Chapter 143 – My Identity
<span style="font-weight:400">"Let him go!" Enraged, I flew inside to attack Tamamo, but Kana appeared between us and stopped me in my tracks.
<span style="font-weight:400">My fist was only an inch away from his face.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Well, would you look at that? Can''t attack your own dear friend, can you? But I can." Shuten Doji, in Kana''s body, buried a punch into my stomach, sending me crashing back out the door and into Mio.
<span style="font-weight:400">We tumbled into the streets,nding against the side of the wall on the other side of the road. Cold rain showered over us, and the boom of thunder echoed in the distance.
<span style="font-weight:400">No way was Kana ever that strong. The yokai named Shuten must have granted him that strength.
<span style="font-weight:400">My mind was racing from trying to figure out what to do. My own problems had involved someone I cared about and got Kana possessed by a demon yokai. <i><span style="font-weight:400">Two </i><span style="font-weight:400">evil yokai now walked Japan, and it was all my fault. I couldn''t fight him even if I tried, too scared that I might somehow hurt him.
<span style="font-weight:400">Both Shuten and Tamamo waltzed out Kana''s house with a smug look of triumph. Mio stood up to face them, fists clenched and trembling. A shadow had fallen across her face as she, too, became infuriated by Kana''s possession.
<span style="font-weight:400">"The only ones who get to control Kana are us! You better let our boyfriend go, or I''m gonna give you two a walloping you''ll never forget. STarting with you first, fox bitch!" Mio shouted.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Aha! Even with a new, pretty face you still have a tough time with women," Tamamo jokingly said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Woe is me. I''ll just have to settle on reminiscing with this body''s precious memories instead." Shuten grinned.
<span style="font-weight:400">Mio mmed into Tamamo and rocketed into the sky. However, the yokai unleashed a magic spell that exploded with the intensity of a sonic boom, throwing Mio far across the city. The ripple of airwaves blew debris and discarded newspapers rolling through the streets, and when I looked up, Shuten was right on top of me. He grabbed me by my clothes and pulled me in for a kiss.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Get away from me!" I shoved him off and conjured shackles on his limbs.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Kinky, but I''ve had enough being chained for one lifetime." Shuten tensed his entire body, and he was somehow able to shatter the restraints. Arge, metal club with spikes all along the shaft appeared in his hands. One swing sent me flying straight up and seeing stars.
<span style="font-weight:400">The battle continued in the air, but it was obvious Mio and I were getting overwhelmed by both yokai. Our magic had little effect on them. Our advantage as subi of charming them wasn''t working like it did on the others in Takamagahara. The longer we were fighting up here, the more we risked being seen.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Mio, we have to find help!" I said in panic, seeing as we were injured and the other two were less so.
<span style="font-weight:400">Our sexual energy was running low. We hadn''t had a chance to recharge in a while. Tonight was supposed to be that day, but we found Kana taken from us instead.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Retreat? Fuck that! They got Kana, you know? Don''t you care?!" Mio gritted her teeth and despite how wounded she was, still had the urge to fight.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Of course, I care! But we''re going to lose at this rate… and…"
<span style="font-weight:400">I looked in Shuten''s direction, and it was Kana I saw. It didn''t take a genius to know we had been pulling our punches because of that. To make things worse, people were beginning toe out of their homes to investigate themotion we''ve caused.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Oh? Are you two so fearful of people finding out what you are? A great misfortune— so delicious that I can taste it already— awaits if your true selves are revealed! I can''t wait. I can''t wait!" Tamamo smirked and transformed into Beatrice.
<span style="font-weight:400">Mio gasped, then bared her teeth at Tamamo''s audacity.
<span style="font-weight:400">"You slimy bitch… I''m gonna stuff all nine of your tails into your ass!" Mio snarled, jumping in to fight them again.
<span style="font-weight:400">This time, however, they weren''t interested in fighting. Shuten and Tamamo were on the run, headed straight into the city.
<span style="font-weight:400">"We have to go after them!" I shouted.
<span style="font-weight:400">We gave chase as the two made a beeline into the busiest part of Tsukiji City. Those two were serious. They had every intention of exposing us to the world. If that happened, just simply denying it wouldn''t work. It would take more than charming everyone to fix it.
<span style="font-weight:400">"We''re not going to make it!" Mio warned.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Damn it, damn it…" I put my all into it and tackled Tamamo, but in the ensuing hit, we crashed down and fell into the terminal of a train station. Our fall left cracks in the ground from the impact.
<span style="font-weight:400">My head was spinning, and when I opened my eyes, the bright lights of the train station shone down on me. The beeping sound of card readers and low hum of the moving esctors had never been more clear to my ears. People all around had stopped what they were doing and stared. All at once, they pulled out phones to snap pictures or take videos.
<span style="font-weight:400">"What''s going on?"
<span style="font-weight:400">"Is there a cosy event going on?"
<span style="font-weight:400">"They''re dressed like subus!"
<span style="font-weight:400">Panicked, I shook away the shock and expanded my aura in an attempt to charm them, but my magic was dispelled in an instant. Tamamo, still in Beatrice''s form, grabbed my hand before I could cover my face or run, then lifted me up.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Let go!"
<span style="font-weight:400">"Nu-uh-uh. It''s time to say hello to the cameras!" Tamamo flew up while restraining my arms, eliciting gasps from people who thought we were fake. "Why hello, everyone! Get my good side, will you? Take a close look at these wings. They aren''t fake, and we''re actually flying. That''s because we''re real subus. There are a whole lot more out there, living amongst you. Who knows, maybe you might even know one!"
<span style="font-weight:400">The blood drained from my face, and my mind went nk as the will to resist left me entirely. As I gazed into the camera of someone''s phone, I knew it was over. Tamamo and Shuten had won.
<span style="font-weight:400">A dark energy radiated from the yokai like smoke and fumes which Tamamo breathed in deeply. Her eyes dted and face showed so much bliss. An incredible power began to swell within her.
<span style="font-weight:400">Then a familiar aura bumped against mine. Every human within the immediate vicinity stopped moving and quieted down.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Let go of my little Saeko if you know what''s good for you." Descending from the hole Tamamo and I had made was a furious Hatsumi in her subus form, de of the First Temptress in hand.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Impressive. Last I recalled feeling that sword''s power was when it belonged to this body." Tamamo casted me aside.
<span style="font-weight:400">"We defeated her together. Whoever you are, we''ll do the same." My sister red.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Hatsumi, that''s Tamamo no Mae! She''s seriously strong, and there''s another yokai outside with Mio!" I warned her.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I know. Yumi and Selene filled me in. For now, let''s take this outside." She summoned a ck portal that swallowed me and Tamamo, and as soon as we were spat out high in the sky above the city—
<span style="font-weight:400">"Oraaa! Square up, you stupid cunt!" Hana slugged Tamamo across the face so hard that it knocked the Beatrice appearance out of her.
<span style="font-weight:400">However, before Tamamo was thrown too far, Selene appeared and grabbed ahold of the yokai from behind. She put her in a choke hold with both arms, threatening to snap her neck.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Tamamo, we''re outnumbered here!" Shuten shouted from a ways behind.
<span style="font-weight:400">"You don''t think I know that already?" Tamamo growled.
<span style="font-weight:400">Without giving Shuten a chance to help, Yumi conjured powerful magical bindings to hold him in ce.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Nice horns! Hope they don''t break easily when I score a homerun!" Hana was winding up Shuten''s spiked club.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Don''t hurt him!" Mio and I yelled, stopping Hana from delivering a potentially fatal punch.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Kana''s body is being possessed!" I shouted.
<span style="font-weight:400">"This is Kana?" Hatsumi gasped at his demonic appearance.
<span style="font-weight:400">An explosion went off in the city near the shopping mall. One section of it had gone up in mes and was smoking. The high-pitched sirens of a firetruck red into the night, joined by Tamamo''s cackling.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I''ll show you something tough about." Selene tightened her grip, but it only served to bring about a greaterughter.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Be careful… You never know when bad luck might strike!" Tamamo howled.
<span style="font-weight:400">Lightning struck both Selene and Tamamo, but only thetter came out unscathed. Just as we dove to apprehend her, Shuten broke free from Yumi''s chains, snatched his club from Hana and nailed her into orbit.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Shuten, we have to retreat for now. Without enough misfortune going around, we''re both far too weak," Tamamo muttered.
<span style="font-weight:400">"As much as I''d love to dance, we must bid you farewell. Until next time, darlings." Shuten bowed and backed away into a portal created by Tamamo, both disappearing from sight before we could intercept them.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Kana!" I cried.
<span style="font-weight:400">It was hopeless.
<span style="font-weight:400">They were gone, and there was nothing any of us could do.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Saeko." Hatsumi flew in front of me with an almost scolding demeanor. "I think you owe us an exnation."
<span style="font-weight:400">We descended into Kana''s house where I exined to everyone how it led to this. Obviously, Hatsumi wasn''t happy in the slightest. Traveling to Takamagahara, allowing myself to be fooled into freeing Tamamo no Mae, and incurring Amaterasu''s wrath, I should count myself lucky she dish out divine punishment on me right then and there. Because of it, we were facing a much worse problem.
<span style="font-weight:400">"So… What happened at the station? We should go back and fix that, right?" I asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I''ve already sent a group of subus there to do damage control. Unfortunately… A video has already slipped into the inte," Hatsumi said, showing me her phone of a recorded clip quickly going viral.
<span style="font-weight:400">Not only on the inte, but also circting through popr mobile apps. There was no stopping it now. The 20-second video was of Tamamo, in Beatrice''s body, eximing that subus were real. It ends with a close up of her face… and me in my subus form.
<span style="font-weight:400">Naturally, there were people questioning the authenticity of it, but those voices were a drop in the waterpared to the flood of believers.
<span style="font-weight:400">"No way…" I sobbed, sinking deeper into the couch.
<span style="font-weight:400">"The jig is up for us," Hana said. "But it doesn''t change that those two cunts are still out there. We gotta stop ''em before they do more harm."
<span style="font-weight:400">Hatsumi nodded in agreement. "Hana''s right. Having people know subi exists is one thing, but it won''t matter if those two demons get their way by bringing disaster to Japan. It also sounds like they be stronger from more people facing misfortune. If we don''t stop them soon, we might not be able to stop them at all."
<span style="font-weight:400">We started looking for clues in Kana''s ce, hoping something might lead us to where the two disappeared to. I went upstairs to check Kana''s room. My attention was drawn to a pinboard in front of his desk. He had pictures filling most of it. There was a picture of us during our three-way date, many of him and me, of him and Mio, but what surprised me the most was that most of the photos of us were when I was still a boy. I didn''t know he still cherished those memories of my past.
<span style="font-weight:400">I knelt down next to his bedside and pulled his pillow up to my face. His lingering scent only brought me to tears instead offort.
<span style="font-weight:400">My best friend… My boyfriend was taken away from me. Mio wasn''t taking it any better either. She had to be restrained by Hana and Yumi from flying off in a rage to look for them. I always thought I''d be the one who could keep a leash on her, but it was really Kana''s calmness that brought out the best of us. For Mio, losing him was like Beatrice snatching everything from her when she was younger.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I''vee to apologize," Selene said from the doorway. "I don''t know how they managed to slip by us the first time, but—"
<span style="font-weight:400">"How did no one know they were in this city?!" I yelled across the room.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I''m terribly sorry. It won''t happen again." She immediately dropped to one knee and cast her gaze to the ground.
<span style="font-weight:400">The terror in her voice brought me back to my senses, and Yumi hade upstairs to check on us. She ced a hand on Selene''s shoulder, then shuffled past to envelop me in both arms. The warmth of her hug calmed me down.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Shh. Your sister already left to expand the search. We will find Kana and bring him back. You have school tomorrow. Leave the rest to us, alright?" Yumi whispered.
<span style="font-weight:400">It wasn''t until I nodded that Yumi let go. Selene got up to leave with her, and they were reced with Mio who came into the room, eyes and nose red from crying.
<span style="font-weight:400">Both of us slept together in Kana''s bed that night. I was surprised at how much Mio teared up and had to be the one doing theforting. Her face was buried in my chest, and I gently stroked her head from the back. The gleam of two rings shined back at me from the moonlight peering past the drapes.
<span style="font-weight:400">The next morning, I was getting ready for school but Mio stayed in bed with the covers pulled over her head.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Mio, we''ve got school in half an hour. You can stay in bed all morning," I said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I''m not going," Mio mumbled, hugging the pillow tightly.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I want to find Kana, too, butying around isn''t going to do any good…"
<span style="font-weight:400">"Well, if you hadn''t broken that seal, he would still be here!" she snapped.
<span style="font-weight:400">The outburst caused me to flinch. I had nothing to say in return because she was right. If I hadn''t been so selfish about finding Uta and just thought for one second, none of this would have happened.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I''ll… make breakfast for you before leaving," I quietly said.
<span style="font-weight:400">I went to the kitchen and opened the fridge to look for something quick to make. Sitting at the back of the fridge was a colorful cake container. I pulled it out, thinking to grab a slice only to find the chocte cake, mints decorating the edge, with pocky and oreos stabbed into it, and subus wings shaped by frosting, was for… me.
<i><span style="font-weight:400">Happy Neenth Birthday, Saeko! </i><span style="font-weight:400">was written on it.
<span style="font-weight:400">That was when I noticed all the packets of empty flour and cooking chocte bags in the trash can. Baking utensils had piled into the sink, and a recipe was attached to the fridge by a ma. I hadn''t noticed any of it when we were looking for clues.
<span style="font-weight:400">"That''s right… My birthday ising up in a few days." I sighed.
<span style="font-weight:400">Kana, that dummy… He was probably thinking about me until the moment Shuten possessed him.
<span style="font-weight:400">I cooked some rolled omelets, rice, and grilled fish for Mio and ced them all inside a tupperware box on the table. Hopeful, I stayed for a few more minutes, but it really didn''t sound like she was going toe down. Not wanting to bete, I took a deep breath at the front door to brace myself and headed for school.
<span style="font-weight:400">Today, everyone had their heads down and staring into their phones. The video of self-proimed subi had swelled to tens of millions of views overnight. A group of high school boys in front of me were talking about how hot the two subus were. Some girls behind me gushed about how pretty the older-looking one was.
<span style="font-weight:400">I also kept my head low but for a very different reason.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Saeko!" Hitomi and Rika were the first to approach me about it at the shoe lockers.
<span style="font-weight:400">"What were you and Mio doingst night?" Rika asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">"You and your subus friends have been so careful until now. Just what the hell happened?" Hitomi pressed me.
<span style="font-weight:400">"A… A lot happened. I don''t suppose people think it''s me in that video?" I hesitantly questioned back.
<span style="font-weight:400">They traded concerned looks. Some students were doing double takes at me and their phones. It couldn''t be more obvious why. The only difference between me and my subus form was a change in hair color, the clothes, and physical features. My face was exactly the same and stered all over the web.
<span style="font-weight:400">Charming them wasn''t going to work. It wouldn''t pass the logic test. They had a picture and me right in front of them after all.
<span style="font-weight:400">All of a sudden, half the kendo team barreled through the door to surround me. Even the student council president couldn''t cuss them away.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Saeko, is this you?!"
<span style="font-weight:400">"It looks just like you!"
<span style="font-weight:400">"Are you really a subus?"
<span style="font-weight:400">They showered me with questions I couldn''t keep up with and only wanted to deny.
<span style="font-weight:400">"It''s probably just a lookalike! Sorry, guys! I have to get to ss," I said, scurrying away to my homeroom.
<span style="font-weight:400">However, in my escape, I ran right into Gouda on the second floor as he wasing down.
<span style="font-weight:400">"H-Hey…" I greeted him and tried to sneak by until he grabbed my wrist.
<span style="font-weight:400">"We''re friends, right? Three years in kendo together from the start?" Gouda asked, staring me in the eyes.
<span style="font-weight:400">I was surprised to see a look of fear and trepidation instead of horniness like the other guys have shown me.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Gouda, the bell is going to ring any second now. W-We should get to ss," I warned.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Not until I get some answers. Are you the subus in the video?" he asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I don''t know anything about—"
<span style="font-weight:400">"Don''t lie!" he shouted, drawing attention to us from studentsgging to get to ss. "There are gaps in my memories, and I want to know if it''s because of you. If you''re really a subus, that means it was you, wasn''t it? You did something to me? We''re supposed to be friends, but you''ve been mind controlling me?"
<span style="font-weight:400">All this time I''d been using my subus powers on the whim to charm andpel people without thinking of the consequences. Now that it was finally out, the ones I messed with were finally putting a face to what I did to them.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I''m sorry!" I broke free of Gouda''s grasp and made a run for it.
<span style="font-weight:400">Coming to school was a mistake. My life was over. The secret of me being a subus was out atst, and there was nothing to be done about it.
<span style="font-weight:400">As I reached ss, thest bastion of my school life and where I expected fellow ssmates to react the same way, several teachers and principal Murata were outside the door. They were clearly waiting for me.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Saeko," Principal Murata began. "We need you toe to the faculty office. You have a phone call waiting for you."
<span style="font-weight:400">Gulping, I quietly followed them as students peeked out of sses to see what was going on. I felt like some dangerous animal being escorted. One part of me thought about leaving school. The other hoped I still had a chance to convince people I wasn''t a subus.
<span style="font-weight:400">We got to the faculty office and another teacher was waiting by her desk with andline telephone in hand. She extended it to me, pulling taut the coiled cord as she did. Somehow, the air around me had grown so thick that I couldn''t breathe anymore. When I pressed the phone to my ears, I heard only silence on the other end.
<span style="font-weight:400">Until a stern voice sent shivers up my spine and triggered a long-buried, childhood fear within me that made my brain go nk.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Son," the deep, draconian draw of my mom''s voice drilled into my ears like a metal spike. "Your father and I are waiting for you to exin yourself."