs.

    Yoo sunbae, Ill send the Team Bs tape right away by quick delivery. And Team C has just left for Yongin Folk Vige. The scene where he recovers his upper position that we inserted, I asked the VFX team to make it more lively along the Gonryongpo Ridge as the director suggested. But what are you worrying about so much?

    The editing room was filled with a stuffy air.

    It was no wonder that they said the editing room was always full of all-nighters.

    Basically, they had to splice together the jump cuts and the montages of the scenes they filmed beforehand, not to mention the correction and the cutting of the unnecessary images, there were countless tasks waiting for them that were hard to mention verbally.

    Of course, the editing room staff, including the editing team leader, did the professional skills, but it was only natural that the director who held the megaphone also had to sit next to them.

    Scene 47, I originally wanted to switch it with a swish pan, but no matter how I look at it, its too wasteful to just swipe it.

    Are you talking about the scene where Young-guk takes off his top and does push-ups?

    Yeah, the editing room Team Leader Kim also said that. Its too wasteful to only capture it in a full shot. At that time, I had no choice but to film it ording to the storyboard because the costume team burned his clothes. But after that, I regretted it. When I checked the edited video today, I felt even more so.

    Scene 47 appeared on the screen of the editing room device.

    The crown prince, Yi-yung, was doing push-ups in the East Pce. Then, AD Kim Young-min could also see the video properly.

    At the time of filming, he had to prepare for the next scene, so he was busy discussing the coordination matters with the supporting actor team leader, and he didnt even see the filming in the east pce.

    There was a rumor that the female staff on the set were so amazed that they had to cover their mouths.

    Wow, Mi-jeong noona was right.

    Mi-jeong?

    The costume team leader. She was so angry that Young-guks clothes were burned, and she asked me how the PD felt before the shoot. But when she came back from talking to the supporting actor team leader, Mi-jeong noonas face waspletely different. She said she saw the most splendid costume in her life. I wondered what she meant by that Wow, look at those arms and chest muscles that are so ripped.

    It was when AD Kim Young-min opened his mouth wide at the sight of the mans body.

    Kim Young-min, how can you call the costume team leader noona when shes much older than you?

    "Hey, weve been drinking together since before the crank-in. I guess the people from the costume, art, and makeup teams are morefortable with me than the PD. We decided to call each other noona then. She looks strict, but shes actually soft-hearted. That day too, after the filming, she teared up and said, Our youngest survived. I felt so sorry for her."

    Huh, you have a way with words.

    By the way, when this scene airs, the ratings will skyrocket. Dont just do a full shot, but change the angle and shoot it again in medium. The director gave us Team C as support, so this little bit of extra schedule is fine. And is Young-guk preparing for physical education college entrance exam instead ofw school? Or are the kids these days growing up so well? By the way, didnt you say he had orientation today?

    He probably attended by now. And hey, Young-guk is only nine years younger than you. Hes an adult. An adult. Of course, if you look at the face value, Young-min, you look more like a hyung than me.

    Wow, I didnt know Yoo sunbae thought of me like that. Then why dont you call me hyung for a change?

    Shut up!

    They bickered like that, but their eyes were still fixed on the screen of the editing room device, where Yi-yuns ripped muscles were visible.

    They both gasped at the scene that followed.

    The sweat that shone with the dawn looked like a picture of a photo shoot.

    ***

    The campus was full of vitality as if it weed the spring day for the orientation of the new college students.

    It was a time when the ink on their ID cards hadnt dried yet, but they all had pride in having peeled off their minor stickers.

    They all dressed like adults, trying too hard to look mature.

    Some had already dyed their hair, and some had curled it up.

    They were in their prime.

    This is the best time of their lives.

    Young-guk blurted out his inner thoughts, and Manager Lee Bong-chun, who was holding the steering wheel, nced at him through the rearview mirror.

    Young-guk, why do you act like an old man sometimes? All the students walking around are the same age as you. They look like theyre having fun, saying theyre freshmen and all. But you

    Whats wrong with me?

    You look like a graduating sunbae whos preparing for a job. Theres no excitement on your face. Maybe its because I had a short backpack strap, but I was always thrilled and nervous when I went to college. Even when I was selling eels at Jagalchi market, I felt that way. My sister nagged me so much that I went to see Busan University with her once, and I was so impressed by the college students who were drinking soju and ying guitar on thewn.

    Is it because of CC?

    Whats CC? This car is 200, if thats what you mean.

    Korea Universitys campus was one of thergest in the country.

    It was quite a distance from the main gate to thew school building.

    Before Young-guk knew it, he could see the Law Department building through the car window.

    It was an old building that showed the traces of time.

    Ivy vines covered the dark walls and reached the door.

    As if to prove its deep history, the card fluttering in front of the building had the names of the bar exam passers fromst year.

    There were so many names that they filled the entire card.

    Well, it was a ce where the best of the best gathered, so what else could he expect?

    Ill be back soon.

    Okay, Young-guk. Have fun!

    Manager Lee Bong-chun waved his hand vigorously as if he was sending off his younger sibling on a school trip.

    He was so enthusiastic that the van shook.

    Actually, Young-guk looked like an old man, but he was just a young adult.

    But he never had the leisure to enjoy his life like other students because of his filming schedule, so he hoped he would forget about the drama for today and have a good time as a freshman.

    Room 107.

    Young-guk repeated the number of the lecture hall where the orientation was held.

    There was no one in the first floor hallway.

    He arrived right on time for the orientation, hoping to avoid peoples attention.

    He stopped in front of room 107 and opened the door.

    Wee to Korea Universitys Law Department orientation!

    But his n was ruined.

    As soon as the back door of the lecture hall opened, the freshmen and the upperssmen who were standing on the podium all looked at him.

    And when they saw his face, their eyes widened even more.

    That was when it happened.

    Why are you so timid when yourete? Hurry up and sit down.

    Excuse me?

    Are you aw freshman or not? What are you all staring at? Even if your ssmate is handsome, you dont have to gape at him like that. How sad do you think the sunbaes here are? Come on, focus!

    The short-haired female student on the podium snapped at them.

    Her voice was so sharp that the freshmen who were surprised by Young-guks face quickly turned their heads back.

    It didnt take long for him to find out who she was.

    Nice to meet you, Im Shin Jae-hee, the president of the 51st Law Club and a junior at Korea Universitys Law Department.

    ***

    For most freshmen, sunbaes were like the sky.

    In reality, they were only a few years older, but to the inexperienced freshmen, they seemed as big as mountains under the fence of the university.

    Hello, Im Kim Man-seok, aw freshman!

    One by one, the freshmen went up to the podium and introduced themselves.

    The club president and the sunbaes were sitting in the front row, listening to their greetings with crossed arms.

    On the other hand, the freshmen who went up to the podium had nervous faces.

    Are you not going to tell us your student number? And are you not going to show us your talent? We dont care about your name, it wont stick in our heads anyway. And why is your voice so small? Why are the freshmen this year so timid? Do you want me to scold you on the first day of orientation?

    They ended up doing awkward dances and songs under pressure.

    As a result, the freshmen who were waiting for their turn had anxious faces.

    Finally, the club president decided to end the talent show, but a mean sunbae teased her.

    Hey, Shin Jae-hee. Are you ignoring the sunbaes because youre the club president now?

    Im telling you this because the department head will be here soon and it would be better to wrap things up by then. And if you want to see a talent show, why dont you go first, sunbae? Is there anyone among the freshmen here who knows your name?

    What!

    It was Young-guks turn.

    As he climbed up to the podium, all eyes were on him again.

    He was an actor, after all. And he was the top student who entered the Law Department this year.

    He bowed his head and greeted his sunbaes and peers.

    The sunbae who had just argued with the president sneered at him.

    Talent show, this is not a ce where you can get away with being a celebrity.

    Kids these days.

    Oh, right.

    They were just kidding. Young-guk couldnt help butugh and tried to hide it.

    The sunbae sitting in the front row red at him. Young-guk remembered his face, with a nose as big as a tangerine and cheeks full of greed.

    That was when.

    Are all the freshmen here today?

    An old professor with white hair entered the ssroom.

    He was one of the interviewers who had faced him in the oral exam.

    As soon as he entered the ssroom, he saw Young-guk standing on the podium and smiled warmly.

    Young-guk bowed to the professor and returned to his seat.

    The sunbae narrowed his eyes as if he thought Young-guk was lucky.

    The professor stood on the podium and looked at the freshmen and the students.

    Nice to meet you. Im Shin Jung-gil, the head of the Law Department at Korea University. You might think Im making a fuss bying here on such a happy day, but please understand with a generous heart. I wanted to meet the students who will lead the Law Department of Korea University as soon as possible.

    Everyone focused as the professor began to speak.

    Those who applied on time met me once in the oral exam room. As an interviewer, I wanted to know what values the iing freshmen had. There were several questions for the interview, but most of them gave simr answers to the question about judicial justice. Except for one student.

    At that moment, the professors gaze turned to one person.

    There is no solution because of theck of self-reflection. Thats what stuck in my chest. Do you still think so, Young-guk?

    For a moment, everyones eyes followed the professor and turned to Young-guk. The president, Shin Jae-hee, also looked at him with surprise. Young-guk felt the pressure of the attention on him, but he answered calmly.

    I came here today and found out for sure.

    What did you find out?

    That one loach can muddy the water.

    Then isnt it just a matter of catching that loach?

    Thats not what Im worried about.

    Then what?

    Young-guk looked around the audience.

    He ignored the sunbae who had been picking on the presidents words.

    The professors eyes sharpened as he heard the next answer.

    The fish that grow up in the muddy water think they are loaches.

 Chapter 112:

    Chapter 112:

    <strong>Trantor: MarcTempest</strong>

    Chapter 112

    She had no interest in celebrities.

    She was like that even in her school days.

    When her friends in uniforms would gossip about celebrities, she could count the ones she knew on one hand.

    When her peers would coat the pictures of their favorite male actors and use them as bookmarks, she used in-colored bookmarks.

    And instead of having a celebrity poster on the wall like most of them, she only had five letters that said Korea University as if it was a motto.

    Jae-hee, did you hear that Actor Jang Young-guk is entering your department? her mother asked excitedly. But Shin Jae-hee, who was drying her short hair, just nodded briefly and didnt say anything else.

    Her mother kept talking about Actor Jang Young-guk.

    From the dramas he starred in to the movies he appeared in.

    She didnt know, but her mother seemed to be a fervent fan of Actor Jang Young-guk.

    When her daughter didnt show any reaction, she even grabbed her hand and begged her.

    Jae-hee, please get Mom an autograph from Jang Young-guk.

    Mom, I have to go to school early today because of the orientation. Lets talkter. And you can ask Dad, why me?

    Well, you see. Your dad is.

    Her damp hair fluttered in the breeze.

    Whats so great about Actor Jang Young-guk that shes making such a fuss? Hes just an actor.

    In Shin Jae-hees mind, the profession of an actor could be defined in one sentence.

    A person who acted on the screen or the brown tube.

    Nothing more, nothing less.

    Well, he seems to be good at studying.

    Of course, it was surprising that he was the top student in the Law Department this year, but that was it.

    After all, Shin Jae-hee also entered the Law Department of Korea University as the top student three years ago.

    Lets start the orientation of the Law Department of Korea University!

    As the back door of the lecture hall suddenly opened, Shin Jae-hee stopped talking.

    And she opened her eyes wide as she saw a man entering through the back door.

    Whats with him.

    He looked so handsome that the picture her mother showed her looked shabby.

    His broad shoulders, his wless skin, and his straight nose drew attention.

    He seemed to have an inexplicable aura that made him look like an actor.

    Shin Jae-hee quickly came to her senses and put some strength on her tongue.

    Why are you sote? Hurry up and sit down.

    Huh.

    Are you new students in the Law Department? What are you looking at? Even if your ssmate is handsome, you dont have to stare at him with your mouth open. How sad do you think the sunbaes here are? Come on, focus!

    But she unwittingly said that he was handsome in the following sentence. But fortunately, no one seemed to care.

    Shin Jae-hee quickly erased her thoughts. After all, he was a new student in the Law Department, but he had nothing to do with her.

    Since his main job was an actor, the possibility of him taking the bar exam was very low.

    There is no solution because youck self-reflection. Thats whats been haunting me in my chest. Do you still think so, Jang Young-guk?

    Shin Jae-hees eyes widened at the question of Professor Shin Jung-gil, the head of the department.

    She couldnt believe that he gave such an answer in the oral interview on judicial justice. But what was more surprising was Jang Young-guks answer.

    I came here today and I was sure of it.

    What do you mean?

    I mean, a loach can muddy the water.

    She felt her face burning.

    She was supposed to lead the students as the president of the student council, but she ended up having a nerve war with a sunbae on the first day of orientation.

    It was obvious who the loach meant in the narrow sense.

    As proof, the sunbae who had a nerve war with her had a red and blue face.

    And the answer to the question of whether he should catch the loach was outstanding.

    It means that the fish that grow up in the muddy water think they are loaches.

    Shin Jae-hees gaze changed as she looked at Actor Jang Young-guk.

    ****

    Was this what it looked like when ducklings followed the mother duck?

    The new students were divided into groups of three and were touring thew building with the guidance of the seniors.

    They were cut off in groups of three as if they were making a military buddy group, but coincidentally, except for Young-guk, the two new students were all girls.

    As Young-guk looked around the school, he couldnt tell if they were looking at the school or at him.

    A senior student who was already enrolled spoke.

    This is the Ulpianus Hall, where youll be studying. You probably wonte here often in your first year, since your curriculum is mostly general courses. But take a look around. Its four years at the shortest, but its not an exaggeration to say that some people stay here for five or six years. At first, you might find the building pretty and exotic, but youll get sick of stepping into this building eventually.

    Named after an ancient Roman jurist, the Ulpianus Hall followed the Western style of architecture rather than being a department building.

    It seemed like they tried to preserve the feel of an ancient temple. That was when it happened.

    Alright, everyone, focus!

    As we were about to enter the Ulpianus Hall, another senior student popped out of nowhere.

    He coughed a few times as if he had been waiting for them, and then made a yful expression.

    You must have heard this in the orientation lecture, but youll get a question every time you move to a different building. The team that gets the most answers right among the freshmen will get a waiver for the uing MT, so do your best. Now, let me give you the question.

    It was a question rted tow.

    Of course, it was easy, since they were freshmen who didnt even know the basics ofw.

    Besides, they were the top students in the country, who had been admitted to the Law Department of Korea University.

    There was even a joke that the freshmen from Daechi-dong, a famous education district, started preparing for the bar exam starting from their first year. By the way.

    Im not going to attend the MT.

    Luckily, before Young-guk could step up, the two freshmen ahead of him solved the problem.

    They must have been the ones from Daechi-dong, as the rumor said.

    They solved it so quickly that even the senior student who gave the question looked flustered.

    They got a question every time they visited a building named after a famous jurist, such as Ulpianus Hall, Yale, or Yellinek.

    The two freshmen, except Young-guk, were so into solving the problems that they seemed to bepeting with each other.

    It was when they arrived at thest building, named after Astraea, the goddess ofw and justice.

    There are a lot of freshmen who studied in advance this year, huh? There are three more teams that got three questions in a row right, besides this team. It wasnt like this when we were freshmen.

    The president of the Law Club, Shin Jae-hee, came out with her head tilted.

    She must have been the one who made thest question.

    The other three teams that arrived at a simr time had fire in their eyes.

    Of course, since all the teams here were tied, the team that solved thest question first would win.

    This is thest question, so raise your hand and answer if you know it. Dont just raise your hand without thinking because its firste, first served. The question is harder than the previous ones anyway. If no one gets thest question right here, all four teams will be second ce, and there will be no first ce.

    There was no prize for second ce, so the MT fee waiver was as good as gone. Then, Shin Jae-hee recited the question.

    The question was harder than she said, unlike the previous ones that were close tomon sense.

    It was a question about civil litigation.

    How can a freshman solve that?

    She asked them to name the civilw provisions rted to a case she gave them.

    It was a question that even some undergraduates couldnt answer.

    That was understandable, since they were just exam takers who had been studying for the college entrance exam until a few months ago. Then, a female student who was in the same team as Young-guk raised her hand.

    ording to Article 2, Paragraph 1, and Article 750 of the Civil Code, we should focus on whether the obstruction of sunlight caused by building construction is a legally wrongful act.

    Huh.

    Young-guk forgot.

    There were the Daechi-dong kids.

    Even if they didnt know, they must have studiedw subjects in advance if they aimed for the Law Department of Korea University.

    Daechi-dongs passion for education was said to be the best in the country.

    The female student looked proud.

    She asionally looked at Young-guk and seemed to show off her smartness.

    Shin Jae-hee also looked surprised, but she didnt dere the answer yet.

    I didnt expect you to memorize thew provisions, but it seems like the freshmen these days are no joke. But you only got half right.

    The female students face showed a hint of confusion. Then, she nced briefly at the senior student who was standing next to Shin Jae-hee.

    The senior student looked embarrassed and pretended not to know.

    They must have known each other from before. Well, then.

    I guess theres no freshman who knows the whole answer, huh?

    That was when it happened.

    I know it.

    The reason Young-guk knew the answer was simple.

    He had looked over some civilw cases while preparing for the oral interview, just in case.

    That was because he heard that some of the mean professors in the Law Department sometimes asked questions about civil or criminalw cases.

    Of course, if Young-guk didnt have an excellent memory, he wouldnt have remembered it until now.

    We need to judge whether the act of infringing the right to a view exceeds the social norm of tolerance, and before that, we need to verify whether this case meets the legal protection criteria for the right to a view under Article 35 of the Constitution.

    Soon, the president of the club, Shin Jae-hee, widened her eyes.

    She couldnt help but be surprised when the correct answer suddenly came out of Young-guks mouth, which had been quiet until then.

    ****

    Did a ghost who died of alcohol poisoning in their previous life possess her?

    Huh.

    Young-guk sighed as he watched the woman who drank a ss of liquor mixed with soju and beer at almost a one-to-one ratio.

    Young-guk thought she was just an ordinary person, being the president of the Law Club, but she was a real booze whale.

    The faces of the freshmen were also full of drunkenness.

    They had just peeled off their underage stickers.

    They must have felt like adults as they tilted their sses so much.

    Ha.

    Young-guk also followed them and put a ss of soju in his mouth.

    The sourness that went down his throat reminded him of his past life.

    I thought I would d*e from drinking then.

    The Law Department was tough, but it was nothingpared to the Theater and Film Department he entered in his past life.

    From the after-party of the orientation, the sunbaes made all kinds of liquor.

    Among them, the one that still remained in his memory was the kimchi cocktail, which matched the ratio of kimchi stew broth and soju to one to one.

    It was called a cocktail, but he still couldnt forget the fiery heat that went down his esophagus.

    He had to go in and out of the bathroom several times the next day. But that was decent.

    The atmosphere of the after-party was free.

    There was no sunbae who forced alcohol on the freshmen who couldnt drink.

    Hey, freshman. Will you take a drink from me?

    As the saying goes.

    Why? Cant celebrities drink what ordinary people give them?

    His cheeks were puffy, and his nose was as big as a habong.

    He looked like he was provoking Young-guk, and he couldnt evenugh.

    Maybe he was still annoyed by what he said in the ssroom.

    Yes, please give me a drink.

    Hey, where did you get the guy who takes the drink from his sunbae in a soju ss? Did you leave the beer ss next to you for show?

    B******t.

    Young-guk picked up the beer ss and the sunbae poured soju for him.

    He poured so much that he emptied the half-bottle of soju that was left.

    It was as if he was saying, drink it if you can.

    Young-guk didnt bother to argue and put the beer ss in his mouth and put it down loudly.

    Sunbae, please have a drink from me too.

    Huh?

    He looked surprised when Young-guk drank all that soju in one breath. But he had pride in his appearance as a sunbae, so he hurriedly picked up the beer ss.

    You picked the wrong person.

    He opened his eyes wide as Young-guk poured as much as he had received before. But he couldnt spit it out when he smiled and offered him a drink.

    In the end, he picked up the beer ss and poured it into his throat.

    He paused for a moment, but he had to drink it reluctantly because he couldnt be humiliated in front of the freshmen.

    It was obvious that he was drinking the alcohol forcibly.

    Keeeh. Thats the taste.

    He looked like he had lived a full life.

    Come on, have another drink?

    His nose red as he said that.

    He was trying to see if Young-guk could drink this time.

    Not to mention the freshmen around him, even the students were watching the spectacle with interest.

    Hey, I spilled more alcohol than you drank in your life.

    Thank you.

    Young-guk once again put the beer ss full of soju in his mouth and showed it to him. Then the sunbaes eyes popped out. And then.

    Come on, its your turn, sunbae.

    How much time had passed?

    Young-guk nced at the fridge of the pub and saw that the soju bottles were almost empty.

    His sunbae with a big nose was already passed out on the table, his face buried in his arms.

    He should have stopped bragging so much. That was when it happened.

    Have a drink with me.

    Who was this guy?

    Why not?

    Well, Ms. President, youve already had a lot, havent you?

    Okay, Im d you know how to control yourself. But dont hate this guy too much. He just came back from the army, so he still has some rough edges.

    Dow students go to the army as active duty?

    I dont know, Im a girl. But if youre not confident about passing the bar exam right away, it might be better to go ande back. Otherwise, you might get dragged away when your service is due and be a blockhead. So dont hate Hwang too much. I dont like him either, but hes not that bad.

    I see.

    By the way, this guysst name was Hwang.

    Why did he think of Hwang Chul-soo, the former co-CEO of Songwon Entertainment?

    He looked kind of simr, with his greedy cheeks.

    Just then, Shin Jae-hees voice snapped Young-guk out of his thoughts.

    You see? Werent you talking about him earlier?

    Im not a face reader. How can I judge someone Ive only seen for a day? And the professors question was about judicial justice. The department is too shallow and narrow to be called the river of judicial justice.

    Are you preparing for the bar exam by any chance? I didnt think anyone among the freshmen would get thest question right when I handed it out in front of the college building.

    Didnt one of the freshmen get half of it right?

    That guy, Byung-chul said he was tutoring her. He showed her his answer sheet before they came. He said she became a junior in the same department. But she didnt memorize everything. But you got it right, amazingly. Are you really preparing for the bar exam?

    Of course not. And Im not smart enough for the bar exam. I just got lucky that the case I studied for the oral interview came up.

    Then why did you apply for the Law Department?

    I wanted to see the world more broadly. If you just read scripts as an actor, you dont know how the world outside works. And you never know. Maybe Ill get to y a legal role in a drama someday.

    Really?

    But why did this sunbae look at Young-guk like that?

    He saw her gulp down soju and beer like a general earlier, but was that why?

    The corners of President Shin Jae-hees eyes were strangely curved.

    He was afraid she might try to flirt with him here.

    Ms. President.

    What?

    Should Young-guk tell her this?

    You have red pepper kes on your front teeth.

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    Chapter 113:

    <strong>Trantor: MarcTempest</strong>

    Chapter 113

    The nket flew up with a thud. Shin Jae-hee, the president of the club, had her face covered with the nket up to her forehead. Her face was as red as a ripe persimmon.

    It was not because of drunkenness.

    The alcohol she had drunk at the orientation party had already been metabolized.

    Yet, the reason why her face was so red was simple.

    -You have red pepper kes on your front teeth.

    Ugh, ahh!

    What the hell was he talking about?

    He had no manners at all in the serious atmosphere.

    Come to think of it, he had been like that since the orientation started.

    He waste, of course, and even though he was a good-for-nothing jerk, he didnt hesitate to tease his sunbaes.

    Of course, that was a bit satisfying. But anyway, when he walked with his freshman peers, he alwaysgged behind a step or so, as if he was looking at children.

    Did he look at her front teeth with that same gaze?

    How embarrassing.

    Jae-hee! Why are you screaming all of a sudden? Is there really something wrong?

    Her mothers anxious voice came from beyond the door. It was understandable.

    Thete-born model student came home with a flushed face, locked the door without washing, and went to bed.

    Jae-hee, why is your face so red? Are you sure youre not sick?

    I drank some alcohol. There was an orientation today.

    You cant drink well, and you drank too much because you became the club president.

    Her mother didnt know that her daughter was a heavy drinker. Just in case, her mother added from behind the door, By the way, Jae-hee, did you get the autograph from Jang Young-guk?

    Shin Jae-hee kicked the nket and jumped out of bed. Then she flung the door open, and her mother looked startled.

    Shin Jae-hee shook her head and said firmly, Mom! Jang Young-guk is no good, hes really no good. So dont ever ask me to get his autograph again.

    What, why is she suddenly like this?

    Im going to bed, so dont wake me up anymore.

    Just then, the front door opened and Shin Jae-hees father entered the house. Her mother approached her husband, who took off his shoes with a shoehorn.

    Honey, why are you sote today?

    I had a sudden seminar at the academy. I waste because I attended that. They said we should have a drink since the new semester is starting soon. I forgot to call you in advance.

    Again, again, again. The other professors praise you for bing the department head, and youre so happy that you forget to call. And dye your hair. How long are you going to look like a grandfather?

    What, is there something wrong with it?

    He was an old professor with white hair, the department head, Shin Jung-gil.

    Very few people in the Law Department of Korea University knew that Shin Jung-gil and Shin Jae-hee were father and daughter.

    Of course, the professors who had a good sense of information knew, but that didnt mean that Shin Jae-hee got any extra points on the exams.

    Shin Jung-gil had always emphasized fairness when he became the department head.

    You should look more neat as the department head. By the way, I dont know what kind of luck I have. My husband is the department head of the Law Department at Korea University, and my daughter is the club president. Hoho.

    Hey, its just a matter of rotation. Whats so good about it?

    By the way, Honey, you saw Actor Jang Young-guk, right?

    Yeah, he was a very smart student. I felt good to meet a decentw student after a long time. I wish he would walk the path of a legal professional rather than an actor. He has such a righteous and fair spirit.

    That was when it happened. The door opened again and Shin Jae-hee came out.

    Dad, what do you mean by righteous and fair? And can anyone be a legal professional? You have to pass the bar exam to take the first step. Do you think he can do it?

    Oh my, why is she like that again? And shes not a kid anymore, but she still has so much eye crust.

    Ah, Mom!

    ***

    Young-guks head throbbed from the alcohol he drankst night.

    The water ran down his shoulders.

    As he finished showering and went downstairs, the smell of hangover soup tempted his appetite.

    The housekeeper greeted him with a smile.

    Student Young-guk, you came home drunk yesterday, didnt you? I knew it, so I made you some pock bean sprout soup. Come and have a spoonful. Dont you have a shoot today?

    Thank you, maam.

    Oh, dont mention it. You got up on your own. Im grateful that I dont have to set the table twice.

    As Young-guk entered the kitchen where the table was, he saw his grandfather and uncle already sitting there.

    He felt awkward.

    It was the first time in his life that he had overslept so much.

    Well, he had too many shots of soju with the sunbaes at the pubst night.

    In his past life, he would have been fine with that amount, but he felt like he got drunk more easily since his body became younger.

    Young-guk bet the other girl was suffering from a hangover by now.

    By the way.

    -You have red pepper kes on your front teeth.

    Was that too much?

    He wondered if it was appropriate to say that to a girl.

    He had improved his social skills in his repeated life, but he still found it hard to talk to women.

    Just like he couldnt fix his clumsiness.

    At that moment, his uncle whispered to Grandpa with a thin smile, Look, Hyung. Something happened to Young-gukst night. He has I have a problem written all over his forehead. Young-guk, do you have a girl you like?

    I think he just drank too much.

    Young-guk shoved a spoonful of the white broth with pock and bean sprouts into his mouth, and he felt the hangover leaving his body in an instant.

    Uncle kept nagging him, but he had nothing to say.

    He didnt even have time to make friends, let alone a girl he liked. He exchanged greetings with his ssmates, but many of them seemed to avoid him.

    It wasnt just because he was an actor.

    Well, he made a strong impression on the first day of orientation.

    By the way, Young-guk, are you ying the king role from today? I heard that the crown prince part was overst time.

    He was fast with news.

    Who knew the details of the pre-produced drama better than him?

    Young-guk shook his head sideways.

    Both Uncle and Grandpa looked at him with curiosity.

    Uncle was right about the Crown Prince Yi-yun.

    It was time for him to lose the throne. But there was one more person left.

    Young-guk exined the role he took today.

    Im ying a pauper.

    ***

    Scene number 37, Pauper Yi-gyeol and Lim Sa-hong!

    There were not only shabby thatched houses, but also grand houses of the nobles in the folk vige of Yongin.

    The street that looked like it was moved from the Joseon era was filled with many extras walking around.

    The street that would normally be bustling with merchants and officials was as quiet as a mouse.

    The faces of the people walking by were all shadowed.

    The sky had fallen.

    Some people muttered that.

    The court officials wore white clothes and shoes and fasted for three days.

    The gisaeng houses that used to y music all the time locked their doors, and the gisaengs were forbidden to go out.

    Themoners in mourning clothes bowed down and cried as they passed by the funeral procession.

    Oh, dear, oh, dear!

    Among the countless mourners, pauper Yi-gyeol was also there.

    He looked at the coffin that contained King Se-jongs body with no change in his eyes.

    Normally, paupers should note out when the king died.

    That was why Gyeolsangol locked the door tightly and forbade anyone from going out. But Yi-gyeol didnt care about that.

    Is my father in there?

    He changed intomoners clothes without wearing a mourning band.

    Pauper Yi-gyeol peeked at the coffin made of pine wood while lying t on the ground.

    He saw the soldiers with cold eyes guarding it, and the Crown Prince in mourning clothes leading the way.

    If the ministers saw the face of Pauper Yi-gyeol lying on the ground, they would have fallen in shock.

    He looked just like the Crown Prince in mourning clothes.

    He got up from his spot after seeing the end of the procession heading to the burial site, the royal tomb.

    Owner, give me a bowl of rice soup.

    It was an act that amoner like him should never do. But who would know that he was amoner?

    He had been doing it even before he learned that he had royal blood.

    Whether they were nobles or peasants, they all had two legs on the ground. What difference did it make?

    Im not selling, get out. How dare you try to eat when the king has passed away?

    Not selling? I can clearly see that the noble sitting over there is enjoying his meal. Do you have to make a distinction even when eating after the kings death? Why can he do it and I cant?

    The maids eyes widened likenterns. It was a risky thing to say.

    As proof, the noble who was eating rice soup in the hall nced at them. Then, a man in a pure white silk robe stood up and walked towards them.

    He was Lim Sa-hong, who had been impeached by King Seong-jong and the ministers and exiled to Uiju, and who had been a diplomat to Ming China.

    He should have been leading the procession with the other court ministers, but he had not been reinstated due to their fierce opposition.

    How dare you, a lowly peasant, talk back to me? Do you think you can say anything just because the sky has fallen?

    What does it matter to you? I dont care if I get beaten here. The people who mourned and wailed for thete king deserve to fill their hungry stomachs. Who are you to punish them? Are you the father of the former king?

    What! You b*****d!

    Lim Sa-hong was furious.

    He wanted to cut his throat right away, but he had left his sword behind because of the funeral procession.

    The maid had already hidden herself in the barn, fearing the sparks.

    The noble was still standing and ring, but the peasant did not budge from his seat.

    Come on, let me see your face. Even if you run away now, the guards will find you by your face. Lets see if you can still be so arrogant then!

    Lim Sa-hong grabbed the peasants hair with his wrinkled hand.

    He twisted his head to face him.

    As soon as the peasants face was revealed, Lim Sa-hongs pupils shook violently as if an earthquake had struck.

    Under the gray eyes, a straight nose, and a freckle on the skin.

    It was undoubtedly the person Lim Sa-hong knew.

    He fell to the ground and stammered.

    Yo, Your Highness!

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    Chapter 114:

    <strong>Trantor: MarcTempest</strong>

    Chapter 114

    The night sky was filled with stars.

    The dense trees reached up as if to catch the falling stars.

    The remote mountain vige in Gangwon Province was unusually bright.

    It was because a broadcasting crew had gathered here for a night shoot.

    A fire burned in a halved drum, and people gathered around it to warm their hands.

    Director Yoo, when will they arrive?

    They said it will take another hour or so.

    What a bad day. Of all days, the ENG camera breaks down on the night of the shoot. Cant we just use the spare one?

    Im afraid the quality is not good enough. It will be hard to fix the image in post-production.

    Im sorry, I should have told the assistant director to prepare everything thoroughly. Who would have thought that the camera would suddenly stop working right before we left?

    Hey, its not your fault, sunbae. I told Young-min to bring the equipment as soon as Team B finishes shooting at the folk vige.

    It was a sudden camera malfunction.

    And it happened on the day they were shooting in a mountain vige in Gangwon Province.

    The folk vige in Yongin was quite far from here, so they were stuck in a dilemma.

    It was a disaster.

    Director Yoo, I think we have to stand by until dawn. Theres no way we can install the track on the frozen ground, and the lighting team cant light up the faces with tungsten and reflectors. And its too dark to proceed like this. It could lead to an ident

    We have no choice. When the camera arrives, well first shoot the background and then the actors when the sunes up a bit. But are you and the other sunbaes okay?

    Were fine. Were used to eating and sleeping outside. Its like a routine for us. Lately, my wife has been asking me if Im cking off because theres no night shoot. I used to hate staying up all night, but now its fun and nice when it happens once in a while. But Director Yoo, are you okay? I saw that Cha, the actress, was very upset earlier.

    It was amon thing that happened when you did a night shoot.

    If you went to the actual shooting site, you would find that the shooting conditions were not as good as you think, or that the shooting equipment broke down or the shooting was dyed.

    That was why the staff and the actors had to stand by.

    They didnt know when the shooting would start. PD Yoo gave a bitter smile and moved on.

    How long do you want me to stand by?

    Actress Cha Hye-jins cheeks are flushed. It had been two hours already.

    She heard the news that the camera broke down and the stand-by was dyed.

    The inside of the van was full of warm heat from the heater, but her face was cold as ice.

    Her manager was afraid that she would throw a tantrum any minute, so he couldnt say a word.

    Cheol-min, turn the car around.

    Yes? Noona, what do you mean?

    Are you deaf? Turn the car around. Do you think Im going to wait here all day? The sun will rise soon, it will rise. Lets go back to Seoul for now.

    Should I tell Director Yoo?

    Hell tell me to go ahead. Just turn the car around!

    That was when it happened.

    Actress Cha?

    He was a bad guy.

    PD Yoo Myung-han knocked on the window of the van.

    Cha Hye-jin swallowed her rising emotions and opened the door.

    The hot air inside the car met the outside air and soon the window was covered with dew.

    Director Yoo, how long do I have to stand by? It looks like the shooting is canceled today, so Ill just go back to Seoul first. You know how long Ive been waiting, right?

    Im sorry, its not anything else. They said the equipment will arrive soon.

    Im done. To be honest, Director Yoo, you too. I see that Jang Young-guk is doing the night shoot at the folk vige. Why do I have toe all the way to this mountain vige in Gangwon Province?

    Thats because the picture we need is different.

    How could youpare Jang Nok-su and Yeonsan-gun?

    The king who inspected the people could shoot at the folk vige, but Jang Nok-sus case was different. But that wasnt the only reason why Cha Hye-jin was angry.

    And Jang Young-guk, you take him out of the schedule when he does the night shoot, but why cant you adjust mine? Im busy too. Are you already ranking us as A and B just because Jang Young-guk got a little famous?

    PD Yoo Myung-han couldnt take it anymore and snapped.

    I had no choice but to go to Young-guk. He had to take the college entrance exam and we tried to amodate his schedule as much as possible. And you, Actress Cha. You should know that if you do a night shoot, the filming will continue until the next morning. The staff are struggling outside to fix and set up the equipment, and youreining about waiting in a warm car? If youre going to whine all the time, just go back.

    Excuse me?

    Go back to Seoul.

    Did he think she couldnt go back if he said that?

    Actress Cha Hye-jin was about to close the van door with a pout on her face.

    PD-nim!

    A familiar voice came from somewhere.

    PD Yoo Myung-han and Cha Hye-jin looked in the direction of the voice at the same time.

    There, they saw Young-guk walking with AD Kim Young-min, who had brought the filming equipment from Team B.

    ****

    It was a night when Young-guk craved hot soup.

    He wished he could rent a food truck, but there was no such thing in this era.

    In the future, there would be all kinds of food truck businesses, from snack carts to coffee carts, but now only a few filming sites used rice carts.

    So he settled for chicken, and took out the boxes of fried chicken he had prepared in advance.

    Young-guk, whats all this?

    I bought it for the filming team. They must be hungry. Theres nothing to order around here in the countryside.

    Wow, Young-guk, youre the best!

    Director Kim Deuk-yoongs excited voice echoed in the quiet mountain vige.

    The filming team gathered around the drum barrel where the firewood was burning.

    They all grabbed a chicken leg and tore into it.

    PD Yoo Myung-han asked AD Kim Young-min, How did youe with Young-guk?

    Young-guk contacted me first. He asked me where the filming team was in Gangwon-do. He said he had a problem and had to go to the site, so he suggested we go together. I had no idea he bought so much chicken.

    Huh.

    PD Yoo Myung-han rolled his tongue at Young-guks goblin-like appearance.

    How did he know exactly what the filming site needed?

    This was not something he could know by being observant.

    It was something he could only know after gaining a lot of experience in the filming site.

    And even if he knew that, how many actors could actually do it?

    Young-guk, didnt you say you have a graduation ceremony tomorrow?

    Why, are you going to send me a wreath?

    I wouldnt mind. Its our Young-guks graduation. How about we all go together after the morning shoot?

    No, thank you. I appreciate your thoughts. Everyone wants to congratte me, but it seems tooplicated, so I told only my mother toe.

    It was not a lie.

    There were so many people who wanted toe to the graduation ceremony.

    From the head of the agency Kim Sung-hwan, to Actress Park Soo-young, and even Grandpa and Uncle, not to mention the broadcasting stations filming team and reporters. They all contacted Young-guk saying they wanted to film it.

    In the end, he decided to have a party with everyone after the graduation ceremony, fearing it would be a mess.

    Young-guk also invited Grandpa and Uncle.

    How are you going to sleep if you go back to Seoul at dawn tomorrow when youre busy with the graduation ceremony?

    Its okay. PD-nim, the other directors, and the staff are the ones who are suffering. Im the only one who can sleep on a soft bed while doing a night shoot. By the way, I see all the other actors, but one is missing?

    Who?

    Cha sunbae.

    At that moment, Actress Cha Hye-jins face turned red from afar.

    Was it because of the cold winter night, or because she was embarrassed?

    No one would know except her.

    ***

    Graduation.

    The buds that had been holding their breath all winter had not yet raised their heads, but the campus was already full of spring energy.

    The school gate was crowded with vendors selling flower bouquets made of fresh flowers. But as the saying went, there were more people than flowers, and the ce was already crowded with broadcasting station staff and reporters.

    They didnt listen to me.

    Young-guk knew the TV station people were ruthless, but he didnt expect them to go this far.

    He had already told them through his agency that he wouldnt allow them to film his graduation ceremony. But they ignored his words as if they were nothing and shoved their cameras in his face.

    And with the reporters joining in, the school gate was like a battlefield.

    Im d the principal stopped them.

    People were greedy, werent they?

    They wanted to gain fame and reputation by showing my face on national TV.

    And they thought it would boost the schools name as well. But the principal made a decision for the sake of the students, who were the main characters of the graduation ceremony.

    He banned anyone except the parents and rtives from entering.

    So the TV station people and the reporters were left to film the school gate in vain.

    Young-guk, do you want to take a picture together?

    His ssmates came up to him.

    They were all smiling as they reminisced about thest memories of the school.

    Young-guk got up from his seat and took pictures with them.

    They were his friends who yed ser and basketball with him.

    Guk-ah!

    Just then, his mother came into the ssroom with a bouquet of flowers.

    Next to her was a familiar face Young-guk hadnt seen in a long time.

    His mother proudly introduced her as if she had brought her here herself.

    Oppa, hurry up and take a picture with Mom.

    It was Yeon-su.

    Yeon-su grabbed a film camera and took a picture of Young-guk and his mother.

    She adjusted their poses like a skilled photographer.

    She told them to move closer.

    His mothers face was full of smiles.

    She was so happy to attend her sons graduation ceremony in his uniform.

    Young-guk could tell by her expression.

    Guk-ah, take a picture with Yeon-su too.

    Okay, but I want to take one with the ss president too.

    He gestured to the ss president who was peeking out from the back of the ssroom.

    They had be close when they were the ss president and vice president in the second year, but they hardly saw each other after they changed sses and grades.

    Young-guk didnt know when he would see her again after today.

    ss president, lets take a picture for thest time.

    They took a picture in the ssroom and then headed to the auditorium where the graduation ceremony was held.

    The students faces were flushed with the heat of the ceremony, and behind the auditorium, the parents and rtives were holding bouquets of flowers and looking at their sons and daughters graduating from high school with emotion.

    Im d I didnt have to give the graduation speech.

    Before the ceremony, the homeroom teacher and the principal asked Young-guk to give a speech after the student council president.

    They thought it would be nice if he went up to the stage and said something. But he refused with a wave of his hand.

    Young-guk had spent a meaningful time in school, but he didnt feel qualified to give a speech as the representative of the graduates.

    First of all, I would like to thank the people who came to this ce to congratte us on our graduation. For the past three years at Sehwa High School(skipping)I will try to be a proud sunbae and a student to my hoobaes and teachers, and to my friends who spent the high school days with me, I hope this farewell is not a permanent one

    The student council president read his speech on the stage and burst into tears.

    The graduates also pped with tears in their eyes, knowing that this was theirst day of high school.

    Young-guk was no exception.

    He had so many memories in this ce for the past three years.

    He looked around the auditorium with a shadow in his eyes, feeling the traces of time.

    Someone said.

    They wanted to graduate as soon as possible and be an adult and step into society.

    After the ceremony, Young-guk held a bunch of flowers and looked at the school that was getting farther away.

    He smiled.

    He was grateful for the romantic season that he would never return to.

 Chapter 115

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 115

    ��Isn��t it special?��

    Seo Yeon-woo, a teaching assistant at the Department of Law at Hankuk University, has a puzzled look on her face. It was because of the course schedule for first-year undergraduate students disyed on the monitor. Like most other university departments, Korea University��s Law Department also creates a curriculum for freshmen rather than requiring them to register for sses during the first year.

    In the case of freshmen, not only is the process of registering for courses unfamiliar, but they also do not know which courses they should take to meet the required credits. However, the application for course adjustment by a new student on the monitor was so unusual that it was even bizarre.

    ��Even with course adjustments����

    ��Why are you like this, teaching assistant?��

    Another teaching assistant who just happened to enter the department office asks. Seo Yeon-woo turns the monitor around and shows it as if it is better to show rather than say a hundred words. Another teaching assistant, who was looking at the timetable on the monitor, narrowed his gaze. And as soon as I see the student number, my eyes widen.

    ��You��re a freshman, right? Other majors are taken in the second year, so even so, does it make sense to take Professor Shin��s ss? It��s a third-year major curriculum, so it would be possible only after taking the prerequisite sses. Even if I applied for the course like this, Professor Shin wouldn��t have approved it anyway. ��.��

    ��You already gave permission.��

    ��Really? That��s right, I canceled all of my liberal arts sses and only filled in my major. I don��t know when on earth you n on graduating after taking sses like this. It��s obvious that you��re going to end up in high school.��

    ��I don��t know. Maybe I want to go to college for 10 years.��

    Seo Yeon-woo shrugs his shoulders. Like beans sprouting in a drought, there were new students like this every now and then. Isn��t this a department where only the brightest students from all over the country gather? I only trusted my head and signed up for major sses starting in my first year.

    However, most of them took the seasonal semester after receiving academic probation. After all, isn��t this a ce where undergraduate students taking major sses are said to be among the brightest students in the country? It didn��t make sense topete with them since I was a freshman when I knew nothing.

    ��The president of the institute must have said something during the orientation. That new students should be confident and not to change the course registration form ording to the curriculum during the course adjustment period.��

    ��In the first ce, kids who don��t listene out one by one. Anyway, should I approve this or not?��

    ��Just do it. It was something he did anyway, but he��s an adult now so he��ll take responsibility for it. By the way, who is the new student? I��ll see youter when youe to the department office.��

    Seo Yeon-woo points to the name of the new student on the monitor.

    ��Jang Young-guk.��

    * * *

    The ssroom is full of students. Even though it was a new semester, everyone seemed to already be familiar with each other, and they were chatting in groups of twos and threes. Because it was a 3rd grade ss, everyone probably knew each other. At that moment, when I entered the ssroom, everyone��s eyes turned to me as if they were kissing.

    It was time to sit down and put my bag on one side of the ssroom without paying attention.

    ��Jang Young-guk?��

    This is Shin Jae-hee, the president of the society. Since we had met each other earlier at orientation, I bowed first and said hello. She didn��t even bother receiving the greeting, but then borated as if she was puzzled.

    ��I guess I��m in the wrong ssroom?��

    ��Isn��t this a criminal mock trial course?��

    ��That��s true, but this is a third-year major subject. Freshmen cannot take it because of the prerequisite subjects.��

    At that moment, Professor Noh enters the ssroom. Shin Jae-hee gives me a look as if telling me to get out, but I don��t care and take out the book needed for the criminal mock trial from my bag. Shin Jae-hee��s eyes widen as he sees her taking out a major book, and she returns to her original position.

    ��It��s nice to meet you all. The new semester has started and spring has arrived. It��s refreshing to see everyone��s faces after winter like this. In the case of criminal mock trials, they are simr to the actual trial format, but are conducted in an abbreviated manner.��

    Professor Noh is none other than Professor Shin Jeong-gil, the head of the department. His gray hair matches well with his kind-hearted smile. Soon, Professor Shin Jeong-gil reads the attendance register. Since names were called in order of student number, it was inevitable that I would be thest one.

    ��Jang Young-guk.��

    When Professor Shin Jeong-gil called my name, the doubts of the students sitting in the lecture room became tangible. Among them, there were some who talked among themselves as if they did not understand. And Jaehee Shin, the president of the society, raised her hand.

    ��Professor, can I ask you one question?��

    ��If you have any questions, ask anything.��

    ��The only difference is that in the case of criminal mock trial, it is a major subject that requires priorpletion of criminalw theory, so how can a freshman take the course?��

    Professor Shin Jeong-gil answers that question with a kind smile.

    ��In the case of student Jang Young-guk, he requested that he really want to take a criminal mock trial lecture. Since he is currently taking the criminalw theory, a second-year major subject, simultaneously, I gave him permission to take the criminal mock trial lecture. ��

    ��Yes? Professor, is that possible?��

    ��It is possible at the professor��s discretion. In fact, in the case of the lectures I teach, there are not many students who want to take the course, perhaps because it is rumored that the credits are given at a limited rate. This is the first time that a student has taken the initiative to say that he or she wants to take the lecture first. It was.��

    ��No matter what, it��s true. Isn��t it something that could cause harm to other students? In the case of the criminal mock trial lecture, I know that the lecture is conducted in a mock trial format like the lecture content, but other students may be harmed because of one student, Jang Young-guk. Doesn��t that happen?��

    Is it because he is the president of the academy? It��s bolder than you think. How many students can talk back to a professor or department chair like that? On the one hand, I thought her argument was not wrong. At that time, the old professor looked at me with bright eyes and asked.

    ��If student Jang Young-guk is unable to keep up with the lecture progress or feels that his knowledge of criminalw iscking enough to cause harm to other students in the mock trial, he will voluntarily withdraw from the course, right?��

    ��Yes, Professor.��

    Other students�� eyes widen as they hear the answer that it��s okay to lose grades. But isn��t it something that needs to be considered long and short? Nevertheless, the eyes of Shin Jae-hee, the president of the society, are cold when looking at me. Just like the day I said there was red pepper powder in it.

    * * *

    MBS Drama Department.

    It waste, but the lights in the director��s office had no intention of going out. Drama Director Kim Won-seok is sitting alone amidst all the silence, as the saying goes, ��the calm before the storm.�� The fact that he repeatedly presses and turns on the ballpoint pen button without any meaning clearly shows his nervousness. It was then.

    smart.

    At the sound of a knocking from beyond the director��s office, I unconsciously drop my pen on the floor. Director Kim Won-seok stands up, picks up a pen, and briefly says, ��Come in.�� The person who came through the director��s office was none other than the famous PD.

    ��Director, haven��t you gotten off work yet?��

    ��why.��

    ��Since the director isn��t home from work, everyone is watching so he has to be able to get up from his seat. I took the lead and went on a brief reconnaissance.��

    ��What kind of reconnaissance are these guys doing that don��t even notice me normally?��

    Director Kim Won-seok doesn��t seem to be in a bad mood even though he says that. It was because of a famous producer who came at the right time. I happened to have a lot of things I wanted to ask him, so I was thinking to myself that it was a good thing.

    ��If you��re here, let��s have a cup of coffee and then go.��

    ��I will ride.��

    ��Okay, sit down. If not at a time like this, when would you like to drink the coffee I make for you?��

    Yumyeong sits down with a faint smile on his face. The fact that the already worn-out sofa is sinking and sinking seems to indicate the drama director��s concern. Yoo In-myeong doesn��t know why the drama director was so nervous. At that moment, the drama director holds out a coffee cup and borates.

    ��How long has it been since Myunghan sat down with you and drank coffee together?��

    ��I assisted him as an FD when he was on-site in the past, so I think it��s been a little over a decade.��

    ��Back then, sitting on set and having a cup of coffee was the only pleasure I had. Now, I��m stuck in the office on a random day, making payments. I don��t feel that way. Indeed, today is the day of the main broadcast, right?��

    Drama Director Kim Won-seok quenches his thirst with coffee and finally says what he wanted to ask.

    ��The tapes were all scanned and the corrections werepleted. I checked them again in the editing room. You don��t have to worry.��

    ��Man, what am I worried about? Will I do well?��

    ��You��re so worried that you��re noting home from work even though it��s well past your closing time.��

    ��Is it obvious?��

    ��Yes, very much. The hysteria these days has been no joke. You know that everyone is looking at you these days, right? That��s why it��s been like this from the beginning.��

    Kim Won-seok smiles. Don��t they tell us to be careful of the leaves that fall in ourter years? Kim Won-seok was a man who adhered to such principles very well. Even after my honorary retirement, I would still be running a subcontractor rted to the broadcasting station, so I did not want to get in trouble with anyone.

    ��Are you going to watch the show today and then get off work?��

    ��So, when you go home, are you going to turn on the TV properly to keep an eye on the kids who are taking the exam? Also, the higher-ups are keeping a special eye on you.��

    ��Is it because of production costs?��

    ��Did someone I know go to such lengths to save their backs? Because it��s a historical drama, we can��t get PPL, and if you include the cost of setting up the set, we spent a lot of money on two minis. If the ratings don��te out, you and I have to pack our bags, right?��

    The famous PD smiles.

    ��Anyway, if the viewership ratings are good, where will you send the reward?��

    Only then did Kim Won-seok feel like the tension in his chest was going down. The famous person in front of you is someone who has stood out in the MBS drama department since he was a rookie. Otherwise, they wouldn��t have started with FD and attached the PD epaulettes as quickly as if they were running on the highway, which would take over five years at least. What��s more, the guy who approaches everything with a serious attitude is full ofughter today. that much.

    ��Are you confident?��

    In response to Kim Won-seok��s question, the famous man puts down his coffee cup loudly and answers firmly.

    ��yes.��

    * * *

    A stray cat is stretching out on a crock pot. As my grandfather took care of feeding the cats as a hobby, the garden of the mansion soon became a hideout for stray cats. As it happened, my job role changed. Every morning and evening, pour fresh water and ce it in a corner of the garden.

    ��Spot, stop eating. It��s night, why are you eating so much?��

    He��s a good guy. Don��t you eat it hungrily, fearing that someone will steal it from you? Anyone who sees me will think I��m starving. The guy who eats three meals a day, morning and evening, in his grandfather��s yard. by the way.

    Before I knew it, not only my uncle but also actor Kim Hyeong-seop had arrived in the living room of the mansion. The reason was simple. It was to watch the historical drama ��The Secret of King Yeonsan��, which will begin airing in a little while, together.

    ��Ennd, bring me some more corn.��

    ��Uncle, do you know what kind of movie theater this is?��

    ��This bastard filmed a historical drama for you today, and all the seniors gathered here to watch it together. Let��s quickly bring a can of beer to the seniors who are like heaven so they don��t get thirsty.��

    My uncle went so far as to tease me. The grandfather just smiles kindly andughs. Actor Kim Hyeong-seop pauses and asks.

    ��But today is the first room, does Ennd appear?��

    ��I��m the lead actor, so of course I��ll appear.��

    ��No, if it��s a historical drama, I��ll start with the child actors.��

    He answered my curiosity by setting down a te of beer cans and corn.

    ��It appears in the intro.��

    By the way, actor Kim Hyeong-seop also began to visit his grandfather��s mansion more and more often, just like his uncle. As my uncle grows more and more like me, doesn��t it feel like my grandfather wees me? I didn��t dislike the feeling of the quiet mansion bing noisy. Eventually, it was time for everyone to sit together and talk a lot. When ��The Secret of the King of Yeonsan�� started on the cathode ray tube, everyone stopped talking.

    The drama was intense from the beginning.

    This is the investiture ceremony for Lee Yong, wearing a crown. The crown prince in cotton robes is walking with the crown prince to the center of Injeongjeon (������), where government ministers are standing on either side. An unknown smile appears on Crown Prince Lee Yong��s face as he walks towards the throne. The coronation ceremony takes ce to the tune of court musicians, and the subjects chant ��1,000 years of age.�� As if to express the changing sky, an unknown bird chirps and circles the sky. And the screen switches to follow the gaze of an unknown bird.

    -To the moo.

    It shows a butcher reciting Buddhist scriptures with a ghost mask over the eyes of a dying cow. Bongdunanbal��s face is covered in blood, and the butcher holds arge ax in his hand. He looks at the sky shining through the old roof of a ughterhouse called Cheongung. His face, reflected in a ray of light, is the same as the face of the crown prince facing the throne. The only difference is that the gaze looking at the decapitated cow is filled with blood.

 Chapter 116

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 116

    Ratings.

    In the broadcasting industry, there is amon saying that the first episode determines the sess or failure of future broadcasts. Therefore, whether it is a drama or an entertainment show, people tend to bet on the first episode, and this is especially true for historical dramas.

    Not only is PPL impossible due to the historical background of the script, but it also has implications for viewership ratings due to the high cost of setting up a set. In that sense, it was no exaggeration to say that the MBS historical drama ��The Secret of King Yeonsan�� was a huge hit from its first broadcast.

    ��Did you hear from Producer Kim? That the first episode of the Yeonsan drama had over 2-digit viewership ratings?��

    ��I guess I just heard it. In these times, the first episode was filmed at 27%, and who doesn��t know? I heard the drama department is going crazy right now.��

    ��What��s going on? Isn��t this an auspicious day?��

    ��That became ambiguous. They say that the drama that ended early before that drama wasunched was produced by Producer Park. I tried to raise production costs somehow to try to get a CP this time, but it went to waste and the junior drama that was put in after that was a huge hit from the first episode. . And there was a lot of talk in the first ce. A historical drama that no one was willing to take on became a hit from the first episode, so the other producers are absolutely heartbroken.��

    The historical drama ��King Yeonsan��s Secret�� was talked about by everyone in the entertainment and current affairs bureaus of MBS Broadcasting Station from the first episode. After all, isn��t this a drama that everyone predicted would fail? I thought it would suffer a crushing defeat as it was pushed out by KBC, known as the best historical drama, but when I opened the lid, it was overwhelming the KBC historical drama that wasunched at the same time from the first episode.

    ��Hey, there��s a dramaing up. Let��s go down.��

    The producers of the entertainment department who were having a conversation on the rooftop of the MBS broadcasting station office building saw the faces of the producers of the drama department and hurriedly put out their cigarettes and went downstairs.

    ��Senior Choi, are you going to the director��s dinner today?��

    ��What kind of dinner party all of a sudden?��

    ��You know, PD Yu��s drama. From what I heard, the head of the department is alsoing����

    ��Hey, you clueless bastard, do you really need to say that here? I already know that Senior Park is having a hard time right now, but he will be there in a little while. ��When youe up, don��t even say something like that out loud. And the head of the department is like that too. At some point, he always talked about how pretty Senior Park was.��

    MBS drama producer Kim Young-cheol sticks out his lips. Broadcasting is a jungle. As with any other corporate life, isn��t the secret to surviving just getting to the line? In that sense, it is no exaggeration to say that these two people are along the lines of the general manager. Just then, PD Parkes up to the rooftop.

    ��What are you two talking about so much? And are you going to attend the dinner today? Even the general manager ising, so if you can, you should postpone your schedule and attend.��

    ��No, Senior Park. Are you going there?��

    ��Why can��t I attend? It��s been a while since the salty director said he was going to shoot beef, so of course I have to go.��

    ��I really want it. Senior Park is upset because he��s in a good mood. To be honest, the director is also like that. Even if the first episode was a huge sess, how can it be possible to hold a party when the other party is a mourner��s house? Anyone who sees it will think that only Yoongi is my child. . And the head of the department also made a habit of saying that senior Park should have a CP at some point, but now that the show has ended early, he hasn��t shut up.��

    ��Don��t be like that. I��m in a bad mood right now, but can you just stick out your ass? And you know that the director isn��t the type of person to take back what he said. Don��t worry. This spring day won��tst long.��

    PD Park puts a cigarette in his mouth and borates.

    ��There is a saying that the first step is the best step. Our drama department pushed it so much that it should get that much viewership rating. And it all went viral because Jang Young-guk and Cha Hye-jin appeared in it. That��s the way it is, the restaurant business is also the first step. ��It only gets popr when it opens and then goes downhill all the time. I don��t think this atmosphere willst long.��

    PD Kim Young-cheol, who is listening to the conversation between the two seniors, still cannot erase his doubts. Is the first shot really thest shot?

    * * *

    The atmosphere at the filming site feels like a spring day with cherry blossoms already in full bloom. It was natural since the viewership rating from the first airing was 27%. Moreover, articles are already pouring in due to Ennd��s dual role, which appeared briefly in the first episode. The appearances of the crown prince and the butcher were so different that it felt like twopletely different actors were used for the roles.

    ��Ennd, when filming scene 31 today, don��t drink too much at once because it��s not really alcohol. You know that if you get caught, you have to skip the scene again.��

    ��I understand. By the way, PD Yu��s expression looks bright today.��

    ��Of course. I prayed for only 2 spots when it first aired, but I got 27% of the spots. A few days ago, we had a small dinner party within the drama department. At that time, the director gave me a golden sry to have a dinner party with the filming team.��

    ��Should we call author Choi too?��

    Yoo Myung nods his head briefly and borates with a meaningful expression.

    ��By the way, Ennd, if a rewardes out this time, will you go together?��

    ��Aren��t you already drinking kimchi soup?��

    ��Why don��t you at least try the kimchi soup? This time, I told the general manager that I will send it overseas. I heard you talk about it at SBC and you said you didn��t even go to Phuket.��

    ��I couldn��t go because I had work to do at the time. By the way, only the first episode has aired yet, and you are so conceited that it is unbing of PD Yoo to give you a reward vacation.��

    ��It��s because you haven��t seen the edited video yet. You can��t be sure because you only check it on the monitor after each filming. I assure you, as the episodes continue, it will be a home run.��

    Ennd chuckles. If viewership ratings continue to skyrocket, the reward vacation wasn��t a lie, as the famous producer said. Eventually, AD Kim Young-min��s voice is heard saying that standby isplete.

    ��Scene number 31: The reason for the evil evil��!��

    King Yeonsangun is holding a banquet at the residence of Grand Prince Jean (�R�����). Prince Jean, called the foolish prince, does not know why Yeonsangun leaves the pce andes to his mansion. It was because of his wife, a woman named Jang Noksu.

    ��The name Jang Noksu is truly beautiful. He means the blue road of the Yalu River. Now, can you show off your dance moves for me?��

    ��How could I disobey Your Majesty��s orders?��

    Yeonsangun Lee Yung drinks while watching the dance moves of Jang Noksu, who is carrying a Jango at an angle on his shoulder. After ascending to the throne, I felt like I had gained the world. But there were still many things that couldn��t be done. There are too many opposing forces to control the world just by sitting on the throne. However, this is something I have known since my days as crown prince. At that moment, the voice of Gwak San, who is also in private attire, is heard.

    ��His Majesty Muryeong has arrived.��

    ��Listen.��

    When Yeonsangun raises his hand, Jang Noksu stops dancing. Soon, Muryeonggun Yu Ja-gwang enters Daecheong. As his weasel-like beard suggests, he is a known treacherous person. The reason why Yeonsangun summoned him to Grand Prince Jean��s mansion was simple.

    ��Muryeong-gun, it��s been a while. Do you understand why I called you here?��

    ��I heard from you that there is amandment. Whatever the task, I willplete it even if it means burning my body.��

    ��Your faults are so great that you have not yet been promoted to a major official position in the royal court, but I always keep you in mind. The reason I called you here today is because you have to do one thing on my behalf.��

    The eyes of Yu Ja-gwang, who is lying face down, are brightly shining.

    ��God, what can I do?��

    ��Find the collection of thete Kim Jong-jik��s works and dig through them. Then, tell me everything as if you were exposing it to the whole world. Then, I will use it very usefully.��

    ��Kim Jong-jik is��.��

    He is a person who was called the leader of the Sarim faction. Although he has already passed away, it is no exaggeration to say that the sentences and spirit he left behind are at the center of the Sarim school of thought. Why did Yeonsangun Lee Yung lure Yu Ja-gwang into looking for the collection of works by Kim Jong-jik, who had already died? Eventually, as Yoo Ja-gwang leaves the main hall, Jang Nok-su makes an extravagant gesture and approaches Yeonsangun Lee Yong.

    ��Your Majesty, the author is called a treacherous person. Why did you call him here?��

    No one would be able to speak carelessly to the heavenly head of state. But Jang Noksu was different. As she was called the best seductress of Joseon, she has no hesitation in her attitude towards Yeonsan. Yeonsangun nces at her as if she is interested, then raises his ss again.

    Despite Jang Noksu��s bewitching eyes, Yeonsangun��s eyes are looking far away. The wavespping on the ss are like the blood-red waves that will arrive soon. Yeonsan puts down his ss loudly and says.

    ��It is to wield a sword in the government.��

    * * *

    ��Mom, I said I have something to see.��

    ��No, that��s okay! I said I can��t do it now. It��s time to tell King Yeonsan��s secret soon.��

    Shin Jae-hee��s mouth sticks out. I don��t usually watch TV often, but I didn��t want to give up today. This is the day that the Changsha Special International Lawyer Documentary airs on SBC. I��ve always been interested in internationalwyers, so I wanted to see them, but for some reason my mother doesn��t want to give in.

    ��What on earth is so funny about that?��

    ��Stop talking nonsense and take a look at how cool Ennd looks.��

    ��tooth.��

    It��s okay if youe out cool. Isn��t he an actor only on a TV screen, but isn��t he just an undergraduate student at school? Moreover, whether I knew it or not, I was unlucky. It was like that even during the criminal mock trial lecture. Don��t you ask more questions than other undergraduate students?

    I had so many questions that I ended up chatting alone with the professor for a long time after the lecture was over. Now, I am so puzzled that I wonder where on earth someone like that came from. In the end, Shin Jae-hee couldn��t contain his curiosity and asked him if he had done any prior study before entering university. The answer he got was shocking.

    -No, I just understood because I started studying after entering school.

    Even Shin Jae-hee, who is not inferior to others when ites to studying, is so upset that other undergraduate students must be shocked. Soon, historical dramas began to air on TV.

    ��You��re good at acting.��

    The drama was so captivating that Shin Jae-hee, who usually didn��t watch dramas, found herself sitting still. In particr, I couldn��t take my eyes off him as he yed the dual roles of the crown prince and the butcher. Aren��t these two roles so different in personality that people who don��t know them might wonder if they are really the same person?

    How much time has passed?

    ��and.��

    When the drama ended with the scene where Jang Nok-soo held a knife to his throat, Shin Jae-hee exhaled admiration without realizing it. Cha Hye-jin, who is said to be the most beautiful woman in Korea, was a perfect fit for the role of Jang Nok-su.

    However, the eyes of those watching the broadcast now will be on Jang Young-guk, who yed Yeonsangun, just as she is. Jang Young-guk��s hand gestures and low bass vocals have a knack for shaking people��s hearts whether they know it or not. As proof of this, Jang Noksu��s pupils in the cathode ray tube were also shaking violently.

    Eventually, the trailer announcing the next episode was enough to shake women��s hearts even more. There was a brief glimpse of the Crown Prince doing push-ups alone in the East Pce. When the drama, including the trailer, is over, Shin Jae-hee says without realizing it.

    ��Mom, when are we going to do this again?��

 Chapter 117

    I will live as an actor Episode 117

    Beast Man.

    It is a new word that arose after the historical drama ��King Yeonsan��s Secret�� aired. Ironically, why did a new word, which would only be brought to light a dozen yearster, emerge so quickly? It was none other than the crown prince��s push-up scene.

    He is gritting his teeth and immersing himself in the movement in preparation for the assassination of conspirators and assassins that maye at any moment. The split muscles seen through the rising dawn were enough to shake the hearts of many women.

    ��It��s so crazy, I��ve never seen a person��s back muscles split like that. I��m not even a bodybuilder, so how can that happen?��

    ��Don��t talk to me. When I yed the butcher Lee Gyeol, the blood on my wrist with the ax came out. Wow, I like Lee Gyeol a lot more than Lee Yung. He has a rough, manly image. Instead of being like this, why don��t I get an autograph when Ie to sster?��

    ��Hey! If push-ups are so captivating to you, I��d like you all to join the rugby club! I think it would be perfect if you two became managers. What do you think? There��s still time left for street recruitment, right?��

    ��Ah, you��re a senior!��

    The ssroom is already buzzing with stories about Ennd. It would be no exaggeration to say that ��The Secret of King Yeonsan�� created a historical drama boom in Korea. This was proof that fusion historical dramas, rather than ordinary traditional historical dramas, had captured the public��s picky tastes. Kim Dong-jin, a third-yearw student, returns to his seat whileining.

    ��No, why! Why do you hate the rugby team so much? These days, they talk about beast men and beast men. Really, all the beast men are on the rugby team! Isn��t that right, Jae-hee?��

    ��I don��t know, but why have you been on the rugby team all the time since first grade without joining any department clubs?��

    ��Even if I join a department club, all they do is talk about bar exams. It��s obvious that I��ll have to go to Sillim-dong and study hard anyway, so I need to find romance during my college years. Moreover, I don��t even dream of passing the bar exam as an undergraduate.��

    ��Are you going to go on active duty in the military?��

    ��Wow, you��re being so mean. You said you loved your ssmates and your country, but they��re all dead. They��re all dead. Well, if you go into active duty, you��ll go in. If you graduate and study in Sillim-dong and it doesn��t work out, you��ll have to say it��s your fate. What can you do? Later, Jaehee, if you pass the bar exam and open awyer��s office, I��ll be hired. ��Please order it for me. By the way, Jaehee, aren��t you interested in bing the manager of the rugby team��?��

    ��No, no. I��m the president of the society. I��m busy with the student council, so I don��t have time to join the central club. Dongjin, do you even have a brain full of muscle?��

    It is the season when cherry blossoms bloom in abundance. Street recruitment for clubs is already in full swing on Jungang-ro, Hankuk University. Like the atmosphere of a warm spring day, when college students talk about youth in spring, like blind dates or blind dates, the atmosphere in thew department is unusual.

    This is probably because the announcement of passing the first round of the bar exam ising soon. Shin Jae-hee also took the first round of the bar exam, so his mind is bound to beplicated. But the thing that confuses her mind the most is none other than one person.

    ��Oh, Ennd is here!��

    ��Oh my gosh.��

    You may not know it, but if you had to choose the person in the department who is closest to Young-Kuk Jang, it would definitely be Dong-Jin Kim, a third-year student. If you just look at his appearance, isn��t he a body more suited to a physical education student rather than aw major? Kim Dong-jin approaches Ennd and naturally puts his arm around his shoulder.

    ��Oh beast man. Your back muscles are no joke!��

    ��Ah, why are you like this again this morning?��

    ��Ennd, why don��t you join the rugby club? No matter how you look at it, you have the size you need to y rugby. Just look at these strong thighs and you can see it. Originally, you had to take a test to join, but my brother told the club president well and he will put you in. Huh? ��

    ��I don��t like it and why do you keep dragging me on?��

    ��Man, you��re not some kind of outsider. How can you be motivated if you sit in the back and study on a random day? Don��t talk nonsense and follow me. From today onwards, sit with me.��

    ��I��m not trying to ask you a question you don��t know about, are you?��

    ��Hehe. A smart junior is also quick-witted!��

    This is not an exaggeration, but Jang Young-guk��s legal knowledge was not inferior to that of other undergraduate students. Rather, wasn��t the legal perspective, which seemed to predict the future in detail, enough to be given a thumbs up by professors? At that moment, Shin Jae-hee is shocked and shocked to see Jang Young-guk sitting next to her. Don��t you turn your head to see if we can make eye contact? Kim Dong-jin spoke to me without notice.

    ��Jaehee, our beast man, Ennd, is here, so act like you know!��

    Oh, those burns.

    * * *

    A man with broad shoulders is walking along the campus where cherry blossoms are falling. The cherry blossom petals on the cardigan look like embroidery created one by one by a craftsman. Even though he was wearing a hat, he drew enough attention from college students passing by to nce at him at least once. At that time, a young man waves his hand toward Cheongdam (pond) located in the center of the university.

    ��Jungseok hyung!��

    It was a person we hadn��t seen in quite a while because we were caught up in each other��s schedules. This is Song Jeong-seok, whom I met in Busan a few years ago. Unlike then, now his face is reflected on both the cathode ray tube and the screen, but his behavior is not much different from the past. The baggy shirt, old jeans, and unkempt hair would be enough for strangers to think that he was a test taker, not a celebrity.

    ��Why does someone who makes good money dress like this?��

    ��It��s been a while, but are you nagging me as soon as I see you? That��s what they say these days. It��s difficult to say that they are all dressed up for method acting. My brother is preparing for his next work, Noryangjin Examination Student.��

    ��If I dress like this, people won��t recognize me?��

    ��Most people just thought in passing that he looked like Song Jeong-seok. By the way, Ennd, you��ve be popr now, so why do you go around wearing a hat like this at school? If you cover up that handsome face, where will you be?��

    Even though it��s been a while since I met Song Jeong-seok, I don��t feel awkward. After all, wasn��t he the only senior who gave him advice in his past life? We walked to the school cafeteria to have lunch together. asionally there were people who recognized the two, but since they were eating, most of them only nced at them and did not approach them. Song Jeong-seok speaks while swallowing a mouthful of pork cutlet.

    ��No, it��s been a while since Ennd said he would get some of the food you bought him, but it ended up being pork cutlet?��

    ��Why, even if you look at it like this, the best thing at our school is this king pork. If youete, the meal tickets are sold out, so you can��t eat even if you want. If you don��t want to eat, give it to me and I��ll eat two.��

    ��That��s what you��re saying. Anyway, I didn��t know that I would be eating lunch at the Korean University cafeteria for the rest of my life. By the way, Ennd, did you know that Ji Dong-yeon signed an exclusive contract with our agency?��

    I raised my head at the name Ji Dong-yeon. Isn��t he a senior in the theater world that I met early on while preparing for the Korean Theater Festival?

    ��Senior Ji was praising you a lot. He said that you were the benefactor who made a turning point in his acting career. When I saw that senior praising you, Young-Kook, I shrugged my shoulders. It felt like I was looking at my past self. ��It was so touching.��

    He seemed to have been quite grateful to Ji Dong-yeon for telling him toe to his senses when she was struggling with debt. I never thought I would end up in the same agency as Song Jeong-seok, but I felt fortunate that things worked out well.

    ��Oh, Ennd, do you know that you are Son Hwa-won?��

    ��Are you talking about movie star Son Hwa-won?��

    ��Yes, he is three years older than you and has no experience in dramas yet, but he has been a child actor in movies since he was young. He is quite famous in Chungmuro, so you probably know him.��

    How could you not know? Although he is not famous now, he willter be the first Korean actor to win the Best Actor Award at the Cannes Film Festival. In my past life, when I was famous as an actor, there were many actors I was friends with. But didn��t the rtionship end because he couldn��t endure his hysterical personality?

    Among them, the first person to lose contact was none other than movie star Son Hwa-won. Of course, one side was unable to ovee their inferiorityplex and unterally pushed them out. After all, one was the eternal lead and the other was the eternal supporting role.

    ��That friend said that Ennd really wants to see you. I��m going to have to do a drama in the future, so I think I need someone of a simr age who I want to talk to openly. I know you��re busy because you��re filming, but that friend has been asking so much that I thought just in case. I��m asking.��

    ��her.��

    In my past life, the person I always got advice from was none other than myself. Didn��t you feel a sense of entitlement while watching his acting, just like Mozart and Salieri?

    ��I��ll see you.��

    Katabuta, I didn��t even need to think about it anymore. Because I now know the kindness he showed me in the past. Song Jeong-seok smiles and takes a spoonful of white rice, as if he knew you would say that.

    ��Just looking at white rice reminds me of the rice your mother used to cook in Ennd in the olden days. You probably didn��t know at the time. The advice you gave me became the foundation of my life as an actor.��

    ��Why are you acting so strangely all of a sudden?��

    ��It��s been a while since my older brother talked to me in a friendly manner, but this guy feels unfamiliar. Lately, he��s been calling me a beast and a beast, but even my younger brother doesn��t seem to know me anymore.��

    ��Oh, stop calling me that nickname. I��m going to get neurotic. I��m such an animal.��

    ��I understand, Beast Man. How is your mother? I contacted you during thest New Year��s Day and couldn��t give you a separate message.��

    Suddenly, my mother at Namhang Market came to mind. You must be busy greeting the influx of guests right now.

    ��I��m nning to take her to Seoul soon. We should at least find a house and live together.��

    ��Did you tell your mother?��

    ��I told you this before, but she said she didn��t like it. But now, I don��t want my mother to have to do any more dirty work. I contacted her a few days ago, but she kept saying she didn��t like it, so I��m worried. I��m afraid the store work would be too much for her to do alone.��

    ��Don��t make a decision too hastily. If your mother doesn��t want toe, there��s a reason. Maybe she met a really nice guy there and they��re dating?��

    ��Oh, what nonsense.��

    ��Look at this, look at this. Ennd says that even if you seem like an adult at some point, the next time you look at it, you��re still young. Isn��t a mother a woman?��

    After finishing the conversation, Song Jeong-seok pushes the pork cutlet into his mouth. As I look at him with the pork cutlet sauce on his mouth, I wonder if he doesn��t know. I really wonder if the reason my mother wants to stay in Namhang Market is not because of the affection of the merchants, but because she has something else.

    * * *

    Flounder is in season. Its chewy and springy texture, enough to be called the representative raw fish of spring, whets the appetite of many tourists visiting Namhang. After the customers who had flocked in like a rising tide quickly left, it was time to take a break. The merchants�� calves are heavy as if they have fallen into a tidal t, but their mouths are always full of happiness.

    ��It��s already lunchtime.��

    Lunch is a bitter than others, but no one isining. Because all of this was the scene of their lives and their way of living. How can you notugh when you see all the flounder chests you got from going to the market sold out even while you were sleeping?

    ��By the way, I��m going to the parents�� meeting today.��

    I stopped walking towards the store next door. Come to think of it, didn��t Ms. Yang say she was going to her daughter Myeong-ja��s parents�� meeting today? I want to have lunch with other merchants, but I can��t help it because everyone��s store opening times and meal times are different.

    ��My little boy eats well and hangs out.��

    Like any other day at sea, it is hard on a woman��s body, but she still thinks only of her son. As if thinking of such a mother, Ennd contacted me not long ago. After hesitating for a while, he asked me toe up to Seoul and live with him. But the mother just shook her head at her son over the phone.

    ��It��s easier to pay if you��re in South Port.��

    City life was soplicated that it was difficult to put my mind at ease. What��s more, isn��t it easier now that store work is done by hand? Thinking back to the first time I set up a fish stall, I realized that a lot of time had passed. Her once white and fair palms were already full of calluses, and her face was scorched by the sea breeze, creating a line or two of wrinkles that showed the depth of time.

    ��Is this what Kook told you to put on your face?��

    I apply the nutritional cream my son sent me to the area around my eyes. The wrinkles won��t go away anytime soon, but my mother��s face is more beautiful than anyone else��s. It��s already been a long time since I haven��t put on makeup, so even applying nourishing cream can��t help but feel awkward. However, even if the beauty of the past does not go anywhere, the beautiful beauty remains the same.

    ��Look at my true spirit.��

    After staring at the mirror for a long time, he swallows his embarrassed expression and jumps up from his seat. Come to think of it, I guess I didn��t put the stew on the burner. The lid of the pot rises and falls as the heat builds up, as if the impatient kimchi stew is urging its mother.

    ��The soup bowl should be here.��

    I reach out my hand to take out the soup bowl from the cupboard. But somehow I don��t think about reaching it. I stood on tiptoe and stretched out my fingertips as hard as I could, but as soon as I could reach them, the soup bowl went deeper into the cupboard. It was then.

    Sook.

    Suddenly, a shadow appears from behind. His long forearm sticks out and takes out the bowl of soup that was curled up in the corner of the cupboard. The mother calms her startled mind and looks back. There, Mr. Kim, the side dish shop owner with an awkward look on his face, stands nkly holding out a bowl of soup.

    ��Oh, it looked like it was difficult to take it out����

    Only then did the mother calm down her surprise. For some reason, why does it make meugh whenever I look at Mr. Kim? The mother takes the bowl of soup and asks kindly.

    ��Did youe to buy cockles? These days, it��s out of season and I��m feeling pathetic.��

    ��Oh no.��

    ��Okay.��

    ��It��s nothing else����

    Mr. Kim scratches his head.

    ��Would you like to have lunch together?��

 Chapter 118

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 118

    : Inferiority Sense.

    ��Ennd, do you know actress Son Hwa-won?��

    I raised my head in response to CEO Seonghwan Kim��s question. It was after a conversation about an advertising contract. It��s only been a few days since I met Song Jeong-seok, but it looks like he��s already contacted me from his agency.

    ��The agency contacted me saying that Ennd wanted to meet you, but they said they had already talked to you.��

    ��I met Jeongseok hyung before and heard his story. Son Hwa-won said she wanted to meet me, so I said okay. But I didn��t know if she would contact me again through her agency.��

    ��Song Jeong-seok, the actor you worked with in an independent film before? Somehow Sohn Hwa-won suddenly contacted me and even our Director Kim looked surprised. By the way, he was polite. The UK was worried that you might not have been able to refuse because it was Song Jeong-seok��s request, so they asked the agency again. Because it is.��

    He is a man of upright character, both past and present. Even when an unknown minor actor asked the main actor for advice, he did not hesitate to give advice on acting.

    -Don��t be too nervous because it��s a small role. Because the opportunity wille someday. The British Mr. I��ve seen definitely wouldn��t miss an opportunity. Don��t try to give up on your career as an actor. One day, the day wille when Mr. Ennd will stand here.

    In my past life, I was the only friend and fellow actor who felt inferior. But maybe I stayed away from him because I didn��t have a good interpersonal rtionship.

    ��By the way, these days, this actress named Son Hwa-won is the blue chip of Chungmuro, right? Somehow, all the actors I��m keeping an eye on have Ennd showing interest in you.��

    ��Was there another actor like that?��

    ��Do you know how many agencies Ennd is waiting for your exclusive period to end? This friend of Son Hwa-won might not know either. It could be that Ennd is trying to sneak a peek at you after receiving a notice from the representative of the agency.��

    ��I��m not that kind of person. But what other actor said he wanted to meet me? Siri, out of curiosity.��

    ��It��s a trade secret.��

    When CEO Kim Seong-hwan pretends to lock his mouth with a yful expression, Ennd suppressesughter.

    ��That��s great. Please tell me toe to the filming set. I��ll be in Yongin for a while anyway.��

    * * *

    Most of the blue chips in Chungmuro have something special. A vivid sense of reality, a humorous quickness that ad-libs better than mostedians, and acting skills that make viewers gasp. Among them, actress Son Hwa-won��s talent lies in none other than her innocence.

    ��Thank you for your hard work on today��s shoot.��

    If you can��t tell how innocent the man is, just look at the way he bows his head and greets each and every member of the filming crew. He has a white and pretty appearance, like a white student, and has a simple smile like that of a country dog on the corner of his mouth.

    How could it be called a smile that evokes pure love among female fans?

    ��Hwa-won, you had a hard time filming themercial today. And tomorrow I think I have to go to the broadcasting station for a meeting for my next project. Are you going to stop by the shop?��

    ��No, I��m going to see the producer and the writer anyway, so I think I need to stop by the shop. It looks more sincere and better if I just go in my usual clothes.��

    ��I��m saying that because you��re the original artist. Among the strictest actors, there are some who can��t leave the house without full makeup on.��

    ��True brother. Have you ever contacted Songwon Entertainment?��

    A curious look is evident in Son Hwa-won��s eyes.

    ��I was going to tell you anyway. Actor Jang said that he can��t make time to meet separately right now because his schedule is busy. He said he would rathere to the filming set if we have time. I was afraid you might be tired today, so I was going to tell youter, but he��s probably in Yongin by now. ��If you go, you will be able to see him filming.��

    ��Is this really a filming location?��

    ��Yes, but are you really going to ask Actor Jang for advice? It seems pointless to me, but you want it so much. To put it bluntly, Jang Yeong-guk, that friend, was so excited after meeting him well in his work, and Hwa-won, you��ve now made your face known in Chungmuro through dramas.�� ��Once you advance, you will be able to gain wings. As a manager, I see that Hwa-won is not inferior in any way to you and Jang Young-guk.��

    Son Hwa-won smiles at the manager��s words. In fact, he doesn��t know that his manager says that for him. Whether viewed objectively or subjectively, it was true that he was much inferior to actor Jang Young-guk.

    It is only now that it is gaining poprity by being called the blue chip of Chungmuro, but in fact, it was an undeserved nickname. Who would have known that the white and pretty appearance that was popr during her childhood days would be such a hindrance to her.

    Her beautiful appearance, like that of a young master, made her y the same role and act the same way every time. As a result, I am now truly afraid that this image will be permanent.

    Crack.

    My fists clenched without me realizing it. When Son Hwa-won was struggling due to stereotypes, the person who caught her eye was none other than actor Jang Young-guk. They were both in their early 20s and had something inmon, having been acting since their childhood, but Jang Young-guk was following apletely different path as an actor.

    ��How can he act like that?��

    His acting was so great that his spirit could be felt even beyond the screen. Moreover, the works that filled the filmography were all different in color. From the nation��s first love, to the fiercely furry priest, to Joseon��s best Parakho, briefly shown at the theater festival.

    I couldn��t believe it. Isn��t he clearly in his early 20s like you? How is it possible for someone at that age to continue to make such a different acting transformation?

    ��Hwa-won, wake up or go to sleep, heed what you said. The entertainment industry is a marathon, not a sprint. It doesn��t matter who is the first to beat it. In my view, Hwa-won, you too will be a big star sooner orter. You have already lost the title of the nation��s first love, so you are the nation��s innocent. How about you?��

    The manager said while in the car heading to the Yongin historical drama set. However, as Son Hwa-won looks out the car window, only one person stilles to mind.

    * * *

    ording to historical records, Yeonsangun, the 10th king of the Joseon Dynasty, is known to have asionally brought in a private physician, not a medical doctor who was under the watchful eye of the Great King, to receive medical examinations.

    ording to Lee Yoo-jun, a Hanyang doctor who imed to have diagnosed him, Yeonsan��s body suffered from severe lung disease from a young age, and he would not live past the age of two. But no one knows whether what he says is true or not.

    -Gyeol-ah, from now on, you must gradually show yourself ascending to the throne in my ce. I want to take care of you as your older brother and have you officially named in the royal court, but it��s a pity that I can��t. Please wear a dragon robe and represent me for seven days (one week) while I am receiving separate treatment from a doctor.

    Heavy beads of sweat are running down the back of the butcher Lee Gyeol, who is attending the contest. The unfamiliar dragon robe felt like it was pressing down on my shoulders, and the gazes of the ministers were enough to tighten my entire body. Of course, the only person who noticed his strange symptoms was Kwak San, a private guard who was guarding him.

    ��Your Majesty, as the king��s duty and as the father of all people, you must not neglect the Lord��s Majesty in order to look after the people. In the twenty chapters of Zhongyong, it is said that there are nine virtues to govern the world and prosper the nation. Let me tell you one of them. ��We are observing and respecting our subjects and looking into their intentions, so why do you want to stop the contest?��

    The ministers are all raising blood vessels on their necks. That was because the king suddenly said that he would stop thepetition held three times a day for seven days.

    ��Since the beginning of the dynasty, there has been no case where the contest has been stopped. The King is the one who has hosted the most contests since King Sejong the Great. But you are ignoring the contest. I believe this is not the right thing to do. Your Majesty, please inform us. !��

    ��Please inform me! Your Majesty!��

    The voices of the ministers sitting to the left and right echo loudly throughout the main hall. Lee Gyeol, who is sitting at the head table, is soplicated that he is on the verge of being crushed.

    Although he learned pce etiquette with the help of Gwak San, a military official, the Four Books and Five ssics, including the Book of Zhongyong University, are apletely different story. How would you know since you didn��t study in the first ce?

    It was when Kwak San, who was also in official attire, was watching what was happening and was about to open his mouth to the ministers. The hem of his gongryongpo flutters and Lee Gyeol stands up.

    ��Is it true that the ministers really hold contests for the people?��

    ��Your Majesty, how can you tell a lie? I will receive the teachings of the sage and lead the country to good times����

    ��Stop!��

    At Lee Gyeol��s voice, the Hongmungwan official closes his mouth.

    ��The main content of thepetition I observed over the past two days was not to look at the people. They were all trying to teach me to represent the power they belong to. In the past, in order to understand the hunger and reality of the people, I had to sit like this and listen to the old sage. Rather than receiving their teachings, you should know how the country works and what happens in the countryside.��

    ��Your Majesty, such matters are reported through appeals from all over the country.��

    ��A single sentence can deceive so many people, so how can I believe something I haven��t seen before? The best option is to bring the appeal letter from Gamcheong-ri.��

    Sangchaek (����) supports the appeal to Lee Gyeol. Lee Gyeol reads the appeal on behalf of Sang Chaek.

    ��This is an appeal posted by Na Jutaek, an official of Kamcheong-ri. Thend crops have failed due to flood damage, and the storehouses have been opened to provide food for the starving people. Therefore, it is an appeal asking whether this year��s tax rate can be lowered only for Kamcheong-ri. Just looking at this appeal, the official named Najutaek is a person who has no shortage of not only lowering the tax rate but also giving out a veryrge reward. But!��

    Lee Gyeol��s eyes that re at the ministers are unique. As a butcher of Geolsangol, didn��t he often visit Gamcheong-ri, which was just a short distance away? The official named Najutaek was a corrupt official who sucked the blood of the people.

    It is true that crops were poor due to flood damage, but that does not mean that taxes were not collected. Moreover, they did not even open the treasury of the government office.

    ��This appeal is cleverly concocting truth and lies. It is true that the harvest was poor, but they collected taxes from the people and did not even open the treasury of the government office. Not only did they do that, but they also raised a false appeal and are asking us to lower the tax rate. . In addition to my house, how many of these falseints areing from the eight provinces of Joseon!��

    Lee Gyeol scolds the officials.

    ��It is the king��smand. Instead of holding a contest for seven days, learn truthfully about the corruption of officials and the lives of the people that is secretly practiced throughout the country. That is the task that I, the king, give to the gods!��

    * * *

    Son Hwa-won stands nkly in front of a vending machine located on one side of the set. This is because it was difficult to watch the filming site any longer. The more I looked, the more an unknown feeling rose up in my heart without me even realizing it.

    He was obviously around the same age as me, but Jang Young-guk��s acting was enough to dazzle the viewers. He walked with sticity rising to the tip of his chin and his trembling fingertips clenched into fists. Otherwise, I felt like I wouldn��t be able to ovee this feeling of inferiority.

    ��Are you here?��

    How much time has passed? Ennd, who had already finished the scene, came to Sonhwawon. Son Hwa-won unconsciously lowered her head at the sudden appearance of Ennd.

    ��Hello. I��m actress Son Hwa-won. I��m sorry for suddenlying to the set. I wanted to meet Jang Young-guk.��

    ��No, I already heard from Jeongseok. Well, you��re three years older than me, so feel free to talk. Anyway, it��s really amazing. If you walk ten meters, you can see the big eaves of the pce, and there��s a vending machine like this.��

    This was someone who came straight to see him, only changing his clothes. Son Hwa-won seemed to have a mountain of things she wanted to ask Ennd, but she couldn��t get them out loud. Anyway, I felt so inferior while watching the filming. Perhaps as if reading that thought, Ennd tried their luck first.

    ��I heard Hwa-won had something she wanted to ask me. It��s probably rted to acting, right?��

    ��Yes, I can��t get the thought out of my mind that my acting is too stereotypical. I talked to other senior actors at my agency, but I couldn��t really resolve the issue. Then, by chance, I saw a movie starring Mr. Ennd. He��s obviously about the same age as me, but I was speechless because I was amazed how he could be such a different person for each role he yed.��

    ��Honest.��

    That��s what Ennd thought as he looked at Son Hwa-won. Just as she gave him honest advice in her past life, Son Hwa-won is an unaffected person. An actor would probably not want his secrets revealed, but he reveals his inner feelings like that. Especially now. Ennd was not unaware of the problem he was worried about.

    ��By now, Hwawon is probably worried about his image.��

    He was obviously a male actor, but ironically, he became famous for his innocence. Because of that, there were limits to the roles he yed. Most of them were roles of simr color. It

    was obviously a problem that would be resolved as time passed and his acting naturally improved, but it was not for the person involved. I guess it was. After a moment of silence, Ennd gives advice that Son Hwa-won had given him in his past life.

    ��Actually, I��ve seen all the movies that Hwa-won appeared in. From the dawn of youth to Christmas in November on Earth.��

    ��It��s a shame. Compared to his age, he has a lot of filmography, but all the roles are simr.��

    ��What are you embarrassed about?��

    ��Yes?��

    I didn��t understand. Why he was so embarrassed.

    ��Other actors yed the role that Hwa-won yed. There are many people who try their best to do something because they want to do it. If Mr. Hwa-won feels ashamed of the roles he has yed, wouldn��t it be a huge disrespect to the other actors and the director

    ? ��

    The fact that you are ruining it. Soon, Son Hwa-won felt as if cold water had been poured on her head at the words that followed.

    ��Just as a chrysalis molts and bes a butterfly, so does acting. Don��t try to be too bound by the limits you set for yourself. In my view, Hwa-won is an actor who is more valuable than the limitations she has set for herself. Someday, you��ll be able to break that shell.��

    Just then, the assistant director signals that the standby isplete. At that moment, Ennd takes out a paper cup filled with a drink from the vending machine and hands it to him.

    ��Drink and cool your head. ��I��m sorry for speaking so harshly.��

    Oh, I don��t drink coffee. Son Hwa-won almost spit it out without realizing it. But I was feeling more grateful than ever for this warm cup of coffee. Ennd, who had been walking, turned around and did it again. He borates.

    ��Next time we meet, please tell mefortably, Hwa-won.��

    Hwa-won Son opens his eyes and nods his head briefly. Then, he looks down at the paper cup at the fragrant smell. It contains not coffee, but white coix tea.

    ��How did you know?�� ?��

    Son Hwa-won is surprised as she looks at the back of Ennd moving away. How did she know that she likes coix tea?

 Chapter 119

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 119:

    A frog that has been hibernating all winter sticks out its head. Green barley is now rampant even on the rice fields that were buried under the harsh winter snow.

    The seeds that were sown in the open fieldst night have grown to the point where flower stalks are growing, adding to the greenery. My heart flutters as I look at the ridge of the pce, which is full of grandeur and solemnity, and encounter such vast coolness.

    ��Director Yoo, I like filming barley fields like this better than filming luxurious pces. It reminds me of when I was young, and my mouth starts watering when I see frogs jumping around in the background�� I only get to see rice fields full of barley fields. ��It strangely smells like potatoes.��

    ��Smell like potatoes?��

    ��After harvesting the barley, the barley straw is burned. When I was young, I would secretly put the potatoes in the field and eat them while burning the barley straw. I grew up watching the barley straw being burned in the field, taking a big bite of the potato, andte in the evening. ��When I go home, I get hit on the back and scolded by my mom. My whole body is covered in charcoal soot. It��s a memory I can��t go back to anymore.��

    Cinematographer Kim Deuk-hyung is facing the open field and reminiscing about the past. Even though I don��tpletely empathize with his childhood, I feel like I can vaguely understand it as I look at the edge of the green barley tree with its blue waves rippling.

    The famous PD smiles slightly and turns his head. There, a young man stands silently facing a barley field.

    Even from a distance, you can clearly tell that he is a nobleman, wearing a hat and fluttering the hem of his clothes, and his clothes are so beautiful. At that moment, a famous PD came towards Ennd and handed me a cup of warm coffee and said:

    ��Ennd, why are you so sentimental?��

    ��It just reminds me of the old days. When I was young, my mother used to eat barley rice with mashed sweet potatoes. At the time, it looked so deliciouspared to rice that I once cried because only my mother could eat delicious food. In hindsight, I realized it was all because there was no rice in the house. It was�� is this too pretentious?��

    ��It��s the main story����

    ��By the way, who are the people you see over there? Looking at them, they don��t seem to be supporting actors.��

    The famous PD answers Britain��s question by wiping the bridge of his nose.

    ��I��ve been getting a lot of calls from the drama department these days. Starting from the press, various media outlets are pouring in with inquiries about whether they can cover the filming location. It seems like everyone is thinking of getting a spoonful of it. But we, Entertainment News, have an opportunity. I went back.��

    In the end, the arm was bent inwards. As expected, the viewer ratings of the drama ��King Yeonsan��s Secret�� were increasing with each episode.

    How amazing is it that the viewership rating surpassed 36.8% after the halfway point? Since there is so much public interest, there will be many media outlets that want to cover it. At that moment, a frog jumps and runs beyond the feet of the two people.

    ��You know there are a lot of frogs at today��s filming location, right?��

    ��I know. As soon as I arrived at the filming location, the sound of frogs croaking was so loud that I thought I was in a frog field, not a barley field.��

    ��I��m really worried about that now. If the car actor is a frog, he hates it so much that even now he doesn��t want to get out of the car. It��s like he has amphibian phobia or something. I heard that when he was young, his father boiled the hind legs of a frog for his health, and he developed it after eating them.��

    Ennd turns his head. As the famous producer said, actress Cha Hye-jin��s car is stopped at a sudden stop and doesn��t seem to want to open the door. For some reason, he didn��t move in the car while it was on standby.

    ��How long do you n on not getting out of the car?��

    ��Oh, we��re being interviewed right now. Actor Cha didn��t want to get out of the car, so the reporter went in himself.��

    her.

    At that time, the vehicle Cha Hye-jin was riding in suddenly shook.

    Are you dancing inside?

    The famous producer continued speaking while looking towards the field.

    ��If a frog appears in the middle of filming, Ennd, please clean it up. Don��t ad-lib likest time.��

    ��What ad-lib?��

    ��In the past, when we were filming in Jagalchi, Ennd threw a mackerel at Actor Park. I��m telling you in advance that Actor Cha will retaliate when he ad-libbed you without consulting you before.��

    The frog��s cry is loud. It��s like they know what they��re talking about. The corners of Ennd��s eyes are strangely bent as they look at the open field.

    * * *

    Inside the car, actress Cha Hye-jin��s eyebrows are narrowed. Doesn��t it clearly reveal that she feels ufortable? The reason was simple. Not only was the filming location in a field full of cold wind, but it was also full of frogs, which I hated so much.

    ��Mr. Cha Hye-jin?��

    It was the reporter��s voice that awakened my thoughts. When I came to my senses, I found myself face to face with a reporter from entertainment news.

    ��The light yellow skirt and embroidered jeogori match really well. I don��t know if I can say this, but I think she represents the era so well that she can truly be called the best gisaeng of Joseon.��

    ��Oh, thank you.��

    ��When Cha Hye-jin took on the role of Jang Nok-soo, there was a lot of interest from the public. It was because they were wondering whether her image would fit well with the rising star actor Jang Young-guk. In my opinion, to what extent does she fit well with Jang Young-guk? Do you think so?��

    Jang Young-guk?

    Cha Hye-jin nced at actor Jang Young-guk outside the car window. It was acknowledged that he was a good actor for his age. Don��t you remember getting scolded while trying to ad-lib? But that��s it.

    ��As an actor, Jang Young-guk is a very good actor. Although he is a ��junior�� to me, he is also an actor I can learn a lot from.��

    ��Then what about in private?��

    ��Huh? I don��t know because I��ve never contacted you personally.��

    ��Oh, but when young men and women in their twenties gather together, don��t feelings arise that weren��t there before?��

    ��I��m not particrly interested in him as a man, but rather he just seems like a younger brother.��

    ��Younger brother?��

    The reporter��s eyes widened. Not surprisingly, actor Jang Young-guk is currently the male actor who receives the most love calls from actresses across broadcasters and Chungmuro.

    Although he is obviously young, his body is as strong as that of most athletes. Moreover, his acting skills were so great that they were hard to find among people his age.

    ��I just feel like he��s a bigger younger brother.��

    Not true. Cha Hye-jin sometimes found it difficult with Ennd. Although he was obviously younger than you and had a shorter career, didn��t you somehow feel that you were facing difficulties as if you were facing someone your senior? I may have stayed away from Ennd in order to constantly avoid those difficulties.

    ��In some ways, it is no exaggeration to say that he ispletely integrated with the role of Jang Noksu. If you look at actual history, it is said that Jang Noksu treated Yeonsangun like a baby.��

    He is such apetent reporter that he is better at interpreting dreams than dreams.

    ��You��re not wrong.��

    ��Are there any episodes you experienced while filming? For example, a memorable incident with Jang Young-guk during filming��?��

    The reporter explicitly tries to bring up stories rted to the UK. After all, isn��t he the actor who is currently receiving the most attention in broadcasting? Actress Cha Hye-jin was also a beautiful actress who was well-known in Korea, but she could notpare to her poprity in the UK.

    That��s because he achieved three great things in a row as an actor, including winning the Best Actor award at the Blue Dragon Film Awards, getting a perfect score on the Schstic Ability Test, and being admitted to the Department of Law at Korea University. Moreover, the poprity of the historical drama ��King Yeonsan��s Secret�� exceeded 36.8% in viewership ratings.

    ��It��s an episode during filming����

    Cha Hye-jin thought about teasing Ennd, but she couldn��t think of any particr episode. Every time I finish acting on set,

    I say, ��Thank you for your hard work.��

    Weren��t we parting ways after saying goodbye?

    This is strange considering that most of the male actors who have filmed with her have had personal feelings for her.

    ��Could it be that I��m that unattractive?��

    Cha Hye-jin unconsciously nced at Ennd through the car window. However, Ennd is still talking to the famous PD, whether he knows it or not. It was then.

    ��How did the frog get in the car?��

    The reporter said, looking at the floor of the car in confusion. At that voice, Cha Hye-jin gasps and lifts her legs. Even the interview was conducted in a car because I hate frogs, so how did a froge in?

    ��Quickly kick it out!��

    Because of Cha Hye-jin��s noise, the car shakes as if there was an earthquake.

    * * *

    ��Scene No. 57 Lee Yung and Jang Nok-su in the barley field��!��

    The angle of the camera is looking down at the subject from the sky, like a hawk in the sky watching over swollen fish in spring. Eventually, like a descending hawk, the camera zooms in on the two people walking along a side road in a green barley field.

    ��Your Highness, you haven��t said anything today.��

    Yeonsangun Lee Yung smiles bitterly. By now, there must be a brother who looks exactly like him sitting on the throne in the pce. Wasn��t he watching his body in a dark room in a vast barley field, avoiding the eyes of his ministers?

    It would be a lie if I said I wasn��t worried about whether my younger brother would be able to do well during the short and long seven days (one week).

    ��Noksu, aren��t you curious? How is it possible for me to leave the royal court and stay outside for such a long time?��

    ��The girl just wants your royal body to be healthy, and she doesn��t care about anything else.��

    ��Even the passing des of grass are so peaceful, but why is the court��s edge so sharp? If everyone had a peaceful mind like Noksu, there would be no confusion.��

    Actress Cha Hye-jin, who ys Jang Nok-su, smiles slightly. Yeonsangun Lee Yong is walking in an open field facing the rising spring sunlight. Of course, Kim Ho-in, themander of the Geumwi, follows the two from afar.

    ��The bluish green barley is as beautiful as the beauty of heaven. If I were to drink in a ce like this, I wouldn��t be envious of Shinseon. However, I am sick and cannot drink, so I guess I will have to soothe my sadness with a tune. Noksu, can you dance for me? Is there any?��

    ��If it is your Majesty��smand, I will dance even on the frozen river.��

    Yeonsangun Lee Yung picks up a de of grass that has bloomed on a side road. It is a de of grass that exists at the edge of faded memories from childhood. Didn��t his mother take the des of grass that had bloomed on the stone wall of Changdeokgung Pce and y the flute for him?

    Block your lower lip and blow air between your upper lip and the de of grass. A tune containing an age-old longing resonates over the barley fields.

    The sound of grasshoppers rustling across the barley stalks blooming in the field and the cries of frogs waking up from their winter sleep alle together. Meanwhile, Jang Noksu is dancing, fluttering the hem of his yellow skirt. It was then.

    Jump up.

    A frog jumped onto the hem of Jang Noksu��s skirt while he was dancing. The famous producer, who was watching the scene on the telescreen, opened his eyes wide and looked at the shooting scene beyond the angle. just as expected. The face of actress Cha Hye-jin, who yed the role of Jang Nok-su, was showing off her dance moves and her face was turning blue.

    ��Shall we cut?��

    Originally, the scene would be a one-take. Isn��t this a scene depicting a sunny spring day between Jang Noksu and Yeonsangun? However, Jang Noksu��s expression changed due to the sudden uninvited guest. Do I have no choice but to stop filming? It was a moment of worry. But at that moment.

    ��Noksu, why did you suddenly stop dancing?��

    Ennd, who ys the role of Yeonsangun Lee Yong, approaches the frozen Jang Noksu. Then, she bent down and gently cupped the frog that was climbing up the hem of her skirt with both hands.

    The frog, as if it had found its own home,es into the hands of Ennd. Yeonsangun Lee Yung borates as he releases the frog back into the barley field as if nothing had happened.

    ��I guess the frog thought you were a blooming rape flower. ��It��s so beautiful even without scent, so how can we not be mistaken?��

 Chapter 120

    I will live as an actor Episode 120

    : Child actor.

    As with any filming site, the waiting time is a series of boredom. This was especially true in the case of historical dramas. Unlike modern dramas, historical dramas often require makeup and costume changes, and the standby time was more than double the filming time. It was a case where the belly button was bigger than the stomach.

    Most of the main actors boarded the vehicle and waited for standby, but there were many cases where supporting actors or minor actors had to sleep on the street.

    ��Take a good look, Suin.��

    Ennd was squatting down and ying with air. Across from him sits a child actor wearing a purple skirt and jade green jeogori. Eventually, Ennd jerks his hand and five pebbles are ced on the back of his hand.

    ��wow-!��

    The child actor who ys Apprentice Nine, who must be ten years old now, ps his hands and bursts into cheers. Not to be outdone, the child also tries to y with small hands, but it is not enough to raise five on the back of the hand like in Ennd. Ennd borates as he pats the bedside of the sullen child actor.

    ��Oppa will teach you step by step.��

    ��Really?��

    ��I��ll have Suin ce all five pebbles on the back of her hand before the end of filming today. If she can��t, you can teach her next time.��

    The child actor smiles brightly when he is told that he will teach it again next time. The reason why the UK takes such care of child actors is because they know that the longer the standby, the more difficult it is for child actors than for adults.

    There is someone watching the scene from afar. It is none other than actor Park Sang-cheol, who ys the eunuch Kim Cheo-seon.

    ��Actor Park��s standby is getting longer and I��m getting bored. Just drink this one.��

    ��Ah, thank you, Director Kim. Then suddenly, for some reason, ginger tea.��

    ��Ah, it��s because Young-Kuk brought it. The staff at the filming sitee out early in the morning and go through a hard time. Don��t they always bring a drink to tell them not to be fooled by their empty stomachs? Anyway, isn��t it really amazing?��

    Director of photography Kim Deuk-hyung nods and points to Ennd, who is still ying gonggi while sitting across from the child actor.

    ��Because he is the lead actor, he must be exhausted because he is filming many times more than other people. Even when he is on standby, he is not so busy. If there is a child actor on set, he ys together and gets along well with the minor actors. Moreover, he takes care of even the youngest staff member. ��

    ��Is Actor Jang like that all the time? I thought the agency was just taking care of it.��

    ��Ehehe, I��ve been watching you since I was a little kid, and you��re real. I thought you were old, so I didn��t want to say anything, but these days, the actors and actresses in the UK are different. It��s been like that for a long time. In a way, I was like that too until a few years ago. ��I guess he was a child actor. When Ennd saw him for the first time, he was surprised.��

    ��why?��

    ��Kai has a dark face and hair like chestnuts. He brings cold drinks all the time and adapts to the filming set faster than most actors. It��s been over 20 years since I��ve been on camera at my broadcasting station, and I��ve never seen a guy like that. That��s innate. ��It��s natural poprity. It��s natural!��

    Actor Park Sang-cheol��s perspective on Ennd changes. It is true that after a dispute at the Korean Theater Festival, people��s views of the UK were not good. Didn��t you think that you got the role because of your natural talent?

    However, aftering to the filming site, that preconceived notion was shattered in an instant. The script that Ennd always carried around in his hand was even more worn than the director��s script, and he had a proactive attitude to the point where he asked even minor roles that seemed trivial to him about how he performed like this in this situation.

    ��Director, I don��t have time to fool around here. You should check that all the tracks are done now.��

    ��Hey. I told you to sit down with Actor Park, but I was wondering why the nag didn��t show up. If Actor Park is here, I��ll go first. I��ll see you on setter. The ginger tea will get cold.��

    ��Oh yeah.��

    The ginger tea in the paper cup still radiates warmth. However, actor Park Sang-cheol wipes his dry lips without even thinking about drinking it. It was a hesitation that stemmed from the thought of whether I was really the kind of person who could receive this warmth. At the end of the line of sight, Ennd is caught stroking the head of a child actor.

    * * *

    ��Scene number 39, Yeonsangun has changed!��

    Sang-seon (����) Kim Cheo-seon is feeling puzzled by the recent change in the king��s appearance. This is not just because the contest was abolished for seven days.

    Although he has served five kings so far, there were not many who enjoyedpeting. After all, isn��t it easy to take entrance exams with your subjects every time? Unless you are a king like King Sejong the Great who is rich in learning and holds contests as if to torment his subjects.

    -Are you telling me to eat all of this?

    At first, I thought it was just that I didn��t like the side dishes of Seokban (Ϧ�). but.

    -It would be difficult for the people to eat even one meal a day, so what would happen if I, who are called their father, ate so much?

    It was because there were too many things. In the past, reducing the number of eggnts on the king��s table had never been implemented except in the aftermath of arge-scale famine or war. Even more so when he found out that the nine people in Suratgan were eating the Surasang that he left behind.

    �C Leave it as is.

    It seemed like they were talking about the food on the table. For Kim Cheo-seon, who had served many kings in the past, this could not help but be strange.

    ��Your Majesty, I will wee you to Geunjeongjeon.��

    Kim Cheo-seon, a merchant marine, was assisting Yeonsangun for the Sangcham (����) held every morning. It was just as I was about to walk past the pce yard.

    ��Let��s go there today.��

    Isn��t Yeonsangun suddenly changing direction? As he looks around the pce as if he were taking a walk, the procession following him follows closely behind in confusion.

    Unfortunately, due to the heavy rain that fellst night, the dirt floor was soaked with water and became muddy. There was a clear look of worry on the faces of the guards as well as the nine people, wondering if mud might get on their robe.

    At that moment, Nine and Saksangsi, who were walking opposite, all stop walking. These were people who were originally impossible to meet.

    But even all of this happened because the king suddenly changed direction. Nine, who was moving with Saksaksi, moves urgently. He bowed deeply and tried to slip to the side out of fear of interfering with the king��s journey. at that time.

    ��Uh uh.��

    When Gakksi, unable to shake off his morning sleep, loses his footing and falls down. Even showing disrespect in front of the king��s procession may be considered unclean, but it does not end there.

    Isn��t it the muddy water that falls when a thought poem loses its bnce? As the muddy water sshes down and bounces towards the king��s path, the faces of Nain, who manages them, as well as Gongsaksi, who fell, turn blue.

    ��Why��!��

    Kim Cheo-seon swallows her astonishment. Since ancient times, the king��s attire has been something that no one can damage without permission. If you even brush against the hem of your clothes, you will be severely punished. The hem of the red dragon robe is full of muddy water. At that moment, Yeonsangun strides towards the fallen Saksaksi.

    It was when Kim Cheo-seon was about to make a hasty move, wondering if he was nning to punish the guard by taking out his sword.

    ��Are you okay?��

    Yeonsangun holds the hand of Gak Sang-si, who has fallen, and lifts her up. His tiny hands were already full of muddy water, but Yeonsangun didn��t seem to mind that.

    On the contrary, I was worried that the child might be surprised, so Iforted him. The eyes of the Nine people and Kim Cheo-seon who were watching the scene widen to the size of a flowerntern. Eventually, it was time for Yeonsangun, who had sent the thought poems, to take his steps again.

    ��Your Majesty, I will arrange for you to change your uniform as soon as possible.��

    ��Just leave it as is.��

    ��yes?��

    Merchant Marine Kim Cheo-seon almost asked back without realizing it. However, whether he knew his feelings or not, Yeonsangun continued to walk towards Geunjeongjeon and borated.

    ��Isn��t it amazing that a merchant ship? Even if it��s just an act of reducing the number of things on the table, the officer records the matter as if something bad happened. Also, why did everyone make such a fuss and worry that the hem of the clothes was so dirty that it sshed a little bit of muddy water? ��Did you really think that I would cut that young Saengsangsi with a knife? That��s not funny.��

    ������.��

    ��Isn��t it pitiful? To enter the pce at such a young age and live a life that is not the way one wants to live. If the daughter of a noble family was born, it would be time for her to get up from her bed and say hello to her parents. Isn��t that right? But that child has to live like that for the rest of his life, getting wet with his tiny hands. It seems like being a king really puts a strain on many people.��

    ��My Highness!��

    Because it was something no one should say, Kim Cheo-seon, a merchant marine, shouted in a surprised voice. However, Yeonsangun moves forward, patting Merchant Kim Cheo-seon on the shoulder with an expression that suggests he expected that kind of reaction. He then briefly borates on the merchant ship following him.

    ��I don��t care what the ministers of the Sangcham think in their hearts when they see my behavior. So don��t try to find and reprimand me for the mistake I made just now. How can a father of a nation not get his knees dirty for his children? ��

    * * *

    click-!

    Ennd is taking pictures with a child actor. This is a prisoner who yed a role in thinking. The child seemed very moved to have a photo taken with his favorite actor. The mother, who was holding a film camera, approaches Ennd and expresses her gratitude.

    ��Thank you so much, Young-Kuk. Su-in said she was really happy because Young-Kuk always treated her well at the filming site.��

    ��Really, Suin?��

    Suin nods her head briefly as if she is embarrassed. The mother exins how happy she is to see that.

    ��He even prints arge photo of Mr. Ennd and turns it into a bromide in his room.��

    ��Oh mom!��

    Ennd gives a faint smile. Most child actors do not have aspirations for acting. In fact, there were many cases of the opposite, where most children were surrounded by their parents�� skirts and could not resist pressure to act.

    Even if they work so hard, not everyone lives a sessful life as an actor. Think about it. There have been many child actors, but how many of them have turned out to be believable adult actors?

    ��Sooin, are you going to continue acting in the future?��

    ��You��ll do great!��

    On the other hand, Suin was a child who voluntarily wanted to act. If you don��t support a kid like that, how can you call yourself a senior actor?

    ��Really, Suin. Did you take pictures with everyone else? I heard you said that Minji and Yeonji took pictures of everyone.��

    These are the names of other child actors. Since they were child actors who only appeared briefly in the drama, they often took pictures with the actors after they finished filming. Of course, not all actors took pictures with child actors.

    ��Actually, I want to take a picture with you�� but I��m so scared����

    ��Are you scared? Who?��

    ��Mr. Kim Cheo-seon.��

    Suin spoke in a low voice. That��s because the appearance of actor Park Sang-cheol, who yed the role of Kim Cheo-seon, seemed scary to young children.

    Moreover, he is someone who is always focused on the script, except when the food truckes. We��ve probably never had a conversation like this before. At that time, Ennd held the prisoner��s small hand and spoke.

    ��Shall we go together?��

    Actor Park Sang-cheol��s eyes widened at the sudden appearance of Ennd and a child actor. At that moment, without even a chance to say anything, Ennd bows its head.

    ��Senior, would you please take a picture with me?��

    ��Senior Seo. Please!��

    Even the child actor bows his head with bunny eyes. Seeing that, Park Sang-cheol burst intoughter without realizing it. Because it was so cute.

    It was the child actor who was surprised by Park Sang-cheol��s smile. The child actor, Suin, whispers in Ennd��s ear with surprised rabbit eyes.

    ��Mr. Kim Cheo-seonughed.��

 Chapter 121

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 121

    Cherry blossoms are falling. The pink leaves, which made the hearts of college students flutter, fall and their hearts begin to pound once again. It was none other than the midterm exam period. The eyes of the college students sitting in the lecture hall are all red and bloodshot. Anyway, it��s probably because I stayed up all night studying for an examst night.

    ��The white stuff is the nk space, the ck stuff is the writing��!��

    Kim Dong-jin, a third-yearw student, is screaming while holding his head. Jaehee Shin, the president of the society, who was watching the scene from the side, quietly asked.

    ��Kim Dong-jin, didn��t you study for the test?��

    ��I couldn��t do it because there was a rugby match, and didn��t you originally say there was no test for the criminal mock trial?��

    ��The professor repeatedly told me during the first week of ss that only the final exam will be reced by a mock trial and that the midterm exam will proceed as is. Where on earth did you get that? It��s so fascinating. How on earth did you receive a schrship for excellent grades when you entered school?��

    ��I studied hard in high school, so I tried to take it easy in college. Anyway, as long as you pass the bar exam, they will ept you even if your GPA is mediocre. By the way, Jaehee, no, president of the society! Is there any genealogy��?��

    ��Didn��t you hear from your seniors that there is no genealogy ss in criminal trials? Professor, you give different questions every year. Hey, the bar exam isn��t like a driver��s license test, so what are you going to do if you can��t pass it?��

    ��At that time, Jaehee, if you open awyer, you can go there. Or, you should just go to the countryside and learn about livestock farming with your father.��

    No matter how you look at it, this person does not seem to belong to aw department at a Korean university. Shin Jae-hee shakes his head and hands me the note book he summarized.

    ��These are preliminary questions that only appear on the test. Please read them before the test starts. I��m already sick of them.��

    ��Thank you, Jaehee!��

    When Kim Dong-jin tries to hug Shin Jae-hee, Shin Jae-hee pushes him away with his eyes wide open. Anyway, Kim Dong-jin��s face looks happy as if he won the lottery. Just then, Ennd enters the ssroom.

    ��Ennd!��

    Compared to the other students who brought their books packed with books, their clothes were practically bare-handed. Kim Dong-jin asks with a puzzled expression.

    ��Ennd, are you sure you gave up like me?��

    ��yes?��

    ��Oh, man. If you had a hard time studying because of your schedule, you should tell your senior! I already have something I��ve already taken, so let��s take a look at it together. There��s still time before the exam starts. For your information, Professor Shin Jeong-gil��s lectures don��t often ept retakes.��

    ��Hey Kim Dong-jin! Did someone who knew thate to the stage like that?��

    ��Hmm.��

    Ennd sits down in silence. Shin Jae-hee asionally looks at Ennd, who appears to be meditating, with a puzzled look on his face. Wasn��t he a person who was more passionate about learning than anyone else when he was listening to the lecture?

    However, it seems like they don��t prepare at all before the exam. The criminal mock trial midterm exam is notoriously difficult even within thew department.

    ��Ennd, are you sure you don��t have to show me?��

    ��It��s okay, senior.��

    Kim Dong-jin asked again, but Ennd only smiled faintly. It remains to be seen whether that courage came from giving up on the exam or frompleting all preparations. Jaehee Shin shakes her head as if to shake off her thoughts and elerates her preparations for the uing exam.

    * * *

    Shin Jae-hee always studied untilte at night because it was exam period. Normally, I would have studied in the library or the reading room provided in the department building, but today was different. Shin Jae-hee flinches several times without realizing it when he hears the sounding from the living room beyond the door.

    ��Oh, let��s take a look.��

    The reason she was so unable to move was simple. This was because it was none other than the day ��King Yeonsan��s Secret�� aired. Her mother, a huge fan of actor Jang Young-guk, is already sitting in the living room watching a drama.

    He had turned down the TV volume for the sake of his daughter studying, but it actually made Jaehee Shin even more interested.

    ��Okay, let��s see for a moment. ��Nothing will change if you don��t study for an hour.��

    Shin Jae-hee, who closed her major book, jumped up from her seat. And then, as if possessed, he went straight to the living room. Her mother, who saw her sneaking out of the room, pped the seat next to her with her palm as if she knew she would do so.

    ��I knew our daughter woulde out. It hasn��t been long since it started.��

    Wasn��t he the type of kid who usually watched dramas like cows and chickens? But suddenly, watching dramas with me became more frequent. That��s because the historical drama ��The Secret of King Yeonsan�� was so attractive that you couldn��t take your eyes off it for even a moment.

    Starting from the main character who ys two roles, to the characters who are all alive and full of life, to the story that makes youugh heartily and the tension that sometimes makes your heart tighten.

    Shin Jae-hee could not take her eyes off the image of actor Jang Young-guk being projected on the TV. In the scene where he held the young Saengsangsi��s hand and shook off the mud, didn��t I smile happily without realizing it? It made me wonder if such a kind-hearted man really existed in the world.

    ��No matter how you look at it, it��s different from a ssroom.��

    He was kinder than anyone else on the TV screen, but not in the ssroom. He doesn��t talk much, and the number of times he converses with other ssmates can be counted on one hand. Of course, even that was taken up by Kim Dong-jin, a talkative ssmate. It was even worse when I took the test today.

    ��You won the gold medal.��

    As a joke, isn��t it said that the three people who leave the exam room first are gold, silver, and bronze? However, since it is aw department, it does not mean that well. Usually, being the first to wake up on a test is a sign that you didn��t study enough. Actor Jang Young-guk did just that.

    Has thirty minutes passed since the test started? Even though there was still half of the scheduled test time left, I suddenly got up from my seat.

    ��Have you given up?��

    The thought urred to me. However, looking at his academic performance, it was hard to understand. At that moment, her father enters the front door. This is none other than Shin Jeong-gil, who was the professor for today��s criminal mock trial exam. Eventually, when the drama ends, Shin Jae-hee stands up and secretly goes to her father.

    ��Dad, who came first on the test today?��

    Professor Shin Jeong-gil, with his gray hair, takes off his coat and speaks.

    ��Don��t you know it would be cheating if I told you something like that?��

    ��No, I wasn��t asking you to teach me the content of the test. I was just asking who came in first. Isn��t that okay? You camete today because you had to grade the test.��

    ��Jaehee, you are not. You were so bad at interpreting it from aw perspective. Work hard. Comparing it with the answer sheet that gave you first ce, I realized that I was disappointed. No matter how you look at it, that friend is very much my friend. In my heart, it would be good if he continued to progress as aw student. ��

    Shin Jae-hee��s face turns red at the sudden words. And then I became curious. Who on earth came out on top in such a strict lecture by my father?

    * * *

    Filming is nearing its end. The atmosphere at the filming site, which has entered thetter half of the film, is more tense than ever. This is because we are about to face a scene in which the appearance of Yeonsangun that has been shown so far will change dramatically.

    ��Ennd, did you do well on the test?��

    ��I think it turned out pretty well.��

    ��If the UK is at a level where you think it��s okay, then all back or something?��

    The famous PD cracks a joke to ease the tension in Ennd. He nces at the script Ennd is holding in his hand. It��s a script so worn that it��s hard to tell how many times it��s been unfolded.

    ��Today is the day you die as Yeonsangun Lee Yung. How do you feel?��

    ��It would be a lie if I said I wasn��t bitter. It��s not easy to wrap up a role in an instant.��

    Actors sometimes be deeply immersed in their roles. For example, it is said that some actors who perform method acting suffer from aftereffects because they cannot escape from their roles even after the work is over.

    ��But I think I can understand a little bit.��

    ��uh?��

    ��To die for someone.��

    Ennd was able to fully understand the mind of Yeonsangun Lee Yong in the script. Didn��t he also regret his past life, thinking that he would have given up his life so many times if he could have saved his mother? Eventually, a call is heard saying that standby isplete.

    In the quiet Gyeolsangol valley, only the owl��s cry asionally rings out. Under a full moon night, a man lies copsed in a barn in Geolsangol. The identity of the man wearing fine silk clothes and a hat is none other than Yeonsangun Lee Yung. He is moaning with his hand covering the blood flowing from his abdomen.

    ��Aww, why are you looking at me with such sad eyes?��

    Butcher Lee Gyeol shakes his head at the fact that his older brother ended up like this because of him. The beginning of the incident was simple. Isn��t it possible that the ministers, who felt threatened by the royal authority that was rapidly strengthening after the Muosahwa (����ʿ��) that was triggered by inducing Yu Ja-gwang, plotted a treason?

    As usual, Lee Yung, who came to Geolsangol only in casual clothes, received a deep stab wound from the assassins who chased him. That��s not all. Gwak San, who was wearing casual attire, was also covered in blood.

    ��Your Highness, I will call the royal doctor here right now!��

    Kwak San, dressed as a civilian, bows down and shouts in a trembling voice. All of the assassins were killed, but the king��s condition was very serious. However, Yeonsangun Lee Yong appears to be shaking his head.

    ��It��s okay, don��t do anything nonsense.��

    Lee Yong��s face is gradually turning pale. His younger brother Lee Gyeol says he will try his best to save his brother, but he has no talent in medicine and there is nothing he can do. At that time, the older brother��s pale hand covers the back of the younger��s hand.

    ��My brother, the court has always been a dangerous ce, like walking on thin ice. It is still like that now. There must be more than one group of traitors. It would not be an exaggeration to say that they know your identity. They may have tried to dethrone me and present you as a scarecrow. ��It��s work. That��s why I can��t survive here.��

    Baekjeong Lee Gyeol cries out and hugs his older brother. Nevertheless, Yeonsangun Lee Yong appears to be shaking his head. I just thought that this day woulde someday. Haven��t you been eating well and living well while betraying your only brother?

    He is the older brother who has not done anything for his younger brother who lives as a butcher. As a king, as an older brother speaking to his beloved younger brother, Lee Yung makes a request.

    ��For you to be free, it would be impossible if those who plotted treason were still alive. Moreover, how difficult would it be to live as a butcher here in Joseon? With Gwak San��s help, escape to another ce. Far, far away from here��.��

    Fading away. Like amp, Lee Yong��s pupils, who uttered words like hisst words, are fading.

    ��Aww, from now on I will live for you.��

 Chapter 122

    I will live as an actor Episode 122

    Psychology.

    When you act as an actor, you don��t just study the script. Just as there are numerous annotations in a thesis, even a detailed performance would require numerous side steps. One of them was psychology.

    Over the past few days, Ennd has been devouring the writings of famous psychologists such as Freud and Gustav Jung. The reading that began to understand the behavior patterns of the butcher Lee Gyeol did not stop at simply consuming books.

    -Professor, if you have time, may I ask you a question?

    After the criminal mock trial exam, I visited department head Shin Jeong-gil��s office. The old professor, with his white hair, smiled kindly and offered his seat. He then poured warm tea into a teacup and borated.

    -Student Jang Young-guk: What were you curious about that made youe to me as soon as the exam was over? Are you curious about the legal answer to a test question?

    I wanted to know about criminal psychology. Butcher Lee Gyeol clearly heard his brother��s will. However, he did not ept his brother��s will and headed straight to the pce. It was a process of transformation into a deposed king who was called the worst tyrant in Joseon history.

    -Criminal psychology��

    The corners of the eyes of the old professor sitting across from me are strangely bent.

    -That��s an interesting question. As student Jang Young-guk said, there are often criminals whose personalities change suddenly. People say that animals like humans can control their emotions and thoughts, but from the perspective of a legal schr, I don��t think that��s true at all. An example would be the Mangwon-dong murder case that urred in 1987. This is a case where a child who was experiencing domestic violence murdered his family. He had been beaten for over a dozen years, but at some point, his suppressed anger exploded and he not only killed his parents, but also his grandmother who had raised him.

    The old professor lifted his teacup, quenched his throat a little, and continued speaking.

    -When I first took on this case at the Western District Court, there were a lot of things that puzzled me. I wonder if it can really be said that a juvenile criminal killed not only his parents but also his grandmother who cared about him. There are several types of murder. Retaliatory type, power type, and expressive. Among these, the retaliatory type seemed to be the only type that applied to juvenile offenders. But there was no immediate answer. Because I couldn��t figure out why I killed my grandmother.

    Professor Noh��s eyes are tentatively closed, as if he is reminiscing about the past.

    -Not even the prosecutor could infer the answer to that. The same was true for the public defender who was defending the juvenile offender. In the end, as a judge, I couldn��t contain my curiosity and asked a question at the trial. Why on earth did you brutally murder the grandmother who cared for you so much? The Juvenile Justice Department, which had been exercising its right to remain silent, suddenly spoke out. And the answer that came back was simple and clear. Because I neglected it.

    The teacup is ced loudly, awakening myplicated mind.

    -It was the first time that I, as a judge, wore a uniform and sentenced a juvenile criminal to death. Currently, the juvenilew has been strengthened and the death penalty cannot be imposed. Student Jang Young-guk Do you know what thest words that child said to me as he left the courtroom?

    Wasn��t it a whirlwind of anger and revenge? However, the answer that followed was sharply different from Ennd��s thoughts.

    -It was to say thank you. The juvenile offender was regretful. Not only did you kill your parents with your own hands, but you also brutally murdered your grandmother, who raised you like a golden girl. Although many years have passed, I still remember the look in the boy��s eyes as he walked out of the courtroom.

    The set begins to appear out of the car window. Eventually, the car stops and Ennd closes the psychology book he was reading. As you enter the costume room provided on the set, you can see the outfit you will be wearing today. This is the dragon robe worn by Yeonsangun Lee Yung. Now, the butcher Lee Gyeol will wear those clothes and travel through the government on behalf of his older brother.

    -The person mentioned by student Jang Young-guk is probably going through the same transitional period as that juvenile offender. Human emotions are not machines. This means that it does not close and open with a single button.

    Professor Noh��sst words linger in Ennd��s mind as he wears the dragon robe.

    -A famous psychologist said that. People say they regret because their emotions cannot be controlled.

    * * *

    ��Youngmin, please leave for a little while.��

    The famous PD holds AD Kim Young-min��s shoulder. Originally, I would have had to give direction instructions on behalf of the producer who was leading the preparations for the filming site, but I couldn��t do that now. The famous PD nods towards Kim Young-min, who looks puzzled.

    ��Look at Ennd right now, he��s concentrating like that, but you can��t breathe at a time like this.��

    The scene I will be filming soon is one that requires emotion. Isn��t this a scene where you have to gradually express the feelings that are building up in your heart? In a way, it can be said to be a turning point in the drama. This is because it was the first scene in which the tyrant that the public was familiar with was revealed.

    ��Whew.��

    At that moment, Ennd was sorting out hisplicated thoughts. After bing a crank, I continued to read the script. The psychological state of Baekjeong Lee Gyeol, who seemed as if he would never be caught, was somewhat relieved thanks to the help of Professor Shin Jeong-gil.

    However, I was not sure yet whether I would be able to film well. That��s because it was his first time ying a character whose emotions change so rapidly.

    ��Are you growing?��

    It��s a feeling I��ve felt every time in my past life. The fact is that I am gradually growing while acting. Ennd felt that way every time he filmed ��The Secret of King Yeonsan��.

    After all, it was like the first time in my life that I was ying two roles. I had to portray characters with different personalities and emotional tones as if they were one person. Soon, the lights at the filming site begin to turn on one by one. For the cue sign that will start soon.

    The eyes of Lee Gyeol, a butcher sitting in the king��s bed in Gangnyeongjeon, are bloodshot and red. It was the death of my only brother. Even so, it was not possible to carry out the body ording to the will. I buried him on a small mound in Geolsangol and promised that I would bury him again someday.

    There were no eunuchs on the ridge to shout good fortune, and instead of wailing, the funeral was filled with only the low hooting of owls. The death of a king called the father of a nation was nothing short of shabby.

    ��Your Majesty, I will supervise Yacham.��

    A poemes into Gangnyeongjeon with Nine��s voice. In his small hand, he holds a yada sobangga with snacks and tea. It was rumored that Yeonsan felt pity for Saksaksi, so Saksaksi��s face showed no fear when he visited the king��s bedroom. But that was then.

    ��Go back.��

    At the sudden voice of anger, I raise my head without realizing it. At that moment, Saksaksi takes a deep breath as she faces the king��s red, bloodshot eyes.

    ��The best course of action is to refrain from thinking and call Naegeumwijang right now.��

    Sangchaek (����) hurriedly raises his thoughts and sends them out. Doesn��t it feel like something bad is going to happen at any moment? Sangchaek bows politely without showing his back and leaves Gangnyeongjeon.

    Soon after, Kim Ho-in, the head of the National Guard, enters Gangnyeongjeon.

    ��What is the condition of the official attire?��

    ��ording to the doctor, there is no danger to life, but there will be restrictions on movement for a while. Your Highness.��

    A look of curiosity is evident on the face of Naegeumwijang Kim Ho-in, who is prostrate and bowing his head. What on earth happened that caused a private guard in the king��s inner circle to receive a deep stab wound? Moreover, the atmosphere in Gangnyeongjeon is unusual.

    ��Commissioner Naegeum tells Lim Sa-hong to enter the pce immediately.��

    ��I will follow your orders.��

    In the empty Gangnyeongjeon, the butcher Lee Gyeol is staring into space with his eyes wide open. It is a quiet pce, as if nothing had happened. Before my eyes, I vividly remember the look in my brother��s eyes as he slowly died, like a dyingmp, holding my hand.

    The staff watching the scene beyond the filming site held their breath as if they were telling the king to stay up all night. Tears flow endlessly between red, bloodshot eyes.

    ��Your Majesty Lim Sahong has arrived.��

    Lim Sa-hong and Naegeumwijang enter Gangnyeongjeon. Lim Sa-hong could not help but be taken aback by the sudden decision to enlist him in the pce. Baekjeong Lee Gyeol knows Lim Sa-hong.

    Isn��t this the person who argued with him in the tavern on the day of thete king��s state funeral procession? He was a person who, upon seeing his face, mistakenly thought it was the crown prince and buried his nose on the floor.

    ��There is something you can help me with.��

    ��Your Highness. Please give me orders for anything��!��

    Lim Sa-hong��s nostrils flutter as he lies t on the floor. You know it instinctively. What kind of rope has been handed down to you now? Butcher Lee Gyeol looks down on such a treacherous figure.

    Didn��t you hear about what kind of person he was through your older brother? But what good is it, treacherous or not? He just needed a justification for the de he wielded.

    ��Listen to me, Captain Naegeum. We are mobilizing all the soldiers of Geumgunsancheong right now.��

    Naegeumcam Kim Ho-in��s eyes widen as if torn. When we say Geumgunsancheong, isn��t it abination of the Naegumwi (�Ƚ��l), Gyeomsabok (��˾�W), and Woorimwi (�����l), who were in charge of protecting the royal family during the Joseon Dynasty?

    It was virtually impossible for all soldiers of Geumgunsancheong to be mobilized except when a major problem arose within the pce.

    ��Lim Sa-hong, you probably know how my mother died.��

    ��Your Highness��! Please kill God. I did not have the strength to fight back at the time, so I could not help the heavy warrior!��

    ��The apparent justification is because Lim Sa-hong told me the truth about my mother��s death. Do you understand?��

    ����!��

    ��What on earth are you going to do?��

    Lim Sa-hong��s face is turning blue and tired. However, on the contrary, Lee Gyeol��s face was turning red. I don��t know if it��s because of anger or suppressing sadness.

    Mother��s death?

    It was the death of my mother that I had heard about from my older brother. However, the butcher Lee Gyeol did not feel anger about the death of his mother, whom he did not even see. Rather, it could be said that the emotions welling up deep in his heart right now were because of his brother who died on his behalf.

    Lee Gyeol stands up and ps his fine clothes. Lim Sa-hong��s face is lowered, unable to breathe, as his eyes look as if he will cut off his own head at any moment.

    Lee Gyeol thinks of his older brother with red, bloodshot eyes. It was my older brother who told me to live for myself. But I couldn��t do that. When I think of my brother��s body buried in a nameless mound, I feel the strong scent of blood in my mouth. I will also bring that bloody smell to those who made my brother like that.

    ��Listen to me, Captain Naegeum. From now on, those who have been plotting treason.��

    Lee Gyeol speaks firmly to the prostrate Naegeum Commander.

    ��Punishment.��

    The tyrant��s signal rang out.

 Chapter 123

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 123

    ��Have you heard the rumor?��

    The ssroom is buzzing like a market floor. It was the week after the stormy midterm exams. Although it is natural to be excited about the uing festival, the students�� main interest is not the festival. After all, the Korean University Festival was famous for being the least popr among domestic university festivals.

    ��Jang Young-guk ranked first in criminalw theory.��

    ��What? I heard he was first in real estatew. Then, he said he listens to general ims theory as well.��

    ��The professor did not disclose the ranking of the lecture, but if you listen to the graduate student who graded it, you can hear that Jang Young-guk��s test score was overwhelming.��

    ��her.��

    The students�� main concern was none other than their ranking in the midterm exam. The undergraduate students sitting in the lecture hall could not keep their mouths shut. The Department of Law at Korea University is where the most talented people in Korea gather.

    Among them, major sses required as much writing and studying as medical school. Because of this, there were asional cases of students retaking courses in Real Property Law or General Bonds, which were filled with strict professors.

    ��Isn��t he an alien?��

    Shin Jae-hee remembered one person��s face. I really didn��t understand. Although he was also an expert at studying, he was not as good as Jang Young-guk. After all, wouldn��t it make no sense for freshmen to rece liberal arts subjects and create a curriculum based on major subjects?

    Moreover, beating out seniors who said they were bad anding out on top in that ss was a story worthy of a novel.

    ��Wouldn��t you like toe first in a criminal mock trial?��

    ��Oh, no way. The criminal mock trial course is famous for being the most difficult among undergraduate majors, so how can a freshman get first ce? Moreover, Professor Shin Jeong-gil is famous for giving high marks. Also, is it possible when you have Jae-hee, an unbreakable iron warrior?��

    Jaehee Shin flinches involuntarily as the whispers in the ssroom reach her ears. It looks like that unbreakable iron wall will copse. At that moment, Kim Dong-jin spoke with a strange expression.

    ��Jaehee, did you do well on this test?��

    ��Nam, how you study is more important than your grades. Improve your attitude as aw student. By the way, Dongjin, I think you did well on the test. I see you are so rxed.��

    ��Well, I think it would be lucky if I didn��t get epted to the high school. Where is Shin Jae-hee, who was talking about my grades? Anyway, thank you. Thanks to your notes, I think I got a few questions right, so I feel relieved.��

    He seems like an easy-going guy.

    ��Ennd! Here! Here!��

    Just when Ennd entered the ssroom, Kim Dong-jin raised his hand and pretended to know. Kim Dong-jin continues to chat on behalf of Ennd, who is silent as usual.

    ��Ennd, is it true that you aced the criminalw midterm exam?��

    ��I was lucky.��

    ��Hey, you bastard. You barely got an F in that ssst year. Then, how about the criminal mock trial? You��ll feel good about it since you took the test.��

    Shin Jae-hee, who was sitting next to Kim Dong-jin, pretends not to be interested, but her ears are pricked up. However, the answer that followed was still very vague, as if I had been dipped in water or drunk with alcohol.

    ��Is it okay?��

    ��Look at how rxed you are! How on earth are you so good at studying when you��re so busy being an actor? If you have any secrets, please teach me. If you keep doing this and you have to go to school again this semester, you have to pack your bags and go straight to the countryside.��

    ��I��m good at memorizing things, so I don��t really have any secrets.��

    ��Man, they say that memorization is important inw subjects, but even so, there are more than one or two things that are conflicting and need to be understood from a legal perspective, so does that even make sense? And is there anyone in our department who can��t memorize things? These are all people who did the same thing when they were in high school. ��No matter how you look at this kid, he looks like an alien. Isn��t that right, Jaehee?��

    ��What I��m saying��! That��s not it, Kim Dong-jin, don��t talk nonsense and just prepare for ss. Don��t you know that Professor Shin is the kind of person who doesn��t take a break just because the midterm exams are over?��

    Shin Jae-hee barely swallows his thoughts and wipes away his cold sweat. Ennd, whether aware of this or not, is leisurely opening his major books.

    Watching that scene, Shin Jae-hee wondered if the UK was really an alien, as Kim Dong-jin said. Soon, an old professor with white hair enters the ssroom.

    * * *

    There is a saying that luckes suddenly. Didn��t you stay up all night studying the midterm exams due to filming the drama? Anyway, I proudly changed the curriculum and chose my major subject, but it would not have been possible to get an academic warning.

    Was it because I worked hard with the idea of avoiding having to retake the course? I got better grades than I expected on the midterm exam.

    ��Ennd, you look good today.��

    ��It was the day the test results came out. They came out better than I expected. By the way, why did you suddenly call me, CEO?��

    ��Let��s see your face at least once. If I don��t call you like this, when will I see you again? You��ve been going to school and filming these days, so you don��t show your face to your agency. I also have news to tell you.��

    A look of mischief shes across CEO Seonghwan Kim��s face.

    ��What news do you have to share? If it��s rted to an advertising contract, you said you won��t do it for a while.��

    ��Uh huh. Don��t criticize me as an evil CEO. Of course that��s not true. In fact, the news I��m about to tell you from now on is so huge that it can��t even bepared to an advertising contract. I couldn��t sleepst night after receiving the news. Is this still a dream? ��I wonder if it��s alive.��

    What kind of news is this that��s causing so much dy? At that moment, CEO Seonghwan Kim takes a forward stance. And then he lifts two fingers.

    ��I have two pieces of good news. Which should I tell you first?��

    ��There are two?��

    ��Actually, Director Shin should have called you directly to let you know, but I think Ennd contacted your agency for fear of disturbing you since you are currently filming a drama.��

    ��If you are Director Shin, are you talking about Director Shin Seong-hyeon? Please speak quickly and without hesitation.��

    CEO Kim Seong-hwan raises the corners of his mouth and responds to the urgent urging.

    ��Director Shin Seong-hyun is getting married.��

    ��yes?��

    He was clearly an old bachelor.

    Wasn��t it like that when we were filming the priest��s confession? Director Shin Seong-hyeon��s elderly father, who lives in the countryside, evenined about his son not getting married. At that moment, there is a scene that passes through my mind.

    ��No way! An art exhibition!��

    Didn��t you visit an art exhibition with your trainingst year? At that time, I definitely saw director Shin Seong-hyeon standing side by side with Yeon-soo��s aunt. Afterwards, half jokingly and half seriously, I told Director Shin Seong-hyeon that I would give him Aunt Yeon-soo��s phone number.

    ��Huh? Did you know, Ennd? I heard that the person who will be director Shin Seong-hyun��s wife is a painter. A film director and a painter, so just by looking at their upations, don��t they fit together perfectly?��

    ��her.��

    Isn��t there a saying that says the well-behaved cat gets to the stove first? Those words are perfect for the current situation. Who would have thought that the blunt director Shin Seong-hyun, who always seemed uninterested in romance, would have progressed so quickly. But it didn��t end there.

    ��And thest thing I have to tell you is truly incredible.��

    ��The news that Director Shin Seong-hyun is getting married is surprising. What is it?��

    ��Yeah,st night, Director Shin Seong-hyun spoke in an excited voice. I��m sorry for how surprised I was, but I didn��t even remember the news about Director Shin��s marriage that I heard just before. It hasn��t even been announced in the media yet.��

    What on earth is this? If CEO Kim Seong-hwan even mentioned it in the media, it was definitely a big deal. But no matter how hard I rack my brain, nothinges to mind.

    ��Ennd.��

    CEO Kim Seong-hwan joins hands and exins further.

    ��Confessions of a Priest I was invited to the Cannes Film Festival!��

    * * *

    [Confession of a Priest invited to the Cannes Film Festival��!]

    [Will Chungmuro��s new actor Jang Young-guk be the Man of Cannes?]

    [Daejeong Distributor discussing re-release of director��s version of ��Confession of a Priest��] Birds

    listen to the words of the day Just as a mouse hears what you say at night, the fact that Confessions of a Priest was invited to the Cannes Film Festival quickly spread through the media, causing Chungmuro to be excited once again. Of course, ��Confessions of a Priest�� is not the first Korean film to be invited to the Cannes Film Festival.

    For example, in the 1980s, director Baek Jang-hoon��s film Jiri Mountain was invited, and several other directors�� works were also invited thereafter.

    but.

    [Film critic Kim Jin-seong��s Confessions of a Priest is a work that achieves bothmercial and artistic value. Before discussing the award, just being invited left a mark on Korean film history.]

    As one critic said, it was a work that achieved bothmercial and artistic value. After all, isn��t it the first movie in Korea to exceed 8 million viewers?

    What��s more, it��s so outrageous that there were even those who predicted that there would be no case in the next ten years when a popr movie would surpass the stronghold of ��Confessions of a Priest��.

    ��Ennd, I knew for a long time that everything would go well!��

    ��Director Kim, everyone in Korea knows that. Is there anyone who doesn��t know that Ennd is already a star? By the way, congrattions to Ennd.��

    ��Kim Young-min, what do you know? I was the one who grew up in Ennd when it was small, so Coach Yoo Khan clearly heard it. From then on, I thought Ennd was a lucky country and loved it. Now, it��s key that we��re even advancing to France.�� �D! Now, it��s only a matter of time before I be a world-ss actor!��

    The filming site is also noisy due to the news of the Cannes Film Festival invitation. However, there are bound to be some people who are dissatisfied with the topic of conversation in the UK.

    ��Why are they making such a fuss about being invited to the film festival? Isn��t that right, Ho-joong?��

    ��Okay, but Jeongseok, let��s lower your voice.��

    ��Wow, I��m so confused that there��s no one listening. And does a senior have to watch out for a junior?��

    This is actor Kim Jeong-seok, who has the same name as actor Song Jeong-seok. He was an actor whose stock was rising due to his good looks. In some ways, he could be said to be older than Ennd because he had been a child actor for a long time, but his acting skills were not as good, so he was always only ying supporting roles.

    ��Hyung, doesn��t yourpany talk about your next project? You promised to ask me for the lead role at some point, but you stayed silent.��

    ��The CEO said he is looking for me in all directions right now. I��m getting synopses from people in Chungmuro and broadcastingpanies, so let��s wait a little bit. I need to appear in a good project.��

    ��Ugh, if I just do a good job, it wouldn��t be a problem for me to be popr.��

    ��I can��t beat this kid. ��I need to develop my acting skills first.��

    Manager Seok Ho-joong is cooling off his rising anger. If he were an ordinary actor, he wouldn��t have been able to treat himself this harshly. But isn��t Kim Jung-seok the only son of the CEO of his agency? He was born with a silver spoon in his mouth, which is probably why he is so safe.

    ��Jang Young-guk, that��s not a big deal. To be honest, even if I had taken on the role of Yeonsangun, I could have done just as well. Honestly, just by looking at my appearance, I think I��m more handsome.��

    ��No, Jeongseok. Just lower your voice.��

    ��Why do you keep telling me to be quiet? There��s no one here anyway����

    That was then.

    ��That��s right!��

    A voice suddenly heard.

    Actor Kim Jeong-seok jerks his head. There, none other than actor Park Sang-cheol, who ys the role of Kim Cheo-seon, is sitting in a mountaineering chair. Manager Seok Ho-joong��s face turns red and tired.

    I definitely checked that there was no one around just a moment ago, but when did they arrive? At that moment, Park Sang-cheol frowns, looks directly at actor Kim Jeong-seok, and speaks clearly.

    ��It��s interfering with reading the script, so let��s shut up.��

    * * *

    ��Scene number 59, Yeonsangun��s tyranny��!��

    There are signs that bloodshed is about to hit the government. The ministers are trying to survive in a dangerous atmosphere, as if they are walking on thin ice, but the eyes of the king sitting on the throne are so shiny that he looks like he is about to swing a sword at any moment.

    ��This concludes today��s meeting.��

    The ministers sigh inwardly. Although the meeting is held every day, the atmosphere was different today. There are rumors that many government ministers disappeared without a soundst night. Eunuch Kim Cheo-seon also knew about the fact, but was quick to not open her mouth. Because everything was the king��s will.

    Yeonsangun, who has finished the Sangcham, takes a step forward. Just as the Red Sea parted, the government ministers retreated, bowing to the left and right for fear of interfering with the king��s journey.

    But at that moment, the king calls someone. It is none other than the treacherous Lim Sa-hong. Like Kim Cheo-seon, he bows his waist and follows his lord respectfully. As if he were a eunuch.

    ��Lim Sa-hong, did you do what I said correctly?��

    ��Your Majesty, I have obeyed yourmands and done as you wished. I have ced you under arrest in the backyard of Changgyeonggung Pce, so I believe you can go at any time.��

    ������?��

    What on earth does this mean? Merchant Kim Cheo-seon, who sensed a strange current in the conversation between the king and Lim Sa-hong, raises his head and looks at Yeonsangun, but nothing can be read from his expression. It was then. A person walking from a distance sees the king��s arrival and stops in his seat with his head down in surprise.

    ��Isn��t it your younger brother?��

    This is none other than Anyanggun Lee Hang, the half-brother of Yeonsangun. Lee Hang politely bows to the king. Yeonsangun asks, cing his hand on his half-brother��s shoulder.

    ��What��s going on so early in the morning?��

    ��I came to ask for your regards����

    ��Why can��t I see your mother?��

    Kim Cheo-seon��s eyes widen at the king��s frivolous words and actions. But Yeonsangun pays no heed and continues talking.

    ��My younger brother is struggling so hard to find his mother, so I should help him.��

    Lady Eom and Lady Jeong, who were the previous king��s concubines, had been captured in the backyard of Changgyeonggung Pce. The reason was simple.

    Haven��t we been able to determine that you not only participated in the ousting of the deposed queen Yoon, but also participated in a treason to put your son on the throne? At that moment, Yeonsangun grabs Anyanggun Lee Bong by the shoulders and drags him away.

    ��My Highness!��

    The famous PD facing the telescreen cannot keep his mouth shut at the madness of Yeonsangun expressed in the UK. It��s a simple act, but even that seems to express everything about a tyrant with his whole body. It was then.

    ������!��

    Actor Kim Jeong-seok, who yed the role of Anyang County Lee Hang, trips on a stone and falls. ording to the original script, they were to be dragged by the shoulders and continued to Changgyeonggung Pce. But at that moment, Yeonsangun extends his hand as if to help raise his fallen half-brother.

    ��Not only is he stupid, but his body is also weak.��

    Seok Ho-jung, actor Kim Jeong-seok��s manager, is watching the scene from a corner of the filming site. I can��t even imagine how much swearing actor Kim Jung-seok will say after this filming is over. But even that will note true. Britain has reached out, but actor Kim Jung-seok can��t even think of joining hands.

    ��Oh, my knee hurts.��

    Isn��t it a sudden, unnned situation? When I tripped over the stone, I expected NG to pop out. However, the famous producer raised one finger and drew a circle in the air as if he was continuing filming.

    Anyway, the current situation suits the script just as well. However, actor Kim Jeong-seok, who yed the role of Lee Hang, seemed unable to ovee this situation. It was proof that his acting and agility were poor. But that was then.

    ��Let me help you up.��

    Is it directed at actor Kim Jeong-seok, who cannot respond to ad-libs? Or did he truly appear as he was assimted into Yeonsangun? Fragments ofplex emotions, such as anger and disappointment, rise above the red, bloodshot pupils. The fingertips of uncontroble emotions grab hold of my hair.

    Actor Kim Jeong-seok can��t help but be taken aback by a finger suddenly and viciously sticking out between his topknots.

    I was pulled up by my hair, as if I was being dragged, but I couldn��t even respond. His lips are trembling as if he had written the original script. That��s right, as I face Ennd��s shining eyes, my cheeks feel numb without me realizing it.

    ��What kind of look in someone��s eyes?��

    Isn��t that a look in his eyes that looks like he could kill himself at any moment?

 Chapter 124

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 124

    ��Your Majesty, how could your Majesty, who was destined to be a saint and lead the country to prosperity,mit such a heinous act? It makes me wonder if he is truly the one I knew.��

    This is Kim Cheoseon, a eunuch who assisted four kings from King Sejo to King Yeonsan. To put it bluntly, Yeonsangun Lee Yong was unique from the beginning. Although Kim Cheo-seon had seen many royal families, she had no doubt that Lee Yung would be a truly benevolent king. Because he was such a smart crown prince.

    Even in the early days of his reign when he was given royal authority, didn��t he carry out a politics of all people for the people? Such a king changed overnight. As if the person had changed. At that time, Yeonsangun twists his lips and makes a fortune.

    ��The eunuch��s three-inch tongue touches the sky, and my ears are tickled.��

    It sounds like a thunderbolt. The ministers are watching the scene with bated breath. But eunuch Kim Cheo-seon does not back down. Even though my body is already old and decrepit, I do not hold back on speaking frankly for thest time.

    ��Even though I was only a eunuch, I have served four kings. As much as the previous kings, I am as intelligent as can be said. Even when I ascended the throne in ce of the previous kings, I was not like this. What on earth made you change so much?�� ��Please do not be wrapped in the skirt of a rare seductress named Noksu Jang, but open your eyes and look around you. Can��t you see the people crying in fear and starving to death in poverty?��

    ��Why do you call me such a rare seductress? Noksu is also nothing more than a carnival for me to y with. Do you think that I am now like this, surrounded by the width of a mere woman��s skirt?��

    ��I must tell you, even if it means cutting off Kim Cheo-seon��s tongue. I ask that His Majesty, the father of all people, open his eyes and correct the world. I hope that he will regain his former self and be reborn as a saint.��

    The ministers are trembling with fear. I know that eunuch Kim Cheo-seon��s direct words are not wrong, but no one can add to Kim Cheo-seon��s direct words. You know that if you are careful, even your neck will not be safe. To humiliate him in front of the king, wouldn��t it be enough to see his family wiped out? It was then.

    ��Ha ha ha ha ha.��

    Yeonsangun��s lips twitch slightly. And my cheeks twitch.

    ��There is indeed a loyalist like you among the subjects. Look at those officials who are trembling right now. Has anyone stepped forward like you? Even if women from all eight provinces of Joseon were brought in and an organization called Heungcheong was created, it would be scary in a world full of traitors. There wasn��t a single thing. Even if Imitted an immoral act to the extent of destroying the foundation built by the previous king and thrusting cutlery at those who were tied up in the name of blood and kin, would there be anyone who would stop me? If I were an ordinary king, I would have been moved by your direct words as a loyal subject. . But, Cheoseon, your straightforward statement was wrong from the beginning.��

    Yeonsangun takes out a sword from the sheath of his military uniform and thrusts it at Kim Cheo-seon��s neck. The ministers close their eyes tightly at that sight. They were afraid that the tip of that sword might be pointed at their own throats. Even at the moment when everyone is trembling with fear, Kim Cheo-seon faces Yeonsan without losing her bright eyes. At that moment, Yeonsan ces his mouth next to Kim Cheosun��s ear.

    ��I asked you to please return to your former self. But what can you do? I know you.��

    Kim Cheo-seon opens her eyes wide at the small voice that follows.

    ��Not the king.��

    Only then does the image of Yeonsane into his sight. The appearance is clearly the same, but the location of the spots on the face is slightly different. Why did I only find out about that now? But it was already toote. Because the tip of Yeonsan��s sword cut off Kim Cheo-seon��s tongue.

    The tyranny of Yeonsan is getting worse day by day. Not only did you cause the Gapjasahwa(����ʿ��) incident, but you also had your half-brothers kill Eom and Jeong, who were thete king��s concubines, in the backyard of Changdeokgung Pce for the crime of participating in the expulsion of the deposed queen Yoon. Moreover, even his half-brothers who followed Eomyeong studied under the name of Paeryun.

    ��Kim Cheo-seon��s name will no longer be used in the eight provinces of Joseon, and all those whose names contain the letter ��Cheo�� will be changed.��

    Not only will you mistreat Kim Cheo-seon, who gave you advice, but even his name will be erased from Joseon. Despite the death of the merchant who assisted many kings, the ministers are unable to utter a single word. He was shaking his body in case an arrow was aimed at him.

    ��What good is a contest? Let��s invite revelers here and show off their dance moves. Today, I guess I��ll have to drink a ss and get my nose crooked.��

    An untimely banquet is held at Gyeongyeonpyeonjeon, where previous kings studied Confucian scriptures with Hongmungwan officials. Women captured from the eight provinces of Joseon wear extravagant clothes and perform dance moves and musical instruments under the name of Heungcheong. It was truly an act that shook the foundation of the country called Joseon.

    ��Huh, he��s the guy who usually treats women like cows and chickens.��

    He grabs Heungcheong��s waist while he is dancing and flutters the hem of his dragon robe. The tyrant��s performance that I saw at the script reading could be described as the tip of the iceberg. The British acting that took ce at the actual filming site was keeping not only the famous producer but also all the staff silent. Because it was madness itself.

    * * *

    43.9%

    As the drama entered its second half, viewership ratings were also soaring day by day. After oveing the 40% barrier, which was thought to be impossible to break easily, the filming site ahead of the final filming is full of tension.

    ��Ennd, are you going to attend the closing party?��

    A famous producer subtly asks. Since there has been so much media attention these days, I was worried that it might not be on schedule.

    ��Of course, there is no case where the main character does not attend the finale party.��

    ��I was worried because you��ve been so absent-minded these days. Are you really going to go to France?��

    ��Because it��s an invitation film, I probably won��t go that far. Inviting a film that was already releasedst year is so unusual that it��s against the rules, so they say it��s probably just a screening and no awards. But the media is so busy flying that even I��m confused. .��

    Anyway, isn��t it unusual to invite a work that has already been released for almost a year? It was too much to hope for an award. There is a rumor that there was a filmmaker who strongly said that ��Confessions of a Priest�� should be screened at the Cannes Film Festival, but I don��t know who it was.

    ��If we maintain good viewership ratings until thest episode, the director will somehow give us a push during the year-end awards ceremony.��

    ��It��s not even summer yet. What kind of year-end awards ceremony is this?��

    ��There was a lot of talk about you not receiving a proper award at the SBC Drama Awards. So, just keep this in mind. Are you going to go on a reward vacation together?��

    ��Reward leave?��

    ��We��re going to Phuket. They say they��ll prepare everything, including a business flight and a five-star hotel.��

    Didn��t they send me on a reward vacation to Phuket after filming the SBC drama Youth? However, because our schedules ovepped and we did not feel any reason to go to Phuket, we did not participate in the reward vacation in the UK. But now I was worried.

    ��Are everyone else going too?��

    ��Since the director has run out of money, all the main and supporting actors will be able to attend. All the staff members will attend as much as possible, except for those whose schedules ovep. By the way, Actor Kwak said he probably won��t be able to attend.��

    Just then, AD Kim Young-min approaches.

    ��Producer Yu, could youe here for a moment? We are discussing how topose the shot, but the cinematographer and lighting director are arguing so hard that they can��t see clearly.��

    ��Okay, let��s go now. Ennd, let��s talkter.��

    After sending off the famous producer, the person who came into Ennd��s sights was none other than actor Kwak Jeong-woo. Ennd stood up and walked towards him.

    ��Hyung, please take care of yourst filming!��

    In a way, Ennd bows its head and expresses gratitude to actor Kwak Jeong-woo, who worked together for the longest time during the filming of the drama. Although he was a new actor, he took on the role of Kwak San, a double-duty official, and yed the role better than anyone else.

    ��I��ll ask you to be better. To be honest, I��m a little nervous right now. I��m afraid I might make a mistake during thest shoot and the picture won��te out properly.��

    ��Oh, don��t worry. If you��re the older brother I��ve seen so far, you��ll handle it better than anyone else. By the way, are you really not going on your brother��s reward vacation?��

    ��Oh, I��m probably not going to be able to do it because I have an audition scheduled for an action movie. Actually, I��m thinking about it. It��s not like I can just audition�� It��s better to auditionter, so I guess I should at least get acquainted with the people in charge of the broadcasting station.��

    ��No! You have to audition!��

    In fact, I am familiar with Kwak Jeong-woo from my past life. He may be a rookie actor now, but he will make a name for himself as an action actor in the future. I don��t know, but if he said he was auditioning for an action movie, there was a strong possibility that he would do it. Kwak Jeong-woo scratches his head in confusion at Britain��s strong dissuasion.

    ��I understand. If you��re an actor, it��s right to audition rather than go out to y. But, Ennd, does your head hurt this much when you put on your topknot?��

    ��why?��

    ��No, these days, when I go home after filming and take a shower, a handful of hair falls out.��

    Huh.

    Ennd was worried about whether to tell this or not. In fact, Kwak Jeong-wooter became a famous action actor, so much so that he was called Korea��s Jason Statham. But behind that nickname was his bald head. Seeing Kwak Jeong-woo looking worried about his hair loss, Ennd silently pats his shoulder.

    * * *

    In the ce of exile where the wildflowers bloom, only vast vegetation is visible. A strong saltden sea breeze blows, and a lone thatched hut on a remote ind stands tall, enduring the harsh sea breeze. It doesn��t feel like anyone is visiting, and only the tangerine tree thorns surround it like a fence, adding to the eerie feeling.

    -It would be strange if I were following the path of cancer and no revolt urred. I must have been waiting.

    Lee Gyeol knew about the revolt of the government officials, but did so without knowing it. There was no need to mobilize the Geumgunsamcheong to stop them. Anyway, I was feeling tired of the life of a king. Even if he was just a tyrant, didn��t he spare his life simply because he was the king of Joseon? It��s not even funny.

    ��It��s cold. Come in.��

    Lee Gyeol speaks without even looking at the shadow visible beyond the window paper. Eventually, a person steps across the threshold of the crumbling thatched hut. It��s none other than Gwak San, the maid who has been assisting him all along. I can��t see his face because he��s pressing the shade deeply, but when I see his fingertips trembling slightly, I feel somewhat sorry.

    ��majesty.��

    ��Why should you treat me as a king between us anymore? Feel free to call me Lee Gyeol. Serve as a private attire.��

    ��On the day of Gwaksan Gyeolsangol, thete king bestowed the throne to his younger brother. Therefore, your majesty will be my lord until the end of this body��s life.��

    ��You seem like an inflexible nobleman. What kind of bravery is important when you��re dethroned after a coup anyway? You��re just a human being being crushed to pieces. Instead of standing around like that, let��s go fishing with me. I don��t know if guests wille today, so I��ll give it a try.�� ��I wasn��t ready.��

    As usual, Lee Gyeol leaves the thatched hut carrying a fishing rod. Kwak San, who was wearing private clothes, followed behind, showingplex emotions in his eyes.

    ��There��s not even a bite today.��

    I tilt the fishing rod, but the fish doesn��t seem to want to be caught. Lee Gyeol, who was lost in thought for a moment, smiled faintly and took back the fishing line.

    ��Sir, do you know why I acted like such a fool?��

    ������.��

    ��Maybe he just wanted to destroy the government. It was out of anger that he would have had to grow up experiencing such harsh hardships if our brothers had been born in the womb of amon people. The foundation of the country called Joseon. It was simply my brother��s revenge that shook my brother and me. It was none other than the country called Joseon that drove me and my brother to our deaths. If my brother in the basement had seen that scene, he would have cried out loud.��

    Lee Gyeol��s eyes were filled with a mixture of regret and sighing. But wasn��t the water already spilled? Lee Gyeol raised his head and looked away from his official uniform. We face each other. He is wearing a hat in his official attire, so his expression is not yet revealed.

    ��Now that a new king has ascended to the throne, you will also have to walk a difficult path. As of today, if the point of the court��s sword does not reach you, I will be able to at least save my brother��s face. As a final favor, I can ask you onest favor.��

    ��Please tell me.�� ��

    After I die, cut a lock of my hair and bury it next to my brother.��

    Lee Gyeol finished saying this and threw the fishing line toward the beach again. Quiet. Only the sea breeze hovers over the ce of exile. It is unlikely that he came to the ce of exile for no reason. Wasn��t he also a member of the anti-government forces�� killing squad?

    In order for him to survive, he had to pay a high price to the anti-government forces. Lee Gyeol also knows that fact, so he stays quiet. He closes his eyes. At that moment, the tip of the sword in his military uniform is aimed at Lee Gyeol��s chest.

    Perhaps because the sunlight is unusually bright, even the sea water has little rippling. As Lee Gyeol��s body, sitting on his buttocks on the low cliff, copses, Kwak San kneels and catches him. The dying king��s eyes seem to say,

    ��I��m sorry.��

    ording to the Annals, it is said that Yeonsangun died suddenly two months after his exile. No one knew anymore that his hair was buried with his brother��s tomb. Gwak San, who had thrown off his hat, burst into tears and held the cold king��s hands with trembling fingertips. They hug the body. As if nothing had happened, only the fluttering lily flowers seem to be watching them.

 Chapter 125

    I will live as an actor. Episode 125

    wrap-up party.

    The rise and fall of a drama is none other than its viewership ratings. In that sense, there are many cases where works with low viewership ratings end early, and often end without even a proper dinner party, let alone a finale party. Conversely, if the viewership ratings were on an upward curve, it was natural that there would be discussions about extending the broadcast, and the finale party was also grand. Just like now.

    p rock!

    There are so many reporters lined up that it is reminiscent of the red carpet at an awards ceremony. As the actors who appeared in the historical drama ��King Yeonsan��s Secret�� arrive one by one, a spotlight so bright that it hurts the eyes falls on them. Sometimes, there are reporters who ask actors for mischievous favors.

    ��Cha Hye-jin! Please pose nicely as Jang Noksu!��

    ��what?��

    Actress Cha Hye-jin looked somewhat embarrassed by the reporter��s shout. He asked me to pose as Jang Noksu. At this point, I was wondering if I should at least perform a dance move as if carrying the Jango diagonally on my shoulder.

    ��Noksu, why are you so restless?��

    Someone appears, cing a hand on Cha Hye-jin��s shoulder. When Cha Hye-jin turned her head with a surprised look on her face, none other than Ennd was standing there.

    Wow!

    Citizens who were watching the closing party cheered all at once, and reporters were not to be outdone and repeatedly pressed their camera shutters. Ennd carefully leads Cha Hye-jin��s hand as if she were an escort and walks towards the convention hall where the closing party is being held.

    The scene seems to recreate the scenes of Yeonsangun and Jang Noksu seen in the drama, making viewers�� hearts flutter.

    ��I��m sorry, sister. I thought you were embarrassed.��

    ��Oh no. It��s okay.��

    Ennd let go of his hands as soon as the reporters stopped looking at him. Cha Hye-jin unconsciously wipes her dry lips as she looks at the back of Ennd moving away.

    ��What kind of force can a young child have?��

    It would be a lie if I said I wasn��t disappointed. But then he shakes his head. Aren��t you a top actress? Soon, Cha Hye-jin��s face, which had been embarrassed, became cold and haughty again.

    ��Producer Yu, why are you holding a grand finale party like this?��

    Ennd says, sticking his tongue out. That��s right, the convention hall where the closing banquet is held can already be called a banquet hall, with a variety of delicacies and gorgeous chandeliers illuminating those attending the closing banquet. If someone who doesn��t know you sees it, it��s safe to say it��s a scene from an awards ceremony rather than a finale party.

    ��Isn��t it bigger than the old ��August Man��?��

    ��That��s what I call it. I felt it was amazing back then, but what about this?��

    ��It��s because the broadcasting station is in aplete party atmosphere right now. We had a sh with KBC over a historical drama in the same time slot, and we won. The boss, who has a big butt, even gave special instructions to make the Yeonsang team��s finale party the best ever.��

    ��How about KBC?��

    ��Even if you don��t say anything about it, it��s obvious that it has a mourning house atmosphere.��

    It was a confrontation between KBC and MBS that was also receiving attention from the media. Most people predicted KBC��s victory. After all, wasn��t KBC a famous restaurant known as a powerhouse of traditional historical dramas?

    However, contrary to everyone��s expectations, MBS knocked down KBC. As the final episode approaches, the highest viewer rating per minute has surpassed 43%, so it hurts to say more.

    ��Yeong-Kuk, the director ising in a little while, so I��ll go and pick him up. And make sure Mr. Kim doesn��t drink too much. That guy doesn��t listen to me at all. I��m worried he��ll be drunk before the director arrives. Ugh.��

    ��all right.��

    Ennd smiles faintly and nods briefly. As the famous producer said, cinematographer Kim Deuk-hyeong was already intoxicated at a corner of the finale, raising several sses of champagne. If I got a little more drunk, I would start shoulder dancing and sing trot. It was time for Ennd to turn to coach Kim Deuk-hyung.

    ��Mr. Jang Young-guk?��

    * * *

    ��Who is it?��

    He is a man with a weasel beard. The shallow eyes and wide cheeks give the impression of greed. It was clearly not a staff member or actor included in the drama filming team. But for some reason, the face looks familiar. It was a time when Britain was deeply troubled.

    ��That��s really who I am.��

    The man takes out a business card from his thick wallet. It is no exaggeration to say that even his business cards are framed with gold, just like his facial expression, and are at the peak of extravagance. Ennd, who received the business card, then got lucky.

    ��BS Entertainment?��

    ��Yes, that��s right. I am Yang Soo-gap, the representative of BS Entertainment.��

    ��Oh this human?��

    He was quite a famous figure in the entertainment industry in his past life. There are several types of agency representatives. Be it a private person, a businessman, or an artist. While Kim Seong-hwan, the CEO of Songwon Entertainment, is closer to the artist��s tendencies, Lee is a person closer to a typical Saja. It��s also of very poor quality.

    ��I heard Cha Hye-jin, an actress from our agency, praise Young Kuk so highly that it made my ears prick. As you know, BS Entertainment does not spare any investment in its actors.��

    ��Cha Hye-jin was here?��

    Among entertainment industry agencies, it was a ce famous for its constant noise. From entertainment to embezzlement by the CEO of the agency. Of course, these are things that are not revealed now, but will be featured in the mediater.

    ��Actually, as the CEO, I have never been so eager to meet an actor, but especially because it was Jang Young-guk, I attended the finale party like this. It is currently known that Jang Young-guk has signed an exclusive contract with Songwon Entertainment, and I will tell you this directly. Jang ��Don��t you think it would be too much of a waste for an actor with so much potential like Young-Kook to be in a small agency like Songwon Entertainment?��

    ��What bullshit.��

    Ennd answered without revealing his true feelings.

    ��I��m not interested.��

    ��Of course yes?��

    ��I��m busy so I��ll stop.��

    When I return the business card, Yang Su-gap��s face hardens. As Ennd leaves behind him as if nothing had happened and walks toward where the filming crew is gathered, his cheek twitches roughly.

    ��Huh, that bastard treats me like a petty merchant?��

    Yang Su-gap was a person who had established himself in the broadcasting industry. Didn��t you build all kinds of connections through numerous entertainments and lobbying? Moreover, he was quite proud while reigning as the CEO of BS Entertainment.

    But this was the first time I had been treated with such tant disregard. The returned business card is crumpled violently in the palm of my handcuffs.

    * * *

    ��What are you going to do with me?��

    Cha Hye-jin said with a bewildered expression on her face. Standing opposite her is Yang Su-gap, the CEO of the agency. It was the time when the final party was in full swing. Two people are facing each other in a remote hallway of a convention hall with little traffic.

    ��Actress Cha, no, Hyejin. You used to not even be able to meet my gaze, but now you praise me for being the most beautiful actress in Korea. Do you think the world is yours?��

    ������.��

    ��What kind of difficult request did I ask you? I didn��t just ask you to move around. I asked you to have a belly button kiss with Jang Young-guk and bring me a picture of that. You��ve done this many times in the past. Come now and get a clean look. Do you want to pretend?��

    Cha Hye-jin narrows her eyebrows and res at the handcuffs. However, Yang Su-gap shrugs his shoulders as if even her gaze is not a big deal.

    ��Why am I revealing everything about you working at Nine Ten in the past? You know that if you tell a few reporters you know, it will quickly spread around the world.��

    ��How can you, the CEO of your agency, do this to your actor?��

    ��Well, I��m losing an actress, but what can I do? If my dog doesn��t listen to me, I have no choice but to eat him like this. But what are you going to do? I��m in a situation where I have to pay a penalty for advertising contracts as well as an exclusive contract deposit for my agency. Let��s not go to the entertainment industry in the future. ��You won��t be able to leave footprints in Yeouido. Hyejin, don��t you want to go this messy? Let��s go easily.��

    Cha Hye-jin copses in her seat and wipes away tears. At that sight, Yang Su-gap shakes his head as if he has seen something dirty and walks away.

    At the end of the show, many people can be seen already heavily intoxicated. The excitement reached its peak when the director of the drama department came to visit and handed over the president��s ticket. Because of this, Ennd also had no idea how many sses of champagne they had already drank.

    ��I��m here for work! It��s been a while since I got to sing a song with you!��

    ��Director, you��re drinking champagne and trotting!��

    ��Youngmin, go to the temple. Youngmin and I have a strong bond that you don��t know about. Youngmin! Oh my, our lucky one!��

    Before we knew it, the tip of cinematographer Kim Deuk-hyung��s nose was wide open like a ripe strawberry. He gets so drunk that he hugs Ennd and even dances on his shoulders. The staff looks at this and bursts intoughter. Writer Choi Eun-sook approaches the famous producer and subtly stabs him in the waist.

    ��How do you feel, PD Yu?��

    ��What do you feel?��

    ��Of all the dramas that have been featured so far, the viewership rating has never exceeded 40%.��

    ��It��s all thanks to writer Choi. I can say that. And there are such great actors and staff, but all I did was show the viewers a prepared dinner.��

    ��Are you being humble or are you just pretending? By the way, I can��t see our Jang Noksu. Where has Actor Cha gone?��

    ��I just left for a moment to talk to the CEO of my agency.��

    ��Oh, the guy with the long beard next to him? He��s the CEO of BS Entertainment, right? The rumors I��ve heard are really bad. I don��t know why Actor Cha is there.��

    It was a time when the famous producer and writer Choi Eun-sook were talking to each other. Cha Hye-jin, who just then came back for the finale extension, corrected her expression and walked away, making the clicking sound of her high heels. Her makeup had been fixed so quickly that she couldn��t even tell that she had cried just a moment ago.

    ��Ennd, can you talk to me for a moment?��

    Cha Hye-jin approached Ennd, who was hanging out with the staff, and spoke quietly. Then the staff exchanged meaningless looks and left the room. AD Didn��t Kim Young-min go so far as to give Ennd a shoulder boost and tell them to ��go for it��?

    ��I want it.��

    ��Why, sister?��

    Ennd smiles and looks at her.

    ��Wait a minute, I��m so drunk����

    Cha Hye-jin sways like a drunk person and soon leans her face against Ennd��s shoulder. The picture isn��t so bad that if a stranger saw it, they could say they were lovers. On the other hand, the UK is just puzzling.

    Because the person who kept her distance from herself throughout the filming site was none other than Cha Hye-jin. However, he soon notices the embarrassment that shes across her face.

    ��Of course it is.��

    The entertainment industry has a dark side as much as it appears on the outside. Isn��t this a ce where extraordinary things happen that ordinary people can��t even imagine? That��s because in the past, what organized gangsters started as part of their business was an entertainment industry agency.

    You may not know it, but BS Entertainment CEO Yang Soo-gap is not as good as those people. At that moment, Ennd grabs her shoulder and straightens her up. And then he borates.

    ��sister.��

    At the words that followed, Cha Hye-jin��s pupils trembled violently, as if there had been an earthquake.

    ��Did the CEO order it?��

 Chapter 126

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 126

    There is a saying that the entertainment industry is a battle of fortunes. This means that corruption is as severe as in politics, and the darkness hidden behind the splendor is so deep that it cannot be fathomed. When you walk down the street drunk with vanity, you often find that there is an unbreakable chain tied to your leash.

    ��Have you found a weakness?��

    Ennd was able to intuit it when he saw Cha Hye-jin��s trembling pupils. After all, an actress wouldn��t act like this unless her weaknesses were discovered.

    I have seen many of these actresses in my past life. However, most endings were not good. Suffering from chains that cannot be broken, one day the past will suffocate oneself.

    ��Why are you worrying so much?��

    Do not pause.

    ��There are only two ways.��

    I just tell you what I want to say.

    ��Either you keep being dragged around like that.��

    ������.��

    ��Or hit them.��

    Cha Hye-jin copses into her seat as she sees Ennd��s back moving away. Her manager sees this and runs away in shock. This concludes the advice. Because it is up to her to choose.

    The closing party started at the convention hall and continued to the meat restaurant. Everyone is at the peak of excitement thanks to the gold medal given by the broadcasting station president himself, so how can the fire be easily extinguished? Ennd also appears to be raising a ss of soju because it has been ticketed as a minor.

    ��This is what it tastes like.��

    A sweet and bitter feeling passes over the tip of the tongue and down the throat. Author Choi Eun-sook looks at Ennd with wide eyes.

    ��Ennd, do you drink a lot? Have you been drinking secretly since you were a student?��

    ��Writer Choi. I guess you didn��t know. We in the UK are good at drinking. As someone who drank with me as soon as I got a ticket, I admit it. I��m the type of person who gets sick and gets angry, but I can��t get enough of Inoma. ��You know, Ennd is a natural drunkard!��

    ��When did the cinematographere back? Get some sleep. If you do that, you��ll get sick like Actor Cha.��

    ��Hehe! If not on a day like today, then when would you drink like this? Let��s drink something that will make you crooked today! Are you ready, Ennd?��

    Cinematographer Kim Deuk-hyeong goes around various restaurants to liven up the drinking atmosphere. No matter how you look at it, if you weren��t holding a camera, you would look like the hairy owner of Daepotjip. When director Kim Deuk-hyung disappears, writer Choi Eun-sook shakes her head and says,

    ��Ennd, do you have anything in mind for your next project? I heard there��s a rumor that a lot of synopses are being sent to Songwon these days.��

    ��Ah. How long do you think it��s been since the work was finished? Are you sure that writer Choi is going to start writing his next work right away?��

    ��The well in my head is running dry, so I don��t even have the imagination to draw out any more. Well, if Ennd says you��ll work with me on your next project, I��ll have to do it somehow. Next time, if the circumstances allow, you��ll work together with me, right?��

    ��It��s my honor.��

    If it were like the past, it would be unthinkable. After all, there were many actors who wanted to show their faces in at least one cut of Choi Eun-sook��s work in her past life.

    In extreme cases, there were famous actors who followed writer Choi Eun-sook��s schedule and asked for favors in order to be selected. Just then, a famous producer approaches holding a ss of soju.

    ��What kind of conversation were our lead actor and writer Wang having like this? Are they not secretly trying to get together without me?��

    ��Hoho. It��s better for me to cover a lot of production costs.��

    ��Look at this, Writer Choi. Is this what��s going on between us? I��m so sad. I��m so sad. We��ve put together a situation where we can��t even see each other anymore.��

    ��Oh my. Why are you speaking so strangely? Are you going to ruin someone��s marriage?��

    ��What were you imagining? I mean, we did it together. If the producer and the writer, who were both nose-dives, met each other and worked on their first work together, we wouldn��t have seen it all. Don��t you remember before? Writer Choiined to me so much that his writing wasn��ting out. ��I ran out to the food stall at dawn.��

    ��No, a story from some time ago!��

    The restaurant bes noisy again. Ennd looks at them with a smile on his face. Wasn��t this environment, full of human scent, exactly the scenery he had never wanted?

    A cinematographer chanting a tune while holding a spoon in a soju bottle. The producer and writer ruminate over memories with each other. At that moment, an actor sits across from Ennd.

    ��Hmm, Ennd. Let��s have a drink with me too.��

    This is actor Park Sang-cheol. He had had a dispute with Ennd once in the past. But until now, we have been without any problems. Ennd nodded willingly and picked up the soju bottle and poured it into his ss. The strong human scent wafts through the wavespping over the soju ss.

    * * *

    Dried fish are ripening in the sea breeze with their mouths wide open, as if singing a chorus, and in the red basin that is constantly filling with water, live fish are pping their tails, adding to the liveliness.

    Olddies wearing mombaji are sitting together in groups of twos and threes, each selling spring greens they have dug up from the mountain behind them. The amount was sorge that it was difficult to carry with both hands, but it was cheap enough that a few 10,000-won pieces could be their daily wages.

    ��Handsome bachelor, I��ll give you more, I��ll just wait a little.��

    Although you can��t see her face well because her face is hidden under a hat, the olddy at the stall continues to push the remaining herbs into the ck bag, as if she is grateful to the young bachelor who bought all of her herbs. At that time, a small boy sitting next to the olddy at the stall stared at the bachelor.

    ��Are you a grandmother or a granddaughter?��

    ��Aida. He has a pretty face, so he��s a boy. Anyway, he��s shy, and whenever guestse, he grabs my pants and hides behind him, but today is a bad day. Jeongsu, do you like your brother?��

    ��This is the older brother from TV.��

    ��Tebi? Whatrakano yaga.��

    ��Ah, television.��

    Ennd smiles slightly and lifts his hat towards the little boy. Then the little boy��s eyes widen to the size of a flowerntern. Ennd put his index finger to his lips towards the kid who looked like he was going to scream at any moment. Before you even have time to feel the crowds, the market is crowded with tourists again.

    ��There are so many.��

    Ennd walks away with both hands full of bamboo shoots. I originally didn��t intend to buy this much. It was simply because seeing a grandmother and grandson together at a stall brought back memories of the past.

    What better deed than this if you can enrich your evening with just a few 10,000 won tickets? Moreover, it is my mother��s favorite vegetable.

    ��uh?��

    When he arrived in front of his mother��s store, Ennd couldn��t help but look puzzled. It��s already been a few years since the store opened, so it seems like there were quite a few areas that needed fixing. Not only was the paint on the sign faded, but the tent pitched at the entrance was clearly damaged. However, the store I visited after a long time was as clean as if it were new.

    ��Did your mother do it?��

    Did he even call someone? Ennd walked over and opened the store door. And I could tell. The person who cleaned up the store.

    ��Oh, I��m sorry, customer. We��re out of fish now, so dinner business ended early.��

    ��Mr. Myeongjin. Who is here?��

    ��A guest has arrived. I��ll be back soon, so don��t touch anything. If you do something wrong, you��ll get hurt.��

    Ennd could not hide its bewilderment at the sudden appearance of a charcoal-stained man. But the voiceing from the back of the store was clearly my mother��s voice. At that moment, a girl who appears to be a middle school student jumps out from behind the store.

    ��Dad, hurry! Just now, thedy turned it on for a moment, but the faucet burst and the store will be flooded if this continues!��

    ��Ouch! Something happened. Jisoo, tell the customer again.��

    ��Okay! Quick! There��s going to be a flood!��

    A man with charcoal soot on his face hurries to the back of the store. And then the girl stands in front of Ennd.

    ��Brother,e a little faster. So many customers came in this morning that all the fish from the fish market was taken out. I guess you heard the rumor somewhere. The live fish at this woman��s store are famous for theirrge size!��

    It seems that this is not the first time that he has reced business like this once or twice with his rxed smile and attitude towards customers.

    ��Anyway, I don��t have much to sell because I don��t have any fish left. Or should I introduce you to a good store? There��s a store next to here too!��

    ��Mr. Yang��s store?��

    ��How do you know that!��

    She is such a confident girl that even people she meets for the first time say she is her brother. Ennd smiles mysteriously and takes off his hat. Only then did the girl Jisoo��s eyes open wide.

    * * *

    Like a girl in spring, an inexplicable shame appears on her mother��s face. The same goes for the man with charcoal soot on his face. In the chaotic atmosphere, only the girl opens her eyes and looks around. Ennd, which is worse off, smiles first and gets lucky.

    ��Hello, this is Jang Young-guk.��

    ��Oh, look at my mind. My name is Kim Myeong-jin, and I run a side dish store at Namhang Market. I��ve heard a lot of stories from my mother. This is my daughter, Ji-su.��

    ��Are you Jisoo?��

    ��Huh? Oppa, do you know me?��

    ��I know. Whenever I talk to my mom on the phone, she tells me how happy she is that she has a new friend to talk to.��

    At that time, my mother saw Ennd��s ck bud and asked:

    ��Kook, what��s all this? It��s all nonsense without any contact.��

    ��The filming is over and school is canceled tomorrow, so I came down to watch thest episode of the drama with my mother. I bought this from a stall on the way to use it when making side dishes.��

    ��Did you buy so much chwinamul? It��s enough for all the people in Namhang to eat.��

    ��You can give it to your uncle and you can also give it to Aunt Yang. By the way, my son hase down, so you won��t even make him dinner?��

    ��Oh my, I��m out of my mind.��

    ��I��m just kidding. It��ste and it��s been a while since I ordered a whole chicken. Are you and Jisoo going to have dinner together?��

    When Mr. Kim was so shocked that he couldn��t open his mouth, Jisoo, who was sitting next to him, nodded willingly and spoke.

    ��Oppa! Then can I go watch the drama together? I��m trying to watch it at home, but my dad always tells me to go to bed early because I��m not tall.��

    The dialect is so awkward that you can tell ites from Seoul. When I look at the girl��s face, which has a faint smile on her face, even though it seems awkward, she looks very cute. When Ennd immediately sees Mr. Kim from the side dish store, he nods his head briefly as if he can��t win. Only then does Jisoo cheer.

    ��And can you take a picture for me? I want to show it off to the kids at school tomorrow!��

    ��Kim Ji-su!��

    ��Daddy why!��

    ��No, it��s okay. What��s so difficult about taking pictures? Don��t be like that, I��m going up tomorrow evening. Shall I pick you up after school?��

    ��Really!?��

    ��Oh, Ennd. You don��t have to do that.��

    ��Mister, please feel free to talk to me. You are simr in age to my mother, but if you keep speaking in such a respectful manner, it will make me more ufortable.��

    Mr. Kim scratches his head with a puzzled look on his face. We all sit together and eat dinner in front of the store��s small TV.

    The mother��s face, which was full of shame, has now regained its original appearance. It would be a lie if I said I wasn��t jealous of the way he looked after his uncle from time to time, but didn��t he say he would do anything for his mother��s happiness?

    ��Is this why my mother didn��t want toe to Seoul?��

    I thought the reason he didn��te to Seoul was simply because of the Namhang mayor��s affection, but I guess that wasn��t all. Even though it is a dinner consisting of whole chicken, it is not as enviable as any other sumptuous feast.

    ��I��ll take a quick look around the dock before the drama starts.��

    I walk along the dock to cool my head. Cats that were eating fish in a huddle under the light of streetmps run away with fish in their mouths in the shadows of Ennd. Enndughs at the fleeing cats, saying, ��Run slowly because you won��t get hurt.��

    ��Daddy, don��t hate your mother too much.��

    The sshing sea waves gently sway as if answering Ennd��s inner thoughts.

 Chapter 127

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 127

    The final episode of ��King Yeonsan��s Secret�� is being aired on a small TV. It feels quite different from when monitoring at a filming location. The mother looks at her son��s passionate performance with red eyes.

    -Now that a new king has ascended the throne, you too will have to walk a difficult path. As of today, if the point of the court��s sword does not reach you, I will be able to at least save my brother��s face. I can ask you onest favor.

    Just as the shell breaks and the grains appear, the same goes for the cracks inside the picture tube. Didn��t he take off his dragon robe and return to his original form? The remorse and regret hidden in the monotonous voice make the listener feel heartbroken.

    -After I die, cut a piece of my hair and bury it next to my brother.

    The image of Lee Gyeol, coughing up blood and copsing, is clearly visible, reflected in the brilliant sunlight. The priest, who has thrown off his hat, bursts into tears and embraces the king��s cold body with trembling fingertips. The screen goes ck with a close-up of a fluttering lily flower as if nothing had happened.

    -ording to the Annals, it is said that Yeonsangun died suddenly two months after being exiled. No one knew anymore that his hair was buried with his brother in his grave.

    After the drama ends, the four people are walking together. The scene of Namhang Market, where tourists and merchants have left, is extremely quiet. Instead of the murmur of tourists and the strong dialect of Busandies, all you can hear is the sound of waves crashing against the breakwater.

    ��Oppa, you��re really good at acting! When thedy cried, I cried too. The more I look at it, the more amazing it gets.��

    ��What��s surprising?��

    ��Our drama club teacher said that acting is not something you can learn overnight. Even if you have talent, you need to put in a lot of effort to blossom. So I asked if there was anyone who was born good at it. The teacher tly said no. ��But my brother seems to have been a good actor since he was born.��

    So much so that the saying that beingzy is goodes to mind. Girl Jisoo quickly became friendly with Ennd. Aren��t they so friendly that if someone who doesn��t know them sees them, they could be considered brother and sister?

    ��Is there anyone who is good at acting from birth? Everyone has to work hard.��

    ��Really? I heard that my brother was casted on the streets and appeared in dramas since he was young. Just look at him now. The Yeonsangun he showed in the drama looks like apletely different person when he talks to me like this. By any chance, he��s a robot! You can press a button and he transforms. Something like that.��

    Ennd smiled slightly. If I hadn��t had my past life experiences, I wouldn��t have been able to act as well as I do now. Didn��t you go to Seoul and move from station to station, crying out from hunger? Memories of the past that I wanted to shake off came together one by one to create the UK that it is today.

    At that moment, Jisoo pokes Ennd��s side and nods forward. They see two people walking ahead of them there.

    ��Oppa, don��t hate my dad too much.��

    ��uh?��

    ��I was originally shy and shy, but I got a lot better aftering to Namhang Market. I probably wouldn��t have had the courage to approach thedy like that if I hadn��t approached her first. My business skills are so good that if it weren��t for me, it would have closed down a long time ago. At first, my dad said he was going to quit his job and go down to Yeongdo to run a side dish shop, so at first I thought it would take a few months. But look, I guess I��m not working so stubbornly because I have something I want to protect.��

    ������.��

    ��My dad is a man too.��

    Ennd felt a reminder of his past self in Jisoo��s appearance. In some ways, isn��t he a greater child than his past self? At that time, my mother, who was walking ahead of me, looks back and shouts.

    ��Why are youing sote? Come quickly!��

    ��Let��s go, brother!��

    At that time, Jisoo runs holding Ennd��s hand. Although we identally held hands, when I saw Jisoo��s face smiling naturally, I couldn��t help but smile. The two adults smile as they look at their children running towards them. The cluster of stars in the night sky,bined with the lights of the streetmps, illuminate them brightly.

    * * *

    In the alley located past Yeongdodaegyo Bridge, where the drawbridge goes up and down, Jeombachi have gathered and lived since the past. Immediately after the Korean War, refugees who had been separated from each other often came to Jeombachi with a feeling of grasping at straws.

    The most famous of them all was none other than Grandma Gom��s house in Yeongdo. The savory scent of soybean paste stewes from a house with a small shrine.

    ��What are you doing? I made breakfast like this.��

    ��Grandma. It hurts my heart to see you only eating sungnyung every morning, so I should have just stayed. My grandson came down for the first time in a while, so I thought I shouldn��t make breakfast for him at least once.��

    ��I don��t feel well, so I just drink Sungnyung. It��s distracting����

    While saying this, Grandma Gom greets the breakfast prepared by her only grandson with a smile. Savory soybean paste stew and crunchy cucumber cabbage will warm up your taste buds. At that time, Lee Bong-chun nces at the shrine and asks.

    ��Grandma. Do you want to stop working ande live with me in Seoul? My mother and father are too busy working at the market and can��t take good care of me.��

    ��That��s okay. Are you confident that you will take good care of me when I go to Seoul? I have lived as a Jeombachi all my life, so I will live well when I go to Seoul. Baby, can you not go to Jagalchi?��

    ��Even if I go, the only thing I can do is catch eels. Thank you, I spent my vacation resting well, but I came down without telling you on purpose, and it was okay. Anyway, I have been curious about something for a long time.��

    ��what?��

    ��Why won��t you pay tribute to your only grandson? But my grandmother is the best Jumbachi in Yeongdo.��

    At that moment, Grandma Gom narrows her eyes and says.

    ��Originally, my flesh and blood are children of fortune-telling. Even if I try to look at the physiognomy, I can��t see properly because I��m trapped in the sea fog. That��s why, even if I look at the fortune-telling and fortune-telling as I want, I can��t see properly because I have too many thoughts. I can��t even see straight ahead. ��I can do it. If something goes wrong, it��s okay. It��s best not to tell me whether it��s good or bad!��

    ��I understand. Thank you. You must be scary.��

    Lee Bong-chun serves warm tea to the grandmother who has finished eating.

    ��That��s right. How was thest episode of the drama yesterday? We watched it together.��

    ��The young guy is acting well, it��s worth watching.��

    ��Isn��t Ennd good-looking? The baby is tall and handsome, and he��s sure to have a lot of luck in the future. I��m in charge of learning, and he��s polite and smart, so sometimes he��s more like an older brother than me.��

    ��It��s fascinating.��

    Grandma Gom quenches her thirst with tea and continues.

    ��In contrast to his broad shoulders and sturdy stature, his lips are as smooth as a gentle girl��s, which is a match made in heaven for an actor. The official��s pce is wless, and his resourcefulness is quite good. What about his eyes? ��It doesn��t look like Yeouiju, which is as beautiful as a jade stone and is grabbed by a dragon ascending to heaven. But that��s right.��

    ������?��

    ��It��s amazing. The more I look at the physiognomy, the more there is something hidden, but I have no idea what it is. Actually, I think I��ll know when I look at it. But when you have time, tell me toe and see youter. I��ll tell you that the grandmother won��t look at you like that.��

    ��Then what about the actress next to him?��

    ��Actress? Are you talking about the person who yed the role of Jang Noksu? She has a face that should p its wings like a swan by the water, but the direction is very different.��

    ��What do you mean?��

    ��It means that the swan may not be able to fly. I thought the ce where he put his feet was water, but it turned out to be so hot. Even though I saw it in front of my eyes and only saw it on TV.��

    Grandmother Gom puts down the teacup loudly and exins more.

    ��Giguhadei.��

    * * *

    An unseasonable drizzle falls across the dock where fishing boats dock and seagulls y. The court at dawn is more lively than ever.

    While the auctioneer��s team and the middlemen are constantly fighting over wits, in one corner, a cat that came in to avoid the raindrops is sticking its butt up in fear that a fish might fall out of the box.

    ��No! Don��t you know that poor quality is worse than a few empty boxes? I can��t give up today!��

    ��Mr. Park, why are you saying this? I was the one who took the lead first. Well, I was nning to focus on the quality, but it came out quickly!��

    ��It came out 5 minutes early, so it��s so popr. I won the bid at the same time! The auctioneer couldn��t even see my hand because he was pushing the car so big. Normally, all of this would have been mine! I just can��t leave today! ��

    There is a war of nerves between wholesalers over the winning fish. Even if it was the same fish, it wasmon for the quality to vary from box to box, which is why the outcry was so loud.

    If you are from the metropolitan area, you will probably close your eyes when you see this scene. Because it looked like a fight would break out at any moment. However, no one at the watchdog pays any attention to them. Isn��t it just like everyday life?

    ��You guys are still the same! Don��t you know that they are even avoiding auctions in other areas by raising their voices!��

    At that time, a young man steps forward. Mr. Park narrows his eyes and recognizes the young man��s face hidden behind the hat.

    ��Ennd!��

    ��Well, Ennd is here!��

    ��Thank you for the greetings, but we have to move the items quickly anyway. If we stop fighting, let��s y rock, paper, scissors or draw lots to decide!��

    ��If Ennd speaks, you must listen to it. I understand. Mr. Park, you are lucky.��

    ��My inws speak!��

    Since I was a child, I had been going to the grocery store as if it were my home, so I was familiar with the wholesalers who had taken root in Yeongdo. Afterpleting theplicated mediation between the two people, all eyes are drawn. Not only the middlemen and auctioneers whom I had known before, but also the tourists who visited the counter, are the main characters of the eyes. Ennd sneaks away.

    ��Whoa! Ennd is a child!��

    As I entered the lounge, which is a resting ce for auctioneers, an auctioneer drinking a bag of coffee greeted me warmly.

    ��When did youe down? Anyway, what happened to the chief judge this morning?��

    ��It��s been a while since I��ve been here. This ce hasn��t changed since then.��

    ��It��s surprising that nothing has changed. Isn��t it quiet anymore without you?��

    ��Is it this loud that the auctioneers are making noise and the wholesalers are raising their voices?��

    ��Oh hey, that��s natural, just like the sound of waves at the beach. W, have a cup of coffee.��

    ��I can take the ride.��

    ��That��s it. I already bought it. I remember you from long ago. My fight was over fish. This is the first time in my life that I��ve seen someone try to impress the auctioneers.��

    I epted the paper cup handed to me by the shabby-looking auctioneer. Although it was amonly found instant coffee, its scent was stronger than that of coffee in any other cafe in Seoul and tickled the tip of my nose. Just as I was drinking my coffee, the morning newspaper that the auctioneer was holding in his hand caught my eye.

    ��Hey, can I read the newspaper for a moment?��

    ��Hey, I can look at itter after the auction, so give it to me slowly.��

    Ennd puts down the paper cup and reads the morning newspaper. And I can��t keep my mouth shut when I see the article that took up the front page of the newspaper. The headline catches the eye.

    [Actress Cha Hye-jin

    exposes BS Entertainment CEO Yang Soo-gap��s sexual entertainment corruption!��]

    ��Huh.��

    Only then did he remember what he had said to actress Cha Hye-jin in the past. Did you say there were only two ways to get out of that situation? Or keep being dragged around like that. no.

    ��You hit it right.��

 Chapter 128

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 128

    ��I��m embarrassed.��

    The famous producer sighs while looking at the morning newspaper. Did you say it was the calm before the storm? I didn��t feel any foreboding at all, either at the filming site or at least at the finale party. I was well aware that BS Entertainment��s rumors were not good, but I never thought that actress Cha Hye-jin would explode it herself.

    ��senior-!��

    AD Kim Young-min, who arrived at the drama department just then, hurriedly runs over. There was no doubt that he was holding the morning newspaper in his hand. Actress Cha Hye-jin��s face is stered on the front page of the newspaper. The words that follow are obvious even without looking at them.

    ��I already saw it too.��

    ��Is this article true? There were more than one or two cases of sexual entertainment on BS. They say that Cha Hye-jin will hold a press conference today and expose everything. ording to the rumor, we are on the list of entertainment providers.��

    ��Quiet.��

    Only when the famous producer furrowed his brows did Kim Young-min keep his mouth shut. After all, we entertained so many people, wouldn��t there be at least one guy from the broadcasting station? Because of this, an unseasonable atmosphere of mourning was in the air at the broadcasting station.

    ��Let��s go up to the roof and have a cup of coffee.��

    The drama bureau is no exception. The writers who received money from BS Entertainment, whether it was entertainment or bribery, are probably biting their fingernails and anxious right now.

    When I got up to the rooftop, I couldn��t see people who would normally be smoking cigarettes by now. After all, they must have realized the seriousness of the situation and couldn��t even take a sip of water, let alone a cigarette.

    ��Did you hear that thest episode had a viewer rating of 46.7%?��

    ��I received the report right away.��

    ��Should I say thank you for this? Cha Hye-jin gave it to me after thest episode of the drama. But if we end up like this, wouldn��t we have skipped our reward vacation?��

    ��Oh, you poor bastard. Is that guy��s reward the problem now? I��m worried about Actor Cha right now, so my mind isplicated. Not only the broadcastingpany but also the Chungmuro political scene is probably on alert right now.��

    She is not an ordinary actress. Isn��t she an actress with top-level recognition, enough to be called Korea��s most beautiful actress?

    ��Cha Hye-jin, you all have thoughts, right?��

    Kim Young-min also asks if he is worried about Cha Hye-jin. Yumyeong raises his head and looks at the sky. The clouds are also gloomy, as if they know that the world is noisy. I mutter softly as I look at the clouds gathering ink.

    ��If I had thought about the future, things wouldn��t have gotten this far.��

    * * *

    The raindrops that were drizzling be thicker. The sound of rain falls inside the umbre, making the surroundings quiet. But even that quiet doesn��tst long. Theughter and murmurs of students leaving school soon echo beyond the sound of rain.

    ��Jisoo-!��

    Jisoo, who was leaving school with her friend under an umbre, widens her eyes when she suddenly hears her name. And at the sight of the man��s face clearly illuminated under therge umbre, my mouth widens as if it were tearing apart.

    ��It��s my brother!��

    Friends who were leaving school together looked at the two with puzzled eyes. One of the friends said,

    ��Wasn��t Jisoo��s only child?�� ��I think

    I��ve seen this before

    somewhere.��

    There is also a child who adds,

    ��You really came to get me?��

    ��You promised yesterday.��

    ��I knew it was just empty words! If I had known it would be like this, I would have skipped cleaning today ande out quickly! That��s right! Wait a minute!��

    Jisoo quickly nces at her friends. Then, the man is introduced with a triumphant attitude, like a general who has won a war. The sight is so cute that you can��t help but smile.

    ��It��s my brother!��

    ��Oppa? Jisoo, you are an only child.��

    ��Why are you so picky? It��s just my oppa. I��m sure you��ve all seen him on TV at least once. Jang Young-guk, the great actor!��

    ��What a great actor.��

    It is truly an extravagant nickname. However, this is not a problem for middle school students. Rather, aren��t you excited about seeing the celebrities you saw on TV with your own eyes? I was so excited that the umbre I was holding shook and the falling raindrops bounced back.

    ��Jisoo, would you like to buy tteokbokki with your friends?��

    ��Get real!��

    We headed to a snack bar near the school and bought Jisoo and her friends plenty of tteokbokki and fish cakes. They said it was a ce famous for its delicious food, but Jisoo��s friends repeatedly ate it every bit of it. Just as I was about to wonder if I had no appetite.

    ��You guys! You��re acting so pretentious that you��re my brother!��

    ��What a pretentious thing!��

    ��Oppa, these are the kids who eat their rice on a spoon during recess even before they forgot their lunch box at school. Now, they��re all bragging because you��re there. Oppa, I think a girl who eats her lunch like that is pretty.��

    ��No, my brother, a woman with good appetite looks pretty.��

    Jisoo��s friends begin to eat tteokbokki and fish cake to their heart��s content after hearing the yful jokes. As he was growing up, he was so hungry that I even ordered pork cutlet from a snack bar.

    The aunt at the snack bar looks suspicious of the young man who suddenly arrives with female students, but doesn��t seem to care. It would be hard to recognize Ennd��s face because he was wearing a hat that was pressed down. Then, I sit down on a backless chair and turn on the small television in the corner.

    -This is the location where actress Cha Hye-jin��s press conference is scheduled to take ce shortly. Contrary to the original schedule of starting in five minutes, Cha Hye-jin is now on the podium!

    Ennd��s eyes also turn to the voiceing from the television. Inside the small TV, actress Cha Hye-jin appears in in clothes, preparing for a press conference.

    * * *

    My heart flutters.

    Cha Hye-jin goes up to the press conference hall, barely able to hold on to her heart pounding as if it might explode. With so many reporters and live cameras focusing on me, my whole body felt pressure that waspletely different from the tension I felt at the filming site. I lift the ss of water with trembling fingertips and quench my throat.

    Tens of thousands of thoughts pass through my mind before I open my mouth in front of the microphone, but I can��t dy any longer. She opens her mouth with pressure on the tip of her tongue.

    ��Here today, I will reveal in detail the sexual entertainment corruption and lobbying circumstancesmitted by BS Entertainment CEO Yang Soo-gap, as well as the unfair contracts of the celebrities under thepany.��

    As soon as Cha Hye-jin opens the door, reporters rush to raise their hands. One of them, a reporter, gets the right to ask questions and finally gets lucky.

    ��Actress Cha Hye-jin said that BS Entertainment��s CEO Yang Soo-gap hasmitted numerous corruptions. Is there any urate evidence?��

    evidence.

    ��If there was no urate physical evidence, I would not have even thought of holding a press conference here. However, I will not disclose the recording files and materials that will be used in court here. The most obvious corruptionmitted by CEO Yang Soo-gap is none other than sexual entertainment. It��s corruption.��

    ��Clear? What do you mean?��

    ��I am the proof. I also went to the scene of sexual entertainment corruption ordered by CEO Yang Soo-gap.��

    p rock!

    It was truly a scoop. Reporters�� hand movements when pressing camera shutters are faster than ever. Didn��t Korea��s top actress reveal that she had provided sexual services? It was a huge scandal that shook the Republic of Korea.

    ��CEO Yang Soo-gap not onlymitted sexual entertainment corruption, but also demanded unfair contracts from his actors. For example, not only did I have a coercive extension of my exclusive contract, but I also failed to pay various guarantees and appearance fees several times. What��s more, I am an actor he doesn��t like. In order to find out about their weaknesses, he did not hesitate to use the agency��s actresses to ask them to sleep with each other and take pictures of them.��

    ��her.��

    The reporters sigh at the same time without even thinking about pressing the camera shutter. It was already well known in the entertainment industry that BS Entertainment��s reputation was not good. But I never thought the truth would be revealed in detail from the mouth of such a top actress. It was then. A reporter raises his hand and asks a question.

    ��Mr. Cha Hye-jin. ording to the rumor, Cha Hye-jin also worked as a helper at an entertainment bar in the Gangnam-gu area before making her debut in the entertainment industry. Is this true?��

    Everyone��s eyes open brightly. Cha Hye-jin red at the reporter with her eyes wide open. The face is familiar. After all, wasn��t he a reporter who frequented BS Entertainment like it was his home?

    It was clear that he was acquainted with Yang Su-gap. That��s probably why he��s still exposing his past to distract from the argument. Cha Hye-jin barely calms her trembling lips and speaks firmly.

    ��Yes, that��s true.��

    * * *

    The sound of raindrops hitting the car window is sad. A van is driving down the highway through the heavy rain. Manager Lee Bong-chun, who is behind the wheel, has a serious expression and does not make jokes as usual. The same goes for Britain, who sits in the back seat. The eyes looking at the falling raindrops are lost in thought, as if looking into a deep well.

    ��Giguhadei.��

    Lee Bong-chun can��t get his grandmother��sst words out of his mind. Didn��t you say that when you saw actress Cha Hye-jin��s face? It seems like those words are really true, and it makes me feel a bit confused. He nces at the rear-view mirror and asks Ennd, who is lost in thought.

    ��Yeong-Kuk, shall we go straight to Director Baek��s house?��

    ��No. I think I should go to the agency first.��

    The ballunched by actress Cha Hye-jin literally shook the entertainment industry. Isn��t it like sexual entertainment and various types of corruption, which had been only rumored until now, havee to the surface? Because of this, even other agencies in the entertainment industry were in an uproar.

    ��Is it the butterfly effect?��

    As the saying goes, the pping of a butterfly��s wings causes a typhoon on the other side of the world. He felt uneasy because it seemed like his own advice had caused this incident. Isn��t this a rare scandal that never happened in my past life?

    ��CEO Yang Soo-gap will likely be arrested and investigated by the prosecution, but I��m worried about Cha Hye-jin. Various media outlets are already in trouble because of her past.��

    Yang Soo-gap��s corruption was also a big scoop, but Cha Hye-jin��s past seemed to be more desirable in the eyes of reporters. Aren��t the media already mushrooming with articles and broadcasts reporting the fact that she once worked at an entertainment bar? It was then.

    Suddenly a bell rings.

    ��Ennd, let��s stop by the rest area for a moment. I think it��s a call from the CEO.��

    A van pulls into a highway rest area just in time. After parking the car, Lee Bong-chun answers the phone, and his expression changes every moment as he hears the voice on the other end.

    First surprise, then bewilderment, then despair. Not long after, Lee Bong-chun hangs up the phone and looks straight into the rear-view mirror, repeatedly opening and closing his lips.

    ��What phone call is this?��

    Only then, in response to Ennd��s question, does Lee Bong-chun wipe his dry lips and speak. A cold sweat that had not been seen before was welling up on his forehead.

    ��Ennd, don��t be surprised and listen. There��s an actor named Cha.��

    ��Why Cha Hye-jin?��

    ��Cha actor.��

    ��So why!��

    In response to Ennd��s urgent urging, Lee Bong-chun sighs deeply and borates.

    ��He attempted suicide.��

 Chapter 129

    I will live as an actor Episode 129

    : Unwritten intentional intention.

    ��As a judge, when I am in charge of ruling on various cases, I oftene across cases that are caused by intentional negligence. If definite intention refers to recognizing that one��s crime will lead to certain consequences, then intentional intentionality is a term that contrasts with that. . Most of the time, unintentional offenders do not want to tolerate the consequences of their actions.��

    An old professor with white hair is standing at the podium.

    ��The pledges of politicians who run for election as a joke can also be seen as fraud due to intentional failure to fulfill them. In fact, there are cases where the majority of politicians do not keep their pledges after being elected. However, the parties who actuallymitted the crime are those whomitted the crime. ��I don��t even try to understand or resolve the seriousness of the intentional negligence. That��s because I don��t think Imitted a crime.��

    Students listening to the lecture keep their posture bright and listen carefully to what the professor says.

    ��In reality, it is not easy for a judge to rule on a case involving intentional negligence. As mentioned before, the parties who caused harm to the other party do not admit that theymitted a crime.��

    Professor Noh holds up a newspaper that was on the table. The headline read,

    ��Actress Cha Hye-jin��s shocking past!��

    It is written and her face is clearly visible.

    ��I��m sure you all are aware of this incident, as it created an uproar in Korea for a while. The actress revealed the crimes she had been used of and appealed for just punishment to be given. However, the media was different.��

    Professor Noh put down the newspaper again and wiped his dry lips.

    ��It��s an argumentative facy, a ssic political tactic. When you can��t refute the message, attack the messenger. The media has been digging into the actress��s past. Whatever she did in the past has nothing to do with current events. Even though it is not rted. In the end, the actress decided to take her own life and attempted suicide. However, rather than repenting her sin, no media outlet is busy reporting on the actress�� suicide attempt.��

    Professor Noh looks at an empty seat with his bewildered eyes. He was a student who never missed school even while working as an actor. But for today, his absence was understandable.

    In a way, isn��t this an incident that happened to a colleague who worked with him? All I wanted was for my student to be less shocked by this incident.

    ��Suppose the actress lost her life. Asw students, undergraduate students, would you think the above incident was a suicide? Or not.��

    Professor Noh looks at the undergraduate students and asks onest question.

    ��Is this a murder caused by negligence?��

    * * *

    Dark clouds gather and obscure the old moon. The darkness covering the crock pot seems to be an expression of my heart. Although they may be gently swaying in the spring breeze, the branches of the old pine trees are extremely quiet. It was time to sit in the main hall and sigh endlessly.

    ��You seem to be deeply troubled.��

    It��s my grandfather. Even though summer hasn��t arrived, people are already wearing hemp clothes. He sits down next to me with a ttering sound.

    ��You said it was the second actor? It seems like you have a thing for that actor.��

    ������.��

    ��Are you sad that you can��t help?��

    ��I gave him some advice�� to either continue to be dragged along like that, or to storm in and end this situation.��

    ��It��s not that it��s hanging, it��s that it��s constricting.��

    It was like lighting a fuse. My past life experiences didn��t help me as much as I do now. Because I have never experienced a situation like this before. I was ignorant of the weight of advice.

    I did not understand what consequences breaking the chains that were binding me would have on the person involved. The weight pressing down on your shoulders probablyes from guilt. Grandfather says.

    ��This has happened in the past as well. There were many things that happened in Chungmuro and the broadcasting area that could not be imagined by the criminals. Such acts were immoral and went beyond the scope ofmon sense. But it was the same back then. No one wanted toe forward. ��Rather than feeling guilty, he crouched down hoping that the spark of an incident withplex interests would not hit him.��

    The wrinkled eyes contain a reminiscence of the past.

    ��Because of this, the actress who was called a rising star in Chungmuro ended up taking a distance from her life. I wish I could have said a word offort to that child, but decades have already passed, but it has be a feeling of guilt that still hangs over my head.��

    ������.��

    ��It was the same for Grandpa. I pretended not to notice because I didn��t want the efforts of my youth to go to waste in an instant. I mustered up the courage to go to the funeral, but I couldn��t see anyone. Those who filmed the movie with me ��Not to mention the manager who was in charge of that child. It was clear evidence of the cruelty of adults. They kept their distance even from the dead.��

    Grandpa holds hands. I can feel the warmth beyond my wrinkled palm.

    ��But don��t worry. Now.��

    At that moment, the sudden spring breeze makes the bells hanging at the end of the eaves ring beautifully.

    * * *

    next day.

    ��Don��t worry too much, Ennd. Cha Hye-jin��s condition is fine.��

    The first news that Ennd found when visiting Songwon Entertainment was none other than Cha Hye-jin��s condition. I wanted to visit the hospital, but I couldn��t even visit the hospital because reporters were camped out and entry was prohibited except for those involved.

    ��Are you sure you��re okay?��

    ��They said it was an overdose of sleeping pills. Fortunately, after gastricvage, there was no problem with my body. Since my mind and body are unstable, I think I will need to be hospitalized for a few days.��

    ��Whew.��

    Only then did I feel like the congestion in my chest was going down a little.

    ��Young-guk, Cha Hye-jin will be fine from now on, so don��t worry too much. Bong-chun was also worried. She seemed worried ever since you came up from Busan.��

    ��Are you sure it��s okay?��

    ������.��

    Representative Kim Seong-hwan cannot easily answer Britain��s question. He also knows it. What path will actress Cha Hye-jin take in the future?

    No matter what decision is made in court, the public will remember actress Cha Hye-jin��s past more than BS Entertainment��s corruption. At that time, CEO Seonghwan Kim spoke firmly as if he had decided on something.

    ��If he really wants to act again, I am willing to help him. Since he has already made such a fuss with BS Entertainment, no other agency will ept him. The key is whether he can muster the courage, but he can stand up. If so, as the representative of Songwon��s agency, I would like to help. I think that��s the only thing I can do. Isn��t it natural for an actor to live as an actor?��

    What would it have been like if actress Cha Hye-jin had listened to CEO Kim Seong-hwan��s constion? That there is at least one adult who cares for him so much. If that were the case, I wouldn��t have attempted such a thing. Although Britain was grateful to CEO Kim Seong-hwan, it still could not easily shake off feeling sorry for actress Cha Hye-jin. It was then.

    ��CEO!��

    Manager Lee Bong-chun��s loud voice is heard along with the knocking sound. When CEO Kim Seong-hwan says, ��Come in,�� Lee Bong-chun enters, sweating and as big as a bear.

    ��Why are you so urgent? Didn��t something happen again?��

    I feel like my heart is sinking. Could it be that something happened again? But the answer that followed was unexpected.

    ��They say the press conference will be broadcast live now.��

    ��Press conference? What press conference?��

    ��I know that too, but they say it��s rted to this incident.��

    I couldn��t figure out what this incident was referring to. Soon, the press conference is shown on the television set in the representative office.

    * * *

    Reporters cannot hide their surprise at the untimely press conference.

    ��What kind of press conference is this all of a sudden?��

    ��It hasn��t been long since I received the call. The organizer is only known to be Chungmuro. When I looked, filming teams from the broadcasting station were already there and setting up.��

    ��Reporter Kim, have you heard any rumors?��

    It is a tumultuous time in Korea. Wasn��t there a lot of noise with the story of actress Cha Hye-jin? However, ironically, the entertainment industry is quite quiet despite the public��s interest. They only seemed worried that a spark might fly out on them.

    ��Isn��t this some kind of corruption happening again?��

    ��If it explodes now, it will be quiet anyway. There is a lot of fuss right now because of Cha Hye-jin��s past. Reporter Yang said you did the right thing this time too. You were the first reporter to write a scoop in Cha Hye-jin��s past.��

    ��Well, I was lucky.��

    The reporters are shrugging their shoulders at each other, unaware of each other��s mistakes. In any case, the public��s attention was focused on the past of a top actress rather than the various corruptions of the CEO of the entertainment industry agency. There was no way the hyena-like reporters would have missed it. Reporter Kwak Myeong-hwan, who was watching the whole scene, narrowed his eyes.

    ��You bastards of trash.��

    The voice was low, but the surroundings became quiet in an instant. Some reporters twitched their cheeks, but never thought to approach him to protest. Isn��t he someone who enjoys fame and respect among broadcasters and reporters?

    Even if they are in the same field, someone bes a war correspondent and another writes trash. An article containing only the truth. Kwak Myung-hwan is a person with a deep sense of duty as a reporter. Just then, a person enters the press conference room.

    ��The press conference will begin in five minutes, so please all reporters sit in their assigned seats.��

    At that time, a reporter raises his hand.

    ��What issue did you bring all of us together for? Looking at it, we also came from terrestrial channels. Don��t we need to know why?��

    ��I can��t tell you the specifics, but I know it��s rted to actress Cha Hye-jin, who has be a hot topic in the entertainment industry.��

    Everyone��s eyes widen as they hear the news about the agency��s corruption. Some hyenas are already licking their lips and looking for a scoop. How long has it been? As the main door to the press conference room opens, the murmur subsides. And everyone looks at them as they enter the press conference with surprised eyes.

    ��Director Baek Jang-hoon?��

    Isn��t he the director called the godfather of Chungmuro? Even more so, my eyes sparkle once again at the person following him.

    ��Director Jeong Ik-cheol, director Kim Soo-kyung, and actor Ahn Jung-hyun?��

    Each and every one of them is considered one of the best filmmakers in Korea. Not only did the great masters who had already established themselves in Chungmuro appear, but even a famous actor who was called a living legend among movie stars also appeared.

    That time.

    Ennd, who is watching the press conference being broadcast live by his agency, cannot believe his eyes. Not only was a press conference held so suddenly, but the organizers were none other than Chungmuro��s greats.

    ��But don��t worry. ��Now��

    Only then did Ennd remember his grandfather��sst words that he had shared in the main hall the night before.

    ��It��s the adults�� turn to step forward.��

 Chapter 130

    I will live as an actor Episode 130

    : Master.

    The greats of Chungmuro gathered together. Reporters can��t believe their eyes when they see them upying the top seats at the press conference. Aren��t they the ones who usually don��t even respond to interviews with the media? It was then.

    ��The reason we are gathered here today is because we have a duty to do as filmmakers, seniors, and adults. The dishonesty and corruption of entertainment industry agencies is a chronic disease that has been prevalent since the past.��

    Adult.

    No reporter can easily raise his hand to Director Baek Jang-hoon��s solemn voice.

    ��A young junior tried to solve the problem with his own hands. But in the end, he almost ended up living a miserable life without even being able to bloom properly. The judge will decide in court regarding the corruption and corruption of the agency in question. ��It��s work, but there��s something else I want to say today.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon��s eyes changed when he looked at the reporters.

    ��I didn��t expect so many reporters toe despite the sudden press conference. Does everyone know why this press conference is held?��

    ��I��m not sure, but I heard it��s rted to actress Cha Hye-jin.��

    ��That��s right. The reporter you just mentioned is reporter Yang Seon-il, right?��

    ��Yes�� that��s right.��

    I guess he didn��t know that the master of Chungmuro knew his name. Reporter Yang makes eye contact with director Baek Jang-hoon, and an unknown cold sweat forms on his forehead.

    ��Reporter Yang Seon-il was the first to post an article with a scoop on the actress��s past.��

    ��That was unavoidable as a reporter. Because of the nature of my job, which requires me to inform the public of the facts first����

    ��That doesn��t even sound like a word!��

    ������.��

    ��Do you know how many people your three-inch tongue has harmed? It��s not just reporter Yang Seon-il��s problem. There may be some reporters here who don��t. ��Rather than focusing on the entertainment agency��s corruption, most people were busy shining a spotlight on the past of an actress who had nothing to do with the incident.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon always gave the impression of a kind-hearted grandfather.

    ��I would like to ask the reporters: How many deaths will it take to end this gossip?��

    ������.��

    ��The essence of the incident lies in the injustice and corruption of the entertainment industry agency. However, you forgot your duty as reporters and did not just look for news that could be a scoop. Today, here. ��Let me ask you something.��

    However, in an instant, his eyes be shiny like a tiger��s.

    ��Are you reporters? Or are you?��

    The firmness of the person holding the microphone can be clearly felt through the cathode ray tube.

    ��Is it a municipal misceneous boat?��

    * * *

    CEO Seonghwan Kim��s fist is clenched. The same goes for manager Lee Bong-chun, who was watching the press conference on the TV.

    ��Wow, I feel relieved inside!��

    CEO Seonghwan Kim lets out the breath he was holding and speaks loudly. There is red on his face. I watched the press conference being broadcast live so breathlessly that my excitement rose to the brim.

    ��Young-Guk, Director Baek Jang-hoon is truly an amazing person. He deserves to be called the godfather in Chungmuro. Then, a person like Director Baek Jang-hoon is a true adult.��

    Adult.

    It��s not wrong. There were many people in Chungmuro and broadcasting districts who said it was necessary, but there was no one who could hold a press conference like that. Moreover, who in Korea could criticize reporters as harshly as I did at a press conference?

    ��grandfather.��

    Even reporters like hyenas cannot easily open their mouths to the grandfather��s stern voice. The grandfather shown in the video looked more solemn than ever.

    His sturdy figure looked bigger than ever, and his handsome eyes were shining as if they were going to devour reporters at any moment. This is not just a criticism directed at reporters. This is probably a shout out to the people who are currently watching the press conference through a cathode ray tube. It was then.

    -It is absurd for Director Baek Jang-hoon to refer to our reporters as municipal government scoundrels. Journalists literally pursue only the truth. As a reporter, you also have the right to report on Cha Hye-jin��s past.

    He was a reporter who had just heard harsh words from his grandfather. He is asking a question with his cheeks twitching. His face was also turning red, as if he was about to explode at any moment, as if he thought he had been humiliated at a live press conference. At that moment, another voice is heard.

    -What rights are rights! I am saying that it is the people��s right to know about Cha Hye-jin��s past! Let��s see, let��s see. Do you think it��s okay for these noblemen to just say that they have snouts now?

    -Actor Ahn Joong-hyun speaks harshly!

    -The worst thing is what you did! Even a three-year-old child clearly knows what��s wrong, but he pretends not to know because of his petty pride and money-making! In a situation where it is not enough to protect the victims�� identities, if it is your right as a reporter to dig into the weaknesses of victims who have nothing to do with the incident, how is that any different from being a hyena! Because I��m so dirty!

    It was my uncle. He was so angry that his usual sly expression was gone. If the other coach of Chungmuro, who was sitting next to me, hadn��t stopped him, it seemed like he would have cursed right away.

    At that time, the grandfather takes the microphone instead of the excited uncle. The grandfather��s gaze towards the reporter is extremely sharp.

    -If the reporter still hasn��te to his senses.

    -����.

    -You must be embarrassed.

    * * *

    I am sitting on a hospital bed, looking at the endlessly passing clouds. Just as human life is diverse, the shapes of clouds are also diverse. But why is he so ugly? I decided to break the vicious cycle, but I found it difficult to deal with my past. I definitely mustered up courage, but I also deeply regretted it.

    ��Whoa.��

    Cha Hye-jin stroked her face with her long fingers. The career she had built as an actress was in vain in an instant, and the media is digging into her past like crazy. It is not because of financial losses, including advertising contract penalties, that I regret this much. It was because of people��s gaze.

    Entertainment assistant.

    Every nce from the people passing by seemed as if they were digging into my past, and my whole body cringed. Colleagues who I used to contact often, such as my sisters and brothers, are not only not answering my phone calls, but no one ising to visit me. Everyone left.

    In that overwhelming loneliness, I decided tomit suicide, but even that didn��t work out. As if an indecisive person like you wouldn��t even be given a chance to die.

    ��Should I jump?��

    If I jump out the window, will this pain end? Is it possible to put an end to this whole vicious cycle? It was a time when bad thoughts were entrapping my head.

    ��Why should you jump? Cha Hye-jin!��

    ��uh?��

    ��I knew it would be like this. Anyone who sees it will think I��m a tragic heroine! Ugh!��

    He was a stylist.

    ��Why are you��?��

    Wasn��t he someone who was always bullied and had harsh words towards him at the filming site? I never imagined that she would show up in a hospital room where not even the manager was looking. She says as she cleans up the messy hospital room.

    ��Did Ie to a ce I couldn��te to? I��m now unemployed too! My sister was suddenly fired like that and I was fired too. I tried not toe, but I came just in case, but what? Why did you think I was going to pretend not to know me?��

    ��I was very mean on set.��

    ��I��m a stylist, so if I don��t like the actor, I can do that. I feel relieved and relieved because I no longer have to listen to my sister. Why am I suddenly speaking informally? It��s not because I want to get hysterical like before.��

    ������.��

    ��You may remember, but there was a time when I asked for an advance on my sry. At that time, the CEO said no, but my sister willingly pushed for it and we were able to pay my mother��s hospital bills. I said it was a kind affection that was somewhat hateful. ��I��m here. So cheer up! Cha Hye-jin!��

    Only after hearing the stylist��s shouting did Cha Hye-jin��s mind clear up. And the stylist turned on the TV. A press conference is in full swing there.

    ��Look, it��s a press conference about your sister.��

    ��Press conference��?��

    Cha Hye-jin��s voice is trembling. When ites to press conferences, fear nowes first. However, as if there is no need to worry, the stylist holds Cha Hye-jin��s dry hand tightly, and thanks to her warmth, she musters up the courage to look at the television.

    -You are insulting the character of a person. So stop disturbing the essence of the case and do your duty as a reporter!

    And when Cha Hye-jin hears the voices of adultsforting her in the TV, she starts crying without realizing it. The stylist hurriedly handed me a handkerchief.

    ��I thought he was someone who was always sharp at the filming site and didn��t

    even know how to cry���� He thought everyone was ignoring him. But no. A friendly voice is heard in Cha Hye-jin��s ears.

    ��Don��t give up, sister!��

    * * *

    After the press conference.

    ��Ah, brother. If I had known, I would have scolded the reporter for being such a sheep!��

    At the grandfather��s mansion, the great figures of Chungmuro who attended today��s press conference, including his uncle, are gathered. The uncle continues to borate while gulping down sses of soju.

    ��Did you see his face at the end when he told him to be ashamed of himself? His face was so red and blue as if he had boiled and ate a train barrel. He was a reporter. He was a snotty guy when we were filming a movie in Chungmuro.��

    ��Junghyeon, I understand how you feel. I feel the same way, but I also want to punch him.��

    ��Brother Jeong and Hyung Kim! If it had been a recorded broadcast instead of a live broadcast, I would have run straight to the reporter and grabbed him by the cor. What��s the difference between being a reporter and wearing an armband and showing off?��

    Ennd sits alone in the main hall. At that moment, an old man dressed in hemp clothes sits side by side with a pping sound.

    ��Did youe out because you were making a lot of noise because of Joonghyeon?��

    ��No. It��s the first time I��ve seen my uncle this excited in a long time. He always smirks, so I didn��t expect him to get so angry at the press conference. But it was cool.��

    ��So, what are the expenses?��

    ��Of course my grandfather was cool too.��

    It was true. Even though I had experience in my past life, wasn��t it something I couldn��t do on my own? Just as the grandfather said that it was the adults�� turn to step forward, it was truly something that could not be done unless one was an adult.

    ��Aren��t you scared, grandfather?��

    ��When I was young, I was afraid of the reputation of those around me. There were many times when I coldly refused help from those around me, fearing that my hard work would be ruined. I was heartless and cowardly. But as I got older, I realized that everything was futile.��

    ������.��

    ��I hope Ennd doesn��t make you feel the regrets of your youth that your grandmother had.��

    Grandpa holds hands. The warmth felt between wrinkled palms must be a reminiscence of the past. The grandfather looks at me with brightly shining eyes and speaks quietly.

    ��When you have power, it is important how you use that power. So, when Britain has power in the future, make sure that you use that power for the right things.��

    It��s an experience I couldn��t get in my past life. Some new light is seeping into his life, which had previously focused only on life as an actor. The sky, which was full of dark clouds, has now cleared its gray color and the full moon is emitting clear moonlight. Under the moonlight, the top of the crock pot shines brighter than ever.

 Chapter 131

    I will live as an actor Episode 131

    There is a saying that silencing the people��s mouths is more difficult than silencing a river. This meant that public opinion was difficult to block. The effect of the press conference held by Chungmuro��s greats gathered together and created an even bigger reaction than the current.

    -A bunch of hyenas looking for a scoop. We can��t just sit back and watch like this!

    -The victim cries and the perpetratorughs.

    �C BS Entertainment CEO Yang Soo-gap begins arrest investigation by prosecutors!

    -The prosecution search and seizure of the BS Entertainment office building in the middle of the night!

    People areing together and raising their voices. There was already a protest march in front of the press office in Yeouido denouncing the reporters who had acted so rudely. The ripple effect of the press conference, which was broadcast live, was enormous. Even broadcasters included news criticizing reporters in the nine o��clock news headlines.

    ��It��s not like a dog with poop on it is a dog with bran on it, that��s right.��

    CEO Seonghwan Kim clicked his tongue. Isn��t that why the broadcaster, who had moved with one mind and one purpose with the reporters, quickly changed his stance when he sensed public opinion?

    ��I don��t like the broadcasters. It��s not like a bat, it��s stuck here and there. If this is a way of life for adults to survive, there��s nothing we can do about it. I don��t know what Ennd is talking about when they call you here.��

    CEO Kim Seong-hwan got nervous and turned off the television. Ennd��s eyes widened when he saw his face reflected in the ckout cathode ray tube. Because the dark shadow that had been on my face for a while seemed to have disappeared a little.

    ��Ennd, are you really not going to go on a reward vacation?��

    ������.��

    ��You didn��t go to SBC the other day either. I heard you couldn��t go back then because of conflicting schedules, but not now. Wouldn��t it be such a waste?��

    ��It��s okay and I go to that school.��

    ��Oh, look at my mind. Still, if two of the main characters miss the reward vacation����

    ��I told PD Yu right away. It would be difficult to miss a week of schedule due to school. In fact, it would be difficult to miss the ne. ��I don��t like it that much.��

    ��What do you think? I��ve only flown domestic flights at most, so if anyone hears me, they��ll think I��ve flown a lot of international flights.��

    Ennd gives a small smile and shrugs. When I think back to my past life experiences, I was really sick of international flights. Not only did I travel abroad, but I often went to resorts as a reward vacation for dramas.

    ��But why did you call me today?��

    ��Ennd.��

    CEO Seonghwan Kim takes a forward stance.

    ��Let��s take a break from work for a while.��

    * * *

    The storm-like incident has passed, but the university is still peaceful. In Cheongdam, students are gathered in small groups to enjoy lunch, and some are seen enjoying their youth by ying the guitar under a falling old tree. Even as I walk around the campus, CEO Seonghwan Kim��s voice still lingers in my head.

    -I did it because I thought you wouldn��t listen if I didn��t say it forcefully. Look at it now. As soon as Enndes to your agency, they start by reviewing the synopsis for your next project. If I were like other actors, if I finished a work well, I would get drunk on the atmosphere and have fun for a while. Howe it seems like Ennd is annoyed that you can��t act?

    -����.

    �C As the CEO of an agency, it��s funny to say this to an actor, but I wish he would take a break from working on projects for a while. No matter how good your stamina is and how good your energy is, isn��t it human to know when you��ll run out of energy? Even when I cook rice, I put it on hold for no reason. As the rice is steamed, the rice grains be sticky and lose their luster. I hope the UK will give you some time off for a while. This is a story that Ennd tells you as a man who cares for you before being the CEO of an agency.

    take a break

    It was like hearing this story for the first time during my career as an actor. After all, there has never been a case where an agency representative said something like this to an actor. If you think about it, you yed a lot of roles at a young age. CEO Kim Seong-hwan��s advice to enjoy one��s school days is meaningless.

    impatience.

    It may have been because of the impatience of my past life. As you y small roles, you realize how grateful acting is. The longing to act as an actor used to oppress my whole body from time to time.

    It was a different thirst from the thirst of top actors. They can quench their thirst by drinking spring water at any time, but for a nameless actor who ys small roles, acting is no different from a rope falling from the sky.

    ��I really have a lot of luck.��

    Although I have seen people trying to board a train that runs continuously, I have never seen anyone stop for a moment and look at the surrounding scenery like this. How many people can look back on the route they thought was a straight line and realize that each moment was a crossroads in their life? If I hadn��t started acting after being noticed by a famous producer at Namhang Market in Yeongdo, I would never have met CEO Seonghwan Kim.

    ��public official.��

    I am reminded of the future hopes I once shared with my teacher. It was a career he chose to enjoy a happy, though not prosperous, life with his mother. If I hadn��t started acting again, I would have faced another crossroads in my life. It was then.

    ��What official?��

    It��s a surprise.

    ��Britain is going to make you prepare for the civil service exam?!��

    This is Kim Dong-jin, a senior who is taking the lecture together. Just as he constantly boasts about attending the rugby club, the strong smell of sweat wafts out from behind the orange uniform. As the scent that stings my nose narrows, Kim Dong-jin wraps his arms around my shoulders, as if he��s trying to y a joke.

    ��Ah, senior��!��

    ��No matter how you look at it, these wide shoulders are perfect for the rugby team. I can��t believe such a great talent is rotting away like this.��

    No matter how you look at it, he is a person of no ss. In some ways, he is a senior who treats me more friendly than the ssmates I met in college. There were cases where others, knowingly or unknowingly, distanced themselves from me because of my job as an actor.

    ��By the way, don��t be too heartbroken.��

    ������?��

    ��You know you��ve been noisy these days. I was so worried because you didn��t show up to ss the past few days. Just in case, I even tookplete notes on Professor Shin Jeong-gil��s lecture. Should I show it to you?��

    Asura Kim Dong-jin��s handwriting was literally simr to that of an earthworm crawling. He must have been smart enough to be admitted to thew department at Hankuk University.

    ��are you okay.��

    ��Uh-huh, it��s not humble to refuse when your senior is taking care of you like this!��

    ��Wow, your handwriting is so bad I can��t recognize you.��

    ��They say a genius has bad writing. Hehe.��

    It was when I reached the front of thew school building.

    ��Oh, Ennd, you know that the criminal mock trial final is a group project, right?��

    ��I heard it.��

    ��Yeah, I thought you already knew that. You got first ce in the midterm exam. Hehe.��

    This is Kim Dong-jin, who smiles meaningfully. by the way.

    ��senior.��

    I stopped Kim Dong-jin, who was walking straight to the ssroom, and asked.

    ��Are you really going to go to ss dressed like that?��

    ��why?��

    This is Kim Dong-jin, looking down at the orange uniform he wore in the rugby club. There��s a puzzled look on his face, as if he��s wondering what��s the problem.

    ��The sweat smells amazing.��

    I was suspicious that it might be sinusitis. No matter how hard it is to smell one��s own scent, if the smell of sweat is this strong, it would be impossible to not notice it.

    Moreover, aren��t your knees and elbows full of dirt? Just looking at his appearance, you could say he was a physical education student and not aw student. At that time, Dongjin Kim opens the ssroom door and says.

    ��You��re young!��

    As I look at Dongjin Kim��s back as he enters the ssroom, smelling of sweat, I burst outughing. For some reason, when I walk around with this person, I feel like I am not actor Jang Young-guk, but college student Jang Young-guk.

    * * *

    Following CEO Kim Seong-hwan��s advice to take a break, I am listening to the lecture as college student Jang Young-guk. At the podium, an old professor with bright eyes is giving a lecture.

    ��Among the currentws, there are still many that need to be improved. For example, there are those rted to unauthorized treatment by medical personnel. As the summer season approaches, many people will go to the valley to y in the water, and it is also a ce where various idents often ur. .��

    Even if I try to concentrate in the lecture, I can��t. The reason was simple. The smell of sweat stinging my nose made me dizzy.

    As time goes by, the smell of sweat gets worse, perhaps due to fermentation. Whether he knows it or not, Kim Dong-jin still has a smile on his face and doesn��t even think about changing his uniform. At that time, someone stabs me in the side and hands me a note.

    ��Give it to him.��

    Jaehee Shin points to Dongjin Kim with a nod. When I nced at the contents of the note, it was as expected.

    [Kim Dong-jin, you bastard, are you going to spread rumors around the neighborhood that you yed rugby? I quickly changed my clothes and thought this was a yground!]

    I was so angry that I could clearly feel my anger even in the handwriting scrawled on the note.

    ��For example, in one of the rulings, a young man who visited the valley to y in the water had a heart attack. Luckily, there was an elderly doctor nearby who was vacationing with his family.��

    The lecture continues. However, the fight between Shin Jae-hee and Kim Dong-jin intensifies. The smell of sweat was so strong that some students were already looking back at Kim Dong-jin with frowns. However, Kim Dong-jin still shows off his uniform and listens to the lecture without any hesitation.

    ��Thanks to the doctor, the young man��s life was saved, but he sued the doctor for arge amount of physical and psychologicalpensation, citing broken ribs and torn lungs. Even though there are many cases of broken ribs during CPR, the court ruled that the young man was unable to perform CPR. ��I gave up on the young man��s hand, saying he had expressed his intention to refuse along the way. Just by looking at one precedent among the numerous cases like this, you can see how wrong and ignorant the currentw on emergency medical care is.��

    Jaehee Shin hands me a note again.

    ��If this is going to happen, let me know right away.��

    I guess I ended up sitting in the middle between Shin Jae-hee and Kim Dong-jin. It was then.

    ��Now then, is there anyone who would like to say something about the above precedent?��

    I met the gaze of the old professor who was scanning the students.

    ��So, would student Jang Young-guk speak?��

    Cold sweat forms on my back. Shin Jae-hee, who was handing the note, blinks apologetically, and Kim Dong-jin, who was smelling of sweat, sighs in relief as if he is d that it is not him. Ugh.

    ��Rather than creating a system that binds the morality of people who are guilty of failing to save people in crisis, such as the Good Samaritanw stipted and implemented in France, we should find ways to improve the currentw more efficiently. ��If you think about it, isn��t this the equivalent of handing over a package to someone who has pulled it out of the water? This is an issue that not onlywyers but also politicians from all corners of the government need to work on together.��

    ��That��s a very good answer. Yes, aw student should think differently.��

    Just then, the second hand of the clock signals the end of the lecture. Professor Noh smiles and looks around at the students.

    ��As you know, we will be conducting a criminal mock trial course for the next final exam, so each group should prepare diligently.��

    Group formation?

    ��By the way, what group was Jang Young-guk in? You wouldn��t know because he was absent from thest lecture.��

    At that time, Kim Dong-jin, sitting next to me, secretly raises his hand.

    shit.

 Chapter 132

    I will live as an actor Episode 132

    Court Kwon Geun (���hȭ��).

    Between the steep hills, shabby buildings that look like matchboxes are stacked close together. Down an alley where telephone poles are tangled like a spider��s web, there is a snack bar where you can fill your stomach with just one 5,000 won bill. The outfits of those eating are simr, as if they were all copied.

    He is wearing a loose-fitting detective ring and wearing high-precision sses. On one side of the table is a thickw book, as if he is holding a ancestral rite. The fact that they couldn��t put down theirw books even while eating was probably a testament to their nervousness and desperation.

    However, on the other hand, there are many cases wherew books are pawned because they cannot pay for food. Sometimes, snack bars in gosi viges repeatedly be restaurants and then pawn shops.

    ��Auntie, I ate well!��

    Just looking at his dark horn-rimmed sses and messy hair, he looks no different from the old men of the gosi vige. However, if you are a person who has passed the exam, you cannot find aw book that you can carry around in your hand like a sinjut jar. As he leaves the snack bar, he holds only a small notebook and pen in his hands.

    ��Gwangtae, are you here again?��

    ��Even if I couldn��te, I came. They bring me coffee every time, so this was enough to pay for the ce.��

    ��What kind of campaign is it that you got from the vending machine in front of you? I guess it��s because I don��t understand why a guy who isn��t even studying for the civil service exam is killing it in front of a used bookstore on the day of the second-hand book sale.��

    ��How many times have I told you that I came to study people?��

    This is a used bookstore located in a gosi vige. Just as snack bars and bars located in gosi viges sometimes serve as pawn shops, used bookstores are where items that cannot be reunited with their owners end up. There are many civil service books covered in traces from the previous owner��s hands. Looking forward to finding a new gosinangin.

    ��It always starts the same.��

    Most new recruits entering the gosi vige are simr. They all pass the exam and enter the country in triumph, as if they will soon return home, but that remains the same no matter how many years pass.

    Looking at the ronin who wander around the gosi vige like Ji Bak-ryeong, I promise that the majority will not end up like them. But there is one thing they overlook. Sess in the gosi vige is not passing the exam.

    ��Sess�� in the gosi vige refers to those who are the first to get out of this swamp-like ce. Whether it passed or not. Look even now, aren��t the Ronin who have be Jibakryeong raising their voices at each other?

    ��No, really, I caught it first!��

    ��What are you talking about? I chose the criminal policy first!��

    ��No, your eyeballs are like Dongtae?! I obviously took out the book and left it for a while to look for something else, but how can you just take it away and throw it away!��

    ��I did the calction first, so it��s mine, so who cares?��

    The test takers are fighting with each other. This often happens when a rare new book that doesn��t often appear in used bookstores is about to appear. It��s not even an annual event. It seems like something that definitely happens once a week.

    Those who pride themselves on having studiedw for longer than anyone else fight as pettyly as a three-year-old child at this point.

    ��The cancerw is far away, but the fist is close.��

    A light argument ensues and eventually esctes into a cor grab. I can��t help it. For those who have passed the civil service examination repeatedly for a long time, new books that appear in used bookstores will feel like a treasure of gold and silver.

    The man sitting in the corner of the used bookstore describes their conversation and appearances in detail in his notebook. As if to show that it is not wrong to say that we are studying people. When they are about to raise their fists, the man closes his notebook and stands up.

    ��for a moment-!��

    The two gosinang people exchange a puzzled look at the sudden shout.

    ��If we fight with each other like that, if the policee, we will definitely go in on both sides, and you who are holding the book now will be added to Article 261 of the Criminal Act for special assault. Do you really have to go this far? I mean, is it okay for people studyingw to hit and beat each other with their fists? It would be better to go first. ��This guy who rises to the bottom wins, right?��

    Isn��t there a saying that a good month is recited every three years of a Seodang? It��s already been almost a year since I visited the gosi vige to study people. At the referee��s sudden intervention, the two gosinangs re at each other and quickly let go of their cors.

    When the two students leave, the man sits down in the corner of the used bookstore as if nothing had happened. The used bookstore owner, who was looking at this scene, clicked his tongue and spoke.

    ��Someone would think he was a gosi vige sheriff or something.��

    ��What about a sheriff? For someone with a decent job.��

    ��Let��s see, Gwangtae, what did you say your upation was? My memory is vague. Did you just say you were unemployed?��

    Go Gwang-tae, the man in charge, holds up his notebook and shouts.

    ��I��m a writer, so tell me a few times!��

    * * *

    There are many types of genius. While there are people who are born with talent, there are also those who work hard and stay up at night until their eyes bleed. However, if one were to choose Kim Dong-jin��s type, it would definitely be azy genius.

    ��You said you prepared all of this?��

    When I found out that I was in the same group as Kim Dong-jin in the criminal mock trial group formation, my head started pounding.

    Wasn��t he a man who didn��t even have the slightest hint of preparation? Looking at his habit of studying like cramming until the day of the exam, it was surprising how he got into thew department at Korea University.

    ��Man, even though I��m like this, I��m a person who really hates being a trouble to others. What��s our family motto? Let��s live without being a trouble to others, right? Do you think Ennd put you in our group for no reason?��

    ��Where did you get the genealogy or something?��

    ��What kind of genealogy is there? There is no genealogy for the criminal mock trial. In particr, the group mock trial that reces the final exam is evaluated directly by the professor, so if you do the same thing that your seniors used in the past, you will get a pistol (F).��

    ��her.��

    I couldn��t help but express my admiration when I saw the criminal mock trial scenario Dongjin Kim had prepared. Although there are definitely a few parts that need correction, the quality is so great that it gets a thumbs up for being prepared by an undergraduate student.

    ��It seemed like you were having a hard time because you didn��te to school for the past few days, so as a senior, I wanted to help you out. If you don��t like it, should I change you to another group?��

    Arthur, changing groups now would be the same as falling off a running horse. When I shook my head, Kim Dong-jin smiled as if he knew that would happen.

    ��The other group members can meet at the next ss anyway and be introduced, and Ennd, you don��t have any sses left today, right?��

    ��Yes, but.��

    ��Then let��s have a meal with me. There��s someone I can introduce you to. Don��t drink the kimchi soup because I��m not introducing you to a woman.��

    ��Who said what?��

    ��Tsk. I don��t know how to tell jokes. When I was a freshman, my wish was to go on a blind date with girls from the nursing or dance departments����

    No matter how you look at him, he��s an unusual guy. If everyone feels like they draw a certain line when dealing with me, Kim Dong-jin shows no such sign at all. Anyway, who are you introducing me to?

    ��My uncle on my mother��s side is a writer, and he said that Ennd would really like to see you at least once�� It��s okay to say this because we are blood rtives, but he is an unusual person. So just think of it as a service by having a meal together ande along.��

    I have no idea to what extent Kim Dong-jin is unique. Before you can answer, Kim Dong-jin wraps his arms around your shoulders. and.

    ��Oh really-!��

    The smell of sweat stings my nose. President Shin Jae-hee looks at the two people walking away with narrowed eyebrows. It was as if he wanted to be among them too.

    * * *

    With his messy hair and loose hair, anyone who didn��t know him would be suspicious of him as a homeless person in Seoul Station. Contrary to his statement that he had just had lunch, the sight of him constantly using chopsticks to stir-fry stir-fried pork makes him look like he has starved for three days and nights.

    ��Dongjin, are you still ying rugby? Did you enter physical education school?��

    ��Uncle. How many times have I told you that it is aw school, not a physical education school? And I have already forgotten who asked me to introduce him as soon as I heard that one of my juniors in thew department was an actor. Anyway, the person who asked me to introduce him to someone is going to keep eating like this all the time? ��

    ��It��s all about making a living. Let��s fill in the essentials first and get to the point. Isn��t that right, handsome man?��

    His grinning teeth are full of red pepper powder. No matter how you look at it, it seems clear that Kim Dong-jin was outsourced.

    ��Uncle, just listen to your grandmother and get a job. I guess I��ll have to continue living like a beggar like this.��

    ��Why would Kim Dong-jin speak so harshly to his uncle, whom he has seen since he was a snobbery? Now he nags me every time I meet him because my head has grown a little. And what kind of a piece of shit am I? Have you ever seen someone this handsome?��

    ������.��

    No wordse out. Like Kim Dong-jin, he seemed like a gentleman who didn��t really care about his own behavior. In the end, the uncle puts down his chopsticks after scraping the bottom of the stir-fried pork. With a loud burp.

    ��Kkeok. It was a good meal. As expected, the stir-fried pork here is delicious.��

    ��It looks like youe here often?��

    ��Ennd, you see, my uncle is also an alumnus. He graduated from Korea University��s Department of Geography and traveled all over the country, but now he wants to be a writer and goes to a gosi vige to write. Ugh. Let me stop talking. I heard there is no such thing as Kimsatgat.��

    The more you listen, the more surprising it bes. Your job as a writer is amazing, but I never thought you were an alumnus of Hankuk University. At that time, my uncle raised a ss of water, moistened his mouth, and spoke.

    ��I heard from Dong-jin that he��s a pretty famous actor?��

    ��Don��t you know me?��

    ��I can��t watch TV because I��m constantly traveling all over the country. I don��t even have time to go to the movies.��

    ��Uncle, you probably don��t have any money.��

    ��You idiot keeps interrupting me when I��m talking to an adult. Huh. It��s not anything else, I��m writing a script, and no matter how I look at it, it��s fun, but no filmpany or agency would ept it. What��s the best thing in Korea? It��s not school-rted, it��s not Dong-jin. ��He said there was an actor in his department, so I immediately said I wanted to meet him.��

    It was understandable that the filmpany or agency would not ept the synopsis. Isn��t he a novice writer who has never even entered the profession? In fact, this is true even when called a writer. But my uncle still doesn��t seem to care.

    He eventually takes out a thick script from his shabby bag. Who in this world would write a screeny by hand? It clearly shows signs of having been rewritten in several ces.

    ��Let��s bring a script written on the subject of court authority. Thew is far away, but the fist is close. I brought it to you and asked you to take a look. I really wanted to show it to my junior actor��s agency.��

    ��Yeah, that��s not a problem����

    ��Then?��

    ��Even if I take the synopsis, there is no guarantee that it will be made into a film.��

    ��I��m sure I��ll be full from just the first spoonful. I��m just here to get lunch as well, so don��t feel pressured.��

    ��Uncle, how can you talk so easily about getting food from your nephew?��

    ��Hmm.��

    My uncle rubs the bridge of his nose. At that time, I see the name written on the shabby screeny.

    ��Go Gwang-tae.��

    I��m sure I��ve seen this name somewhere. Memories of my past life begin to pass through my mind like a sh of light. And only then does someonee to mind.

    ��Mitchie of Chungmuro��!��

    ��Huh? Suddenly Chungmuro is crazy? What are you talking about?��

    ��Oh no. Is your name Mr. Go Gwang-tae?��

    Go Gwang-tae nodded briefly, then tilted his head back and said to the restaurant aunt,

    ��Give me one more te of stir-fried pork.��

    He shouts. Seeing that, Kim Dong-jin sticks out his tongue and asks if he wants to eat again. As I look at that scene, a helplessugh bursts out.

    Wasn��t it almost impossible to recognize him because of his messy hair and bulging guessing ring? A famous director who created a huge sensation in Chungmuro in his past life.

    Go Gwang-tae.

    Yeah, this guy��s nickname.

    ��He was a madman in Chungmuro.��

 Chapter 133

    I will live as an actor Episode 133

    Marriage.

    It is a blessing of a lifetime. The face of the new groom who appears to serve a meal is full of shame. If you think about the charisma he usually shows at filming sites, it��s something you can never imagine. The same goes for the bride sitting perfectly next to her new groom.

    ��Thank you, Ennd.��

    Director Shin Seong-hyeon speaks while holding Ennd��s hand.

    ��Please buy me a sumptuous feast like this because I have done something.��

    ��There is nothing wrong with that. In a way, Ennd is like you are our Ojakgyo.��

    There is a saying that a well-behaved cat climbs to the stove first. I introduced Yeonsu��s aunt to director Shin Seong-hyeon out of curiosity. But I never thought it would proceed so smoothly, like removing a bull��s horn.

    ��Mr. Ennd, is this our first time seeing you at an art exhibition?��

    This is Yeonsu��s aunt. It is exactly the same as what I saw at the art exhibition. A beauty so beautiful that it takes your breath away. A low voice, long hair, and even a silk scarf wrapped around a white neck.

    ��I heard a lot about Yeongguk from Yeonsu.��

    Now that I think about it, I haven��t had any contact with Yeonsu for a while. Even when we were attending the same high school, we had to meet each other every time we visited our ss during recess, but after graduating from high school, we had no contact with each other.

    ��How��s Yeonsu doing?��

    ��I was upset. Mr. Young-Kuk never contacted me. So, can I ask you a favor?

    After a moment of silence, what my aunt said was enough to startle me.

    ��Can you sing a congrattory song at our wedding?

    �� Do you want to go?��

    It��s an unexpected request. But it��s not something I don��t understand. In a way, he��s the one who connected director Shin Seong-hyun with Yeon-soo��s aunt. ��Are you

    sure you don��t mind that I��m not a singer?��

    ��I know that Ennd knows you��re good at singing. The people all know, so what are you worried about? And no wonder I ask you bare-mouthed. ��I��ll match the expensive suit you will wear to your wedding, including the shoes and belt.�� I

    couldn��t refuse when I saw Director Shin Seong-hyun��s requesting look in his eyes. Moreover, I thought that it could be a good experience in some way. I may be a mother in the future. It would be a good experience to sing the wedding song in advance for your remarriage.

    ��I will do my best.��

    However,

    ��I also have something to ask you.��

    The new groom and new bride listen intently.

    ��It is possible as a duet with Yeon-soo.�� ��Shall we

    ?�� ��With Yeonsu?��

    ��In a way, Yeonsu gave me her aunt��s phone number so I was able to tell it to Director Shin. There are two Ojakgyo, so how can one be left out?��

    Yeonsu��s aunt opens her eyes wide and immediately smiles with satisfaction.

    * * *

    ��I��m singing the congrattory song too?!��

    Yeonsu��s eyes widen at the voiceing through the phone. . I already knew that my aunt was getting married. But I never thought she would ask me to sing a congrattory song.

    ��Auntie! I��m tone deaf! Hmm��!��

    If the tone-deaf person were to sing the congrattory song, it wouldn��t be surprising if the noisy wedding atmosphere suddenly turned into a library. But Yeon-soo hupped and questioned as her aunt��s voice came again through the receiver. .

    ��Yeong-Kuk with your oppa?��

    Yeon-su��s face blushes as she hangs up the phone. She was already imagining singing a duet with Yeong-Kuk in her head. But she soon realizes that she is tone-deaf. Her face turns pale as if the blood in her whole body is cooling.

    ��Yeonsu, is Aunt Sukyung calling you?��

    She doesn��t even think about answering her mother��s question. Yeonsu immediately grabs her coat and stands up. Her mother sees that. He asks with a puzzled look.

    ��Yeonsu, where are you going now?��

    ��Agency!��

    ��No, he suddenly said he would go to the agency. ��The CEO suddenly wants to meet you?��

    ��No, that��s not right.��

    Would a tone-deaf person��s singing skills suddenly improve if he went to a karaoke bar alone? But it was different for my agency. It was a ce that nurtured not only actors but also singers. Sometimes, whenever I go to and from the agency, I say hello. There must have been too many vocal trainers.

    Before her mother could stop her, Yeon-soo rushed out. Looking at Yeon-soo running out the front door, her mother asked again,

    ��Yeon-soo, why are you going to the agency!?��

    Yeon-soo sees that. He pauses for a moment and replies with a determined expression.

    ��To learn to sing!��

    * * *

    Go Gwang-tae, who wanders around the gosi vige, is studying people today as always. Although he has alreadypleted writing a script rted to thew, he still finds it easy toe here. I don��t leave. That��s because there has never been a more suitable ce to study human groups.

    ��Gwang-tae, are you going to work today too?��

    the old owner of the used bookstore pretends to know as he is handed a paper cup filled with coffee. Go Gwang-tae briefly holds up his notebook and shows it off every time. I took a seat in the corner of the used bookstore. Anyway,

    ��Do you like the script?��

    This is a screeny that I wrote over a long period of five years. I submitted it to most filmpanies and agencies, but the responses I got back were mediocre. No, it would have been better if it had been somewhere that would even give me a mediocre answer.

    After submitting it, there was no response for a long time, so I asked out of curiosity.

    ��There was such a script?��

    There were many cases where the answer was,

    ��I wonder if I will live in obscurity because I am sad.��

    After all, he was an unknown person who had never made it into the literary world. From the filmpany��s perspective, it was obvious that it was just one of many scripts. He probably wouldn��t even have read them. The manuscript of such a script was handed over to an actor whose name I didn��t know.

    ��Dongjin�� They say this is quite famous.��

    If you only listen to what his nephew Kim Dong-jin said, he was a fairly famous actor. His handsome face and tall height gave him the impression that he was an actor, but he didn��t really know him as an actor. Go Gwang-tae, of course, envies the job of a writer, but ironically, he��s not good at movies or dramas. It��s because I don��t look.

    ��Is there anything that could be colored by looking at it for no reason?��

    Gonzo said he did not want to fill his drawing paper-like mind with other works.

    ��If it works, it��s good. If it doesn��t work, it��s over.��

    He handed over the manuscript with a feeling of desperation. The manuscript that he had kept in his arms for five years was like his own baby. . Not being able to see the light is heartbreaking. If it weren��t for those eyes, I wouldn��t have given you the manuscript.

    ��Tsk. I was possessed by a ghost.��

    Just by looking at each other��s eyes, I was filled with inexplicable emotions. Maybe I kept stroking the stir-fried pork with my chopsticks to hide those emotions. That��s what happened. If my eyes were wrong, It��s something that can��t be helped.

    In front of the used bookstore, as usual, there is only quietness. Books from restaurants and bars that used to be pawn shops are piled up, and people who have passed the civil service examinatione and go like spirits. They search their pockets at the sound of the boat horn. He looks, but there isn��t a single 1,000 won bill.

    ��I��ll go to Chungmuro and do some odd jobs.��

    The money he saved while working has run out, so it��s time to start working again. The new ce he will move to is none other than Chungmuro. C. Because I wanted to see with my own eyes how movies are made and produced. Of course, I had to start with the youngest, who does the chores.

    * * *

    That evening.

    ��It��s Beopwon Gwongeun����

    Daecheong (��d) I sit down and pick up the script that Go Gwang-tae handed me. It��s a script that has been erased and written over

    and over again, and has scratches like scratches. Looking at the year of writing written on the first page, it seems like it was written over five years. How long did he put a lot of effort into? This is the part where you can tell if this is a work that put a lot of thought into it.

    ��He is clearly a sessful director.��

    If you recall your past life memories, all of the works of Go Gwang-tae, or the madman of Chungmuro, created a sensation. Raw directing with minimal SFX. Not only that, but also an unusual script. There were many

    art directors in Chungmuro, but Go Gwang-tae��s reputation stood out among them. Commercial potential He was a person who was evaluated as having achieved both artistic and artistic qualities. However,

    ��he is not a director yet.��

    Ko Gwang-tae started his career in his mid-40s, so at least he still has five years left. In any case, bing a film director is not something that can be made right away just because you have talent.

    Starting from the youngest member of the directing team, to the assistant director, and all the way to the general manager. Movie. There is a saying that ten years is too short to take responsibility for the overall affairs of apany. In contrast, Go Gwang-tae took over the megaphone so quickly that it can be said to be rapid.

    However,

    among Go Gwang-tae��s filmography that he encountered in his past life, there are films rted tow. There was no. I know this because I saw all of his filmography for film study when I was doing minor roles in Chungmuro. So what does this screeny in my hands mean? The answer is simple. ��A

    study in practice.��

    Doesn��t this literally mean that it is a work that was not made public in the past life? It was at that time.

    ��Ennd, what are you worrying about?��

    I thought it was my grandfather. But when I tilted my head back, it was my uncle. My uncle had a solemn expression like a grandfather. After building it, he sat down on the floor.

    ��He��s not simr to my uncle and grandfather.��

    ��Hehe, Yonseok. But what is the script in your hand? It��s very old.��

    ��I got it from someone I know.��

    ��Let me take a look, too.��

    My uncle takes it as if he were taking away an old script. Any actor can��t help but be curious about the script. The look in my uncle��s eyes as he flipped through the pages of the old script. This changes gradually. The eyes that were somber at first be brighter as each page is turned.

    How much time has passed

    ? ��Hey, isn��t this interesting?��

    My uncle exims in admiration after reading the middle part of the script. After all, he is also writing the script for the first time. When you saw it, weren��t you so immersed that you couldn��t take your eyes off it?

    ��The characters are so vivid, like real people. I especially like this part of scene 47. Thew is far away, but the fist is close, so there��s a scene where you suddenly beat up an unscrupulous guy. Sometimes it��s like aedy, and at other times it��s like an action movie. There is even social satirical ck humor. How many genres are included in the script? It��s a hit. ��What is the name of the writer who wrote this screeny?��

    ��It��s Go Gwang-tae.��

    ��This is the first time I��ve heard of a writer called Go Gwang-tae .��

    He was as good as an unknown guy who hadn��t even gotten a job yet.

    ��But what are you so worried about?��

    ��The CEO has been working on a project for a while. He told me not to do anything and take a rest. He said he needed time to rx and recharge. And I can��t find a director who can take on this project. If you look at the script, you will see that the writer has made the scenesplicated, as if he was interfering with the directing, so most directors would hate it with both hands. Actually, I had director Shin Seong-hyeon in mind, but no matter how I looked at it, the script and directing style didn��t match.��

    My uncle scratches his head as if he doesn��t understand.

    ��What��s the problem with that?��

    ������.��

    ��You��re not even a rice cooker, so do you really need to steam for a certain amount of time? Recharging time is different for each person. In my opinion, Ennd, you are a natural actor. An actor can live without acting. You can go back to work whenever you��re ready, and if you��re the director who can handle this script, Ennd will be by your side.�� ��

    Who is it?��

    my uncle says, ncing at the living room beyond the main hall.

    ��Brother Baek Jang-hoon.��

 Chapter 134

    I will live as an actor Episode 134 Baek

    Jang-hoon.

    A master of the Korean film industry, he is the one who made the film industry bloom in Korea, which was once a wastnd. Just like the majestic height of the Taebaek Mountains, Baek Jang-Hoon��s status in Chungmuro cannot be expressed in words. He was a person whose life itself was evaluated as a movie. How dare you call him a living legend in the film industry?

    The panoramic view of the city is like a dense jungle with lush greenery. Gray buildings rising up in ce of old trees are rampant, and the roads between them are crowded with cars instead of countless wild animals. In this urban jungle, where you could easily get lost if you look away, there is a building with an unusual appearance.

    ��I feel nervous whenever Ie here.��

    This unique architectural style, where the exterior wall is finished with full ss and reflects sunlight and shines like crystal, makes you think you are visiting a famous foreign city. It is a sacred ce and a utopia of dreams that every filmmaker in Chungmuro would like to visit at least once. This is the headquarters of Baek Jang-hoon Production.

    ��How did you get here?��

    The employee at the desk stands up when he sees the young man walking in.

    ��I came to see Director Baek Jang-hoon.��

    ��Did you make a reservation in advance?��

    ��No, I came here unexpectedly, so I couldn��t really contact you. If I tell you that Ennd hase, you will know.��

    ��yes?��

    Aftering to Seoul, I used toe and go to this office building like it was my home until I was called a 10 million cameo. It��s easy to get used to it, but as soon as you step into Baek Jang-hoon Production��s headquarters, an inexplicable tension envelopes your entire body.

    How much effort did you make to once set foot in this ce? Eventually, the suspicious female employee grabbed the receiver and opened her eyes wide.

    ��He wants you toe up now.��

    ��thank you.��

    The female employee��s gaze, staring at the receding back, is still full of puzzlement. However, it is not easy to recognize the face because the hat is pressed down.

    This is the representative office where the grandfather��s character is clearly revealed. The worn furniture clearly showed signs of age, and the gramophone and old vinyl records made you think you hade to Nakwon Shopping Mall. At least the posters of representative works on the wall tell us that this is a production.

    ��grandfather.��

    ��Shall I give you a drink or warm green tea? No. I have some pu-erh tea that I brought in from China a while ago. I��ll give you that. It has a great scent.��

    ��Aren��t you curious why I suddenly came?��

    Grandfather says as he pours tea into a teacup.

    ��When Yonseok was young, we would go to work together every day. I��m curious. Even when we were eating breakfast, we didn��t say anything. Now, drink before it gets cold.��

    ��I found a script.��

    ��Script?��

    A look of puzzlement appears in the grandfather��s eyes. That��s because, without going too far, there are so many scenarios just for production alone. Of course, not all of them are filmed. Among numerous scenarios, only selected works can go on to be produced.

    ��It��s aplete script that waspleted without a synopsis or treatment. I��ve already submitted it to filmpanies several times, but it looks like it��s been rejected several times.��

    ��I guess the author who wrote it is unknown?��

    I can��t deny it. Most film studios do not ept transcripts. This is because there is no time or staff allocated to read each of the numerous script writers�� scenarios in the first ce. Therefore, we can only get a taste of the work with a simple synopsis and treatment.

    What��s more, isn��t he an unknown author? No matter which productionpany in Korea you go to, you cannot expect them to be generous enough to read an unknown script. In short, Go Gwang-tae��s approach was wrong from the start. At that time, the grandfather put down the teacup loudly and borated.

    ��But it looks like you��re interested, right?��

    ��Very much.��

    ��If Ennd says that, you are immersed in the script. Is the reason you are telling Haebi that you are asking her to look at the script again?��

    ��You��re half right.��

    ��Half of it is right?��

    ��Is this script really?��

    Grandfather looks puzzled. However, his eyes be curiously curved at the subsequent remark.

    ��I was wondering if this was a work worthy of my grandfather personally directing the megaphone.��

    * * *

    As you get older, your concentration tends to decline. Hasn��t time passed as much as the gray hair on my head? Vision and hearing also deteriorate. I thought my memory and concentration were also diminished because I kept so many things in my head. But at this moment, it feels like I have returned to my younger days.

    How many hours have passed? It was after Ennd, who was like a grandson to him, left. It started with unfolding a page of an old script that was covered in hand stains. It was like I couldn��t take my eyes off my son-inw, as if he was in darkness and the light only came from the screeny.

    ��Hoo.��

    I even took out my reading sses, which I don��t usually wear, and put them on. I don��t mind if my cheeks twitch asionally and the frames of my sses slip and sting the bridge of my nose.

    As a film director, I have been working in Chungmuro for a long time, but it has been a long time since I have seen a work that immerses me this much. As proof of this, he was unwavering, with only asional exmations and throat-clearing. It was then.

    smart.

    At the sound of knocking again, Director Baek Jang-hoon looks up. After briefly telling them toe in, the production staff carefully opens the door.

    ��Director, it��s regr meeting time.��

    ��Is it already sote?��

    This is a meeting held regrly every week with the production staff. Director Baek Jang-hoon, who normally would have arrived at the conference hall before anyone else, did not show up, so he ended uping to meet him. Of course, the time has already passed. Director Baek Jang-hoon lets out a helplessugh.

    ��Hehe. As I read the words in the script as if savoring each sentence, I didn��t even realize how much time had passed.��

    ��Do you have a separate script for the director to look at?��

    ��I came across it through Young-guk, and it felt like a bamboo rain was hit on my worn-out body. It brought me to my senses. I don��t know how long it��s been since I��ve felt this way. The more I read, the more live fish jump in my palm. It feels like fun. Director Cha, can you find the writer who wrote the screeny?��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon holds up the script. The script is so old that you can tell it��s old even at a nce.

    ��They say it��s writer Go Gwang-tae, and he��s in Sillim-dong��s gosi vige. And Director Cha, I guess I��ll have to postpone my schedule.��

    ��You mean regr meetings?��

    At that moment, Director Baek Jang-hoon appears to be shaking his head. Director Baek Jang-hoon follows Chief Cha��s puzzled gaze and smiles faintly. And then I take a look at the old script.

    ��What I��m saying is that I will have to postpone my scheduled sabbatical year.��

    * * *

    Acting is a series of learning. A lot of effort is required to explore the world unfolding within a single script. In that sense, Ennd can be seen as a natural hard worker.

    Didn��t you already realize it in your past life? The light of talent given to you was as dim as a firefly, and inparison, the light of Chungmuro��s famous actors was like the flickering sun.

    It was said that the gap that could not be filled was ovee through hard work. When I yed the role of a homeless person, there was a time when I stayed among the homeless people at Seoul Station for 15 days. Oh my gosh, myst nickname was crazy.

    ��advice?��

    Professor Shin Jeong-gil looks at Ennd, who is sitting across from him, with a puzzled gaze. It was not unusual for an undergraduate student to meet his professor, but the gist of the interview was unusual. If I were an ordinaryw student, most of the questions would have been rted to the bar exam or the legal profession.

    ��It��s not aboutw, but advice about acting. Aren��t you a more expert in that field than me?��

    This is Professor Shin Jeong-gil, who has been involved in the legal field his entire life. He was a person who was literally alienated from visual media as he did not even watch television much, let alone the theater. At that time, Professor Shin Jeong-gil asks again with a strange gaze.

    ��Maybe your next work will be aboutw?��

    The life of awyer is very simr to that of a politician, but different. Isn��t this a job that you won��t miss anywhere if you��re not careful? For the rest of my life, I have to see through the lies of criminals. Ennd raises his head and looks at Professor Shin Jeong-gil.

    ��Professor, have you ever felt irritated while working as a judge?��

    ��It��s inmmation�� It would be a lie if I said I didn��t feel it. It was a career I chose while serving as a probationary officer at the Judicial Research and Training Institute, but there were times when I felt skeptical. Sometimes it felt like I was wearing a mask.��

    ������.��

    ��On the outside, it was clearly a profession that others looked up to and envied, but in reality, it was festering and rotten. You may not even know that that��s why I quit being a judge and took the path of nurturing younger students. ��

    From the beginning, I knew that Professor Shin Jeong-gil was an unaffected person. But I had no idea that he would be this honest and honest beyond my imagination. That��s because most people in the legal profession are building a huge wall against your pride.

    ��Have you ever regretted making a decision as a judge?��

    ��That��s right. First-timers are always very motivated. There was an 80-year-old man who couldn��t endure hunger and ended up stealing groceries. It was his first offense and the damage was minor, so the case ended with a suspended sentence. But it turns out that the old man alsomitted suicide. ��I stole it not to enrich my stomach, but for my grandchild. I can��t forget the sight of the old man crying for his life in the courtroom, saying he didn��t even have money to pay the fine.��

    ��Isn��t that an unavoidable ruling as a judge?��

    ��That��s right. Thew should always be fair to everyone. But it was mind-boggling to see the chairman of apany thatter embezzled tens of billions of dors hire arge number ofwyers disguised as military officials and receive probation. Is it true that groceries ��I wonder if the weight of the sins of the old man who stole his money and the chairman who embezzled tens of billions of dors are the same.��

    Professor Shin Jeong-gil wipes his dry lips.

    ��It probably would have been the same even if I had chosen to be a prosecutor orwyer instead of a judge. The legal profession itself is like that. It must protect thew more than anyone else, be fair to all, and bnce thew, which is said to be the good ofmon sense.��

    ������.��

    ��Sometimes I can��t keep it. The beliefs I had when I first started out weren��t strong enough to climb the huge pyramid called the organization. Although it��s close to thew, in some ways, it��s the furthest from thew. Indeed. Isn��t it ironic? That��s why you don��t even know why I��m here right now. Because I couldn��t do that. To encourage the faith of the new sprouts a little more. Just recently, you asked me if I had ever made a decision and regretted it.��

    Professor Shin Jeong-gil��s wrinkled eyes are closed. Reminiscences fill the half-opened eyes, as if recalling the past that had settled down.

    ��It is said in the Talmud that before handing down capital punishment, a judge must feel as if his own neck is being hung. As a first-time judge, I am currently serving as a first-time judge who made an elderly man who stole groceries for his grandchildren aware of the crime and sentenced him to a fine and probation. ��I feel the same way. I wonder if I may have sentenced that old man to death.��

 Chapter 135

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 135

    I often hear people say I have no sense. As can be seen from his matted hair and loose-fitting clothes, he is not very interested in the appearance of the world. Even now, if you look at it, it looks no different from the homeless people in the station. Before he knew it, sweat began to form on his forehead.

    gulp.

    Mokuldae is shaking. Tension that had not been present even at academic achievement exams in the past took hold of my entire body. Did I even meet a wolf right before my eyes? Oh my God, how can wolves be so active in the city? But at this moment, the person sitting in front of me feels like a tiger, not a wolf.

    ��You said your name was Mr. Go Gwang-tae, right?��

    ��That��s right.��

    As can be seen from the trembling voice, it is difficult to tell whether the current situation is a dream or reality. I bite my inner cheek with my mrs to see if the intoxication of the makgeolli I drankst night has yet to subside. The faint pain rises like a harbinger of happiness.

    ��Do you know this old man?��

    ��How could you not know? Aren��t you Director Baek Jang-hoon!��

    I often hear people say that I don��t have any sense, but how can I act like I��m a person with no sense of humor? Isn��t he the person I idolized the most as a filmmaker? I guarantee you that even if you were to meet silent film master Buster Keaton in person, you wouldn��t be this nervous.

    ��I��m sorry for asking you to meet writer Go Gwang-tae all of a sudden. You have other ns today, but I thought this old man might be rude. If you��re busy, it��s okay to just say hello today and set up a separate time.��

    ��Oh! Why are you talking so rudely? If I had any other schedules, I would be sitting on my butt in the alley of a used bookstore in Gosichon. You don��t have to worry at all. If it were Director Baek Jang-hoon, it wouldn��t have been enough for me to run out in socks and meet him. And I��m unemployed! I��m unemployed! I have a lot of time!��

    It��s so intense, it��s as if my hands are cramping. It was because of concerns that director Baek Jang-hoon might resign.

    ��The work was too good to be judged as an unemployed person. After seeing the script written by writer Go Gwang-tae, I contacted him because I wanted to meet him.��

    ��My script��?��

    ��That��s Ennd, so Actor Jang showed it to me. I apologize if you were inconvenienced in any way.��

    ��No! On the contrary, I want to kneel down and bow to Actor Jang. Isn��t it an honor for the family that the director looks at my script? And please speakfortably. I look old on the outside, but I am much younger than the director! ��

    Tangled hair shakes violently. He seemed to be ufortable with the fact that the person who was his idol continued to use respectfulnguage. At that time, director Baek Jang-hoon got lucky.

    ��The reason why I asked to meet author Go Gwang-tae in person today.��

    gulp.

    ��I wanted to ask if I could direct the author��s work.��

    At that moment, Go Gwang-tae��s pupils tremble as if there was an earthquake.

    ��

    _ doesn��t exist.��

    For some reason, I feel ashamed.

    ��Wasn��t it the same during the oral interview? The problems of the Korean judicial system, how to ovee them, and even the future direction of the legal profession. I never imagined that the answer would be that there is no solution because there is ack of self-reflection. .��

    ��You didn��t think that was arrogant?��

    ��If I had thought that way, would I still be a professor? I would still be wearing aw suit and working as a judge. The thoughts of the rest of the professors in the oral interview room were also the same. Some may say that your answer is very hasty and wrong-headed.��

    Professor Shin Jeong-gil borates with a faint smile.

    ��I really like that kind of rebellious temperament.��

    In any case,ing to meet Professor Shin Jeong-gil today was a great harvest. In order to study writer Go Gwang-tae��s screeny, a legal professional��s perspective was also essential. I didn��t expect him to answer the question so honestly and without any modifications.

    ��Actually, I don��t know how much time passes these days because I��ve been watching movies and dramas you��ve appeared in.��

    ��yes?��

    ��Everyone in my house and my daughter are your fans, and it has be a daily routine for me to watch your work after work. Every time I see your image reflected in the TV, I feel amazing. Thew student I met in the ssroom. Rather, each work seemed as if a different character was breathing.��

    It was unexpected. Wasn��t it Professor Shin Jeong-gil who seemed to live a life of istion from dramas and movies? I never thought I would say that I looked through the entire filmography. At that time, Professor Shin Jeong-gil asks with a curious expression.

    ��Could you tell me about your next project? It��s clear that it��s rted to thew, given that you��vee to see me. I can��t predict how your appearance will change. You look good as a judge in a court uniform, you��re good as a prosecutor, and you��ve be a sharp sword at aw firm. Awyer would also be a good fit.��

    ������.��

    ��Which of the three is it?��

    What should I answer? I wanted to show the script to Professor Shin Jeong-gil. He was a person well-versed in legal aspects. However, even if you read the script, it will be difficult to clearly determine what the main character��s upation is.

    He is a person who is awyer in a country governed by the rule ofw, but at the same time he is not. After all, isn��t the theme of the screeny also the power of the court? Thew is far, but the fist is close. The answer to that is just one sentence.

    ��He is an ouw.��

    * * *

    ��her.��

    I still can��t believe it. My legs feel shaky as if I ran a marathon. I pinch my cheek to see if I��m walking in a dream, but all I feel is pain. When I raise my head and look at the sky, the strands of telephone poles tangled like spider webs remind me of reality.

    ��Gwangtae, is something wrong?��

    The old owner of the used bookstore asked with a worried expression. After all, isn��t his appearance different from usual every time I encounter him? Instead of looking at the alley of the gosi vige with a sharp gaze while joking about studying people, his eyes look dazed, like someone who is on drugs.

    In the end, unable to control his shaking legs, he copses on his butt in the corner of the used bookstore.

    ��Oh my gosh, Gwangtae��!��

    ��It��s okay. I��m just dizzy right now.��

    ��What on earth can happen to a young person? No matter how difficult it is, you have to keep your head straight.��

    The hand of the used bookstore owner who supports Go Gwang-tae is full of concern.

    ��Is something bad happening?��

    At that moment, Go Gwang-tae shakes his shoulders. He said he met director Baek Jang-hoon, whom he considered his idol, and talked endlessly about the script. It was a childlike script that no one recognized. My baby was recognized.

    And that too to the famous director who is said to be the master of Chungmuro. Soon, a smile spreads across my face, whether it��s tears orughter. It would be likeughing while crying.

    ��It��s okay. It��s okay.��

    ��Are you really okay?��

    ��It��s because I won something better than the lottery.��

    ��What?!��

    Even if I won the lottery, I wouldn��t be as happy as I am now. I have never felt so hot in my life. Director Baek Jang-hoon��s praise was enough to make my whole body shiver.

    As the old owner of the used bookstore leaves with a puzzled look behind him, Go Gwang-tae sweeps his face with his long fingers. Tears andughtere out salty together.

    ��Make it a video.��

    It feels real that my own screeny is being made into a video. Of course, we also know that production can fall apart during the pre-production stage.

    However, isn��t the fact that director Baek Jang-hoon said he would personally take charge of the film a guarantee? Director Baek Jang-hoon was asked not only about the script but also about the selection of actors.

    -When writing the script, was there an actor you had in mind for the lead role? Are you by any chance actor Jang Young-guk?

    Go Gwang-tae shook his head in response to Director Baek Jang-hoon��s question. The reason I met actor Jang Young-guk in the first ce was because I was concerned that the script would be buried in the dust. The way I could express my gratitude to him was beyond words, but it was unavoidable.

    After all, Go Gwang-tae, who wrote the book in istion from the media, was unaware of the existence of an actor named Jang Yeong-guk.

    ��I think it would be better for the director to contact the lead actor directly rather than me. ��I don��t know the actors well and I��m not talented enough to evaluate their acting.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon nodded briefly in response to Go Gwang-tae��s answer. I couldn��t help but wonder who would take on the lead role in the work.

    * * *

    ��I met thete author.��

    It was a dinner party. I couldn��t help but stop my chopsticks at my grandfather��s words. I never dreamed that I would meet artist Go Gwang-tae so quickly, even though he said he would get rid of an ox horn.

    ��Grandpa, that��s what you mean��!��

    ��Yonseok, swallow all your rice and then talk.��

    I swallowed the rice that was full in my mouth and asked.

    ��Are you saying you want to direct?��

    The grandfather responds with a brief nod. Actually, wasn��t it a long time ago? Each director has a different perspective on the work.

    A masterpiece to some may feel like a masterpiece to others. Moreover, isn��t writer Go Gwang-tae��s scriptposed of a structure soplex that any director would be at a loss?

    ��Ennd was a much more polite friend than you said?��

    This is Go Gwang-tae, who was called the madman of Chungmuro in his past life. It��s not for nothing that they��re called crazy. Weren��t they reluctant to even do basic SFX work, including CG, which would be easily seen in any movie in the future? He was a man who sought to portray things as they were produced.

    It was said that it was the actors who suffered because of this. Moreover, his personality was so strange that all the actors he worked with said in unison.

    -Director Go Gwang-tae��s works are unconditionally sessful. But I don��t want to never be together again.

    That��s why my grandfather��s words felt puzzling. But if you think about it another way, isn��t your grandfather a person who is called the greatest master in Chungmuro? This means that no matter how crazy a dog is, it has no choice but to be calm in front of a tiger.

    ��A screeny is something that you just have to take from an alreadypleted script and assemble it. Having to reorganize the script for each shot only takes time, but it can be done as if you were drawing up a blueprint. As for financing, I expect it wille naturally if you look for it. There��s something really wrong with it.��

    What could be an obstacle to Baek Jang-hoon��s division deciding to step forward? However, I was able to find out what the grandfather was thinking about through the following afterword.

    ��We need to cast a lead actor, hmm.��

    ��I gave you Grandpa��s script.��

    ��Of course, you keep Ennd in mind because you are also an actor.��

    Does this sound like a bolt from the blue?

 Chapter 136

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 136

    ��Puhaha!��

    A heartyugh echoes. The stone on the board where they were chatting was shaking so much. Ahn Jung-hyun wipes away his tears and says.

    ��Britain really got stabbed in the back!��

    ��It��s because I like this guy called Uncle so much����

    ��No, I can��t help but think of Young-Kuk��s embarrassment, and it��s funnier than most sis. He��s basically like a young old man, so there are many times when I feel like he��s my age.��

    White stones and ck stones are separated from each other and constantly ced. A rough storm rages on the quiet checkerboard. It was an instant for all the upper left ears to turn white. An expression of triumph appears on Ahn Jung-hyun��s face after he has won.

    ��Where is the baduk yer?��

    Baek Jang-hoon��s eyes staring at the checkerboard are sharper than ever.

    ��Brother, why don��t you stop throwing rocks? I��ve been confident in ball games since I was young, so I��ve never once ordered jajangmyeon with my own money at a billiards hall.��

    Because the baduk stones are round, it is said to be a ball game and people even make fun of it. I try to find the trick, but I can��t see it. Isn��t he truly an outsider? The wrinkles of reading numbers only deepen. In the end, Baek Jang-hoon nces back and looks for someone. At that look.

    ��Oh, this is a foul. Don��t call Ennd.��

    ��Hmm.��

    ��When I think about thest time, I still jump up from my sleep. No matter how much I look at him, he must have taken baduk lessons without us knowing. Otherwise, I wouldn��t be able to y with Ahn Jung-hyun, the representative of Chungmuro Baduk, in the palm of my hand. And Ennd was there earlier. ��I��m out. I mean the bus has already passed.��

    Howe I couldn��t see the counselor? Baek Jang-hoon shakes his head. But you can��t throw stones right now. After all, if you��re a man, shouldn��t you see the end?

    widely!

    The war that seemed like it would end easily shows no sign of ending. It was a trick created by Baek Jang-hoon��s honesty. As Heukdol continued to fight tenaciously, Ahn Jung-hyeon finally spoke in tears.

    ��True brother. Then do you have an actor in mind who would fit the script?��

    Baek Jang-hoon, who is looking at the checkerboard, shakes his head. I looked at the script and had a detailed conversation with the writer, but no clear actor��s face came to mind.

    This may be because the images of the roles are so diverse that it is difficult to think of just one person. At times it wasical, at other times it was serious and even vicious.

    ��I thought you already had a few people on your list. Most actors in Chungmuro don��t know anything.��

    ��The puzzle isplicated, so it��s rather difficult to put it together.��

    ��Why don��t you say that? How about me? I think it would be nice to work together with my brother after a long time and reminisce about the old days.��

    Iugh at an untimely joke. Of course, if Ahn Jung-hyun is there, there is no reason to reject Baek Jang-hoon as well. Isn��t he a famous actor who has yed a variety of roles? After all, the business card of being a national actor is not something you can get for free. However, the traces of time are already evident on my face.

    ��You bastard, then you have to rip up and rewrite the entire script. I know how old you are.��

    ��Oh my, why are you doing this? I��m still so cheerful.��

    ��It��s a breeze.��

    ��By the way, if there is no actor worth meeting.��

    At that moment, Ahn Jung-hyun moves forward and asks.

    ��Are you sure you��re going to audition?��

    * * *

    Is this what it feels like to be stabbed in the foot by an ax you believe in?

    no.

    Shouldn��t public and private life be certain? That I was arrogant. Is there any guarantee that a batter who hits home runs in consecutive hits will hit home runs again next time? The works I have been in charge of for several years have been so sessful and praised by the media that I seem to have boarded the ne without realizing it.

    After all, in his past life, he was an unknown actor who yed minor roles. Back then, how hard did you try to take on at least one project? If he could have appeared in even a small role, he would have grabbed the director by the pants.

    ��Ennd, is this true?��

    CEO Seonghwan Kimes in holding a newspaper and unfolds it.

    [Director Baek Jang-hoon��s rumors of an actor for the next film are on the rise in Chungmuro!]

    As the saying goes, birds hear what you say during the day, and rats hear what you say at night, it seems that the rumors have already started due to quick-moving reporters. That��s because Baek Jang-hoon��s division is elerating the pre-production of his next film, even as my grandfather postponed his scheduled sabbatical year.

    ��CEO, I think I should stop moping.��

    ��What? Could it be that you were contacted about director Baek Jang-hoon��s work!?��

    ��No, I wish I did too.��

    He exined the past respect he had with his grandfather. From meeting writer Go Gwang-tae to director Baek Jang-hoon reviewing the script. In the end, when it was said that Director Baek had him in mind as a lead actor candidate, CEO Kim Seong-hwan let out a sigh.

    ��It was actually good.��

    ������?��

    ��It��s because I��ve walked a path that was like a dream for me. It wasn��t because I was good at acting, but because I was able to distill my experience well. Now I think I know what I should pursue as a real actor. That��s why I told you, I need to stop hesitating.��

    ��I don��t understand. Ennd, you��re good at acting, even though all Koreans already know this.��

    CEO Seonghwan Kim does not know me from my past life.

    ��If I hadn��t had that experience.��

    His acting skills may have been limited to minor roles.

    ��I want to try.��

    ��If Ennd is an effort, you are still doing it right now, right? There is no one your age who studies acting by reading scripts as much as you do.��

    ��What I��m saying is that I want to go back to the beginning. To the days when I was crazy about acting.��

    CEO Seonghwan Kim��s face is full of puzzlement. Anyway, I wouldn��t have understood what was being said. A faint talent that was like a firefly. He said he put in a lot of effort to develop that talent.

    However, the reason he worked so hard, even being called a crazy person for acting, was probably to break the cycle of poverty. It is no exaggeration to say that the experiences of those days were the foundation that made me who I am today.

    Rather, my grandfather��s firm words awakened my spirit. It feels like I��ve been flying through the sky on a ne and now I��ve finallynded in the right ce. I want to go crazy about acting again. Of course, this is not to break the cycle of poverty as in the past. It means that I want to be crazy about acting itself.

    * * *

    ��Thank you for your effort!��

    There is no excitement at the filming site after an all-night stay. Not only was the filming carried out without any film, but it was a script, so everyone, including the staff and actors, had dark spots under their eyes. However, even in the midst of all this, there is an actor who walks around the filming set and bows with a bright smile to everyone, regardless of rank.

    ��Hwa-won, aren��t you tired? The waiting time was long and it must have been very difficult to film all night while receiving faxes of the script.��

    After walking around the drama filming site and saying hello, the manager asked him. The manager swallows his admiration at the sight of Son Hwa-won answering with a faint smile. After all, it was nothing short of a blessing that the actor he was in charge of was so polite. Son Hwa-won, who is in the van, asks the manager.

    ��Brother, but is that true?��

    ��what?��

    ��What I��m saying is that director Baek Jang-hoon is looking for an actor for his next film.��

    Thanks to the news I identally learned while filming the drama, I never felt tired even though I stayed up all night.

    ��I heard that rumors have already spread widely in Chungmuro. Since Baek Jang-hoon��s division is directly involved, there must be a lot of actors willing to apply.��

    At that time, a man passes through Son Hwa-won��s mind. A person who always gave honest advice.

    -Just as a chrysalis molts and bes a butterfly, so does acting. Don��t try to be too bound by the limits you set for yourself. In my view, Hwa-won is an actor who is more valuable than the limitations she has set for herself. One day, I will be able to break that shell.

    Even while filming the drama, that person��s advice kept lingering in my mind. I heard that actor Jang Young-guk and director Baek Jang-hoon have been living together in the same house for a long time and are like grandfather and grandson.

    ��Hyung, I heard actor Jang Young-guk is also appearing in that work?��

    ��There was no such thing, but it was only known that casting for all roles had not yet been decided. Because of that, there are many agency representatives who are trying to show their faces at Baek Jang-hoon Productions these days, but they were wondering if they would at least show their actors�� faces. It��s all useless.��

    The manager clicks his tongue and borates.

    ��But is it as easy as it sounds? Director Baek Jang-hoon is such a strict person. He is famous for not even being able to set foot on a filming set if he is not good at acting even if he is pushed with money.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon��s selection of actors was famous from the beginning in Chungmuro. No matter how famous an actor was, he couldn��t even appear in a small role if it didn��t fit the picture he was painting.

    Moreover, it cannot be solved even with money. In the past, there was already a famous anecdote where even an investmentpany that offered to provide full financing for movie production dered that no interference in the filming was possible.

    This was possible because he was a master. How many film directors are there in Korea who can pursue their own creative activities without being restricted by money? Moreover, each piece of work is recognized for itsmercial and artistic value. How dare you call him a living legend of the film industry?

    Therefore, all the actors in Chungmuro used to envy the opportunity to appear in director Baek Jang-hoon��s work. Because it was literally about appearing in a master��s film.

    ��They say the script hasn��t even been released yet, but there are already a lot of people who want to subscribe even before they see the blueprint. It��s amazing.��

    The manager��s words linger in the car. Son Hwa-won��s face reflected in the car window is full of determination instead of fatigue. Of course. Because he was also an actor from Chungmuro who wanted to appear in director Baek Jang-hoon��s movie.

    * * *

    Sillim-dong has a unique scent. Not only the smell of old textbooks flowing from used bookstores, but also the cigarette smoke exhaled from the sighs of those who have passed the civil service exam contain the joys and sorrows of life that intertwine sess and failure. It hovers around the gosi vige like the scent of pine trees that have been rooted in one ce for a long time.

    ��Whew.��

    I am confident that I have been exercising for a long time, but steep hills are still difficult. asionally, a card flutters in the gosi vige vi announcing that a test taker has passed the test.

    It seems as if theirnd is moring for a good ce. But even that cannot be seen as you climb the steep hill. Just as the air bes thinner the higher you climb, the sess of passing the exam also seems to fade away.

    ��Are we here?��

    It is a ce reminiscent of the Sageulbang of the past in Namhang. The old iron gate is open at an angle with a shoulder missing, making you wonder if anyone is actually living there, let alone whether there is a deposit or not. There must be a lot of high school graduates living here too. But they are not interested in visits from outsiders. Like a Buddhist who has cut off ties with the secr world.

    ��Thete author��!��

    When I call my name outside the front door and there is no answer for a long time, I have no choice but to step in. Then, a person is seen hesitantly walking out of the back room with the broken doorknob. Writer Go Gwang-tae is leading a life like a heretic among those who have cut off ties with the secr world.

    ��Actor Jang?��

    Artist Ko Gwang-tae, holding a roll of toilet paper in one hand, looks on with wide eyes. He must have never imagined that I would appear here.

    Mold grows among the wallpaper that has deteriorated as if it was originally yellow. The fan attached to the ceiling has its neck bent halfway, making it look like a scene from a horror movie.

    There are nkets that you would only see in the military and soju bottles lying around, which shows that people are living here. Artist Ko Gwang-tae rubs the bridge of his nose as if he is embarrassed.

    ��When I��m writing, I have to drink once in a while. It��s lonely. If you��re writing a script with no promises, no one will recognize you. But don��t mistake me for an alcoholic. Even after looking like this, I wonder if I should drink a bottle every two days or not.��

    ������.��

    ��Actually, it��s because money is tight.��

    That��s when it urred to me. Director Go Gwang-tae, who was called the madman of Chungmuro in his past life, was a drunkard known even in the film industry. The fact that it was. He scratches his head sheepishly and says,

    ��It��ste to say thank you. In fact, I was nning to go to Hankuk University next week to see Dongjin together. If it weren��t for Actor Jang, how would Director Baek Jang-hoon personally take charge of my work? Actually, it��s still a long time ago. I wonder if I��m dreaming. Thank you so much.��

    At that moment, Go Gwang-tae grabs my hand. I��m sure I saw him scratching his butt as he came out of the back room just a moment ago.

    ��But what��s going on here? ��How did you know the address?��

    ��I asked senior Dongjin. ��I really want to meet the writer.��

    ��Me?��

    For screenwriters, a screeny is often like their own child. Parents are the ones who know their children best. Just like the process of conception and birth, they spend a long time looking after themselves. ��I would like

    to appear in the writer��s work.��

    ��Hmm, if that��s the case, wouldn��t it be better to visit director Baek Jang-hoon? ��I only wrote the screeny, but I��mpletely ignorant of movie directing.��

    ��That��s why I came here. Actually, I felt like I didn��t like director Baek Jang-hoon. Even though I read the script several times and tried to think about it on my own, I couldn��t figure it out.�� The only

    person who knows the details of the script is the creator. ��What does Actor Jang think is the synchronization between

    the role and the actor ?��

    Assimtion is something that is difficult to express in words. No matter how good an actor is, he or she cannot y every role. It can be cumbersome, like wearing clothes that do not fit the body, or sometimes it can make the viewer feel ufortable due to excessive coordination. ��In principle,

    the value of an actor��s name cannot be ignored when ites to measuring the sess of a movie. But that doesn��t mean that all movies starring famous actors are sessful. To be honest, I��m still so clueless about movies that I don��t know if it��s right for me to say this.�� ��Please speak

    without hesitation.��

    ��Actually, the day after I met director Baek Jang-hoon, I went to a video rental store and looked at the filmography that actor Jang had appeared in. I skimmed through everything. After all, as a writer, I was the first actor to submit a manuscript that was no different from a baby. But the more I looked at it, the more surprising it became. ��You were much more famous than I thought. Watching the video, I wondered how on earth he could act like that at that age. But now that I��m here, I think I vaguely understand why director Baek Jang-hoon didn��t choose you.��

    Go Gwang-tae, who had been quiet for a while, raises his head. Beneath his tangled hair, his bright eyes look at me.

    ��The texture is different.��

 Chapter 137

    I will live as an actor Episode 137

    Conclusion.

    I don��t understand. I used to think that the only thing that was important for an actor to take on a role was his acting skills. I wonder why these words areing out of my mouth, but is there anyone among actors my age who has more acting experience than me? At that time, Go Gwang-tae continued speaking as if he had read my thoughts.

    ��Actor Jang is good at acting, and that��s an undeniable fact. Even though I don��t know anything about acting, I was so impressed with him that I thought, ��Oh, that guy is born with talent.�� But that��s true.��

    ������.��

    ��As an actor, he doesn��t look like an actor in his early years. If he could have that level of acting ability at actor Jang��s age just because he started as a child, wouldn��t all child actors have swept the Korean film festival? If you feel like you are climbing thedder, it felt like Actor Jang was choosing roles and acting as if he were a veteran who had gone through many hardships before choosing a project.��

    The old man is not wrong. I had already experienced everything I could and could not see at the broadcasting station and Chungmuro. It is true that I was cautious when choosing a work without realizing it.

    ��The reason why Director Baek Jang-hoon did not offer Actor Jang was probably for a simr reason as mine. He needs to y many roles when he is even a year younger, but Actor Jang only wants to take on one role, which is too difficult. What kind of role is that? okay?��

    ��Juyeon����

    ��Yes, it hasn��t been long since I got to know Actor Jang, but when I looked at his filmography, I felt a strange feeling.��

    Go Gwang-tae scratched his matted hair and borated.

    ��It��s as if this actor is testing his acting skills.��

    It felt like cold water was being poured on my head. Was it because of the influence of my past life? Haven��t you lived your whole life as a supporting actor? That��s why, when I decided to live my life as an actor again, I wanted to act better than anyone else. Naturally, I didn��t even look at the supporting roles and had no choice but to focus my attention on the lead roles.

    ��And crucially, among the characters in my script, the one that matches Actor Jang is not the main character.��

    * * *

    Baek Jang-hoon Production.

    People dressed in suits gather in groups in front of the building, whose exterior walls shine like crystals reflecting the sunlight. The appearance is reminiscent of Yeouido Securities District. Just like the people who knocked on the doors of the stock market to buy stocks with a reserved upper price limit, their faces also have a look of urgency.

    ��I would like to meet Director Baek Jang-hoon just once. I am the CEO of SQ Entertainment.��

    ��Did you make a reservation in advance?��

    ��Hmm, you didn��t receive any further contact.��

    ��sorry.��

    ��No, I��m SQ Entertainment��s Wang Jeong-hyeon?��

    The female employee sitting at the desk sighs inwardly. I can��t even count on my fingers how many times I��ve already done this. Rumors that director Baek Jang-hoon��s next film was nned caused excitement in Chungmuro.

    Didn��t representatives of all kinds of entertainmentpaniese to visit and meet director Baek Jang-hoon? This is a noble person. 007 There was also someone who showed up with a bag full of 10,000 won bills.

    ��Ugh.��

    The man res at the female employee who sighs unconsciously.

    ��Did you just sigh? I guess you think I��m some kind of local street dealer. I��m Wang Jeong-hyeon, the CEO of SQ Entertainment! I��ve met with director Baek Jang-hoon several times in private. I came here because I changed my cell phone number and couldn��t contact him. ��They say we have a special rtionship with them, even ying a round of golf together. So, call me right away. If I tell you that this Wang Jeong-hyeon is here, he will tell you toe up right away.��

    ��If you are that close, why not contact us directly and make a reservation in advance!��

    The man��s face turns red at the female employee��s voice. The people standing behind nce at the sight as if a fight is about to break out. They are also representatives of entertainment industry agencies who came to the production to meet director Baek Jang-hoon. It was then.

    ��That��s strange.��

    The face of the female employee sitting at the desk brightens rapidly.

    ��Did I y a round of golf with you?��

    The man tilts his head back at the sudden voice. And my eyes grow as big as a flowerntern. It was because none other than director Baek Jang-hoon was standing there. The red face quickly subsides and changes to a polite expression.

    ��Director Baek Jang-hoon, I��m SQ Entertainment��s����

    ��Don��t make a fuss. This isn��t the bottom of the market, so raising your voice won��t solve everything. If you really want to meet me, make a formal appointment in advance.��

    ��Yes? Then, by any chance, do you have a number?��

    It turned out that he didn��t even know Director Baek Jang-hoon��s contact information. The female employee sitting at the desk looks like she knew that would happen. That��s because most of the people whoe to production and behave like this are like that. At that time, Director Baek Jang-hoon narrows his eyebrows differently from his usual appearance and asks again.

    ��Are you gone yet?��

    The Chungmuro maestro has eyes shining like a tiger, so even if he is the representative of an agency that is well-known in the entertainment industry, it seems there is nothing he can do about it. In the end, it looks like it rolled up its tail and hurriedly left. The same goes for others.

    As director Baek Jang-hoon nces around the lobby with an expression of difort, the people gathered together like flies are avoiding eye contact and walking away.

    ��I��m sorry Mihyeon. Things like this happen a lot these days, right?��

    ��No, Director.��

    ��Is he really here in advance?��

    ��He already arrived an hour ago. He told me not to contact the director separately because he didn��t know if it would be a nuisance to him.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon nods briefly with a friendly smile.

    This was after taking the elevator and arriving at the floor where the representative office was located. A young man is waiting in front of the door of the representative office. She boasts white and fair skin like a young girl, and her skin texture is as good as that of most actresses. As soon as he made eye contact with director Baek Jang-hoon, he jumped up from his seat and bowed like a country dog.

    ��You wanted to meet me?��

    This is an actor I knew from a long time ago. Wasn��t he a friend who was once so popr in Chungmuro that he was called a blue chip? I don��t know how they found out my contact informationst night, but I guess they suddenly contacted me.

    At first, I didn��t want to meet him, but the earnestness I heard through the phone was different from other actors. And when I looked at his filmography, I felt somewhat curious as a director.

    ��Yes, Director. I really wanted to meet you sometime.��

    ��Okay, let��s go in.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon and a young man enter the representative office. He is none other than actress Son Hwa-won.

    * * *

    Seagulls circle in the air. Jeongok Port on the West Sea looks different from South Port. There is no white sand beach, and instead of fishing boats berthing, the dock is full of yachts. However, it resembles white crashing waves. The salty smell stings my nose, and only then do Ie to my senses.

    ��Whoa.��

    They left Sillim-dong and headed straight to Jeongok Port. I wanted to go down to Busan, but I didn��t have time. Moreover, it was clear that his mother would also be worried if her son, who had moved to Seoul, suddenly came to his hometown.

    -And crucially, among the characters in my script, the one that fits Actor Jang is not the main character.

    Artist Ko Gwang-tae��sst words continue to ring in my mind. I don��t know when it started, but the thought that I had to y the main character was entrenched in my mind.

    Deep-rooted thinking soon began to influence the selection of works. Even when looking at the various synopses that came flooding in to the agency, it was true that no one paid attention unless it was a lead role.

    ��I��ve be a lot more cocky, too.��

    If you think about when I started receiving so many synopses, it must have been after Youth (�i��) aired. Didn��t you earn the deserved title of ��Nation��s First Love�� and continue to travel across screens and TVs ever since? What��s even more amazing for a new actor is that he even won an award at the Korean Theater Festival.

    ��Ouw.��

    Recite the title of the screeny. This is the first work of artist Go Gwang-tae, who was called the madman of Chungmuro in his past life, and in some ways it was a work that did not shine in the world. But just as he himself changed, the fate of his script also changed. It was already a great development when director Baek Jang-hoon, who is said to be the master of Chungmuro, decided to take the helm.

    ��Ennd!��

    At that moment, a heavy man hurriedly runs over the dock, holding a ck baton in his hand. If you look at it from afar, its appearance is so imposing that you might think it is a talking bear, not a person.

    ��You came quickly, brother.��

    ��What happened to the West Sea all of a sudden? I thought something had happened again so I rushed there.��

    ��I��m just confused.��

    ��Why because of the next project?��

    I have been working with manager Lee Bong-chun for several years already. At first, he was someone who thought he would be good at being a manager, but now he is a man who understands his feelings better than anyone else. At that time, manager Lee Bong-chun takes out a beer can from the ck bag.

    ��Now drink.��

    ��Bro, I have to drive.��

    ��Hey, I came by taxi. I will drive for you, so don��t worry. When you have a headache, you should drink a cold can of beer to shake it off. Drink it all up.��

    How could I decline such an invitation? The coolness of the beer can hits you as you pass your throat. The carbonated carbonate that burns like a firecracker explodes in your mouth, making it feel more elegant than ever. I say this while looking at the setting sunset.

    ��Brother, I want my next film to be Director Baek��s work.��

    ��Director Baek Jang-hoon? I heard from the CEO that Ennd has no intention of casting you.��

    ��For the main character, yes.��

    To briefly exin the content of the screeny ��Ouw��, it was as follows. At the Judicial Research and Training Institute, manywyers share their joys and sorrows. Among them, there are sometimes those who receive schrship offers fromrgepanies. The standard for this is not only those with excellent brains, but also those who are out of line with the beliefs of the legal profession. One day, a corrupt prosecutor who was involved in corruption in the legal profession opens his eyes to justice.

    He engages in the fight of his life against arge corporation he considers to be his enemy. And realize your own weakness. There is a role that cruelly tramples on such a protagonist.

    The supporting actor, whose personality is none other than Ahn Ha-mu, is in some ways very simr to a gangster. He was a person who could solve the problem with money, no matter who the opponent was. Isn��t he a person who is destined to be a second-generation chaebol and end up in a fight with the main character?

    ��It��s about the main character, a prosecutor, fighting arge corporation. And the subject is none other than the second-generation chaebol, the only son of the chairman who will inherit therge corporation. The ouw referred to in the title of the script may be the protagonist or he may be the viin. So far. ��It��s very different from the role I��ve yed until now. Instead of protecting justice,mitting crimes has be a daily routine, and not only does he swear, he��s literally a rich gangster.��

    The sunset is fading. The blue waves visible beyond the dock glow reddish with the setting sun. He says, loudly putting down the already empty beer can.

    ��I want to y that role.��

 Chapter 138

    I will live as an actor Episode 138:

    Viin.

    An actor��s image is directly rted to his role. To put it bluntly, once an image has been created, it is not easy to break away from it. For example, in the case of Macay Culkin in ��Home Alone,�� didn��t the role he yed as a child cement his image as an actor for the rest of his life? Therefore, actors are reluctant to let their image be fixed. However.

    ��Ennd, are you definitely going to y this role?��

    The voice of manager Lee Bong-chun, who was behind the wheel, was full of concern. Transforming an actor��s image is an important task. However, in the case of an unconventional transformation, there was a high probability that it would have the opposite effect. In a way, it was natural for the manager to be so worried.

    ��I think I really wish you wouldn��t raise your voice.��

    ��He seems like such a cocky character.��

    He is a viin with the personality of a bad guy and a bad guy. This is not the first time Britain has undergone a transformation. From the nation��s first love to the priest and Casanova.

    Although it is evaluated that the spectrum of roles is widepared to its young age, Britain��s external image is closer to that of young people with upright lives. Not only was he well-received as an actor, but he also got perfect grades in math and was epted into thew department at Korea University.

    ��Actually, the CEO seems to be worried as well. After reading the script, I can understand why the CEO is worried. Isn��t Enndpletely different from your usual image? She is a character who swears and is a bit harsh. Well, I guess Ennd was something you thought about and decided on. ��

    Ennd gives a faint smile. It��s a concern I��ve never heard of in my past life. No oneined about the role he yed. Because of his rather rugged appearance, it was taken for granted that he would y the role of a gangster or a violent criminal. Only after he was recognized for his acting skills did the variety of roles increase, but until then, he had only yed minor roles as gangsters.

    ��Hyung, I think you��d be better suited for a viin role than I thought.��

    Just then, the van arrived at Baek Jang-hoon Production��s headquarters. Ennd put the script aside and walked out of the car. It��s the day of the audition for the movie Ouw.

    I understand that it was not an open audition and that the production only contacted actors whose profiles passed. As you enter the office building, a desk clerk who recognizes Ennd��s face guides you.

    ��You came to audition for actor Jang Young-guk, right?��

    This is a desk employee who once did not recognize Ennd��s face. Ennd grins at her. The ce we arrived at under her guidance was the meeting room.

    ��Other actors are waiting here now.��

    I was just about to wonder if it was an individual audition. As I open the door and enter, I see familiar people.

    ��In addition to Kim Hyuk, Bae Jeong-woo and Lee Seo-june.��

    There has never been a case where established actors, especially actors of the caliber known in Chungmuro, showed up at an audition site like this. When Ennd appears, several actors nce at him. But it doesn��tst long.

    There are also people who turn their heads away as if they do not want to even exchange greetings between seniors and juniors. After all, there is no such thing as second ce in an audition. Only one character is chosen for each role. A clearpetitive war of nerves had begun. It was then.

    ��Mr. Ennd!��

    I turn my head to the familiar voice.

    ��Hwawon hyung?��

    * * *

    If there was a dog in the countryside, would it look like this? That doesn��t mean it��s tacky. In fact, her pale skin texture is more refined than that of most actresses. A bright smile shines brightly as you look at Ennd.

    ��I never thought we��d meet here!��

    ��Did youe to audition too? Aren��t you filming a drama?��

    ��I asked the producer to crank in after the drama filming ended anyway. Of course, there is no guarantee that I will be able to do it.��

    Son Hwa-won speaks quietly, perhaps because she is conscious of the actors around her. It wasmon for actors to audition even during filming. For well-known actors, scriptse flooding in to their agencies, but for other actors, not even a short synopsis, let alone a script,es in.

    ��Brother, I told youst time to treat mefortably.��

    ��Oh, that��s right. I��ll speakfortably from now on. By the way, Ennd, is this how auditions for director Baek Jang-hoon��s work are usually conducted?��

    Son Hwa-won asked quietly in an awkward informal tone. It seems like a strange sight even for him to see. Isn��t that why the faces of actors waiting to audition at Baek Jang-hoon Production are a bit unusual?

    They are all actors whose names you might have heard at least once in Chungmuro or on broadcasting channels. Wasn��t Son Hwa-won also an actor who quickly emerged as a blue chip in Chungmuro?

    ��I didn��t know that so many famous people had gathered. Senior Kim Hyuk was also there, but everyone seemed so nervous that they didn��t even want to say hello.��

    ��It��s probably not because Ennd doesn��t like you. When I first arrived and tried to say hello, everyone was nervous. That means they��re on edge. By the way, Ennd, are you applying for the role of the main character too?��

    ��No, I��m a supporting actor.��

    ��A supporting role?��

    Son Hwa-won��s eyes widen when she hears the word ��supporting role.��

    ��You know there��s Jeong Hae-seok, the second generation of a chaebol, and I��d like to try out for that role.��

    At that moment, the eyes of an actor sitting cross-legged in one corner of the meeting room be sharp.

    * * *

    It feels like walking on thin ice. Actor auditions are always stressful. But throughout my life, haven��t I already reached middle age? I��ve done all kinds of auditions, but this is the first time I��ve been this nervous.

    ��Get the actors together?��

    The actor��s perspective is different from that of the audience. He scans the other person��s appearance as if trying to close his lungs. If there is a blemish on the acting, I notice it right away. That is the situation now. Don��t you see a wry smile on the lips of the actors watching theirpetitors�� performances?

    ��I never thought even Kim Hyuk would apply.��

    He is an actor known for having a high sry. Isn��t he famous for not appearing in a role if he is not the lead or if the co-star��s guarantee is higher than his own? Such an actor applied for a supporting role, not even a lead role. Even as a viin.

    ��Thank you for your hard work.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon raises his hand. The actor who was performing his act lowers his head in despair. After all, at most filming locations, you would have been so nervous that you couldn��t even show your business card.

    Director Baek Jang-hoon alone would have felt incredibly intimidated, but Chungmuro��s famous actors were watching his performance and waiting for their turn. In the first ce, it is an impossible audition unless you are a virtuoso.

    ��Actor Kim Hyuk.��

    An actor who has been at the top of his game both on the cathode ray tube and the big screen. There is no trace of tension on his face.

    ��Scene 34.��

    Kim Hyuk��s performance begins with a short order. Unlike when greeting politely, he immediately shows a irritable expression. Then he roughly puts his hands into his pockets.

    It is not easy to intuit someone else��s audition right in front of your eyes. Even more so in the case of a famous actor. Not only Ennd but all the actors in the audience are watching him.

    ��Do you know what the biggest mistake of my father��s life was?��

    Kim Hyuk snorts.

    ��I just threw you out like an ordinary person. It��s a shame because you have a good old-fashioned personality. How dare you set your teeth? Isn��t it natural that if a dog you raised tries to bite its owner, it should be beaten like a beating? ��It seems like it. You��re just an expendable item. You��re just a cog that makes this huge group ofets run. Do you understand?��

    As the acting continues, the attention of those watching bes more focused. Kim Hyuk��s acting shines even more, perhaps because the actor who just auditioned was not good at acting. It was then.

    Trudging.

    Kim Hyuk suddenly takes a step toward Ennd. Then, she brings her face right in front of his nose and res.

    ��???? ??? ?????? ? ???? ? ????.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon raises his hand. The acting of the scene is over. It seems like he used himself as an extension of his acting.

    At that moment, Kim Hyuk steps on Ennd��s feet and passes by so that no one can see. I almost let out a moan without realizing it, but I held it in. Kim Hyuk gives a mocking nce and returns to his seat.

    Is this guy crazy?

    Only after thinking about it carefully was I able to understand why Kim Hyuk acted like that. Not only did he choose Ennd among many other actors to act opposite him, but he even secretly stepped on his toes after the performance was over.

    ��Why do you show so much hostility?��

    Kim Hyuk was once the highest paid actor in drama appearances. Didn��t Taeyang��s love be a hot topic in the world? However, that record was also broken when Ennd appeared in an MBS special historical drama. It seems like his pride has been hurt.

    ��Actress Jang Young-guk.��

    Ennd stands up at the call of coach Baek Jang-hoon.

    ��It��s a bit more kinky than I thought.��

    It still is. Aren��t you looking at Ennd with scorn? He doesn��t care about Kim Hyuk��s gaze ring at him. Because only this moment matters. Sitting across from the judges�� seats are director Baek Jang-hoon, cinematographer, and writer Ko Gwang-tae.

    ��Scene 34.��

    uh?

    This is the same scene as Kim Hyuk, who auditioned just now.

    I can feel Kim Hyuk��s explicit gaze. He still has a mocking look on his face. Isn��t he leaning back in his chair and looking at you as if he wants to see how good of an actor you are? The same goes for other actors.

    ��It gives me more pressure than most stages.��

    It��s not because of the actors in Chungmuro. It was because of director Baek Jang-hoon, who was sitting in the judges�� seat. The eyes that used to be like a kind-hearted grandfather are now shining sharply.

    Ennd internally controls his breathing and closes his eyes. How much time has passed? On the surface, it seemed like only a fleeting moment. But when Ennd opened its eyes again.

    ��Fuck.��

    I had be a different person. Not only the corners of the mouth are tilted up, but each and every fine muscle on the face is twisted, giving an expression that resembles a sneer.

    The sight of him ckening his neck from side to side and swearing is something you don��t normally see in Ennd. What��s more, aren��t the shiny eyes shining so sharply as if they could eat the opponent at any moment?

    ��Do you know what the biggest mistake of my father��s life was?��

    It is different from your usual vocalization, as if you are adjusting the strength of your lines.

    ��I just threw you out like an ordinary person. It��s a shame because I like the old man��s personality.��

    Laughter erupts at the end of the line. An inexplicable smile appears on his face, which had been shining just a moment ago. But if you look closely, you can tell.

    Isn��t he speaking with a strong emphasis on the tip of his tongue, as if he is swallowing his anger inside? His slightly trembling lips show how angry he is. It was then.

    Trudging.

    suddenly takes a step forward It is not his usual gait, but a bold stride, as if to say that no one can stop him. He looks at the faces of the actors who are looking at him. Then, a long finger touches the tip of one person��s chin. The left hand has raised veins as if it is holding something.

    ��How dare you raise your teeth? Isn��t it natural that if a dog you are raising tries to bite its owner, it should be beaten like a beating?��

 Chapter 139

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 139:

    Shock spreads rapidly. The eyes of the actors watching Ennd��s performance grow as big as a flowerntern. Isn��t that why Ennd��s long fingers are holding actor Kim Hyuk��s chin? The appearance is like that of a nobleman working as a servant.

    A nce passes by so disdainfully that one wonders if he is ying a character in a script or if he is real. but.

    ��It looks like you have something to do with a prosecutor��s business card. At the end of the day, you are just an expendable item. You are just a cog that makes this hugeet group run. Do you understand?��

    The following dialogue tells us that he is ying a character in the script. Eventually, the hand that was holding Kim Hyuk��s chin let go.

    ��???? ??? ??? ??? ? ???? ? ????.��

    Ennd��s lips rise slightly with a distinctive squeak, as if clicking his tongue. He appears to be in agony, shaking his head from side to side, as if he is lost in thought, as if he is considering killing theborer in front of him. At that moment, director Baek Jang-hoon raises his hand.

    After the audition is over.

    ��Actor Kim Hyuk has really solid fundamentals. I thought he would have forgotten all screen techniques because he was so focused on filming the drama, but seeing him act today, the saying that old people are good peoplees to mind. And.��

    The cinematographer said while reflecting on actor Kim Hyuk��s acting. Before we know it, all the actors have left the audition room and only three judges are sitting there.

    Director Baek Jang-hoon appeared to be contemting something with his arms crossed, and writer Go Gwang-tae still seemed unable to believe that his script was yed by famous actors.

    ��Actor Jang Young-guk was truly surprising. I had seen Confessions of a Priest before, so I knew that the spectrum was wide, but I never thought it would be like this. How about guts? Actor Kim Hyuk was the first to provoke, but I couldn��t believe it, so I was in the middle of the audition. ��I didn��t know he would touch Actor Kim��s chin. And you know that expression.��

    The cinematographer let out an exmation and continued speaking.

    ��I didn��t expect Actor Jang to be an actor who could make such facial expressions. I looked at all of Actor Jang��s filmography, but he was different from the roles he had yed so far. In fact, when Actor Jang first applied for the role of Jeong Hae-seok, this I wondered if I could pull off the cocky and arrogant character of Ahn Ha-mu well, but looking at it today, I realized I was wrong. Not to mention, I looked like a person wearing clothes that fit my body. What did writer Goh think of it?��

    Only then does Go Gwang-tae wake up from his thoughts.

    ��I��m still shocked to see so many actors ying the roles in the script. However, the most memorable actors among them are Kim Hyuk and Jang Young-guk. They really look like Jeong Hae-seok from the script came out into reality. Because it was what it looked like.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon��s eyes are still focused on the empty audition hall. The images of the actors who performed there linger in my mind and never leave.

    Aren��t they the ones who gave such excellent performances that no one could find fault with them? Who will take on the viin role in Ouw?

    * * *

    ��Aren��t you crazy Jang Young-guk?��

    Actors who have just finished auditions are whispering. The topic is none other than Ennd. Of all the actors who visited Baek Jang-hoon Production, Kim Hyuk was the most senior. What��s more, isn��t he a sessful person who has worked both in Chungmuro and on the cathode ray tube?

    ��These days, you don��t seem to be doing well. It was the same when I came to the meeting room earlier. A distant junior came up to the seniors where they were sitting, and even bowing ny degrees to say hello wasn��t enough, so he was flirting with a guy named Son Hwa-won.��

    They were the ones who didn��t ept the greeting, but they seem to have already forgotten. Eventually, the actors who were whispering lowered their heads in unison. Kim Hyuk is there. Just like at the audition site, the irritating expression is still excellent.

    He ignores the greetings of his juniors and walks straight towards the person walking ahead of him.

    ��Jang Young-guk.��

    When he calls his name, the actor in front stops walking. It is none other than Ennd. Ennd turns his head and bows towards him.

    ��Sir, I was rude earlier.��

    As soon as the audition was over, Kim Hyuk had already apologized once, but he did not ept it. But now, because there are so many people watching, they seem to ept it.

    ��No, I tested Actor Jang first. There��s no need to be so humble. After all, I��m a different person from the small people over there.��

    What��s the difference if the way is different?

    Ennd still remembers his eyes widening in his face. No matter how you look at it, it was too lively to be considered acting, and the eyes were also full of immersion, as if they were imitating the real situation. The reason was obvious even without looking. It may have been because it broke the previous record for the highest appearance fee for a drama.

    ��Why don��t we have a drink today instead?��

    Kim Hyuk continues speaking with a troubled expression.

    ��As a senior, I will teach you how this world works and tell you what mistakes actor Jang can make while working as an actor. Looking at his acting at the audition today, he is talented, but he still has many shorings. But ��That��s because Actor Jang is young andcks acting experience, so there��s nothing we can do about it.��

    Boy, in terms of acting experience, I��m as old as your father.

    ��I��m sorry, senior.��

    ��Yeah, there��s a lounge over there in Cheongdam that I know well. Huh?��

    ��I have to attend the wedding of a director I know tomorrow, so I think it will be difficult to have drinks. I will contact you separately when the schedule ister. Thank you so much for just saying that you will give me acting guidance.��

    Ennd bows his head politely, then turns around and walks away. Of course, the wedding was scheduled for noon, so it was okay to attend the drinking party, but why was there a need to get dragged into a drinking party that you didn��t want and pretend to listen to a young old man��s injections?

    Kim Hyuk looks at the back of Ennd moving away and speaks with a characteristic sneer.

    ��That bastard is so arrogant.��

    * * *

    marriage.

    A gorgeous chandelier illuminates the ceremony hall and numerous guests are crowding around. A festival that can be said to be the greatest blessing of one��s life. The tension is evident on the face of the groom dressed in formal attire. If you think about the charisma he usually shows at filming sites, it��s something you can never imagine.

    gulp.

    Director Shin Seong-hyeon��s Mokuldae shakes loudly. Although I am past my age, have I ever been this busy in my life? After saying hello to the officials in Chungmuro, I had to say hello to my rtives who hade up from the countryside by chartered bus.

    The day of the wedding is so hectic that the process of preparing for the wedding seems like a game of house.

    ��It��s really nice to see.��

    When I see the expression on the face of the old man who came from the countryside, I smile involuntarily. Doesn��t he look like someone who has achieved his dream, thinking that he would never see his son get married in his lifetime? His father holds Ennd��s hand and says:

    ��Thanks to you, I heard that our Seonghyeon met his daughter-inw. I am truly grateful. Next time, pleasee down with Seonghyeon. This time, I will kill a pig and treat you so much that your upper leg is broken.��

    The wedding ceremony takes ce ording to the scheduled sequence. The host raises the mood of the ceremony with witty remarks. As the bride in a bright dress walks under the light of a chandelier, cheers erupt from everywhere.

    Director Shin Seong-hyun��s face, standing in front of the officiating pedestal, is a mix of happiness and tension. And it��s not just director Shin Seong-hyeon who feels the tension.

    ��Yeonsu, are you nervous?��

    The same goes for the face of Yeonsu, who sang the congrattory song together. The girl who usually talks a lot is nodding her head with her lips tightly shut right now. At that moment, the host��s voice is heard.

    ��Next, there will be a congrattory song. So many amazing people havee. The bride Lee Soo-kyung��s nephew, actor Yeon-soo, and the groom Shin Seong-hyeon��s muse! This is actor Jang Young-guk!��

    Muse is a bit over the top.

    Ennd and Yeon-soo go up to the stage to sing a congrattory song together. First, on behalf of Yeonsoo, who is shaking in the UK, I would like to congratte the bride and groom.

    Only then does Yeonsu seem to have rxed, and congrattes her aunt and uncle. Soon the apaniment started ying and the congrattory song began. The first step is training.

    ��You��!��

    ����!��

    It was difficult from the first verse. It must have been a failure that I didn��t move my mouth to hide my trembling heart. Doesn��t the sounde out immediately? Yeonsu��s face turns red and tired. He seems extremely nervous, fearing that he might make a mistake.

    At that moment, Ennd holds the trembling girl��s hand. When the warmth passes through the palms of each other, Yeonsu��s expression brightens.

    Despite theck of sound, Ennd continues singing naturally in harmony. The guests smile at the way they get along together, rather than their singing skills.

    * * *

    Time flows like running water. From the branches of the trees that were full of cherry blossoms, the sound of cicadas waking up from their slumber can be heard.

    In the scorching sun, there are several dragonflies sitting on the crock pot and director Baek Jang-hoon is spraying water on the flowers. It is an unusually hot summer. Even though I was wearing hemp clothes, beads of sweat were already forming down my back.

    Gardening is like cultivating your mind. The golden carp swimming in the pond with a graceful appearance exudes elegance that puts even the sweltering heat to shame. At that moment, someone urgently runs in from beyond the garden. At the same time, the dragonfly sitting on the crock pot flies up, pping its wings in surprise.

    ��Fall.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon scatters carp rice and warns. It was when the golden carp puffed out its mouth above the water. Ennd speaks while taking a deep breath.

    ��Grandpa, are you sure?��

    The carp rice on the surface of the water runs out quickly. When I shake off my wrinkled palm, carp rice like grains of sand fall out. Director Baek Jang-hoon holds up one side of his wide-brimmed straw hat. At the end of the line of sight, Ennd��s face is covered in sweat, as if he had just run a short distance track.

    ��Even though you didn��t show it, it looks like you were very upset.��

    It was role selection day for the movie Ouw. When ites to casting, each film director has different preferred methods. Some are looking for new faces through open auditions, while others are recruiting established actors whose acting skills match the image of the role in the script.

    However, in the case of director Baek Jang-hoon, the path was different. Even if he was an actor with a high reputation, he would volunteer to appear on the show. Isn��t that why the same scene as before urred? In order to get the role of the viin, the most famous actors in Chungmuro gathered together and fought a war of nerves.

    ��The production did not contact my agency.��

    ��You didn��t say anything in the morning. So I thought it wasn��t me����

    The scenery shakes in the summer breeze. Director Baek Jang-hoon shows a sly smile along with a clear sound.

    ��Wouldn��t it be fun if you told me in advance?��

 Chapter 140

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 140

    That summer.

    The filming location of Soseo (С��), under the scorching sun, is a series of forced marches. The intense heat causes thick drops of sweat to drip down just by standing still, and the lighting from various light sources makes you feel as if you are in the middle of the Gobi Desert rather than Seoul, South Korea.

    ��Wouldn��t that make Actor Son burn out?��

    The assistant director is looking at the filming site with a worried expression. There is amon saying in Chungmuro. It is said that the atmosphere of Crankin determines the sess or failure of box office sess. Because of this, the first day of filming is bound to be more tense than ever. In that sense, the filming location of The Ouw is so cold that it does not match the weather of a midsummer day.

    ��NG.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon raises his hand. It means to take a break for a while. Actress Son Hwa-won, who was at the center of the filming site, was shedding thick drops of sweat as if she had been hit by heavy rain.

    ��Minjeong, how many clothes do you have already?��

    The youngest member of the costume team carefully raises three fingers. Son Hwa-won climbs and descends the steep slope of the gosi vige several times. They said that they visited a small vige on the outskirts of Seoul to capture the protagonist��s rookie days, when he had not yet passed the bar exam.

    However, due to repeated NGs, I had already changed the same outfit three times. It was a shame because it was a shabby training suit. If it had been expensive clothing, it would have been just as troublesome.

    ��Do you think it can be finished today?��

    The assistant director looks like he is scratching his head. The atmosphere at the filming site, referred to as Baek Jang-hoon��s division, is more united than any other filming team in Chungmuro. Therefore, I also know why director Baek Jang-hoon insists on re-shooting. All of this is to get a slightly better picture.

    ��sorry!��

    Actress Son Hwa-won keeps her head down, ruffling her sweat-soaked hair as if she is feeling sorry for the dy in filming because of her. The staff, including cinematographer Do Wook Do, wave their hands as if it is no big deal.

    That��s because director Baek Jang-hoon��s reshoots were amon urrence. Since he is a director who pursues perfection, no one can criticize the actors. It was then.

    ��Hwawon, please drink some of this.��

    A hand is ced over Sohn Hwa-won��s shoulder. The expression on his face, which had been restless just a moment ago as if he was about tomit a grave sin, soon brightens. This is because the main character of the voice was none other than Ennd. The iced tea that suddenly pops out makes you forget the heat.

    ��Ennd, you don��t have any filming today, right?��

    I guess I remembered it only after the iced tea had cooled down my esophagus.

    ��I��m a crank, so of course I have to appear. Moreover, when the main character of the movie starts filming, how can the supporting actor be left out?��

    ��Oh, what about the lead role? I was lucky����

    ��Don��t belittle me like that again. Have you already forgotten how many actors wanted to y the role you yed? Even the actors I saw in thest production were all from Chungmuro. ��He��s a group of people, but he beat all those actors and became an older brother. Have confidence.��

    ��Hey, lower your voice, what��s the point of breaking everything����

    He is still a humble man, as he was then and now. In terms of acting ability, there are only a handful of actors of the same age group that canpete with him, but his confidence still seems to remain as it was when he was a child actor.

    ��Ennd, by the way, what should I do? It��s already my seventh shot. It doesn��t matter if it��s hard for me, but even the director of photography has to run around like that.��

    As if recreating the scenery of a gosi vige, the slope of Daldongne is unusually steep. Since there are no geographical requirements to install a track, the cinematographer has no choice but to use his own body to move it. Not to mention lighting and sound.

    ��I��m sure you all understand. It��s not because you��re not good at acting, it��s because the director wants to produce a better picture.��

    Didn��t you once roam the filming set under director Baek Jang-hoon, being called ��10 million cameos��? Thanks to this, I already knew how many reshoots director Baek Jang-hoon had to do. Was it because of Britain��s response? A simple smile appears beneath the sweat-soaked hair.

    ��Yes, I have to work harder for the director who chose me! I can film 10 or 100 times more!��

    Son Hwa-won��s appearance with both fists clenched looks like a country dog. Looking at that scene, I wonder if I should say this or not. Director Baek Jang-hoon is famous for repeating re-shoots, but most of the footage used in the actual video is the first shot.

    * * *

    ��Brother, it seems as if heaven and earth were created in one day.��

    Cinematographer Do Wook Do exims in admiration. Surely, we didn��t film in a gosi vige that had steep slopes until the past day? However, it would be an understatement to say that the current filming location was literally dazzling.

    Even the gorgeous chandeliers, which are not found in ordinary homes, as well as the marble floor and furniture, all seem to be worth a lot of money. Moreover, each and every painting by a famous artist on the wall would be worth the price of a local apartment.

    ��In the scene where the entire family gathers, pan down to capture the picture of the table. It is important to show theposition that appears in the distance from Chairman Wang, so who is sitting closer and further away will be an important foreshadowing that will determine the sessionposition. Because that��s what I mean.��

    ��Okay, I know what you mean.��

    ��And while the other people��s water sses are more than half full, the prop team has to make sure that Chairman Wang��s water ss has only a very small amount left, as if he had already drank it once. It is the shape that represents the shadow of a dying person.��

    ��Yes, I understand.��

    ��Jang Wook, I will tell you once again that in scenes where Jeong Hae-seok appears, there should be as much tension at the table as Chairman Wang. Use Bigcle (B/C/U) to capture Jeong Hae-seok��s expression and show the emotional changes of those sitting at the table with Won Bar (1/ ��Please hold me with S/BS). When you stand up, you have to hold my slightly trembling fingertips. That��s the key to this picture.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon is a director who pursues perfection to the extent that he attaches meaning to not only theposition of the filming set but also every single prop. Someone used to say

    Is there a reason to film so meticulously, attaching meaning to every situation? The audience beyond the screen neither knows nor will be able to understand the director��s meticulous consideration. However, director Baek Jang-hoon does not give up his will. Because I believed that this entire series of processes elevated movies into art rather than mere entertainment. Meanwhile.

    Ennd was changing his costume. Although I have appeared in numerous dramas and movies, I have never adorned myself with such expensive luxury items.

    There is enough to capture the appearance of a second generation chaebol from head to toe. How outrageous is it that just the watch on your wrist costs more than the price of a foreign car? At that moment, the youngest member of the costume team enters the waiting room.

    ��What��s going on?��

    In response to Ennd��s question, the youngest member of the costume team pursed his lips and couldn��t speak properly. Only then did Ennd check his reflection in the mirror and say with a faint smile.

    ��Are you very worried?��

    As withmercial filming, there are many cases where most of the clothing for film filming is sponsored. In the case of cheap clothes, you prepare several extra pairs, but in the case of expensive luxury goods, you only wear one pair. They were worried that even that might be damaged during filming.

    ��Don��t worry. I will wear it carefully so as not to damage it.��

    The expression of the youngest member of the costume team, who was nervous about going against the actor��s wishes, brightens in an instant.

    Anyway, sometimes there were cases where actors broke and damaged their costumes. Moreover, there were many cases where people took sponsored clothes just because they liked them. The quirks of some top actors are beyond the scope of ordinary people.

    ��If any props such as costumes or watches are damaged, please let me know in advance. I may have overlooked some parts while filming. I willpensate you for such parts.��

    ��Thank you persimmon!��

    The youngest member of the costume team bows at a ny degree angle and says thank you. Ennd smiles as he watches her retreating back.

    * * *

    ��Scene No. 11: The tension of the dinner party!��

    The filming location is a dining table in a mansion. A variety of delicacies are ced on the long table. At the head of the table sat Jeong Man-soo, Chairman Wang of Jeongil Group, and others who could be said to be representatives of affiliates.

    The camera pans down to capture the entire table, clearly showing the people sitting closest to Chairman Wang.

    ��Brother, is Hae-Jeonte today too?��

    Sitting closest to Chairman Wang is Kim Min-cheol, the president of Jeongil Foods. He was Chairman Wang��s brother-inw and uncle to Jeong Hae-seok. He continues speaking with his greedy cheeks twitching.

    ��I know today is a gathering of all the CEO-level executives of affiliates, but you��re sote. Tsk. When will that guye to his senses?��

    Even if they are executives of affiliates, they are not all executives of the same affiliate. In the case of Kim Min-cheol, the president of Jeongil Foods, in some ways he is the true backbone of Jeongil Group. Jeong Man-su, Chairman Wang of Jeongil Group, was a man without blood or tears.

    Wasn��t he the person who overtook all of his brothers and swallowed up the group? However, in the midst of all this, he made an exception for his youngest sister and cherished her dearly. Since he is the husband of such a sister, he can speak confidently even in a gathering of affiliated executives.

    ��Oppa, you��re right. There are a lot of rumors that Seo-Jun is being very promiscuous these days. I wonder if this will take a toll on thepany��s image.��

    ��Honey, why are you talking like that in front of me? Moreover, other executives are also present. Brother, if Ie to an interpretation, I will take care of it properly. You are a person who will lead thepany in the future, so you should not y around like that any longer. ��Are you?��

    Chairman Wang smiles mysteriously. As time went by, didn��t his tiger-like facial expression be wrinkled and his body be very senile? The age spots on the backs of his hands clearly showed his age. It was then.

    ��Master, you have arrived.��

    At the words of the housekeeper, the atmosphere at the table suddenly changes. The faces of the executives who were eating like they were just moments ago are also tense. Jeong Hae-seok (Great Britain) appeared in a suit toward the long table.

    ��Are you here, Hae-seok? Come and sit down. On a day like today, you have to hurry.��

    Jeong Hae-seok ignores his aunt��s words and bows his head straight to Chairman Wang, who is sitting at the head of the table. And then he suddenly takes a step forward. The ce where his gaze was directed was none other than the seat where Kim Min-cheol (his uncle), CEO of Jeongil Foods, was sitting.

    ��Why is Boss Kim sitting here?��

    ��uh?��

    Kim Min-cheol is taken aback by the sudden question. Jeongil Group��s session structure is solid. In the past, didn��t Chairman Wang engulf the group, even causing a brotherly rebellion?

    Therefore, Chairman Wang had only one son, and that was Jeong Hae-seok. If Kim Min-cheol is a true bone, then Jeong Hae-seok is definitely a holy bone among holy bones.

    ��Hae-seok, what kind of manner of speaking is that to your uncle?��

    The aunt raises her eyes and says, but Jeong Hae-seok responds with a mockery. He tilts up the corner of his mouth and rests his long finger on his uncle��s shoulder.

    ��I heard that it was a gathering of executives from affiliates. Of course, this is my seat as usual, but today President Kim is sitting there.��

    ��That��s because you came homete today.��

    ��Is there a case where a dog owned by the owner of the house sits on the owner��s seat and eats when he or she is away for a short period of time?��

    At Jeong Hae-seok��s words, the eyes of the executives sitting across from each other at the long table widen to the size of a flowerntern. The aunt is also ring at Jeong Hae-seok. However, Chairman Wang, who is sitting at the head of the table, seems to be enjoying the situation with an old-fashioned gaze.

    ��Stand up.��

    At Jeong Hae-seok��s firm words, Kim Min-cheol, CEO of Jeongil Foods, stands up from his seat, enduring the humiliation. The camera captures him getting up from his seat. The slight trembling of his fingertips clearly shows how humiliated he is by the current situation. It was then.

    ��Ah, why don��t you really stand up?��

    Jeong Hae-seok sneers and presses Kim Min-cheol��s shoulder once again. Then he goes straight to Chairman Wang, who is sitting at the head of the table, and speaks.

    ��Father, I had a drink today while I was meeting a buyer. Then, I��ll go in first.��

    Chairman Wang allows it with a brief nod of his head. The scene ends by alternately showing the back of Jeong Hae-seok walking away and the humiliated expression of Kim Min-cheol sitting back down in his seat.

 Chapter 141

    I will live as an actor Episode 141

    Aura.

    Actors usually change their mood depending on the role they y. Even before the method technique was established, famous actors often assimted their inner self into the roles in the script.

    For example, an actor who yed the role of a murderer would even change his gait and speech patterns as if he were a real murderer, even during normal times other than filming.

    A representative example is the case of Hollywood actor Marlon Brando. In his case, known as the pioneer of the method, it is said that when he was in charge of a work, he would act as if he were the character in the role.

    In particr, there is a famous anecdote about the Italian mafia who misunderstood Marlon Brando��s appearance during the filming of The Godfather and came to the filming set to wreak havoc, but bowed their heads and retreated. Just like now.

    ��I��m sorry!��

    The face of the staff member who spilled water on Ennd turned red. Jeong Hae-seok in The Ouw (�o����) is hysterical and has the personality of a man.

    Moreover, the changeable nature of London��s weather naturally makes those who encounter it feel nervous. Maybe that��s why the staff at the filming site had a hard time with Ennd.

    Those who have been in Baek Jang-hoon��s division for a long time have seen him since he made a cameo appearance when he was young and know his personality well, but neers who have only a little experience in thepany are scared when they see Jeong Hae-seok��s personality in the script.

    As Ennd raises his hand, the staff member closes his eyes. If it is Jeong Hae-seok, it is clear that he will p him without hesitation. but.

    ��are you okay?��

    He calms down a staff member who is shaking like an aspen by cing his hand on his shoulder. Ennd��s eyes are full of worry as he looks at the staff. Since I was in the middle of getting my hair styled, I had no choice but to ask for a ss of water.

    ��Aren��t you hurt somewhere?��

    The staff hups and nods their heads repeatedly. Ennd doesn��t stop there, but raises his hand and touches his forehead just in case. I wonder if I have a cold or something.

    ��How about clothes?��

    ��It��s okay. I have to change anyway. It was hot, but it��s okay. It��s cool.��

    ��I��m sorry��!��

    The British joke seemed to sound sarcastic. After the hair styling was over, the youngest staff member, who had been repeatedly lowering his head, also left. A person who was watching the whole situation sneakily approaches.

    ��Lee Yeol and Jang Young-guk are also in great spirits.��

    Son Hwa-won ps her hands and raises her thumb.

    ��Don��t you know that on set these days, the staff pays more attention to Ennd than the director?��

    This is the first time. Because the role he was in charge of had a sharp personality, he spoke less than usual on set, but he never got hysterical. Son Hwa-won borates as if reading Ennd��s thoughts.

    ��You don��t seem to know. Among the staff, everyone who doesn��t know you seems to think that your personality is simr to yours.��

    ��What nonsense is that?��

    ��This is why acting too well is a problem. I know there have been a few times when Ennd was surprised or scared when he saw you acting on set. If someone who doesn��t know you sees it, it��s like, ��Oh, that actor is always like that, so he acts like a natural person. ��It��s almost like you think you��re doing it.��

    ��He��s a tough guy, too. Since he took on the role of Lee Howon, he��s as sly as that character.��

    It was true. If you think about Son Hwa-won��s usually shy appearance, isn��t it something you can��t imagine? At that time, Son Hwa-won pauses and speaks.

    ��It��s because you��refortable in Ennd����

    No

    , why are you scratching the floor with your fingers?

    * * *

    ��Scene number 31: The meeting between Jeong Hae-seok and Lee Howon��!��

    Judicial Research and Training Institute. A ce where talented people from all over the country gather. The faces of those who have passed the bar exam, which is known to be the most difficult of all civil service examinations in Korea, are diverse.

    While there are people who have taken elite courses since they were young and have a brilliant mind and passed the first exam, there are also people who be long-time students and pass the exam after waiting with no promise.

    -Would you like to be a Lee Howon schrship student?

    Secret suggestions and figurative expressions.

    Howon Lee doesn��t even have time to think about Professor Noh��s question. The reason he passed the bar exam and wanted to be awyer was only for his own sess, not for the simple role of protecting society��sws. That��s why I slept in a private room in a gosi vige, hugging aw book while the bell rang.

    It was after the two-year Judicial Research and Training Institute period went beyond probation.

    Lawyers who graduated from the Judicial Research and Training Institute now go their separate ways, some as judges and prosecutors, others aswyers. However, beyond the legal profession, those gathered here are all of the same type. It was because he was a schrship student from Jeongil Group.

    ��In a good way, I��m a schrship student.��

    in other words.

    ��Nothing more or less than a servant.��

    A man enters a restaurant where newwyers are gathered. The room, which was noisy just moments ago, bes dead quiet. There is a sense of tension as if the head of the Judicial Research and Training Institute has appeared. Men naturally sit at the head of the table.

    He adorns himself with expensive luxury goods, and despite his youthful appearance, his behavior is reminiscent of a tycoon. Everyone sitting here knows who he is. It was Jeong Hae-seok, the sessor to the Jeong-il Group, who held their fate in check.

    ��I��m eating this without any taste.��

    It was the most famous fairy in Cheongdam, but it didn��t seem to suit his taste. As I throw the chopsticks on the table, tensiones over me once again. Jeong Hae-seok moves forward and scans the faces of the legal professionals with an interesting gaze.

    ��Chicks, they said you were the schrship recipients this year.��

    Although he is a first-time judge, prosecutor, andwyer who just graduated from the Judicial Research and Training Institute, he is not awyer in name but awyer. Everyone swallows their sleep at the sight of Jeong Hae-seok calling himself a chick.

    They are angry, but no one shows it outwardly. This would be consistent with the fact that a servant does not express his feelings to his master.

    ��Didn��t you all get a schrship because you wanted to seed and try to catch a hold of the Jeongil Group? Why is there no answer from everyone? They think I came here because I had too much time. Thest question is, are you really the schrship recipients of the Jeongil Group or not? .��

    It was then.

    ��you��re right-!��

    A loud voice is heard. Jeong Hae-seok looks at him with interest. He is awyer who boasts white skin like a high school student. Following his shout, otherwyers shout along.

    The reason why all high-rankingwyers want to be schrship students at Jeongil Group does not require legal interpretation from various perspectives. Rather, it is simple enough that even a student can understand it. It was to gain power and sess. At that moment, Jeong Hae-seok stands up holding a bottle of alcohol.

    ��Take a drink, chick. What��s your name?��

    ��This is Lee Howon, a first-time employee assigned to the Western District Prosecutor��s Office.��

    ��Ah, are you the chief? He��s a funny guy. Most people try to hit the judge��s baton, but he��s a prosecutor.��

    Alcohol is poured into Howon Lee��s ss. The water has already poured to the point where it is just slushy, but the tilted liquor bottle shows no sign of stopping. Soon, the alcohol flowing over the clinking ss overflows to the point where it wets my thighs.

    Despite this, Howon Lee does not stop pretending to receive a drink. Only then does Jeong Hae-seok return the tilted liquor bottle to its original position and speak.

    ��drink.��

    ��thank you!��

    Jeong Hae-seok��s unique smirk brings out a bitter look at the corner of his mouth. Howon Lee drinks his full ss of alcohol in one go and looks down. Seeing this, Jeong Hae-seok looks at thewyers and gets lucky.

    ��You are not servants. You are nothing but bastards guarding the mansion called Jeongil Group. I don��t think you will regret putting yourself on a leash anding out here. If you regret it, tell me at any time because I will do whatever it takes to block your path. I mean.��

    The pupils of the legal profession tremble as if an earthquake has urred. Someone is holding back their anger and clenching their fists below the table. Isn��t it that they are seen as being worse than servants by a man named Jeong Hae-seok?

    ��Hey chick, what do you thinkw is?��

    ��I think it is a rule that is equal for everyone and based onmon sense.��

    One legal expert answered that way. This is an answer I don��t like. As proof, doesn��t the corner of Jeong Hae-seok��s eyes be sharper in an instant? He looks straight at Howon Lee.

    ��You are the people who should be closest to thew and yet furthest away from it. The reason is simple: to protect those who stand on thew that is known to be equal for all.��

    Jeong Hae-seok takes off the watch on his wrist. What are you trying to do?

    ��You are notwyers. As the dogs that protect the Jeongil Group, all you have to do is do your duty, be loyal to your owner, wag your tail, and ept expensive food. If a dog is not worthy of its value, it would be natural for it to be sold on Dog Day. Obviously. ��Some people may be wondering what it means to be above thew.��

    At that moment, Jeong Hae-seok raises his hand. With the sound of a steep wind, Jeong Hae-seok��s palm hits Howon Lee��s face mercilessly.

    * * *

    ��Hyung, are you okay?��

    Son Hwa-won slowly rubs her cheeks with a raw egg. I was hit so hard that my cheeks heated up like ripe persimmons.

    Ennd, sitting next to me, clearly looks worried that he may get bruised. However, Son Hwa-won, whether aware of such feelings or not, just smiles like a heartless person.

    ��That��s why I told you during rehearsals, turn your face at an angle like when you��re putting together. Is there anyone in the world who greets a p so authentically?��

    ��I don��t think it will look as vibrant if I do that����

    ��But what if I end up with a bruise on my face?��

    ��It��s okay, but the picture was good.��

    I couldn��t deny it. Thanks to Son Hwa-won��s bold approach to filming, even sacrificing her own balls, director Baek Jang-hoon also shouted cut at once.

    I watched the footage again through monitoring, and it would be right to say that I was hit so hard that it gave me a chill. At that time, Son Hwa-won shakes her head and says to Ennd, who is worried.

    ��Actually, Ennd, I really enjoying to the filming set these days.��

    This is nonsense. Director Baek Jang-hoon��s filming set is famous for being difficult. Moreover, in the case of Son Hwa-won, who undergoes the most reshoots, it is inevitable that he will be exhausted.

    ��I didn��t have any friends. I thought I started out as a child and worked as an actor for a long time, but when I looked back, I realized that there was no one left by my side. That��s why I was so envious of Ennd when I saw you. Even though you��re around the same age as me, you always have a lot of people around you.��

    ��I wasn��t like that from the beginning either.��

    ��Oh, don��t lie. Jeongseok said that Young-Kuk was amazing ever since you were a child. Why, when you are in a broadcasting station or in Chungmuro, you hear rumors from across the country. The staff and actors who worked with you were full of praise. Honestly. ��I was secretly envious and jealous. How could you act like an adult when you were obviously just as young as me?��

    Ennd smiles bitterly. In fact, wasn��t it the same for me too? In his past life, instead of taking care of the people around him, he was trapped in his own acting world and only focused on sess.

    ��Just as a chrysalis molts and bes a butterfly, so does acting. Don��t try to be too bound by the limits you set for yourself. One day, you will be able to break that shell. Hwa-won is an actor who is more valuable than the limits you set for yourself. Those words are my heart. I was struck by it. Maybe that��s why I��m acting here. These days, it feels like I��m just dreaming. That��s why.��

    Son Hwa-won suddenly grabs Ennd��s hand.

    ��Ennd, thank you so much for being my friend.��

    Son Hwa-won��s country puppy-like eyes are sparkling. How lonely was it? But even with that serious look, you can��t help but burst intoughter.

    Isn��t the cheek swollen red after being pped? Like a squirrel with one side of his mouth full of acorns. Instead of answering, Ennd picks up a raw egg and rubs it against his cheek.

 Chapter 142

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 142

    : Great Sess.

    There are many types of actors. There are people who stand out from the beginning of their debut and demonstrate their talent as actors, while there are cases where they are recognized as actors after hard work, like a farmer farming.

    Thetter is called the hypertrophy type, and the number of such people in a broadcasting industry that is no different from the worst is so small that it can be counted on one hand.

    ��Brother, what you��re saying is that Young-Kuk is currently in the advanced stage of stic surgery?��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon briefly nods his head in response to a question from cinematographer Do Wook Do. A hollowugh bursts out from above his rough beard.

    ��Don��t talk nonsense. Where do you see that Yeongguk has the mostmon type of stic surgery?��

    In the past, Do Wook Jeong encountered Ennd for the first time at a filming site. Director Baek Jang-hoon, who was usually very thorough in selecting child actors, suddenly showed up one day with a child in tow. Well, it would be correct to say that the first impression was dull.

    Just looking at his appearance, he looked like a hillbilly who had juste to Seoul from the countryside, with tanned skin and chestnut-like hair. but.

    -Brother, where did you get a child like that?

    The acting of the child actor he encountered at the filming site was enough to surprise Do Wook Do. Although it was only a brief cameo, it left a vivid impression on my mind. Not only was his ability to learn the script, but his understanding of shootingposition was also exceptional. Like an old veteran who has been on set for a long time. As proof of that.

    -Director Do In my lifetime, this is the first time I have seen a child like that on a filming set without looking for their parents and not shaking. Moreover, what about acting? He creates pictures like a fish out of water. Why doesn��t that guy seem like a better actor than me?

    The elderly actor who was filming with me burst into emptyughter. As a child, Ennd was so different from other child actors that he was unrivaled. It would be absurd for an actor like that to have a chronic condition.

    ��I still see it now. Is there anyone who can easily approach Youngkuk at a filming location? We, who have been seeing each other since we were young, approach him easily, but newbies who have just joined the filming team tremble even when Youngkuk gives them a look. That��s why his acting skills are so great. ��Because it��s so outstanding, people get the illusion that it��s not what it actually looks like.��

    ��I��ve decided on a bowl.��

    ��Huh? What do you mean by that?��

    Do-wook Do can��t hold back his curiosity and moves forward.

    ��I��m talking about the fact that I act like an actor who has set his own standards. That��s what I meant when I said I was very chronic. It felt like I already knew my own limitations. That��s why I was better than others when I was acting from a young age. Maybe.��

    ��I don��t understand at all. I admit that my brother��s eye is better than anyone else��s in Chungmuro, but how did that young guy know my skills and set limits? I heard back then that it had only been a few months since he started acting properly. ?��

    ��After being together for a while, I felt it. I don��t know how a child so young knew his own limitations����

    If Ennd had heard the conversation between the two, he would have felt heartbroken. will be. Director Baek Jang-hoon was vaguely feeling the experience of his past life.

    ��You said it was arge-scale stic surgery. So if you say what you said, isn��t Ennd already full?��

    ��You could say the starting point is different.��

    ��What do you mean by that?��

    At that moment, director Baek Jang-hoon raises his head and looks at the filming site. One actor can be seen among the busy staff. I��ve seen this kid for a long time, but there are still a lot of mysteries about him. But something is clear.

    ��It will start after you break the shell.��

    * * *

    Lunch on set is busy. This is because not only the staff but also the actors have to feed arge number of people.

    When filming in a remote area, it is difficult to airlift not only a hamba restaurant but also a lunch box. In contrast, the city center is more rxed. Moreover, Baek Jang-hoon��s division was the first in Chungmuro to have a filming site where a food truck was introduced.

    ��Auntie, is it samgyetang today?��

    ��Because today is the first day of the year. I made plenty, so everyone can eat a lot.��

    The milky Samgye, along with the smile of a kind-hearted aunt, whet your appetite. The variety of side dishes made with seasonal vegetables are all overflowing with luster. When you bite into a handful of chicken legs, it melts in your mouth. This is truly excellent workmanship from my aunt. It wasn��t for nothing that he was nicknamed the best nutritionist in Chungmuro. It was then.

    widely.

    Someone sits in the seat across from me. Ennd raises his head and checks on the other person.

    ��Hyung, there��s no filming today, right?��

    Son Hwa-won holds up a spoon and smiles.

    ��It��s Chobok. The lunch you eat at the filming location tastes better than at most restaurants. Your aunt��s skills are so good that I think about her even on days when I��m not filming. Why would Ie? Ennd came to see you.��

    what?

    While filming, this thought came to me asionally. I wonder if Son Hwa-won likes women, but of course, since he is still a young actor, there have never been any scandals like this. However, looking back on her past life memories, middle-aged Son Hwa-won was not married.

    ��I��ll stop there. If you go any further, I won��t be able to stand it.��

    ��What is it that makes you so unbearable that you came because you wanted to see your close friend?��

    My heart sinks. If I were not careful, I would even drop my spoon. There is a saying that actors�� personalities change depending on the role they y. As the saying goes, Son Hwa-won��s personality also became more sly as the filming period continued. Just like Lee Howon in the script.

    ��Don��t worry. I like women very much.��

    Son Hwa-won borates as if reading Ennd��s thoughts.

    ��As a goal, it means that Ennd likes you. When you act as an actor, there are bound to be actors you want to be like. Now, Ennd is you.��

    ��Not as a colleague or even as a rival, but what a goal. Anyone who sees me would think I have decades of acting experience. My older brother started acting as a child a long time before me.��

    ��Confucius said that in teaching, you are a child or an old man, and age is nothing but an inconvenience. There is only one way to learn. As an actor, I feel like I have learned a little about the path that was blocked until now when I met you. That��s why I came out like this even on days when I wasn��t filming. A role model. Because you can enjoy the performance right in front of your eyes.��

    her.

    It��s overrated. While the filming of Ouw continued, Son Hwa-won would sometimes ask Ennd questions. If you were curious about the directing aspect, you would have asked director Baek Jang-hoon, but about the acting, you only asked Ennd.

    Each time, Ennd responded with sincerity based on past life experiences. That series of processes may have led to this blind faith.

    ��Hyung, then, please finish lunch and then listen to my lines while I practice.��

    ��practice?��

    ��Let��s rehearse in advance for the scene we��ll be shooting in the afternoon.��

    In the case of film shooting, rehearsals are conducted differently from broadcasting. While dramas focus on the psychology of the characters and the script, movies tend to focus on directing techniques.

    Therefore, we only rehearse with a focus on the shootingposition and lighting and the actor��s movements, but the scope does not extend to the script itself as a whole. This is because, unlike broadcasting stations that produce their own studios, Chungmuro, which hires filming locations, does not have time constraints.

    Son Hwa-won��s expression brightens at Ennd��s sudden request.

    ��okay!��

    * * *

    ��Scene number 41 Jeong Hae-seok��s runaway!��

    The room is already filled with the smell of alcohol, so much so that you can see the floor of the ss. Amidst a cloud of cigarette smoke, men wearing expensive suits are sitting with a woman each in their arms. Their stories are always about money and women.

    ��What happens if you get caught fooling around with unlisted liquor? It��s not like you��re going to vomit up as much as you ate, but the only thing you can do is stay in a detention center for a while and then get out. That��s how thew in Korea is, it��s infinitely kind to those who have it, and it��s extremely harsh to those who don��t have it. That��s why I run this country. ��I can��t leave, can I?��

    ��I��m not interested in that little money.��

    Jeong Hae-seok (UK) leans against the backrest and raises his ss. It is a gathering of second generation chaebols. They are all descendants ofrge conglomerates that are considered to be Korea��s leadingpanies, and they are the same figures who will lead the Korean corporate world in the future, but their personalities are unsatisfactory.

    Not only do they waste an ordinary office worker��s sry on one night of entertainment, but they sometimes get together and enjoy drugs. It was when I was about to drink the liquor that was glistening on the top of my ss.

    ��You bastard��s poop form is so dirty.��

    At that moment, Jeong Hae-seok puts down his drink loudly. With an unknown tension swirling around, Jeong Hae-seok speaks while stroking his face with his long fingers.

    ��Say it again.��

    There is a coldness in the air among the friends who were just hanging out and drinking with each other. Aren��t they all envious of money? Even their dispositions are simr. As the saying goes, hard work is hard work. Someone steps in and tries to alleviate the situation, but it is not easy.

    ��Hey, why do friends do this to each other just because I made a mistake?��

    ��friend?��

    Jeong Hae-seok stands up with a bitter sneer. Son Hwa-won, who was watching this from a corner of the filming site, swallows his saliva.

    ��Wow, you must have lost all your strength during rehearsal.��

    It was Son Hwa-won who helped Ennd with rehearsals after lunch. Even back then, I tried to act the same script as I did now, but the sense of intimidation I felt was different. He even bursts outughing, shaking his head from side to side with trembling eyes.

    He looks like he��s smiling, but he looks like he��s about to burst out in anger at any moment. As evidence, the women sitting next to him hesitated and took a step back.

    ��Friend is a great word, isn��t it?��

    Jeong Hae-seok raises the ss of alcohol he was drinking just moments ago. The liquor that I have not yet drunk falls from the air. He asks while looking at the Yangju that is constantly falling on the hair of the person who insulted him.

    ��Do you still think I��m your friend?��

    ��This bastard really wants to see you!��

    As his fine hair became tangled with the liquor, the man raised his eyes and tried to get up. But he can��t stand uppletely.

    Crack.

    This is because Jeong Hae-seok grabbed the man��s hair with one hand and bent his head as he stood up. Jeong Hae-seok��s face rises above the face of the man who was forced to sit down. Others are unable to think of stepping forward in this atmosphere.

    After all, if you knew Jeong Hae-seok��s temperament, the very act of stepping forward in this ce was an act of urging Myung. Eventually, the two people��s eyes meet. The man holding his hair tightens his eyes as if he doesn��t want to lose. However, Jeong Hae-seok speaks with a rather bitter smile.

    ��Not all people sitting in the same ce are the same.��

    Sigh!

    At that moment, Jeong Hae-seok ms his drink down on the table. The broken ss scatters beyond the palm that was holding the drink, and red blood drips down.

    Director Baek Jang-hoon, who was watching the scene, suddenly got up from his seat. It was clearly a prop drinking ss made of sugar. But I guess my hand got cut by something unexpectedly sharp. As soon as filming is about to stop, Ennd��s acting continues.

 Chapter 143

    I will live as an actor, episode 143.

    Dan-yeok��s pupils shake violently as if there was an earthquake. How can one not be surprised when blood is flowing from Britain��s hands? It was that moment. The hair he was holding moved violently and Dan-yeok��s head was bent.

    ��A wolf.��

    The shining eyes and the nted sneer on the corner of the mouth said so. In the world of thew of the jungle, I am a carnivore. Raise your bleeding palm and firmly grasp the opponent��s shoulder. Drops of blood flow down the palm and run down Jo Yeon��s shoulder.

    ��pick.��

    What should I choose? This is a line that was not in the original script. Like a wolf growling and moaning, Jeong Hae-seok is rhyming.

    ��Do you want to die here or get stretched between your crotches?��

    The voice was low, but overflowing with an inexplicable sense of intimidation. The person whose hair is grabbed by Jeong Hae-seok cannot answer. I wasn��t embarrassed because of the ad-libs. This is because Jeong Hae-seok��s eyes were shining cruelly, as if he would swallow him up at any moment. It was then.

    ��Okay, die here.��

    Jeong Hae-seok raises his blood-covered palm and clenches it into a fist. And the fist flies straight at him. Danyeok closed his eyes tightly without realizing it.

    Before I know it, the corners of my eyes start to tremble and I have a premonition of what will happen next. But I don��t feel the blow that should follow. As he carefully opens his eyes, Jeong Hae-seok, who had been shining just a moment ago, bursts intoughter for some reason.

    ��Friend, I tried to y a prank. Why are you so surprised?��

    Jeong Hae-seok touches the frozen face of his counterpart, touches his cheek a few times with his palm, and then returns to his original position. There is a strong sense of tension at the filming site, as if walking on thin ice. The person who creates that tension is none other than Jeong Hae-seok, who is sitting at the head table.

    Son Hwa-won, who was watching the scene from a corner of the filming site, swallowed her saliva and could not take her eyes off even for a moment. Obviously, if you think about what the UK looked like before filming, you couldn��t picture what it looks like now. Doesn��t it feel like you have be a different person? Not only the atmosphere, but also the ent, facial expressions, and behavior were all different.

    ��It��s definitely an ad-lib.��

    Son Hwa-won was a master of not only his own scripts but also other people��s scripts. Therefore, we could see that the British line was ad-libbed. It was clearly an ident that had to stop filming, but I couldn��t understand how it could proceed so smoothly. Would you be able to do it yourself? I thought about it over and over again, but I couldn��t easily think of an answer.

    Director Baek Jang-hoon continues to face the televised screen without stopping filming. This may be proof that they trust Britain that much. As the situation in the script changed, the end of the scene also changed.

    Jeong Hae-seok looks down at his palm, which is dripping blood. And then he smiles inexplicably.

    ��Bring it.��

    Jeong Hae-seok nods and points to a bucket filled with ice. The person whose hair had just been grabbed by him carefully brings the container to him with a trembling gaze. Jeong Hae-seok pushes his hand into a bucket filled with ice.

    The transparent ice bucket quickly turns blood red. Jeong Hae-seok shakes his palm as if waving his hand and arrogantly holds out the ice bucket to his opponent.

    ��Aren��t you thirsty?��

    * * *

    ��It doesn��t hurt, does it?��

    Although it was a liquor ss made of sugar, the wound on the palm area was bigger than expected. I quickly stopped the bleeding and the bleeding stopped, but it was clear that the long wound between my palms was torn. An emergency medical technician waiting at the filming site shakes his head.

    ��If it was like this, we should have stopped filming.��

    Ennd gives a faint smile. Actually, this is not the first time I got hurt while filming. In your past life, didn��t you mainly take on tough roles such as gangsters and bodyguards? There were many times I got injured while ying Tachimawa (action).

    ��You need to go to the hospital right away and get stitches.��

    The wound was disinfected and bandaged. Manager Lee Bong-chun, who was anxiously watching the scene from behind, fussed about whether he should call 911. After finishing treatment, Ennd stood up and walked towards the actor who had worked with him today.

    ��I��m sorry. You were very surprised, right?��

    It was a scene that was not nned in the script. Didn��t the sugar-based liquor cup suddenly break and blood flowed out? Moreover, the scenes that followed were purely British ad-libs. I��m just grateful to the actor who epted the ad-lib without being embarrassed.

    ��No, I was actually grateful. In fact, if Ennd hadn��t ad-libbed so quickly, I would have been shocked and ruined the picture.��

    ��And although this is only a small amount, I hope you will ept it. The head of the costume team said that he brought the costume himself.��

    ��Oh no. It��s really okay.��

    Ennd semi-forcibly shoved a white envelope into the coat of the hand-wringing member. In fact, the costumes for minor characters are also prepared by the costume team. However, sometimes, like the actor you see now, he prepared his own costume.

    This is because it is difficult for the costume team to know the body sizes of the minor characters unless they are Joo Yeon. The blood that had seeped from Ennd��s palm was still smeared on his shoulder.

    ��Director, how was the scene?��

    Ennd visited cinematographer Do Wook Do and asked. In fact, I couldn��t monitor it because I was receiving treatment right after the scene ended, and I was worried because it wasn��t the picture I had nned.

    This is not to say that ad-libs are unconditionally epted, and on the contrary, among cinematographers and film directors, there are often those who are reluctant to use arbitrary ad-libs from actors. However, cinematographer Do Wook Do raises his thumb and speaks in a cheerful voice.

    ��He killed me. In all my life, I��ve never seen someone act like that while getting hurt. How are your hands? Are you okay?��

    ��It��s okay. It didn��t hurt too much.��

    ��Go to the director. He told me toe right after Actor Jang��s treatment is over.��

    Ennd bowed his head to the cinematographer and headed straight to where director Baek Jang-hoon was. Director Baek Jang-hoon was busy preparing for the next filming.

    However, a puzzled look appeared on Ennd��s face as he looked at the filming site. Fromposition of shots to location of props and lights. It was obviously because it wasn��t the nned next scene.

    ��Director.��

    Because it was a private event, Ennd did not call him ��grandfather�� as usual. Coach Baek Jang-hoon slowly turns around at Ennd��s call. The first ce his wrinkled gaze turned to was Ennd��s palm, which was wrapped in a white bandage.

    ��Go to the hospital.��

    It��s a dry voice. There is a coldness in the eyes. When Ennd looked at the filming site and tried to ask, director Baek Jang-hoon borated as if he had read his thoughts.

    ��We decided to move up the next filming to another scene first, so don��t worry and go to the hospital first. There is no need toe to the filming set today.��

    His voice wasn��t like that of his usual kind-hearted grandfather. Rather, his solemn gaze towards Ennd seemed cold and scolding. Ennd doesn��t reply, but bows his head and retreats.

    * * *

    Dinner parties are always noisy. The smell of grilling meat fills the air, soju bottles are tipped here and there, and sses are sshing and clinking. The main topic of discussion for the filming team attending the dinner was none other than the filming scene that took ce today. Didn��t everyone witness it? Ennd��s passionate performance with torn palms.

    ��Brother, I thought my Youngguk was an object, but I didn��t know it was to that extent. I was so scared that I was holding the camera and almost ran out. But I kept ad-libbing without any tension in my eyes, and I really didn��t care whether my hands were bleeding or not. ��It means I was so immersed in the situation without even using it.��

    ��I saw it too.��

    ��But wow, what did you say to Ennd? I was so embarrassed earlier.��

    In the Baek Jang-hoon division, it was Do Wook Do, the cinematographer who had been working with director Jang-hoon Baek for the longest time. That��s why you can ask questions sofortably. Director Baek Jang-hoon lifts a ss of soju, pours it into his mouth, and then sets the ss down loudly.

    ��Because I don��t know how to save myself.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon wiped his dry lips. It was true that he was also surprised while filming. I wanted to stop filming and send Ennd to the hospital right away, but I couldn��t.

    Because the sight of Ennd reflected on the television screen was so beautiful. The behavior that seemed to be a direct copy of Jeong Hae-seok in the actual script was enough to make me shiver for a moment. but.

    ��If such a situation happens a hundred or a thousand times, he will continue to force himself to act again. That��s why I��m worried. Doesn��t the job of a director ce an emphasis on pictures? Even I, who has watched Ennd for a long time, can��t help but feel the desire of that moment. ��I couldn��t win, so I pushed ahead with filming, but I wonder if other directors would be appalled.��

    Son Hwa-won is silently listening to the conversation between the two. He could see that director Baek Jang-hoon��s concern and concern were clearly visible from the corners of his wrinkled eyes. I can��t believe that the person who is usually called the tiger director and who is more solemn than anyone else on the filming set is thinking of someone so kindly. It was then.

    ��Oh Ennd��!��

    Cinematographer Do Wook Jeong spots Ennd walking across the threshold of the restaurant and raises his hand from his seat. At one point, the filming crew��s eyes turn to Ennd.

    The bandages wrapped around his hands showed the extent of his wounds. The assistant director takes the lead and ps, and the others follow suit, whistling and pping.

    Ennd shyly bows his head to each and every member of the filming team and heads towards where the cinematographer and director Baek Jang-hoon are. First, he bows his head deeply to director Baek Jang-hoon and speaks.

    ��I��m sorry today, Director.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon��s gaze is still focused on the bandaged hand.

    ��Are your hands okay?��

    ��I got a few stitches, but the doctor said it wasn��t a deep cut and that I shouldn��t have any trouble with my daily life.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon swallows his tears when he hears that he got stitches.

    ��It��s really okay. I said it would be okay to take the bandages off when filming. I also said that I would take the stitches off after about a week, so I wouldn��t have any scars.��

    ��I should have stopped filming, but I couldn��t because of greed.��

    ��No, really.��

    ��I say this because I have actor Son, but I was a director who valued directing more than the actual actors. However, as time went by, I didn��t realize that my values had be stubborn. I myself didn��t know that Ennd would proceed with filming even when you were injured. . From now on, there is no need for you or actor Son to have to act while getting injured on set. Because actors are not props. And.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon��s sudden apology made Ennd feel as if his mouth was on fire. I��ve been with director Baek Jang-hoon for a long time, but this was my first time seeing him like this. At that moment, director Baek Jang-hoon smiles and speaks politely to Ennd. Not as a grandfather and grandson, but as a film director and actor.

    ��I��m really sorry and thank you for your passionate performance, actor Jang Young-guk.��

 Chapter 144

    I will live as an actor Episode 144

    ��Actress Jang Young-guk!��

    The reporter��s voice is more lively than ever. This is an interview shoot for the movie Ouw. Baek Jang-hoon��s division has a great reputation not only in Chungmuro but also in broadcasting circles. How surprising is it that getting an interview from a filming team is more difficult than picking a star from the sky?

    ��There is a lot of interest from the public right now with the news that you have taken on an unexpected viin role.��

    There is an unwritten rule among actors. In order to run the road to sess, too much change in image is actually poisonous. Because of this, there was a lot of talk about Ennd choosing the viin. After all, he��s not an ordinary viin. Rather thanmitting murder for his beliefs, he ys the role of a second-generation tycoon with a temperament that is unreasonable and unreasonable.

    ��Actress Jang Young-guk��s bold image transformation has led some to say that he will be a member of the troika that will lead the Korean film industry in the future. What do you think about this?��

    Someone else said it was the result of stubbornness and pride. This is because being an actor does not necessarily require an unconditional change in image. Just as ground work is important when building a building, the foundation must be properly prepared, but if you change your image through heavy rescue methods, you may end up in a bad state.

    ��I know this is the first time you��ve officially worked together on set with Director Baek Jang-hoon since your cameo appearance as a child. How do you feel about it?��

    Although he was usually a kind-hearted grandfather, it would be more urate to say that he was colder than anyone else on set. That��s the nature of the job of a film director. A single moment of scene change and directing bes a yardstick for judging the direction of the movie, so you have no choice but to be sensitive at all times.

    No matter how gigantic a cruise ship is, you might encounter a cier if you let your guard down. From director Baek Jang-hoon��s perspective, he bes the captain at the helm of a cruise ship carrying numerous crew members.

    ��That actor Jang Young-guk��?��

    The reporter looks at me with a puzzled look. All I can think of is that I want to end this boring interview quickly. The stitches on my palm were undone, but it still throbbed. There��s nothing better than reading a script to erase your thoughts. At that time, Son Hwa-won, who was sitting next to him, stabbed his side with his elbow.

    ��yes?��

    ��Ah, since you haven��t said anything, maybe I made you ufortable��?��

    ��Oh, I��m sorry. Let��s start the interview again from the beginning.��

    I thought I answered out loud, but it seems I only answered in my head. This phenomenon has been repeating since I took on the role of Jeong Hae-seok in the script. Instead of answering other people��s questions properly, more people look down on them. It was as if I had really been the one to interpret it.

    * * *

    ��Wow, it��s bloody.��

    The PD, who has finished filming the interview, shakes his head. It was a short interview thatsted only 30 minutes. Finding the filming location of Baek Jang-hoon��s division is as difficult as digging up pearls in the dirt. That��s because filming the interview itself was not permitted. Moreover, wasn��t it a film made up of actors who are currently drawing public attention?

    ��Mijin, is Actor Jang always like that? I got goosebumps all over my body while filming the interview. The person��s eyes looked so cold. Why didn��t you say that you interviewed Actor Jang once before?��

    ��It was a few years ago, but back then.��

    It was a drama during my youth. At the time, she was a high school student full of the scent of youth, enough to earn her the title of the nation��s first love. It��s not as cold and cold-blooded as it is now. But it is true that today it was difficult to even ask simple questions.

    ��It��s not like I was unfaithful in my answer.��

    Among actors, there were sometimes those who disliked interviews themselves. It was a job that depended on the public��s attention, but this may be due to the tendency to view it as a nuisance as one bes a top star. However, in the case of Britain, the former and the former were different. Rather than being bothered, I just felt that the person itself was cold. It��s like I��ve be apletely different person from when I filmed my youth years ago.

    ��Anyway, Jang Young-guk and Son Hwa-won.��

    It is no exaggeration to say that the hottest actors currently in their 20s in Korea havee together. Moreover, the person holding the megaphone is none other than the master Baek Jang-hoon, who is said to be the legend of Chungmuro.

    ��I don��t know, but I have a strong opinion that this movie will be a huge hit. You said you could make a brief sketch of the filming location, right?��

    ��Yes, I heard so.��

    ��What do you want to do, Mijin? The interview is over. It��s a sketch anyway, so it��s just a matter of me and the camera director being left to pick.��

    ��I want to stay too.��

    As a reporter for a broadcastingpany, it is not easy to find director Baek Jang-hoon��s filming site. If you miss this opportunity, there is no guarantee that you will ever find it again. Moreover, doesn��t the image of an actor I encountered during today��s interview shoot keep lingering in my eyes?

    * * *

    ��Actor Jang, should I ept the lines?��

    He is an old actor. He yed the role of Chairman Wang, Jeong Hae-seok��s father in the script. Ennd bows his head deeply and expresses his gratitude.

    ��I would appreciate it, sir.��

    He was an actor who was respected by everyone on set as much as director Baek Jang-hoon. Isn��t this someone who has been building his career by traveling across Chungmuro since he was young? However, on set, he showed up to work before anyone else and neverined even if the waiting time was long. Because of this, other actors couldn��t evenin about the longer standbys.

    The two people practiced their lines with the script for a long time. Because the script was already frayed, even the short print was engraved in my mind, but I didn��t break it. How much time has passed? The elderly actor who received the lines from the beginning to the end of the scene spoke with a satisfied smile.

    ��I felt this on the original filming set, but no matter how much advice I wanted to give, I couldn��t give it to you.��

    ��No, teacher. There are still many thingscking.��

    ��Really, I��m not being sarcastic on purpose, I really have nothing to teach you.��

    The old actor borates while looking at the filming site.

    ��It��s all because of me that you were sensitive today, right?��

    ������.��

    ��It seems like I��ve been showing off for the past few days, knowingly or unknowingly. Now, I��m feeling so sad because I��ve be a character who disappears from the script. Moreover, I��m also retiring after this movie�� ����

    In the script, exit was synonymous with the death of a character. If you are not the lead role, you must have the mindset that you can exit the script at any time. However, since actors are also people, it is not easy to capture a role that one had affection for. Moreover, didn��t the old actor announce his retirement after this movie?

    ��I started my career as an actor when I was around the same age as actor Jang. At that time, I was an immature kid who didn��t know anything. I came to Seoul from the countryside and wandered around Chungmuro to try to show my face in a movie. Why did an idiot who didn��t even know how to be an actor leave Chungmuro like that? When I gave it to him, an assistant director seemed to take pity on me and gave me a small role. But for some reason, after I got that small role, I caught the attention of the directors and was sessful.��

    The wrinkled gaze deepens as if recalling the past.

    ��Now that I��m older, I regret why I was sozy and conceited when I was younger. The country guy who came to Seoul from the countryside has gone, and now that he��s an actor with a lot of weight on his shoulders, he nags his juniors and calls in an assistant director when his standby gets too long. ��I used to get scolded.��

    It��s something I can��t even imagine right now.

    ��In hindsight, I realized that it was all my fault. In fact, when I first met Actor Jang, I was worried. I thought that Actor Jang resembled me when I was young. But as time passed, I realized that it was all my fault. ��That you are a different person. That you are not simply an actor who shines with talent, but that your hard work is deeply embedded in your shadow. Others may not know, but you cannot fool my eyes.��

    The old actor was vaguely aware of how much effort Ennd had put into making a living as an actor. Didn��t most people praise young Ennd as a genius actor with just talent? However, the image of Ennd reflected in the eyes of the old actor only seemed to be an actor who gritted his teeth and worked harder than anyone else.

    ��You will achieve great sess. You are famous now, but you will be even better in the future.��

    ��That��s too much praise, sir.��

    Just then, raindrops fall on the filming site.

    The old actor continues speaking while looking at the raindrops.

    ��Let��s go. It��s an honor to be able to film myst shoot with you.��

    * * *

    Track and trace.

    The raindrops be thicker. The midsummer rainy season is cooling off the sweltering heat. A camera is pointed at the scene as the rain pours down so much that water sprinkler trucks are not needed. Like the gaze of a detective chasing a criminal.

    ��Interpretation, how did this happen?��

    People gather in the VIP ward of Jeongil Hospital. These are the executives of Jeongil Group. Among them, Kim Min-cheol (uncle), the president of Jeongil Foods, approaches with a surprised look on his face. He came in such a hurry that raindrops had soaked into his shoulders, casting a shadow on them.

    ��You suddenly copsed.��

    Executives are buzzing. After all, it is a big deal that Chairman Wang of Jeongil Group has copsed. It��s just that it hasn��t been reported in the media yet due to an embargo, but if it were reported, it would have caused an uproar in Korea. At that moment, even the aunt appears. Kim Min-cheol, president of Jeongil Foods, is about to enter the hospital room apanied by his aunt, as if the time hade. but.

    ��I can��t go in.��

    ��what?��

    ��The doctor wants you to rest as much as possible. So, please go back.��

    Mincheol Kim looks at his wife as if asking for help. Chairman Wang was already old. Wasn��t he suffering from a chronic illness to the point where it wouldn��t be surprising if he died suddenly in his hospital bed at any time? In this situation, if he suddenly passed away without hearing a word of his will, what would happen next was obvious even without looking at it. Kim Min-cheol��s wife and Jeong Hae-seok��s aunt walks forward with her eyes raised.

    ��No one else may know, but I definitely have to see my brother. Stop interpreting!��

    It was then.

    Crack.

    Jeong Hae-seok holds his aunt��s approaching aunt by the shoulder with one hand, his eyes shining.

    ��I would have told you to go back.��

    Jeong Hae-seok��s personality is already famous within the Jeongil Group. Isn��t his personality so simr that he is simr to Chairman Wang, who caused the brothers�� rebellion and swallowed up the Jeongil Group? The elders said that when they looked at Jeong Hae-seok, they sometimes reminded him of Chairman Wang in his younger days. A person who was infinitely cold-hearted and sometimes cruel even to his own rtives, that was Chairman Wang.

    Track and trace.

    Heavy rain hits the window of the hospital room noisily. However, even that sound is drowned out by various mechanical sounds and cannot be heard properly. Chairman Wang, who is lying in a hospital bed, has numerous life support devices attached to his body. The will to save him at all costs stands out. Jeong Hae-seok visited the hospital room alone.

    ��Father, since you are showing such weakness, bastards will not miss an opportunity toe after you.��

    Jeong Hae-seok lowers his head and looks at his father lying in the hospital bed. Wrinkles that clearly show signs of age and age spots that are wider than before are clearly visible on the face. Jeong Hae-seok looks at him and speaks as if he is giving a confession.

    ��I have learned a lot from my father since I was young. He encouraged me to be stronger when I was weak. He said I was too weak to inherit a hugepany called Jeongil Group.��

    Chairman Wang was a very greedy person to begin with. That��s why he was able to surpass all his brothers and stand tall alone. Desire is like an endless well. Even if you pour water, it cannot reach the top. Because he was obsessed with that deep and wide desire, he never let go of management even as he grew old and sick.

    ��But I��m really curious.��

    The corner of Jeong Hae-seok��s mouth twitches. He moves forward and res cruelly at his father, who is lying in the hospital bed.

    ��Did you really not think of losing your spot to such a weak bastard?��

 Chapter 145

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 145

    [The shooting scene is hot. The Ouw, directed by director Baek Jang-hoon, known as the master of Chungmuro, tells the story of court power in the city. In particr, it became a hot topic recently when it was announced that actor Jang Young-guk, who yed the two Yeonsanguns, would y the viin. Let��s take a look at the scene!]

    The reporter��s voice echoes through the cathode ray tube. As her excited voice speaks for itself, the filming site goes by in a hurry. The staff is busy moving around and the actors are checking their movements again while receiving instructions from the director. When a brief break was given, the reporter quickly turned to the two ouw actors as if he had been waiting.

    [Actress Son Hwa-won and Jang Young-guk!]

    They are twopletely different actors, as if they are ck and white. Compared to Son Hwa-won, who is dressed inly, Jang Young-guk looks as if his entire body is draped in luxury goods. But it never looks exaggerated. The luxurious feel is as natural as the original. The sight of him briefly smiling at the camera really shows why the public wants him.

    ��Wow.��

    Jisoo Kim, who was looking at the cathode ray tube, clenched her fists. Jisoo��s father, the owner of a side dish store, and Ennd��s mother are also staring at the cathode ray tube instead of eating dinner. Since when did it start? It became a daily routine for the three of us to gather together for dinner.

    ��Oppa, you��re really cool.��

    Jisoo looks at Ennd in the picture tube with admiration. What can I say, the atmosphere is somewhat different from usual. If Ennd usually gave off a friendly impression, it is now overflowing with cuteness. It��s not for nothing that they say clothes are wings.

    ��When Ennd looks at me like that, I feel like a different person. Really.��

    Mr. Kim also swallowed his saliva and said. I knew he was a famous actor through awards ceremonies, but seeing him like this made me feel special. I felt like I was living in another world. Ennd��s mother also slowly opens her eyes as she watches the scene.

    ��Is this the Guk I knew?��

    Isn��t the atmosphere sharply different from usual? The sketch video of the filming site that followed soon made it impossible to keep my mouth shut. Although it was a short video, it showed the filming site as it was, and the acting of Ennd, who yed the role of Jeong Hae-seok, was so captivating that it made my mouth burn. Finally, when the scene changes, Jisoo lets out the breath she had been holding and exims in admiration.

    ��Ma��am, I think this movie will be a hit.��

    Although it was only a short trailer, Jisoo��s heart already seemed excited. On the other hand, the British mother is more concerned about her son��s thin face. How difficult was the filming to get so skinny? Even if others didn��t know, my mother knew. It was then.

    ��Why don��t we go up to Seoul instead?��

    Mr. Kim speaks as if he could read his mother��s thoughts.

    * * *

    ��Are you filming amercial?��

    Ennd, who visited Songwon Entertainment, looked puzzled by the unexpected news. That��s right, it��s been a really long time since I��ve seen an ad.

    ��You haven��te in for a while, have you?��

    CEO Seonghwan Kim shook his head and answered.

    ��It��s not that you didn��te in, it was cut out of my line. Because Ennd knew that you were reluctant to film advertisements while filming. Moreover, after filming the Yeonsan drama the other day, the stock price went up even more. Advertisers were very upset.��

    ��Because of the image of the role I yed this time, I didn��t even think about advertisements����

    ��If there weren��t going to be advertisements just because I was a viin, they wouldn��t have been in advertisements since Confession of a Priest.��

    ��is it.��

    The character Kim Moo-jin, who yed in Confession of a Priest, was a murderer, but he still had faith. Therefore, many advertisers took it as a positive signal. However, the role of Jeong Hae-seok, an ouw yed this time, was quite unexpected as it was literally Ahn Ha-muin��s typical second-generation chaebol character.

    ��There��s no fuss right now because of the entertainment program that aired yesterday.��

    Ah, that interview.

    ��It��s only been a short sketch of the filming location, but I��ve already been contacted by more than one or two people. And the luxury goods you wore when filming the interview in Ennd are already sold out not only in stores but also in editorial shops.��

    her.

    This cannot be surprising. I just went to the interview wearing the same outfit that Jeong Hae-seok was wearing in the script, and it was sold out.

    ��Since the filming period is long enough and there are days off in between, I thought it would be a good idea to take some time and film amercial. It��s been quite a while since the UK hasn��t filmed amercial for you. But that doesn��t mean you have to appear on a variety show. How about that? ?��

    Hmm.

    It was a life far removed from advertising. The same goes for entertainment. Wasn��t he reluctant to appear on the show because he didn��t have the ability to speak or speak well? At that time, CEO Seonghwan Kim took a forward stance and continued speaking.

    ��Ennd, if it were me, I wouldn��t have even mentioned it to you, but this time the conditions are so good. And there doesn��t seem to be any embarrassing settings likest time.��

    ��What advertisement is this?��

    I thought that all actors had topete with their acting skills. However, from the perspective of Kim Seong-hwan, the CEO of the agency, it is different. Pumpkins are rolling in on vines all year round, so I can��t just kick them away. Moreover, the advertising items offered this time are quite desirable.

    ��suit.��

    Suits are a theme that has been advertised several times. It was an advertisement that any actor would crave. It was a theme that did not strain the image at all and actually added to the sense of luxury. However, I don��t know why CEO Kim Seong-hwan is so persuasive. How many times has this happened so far? At that moment, CEO Seonghwan Kim swallows his saliva and borates.

    ��It��s not a national ad.��

    * * *

    Desiderio.

    ��Desiderio��, called the luxury of luxury goods, means desire in Italian. Desiderio��s main customer base, which has developed a reputation for a long time based on clothing, is the upper ss among the upper ss. The children of prestigious European families were the same type as HiSo in Thand. That��s because one suit costs tens of millions of won.

    ��Bello (beautiful).��

    Desiderio��s chief designer, Monica, cannot take her eyes off the figure of a man shown in therge beam projector. She was a movie buff who watched numerous genres of movies. Starting from ssics to Europe and Asia.

    ��Looking at it again, it��s still so beautiful.��

    It was a few months ago that Monica fell in love with an unknown male actor from Asia. Have you ever visited the Cannes Film Festival at the invitation of a film director you happened to be friends with? One of the invited works shown there deeply fascinated her.

    Priest��s confession.

    At first, just looking at the poster, I thought it was simply an Asian religious film or an ult horror genre simr to The Exorcist. However, when I looked into the inside, I realized that it was a work that deals with the seven deadly sins of humans.

    -The wicked give birth to iniquity, they instill disaster and give birth to lies. He dug a pit and fell into a trap he had made. His disaster returns to his own head. His violence wille down on the top of his head. Lord.

    -Punish him.

    It��s a movie I��ve already seen several times, but the sight of a male actor dressed in a priest��s uniform reciting the death-jong sutra in a pious yet cruel manner was enough to send shivers through my body. Even more so in the finale, where he calmly epts his own death.

    -Just as the idea of a wicked person is forgotten, the world will forget it with the word oblivion and will once again turn a blind eye to the wicked. That��s why I will remain arrogant until the end.

    It was enough to leave a deep lingering feeling in Monica��s heart, like his gaze sinking into the pitch-ck darkness beneath the cloth.

    -Lord, punish me.

    It must have been from then on. Monica became crazy interested in a new Asian actor named Jang Young-guk. While leading Desiderio as the chief designer, the image of an actor called Jang Young-guk continued to linger in my mind. The same goes when designing clothes. At some point, didn��t you think of him when you started cutting? She speaks faintly as she looks at thest image of Ennd on the beam projector screen.

    ��What would it be like to see it in person?��

    There isn��t much left. Until I met him.

    * * *

    ��Desiderio����

    Ennd pondered over the story he heard from CEO Kim Seong-hwan a few days ago. It is said that Desiderio, an Italian high-end luxury fashion brand, contacted me several times saying they would like to hold a meeting with the UK. It couldn��t have been something unusual. In the first ce, Desiderio was such a famous ce that there was no need for advertising. Moreover, it was questionable that his name was even known in Italy.

    ��Oh Ennd? What��s going on?��

    Ahn Jung-hyun narrows his eyes when he sees Ennd��s outfit. He asks me again if I��m going on a date. When I told him I was leaving for an advertising meeting, he even asked me again if it was true. That was because British clothing was different from usual.

    ��I feel like I��vee to the right interpretation.��

    Didn��t CEO Seonghwan Kim even prepare the costume himself? Since it was a meeting with a Western luxury brand, they must have been careful. Moreover, it was an overseas advertisement, not a domestic advertisement. If you think about it, how many domestic actors in this era have filmedmercials targeting overseas?

    In the case of director Baek Jang-hoon��s work, he was able to make time like this because he tended to maximize the filming period. Dressed up like Jeong Hae-seok in the script, Ennd got into the car driven by manager Lee Bong-chun and headed to the meeting ce. It is a Korean restaurant in a Hanok building that is well known in Seoul. It is also said that it is a ce that politicians often visit because each room is individually divided.

    ��Ennd!��

    CEO Seonghwan Kim arrived first. In some ways, he looked more nervous than Ennd.

    ��CEO, why are you sweating so much?��

    ��Because it��s my first time meeting a foreigner. Moreover, he��s Desiderio.��

    ��Anyway, they kept contacting me asking me to meet them there. They said they wereing with an interpreter.��

    It was Desiderio, not Ennd, who was anxious. In fact, Ennd still couldn��t understand why Desiderio wanted to meet him so much. It was then.

    Grumble.

    The sliding door opens and two men enter the room. They had stylish mustaches, like typical Italians. However, they do not sit down right away and wait for the next person toe in. Soon, a woman with silver hair enters. She was so beautiful that CEO Kim Seong-hwan��s eyes widened and his mouth dropped even more than most actresses. As soon as she walks in, she looks at Ennd and says:

    ��It��s even more fantastic when you see it in person, right?��

 Chapter 146

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 146

    ��Nice to meet you, my name is Monica Rossellini.��

    It was a typical Italian greeting, where you shake hands and then kiss both cheeks. While the UK epted it calmly, CEO Kim Seong-hwan seemed somewhat surprised. As the representative of the agency, I saw many actresses in a friendly greeting, but it was rare to find a beauty as outstanding as Monica.

    ��You don��t know how much effort I put in to meet you, Ennd. You are the first person who has made Desiderio this sad.��

    An interpreter with a long mustache trantes Monica��s words into Korean. There is no problem in conveying the meaning, but the sloppy pronunciation that is unique to foreigners cannot be helped. He was curious as to why Desiderio was courting him so much.

    ��Why did you want me so much?��

    Desiderio is a brand that is coveted by leading overseas agencies. We could see that even top models submitted their resumes to be selected by Desiderio. For an actor who had just begun to make a name for himself in Korea toe to such a ce was not only unusual but also nonsensical.

    ��I saw the movie you starred in at Cannes. I couldn��t escape the image of Kim Moo-jin in Confessions of a Priest for months. And I felt, oh, this is him. I��ve finally found Desiderio��s muse.��

    This is something I hear often these days. Persona Muse. He couldn��t help but feel awkward that someone looked at him and found inspiration. It��s something I couldn��t even imagine in my past life. Bing someone��s muse for something else.

    ��If it��s okay with you, Jang Young-guk, we would like to offer you to be Desiderio��s exclusive model. We will give you the best treatment in terms of down payment and all other aspects.��

    When an Italian with a handsome mustache began to interpret, CEO Kim Seong-hwan��s eyes quickly grew to the size of a flowerntern. That��s because Desiderio��s exclusive model is not something that just anyone can do. Isn��t it possible to be a world-renowned actor or a model with top-level recognition? Even more so, the best treatment that follows is something that leaves one��s mouth agape.

    Just then, the scheduled meales out. If the serving employee hadn��t knocked on the sliding door, CEO Kim Seong-hwan��s saliva might have been dripping from his mouth. It was such a coveted condition. I already had experience filming luxury perfume advertisements, but this waspletely different from that. Isn��t Desiderio a brand called the luxury of luxury goods?

    ��Does it suit your taste?��

    When Ennd asked in English, Monica nodded, her signature silver hair flowing. Although the chopsticks were sloppy, the way he used all his strength to pick up the japchae looked unique. If you only look at her appearance, she looks like a haughty and cold actress.

    After finishing the meal, it was time to enjoy a short tea time. Monica takes out a cigarette and puts it in her mouth. He hesitated for a moment when he saw that no one was blooming except himself, but when CEO Kim Seong-hwan nodded as if it was okay, a smile appeared on his face. Monica borates as a cloud of cigarette smoke rises.

    ��I��m sorry, because I��m a smoker. I��ll let you know the exact terms of the contract tomorrow through Jordana next to here. If there are any details you don��t like or if you have anything to add, please feel free to let me know at any time. Now, let me ask you thest question. Mr. UK. Would you like to join us, Desiderio?��

    Ennd chuckled after hearing Monica��s intentions through the interpreter. It seemed like Monica was already convinced just by looking at CEO Kim Seong-hwan��s reaction. That��s why it��s surprising that Desiderio offered to be an exclusive model. Didn��t the head designer even visit Korea himself? A case like this was something that had never been heard of in the Korean entertainment industry. but.

    ��I think we need to think more about it.��

    It was CEO Kim Seong-hwan who was surprised by the unexpected answer. But Monica actually smiles as if she was expecting that answer.

    ��As expected, I��m more attracted to it.��

    * * *

    There is excitement at the filming site. The scorching heat is said to be fading away, but it is actually getting hotter. The reason was none other than a Westerner who boasted silver hair. Isn��t she a woman who steals the attention of not only the general public watching the filming site, but even the staff members turn their heads?

    -Can I go see the movie filming location?

    Although the contract was not concluded on the spot, Monica still wanted to visit the filming location. Originally, it was a filming site where outsiders were prohibited from entering, but director Baek Jang-hoon readily epted. It was only a one-time visit, and director Baek Jang-hoon was also curious as to why Desiderio��s chief designer was courting Ennd so passionately. An assistant director who happened to be passing by Ennd asked quietly.

    ��Ennd, are you sure you��re not your girlfriend?��

    What is international dating for someone who has never been in a rtionship before? As Ennd shook his head, the assistant director licked his lips with regret. Even to a stranger, it was clear that Monica��s persistent gaze was directed towards Ennd.

    ��Do you really need me that much?��

    The reason why Britain said it would consider a contract was simple. Even domestic advertising takes quite a bit of time. What��s more, isn��t it an overseas advertisement? Considering Desiderio��s reputation, it wouldn��t be surprising if he appeared on a billboard in Times Square. What��s more, it was because he still couldn��t figure out exactly why Desiderio was showing him such favor and offering advertisements.

    ��It��s not a bad idea to have doubts.��

    Isn��t there a saying that you have to knock on a stone bridge before crossing it? How many times have you felt this in your past life? If you rush into social life just because it looks good, you will suffer unexpected losses.

    by the way.

    ��The picture is true.��

    Anyone would think she was the daughter of a mafia godfather. He was in a corner of the filming set as if to avoid causing trouble to others, but since he was with two Italians with long mustaches, it almost felt like a scene from a mafia movie. It was then.

    ��Actress Jang.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon. Although he wasfortable calling himself Ennd in private situations, he was always called Actor Jang in public ces such as filming sites. For a long time, the two people exchanged opinions about the shootingposition and the use of props. After talking for a while, Director Baek Jang-hoon quietly looks in Monica��s direction and says.

    ��It looks like he won��t leave Korea until Actor Jang gives his consent.��

    ��Director, what do you mean by that?��

    ��You can tell when you look at him. He looks smitten, like when a director meets an actor he likes. That must mean he wants to use him in a brand advertisement.��

    At that time, Director Baek makes a mischievous expression and borates.

    ��Hmm, or maybe it��s both construction?��

    * * *

    ��Scene No. 61, The Dignity of the President��!��

    The filming of amercial filmsts about 3 to 4 months. In most cases, thete editing period is usually longer than the main filming period. In that sense, the filming of Ouw (�o����) had just reached its halfway point.

    Just as the sun, which seemed like it would dominate the sky at any time, faded into a handful of red light over time, the same was true for Jeongil Group. Chairman Wang, who is lying in his hospital bed, is in an unusual condition. No one knew that he had already reached the end of his life, watching the sunset. Therefore, the suddenly convened executive meeting was enough to create tension in everyone.

    ��There is talk of rebuilding the management team. Shouldn��t we all protest together? If we keep going like this, I will end up losing my position to a young guy.��

    ��Executive Director Park is right. If things continue like this, even if the Chairman gets well again, everything will be reced. Let��s have a quick talk with President Kim Min-cheol. I��m sure the Chairman will have something to say.��

    ��Hmm.��

    Kim Min-cheol of Jeongil Foods shows no reaction except wiping his dry lips. The people who were most enthusiastic at the executive meeting were none other than the elders. In a way, aren��t they the ones who built the reputation of the Jeongil Group together from the beginning? Chairman Wang��s sudden absence was likely to be felt by them as a crisis. Moreover, Jeong Hae-seok was being publicly pointed out as Chairman Wang��s sessor.

    ��So are you now saying that you want to change the chairman��s status?��

    ��What kind of maintenance is that? What kind of nonsense is this for a chairman who hasn��t even passed away yet? Executive Director Kim, think about it when you speak!��

    ��No, I didn��t say anything wrong. The session structure is clearly set anyway, and the difference is whether the time frame is faster or slower. I don��t know why everyone is so scared.��

    On the other hand, there were those who were eagerly waiting for Jeong Hae-seok to be promoted. Apany is like a jungle. Isn��t there a popr saying that you can only survive if you hold the rope well? Tension and conflict are rampant even among executives.

    ��Who says they are scared? Do you know the rtionship between us and the Chairman? The Chairman is a person who puts thepany before anyone else. Even if the inheritance of management rights has beenpleted, it is not right to change the management so recklessly. ��!��

    Executive Director Park, who had been speaking passionately just a moment ago, closes his mouth. This was because the door to the conference room opened and someone entered. This is Jeong Hae-seok, who walks confidently while receiving assistance from others. He naturally sits at the head of the table. His face is filled with an inexplicable smile as he leans into the seat where Chairman Wang would normally sit. Then, he traces his ear hole with his finger and speaks.

    ��Director Park.��

    When his name is called, Executive Director Park��s expression turns pale.

    ��Do you prefer used or new?��

    ��yes?��

    ��No, it��s the same when you buy something. It��s very unpleasant to see something that someone has used for a long time and has their hands dirty. They say you should put new liquor in a new bag, right? Me too. It��s like a wrinkle that has be wrinkled, it has less sticity, and instead of being flexible, it��s like a mold that grows in ce and eats away. I really hate it.��

    Jeong Hae-seok sits with his legs crossed. And then he naturally takes out a cigarette from his pocket. No one has ever smoked in a conference room before. However, Jeong Hae-seok naturally puts a cigarette in his mouth.

    ��Director Park.��

    A wind blows like a whistle beneath the hazy smoke, and Jeong Hae-seok��s sharp eyes turn to Executive Director Park.

    ��Are you really not scared?��

    Monica feels her heart pounding as she watches the scene from a corner of the filming set as he speaks with a fishy mockery. Since the dialogue is in Korean, I do not know the content of the script. But why does the sight of Ennd sitting at the head of the table, smoking a cigarette and raising the corners of his mouth look so sexy?

 Chapter 147

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 147

    �C When are youing back, youngdy?

    The butler��s voicees through the receiver. You can tell just by hearing the voice. That worries are seeping through the fine wrinkles. After all, the eldest granddaughter of the Rossellini family and the chief designer who will lead Desiderio in the future has been living in an unnamed country in Asia for fifteen days already.

    ��Grandpa, I think it will take some time.��

    -There was an uproar on thepany side as well. It is said that the preparation process for Elfo steto is experiencing disruption due to the youngdy��s sudden absence. For the sake of those who remain, please return home as soon as possible. miss.

    Monica hangs up and leans back on the sofa. I didn��t think it would be easy. But I didn��t expect it to be this difficult. Even if he is a world-famous actor, he eventually bows his head in front of Desiderio��s name. However, there is no answer yet for young Asian actors.

    ��That makes it more attractive.��

    The sight of Ennd that she encountered at the filming site was enough to make Monica��s heart flutter. It doesn��t mean I feel like a man. After watching the priest��s confession, it kept lingering in my mind. I wonder why on earth an Asian actor fascinates me so much. But I couldn��t find a clear answer.

    ��It wasn��t even a fuss.��

    Therefore, when Monica first announced that she would select an Asian actor as Desiderio��s exclusive model, there was a strong bacsh from thepany. This was because there was too much talent to lead Desiderio in the future. If it were an ordinary luxury brand, it wouldn��t have been like this. But isn��t Desiderio a ce that only deals with the upper ss that the world recognizes?

    Jang Young-guk.

    He may be famous in Korea, but to the world, he is nothing more than a minor role in Hollywood. The fact that Desiderio offers a minor role in Hollywood to be an exclusive model is consistent with the fact that a ck person is selected as the head of the White House. It didn��t make much sense. But after actually encountering it, I could understand.

    ��Vino.��

    It��s Italian for wine. Even after it is aged in oak barrels and injected into a bottle, it takes decades to reach its peak. The same was true for actor Jang Young-guk. Obviously, as time passes, more people will recognize its value. Just like myself now.

    It was then.

    ��Preparations areplete.��

    It was Jordana, the secretary. Monica stands up at the sound of his voice. Siri looks particrly bright as her flowing silver hair reflects the sunlight.

    * * *

    ��Ennd, are you really not thinking?��

    Manager Lee Bong-chun, who was behind the wheel, nced at the rear-view mirror and asked. Even he seems curious. After all, the rumor has already spread widely within the agency. The fact that Desiderio��s chief designer came to Korea to meet the British.

    ��Would you like to ask the representative?��

    Manager Lee Bong-chun rubs the bridge of his nose. This is something you often do when your true intentions are revealed. CEO Kim Seong-hwan is probably equally anxious. No ordinary actor could refuse Desiderio��s offer. No, it would be the same even if he were a world-famous actor.

    ��I��ve been getting a lot of calls to my agency these days. I wonder if it��s really true. That designer already showed up at the filming location and caused an uproar. I guess I just went there to write an article.��

    ��How did the CEO respond?��

    ��You said it was groundless. You don��t know how Ennd will react if you change your mind and say you won��t take it. You��re saying that because you��re afraid of causing embarrassment.��

    If Ennd is selected as Desiderio��s exclusive model, Korea will be noisy again. To exaggerate further, Asia��s fashion market may be in turmoil. Desiderio has never selected an Asian as an exclusive model before.

    That��s why CEO Kim Seong-hwan couldn��t just give the reporter the source material. It was unclear what Desiderio��s side would do if Britain rejected the offer. In terms of business scale and influence, Desiderio and Songwon Entertainment say this, but isn��t the difference between an elephant and an ant?

    ��There��s still some time left, so I��ll think about it a little more.��

    It was a favor from Desiderio��s side. If you don��t like the terms of the contract or want to add special provisions, please let me know within a month. That��s why I couldn��t help but have even more doubts.

    What the hell am I saying?

    It is said that one time, a top Hollywood actress offered Desiderio to be a model herself, but Desiderio tly refused, saying it did not fit her image. Therefore, she did not understand why Desiderio was courting her so passionately.

    It is true that he is an actor who has yed leading roles several times and is well known to the public. But that is limited to Korea. Even if it were expanded, would it be the same as Japan across the sea? From a global perspective, he is just a small actor in Asia.

    ��No matter how you look at it, Ennd, you seem too cautious.��

    ��I think it��s because I��m getting older.��

    ��Someone would think you were middle-aged.��

    Ennd swallowed a bitter smile. It is no exaggeration to say that my experiences from my past life have made me so careful about everything. I was stabbed in the back by people I trusted and relied on, so in the end I couldn��t trust anyone. Maybe that��s why I became more distant from human rtionships. Just then, a van arrived at the filming site.

    Why is the atmosphere like this?

    The atmosphere at most filming locations is simr. The staff members who are busy preparing for standby and the assistant directors under the director gather for meetings and the actors are busy repeating the script. But the current atmosphere was different from usual. Isn��t everyone excited about something?

    ��Thank you, Ennd!��

    The first to react was the assistant director. As soon as he sees Ennd at work on set, he runs over to say thank you. Moreover, being an assistant director was just the beginning. Starting with the youngest staff members who usually couldn��t make eye contact due to the nature of their roles, to the sound director and lighting director who were quiet.

    What on earth are you thankful for?

    It was a time when I was dumbfounded. Director Baek Jang-hoon and cinematographer Jang Do-wook approach.

    ��Ennd, why did you prepare such expensive items? Looking at all the youngest members, it looks like it was well over a hundred.��

    gift?

    ��Jang-wook said you were his favorite.��

    ��Brother, hmm. Don��t you have some respect? Let��s not act like this and have a dinner party today. Young-Kuk even went as far as giving gifts to liven up the mood at the filming location, so it wouldn��t be a shame if we just let it go.��

    ��If anyone sees it, they��ll think you��re paying for thepany dinner. Young-King, from now on, if you��re going to give a gift like this, at least tell me in advance. Since everyone seems to like it, I won��t borate any further, but I��m worried that it��s a very expensive product. ��

    It wasn��t long before I discovered the cause of themotion. Desiderio��s high-quality wallets of various types were presented to the filming site. And that too in the name of Britain.

    * * *

    ��What happened?��

    As soon as Ennd finished filming, he went straight to Monica. It was a hotel near Gwanghwamun. It was a shame because there was an individually prepared business room. If we had met in the hotel lobby, we would have been in trouble. Not only was she famous as an actress, but it was also because she had a look that attracted attention wherever she went. Monica took a sip of ck tea and answered.

    ��There is a saying in Italy: Show your sincerity to the person you like. Don��t hold back everything for the person you love. I gave you a gift because I like Mr. Ennd.��

    An Italian with a flowing mustache serves as the interpreter.

    Are Italians really this reckless? Even if you were thinking about giving a gift in the first ce, shouldn��t you ask yourself first? Moreover, it is a luxury product that does not cost a penny or two, and there were roughly over a hundred pieces to amodate the staff and main actors. As if reading Ennd��s thoughts at that time, Monica borates.

    ��And the wallets are all basic lines, so the prices are not that expensive. To begin with, Desiderio is not a ce that mainly makes wallets. I hope people think of them as just my sincerity.��

    ��How much?��

    ��The most basic model starts at $1,000.��

    The answer was provided by an interpreter. I couldn��t help but be surprised when I heard the price. If you calcte it in foreign currency, doesn��t that mean that the cheapest one costs over a million won? Even if you multiply it by 100 using simple arithmetic, it would be over 100 million. Moreover, it is said that they gave high-level items to the director-level staff and supporting actors.

    ��I will pay the price.��

    I suddenly ended up spending a lot of money, but I had no choice. This is because what Monica showed was a favor with a purpose. However, after hearing Ennd��s words through the interpreter, she tilts her head in surprise and looks at Ennd with curiosity.

    ��It��s really interesting. Are all Asians simr to you, Mr. UK? Even if you show favor to them, they start to be suspicious like this. Don��t take offense. I was really expressing my sincerity. I was trying to make Mr. UK feel bad. ��I had no intention of being rude.��

    ��Isn��t it because they want to use me as their exclusive model? It��s hard to say it myself, but I don��t know what you��re so obsessed with. If it were Desiderio, even famous Hollywood actors and top models woulde running out in socks.��

    The interpreter hesitates for a moment. I guess I don��t know the word beoseonbal. But soon, somehow,munication continues. After hearing Ennd��s words, Monica is deep in thought and then opens her lips with a sweet smile.

    ��Ever since I was young, I was obsessed with having the temperament to have at all costs. But this was my first experience as a designer. I thought all the stories about old European designers creating their own muses and getting inspiration were lies. ��But when I saw you on the screen, I could feel it. I knew for sure that you would be my muse in the future, and when I came to Korea, I was convinced.��

    I have nothing to say. It would be correct to say that it is embarrassing.

    ��I am willing to ept any conditions provided by Ennd. And I originally tried to win her heart somehow, but it seemed like there would be no more time. I feel like my home country is trying to get me to return as soon as possible.��

    At Monica��s call, her secretary Jordana walks over. Jordana takes out the documents she had prepared in advance and hands them to Monica.

    ��Don��t think I��m too philistine. I think this is the only way I can convey my true feelings to you, whom I haven��t met for a while.��

    Monica handed over the documents. Ennd can��t hide his puzzled look as he looks at the document. Isn��t this an exclusive model contract? I��m sure I got it before too. What has changed? Because it is in English, it takes time to read. However, what caught the UK��s attention was the changed contract amount.

 Chapter 148

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 148

    The red dragonfly is pping its wings as if it is sad that summer is leaving. People enjoying a pic can be seen on the riverside where the heat wave has subsided. From the mother trying to feed him even just one bite of the carefully made kimbap, to the child trying to find a ce to sleep by holding a bedding stick. Britain is running along such a river without stopping.

    I��mpletely out of breath. If I stop cantering at this moment, I will be extremely happy. However, the speed of running bes faster, as if whipping the screaming thighs. As soon as I get over the hurdle, adrenalinees out in my head and my once daunting steps suddenly be lighter, as if I had thrown off a sandbag.

    ��Whew.��

    How long did it run? I think I should have run more than 5km at best. I sat on a bench facing the riverside, took out a water bottle, and drank. My back is already soaked, but the taste of water flowing down my throat is more refreshing than ever. Just then, an old man opens a newspaper and sits down next to me on the bench.

    [Desiderio��s exclusive model, actor ��Jang Young-guk��!]

    [The reason why head designer Monica Rossellini chose actor Jang Young-guk.]

    [Jang Young-guk breaks down a stronghold that even famous Hollywood actors could not break!]

    From the front page of the newspaper, Ennd His name was stered all over the news. To conclude, we signed a contract with Desiderio. Of course, it was conditional. It was decided that model shooting would be carried out after all movie shooting waspleted, and the down payment would be double the amount of the initial contract. If you ask me if I changed my mind because of money?

    ��no.��

    In fact, when ites to money, I am already living without a shortage. It was a box office sess not only in dramas but also in movies. Not only the appearance fee, but also the investment made when filming Confessions of a Priest had increased by several times the original amount, making it impossible to estimate. The reason the contract was signed was none other than the attitude of head designer Monica.

    -Until you change your mind, I wille back to Korea any time. Because that��s how valuable you are to me.

    At that moment, the old man who was reading the newspaper narrows his eyes and looks at the article. However, it looks like he may have left his reading sses behind and ispletely unreadable. In the end, I nod to Ennd, who is sitting next to me.

    ��Bachelor, what does this article say?��

    ��The actor has signed a contract as an advertising model for a clothingpany.��

    ��These days, articles like that are all on the front page?��

    Ennd hides his smile by pulling his hat down. The old man, dissatisfied with the content of the article, clicks his tongue and folds up the newspaper. And then he asks, as if he can��t help but regret it.

    ��Is this clothing store famous? Or is the actor famous? What is the actor��s name?��

    ��It says Jang Young-guk.��

    ��Jang Young-guk? This is my first time hearing this name. So the clothing store is more famous?��

    It is a foolish question and a wise answer. Describing Desiderio as a clothing store is insufficient. This is because theparison with Ennd was not wrong. Ennd stands up refreshed, looking at the back of the old man walking away. I think I need to try harder.

    * * *

    After finishing the shower, I wrapped a towel around my neck and came out.

    ��Ennd!��

    My uncle was waiting at the door with a pouting look on his face. It seemed like we were living together now, so there wasn��t much difort, but for some reason, their expressions were unusual.

    ��Do I have no presents?��

    What gift?

    ��I��ve raised you on my back since you were a snot, so how can you treat me like that��!��

    ��Some kind of uncle raised me on his back. That��s what I always say.��

    ��That��s what they say.��

    The uncle looks embarrassed as he scans the bridge of his nose and borates.

    ��I heard that you even received a long wallet as a gift from Desiderio.��

    ��I knew that would happen, so I prepared one for my uncle.��

    ��Really?��

    In fact, the UK had decided to pay all costs rted to the staff��s gifts. However, Monica stubbornly refused, saying it was her heart, and it was eventually canceled. Still, I felt uneasy, so I bought several Desiderio wallets.

    Gifts bring happiness to everyone. Given the wealth of his uncle, who is said to be a national actor, Desiderio��s wallet would not be such an expensive item. However, he cherishes the wallet that Ennd gave him as if it were a new urn and brags about it to his grandfather. When I saw that, I thought it was a good gift.

    ��Ennd, are you going to action school today?��

    ��yes.��

    ��Take care of yourselves.��

    My uncle opens his eyes and asks what my grandfather said.

    ��You��re going to action school?��

    ��There is a scene that requires action at the end of filming, so I��m nning to practice in advance.��

    ��This is it, brother. Shouldn��t I teach you a lesson?��

    My uncle shakes his shoulders. Isn��t that true of my uncle, who has yed a variety of roles across both the TV and screen? There are so many action movies that you can��t count them all with ten fingers. When I saw my uncle already warming up, I felt like I had to leave the mansion as soon as possible.

    ��Ennd, opportunities like this don��te easily. Even if I look like this, I want to be an action actor in my old days.��

    My uncle looks around without speaking.

    ��Brother, where did Ennd go?��

    ��He rushed out a little while ago.��

    * * *

    Combine.

    It is a word that appears most often in action movies. This mainly refers to deciding the order with the other party in advance when filming a difficult action scene. Since this is a shoot that could easily lead to a major ident, we not only rehearse several times in advance but also practice regrly.

    ��Ennd, have you worked out before?��

    Martial arts director Jaehong Kwon expresses admiration as he massages Ennd��s calf. That��s not all. Starting from the thighs surrounding the femur to the abs and chest, aren��t they toned as if they had been exercising for a long time? It was even more surprising because his muscles were not swollen thick like bodybuilders, but were filling his stomach as if they had beenpressed.

    ��I canter every morning, but I don��t really do any exercise.��

    ��That alone makes it this bnced? It��s better than most of the friends at our action school. Being flexible here is just the icing on the cake.��

    Jaehong Kwon whet his appetite. It was impossible not to covet Ennd��s body as an action actor. Of course, among the actors, there were many who were in good shape. However, most of them focused on appearance and were not flexible. It was correct to say inyman terms that it was for pictorial purposes.

    ��Do you want to try this?��

    This is Kwon Jae-hong, who raised his mitt to waist height. Ennd simply warmed up and immediately kicked. As he easily kicks the mitt with his instep, Jaehong Kwon gradually raises his height. In the end, didn��t he raise his mitt to a point beyond the top of his head? An actor who has never acted in an action role would not be able to reach this level. but.

    puck!

    The mitt flutters with a light hitting sound. Britain��s flowing stance was without any unnecessary elements. Jaehong Kwon clicks his tongue again at that sight.

    ��Ennd, are you sure you��ve never done an action scene before?��

    Instead of answering, Ennd smiled faintly. In fact, it would be a lie to say that I have never learned it. In your past life, didn��t you mostly y gangsters and bodyguards? At one time, I had the experience of working as a stuntman at an action school to make a living. Now that I am younger and my body is as light as a feather, my skills will no longer be inferior to my previous skills.

    ��It��s a shame that the action scene appears briefly at the end of the video, but since it��s my first time doing it, I think this level of flexibility would be amazing with a little tweaking.��

    While Kwon Jae-hong was regaining his appetite, Son Hwa-won arrived at the action school. As someone who is well-versed in politeness, he greets everyone and raises his hand towards Ennd. Kwon Jae-hong also received Son Hwa-won��s greeting and held his hand.

    ��Seeing as Hwa-won has developed calluses, it seems like she worked out quite hard.��

    Son Hwa-won answered that she went to the gym diligently to avoid causing trouble. Soon, Sohnhwawon��s basic tests are also conducted. However, Kwon Jae-hong��s expression is quite lukewarm. It is true that the saying that I went to the gym did not lie, and my body was strong, but my flexibility was significantly reduced.

    ��First of all, it��s okay because there��s still some time left until action scenes are filmed anyway. I think Hwa-won just needs to develop basic flexibility, and Ennd can test to see how well he can put it together. Now then, first, what kind of ��I guess the idea is to show you what to draw and chase after the goal, right? Myeongdeuk, Jisung!��

    At Jaehong Kwon��s shout, the stuntmen who were warming up in a corner of the action school came running. Not only did he wearpression patches on his thighs and forearms, but his solid body showed that he had been exercising for a long time, even to someone who didn��t know him.

    ��Here, Myeong-deuk will y the role of Yeong-guk, and Ji-seong will y the role of Mr. Hwa-won. I have matched the picture ording to the script that Director Baek ordered, so please take a look.��

    As soon as Kwon Jae-hong��s words fall out, the two people distance themselves from each other. As if a short nod was a signal, the two people��s eyes sparkled in an instant. Hands and feet quickly cross each other. It��s so fast that you wonder if someone might get hurt. Son Hwa-won, who was watching the scene, was so appalled that she could not keep her mouth shut.

    ��Well, this is the first round.��

    ��Director, what do you mean it��s the first time?��

    ��Usually, I prepare about three pictures of action scenes to be used in one scene. Usually, for scenes with a lot of supporting actors or geographical features, a double is used, but like in the scene that director Baek Jang-hoon ordered, no supporting actors other than the two appear. ��Because the action scenes are shot in full, it is difficult to use a double.��

    Son Hwa-won��s face is full of worry. At that time, Jaehong Kwon nces at Ennd and asks.

    ��Yeong-Kuk, would you like to guess? It��s the scene you just saw. Jisung will teach you step-by-step, so let��s just preview it. Of course, you have to wear protective gear. First, you have to get a taste of what it feels like.��

    Ennd nods briefly and puts on his protective gear. While wearing protective gear, a stuntman named Ji-seong, who yed the other role, and director Kwon Jae-hong informed us about the agreed upon order. Because I was wearing all the protective gear, I felt a bit out of ce, but there was nothing I could do about it.

    ��Now then, Jisung, take the lead first.��

    As soon as Jaehong Kwon finished speaking, a fist came flying from the opposing stuntman. Ennd follows the order he heard in advance and bends his neck slightly to the side to avoid the punch. Then, he curls up his left hand and throws it towards the other actor��s abs. The opposing stuntman��s eyes widen in surprise when he sees Ennd��s left fist stopping in front of his abs. Not only was it faster than expected, but there was no unnecessary addition to the sum.

    ��Go ahead.��

    At that moment, Ennd��s eyes sparkle. The fists and feet begin to move as if they had arrived at the actual filming site. A stuntman named Ji-seong was swallowing his surprise. They said he was definitely an actor who had done action scenes for the first time. Competitiveness is not something that can be achieved immediately by having excellent athletic ability. Not only is it necessary to have sharp eyes, but also the boldness to trust the other person.

    ��Wow.��

    Son Hwa-won, who was watching from the side, involuntarily bursts out in admiration. This may be because thebination between Ennd and the stuntman was perfect. Martial arts director Kwon Jae-hong also watched the scene and blinked in shock.

 Chapter 149

    I will live as an actor Episode 149

    : ck Ice.

    This means that the road bes icy. You would be careful if you could see it, but as the name suggests, it is indistinguishable from the asphalt color of the road, so it catches drivers off guard. ck ice on a midsummer day may be something to talk about, but the season is not important when ites to filming.

    Kwaang-!

    The sports car that was running with a roar lost direction and skidded like a mad cow. It would have been fortunate if he had crashed into the guardrail alone, but wouldn��t he havepletely crushed the small car ahead of him?

    Oil mixed with blood was leaking from the driver��s and passenger��s seats of the small car. A sports car that crashes into a small car travels for a long time before stopping.

    ��Cut!��

    As soon as Director Baek Jang-hoon finishes shouting, martial arts director Jae-hong Kwon runs out. The stuntman who was driving the sports car stood up and barely walked out through the narrow gap.

    A stunt of that level is not something you can do carelessly, no matter how much experience you have in life. This is only possible with advanced training and many years of experience. Even if Britain hade forward, permission would never have been granted.

    The expressway was temporarily rented for filming. To create a raw production without using CG, an actual car ident was created.

    ��It��s as good as your brother��s blockbuster.��

    Cinematographer Do Wook Do is monitoring the video that was just filmed together with director Jang Hoon Baek. This was a scene that showed the true character of Jeong Hae-seok, the viin of Ouw, and was a moment that triggered the protagonist Lee Howon��s sense of justice.

    Soon, director Baek Jang-hoon raises his hand and draws arge circle. It was a standby signal to prepare for the next scene.

    ��Scene number 89 Jeong Hae-seok��s cigarette!��

    Because the filming location was limited in time and space, there was not even a moment of rest. As soon as the stuntman��s double scene was over, it was Ennd��s turn. At the same time as the sound of te being lifted, he walks out of the sports car, brushing off his thick coat from his shoulders.

    ��Tsk.��

    The sound of clicking one��s tongue echoes on the empty road. It was clear that he had caused an ident, but there was no trace of guilt or fear on his face. Rather, it has an extremely unpleasant face, as if it has been hit by bird droppings while passing by.

    ��Please help me����

    Then a faint voice is heard. This is the sound heard from apact car that was in an ident. Its shape is almost unrecognizable, like tofu that has already been crushed. Whether or not he can hear a sound, Jeong Hae-seok takes out his cell phone and makes a call.

    ��There was an ident, so take care of it and get rid of the CCTV����

    Jeong Hae-seok, who had been giving instructions in amand tone, narrowed his brows. ��Are there any survivors?��

    over the phone .

    This is because a question was asked.

    Jeong Hae-seok stops answering and takes out a cigarette pack from his coat. A high-quality lighter lights a fire at the end of the year, making a clear sound that is sharply different from the sight of the ident. By the time smoke filled the sky.

    ��doesn��t exist.��

    Jeong Hae-seok shakes the cigarette ashes toward the oil filling the road. OK.

    Kwaang-!

    The fire spreads quickly along the oil line. Soon, the car at the end of the fuse explodes upward as if on a trampoline. It was a dizzying moment to think that there was actually a person riding inside thepact car. Sparks and ck ash scatter in the winter sky, when white snow should be falling.

    And the camera zooms in on Jeong Hae-seok, who has already disappeared. It��s like chasing a criminal who is leisurely leaving the scene of an ident in a sports car.

    * * *

    There are about 150 scenes in Ouw. If you know that the screeny for a contemporary feature film covers about 120 scenes, it is a bit longer than that. Of course, not all scenes filmed end up on the screen.

    Unnecessary scenes are boldly deleted through editing and correction. However, in today��s climax scenes, the atmosphere is more solemn than ever.

    ��Mr. Hwa-won, let��s try again.��

    Martial arts director Kwon Jae-hong is watching Son Hwa-won��s posture. Haven��t you already signed up for work by going back and forth to action school over the past few weeks?

    Compared to the UK, where the original life experience was, Son Hwa-won��s Tachimawa (action) was bound to be somewhatcking. However, for Son Hwa-won, who could not have known that fact, the sight must have been even more whishing.

    ��Very good.��

    A smile appears on Jaehong Kwon��s lips. Even if you look at it, I felt proud when the results of my hard work, which I had worked hard at night for the past few weeks, were revealed before my eyes. There are several types of actions. Rough and rough action as well as elegant action that is borately put together.

    The action that Son Hwa-won would show was even more difficult because it was a clever mix of the former and thetter.

    ��Hyung, even if I get really hit while filming today, don��t stop and just keep going.��

    ��what?��

    Son Hwa-won��s eyes suddenly widen at the unexpected request. When ites to putting things together, it happens all the time. In fact, even if rehearsals are repeated andbined, it is difficult to reproduce the breathing exactly at the actual filming site. When Son Hwa-won hesitated, she asked in a stronger tone.

    ��No, if he stops, I��ll have to hit him again. So, let��s finish it in one shot.��

    Normally, when filming an action scene like this, it would be better for the right actor to lighten the mood first.

    ��If I make a mistake while filming with Tachima, I will continue to do so, okay?��

    ��Why is it a little scary?��

    From the perspective of Son Hwa-won, who had guessed the sum several times at Action School, I had no choice but to look like a monster. Even though I obviously have no experience shooting action scenes, I learned it quickly. It wouldn��t be a lie to say that it��s scary. Soon, the assistant director��s voice is heard saying that standby isplete.

    * * *

    ��Scene number 111 Court Kwon Geun (���hȭ��)��!��

    Lee Howon, who was serving as deputy chief prosecutor of the Central District Prosecutors�� Office, was promoted much faster than his ssmates at the Judicial Research and Training Institute.

    Although he was assigned to the Western District Prosecutors�� Office and handled arge number of cases over the past five years, there were many who said that his promotion was too fast. What��s more, he went straight to the central government without even being transferred to a regional area, which an ordinary prosecutor would have had to do at least once.

    ��Jeongil Group.��

    Of course, there was no one who could talk to him in front of him. This is because it was publicly known that Jeongil Group was behind it. The rapid progression of promotions and a high-end residentialmercialplex with a clear view of the Han River were things that could not have been achieved with the discretion and sry of an ordinary prosecutor.

    He was confident that he would live his entire life as a servant at the Jeongil Group, but one day something happened that shook his values. It was a car ident that urred on the highway. At first, I thought it was a simple traffic ident, but the more I looked into the traces, the clearer the silhouette became.

    Not only was all the CCTV out of order, but there was pressure from higher-ups to conclude the internal investigation as soon as possible. But one word from the autopsy doctor made Howon Lee��s eyes tremble.

    -You can see that this pro��s esophagus is burnt on the inside. Even the wrinkles went away. This is proof that both of you were alive after the car ident. It appears that he was unable to escape from the driver��s seat and passenger seat and died after being covered in mes.

    It was an old couple. They went out early in the morning in a small car to find their son��s house. However, his fate changed due to an unknown traffic ident.

    Lee Howon dug into the truth of the incident and found out that the cause of the fire was cigarette ash, and that some of the vehicle parts found around the ident site at the time were sports cars. In the end, the ce where his gaze was directed was the Jeongil Group, which he treated like his master.

    ��President Jeong Hae-seok, were you the real culprit in this incident?��

    Howon Lee conducted a reference survey. The person he requested to attend was President Jeong Hae-seok, who is in charge of the Jeongil Group on behalf of Chairman Wang, who is still bedridden.

    ��so?��

    The answer was surprising. In fact, I never even thought that Jeong Hae-seok would respond to the witness interview. However, he probably appeared at the prosecution with a feeling of wanting to see how ants do tricks.

    ��Prosecutor Lee, I told you that if a dog raised at home tries to bite its owner, it has no choice but to beat it to death. But it��s strange. A dog that has been obediently eating its food and being well-behaved all of a sudden turns out to be like this overnight. It could be rabies. Did you get caught?��

    ��No time for jokes.��

    ��Do I look like someone who would joke with you?��

    Even the defense attorney was in a situation where he was reluctant. In the interrogation room, only Lee Ho-won and Jeong Hae-seok are facing each other. Howon Lee takes out the materials he had acquired in advance and shows them.

    From car parts found at the ident site to CCTV footage showing that it was incinerated. However, despite looking at them, Jeong Hae-seok��s expression does not change.

    ��Are you trying to put me in this much?��

    ��Not only that. Embezzlement, drugs, multiple attempted murders, threats of assault.��

    Transgressions are recited one after another like Vienna sausages. Jeong Hae-seok��s brow furrowed as he watched the ants to see how they performed tricks. After all, wouldn��t you feel bad if an ant suddenly showed its teeth at you and bit you?

    It was at the moment when Jeong Hae-seok took out a cigarette from his coat, as was his habit, and was about to smoke. Lee Howon grabs the tobo that was burning at the end and breaks it horizontally.

    ��No smoking.��

    Without hesitation, he takes out a cigarette again. Without fail, it was time for Lee Howon��s finger to point.

    Crack.

    Jeong Hae-seok��s eyes shine and he holds Lee Howon��s finger. Then, he immediately stands up and hits his cheek harshly with his left palm.

    ��I feel like I want to punch him, but the ce is a ce, so it would be better for the prosecutor if it hurts his face. Why are you barking like this when you say you want to smoke a cigarette?��

    It was then.

    Uddangtangtang.

    When Lee Howon pushes the table where he was writing the report and stands up, Jeong Hae-seok identally falls backwards. A look of absurdity appears on the face that was smoking a cigarette. I guess I didn��t know that Howon Lee woulde out so strongly.

    ��Right now, all recordings and video recordings have been stopped here. Do whatever you want, President Jeong Hae-seok. However, I will not just sit by and watch any longer.��

    ��Huh, you bastard.��

    This was when Jeong Hae-seok got up from his seat and immediately grabbed Lee Howon��s shoulders. Just as he was about to make a fist with his left hand and throw it at Howon Lee��s abs, Howon Lee��s forehead quickly collided with him first. They are tangled like threads and share fists.

    Eventually, the investigator and defense attorney, who heard themotion outside, hurriedly opened the door and entered. They can��t hide their surprised eyes as they support each other.

    ��Prosecutor, what the hell is this!��

    ��Boss, what��s going on!��

    Howon Lee thought this was enough. Jeong Hae-seok also doesn��t say anything, as if he has no intention of fighting anymore.

    ��You better be careful next time.��

    As if it were a fun prank, Jeong Hae-seok wipes the blood from the corner of his mouth and leaves. The investigator looks restlessly at prosecutor Howon Lee, but he nods his head briefly as if he is okay.

    Today��s provocation was just a prelude to how to capture the person named Jeong Hae-seok. There was only one way for the prosecution to stop the author, who would not stop punching.

    Howon Lee himself has no choice but to be bait.

 Chapter 150

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 150 Baek

    Jang-hoon Production.

    As we reach the end of filming, the second half of the work begins. It is no exaggeration to say that the true value of amercial film lies in its editing. Worst of all, among the strictest directors, there are those who take over a year just for editing.

    ��Let��s look again at the scene where Knight Kim lifted.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon��s eyes are on the editing screen. There was a scene in the y where Jeong Hae-seok revealed his true nature while having a conversation with his friends. As befits his title as an ouw, he does not hide his temper in front of anyone. Moreover, when the ad-libs of Ennd, who yed the role of Jeong Hae-seok, arebined, Jeong Hae-seok��s appearance bes even more lively. However.

    ��Director, shouldn��t this be lifted?��

    Editor-in-chief Kim Jeong-su looks like he is scratching his head. Of course, it��s not a scene I don��t like. Rather, it was an ad-lib that went beyond the script and maximized the scene. However, the thick blood captured on camera makes me feel ufortable.

    ��It��s not even a film that was approved, but if it goes this far, it will definitely get caught in the review process.��

    It��s not blood for makeup. It��s actually red blood flowing from the actor��s palm, isn��t it? Even more so, the scene that followed was worthy of being called a movie. Kim Jeong-su also licks his appetite as if he is disappointed. That��s whatmercial movies are all about.

    In addition to directing, we also had to pay attention to reviewing the age rating of the movie. That��s because the upper limit of profits was also different depending on the rating of the movie for all audiences and ages 15 and older.

    ��Don��t cut it out, just use it as is.��

    ��Director, if you do that.��

    ��I will try to resolve the deliberation somehow, so just use it as is.��

    Even if the movie is judged to be unsuitable for teenagers, it would not be an issue. After all, when the actor gave such a passionate performance, does it make sense for a director to kill him if he cannot save the director? The conversation between the editing director and director Baek Jang-hoon continues.

    Editing a movie is not done overnight. It was not umon for one scene to be corrected tens or hundreds of times.

    ��No matter how you look at it, it��s amazing.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon swallows his admiration as he looks at the image of Ennd reflected in the editing screen. I definitely felt it even while filming the movie. The fact that British acting is improving day by day. To be honest, I didn��t think I would be able to properly portray a viin in the first ce. but.

    ��There is no other fish that is out of water.��

    It was Ennd who yed the viin role well, as if they had been waiting for it. It��s almost as if the roles I��ve yed so far were just a preliminary step, and they weren��t the roles that suited me best. The viin itself is so vicious that an unfamiliar person would judge that Ennd��s personality resembles that of Jeong Hae-seok.

    ��I never thought the scope would expand in such a short period of time.��

    An actor��s spectrum is not as easy to broaden as it sounds. If acting is something that changes like stretching and shortening a rubber band, then why is there a name for a famous actor? For example, if we take Ahn Jung-hyun as an example, it was the same. Although he is now praised as a national actor and has established himself as a famous actor in Korea, his acting range was not wide when he debuted.

    How many years have you tried to erase the yboy image that was stuck on your face like a stereotype? However, it is surprising that actor Jang Young-guk not only challenges himself with a new look every time, like peeling off an onion, but also shows sessful results. It was then.

    ��Director��!��

    An assistant director bursts into the editing room. This is unusual considering that no one can enter without permission during editing. To make matters worse, there wasn��t even a knock. Looking at the cold sweat running down the assistant director��s face like rain, it was clear that he was in serious trouble.

    * * *

    ��The video was leaked?��

    The atmosphere at the filming site is cold. Even if you walk on thin ice, your stomach won��t feel this chilled. The cause of the thin ice was soon known. It was because part of the filming was leaked.

    ��I don��t understand.��

    Isn��t it obvious? As the times are changing, there were bound to be few incidents of video leaks. Although it was a time when mobile phones were bing popr, there were no mobile phones equipped with cameras, as they were in the distant future. Even if there were ones on the market, they were all used only for telephone purposes.

    ��What happened bro?��

    Since I was filming with Baek Jang-hoon as a cameo since I was young, there were many people I became close with. Among them, I visited the assistant director who was the closest to me, excluding those at the director level. The assistant director��s face, like everyone else��s, had dark circles. The assistant director took a deep breath and said.

    ��I got a call from a newspaper saying that they had obtained footage from a movie shoot. Ennd feels really sorry for you. There��s that scene from back then. There��s that scene where you ad-libbed while getting injured. When I checked, it was that exact scene.��

    ��How did you get that video? Was it even leaked from the editing room?��

    ��Hey, lower your voice. If it was leaked from the editing room, it��s obvious who the culprit is, but we must be in such a bad mood. When I checked, it seemed like they deliberately filmed it in a corner of the filming site with something like a camcorder.��

    ��Huh. How will I get out of there?��

    The assistant director runs his fingers down his face and borates.

    ��They threatened to give us a reasonable amount or hand over the video to public broadcasters.��

    ��No, they have no business ethics? What about copyright awareness?��

    ��Do you think a third-rate newspaper would question something like that?��

    Considering copyright, this was an action that could never be done carelessly. In Hollywood, outsiders are already strictly prohibited from entering the filming set. Moreover, in many cases, even the filming locations were held privately. However, it is true that in today��s Republic of Korea, awareness of copyrighted works is still significantlycking.

    ��Have you found the culprit yet?��

    ��Because of that, the atmosphere within the production is currently heavy. Even if you look through the making-of film, you can��t find anyone suspicious. On the outside, everyone thinks it��s not the filming team staff.��

    Baek Jang-hoon��s division is a well-known filming team in Chungmuro. Aren��t most of them people who have experienced prenatal hardship in Chungmuro? The youngest staff members had to work in Chungmuro for more than five years to be able to join, so what more do I need to say?

    But money paralyzes and deceives people. No matter how tight-knit the filming team was, there was no way to know how they would fare in front of money. It is not for nothing that there is a saying that even if you know what is inside the water, you do not know what is inside the people.

    ��Just in case, starting today, starting from the director level of the filming team, the youngest members, and even the actors, from the main cast to the supporting cast, all belongings were inspected.��

    ��There��s no camcorder, right?��

    The assistant director nodded briefly. Even if I were a criminal, I wouldn��t think of secretly bringing in a camcorder in this atmosphere. At that time, an actor is seening into Ennd��s field of vision.

    ��Chigon hyung.��

    Actor Yang Chi-gon ys the role of Jeong Hae-seok��swyer in the script. A look of confusion is evident on his face at the sudden call from Ennd. There was a scene we had to film together, so I called them to at least work together, but for some reason, they were restless like a puppy that was scared.

    ��Come to think of it.��

    This is actor Yang Chi-gon, who always appears on set even when he is not filming. At first, I thought he was simply an actor with a passion for learning acting. That��s because filming with director Baek Jang-hoon was like a dream for Chungmuro actors. However.

    ��I didn��t be famous.��

    Even when I looked back on my past life memories, I couldn��t remember an actor named Yang Chi-gon. There may be many reasons why Yang Chi-gon quit his career as an actor in the future.

    But why does it seem like he is somehow rted to today��smotion? What��s more, the cold sweat he showed every time he caught his breath made my suspicions even clearer.

    * * *

    ��Scene number 121 Jeong Hae-seok��s anger!��

    The te isid down in a cold atmosphere. Even if the culprit is not found, filming must continue. The filming location is Jeong Hae-seok��s office, which has a clear view of the night view of Seoul. A ss ashtray falls between expensive furniture.

    ��what?��

    Jeong Hae-seok raises his eyes towards hiswyer. The force is so vicious that thewyer is standing upright, unable to speak properly. Jeong Hae-seok sweeps his face with his long fingers and sneers.

    ��I have to attend the hole shop again, but if I have a mouth, please talk properly. Is this it?��

    Thewyer shook his head and answered.

    ��There is a lot of solid evidence gathered by the prosecution. They are contacting the higher-ups and putting pressure on them to end the internal investigation, but it doesn��t look like it will be resolved easily. Even within the Central District Prosecutors�� Office, prosecutor Lee Ho-won is said to be an unbridled fool. ��It seems to be a state of affairs. The prosecutor himself came forward, but he was determined to take off his clothes.��

    At that moment, Jeong Hae-seok jumps up from his seat. Jeong Hae-seok strides towards the standingwyer and grabs thewyer��s hair, his eyes shining cruelly. And he asks in a voice that makes me feel like I��m going to punch him in the face at any moment.

    ��So now you��re asking me to appear again? This time, not as a witness but as a suspect?��

    Thewyer stubbornly shakes his head. Actor Yang Chi-gon��s appearance captured on camera properly portrayed a frightenedwyer. Haven��t you already been watching for a long time how crazy your client and owner is? If they tell me again that I have to appear before the prosecution, I will definitely not be able to get out of the office on my own two legs.

    ��Whew.��

    Jeong Hae-seok sits down on the sofa and raises his head.

    ��My father didn��t leave him like that. I knew that I was recognized because I was old. Isn��t it true? It must have been difficult on your own. I definitely told you to handle it well.��

    The evidence that Howon Lee gathered was not limited to traffic idents. From embezzlement and drugs to frequent assaults and attempted murder.

    Didn��t we all know about Jeong Hae-seok��s scandals? These were pieces of evidence that would be difficult for a single prosecutor to find on his own, even if he belonged to the Central District Prosecutors�� Office. It��s clear that there is a helper. At that moment, Jeong Hae-seok twitches the corner of his mouth and looks at thewyer.

    ��Didn��t you give it to Kim Byun?��

    It was an ad-lib that wasn��t in the original script. Perhaps that��s why actor Yang Chi-gon��s face shows a look of embarrassment. As if to say that he was the criminal.

 Chapter 151

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 151

    ��Are you talking about the ouw leak incident?��

    Kwak Myung-hwan takes his stance forward. It��s an interesting topic. Isn��t this an incident that left a mark on Korean film history?

    Although it has already been almost ten years since the incident urred, its repercussions are still felt. This was a huge shock to Chungmuro, where copyright awareness was not clear.

    ��It was an incident that once caused an uproar in Chungmuro. ��No one could have imagined that the video of the shooting would be leaked.��

    ��I understand that such a bill has already existed in the United States for a long time, but wasn��t there such a bill in the domestic film industry at the time?��

    ��In the past, domestic film shooting had little awareness of copyright. In fact, there were people filming with camcorders even in theaters. It is only now that it is widely recognized as a crime, but it was different back then.��

    Kwak Myeong-hwan lifts his teacup, moistens his mouth, and borates.

    ��You used America as an example, but Hollywood was also the same in the past. For example, in the case of the world-famous master Marils, he knew that imitations of his work were always being made, so when he took over the megaphone, he would put fake works at the forefront.��

    ��Is this a fake work?��

    ��While the media made headlines for taking the lead on a non-existent project A, in reality, it was a case of directing a project B. It is said that the filming of the movie was always carried out in great secrecy. ��As the United States went through such hardships, the awareness of copyright may have be stronger.��

    The producer of a terrestrial current affairs station takes a notebook and writes down Kwak Myeong-hwan��s words. Then he asks as if he is curious about something.

    ��I know that the ouw leak incident at the time caused a big stir not only in Chungmuro but also in the broadcasting industry, but when I looked up past media records, there was no word that the culprit had been found. ��Does Chief Editor Kwak Myung-hwan know anything about this?��

    ��How do you think I know about the culprit that the media couldn��t find out?��

    ��Wasn��t Chief Editor Kwak Myung-hwan a well-known figure in the entertainment industry at the time? In fact, while investigating the case, there were more than one or two parts that were unclear. Not only did the newspaper that threatened director Baek Jang-hoon suddenly announce that they would delete the video, but the police investigation into the culprit also ended in disarray as the internal investigation was concluded. Because of this, some even said that director Baek Jang-hoon was engaging in noise marketing����

    Kwak Myung-hwan smiles faintly.

    ��Producer: Was Ouw a work that wascking enough to require noise marketing? no. On the contrary, it is a movie that caused as much box office sess as Confessions of a Priest. Rather, if the rating had been rxed during review, it might have been the first movie in Korea to reach 10 million viewers. In fact, there was a lot of talk in the film industry at the time because of that. ��Baek Jang-hoon Productions, who seemed to be ready to catch the culprit, suddenly cleared up the incident.��

    It was an unprecedented incident that caused an uproar in Chungmuro. Not only did the master��s work get scratched, but it also became an opportunity to require extreme security when filming a movie.

    ��In fact, I know that we have found the culprit.��

    ��You found it?��

    PD��s eyes grow as big as a flowerntern. I couldn��t help but be curious. At that moment, a look of reminiscing about the past appears around Myeong-Hwan Kwak��s wrinkled eyes.

    ��Could you please proceed with the story from now on off the record?��

    * * *

    There is such a thing as feeling. With the addition of my past life experiences, I guess my mental age is well over the limit and I have reached middle age.

    Even more so, is it a privilege gained by repeating life? His outstanding memory and ability to read people��s minds were strangely excellent.

    It was Yang Chi-gon who was embarrassed by an unexpected ad-lib at the filming site. Even after filming was over, cold sweat was streaming down his face like rain. Myplexion is so bad that if a stranger saw me, they would think I had enteritis.

    ��Hyung, are you okay?��

    When I handed over the medicine bag, Yang Chi-gon raised his head with startled eyes. I guess he didn��t know that I would even provide him with medicine.

    ��I felt it since we were rehearsing the script earlier, but I guess you��re not feeling well?��

    ��Oh, that��s because I��ve had trouble sleeping the past few days�� �� .��

    Yang Chi-gon licked his dry lips and answered awkwardly. The atmosphere at the filming site was still cold.

    ��The atmosphere on set today is bad, right? Just wait a moment. Once the culprit is caught, things will go back to normal. ��We had just finished filming the movie and then an ident like this happened.��

    ���� �� .��

    ��Hyung, have you ever seen someone secretly filming with a camcorder on set?��

    ��Oh no. doesn��t exist. I think you should probably check with the staff. ��During filming, subcontractors also provided staff support.��

    Did the thief go numb?

    ��Oh, that doesn��t make sense. How many staff members are there from subcontractors? And the person who stayed the longest was a week. I heard from the assistant director that there were more than one or two leaked filming videos. ��I think the actors should also be suspicious.��

    ���� �� !��

    ��Hyung, are you okay?!��

    Yang Chi-gon, who was taking the stomach medicine given to him just now, opens his eyes wide and starts to gag. No matter how you look at it, it is true that this person is suspicious.

    However, it is not possible to push it based on sentiment alone. When I patted him on the back, he quickly left, saying he wanted to go to the bathroom.

    It was when I was lost in thought, looking at his back as he walked away.

    ��Ennd, the director is calling you.��

    At the assistant director��s call, I approached my grandfather.

    ��Actor Jang.��

    In public, the grandfather was always called Actor Jang. There was a big mess going on, but he didn��t seem to care at all and was monitoring the scene he had just filmed.

    Grandpa took his eyes off the monitoring screen for a moment and looked at me.

    ��Why did you ad-lib?��

    Oops, I forgot that my grandfather hates ad-libs. Of course, that doesn��t mean I hate all ad-libs. But shouldn��t ad-libs also be done at a time and ce? He answered while scratching his head.

    ��I thought Jeong Hae-seok in the script might have thought that Attorney Kim had betrayed him given the situation.��

    ��okay? But you know the actual script, right? ��Even though I know that Kim Byun didn��t betray Jeong Hae-seok?��

    ��If I knew Jeong Hae-seok, he would have checked in various ways, like saying to knock on a stone bridge and cross it. Even Howon Lee became a deputy chief prosecutor through a schrship from the Jeongil Group, but he showed his teeth. ��There is now preventing Attorney Kim from doing that.��

    The grandfather quietly looks around. I can��t see anyone except me. Whenever you��re monitoring, don��t you always leave the room to ensure smoothmunication between the actors and the director?

    At that moment, my eyes opened wide as I heard my grandfather��s next words.

    ��Are you suspicious of Actor Yang?��

    Hot.

    How did you know? The grandfather borated while keeping his eyes on the screen on the monitor.

    ��Don��t push it too hard. I guess that��s because that friend has his own story.��

    ��Did you know, grandfather?��

    My grandfather answers my question with a kind smile.

    ��The director is the first to know that an actor is different from usual.��

    * * *

    ��No, brother, could you have just left those guys alone?��

    The uncle��s shout echoes loudly all the way to the main hall. You could tell just by hearing his voice that he was so angry.

    Fortunately, my grandfather put an end to the ouw��s video leak incident. There was no way to know whether he used money or connections, but I was d to hear that he passed on it.

    ��Who is the culprit?��

    In response to my uncle��s question, my grandfather smiled slightly. I felt like that actually aroused my uncle��s temper.

    ��I can��t do that. My brother is a very kind person. Those with yellow buds like that should be cut down in the pasture. Don��t you know that there��s an uproar these days in Chungmuro and broadcasting centers because of that incident? As a matter of fact, we learn before entering the filming set, and we all start by inspecting our belongings, including the staff. ��I thought I was at some kind of airport.��

    At that time, the grandfather paused and made a fortune.

    ��It looks like your old mother is unwell.��

    ��What do you mean by that?��

    ��I was lying in a hospital bed and they said they didn��t have money to pay for the hospital. Don��t you know, Junghyun? This floor is difficult for everyone except Joo Joo-yeon. Moreover, since it is a minor role, I don��t know when I will appear again, and that doesn��t mean I have a permanent job.��

    ��No, you can do something like that if you don��t have money. ��If you put it that way, why is it okay tomit a crime just because it��s difficult?��

    It was then. The sound of someone knocking on the front door of the mansion was heard.

    My grandfather and uncle stuck their heads out beyond the main hall to see someone, and I ended up going across the garden and opening the door.

    And there stood a familiar figure with a haggard face.

    ��Chigon hyung?��

    It was actor Yang Chi-gon. It wasn��t like he looked like a person with a skeletal skin. Isn��t it as if several years have passed in just a few days?

    He couldn��t look me in the eyes and walked towards my grandfather who was in the main hall. Then he copses and falls to his knees.

    ��I��m sorry, Director.��

    It was Yang Chi-gon, shedding tears like chicken shit. I couldn��t tell if they were crocodile tears or true repentance.

    However, his subsequent remarks seemed to give strength to thetter.

    ��I will pay for my sin somehow. I will also cough up all the money I received. I am truly sorry for putting pressure on the director��s work. If you wish, I will never work as an actor again. Anyway, there will be no more roles for scum like me, so please forgive me this once. I will pay the price as soon as my mother��s surgery ispleted. ��I am truly sorry.��

    The culprit, as my grandfather said, was actor Yang Chi-gon. His uncle was still looking down at him with distrustful eyes.

    The grandfather listens to Yang Chi-gon without saying anything and then says something.

    ��Are you really going to quit being an actor?��

    At the grandfather��s question, Yang Chi-gon��s eyes shook violently as if there had been an earthquake. Although he said he would quit his career as an actor, he didn��t seem to know that his grandfather would want a definite answer this much.

    But is it because he knows his sins? Yang Chi-gon lowered his head with red, bloodshot eyes.

    ��I will quit.��

    ��So what are we going to do with the ouw we��re filming right now? If you are missing, not only the amount of footage previously filmed but also the character itself will have to be changed. ��How are you going topensate for that?��

    The grandfather narrows his eyebrows and borates.

    ��Did youe here and tell me you were going to quit your acting career when you said you couldn��t handle that much? I knew about the mistake you made, but I turned a blind eye to it. The reason is simple: everyone makes a mistake at least once in their life. Of course, that doesn��t mean that your mistakes are so minor that you can overlook them. I was very angry too. ��I just wanted to bury you after seeing your old mother lying in a hospital bed.��

    The full moon shining down on the crock pot shines beautifully. The grandfather spoke firmly, leaving behind the limp old pine tree.

    ��There is only one way for you to repay me. ��Act with all your might during the remaining filming period!��

 Chapter 152

    I will live as an actor Episode 152

    Jeong Hae-seok (UK) thought. The premise that all humans are equal in ethics is a statement that makes no sense.

    Themon people cheered when the military dictatorship, which seemed like it wouldst forever, came to an end and a wave of democracy arrived. Their world is finallying.

    pestilence.

    One of the basicponents of society is none other than status. Do you believe the saying that dragons grow from streams? Arthur, there is nothing more false than the saying that the ce makes the man.

    For example, even those who pass the bar exam and be judges simply be part of the ruled ss.

    The ruling ss does not wantdders. It is extremely merciless towards those who climb up under it, and builds a fence to prevent them from entering even a single step.

    Schrship student.

    This was the fence chosen by Jeongil Group. The goal is to allowwyers who passed the bar exam to be servants who protect Jeongil Group under the name of schrship students.

    A humble attitude as awyer, equality, fairness, and the life of awyer that does not go against everyone��smon sense.

    Damn.

    Even if you are awyer with a great sense of justice, your eyes will be dazzled by a huge amount of gold coins.

    If there is someone who does not even have material desires, he or she will not be able to survive in the legal profession for long anyway.

    In a jungle-like forest full of factions and politics, honesty was not a word that spoke of diligence, but rather indecision and demotion.

    Loyalty.

    Schrship recipients bewyers and fulfill their duties in their respective positions. On the outside, they are no different from otherwyers, but on the inside, they are different.

    Instead of being awyer who is equal to everyone, he bes a servant only for the Jeongil Group.

    He is proud of the leash around his neck and wants to make it stronger over time.

    After all, a residentialmercialplex with a clear view of the Han River and an expensive sports car would be something that the nation��s wealth could not possibly afford.

    However, a mutation that had never existed before appeared.

    ��Lee Howon.��

    The corners of Jeong Hae-seok��s mouth appear fishy.

    It��s not even funny. Did he at least drink lye water? Suddenly, the guy who was no longer a schrship student, but just a dog guarding the house, showed his sharp teeth at his owner.

    [Jeongil Group CEO Jeong Hae-seok suspected of prostitution and drug use.]

    -ording to data reported anonymously, a person who appears to be Jeongil Group CEO Jeong Hae-seok is shown assaulting female employees along with a video of him taking drugs. In addition, additional reports were made that he hadmitted embezzlement and attempted murder, causing amotion in front of the Jeongil Group headquarters. The stock price of Jeongil Group continues to�� ��

    The anchor on the TV is reading a press release. The video reported as breaking news showed a person who looked exactly like Jeong Hae-seok injecting drugs with a syringe and mercilessly assaulting a female waitress.

    ��Like a dog.��

    It was using the media. The prosecution probably distributed the data to put pressure on them.

    Even media outlets that would normally bow under the name of Jeongil Group were somehow reporting the press release as breaking news. It was clear that someone unknown to Jeong Hae-seok was involved.

    Kim Min-cheol, Lee Seok-jae, Hwang Seong-guk, Jeong Ha-seong�� ��

    The names of affiliate executives echo in my head. It��s hard to know who joined hands with the prosecution.

    However, I can assure you that among them, there was someone who helped the prosecution. To get himself kicked out of the Jeongil Group.

    Jeong Hae-seok stood up and looked down at the scenery outside the window.

    ��You��re shaking like crazy.��

    In front of the office building, countless people are already holding signs and protesting. It is reminiscent of the demonstration site of the democratization movement.

    Jeong Hae-seok��s expression as he looks at those ants looks rxed. However, the fingertips holding the cigarette were trembling slightly.

    * * *

    The filming, which started at the end of spring, was already looking towards fall. School had to take a break due to circumstances. This is because it was not difficult tobine filming and studying.

    Moreover, isn��t there a n to film an advertisement for Desiderio after finishing filming the movie?

    ��Ennd.��

    I was in the middle of reading the script. The assistant director came to the waiting room. Is something happening? Obviously, I had already received instructions regarding the movement route before filming.

    ��I have to go out quickly. ��Your mother came to visit.��

    ��yes?��

    It was unexpected news. I didn��t know that my mother woulde to the filming location. As I hurriedly closed the script and went to the filming location, my mother came to visit.

    ��mother!��

    As soon as my mother saw me, she smiled brightly as if she had won the lottery and hugged me tightly.

    It was noticeable that he dressed up with care because he wasing to Seoul. I look next to me and see Mr. Kim from the side dish store also there.

    ��What��s happening all of a sudden?��

    ��I came up because I wanted to see my son, but I don��t know if I��m causing trouble. ��I��ll just look at your face for a moment and then go down.��

    My mother did not properly exin the reason for her sudden visit to Seoul.

    Fortunately, I was able to find out thanks to Mr. Kim, who was apanying me, secretly telling me. It was said that he posted it because he was worried that he looked too sensitive when filming an interview.

    ��Mom, I��ll find you a hotel first.��

    ��Hoteel?��

    I wanted to be together at the filming site, but I couldn��t. His mother waved him off and said it was okay, but how could she send him off after seeing his face for just a moment? My grandfather also encouraged me to take a rest in Seoul.

    ��My son, I always have to take pictures with my body intact.��

    ��Hey, I can see who��sing down right now. I��ll go to the hotel right after filming. Until then, please at least look around the hotel. Because there��s a swimming pool too. ��Mom, you��re also good at material things.��

    ��What kind of swimming is this?��

    Even as he said that, he seemed excited at the thought of visiting a hotel for the first time in his life.

    Seeing things like that made me wonder if I really was an unfilial son. I didn��t let you take a look at one of thosemon hotels in Seoul.

    Fortunately, Bongchun had asked his older brother to move his mother to a hotel. But why did youe with me?

    ��Are you really going to be a new father?��

    My mind became confused as a sudden thought urred to me. But soon he shook his head.

    At that time, the grandfather sneaks up and asks.

    ��Ennd, did you intentionally not want to show me today��s filming?��

    I nodded briefly with a faint smile. In fact, the reason why I sent my mother to the hotel in such a hurry was simple. This is because the scene that was to be filmed in a little while was too shocking to show to my mother.

    * * *

    Institutions obey the principle of top-down. This is especially true in ces where strict order is required, such as the military and police.

    The prosecution is no exception. No matter how prosperous a prosecutor is, if there is pressure from above, he has no choice but to proceed with the conclusion of the internal investigation.

    Howon Lee looked like his teeth were breaking and biting his mrs. The twitching cheeks and furrowed forehead clearly show how angry he is.

    ��Shit!��

    The fishing rod has already been cast. It was said that he worked hard not only through the media, but also through the championship. Now all I had to do was catch the big fish that had taken the bait.

    However, a strong pressure from above pressed down on my shoulders like a flood. Demotion was already expected.

    However, there was even an inspection investigation that found that a coercive investigation was conducted into a case investigated in the past. It was literally proof that he was going to take off his clothes.

    ��If I have to peel it, I have to peel it?��

    The Chief Prosecutor��s words still do not leave my ears. This is nonsense. If this opportunity is missed, Jeong Hae-seok will be a person no one can face anymore.

    Howon Lee looked towards the cathode ray tube. Soon, the anchor is delivering breaking news.

    -This is additional information regarding Jeongil Group President Jeong Hae-seok. There is a report that President Jeong Hae-seok��s sports vehicle has been proven guilty in connection with a traffic ident on the Gyeongbu Expressway that urred about a month ago. The elderly couple who were riding in a light vehicle due to the incident at the time was initially reported to have crashed into a guardrail and died instantly due to poor driving, but an autopsy revealed that they were covered in mes and died instantly. There is a report that the culprit who caused this fire was none other than CEO Jeong Hae-seok. Let��s take a look at the video reported now.

    There are bound to be some who think it is not right to be a republic. Among the ruling ss, there are some who do not want to sit by and watch the Jeongil Group��s neglectful attitude. The media was one of those axes.

    The video on the cathode ray tube was CCTV of poor quality, but it clearly showed a man getting out of a sports car, smoking a cigarette, and dropping cigarette ashes into the oil line to start a fire.

    ��I am Jeong Hae-seok, Jeong Hae-seok!��

    At that time, at the entertainment establishment in Gangnam where the drinking party took ce, Jeong Hae-seok was once again drunk and pouring liquor.

    Jeong Hae-seok, who has been drinking for a while, suddenly hears that the video of his car ident has been broadcast as breaking news, and his expression changes.

    ��What a piece of shit.��

    The presidential election was just around the corner, and it was a time when national sentiment was important. In this situation, both the ruling party and the opposition party came to criticize the Jeongil Group.

    Moreover, President Kim Min-cheol, who was my uncle, yed a key role. Didn��t he go on air and make a speech publicizing Jeong Hae-seok��s atrocities and saying that Jeong Hae-seok should be pulled out of the Jeong Il Group?

    ��That crazy bastard!��

    After leaving the drinking party, Jeong Hae-seok drives straight to the mansion. Driving under the influence of drugs and alcohol is itself dangerous.

    After causing a series of idents like hit-and-runs all over the road, when he arrives at the mansion, an unexpected person is waiting for him.

    It was clearly my father who should have been lying in a hospital bed.

    ��father?��

    Even though I��m drunk on drugs and alcohol, I can��t help but notice that person. Chairman Wang is looking at himself with an angry gaze. Could it be that he was conscious when he was lying in the hospital bed?

    -Did you really not think of losing your spot to such a weak child?

    Suddenly, the words he said to his father came to mind. It was clear that his father would not forgive him.

    Isn��t this the father who mercilessly kicked out even his own brothers? If he had forgiven me because he was my blood rtive, he wouldn��t have assaulted me in the first ce when I was young.

    Jeong Hae-seok looks around. Fortunately, no one is visible except my father.

    My father is still standing there, just ring at me.

    There is no reason to hesitate anymore. Because if my father were still alive, he wouldn��t even be able to take his own ce.

    If I had known this would happen, I should have somehow killed him while he was in the hospital!

    Quack!

    Jeong Hae-seok runs up to his father and strangles his neck with both hands. Astonishment seeps into my father��s aged gaze, full of age spots and wrinkles.

    I bet he never thought that his son would try to kill him.

    ��Die, die, die!��

    He shouts, strangling his father��s neck as if he were hurling a curse.

    In the end, the father copses helplessly on his seat. It doesn��t stop there. Jeong Hae-seok picks up a nearby golf club and hits his father mercilessly on the head.

    This person must disappear. The thought that only then could I ascend filled my chin.

    It was then.

    ��honey!��

    uh.

    Suddenly, my aunt runs down from upstairs and hugs my father. Behind the aunt, other executives who were seated on the second floor can also be seen.

    Their faces are also filled with astonishment. Only then did the hazy energy from drugs and alcohol gradually return to sanity.

    A bloody golf club is held in the palm of one��s hand, and the aunt is sobbing on the living room floor. Holding my horribly crushed husband.

 Chapter 153

    I Will Live as an Actress Episode 153

    Lee Hye-sook, a mother in Ennd, could not hide her surprise at the view of the hotel she visited for the first time in her life.

    The sight of the staff dressed in suits, bowing their heads at ny degrees to wee them, with a fancy chandelier and marble floor, made me wonder if I could be treated like this.

    ��We will carry your luggage, madam.��

    Hye-sook Lee was embarrassed when the bellboy politely tried to hand her luggage. It��s not that heavy of a burden. All I did was pack food for my son, who was alone in Seoul, and buy a few pairs of thick socks and underwear for theing winter.

    ��Thank you.��

    The bellboy answered with a faint smile. The hotel lobby was unusual, and the elevator was also unusual. It is made of ss on three sides, so you can clearly see the outside scenery. As the elevator went up, the people on the street gradually became smaller like ants.

    When we arrived in front of the room, the bellboy bowed politely and said,

    ��Thank you for visiting our hotel. Please restfortably.��

    As she entered the room, Lee Hye-sook��s eyes widened again.

    Kim Seong-hoon, the side dish store man, also couldn��t hide his surprise. Kim Seong-hoon, who once worked in Seoul, knows how expensive this hotel on Teheran Road is.

    Moreover, there is even an extra room within the living room and study room. The expensive furniture, as well as the dazzling night view of Seoul outside the front ss of the living room, clearly showed that this was a suite.

    ��Seo Seong-hoon. ��It��s really expensive here, right?��

    Lee Hye-sook was surprised as if she had seen a different world, but then she became worried.

    In the past, she couldn��t even go on a luxurious honeymoon, let alone a hotel. All I had to do was take a bus to Taejongdae with my deceased husband.

    Moreover, as a young woman who lived in shabby inns with her son, the current scene felt as if she had entered another world.

    ��I need to ask for it right now.��

    Hye-sook Lee looked like she was nning to go down to the lobby and change rooms at any moment. It was only a one-day stay, but I thought it was too much. At that moment, Kim Seong-hoon holds Lee Hye-sook��s trembling hand. I felt sorry for her.

    ��Hye-sook, I think Young-guk was concerned because his mother came. If you��re worried about the cost of amodation, we��ll pay itter when we leave. ��If we suddenly change rooms, Ennd will probably be very worried.��

    ��You��re being too extravagant.��

    ��Come on, let��s not do that and just take a look. ��It��s amazing because I��ve never been to a ce like this in my life.��

    Kim Seong-hoon hastily changed the topic. I had to lead Hye-sook Lee, who was hesitant, by the hand and look around the room together.

    But how much time has passed? Lee Hye-sook let go of the fact that they were holding hands, surprised like an eighteen-year-old high school girl. but.

    When Lee Hye-sook takes a step back at the view outside the floor-to-ceiling ss in the front of the suite, Kim Seong-hoon holds her shoulder. It was a sight I felt in the elevator, but it was my first time looking out through such a wide front ss.

    The people walking among the forest of gray buildings looked really small. It��s like looking down from above the clouds.

    It was when Lee Hye-sook was cautiously ncing outside.

    ��Hye-suk, try this. ��It will be delicious.��

    ��What is this?��

    ��It��s chocte.��

    Kim Seong-hoon carefully opened the wee chocte ced on the living room table and handed it to Lee Hye-sook. As luxurious as the packaging was, the chocte also seemed iparably more expensive than the ones sold at Yeongdo stores. What does it taste like?

    Lee Hye-sook, who took a bite of a handful of chocte, closed her eyes and said.

    ��Sayye.��

    * * *

    ��Hyung, we still have a long way to go, right?��

    A car is driving on aplicated overpass in Seoul. Manager Lee Bong-chun, who is behind the wheel, tries his best, but is unable to clear the blocked road. However, he does not know the feelings of Ennd, who is sitting in the passenger seat.

    ��Hold on to your worries! ��My brother is the best driver!��

    The filmingsted all day. Although my body is already exhausted and tired, the reason for moving like this is simple. It was because my mother came to Seoul.

    At that time, a sneaky car tried to cut in without even turning on its turn signal.

    ��Look! ��Please don��t cut in line!��

    Manager Lee Bong-chun is abusive, even using a dialect that he usually tries not to use.

    The car that cut off the bear-like face protruding beyond the driver��s window suddenly turned on its blinkers in surprise.

    As the blocked road bes clearer over time, the car lets out a loud beep as if the umted congestion is going down.

    ��Oh bro. ��It��s too fast.��

    Ennd unconsciously grabbed the passenger seat safety handle. As if the boast of being the best driver was not false, Lee Bong-chun��s driving skills were amazing.

    Isn��t he the person who originally drove a top car in Busan, a city known for its rough terrain in Korea?

    As if riding a bullet taxi, the car quickly arrived in front of the hotel located on Teheran Road.

    ��Ennd, will you finish eating and will your brothere pick you up again?��

    ��No, it��s okay. ��I��ll take a taxi then.��

    ��But he��s still a celebrity.��

    ��Don��t worry.��

    I meant it. Lee Bong-chun looked proud as he showed off his driving skills for the first time in a long time, but for Ennd, who was riding with him, it felt like death.

    Since I had a lot of experience riding fishing boats since I was young, I tend to ignore most of the seasickness. However, Lee Bong-chun��s driving skills were simr to that of riding and disembarking Vikings in session.

    Ennd thought that from now on, they should never ask to go faster again.

    ��I will bring actor Jang Young-guk here.��

    I found a restaurant located inside the hotel. Isn��t this the mother who came up to Seoul, but had to go down the next day because her son was busy?

    I wanted to let you eat something good, even if only for a short time. As Ennd entered the restaurant, he could feel the guests at other tables ncing at him in surprise.

    ��Maybe I should have asked to be assigned a room.��

    I gave up because I couldn��t see the outside scenery properly from the room. But now that I feel people��s eyes on me, I wonder if I did something wrong.

    Eventually, before I could even think about it, my mother and Mr. Kim arrived at the restaurant, guided by the manager.

    ��mother! mister!��

    When Ennd raised his hand, his mother, who was awkward seeing the restaurant for the first time in her life, finally regained her bright smile.

    ��Isn��t soup too expensive?��

    ��Rice?��

    ��No, food and even sleeping looked very expensive.��

    ��No, it��s a ce run by someone I know, so I made a cheap reservation because they said there were empty rooms. So, you can enjoy your meal. Neither your mother nor your uncle will be hungry. ��It��s really delicious here.��

    The statement that I knew the owner of a 5-star hotel on Teheran Road was aplete lie. Anyway, no matter how famous a celebrity is, how can he build a rtionship with a businessman? But my mother seems calm and trusting.

    As the mother awkwardly cuts the meat, Mr. Kim reces it with the te he had already cut. As I was looking at that, a part of my heart was touched for some reason.

    People nced at me, but my mother didn��t seem to be bothered by even that. Rather, he seemed proud that so many people recognized his son.

    The meal was about to end. The manager approached and spoke politely.

    ��Actress Jang Young-guk, our chef is a big fan of Actor Jang Young-guk and would like to serve meat separately. Would that be okay?��

    ��It is the same product as the steak meat that came out today. ��We prepared it so you can cook it at home.��

    ��I wonder if I can ept something like that.��

    ��After you finish your meal, if you have time, just take a photo with the chef. ��Even now, if the order hadn��t been dyed, I would have rushed out of the kitchen and met the actor.��

    My mother and Mr. Kim looked surprised. The same goes for Britain. I had no idea I would receive such an unexpected gift.

    At first, I thought it would be burdensome and thought he would refuse, but he soon nodded. This is because he saw the chef��s bright eyes looking at him from the kitchen.

    ��Jisoo would be disappointed that he couldn��te today, but I��m d.��

    ��No, if Jisoo hade, Ennd would have been very tired. ��The same goes for Hye-sook.��

    Unfortunately, Jisoo was not able to join us for the start of school. However, it was a blessing in disguise that I could now eat the steak I had eaten at a famous hotel restaurant in Seoul at home.

    After the meal, it was time to enjoy tea.

    Ennd secretly looked at Mr. Kim. There was an untainted innocence in the sight of him still chatting affectionately with his mother.

    ��mister.��

    With a sudden call.

    ��Do you like my mom very much?��

    At the words that followed, Mr. Kim��s face turned bright red. Since his skin was originally white, it looked even redder.

    It was the same with my mother. He seemed very embarrassed, as if he didn��t expect Ennd to ask such a question. but.

    Mr. Kim immediately gives a grateful look and nods his head sharply at Ennd. My mother doesn��t know what to do when she sees that. Like an eighteen-year-old high school girl who received a confession.

    * * *

    I sat in the main hall and looked at the luggage my mother had brought me.

    From the various side dishes made with seafood from Namhang, to the seasonal vegetables collected directly from Bongraesan Mountain facing Oryukdo Ind, to the socks and neatly folded new underwear provided to keep us warm during theing winter.

    It was my mother��s heart that I made while traveling to the sea, mountains, and Namhang Market.

    The image of my motheres to mind. Because you don��t always show that you are having a hard time, there are probably a lot of things that are stuck in your heart.

    It must not have been easy for a young woman to move from a shabby motel room to a moldy shack with a child alone.

    ��father.��

    I missed my father especially today. I wish I had been with my mother. But that doesn��t make me sad. The same will be true for the Father at sea.

    Just like her first promise to live happily, my mother is also now finding happiness.

    She was a woman before she was a mother.

    As a woman, there are things she wants to have and things she wants to enjoy, but she always gives them up for her only son.

    Didn��t he always protect his son even though his hands were cracked and torn apart? Like a breakwater that withstands a rushing storm.

    At that time, I saw something between my neatly folded underwear.

    ��There is a letter.��

    It was a letter folded like a scab. I was so busy that I tore up the calendar and wrote something right after it.

    However, my mother��s handwriting is neat, as if it contains her own life. Just as you have always been sincere and silently sacrificed your youth.

    As I read the long letter, my eyes be watery without me realizing it.

    -I love and miss my son always.

    Thest sentence with a period echoes in my heart. The blowing wind makes the raindrops fall like unripe tears.

 Chapter 154

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 154

    A sports car is making a roaring noise.

    It would be fair to say that the man sitting in the driver��s seat was mesmerized. The hands holding the steering wheel with unfocused pupils are full of dark red blood stains, as if they were wearing red gloves.

    ��I killed him, no, no, no-!��

    Like the early symptoms of schizophrenia, one talks to oneself repeatedly and fights with oneself. In Jeong Hae-seok��s mind, an incident that had just happened at the mansion in Pyeongchang-dong was shing back to him.

    My father, who was lying in a hospital bed, came back to life.

    My father was so close to death that his doctor told him to prepare for death.

    However, he was waiting for me in the mansion with a correct appearance. It seemed like I was looking at a bug, so I lifted my golf club without realizing it. However.

    honey-!

    I felt like I woke up from a dream due to my aunt and executives suddenly appearing. As the hazy mind that had been intoxicated with drugs and alcohol became clearer, reality also came into view. It was my uncle, shattered and crushed.

    My uncle��s eyes were staring at the ceiling, filled with astonishment. It was the moment when reality became a nightmare again.

    As if running away, I left the mansion and started the sports car.

    ��Hehehehe.��

    Jeong Hae-seok bursts outughing like crazy.

    These are the people who guarded the mansion. They are a group that is trying to somehow take them down from the royal family called Jeongil Group. If we go back to the past, aren��t they a group of conspirators who drove out the legitimate sessor to the royal family and plotted a treason?

    Even though hemitted murder, he doesn��t feel any guilt at all. Because I learned that it is only right to get rid of a bastard who takes over the owner��s position.

    I��m sorry.

    The sports car stopped in front of the Jeongil Group headquarters building with skid marks as if it had been in a traffic ident.

    Jeong Hae-seok jumped out of the car without even thinking about turning off the engine and entered the headquarters.

    Late in the evening, the guards guarding the lobby stop when they see a man covered in blood. However, he soon realizes that it is Jeong Hae-seok and quickly lowers his head.

    ��Don��t let anyone in.��

    ��yes? All right!��

    The security guard, who had questioned him at first, lowered his head again when he saw Jeong Hae-seok��s shining gaze.

    It wasn��t just because of his eyes. They found blood stains all over their clothes and hands.

    Jeong Hae-seok arrives at the chairman��s office via the executive elevator, opens the door roughly, and walks to the head table where his father always sat.

    ��Whoa.��

    I was just about to let out a long sigh and lift my long fingers to wipe my face. When I see the blood stains that have hardened on my palm, I unconsciously wince. It was then.

    A murmur is heard from outside the office building. Even though the chairman��s office was located on the highest floor of the building and was installed with ss that was well-insted, the noise was loud enough to be heard.

    Jeong Hae-seok gets up from his seat and walks towards the floor-to-ceiling ss.

    You can see police cars with shing lights and sirens and numerous police officers. Moreover, several ck vans and swarms of ck ants can be seen as if the prosecution had arrived directly.

    The guards try to stop it, but it��s not enough. Even if there was an order from the boss, I am not stupid enough to challenge public authority.

    Soon, a swarm of ants invades the president��s office. The person at the forefront is none other than Prosecutor Howon Lee.

    ��Mr. Jeong Hae-seok, you are used of murdering Kim Min-cheol, president of Jeongil Foods�� �� ��

    It was before prosecutor Howon Lee finished speaking. Jeong Hae-seok, with sparkling eyes, decisively punches Lee Howon in the face.

    * * *

    ��Hyung, are you okay?��

    Fortunately, it was a scene that was cut in one go. This must have been proof that the grandfather liked it that much.

    However, the cheeks of actor Son Hwa-won, who yed Lee Ho-won, were still red. When doing thest scene, I put so much effort into it that the staff watching around me were surprised.

    ��Ugh, I thought I was hit with some kind of hammer. This is what I felt at the action schoolst time, Ennd, but if you weren��t an actor, you would definitely have be a martial arts athlete. ��This isn��t really sarcastic, I��m just curious. How can you hit someone so easily?��

    ��I think you��re being sarcastic.��

    ��No, really, this is my first time doing an action scene in this movie. Although I��ve been learning at Action School for the past month, I still hesitate when hitting my opponent. ��No matter how well we get it together, I��m afraid that if I make a mistake or if the other person makes even the slightest mistake, it could lead to an ident.��

    ��I guess it��s a difference in experience.��

    ��Hey, Ennd, this is your first time seeing a proper action scene. ��It��s apletely different action from the priest��s confession.��

    I was embarrassed because there was no way to give a proper answer. In fact, in the case of action movies, the experience of the actors often has a great influence on the liveliness of the movie.

    Isn��t there an old saying that someone who has tried something knows its taste better? It was consistent with him.

    When you mainly film action movies, you often lose your hesitation and hesitation. Of course, all of this experience came from ying the role of multiple thugs in my past life.

    ��Ennd, aren��t you really going to stab yourself with that prop during thest filming?��

    Suddenly, Son Hwa-won asks with a worried look.

    I think the problem was that when filming action scenes, we cut them all at once out of consideration for Son Hwa-won.

    This was because I knew that if I took a weak action just to feel sorry for the other person, it would actually be poisonous.

    ��Should I stab it deeply?��

    ��What?!��

    When the prank was yed, Son Hwa-won was startled and opened her eyes wide.

    ��It��s a joke. And since it is a fountain pen for props anyway, the nib goes inward the moment you press it. Don��t worry. ��I��ll give you a nice stab.��

    ��It��s not that I��m scared, it��s that you are fearless, Ennd. You know that even at action school, the martial arts director pays a lot of attention to you, right? ��Even though I don��t know you, you have talent.��

    If I had the chance, I also had a desire to film a proper action movie. In his past life, didn��t he only take on the role of a gangster due to his rough-and-tumble appearance?

    Because of this, there were times when I felt envious of the other actors. At least once, I wanted to y a hero that the public is passionate about on screen. After all, isn��t that a man��s dream?

    * * *

    ��Scene 160 Thew is far, the fist is close!��

    Thest te has beenid. The emotions of the staff at the filming site flood in. It is a series ofplex waves mixed with tension, excitement, and regret.

    But I don��t even have time to worry about it. In front of you is a railing that clearly overlooks the night view of Seoul.

    Jeong Hae-seok can��t remember how he escaped here. Didn��t he throw a sharp punch at the prosecutor who visited the chairman��s office to arrest him?

    Amidst themotion, he picked up the fountain pen that was lying on the table and thrust it straight at the prosecutor��s neck. Then, taking him hostage, they managed to get up to the rooftop.

    A cold wind blows. There were two people on the rooftop railing. Jeong Hae-seok looked at Lee Howon, who he was holding hostage.

    It��s all because of this guy. Wasn��t this kid the one who rebelled against the throne that no one had dared to tamper with? If this guy disappears, nothing will happen.

    What do you mean? Like the obscenely beautiful night view of Seoul, this country is a world where money is not an option.

    ��Jeong Hae-seok!��

    Prosecutor Lee Ho-won cries out Jeong Hae-seok��s name. Jeong Hae-seok is holding the tip of the fountain pen against Lee Howon��s neck.

    The police and prosecutors�� investigators, who came like a swarm of ants, are confronting the two people and are constantly talking on the radio.

    Jeong Hae-seok looks at the scene with a bitter sneer. With eyes full of contempt.

    ��I get really nervous when I see guys like you. Obviously, if you step on a bug, you will die. I despise people like you who keep trying to climb out of the water. is not it? ��I want to see if you can keep talking even with a hole in your throat.��

    Jeong Hae-seok held onto Lee Howon and sneered.

    His eyes were shining cruelly. Doesn��t it look like he��s about to push the tip of the fountain pen that touched Howon Lee��s neck at any moment? As proof, blood was dripping from Howon Lee��s neck.

    ��Now, if I go in just one centimeter further, I��ll rupture my carotid artery. If I don��t let you go and take more time, you won��t survive no matter how quickly I administer first aid. ��How can you at least remember the faces of your parents who are happy when you get angry in the stream?��

    ���� �� .��

    ��What happens now? I thought it was a stream dragon, but now I find out it��s just a loach. Do you think you��ll rot in jail if I kill you here? This country is a ce where money is everything, and so are the people. ��They gather together like a swarm of ants and talk among themselves, but as time passes, they forget about it as if nothing happened.��

    The tip of the fountain pen touching Howon Lee��s neck goes a little deeper. The blood that had been dripping little by little now begins to flow down the neck of the neck.

    The police and prosecutors�� investigators wince when they see this. If he moves carelessly, doesn��t it really look like Jeong Hae-seok is going to plunge the tip of a fountain pen deep into Lee Howon��s carotid artery? It was then.

    ��You lost.��

    ��what?��

    ��You think I can��t do anything to you? Are you going to pierce a hole in my neck? Do whatever you feel like. Whatever you want to do. Even if you go to jail, you can get out without a problem? ��Anyway, people will be like a swarm of ants lured by sugar water, and they will all be forgotten once the sweetness wears off?��

    Howon Lee spoke to Jeong Hae-seok with a mysterious smile on his face.

    ��Okay, maybe you��re not wrong. But you already lost.��

    Jeong Hae-seok puts more force into the fountain pen in his hand. The blood that had been flowing was now so deep that even if it went a little further, life or death could not be guaranteed.

    Howon Lee��s eyes were also bloodshot and red.

    ��Anyway, you are a child given away by Jeongil Group. After Chairman Chung��s death, do the remaining executives really consider you the sessor? You, who brutally murdered your own uncle and caused the deaths of innocent people as well. And crucially, you can��t escape from here.��

    It was that moment.

    Lee Howon grabbed the hand of Jeong Hae-seok, who was holding him hostage. Then he started pushing back towards the end of the railing. Jeong Hae-seok lost his bnce due to being suddenly pushed backwards.

    As a result, the fountain pen that was pressing on Howon Lee��s neck fell to the floor. But Howon Lee doesn��t stop there. We continue to push back on Jeong Hae-seok.

    ��You crazy bastard!��

    Jeong Hae-seok rolled his eyes and shouted, but Lee Howon did not stopughing and spoke.

    ��Let��s see if you survive even if you fall from here, that precious body.��

    Those were thest words. Didn��t Lee Howon push Jeong Hae-seok even further, pushing him over the edge of the railing and into the air? Jeong Hae-seok��s gaze, full of astonishment, meets Lee Howon��s gaze.

    This is the end.

    Jeong Hae-seok��s eyes, which had been shining cruelly until now, are more terrified than ever. Who would have known that he would fall so vainly from the top of the Jeongil Group, which he thought was his throne.

    It was then.

    Crack.

    Howon Lee reached out his hand and held one of Jeong Hae-seok��s struggling arms. Jeong Hae-seok��s eyes are crying out for help.

    ��Please. ��Please save me!��

    It was Jeong Hae-seok who struggled to open his mouth. His sorrowful cry is different from the voice that has been full of arrogance and self-satisfaction. I hope for salvation.

    Afterwards, the sound of shoes on the ground can be heard as police and prosecutors�� investigators hurriedly approach. But at that moment, Howon Lee puts on a wry smile. Then, he let go of Jeong Hae-seok��s arm that he was holding on to.

 Chapter 155

    I will live as an actor Episode 155

    SBC broadcasting station.

    ��Hey Kim Jin!��

    The drama director��s lion��s throat bursts out. I could tell how angry he was just by looking at the way his face turned red.

    Producer Kim Jin, who is standing across from him, has his head down the whole time and looks like he hasmitted a deadly sin.

    ��It��s already the second time, the second time��! Because of you, I got sick with enteritis, which I didn��t normally suffer from. I don��t know that even in baseball, if you strike out, you are expelled, but are you saying this one more time? You��re just saying that I have a very sharp mouth, right? ��I know thispany is some kind of charity!��

    Kim Jin felt like he wanted to hide in a rat hole. In the past, he gained fame as a blockbuster producer through the drama Youth (�i��).

    However, as the saying goes, the first bite is the first bite, and I ate it like noodles in sessive works.

    If it had been a normal mini-series, the drama director wouldn��t have been so angry.

    Luxury drama.

    These were works that easily exceeded the production costs of most mini-series by three or four times.

    From the cast to the writing staff, not only were they armed with top-notch staff, but they even went to overseas locations.

    Although we were confident that it would be a sess, the public��s reaction was cold. Isn��t the original value of a drama bureau derived from its viewership ratings?

    Due to the kidney opening, only the first episode was high, but the viewership ratings continued to drop. As a result, both works

    ended early.

    The director of the drama department seems to be still a bit angry and shouts while ring at Kim Jin.

    ��Man, are you acting with conscience when youe to me? I know how broken I��ve been in executive meetings. ��The director just told me not to give you programming rights.��

    ���� �� !��

    pestilence.

    It was the head of the department I trusted. Not only did he go to wherever the head of thepany called and take on the role of alcohol manager, but he also said hello all year round and even bought a set of high-quality Western liquor and Korean beef, which he himself could not enjoy easily, during holidays.

    Is the saying, ��getting stabbed in the foot by the ax you trust�� used in times like this? No, Tosagupin would be more suitable. Shit.

    ��Director, please give me a third chance. ��If I��m out again this time, I��ll resign.��

    ��Huh, crazy guy. ��What do you want to do now?��

    ��yes?��

    ��What kind of ballpark is the drama bureau? Let��s introduce a three-out system!�� And if you wrote your resignation letter, did you think I would dissuade you and tell PD Kim to please stay? Write it right now, you bastard! And on a blunt note, Kim Jin, do you know how much the other PDs think of you for pushing you twice? If you ask me to organize the show without a detailed n, I will do it well. Wouldn��t it be great if they caught at least one superstar? Because I don��t want to talk anymore. Producer Joe goes to the scene as director B and does assistant filming. ��Get out!��

    ��I can��t go out like this. But just one more time�� �� !��

    As Kim Jin continues to try to keep his position, this time the drama director picks up his name te and shows it. If it doesn��t go away, isn��t it true that I��m going to throw the name card?

    Kim Jin is startled and hurriedly leaves the director��s office.

    ��ha.��

    The drama department, which was noisy, suddenly bes quiet as producer Kim Jin sighs. You��ve probably already overheard everything. No, I didn��t overhear it.

    The drama director��s vocalization was so good that even the youngest AD, who was located at the end of the partition, seemed to hear it.

    ��shit.��

    It was Kim Jin who was swallowing curses inside. Even though he was so broken in the director��s office, no one came tofort him.

    dump.

    I sat down as if I was throwing myself into a chair. The youngest AD, who was sitting on the partition next to him, took a peek and quickly hid in the bathroom.

    They avoid it so much because they are afraid that anyone who sees them will think they are on the same side. It��s a sad life.

    When I was young, I was busy pretending to know everything as soon as I entered the drama department.

    Yes, the drama department is a jungle. It��s a world where the fittest is thew of the jungle, so maybe it��s only natural.

    -Wouldn��t it be great if you caught at least one superstar!

    The drama director��s words linger in my head. In the past, a drama superstar was a noun for an actor who had a box office guarantee. As far as he knows, there is only one such actor.

    But soon the morning newspaper on the table catches my eye.

    [Actress Jang Young-guk heads to Italy after signing an exclusive modeling contract with Desiderio!]

    It was on the front page of the newspaper with the face of the guaranteed box office check stered on it.

    I knew it from the headline. The fact that the bus had already left. No, considering the value of his name, it might be more urate to describe it as a limousine.

    * * *

    Leonardo da Vinci Airport, Italy.

    October in Rome is simr to early fall in Korea. In the evening, the daily temperature difference bes severe and a coat is needed, but during the day it is warm enough to wear short sleeves.

    Since it was an international airport where foreigners came and went, there was no need to hide one��s face like in Korea. Even if I didn��t have a hat or sunsses, no one would recognize me.

    ��Ennd, I am really strong thanks to you.��

    Lee Bong-chun, who said it was his first time taking an international flight, still has an excited look on his face.

    Passers-by just nce at him and pass by. Lee Bong-chun looks around with a determined expression.

    ��They say the racism is really bad here����

    Well, from their perspective, they must have been looking at the big Asian man in amazement because he looked so excited.

    Moreover, Lee Bong-chun��s appearance was so good that if someone who didn��t know him saw him, he might have thought he was a member of the organization rather than a manager. In the end, I was held at the immigration counter for over an hour.

    ��Mr. Jang.��

    Just then, someone came to meet me. It was none other than Jordana, Desiderio��s secretary with a long mustache. Of course, there was also an interpreter wearing a simr outfit. The two people looked simr no matter how you looked at them, but it wasn��t just because they were white.

    Jordana and I made quick eye contact while the interpreter was greeting us, but he only nodded briefly. Interpreter Alfredo exins this.

    ��Jordana is my older brother. Mr. Jang. ��It��s because I usually don��t talk much, so I hope you won��t be upset.��

    ��Okay then, where should we go now?��

    ��First, let��s go to a ce to rest to adjust to the jetg. This is your residence to use while you are in Rome.��

    Lee Bong-chun��s eyes turned into surprised rabbit eyes when he saw the limousine parked at the airport entrance. Even at first nce, it looks like an expensive car.

    The driver opened the door himself and I was even more surprised when I got inside. Champagne, wine, chocte and cheese are all avable.

    With the driver��s smooth driving skills, the limousine began to leave the airport. At that time, Jordana, who was sitting in the seat across from her, asked something to her brother and interpreter Alfredo. Eventually, Alfredo looks at me and asks.

    ��Mr. Jang, are you two the only ones here?��

    ��Yes, I am, but is there any problem?��

    ��no. ��It doesn��t matter since we decided to provide all support from the beginning.��

    In fact, theck of experience was a big reason why they chose to go to Italy with such a small number of people. In the Korean entertainment industry, you still have no experience as an exclusive model for a foreign high-end luxury brand.

    Moreover, since Desiderio said they would cover all food, clothing, and shelter, and even provide hair and stylists, it was a burden for Songwon Entertainment to send arge number of people.

    After hearing Alfredo��s words, Jordana raises the corners of her mouth slightly. That sight feels quite unlucky.

    ��Alfredo, is there any problem?��

    When I ask again, Alfredo answers as if he is sorry.

    ��In fact, all the people who have served as models for Desiderio so far have brought their own people. Starting with stylists, hair people, even trainers and secretaries. Even the Hollywood actor who brought in the fewest brought dozens of people, so when I first saw Mr. Jang and Mr. Lee, I was quite embarrassed because there were only two of them.��

    So, that��s the look on your face when you first met him.

    Since this was the first time for Songwon Entertainment, there was a lot of confusion.

    The CEO also said he would form a team at first, but hesitated because he thought it would be a nuisance to Desiderio, who had said he would prepare everything. Moreover, I couldn��t give any advice since I had no experience in my past life.

    It was embarrassing, but there was nothing I could do. All these experiences be flesh and blood.

    How much time has passed?

    The panoramic view of Italy seen through the car window gradually faded into a forest road filled with dense old trees. However, the roads are more neatly paved than most of Rome��s bumpy roads.

    Eventually, as the limousine passed the huge iron gate, Alfredo spoke.

    ��We��ve almost arrived at your amodation.��

    ��It��s still a forest?��

    ��Oh, this is a garden.��

    No words came out. Isn��t it a ce so vast that it can��tpete with most forest parks? If it weren��t for the paved roads and iron gates, you could almost think of it as being in the woods.

    Soon, arge pce-like building began to appear beyond the car window.

    her.

    The garden was just an appetizer. As the entire building began toe into view, Lee Bong-chun, who was sitting next to me, brought his face close to the window.

    I don��t know if it was a remodeled castle where lords stayed in the past, or if it was created in the Baroque style by a modern architect, but it was enough to dazzle the eye at first nce.

    Even outside the building, you can see gorgeous statues and a golden pond emitting golden light reflecting the brilliant sunlight. It was then.

    ��Heh.��

    Jordana twitches the corner of her mouth again. They were probablyughing at the sight of Lee Bong-chun with his face pressed against the window.

    I felt like punching Jordana in the back of the head, but I couldn��t help it. But I wasn��t satisfied with staying still like this.

    ��Alfredo, aren��t Italians really good at managing their facial expressions?��

    I have no choice but to ask directly. Alfredo, who was in charge of interpreting, looked at me with a puzzled look, as if asking what that meant.

    ��Why are you doing that? Mr. Jang.��

    ��Jordana.��

    ��ah.��

    It seemed that only then did Alfredo notice. Jordana was in a cold mood from the airport.

    He made an excuse that it was because his younger brother Alfredo was quiet, but no matter how you looked at it, that didn��t make sense.

    Moreover, this is not the kind of action you would take to a guest who has been on a ne for a long time from a distant foreign country.

    This was when Alfredo was at a loss and was unable to answer.

    Jordana looks at Alfredo and me as if asking what��s going on. Lee Bong-chun, who sensed a strange air current, also looked away from the car window and looked at the atmosphere.

    At that moment, he looked directly at Jordana and asked. In English because I don��t speak Italian. I��m sure you understand this much.

    ��Don��t you think that your rudeness, Jordana, is tarnishing Desiderio��s reputation?��

 Chapter 156

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 156

    ��Deacon, please guide these people.��

    Jordana left the two people with the mansion��s butler and walked away. The events he had just experienced in the limo were shing through his mind.

    -Jordana, don��t you think that your rudeness is tarnishing Desiderio��s reputation?

    Jordana��s cheeks twitch. A thick wind flows out from under the nostrils, causing the long beard to shake.

    That��s not even funny. The person tarnishing Desiderio��s reputation is none other than Ennd. It should not have been possible if the contract had been concluded in the first ce.

    ��I should have stopped it somehow.��

    This was due to the change of heart of Monica Rossellini, the founder��s eldest granddaughter and chief designer who would lead Desiderio in the future. Suddenly, you fell in love with an unknown Asian actor and went all the way to Korea to recruit him.

    Not only did the secretary, Jordana, oppose it, but there was also strong opposition from the management.

    It was a natural result. Considering Desiderio��s name value, this is impossible. It was thought that it would be better not to use the model. Even more so.

    Usually, there was no case where the head designer moved directly to sign an exclusive model contract. On the contrary, there were cases where the other party tried to somehow meet Monica.

    However, not only did the chief designer make the move himself, but he also offered the best conditions among the models he had ever signed a contract with.

    -I think I need to think about it more.

    Initially, Britain rejected the contract. At first, I was suspicious that something had happened to my head.

    It is no exaggeration to say that it was the luck of a lifetime for an Asian actor to sign a contract with Desiderio.

    ��bouncer.��

    Since the statement that I had refused was a proposition in the past, I ended up signing a contract. And on better terms.

    This was due to the passionate courtship of chief designer Monica Rossellini. Jordana thought this was a useless thing since she not only sent gifts to the filming site but also stayed in an Asian country called Korea for a long month.

    ��Alfredo, keep an eye on him from now on.��

    Alfredo narrowed his eyebrows. This is because he did not like the attitude of Jordana, Desiderio��s chief designer��s secretary and his own older brother.

    No matter how famous an actor is, he is a model who signed an exclusive contract with Desiderio. The high-handed attitude shown at the airport and the ridicule shown throughout the limousine ride were unwee, even if they were blood rtives.

    ��He might do something insolent using Desiderio��s name, so keep an eye on him day and night.��

    * * *

    He was a butler with deep-set eyes and a ck suit that suited him well, like the cast of The Godfather.

    If he had a cigar in his mouth, he would be the leader of the Italian mafia. He is a very charismatic butler.

    ��I��ll show you around Mr. Zhang��s mansion.��

    In the mansion, which wasrge enough to be called a castle, there were numerous employees other than the butler. Just by looking at it, there seemed to be dozens of people. In any case, that amount would have been necessary to manage a mansion thisrge.

    ��What should I call you?��

    ��You can call me Anders, Mr. Jang. ��I am the deacon of Memoria.��

    ��I guess this ce is called Memoria, right?��

    ��It was the old castle of Count Negroni in the 16th century. At the time, it served as a vi concept that Count Negroni frequently visited. At that time, only the exterior was repaired, and only necessary parts, such as the bathroom and bedroom, were remodeled internally. By the way, Mr. Jang, you speak English really well, right?��

    In your past life, didn��t you dream of going abroad and studying English? That light was shining now. Of course, it was thanks to Anders that he started speaking in English instead of Italian.

    Following Anders�� guidance, I looked around every corner of the mansion for over thirty minutes. Finally, we were shown to the bedroom.

    I felt like I was in Shakespeare��s work. Starting with an antique chandelier, the high ceiling is decorated with Michngelo-style murals simr to those seen in cathedrals.

    The room wasrge enough to bepared to an apartment. When I opened the window, which was as tall as a person��s height, I could see at a nce the view of the garden, which was like an arboretum.

    Lee Bong-chun opened his mouth at the unrealistic sight.

    ��Hyung, I��m going to drop my mouth.��

    ��Wow, this is the first time I��ve been to a ce like this in my life. ��I vaguely thought it was a hotel because I heard they would provide a ce to sleep, but this is it.��

    I was equally surprised. I��ve been to all the luxury hotels in my life, but this was my first time staying in a ce that reminded me of a medieval castle.

    At that time, a picture frame on one wall caught my eye. It was a familiar picture. This is a work called ��Splendid Night�� by Lucia Sani, who was called an Italian master of the 20th century.

    ��It must be a counterfeit product, right?��

    In my past life, I was also interested in works of art, so I had a long and short knowledge. Considering that Lucia Sokhani��s work was sold for billions of won at the time, I thought it might be a counterfeit.

    After all, no matter how rich a person is, he or she would not hang a work of art worth billions of won in the guest room. But why does the more I look at it, the more it looks like the real thing?

    I wanted to ask Anders, but he showed us to the bedroom and then left the room first for fear of making us feel ufortable.

    ��Oh my goodness, Ennd. What did you say to the secretary in the limo earlier? ��When you said something in English, his face immediately hardened.��

    Lee Bong-chun��s voice broke me out of my thoughts. How should I answer?

    ��I didn��t say anything, I just asked if anything bad happened today.��

    ��What did you say?��

    ��I just said nothing special happened. I just felt a little sick.��

    ��no wonder! The man seemed upset today. He had a bad expression the whole time at the airport. I thought it would be nice to have something big. ��My guess was right!��

    I burst outughing without realizing it.

    * * *

    ��Mr. Jang is here?��

    Desiderio��s chief designer, Monica Rossellini, was busy preparing a project for the uing New Year.

    After staying up all night for the past month, his shoulders felt like they were being weighed down by a giant, but when he heard the news that Ennd had arrived, his exhausted face brightened in an instant.

    ��It is said that the filming schedule ended quickly and he entered the country earlier than the scheduled appointment date.��

    ��Jordana, why didn��t you tell me?��

    ��I didn��t think to tell you separately because the vice president was in charge of the project. ��I am truly sorry for thinking that model management is my jurisdiction.��

    ��Hmm, is Mr. Jang in Memoria now?��

    ��Yes that��s right.��

    Jordana didn��t understand Monica.

    I thought I was helping her for a long time and awakening her true nature. Just because she is the founder��s eldest granddaughter does not mean she can sit in the position of sessor.

    As a designer, he was passionate about everything, but as a businessman, he was more cool-headed than anyone else. In fact, since Monica took over as chief designer, Desiderio��s reputation has spread even more widely and its name value has continued to rise.

    ��Vice President, are you nning to leave now?��

    ��no. They are probably taking a break anyway to adjust to jetg, so there is no need for me to interrupt their rest by going there. ��I��ll be meeting you in a few days anyway.��

    ��Vice President, if you don��t mind, may I ask you one question?��

    Jordana couldn��t contain her curiosity and asked. Because no matter how much I looked at it, I couldn��t understand it.

    Even after returning to Italy, I had a lot of thoughts about whether what had happened over the past few months could really happen in Desiderio. I wonder if Monica may have discovered something that she herself couldn��t figure out.

    ��How important is Mr. Jang that you wanted him so much? To be honest, there is still a lot of bacsh from thepany for using Mr. Jang as an exclusive model. ��I am asking this because it is the result of the Vice President��s arbitrary push, so it may remain a problem when session of management rights urs in the future.��

    Monica knew that Jordana wasn��t asking with bad intentions. Because I know that he is really giving this advice with himself in mind.

    ��Jordana I trust my intuition.��

    ��It seems like too much of a gamble to trust your intuition.��

    ��So, if you open the card, you will know.��

    Monica smiles and borates.

    ��Is it a hit or a jackpot? ��Isn��t that right?��

    * * *

    Desiderio��s headquarters was different from that of otherpanies. Rather than having a tall building, arge area like a university was used as an office building site, and I could see why it was called the Silicon Valley of the clothing industry.

    It was after traveling for a while in a vehicle simr to a golf cart.

    ��Here Mr. Jang.��

    The ce we arrived with Alfredo, who was in charge of interpretation, was the deepest part of the headquarters building, and it was said that this is where samples of Desiderio that will be made in the future are stored.

    As soon as I got off the golf cart, several people approached me.

    ��Mr. Jang, you can go up with them. Because you need to measure your body urately. Most people do not speak English, somunication will not be a problem. And Mr. Lee, would you like to take a look at thepany building with me?��

    ��I go with my brother Alfredo. ��I��ll go up first.��

    ��Is that okay?��

    ��Something could happen inside the office building.��

    Lee Bong-chun looked embarrassed. In fact, it wasn��t helpful because I couldn��t speak English at all, let alone Italian.

    At least Alfredo, who was in charge of the interpretation, offered to show me around thepany building in person, so I felt relieved.

    ��They even measure the length of your fingers.��

    Unlike therge site, it was difficult to find anything different inside the office building from a typical clothingpany. I was hesitant to expect that it might be a Baroque-style building like the old house in Memoria.

    Designers measured not only height, but also finger length, ear size, and the length from corbone to chin. Although I have experience with custom suits, it was my first time identifying every part in such detail, so I couldn��t help but feel awkward.

    ��Mr. Jang, would you like to try this outfit on?��

    A typical blonde Western beauty with a slim waist and long hair brought a suit.

    ��Among the samples currently prepared, this is the suit that best suits Mr. Jang��s body type. ��I��d like to see what the painting looks like.��

    It was when I was changing into the suit I was handed in the dressing room. When I was about to change my tops and bottoms, the door to the dressing room suddenly opened and assistant designers came in.

    They used needles in the hem of the suit and the waist and shoulder line to make it look stylish, but it was so excessive that you could end up getting pricked by the needle if you were not careful.

    I heard that models experience this kind of thing countless times on the runway, but if they had a clumsy personality, it seemed like they wouldn��t have any bruises left on their bodies.

    This was after I had changed all my clothes. As I leave the locker room, I see a familiar figure. They were chief designer Monica Rossellini and her assistant Jordana.

    Jordana��s eyes widened when she saw me walking out of the locker room. The other designers next to me did the same.

    Chief designer Monica said with a faint smile at that sight.

    ��That��s awesome.��

 Chapter 157

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 157

    ��Mamma Mia!��

    It was a shout that broke the quiet silence. One of the designers who saw the sights of Ennd screamed.

    Instead of looking embarrassed at the exmation that came out of her mouth without her knowing, she looked ecstatic.

    As Italy is a country where diversity of expressions exists, her eyes shine as if she is faced with gold.

    ��It��s really perfect that they fit together so well. I can��t believe my eyes. ��If it��s okay with you, Rossellini, I��d like to try another sample. Is that okay?��

    Monica Rossellini nods briefly. Then the designers rush to take Ennd into the dressing room once again.

    ��What the hell is this?��

    The UK is just in a daze about the current situation. Not even five minutes after leaving the locker room, they asked me to take off my clothes again. I was so busy being asked to wear this and that.

    ��Were your clothes in bad shape?��

    The hands that help you take off your clothes are busy. I remove the needle that held the hem of the pants and the waist and shoulder line and try to take off the top and bottom. Moreover, several designers were already waiting with other sample clothes.

    ��I��ll take it off.��

    Ennd spoke in English, but the designers just smiled as if they didn��t care.

    In fact, it is difficult to take off clothes by yourself. The needles that hold the dress in ce are stuck in every nook and cranny, so if you try to take it off on your own, you would end up with bruises all over your body.

    I didn��t even have time to feel embarrassed. After taking off their clothes in an instant, they were already putting another sample outfit on Ennd��s body.

    ��Eliana, how about taking this part more in depth?��

    ��No, considering the width of Mr. Jang��s thighs, I think it might be better to let him go. We caught you just a moment ago, so let��s try to solve it this time. And how about holding it a little more starting from the waist to the shoulder line?��

    ��That��s okay. It��s been a while since I felt like I had it.��

    They were designers conversing among themselves in Italian. I felt like I was suddenly being yed with a doll. But I couldn��t even say anything.

    Even just looking at their faces, it was obvious that they were excited. Just as he was surrendering himself to the passing wind, Ennd was surrendering himself to the women��s breathless touch and inserting needles into his entire body to make him look fashionable once again.

    ��How about Jordana?��

    Monica asked without looking at Jordana. This is because I felt deep emotions even without seeing his face.

    Jordana was wiping her dry lips with an unknown expression on her face. I definitely thought my argument was correct. Hiring an unknown Asian actor as Desiderio��s exclusive model is a huge defeat.

    But for some reason, I lost my hand.

    ��It just so happens to be over there.��

    Just then, Ennd walks out from the locker room. A deep blush appeared on the faces of the designers walking out with Ennd.

    Jordana involuntarily bursts out in admiration when she sees Ennd wearing the new sample suit. Monica smiles at that exmation.

    * * *

    Desiderio��s headquarters boasted a site asrge as a university, so it had to be moved by golf cart.

    From the ce where samples are stored, to the ce where clothing materials are researched, the raw materials for perfume are studied, and even the ce where past products are disyed.

    It literally felt like one huge clothing valley.

    ��Alfredo, what is this tree?��

    Lee Bong-chun opened his mouth wide at the enormity of the old tree in front of him. The tree grew so high that it seemed to soar into the sky, and its circumference was sorge that three or four adults could easily cling to it.

    Alfredo answered the giant tree that seemed to only appear in fantasy movies.

    ��It is ciero (heaven), a tree that is a thousand years old. It is said that in the past, when the Rossellini family founded Desiderio, they built an office building on thisnd where a sacred tree called Rachiello exists. So, within Desiderio, Rachiello is not an ordinary tree, but a divine guardian and, as its name suggests, has a heavenly status. This is because he is the guardian who has been with Desiderio since his birth. Cielo di desiderio.��

    It was when Lee Bong-chun was looking at a huge old tree called Rachiello. Alfredo looked at the old tree with him and borated.

    ��Mr. Lee, if you don��t mind, may I ask you a question?��

    ��Of course.��

    Lee Bong-chun was very close to Alfredo. After all, isn��t this the only person in a foreign country who canmunicate with Korean?

    ��What kind of person is Mr. Jang?��

    ��Ennd?��

    ��Yes, I watched him closely as an interpreter, but I couldn��t understand him very well. Models of that age usually enjoy entertainment untilte at night when theye to Italy. However, Mr. Jang did not want to leave the dormitory. ��I��m asking Mr. Lee to see if I made a mistake.��

    Lee Bong-chun shakes his head in response to Alfredo��s question.

    ��Hmm, I think I know what Alfredo is asking. But Ennd is different from other actors and models. I��m sure I��m still young, but should I say I have an old person inside me? In Korean, it is usually expressed as ��Ae-no-nim������

    ��Ae-no-nim?��

    ��So, although they look young on the outside, they are adults on the inside. Ennd said he��s been like this since he was younger than he is now. I don��t know for sure because I didn��t see it when I was a child actor, but when I listen to the stories of the directors I worked with and our CEO, it was like that. This happened in a city in Busan called Yeongdo�� �� ��

    Lee Bong-chun spoke without hesitation about the stories he had heard about Ennd. Because it was mostly a good deed.

    Ennd, who has lived a difficult life since childhood, has lived a very straight-forward life.

    Moreover, although he made a huge return on investment through the priest��s confession, he donated most of the proceeds to the Leukemia Foundation.

    ��Yukkuk is the most outstanding actor I have ever seen, and he is a deep friend. ��Sometimes, I feel like he��s more like an older brother than me.��

    Alfredo, who listened to Lee Bong-chun��s story for a long time, nodded briefly.

    As expected, it was like that. Unable to resist the pressure of his older brother, Jordana, he monitored Ennd, but could not find anything unusual.

    In fact, wasn��t it quieter than any other model I had encountered so far?

    ording to Memoria��s butler Anders, the calm and contemtive way he always walks is like that of a person who has lived in the world for a long time. It was then.

    ��Alfredo, those people over there?��

    It was when I was watching Laziello in full swing. Golf carts began to move inrge numbers on the roads of the office building site.

    The ce the carts headed was none other than the building where the sample clothes were stored.

    ��Has something big happened?��

    Lee Bong-chun also hurriedly got on the golf cart with Alfredo. Alfredo answered Lee Bong-chun��s question with a brief nod.

    ��There is only one case like this.��

    Alfredo��s gaze was directed towards the building where the sample clothes were stored. His eyes widen curiously. As expected, Mr. Jang is a person who creates unknown expectations.

    ��A huge spectacle has been created.��

    * * *

    Salvatore Rossellini, founder of Desiderio and owner of the Rossellini family, is taking a step.

    Behind them were people who appeared to be attendants, and to someone who didn��t know them, it would be fair to say it was a mafia procession.

    ��Where is Monica?��

    Salvatore��s question is answered by Anders, his secretary and Memoria��s butler.

    ��I understand that you are currently with Mr. Jang on the 5th floor.��

    ��What about him? ��Anders, I heard you��ve been with us for a few days.��

    ��He was a man whose true intentions were unknown. It didn��t look like someone was trying to exploit Desiderio��s reputation. Rather, he seemed to be very interested in Memoria��s art. ��When we talked about Lucia Sokhani��s works, we could see that she had a deep knowledge.��

    ��okay?��

    Salvatore��s long white eyebrows twitch.

    In fact, I had doubts when Monica, his eldest granddaughter and sessor to Desiderio, said she would use an unknown Asian actor as her exclusive model.

    Monica had never made a single mistake as a businesswoman.

    It was so shocking that the elders of Desiderio looked at Monica and said that she looked like Salvatore in his younger days.

    That is why he was appointed as Desiderio��s sessor.

    ��At the crossroads of my life, did I really follow my luck or was I possessed by the devil?��

    There was a lot of talk among the elders about Monica��s choice. When doing business, you always had to keep your cool. I always had to calcte the profit and loss and weigh what was the benefit and what was the loss.

    In that sense, Monica��s choice was a clear mistake. Therefore, some of the elders even went to Salvatore and begged him to dissuade Monica from making a choice.

    ��I��m not the type of kid who risks his position and takes reckless gambles.��

    Salvatore had been keeping an eye on his eldest granddaughter since she was young.

    Her childhood was very simr to Salvatore��s. Didn��t he lose his parents in a car ident and remain alone to be raised by his grandparents?

    Salvatore raised Monica, who resembles him, into a thorough businesswoman. so that.

    ��Let��s go up there sometime.��

    I couldn��t help but be curious. What kind of charm could an unknown Asian actor exude that made Monica so anxious?

    * * *

    ��I feel like I��m a doll.��

    The designers all had expressions of excitement on their faces, wondering if this is what young children who y with dolls look like.

    I didn��t know how many sample clothes I had already changed into. As evidence of this, at first, the hands of those women who took my clothes off and put them back on felt burdensome, but now it��s no problem.

    ��I need to hold on to this more, Melissa. Get me a needle and thread right now. ��You don��t just have to hold the line, you have to pick it up.��

    ��Eliana wait. I��ll finish my side first and then grab the corbone side. ��If you do that now, it��s just going to get weird.��

    ��No, what I said is right. ��Ites out more naturally and elegantly this way.��

    Now, they bicker with each other and even argue about how to dress well. In the end, designers rush in to sew sample clothes and make them look stylish with needles.

    Others bring essories to wear on their fingers and around their necks and keep adding them.

    How much time has passed? It was when I left the locker room after there was amotion.

    uh?

    The atmosphere outside the locker room is unusual. Not only Jordana, who was always narrowing her eyebrows nervously, but even Monica took a step back.

    And the person at the forefront was none other than an Italian grandfather with white eyebrows.

    The pose dressed in a ck suit suits him very well. If only he had a cigar in his wrinkled lips, it could easily be considered a scene from The Godfather.

    The white-browed old man just stared at me as I walked out of the locker room without saying a word.

    It felt like the old man��s sage gaze was passing by from my toes to my head, as if indulging me.

    The designers who were excited just a moment ago are also surprised by the old man��s appearance and hastily calming down their excitement. It was then.

    Suddenly.

    The old man takes a step closer and touches my body. It was dangerous because the needles were stuck here and there, but the old man avoided them as if he knew their locations, and his wrinkled hands passed over every corner of his body. Then, our eyes collide with blue eyes.

    The old man��s white eyebrows arch curiously and he speaks in Italian.

    ��Bello (beautiful).��

 Chapter 158

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 158

    Giovanni Sponza is a world-famous photographer. It��s not like he had a camera in his hand from the beginning.

    Born in a small port city located in southern Italy, he followed the path of fishing like his brothers from the time he was born.

    It must have been around the age of 20 when the desire to hold a camera arose in the same hand that held the.

    ��I never thought I woulde back here again.��

    It was located at the heel of the boot-shaped map of Italy. From there, you have to drive a while further down a remote road to reach Giovanni Sponza��s hometown.

    Hometown remains the same as ever. It is a ce so calm and serene that the sound of waves crashing against the breakwater and the cries of seagulls remind me of the song Adagio byposer Tommaso Albinoni.

    ��Why did you choose this ce as the filming location?��

    Is it a trick of fate?

    A person who left his hometown returned after decades. The reason I took a step toward the sea, which I thought I would never return to, was because of Desiderio��s president, Salvatore Rossellini.

    He wanted to film an Asian actor. At first, I thought I might have heard wrong.

    Although racial discrimination is said to have decreased globally, racism is still rampant in Italy.

    Moreover, I did not understand why a high-end luxury brand like Desiderio hired an Asian actor as its exclusive model.

    He was suspicious that a natural disaster had urred in Mn while he was on sabbatical at a resort in Europe.

    ��Who is it?��

    I couldn��t help but be curious. He was the one who deceived Chairman Salvatore Rossellini, who had a strict eye and was cold-blooded without blood or tears when doing business.

    A rustling sound from behind wakes me up. They were staff carrying equipment needed for photography.

    It was a photographer division, also known as the Sponza Division, and the number of staff members who followed it was more than dozens.

    A young fisherman who left alone has now returned to his hometown as a photographer leading the division.

    But no one weed his golden return.

    This is because their parents had already passed away, and the remaining siblings headed to the ind parts of Italy to find their own lives.

    ��You can move your luggage, I��ll take a quick look around the coast.��

    Heavy footsteps are left on the white sand beach. The footsteps soon disappear in the iing waves. Seagulls are circling the sky to see if they might find something to eat from the sudden stranger.

    When I saw that, I felt even more like I had be a stranger.

    Like the deep lingering sound of Tommaso Albinoni��s Adagio, an unknown sadness echoes in my heart.

    At that moment, Giovanni Sponza��s steps stopped.

    gulp.

    Giovanni Sponza��s neck trembled loudly. What he saw in his field of vision was none other than a man.

    A flock of seagulls are chirping as if singing around a man wearing jeans and a pure white shirt.

    Giovanni Sponza felt an unknown emotion from his gaze as he sat on the white sand beach and gazed endlessly at the beach.

    My heart was pounding violently. He hurriedly searched his bag. I had to capture that on camera right now.

    But when I took out the camera and looked again, the man had disappeared like a mirage.

    * * *

    ��Ennd, you��re going to catch a cold!��

    October in Italy has daily temperature differences. It was okay to wear short sleeves in the afternoon, but it was chilly in the morning and evening.

    Moreover, isn��t it a beach? Lee Bong-chun��s hand as he takes care of the coat seems very urgent.

    ��It��s okay, bro.��

    ��What is okay about being okay? You were surprised that it suddenly disappeared. Before leaving, the CEO asked me to do so. In Italy, wherever I go, I have to stick around like a gumball. And something I heard was that there are a lot of gangsters even in this small port city. Sailors are usually wary of foreigners.��

    ��Everyone went fishing at dawn, so I couldn��t see a single person, let alone a sailor. ��I just came to y with seagulls on the white sand beach for a while.��

    Lee Bong-chun looks like he wants to have a sweet night. It��s like looking at a younger brother who doesn��t listen.

    I am always grateful to him. His job as a manager is his job, but he is a warm person who truly cares for me like his own brother.

    ��Mr. Zhang, Mr. Lee!��

    At that time, Alfredo��s voice is heard from beyond the door.

    ��Giovanni Sponza?��

    ��He is a famous photographer not only in Italy but also around the world. In fact, several years have passed since he took a sabbatical break, but the number ofpanies and celebrities still looking for him is countless. That��s why he came all the way here to film Mr. Jang. ��This would not have been possible without President Rossellini��s request.��

    ��Are you saying that President Rossellini is such a great person that you should ask him a favor?��

    ��Because he��s a big guy. And once they be that famous, many photographers no longer shootmercially and instead seek their own artistic inspiration. Some even say that he is the sessor to Yusuf Karsh, the legendary master who took portraits of Nelson Mand and Churchill Castro.��

    The scale isrge. In my past life, I couldn��t even see a photo shoot, let alone a photoshoot for such a luxury brand.

    Advertising is directly rted tomerciality. No matter how famous his supporting role was, there was no advertiser willing to post his pockmarked face in a pictorial.

    ��You are probably enjoying pre-meal tea time in the restaurant with Vice President Rossellini. The filming was scheduled for two dayster, but you arrived sooner than expected. The Vice President said that it would be better for Mr. Jang and Mr. Sponza to get to know each other before filming. ��I��m just saying this just in case you don��t know.��

    Alfredo looked around and quietly borated.

    ��Mr. Sponza is famous for having a very entric personality. As you know, many photographers are very self-indulgent. In particr, when you reach a position like Sponzza, the subject of the photo is not the model, but the artist himself. There is a famous anecdote where Sponza ruined a famous Hollywood actor��s filming because he waste.��

    ��Was the actor still?��

    ��Of course I didn��t sit still. Because he was also a well-known actor in Hollywood. However, as you know, in a power struggle, it is advantageous for the person with more power. Mr. Sponza��s influence extends not only to Italy but also to Hollywood. Therefore, after the incident, the actor was not given a suitable lead role and was lowered to the third level. ��I know Mr. Jang is not the type to be rude, but I��m asking you just in case.��

    It seemed like he was bigger than I thought. I felt like I knew why Alfredo was so enthusiastic.

    As I entered the restaurant, I saw Monica. Because the entire resort was rented, the restaurant was quiet. Monica lightly raises her hand to wee us. And the middle-aged man sitting across from her turns his head.

    There is silence like a movie. The middle-aged man��s fingertips can be seen trembling slightly as if he were doing DI. Soon, the teacup that my fingers were holding plummets toward the floor.

    The middle-aged man looked at me with disbelief and said.

    ��Fantasia di Mare (Fantasy of the Sea).��

    * * *

    Luca was the youngest photographer who had just joined the Sponza division. I like to say I��m a photographer, but my job is no different from that of a handyman.

    The equipment used for filming is quite heavy. In the case of high tes used for precise photography, each te weighs more than tens of kilometers, so having to carry them on your back and move them can bepared to hardbor.

    Touching the filters directly used in filming was something only seniors could do. He left his hometown with the sole intention of bing a photographer, but what he got was not a camera, but biceps and calves that were getting thicker by the day.

    Why do you keep doing menialbor? Wouldn��t it be better to hit it right now? Actually, I don��t have anything to say.

    Because everything is ultimately his choice.

    There are many people who can rece him right now. Anyone who dreams of bing a photographer wants to join the Sponza division.

    Giovanni Sponza, who led the division, was already a famous master not only in Italy but also around the world. Being taught by him is itself a business card and resume for a photographer.

    ��Luca, doesn��t Capo seem to be in a good mood today?��

    Capo was a ng term for Giovanni Sponza. Of course, since he was the photographer who actually led the division, the term capo (boss) suited him very well, and Sponza did not dislike the nickname.

    However, in urban areas of Italy where the mafia is rampant, even such ng cannot be used carelessly. Luca shook his head in response to his colleague��s question.

    ��If it were normal, you would have always been on edge right before filming. You seem particrly rxed today. ��The filming was also ahead of schedule.��

    ��I know yeah! If it were like usual, you would start right on schedule. Moreover, even though the schedule was advanced, thest time is the same. What that means is that you will volunteer for one day. Moreover, ording to the sottocapo who just met Capo, he was burning a cigar in his room!��

    ��what? Really? ��Don��t you think Sofkato saw it wrong?��

    ��I said it was true and it definitely smelled like a strong cigar!��

    A co-worker wipes the bridge of his nose and pretends to smell a cigar. If someone who didn��t know them heard it, they would have thought it was a mafia story. But that��s not the point.

    There were only two asions when Giovanni Sponza smoked a cigar. It was only when I experienced something unpleasant or when I was in a really good mood.

    ��There won��t be a big fuss like there used to be, right?��

    At his colleague��s words, Luca shook his head as if he didn��t want to even think about it.

    It was an anecdote with a Hollywood actor named Britten. Britton, who had a bad rtionship with Sponza, dyed filming by beingte on purpose, and eventually Sponza canceled filming that day as if he had been waiting for it.

    ording to seniors who were at the scene of the incident at the time, there was no war as Britton, so angry, recklessly destroyed the filming equipment.

    At the time, Sponza is said to have been silently smoking a cigar and looking at the scene.

    ording to what the seniors said, the sight was so scary that they all agreed that it would have been better to at least show resistance like usual. Of course, Britton disappeared from Hollywood after that incident. It must have been Sponza��s influence.

    ��You��ll find out when you go to the filming site today.��

    Luca said, looking at the coast stretching out the window.

    ��The meaning of the cigar that Sponza burned.��

    * * *

    The yacht cuts through the calm waves. The waves on the southern coast of Italy are not as rough as the South Port.

    Rather, even the waves seem to be rxing, as if sunbathing in the warm sunlight. Below the emerald-colored surface of the water, colorful fish are swimming with their fins dangling.

    Monica, who was on board the ship, pointed in one direction with a long finger and spoke in English.

    ��That��s where the filming location is today.��

    ��It��s an oddly shaped cave, isn��t it?��

    It was a deep cave beneath an oddly shaped cliff. The waves seeping through the cave, blocking the breaking sunlight, were bluer than emerald green.

    It was as if someone had scattered bright blue paint.

    ��In Italy and Europe, such cliff caves are called Blue Grotto. ��In a long-standing myth, it is said that a blue mermaid lives there.��

    ��It��s a blue mermaid, so the water level must be high enough for a mermaid to live in?��

    ��It��s usually like that. You can��t go in during high tide, but it��s okay now. Even though it looks like that, the water level inside the cave drops during low tide. Mr. Sponza��s film crew will already be on the yacht an hour ahead and busy preparing for filming. ��Did you happen to have a close rtionship with Mr. Sponza?��

    I shook my head briefly. The reason Monica asks this question may be because of Sponza��s appearance at the restaurant. As soon as he made eye contact with me, he dropped his teacup and said something.

    Since he was a person I had never met in the first ce, there was no way to know why he did that. Monica also had a hard time with Sponza, so it seemed like she couldn��t ask about it separately.

    Monica said, tucking a strand of hair under her ear as if to change the subject.

    ��Mr. Jang, how did you like the photo shoot?��

    The filming n had already been exined to me by Alfredo. Alfredo was the interpreter because Korean was better than English.

    However, even after seeing the filming n, I wasn��t really sure. Of course, if it had been a movie or drama shoot, I would have been able to give advice on the movement direction and directingposition, but isn��t this my first time shooting a model?

    Since it was something I had never experienced even in my past life, I had no choice but to rely on the skills of experts.

    ��You didn��t like it?��

    ��No, but since I don��t have this kind of experience�� I was worried that if I voiced my thoughts, the direction might turn out to be strange.��

    ��Mr. Jang, you think too much about others. In Asia, they call this humility and courtesy, right? In fact, all of those who have been Desiderio��s exclusive models so far have been very opinionated. In a way, it was natural. Since they are all top figures in their respective fields. In that sense, Mr. Jang needs an upgrade. ��Sometimes it��s okay to be a bad guy.��

    Monica smiled brightly. I couldn��t tell whether I should take this as apliment or a remark about my indecisiveness.

    Just then, the yacht stopped in front of a cliff cave called Blue Grotto. The captain who was at the helm said something in Italian. Alfredo, who was next to me, interpreted it right away.

    ��They say we have to walk in from now on. The water level inside the cave has dropped, making it impossible to enter by yacht. ��From here, the water level only reaches knee-high, so it��s okay.��

    We only reached the entrance of the cave, but the water level had dropped considerably. Locally hired porters were already going downstairs from the yacht, carrying a bundle of luggage.

    When I got off the yachtter, the water level was only up to my knees. I couldn��t help but be amazed because if I went a few steps further, I could see the ocean of unknown depth. It was then.

    ��Mr. Jang, can you hold my hand?��

    Monica, who wasing down from the yacht, holds out her long white hand. If youe down like this, you are bound to lose your bnce and fall. Wasn��t he born and raised in the sea from a young age and grew up among sailors?

    Following my experience, I lifted Monica up from underneath the yacht while holding her waist.

    ��Kya!��

    Monica screams in surprise when she is suddenly lifted. The designers and Alfredo on the yacht open their eyes wide. As I slowly lowered her to the surface while holding her waist, Monica made a bewildered expression. I guess it was her first time experiencing something like this.

    ��I��m sorry. I thought it would be safer to get off like this.��

    At that moment, when I was embarrassed, Monica looked at me with a strange look and spoke.

    ��Mr. Jang is also an unknown man.��

 Chapter 159

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 159

    The fear of the unknown maximizes people��s imagination.

    The blue waves of the sea shimmer ckly as if submerged in the deep mouth of a cave.

    From the ceiling of the dark cave, you feel as if someone is secretly watching you.

    At that time, a colleague who was leaning against the cave wall screamed. Without saying a word, Luca cleans away a bug that passes by the back of his colleague��s hand.

    ��I can��t believe the Mario man is afraid of bugs.��

    ��When did I say I was scared!��

    ��Was the scream I heard a lie?��

    Mario quirks his nose as if embarrassed. Then I said to myself, ��How far are you going to go into this?�� He chants.

    Most people probably feel the same way. When working as a photographer, it is not umon to take photos not only in the city center but also in remote areas.

    However, this was the first time filming in a deep cave like this. When I heard it, seniors who had been working with Mr. Sponza for a long time also said that it was their first time.

    -I��m looking forward to it.

    These were Sofkato��s words to himself.

    -Capo originally hated filming at the beach, so it was strange from the first time I heard that this was chosen as the filming location. But the Blue Grotto. You said you couldn��t believe your ears at first? So I��m actually excited about what kind of world he will show this time.

    The photographers who joined the Sponza division were all fascinated by Giovanni Sponza��s work.

    A man who elevated the optical technology of photography into art. The work he creates has be a world and contains numerous stories.

    For Italian photographers, he was a glimmer of hope and the captain of a cruise ship in search of dreams.

    Luca also dreamed of bing a photographer after visiting Giovanni Sponza��s exhibition when he was young.

    ��How far are you nning to go?��

    Luca��s eyes turn to the head of the procession. At the very front, Giovanni Sponza is walking.

    The sound of footsteps on hiking boots explores the unknown, and the lights of heanterns guide like guides.

    Sponza��s steps were unstoppable as he walked into the endless darkness. As if he had missed this ce for a long time.

    ��I have to go in here?��

    How far into the cave did I see the entrance to another cave? The entrance was so narrow that an adult male had to bend down to enter. It was noticeable that my colleagues were hesitant.

    That��s because it may be a ce with a closed end that seems perfect for ustrophobia. However, Sponza enters with his back bowed without any hesitation.

    ��Whoa.��

    Were the miners who dug into the coal mine like this? The heavy breathing of my colleagues echoes.

    I can��t tell if it��s going down or up. One of the fortunate things about misfortune is that the wind blowing from the opposite direction allows you to breathe. It was then.

    ��It��s the exit!��

    The heamp��s view is obscured by a bright light like someone shouting. Everyone rushed out from the end of the narrow passage. Then everyone eximed in silence.

    Mario, who hated bugs, could not keep his mouth shut at the unfolding scene.

    Luca felt the weight of the go te that had been weighing down his shoulders be as light as a feather.

    Blue Grotto, where it is said that a blue mermaid lived. There were only one word that could describe this scene unfolding at the end of the maze.

    * * *

    The mark was shining fluorescently. It must have been left behind by Sponza��s filming team that arrived earlier.

    There are traces of hiking boots left on the floor that has not reached the surface of the water. As soon as I turn on thentern ande into view, screams erupt from everywhere.

    The designers were astounded by the sight of bugs crawling around the cave.

    Crack.

    It felt like someone was grabbing the hem of my clothes. It was Monica. Just like other designers, her face was turning blue with disgust at the sight of insects crawling around.

    Locally hired porters are already moving forward. For them, bugs are no obstacle.

    In the end, I felt like I wouldn��t be able to make any progress if I continued like this, so I looked back and shouted one word.

    ��Don��t worry about the bugs, just focus on the front and the floor. ��There are many slippery and uneven parts, so you may fall, so always be careful when moving.��

    Although it was spoken in English, most people seemed to understand because it was a simple sentence.

    Alfredo also looked very scared. When did people who lived in the city ever experience something like this?

    I couldn��t help but look at the trustworthy Lee Bong-chun and borate.

    ��I��m sorry Bongchun, but could you please go to the rear and watch for anyone falling behind?��

    ��okay!��

    Only then did the ranks be established. Is this how teachers feel when sending kindergarten students to and from school? I nced back to see if anyone had fallen. Every time, Monica��s white skin bes paler.

    Are you following closely behind me in case I get further away? Right now, I feel like an ordinary girl, not a career woman in the city.

    How far did you walk?

    The porters suddenly put down the luggage and said something in Italian. In the end, Monica, who was in charge of the procession, came forward, but it seemed difficult to persuade them.

    ��What��s going on?��

    ��The locals are saying they can��t go in anymore. ��They��re asking for more money.��

    ��Wasn��t it originally a round-trip contract?��

    ��They areining that they did not have the conditions to go this deep. If you want to spend even a little more here, they tell you to pay up now. Otherwise, I��ll just wait here until filming ends and Ie out. In small viges where tourists do not visit often, they try to drain their pockets when customerse. For some reason, I thought he wasing quietly�� �� .��

    Alfredo interpreted. The porters had already ced their luggage on the floor of the cave and were linking their arms, which seemed to be a substitute for saying, ��Why don��t we pay more and let��s see the baggage?��

    It was then. I walked ahead and carried a bag that the porter had put down on my back.

    ��Let��s take one at a time, right?��

    The good news among the misfortunes was that most of the luggage was clothing. The bag was covered with a tarp, so it was quite bulky, but it was light in weight.

    After all, I marched carrying military uniforms in the military, so why can��t I carry something like this?

    A look of confusion appears on the porters�� faces. When Lee Bong-chun, who resembles a bear, carries two bags, the porter bes desperate. But I shook my head at Monica.

    ��If you tolerate it once, you will look down on it two or three times. Just ignore it and go. Tell them to wait here. ��If youe back and he��s not there, tell him you won��t pay the remaining bnce.��

    There is no need to be swayed by numbers. The majority of Sponza��s filming team that went before were big men. I can feel the porters�� vain gaze.

    Monica nods briefly as if grateful. Soon, another cave within the cave appears. There, too, the sign was emitting light.

    ��Whoa.��

    Just how far has this guy gone? Filled with doubts, I bent down toward the maze in the cave. If there wasn��t a sign, you wouldn��t havee here.

    It was when tension appeared on the designers�� faces and Monica��s breath was felt.

    A cool breeze passes through my body. Soon, a light so bright that there was no need for a heamp seeped in like a flood.

    ��and.��

    Everyone in the group who left the narrow passage let out an exmation. It felt like the tension I had felt until the end was melting away like a lie. It was a caveke.

    The protruding stctites were shining like blue coral reefs, and the sunlight shining through the hole in the ceiling made the water surface like a jewel.

    It looked like pure white snow had fallen around theke. Was this how Columbus felt when he discovered the New World?

    ��Paradise (Paradise).��

    Monica said as if she were possessed. The words were the same as those spoken by Sponza��s film crew that had arrived earlier.

    * * *

    ��Neve (eye)?��

    Alfredo couldn��t believe his eyes at the pure white snow that spread around theke. Of course, it snows in Italy too. Snowstorms ur in cities connected to the Alps, which are full of permanent snow, and you can often see snow even in Rome.

    But isn��t this the South? Moreover, the season on the coast was only October.

    ��It is the remains of a pipistrelo (bat).��

    Alfredo hurriedly looks up at the sudden sound of a voice. Giovanni Sponza was standing there. By the way, what about bat bones?

    ��These are the bones left behind by bats living on the cave ceiling when they died. At first, you could tell it was a bone because it was thin and long like a needle, but over time, it turned into powder. In the past, this ce was called the graveyard of bats.��

    Alfredo was feeling a bit ufortable. I guess they say it��s called the graveyard of bats. At that time, Sponza borated.

    ��People are only deceived by what they see on the outside. It��s the same here too. On the outside, it looks like paradise, but the moment they find out that the pure white snow country is the remains of bats, everyone is as scared as you. But I like it here. Just like the bats did. Bats die wherever they are mostfortable. ��I have long called this ce not a tomb but a paradise for bats.��

    Sponza��s wrinkled eyes were closed as if reminiscing about the past. It looks like the filming team is already busy preparing for filming at the caveke. However, it is noticeable that lighting was kept to a minimum as instructed by Sponza. The goal is to make the most of natural light.

    Alfredo wanted to ask more, but he couldn��t break Sponza��s thoughts.

    In fact, he never thought that Sponza would talk to him like this. Considering Sponza��s personality, which is well-known in the industry, there is truly no other artist who is entric.

    ��Was the rumor wrong?��

    I couldn��t find him as entric as I had heard rumors. Moreover, Sponza, who is famous as a photographer who gets into a war of nerves with models, was somehow kind to Mr. Jang.

    Instead of being nervous, he looked at Mr. Jang like he was fascinated from the first time they met.

    It was then.

    Mr. Jang walked out of the simple locker room set up in a corner of the caveke.

    ��Oh Mamma Mia��!��

    * * *

    Perhaps it was because of the paradise-like view of the caveke that I could feel the designers bing kinder.

    Of course, I��m not saying it was unfriendly. It��s as if they treated it like a business at first, but now it feels like they��re being sincere. I feel like I��m grinding my soul with every single stitch I take to get dressed up.

    ��Is this what it means to be a professional?��

    Monica smiled brightly, as if reading my thoughts.

    ��I am all grateful to Mr. Jang. No one knew how to resolve what happened just now like that. Actually, I couldn��t say anything because I was in a hurry, but I was really grateful. I didn��t expect Mr. Jang to step forward in an awkward situation. ��I also have to say thank you to Mr. Lee.��

    For some reason, I felt that the way designers looked at me and Bongchun was unusual.

    ��Mr. Jang.��

    At that time, one of the designers took advantage of Monica��s brief absence to ask a question in English.

    ��Does Mr. Lee have a girlfriend?��

    ��No, I know there isn��t one.��

    ��I guess Eliana really didn��t like me.��

    ��Ugh, ask me straight one more time.��

    ��What��s going on?��

    The truth of the incident was as follows. Among the designers, Eliana, who boasts gorgeous blonde hair, said she explicitly asked Lee Bong-chun, ��Do you have a girlfriend?�� Of course, Lee Bong-chun, who can��t speak Italian or English, understood the question as if he was okay and said ��No problem!�� I shouted.

    ��But you probably know the word girlfriend, right?��

    Sometimes, I thought of Lee Bong-chun studying with an English dictionary. I��ll have to find out more about what happened after filming is over.

    The hand that refines the dress bes very sophisticated. The way it holds the shoulders and corbone, as well as the waist line and calves, is so detailed that it is several times different from what I felt at Desiderio��s office building.

    After changing costumes, hair and makeup are added immediately. As shown in the photo shoot n, the makeup emphasized transparency rather than excessive makeup.

    The originally dark eyebrows are made more dense and shading is added to the prominent bones of the face to emphasize masculinity. The hairstyle appears to be wet, like a man who has juste out of the shower.

    ��Monica, how about doing it this way?��

    I secretly expressed my intention to Monica, who was looking at what to choose among the numerous pairs of shoes.

    Monica, who had been listening to my story for a long time, asked curiously.

    ��Is it okay if I��m barefoot? When I looked, the floor wasn��t snow.��

    ��Oh, that��s a bat bone.��

    ��Yes?!��

    Monica raises her eyes in surprise. I guess I didn��t know that the white powder scattered around the caveke was bat bones.

    Since I was born and raised by the sea since I was young, I often went to the caves between the strangely shaped cliffs.

    Because of this, I was able to know right away what it was without anyone telling me. Moreover, the bat bones were weak enough to be crushed by stepping on them in the first ce, and they were crushed over time, so there was no danger.

    Trudging.

    As I finally walk out of the locker room, the surroundings suddenly be quiet.

    Trudging.

    Desiderio��s designers put a lot of effort into creating it.

    Trudging.

    It is a pure white suit. It feels as if a ray of light shining from the ceiling of the caveke permeates my entire body.

    The hair looks as if it has juste out of the sea.

    Footprints are left on the pure white snow country. Although I was walking barefoot, it didn��t hurt. Rather, it just feltfortable, like my mother��s arms.

    Blue Grotto, where blue mermaids are said to live. It feels like someone is looking at me from beneath the surface of a caveke.

    When I raise my head at an angle and smile softly, a stctite resembling a blue coral reef shines. It seems as if it has been waiting for me.

 Chapter 160

    I will live as an actor Episode 160

    : Angelo del paradiso (Angel of Paradise).

    It felt like something from a legend.

    Cool wind. The swaying hem looks beautiful, like it resembles angel feathers.

    It seems as if he is alone in andscape painting. Perhaps it was because of the brilliance of the blueke, but it seemed as if an aura was shining from his back.

    The word mysterious cannot be expressed. My heart was pounding violently.

    ��This is really true.��

    Luca felt like he was dreaming. In the dreamy scene, I couldn��t tell whether the current situation was reality or a dream.

    A ray of light from the ceiling of the cave was shining only towards him. It was the voice of the capo (boss) that woke my frozen body.

    Everyone hurry!

    Giovanni Sponza��s shout echoed through the ceiling of the cave. The photographers who had been immersed in a fantasy began to move all at once. They were known to everyone. The fact that the angels of paradise give endless inspiration.

    Luca nced at Sponza as he breathlessly installed tens of kilos of high tes.

    ��You��re smiling��!��

    It was Sponza who always looked nervous with a nk expression or narrowed eyebrows. His cheeks are twitching and his nostrils are constantly breathing in and out.

    A stranger would not have been able to catch the change in facial expression, but anyone who has been with him for a long time would know that Sponza was extremely excited right now.

    ���� �� !��

    Mr. Sponza felt as if his heart was pounding at the sight of the angel before him. Not many people even in my hometown knew about this ce, called the Bat Grave.

    The child who had to be a fisherman ran away here every time, as if kicking off the shackles that bound him to the future. He believed that a blue mermaid would appear and guide him.

    Sponza had a hunch from the sight of an angel stepping on a snowy field. You are my dream, the blue mermaid I longed for so much as a child. He is a creature and a savior who allows me to fulfill my mission as a photographer, not a fisherman.

    There was no need to even recheck the shooting n.

    Sponza captured his appearance as if he were possessed. I couldn��t lose focus even for a moment. Not even the cool breeze flowing through the caveke could wipe away his sweat.

    ��More more��!��

    The assisting photographers move smoothly ording to Sponza��s movements.

    The angel of paradise, dressed in a pure white suit, is unmoved by such turbulence. He walks naturally as if he has known this ce for a long time.

    His wet hair is projected onto the blueke, and the stctites positioned like a pipe organ seem to be singing a hymn of joy to him.

    No one could open their mouths due to the majesty.

    * * *

    ��It truly was like a dream.��

    Monica nods briefly as Alfredo mutters to himself. In their field of vision, the Blue Grotto appears in the distance.

    As a designer, I have experienced numerous photo shoots, but this was my first experience like today.

    ��I said it was definitely my first time as a model.��

    Mr. Sponza��s stature in the industry was extraordinary. However, when working with him, not only the models but even the designers had to swallow their nerves.

    Isn��t it often said that artistry and personality are inversely proportional? It is amon theory in the industry that the more genius a person is, the more entric they be.

    In particr, Sponza��s entric temperament was enough to raise eyebrows just by rumors.

    ��I heard that if the model is in the wrong position or doesn��t follow the design, the shoot will be canceled.��

    The filming that took ce today was different from what had been rumored. Sponza did not give any instructions to Mr. Jang. The filming did not proceed as nned.

    I was just busy capturing Mr. Jang��s natural appearance as he moved.

    However, even in the naturalness, the mystery could not be hidden. Throughout the filming, not only the designers but also the assistant photographers could not keep their mouths shut and could not take their eyes off Mr. Jang.

    Because of this, the filming time was dyed considerably. Didn��t the boat flow longer than originally nned? It was then.

    ��Vice President, I apologize for making a fuss about hiring locals. ��You had a lot of trouble when you came out after filming, right?��

    Monica was awakened from her thoughts by Alfredo��s voice.

    ��At first, they were making such a fuss that they had topensate for the dy in filming. But I guess I didn��t know that so many men woulde out from inside the cave. ��When Mr. Sponza��s film crew showed up, I kept quiet.��

    ��I��m sorry. I should have researched better and hired you.��

    ��No, it��s not umon for things like this to happen when you go filming in rural areas. Actually, I still didn��t know that Mr. Jang woulde out like that. As you know, Alfredo, models don��t usuallye forward, right?��

    -Let��s take them one at a time, right?

    It was a simple word, but it had a huge impact. Alfredo nodded.

    In fact, the standards of the models who are exclusive to brands at Desiderio��s level are higher than anyone else��s. Even if there was disharmony on set, there were almost no cases where the model stepped forward.

    Rather, you might feel irritated. However, Mr. Jang took it upon himself to resolve the issue with the locals.

    From that look, Alfredo could be sure. Jordana��s thoughts werepletely wrong.

    ��He is such a mysterious man.��

    Monica��s eyes turn to the ship. There is a man sitting on the bow. The man who became an angel of paradise in the Blue Grotto.

    Looking at his back, Monica had a hunch.

    The fact that his insight was not wrong. And that he would be more famous than he expected.

    The waves ripening with the red sunset flutter as if in sympathy with her thoughts.

    * * *

    Breakfast in Italy is simple. I usually drink coffee with a soft-boiled fried egg, a croissant, thinly sliced ham, some cheese, and milk.

    It had already been 15 days since I stayed in a small coastal city in southern Italy.

    The filming period, originally scheduled tost a week, was doubled. This was at Mr. Sponza��s request.

    -Mr. Jang If you don��t mind, I would like to buy you one more week, even if it means spending my own money. I know it��s rude to calcte your time with money, but I feel like the days I spend with you will be a new focal point in my life.

    I don��t know if it��s because he��s Italian or because he��s an artist, but he sweetly talked about extending the filming period, as if sending a love letter.

    At that time, Lee Bong-chun ate three fried eggs and licked his appetite with regret.

    ��What did your brother Eliana say?��

    It was an incident that happened a while ago. The legendary ��No Problem.�� Event.

    ��I don��t know about that. ��It seemed like he was asking me if I was free on the weekend, but I pretended not to understand because I��m not good at that kind of thing.��

    After all, she��s hot because she��s an Italian girl. However, as Lee Bong-chun said, he seemed to have no talent for dating.

    Aren��t you already drinking kimchi soup? If you start dating, it starts with whether it will be difficult because it is a long-distance rtionship, and then what happens as a manager when you get married?

    ��If anyone sees you, they��ll think you��re already dating. By the way, I think my parents will like it. Thest time I went down to Jagalchi, my brother��s mother said the same thing. I don��t know if I��ll die of old age without being able to get married. ��Do you think you will have a blonde daughter-inw like this?��

    Lee Bong-chun��s bear-like face quickly turns red. At that time, Monica came to the restaurant table with a smile.

    ��Mr. Jang Mr. Lee. ��What are you talking about so interestingly?��

    Monica moistened her mouth with coffee and borated.

    ��Indeed, Mr. Sponza headed to Rome early this morning.��

    ��Rome?��

    ��Originally, he wanted to say hello to Mr. Jang and leave, but he said he wouldn��t be able to resist the temptation so he left without saying hello. ��If I see Mr. Jang��s face even one more time, I don��t think I will be able to escape the desire to extend the filming schedule.��

    her.

    Even going to this nobleman is a work of art. But I��m not upset. Rather, it felt like a disappointment. Contrary to the rumors that he had an entric personality, he was very kind to me.

    ��And I guess I had no choice because there was an exhibition scheduled for Rome. ��Originally, we should have prepared in advance, but because we had to extend the filming period, we ended up being pressed for time.��

    ��You��re holding an exhibition? ��You didn��t say anything like that.��

    ��I��m not the type of person to brag about things like that. He said that if you are interested in seeing the exhibition, you cane at any time. In fact, some B-cuts of the drafts shot here will be released at the exhibition.��

    B-cut refers to unsuitable photos that cannot be used for shooting the model. But to reveal it at an exhibition? Monica said with a grin, as if reading my thoughts.

    ��That��s how much I liked it. Considering Mr. Sponza��s obsession with perfectionism, it makes no sense to present a B-cut at an exhibition. If those photos are released, even if they are B-cuts, the impact will probably be huge. ��I am sure.��

    * * *

    Songwon Entertainment.

    �C Representative, I think you shoulde out quickly!

    CEO Kim Seong-hwan hurried to work after receiving an urgent call from Director Song. His old car started to burp and then started to move slowly. The busy roads of Seoul seemed to be especially congested today.

    ��You��ll be fine in Ennd, right?��

    It��s already been a month since Ennd left for Italy. Even though I asionally contacted him by international phone number, I was still worried.

    In fact, even after letting me leave the country, I regretted it several times. I wonder if we sent too few people.

    Since Desiderio said they would be responsible for all expenses, food, clothing and shelter, they could not send many people. Moreover, since there were only a few people within Songwon Entertainment who could speak English freely, there was not enough manpower to send them on overseas business trips.

    However, as the days passed, I became more worried that only the manager was sent with me.

    ��I wonder if I��m being ignored.��

    There has never been a case where a Korean entertainment agency, let alone Songwon Entertainment, has signed an exclusive model contract with an overseas high-end luxury brand. Therefore, it was true that from the time of signing the contract, my shoulders were hunched over whether I knew it or not.

    It was clearly a superior position, but was it because of the influence of thepany that was so different that it could be said to be the difference between an ant and a dinosaur? For some reason, I even felt like I was in a rtionship.

    ��Britain would be doing well.��

    CEO Kim Seong-hwan thought that to himself and gathered himself together. I wanted to head to Italy right away, but there were still things to do.

    Perhaps that feeling was conveyed over the phone to Ennd. Don��t worry, you��re doing well.

    ��I am an ugly person.��

    As the representative of the agency, I am in a position to provide proper support, but instead, I am receiving physical and mentalfort from the agency��s actors.

    At that moment, CEO Kim Seong-hwan��s old car arrived at the office building.

    ��What��s happening��?��

    As soon as he entered Songwon Entertainment, CEO Seonghwan Kim rubbed his eyes with his sleeve at the scene that urred.

    It was clearly morning rush hour. However, employees are holding onto all the phones in thepany. Even for that, there weren��t enough hands. As soon as I put the receiver down, the bell suddenly rings again.

    At that time, Director Song approaches and speaks.

    ��CEO! ��There is no uproar in Italy, France or the UK right now!��

    ��Chief Song, what do you mean?��

    ��I heard that some B-cuts of photos taken by Yeongguk in Italy have been released, and because of that, I keep getting contacted by agencies as well as foreignpanies. The security guards said that the phone had been ringing non-stop throughout the entire building since dawn. ��What kind of photo is this that is causing such a flood of contact��!��

    At that moment, the receiver screams and rings again. Director Song hurriedly runs over and picks up the receiver.

    And Director Song, sweating at the urgent voiceing from the other end of the phone, borates in English, asking me to speak more slowly.

    ��why.��

    The image of Ennd was emerging in CEO Kim Seong-hwan��s mind.

    ��What��s going on in Italy?

 Chapter 161

    I will live as an actor Episode 161

    : Master.

    Italy has long been a country of bridge. It served as a road connecting Im and Western Europe, sparking amercial and artistic revival.

    Of course, Italy is not the only country with these geographical characteristics. Although there are many countries, including Lebanon, it is safe to say that its meaning has faded due to multiple civil wars.

    Italy, which has experienced a cultural revival since the Renaissance, has produced many artistic masters, and in modern times, when ites to the most famous artists in Italy, Giovanni Sponza��s name always appears.

    The Baroque architectural style building located in the center of Rome, the capital of Italy, is so grandiose that one might think it may have religious significance. There were many people standing in line in front of it.

    ��Wow, all these people came to see Sponza��s exhibition?��

    Lee Bong-chun stuck out his tongue. If you didn��t know the situation, it would look like you were standing in line to buy tickets to a famous pop singer��s concert.

    People��s ages also vary. From the old man with white hair to the little boy with bright eyes shining while holding his parents�� hand.

    I had already heard that Giovanni Sponza was famous, but I had no idea that he was an artist so loved by the public.

    Anyway, in my past life, I was only interested in art works and waspletely ignorant of photography.

    From the corridor leading into the exhibition hall, works of art that capture people��s attention are disyed to the left and right.

    It was a portrait photo, but none of them were famous people. These were photos taken all over the world, including Italy.

    From a picture of a young mother breastfeeding her newborn child to a picture of an old man yawning while ying chess to a picture of a slum child holding a model rifle with a look of defiance.

    The more I walked, the more I felt like I was walking into a world he had created.

    ��Giovanni Sponza is considered one of the most influential artists in Italy. His reputation went beyond themercial realm and grew further after he won the Pulitzer Prize for journalism. The work you are seeing now shows soldiers from both countries crying and pointing guns at each other during the Gulf War. Giovanni Sponza, who jumped into the battlefield to raise awareness of the horrors of war, was shot once in the thigh and once in the vicle.��

    On behalf of the curator, Alfredo personally exined the work in Korean.

    Giovanni Sponza focuses on the world you face without any addition or subtraction. The photos of assistant photographers apanying him are also included.

    From the sweat of the youngest photographers moving heavy filming equipment to the smiles of everyone at the end of the shoot.

    You can feel his wrinkled gaze capturing everyone��s lives in a simple photo.

    Murmur.

    It was a quiet exhibition hall. But the closer we get to the end, the louder the people are. As Italy has arge number of Catholics, some people even appear to be praying with their hands folded.

    What they are looking at is not the shepherd or the cross. It was a photo that shined alone even without a beam of light.

    Stctites decorated like pipe organs shine with the light of the blue coral reef.

    In the photo, he is sitting alone on a rock with his eyes closed, as if he is watching everyone.

    Someone said the man in the photo was a pure white angel, while another said he was a saint. What you see doesn��t matter. They only move based on their own beliefs.

    * * *

    ��Mr. Jang, today is yourst night in Italy, right?��

    It was a long journey. We arrived in October and were already in the beginning of December.

    We filmed with Sponza in a small city on the southern coast of Italy, and once we arrived in Rome, we filmedmercials without stopping.

    Monica wanted to throw a big farewell party, but I declined. Because I wanted to spend the remaining time leisurely.

    ��I guess Mr. Jang isn��t that interested in socializing?��

    This was a restaurant we arrived at after walking for about ten minutes from the Travis Fountain. I was puzzled by Monica��s question as she moistened her mouth with wine. She borates as if she read my thoughts.

    ��There were many agency and corporate officials who wanted to meet Mr. Jang. This is proof that Mr. Sponza is already making a name for himself thanks to his exhibitions. You may not know it, but Mr. Jang��s agency in Korea must have also been inundated with calls. Usually, in cases like this, models want to raise their name level. ��I believe that the higher the status of the person I meet, the higher my name value will be.��

    ��I��m not really interested in that kind of thing. I didn��te to Italy to build connections. I just wanted to spend myst day as leisurely as possible. ��To be honest, I��ve been crazy for the past two months.��

    ��For something like that, you handled it very well. Jordana, who had a negative view of Mr. Jang, even apologized directly. What��s more, he even captured the heart of the prickly Chairman Rossellini. ��Under the current situation, if Mr. Jang puts his mind to it, it will not be difficult for him to advance into Hollywood.��

    Hollywood.

    This is a ce that any movie star would dream of. Many Asian actors have tried their hand at it, but only a handful have established themselves so far.

    The United States was at the forefront of abolishing racial discrimination, but ironically, Hollywood was also a ce where racial barriers were higher than anywhere else.

    Even though I was crazy about acting in my past life, I never crossed the threshold of Hollywood.

    ��There is a saying that each person��s prime is different. I want to go on my own. If I were to ride on the back of my current fame, I would definitely be able to get even a small role, but I only want to be recognized for my acting. ��I think that��s the life of an actor.��

    Monica gives me an interesting look.

    ��As expected, my insight was not wrong. Mr. Jang is a mysterious person. I have lived a life full of work until now. I always had to think only of Desiderio and live as Desiderio��s sessor. ��You are the first person to give me this kind of attention.��

    The ssical music ying in the restaurant can be heard all the way to the outdoor tables. The steps of a child who makes a wish at the Trevi Fountain and walks away are more powerful than ever.

    At that moment, Monica looks at me as if making a wish.

    ��Mr. Jang. I��ll ask you straight. ��How about meeting me?��

    * * *

    Salvatore Rossellini twitched his white eyebrows. His wrinkled gaze clearly showed his confusion as to whether he had heard wrong.

    ��You refused?��

    Monica, sitting across from him, nodded briefly with a faint smile.

    Not because she is his eldest granddaughter, but because she not only looks good to the public but also has a great personality. I never imagined that I would be rejected outright.

    ��I heard you have a fianc��?��

    ��No, I said I wasn��t meeting anyone. However, he said there was no reason to meet me right now. ��He said he didn��t know me very well and had no intention of dating long distance.��

    ��Hmm, Mr. Jang is really a man you don��t even know. ��Monica, I know that youck nothing because I have watched you from the side, and if you want to get to know someone, all you have to do is meet them and get to know them.��

    ��Grandpa, did you really want me to date Mr. Jang?��

    ��Isn��t that what you wanted too?��

    ��Actually, I was surprised when my grandfather first asked me about meeting Mr. Jang. ��I thought you wouldn��t want me to meet an Asian person.��

    Although he was the chairman of the globalpany Desiderio, he was also the owner of the Rossellini family. As with age, stereotypes were also something that could not go away.

    Italy has been a country where racism has been rampant since the past. but.

    ��Mr. Jang is different, my old hunch was telling me. This man needs to be caught somehow. But even if the old man tempted him with money, he didn��t seem like the kind of person who woulde running. Besides, Monica, I was talking to you because you seemed interested in Mr. Jang. But I didn��t know that Mr. Jang would refuse so harshly. ��He must be flying back to Korea by now.��

    ��I��m not going to give up just once.��

    An interesting look appears in Chairman Salvatore��s eyes at the unexpected remark. Indeed, she was the eldest granddaughter, full of apetitive spirit as challenging as herself.

    ��Mr. Jang prepared a gift for you on your way back to Korea.��

    ��gift?��

    ��The advertisement was released earlier than the scheduled date. ��You can probably find out from the airport.��

    Monica smiles with interest, just like her grandfather.

    ��What kind of impact do you have?��

    * * *

    It was quiet on the ne returning to Korea. Because it was first ss, I was satisfied with not only thefortable bed but also the service.

    asionally the stewards would nce at me or other passengers would nce at me, but it wasn��t enough to make me ufortable.

    In my mind, the conversation I had with Monicast night was shing back to me.

    -Sorry, I can��t ept that offer.

    To anyone, it would seem that he was refusing to conclude a business contract, but in reality, he was rejecting the woman��s confession. Monica asked hotly and honestly, as expected of an Italian woman. He asks if he doesn��t like himself or if he��s already dating a woman.

    To be honest, there was a woman that came to mind. Although the feeling as a younger sister was stronger than the feeling as a woman.

    When I expressed my apologies again and a firm refusal, Monica nodded as if there was nothing she could do.

    ��What happened with your brother Eliana?��

    Desiderio also provided a first ss seat for Lee Bong-chun, so the two sat next to each other across the aisle.

    Lee Bong-chun seemed to hesitate for a moment, then let out a deep sigh and spoke.

    ��It didn��t go well.��

    ��why? Eliana seemed very interested in you.��

    ��If you��re interested, you have to have a conversation. As I stuttered while looking at the English dictionary, I realized I couldn��t help but feel frustrated. ��In the end, it all ended in a haphazard way.��

    They say that people who are close to each other resemble each other, but it is clear that they are both bad at dating.

    ��What did you and Monica talk about when you met separately yesterday?��

    ��We just talked about work. ��They said it was unfortunate that it went so quickly.��

    Lee Bong-chun seemed to be expecting something more, but there was no further exnation. Anyway, everything must have flowed like a midsummer night��s dream.

    At that time, Monica��s words suddenly passed through my mind.

    -I prepared a gift for Mr. Jang. Let��s go to Korea and check it out.

    ��Now that I think about it, Monica said she had prepared some kind of gift. ��They say they can confirm it when they arrive in Korea.��

    ��gift? ��Hasn��t Ennd already received a lot from you, Desiderio?��

    As I became Desiderio��s exclusive model, I received many products that could be considered sponsorships and gifts.

    At first, I declined because there were too many expensive lines, but Desiderio took a stubborn attitude, saying that I would be a member of the family if I received this.

    When I asked Alfredo separately, he said that if you be an exclusive model, you can receive Desiderio��s high-level lines without dy.

    ��So, what kind of gift have you prepared?��

    Only after arriving in Korea was I able to confirm the gift Monica had mentioned. It was time to collect our luggage and walk with Lee Bong-chun.

    After arriving in Korea, not many people recognized me because I wore a hat and sunsses.

    However, Lee Bong-chun, who walked out of the gate first, looked surprised. As I walked away, I was able to understand the cause of that expression.

    how.

    p rock!

    Spotlights are pouring down like rain. It wasn��t easy to walk. There were so many reporters lined up that it could almost be called an awards ceremony red carpet. I didn��t even win a gold medal at the Olympics, so is there a reason why so many people are waiting?

    It was a time when I suspected that they were reporters waiting for someone else. With the dazzling spotlight, the reporters recognized Ennd and shouted his name.

 Chapter 162

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 162

    [Korean actor spotlighted by CNN ��Who is the angel of Desiderio?��]

    [Mr. Jang, highly praised by famous photographer Giovanni Sponza, is the model of the century!]

    [Jang ranked first in the Italian box office ! Britain��s ��Confessions of a Priest.��]

    [The Korean Wave, which started in Japan, begins to sweep over Italy!]

    Will the presidential election be like this? The movements of reporters at media outlets are hectic. Numerous articles poured out every day without stopping, and the feast of outlines for headlines began.

    What is even more surprising is that this wave did not originate domestically. The wave that started from Italy, a thousand miles away, became a huge wave and caused a stir in the media.

    ��How did the Songwon Entertainment press conference go?��

    ��They say it��s not scheduled yet!��

    ��Even if it��s not nned, we have to make it. It��s so hot overseas right now. I��m telling you to turn the tide somehow! I have to catch Song Won now so I can write an article! And what was the response to the interview inquiry sent to Desiderio?��

    The editor-in-chief��s voice grows louder. As expected, the scene in the editorial office was no different from a market frenzy. Everyone is on the phone, talking on the phone with reporters on the front line and exchanging information. Every minute is urgent.

    We are working hard to publish articles as quickly as possiblepared to other media outlets. The cause of all this was none other than actor Jang Young-guk.

    ��Have I ever been this hectic since the 1988 Olympics?��

    The editor-in-chief was having a hard time. To make a leap, it was said that it was at the center of the party during the 1988 Olympics. The regime has thrown innumerable materials as many news stories are pouring in.

    But now it was different. It was a wind that started from foreign sources.

    If it was just a foreign news report, you might think it would be a passing incident, but it was at a level that could not be ignored.

    Starting with a high praise from Giovanni Sponza, who is said to be a living legend in the world of photography, didn��t the founder of Desiderio and the chairman of the Rossellini family, which dominates the Italian business world,e out and praise Jang Young-guk in person? Moreover, it does not end there.

    So-called Jang Young-guk movies and dramas began to be exported to Europe, including Italy.

    It was unbelievable. The wind blowing from foreign media The wind was so strong that it seemed like a new typhoon, ��Jang Young-guk��, had been created, as if weather forecasters were jokingly naming the typhoon.

    ��Editor-in-chief! ��Desiderio contacted me saying that they would decide on an interview after discussing with Mr. Jang��s agency.��

    ��Mr. Jang?��

    ��I mean actor Jang Young-guk.��

    I��m really going crazy.

    Starting with the editor-in-chief, high-ranking media officials have also been pressuring him to quickly write a new article rted to Jang Young-guk.

    However, Jang Young-guk did not respond to any interviews after returning to Korea. To borrow an expression from his agency, he said he was taking a break.

    If it were like the past, it would have been ridiculous. No matter how famous your agency is, as long as you are in the entertainment industry, you are bound to be aware of the media.

    But things have changed. Foreign media were pouring out articles rted to actor Jang Young-guk, and even CNN paid attention to him.

    The response from the domestic public was also enthusiastic. Just as people praise those who won MVP in the World Cup finals or won gold medals in the Olympics, the passionate poprity of actor Jang Young-guk has continued to grow.

    To exaggerate it further, there is even talk that actor Jang Young-guk could be elected even if he were to run for mayor of Seoul.

    At that time, I remembered a sentence passing through the editor-in-chief��s mind.

    ��Write a legend! Yes, this sentence is the headline��!��

    It��s not wrong. He was the person who first created the Korean Wave in Japan starting with the drama Youth. Even that was an amazing achievement and one that would leave a mark on the Korean entertainment industry.

    However, a young man in his early 20s has now begun to move to the world stage, starting with Italy. How can we say that we are not writing a legend about this?

    * * *

    ��Hehe, great actor!��

    Actor Ahn Joong-hyun jokes. Ennd looks troubled. Although I��ve already told him not to do it several times, Ahn Jung-hyun��s yfulness shows no signs of abating.

    Rather, he seems to be reciting the article as if he were a student giving an oratory presentation.

    ��A Korean actor that Me C&N paid attention to! Who is the angel of Desiderio? ��Key, Ennd, the article is full of bullshit!��

    ��Oh uncle. ��Stop ying around.��

    ��Ennd, I live and live. This is the first time I have seen a Korean movie star receive attention even in the United States. And what an angel. Are you hiding wings on your back? Brother, we lived all this time without knowing that there was an angel by our side! ��Rather than going out for early morning prayers at this time, shouldn��t Britain be looking and praying?��

    ��Hehe, is that so?��

    Even director Baek Jang-hoon joins in on the prank. That is also true, as if the Korean media had nned to do so, they poured out articles rted to the UK. The old adage ��Geumui��s return�� would be perfect.

    The article was full of pictures of activities in Italy, and among them was an image of an Italian grandmother praying after looking at British photographs at Mr. Sponza��s exhibition.

    Moreover, domestic reporters were already running wild with their imaginations as contacts from foreign agencies flooded into their agency.

    -Actor Jang Young-guk��s entry into Hollywood is visible?!

    -Not Hollywood, but a love call from the French film industry!

    -The possibility of actor Jang Young-guk appearing in the Godfather sequel being produced in Italy is increasing��!

    It was a series of ridiculous rumors. Since they don��t give interviews, aren��t they writing novels ording to their own tastes?

    I had no intention of entering the French film industry, let alone Hollywood. Moreover, there is no talk of the Godfather sequel being produced after thest three films, so they even made up a production that does not exist anymore.

    ��Ugh.��

    Fortunately, my agency was blocking the interview. If I were interviewed, it was clear that I would add things that were not said and let my imagination run wild.

    What��s more, was it because he was staying at director Baek Jang-hoon��s mansion? Even reporters could not easilye to the mansion to meet Ennd. It was then.

    ��Ennd, what is this?!��

    Actor Ahn Jung-hyun opened his eyes wide as he read another article and shouted. With so many newspaper articles pouring in like mushrooms, I couldn��t even wait to see what novels would be written. However, Ahn Jung-hyun��s next words made my head turn.

    ��I can��t believe you were pursuing an international rtionship instead of filming amercial that Ennd told you to do!��

    ��What do you mean by that?��

    ��Look here, there was a big picture of you and some woman drinking wine. Even though my uncle was like this, he was in love with hundreds of people in his old days. Just looking at this woman, the eyes of this woman arepletely captivated by you! When this guy has a girlfriend, he tells his uncle first. ��After returning from Italy, I became more and more sly.��

    The article included pictures of Ennd and Monica. It appeared to be a photo taken by someone passing by the Travis Fountain in Rome.

    In the photo, Monica was holding a wine ss and leaning forward toward Ennd. Even to an unfamiliar person, it seemed like the woman was very interested in the man. Even the article itself is spectacr.

    -Actor Jang Young-guk receives a confession from an Italian rich man?!

    * * *

    ��Sung-Hoon, you don��t have to help me today.��

    In a small store at Namhang Market in Yeongdo, live fish are pping their tails vigorously. Seong-Hoon Kim is struggling to move a live fish the size of his forearm.

    It was to clean the aquarium. Although a scoop was used, it was so powerful that Kim Seong-hoon��s body shook.

    ��How can Hyesook move such heavy fish by herself? Just trust me�� !��

    However, as soon as the words are finished, the live fish that was running wild jumps out of the float. Kim Seong-hoon, who suddenly lost his bnce, kicks the red Darai and falls down in his seat. The octopus contained in a red bowl falls from a high altitude above his head.

    Suddenly, I looked like a rat caught in the rain with an octopus on my head. Lee Hye-sook hurriedly runs out with a towel and wipes his head.

    ��Oh my gosh, take this one. ��Are you okay?��

    Kim Seong-hoon rubs the bridge of his nose as if embarrassed. This was after moving the live fish and octopus that had left home back to the red terrace. As our eyes met,ughter escaped no one��s guess. Would it feel this good just to look at each other? The octopus in the red darai spits out ink as if jealous.

    ��Really, Hye-sook. ��I read an article saying that Ennd has a girlfriend. Is this true?��

    ��I was curious about Eunjiye��s map and asked her over the phone, but she said no. ��I saw him once or twice while working overseas.��

    ��is it so? I thought it looked good because the photo was so pretty. It felt like a scene from a movie. As soon as Jisoo saw him, he was so happy. ��He told me to ask Hye-sook before I go to school again today.��

    ��Kook said he coulde down for a little while, so it would be nice to see Jisoo��s face at least once this time.��

    ��Ennd ising down?��

    Kim Seong-Hoon��s face showed tension, even if only for a moment. In fact,pared to Kim Seong-hoon, Ennd was like a son, but it was true that it was difficult for some reason.

    It wasn��t just because of his fame as an actor. Rather, when I asionally had a conversation, it felt like I was talking to someone of the same age or older.

    ��Waye?��

    ��No, when Enndes down, I��m going to buy him something delicious. ��I got it when I went to Seoulst time.��

    ��I got a map and ate it.��

    ��How are Hye-suk and I the same? ��At this point, I need to get some points from Ennd.��

    That time.

    Kim Ji-su��s expression as she prepares to leave school is not very bright. Her long hair was matted as if she had just woken up from sleep. A light nosebleed mark can also be seen on the sleeve of the uniform.

    The homeroom teacher giving the bell gives warning to some students. One of them was Jisoo.

    ��I should have made Mr. Leepletely speechless today.��

    The reason why Jisoo got into a fight with a ssmate at school was simple. It was because one of my ssmates was gossiping about Ennd. As poprity increased, the number of antis naturally increased.

    Jisoo threw a sharp fist at the male student who was gossiping about Ennd and being jealous. She also got hit, but the other person was satisfied because his eyes turned into pandas.

    -You��re not Jang Young-guk��s sister, so why the fuss? And isn��t everything you said about being close with Jang Young-guk a lie?

    However, even though Noontaengi became Bamtaengi, male students continued to gossip. Jisoo��s friends testified, but instead they just covered their ears and made fun of her. The male student is still ncing at Jisoo and growling.

    At that time, friends stopped Jisoo and said,

    ��A base you avoid because you��re afraid of poop, but you avoid it because it��s dirty. And it��s been a day or two since he��s been gossiping about random people. Jisoo, just be patient.��

    Jisoo cools off her anger and only then carries her school bag. I felt like I wanted to scold that damn Musma right now, but I had no choice but to hold back. The homeroom teacher also threatened to contact the parents if another fight broke out in school.

    ��hey.��

    It was when I was about to leave the front gate of the school.

    ��liar.��

    Isn��t the boy who got into a fist fight with Jisoo teasing her again? No matter how I looked at the thing that looked like leftover dog p, I felt like I needed to hit it a few more times to feel relieved.

    ��Okay, you should get a good beating today.��

    Jisoo, who had made up her mind, rolled up her sleeves and was about to approach.

    uh?

    The male student��s pupils suddenly started to shake.

    At that moment,

    ��Jisoo!��

    Jisoo jerked her head at the sudden sound of her name. And I could tell. Why is the leftover dog p-gu so surprised? The female students who were stopping Jisoo were also shocked and could not keep their mouths shut. I saw Ennd approaching with a wide smile beyond the school��s main gate.

 Chapter 163

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 163

    The atmosphere of South Port always puts my mind at ease.

    When I look at the quiet waves singing the night sea, the thoughts that have been stuck in my head are erased like lies.

    I thought it was a good idea toe down and leave behind theplicated life in Seoul. At that moment, the face of a tomboyish girl is pushed in front of my nose.

    ��Oppa, what are you thinking about?��

    It was Jisoo. Since I was a child, I have always grown up as an only child, so I do not know the bond between siblings. However, looking at Jisoo, I naturally feel that it wouldn��t be a bad idea to have a younger sister.

    ��I��m thinking about what to do about Jisoo��s fight with your friend today. Jisoo, I heard you even had a nosebleed.��

    ��When did I have a nosebleed?�� !��

    ��Jisoo, all your friends told me that you got into trouble with a boy.��

    ��Gyeong-seon, that bitch made a fuss! And I only had a nosebleed, but the guy who hit me turned from a nun-taeng to a night-taeng.��

    ��You��re the kid who ran away as soon as he saw me at the school gate today, right? ��Shouldn��t you have caught me and scolded me?��

    ��It��s okay, I can solve it on my own. That kind of bastard is going to be knocked out with just one punch from me! Let��s take a look at the form! Shoo shoo shoo shoo!��

    Jisoo was making noises with his mouth and throwing his fists in the air. At times like this, it feels like I��ve gained a younger brother rather than a younger sister.

    But I don��t hate that look. On the contrary, it just looks infinitely cute.

    ��Why did you fight?��

    ��Why did you fight? That bastard is making fun of me. ��It��s no big deal, so don��t worry about it.��

    Although he has a chatty appearance, he is a child with deeper feelings than his peers. I don��t talk about the male student who badmouthed me for fear that I might get hurt.

    Rather, to change the subject, he res his nostrils and smilesically.

    ��Oppa, I think the meat is all cooked. ��Let��s go quickly!��

    It is a ce used as a simple stomach pantry. It faces the dock, and sometimes locals woulde here and eat grilled fish or meat. It was like a camping spot for locals only, with no tourists knowing anything about it.

    The rays of light from the lighthouse shining alone against the sea and the feast of fishnterns filling the horizon make you feel as if you are eating fish in the middle of the sea.

    ��Ennd, the meat is cooked so well! Come quickly and sit down.��

    Mr. Kim is grilling meat with charcoal soot on his face. They took into consideration the possibility that if they went to a restaurant, people would recognize them and flock to them.

    His mother is next to Mr. Kim, wiping the sweat from his forehead with a happy smile.

    ��Sleep, brother. Ah~��

    Jisoo wraps the wrap by hand and puts it in my mouth. Without refusing, I ate it in one bite and wrapped the wrap.

    Jisoo is preparing to open her mouth with an expectant look in her eyes. But my hand goes towards Mr. Kim, who grilled the meat.

    ��Mister, please take a bite too. You probably couldn��t eat it properly because you were grilling the meat. Here you go.��

    ��Uh uh. okay�� !��

    Jisoo made a pouting expression as if she was dissatisfied, but soon she smiled when she saw my father and I looking at each other and smiling.

    After grilling and eating all the meat and cleaning up, I walked away with Mr. Kim. It was a men-only time.

    The sound of crashing waves crashing against the breakwater is always refreshing. My uncle and I both continued walking without saying a word. After seeing it today, I was convinced.

    I also felt this in Seoul, but the fact that my mother is living a happy life. So much so that I can��t evenpare it to my past life.

    ��mister.��

    I looked at the rolling waves, then turned my head and looked at Mr. Kim. There was still charcoal soot on the man��s face. And he also seemed nervous. I hugged the man and borated.

    ��Thank you day.��

    The man was taken aback by the sudden hug, but then he patted my back as if he had read my mind.

    * * *

    interview.

    After resting in Namhang and returning to Seoul, the first schedule I had was none other than a media interview.

    In any case, the agency has withstood pressure from the media and prevented it. Even the excuse of adjusting to jetg was meaningless, so now it was time to tackle the interview.

    ��It is truly an honor to meet actor Jang Young-guk!��

    He was a reporter who was so kind that it seemed excessive. She was looking at me with bright eyes, simr to the way she looks at an object of admiration and envy.

    ��My name is Kim Seung-ah, a reporter for the Kooksun Ilbo.��

    ah.

    I remembered that he was someone who always wrote articles that were friendly to me. This has been the case since his debut, so there were rumors that he may have received money from Songwon Entertainment.

    However, considering CEO Kim Seong-hwan��s upright nature, this makes no sense.

    ��This is a side note, but I am a really big fan of Jang Young-guk. I��m really happy to have this interview opportunity. Broadcasters and the Chungmuro area are evaluating that we have built global recognition through filming this Desideriomercial. How do you feel?��

    It��s global recognition.

    ��I think this is an undeserved assessment. I haven��t achieved any decent results yet, but people around me are praising me so much, so I feel really embarrassed about myself. ��I want to be evaluated by the public not through Desiderio��s advertisements, but simply through my quiet work as an actor.��

    It was still absurd. Of course, it was true that Desiderio��s advertisement and Giovanni Sponza��s exhibition had raised remarkable awareness, but it had never entered the overseas market.

    Rather than raising awareness through advertisements, I wanted to expand my status as an actor.

    ��I understand that ��The Ouw��, which was filmed with director Baek Jang-hoon, has also begun thetter half of the film, scheduled to be released in the first half of next year. In Chungmuro, it is believed that The Ouw may break Confessions of a Priest, which is a record-breaking film for both films, and I am curious about the thoughts of actor Jang Young-guk, who participated in both films.��

    The measure of amercial film��s sess is the number of audiences. However, Confessions of a Priest was not a very sessful film in the past, and Ouw was an unknown work that was never released in the first ce.

    No matter how much I know the future, it is difficult to judge the butterfly effect caused by me.

    ��There is no doubt that both works are good works. ��Before judging the measure of box office sess, I am truly grateful that as an actor I was able to appear in two works, Confessions of a Priest and Ouw.��

    Seungah Kim smiled with satisfaction. I don��t know if it��s because he likes my attitude of humility or because he��s my biggest fan.

    ��In the case of actor Jang Young-guk, he is also famous for his broad acting spectrumpared to his rtively young age. Even if you look at the works you have actually appeared in, you have yed a wide variety of roles that cannot be found among actors of the same age. ��Is there an image of the role you are considering for your next project?��

    ��I don��t have a specific image in mind. And when deciding on an image and choosing a script, there are many times when you get stuck in a certain framework and can��t make good decisions. ��Once I pick a script, I just take on that role and do my best.��

    If I were topare it to a novel, it would be simr to starting to write without thinking about the genre in the first ce.

    After finishing writing, the genre is decided. The same goes for roles. Even if you are given the same script, the image will vary greatly depending on who is acting.

    From then on, questions continued toe back and forth. How much time has passed?

    ��Then let me ask you thest question.��

    Kim Seung-ah borated with an expression full of tension and excitement.

    ��Are you confident that you will win the grand prize at this year��s MBS Broadcasting Year-End Drama Awards?��

    * * *

    People��s eyes gathered together for the acting grand prize.

    Not only at Namhang but also at Baek Jang-Hoon Productions, which is working on thetter half of Songwon Entertainment��s editing, everyone is looking intently into the cathode ray tube.

    It��s not about seeing the gorgeous red carpet and the faces of actors.

    ��What happened to Actor Park all of a sudden?��

    CEO Kim Seong-hwan stood up happily upon seeing actress Park Soo-young visiting the representative office.

    ��Mr. Representative, I came here because I thought you were suffering alone. ��Other employees were already watching in the conference room.��

    ��Who said they wereining?��

    ��Just looking at your pale face, I can tell you��re suffering.��

    CEO Seonghwan Kim could no longer deny it.

    It was like a chronic disease that arose after the drama Youth. Although the drama Youth recorded amazing viewership ratings, it ultimately did not receive the honor of the grand prize.

    The frustration that CEO Seonghwan Kim felt at the time was enormous. Even though he did not vote in front of the United Kingdom, which was the party involved, didn��t he feel guilty that everything happened because he had no power?

    ��Stop it, get up now, let��s go to the conference room and watch it together. The grand prize will be announced in a little while. It��s okay because the CEO has such a small liver. ��Britain won��t support you?��

    Hearing Park Soo-young��s advice, Kim Seong-hwan felt like cold water was being poured on his head. No matter what anyone says, Ennd was an actor who was like his own child.

    Regardless of teaching, haven��t you been watching it since you were young? I wanted to see with my own eyes the history he was writing in the future.

    Meanwhile,

    ��Oh, the director is here!��

    Everyone was gathered in themon conference room of Baek Jang-Hoon Productions. Wouldn��t the staff be out in full forcete in the evening so that strangers would think it was a year-end party?

    It was none other than to support Ennd. The lead actor who filmed with them was nominated for the grand prize.

    Director Baek Jang-hoon also nods briefly and sits down.

    Director Baek Jang-hoon was looking directly at the TV with a kind smile, like a grandfather.

    The rtionship we first met at the Busan International Film Festival continues to this day.

    I��ve met many actors so far, but I��ve never met one who gave off the same British vibe.

    So, unlike others who were nervous, I was confident.

    ��Just watch.��

    The fact that this child will leave history in the Korean acting world in the future.

    At that time,

    people were gathered again at the Namhang Merchants�� Association building. As the acting awards progress, everyone is moving forward as if they will be sucked into the cathode ray tube.

    At the center was none other than Ennd��s mother. Is it really possible not to tremble? No matter how grown up my son was, he was still very young.

    At that moment, a live camera shows the faces of the actors nominated for the grand prize. The faces of some of the best actors in Korea are passing by.

    Finally, Britain is shown. As if aware of Lee Hye-sook��s feelings, Ennd in the picture tube is also smiling.

    Seeing Desiderio smiling brightly while wearing his suit, the general public who were observing the acting awards gave out scream-like cheers.

    ��Our UK is the best!��

    ��This kid kills the stains on Amman��s clothes. Look, how easy it is to stand out among so many actors.��

    ��The target this time is definitely the UK. ��If you give it to someone who loves it, I��ll take the fish truck and go to the broadcasting station tomorrow!��

    Even amidst the noisyughter of Namhang merchants,

    ��Kuk-ah, Guk-ah.��

    Hye-sook Lee, a mother from Ennd, is just praying without even paying attention to the uing grand prize announcement.

    Kim Seong-hoon, who was watching from the side, held her hand. As soon as the warmth arrived, Hye-sook Lee��s trembling subsided.

    Soon, the grand prize award announcement follows beyond the cathode ray tube.

 Chapter 164

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 164

    Grand Prize.

    The broadcasting station president himselfes out and holds the microphone. He nces at the paper with the grand prize winner written on it and smiles. Then he shouts without hesitation.

    ��The grand prize winner of the MBS Drama Awards is none other than Jang Young-guk!��

    All live broadcast cameras focus on one ce. Ennd, dressed in a pure white suit with a spotlight, looked embarrassed.

    Even though his name was called, he still couldn��t believe it. If I hadn��t had a camera, I might have pped myself in the face to find out if it was a dream or not.

    ��Am I really the target?��

    The influence of [The Secret of King Yeonsan] was enormous. The dramandscape, which was dominated by orthodox historical dramas, was turned upside down to the point where the popr term ��fusion historical dramas�� was used. Even more so. The highest viewership rating of

    46.7%

    was also so great that it will remain in the history of the broadcasting station. But I wasn��t sure I would win the grand prize. Even though he was so crazy about acting in his past life, didn��t he stop at the grand prize?

    It was none other than the congrattions of my colleagues that awakened my thoughts.

    Starting with Cha Hye-jin, who yed the role of Jang Nok-su, to Kwak Jeong-woo, who yed the role of a bodyguard, and Park Sang-cheol, who yed the role of Kim Cheo-seon.

    Generous apuse and apuse pours in, along with a feeling of a push on the shoulder as if telling people to get out.

    ��Actress Jang Young-guk, who simultaneously yed the roles of Yeonsangun Lee Yong and the fictional character Lee Gyeol in The Secret of King Yeonsan, created a fusion historical drama syndrome among the public through his acting as if he were the real Yeonsangun, and yed numerous roles hidden behind a pure smile. He is an actor who left a strong impression on the public through the spectrum of his acting skills. ��I sincerely congratte you!��

    While receiving the award que, the host makes a wittyment.

    As I stand in front of the stand microphone and receive the award que shining brilliantly in gold, I see my fellow actors and numerous audience members.

    All live broadcast cameras are focused on one ce.

    ��I can��t believe I��m standing here. There are a lot of things I want to say, but I won��t give an eptance speech for myself today. If I were to say this when I was young, it might seem arrogant. He appeared in many works and received much love. ��It makes me wonder if I can receive this much love.��

    Everyone listens to Britain��s eptance speech.

    ��It takes the efforts of many people for one person to see the light. The same goes for this award I receive. I think it is not a result I achieved alone, but thanks to the countless staff members and fellow actors on set who worked hard behind the scenes. ��Thanks to them, I was able to stand here and receive so much love.��

    It was the mistakes and regrets of my past life. Didn��t he live in his own pride at the time? The reason I worked so hard, earning myself the nickname ��madman�� for acting, was because I wanted to break the cycle of poverty.

    I didn��t know at the time. The fact that sess is not something that can be achieved alone.

    ��I will continue to work hard to be a beloved actor. Thank you to Yeongdo��s family and agency family who are watching the screen right now, the PD, writer, and colleagues who produced The Secret of King Yeonsan, and to the fans who always believe in and love me. finally.��

    Ennd, wearing a pure white suit, bowed deeply to the live broadcast camera and spoke.

    ��I was very happy to be able to be Lee Yung and Lee Gyeol of Yeonsangunst year.��

    At the end of the eptance speeches, this year��s MBS broadcasting station��s grand prize work was broadcast on arge screen.

    Lee Gyeol��s image appears on the entire screen.

    -Now that a new king has ascended the throne, you too will have to walk a difficult path. As of today, if the point of the court��s sword does not reach you, I will be able to at least save my brother��s face. I can ask you onest favor.

    The wind blows across the ce of exile.

    -Please speak.

    There is a close-up of his eyes fluttering in the sea breeze. Even in the face of death, he shows no signs of fear or nervousness. At that moment, the swaying of the sea water stops along with the shining sunlight.

    -After I die, cut off a piece of my hair and bury it next to my brother.

    Over his copsing figure, only unfamiliar seagulls spit out sad tunes.

    The guard throws away his bloody knife and holds his copsing body.

    His dying gaze manages to smile at the sobbing guard, as if telling him not to be sad.

    * * *

    What is acting ability? Is it natural talent or effort? Actor Song Jeong-seok felt his heart sink when he saw Ennd giving his grand prize eptance speech on a TV screen.

    There was still a motto in his head like a belief.

    -If you meet someone like you in the future, don��t pass by and help them. What��s the big deal about a warm bed and a bowl of rice?

    It was a child. The child who said he was a fan and gave him a sumptuous meal and a warm bed while he was ying minor roles.

    That child��s good deeds became the foundation for Song Jeong-seok��s acting to this day.

    ��Great job, Ennd.��

    The actor he knew, Jang Young-guk, was an actor who helped others on set more than any other actor.

    As awareness increases and you be famous, you naturally be arrogant. This tendency is especially strong among young actors.

    But Ennd was different. Not only did heugh and chat with the supporting cast and share acting advice without hesitation, but if something was going to happen on set, he volunteered to be the youngest staff member and rolled up his sleeves.

    That is why there were no bad rumors about Ennd in broadcasters and Chungmuro. Not only the minor characters who filmed with Ennd, but even the staff all say the same thing.

    A genius actor who works harder than anyone else.

    Song Jeong-seok, who had encountered British acting in person when he was young, said he recognized the tree that was ripe for growth from its leaves.

    I had a feeling that he would be a great actor, but I had no idea that he would be the youngest person to win the grand prize.

    Today will be a more monumental day than any other anniversary. Even though it was someone else��s award, his face lit up as if he had received it himself.

    Song Jeong-seok shouted as he saw Ennd bowing to the viewers on the TV screen.

    ��Congrattions!��

    At that time

    , Yeonsu was looking anxiously into the picture tube.

    I knew that in the past, during the drama Youth, the British Prime Minister once fell due to pressure from the broadcasting station��s higher-ups.

    I was nervous inside that it might not be the same this time. However, the moment Ennd��s name was called as the grand prize winner, I jumped up without realizing it.

    ��It��s a surprise.��

    Yeonsu��s mother, who was watching the live acting awards together, looks at her daughter with a surprised face.

    ��Yeonsu, do you like it that much?��

    It was a mother asking as she looked at her daughter��s bright eyes. Yeonsu��s eyes were moist and she nodded her head loudly. Even though it wasn��t an award I received, my face looks like someone standing on a podium.

    Yeonsu��s mother was happy to see her daughter like that, but she also felt sad for some reason.

    Yeonsu��s mother had also seen Ennd in the past. Didn��t you take it upon yourself to be a manager to make your daughter��s dream of bing an actresse true?

    Traveling to filming locations across the country all year round is not an extremely difficult task.

    Especially for young children. That��s the essence of being a child actor. If my daughter hadn��t been stubborn and confident about acting, she would have stopped it long ago.

    What I encountered then was the Ennd of my childhood.

    He was clearly a small child with chestnut-brown hair, but his speech and attitude toward others were as good as those of most adults.

    He couldn��t know that his daughter loved Ennd. but.

    ��I thought you were my younger brother.��

    I could tell just by looking at what the UK thought of training. It would have been nice if it ended with her first love as a child, but seeing her daughter whom she loved so much made her feel confused.

    On the one hand, the sight of Ennd on the TV screen was something to be proud of.

    The little boy who grew up alone in Yeongdo, taking care of his mother, has now be a dependable man and is holding up the grand prize trophy.

    ��He grew up very well.��

    * * *

    ��Ennd! ��You can have my drink too!��

    Cinematographer Kim Deuk-hyung approaches holding a green liquor bottle. I don��t know how many drinks it��s been already. Kim Deuk-hyung is also already very drunk and the tip of his nose is reddish, but the after-party shows no signs of ending.

    Starting with the famous producer, writer Choi Eun-sook and all the staff and actors. I had to rent an entire store.

    ��Drinking together like this reminds me of having a drink at Daepot Restaurant in Yeongdo! That makgeolli really killed it. ��Ennd, do you remember!��

    ��Director, I couldn��t drink at the time, so I only drank c!��

    ��Is that true? I always think you look much older than your age. ��Have you grown so much already? Well then, let��s go trot together for the first time in a while.��

    It is a continuation of the exciting atmosphere. After winning the grand prize, everyone congratted me as one. The famous producer also smiles brightly and lightly hugs her shoulder.

    It waste in the morning when the after-party ended.

    ��Whoa.��

    When I returned to the mansion, my grandfather and uncle greeted me. After receiving congrattory messages, my uncle stopped me from having a drink with him, so I was finally able to enter the bedroom on this floor.

    As Iy down on the bed, I still can��t feel the grand prize trophy in my hand. It made me wonder if all of this was a dream.

    ��I can��t believe I really won the grand prize.��

    It is a sight I could never have imagined even in my past life when I was so crazy about acting.

    Laughter came out as if I had lost my mind. And tears flow from my eyes without me knowing.

    After lying down like that for a while, holding the golden trophy in my hand, I got up. It was to call my mother.

    I called right after receiving the grand prize, but I couldn��t speak properly because I was with people from the merchant association.

    -Kook!

    I thought she must have been sleeping because it was time, but my mother answered the phone before it even rang several times, as if she was waiting for my call.

    My mother and I sobbed silently to each other. It was because we knew each other��s feelings enough that there was no need to say congrattions again.

    -Kook-ah��s mother borated in a dull

    voice, barely able to control the emotions welling up to her chin as she spoke.

    -I��m proud of you. There is no better. I really

    remember my past life, which ended like a moth flying towards a whitish light.

    I tried to live a happy life. As an actor, I put aside my desire to see the end of my acting career. There were times when I wondered if I was on the right path.

    But now I knew. That the path I��m taking is right.

    How could you not be moved to tears when you hear these wordse out of your mother��s mouth saying that there is nothing better?

    I really felt like I wouldn��t be able to fall asleep easily today. Only the moonlight shines on me quietly through the window. And

    then three years passed.

 Chapter 165

    I will live as an actor Episode 165

    ��Are you talking about actor Jang Young-guk?��

    Memories clearly appear in his wrinkled gaze.

    ��Who can say that they don��t miss the passage of time? But the intensity of my longing was apanied by a sense of despondency and helplessness. As I got older as a film director, it was difficult to find the excitement I had when filming my first film.��

    Just as there are plum blossoms that bloom in the spring and camellias that bloom in the winter, each person��s prime is different.

    Some people maye when they are young, while others mayeter in life. However, he clearly thought that his prime as a film director was over. Until I met him.

    ��I have met actors while filming numerous movies, but among them, my feelings for actor Jang Young-guk are special. Just like when I was filming my debut film, he was an actor who gave me a new feeling of heart palpitations.��

    It was like lighting a fuse. As I watched his acting on the televised screen, my heart pounded so hard that it did not stop.

    Maybe that��s why he was able to make ��The Ouw��, which is considered a masterpiece as amercial film.

    ��Ouw��s sess meant something special to me. It��s not because I simply mobilized a lot of audiences, but because the direction of my work changed with Ouw as the starting point. It became a caution to seek out new things rather than beingcent. ��My body was already old, but my mind felt like I had gone back to when I first picked up the megaphone.��

    The release of Ouw was amazing. Not only did it achieve great box office sess as a hit and miss film, but it also created a nationwide syndrome.

    In particr, the acting transformation of actor Jang Young-guk, who had never yed a vicious viin, impressed many people.

    I knew that the spectrum of his acting would be wide, but it may be because he yed a viinous role that was so deep that it almost seemed vicious, without any difort.

    Because of this, Jang Young-guk, who yed a supporting role, received more attention than Son Hwa-won, who yed the lead role.

    For example, it��s the same way that the Joker gets more attention in Batman.

    ��Three years have passed since actor Jang Young-guk became the youngest person to win an acting award. Someone said ��After winning the grand prize, he, like all actors, will experience a jinx.��

    It was like a ghost story passed down among actors. After reaching its peak on the broadcasting circuit as an acting target, it will go into a downward spiral like a ghost.

    This applied not only to actors but also to all people in the entertainment industry, includingedians. Statistically speaking, it was the same. However.

    ��Actor Jang Young-guk has achieved achievements over the past three years that are even greater than what he achieved in the past. There has been no target jinx over the past three years. Rather, I leapt toward a higher ce.��

    When asked how much further actor Jang Young-guk will develop in the future, he said,

    ��This has been floating around in Chungmuro for some time. No matter how talented you are from God, without effort, everything goes to waste. The reason this saying came about was actor Jang Young-guk. Everyone who met him at the filming site said the same thing. ��It��s unfortunate that his efforts are disparaged as talent.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon smiled faintly and borated.

    ��A lot of coaches came to see him. It is not limited to Chungmuro. Someone said so. It is not funny to say that the reason Jang Young-guk does not enter Hollywood is because he chose to be the head of a snake rather than the tail of a dragon. I can tell. ��The fact is that he will soon be an actor who will represent Korea.��

    * * *

    The dazzling night view of Hong Kong unfolds. Dazzlingly bright.

    When looking down from a skyscraper, the sight in the city center is almost like a new world.

    But where there is light, there is also darkness. Small gun carriages are located in the narrow streets that lead from every alley.

    The food sold is also varied. From dim sum to wonton noodle jerky. There are countless foods that represent Hong Kong.

    A young man and woman are eating noodles there. The man and woman who were eating noodles in silence were boiling with sorrow without even looking at each other.

    Today is thest day. A man who came to Hong Kong from the United States on business had to return to the United States tomorrow, and he had a family.

    The noodles are at the bottom, but neither of them gets up.

    The owner of the noodle shop nced at them as if he wanted them to leave, but the two remained silent.

    It was none other than a woman who spoke first.

    ��You haven��t changed anything since ten years ago.��

    The fingertips of the man adjusting the frame of his sses are slightly trembling. It may be because of the excitement and tension about this person in one��s vision.

    The woman��s appearance was exactly the same as when he first met her ten years ago. The camera is capturing her appearance in an over-the-shoulder (OSS) style. The woman just looks at the man without answering.

    The man silently epts her gaze directed at him as if he were repenting.

    ��I left you and went to America, but my married life wasn��t that good. It was my fault for realizing toote that a marriage without love was simply uncontractible. I knew my wife was having an affair with another man, but I couldn��t say a word. ��Maybe it was natural because I couldn��t give love.��

    The man looks at the woman��s face and smiles.

    ��I��m sorry about you. I never had the courage to look at your face again. I promised to spend my whole life with you, but in the end, I was the one who betrayed you. ��Even if you regret it now, you can��t go back.��

    It was a sad voice, but the woman did not respond and just looked at the man.

    ��Do you remember this ce? This is the ce I first visited with you in the past. It was also thest ce I sent you. ��If we meet again, I definitely want to eat here together.��

    The man said, stroking his face with his long fingers.

    ��I don��t want to leave your side. So, can you stay with me tonight?��

    Eventually, the man pays for the noodles and stands up.

    The noodle shop owner looks at the back of a man walking down an alley and looks puzzled.

    Of the two bowls of noodles, one had its bottom exposed, while the other was intact. I was skeptical from the moment the man ordered two bowls of noodles for himself.

    A man and a woman walk while looking at the night view of Hong Kong.

    The man walks as if fascinated by the woman��s appearance. The man walks quickly, chasing after the woman who is walking away.

    The man��s steps be faster, as if he doesn��t want to miss out. And before you know it, you��re headed down to the subway station.

    He finally stops walking when he can��t see the woman among the crowd of people at the subway station.

    Probably because I knew that everything was an illusion. Immediately,

    Baaaaaaang!

    The sound of horns and people shouting increase. Before he knew it, the man hade down to the subway tracks, chasing the woman or his past.

    The man looks at the approaching subway, paying no attention to people��s gestures.

    There is no trace of fear or terror in his gaze.

    Soon, a dazzlingly bright light embraces him.

    ��Cut��!��

    It was a filming location that rented an entire subway station in Hong Kongte in the morning. The subway stopped running for filming, with only the headlights on, and an actor came up from the line.

    Because it was thest scene, the director went out and hugged the actor.

    A suit with neatly swept pomade hair and ssic sses frames add intelligence.

    Just like wine whose aroma and vor be stronger as time goes by, only three years had passed, but the image of Ennd was bing brighter.

    * * *

    Wang Jinyang (������) is a Hong Kong master. The once brilliant heyday of Hong Kong cinema was in decline due to numerous censorships and intervention by the party government.

    This is why Wang Jinyang, who once dominated the Hong Kong film industry, also put down his megaphone and went into exile abroad.

    I thought my passion for movies would cool down as I got older, but the passion that was built up in my heart showed no signs of abating.

    He wanted to take the lead again, but he couldn��t find any actors in China who could work with him.

    He was once called a master and dominated the Hong Kong film industry, but after going into exile and causing friction with the party government, even Chinese actors became reluctant to him.

    Thanks to his wealth, the film was filmed in Hong Kong after an agreement with the Chinese government, but there were no actors.

    At that moment, the person who caught Wang Jinyang��s gaze was none other than a Korean actor.

    Unlike the Chinese film industry, which went through a period of decline after its brilliant heyday, Korea, unlike in the past when it was a wastnd for movies, was entering an increasingly brilliant heyday as time passed.

    The actor at the center was none other than a young man named Jang Young-guk.

    ��I wonder if it��s so famous that even Hollywood can find it in person.��

    He knew that he had alreadye down from the ranks of masters. It��s been ten years since I haven��t picked up a megaphone. Looking at it objectively, the young actor Jang Young-guk did not have the slightest chance of appearing in his work. That was when not only Hollywood but also Europe came to Korea to meet him.

    Therefore, just like Liu Bei, he did not intend to hesitate even if it meant trying. But for some reason, the young actor who was facing him readily answered.

    -Okay, I��ll appear.

    Wang Jinyang said as he poured a ss full of pure bamboo leaf wine.

    ��How could you have trusted me so much and followed me? I ask you now, but back then I was a ghost of a worthless past. ��He was once famous in the Hong Kong film industry, but his glory had faded.��

    Ennd, sitting across from him, answered without hesitation.

    ��Because I like the director��s work.��

    It was a simple answer, but Wang Jinyang could not hide the emotions welling up deep in his heart.

    Even actors in their own country turned their backs on him. However, I never thought that a single word from a young actor from another country saying that he likes his work so much would touch my heart so much.

    ��Director, you��re crying again.��

    Ennd looked like he was scratching his head. Wang Jinyang was a more sensitive person than expected.

    While he disyed fierce charisma like a tiger at the filming site, his tear ducts did not dry up when he drank alcohol.

    ��Do you really like my work?��

    When asked again as if to confirm, Ennd nodded briefly. It wasn��t a lie. Didn��t you watch the Hong Kong movies of the 1980s, when director Wang Jinyang was active, until the video tapes were worn out to the point where you could already memorize the lines? Even more so.

    ��With this work, director Jinyang Wang is also taking flight again.��

    In fact, Ennd couldn��t believe it when Wang Jinyang came to see him in person. It was because I knew how famous Jinyang Wang had be overseas in his past life.

    ��Going to Korea?��

    ��Yes, the wedding is in a week.��

    ��Mr. Jang, you��re getting married?!��

    Director, you forgot again.

    ��Not me, but my mother.��

 Chapter 166

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 166

    The sea waves ripple under the shining sunlight. The scales of fish caught betweens shine like jewels.

    Bright smiles appear on the wrinkled faces of fishermen who have weed a good harvest.

    It��s the same here too. At the wedding hall with a clear view of Haeundae, endlessughter and smiles are in full bloom, like fishermen who have found the joy of a full catch.

    ��Whoa.��

    Lee Hye-sook, sitting in the bride��s waiting room, was nervous. Pure whitece and elegant patterns speak of her taste.

    It was a wedding dress she thought she would never wear in her life.

    At first, I only nned to register my marriage in a small way. Although times have changed, middle-aged remarriage is still not weed. but.

    -Mother, this is the blessing of a lifetime, but why are you trying to spend it quietly? Don��t worry, I��ll prepare it and proceed with the wedding. Definitely, definitely!

    There was a stubborn request from my son. Not only did we reserve the most expensive wedding hall in Busan, but we also hired a wedding nner toplete all preparations, starting with the dress.

    The momentum was so fast that it was safe to say that it took ce literally in the blink of an eye.

    ��Mom, are you nervous?��

    Jisoo now feels like ady. It seems like it was only yesterday that I called her ��Ajumma��, but now I say the word ��Mom�� without hesitation.

    Hye-Sook Lee barely smiled and shook her head in response to Ji-Soo��s question.

    ��Ha, I��m not nervous at all. Where have you seen your mother this nervous?��

    ��Dad is shivering outside right now. ��My face waspletely pale and pale, but it became even whiter.��

    Lee Hye-sook smiled faintly. This may be because I imagined Kim Seong-hoon looking nervous.

    Clearly, the two weren��t very nervous until a few days ago.

    Hye-Sook Lee only registered her marriage with her deceased husband without having a wedding, and the same was true for Seong-Hoon Kim.

    Although they both said they were remarrying, they probably didn��t feel it much because they had no wedding experience.

    ��Mom, I��ll be right next to you, so don��t be too nervous!��

    ��I said I��m not nervous. ��He��s so����

    I��ve never been so thankful for Jisoo��s small hand holding my hand tightly while saying those words. Just sitting in the bridal waiting room is so awkward that it kills me.

    At first, I felt like I was wearing clothes that didn��t fit my body as the South Port merchants came one by one to take pictures with me.

    At that moment, a knock is heard from the bridal waiting room, and someone sticks out their face.

    ��Ennd is the mother!��

    It was Ms. Yang. If anyone sees him, he looks very stylish, as if he were sitting at the wedding table.

    Lady Yang, as if she always talks a lot, constantlypliments Lee Hye-sook��s wedding dress.

    ��Oh my, you look like a virgin when you dress like this. A virgin! It��s so pretty. After putting on pretty makeup on my face, I look like apletely different person! What the heck, Kim Hee-sun, who appears as the female lead in a drama on MBS this time, is pping her! ��It��s so pretty!��

    Her daughter, Myeong-ja, was also by Ms. Yang��s side. Myeong-ja greets Lee Hye-sook somewhat differently from her usual appearance.

    ��Mom, you��re so pretty.��

    ��Hey, he came here all of a sudden.��

    ��You��re so pretty too.��

    Jisoo bursts outughing at Myungja��s words. Myeong-ja looks at Ji-soo secretly and gives her a hint. It looks like you have some questions.

    Myeongja and Jisoo, who were the same age, went to different middle schools, but became best friends when they went to the same high school.

    Ji-soo, who received Myeong-ja��s gaze, hints to Hye-sook Lee about what she is curious about.

    ��Mom and brother are all gone?��

    * * *

    Grumble.

    A luxurious sports car emits an exhaust sound. Lee Bong-chun, who got out of the driver��s seat, had grown even bigger in three years. It doesn��t mean I gained weight.

    Because he exercised consistently, in the past he looked like he was just overweight, but now he has a good figure that can bepared to most athletes.

    Ennd��s eyes widened when he saw the sports car parked in front of the airport.

    ��Brother, really��?��

    ��Ennd, you��re wee!��

    Oh my, my head.

    Since I was filming a movie with director Wang Jinyang in Hong Kong, I personally asked Bongchun Lee to help me with the wedding car.

    Lee Bong-chun said in a confident voice that he only trusted him, so I thought he would definitely bring a good car.

    ��How can you drive this?��

    ��Oh, don��t worry. I already took a test drive with Mr. Kim a few days ago. At first, he said he couldn��t do it because he was scared, but after driving on the highway a few times, he said he was good at driving. And since it��s going from Haeundae to Gimhae Airport anyway, it won��t take about 450 minutes at best. ��You should be in a good mood even then.��

    It was a luxury sports car called Lamborghini. Even from a distance, it had the feel of a wedding car, with arge pink ribbon already attached to the bo and a colorful flower decoration attached to the rear end.

    The concentration of attention was so outstanding that I could feel the attention of people leaving the airport.

    Ennd hurriedly got into the passenger seat, afraid that he would even recognize his face under the hat.

    ��Now then, let��s go!��

    Grumbling.

    The sports car began to move, emitting a loud exhaust sound. I knew Lee Bong-chun��s driving skills from a long time ago, but my palms naturally got sweaty.

    Anyway, it��s still the same now, but even in myst life, I wasn��t that interested in cars.

    People say they drive sports cars when they make money, but in the UK, rather than buying their own car, they drove around in a van provided by their agency.

    ��right. Ennd, you too need to prepare. My head was all crushed. ��You will need to change your clothes.��

    ��I decided to prepare my hair and outfit on the first floor of the wedding hall. ��Mijung is already at the wedding hall.��

    ��Mijeong came first? It��s disappointing. They didn��t even contact me at all to say they wereing down to Busan. ��Are you afraid I��ll get stabbed if Ie down with you?��

    Mijeong was a British stylist. Over the past three years, Lee Bong-chun has been promoted from road manager to general manager, and his influence has grown to the point where he not only participates in external work but also attends internal meetings.

    As overseas location filming in the UK became more frequent, Lee Bong-chun and I were no longer traveling alone, but now we were traveling together with numerous employees.

    ��Oh brother. ��Drive a little more gently.��

    ��Don��t worry, I��m the one who once controlled theseplicated Busan roads!��

    After what felt like an eternity had passed. When we arrived at the hotel facing Haeundae, Kim Mi-jeong came out to greet Ennd.

    After seeing Ennd sweating profusely, he ps Lee Bong-chun on the back as he gets out of the driver��s seat.

    ��Director Lee, I told you to drive carefully!��

    ��My skin was soft. It��s because it��s the UK��s first sports car. ��I��m good at action acting, but strangely, I get nervous when I��m in a car.��

    ��It��s like that if you drive the car that Manager Lee drives. British brother,e in quickly. There��s still quite a bit left until the ceremony time. I need to set my hair and style! ��The CEO and the entire agency family will arrive in a little while!��

    Except for Lee Bong-chun, who suddenly became a duck egg in the Nakdong River, Ennd and Kim Mi-jeong hurriedly entered the hotel.

    * * *

    ��Mijeong, don��t you think it��s too much?��

    ��Is this too much? Don��t worry. ��I have to cheer up my mother today!��

    I changed from myfortable sweats into a suit and got my hair styled and simple makeup done.

    Just like a painter looking at a finished work, Kim Mi-jeong looks at the reflection of Ennd in the mirror and smiles happily.

    As I headed to the floor where the ceremony was held, I could feel how many guests there were. Not only the South Port merchants, but also the agency family members who arrived from Seoul are noticeable.

    Moreover, my grandfather (director Baek Jang-hoon) and uncle (actor Ahn Jung-hyun) were unable toe in person due to filming, so they sent arge wreath.

    uh?

    Among the numerous wreaths, there is also a wreath that stands out. It was sent by the mayor of Busan. Is it because he was still serving as a public rtions ambassador for Yeongdo-gu?

    At that time, Kim Seong-hoon, who recognized Ennd��s face, raised his hand.

    ��Kook-!��

    Attention is focused on the new groom��s shout. However, since everyone was familiar with Ennd, it was not as crowded as the filming site.

    ��Are you nervous?��

    Kim Seong-hoon held his hands tightly as if he had won a thousand battles with the appearance of Ennd. The beads of sweat he could feel behind his white gloves and the sweat forming on his forehead clearly showed how nervous he was.

    ��I might be nervous on a happy day like today, but I��m not nervous at all. And it��s so nice to see your face. ��You just got back from Hong Kong, right?��

    ��Yes, I just came from Gimhae Airport. By the way, can you drive the wedding car? ��It was really fast.��

    ��Ah, I think it will be possible after practicing a lot with Director Lee. At first, I was scared of hitting the elerator even just a little bit, but now I��m used to it and it��s okay. And you only have to go to Gimhae Airport anyway. ��Gook.��

    It was Kim Seong-hoon who was looking at Ennd. For the past three years, we have always met during holidays or New Year��s holidays. Now it felt like family.

    Seong-Hoon Kim held Ennd��s hand even more vigorously and borated firmly.

    ��You know, I��ll take good care of Mom from now on.��

    There was a confidence felt beyond the warm eyes. Ennd held Kim Seong-hoon��s hand and said something he had never said before.

    ��I will believe you, father.��

    At the word ��father,�� Kim Seong-hoon��s eyes became touched. Ennd was worried that the new groom might shed tears before the ceremony even started, so he quickly patted Kim Seong-hoon on the back.

    When the new groom was told that he should not cry before the wedding, Kim Seong-hoon was seen pursed his lips and twitching his cheeks.

    ��Kook, hurry and go to the bride��s waiting room. Mom has been waiting for you ever since. Jisoo will be there too.��

    I was looking forward to it. Since I continued filming in Hong Kong, I didn��t have a chance to see my mother��s wedding dress in person.

    I didn��t have to worry because I would have hired a famous wedding nner in Seoul to do it myself. It was time to walk to the bride��s waiting room.

    uh.

    I thought my feet were moving sloppily, but maybe my shoces were loose. It seemed like I was in a hurry when changing clothes and couldn��t tie them properly.

    I was just about to get down on one knee and tie my shoces again.

    ��Looks like someone else is thinking about you.��

    My head lifted up with a familiar voice. There stood a woman with long hair down to her waist and a face that looked like a deer.

    Is it because of the three years? Or is it because a woman��s transformation happens in the blink of an eye?

    At first, I couldn��t recognize who it was because the atmosphere had changed so much.

    At that moment, the woman kneels down on one knee and ties Ennd��s shoces. The two people��s eyes met and the woman borated with a refreshing smile.

    ��Don��t let them get hit. Hello, it��s been a while, right?��

 Chapter 167

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 167

    ��Giving a congrattory speech that is too formal at a godly wedding hall would feel even more depressing! ruler! Let the new groom shout out how much he loves the bride who hasn��t shown up yet! ��If your voice is low, the priest may note out, so brace yourselves!��

    The person who yed the role of host was none other than a famousedian. Thanks to my close friend who served as the emcee during a fan meeting in Ennd, I was able to ask him to emcee the wedding.

    The new groom, Kim Seong-hoon, looked embarrassed by the host��s mischievousment, but soon shouted at the top of his voice.

    ��Hye-sook! i love you!��

    ��Ah, your voice is too small. If I shout that much, will the prieste out! ��Please shout a little louder!��

    ��Mr. Hyesuk!! ��I love you!!��

    People shout at the wedding hall to leave. Kim Seong-hoon��s face was already red, and the Namhang merchants sitting in the guest room burst outughing at the sight of the two people.

    Soon, Lee Hye-sook, wearing a bright wedding dress, enters with Wagner��s wedding march ying.

    The person holding Lee Hye-sook��s hand was none other than Ennd. There were often cases where young children served as flower girls, but it was a rare and unique sight to see a bride entering the room holding her grown son��s hand.

    Ennd and Kim Seong-hoon face each other. Ennd gave his mother��s hand to his stepfather and expressed his feelings with his eyes.

    Now, we are so close that we can tell each other��s feelings just by looking into each other��s eyes.

    Lee Hye-sook��s eyes sparkle as she looks at the two people, and the Namhang merchants sitting in the guest room also feel their hearts pounding.

    Doesn��t everyone know this? How hard it was for Lee Hye-sook to live at a fish stall in Namhang with her only son since she was young.

    ��Oppa, you��re cool.��

    As Ennd returns to the guest room, his new sister, Jisoo, who was sitting next to him, pokes his side and gives him a thumbs up. The person who officiated was none other than the president of the Namhang Merchants Association.

    The president of the merchants�� association always sported a red marine hat and beard, but today he wore mousse on his hair and neatly trimmed his scraggly beard.

    ��Now then, there will be a congrattory song for the new groom and new bride!��

    As the congrattory song began, Ennd took a step back.

    But it wasn��t in front of the microphone. Jisoo actually stopped in front of the microphone, and Ennd sat on the piano chair provided on one side of the wedding hall.

    As Ennd��s long fingers move naturally as if dancing on the keyboard, Jisoo begins to sing the congrattory song in a pure voice.

    The sight of the brother and sister, who seem to have been brother and sister since birth, brings smiles not only to the guests but also to the faces of the new bride and groom.

    * * *

    ��Oppa, I��m going to America.��

    It was after the ceremony was over. It was when we were all eating together at the buffet hall operated by the hotel.

    Yeonsu, who was sitting next to me, suddenly delivered unexpected news. Ennd asks if what he heard is correct.

    ��USA?��

    Yeonsu briefly nods her head in response to Ennd��s question.

    My mind becameplicated. Even though I thought back to my past life in the United States, I couldn��t remember Yeonsu filming a movie in the United States. As if reading Ennd��s thoughts at that time, Yeonsoo borates.

    ��I want to study screenwriting and directing in the United States.��

    ah.

    Only then did a fragment of memory pass through Ennd��s mind.

    Yeonsu was an actress who was chosen as a representative of innocence and beauty in her past life. Moreover, her acting was also outstanding and she was popr enough to be counted among the number of domestic actresses.

    And if I had to point out something unusual, I remembered that at one point I was in charge of directing an independent film.

    Since I wasn��t interested in actresses in my past life, I didn��t remember much about it. Studying directing while going to the U.S. will probably have an impact on my future career as an independent film director.

    ��Are you still going to school?��

    ��I was busy filming a movie in Hong Kong and had to do domestic activities, so I took a long-term leave of absence. I am taking 3 credits each semester, but I don��t know when I will graduate at this rate. It will probably take a very long time. haha.��

    It was said with a smile, but it wasn��t a lie. Because my filming schedule kept getting pushed back, I didn��t have time to go to school properly.

    Although I was earning 3 credits each semester, the path to graduation seemed distant. As a joke, the head of the department even said to Ennd that he would study 10th grade, so how outrageous is this?

    Anyway, a lot has happened over the past three years. Hasn��t not only Ennd itself, but also others, changed a lot?

    Yeonsu, who always seemed like a child, has now matured to the point where the term ��youngdy�� is quite appropriate. At first meeting, I couldn��t recognize anyone.

    Moreover, I heard that Shin Jae-hee, the president of the academy who took the lecture with me, has already passed the bar exam and entered the Judicial Research and Training Institute. Also, I heard that Kim Dong-jin, a senior who always talked about rugby, has only the third round of the bar exam left.

    It was then.

    While Ennd was lost in thought,

    ��Oppa, is it really okay if I go to America?��

    Yeonsu ces her chopsticks down loudly and asks.

    * * *

    Yeonsu felt like her stomach was boiling. Even though it had been a long time since we had seen each other in Ennd, wasn��t it true that after only meeting for the first time, people said, ��It��s grown a lot?��

    When I heard that my wife was getting married, I abandoned my filming schedule and headed straight to Busan.

    Although I said I was congratting my wife on her marriage, I was worried that I would be able to see Ennd. We haven��t seen each other since our high school graduation ceremony.

    ��It would be good to go to the United States and learn directing. It will be of great help in filming movies and dramas in the future. Anyway, it��s really special. ��It��s not amon idea for an actor to study directing.��

    ��How.��

    He said he chose to go to the United States, but Ennd seemed to think that was a big deal. On the contrary, when I go to the United States, they keep talking nonsense about how there is a good Korean restaurant somewhere in New York.

    ��Whoa.��

    Yeonsu swallowed a deep sigh inside. No matter how you look at it, there seems to be no way for this man to see her as a woman.

    The UK I met after a long time was even more beautiful than I remembered from the past. They said they were filming a movie in Hong Kong, but I heard that Chungmuro is also trying hard to capture the UK.

    What��s more, aren��t there frequent conversations about Ennd among fellow actresses? There were many actresses who wanted to meet in Ennd, but there were many who did not receive even a single contact letter.

    Famous entertainment magazines also followed Britain��s private life and reported on it, but couldn��t find a single clue rted to the scandal. Because of this, there were frequent rumors that Ennd liked men rather than women.

    ��Is it true?��

    Yeonsu nced at Ennd, who was happily enjoying the buffet next to her. No matter how I looked at it, it seemed like I had to let it go now. What can you do if the other person does not see you as a woman, but only as a younger sister?

    At that time, Jisoo, who was sitting across from me, seemed to be fighting in a low voice.

    ��Cheer up, sister!��

    Over the past three years, when I was filming in Busan, I would visit Namhang once in a while, and I stayed in contact with my mother in Ennd, so I was able to meet Jisoo and be close friends with her.

    Now that Jisoo sees Yeonsu and sings that she wishes she could be her new sister, they are now able to share their feelings with each other.

    Yes,

    ��Oppa, do you have some time today?��

    When we go, let��s leave without any regrets.

    * * *

    This was after sending my mother and stepfather, beautifully dressed in Hanbok, in the wedding car.

    He expressed his gratitude to the South Port merchants and the agency family members who came to visit him from Seoul to Busan.

    After sending everyone away, two people are walking along the dock. It was training with none other than the UK.

    ��When did he grow so tall?��

    I felt like a lot had changed in just three years. The number of years that seemed small for a while has now grown significantly.

    Trudging.

    The two people walked together along the path next to the breakwater. Because it was a ce where you had to go deep into South Port, there were no tourists other than locals.

    The two people are walking in silence. Only the seagulls are pping their wings in the air, looking down at the sight.

    ��What can I say?��

    Meanwhile, Yeonsu was also worried. Even though I had called Ennd here, I couldn��t really think of what to say.

    It was a time when I was taking a break. A fishing boat passing by on the other side honks its horn unexpectedly.

    Baaaaaaaaa!

    Seagulls startled by an untimely horn chirp and the waves ripple. Training was also the same. I was startled by the honking of the horn as if to awaken my thoughts. At that moment, my body loses its bnce and falls towards Ennd.

    Quadang.

    The two people ovepped and hit their butts toward the floor. The good news among the misfortunes was that Yeonsu fell towards the puddle, with Ennd supporting her body. My butt was wet, but it wasn��t hurt. But that wasn��t the problem.

    �� �� !

    The pupils of the two people suddenly got bigger, as if they had made a promise to each other. Yeonsu and Yeongguk fall and are facing each other with their faces about an inch apart. Yeonsu��s face heated up, and so did Ennd.

    ��I��m sorry!��

    What do you mean by sorry? But before I knew it, I said I was sorry.

    Yeon-soo tries to get up quickly, but loses her bnce again and stumbles towards Yeok-ri, who has fallen.

    My heart is pounding.

    Ennd felt his heart pounding violently. It was Yeonsu, whom I only thought of as my younger sister. But why is my heart pounding so much?

    Since myst life, I have been bad at dating. Because he was crazy about acting, he had no contact with women at all.

    This life was also the same. Maybe it was because of his past life experiences, but his agency actually weed the fact that he wasn��t meeting women, but thought it was strange.

    My heart is pounding.

    The perspectives of Ennd and Yeonsu intersect. The long straight hair that reaches down to the waist and the deer-like face turn red like a scarlet and are looking at oneself.

    Was he wrong in thinking that Yeonsu was simply his younger sister? If not, why is his heart still beating so vigorously?

    ��Eh, I don��t know.��

    It was then.

    Yeonsu��s lips turned towards Ennd��s lips. I had to go to America anyway.

    In the UK, we also had no idea when we would meet again in the future as we continued filming overseas. If you let the opportunity pass today, you may regret it forever.

    At that moment, the two people��s lips meet. Ennd��s eyes widen as well, but he doesn��t avoid Yeonsu��s lips for no reason.

    My heart is pounding.

    The warm sunlight cuts through the sea waves and shines like a jewel. The faces of two people ovep while facing the sea. Each other��s heartbeats sound loud as if they are beneath the surface.

    At that time,

    the owner of the ��Yeongguk��, who was watching the scene from afar, rubbed his surprised eyes with his sleeve and hurriedly turned the fishing boat��s head in the other direction. Wasn��t it because he recognized Ennd from a distance and honked his horn?

    I was secretly sorry that I attended the wedding early in the morning and then went straight to work. I was happy to see Ennd again like this.

    The owner��s face at the helm is filled with a happy smile, as if he is looking at his grown son.

 Chapter 168

    I will live as an actor Episode 168

    Legend.

    Legends, which are listed as a type of tale, are passed down orally in each region.

    For example, examples include the Manpasikjeok of the East Sea and the Muyeongtap of Bulguksa Temple.

    Along with the cries of seagulls, you can hear the strong dialect of the Busandies.

    ��Oh my, what a pretty day! I guess you came with your partner? I��ll give you what I caught this morning at a low price! Go ahead and grab a te! ��The sea squirts are amazing!��

    ��How much is it?��

    ��I��ll give you the sea squirts at a cheap price no matter what!��

    Even bargaining bes salty like salty sea waves.

    It is a t surface with a clear view of the sea in front of Taejongdae. As befits its reputation as a haenyeo vige, a variety of fresh seafood areid out on the tables.

    The saying that they were freshly caught in the morning is not a lie, and they are so lively that they seem to be wriggling in the water at any moment.

    The only food on the table is freshly prepared sea squirts, sea cucumbers, abalone, and vinegared vegetables.

    The salty and sweet vor along with the scent of the sea spreads in your mouth so much that you don��t need a separate side dish.

    ��Kiya, this is what it tastes like!��

    PD Kim Woo-hyung, who was sitting across from us, clicked his tongue when he saw Min Su-jin pouring soju into a sea squirt shell and drinking it.

    ��Writer Min, we��re not here to have fun, are we already drinking soju?��

    ��Producer Kim. They say Mt. Geumgang is also an after-meal view. And I wouldn��t be able to drink even a ss of soju as a snack with this vast ocean. That��s not polite to soju! ��Come on, PD Kim, drink this sea squirt shell and drink a ss of soju.��

    ��What I��m saying is that I��m leaving the water in the clearing in case someone doesn��t think I��m a writer.��

    Writer Min Soo-jin was a writer who was well known by S Company��s entertainment department. The reason she changed broadcasting stations was simple. It was because I wanted to master drama, not entertainment anymore.

    ��Honestly, I am very grateful to PD Kim.��

    ��Writer Min, are you drunk already?��

    ��It��s okay to be this drunk. I just wanted to reveal it when I saw the open sea. Do you know what our writer Wang said when he said he wanted to do a drama at SBC? When I say I��m doing well, I��m doing well, so I don��t think I��m scared of a one-day puppy tiger. No, you must have been a royal writer since birth. And the amazing CP of our SBC drama departmentughed so hard when he saw my synopsis. ��If you feel like it, shove honey chestnuts in your face!��

    ��Writer Min��s synopsis talks nonsense.��

    ��No, PD Kim!��

    At that moment, an ajimae from Busan serves boiled conches on a table.

    ��My wife, even if you hate men, you are my boy. Don��t fight too much. You should use your energy elsewhere. ��This is the Ssabi I was talking about earlier!��

    The topic changes in an instant. Min Su-jin is in a hurry to say that this is not the case, but the Busan ajimae ignores it and turns to the touristsing down from Taejongdae to the seaside rock.

    Min Su-jin pours soju into the sea squirt shell again and drinks it.

    ��Producer Kim, do you think my synopsis is nonsense?��

    ��huh.��

    ��What, then why did you contact me? I thought of it like a lifesaver. ��I threw away all the connections and experience I had built at SBC and followed PD Kim to MBS.��

    ��Writer Min��s synopsis makes no sense from the perspective of a terrestrial producer, and even though writer Min is unknown to the entertainment department, he is no different from a beginner when ites to the drama department.��

    Terrestrial drama stations are quite conservative. The reason why one-size-fits-all narratives and new factions dominate is not very special. This was because viewer ratings were guaranteed.

    Therefore, it is difficult to wee a synopsis with a narrative structure that deviates even slightly from the fixed framework. Moreover, if it is a work by a writer with no drama experience, the programming itself is likely to be a camel through the eye of a needle in the first ce.

    ��Then why��?��

    ��Like writer Min said, it was a ridiculous synopsis.��

    ��yes?��

    ��I liked that.��

    Producer Kim Woo-hyung poured soju into a sea squirt shell, drank it, and put it down loudly.

    ��Because I was confident that it would change thendscape of Korean dramas.��

    * * *

    Waves crash down the low cliff. This is a ce where the water is not very deep. It was a ce where I often went to y after skipping school when I was young, and it was also a filming location for ��August Man�� when I was a child actor.

    side.

    The sound of white crashing waves feels like the sound of a kiss. Ennd felt his face heating up. Because it reminded me of something that happened at the dock a few days ago.

    My heart is pounding.

    When I think about that time, my heart suddenly starts pounding as if I were sick.

    This was a child who always thought of me as a younger sister. After all, wasn��t it when we first met when we were very young?

    No matter how much I spent my past life having the image of a representative innocent and pretty actress, what would have been the use? The image of Yeonsu, who was a snobbery, is stuck in my mind.

    ��Whoa.��

    Even if others don��t know, don��t you know it yourself? If you add in your past life experiences, you are already past middle age.

    But I don��t know why my heart is beating so fast. There was no way to know whether his current feelings were towards her or out of embarrassment.

    It may be because I was basically ignorant about dating in the first ce.

    ��by the way.��

    They say they are going to America, but I don��t know if rice will suit their taste. These days, there are Korean restaurants in the U.S., but you probably can��t go to Koreatown every time.

    Also, I did not specifically ask which school I was going to. Are you renting an officetel or moving into a dormitory?

    If possible, it would be better to go into the dormitory.

    ��No, what am I thinking! ��Come to your senses, Jang Young-guk!��

    He shook his head vigorously, as if trying to shake off the thoughts that were filling his mind. Only then does the beach appear in front of you.

    ��I guess I��ll be able to see Chupungsa (���L�~) sometime next year.��

    This is the working title of a movie filmed in Hong Kong. It was a work that directly quoted the title of a ssic poem by Tang Dynasty poet Li Baek.

    As you can see from the title, it was a movie with a deep longing for a past love.

    Because it was the return film of director Wang Jinyang, who once dominated the Hong Kong film industry, there was a lot of interest not only in China but also in Korea. I can assure you that the movie will be a box office sess.

    As I look at the sea for the first time in a while, I am reminded of the night I had drinks with director Jinyang Wang.

    It��s been so long since we��ve had such a deep discussion and debate about movies together, and I never imagined that anyone would feel this way except director Baek Jang-hoon.

    After all, it was not easy in the movie world to treat each other as equal filmmakers regardless of their experience and age.

    Actually, it��s not that there were no problems while filming the movie. It was because of the difference in personality with the director. It didn��t matter if only one person had a perfectionistic personality, but since both people were like that, the staff and other actors died.

    Because of this, there was a time when the Hong Kong actress who yed the female lead refused to leave the vehicle while filming. My father is the leader of a triad or something.

    If you think about that, our country is still pretty good. You can��t be that forceful on set.

    ��I think it would be okay to work with Yeonsu again.��

    I turned around and Yeonsu��s face appeared in my mind again. No matter how hard I tried to change the subject, I kept thinking about the kiss from a few days ago.

    It��s not that I didn��t like it, but while filming the movie in Hong Kong, I thought that Yeonsu would be a good fit for the other role. I thought it would be perfect for the image to be innocent and pretty.

    ��ah! ��It won��t work!��

    I jumped up from my seat to avoid thinking about training anymore. Then he took off his jacket to cool his head. It didn��t matter because it was a ce where not only tourists but also locals came and went.

    Looking at the blue sea overlooking the low cliffs, I feel like I have returned to my childhood.

    * * *

    The preliminary field trip for filming has significant implications in many ways.

    Usually, preliminary field trips to drama filming locations are conducted when the programming itself bes visible. Because of this, writer Min Su-jin is more motivated than ever.

    Isn��t he like being abandoned by his parents, where he had been working all along?

    If MBS had not reached out to me, I might not have set foot in the broadcasting station again out of pride.

    ��Producer Kim is here!��

    ��Let��s go slowly. Slowly.�� Why is writer Min so fast? Were you on the sports team by any chance?��

    PD Kim Woo-hyung was dying as he climbed the steep slope. In the hot May sun, beads of sweat run down my back.

    It had been a long time since I had been on a business trip, so I was excited, and since this was near the beach, I even imagined going on a cruise ship.

    However, if I had known how to climb a mountain like this, I would have sent an assistant director instead of myself.

    ��This is where the filming took ce!��

    ��What filming location?��

    ��There��s a famous PD who returns to CP this time. This is where he filmed his debut film, Man in August.��

    ��here?��

    Kim Woo-hyung wiped the sweat that was forming on his forehead with his sleeve and looked around curiously. When ites to drama filming locations, there��s usually at least one sign posted there. It may not be because there are many tourist attractions nearby.

    As if reading Kim Woo-hyung��s thoughts, Min Soo-jin continues.

    ��It��s a location that doesn��t have much space for filming. I think it was removed from the list of tourist attractions in the first ce because it wasn��t a road that people often visit. Rather, Jagalchi, which depicts the protagonist��s life as a child, received more attention.��

    ��okay? ��But why here?��

    ��Actually, this was the ce that impressed me the most when I was thinking about this work. One day, there was a rerun of an old drama on TV, and the man from August appeared. ��This synopsis came to mind when I saw the child actor jumping off this low cliff.��

    The scenery unfolding below the low cliff is truly spectacr.

    The blue sea shines like a jewel and seagulls circle as if painting a picture in the sky. The approaching wind seems to carry the scent of the sea with it.

    ��Writer Min��s synopsises to mind.��

    ��That��s right. No matter how I look at it, I wonder how on earth they chose and found a ce like this. I also had a hard time finding this ce. ��I met CP Yu in person and was told the exact location.��

    ��CP?��

    The famous producer is the one who has already established a legendary status in the MBS drama department. The youngest CP with the most home runs, he was truly a role model for junior producers.

    But for some reason, it is difficult to approach quickly.

    ��I told you about the synopsis I had written and the sea legends I had researched. You listened with interest and immediately taught me.��

    ��No matter how you look at it, writer Min seems to have good courage. I can��t even speak properly in front of CP. By the way, ording to writer Min��s synopsis, a handsome man should pop out from the middle of the beach.��

    ��Oh, that��s possible because it��s a drama. Is this possible in reality? Howmon is a prince appearing from the sea? It��s a story that only appears in legends, isn��t it? When I came here, there was no one around�� �� .��

    with a ssh!

    It was then.

    With a sudden ssh, the two people��s eyes naturally turned to the bottom of the shallow cliff. Soon, the eyes of writer Min Su-jin and producer Kim Woo-hyung simultaneously became the size of flowermps.

    At the sight of a person appearing between the blue waves. Bright sunlight shines on the wet hair of a man leisurely swimming in the sea.

    I am mesmerized by the exceptionally blue waves that contrast with the chiseled lean upper body, broad shoulders, and white skin.

    Min Su-jin, who was looking at the scene, rubs her eyes and speaks as if she is fascinated.

    ��The Mermaid Prince?��

 Chapter 169

    I will live as an actor Episode 169:

    In the traditional fairy tale The Fairy and the Woodcutter, did the woodcutter feel this way? Writer Min Su-jin and PD Kim Woo-hyung were holding their breath as they took a peek at the man swimming in the blue sea.

    Min Su-jin cannot keep her mouth shut at the sight of a young man swimming through the waves.

    ��Wow.��

    The sight of the young man walking through the blue jewels reflecting the shining sunlight was literally like a painting. Even small fish that avoid human touch are circling around as if weing him.

    Looking at that scene felt like I was dreaming. Even the gentlypping waves and the chirping of seagulls seemed to be singing for him.

    My heart is pounding.

    Min Su-jin��s heart was pounding violently. This is because I felt like I was actually encountering the main character in the script that I had longed for. Min Su-jin��s cheeks turned red as she saw the young man walking out onto thend.

    The water droplets dripping from her wet hair smoothly run over the curves of her firm breasts.

    The pants were already soaked, but since they were dark in color, it felt more like I was wearing a smooth swimsuit.

    Rather, the more I looked at him walking with his bare feet on the ground, the more it felt like a pictorial.

    ��found.��

    PD Kim Woo-hyung, who was watching Min Soo-jin��s words to herself, also nodded vigorously.

    Eventually, a young man walks ashore and climbs up a low cliff. It was time to put on the jacket that was hanging on a tree branch and shake off my hair.

    ��How long are you going to steal like that?��

    Min Soo-jin and Kim Woo-hyung felt their hearts sinking for an instant. I wonder what it feels like to be caught stealing.

    The young man��s eyes turn to the two people who were secretly watching him. The one who stepped forward first, leaving the hesitant Min Soo-jin behind, was none other than producer Kim Woo-hyung.

    ��I��m sorry. I came here because I heard it was a ce with few people, but I didn��t know you were swimming.��

    ��I have something to be sorry about. This isn��t even mynd. I just asked because I was curious. I guess they are a married couple. ��Did youe on a trip to Busan?��

    Min Su-jin became even more confident in the young man��s bright smile.

    There are many people who are good at acting, even among established actors. But assimting with the characters in the script means something else.

    Doesn��t the young man in front of you look like he came right out of his own script? If his acting skills arecking, he can make up for it.

    ��Oh, we��re not a married couple. But, by any chance, where did we see it��?��

    Just as Kim Woo-hyung was about to continue speaking, Min Soo-jin walks forward. Then he strides towards the young man.

    ��Hello, my name is Min Soo-jin, a writer at the MBS Drama Department!��

    At that moment, Kim Woo-hyung, who was standing behind Min Su-jin, opened his eyes wide at the sight of the young man flipping up his wet hair.

    * * *

    ��MBS?��

    Ennd looked at the woman who handed him a business card. It is a ce with a deep connection to MBS broadcasting station. It was also the ce where I filmed ��Youth�� when I started as a child actor, and wasn��t it the ce where I won the acting grand prize that year for ��The Secret of King Yeonsan��?

    ��Min Su-jin.��

    I don��t know all the writers in the drama department. After all, wasn��t the job of a writer originally a frence job? Just as actors do, so do writers.

    The position changes depending on the viewer ratings. If he were to be famous, all terrestrial broadcasting stations would be eager to recruit him. The nickname ��Wang Writer�� was not created for nothing.

    On the other hand, in the case of nameless assistant writers, there were many cases where they disappeared without a word. The working environment was poor and pay had to be paid while working with passion. Is that why?

    ��It��s my first time hearing this name.��

    No matter how much I looked back, I couldn��t remember ever hearing the name Min Soo-jin in the MBS drama department. Even if you don��t know the name, you might remember the face because you have a lot of experience going to the broadcasting station.

    At that moment, Min Soo-jin, who handed Ennd a business card, borated again.

    ��No wonder I was so impressed when I saw you swimming at the beach just now. ��If you don��t mind, may I know what you do?��

    ��I��m pursuing acting.��

    ��Really!��

    Min Soo-jin is visibly happy and screams. Ennd felt quite embarrassed by that sight.

    ��Do you not know me?��

    I wasn��t the type of person to brag about being famous. However, I thought the name was already quite well known in Korea. Not surprisingly, it achieved huge box office sess twice as a hit and miss movie, and wasn��t it called a guaranteed box office hit in dramas as well?

    Moreover, since he had already won an acting award at MBS, it made no sense for a broadcaster to not recognize him.

    ��It��s nothing else, it��s because we are currently programming a drama. By any chance, does that mean you are majoring in theater and film in college? Or are you going to auditions? No, look at my mind. ��Can I ask what your name is?��

    ��Over there, writer Min.��

    ��Producer Kim, wait a minute! I really felt like I came across a pearl hidden in the sea today. I got the feeling as soon as I saw it! What��s more, I heard that you are aspiring to be an actor, so I thought it was fate, really!��

    ��Author Min��!��

    It was only then that Min Su-jin stopped talking at Kim Woo-hyung��s shout. Kim Woo-hyung shouts wordlessly at Min Su-jin with his face turning red and tired.

    Min Soo-jin turns her head, narrows her eyes, and closely examines the shape of Kim Woo-hyung��s mouth.

    ��Jang..Young..Guuk��?!��

    At that moment, Min Soo-jin��s head jerks back toward Ennd.

    ��omg.��

    * * *

    It is arge pot house where the sea breeze blows. Among the noisyughter of sailors under an old signboard showing signs of age, there was only one table that seemed to die.

    Writer Min Su-jin ran her fingers down her face and let out a deep sigh.

    ��Producer Kim, someone like me should die.��

    Min Soo-jin, who spoke self-deprecatingly, picks up the soju bottle and fills it with soju. PD Kim Woo-hyung tried to stop him, but it was already toote. Isn��t that like pouring a ss full of soju down your throat?

    It was natural for her to feel intoxicated, but on the contrary, Min Su-jin��s mind seemed to be clearer as she did so.

    ��How can a broadcasting station writer not even know the face of actor Jang Young-guk? Ugh.��

    Was it because I was so absorbed in the sight of Ennd cutting through the blue waves? I didn��t recognize his face right away. It was as if he had walked straight out of his own script and he could not tell that it was actor Jang Young-guk.

    ��Don��t be so hard on yourself, I didn��t recognize you at first either. ��It can happen if you��re not in your right mind.��

    Kim Woo-hyung offers words offort to Min Soo-jin, who mes herself. At that moment, the aunt of Daepotjip approached me holding a te full of Bindaetteok.

    However, Min Soo-jin pours soju into her mouth again without even eating the snack.

    ��I��d be lucky if I just didn��t recognize the face. ��I was shocked that he ran around thinking he had found a pearl buried in the sea, not knowing that he was an actor, Jang Young-guk, and that he majored in acting.��

    ��Why can this be taken to mean that there are multiple masks? Don��t think too bad of him. He won��t think too bad of you either. Even in broadcasting circles, actor Jang Young-guk is famous for his good personality.��

    ��Do you really think so?��

    ��Well, if that friend Mi-dam floating around the broadcasting station isn��t a lie.��

    ��Oh really!��

    Min Su-jin sighs once more.

    The pride of actors is strong. In particr, some actors sometimes get angry at things that cannot be understood by ordinary people. As a famous anecdote goes, there was an actress who didn��t say a word to the staff on set. It would have been more correct to say that it was ack of cheapness rather than a sense of being the chosen people.

    That��s how capricious the actors�� temperament is. The good news is that actor Jang Young-guk is famous for his good personality not only in broadcasting but also in Chungmuro.

    At that time, Min Soo-jin looks at Kim Woo-hyung and asks.

    ��Producer Kim, Jang Young-guk can��t do that, right?��

    In response to the unexpected question, Kim Woo-hyung lifts his ss of soju and spits it out as he tries to moisten his mouth. Suddenly, soju was sprayed like mist on the face of Min Su-jin, who was sitting across from him.

    ��No, writer Min. I have to say something that makes sense. Do you know how much Jang Young-guk��s ransom is?��

    * * *

    The fragrant smell of kimchi fried rice wafts through the small apartment in Yeongdo. Jisoo said with her eyes wide open after eating a spoonful of British-made kimchi fried rice.

    ��Oppa, are you this good at cooking?��

    Ennd gives a faint smile. While my mother and stepfather were on their honeymoon, I had to take care of Jisoo for a short period of time.

    It��s been a while since she showed off her cooking skills, and Jisoo seems quite satisfied with it. After all, if you add in your past life experiences, isn��t your career alone already spanning several decades?

    ��It��s really delicious. ��My brother, you can get married now!��

    ��There��s nothing a little thing can��t say. ��Hurry up, eat dinner, brush your teeth, and then go back and do your homework.��

    ��It��s really like this. It��s exactly the same thing I say to my dad. And I am now a high school student. ��I��ll be a college student in a few years.��

    ��Anyone can be a college student, but you have to do well on the CSAT to get into the college you want.��

    Jisoo wanted to retort, but couldn��t. After all, Ennd, who is smiling across from him, is the first person to score a perfect score on the Schstic Ability Test. From looks to brains. It was no exaggeration to say that it was truly equipped with everything.

    ��My father said so. Jisoo, you don��t study these days and always follow the concerts of singers who appear on TV.��

    ��That��s just because I like the fans.��

    ��But did you go to a concert in Daegu, even going through your piggy bank? ��You��re young and you��re not afraid.��

    Jisoo��s mouth sticks out. Ennd, who was watching this, raised the corner of his mouth and borated.

    ��If you get good grades on this final exam, my brother will get you autographs from the singers you like.��

    ��what? ��It��s real!��

    As Ennd nodded briefly, Jisoo quickly finished the kimchi fried rice in front of her. Then, after gulping down a ss of water, he jumps up from his seat. It was a time when Ennd was puzzled by what had happened in just five minutes.

    ��Oppa, I��m going to go to my room and study from now on. ��Don��t disturb me!��

    ��her.��

    Ennd stuck his tongue out when he saw Jisoo quickly running into his room. Are idols that good? Ennd also sat down on a chair at the dining table and took out a small booklet.

    -Thank you for reading this just once!

    It was a booklet handed to me by writer Min Su-jin, whom I met this afternoon. She barely managed to hand over the booklet while stuttering, as if she was sorry that she didn��t recognize Ennd��s face.

    When I got home and checked what it was, it was a drama synopsis. Preparation alone deserves recognition.

    ��Let��s take a look.��

    Britain��s eyes turn to the synopsis.

    How much time has passed?

    At first it was just curiosity. After all, it is no exaggeration to say that synopses for dramas and movies are already piled up like a mountain when you go to the agency.

    However, as each page was passed, Ennd could not take his eyes off it for even a moment. Contrary to the author��s image of being aloof, doesn��t it feel as if the synopsis is sucking you in?

 Chapter 170

    I will live as an actor Episode 170

    Prince.

    Contrary to the name of the hotel, the interior and exterior are quite old. In fact, it can be said that it is a hotel in name only and a motel.

    However, the view outside the window isparable to that of most 5-star hotels. The blue waves spreading under the drawbridge are reminiscent of Europe.

    ��The business trip ends today.��

    This was Yeongdo, where I stayed for a week for a preliminary field trip. As I was about to leave the ce that had be so familiar to me as my hometown, rather than feeling sad, I felt refreshed.

    ��I heard that Min��s drunk drinking made him feel like he��s aged five years in a week. Ugh.��

    There is a saying that Mt. Geumgang is also a beautiful ce after a meal. I drank several times a day due to the beautiful scenery of the beach and strangely shaped cliffs, which are hard to find in Seoul. Writer Min��s job was so grueling that it was more difficult than assisting the boss of mostpanies.

    Kim Woo-hyung��s hands seem lighter than ever as he folds the clothes he hand-washedst night. by the way.

    ��It��s Jang Young-guk�� �� .��

    Kim Woo-hyung recalled an incident that urred a few days ago. Didn��t you meet an unexpected person at the ce you visited for your preliminary field trip? Jang Young-guk was an actor who became acquainted with not only Korean but also international greats.

    Writer Min��s drunken voice still lingers in my head.

    -Producer Kim, won��t Jang Young-guk take a photo with us?

    Would a child who doesn��t know anything about the world be like this?

    -No, but Jang Young-guk also received an acting award at MBS. I heard you��re close to CP too. How could it not?

    The writer, who was heavily drunk, begged Kim Woo-hyung to somehow cast Jang Young-guk. If it had been a man instead of a woman, writer Min might have been hit by Kim Woo-hyung that day.

    ��I have to say something that makes sense. How do I recruit Jang Young-guk��?�� �� .��

    Kim Woo-hyung��s voice, which was full of confidence in everything, alsocked strength. Broadcasting stations are usually the best when ites to casting dramas.

    That��s because, in the case of terrestrial dramas, there were a mountain of actors wishing to appear.

    However, the position may change depending on the actor��s poprity. For example, actor Jang Young-guk would be the best of the best.

    ��I heard you have a close rtionship with CP Yoo.��

    The famous CP is someone whose abilities have already been recognized by the MBS drama department. Not only was he the youngest person to hold the CP position, but there was a lot of talk about him winning the position of director in the future.

    However, it was unclear whether an actor with a reputation like Jang Young-guk would be able to be cast even if a famous CP stepped forward.

    ��Lotto.��

    This is amon phrase these days in broadcasters and Chungmuro. In the past, it was called a guaranteed box office hit, but these days, it could be said that whoever catches Jang Young-guk has won the lottery.

    It was no exaggeration to say that broadcasters and Chungmuro were working hard to catch Jang Young-guk.

    But if Jang Young-guk raises his appearance fee, will he appear in all of them?

    Oh no, that��s not it either. Actor Jang Young-guk was jokingly selected as the person whose inner thoughts are most difficult to read among broadcasters and Chungmuro officials.

    Not only are there cases where people shake their heads even when the guarantee is calcted to be the highest of all time, but there have also been times when he appeared in an independent film without receiving any guarantee at all. It literally meant that only artistic quality was in mind.

    Of course, someone said this. Some may say that it would be unfair to consider the quality of the work before filming,

    but what was surprising was his insight. The work he chooses is recognized not only for itsmercial value but also for its artistic quality. It was truly an insight into the future.

    Therefore, from the standpoint of a productionpany with ample financial resources, there was no actor as demanding as Jang Young-guk.

    ��It can��t be possible.��

    Kim Woo-hyung shook his head. It��s not for nothing that they say, don��t look at a tree you can��t climb.

    As a producer himself, he thought it would be great to cast Jang Young-guk as the lead, but as he is a broadcasting station official, he knows very well how unrealistic that would be. It was then.

    ��Producer Kim��!��

    The hotel door opens wide without knocking. Writer Min Su-jin was standing there, out of breath.

    ��Author Min! ��If I��m at least changing my clothes, why would you open the door like that?��

    ��That��s not important now! ��He came to visit me!��

    ��Who ising to visit?��

    Who woulde to Yeongdo, located on the outskirts of Busan, not even Seoul? At the moment when my doubts deepened, Min Su-jin took a deep breath and hurriedly spoke.

    ��Jang Young-guk!��

    * * *

    �� �� I want to do it.

    ��yes?��

    Producer Kim Woo-hyung could not believe his own ears. If you were to capture yourself with a camera, I can tell you that the subject would have a dumb expression on his face.

    At that time, Ennd, who was sitting across from me, answered again with a faint smile.

    ��I want to appear in PD��s work.��

    Kim Woo-hyung felt his heart pounding. I felt a flood of emotions, even worse than when I passed the public PD exam.

    He asked back, clutching his trembling heart.

    ��So, is it true that Actor Jang Young-guk wants to appear in the work we are currently preparing?��

    ��Yes that��s right.��

    ��her.��

    Kim Woo-hyung let out an exmation without realizing it. Writer Min Soo-jin, sitting next to him, was already huping.

    ��But how do you know our work?��

    ��When I met once before, writer Min handed me the synopsis. When I went home and read it, I was fascinated by it. ��The agency said they would only be able to give a definite answer once the script was properly produced.��

    ��Are you saying that if the script doesn��te out right, it could fall t?��

    ��I��m sorry if you heard that. However, the synopsis itself is a very interesting work, so in my personal opinion, I would definitely like to appear in it. ��If I have to audition, I��ll see.��

    It��s an audition.

    Kim Woo-hyung almost waved his hand. It didn��t make sense to audition in a situation where even kneeling down and bowing to them wasn��t enough.

    After all, isn��t actor Jang Young-guk��s acting skills so great that there��s already no one in Korea who doesn��t know about it? How amazing is it that even critics with picky tastes evaluated Jang Young-guk as the mainstay of the Korean film industry in the future.

    Soon, a voice is heard that awakens Kim Woo-hyung��s thoughts.

    ��I�� . ��There is something else I would like to ask of you.��

    ��Please?��

    Kim Woo-hyung wanted to tell him to say anything. At first, I thought it was a tree I couldn��t climb, so I was an actor who wasn��t even on the casting list.

    However, after entering the circle like this, I feel even more restless. He is worried that he might change his mind.

    ��It��s okay. Please speakfortably. ��If it is about appearing, we will discuss it to amodate actor Jang��s opinion as much as possible.��

    To put it bluntly, if I could catch Jang Young-guk, I could do anything. But did you say it was to save face? Since he was a terrestrial producer in name only, it is impossible for him to reveal his true feelings here.

    What on earth should I ask for? You can ask to create your own luxurious waiting room at the filming site, or even ask for the filming schedule to fit your schedule. Because he is an actor who is visited by many ces. but.

    ��Is the female lead position still vacant?��

    ��Yes, the casting of actors has not yet been decided.��

    ��then�� �� .��

    The request that followed was unexpected.

    * * *

    Incheon International Airport.

    Amidst the crowds of people, a girl wearing a hat is seen. She is about to go through departure formalities, leading a suitcase the size of her body.

    ��Whoa.��

    The day of departure arrived, but I was still distraught. The reason was simple. It was because I met Ennd in Busan.

    I had decided to give up my feelings for Ennd when I went to Busan, but my longing for him only grew.

    ��Is it Yeonsu?��

    Seeing Yeonsu continuously ncing behind her, her mother asked curiously. It waste, but the airport was still crowded with people.

    ��Is someoneing to see me off?��

    ��No, it��s not like that�� �� .��

    ��I n to live in the United States from now on, but my mom is worried. I��d like to tell you to change your mind right now, but you��ve made such a firm decision�� �� .��

    My mother��s face was full of worry. No matter how old a child gets, he or she still looks like a baby in the eyes of his or her parents.

    I couldn��t help but be worried when I heard that it wasn��t a nearby country and that I would go to the United States to study film directing.

    ��Did you call the CEO?��

    ��I gave it to you just now.��

    ��Yes, but the CEO was very disappointed. I heard that you are receiving a lot of acting offers right now, and you suddenly said that you are going to study abroad�� .��

    It was a time when his stock as an actor was rising. The reason why the agency representative was so concerned was simple. This is because the time when a child actor transitioned into adulthood was important.

    In particr, the more well-known a child actor like Yeonsu is, the more sessful or failed he or she is depending on the role he or she ys when he or she transitions into adulthood.

    However, if you stop acting and go abroad to study like you do now, there are only two oues. Either make a spectacreback or bepletely forgotten by the public.

    Even after studying abroad, it was still unclear whether I would receive as many drama offers as I had just received.

    ��Actually, there is someone else I want to contact.��

    In Yeonsu��s mind, there was only one person whose voice she wanted to hear right now.

    But I don��t think he will contact me. In a way, the kiss in Yeongdo was just a coincidence.

    Furthermore, there would be no way to know as the timing of departure was not mentioned at all.

    ��Yeonsu, now I have to go through the formalities.��

    It was then.

    The moment the mother and daughter are about to take a step, a hand is ced over Yeonsu��s shoulder. Yeonsu��s eyes, following the hand, turn around and fixate on one person.

    ��brother�� �� ?��

    I couldn��t believe it. Ennd, who hade running in, was standing there, sweating. Even though he was wearing a hat and sses, there was no way he wouldn��t recognize Ennd.

    Yeonsu rubbed her eyes with her sleeve and looked again to see if she was dreaming. However, the sweaty appearance of Ennd was only visible more clearly.

    Ennd takes a deep breath and smiles.

    ��found.��

    ��what�� ?��

    ��I called Yeonsu��s agency to find out when she would be leaving the country. We almost got mixed up. by the way.��

    At that moment, Ennd gets down on one knee and knots Yeonsu��s shoces. When was it released? Even though the body is big, it still doesn��t fit well.

    Yeonsu��s cheeks turned red without her knowledge as she watched Ennd��s bedside knotting her shoces.

    Didn��t they say that if coincidence happens twice, it bes inevitable? My heart was pounding violently.

    Yeonsu��s mother quietly leaves, looking thrilled at the reunion of the two.

    ��Yeonsu.��

    At that time, Ennd, who had been down on one knee, stood up and exined further. The airport was filled with all kinds of noise due to therge number of people visiting the airport, but only his voice pierced Yeonsu��s ears clearly.

    ��Can��t I go?��

 Chapter 171

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 171

    �C Can I not go?

    Yeonsu pulled the bedding up to her head. Still, the red cheeks show no signs of going away.

    It feels like Ennd��s voice is still lingering in my head.

    It was a moment that felt like a dream. It was an appearance like something out of a movie. The male protagonist urgently holds the hand of the female protagonist who is about to leave the country at the airport.

    ��Ouch!��

    Screaming cheers erupted. Yeonsu��s mother heard a sound outside the door and knocked, asking, ��Yeonsu, are you okay?�� He asks. As Yeon-soo hurriedly shouts that it is okay,ughter is heard from the other side of the door, realizing what is going on. actually.

    ��I didn��t want to go either.��

    Yeonsu also did not have a great desire to study abroad. I wanted to study film directing, but it was something I could do in Korea.

    Anyway, Korea is no longer a bad environment for basic studies. Rather, it had an even greater advantage over New York in that it allowed me to study directing and work at the same time.

    Nevertheless, the reason Yeonsu chose to study abroad was because of ��emptiness��.

    Although I have been an actor since I was a child, I could not subjectively judge whether my acting skills had improved.

    Moreover, hasn��t the person you admired already be recognized and famous not only at home but also abroad?

    The more I did, the more anxious I became. For this reason, it could be said that he chose to study abroad in the city of refuge.

    Of course, like my agency said, I wanted to act. However, as he began to doubt whether he would be able to do well in the gap between child and adult roles, his impatience became uncontroble.

    Although I have been working as an actor since I was a child, acting as an adult and as a child arepletely different.

    It was also the reason why many child actors disappeared without being able to cross that threshold. It was right to be honest and say that I was scared.

    -Yeonsu.

    In such a situation, Britain��s proposal seemed like a rope sent down from the sky.

    -Would you like to act with me again?

    * * *

    MBS Drama Department.

    Growing orchids is not easy. If you think of it like a regr flower, you will see an orchid withering in less than 15 days.

    Temperature and humidity, as well as the direction of sunlight, require as much care as raising a child.

    That��s why it must be expensive.

    ��Hmm.��

    The famous CP, who is wiping a long leaf, narrows his eyebrows. I received an orchid as a gift, but I had no idea it would be this difficult to care for. Why aren��t there statistics showing that the nts that die the most in Korea are the orchid family?

    The reason why he takes care of these difficult-to-grow orchids is simple.

    Even if you look at the MBS Drama Department, or even across all terrestrial broadcasting channels, there is probably no one as young as you to have been appointed CP. What��s more, he studied so well that he earned the title of Deputy Director.

    It was the first orchid I received as a gift since bing deputy director. Since it was given directly by the president of the broadcasting station, he was worried that the long leaves would even wilt and even bought gardening-rted books.

    In some ways, this orchid in front of me was more important than the namete of the deputy director.

    I felt like I knew why the director of the drama department took such great care of the orchid in his office on a certain day in the past.

    ��No, it would be better to give a gift certificate. Why give something so difficult as a gift?��

    They say it��s a mascot-like gift from the head of MBS broadcasting station, but is there any way to do it? It could be said that he rose to the position of executive at a broadcasting station by having nts from the orchid family by his side. At least.

    ��Hmm, it smells good.��

    The gentle scent of the mountains flowing from orchids lifts the mood. It is a scent that you can never smell in the city. Didn��t the flower buds that bloomed in the middle of the long leaves bloom in full bloom as if asking you to look at them? by the way.

    ��I hope Woo-hyung is doing well.��

    Yoo Myung doesn��t have a very good rtionship with his seniors in the MBS drama department to begin with. Of course, how much harassment and checks was there when he was a regr PD?

    Not only did he hand over a historical drama that seemed like a burden to him as if he were throwing a bomb around, but I have also seen him politicize the head of the division and the director in order to somehow get the production pie.

    But the one who survives is the winner.

    After all, didn��t he get the CP position over seniors who were much older than him? Suddenly, his sessor became his superior.

    There were even people who could not ovee their sense of entitlement and left MBS and moved to other broadcasting stations.

    Because of this situation, Yoo Myung had a strong rtionship with his junior producers, both publicly and privately, and one of them was producer Kim Woo-hyung.

    ��I said it would be troublesome.��

    As expected, the work I selected as my debut work as soon as I finished AD and became a PD was somewhat difficult.

    The writer is also a beginner who worked as an assistant writer at another broadcastingpany��s entertainment department for a long time. If there had been someone other than a famous person in the position of deputy director, the program would have been impossible in the first ce. But Yumyeong pushed him.

    -Myeonghan, why doesn��t Woohyung look like he did when you were young?

    As the drama director said, it may have been because he saw his past self in Kim Woo-hyung��s appearance. However, the decisive factor that pushed him was his skills.

    Like his past self, he was an AD, but wasn��t he sometimes called up to direct the B team of senior PDs?

    At that time, I saw Kim Woo-hyung��s skills and understanding of directing surpassed those of most senior PDs. but.

    ��The actor is important.��

    But that doesn��t mean there��s nothing to worry about. The programming has been confirmed, but there is no significant cast of actors. Even if it is a terrestrial drama, it is not easy to cast famous actors.

    They also had to predict the sess potential of their work because they had to calcte their profits correctly.

    In that sense, Kim Woo-hyung��s debut work was not only a new producer but also a new writer, so from an external perspective, it is no different from a failing grade.

    smart.

    At that moment, a knocking sound is heard beyond the deputy director��s office.

    e in.��

    I didn��t ask who it was, but of course my boss wouldn��te knocking ande in. Soon the door opens and a man enters.

    ��Kim Woo-hyung�� �� ?��

    The famous PD��s eyes are filled with puzzlement. This guy went on a business trip for a week.

    He has a dazed expression as if he is on drugs. At that time, Kim Woo-hyung speaks as if possessed.

    ��Deputy Director.��

    ��Hey Kim Woo-hyung. What��s wrong with your face? ��Did something happen during your business trip?��

    ��Something truly amazing happened.��

    ��A huge deal? what is that?��

    ���� �� saw. ��In Yeongdo.��

    what?

    ��I tried it!��

    What did you see?

    * * *

    Songwon Entertainment.

    ��What��s your next project?��

    CEO Seonghwan Kim opened his eyes wide at the unexpected news. It was not long after we finished filming the movie in Hong Kong. The agency was always flooded with synopses for various movies and dramas, but there were some that were deliberately not made known to the UK.

    This is because I was concerned that I might feel physically and mentally burdened. But isn��t Britain willing to talk about its next project first?

    ��This is a work being nned by MBS. ��I quite liked it.��

    Ennd put down the synopsis handed to him by writer Min on the table. Seonghwan Kim naturally picked up the synopsis and asked back.

    ��At MBS? When did I contact you? Even if he was a famous producer, he wouldn��t contact you directly.��

    It is an unwritten rule between broadcasting stations and agencies. Rather than making a casting request directly to an actor, the request is made through a detour through an agency.

    ��We happened to meet each other in Yeongdo. It��s not producer Yu, it��s producer Kim Woo-hyung, who is joining MBS this time. ��It is said that author Min Soo-jin, who wrote the work, was originally at SBC��s entertainment department.��

    ��Getting started? Entertainment bureau��?��

    It gets more and more ghastly as time goes by. It is also surprising that he chose a drama as his next work; the producer in charge of directing is a neer who is just starting out, and the writer in charge of writing is said to be originally from another broadcastingpany��s entertainment department. I had a terrible headache.

    ��Ennd, that��s right. ��Why on earth did you choose this work?��

    ��I think it would be fun and I think it will be popr.��

    ���� �� .��

    If someone else had said that he would select a work like this as his next work, Seonghwan Kim would have stopped him, even if it meant hitting him.

    However, the person sitting across from him was none other than actor Jang Young-guk.

    Seonghwan Kim was Ennd��s partner and guardian who had been with him since he was a child. The actor he saw named Jang Young-guk was, in a word, close to a ��fortune teller.�� It��s also very brave.

    ��Every film I film is a huge hit!��

    How dare he be called the Hand of Midas among those involved. Among the representatives of several entertainmentpanies, there were times when Kim Seong-hwan came to see him and asked him to tell him secretly. I am very curious about what kind of work the UK is interested in.

    ��Okay, this is it. But, Ennd, if you think about your guarantee now, it��s not at a level that a terrestrial drama station can afford. ��It��s hard for me to say this, but it��s not because you��re my actor. You��re already one of the top three male actors in Korea!��

    I thought this was also a bit of an underestimate. To put it bluntly, the only Korean actor receiving love calls from Hollywood and Hong Kong was none other than Ennd.

    It��s just that I haven��t made it into Hollywood yet, but it��s only a matter of time before I do if I put my mind to it.

    But let alone a drama, it was the debut work of a new producer and a writer from the entertainment department. I couldn��t help but find it ironic.

    ��Let��s read it.��

    Seeing is better than hearing about it. Without further boration, Ennd pointed to the synopsis with a nce. CEO Seonghwan Kim swallows his saliva and unfolds a single sheet. Well, let��s watch it and then talk about how great it is that it dazzled actor Jang Young-guk.

    The beginning of the synopsis was based on Byeoljujeon.

    [The Dragon King��s condition became more serious day by day. The Mermaid Prince received the Dragon King��s call and headed tond. As in Byeoljujeon, the Dragon King needed a rabbit��s liver. Not just any rabbit��s liver can be used as

    medicine.] [The liver of a rabbit that disturbed the Dragon Pce in the past was needed. But it��s not like looking for a needle on a white sand beach, so how can you find it onnd? In response to the Mermaid Prince��s question, the Dragon King did not borate further, leaving only the words that he would find out naturally. In the end, the mermaid prince headed tond with only doubts in his mind.]

    In some ways, it is a story that cannot help but be childish. But at this point, it may be an interesting story. That��s because on a day when terrestrial dramas were fake, they were filled with simr stories and new dramas.

    To begin with, there are currently no dramas with fantasy elements in Korea.

    Seonghwan Kim read the synopsis again.

    -how is it?

    [While the mermaid prince was heading towardnd, he was caught in a storm and washed ashore. And there he saw the woman who saved him. [She is a very beautiful and lovely woman.]

    [The mermaid prince was drawn to her, forgetting his original purpose. She also felt love for the mermaid prince in human form. However, the more he thought about it, the more he felt ufortable about the presence of the Dragon King waiting for him in the Dragon Pce.]

    How much time had passed? Although quite a bit of time has passed since I arrived onnd.

    [The rabbit that disturbed the Dragon Pce in the past could not be found. Still, I couldn��t give up. He was thest being who could save the Dragon King. In the meantime, the person who gave strength to the Mermaid Prince was none other than her. The Mermaid Prince also felt love for her. But as time went by, I learned more.]

    Gulp.

    Kim Seong-hwan��s Mokuldae shakes again. His gaze rests on one sentence in the page.

    [That she is the reincarnation of a rabbit who can save the Dragon King.]

 Chapter 172

    Episode 172 of I Will Live as an Actor

    goes through a process called pre-production, including synopsis, nning, script, storyboard, staffposition, and hunting, and then begins the production stage.

    The length of time leading to actual filming is something no one can predict. It is not umon for filming to fail even after the casting of actors has beenpleted. but.

    The current MBS drama department was different. Who can kick away the luck that has rolled in on the vine?

    Kim Woo-hyung��s debut film, which was still in the nning stage, gained momentum thanks to the casting of two outstanding young male and female actors, Jang Young-guk and Yeon-soo.

    [What is the next film that actor Jang Young-guk chose after rejecting the pouring love calls from overseas?]

    [MBS drama ��I Risked Life and Death�� actor Jang Young-guk��s next work of choice, an MBS drama!]

    [A reunion of a man and a woman who won the Best Couple Award when they were children Ennd and Yeonsu ��Meet again as lovers!��]

    Ennd��s choice for the next project caused a huge stir not only in the broadcasting industry but also in Chungmuro.

    Immediately after filming finished in Hong Kong, most people involved thought Britain would head to Hollywood.

    Not surprisingly, he was the only Korean actor in Hollywood who had been sending love calls to the UK for several years, so his next move was highly anticipated.

    ��Hello, actor Jang Young-guk!��

    The reporter��s voice was as fresh as possible. After all, isn��t this a ce to interview the hottest actor in Korea?

    Considering that numerous media outlets and broadcasting stations sent interview requests but received no response, this was a golden opportunity.

    ��I know it��s been quite a while since we��ve had an interview like this, so please say hello to our viewers!��

    Ennd smiled faintly and bowed his head deeply towards the camera.

    ��Nice to meet you. This is actor Jang Young-guk. First of all, I would like to thank my fans and viewers who have waited for me for a long time. This time I got to see you in a new drama on MBS. ��We ask for your enthusiastic viewing!��

    After the formal greetings were over, the reporter began the full-scale interview.

    ��Is it true that Actor Jang Young-guk��stest work has some fantasy elements?��

    ��It��s true. The story I am in charge of deals with the story of a mermaid prince living under the sea who transforms into a human and takes ce onnd. ��It��s like a fairy tale that can��t happen in reality.��

    ��I see, I enjoyed the introduction of the work. ��Now, at this point, there is news that we received separately. Can we confirm the facts?��

    ��Fact check?��

    ��I heard that you highly rmended Yeonsu for the role opposite him. ��If you don��t mind, I will edit this part separately.��

    The reporter��s final words be blurred. There may be concerns that the question might offend the British public. But Ennd smiles again as if he doesn��t care and answers.

    ��What kind of secret can we even go off the record with? it��s okay. It was correct that I rmended Actor Yeon Soo for the opposite role. However, this does not mean that the actor was unconditionally selected for the opposite role, but the final decision was made by the producer and writer after a separate audition was conducted.��

    ��It was so true! ��Why did you rmend actress Yeonsu for the role opposite you?��

    ��Because it��s pretty.��

    ��yes?��

    Was it an unexpected answer? Embarrassment appears on the reporter��s face. But Ennd seems to be slyly borating.

    ��You will know when the dramaes out, but in the story, she is a woman that the Little Mermaid Prince falls in love with at first sight. It has to be that beautiful. In that sense, I thought Yeonsu would fit the role very well in the y. Of course, he is also an actor whose acting skills he has umted since he was a child actor are backed up.��

    It was a humorous answer. Afterwards, questions rted to the drama continued. We also asked why Ennd chose a drama as its next project rather than a movie.

    I know that she receives numerous love calls not only from Chungmuro but also from overseas, and I was very curious as to why she appeared in a domestic drama while adjusting her own appearance fee.

    ��Because I liked the script. And being able to film again in Yeongdo after such a long time made me feel like I could go back to the beginning and gather my courage.��

    However, it was not British values and mindset that filled the front page of the article three dayster.

    [Actor Jang Young-guk ��I chose Yeon-soo for my role because she was beautiful���D!!]

    * * *

    One monthter.

    The blue sea is flowing. On the coast near Namhang, staff were bustling about in preparation for filming. Seagulls circle in the air and watch, wondering what they are doing.

    Producer Kim Woo-hyung is speaking with a blood vessel standing on his neck.

    ��Seniors! Then, I��m going to take a picture from the top down, but if I set it up like this, it wille out blurry because of the backlight. ��Just a little more to the left!��

    ��Director Kim, I know that if I do that, my picture will look good too. I��mfortable too. But what will you do if a wave suddenly hits you? ��If the equipment gets wet with not just water, but sea water, it can��t be repaired.��

    ��Ah, senior, I know how you feel! It��s the first picture. I��ll go a little bolder. ��If it breaks down, I��ll take responsibility for it, so don��t worry, just stick it 2 meters towards the shore!��

    ��Coach Kim clearly said that you are now in charge. ��There is no doubt about it?��

    Only after seeing Kim Woo-hyung nod his head in determination, the director of photography orders the staff to move the equipment that had been hastily installed.

    Kim Woo-hyung was barely able to take a breath after checking the entire process of moving the equipment. At that time, Ennd slowly approached Kim Woo-hyung.

    ��Director, are you doing well?��

    Before I knew it, Ennd had given up on talking. Even during the script reading, Kim Woo-hyung, who was older than him, did not stop talking and continued to use politenguage, so Ennd forced him to stop filming unless he stopped talking. In fact, it was intentional.

    If a fence is created between the director and actors at the filming site, the filming atmosphere itself bes unnatural.

    ��Did you see it?��

    ��I saw it. ��It was so loud that I thought there might have been a fight because the voices were so loud, so I came out.��

    ��It happens as usual, right?��

    Kim Woo-hyung smiled bitterly. Didn��t he just get the PD epaulet? Moreover, since it is the first work, it would be simr to, for example, a new second lieutenant going into battle with veteran nonmissioned officers who have experienced hardships.

    ��Director Park isn��t always that strict. When I heard the story, I heard that he had been burned a few times in the past. You know, if something goes wrong at a filming location, the superiors kick you out. Moreover, since this is my debut and my first time in charge, it is natural to be worried.��

    Really nice people.

    No matter how you look at it, Ennd seems to be fighting a war of nerves to take the lead.

    You may not know this because it is Kim Woo-hyung��s first time in charge of the film, but there is definitely a war of nerves at the filming site. That doesn��t just happen between a director and an actor.

    If the PD in charge of overall management is new, there is an open war of nerves with the directors of each part.

    Of course, this war of nerves will naturally resolve over time. Either the PD takes the initiative or the initiative is taken away.

    ��Actually, writer Min, this is your first time filming, so you haven��t seen the filming set?��

    Ennd was embarrassed and brought up the story of writer Min Su-jin to change the topic. Even when I was reading the script, I said I would definitely attend the first filming, but when I got to the filming site, there wasn��t even a nose plug in sight.

    ��He said he couldn��te because he was nervous.��

    ��Author Min?��

    ��Yes, the media is paying a lot of attention these days. So it felt like I wasn��t leaving the house at all because I was busy writing the script. ��I probably didn��t know that I would receive this much attention from my debut work.��

    Umm.

    It was Ennd that somehow made me feel sorry. I didn��t intentionally intend to put pressure on writer Min. However, the closer the news of Britain��s next film got to the start, the more heated the media became. Since there were not only good articles, it seemed like it was quite a burden.

    ��Director, aren��t you nervous?��

    ��I��m not nervous at all. Rather, I think of this opportunity as the luck of my life. Because the production pie was allocated far more ships than originally nned. I had no idea that I would receive so much anticipation from my debut film. But you have to present it in a shy way. ��Can��t Ennd just tremble in front of a good actor like you?��

    Words are like a mountain stream. But for someone who says that, why does the area under his eyes start to flutter?

    It was then.

    ��Oh Ennd. I go first. I remembered something to organize. ��Good luck then.��

    ��Suddenly?��

    Before Ennd can ask a question, Kim Woo-hyung hurries to leave. and.

    ��brother!��

    A familiar voice is heard. When I turned my head, Yeonsu was standing there. Yeonsu��s appearance in a flowy dress is particrly dazzling as the sunlight reflects on it.

    ��Are you ready for filming?��

    ��I want to ask you, Yeonsu, have you read the script?��

    ��You still think I��m some kind of child. ��Even though I��m not as good as my brother, I��m known among actors for reading a lot of scripts.��

    It was Yeonsu who always seemed like a child actor. But now, she feels like an adult like most actresses. Did he even read those gazes? Yeonsu asks with a sinister smile.

    ��Why am I still so pretty?��

    It was a training session where I was still concerned about the interviews I had done in the past. What can I do? This mouth is selfish.

    * * *

    ��Scene No. 1 Is this a person? Or is it a statue?��

    The sound of te hitting always heightens tension. Especially if it is your first shoot. To add exaggeration, it��s so scary that you can even hear the heartbeats of the staff around you.

    Kim Woo-hyung calms his trembling heart and looks at the camera screen.

    The camera captures the vast panoramic view of the blue sea. The silver fish bouncing on the surface of the water even gave the illusion that jewels were appearing and hiding.

    A man appeared between the white crashing waves.

    It was a man lying unconscious. The man lying down wearing only ck pants is shirtless.

    The waves ssh and wet the man��s body, and the brilliant sunlight warmly embraces his back muscles.

    Because it was a deserted beach, there wasn��t even a single person passing by. For some reason, only the seagulls are looking down at the man.

    ��uh?��

    At that time, an unfamiliar woman��s voice was heard. At that moment, a woman who was passing by the coast discovered a man washed up on the shore.

    A woman wearing a flowy dress runs to the man who is lying unconscious.

    ��are you okay? hey!��

    The woman tries to wake the man, but the man lying still does not move. Rather, he was lying face down on the white sand, so I was worried that he might suffocate from the sand.

    The woman uses up all her strength to turn around the man who is drenched in sea water. Then.

    ��her.��

    I let out an exmation without realizing it. He was lying backwards so he couldn��t clearly see the man��s face. However, when you turn your back properly, the man��s face is clearly visible. The facial features reflected in the shining sunlight are like.

    ��Is this a person? ��Is it a statue?��

 Chapter 173

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 173

    Lee Hye-sook and Kim Seong-hoon returned to Korea after a 15-day honeymoon.

    Hye-sook Lee, who had never even been to Jeju Ind, was able to travel to Europe thanks to her son. The night views of the Czech Republic, Prague and Amsterdam were still vivid in my mind.

    The hands of the two people leaving the airport were full of gifts. These were gifts given to merchants in South Port as well as those who attended the wedding.

    Lee Hye-sook carefully held Kim Seong-hoon��s hand. Although I was already well past my age, I still felt embarrassed, as if I were an eighteen-year-old high school girl. It was then.

    ��mom!��

    As soon as they left the airport, Lee Hye-sook and Kim Seong-hoon turned their attention to the familiar voice they heard. Jisoo was standing there.

    ��I��m here to meet you! What did you buy in such a hurry? ��Do you have my gift too?��

    ��of course.��

    ��Hmm, well then, let��s open the giftter. Let��s take a listen. How was your first night? ��My mom and dad.��

    ��Jisoo Kim!��

    Kim Seong-hoon shouts in embarrassment, but Ji-soo��s prank shows no sign of ending. When I got into the car with the trunk full of luggage, there was a familiar figure sitting in the driver��s seat. It was Ennd.

    ��I wanted to wait outside, but Jisoo insisted.��

    ��Oppa, I get paralyzed when I go outside. The hat I brought was useless, and even from a distance I could tell it was Jang Young-guk. By the way, how was my mom��s first night? I hope to have a younger sibling soon. ��Isn��t that the case with you too?��

    ��This guy is so.��

    ��Hmm.��

    Lee Hye-sook��s face turns red and Kim Seong-hoon clears his throat. Ennd ced a honey chestnut on the bedside of Jisoo, who was sitting in the passenger seat, and added, ��Stop ying around, Gasna.�� It was Jisoo whose mouth suddenly stuck out.

    ��But where are you going, Kook?��

    ��I��m heading home.��

    ��Is this the direction?��

    Hye-sook Lee had an expression full of puzzlement at the scenery of the road unfolding outside the car window. This is because it was not the direction toward the apartment where he originally lived. Kim Seong-Hoon, who sat next to me, was equally puzzled.

    ��You��ll know when you go.��

    Ennd only said a few words and gave a faint smile.

    After leaving Gimhae Airport and driving along the East-West Overpass, the car passed Gwangan-daero and entered a residentialmercialplex.

    Lee Hye-sook and Kim Seong-hoon both looked nervous at the sight of the apartment, which looked very expensive just from the outside.

    ��Kuk-ah leisure? ��Whose house is it?��

    Arriving at the upper floor of a residentialmercialplex, Lee Hye-sook looked puzzled as she saw the marble floor for the first time.

    This is a newly built apartment that has just begun to move in. There is not a single trace of dust, let alone a trace of human hands.

    Moreover, the interior is shiny and shiny because all the furniture and appliances have been brought in with new furniture. The most surprising thing was Dongbaek Ind and the blue waves of the sea visible through the living room ss.

    ��Ennd, what the hell is this?��

    Kim Seong-hoon also couldn��t wipe the bewilderment from his face. At that moment, Ennd hugged his mother and stepfather at the same time and said.

    ��It��s actually my home from now on.��

    * * *

    The new apartment is full of life. My mother and stepfather are busy preparing dinner. There is no sign of theughter ending in the kitchen as they cook various dishes for each other.

    Seeing this made me think that purchasing a new apartment was a really good choice.

    -Kook, it must be expensive here.

    My mother was very worried at first. That��s because it was a residentialmercialplex known to be the most expensive in Busan. However, when I tried to convince her that this was not a problem if she knew how much her son earns a year, she did not show any more interest.

    As the family grew, we had to move at least once.

    ��Oppa, mom and dad get along really well.��

    Jisoo said, looking toward the kitchen with a happy smile. The UK is also looking at this with good cheer.

    Ding dong.

    Suddenly, the doorbell rings. Since it was a new apartment that had just started moving in, no one woulde to visit, so who could it be? Jisoo heads to the front door and soon a voicees from beyond the front door.

    ��Sister! ��Are you here?��

    sister?

    At that time, I see a familiar womaning in with Jisoo from the front door.

    ��Soft water?��

    Yeonsu first politely greeted her mother and stepfather in the kitchen.

    ��Congrattions on your honeymoon, mom!��

    ��Oh my Yeonsu! ��It��s okay here, did you understand?��

    ��I taught you. mom. It would be nice if the family could all get together on a day like today. But my sister brought a lot of things like this.��

    Ji-soo cleverly hands over the fruit basket and detergent that Yeon-soo bought. By the way, are you a family?

    ��Yeonsu, you have a filming tomorrow. Can youe like this?��

    Only then does Yeonsu look at me. Yeonsu narrowed his eyes and asked.

    ��I��m asking too soon. I heard you two were on a trip, so I wanted to say hello. ��The hotel is nearby anyway, so I just came here to show my face for a while.��

    ��Why don��t you eat dinner together?��

    ��I have a sense of humor. How can I be present at a family gathering? After getting a call from Jisoo, I just brought a gift. ��There were so many people at the wedding that I couldn��t properly congratte them.��

    At that time, her mother, who heard Yeonsu��s story, hurriedly approaches her.

    ��It��s Aida Yeonsu. Don��t do that, just go and have dinner with us. I bought so many housewarming gifts, but I wonder if I can go on an empty stomach. We��ve only been together for a year or two, and if this is enough, our family will have enough training. ��Is that right, Seonghoon?��

    My stepfather, who was cooking in the kitchen, smiled broadly and nodded.

    ��of course. A rtionship like this is like family. ��Is that right, Jisoo?��

    This time it��s Jisoo.

    ��I��ve always heard that Yeonsu was like my real sister. At this point, it would be nice if we could really be a family. However, Yeonsu, who has parents, cannot be adopted by our house. There is only one way. ��What do you think, Oppa?��

    ��uh?��

    ��Oh, I definitely said yes!��

    ��Oh no, that��s it. not�� �� .��

    As I was confused and hesitated to speak, Jisoo shouted at Yeonsu with a mischievous expression on her face.

    ��Sister! ��It��s nice, too, Oppa!��

    Once again, boisterousughter blooms. Yeonsu��s face was as red as mine. Somehow, the current situation passes by so quickly, and all I can think of is that I wish tomorrow��s filming would arrive quickly.

    * * *

    next day.

    The camera is capturing the people in a two-shot west shot. Lee Soo (Ennd) feels burdened by Han Myo-jeong (Yeonsu)��s help picking out his clothes.

    As a mermaid prince, didn��t you always live in the sea? The clothes humans wear are extremely cumbersome.

    ��Please show me that too.��

    The employees of the luxury store move frantically ording to Myojeong��s instructions. How many pairs has there already been like that? Aren��t you buying whatever catches your eye?

    Eventually, the staff made a fuss when they saw Lee Sooing out of the locker room wearing new clothes.

    ��oh! Your boyfriend��s clothes are so artistic. ��Our brand��s clothes are really good, but it��s hard to match them like this. Do you do any modeling work anywhere?��

    It was not an exaggerated expression. Really, when Lee Sooes out dressed up, not only other customers who are watching but even the staff members who are serving him nce at him, which is almost the way he treats celebrities.

    Since he had an eye-catching appearance that was deceptive, with his mesmerizing eyes and wide shoulders that fell down from his high nose, it was natural for people to react.

    ��let��s go.��

    After finishing shopping, Myo-jeong and Lee-su walk together. Fifteen days had already passed since the two started walking together like this. Myojeong recalled the past.

    A man lying on the shore.

    Myo-jeong, who was the daughter of a chaebol family, had her secretary take the man to the hospital, but for some reason, she felt ufortable. So, when she went to the hospital again, she suddenly saw a man holding her hand and talking to her.

    -My name is Lee Soo. however�� �� .

    -Can you take care of me?

    It looked just like a baby puppy. This is an abandoned dog that wanders the streets, soaked in the rain, with nowhere to go.

    ��Does it suit your taste?��

    Myo-jeong arrived at the pre-booked restaurant and shook her head at the sight of I-su eating as if he were possessed.

    ��Yes, that��s right, so I��ll eat it like that.��

    The more you look at him, the more interesting he bes. It��s clear that he looks like a movie star or something from a drama, but what he does is no different from that of a child. Moreover, he is a man who finds everything fascinating.

    When I looked at the tall buildings on the street, I would open my mouth and be scared when I saw a car driving down the road. It was as if this was my first time seeing such things. And the most unusual thing.

    ��It has a unique scent.��

    An unknown scent came from Isu��s body. Even after changing clothes and washing, it was a scent that lingered around my body as if it were my own identity. However, the scent particrly irritated Myojeong��s nose.

    The warm yet foggy scent made me feel calm as if I was in the middle of the ocean. Meanwhile, Lee Soo was thinking somethingpletely different.

    ��This is really delicious.��

    Lee Soo always lived in the sea. The main meal at Yonggung was simple. Wasn��t it seaweed that grows and grows in the sea?

    However, the food I tasted aftering tond was truly iparable to anything else. What on earth makes it so delicious?

    ��Hey, what is this made from?��

    Lee Soo asked regretfully after scraping the bottom of his bowl of stew. I wanted to eat one more bowl, but I was a little concerned.

    As far as I know, whenever you eat onnd, you have to repay the food.

    As if reading Isu��s thoughts, Myojeong raises her hand and calls a waiter.

    ��I would like another te of something like this, please.��

    ��Yes, I understand.��

    ��But what are the ingredients for this stew? ��My friend was curious.��

    The waiter smiled and answered.

    ��I used freshly caught parrot sea bream this morning as the main ingredient. ��We used a Mediterranean-style tomato base and parrot sea bream, which is known to have the best vor and depth among white fish.��

    It was after the waiter left. Lee Soo asked Myojeong with an innocent expression.

    ��What is a parrotfish? ��What about fish?��

    ��What did I sayst time that cows are creatures that live onnd?��

    ��Yep.��

    Isu was not yet familiar with thendnguage. We couldmunicate, but we couldn��t understand all the words.

    At that time, Myojeong asked back incredulously, as if he really didn��t know.

    ��Then what about fish?��

    ��I don��t know.��

    ��Ugh.��

    At the following remark, Isu��s pupils tremble violently, as if there was an earthquake.

    ��Creatures that live in the sea.��

    ����Then did I eat my own people?��

 Chapter 174

    I will live as an actor Episode 174

    Extra.

    ��That��s because they said it wouldn��t work!��

    The assistant cast leader raises his voice. The reason he was so angry was simple. It was because the supporting actor in front of me was making ridiculous demands.

    ��If the lines are missing, you can just assume that��s the case. I know you��re the only supporting actor who wants to appear right now. They kept calling me because they thought I was good at acting. Do you think you have be a main character of some kind?��

    Other staff members pretend not to notice and pass by. At the filming site, the supporting actors were as necessary as the main actors.

    These aremonly referred to as extra minor characters. Although there were asional minor workers belonging to the agency, most of them were frence workers, like daily workers.

    ��Is this a bastard with a brain or a bastard without one? You should pack your bags and go back now. ��What is this, because the PD is really good at it?��

    Therefore, the assistant cast leader was expected to resolve any noise arising from the auxiliary actors.

    From the producer��s perspective, it was better than being inconvenient, so he would tolerate most things. The supporting actor is in tears after hearing what the ss leader said.

    It was then.

    ��What��s going on?��

    The head of the assistant cast jerked his head at the sudden voice. Then his nervous expression quickly calmed down.

    ��Actress Jang Jang! ��It��s nothing!��

    ��It��s nothing. I heard it from afar and thought there was a fight. And why is this person��s expression like this?��

    ��Oh that�� �� .��

    The assistant cast leader wiped his dry lips. However, he eventually confessed when he saw Ennd��s gaze on him.

    The outline of the incident was simple. Most extras do not have any lines. But sometimes there were lines. That was the case just now.

    A supporting actor who caught the eye of producer Kim Woo-hyung was given the opportunity to speak his lines, but the lines were not actually written in the script.

    ��Why do you judge that, ss president?��

    ��yes?��

    ��Have you checked to see if the lines were really removed or if they just didn��t have time to write them into the script? ��I heard PD Kim came up with the idea spontaneously.��

    ��I thought it had disappeared because it wasn��t in the script.��

    ��You didn��t ask PD Kim, right?��

    The assistant cast leader finally nodded.

    In fact, there were only a handful of cases where assistant actorsmunicated directly with the producer at the filming site. In most cases, the FD or AD would deliver the producer��s instructions to the assistant cast leader, and the assistant cast leader would then give instructions to the assistant cast leader.

    ��Or is it because of Fay?��

    The assistant cast leader��s face turned red. It hit the nail on the head. The appearance fees of supporting actors are mostly simr.

    However, if lines are added, the appearance fee also varies. Britain has often seen such cases in the past. Obviously, the broadcasting station would have paid additional appearance fees to the assistant cast leader for assistant actors who had lines.

    ��I��ve been ripped off a lot in the past too.��

    Didn��t he also y minor roles in his past life? I couldn��t understand why the head of the assistant cast was scolding the assistant cast.

    If he stays quiet, he may be able to get away with it, but he is afraid that the supporting cast may raise questions and the broadcasting station will demand a refund of the additional appearance fee.

    It was like crushing my dream of bing a supporting actor just for a few thousand won.

    ��You��re Songmi Han, right?��

    Ennd no longer said anything to the assistant cast leader, but instead looked at the assistant cast leader who was crying.

    The supporting actor nodded with rabbit eyes as if he was very surprised that Ennd knew his name.

    The assistant cast leader��s face turned blue at the subsequent afterword.

    ��Let��s go to PD Kim with me.��

    * * *

    Producer Kim Woo-hyung scratched his head.

    ��Ennd, if you step out like this.��

    ��i know. ��The atmosphere is getting weird.��

    There was a subtle tension at the filming site because Ennd brought a supporting actor to visit Kim Woo-hyung.

    But Britain had no choice but to do so. Didn��t he also move around as an extra in his past life?

    ��Still, I couldn��t just ignore it. Among the supporting actors, there may be people who just work part-time, but there are also many people who dream of bing real actors and work hard.��

    ��If anyone were to look at it, they would think that Ennd came up step by step, starting from the extras.��

    ��Oh my PD. How about changing the assistant cast leader? If you turn a blind eye to me once, I��m the type of person who will prank you twice. The assistant cast leader is the person who looks at the assistant cast members from the closest distance, so you can��t trample on even that dream. And that friend from earlier will act well.��

    ��How does Ennd know about you?��

    ��It��s there when I��m practicing acting at the filming site. At that time, the friend I pay the most attention to is that friend. ��Wouldn��t it be okay to give a friend like that one chance?��

    Soon, an assistant director approaches the two. It was a signal that standby preparations wereplete.

    As Kim Woo-hyung watched the back of Ennd moving away, he felt that he had the aura of a great actor.

    ��Scene number 47, Lee Soo bes Mia!��

    The filming location was a crowded department store. The camera was capturing Lee Soo (Ennd) walking around the department store.

    It was definitely a department store that I had visited with Myojeong Han (Yeonsu) before, but I couldn��t figure out where it was.

    ��Myojeong will be worried.��

    The reason I went to the department store without telling Myojeong was simple. It was because I wanted to repay her. Isn��t this the woman who always feeds and takes care of her?

    I wanted to bring him a pearl from a giant m sleeping in the sea, but I couldn��t even go back to the Dragon Pce because I couldn��t find the rabbit��s liver yet.

    ��It��s here!��

    Lee Soo walked towards a store that happened to be visible. As soon as Lee Soo enters the store, an employee of a luxury jewelry shop (Han Song-mi) approaches him with a bright smile.

    ��Are you looking for a customer?��

    ��I��m looking for something very shy and shiny.��

    ��Are you talking about something shy and shiny? �� ?��

    It was an abstract answer, but the employee didn��t mind. After all, he is a man who not only looks like a celebrity, but also wears luxury goods all over his body.

    To put it bluntly, I thought it could not have been a big deal. Soon, an employee brought in numerous luxury jewelry nes. They are all expensive items.

    ��Are you going to give it to your girlfriend as a gift?��

    ��Girlfriend? what is that?��

    ��Ah, to your married wife�� �� ?��

    Lee Soo looked like he didn��t know what he was talking about. It was natural. Because I haven��t fully adapted to thendnguage yet.

    The employee was momentarily taken aback by Lee Soo��s expression, but soon began to respond professionally. Starting with the characteristics of each ne and even what kind of gems they were made of.

    ��I want this!��

    ��As expected, customer! ��Your vision is excellent!��

    What Lee Soo chose was the most expensive ne among the lineup of products the employee brought out.

    The employee naturally brought a calctor and exined how much the price was. Of course, since it was a luxury store, there was no cash discount, unfortunately.

    At that time, Lee Soo tilted his head and answered.

    ��Can��t I do this?��

    Lee Soo took out the things he had prepared in advance from his pocket. It was the currency used in the Dragon Pce. The employee narrowed his eyes as he looked at the colorful seashells ced on the table.

    I looked at the other person, wondering if he was ying a joke on me, but his expression was extremely serious.

    ��Hmm, isn��t this enough? Do we need more?��

    The employee thought as he looked at the colorful seashellsing out of Isu��s pocket.

    ��Is he crazy��? �� ?��

    * * *

    Cinematographer Park Seong-jin made a strange expression. When I first took on the role of director of photography for ��The Little Mermaid,�� I was more disappointed than I expected.

    That��s because the director in charge of directing is a rookie producer. It was said that the writer who wrote the script for his debut film was also a novice writer from the entertainment industry.

    ��what? Jang Young-guk decided to y the lead role?��

    At first, I thought I heard something wrong. That��s because, unless Jang Young-guk was crazy, there was no reason for him to appear in the debut film of a new producer.

    But as time passed, I realized that his choice was not wrong.

    ��Is there really such a thing as talent?��

    It was Park Seong-jin, who experienced many hardships during his 20 years in the broadcasting industry. In the field of cinematographers, there are so few veterans with more experience than him that he can now be counted within five fingers.

    What I felt during those years was that there were no natural ��geniuses�� in broadcasting stations from the beginning. However.

    ��No matter how you look at it, it doesn��t seem like a debut film.��

    Of course, during my AD days, I could have served as an assistant director on the filming set of another senior producer.

    However, secondary and main have different concepts. Beyond the camera, the direction of movement and direction of production, and even an understanding of the light quality of natural and artificial light.

    Kim Woo-hyung did not miss those meticulous details. Of course, it was not perfect in every aspect. But there was someone who filled the void. as soon as.

    ��This guy, Jang Young-guk, is a real idiot.��

    Actor Jang Young-guk had a very high level of understanding of directing despite his young age. I had heard rumors about it, but I had no idea it was to this extent.

    It was like the skill of an old master to asionally give advice to Kim Woo-hyung, who was thinking about directing at the filming site.

    He is even more adept at resolving problems that arise among supporting actors.

    As a joke, it is said that although ss society has disappeared since the Joseon Dynasty, ss still exists on set.

    It was as if there was an invisible wall between the lead and supporting actors.

    However, Ennd seems to be able to cross that barrier without any problems and gets along well with the supporting actors.

    ��It��s fascinating.��

    ��Director, what��s so interesting?��

    ��omg�� �� !��

    This was when cinematographer Park Seong-jin was touching the tip of his chin and muttering to himself. Isn��t Ennd right in front of us, without knowing when it��sing?

    ��It��s a surprise, Actor Jang. ��Let��s make some noise.��

    ��I said hello to you several times, but the director didn��t hear you. You seemed lost in your thoughts as you stared into the distant sky. What are you thinking so hard about? Maybe a woman�� ��

    ��No, what���� �� !��

    ��Director, you should get married quickly too. If you continue like this, you will be an old man instead of an old bachelor. Or should I just let Ojakgyo go? ��The owner of the beauty salon I often go to in Seoul.��

    ��This guy is real!��

    When Park Seong-jin makes a loud noise, Ennd appears to run away, waving his hands.

    How did this happen? Park Seong-jin was famous for his charisma on set.

    Not only the actors but also the PDs found it so difficult to talk to themselves that people even called him cold-blooded within the broadcasting station.

    But somehow, in the filming of this drama, no one is afraid of him. From the new producer who constantly talks back to the young actor who makes fun of him.

    But for some reason, I don��t hate those things.

 Chapter 175

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 175

    Making Film.

    ��You mean pre-promotion?��

    There are several types of advance publicity for dramas. There is a way to use billboards on buses and subways, and there is a way to promote the drama by appearing on an entertainment program right before the broadcast begins, which the actors watched in person.

    However, the method suggested by the famous deputy director waspletely different.

    ��Let��s go to the making film.��

    A making film refers to a video recording the production process at a filming location.

    However, it is not yet amonly used method in dramas. It was a method used by Chungmuro rather than broadcasters, and most videos were added as an option when selling collector��s edition DVDs.

    ��There will be two hours (a week) before the main broadcast, so let��s air the second making film then.��

    ��Did ash fall from above, Deputy Director?��

    Yumyeong nodded briefly. Kim Woo-hyung let out an exmation at the sight.

    In any case, among Korean dramas so far, as far as I know, there has never been a case where advance publicity was nned using a making film.

    This is because it costs a lot of programming costs to win two times (one week) for a terrestrial broadcasting station. The broadcasting station also said that it would take the loss and expand its programming.

    ��There is an outstanding signboard called Jang Young-guk, so it would be okay to neglect advance publicity. Even at the top, expectations for ��The Mermaid Prince�� are high. Since it was my debut work, I didn��t n on putting pressure on it at first. ��Since the matter has grown so much, Woo-hyung needs you to lead the way.��

    ��Whether it is possible or not!��

    ��Okay, by the way, who would you like to take to shoot the making film?��

    Kim Woo-hyung was troubled. This is a video that captures the production process at the filming site. I would like to hire a talented producer, but who would assist a junior��s filming?

    Since this is the youngest member��s debut film, it is best to set aside expectations that the seniors will take the lead. Because broadcasting stations, especially drama stations, are jungles.

    Moreover, the production process should not be simply portrayed as ordinary. If it��s an ordinary produced video, what��s the difference between it and a documentary?

    It must be a video that satisfies the needs of viewers. That way, the promotional effect will be excellent.

    Kim Woo-hyung took a pause and finally opened his mouth.

    * * *

    ��yes�� �� ?��

    Jang Woo-yeon is an FD in her second year at MBS Drama Department.

    Is it because of her small stature andrge sleeping sses, or is it because of her slow personality? The nickname given to her within the drama department was Jang Bengi. It still is. Isn��t the surprised behavior also one beat slow, like a slug?

    ��I���� �� ?!��

    ��Yes, Jang Beng, no, I decided on Jang Woo-yeon. Take charge of this making film shoot and give it a try. ��There is no work put in right now anyway.��

    ��Sir, it��s still true, I��m still the youngest among the FDs, and it takes a while to get used to the atmosphere of the scene when I go on set, so how can I film���� �� .��

    The reason why Jang Beng, no Jang Woo-yeon, was scolded by seniors at the filming site despite all the good things he said was simple.

    Basically, FD is responsible for handling all misceneous errands on site. Not only did we manage the filming site to prevent the general public from approaching just before shooting, but we also contacted the assistant cast leader and even supplied extras.

    If you were to go into detail about what FD does, your fingers and toes wouldn��t be enough. This means that it is a position that requires quick understanding of the situation and agility.

    However, for Jang Woo-yeon, whocked experience, it felt a bit daunting to do all of this perfectly.

    However, there was a separate reason why Kim Woo-hyung chose Jang Woo-yeon as the making film director.

    ��I saw Jang Woo-yeon��s college graduate work. Originally, I wanted to go into advertising. Your specialty was being able to embellish storytelling and create visual beauty in a short period of time. ��In fact, after seeing my graduation work, I received a lot of love calls from the advertising industry.��

    ��Yes, but�� �� .��

    ��Certainly, Jang Woo-yeon, you��re a huge fan of Jang Young-guk, right?��

    Jang Woo-yeon showed a stinging expression. In fact, she was an executive of actor Jang Young-guk��s fan club. I was active in fan club activities during college, but I put it aside for a while as I got a job.

    But how does Kim Woo-hyung know that fact? As if reading her thoughts, Kim Woo-hyung borates separately.

    ��Man, on the day you made a story, Ennd came in, coated your photo, and used it as a bookshelf. You can��t help but notice that your ears perk up when you hear Ennd��s name in the drama department. This time, take advantage of your aptitude and unleash your abilities. ��You��re not going to stay as an FD forever.��

    ���� �� .��

    ��Are you going to stay the same?��

    ��Oh no�� �� !��

    ��The answer is quick. ��What are you doing, move quickly?��

    ��yes�� �� ?��

    In the following conversation, Jang Beng, or rather Jang Woo-yeon, got up from his seat faster than ever.

    ��Aren��t you going to meet Jang Young-guk?��

    * * *

    It is a cliff that was carved out by masons as if they had put a lot of effort into each stitch. The surface was so smooth that it was hard to believe that it was created artificially. Blue waves were flowing beneath the cliff.

    ��Oppa, am I strange? ��It��s very awkward.��

    Yeonsu wore a harness as if she were bungee jumping. Of course, you��re not actually jumping off a cliff. The scene of stopping at the edge of the cliff and jumping off was nned to be done usingputer graphics using video filmed in a swimming pool.

    ��It��s okay, so don��t worry too much and stay calm.��

    ��How can you not care? It feels like you��re wearing a diaper.��

    ��It��s a safety device, so you must wear it. ��If you slip on the cliff, you will fall straight down.��

    ��If something falls, my brother wille to rescue me. ��In the past, when we were filming, my brother jumped off a cliff into the sea alone.��

    ��Man, is it the same now as it was then? It was just a low hill there. It looks twice as high here as there. Don��t be too scared, as there are safety guards waiting downstairs in case of an emergency. For your information, my brother is so scared that he can��t save you.��

    Of course, there was nothing I couldn��t do if I wanted to. The current filming location is also a ce that was no different from a yground in the past.

    However, as if you were fearless as a child, you tend to be cautious when you be an adult.

    Yeonsu turns her head with her lips sticking out. I felt like I was really hurt when I heard that they wouldn��t save me. by the way.

    ��Who is he?��

    There was a woman walking around the filming site just now. He has a small body, wears goggles, and takes pictures of various ces with a camera that looks bigger than his head.

    At that time, as if reading Ennd��s gaze, Kim Woo-hyung approaches and speaks.

    ��I��m in charge of filming this making film.��

    ��A making film?��

    ��The broadcasting station decided to air the making film as a pre-promotion. It��s my first time shooting a making film for pre-promotion, so I��m a bit confused. I already went up to Seoul because of this. ��I didn��t even think about making it, but at most I thought it would be a bus or subway billboard.��

    It was quite unexpected. That��s because making-of films were rarely produced in Chungmuro, but for dramas, they were almost non-existent.

    In the distant future, producing making films for pre-promotion of dramas became amon practice, but it was not yet.

    It was a moment when I wondered who on earth came up with this idea.

    ��It just worked out well. I couldn��t say hello to you separately because you were in the waiting room the whole time. Hey PD Jang��!��

    Kim Woo-hyung broke down and shouted ��Jang PD�� at Jang Woo-yeon. Jang Woo-yeon, who didn��t know he was calling her at first, notices Kim Woo-hyung��s gaze a beatter and quickly approaches. Still holding a camera bigger than his head.

    ��Greetings, this is producer Jang Woo-yeon. And as you know, this is actor Jang Young-guk!��

    ��Director, what kind of honorific title do you give me? Please feel free to just call me Ennd. nice to meet you PD Jang Woo-yeon.��

    ��It��s such an honor!��

    Jang Woo-yeon didn��t know if she was dreaming or alive. Apparently, until yesterday, I was at the Yeouido broadcasting station, and the Ennd I saw in real life was much cooler and taller than on screen.

    ��Producer Jang, will you take good pictures of me in the making film?��

    ��I will do my best! ��I will definitely film it well, even if it means putting all my soul into it!��

    ��Producer Jang, why is the response so quick today?��

    Ignoring Kim Woo-hyung��s words.

    Jang Woo-yeon, who shook hands with Ennd, just looks ecstatic.

    * * *

    ��Scene number 60: A grave falling from a cliff!��

    Filming has begun. The focus of today��s filming was on Myojeong (Yeonsu). It was a scene where Myo-jeong, the daughter of a chaebol family, decided tomit suicide for secret reasons, jumping off a cliff. The mermaid prince, Lee Soo, saves soft water that is sinking down with foam.

    Of course, you don��t actually jump off the cliff. Like now, you stop at the edge of the cliff and look down at the sea while filming the scene just before that.

    Ennd was watching Yeonsu��s performance from one side while waiting for his turn to film.

    ��I miss mom.��

    She was a woman who always looked like an upright bamboo. However, Myojeong��s voice, standing at the edge of the cliff, was trembling as if he was scared.

    When she looks at the sea, she is looking at the sky reflected in the sea.

    Unripe tears fall gently from her gaze as she longs to see her mother, who has already left the world.

    ��You��re busy filming.��

    Jang Yeon-soo, who was in charge of filming the making film, was capturing such images of Yeon-soo from one side of the filming set. As she promised Ennd earlier, she was now setting her whole body on fire.

    The filming scene continues with Myojeong (Yeonsu)��s monologue standing at the edge of a cliff. Ennd was watching the scene and preparing for the next photo shoot. After the training was over, there was filming of a scene where he runs to a cliff.

    fluttering around.

    At the edge of the cliff, you can see Yeonsu��s clothes fluttering in the sea breeze. With the help of the wind, one scene is truly a work of art.

    ��Sorry.��

    With those words, Myojeong (Yeonsu) leans towards the cliff. Her body gradually tilts toward the sea below the cliff.

    However, the taut rope attached to the harness supports her body. It must have been quite scary, but there were safety devices so it didn��t seem that dangerous.

    It would end when the director, who was facing the televised screen, shouted ��cut��. It was then.

    Taang!

    A friction sound echoes through the filming site, as if a gunshot is going off. Kim Woo-hyung quickly stands up from his seat, assesses the situation, and the rest of the staff also moves around busily. Some people even screamed.

    Things start to move slowly. It starts with the scene where Yeon-soo leans over the edge of the cliff and the buckle attached to the harness breaks.

    One second until the taut line flew backwards.

    Two seconds until I see Yeonsu��s shaking pupils.

    It was a time when everyone was shocked by the unexpected ident that urred in an instant and did not know what to do.

    Jang Woo-yeon, who was filming the making film, also swallowed her screams at the series of idents seen through the lens.

    At that moment, someone runs towards the cliff. Jang Woo-yeon once again swallowed her astonishment at the image reflected through the camera lens.

    Because Ennd jumped from the edge of the cliff into the sea without any hesitation.

 Chapter 176

    I will live as an actor Episode 176

    ��Uh�� �� !��

    Yeonsu felt her body tilting. I tried to raise myself somehow, but it was already toote. In an instant, I plummeted down the steep cliff, and soon the surface of the water began to swell violently, apanied by foam.

    with a ssh-!

    The fish are confused and split to the left and right. Yeonsu tried to breathe, but couldn��t. As water enters your nose and mouth, all you can see is the sun��s rays flowing gently over the blue waves.

    I wanted to somehow get back to the surface. But my body gradually bes heavier.

    The same was true for consciousness. My eyelids close as I feel someone grabbing my foot and pulling me. From childhood to now as an adult, every moment began to pass by like a sh of light.

    -Mom, can I not act?

    It was a prescription she came up with herself after suffering from the grueling schedule and pressure of being an actress during her time as a child actor.

    Naturally, her mother did not force her to be an actress. Rather, it was her mother who did everything she wanted.

    The same goes for acting.

    -Can you tell me why you suddenly quit acting, which you had always wanted to do?

    I was curious as to why my daughter, who had always dreamed of bing a child actor, said she wanted to quit acting overnight.

    -Isn��t it fun?

    -�� �� .

    -Is it very difficult?

    -�� �� .

    -then?

    Actually, it was because I had no friends. As a child actor, I naturally became distant from school life and had little chance of making friends my age. It was also difficult to be close to the child actors I met on set. Everyone only saw her aspetition and did not give up her side.

    Moreover, my acting skills did not improve, so I wanted to do well, but it was not easy because desire and talent are inversely proportional to each other.

    As this situation continued, acting felt like a noose that was increasingly entangling her, and on the day she spoke honestly about her feelings to her mother, Yeonsu had to see her mother crying in secret for the first time.

    -The script will be broken.

    It was around that time that I met him for the first time. A child actor of the same age as you met at the filming site. He said he had never studied acting, but he was much better than me. I��m sure he learned it somewhere, so I asked him how on earth he was good at acting.

    -Look over there. You can see the pine tree. Each pine tree has a different appearance. They grow up in wind and rain and are sensitive to their surroundings, so the way their branches grow out is different. Some pine trees grow straight, while others grow crookedly, avoiding surrounding branches. But look at it, whether it grows straight or has crooked branches, it always stretches towards the sky. Acting is the same.

    There was an unknown scenting from that person. To be precise, it would be like attraction.

    It was he who revitalized my life as an actor, which had fallen into despair. Why is it that the only thing thates to mind is that person��s face as he sinks into the sea?

    At the edge of the faintly receding gaze.

    uh�� �� ?

    You see someoneing towards you with a sshing sound. He swims gracefully in the water like the mermaid prince in the script.

    The coral reef shimmers with blue light as if the fish are making way for him and cheering him on.

    Who is it? Could it be that I am still seeing a fantasy?

    Before you know it, you feel him approaching and hugging you. Only then did I realize that all of this was not an illusion. Even though I was in cold sea water, I could feel it. His warm scent.

    brother.

    * * *

    Ennd jumped off the cliff without even the slightest hesitation. It would be fair to say that I didn��t even have time to think about it.

    No matter how clear the sea water is, it is difficult to secure the view ahead due to the foam that forms when a person��s heavy weight falls.

    ��Where is it?��

    Ennd cut through the water and went deeper. I jumped off the cliff, but I didn��t even have time to feel the impact.

    When I couldn��t see Yeonsu in the hazy vision, I felt my heart sink. Eventually, I found a ce where fish were gathered.

    Ennd moved quickly and headed there. There was soft water among the fish. Fish were circling around as if to protect Yeonsu from falling helplessly into the sea.

    ��thanks.��

    Ennd expressed his gratitude to the fish in his heart and headed straight to Yeonsu.

    I picked up the unconscious Yeonsu with both hands. Originally, when rescuing someone who lost consciousness in the water, it was correct to go behind their back, but I couldn��t care about that now.

    The good news is that Yeonsu was quietly held in his arms, as if being hugged.

    with a ssh!

    It rose to the surface and ced Yeonsu onnd.

    ��Soft water!��

    No matter how calm the waves are, the current in the sea is so fast that it cannot bepared to an ordinary river current. Worse yet, didn��t he fall from a cliff that seemed to be sheer?

    The shock probably caused him to lose consciousness, and salty sea water rushed into his nose and mouth. Ennd put his hands on his chest.

    ��Soft water!��

    He continued to cry out her name and performed CPR. Artificial respiration did not stop, with her nose plugged and the tip of her chin lifted.

    He also jumped off the cliff and got soaked all over, but he didn��t care. How much time has passed?

    ��please!��

    It was then.

    With a ��coughing�� sound, Yeonsu��s upper body shakes and old sea wateres out of her mouth.

    Ennd was finally able to let go of his worries at the voice that followed.

    ��brother�� �� ?��

    * * *

    Puck!

    It was an incident that almost turned into a major ident. It��s a shame that there were no casualties, but the situation was so dangerous that it wouldn��t be surprising if someone got hurt. Kim Woo-hyung��s face turned red and blue, as if he was about to explode.

    ��Hey, you idiot, you didn��t check the safety equipment properly!��

    FD, who had been hit by a pinch, had his head down and was unable to continue speaking. The driver who drove the mini crane was also seen trembling next to him.

    This was not a matter that would end with a simple report. Isn��t it true that he wasn��t seriously injured, but fell off a cliff?

    ��I��m going to have to bow down and bow to Ennd.��

    If Yeon-soo had fallen off a cliff and Ennd hadn��te to rescue her, what would have happened would have been dizzying. by the way.

    ��How on earth did you jump out of here?��

    Kim Woo-hyung looked at the bottom of the cliff and was astonished. Even if you are a fearless person, if you tell him to jump right out of here, he will flinch. Even if you die right now and wake up, you won��t be able to jump. At that time, the assistant director hurriedly approaches.

    ��Director, I received a call from the hospital. Fortunately, there are no signs of concussion and both of them are physically healthy.��

    ��Phew�� �� .��

    I felt like the worries that were stuck in a corner of my heart were being swept away. FD and the mini crane operator were also heartbroken by the news. but.

    ��Choi Jin-woo��s case may not end with this statement.��

    ��Yes, Director.��

    ��And the driver who installed the safety equipment may face legal action. ��It is true that the actors were not seriously injured, but they fell off the cliff due to neglect of safety equipment.��

    In fact, the person who bore the most responsibility was none other than Kim Woo-hyung himself. After all, the overall responsibility for what happens at the filming site lies with the producer in charge. It was then.

    ��Producer.��

    Kim Woo-hyung��s head turns at the sudden voice. And my eyes opened as wide as a flowerntern.

    ��Mr. Yeonsu?��

    This was because Yeonsu, who should have been resting in the hospital, reappeared at the filming site.

    * * *

    The night in Namhang (�ϸ�) is beautiful. Constetions are embroidered in the night sky, and the sound of waves crashing against the breakwater resonates like a song.

    The sound of soju sses clinking can be heard from arge pot restaurant under an old signboard that shows signs of age.

    ��I��m really sorry, Yeonsu.��

    Kim Woo-hyung bowed his head again toward Yeon-soo. Yeon-soo nces at Kim Woo-hyung and looks at the surrounding atmosphere.

    ��Producer, you��re going to keep saying you��re so sorry. ��I said it was okay.��

    The filming site where the ident urred quickly bes cold. Especially in the case of arge-scale ident like this one, there can be a dispute over legal responsibility, not just moral responsibility.

    However, thanks to Yeon-soo��s help, the incident was not able to spread that far.

    ��Come on, everyone, let��s have a drink!��

    It was when Yeonsu raised her ss of soju to change the mood.

    ��Yeonsu has grown a lot?��

    Britain entered the pot house. The UK felt proud of Yeonsu, who had now taken off her child actor attire.

    This was evident from the fact that as soon as treatment waspleted at the hospital, he headed straight to the filming location. Perhaps he struck the yer first out of fear that the atmosphere at the filming site would be cold.

    He showed upte because he was worried that the atmosphere would be even thinner if he was followed.

    As time passed, the atmosphere inside therge pot house also began to be lively again.

    There was already an uproar among the staff. In particr, the costume and art teams, which are mainlyprised of female staff, constantly talk about Ennd.

    Anyway, for the sake of training, no one could have imagined that Ennd would jump straight off a cliff.

    ��Now that things are going well, I��ll say something.��

    The attention of the left was focused on Britain��s voice.

    ��As everyone knows, this ident was caused by negligence andck of safety awareness. Fortunately, there were no major casualties, but it was an ident so dangerous that it would not be surprising if it spread that way.��

    FD and everyone, including Kim Woo-hyung, bow their heads.

    ��However, actor Yeon-soo, who was involved in the ident, does not want the incident to be a big deal, so we just need to prevent idents like this from happening again. ��Once again, there is no second time.��

    Everyone swallows their saliva at the emphasis that there will never be a second time. This is because we do not know why Britain says that. This meant that everyone should be prepared if a simr ident urs again at the filming site.

    Yeonsu tried to lighten the mood, but I thought it would be better to instil awareness onest time.

    But this was not what Britain wanted to ask. His gaze slowly returns to the petite woman sitting on one side of the bamboo hut.

    At that moment,

    ��Andstly, I would like to ask producer Jang Woo-yeon, who shot the making film.��

    Jang Woo-yeon, who was suddenly singled out, opened her eyes round. In a tense atmosphere, he had no idea his name would be called. Ennd looked at producer Jang Woo-yeon and borated.

    ��Did you film the entire ident?��

    While Jang Woo-yeon was in charge of the making film, she never let go of the camera. It was the same at the time the ident urred. Even the cinematographer was so shocked that he ran out.

    However, he was capturing the entire situation from start to finish.

    ��I included everything, but�� �� .��

    The corner of Ennd��s mouth rises at that answer.

 Chapter 177

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 177:

    Time passes like running water.

    Before we knew it, it was the day when the making film was aired. It was unusual to air a making film for pre-promotion of a drama. Therefore, there was a lot of interest not only from the general public but also from broadcasters.

    ��Isn��t this at the level of a documentary?��

    PDs from other broadcastingpanies were gossiping among themselves about the pre-promotional making film run by M Broadcasting Company. This was because the very idea of using a making film as a pre-promotional video was absurd in today��s Korean drama version.

    ��I don��t know why they��re broadcasting something like that. ��If you��re not careful, the content could be leaked before it even starts airing, and even if it does well, what kind of interest does a documentary video attract?��

    ��PD Park, that��s what I said. They may have created a stir among us by promoting it in advance with a making film for no reason. ��I have a hard time keeping up with the pre-recording schedule, but I also have to pay attention to the making of film at a certain time.��

    ��Leave it alone, MBS needs to bepletely broken this time toe to his senses. The producer in charge is the youngest and this is his debut project? The deputy director who approved the making film said he was famous for having CP this time, but it��s like breaking a nose trying to put together a group of beginners.��

    Cigarette smoke rises from the rooftop, and the PDs�� curses andughter never cease. Meanwhile, PD Kim Jin, who was alone on one side of the rooftop, had different thoughts.

    ��They don��t know.��

    Kim Jin had experience working with Ennd in the past. It was difficult to evaluate Jang Young-guk as just an actor.

    When you walk around the filming set together, you can see how extensive his knowledge of drama and movie directing is and how broad he is drawing a blueprint.

    How much advice did Kim Jin himself ask for from Ennd while filming?

    ��I didn��t miss it then!��

    It��s all because of old people. These are the elders who sit on their butts at the top of the broadcasting station and eat away at their age.

    You may not be able to use the word family (IF) in your life, but what would have happened by now if the SBC Drama Awards had given the grand prize to Ennd?

    -Get Jang Young-guk somehow!

    It was a story that the head of the drama department, including the drama director, kept talking about.

    But how can you stop a bus that has already left? Now, it��s not at the bus level, but at the ne level. Britain��s status has risen iparablypared to three years ago.

    The pre-promotion for this drama was the same. If he were an ordinary actor, he wouldn��t have be a hot topic like this. I just thought the broadcasting station had thrown in an unreasonable number again.

    However, when the three letters Jang Young-guk were included, the level of interest was enormous. Kim Jin could feel it intuitively.

    ��I��m sure it will be a huge hit.��

    This is Kim Jin, wiping his dry lips for no reason. The more I thought about it, the more I regretted missing Ennd.

    * * *

    ��CEO, even though it hasn��t been aired yet, are you asking us all to watch the pre-promotional video together?��

    Actress Park Soo-young visited Songwon Entertainmentte at night. It was none other than to watch a pre-promotional video for the drama ��The Little Mermaid��.

    Aren��t all of the agency��s employees, including CEO Kim Seong-hwan, already present in the conference room?

    ��You even ordered a whole chicken?��

    In response to Park Soo-young��s question, Kim Seong-hwan handed over a chicken leg and said:

    ��Why do they say Mt. Geumgang is also the after-prandial view? Actor Park also sat down and ripped off a chicken leg. ��This ce is very famous for its whole garlic chicken.��

    ��Don��t you know I��m on a diet for my next project? What, Minjeong, were you here too? ��Oh, Jaekyung is here too?��

    Park Soo-young��s eyes widened when she saw the other actresses already eating whole chicken. Actresses and dieting were a fatefulbination that could not be separated. This was because if I gained even a little weight, it would immediately show up on the screen.

    ��You kids who know that you have to work hard to get good screen quality are eating like this.��

    ��Why is Actor Park killing the kids? They say I, the CEO, are fine. And if you gain some weight, you can lose it again.��

    ��Yes, we can take it out again. ��You talk as if you��ll get something out of it in exchange for something.��

    Park Soo-young stuck out his tongue. Kim Seong-hwan, CEO of Songwon Entertainment, was a different person from other entertainment industry representatives. If it had been another agency, they would have just thrown in a bunch of nutritious grass and squeezed it until it waspletely dry.

    But I liked that. Each of these little details meant that they were being treated as individuals rather than mere products.

    ��Start!��

    Someone in the conference room shouts out, and everyone��s eyes turn to therge cathode ray tube located on the central wall of the conference room. Park Soo-young also sits next to CEO Kim Seong-hwan and focuses his attention.

    ��It��s a making film�� �� .��

    Even for Park Soo-young, who has been building up her filmography across broadcasting and Chungmuro, this was her first time hearing about a drama making film. That��s because even in Chungmuro, there were still very few cases of making-of films being filmed.

    ��Will it work out?��

    There is a joke that starting out as a broadcaster is either a disaster or a jackpot. It meant that there was nothing half-hearted. The same goes for airing the making film as a pre-promotional video.

    But her worries began to disappear like lies once the making film aired.

    ��and�� �� .��

    A man is swimming with the emerald sea as a background.

    A school of fish circles around him, and the man ys among them as if he were the mermaid prince, as the title of the drama suggests.

    Eventually, everyone is amazed by the smile of the maning tond under the brilliant sunlight.

    ��It��s aplete pictorial.��

    As someone said, it was not an ordinary making film. It almost seemed like a video made by Jang Young-guk��s fan club, capturing every detail of what was happening at the filming site.

    However, the directing was so amazing that it made viewers think it was a pictorial advertisement rather than a making film.

    gulp.

    It was a making film nned tost an hour, but no one was able to even think about chatting and waspletely absorbed in it. Moreover, the highlight was at the end.

    Actress Park Soo-young ended up dropping the chicken leg she had carefully picked up. The sight of Ennd jumping off the cliff without hesitation.

    * * *

    [The pre-promotional making film for the drama ��The Little Mermaid�� is a huge sess!]

    [M Broadcasting Company is flooded with calls asking for the Little Mermaid Prince to air quickly!]

    [Critic Kim Jae-cheol ��The Little Mermaid Prince�� will mark a milestone in the history of Korean dramas. ��]

    The Little Mermaid Prince��s pre-promotional making film was a huge hit. In particr, the cliff scene that aired at the end of the making film was truly a highlight.

    Since it was aired with the ident scene deleted, everyone who watched the making film thought it was just part of a drama scene.

    ��When I go down, I raise it and try again. You have to look like a prince on a white horse. ��Whenposing theposition, I will move from the back to the side, so please keep that in mind!��

    On the other hand, the filming site is overflowing with excitement regardless of the reaction to the making film.

    Kim Woo-hyung was walking around the filming site until his feet were sweating. In addition to understanding the direction of the production, we were repeatedly rehearsing in detail, including lighting and the width of the track for inside work.

    ��Producer, you��re overflowing with passion, aren��t you?��

    ��Oh Ennd. ��When did youe?��

    ��I came here a while ago and was reading the script. ��I couldn��t say hello to the producer because he seemed busy giving directions to the filming site.��

    ��I��m out of my mind right now. Did you see the making film aired? The reaction is no joke. There have been so many phone calls sincest night. Later, even the vice president contacted me directly. They say they are looking forward to this project, but don��t say anything. ��It��s more burdensome.��

    Even though he says that, he seems to be in a very good mood. Not only was it not enough to receive public attention from my debut work, I was contacted directly by the vice president of a broadcasting station.

    ��Oh my goodness, Ennd. How soon will the movie be released in Hong Kong after we air it?��

    Ennd nodded briefly. Chu Feng Si (���L�~), which was filmed with director Wang Jinyang, a master of the Hong Kong film industry, was also scheduled to be released in the near future. For a while, I had to go back and forth between Korea and Hong Kong to focus on filming the drama.

    ��If this continues, won��t Britain win a big award at an overseas film festival?��

    ��It would be difficult if you already put me on a ne.��

    ��Airne: Director Jinyang Wang was the best director in Hong Kong at the time. The UK is really proud that you are the lead in such a famous director��seback film. And most importantly, it still feels like a dream to Ennd that you will appear in our drama.��

    Past Life, Chupungsa (���L�~) is director Wang Jinyang��s spectacreback film, and as such, it received several awards at overseas film festivals.

    However, I had not heard that the actor had won the award. This may be because the main point of Chupungsa Temple was the visual beauty that showed the beautiful colors of Hong Kong rather than the acting skills of the actors.

    ��By the way, I��m ready for a kissing scene today, but you brushed your teeth well, right?��

    ��What kind of kiss is it?��

    ��If you kiss me, you��ll kiss me, but aren��t you looking forward to it?��

    Kim Woo-hyung makes a sly expression and narrows his eyes. Just then, Yeonsu arrived at the filming site. Ennd was able to leave quickly under the pretext of going to say hello to Yeonsu.

    ��Oppa, did you see the making film yesterday?��

    Yeon-soo forgets to say hello and starts by asking if he has seen the making film. Unfortunately, Ennd, who couldn��t watch because of filming, shook his head.

    ��That��s right, there was a night photoshoot yesterday.��

    ��How about a making film?��

    ��That��s amazing. If you look at the making film, there��s no separate pictorial. It came out well for me too, but no matter how I looked at it, it seemed like the editing was done mainly for my brother. I guess the producer at that time was a fan of my brother. And thank you.��

    ��what?��

    Yeon-soo lowers her head as if she is embarrassed and borates.

    ��I didn��t know my brother jumped off a cliff like that. ��I knew they saved me, but seeing the video made me feel real.��

    ��It��s okay, and if you��re grateful, be nice to your brother from now on.��

    Ennd patted Yeonsu��s head for no reason. I hoped that Yeonsu would no longer be burdened by the events of that day.

    Of course, even if such a situation were to happen again, Ennd would go to Yeonsu without hesitation. It was then.

    ��So today is the third time?��

    ��huh?��

    ��I mean the kiss scene.��

    What does this mean? Ennd thought deeply. This was my first time filming a kiss scene with Yeonsu. To be exact, it��s closer to a light kiss.

    ��Once before at the dock and once when my brother saved me. ��Count it, it��s third, right?��

    I remembered that. Ennd nced at the bridge of his nose and nodded briefly. At that moment, training approaches.

    side.

    Yeonsu, who kissed the Volga in Ennd, exins with a mischievous smile.

    ��This is a rehearsal.��

 Chapter 178

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 178

    ��Reporter Park, is he already home from work?��

    Although my job as a reporter allowed me tomute freely, it was still too early to leave work. Seongbae Park shook his head as he packed his bags.

    ��I��m going on a business trip.��

    ��What business trip? ��Where did you get the source from?��

    A fellow reporter pricks up his ears.

    Not surprisingly, the entertainment weekly magazine they belonged to was popr for its so-called private lives of celebrities.

    From behind-the-scenes stories at filming sites to celebrity scandals.

    ��There are cases where chefs reveal their recipes. If there are any cases after returning from a business trip, I will take care of them separately. Senior Kim speaks kindly to the editor-in-chief. ��I��ve been on a lot of business trips these days, so the editor-in-chief wouldn��t approve if I told him.��

    ��Are you hitting on me now that you have a bit of experience?��

    ��I��ll ask you something separately. This one is pretty big too.��

    ��Really?��

    Park Seong-bae nodded briefly and quickly left the editorial office. He hurriedly started the car and headed toward the highway. The destination he was heading to was none other than Busan.

    -Are you really sure about this?

    -That��s right. Well. Reporter Park. When was my information wrong? This is 99% certain. I heard that Jang Young-guk and Yeon-soo are in a rtionship like that. If Reporter Park moves slowly and snatches it from the other side first, I don��t know.

    He couldn��t decide if the information he heard from his informant was still solid. After all, weren��t Jang Young-guk and Yeon-soo two of the best young stars in Korea?

    In particr, Jang Young-guk was a person who received many love calls from the overseas film industry. If the scandal between the two was true, it was the scoop of scoops.

    ��First of all, we are going to Busan, but how are we going to capture him..?��

    I had to take a picture that I couldn��t remove or remove. Because it was near the filming site, there was a high probability that scenes of holding hands or talking to each other would not be recognized.

    Of course, all these conditions were only possible if the information was truthful.

    If the two people were not in a rtionship but just a normal colleague rtionship, all of this would have been in vain.

    Park Seong-bae looked at his camera located in the passenger seat and spoke as if praying.

    ��Please marry me!��

    * * *

    The Mermaid Prince.

    It is no exaggeration to say that the form for a drama��s sess lies in the response from the first episode.

    This is especially true for works that attracted public attention even before the main broadcast began, such as The Little Mermaid.

    If the viewers�� needs are not met from the first episode, the disappointment will be as great as the high expectations.

    ��Let��s get started soon!��

    Everyone from the filming site gathered at the meat restaurant. For today, I wanted to watch the live broadcast without staying up all night.

    The assistant director��s voice draws everyone��s attention to therge screen set up in the restaurant.

    Eventually, as themercial ends, a pure white light emerges.

    Episode 1 started with training. In addition to her extravagant attire, the intellectual appearance she disyed when conversing with others truly reflected the style of a woman from a wealthy family.

    It was a story about the only daughter of a chaebol family bing the president of a hotel in Busan, one of its affiliates.

    -Thank you for your teachings, Executive Director Park. But don��t you think it��s presumptuous?

    When you think of Yeonsu��s usual appearance, he seemed like apletely different person than you can imagine, as he harshly scolded the executive director who was trying to teach him, who was rtively young.

    In the drama, Yeonsu was perfectly portraying the role of Han Myo-jeong.

    Among them, the line spoken while touching the shoulder of a guest who was sexually harassing a female hotel employee was the highlight.

    -Is it okay for a customer to massage a female employee��s butt like that in broad daylight? Don��t you know that you can be punished for sexual harassment?

    -What punishment!? When did I sexually harass you? Is it okay to justpliment someone like a daughter when the customer is king? yes?

    -I see you are massaging your daughter��s butt like that too, right? And crucially, if you are the king, I am the emperor. Director Park: Call the police and awyer right away! And don��t let this old pervert get away!

    Yeonsu, who was sitting on one side of the restaurant, looked embarrassed, as if she didn��t have the confidence to look at her own performance.

    However, due to Han Myo-jeong��s exhrating performance on screen, there is no sign of the exmation andughter at the restaurant ending.

    * * *

    It was after the main broadcast ended. It would be no exaggeration to say that the beginning of episode 1 was truly Yeonsu��s solo performance.

    It served as a symbol of the character by showing Myojeong��s honest, confident personality and unique charm.

    Also, the sight of the mermaid prince Lee Soo (Ennd) washed up on the shore at the end of episode 1 inevitably made viewers long for the next episode.

    with a ssh.

    The sound of waves can be heard softly. The two people left the noisy restaurant and walked to the quiet dockside.

    Because it was alreadyte and dusk had fallen, no one was visible to recognize the faces of the two people. It was none other than Yeonsu who spoke first.

    ��Oppa, how was today��s broadcast?��

    As an actor who appeared with him, he seemed curious. After all, the feeling of the video watched through monitoring and the live broadcast watched through a cathode ray tube arepletely different.

    ��It was good. I thought you did a good job rmending Yeonsu.��

    ��Okay, thank you for rmending it. ��But you do know that I am older than you in terms of acting experience, right?��

    Since he couldn��t tell him about his past life experiences, Ennd onlyughed briefly.

    Several years have passed since I first met Yeonsu. It made me realize how much time had passed since the little girl who was a snivery had grown so much taller.

    ��To be honest, I think I was able to continue my career as an actor because of the advice my brother gave me back then.��

    ��advice?��

    ��The pine tree, that��s what my brother said back then. They say that there is no need to be tied down to the script, and if you keep acting like a sturdy pine tree, one day the script will be yours. ��Howe you don��t remember?��

    I think he said something like that.

    When you live as an actor, you are bound to encounter various turning points. From the feeling of emptiness from friendships to skepticism about acting.

    Haven��t I already experienced everything about Ennd in my past life? So, while working as an actor, I gave advice to many people. Training was one of them.

    ��Are you going to Hong Kong next week?��

    ��I guess it��s going to be released in theaters first in Hong Kong, so even though I��m the lead, I have to at least show my face. That��s it. I feel so sorry to the filming team and you for no reason. ��You��ve been staying up all night because of me.��

    ��What is there to be sorry about? It can��t be helped. And the producer was hoping that he would benefit from your brother in rtion to exporting copyrights?��

    It was the UK that started the Korean Wave in Japan thanks to the past drama Youth. As this is a drama that returns after a long time, there was great interest from overseas as well.

    In particr, it is said that in Japan they are already in contact with the MBS drama department. If ��Chupungsa��, which is released in Hong Kong, is a box office sess, it will be possible to export it to China.

    Two people were sitting on a bench under the light of a streetmp, holding beer cans. The cool sea breeze and the feast of fishingnterns used to catch squid are a feast for the eyes. It was then.

    ��Kya!��

    Isn��t it the Gaetbanggu that was crawling on the breakwater that crawled up to Yeonsu��s leg? Because of this, Yeonsu was startled, dropped the beer can and clung to Ennd. The UK quickly cleared away the mudts. It was then.

    Rather.

    ��uh?��

    Ennd tilted his head and looked around. I definitely thought I heard something, but I couldn��t see anything around me.

    * * *

    ��I really have to go this time, but since I became the manager, the work has doubled�� Ugh.��

    Lee Bong-chun, who was behind the wheel, licked his lips with regret. It seems to remind me of Hong Kong dim sum.

    ��Jeongbong, you should go to Hong Kong and not be distracted. Britain should protect you well. Okay!��

    ��Yes, Chief!��

    In the passenger seat was the road manager with whom I would be staying in Hong Kong. Fortunately, he was a talented person who could speak Cantonese and English freely.

    Lee Bong-chun, who was behind the wheel, was already giving a long speech.

    From what food Britain likes to the values a road manager should have.

    At the same time, the road manager sitting in the passenger seat is taking out a notebook and taking notes.

    Looking at the scenery unfolding outside the car window, Ennd recalled the conversation he had with Yeonsust night.

    -What kind of actor do you want to be in the future?

    I couldn��t easily answer the question of what kind of actor I wanted to be. In my past life, I would have said without a moment of hesitation that I wanted to be an actor who sees the end of his acting.

    But isn��t life so happy now?

    After much thought, Ennd said just one word.

    -Someday, when I look at my life, I hope I have no regrets, either professionally or personally.

    -so?

    -So I��m going to try everything I want to do. I want to be an actor with no regrets.

    I wanted to minimize the possibility that the word regret could not exist in life. Because I never wanted to hurt or make things difficult for the people around me again.

    The same goes for acting. Didn��t you promise yourself that you would do your best no matter what role you took on?

    ��uh? Manager? Are there usually this many people at the airport?��

    At that moment, the van was approaching the airport. The road manager sitting in the passenger seat was wide-eyed at the scenery outside. The same goes for Lee Bong-chun, who is sitting in the driver��s seat.

    Usually, when Ennd was leaving the country, many fans and reporters came to visit, but not to this extent. Aren��t there a lot of reporters lining up in a long line as if they are going to y for the national team in the World Cup?

    ��Actually, as I received the call yesterday, they said it would onlye out as much as usual.��

    It was then.

    Lee Bong-chun��s thick cell phone began to ring. Lee Bong-chun��s expression changes colorfully every moment after receiving the phone call. Then, it immediately took a U-turn, leaving the UK and the road manager dumbfounded.

    After hanging up the phone, Bongchun Lee nced at the rearview mirror and said with a serious expression.

    ��Ennd, there is still time before departure. ��Let��s talk for a moment and then go in.��

    ��Hyung, what��s going on?��

    After leaving the airport, Lee Bong-chun parked his car on the shoulder of a quiet road.

    Then he turns his head to look at Ennd, and his eyes are quite unusual.

    ��Ennd, are you really dating these days?��

    What kind of ghost-forgetting noise is this?

    ��It��s not entertainment, it��s dating? Where do I have time for dating? ��I was on my way to my schedule again today for the vigil to meet.��

    Lee Bong-chun scratches his head and makes a puzzled expression.

    ��right? Ah, I think so too. this�� �� .��

    ��What��s going on?��

    ��The picture was taken Ancana. It seems like all the reporters have already gathered after hearing the news. ��I was offered an initial agreement with my agency, but it was so ridiculous that the CEO told me to check the facts first.��

    Most scandals are like that. Before revealing to the public any scandalous photos taken by paparazzi in entertainment magazines or weekly magazines, an agreement is first reached with the agency.

    If the terms of the agreement are not met, the process of making it known to the public will be taken.

    But what photo are you talking about?

    At that moment, Lee Bong-chun looks at Ennd and borates.

    ��It��s a picture of you and Yeonsu hugging each other.��

 Chapter 179

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 179

    Hong Kong (���).

    Hong Kong has long been a driving force in Asia��s film industry.

    Perhaps due to the influence of British colonial rule, Eastern and Western cultures harmonized exquisitely and various cultural ideas developed.

    Following this development, many masters were born in the film industry, and among them, director Jinyang Wang was called the master of mise-en-sc��ne.

    ��Mr. Jang! Please take a look here!��

    Perhaps because it is the return of a master, the red carpet is reminiscent of a film festival.

    Weren��t barricades erected and even a red carpet installed in front of Hong Kong��s most famous theater?

    Ennd is moving forward with his partner, with whom he filmed a movie in Hong Kong. Under the bright spotlight.

    ��Is that news true? scandal.��

    Hong Kong actress Gye Lun-bi (��]��) said with a look of regret. She was an actress who joined forces with Ennd by ying the female lead in director Jinyang Wang��s work Chupungsa (���L�o).

    ��Did you really hear about Gyeryunbi?��

    ��How could you not know? I don��t think I can realize it yet, but Mr. Jang is a very famous actor in Asia. ��Mr. Jang��s scandal story was already reported as real-time breaking news on TVB.��

    ��under�� �� .��

    I had no idea that the rumor would spread all the way to Hong Kong. Even worse, real-time breaking news.

    ��That��s a good thing. ��I honestly thought Mr. Jang might like men.��

    ��yes�� �� ?��

    ��It��s like that even when you��re filming. It��s not something I��m proud of, but while I��ve been filming so far, I��ve never received an after-sale request from my partner to meet outside of the filming set. But Mr. Jangpletely broke that record. ��We��ve never had a conversation like this before, other than on set.��

    That��s something to be proud of.

    ��Do you love that woman in Korea?��

    ���� �� !��

    ��Seeing as you can��t answer right away, I guess the scandal article is real. ��I feel fortunate that Mr. Jang likes women, but at the same time, I��m a little jealous.��

    The conversation with Gyeryunbi cannot be heard outside due to the noise of the red carpet. Rather, the reporters�� shutters are busy capturing the image of the two young men and women smiling and having a friendly conversation.

    At that time, Gyeryunbi put more strength into his folded arms and held Ennd closer.

    ��I feel a little sad that such a wonderful man fell into the arms of another woman.��

    * * *

    Meanwhile, Korea was also in turmoil.

    Who is Jang Young-guk? Starting from the time he was a child actor until he reached adulthood. He was a young actor who boasted a perfect filmography. Moreover, isn��t he an actor who receives various love calls from overseas?

    One famous critic even praised him, saying, ��It happens once in a hundred years that an actor like Jang Young-guk is born.��

    ��hmm�� �� .��

    SW Entertainment CEO Kim Soo-jin is having a meeting with his agency��s actress Yeon-soo. Kim Soo-jin looked at Yeon-su with her head down and exined it as if she was sad.

    ��You haven��tmitted a serious crime, so why are you lowering your head like that?��

    ��The CEO believed in me and supported me�� �� .��

    Yeonsu��s words became blurred. Even when I decided to study abroad in New York, it was the representative of my agency who respected my opinion. Even more so, when I reversed my decision to study abroad and decided to focus on my acting career again, he patted me on the shoulder and said I had thought it through.

    Actresses are sensitive to scandals. In particr, scandals that break out at a time when an actor, like Yeonsu, is transitioning from a child actor to an adult are literally poisonous.

    ��You have to face a nk sheet of paper to hear apuse. Do you want to act like a high treason criminal, as if you were the only one at fault? Okay, now let me ask you something. ��Is Yeon-soo really like Jang Young-guk?��

    ��no�� �� .��

    ��No? ��Even if a third party sees the picture of them hugging, they clearly look like lovers, right?��

    It really was. In the photo captured by the paparazzi in an entertainment weekly, they looked so affectionate that even a stranger could clearly see that they were in a romantic rtionship.

    That may be why the powder keg of scandal exploded so loudly.

    CEO Sujin Kim taps the desk with her fingers a few times and nods as if she has made a decision.

    ��The reason I called Yeonsu aside and asked you this question was. I don��t mean to criticize you. Seriously, what��s wrong with a young man and woman meeting? It��s natural to date at that age. Rather, it is something to bless. but.��

    Kim Soo-jin paused for a moment and borated.

    ��It is absolutely necessary to check the facts. If our side says we are getting to know each other with goodwill, but Songwon announces that it is unfounded, then what will be of you, Yeonsu? So, I need to talk to Song Won. Let me ask you onest question. ��Yeonsu, aren��t you really dating Jang Young-guk?��

    ��no�� �� .��

    ��Hmm�� �� .��

    CEO Kim Soo-jin sighed deeply. She knows Yeonsu��s temperament well. After all, it was impossible for him to know that he had been an actor under hispany since he was a child actor.

    In her judgment, Yeonsu is a bright and active child in everything she does. If there was a scandal with someone I really didn��t know, I wouldn��t be hanging my head down so helplessly.

    * * *

    The night view of Hong Kong is beautiful. The colorful lights emanating from numerous skyscrapers dazzle the eyes as if watching fireworks.

    On the top floor of the hotel, which is known as the tallest building in Hong Kong, the Chu Fung Temple after-party is in full swing.

    The preview was a sess. No, it was such a huge sess that it would be difficult to express it with the word sess.

    As soon as the preview was over, film critics not only from Hong Kong but also from all over the world who were invited unanimously praised the film. What��s more, it received rave reviews even from people outside of the film industry.

    ��Mr. Zhang, this is Taiwan��s director Li Aiwen. And the person who came with us is Mr. Wang Wei, a porter who is active in China.��

    ��nice to see you. ��My name is actor Jang Young-guk.��

    ��I really enjoyed the movie. It was fun to appreciate director Wang Jinyang��s mise-en-sc��ne, but I couldn��t take my eyes off Mr. Jang throughout the movie. ��If I get the chance, I would definitely like to work together.��

    ��thank you. ��I am also from the generation that grew up watching director Li Aiwen��s work, so it is an honor for you to say that.��

    ��I would like to talk more, but Mr. Wang Wei next to me is waiting for his turn. Let��s have a serious talk next time I visit Korea.��

    No sooner had Director Li Aiwen finished speaking than Wang Wei, who was next to him, spoke.

    ��My name is Wang Wei, and I am working as a small photographer in China.��

    To put it simply, he is said to be a master photographer in the world of photography, to the extent that it is said that in Europe there is Giovanni Sponza and in Asia there is Wang Wei.

    ��I really wanted to see the Korean actor who stole Mr. Sponza��s heart, but seeing this, I now know why Sponza wanted you so much. If you don��t mind, may I ask you for a business card? ��I think I have a reason to go to Korea sooner than Director Li Aiwen.��

    ��Oh wait a minute. Because I didn��t prepare any business cards. Mr. Jeongbong!��

    It was already hard to count how many people there were. Masters from various countries, whom I had never met in my past life, were rushing to offer me a handshake.

    Most of them were close friends with Hong Kong��s master director Wang Jinyang. After exchanging greetings with Director Wang Jinyang as if they had made an appointment, they came to Ennd next.

    ��Wow, is this why all the well-to-do people are going to Korea?��

    If Lee Bong-chun were here, he would definitely have said this. No matter how much lip service it may be, it is notmon for such great artists to say that they will visit Korea as if they had all kissed. It was then.

    ��Mr. Jang.��

    The scent of flowers tickles the tip of my nose. When I turned my head, I saw actress Gyeryunbi standing there wearing a bright red dress.

    She borated, handing Ennd a ss of champagne.

    ��Would you like to get some air for a moment?��

    * * *

    The Hong Kong wind blows through the top floor of the skyscraper. On one side of the rooftop garden, Ennd and Gyeryunbi stand together.

    ��Mr. Jang doesn��t like these banquets, right?��

    ��I don��t like it. However, I am just shocked that so many people came to see me. ��In Korea, the after-party for the premiere is not as grand as this.��

    ��There are a lot of refusals in Hong Kong and Macau. People from China, Taiwan, and even Russia who are a bit snivelled gather here. After the preview screening in Hong Kong, there is always a grand after-party like this. ��It��s hard to get used to at first.��

    ��Mr. Gyeryunbi, parties seem to be very suited to you, don��t you?��

    ��What are you talking about?��

    Gyeryunbi raised both arms, straightened his sallow shoulders, and continued speaking.

    ��I hate parties like this too. However, after experiencing it several times, I got used to it. In my mind, I just want to half-immerse my body in warm water and drink a beer. ��Really.��

    Ennd startedughing without realizing it. That��s because it was very cute to see an actress who is considered one of the best in Hong Kong hurriedly defending and exining what she said.

    ��Mr. Jang looked very distressed, so I brought him out. ��Get some air.��

    ��Is it that bad on my face?��

    ��No, he��s such a genius at managing facial expressions. The host of the party was Director Wang Jinyang, but you may not know it, but the main character of this party was Mr. Jang. It was amazing. I see him having such a leisurely conversation with great masters whose names alone can be daunting. If it were any other actor, he would have been dragged around by the masters while drenched in cold sweat by now. But look, Mr. Jang is polite but confident as if we are equals.��

    ��Did I do that?��

    Ennd didn��t know how he appeared to others. I was just behaving as usual, but I think that made me look confident and not discouraged even in front of the greats.

    ��But I��m sure it��s not the party that��s bothering Mr. Jang right now. I guess it��s because of the person in Korea?��

    ��Gyeryunbi, if he hadn��t be a movie actor, I think he would have be a fortune teller. that��s right. Since she is a young actress, I am worried about what will happen to the current scandal. Moreover, the scandal is not true.��

    Gyeryunbi lifts a ss of champagne, moistens his mouth and looks at Ennd.

    ��It��s not true?��

    The colorful lights of the skyscraper are projected onto the champagne ss and shine. Ennd nodded briefly in response to Gyeryunbi��s question again.

    ��I felt it right from the filming location of Mr. Jang, but Mr. Jang has a strong tendency not to reveal his feelings too much. That��s an excellent method for business rtionships. Since you can��t read their mind, the other person will be more nervous. However, if you don��t reveal your feelings like that even in a rtionship, there are only two cases. ��He is either a very flirtatious man or a man who has never been in a rtionship.��

    ���� �� .��

    ��In my opinion, Mr. Jang is thetter. At first, I thought he was a yboy just based on his appearance, but after talking to him today, I found out for sure. I��m very worried about her in Korea right now, right? Opportunities don��te often. Especially when ites to love. so.��

    Gyeryunbi borated, smiling faintly like the wind in Hong Kong.

    ��Please don��t hide your feelings.��

 Chapter 180

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 180: Jang

    Young-Kuk Syndrome.

    Syndrome was used as a psychopathological word in the past, but in recent years it is often used as a positive word to refer to a social phenomenon.

    It is notmon for an actor to develop a syndrome. For example, it was a phenomenon that could only be seen in stars who led popr culture, such as Michael Jackson or the Beatles Queen.

    ��How does Kim Jae-cheol, pop culture critic, view the current situation?��

    A heated debate is in full swing in the studio. Ironically, the person who became a hot topic in discussions dealing with political or ideological topics was an actor named ��Jang Young-guk��.

    ��I think it��s mysterious, mysterious, and almost like a miracle.��

    ��Are you talking about the syndrome surrounding actor Jang Young-guk?��

    ��No, the syndrome about him is natural. In particr, it is natural that Chu Pung Sa, which was released in Hong Kong, was not only a huge box office hit, but also received many invitations to overseas film festivals. However, what I was talking about was about an actor named Jang Young-guk.��

    ��Could you be more specific?��

    The critic who received the host��s question answered while touching the tip of his chin.

    ��As a pop culture critic, I had the opportunity to meet many actors and singers. Among them, there were many new actors as well as veterans who had experienced many hardships in the field for a long time. While freshness and boldness are the charms of new actors, veterans typically represent their careers with experience and cool-headedness. However, actor Jang Young-guk did not fall into either of these two boundaries. Although he was clearly a new actor, he was more experienced than most veterans and showed a charisma that went beyond boldness. I had this intuition after watching his acting at the filming location of Confession of a Priest in the past. ��I thought, ��This is the person who will lead the Korean film industry in the future.����

    Among popr culture critics, Kim Jae-cheol boasted considerable authority.

    He was notorious for his sharp criticism and harsh criticism that went beyond that. As a joke, there was even a saying that if Kim Jae-cheol attended a movie preview, investmentpanies would start a business.

    Since it was such a highpliment from someone like that, I can��t help but feel special.

    ��As critic Kim Jae-cheol said, there were many evaluations that actor Jang Young-guk showed acting on a different level from other actors his age. He is an actor whose filmography he has umted so far and whose filmography he will build in the future are also highly anticipated. Just like us, the public��s interest is also skyrocketing as the days go by. ��Then let me ask you one more question.��

    ��yes.��

    ��Actor Jang Young-guk is gaining so much poprity that he is causing a syndrome due to the movie Chupungsa, which was released in Hong Kong, and The Little Mermaid Prince, which is currently airing in Korea, and in the midst of this, a scandal broke out. And that��s against the female lead filming the drama together. Although the agency in question stated that it was ��unfounded��, the public��s suspicions still persist. ��What do you think about actor Jang Young-guk��s scandal?��

    Critic Kim Jae-cheol frowned with an expression as if he were saying, ��This is just a rumor that is being washed away by a ghost.��

    ��What does that matter?��

    ��yes�� �� ?��

    ��What does it matter whether the scandal is true or not? Mass media is also a problem. Why are you so obsessed with everything? And the public also needs to think differently! It��s okay for an actor to just act well, but can��t he have a bit of a rtionship? It could be because they are young men and women! and.��

    The host clearly looks embarrassed by the sudden rush. I quickly try to change the subject.

    ��I think it would be a relief if the scandal were true!��

    But at that moment, the critic looked at the live camera and said something.

    ��Isn��t this an issue that deserves support regarding actor Jang Young-guk��s sexual identity, which has been in the spotlight for a while?��

    * * *

    -Isn��t this an issue that deserves support regarding actor Jang Young-guk��s sexual identity?

    Lee Bong-chun, who was behind the wheel, was so shocked that he turned down the radio volume. The highlight ofst night��s current affairs debate program was yed on the radio.

    Lee Bong-chun nced at the rear-view mirror nervously.

    ��It��s okay bro. ��Turn up the volume.��

    ��Ennd, are you okay?��

    ��Which one? ��Has my gender identity be more certain?��

    ��Oh, no, I mean, as soon as I get back to the country, I have to go straight to the filming site�� I��m just asking if you��re in good condition.��

    ��are you okay. About this much. And considering that filming was dyed because of me, I can��t rest anymore. ��I have to muster up all my strength to start filming.��

    Ennd answered cheerfully and looked down at the script.

    There was a smile on my face, but I couldn��t hide my bitterness. The agency published an article saying the scandal was groundless, but the media did not believe it.

    Even though the parties are denying each other, they are churning out additional articles as if they are already lovers.

    This would mean that Britain itself was a very tasty scoop from the reporters�� point of view.

    ��Ennd!��

    Upon arriving at the filming site, PD Kim Woo-hyung greets Ennd with a bright voice. The same goes for other staff.

    We wee you with a more heightened voice than usual. It seemed like they did it on purpose because they were worried that the scandal would upset the atmosphere.

    ��I understand you just returned from Hong Kong. Why don��t you take the day off today? ��It��s just a matter of moving on to filming the next scene first.��

    ��The filming kept getting dyed because of me. are you okay. Rather, my body is itching.��

    ��Wasn��t it fun in Hong Kong?��

    ��It��s fun. After all, walking around to meet people isn��t my style. Filming is much more fun.��

    In fact, it was more bewildering than fun. After all, every person I met was a series of big names that I had never encountered in my past life.

    ��If Ennd were your personality, you would have already read through today��s shooting script. In key scenes, you need to adjust your movements well so that the light on the other person��s face does not bleed through. Especially when taking steps, you need to breathe well�� �� .��

    Producer Kim Woo-hyung blurts out his words.

    ��I was just trying to ask if you and Yeonsu had guessed the sum, right?��

    ��Uh uh.��

    ��We kept matching even before leaving for Hong Kong. The instructor personally came down to Busan to watch it. ��But where is Yeonsu?��

    ��It��s in the waiting room.��

    ��Waiting room?��

    Normally, it would have been a training session where Ennd would have rushed out in socks as soon as they arrived.

    ��There are so many paparazzi these days. The FDs were blocking entry to the filming site, but these people came with a cannon-like camera and were taking pictures from far away, so it seemed like Yeonsu was intentionally noting to the site before filming started.��

    The paparazzi were still on the move. I don��t know, but the conversation between Ennd and PD Kim Woo-hyung may be being filmed somewhere with a cannon-like camera.

    How much time has passed?

    ��NG!��

    This was after the main filming began. The main content of the scene was the main characters Han Myo-jeong (Yeonsu) and Lee Soo (Ennd) holding hands and dancing together.

    It was clear that she had gotten the hang of it to the point where she hired a separate instructor and learned it before leaving for Hong Kong, but oddly enough, whenever she started shooting, Yeonsu��s feet kept getting tangled up.

    I couldn��t tell how many NGs it was already by 10 fingers.

    In the end,

    ��I��ll just take a short break.��

    Producer Kim Woo-hyung stopped filming.

    * * *

    ��are you okay?��

    This is a filming location overlooking the beach. Yeonsu was watching the waves flowing by endlessly.

    Ennd handed Yeonsu a can of drink and sat down next to her.

    ��Drink some, I saw it earlier. ��It felt like my throat was closing up.��

    I don��t know how many times I said sorry as I kept seeing NG.

    In particr, in the case of Yeon-soo, didn��t he repeatedly apologize to the staff and bow his head as if he were a high-ranking criminal?

    ��What��s wrong with you today? ��We guessed it several times.��

    ��Because my body forgot�� �� .��

    ��uh?��

    ��It��s already been 15 days since I practiced with my brother, and the only time I did it was in the two days I came down to Busan with the instructor. Do you remember?��

    Ennd looked like he was scratching his head. In fact, your memory is much better than that of others, so if you were a criminal, you would have already forgotten it.

    Since he remembered it, he naturally thought that Yeonsu would also remember to guess the sum.

    ��They didn��t evene to check it out before filming.��

    ��It seems like Yeonsu got on your nerves because of the paparazzi�� It��s all my fault, I��m sorry.��

    Britain admitted its fault. Even if you think about it a hundred times, this was 100% your fault.

    ��������

    ��Then let��s ask for the director��s understanding and try again. ��If this continues, I think we��ll just be filming this scene all day.��

    ��Doesn��t it bother you?��

    ��what?��

    ��Look even now, they��re pointing a camera towards us from the observatory over there. ��Those people are probably still filming us.��

    ��Oh, it must be a tourist.��

    ��I saw a tourist carrying a big cannon camera like that! ��Don��t do that, stand up quickly!��

    That��s what I heard and saw. If you were trying to photograph seagulls or other types of birds, you wouldn��t be pointing the camera towards them.

    Yeonsu quickly tried to get up from his seat. That sight broke Ennd��s heart even more.

    ��are you okay.��

    Ennd grabbed Yeonsu��s hand as she stood up.

    Yeonsu��s face turned red at the sudden contact. However, it was not safe. If the paparazzi were to film this moment, it was clear that it would be featured in the media again.

    ��If you��re going to be photographed, you should take a nice photograph.��

    ��uh?��

    Yeonsu looked dumbfounded at Ennd��s remarks.

    Yeonsu opened her eyes wide when she saw Ennd getting up from his seat. Why don��t you hold both of your hands?

    Then, move your stance forward. It seemed like they instantly became attached to each other.

    The paparazzi, who were secretly watching the two people from the observatory, must have opened their eyes wide at the current situation.

    It wasn��t bad to just have a conversation scene, but the two people stood up and were close to each other as if they were hugging. However, Ennd says that he is not bothered by the paparazzi.

    ��We have to rehearse again. If I go into filming without being able to practice and get an NG, this time I won��t end with just saying I��m truly sorry. If another article appears with this photo, just say it was during a filming rehearsal. ��There are dancing scenes in the live broadcast anyway.��

    Yeonsu nodded briefly. Ennd spoke at that sight.

    ��I hope you don��t worry too much about dating rumors. ��I don��t want to say this to an actress, but if this scandal bes a problem in Yeonsu��s future.��

    ��What if it happens?��

    Ennd holds Yeonsu��s hands together and dances just like he did when filming.

    Obviously, the staff, who were constantly in trouble during filming, did not mess up even once this time. Ennd smiles at that and says.

    ��I will take responsibility for you then.��

 Chapter 181

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 181:

    Double Congrattions.

    ��Scene number 37, dancing with the mermaid prince!��

    The assistant director��s voice became louder. The staff��s eyes all turned towards the filming site.

    In their eyes, there was a wish that the shot would go perfectly without any NG this time.

    Producer Kim Woo-hyung moved forward towards the televised screen.

    The filming location is a social gathering ce. Gorgeous chandeliers and ssy ssical music flow.

    Everyone attending the party has their heads stiff.

    They are talking to each other while holding a ss of champagne in one hand.

    The topic of conversation is also unusual. Not only the country��s policies, but also the units of real estate money exceed tens of hundreds of billions.

    If someone I don��t know listens to it, I��d think it might be a gathering of delusional patients.

    The second generation of business magnates who control the Republic of Korea were members of this party.

    Han Myo-jeong (Yeonsu) really hated these social gatherings.

    As the joke goes, they were held by the umbilical cord and had fun, so aren��t they people who became second-generation chaebol thanks to having good parents?

    However, they are all obsessed with a sense of privilege simr to that of the chosen people, and they think of ordinary people only as cogs or parts for them.

    ��Unlucky.��

    It was a social gathering that I attended under pressure from my father. It was no exaggeration to say that most second-generation chaebol people��s romances took ce here.

    But there can be no ordinary love. It is not a sweet whisper of love, but a tool for an arranged marriage that considers each person��s interests.

    ��I really wanted to see you, Myojeong, and I get to meet you in a ce like this.��

    ��Ah yes.��

    ��Our chairman told us to express our deepest gratitude to Mr. Myojeong��s father. If you get a chance, would you be able to talk with me privately today? ��It wouldn��t be a bad choice for you and your father.��

    There were many men approaching Han Myo-jeong, who was wearing a pure white dress.

    They are all children ofpanies that are considered to be among the toppanies in Korea. They appear polite on the outside, but if you look closely at what they say, they are full of a sense of privilege.

    I could tell from the fact that he referred to his father or grandfather as the chairman.

    ��I��m a little tired today.��

    The man twists the corner of his mouth at Han Myo-jeong��s cold attitude.

    ��I understand that the conversation has already progressed between Myojeong��s father and our chairman, but I guess you are curious. Since you said you��re tired, I guess I��ll have to make ns for next time. However, please keep in mind that the more thorns a rose has, the more beautiful it is, but the thorns of a withered rose look rather unsightly.��

    ��I beg your pardon?��

    ��Isn��t it true that the group that Mr. Myojeong will inherit is in jeopardy? You can tell just by looking at the fact that he sent his only daughter to a shabby hotel in Busan. then.��

    Well, there are people like that!

    Han Myo-jeong red at the man, but the man jerked his head away with a sneer.

    She wanted to throw off this cumbersome dress and get out of here right now.

    Afterwards, many men talked to Han Myo-jeong as if they were looking at her liver, but they onlyughed at her cold attitude and turned their heads away.

    ��I miss Lee Soo (Ennd).��

    Only one person came to her mind.

    Eventually, the time for social gatherings ripens. It got to the point where the man and woman were holding hands and dancing.

    It��s like a meeting between nobles in the European Middle Ages. That��s because they still think that the Republic of Korea is a ss society and that you are in a position of nobility. Just then, the man who had sneered at Han Myo-jeong approaches.

    ��Lady, would you like to dance with me?��

    His face was full of pride. As if you can��t do anything without me.

    Given Han Myo-jeong��s personality, it wouldn��t have been strange if she had thrown a high heel at his face right now.

    But everything at social gatherings goes to my father��s ears. It was then.

    ��Myojeong.��

    Han Myo-jeong��s head turns at the familiar voice. No, it was no exaggeration to say that the attention of everyone at the social gathering was focused.

    It felt like a bright halo was shining in the gloomy social gathering hall. The face of the man who had been manipting Han Myo-jeong just moments ago suddenly crumpled.

    Suddenly.

    The man who held his hand was none other than Lee Soo. Everyone makes way for him as he strides toward the center of the social gathering hall.

    Isn��t that why their presence is so different from those who imed to be nobles?

    Everyone looks at him. As if he were the main character of this ce. Lee Soo looks at Han Myo-jeong and says.

    ��Am I veryte?��

    Han Myo-jeong shows a bright smile for the first time.

    * * *

    After filming was over.

    The sessive NGs disappeared like a lie after a short break. The tension at the filming site disappeared and everything went smoothly as the male and female leads acted as if they were possessed by the main characters in the script.

    The staff, who had been thinking about staying up all night, could not hide their smiles of joy as the director continued to sign cuts.

    ��brother.��

    Blue waves ssh. You can see peopleing to enjoy swimming in the sea while seagulls chirping.

    They were two people standing on the terrace of the filming site where a social gathering was held. Yeonsu spoke while overlooking the beach and white sandy beach.

    ��thank you.��

    ��what?��

    ��There was a scene like that in a children��s book I read when I was young. It��s like a guardian spirit who always appears and helps the protagonist when he or she is in danger. To me, my brother seems like that kind of person. No matter what problem arises, he solves it without any problem. Even just today��s filming, if the other person��s role had been someone else, there would have been NGs all night long.��

    ��If I hadn��t yed the role opposite you, Yeonsu wouldn��t have been nervous.��

    Ennd did not express its inner feelings outwardly. In fact, he was clearly responsible for Yeonsu��s repeated NGs.

    Isn��t she an actress? It was impossible not to be sensitive to the scandal. It was even worse because the person involved in the scandal was away in Hong Kong.

    ��Oppa, I have something to confess.��

    Yeonsu paused for a moment, then sighed as if he had made up his mind and spoke reassuringly.

    ��Did I actually feel good on the inside when the scandal news came out?��

    ��really?��

    ��Oh, it was nice that that person was my older brother. As you probably know, you are my first love. ��I feel refreshed after talking about it.��

    Yeonsu��s expression looked relieved, as if she had ended a long period of suffering. By the way, you are my first love. I had no idea that saying someone��s first love would make my heart pound this much.

    ��But I��m going to give up my regrets now. From now on, I n to like you as a fellow actor. So you don��t have to feel sorry in front of me either. If you have a girlfriend, make sure to show it to me first. Don��t date a strange woman. I��m sure you��ll be fine, but�� �� .��

    Yeonsu��s voice was filled with tears. However, as if he doesn��t want to show it, he smiles while wiping the bridge of his nose.

    -Please don��t hide your feelings.

    At that moment, the advice given by Gyeryunbi came to mind. My heart felt strange. My heart is pounding and I feel extremely anxious as Yeon-soo tries to disappear in a hurry.

    Only then did Ennd realize that he had been oppressed by himself in his past life. You are yourself in your past life, but it is the past and what is important is the present.

    Suddenly.

    Ennd held Yeonsu��s hand.

    And

    ��I don��t think I have anything to show you, my girlfriend.��

    ��what?��

    ��I like you too.��

    I confessed.

    * * *

    Lee Hye-sook is busy preparing dinner. From seafood to seasonal vegetables and braised ribs. It was a series of delicacies from mountain and sea to the point where I could not envy the king��s 12 concubines.

    On the other hand, Kim Seong-hoon, who was helping with the cooking, looked restless.

    ��Honey, rest now. ��I will do the rest.��

    ��I��m done.��

    ��still�� �� .��

    Lee Hye-sook was more enthusiastic than ever. Didn��t he say that his son was visiting after a long time?

    Worse yet, who ising with me? I didn��t say who I wasing with, but I was secretly excited to hear good news.

    In fact, Lee Hye-sook also had something to confess to her son.

    ��But how did Kook know that he wasing?��

    ��Is that what Jisoo said?��

    ��Oh no way. ��You told us you would keep it confidential, right?��

    Strict confidentiality.

    Although I was curious as to what the content was, the two only exchanged embarrassed smiles and did not borate further.

    Jisoo came back after finishing his nightly self-study just in time to seem like nobility can��t do it.

    As soon as Jisoo passes through the front door, the smell of food wafts in and she cries out, wrinkling her nose.

    ��wow!��

    Jisoo, who was picking up a well-cooked donggeurangttaeng with her hand and eating it, covers her hand. He looks quite aggrieved after being hit by his father.

    ��Wash your hands ande eat.��

    ��It looked so delicious that I couldn��t help it. Aren��t you doing too much to your daughter who has been studying all this time? And you can do it with words! Why are you hitting me? ��You��re mom, right?��

    ��Then our Jisoo has a lot to say.��

    ��After all, there is only mom.��

    ��study? Jisoo, I heard you stole theic book in ss? The teacher called. Please take good care of the guidance. ��Won Ji-soo, what do you carry in your school bag? Come here with your bag!��

    Jisoo quickly ran away to the bathroom. Looking at that scene, Kim Seong-hoon shook his head and Lee Hye-sook burst intoughter.

    Soon, the doorbell sounds. Seong-Hoon Kim tells Hye-Sook Lee to sit down and hurriedly runs to the front door.

    ��father�� �� ?��

    Ennd tilted his head at the sight of Kim Seong-Hooning out to meet him.

    Although he was my stepfather, it was no longer awkward to call him father. However, the appearance of Kim Seong-hoon wearing an apron was extremely awkward.

    Kim Seong-Hoon also realizes himself andughs and scratches his head. Then, he smiles brightly as he sees the womaning in with Ennd.

    ��Wee to Yeonsu too!��

    It was a cozy dinner. There are so many delicacies to choose from that it bes difficult to decide what to eat first.

    Ennd says he feels sorry for his mother who prepared him food that made him break his upper leg.

    ��You don��t have to prepare so much just because I��ming. ��You can simply eat it.��

    ��I heard I��ming with a guest, so I have to do this. ��Isn��t that good news?��

    Not only Lee Hye-sook, but also Kim Seong-hoon and her younger sister Ji-soo look at the two people with loving eyes.

    Ennd is not the type to slow down. Moreover, what is the need to hesitate on a day like today?

    Ennd says, grabbing Yeonsu��s hand that was lying under the table.

    ��We decided to meet.��

    ��Is it real?��

    ��Oppa! I knew that! How well you get along with Yeonsu! ��Sister, we are real family now!��

    As she receives everyone��s congrattions, Yeonsu smiles faintly and her dimples turn red as if she is embarrassed.

    ��But didn��t your mother and father also say that they had something to say to me?��

    This time, Lee Hye-sook��s cheeks blush at Ennd��s question.

    The same goes for Seong-Hoon Kim. On the other hand, her younger sister, Jisoo, looks like she wants to say something.

    It was a time when Ennd was puzzled by the sight of the three people.

    ��There is a truth, Guk.��

    Hye-Sook Lee continues speaking while holding Seong-Hoon Kim��s hand.

    ��I have a little brother.��

 Chapter 182

    I will live as an actor Episode 182

    I went to Yeouido for the first time in a while because I had amercial shoot. As with most advertisements, it is an unwritten rule to refrain from filming dramas.

    This was because leisurely filming an advertisement in a drama scene filled with side scripts and vigils could cause difort to the staff.

    But there was nothing I could do about this advertisement. Wasn��t it nned long before I was cast for the drama? It was a photo shoot with Desiderio.

    ��Mr. Jang��!��

    As you enter the studio in Yeouido, a familiar person greets you.

    ��Monica?��

    It was Monica Rossellini, Desiderio��s chief designer. Her appearance was unexpected. It wasn��t a local filming, so I didn��t know I would be visiting in person this time. Before starting themercial shoot, we enjoyed a brief tea time in one corner of the studio.

    Is it because of her gorgeous silver hair or because of her beautiful appearance that is a strange mixture of Eastern and Western beauty? Korean staff passing by the studio nced in this direction.

    She always seemed to have a knack for attracting the attention of those around her.

    ��How did you get to Korea?��

    ��I came by ne.��

    ��Aren��t you busy preparing for the F/W season? ��Honestly, I never thought I��d be able to meet Monica in the studio today.��

    ��It��s our first start in Asia. Of course, we had offers from China and Japan, but ultimately we chose Korea.��

    Actually, it was surprising. Desiderio was originally only sold in European countries. Therefore, wealthy Asians often traveled to Europe to purchase Desiderio��s products.

    Therefore, it was expected that if Desiderio first took root in Asia, it would be China or Japan.

    ��Mr. Sponza sometimes talks about Mr. Jang. I would like to film again someday. But the rumor I heard is that Wang Wei of China is in contact. Is that true?��

    ��Not at all. ��I only met him a while back at a movie preview in Hong Kong.��

    ��thank god. By the way, is the scandal with a beautiful actress real?��

    her.

    I felt it from the moment she brought up the story of meeting Wang Wei in Hong Kong, but the fact that she knew about scandals taking ce in Korea while in Italy made me feel that her intelligence was amazing.

    ��It��s true.��

    I didn��t really want to lie in front of Monica. It wasn��t because he was close to her, but it was true that he didn��t want to hide his feelings for Yeonsu any longer.

    Monica said with a look of regret at Ennd��s answer.

    ��It was true. It��s a shame. I saw this visit to Korea as an opportunity�� I had failed once in Italy, but I thought that a man of Mr. Jang��s caliber would not regret trying twice. She must be so great that Mr. Jang falls in love with her, right? ��Do you like him a lot?��

    After all, Western people are bold when ites to rtionships with people. I was a bit embarrassed to be asked so bluntly, but I continued the conversation with Monica.

    ��I didn��t know that before. But I liked it a lot. ��Once I realized that, I think that feeling became even bigger.��

    ��Mr. Jang is unique. When working, he has no hesitation, but when dating, he bes so innocent like a boy. He probably fell in love with Mr. Jang after seeing this.��

    Monica licked her lips with regret and changed the topic.

    ��By the way, if Wang Weies to Korea, don��t meet him even if you make another excuse.��

    ��why?��

    ��In fact, it seems like Mr. Sponza is thinking of flying to Korea right now because of that. I��m telling you not to take pictures with Wang Wei. That person is a famous photographer in Asia, but the quality is not good. There was always a rumor that I was having an affair with the model I was photographing. ��It��s also very salty.��

    ��is it so? Well, it probably doesn��t have anything to do with me.��

    ��That guy is gay.��

    * * *

    The filming location is a series ofpany dinners. This is especially true for dramas with good viewership ratings. In that sense, it would not be an exaggeration to say that ��The Little Mermaid�� was apany dinner feast.

    Starting from the first episode��s viewer rating of 23%, the viewership rating has continued to rise.

    ��Director Kim, haven��t you heard from broadcasting stations these days?��

    ��I��m noting. I��m frying all the futile days. Stir-fry. It started with instructions to make every effort to ensure perfection because the production pie will be expanded further, and now ites down to discussions regarding extensions. ��I��m not even thinking about who I��m going to give rice cake to, but I��m just drinking kimchi soup.��

    ��Who wants to give me rice cake?��

    ��It is writer Min��s and mine��s debut work, so I hope it ends safely as nned. Most importantly, isn��t Ennd famous for not liking extended broadcasts?��

    Producer Kim Woo-hyung and the cinematographer are chatting while tipping sses of soju to each other. On the outside, it looked like he was under pressure from the broadcasting station, but if you look inside, it could only be said to be bragging.

    After all, it wasn��t enough that the viewership rating for the first episode was in the double digits, and discussions were already going on about extending the broadcast.

    It was truly a jackpot. As proof of this, isn��t it true that Geumilbong, which is meant to be added topany dinners,es down every day?

    ��Yeonsu, what��s wrong?��

    The art ss leader headed to the table where the training was located with a worried expression.

    ��No, I��m just a little tired.��

    ��If you��re not feeling well, you can rest today. It��s just that these immature people like to havepany dinners, but it��s best if we just go to a cafe and have a cup of coffee each. right?��

    Yeonsu smiled faintly. In fact, there was no particr reason why her expression was so sullen. This was because Ennd, who was always with us at the filming site, was not there.

    Ennd was unable to attend due to filming an advertisement.

    ��Is that because there is no actor Jang?��

    Hup.

    I huped involuntarily at the voice of the art ss leader who spoke as if reading my thoughts.

    Yeonsu looked around to see if anyone else had heard, but everyone was already drinking and making a lot of noise, so no one was paying attention.

    ��Did you know?��

    ��You may not know, but everyone knows except for insensitive people like PD Kim and the cinematographer, right? Everyone pretends not to know. And it��s pretty.��

    ��yes?��

    ��What��s wrong with a young man and woman dating? I��m just pretty and nice to look at. ��I thought you didn��t know that the two of you secretly hold hands once in a while at a sweet photo shoot, right?��

    Yeonsu felt like her heart was sinking.

    ��When the dating rumor first broke out, I secretly hoped it was true. They are both so good on set, so polite and kind to all the other staff members. I��ve never met actors like Yeonsu and Yeonsu in all the time I��ve been touring filming locations. So, I hoped that good people would do well together, but I was disappointed to see an article saying that it was unfounded.��

    ��It really wasn��t like that back then.��

    ��I thought so too. If it��s Actor Jang��s personality that I saw at the filming site, he��s not the type of person to lie because he��s afraid of the media. That��s why it was even more disappointing. But one day, I saw the two of you secretly holding hands.��

    The art ss leader spoke like a scolded woman and then borated.

    ��Our staff is all on the side of the two actors. So don��t worry. This means don��t worry about being caught secretly dating at the filming site. ��Who can say anything about such a pretty couple?��

    Yeonsu��s heart was touched by the sudden support. Afterwards, the director of photography��s song is heard. It seems like he was a bit drunk.

    ��Oh my, that guy must have been very drunk. I have to go stop him. ��I can��t hear it anymore.��

    The art ss leader winks and stands up. The art team leader who goes to stop the tone-deaf cinematographer is caught by the cinematographer and ends up singing a trot duet. Yeonsu, who was looking at that scene, felt her heart sink again.

    * * *

    ��miss you.��

    It was after the dinner party was over. Yeonsu was immersed in sentiment while looking at the beach. Of course, there was no problem because the manager was watching her from the parked car.

    Sitting under the light of the street trees at a time when there are few people around, you are bound to think of the person you miss.

    The beach on a summer day is cool. As Yeonsu looked at the sshing waves, the face of Ennd came to mind.

    Ennd, which she met while filming ��August Man��, became an indispensable ce for Yeonsu at some point.

    After all, it was my first love thates only once in a lifetime.

    My heart is pounding.

    When Ennd confessed to him, he almost wondered if this was all a dream.

    It was the same when I woke up the next day. I was filled with agony until I went to the filming site, wondering if I had dreamed.

    However, I was able to know for sure after feeling the warmth of him holding my hand secretly at the filming site. All of this is not a dream but reality.

    ��Hitch.��

    They say it��s hard to catch a cold in the middle of summer, but Yeonsu made a puzzled expression and wiped the bridge of her nose.

    Is it because of the cool weather or the atmosphere of the sea at night? It felt like I had been watching the sea for a long time without even realizing it. It was then.

    warmth.

    Yeonsu was startled by the coat suddenly being lifted onto her shoulders. When Yeonsu turns her head, a brightness that I have never seen before blooms at the corner of her mouth.

    ��brother?��

    I rubbed my eyes with my sleeve several times, wondering if I had seen something wrong. At that time, Ennd sat down next to Yeonsu and said.

    ��It��s cold. What are you doing here?��

    ��How did you get here? ��Wasn��t it in Yeouido?��

    ��I finished filming themercial early and came down right away. I was nning toe tomorrow morning, but no matter how much I thought about it, I couldn��t bear it. ��I miss you Yeonsu.��

    A man and a woman are sitting under the light of a streemp. The sound of the waves of the night sea and the feast of foldingnterns seem to be singing to them.

    Yeonsoo felt as if her heart was pounding as if it was going to explode at Ennd��s words. Then he saw the coat wrapped around his shoulders.

    ��Oppa, it must be cold. Now take it.��

    ��No, I��m wearing it.��

    Ennd shook his head at Yeonsu, who was trying to take off his coat. He then pats his head and borates.

    ��If I catch a cold because it��s cold, I��ll make it hard for someone else.��

    ��I don��t have a mood.��

    Even though she says that, Yeonsoo leans on Ennd��s shoulder. The warmth of the two people spreads warmly, putting even the wind of the night sea to shame.

    Yeonsu looked up at Ennd with bright eyes. From the mesmerizing eyes to the sharp bridge of the nose and plump lips, there isn��t a single defect in her.

    Yeon-soo, who has been secretly peeking at Ennd��s face for a long time, is startled. Because Ennd lowered his head and made eye contact with her.

    ��Why are you looking so intently?��

    ��Because I like it.��

    How could it not be good? I thought I wish this time wouldst forever. Ennd lowered his head towards Yeonsu��s forehead, who was hugging him. and.

    side.

    ��I like it too.��

    Confess your feelings openly.

 Chapter 183

    I will live as an actor Episode 183

    ��Haam�� �� .��

    Reporter Yeom Seong-ah yawned and scratched his head. Between the thick hair, something that I don��t know whether it��s dandruff or dust gets caught between my fingernails.

    If you look at their shabby appearance, they are no different from the homeless people in Seoul Station. Only therge cannon camera in her hand represented her profession.

    click.

    Under the cover of darkness, her camera moves like CCTV. Even though it is not raining, they are wearingrge raincoats, so if you see them from a distance, you could easily mistake them for ghosts.

    Others don��t call her a journalist. They just call them ��paparazzi��, which means swarm of mosquitoes in Italian.

    click.

    However, she confidently says that her profession is a reporter. Anyway, the press card issued by the mediapany is also in my wallet, and my exact title is reporter for the investigative reporting team.

    Her job is defined as simple yet difficult. Investigating corruption in public figures and society.

    click.

    She is watching the filming site from a distance. It was clearly dawn with thick dusk, but the filming site, where work was in full swing all night, was as bright as day due to the numerous lights.

    There were young men and women in the direction her camera was looking at.

    ��Aren��t they really dating?��

    I haven��t even counted the days since it��s already been over a week since I��ve been in hiding for several days.

    Regarding the dating rumors, the two people��s agencies implied that they were ��unfounded��, ��they are just colleagues��, and ��they are like brothers and sisters��.

    But the reporter��s sense of touch said otherwise. I��m definitely dating them. Either that or they are pushing and pulling each other. one.

    ��Haam.��

    Another yawn bursts out. As no photos were taken for more than a week, I began to wonder if my sense of touch was wrong.

    Of course, there were several scenes that looked like they were holding hands or hugging. However, since it was all done between the staff, the possibility that it was a filming rehearsal could not be ruled out.

    ��Is this really a rehearsal? Tsk.��

    After all, if two people don��t lose their minds, would they be openly dating while the staff is watching? As proof of this, officials can be seen passing by around the two people as if nothing happened.

    The other paparazzi, or ��reporters��, had already withdrawn. Isn��t that true after the police arrived in droves and there was amotion?

    This was because residents who were walking nearby reported that homeless people were gathering in groups.

    Even in suchplicated turmoil, Yeom Seong-ah steadfastly maintained her position. At that time, herrge cell phone rang loudly.

    ��Oh, I should have changed it to vibrate!��

    He hastily presses the signnguage button in case others (more precisely, at the filming site) hear him. The sight is reminiscent of a North Korean agent receiving a radio signal.

    -Hey, you idiot, what kind of crazy idiot goes on a business trip for 15 days?

    A six-headed text message is fired through the brick-like cell phone. Yeom Seong-ah took his ears off and let the cursing go for a while. How much time has passed? The person on the other end of the phone was also taking a breath as if he was tired of swearing.

    ��Oh, really. What on earth is this phone call this early in the morning? ��I��m in hiding right now.��

    -The undercover is a mess, what kind of homicide detective are you? And I told you to get out of the Jang Young-guk case, but you didn��t! No matter how much you dig there, you won��t find anything! I��m dying because I don��t have enough work to do, but you��re ying in Busan right now, right? Doesn��t ite quickly!?

    ��At one point, he acted as if he would give me his galldder if I just asked him about Jang Young-guk properly�� �� .��

    -What did you just say, you idiot! Hear everything! Don��t talk nonsense,e up right now. Because the Shin Jeong-su incident happened!

    ��You mean singer Shin Jeong-su? What incident? What reason does he have to cause trouble? Last month, I hid in front of his house for a week, but I couldn��t find anything�� �� .��

    -drug! We��ve received a report that people are being violent and causing trouble at the Gangnam Room Salon!

    ��What a mess!��

    He was the prey that had been undercover for a week. But I never thought I would miss it right in front of my eyes like this.

    Reporter Yeom Seong-ah quickly got up from her seat and quickly collected her camera. The editor-in-chief��s shouting continued to be heard from the other side of the cell phone, which had not yet been disconnected.

    * * *

    ��Oppa, it��s really okay if this happens�� �� ?��

    Yeonsu spoke in a somewhat worried voice. The expression was also like that. Aren��t you feeling anxious, like a puppy that wants to poop?

    I think this expression was a bit harsh. Yes, to put it in a more flexible and noble way, I don��t think this is like a puppy that got wet in the rain and has nowhere to go.

    Anyway, it would be best to say that she looks as cute as a puppy right now.

    ��are you okay.��

    I held Yeonsu��s hand. It was a filming site with staff walking around. They asionally nced at us, but passed by as if nothing had happened.

    Everyone already knows this. The fact that the two of us are in a rtionship.

    ��There might be paparazzi�� �� .��

    ��It��s okay, just take a picture.��

    If the CEO of Yeonsu��s agency had heard this, he would have been furious. But it didn��t matter. After all, weren��t their roles in the y also about loving each other?

    Even if a photo was taken of the staff holding hands on a street corner like this, it would be enough to say that they were rehearsing. Even more so.

    ��I intend to tell the truth.��

    Due to my personality, I didn��t like to lie. I said that because I wasn��t really dating at the time when I said it was unfounded.

    Of course, if the CEO of Yeon-soo��s agency finds out about her true feelings, he will be caught by the cor.

    ��Oppa, honestly, I have never been this happy filming a drama.��

    Yeonsu spoke as if confessing. It was the same for me too. Has there ever been a time in the history of Korean dramas where the staff came together like this to support the romance between two lead actors?

    Rather, most of the staff secretly gave a thumbs up, congratting us on our rtionship. The costume manager was already busy choosing the couple��s clothes to wear in the y.

    At that time, another cheerleader appeared.

    ��Hey, you guys are going to stick your palms together. ��I��ll stick.��

    Kim Woo-hyung was the producer. As a producer, it is natural for me to be sensitive to the romantic rtionships between the main actors, but producer Kim Woo-hyung actually supported our two people��s romantic rtionships.

    -I��m fine. I hope the article doesn��te out, but if the article does, won��t the viewership ratings go up even more?

    Even though he said that, he was not unaware of his sincere support. Of course, on the outside, he still ys mischievous jokes.

    like now. Kim Woo-hyung narrows his eyes and even pokes his index finger between our hands to see if we are touching.

    Producer Kim Woo-hyung sighs and says, his hands noting off as if they were glued together with instant glue.

    ��Oh, why do I have to go to such lengths to enjoy wealth and fame? Some people make money while dating, and some people will live alone for the rest of their lives, let alone dating.��

    ��There is also one producer.��

    ��what? I? who? ��Someone iming to be my girlfriend appeared without my knowledge?��

    ��Author Min. When I saw you two working on a masterpiece back then, I heard you were a perfect match, right? ��Aren��t you meeting secretly?��

    ���� �� !��

    It was just a joke, but PD Kim Woo-hyung didn��t refute it. On the contrary, his face turned red and he stuttered some gibberish, but then he turned around and walked out.

    At that moment, Yeonsu��s eyes and mine meet in the air at the same time. We both said the same thing at the same time.

    ����No way.����

    * * *

    ��Scene 37 Popo no kisso!��

    PD Kim Woo-hyung, who was facing the televised screen, narrowed his eyebrows. You don��t get angry because you don��t like the image on the monitor.

    Rather, it would be correct to say that the sight of the two people at the filming site giving such a passionate performance was eye-catching.

    ��kiss!��

    ��papaw?��

    ��No, kiss! Lee Soo I told you. People who like each other kiss each other. like this!��

    side.

    Myojeong Han��s (Yeonsu) lips meet Lee Soo��s (Ennd) lips making a sound. It is the season when feelings for each other mature. But Lee Soo tilted his head and asked Myo Jeong back.

    ��But why do we kiss if we like each other?��

    The ways of thend were iprehensible to Isu, the mermaid prince who lived in a dragon pce under the sea all his life.

    Isn��t the mouth an organ normally used to eat food? There was no kissing like this in the Dragon Pce. Rather, there were many cases where people were careful about what the other person said. In particr, some people known as sea predators had very sharp teeth.

    ��Ugh.��

    Myojeong raised his hand and hit his chest several times as if to relieve his frustration.

    It was the first boyfriend I had in my life. When I was in college, a lot of guys flirted with me, but I never epted anyone��s confession.

    Rather than saying that she was not interested in men, it would be more urate to say that there was no man who could meet Myojeong��s standards. After all, even the second generation chaebols all looked like half-penny people.

    ��What sin did Imit in my past life!��

    ��Past life? What is that again? Are you eating it?��

    If Myo-jeong hadn��t known that I-su was the mermaid prince, she might have taken him to a mental hospital right away.

    In fact, you wouldn��t have believed it if you hadn��t seen him dive for a long time under the sea without an oxygen tank and handle things freely as if talking to fish.

    ��Have you ever kissed like this in the Isu Sea?��

    ��doesn��t exist.��

    Myojeong was irritated by Lee Soo��s firm words, but at the same time, she breathed a sigh of relief.

    In a way, it was natural. Isn��t this her first boyfriend and first kiss in her life? If the other person had been in a rtionship with someone else, I felt like I was at a loss somehow. This is also a way to make money as an entrepreneur.

    ��Wait a minute, then how do you express your liking for each other at sea?��

    ��Do I really need to express what I like?��

    ��uh�� �� ?��

    Myojeong felt like cold water was being poured on her head. Because what Lee Soo said was not wrong. At that time, Lee Soo borated, showing a triumphant expression as if he had won the victory.

    ��look! Myojeong always acts like he��s smart, but at times like this, he says he looks like a ��fool�� innd expression! In the Dragon Pce, if you like each other, you don��t have to express it, because you like each other. Kissing each other? ��This is unthinkable in our dragon pce!��

    ��Wait a minute! So how do childrene about? How can you have a child if you don��t express it? ��Do you have telepathy?��

    ��Do you really not know the grave? Do I even have to teach you that?��

    Lee Soo narrows his eyes and makes a sinister expression and says, ��Myojeong, you are a ��pervert�� innd terms.�� Only then.

    ��Come on! Come on! ��You should at least kiss me and have your sins alleviated right away!��

    ��What is the reduction of police officers?�� �� Whoop!��

    side!

    side!

    Jook �C

    Myojeong roughly pulled the neck of Isu��s shirt and pressed their lips together loudly. The director of photography was smiling happily as he watched the couple showering kisses without mercy.

    And the head of the art ss, who was watching the scene next to PD Kim Woo-hyung, spoke in a low voice.

    ��Isn��t that acting?��

 Chapter 184

    I will live as an actor Episode 184

    Sizzling.

    The kitchen is filled with a fragrant aroma.

    Not only are there a variety of fried foods, reminiscent of a holiday, but you can even see raw beef.

    The food prepared with care is neatly ced in arge mother-of-pearl lunch box.

    Thebination of five colors was so beautiful that it felt like a work of art rather than ordinary food.

    ��Hye-sook�� �� ?��

    Kim Seong-hoon woke up to the sounding from the kitchen. Not long after, I realized that Lee Hye-sook was not next to the bed, so I went out to the kitchen, rubbing my eyes with my sleeve. and.

    ��Hye-suk!��

    Kim Seong-hoon��s eyes, which had been as small as a baduk ball in his sleep just a moment ago, widen.

    ��Oh, Seonghoon, you��re awake. ��I told you to wake me up in a little while.��

    ��Oh, since when did you start doing this?��

    ��I woke up early so I took it slow.��

    Kim Seong-hoon was getting restless when he saw Lee Hye-sook waking up early in the morning and cooking in the kitchen. Isn��t it time to be careful? Now, my stomach has swelled to the point that even strangers can tell that I am pregnant.

    ��I��ve never been to a filming location before, so I thought I��d pack some food and visit for the first time in a while.��

    ��No, that��s still true. ��I could just buy food at the market, but it��s like this.��

    ��It��s the same as living a life and making something like this. ��My body is heavy these days, but it��s good to move.��

    At that time, Jisoo walks out from one side of the room, her eyes still full of goosebumps. My eyelids were almost closed, but my eyes slowly opened to the feast of food prepared in the kitchen.

    Lee Hye-sook bursts intoughter at that sight. This may be because she looks exactly like her husband, Kim Seong-hoon.

    ��wow! Mom, what is all this? ��I only have one round!��

    p!

    The hand that was reaching for the golden brown rice cake was stopped by Kim Seong-hoon��s palm.

    ��Kim Ji-su! My mom did it because she worked hard all morning. ��I can��t help you.��

    ��Did dad make it? Looking at the puffy eyes, it looks like he just woke up like me. ��Mom, can I have one?��

    ��Mom told Jisoo to eat separately.��

    ��After all, it��s just my mom. ��Mom-chan!��

    Jisoo quickly picks up the donggeurangttaeng and eats it.

    ��But Mom, what is all this since morning? Are you having a party somewhere today?��

    ��Today, Kook, let��s go to the filming set.��

    ��At the filming site?!��

    Jisoo��s voice bes louder as her cheeks fill with circles.

    ��I was told that the morning filming would be over today, so I asked the people I work with to treat me to lunch.��

    ��Jisoo Kim, stop eating now and wash up quickly. ��If this continues, I��ll bete for school.��

    Seong-Hoon Kim notices a strange current and follows Ji-Soo. But before you know it, Jisoo is right next to Lee Hye-sook.

    ��I will go with you too. ��How can Mom carry this much food by herself!��

    ��Oh my gosh, do you think Dad doesn��t know that Jisoo is just trying to satisfy your selfish desires? ��I��ll carry the food, so don��t say anything, but quickly wash up and change into your school uniform.��

    ��tooth!��

    ��Sung Hoon, Ji Soo wille with you. Last time I went to Seoul, I felt bad because I couldn��t take Jisoo with me. Mom will call the teacher to tell you that there will be a day off from school today. Jisoo, you should quickly go in, wash up, and change.��

    Jisoo bursts intoughter and exims, ��As expected, mom is the best!�� and sticks out her tongue towards Kim Seonghoon. Kim Seong-hoon hurriedly tried to grab Ji-soo by the scruff of her neck, but she had already run away.

    * * *

    Autumn equinox.

    With the cool weather signaling fall, fallen leaves begin to turn colorful.

    The length of night and day became the same, and the filming schedule was already looking towards thetter part of the day.

    ��Cut~!��

    A cheerful voice resonates at the filming site. The ��Mermaid Prince�� filming team had a series of happy days.

    The viewership ratings for the main broadcast, which had already passed the halfway point, were soaring through the roof as each episode continued.

    What��s more, didn��t it spread by word of mouth? Even beyond the sea to a foreign country.

    ��Ennd, do you have a moment?��

    This was after monitoring was over. Producer Kim Woo-hyung carefully called Ennd over.

    ��PD, why?��

    ��TBK and CCT areing today, but since the head of the division ising in person, he said he wille to Busan with the deputy director.��

    ��At TBK and CCT?��

    They were representative broadcasters in Japan and China, respectively. What��s more, isn��t it said that the famous producer, who was promoted to deputy director of MBS�� drama department, is said to havee down directly?

    It was a series of things I had never experienced in my past life. This is because in most cases, when overseas broadcastingpanies import copyrights, there is exchange between broadcasting stations, but there is almost no case of visiting the filming site one by one.

    ��From what the Deputy Director said, the officials there seem to be interested in meeting you in person. ��It looks like you��re a big fan?��

    ��What are you two whispering about?��

    ��Yeonsu, please show your presence. ��Be surprised.��

    Producer Kim Woo-hyung is heartbroken at the sudden appearance of Yeon-soo.

    ��Oh really. I guess it must have been an amazing story to be so surprised. ��What were you talking about with your brother, PD?��

    As Ennd tries to open his mouth, PD Kim Woo-hyung urgently covers his mouth. Then he raises his index finger and points to his lips.

    As Ennd nodded briefly, PD Kim Woo-hyung took a deep breath. Seeing that, Yeonsu bes even more curious and listens.

    ��Actually, I haven��t told anyone on the staff yet. What good would there be in spreading the rumor that it was from TBK or CCT? Instead, I just feel nervous. Still, I��m d that he didn��te during filming, perhaps because the deputy director took the time. The filming schedule is over for today anyway. ��I think you two and I can meet separately with the Deputy Director and TBK CCT officials.��

    It was then.

    Luxury cars began to line up at the filming site. The FD who was controlling the filming scene hurriedly ran out, waving his hand in the air.

    This was to prevent outsiders from entering. But soon the rear seat mirror of the car rolls down and I urgently lower my head to the face I see.

    The UK stands out in its appearance.

    ��It looks like noblemen aren��t good enough.��

    The staff is buzzing at the sight of people getting out of luxury cars.

    One of them was a famous producer who was famous for his rapid promotion, which no MBS drama department employee would have known, and the other two had distinct characteristics that even strangers could tell were Chinese and Japanese.

    PD Kim Woo-hyung hurriedly walks towards them.

    ��Deputy Director!��

    Ennd also nodded briefly towards Yeonsu and walked together. After all, aren��t these people who came from China and Japan directly to see them?

    ��Jaang Yeongguk!��

    The head of a Chinese broadcastingpany calls Ennd��s name in broken Korean and holds hands.

    The head of the Japanese broadcastingpany also calls Britain��s name with the same pronunciation as if he can��t lose.

    ��nice to meet you. ��You can speakfortably.��

    Ennd greeted the two people in Cantonese and Japanese, respectively.

    These werenguages I learned from time to time as I worked frequently overseas for the past three years.

    They were happy and even hugged Ennd when they spoke in their nativenguage.

    On the other hand, not only the famous deputy director but also PD Kim Woo-hyung and Yeon-soo seemed surprised when Ennd freely spoke Cantonese and Japanese.

    * * *

    Since the filming schedule scheduled for today was also over, I originally nned to go to a high-end Korean restaurant reserved in Haeundae and talk about business.

    However, everyone stopped in their tracks due to Jisoo Lee Hye-sook and Kim Seong-hoon arriving soon after.

    ��mother?��

    Ennd ran out in surprise when he saw Jisoo and Kim Seonghooning with their bundles of clothes.

    ��What are you doing here?��

    My mother, who was starting to feel full, answered, wiping the sweat from her forehead with her sleeve.

    ��I thought we had never served food on your filming set, so we prepared some food and brought enough food for all the staff and actors to eat.��

    ��What if someone who needs to take care of themselves cooks this much?��

    ��Hey, I know this much. On the contrary, since my mother rests every day, I have to be able to endure the pain.��

    ��Oppa, the backseat is full of mom��s food. ��Why don��t you bring some?��

    One day, his mother said that she would give a treat to the staff members who worked hard for her son on set. But I never dreamed that that day would be today.

    A famous and quick-witted PD grasps the situation and talks to the head of TBK CCT. At that time, the head of CCT, a Chinese broadcastingpany, approached Ennd with a cheerful voice and a smile.

    ��If it��s okay with you, Mr. Ennd, can we have a meal together? I heard that Mr. Young��s mother prepared the food herself, but I have never tried Korean home cooking before.��

    ��Me too.��

    The general manager of Japanese broadcastingpany TBK joins in to help. Suddenly, the filming site became like a pic. Everyone sits together in small groups, spreads out mats, and unfolds lunch boxes.

    There was so much food that my mother cooked that even though there were dozens of people, there seemed to be no shortage at all.

    ��It��s really delicious. ��Your mother��s skills are truly amazing!��

    CCT��s general manager tastes the food and gives a cheerfulugh and a thumbs up. As if these were not empty words, he continued to eat as if inhaling food.

    The same goes for TBK��s general manager. As the head of CCT continued to talk with Ennd, he seemed to feel like he was being pushed back and repeatedly praised the food.

    When I tranted thepliment and told it to my family, my fatherughed and said, ��Of course, someone made it.�� Jisoo adds, ��My father didn��t even help.��

    Thanks to this, there were smiles at the dinner table and my mother��s shoulders lifted up.

    How much time has passed?

    ��Does Miss Yeon have a boyfriend?��

    The meal wasing to an end. The head of CCT asked Yeonsu in English.

    Yeonsu, who was sitting quietly next to her mother, was startled by the question. However, the head of the department immediately borates on whether he intends to listen to the answer or not.

    ��If not, what about my son? ��I��m currently studying abroad at a university in Korea, and I think he��s a really nice guy.��

    This guy?

    Ennd turned his head and looked at the head of CCT. I wondered if there was something else on his mind, but only a curious look was evident on his plump face. It seemed like she really liked Yeonsu as a daughter-inw.

    ��Last time I saw it, they said the scandal article was unfounded. Actually, I��m suggesting this because my son is a huge fan of Miss Yeon. I am a big fan of Mr. Jang. In my heart, if I had a daughter, I would like to have Mr. Jang as my son-inw. Well, what do you think of my suggestion? ��If you like Miss Yeon, I can introduce you right away.��

    PD Kim Woo-hyung was shaking his head and watching, and Yeon-soo also looked troubled. Since they refused right away, it seems like they were looking for a buyer to import overseas copyrights.

    At that moment, Jisoo, who was quietly eating next to her, shouted as if she understood English.

    ��No!��

 Chapter 185

    I Will Live as an Actor Episode 185,

    a month ago.

    ��It��s love�� �� .��

    Min Soo-jin, writer of the drama ��The Mermaid Prince��, scratched her hair.

    Her appearance was no different from that of a homeless person, and the room where she wrote was also the same.

    Leftover delivery food is piled up here and there like a mountain, and empty bottles of caffeinated beverages are lined up in rows on the table.

    ��Eunyoung, what on earth do you think love is?��

    Min Soo-jin asked Choi Eun-young, an assistant writer who helps her with her writing.

    ��Well, are you going to stick with ck hair until it turns into a root?��

    ��No, not those clichements. Let��s not say no. ��What kind of answer am I going to get from you, who has lived alone all your life?��

    ��This is real!��

    Assistant writer Choi Eun-young also looked no different from Min Su-jin. She was Min Su-jin��s long-time colleague. They were so-called ��alonggigi�� who worked together as writers at SBC��s entertainment department and worked together until they left thepany.

    The reason why Min Su-jin was so worried was simple.

    ��The story line isplete, but I can��t think of any amazing lines.��

    I was in the middle of writing thest episode. The storyline, or framework, wasplete, but I couldn��t think of any flesh to fill the framework.

    I was already deleting the lines and rewriting them several times.

    ��It��s not a resignation, it��s that if we keep doing this, we��ll break down. It��s going to break down. How many times have you been fixing it? It��s not even a writing machine. But is the Little Mermaid Prince really popr?��

    ��You saw the ratings, right?��

    ��Yes, I know because the broadcasting station notifies me every time, but I have to feel it with my own skin. Sujin, think about it. Since I came in as your assistant writer, I can count on one hand the number of times I have left this room. You definitely said something when you brought me here. You said you would work 5 days a week! But what is this? It��s Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Friday, Friday. ��I can��t even remember thest time I went to my house!��

    Min Su-jin cleared her throat. This is because he did not know why Choi Eun-young was so angry.

    That��s because since ��The Little Mermaid�� began airing, the number of times the two have left the writing room can be counted on one��s fingers. How awesome would it be to send the script by fax or quick mail?

    ��Why wouldn��t I want to let you go! Look, I got a call from PD Kim again. ��Give me the script for thest episode!��

    Min Su-jin raised the phone and shouted. Everything was at an all stop ahead of the final episode filming. Since it was impossible to film without a script, it was only natural for the producer to criticize the film.

    ��Ugh-!��

    Min Su-jin sighed deeply and covered her oily face with her long fingers.

    Not only did the viewership rating for the first episode exceed 20%, but the viewership ratings continued to soar as each episode continued.

    This may be the first time in the history of Korean dramas that a writer from the entertainment department transformed into a writer from the drama department and achieved this level of sess as a debut work. but.

    ��It��s heavy.��

    As expectations grew, the responsibility weighing on my shoulders also became heavier. It was then.

    ��Anyway, there are quite a few recorded episodes left for the main broadcast, so there is plenty of time. How about going on a trip at least once to clear your head? Or you can ask Jang Young-guk as well, since he is the main character, you know how he feels, right?��

    ��what?��

    ��Let��s go on a trip.��

    ��no! ��Not that, behind!��

    ��What do you want me to ask Mr. Jang Young-guk? Hey, that��s what I said because you were so confused.��

    Choi Eun-young waved her hand because it was just something she had said, but the three letters of the name Jang Yeong-guk were already engraved in Min Su-jin��s mind. She stood up, covering her messy hair with a hat.

    ��Hey, where are you going!��

    ��leading!��

    Choi Eun-young muttered to herself as she saw Min Su-jin leaving the writing room immediately after finishing speaking.

    ��Are you going alone?��

    * * *

    Yeongdo, Busan.

    There was tension in the air at the filming site, which had a clear view of the silvery waves of South Port. Because it was thest scene to be filmed.

    At the filming site, not only the existing filming team staff but also writer Min Su-jin were present.

    ��Scene number 60, The Little Mermaid Prince��s Love!��

    With the sound of a te being struck, everyone��s attention was focused on the filming site.

    The filming location was the cliff where Ennd jumped off to save Yeonsu. The old pine trees were dancing and swaying in the sea breeze.

    ��Father, I cannot save you.��

    Lee Su (UK) stood at the edge of the cliff and looked down at the sea.

    Deep in the sea, where silver waves roll, there must be the Dragon Pce where you were born and raised.

    It was Isu who went to thend under orders from his father, who was the Dragon King.

    -Why can��t I get it?

    It felt like my father��s voice was piercing my ears through the sea breeze. Lee Soo looked at the sea and chanted.

    ��This is the woman I love.��

    In Lee Soo��s mind, the days he spent with Han Myo-jeong were shing by. From my first meeting with her, to the extraordinary things I experienced while living onnd, to her smile and warm kiss.

    ��How could I kill the woman I love with my own hands?��

    -You mean you couldn��t even do that for your father? You are a sea person and that child is and person. Something that can never be achieved.

    ��Even if it is a love that cannote true, if it remains in my memory forever, I will be satisfied with that.��

    -Even if you give up the child, you can send someone else to catch the child.

    The waves pound the cliffs fiercely, as if expressing the Dragon King��s anger. Lee Soo borated as he looked at the white foam scattering.

    ��My father said so. Our n has mysterious abilities that others cannot. I heard that those who are given the protection of mermaids in exchange for their lives can live their whole lives safely.��

    -Are you sure you��re willing to throw your life away for just one person from the maind? Aren��t you embarrassed as the prince of the mermaid n?

    The waves hit the cliff more fiercely. The old pine trees dance once again in the sea breeze.

    Only one persones to mind in Lee Soo��s mind. The woman who taught the word love to herself, who was born and raised in the Dragon Pce deep under the sea for her entire life.

    ��father.��

    Lee Soo borated as he looked down the deep cliff.

    ��I want to spend this life for her. I loved her until the day I died and I will never forget her. ��What shame would there be in giving up one��s life for love?��

    A mermaid dies after only looking at one woman throughout her life.

    ��I have no regrets.��

    The mermaid prince takes his own life. He spits out hisst words with blood running down the corner of his mouth.

    ��For her, I could die a hundred times, a thousand times����

    A seagull crossing the sky was looking down at the Mermaid Prince, who was copsing on his own at the edge of the cliff. Only mournful cries seem to sing for him.

    Time passes and seasons change.

    The warm summer isn��t that long. From the season filled with bleakness to the endlessly cold winter.

    It is correct to say that the past time passes in the blink of an eye, as if it were a lie. It seemed like Han Myo-jeong (Yeonsu) had a dream of a midsummer day.

    Han Myo-jeong stood at the edge of the cliff where Isu disappeared and looked down at the sea. Nosong, who watched everything from one ce, sobs for her.

    plete.��

    There was a tomb waiting for him at the appointed location. But it doesn��t appear. Even if countless times pass, even if time passes.

    At that moment, the sea breeze blows by her bedside. With a warmth as warm as his lips.

    * * *

    ��Mr. Ennd��sst line.��

    Writer Min Su-jin borated while sipping a ss of soju.

    ��It was very good. When I actually listened to it, it really caught my eye. The fact that his heart was tickling was a great expression of Lee Soo. But what I��m curious about is, can you die a hundred times, a thousand times, for the person you really love?��

    It was apany dinner held together after filming thest episode.

    Considering the drama��s viewership ratings, it would not have been strange to rent a hotel buffet, but the ce for the dinner was actually an old pot restaurant located in Namhang.

    The reason was simple. How manypany dinners did you have while filming? I guess I wanted to do thest part at a pot restaurant close to the filming location to feel the afterglow of the drama.

    ��If it��s someone you love, it��s possible.��

    ��oh.��

    Producer Kim Woo-hyung, who was having a drink next to him, eximed in admiration.

    In fact, it was true that I was very anxious when I received the final script.

    That��s because it��s a sad ending that isn��t often used in dramas these days. Min Su-jin spoke as if she had read his thoughts.

    ��Actually, when I first thought about the sad ending, I was very worried. I wonder how viewers will receive it. ��I��m worried that the broadcasting station will be flooded withints after thest episode ends.��

    It��s not wrong. In fact, all dramas that had sad endings in the past had to suffer fromints from viewers.

    How could there even be a popr drama that brought back a dead character and extended the broadcast?

    ��But I had a hunch after watching the filming scene today. I said, ��Oh, this is fine.�� You intuitively expressed all the longing for love, sadness, regret, and waiting. A promise to love her even if the separation that wille someday. ��I really liked it.��

    ��If Yeonsu had seen the filming scene today, she would have been very excited.��

    ��Producer Kim, you think so too, right? I was like that too. If Yeonsu had no schedule and had been filming today, I would have immediately fallen in love with Yeongguk. Even when the scandal article came out, I hoped it was true. Because they are such a great pair. Everyone, right?��

    It was Min Su-jin who still didn��t know that Yeon-soo and Ennd were meeting. The others just burst outughing at Min Soo-jin��s question.

    Min Soo-jin, who didn��t really understand the meaning, looked at Kim Woo-hyung with a puzzled gaze.

    ��Why is everyoneughing? Producer Kim, is there something that only I don��t know?��

    ��Um, that��s�� �� .��

    Kim Woo-hyung showed a troubled expression and nced at Ennd. After all, they were already a famous couple among the staff, but it was a difficult topic for Kim Woo-hyung to talk about.

    Ennd looked at Min Su-jin with a faint smile. Min Soo-jin asked, ��What is it?�� and assistant writer Choi Eun-young, who was sitting next to her, also looked at Ennd with curious eyes.

    ��Actually, author Min.��

    It was then.

    ��Ennd!��

    A familiar figure runs into the pot house in a huff. It was Lee Bong-chun, a man with such good looks that one could say he was a bear rather than a human.

    ��brother?��

    Ennd looked at Lee Bong-chun with a puzzled gaze.

    Now that Lee Bong-chun has also been promoted to director, he doesn��te to the site often. It was safe to say that he spent most of his time at his agency in Seoul.

    It may be strange toe to Busan so suddenly, but Lee Bong-chun��s sweaty expression is unusual.

    ��Why aren��t you answering the phone? ��There��s a big problem in Seoul now!��

    ��What��s going on? ��Take a breather and talk.��

    Lee Bong-chun hurriedly wiped the sweat from his forehead with his sleeve and looked around.

    As it was a ce for apany dinner, there were many other staff members. Lee Bong-chun, conscious of the gaze of those around him, approaches Ennd��s ear and speaks in a low voice.

    ��This time around the dating rumor, there is even a photo that cannot be removed. ��The agency is currently blocking the article.��

    Britain thought something was about to explode. Lee Bong-chun was constantly saying something to Ennd in a low voice. In most cases, the answer is that they will try to block the photos somehow and that they are unfounded.

    But Ennd shook his head as if he had been waiting and spoke firmly. This was because I had already made an appointment with training.

    If dating rumors break out again,

    ��Please prepare for a press conference.��

    He said he woulde forward in person.

 Chapter 186

    I will live as an actor Episode 186

    press conference.

    Most celebrities hold press conferences when they are caught up in a scandal. That��s why celebrities are so afraid of the word press conference.

    Since it is a job that sells fantasy, it is sensitive to the public��s reaction.

    By far, it was the reporters who elicited such reactions from the public. The reporter��s pen bes the barrel of a gun and the sentence bes a bullet, ending the celebrity��s life.

    ��Tsk.��

    Reporter Kwak Myeong-hwan wiped his dry lips. He was a man with a sense of duty in his profession as a journalist.

    There are two types of reporters. Even if they are in the same field, someone bes a war reporter and someone else writes trash.

    Among them, the most vicious are the paparazzi, who dig into the private lives of celebrities and bite into their weaknesses in the name of investigative reporting.

    The public likes provocative material. That is why the number of paparazzi increased day by day, like fruit flies multiplying innumerably.

    The photos taken by these paparazzi are used in many ways. In addition to being a smokescreen to cover up political incidents, cases of extorting money by threatening the celebrity��s agency were alsomon.

    Of course, if it had been an incident like a drug or sexual scandal, I wouldn��t have been this angry.

    [Actor Jang Young-guk is scheduled to hold an official press conference regarding repeated dating rumors with actress Yeon-soo. The two actors are currently known to be starring in the MBS special mini-series ��The Mermaid Prince��. The two actors who initially denied the dating rumors�� �� .]

    The dating rumor was apletely different story.

    The anchor��s voice is heard from the TV. The Mermaid Prince��s poprity was so great that it overtook all terrestrial dramas.

    When you walk down the street, everyone, regardless of age, is talking about the Little Mermaid Prince. It was a drama that caused a national craze.

    ��Have you been cornered by an outsider?��

    Kwak Myung-hwan could not erase a bitter smile when he heard the news that a press conference would be held in Ennd.

    Because he was a journalist, he knew how reckless it was for Britain to make that choice.

    Reporters are like hyenas. When a tasty prey appears, it eats it all without leaving a single bone behind. Like a bug gnawing at an ear of grain.

    * * *

    ��What do you think, brother?��

    widely.

    The stones are ced on the board making a sound. As if fishing for time, a long time passes and the sound of the Go stones in response is not heard.

    Actor Ahn Joong-hyun, who was looking down at the checkerboard, looks up and looks at director Baek Jang-hoon.

    ��older brother?��

    ��You��re thinking about it.��

    ��No, just think about the baduk stones.��

    ��Hmm.��

    Director Baek Jang-hoon reluctantly puts down the baduk stones. Ahn Jung-hyun smiled faintly at that sight. Then he immediately picks up a baduk stone and responds.

    The situation on the badukboard was such that coach Baek Jang-hoon was in control.

    ��So what do you think, brother? ��The British press conference.��

    ��If you are a public figure, you can hold a press conference at least once, so don��t make a fuss about it.��

    ��You have to be able to not make a fuss. Are there already a lot of reporters trying to find fault with the UK? I heard that guy has more enemies than I thought. ��Ennd is a bit different from kids these days.��

    It was a well-known story that Britain was not friendly with reporters.

    It was in Ennd that he was praised for his acting since he was young. As he got older, his name became known not only in Korea but also in Asia and Europe.

    Actors of their age are not reluctant to be interviewed by reporters. Rather, they are afraid that their poprity will cool down, so they continue to appeal to the public.

    To put it simply, it was the struggle of those who did not want to end up as shining stars.

    However, Britain maintained mysticism, as if deliberately avoiding interviews with reporters. I only try to be recognized for my acting by taking on a wide spectrum of roles.

    ��It��s because I��m worried that I may have been cornered by an outsider. When this guy is like this, he shoulde to us and ask for advice. It��s not like you can just leave it in the pot and then boil it and eat it. And I don��t understand Songwon Kim either. If Ennd knows the character, they should cut it on their own. They made an official announcement that they would hold a press conference about it. ��You can��t even pick up spilled water.��

    ��Someone said that the outsider was cornered by the outsider.��

    widely-!

    At that moment, director Baek Jang-hoon��s Go stone is ced on the Go board making a sound. Actor Ahn Joong-hyun��s eyes widen. It was clear that he had been cornered by a foreigner, but not only was he able to ovee it, but the situation was actually reversed.

    Director Baek Jang-hoon borated on the situation.

    ��They��re probably trying to attack you head on.��

    * * *

    Rattling.

    Manager Lee Bong-chun was holding back his trembling heart.

    As if that wasn��t enough, this time he even took out the beef pock and ate it.

    ��If anyone sees it, they��ll think it��s my brother giving an interview.��

    ��Ennd, don��t be like that, I told you to eat one too. When I see the reporters lined up outside, my heart doesn��t stop. Ugh.��

    ��If your heart stops, you die. ��It��s natural to run.��

    Lee Bong-chun gave a bewilderedugh at Ennd��s leisurely joke.

    He was famous for not being nervous at all on set, but I had no idea he would be like that even at a press conference with so many reporters.

    ��Is the representative here?��

    Lee Bong-chun bowed his head toward CEO Kim Seong-hwan as he opened the door to the press conference waiting room and entered.

    CEO Kim Seong-hwan, like Lee Bong-chun, also does not have a good expression. After all, as the CEO of an agency, there is no way he would wee his actor holding a press conference.

    ��I have already contacted SW CEO Kim Soo-jin. In that regard, Ennd will leave it to your opinion. However, Yeonsu will not attend the press conference in person.��

    I already knew that Yeonsu could not attend the press conference in person.

    ��The good news among the bad news is that there are many people in the UK who support you and Yeonsu. I think this drama had a big influence on me. ��The drama portrays a very sweet couple.��

    Of course, there would definitely be a counter-benefit. This is because extreme fans hate actors dating more than anything else.

    ��You gave the questionnaire to Director Lee Young-guk, right?��

    ��that is�� �� .��

    ��Director Lee gave it to me, but I didn��t look at it separately.��

    ��what?��

    Just because it was a press conference, it wasn��t something that was held haphazardly. It was a mutual promise that the reporters�� expected questionnaires would be delivered to the agency in advance, and the agency and the actor would prepare appropriate answers in advance.

    ��I don��t think the reporters outside will respond to the expected questions. I��m sure they��ll ask questions that I won��t be able to answer. But I don��t want to me them. ��It��s an implicit promise, and it doesn��t necessarily mean you have to keep it.��

    ��her. ��Should I call this bold?��

    It was something I figured out based on my past life experiences. Reporters sometimes asked questions that went beyond the expected questionnaire. That��s also very difficult to answer.

    ��You won��t regret it, Ennd?��

    CEO Seonghwan Kim asked while looking at the UK. As the representative of the agency, Kim Seong-hwan always respected Britain��s opinions.

    But I couldn��t help but be worried about the press conference. This is because I know the hurt they will receive as a person rather than an actor as a result of this press conference.

    The UK leaves a word to Representative Kim Seong-hwan and moves on.

    ��I think I��ll regret it if I hide it.��

    * * *

    It was a press conference broadcast live. Most press conferences are not broadcast live like this. This was proof that the public��s interest was high.

    Perhaps because they were aware of the live cameras, the reporters were waiting for the star of the day without chatting among themselves.

    ��This is Jang Young-guk.��

    Someone suddenly covers their mouth while speaking. As he said, Ennd was rising to the podium at the press conference.

    He is dressed neatly in a suit, his hair is neatly done, and his face has a rxed look.

    Reporters even tilt their heads at Britain��s bold gaze. That��s because celebrities who attend press conferences usually look haggard or nervous.

    ��Jang Young-guk, this is reporter Park Yong-jin of ST Entertainment Magazine. When the dating rumor between actors Jang Young-guk and Yeon-soo surfaced three months ago, the two took the stance that it was unfounded. ��Is it safe to say that this press conference was also held to deny the dating rumors that have surfaced again?��

    Ennd looked at the reporter who had just asked him the first question.

    The name sounds familiar. This is the name of a reporter I heard from CEO Seonghwan Kim the other day. To be precise, it was the name of paparazzi.

    His eyes were clearly filled with mockery as he looked at Ennd.

    Aiming number.

    Ennd did not know what the author wanted. Any celebrity caught up in dating rumors is bound to deny it.

    What he hoped for would also be the same. If Ennd denies the dating rumors, he will once again mention the photos he has.

    If so, the public will definitely pay more attention to his scoop.

    ��Wait.��

    Ennd raised his hand low.

    ��Before answering reporter Park Yong-jin��s question, I would like to first greet the viewers who are currently watching the live broadcast. Hello, this is actor Jang Young-guk. ��First, let me say that I am sorry for making you watch the press conference.��

    Reporters, including Park Yong-jin, smiled.

    ��However, I will briefly tell you why I had no choice but to hold a press conference like this. Songwon Entertainment, where I belong, and SW Entertainment, where actress Yeonsu belongs, have had to suffer from constant threats. The subjects were several reporters, including reporter Park Yong-jin, who had just asked the question.��

    The faces of Park Yong-jin, who had been scornful just moments ago, as well as the rest of the reporters, suddenly contorted.

    However, they soon had to struggle to adjust their expressions, perhaps because of the live cameras shining on them.

    ��That is why I held a press conference here today to resolve all questions. I will begin the press conference by once again apologizing to the viewers. Reporter Park Yong-jin?��

    ���� �� yes.��

    ��Would you please repeat the question you just asked?��

    Reporter Park Yong-jin bit his mrs and recited the same question he had just asked. Then he looked at Ennd with scorn once again. As if to give it a try if you can answer.

    ��no.��

    ��Yes, I thought so�� �� . yes?��

    ��This press conference is not to deny the dating rumors.��

    Park Yong-jin��s expression, which had been triumphant just a moment ago, looked dumbfounded, as if he had seen a ghost. Suddenly, other reporters also started talking.

    From whether what they heard was correct to whether they expressed something wrong. They mutter without paying attention to the live cameras.

    At that time, Ennd raised its hand.

    ��Do you have any next questions?��

    The reporters, who had been buzzing as if a fuse had been lit, began to raise their hands at each word from Ennd.

 Chapter 187

    I will live as an actor, episode 187,

    10 yearster.

    ��You mean that press conference?��

    The interview was about to end. Chief writer Kwak Myung-hwan looked at the terrestrial current affairs producer who asked thest question.

    His eyes were filled with the desire to get something more.

    ��Isn��t this story already ten years old? It was broadcast live, so there must be a press release?��

    ��It��s because I want to hear the story of someone who was there. As you know, didn��t that press conference cause a huge stir at the time? So much so that it is still talked about even after many years have passed.��

    ��It seems like PD Kim has decided on this today. But the interview time is already over. ��Didn��t we talk a lot between the priest��s confession and the fan meeting?��

    A look of disappointment was evident on PD Kim��s face. It was an interview that I finally got after much trouble.

    After all, it was even said that he knew all the secrets of the Korean entertainment industry.

    It was jokingly said that interviewing Chief Editor Kwak was as difficult as interviewing actor Jang Young-guk.

    The opportunity to have an interview with Chief Editor Kwak Myeong-hwan was rare.

    ��Are you sad?��

    ���� �� yes! ��If Chief Editor Kwak has the time, I would like to extend the interview time a little longer.��

    ��Wouldn��t there be another opportunity?��

    PD Kim bowed his head at Myung-Hwan Kwak��s words. This is because there was no guarantee when the next opportunity woulde.

    At that time, a knock is heard in the chief editor��s office. When the secretary entered the chief editor��s office and said something to Kwak Myeong-hwan, he looked down at his watch and borated.

    ��Has it already been so long?��

    This is the end. PD Kim felt regretful at that sight. When I give uppletely, I feel like my regrets are going away a little. I felt fortunate to have gotten this much of an interview. But the words that followed made my heart pound again.

    ��Secretary Cha, could you please postpone the next schedule for a moment?��

    no way.

    ��I guess the interview time will be a little longer.��

    PD Kim cried out in joy. And don��t forget to slightly turn your head and nod at the cameraman.

    The cameraman changes the tape on the camera as if he has been waiting. Kwak Myung-hwan waited for that time. Eventually, the cameraman signals that he is ready.

    Slurp.

    Kwak Myung-hwan poured tea into the empty teacup again. The past is reflected and flows beneath the bright red water stream.

    A look reminiscent of that time is evident around the wrinkled eyes.

    ��It was an unprecedented breakthrough at the time. This is true now, but at the time, the rtionships between public figures were considered taboo. Especially considering Actor Jang��s status and name value at the time, I thought he would naturally deny the dating rumors on the spot.��

    PD Kim nodded his head loudly. It was a press conference that is still talked about to this day. In the history of broadcasting stations, there has never been a case where a top actor confronted a dating rumor like that.

    ��The most surprising thing is what happened afterwards.��

    PD Kim��s neck trembled greatly. The story I��ve been waiting for is finally here.

    * * *

    Yeonsu��s eyes sparkle as she looks at the cathode ray tube. It was a press conference being broadcast live.

    The reporters were asking sharp questions toward Britain as if they had been waiting for them. I wanted to run to the press conference right now. but.

    ��no.��

    SW Entertainment CEO Kim Soo-jin shook his head as if he had read Yeon-soo��s thoughts.

    ��Actresses are sensitive to dating rumors, so if Yeonsues forward in a situation like this, there is a high probability that it will have the opposite effect. ��It would be better to leave everything to Actor Jang and see how he reacts in the future.��

    ��What if the reaction is not good?��

    ��I should announce it as Actor Jang��s arbitrary unrequited love.��

    ��I beg your pardon?��

    CEO Kim Soo-jin showed a fierce voice as if she had made up her mind.

    ��In the first ce, if you are an actor, the correct rule is to unconditionally deny dating rumors! Even if you two actually meet, if you are conscious of thepany��s interests and the future public opinion, it would be right to deny it!��

    ��Then why did you allow the press conference?��

    ��Because this has already been agreed upon with Songwon. ��It seems difficult for Songwon Kim to stop Actor Jang, so the press conference was already scheduled, and if the public��s reaction is not good after the press conference, we will once again publish an article saying it is groundless.��

    It was an adult��s world. In the opinion of SW Entertainment CEO Kim Soo-jin, the recent press conference was the equivalent of an arbitrary announcement from the UK.

    Even if she tried to stop it, there was no way Ennd would listen. Anyway, I couldn��t even convince the representative of that agency.

    ��Yeonsu, do you know that lovests for a thousand or ten thousand years? An animal called a man can change his mind at any time. Same goes for you. If the two of you were at the perfect age to get married, I would have epted this dating rumor positively. ��But you two are young people. Especially Yeonsu, you are now a flower bud just about to bloom!��

    As a businessman, it was not just about making a profit. CEO Kim Soo-jin really cared about Yeon-soo, an actor under hispany.

    Didn��t she rise to the position of representative after going through many hardships in the entertainment industry for a long time? I didn��t know how big a blow it was for an actress to admit to a romantic rtionship.

    ��If I deny it, what will happen to my brother?��

    ��That is something that Actor Jang has to endure, not something we should worry about. Actor Jang already agreed with that opinion. ��If the public��s reaction is cold, we will not refute even if we announce that it is groundless.��

    It was like a dog chasing a chicken looking at the roof.

    Yeonsu could never have imagined that such a secret agreement could have been made without his knowledge. Yeonsu stood up after seeing Ennd holding a press conference on the TV screen.

    ��Where are you going?��

    CEO Kim Soo-jin asks in surprise. I wonder if he is going to the press conference.

    ��The bathroom.��

    As Yeonsu walks out of the representative office, the back of her shoulders are drooping. CEO Kim Soo-jin looked at that and wiped her dry lips. He then nodded to the director who was watching the press conference in the representative office, and the director stood up and followed Yeon-soo.

    The purpose was to monitor the soft water to prevent it from leaking out to other ces.

    * * *

    ��I was given permission to attend the press conference, but I had no intention of attending it in the first ce.��

    PD Kim raised his head at the sound of Kwak Myung-hwan��s voice.

    ��It was because of the nature of the reporters attending press conferences. Everyone was like a hyena trying to bite Actor Jang. Even now, he was a top actor at the time, with no actor his age that couldpete with him. ��I didn��t know how big of a scoop a top actor��s ws would be.��

    ��What do you mean it was like a hyena?��

    ��It��s just like the word. Whether Actor Jang denies or admits the dating rumors, he would probably have tried to bite them somehow. Of course, the reporters�� initial expectations were likely to lean towards denial. Even if they had acknowledged it, their mindset would not have changed. ��In fact, they must have been filled with the thought that they could create a bigger scoop.��

    Kwak Myung-hwan shook his head and continued speaking.

    ��I tend to think positively about their rtionship, so I did not attend the press conference. Even if I step forward, I can��t save Actor Jang from a pack of hyenas.��

    PD Kim nodded briefly. It wasn��t wrong. As it is now, at the time, Kwak Myung-hwan��s reputation was extremely high among entertainment industry reporters. But even so, it could not change the minds of many reporters.

    ��I was watching his press conference through a cathode ray tube without attending. I got a phone call suddenly. ��It was actress Yeonsu.��

    PD Kim��s eyes opened wide. This was because the name of an unexpected person appeared.

    ��She asked me directly: ��Can you save yourself?��

    ��Can I ask exactly what you mean by saving me?��

    ��For an actress, dating rumors are like poison. No matter how famous the other actor is, it would be nothing more than a poisonous chalice. In the end, abel will follow you for the rest of your life. ��Yeonsu��s agency was also aware of this fact and was blocking her from going to the press conference.��

    ��How did you do it?��

    PD Kim couldn��t hold back his curiosity and moved forward.

    Then,

    ��I told you so.��

    Kwak Myung-hwan continued speaking with a wrinkled smile.

    ��I had a very positive view of their rtionship.��

    * * *

    The press conference room was reminiscent of a political hearing. It may have been because of Britain��s unexpected answer.

    Of course, these reporters thought they would deny the dating rumors. For a moment, there was silence in the press conference room, as if cold water had been poured, but soon the reporters�� hands started to sh without stopping.

    ��Through Jang Young-guk��s remarks, it appears that he is acknowledging the dating rumor with actress Yeon-soo, but is that exactly true?��

    ��That��s right.��

    ��Then why didn��t Yeonsu attend the press conference today?��

    It was a time when Ennd hesitated to answer the reporter��s question. Reporter Park Yong-jin of ST Entertainment Magazine does not miss the opportunity and raises his hand. Although he had not been named yet, the reporter asked a question loudly as if he did not care.

    ��Dating rumors are an issue that requires recognition between the parties involved! But now, Jang Young-guk is only putting forth his own ims. ��What would you do if Yeonsu came forward with a statement that this was unfounded?��

    The press conference room began to shake once again due to reporter Park Yong-jin��s shout. It was a question that everyone kept in their minds and never said out loud.

    As if to continue the momentum, reporter Park Yong-jin borated again in a loud voice.

    ��In fact, it has beenmon in the entertainment industry for one person to admit to a dating rumor and the other to deny it! When announcing an official love story, there were many cases where the two people did it jointly. Actress Yeonsu��s agency, SW Entertainment, has not released any statement. ��I hope you will respond in this regard!��

    Ennd had to be quiet. It is true that they acknowledged the dating rumor, but it was because they knew that SW Entertainment��s position could change depending on the public��s reaction.

    Anyway, if the public��s reaction was cold, I was nning on bearing that gaze myself.

    ��Seeing that Jang Young-guk ��could not�� respond, would it be correct to say that Jang Young-guk��s im regarding the announcement of this dating rumor was a one-sided im? ��If the dating rumor is not true, can it be seen as Jang Young-guk��s selfish unrequited love?��

    Reporter Park Yong-jin curled up the corner of his mouth in triumph.

    ��no-!��

    At that moment, a shout that seemed to echo throughout the press conference room was heard. Everyone��s eyes were focused on the entrance to the press conference hall. The same was true for the camera that was broadcasting live.

    Everyone could not hide their surprise at the sight of a woman entering the press conference room.

    ��It��s not just my unrequited love!��

    Reporter Park Yong-jin, who had been ted just a moment ago, was at a loss when he saw Yeon-soo suddenly appear. The same goes for other reporters.

    The camera was filming Ennd sitting on the podium at the press conference and Yeonsu walking in from the entrance to the press conference.

    The two people��s eyes meet in the air. Yeonsu looked into Ennd��s eyes and said.

    ��me too.��

    ��I like Jang Young-guk,��

    with a silence that feels like time has stopped .

    A live camera takes turns showing the two people. Reporters quickly stand up from their seats. It was to ask a question.

    Two people, surrounded by a wall of reporters, smile at each other. Like a scene from a movie.

 Chapter 188

    I will live as an actor, episode 188,

    10 yearster.

    After finishing the interview, PD Kim had a look of satisfaction on his face. I was filming a documentary about actor Jang Young-guk.

    Although he was already a world-famous actor, ironically, there was no widely known information about him.

    Because he was a person who adhered to mysticism.

    ��Fame wasn��t in vain.��

    Chief writer Kwak Myung-hwan, who is said to be living proof of the history of the Korean entertainment industry, was not a lie. Don��t you know all the behind-the-scenes stories about actor Jang Young-guk that have never been reported in the media?

    ��Thank you so much for today��s interview, Chief Editor Kwak.��

    ��No, I had a good time today too. It was a time to reminisce about the old days. ��Then the filming is all over, right?��

    ��Yes, it is finished.��

    At Producer Kim��s nod, the cameraman turns off the red light of the camera.

    ��By any chance, Chief Editor Kwak. ��Can I ask one more question?��

    ��Off the record?��

    ��Yes, it��s nothing else, but I��m curious about actor Jang Young-guk��s next work these days. After making a series of box office hits in Hollywood, you haven��t been quiet for a few years. Because of that, there are a lot of rumors in broadcasting circles. I was wondering if Chief Editor Kwak would know�� I��m asking this purely out of fan interest for actor Jang Young-guk, so it won��t be used in the documentary. ��I promise.��

    Actor Jang Young-guk��s next work was still a hot topic that caused a stir in Korea. The MBS drama ��The Mermaid Prince��, which aired 10 years ago, was an unprecedented hit.

    Although it was a sad ending, perhaps because of that, there were more fans supporting the dating rumors between Ennd and Yeonsu in real life.

    Since ��The Mermaid Prince�� 10 years ago, actor Jang Young-guk has not appeared in any more terrestrial dramas.

    It was the time when he began to step onto the world stage in earnest. Wasn��t director Wang Jinyang��s ��Chupungsa,�� which was released in Hong Kong, moved to Hollywood after being invited to an overseas film festival?

    When Hollywood announced that it would produce a movie with actor Jang Young-guk as the lead, there were many voices of concern.

    It was a time when it felt difficult for an Asian to upy a leading role and attack the imprable castle of Hollywood. one.

    The Hollywood movie starring actor Jang Young-guk not only broke Hollywood box office records, but also became a box office hit around the world. That��s three works in a row.

    ��Let me ask you.��

    ��yes?��

    PD Kim gives a puzzled look at Kwak Myung-hwan��s words. OK.

    ��Your next appointment iste. It seems like there are too many customers waiting. PD Kim.��

    ��Ah yes yes. sorry.��

    Producer Kim and the cameraman quickly stand up and walk out of the editor��s office.

    However, as PD Kim walked, Kwak Myeong-hwan��sst words were still lingering in his mind.

    And I was able to confirm the true meaning of those words from the sofa ced outside the chief editor��s office.

    ��Now Jang Young-guk�� �� ?!��

    Jang Young-guk gets up from the sofa and walks past him toward the chief editor��s office.

    * * *

    ��Why are you conducting such a long interview?��

    Ennd has developed quite a close rtionship with chief editor Kwak Myung-hwan. This is because the person who helped me a lot while working in Hollywood for the past 10 years was Myung-hwan Kwak.

    ��Is it because you don��t want me to appear too long in Actor Jang��s documentary? Then you should have responded directly. ��It looks like they are eagerly waiting for Actor Jang to give us an interview.��

    Ennd shook his head. In the past and now, interviews don��t really appeal to me.

    Isn��t it especially filming? Even though it was a documentary, I felt burdened because I knew that the content was written about one��s own story as if it were a great man exhibition.

    ��Anyway, how are you, Junghyeon and director Baek Jang-hoon?��

    ��My uncle finished his career as an actor and is still busy training younger students, and you know my grandfather. You are still traveling all over the country preparing for filming your new work. ��I heard you are going to produce a movie about the story of Simmani during the Joseon Dynasty.��

    ��Hehe, Director Baek Jang-hoon is still the same even after all these years. ��He has more passion than young directors, but he is not inferior.��

    As the two people had not seen each other for a long time, the story continued without any notice of the passage of time.

    Because I received a lot of help while living in Hollywood, I could say that my rtionship with Kwak Myung-hwan became stronger than anyone else��s.

    ��I wonder if I would have been able to build such a close rtionship with Actor Jang if I hadn��t been dispatched to the United States at that time. But these days, haven��t you heard from Director Jims?��

    ��If you don��te, you definitely have toe once a week. ��It��s always hard to stop him from asking when he will return to the U.S. and even saying he wille to Korea whenever he gets the chance.��

    ��I guess because that guy likes Actor Jang�� You saved him from being almost reduced to being an old man in the backroom in Hollywood to bing a famous director.��

    ��They harmonized well with each other. ��I was a rookie making my first foray into Hollywood from Asia, and Director Jims was a veteran preparing for his final days in Hollywood.��

    Director Jims Filmer was once called one of Hollywood��s greatest directors. However, as time passed and the number of hits decreased, he became an old man in the backroom.

    During that time, he met with Ennd and broke the Hollywood record for three consecutive works. I couldn��t help but feel sad.

    ��So, I guess you��ll be going back to the U.S. soon?��

    Ennd shook his head in response to Kwak Myung-hwan��s question.

    ��I��m going down to Yeongdo this time.��

    Kwak Myung-hwan briefly nodded at the word Yeongdo. It was a city where British families lived.

    ��I think my next project will probably go to Hollywood again. If a script I likees along, I will move again. So, I��m going down to Yeongdo this time to cool off. ��It also happens to be the anniversary of my father��s death.��

    * * *

    Minor moth.

    Like a moth flying towards a whitish light.

    This is where everything started anew. I came back to break the ties of my past life.

    It was a shabby inn room full of cobwebs and mold everywhere, but it was so clean that not a single blemish could be seen.

    The cracked watch was fine, and the old nket was as soft as if it were new.

    ��Thanks for showing me.��

    ��Isn��t that what you want to do?��

    ��No, it��s okay.��

    I handed the owner a white envelope containing money and walked away.

    Thendy seemed to have no idea. That��s because a man who came by unexpectedly took a look at the inn room and even gave me money.

    ��What is this money?��

    Thendy��s voice is heard from behind.

    ��I��m paying back what I couldn��t repay.��

    He walked away again, leaving only one short word.

    Didn��t my past life end in a motel room? In the end, I couldn��t even pay the rent for the amodation I had contracted for.

    I left the inn and walked for a while. Before long, the breakwater bes visible. I headed back along the breakwater to Namhang Market.

    Passers-by sometimes recognized Ennd��s face, but seeing him roaming around so freely, they only wondered, ��Is this really true?�� and did not approach.

    ��The soup has arrived!��

    ��Ennd is here?��

    ��Hey! ��Aren��t we world stars!��

    But Namhang Market was different. Everywhere you go, from Mr. Choi at the fruit store, to those at the store and herbal medicine shop, to Mr. Yang, and those at the fish stall, the merchants of Namhang Market recognize Ennd��s face and wave to him happily.

    Ennd also politely bowed its head to them and responded.

    ��It��s my brother!��

    As I enter my mother��s store in Namhang, I am greeted by Jisoo, now ady. I first saw him when I was a middle school student, but now he is a full-fledged adult. She was a very kind sister who worked in Busan and asionally visited her mother every weekend to help her with her work. and.

    ��Oppaaa!!��

    Another younger sister runs up behind Jisoo. It was Minjeong, the youngest child in our family. Since she is still an elementary school student, her cheeks are chubby and her breast fat has not disappeared. Ennd said while stroking Minjeong��s bedside.

    ��Minjeong, you missed me a lot.��

    The youngest child, Minjeong, hugged Ennd with a sigh. And not long after, Mother and Yeonsu walk together from the kitchen at the back of the store.

    ��honey!��

    Yeonsu hugs Ennd as if she is happy to see him.

    Five years have already passed since I got married to Yeonsu. After officially acknowledging their rtionship, five years passed and they immediately got married. After I got married, I felt sorry because I had to wait for him to join the military.

    My mother was watching with satisfaction from behind.

    ��What about your mother and father?��

    ��It��s not time for the side dish store to close yet.��

    My mother and father were still doing business in Namhang. Even though their son became a world-famous actor, his parents thought that he did not want to leave Namhang.

    Moreover, he did not waste a single penny of the money he received from his son and saved it regrly.

    ��Mom, I and Yeonsu will go out for a while and thene back.��

    ��Okay, okay. ��You two, go out.��

    Yeonsu waved her hand, saying it was really okay, but her mother and Jisoo joined forces to push her back. Minjeong, an elementary school student, was also supporting the training without knowing the Englishnguage.

    In the end, Yeonsu had to burst outughing and walk out of the store with Ennd.

    * * *

    ��I really didn��t do any work, but my mother stopped me and told me that if I tried to get my hands wet, I kept pushing Jisoo and Minjeong away and telling them to rest because they were having a hard time filming their new sister��s drama.��

    Yeonsu was making a pouty expression with her lips sticking out. Ennd found it cute and hugged her.

    Other people were watching, but I didn��t care. Aren��t they married anyway? The merchants at Namhang Market are looking at this with fondness.

    ��Where are you going, brother?��

    ��I��m going to go to the ce where I filmed before after a long time.��

    The ce we walked with Yeonsu was the coastal cliff where ��August Man�� and ��The Mermaid Prince�� were filmed in the past.

    Confession.

    It was also the ce where I confessed to my mother in the past. Before we knew it, weeds had sprouted in abundance.

    Enndy down on the spot without saying a word. A seagull crossing the sky makes eye contact with Ennd.

    The sea breeze blew and the sound of blue waves sshing continued to be heard. Yeonsu alsoy down next to Ennd and looked at the sky.

    ��It��s scratchy.��

    When Yeonsu started tossing and turning, perhaps because of the overgrown weeds, Ennd hugged her again. Ennd didn��t like this fuss. Because it felt like his father��s rough beard that he had rubbed against his face when he was young.

    ��Oppa, don��t you regret marrying me?��

    ��Why do I regret it?��

    Ennd kissed Yeonsu��s forehead. They were two people I first met when I was young.

    Child actors who knew nothing have now grown up.

    She was a woman who awakened a feeling of love that I had never felt in my past life. If I hadn��t met Yeonsu, it would have been difficult to awaken that feeling in this life.

    How much time has passed?

    Before we knew it, dusk was falling on the ground. The two people got up from their seats. Because it was midsummer, only the cool sea breeze blew.

    After arriving at Namhang Market again, even my father had closed his side dish store and was helping with the store��s work.

    ��father!��

    ��Oh, soup is here!��

    Stepfather Kim Seong-hoon gave Ennd a strong hug. I was covered in sweat from working all day at a side dish store, but I didn��t care.

    All six family members finished up the store together and left for Namhang Market. Ennd was holding hands with Yeonsu, and her father, mother, Jisoo, and Minjeong were also there.

    At times, Minjeong seemed to want to join hands with Ennd, but Jisu told her not to disturb their time together and held her together.

    In the darkened streets of Namhang Market, only the streetlights remained.

    Ennd was lost in thought as he walked through the maze-like alley. From the images of his mother and himself walking briskly from dawn to open a fish stall in the past, to the images of himself leading the cart after dark.

    What was different from then was that theughter of the family never ceased.

    Following the streetlights of Namhang Market, the family was constantly saying things they had never said before.

    My father, who is watching this from the sea right now, will also be watching with a happy smile.

    Since it was not far from the beach, I was sure he would see it.

    ��Of course, father.��

    At that moment,

    it sshed.

    I can hear the sound of waves.

    -I will live as an actor. I��m done-

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