Chapter 144 – I am…
<span style="font-weight:400">"M-Mom…?" I gulped as soon as I heard her voice and tried vainly trying to keep the jitters to a minimum.
<span style="font-weight:400">It had been so long since Ist heard my mom''s voice that I almost didn''t believe it was her. The only reason I knew it was her was the strict, no-nonsense tone she took with me. A tone that Hatsumi and I heard too many times and, like dogs conditioned by their owners, be petrified the moment we hear amand to sit.
<span style="font-weight:400">Not only that, but for neither my mom or dad to ask me how I was doing, how Hatsumi was doing, if we were eating well, or getting enough sleep… the first thing either of them wanted from me was to give a situation report.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Saeko, I asked you a question. How long are you going to keep us waiting?" Mom asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">Say something. <i><span style="font-weight:400">Anything!</i><span style="font-weight:400"> I told myself.
<span style="font-weight:400">My mouth flopped open like a fish out of water. Even though I was only on the phone with them, I felt their imposing presence by my side, staring down at me like through a microscope.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Nothing is—"
<span style="font-weight:400">"Don''t lie," Dad simply said. "There''s no way your mother and I won''t recognize you. That video of you, next to the woman iming you both to be… <i><span style="font-weight:400">subus</i><span style="font-weight:400">? Is it true?"
<span style="font-weight:400">"Yes…" I breathed quietly.
<span style="font-weight:400">There was a pause. Neither of them spoke a word. However, a deep sigh on the other end made me flinch. I heard the phone being clenched tighter.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Saeko, we''re going to being home in a month," Mom said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Wait, you don''t need to! Hatsumi and I are doing—"
<span style="font-weight:400">"It''s clear to us that letting you two live alone was a mistake," my dad began. "Not only did Hatsumi fail to enter the job we delicately set her up for, we''ve also received the grade reports from Spring that you haven''t been doing well in school. So, your mother and I will being back to set you two straight. Whatever is going on with your change in gender or grades, we''re going to fix it."
<span style="font-weight:400">"But that was— That… was…" I trailed off, recalling thatst spring was when I had all that crap of me bing a subus and dealing with Beatrice.
<span style="font-weight:400">Of course, my grades dropped. There was so much to deal with. Now, too, with evil yokai running amok…
<span style="font-weight:400">"You understand we''re doing this for yours and Hatsumi''s benefit, right?" Mom asked.
<i><span style="font-weight:400">Benefit?</i>
<span style="font-weight:400">Something in me snapped.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I never wanted it!" I yelled, startling even the faculty who were just outside the office.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Saeko—"
<span style="font-weight:400">"It''s always been the two of you forcing everything down our throats! You… never even raised me, so what gives you the right to dictate what''s for <i><span style="font-weight:400">my</i><span style="font-weight:400"> benefit? Hatsumi, too. You''ve controlled her life until now, years after she''s be an adult. Aren''t you guys ashamed? I know she''s wanted to do more than just stay in Tsukiji her whole life, and you went as far outlining that she''ll continue to stay here even after high school. Did you even know wanted to go to Tokyo with her friends? Do you even know what <i><span style="font-weight:400">I</i><span style="font-weight:400"> want?!"
<span style="font-weight:400">I mmed the phone back into the receiver.
<span style="font-weight:400">I was drenched in sweat and panting by the end of my rant. For years, I''d wanted to get that off my chest. Cutting them off earlier was the most I ever won and this was the most I ever talked back.
<span style="font-weight:400">Stepping out of the faculty office, the teachers greeted me with appalled expressions.
<span style="font-weight:400">The first thing I did was bow a perfect 90 degree angle.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Yes, I''m a subus. I''m also still Saeko Ito. I hope you will continue to treat me well and no differently than before until my graduation."
<span style="font-weight:400">A gentle hand fell atop my shoulders. It was Principal Murata. He was smiling when I looked up.
<span style="font-weight:400">"That goes without saying. Subus or not, you''re still a student at Tsukiji High. I don''t know what you and your parents were arguing about inside that got so heated, but for what it''s worth, this school will be d to have an outstanding alumnus like you," he said.
<span style="font-weight:400">The other teachers around us nodded to share their sentiments.
<span style="font-weight:400">I never needed my parents. There were teachers and other adult figures in my life that had always been there for me anyway. However, I was afforded little time to thank them.
<span style="font-weight:400">Arge group of students screeched to a halt on their ankles as they rounded the corner of the hallway.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Saeko! We wanna know if you''re really a subus!"
<span style="font-weight:400">"Can you show us your subus form like from the video?"
<span style="font-weight:400">"You like sex, right? Will you have sex with me?"
<span style="font-weight:400">Principal Murata and the other teachers blocked their way.
<span style="font-weight:400">"What are you doing? Get back to ss this instant, or I''ll have your homeroom teachers issue you all detention!"
<span style="font-weight:400">The threat didn''t work. Everyone was more interested in getting answers from me. They bumbled down the hall and mmed into the wall of teachers that would break at any moment.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Saeko, you might want to get out of here!" a teacher warned.
<span style="font-weight:400">I took off running down the hall just as the barricade broke. The students, many of them thinking with their dicks, chased after me like I was theirst resort at solving their sexless and romanceless life.
<span style="font-weight:400">As I turned the corner, someone pulled me into the home-economics room and shut the door. The stampeding students ran past, none the wiser that I was in here. When I nced up at my timely savior, I was surprised to find Koga.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Sheesh. Looks like you lost them. Being a known subus must be tough, huh?" Koga extended a hand to me.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Thanks," I said, taking his hand to be helped up. "It''s a lot more than just people knowing I''m a subus though…"
<span style="font-weight:400">It was my parents and the whole releasing evil yokai into the world thing, but I didn''t want to drag anyone else into my mess. Especially not innocent ssmates from school after what happened to Kana.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I-I might not be a good talker— heck, my parents scoff at the idea of me bing a teacher— but I''m here to listen if you need it," Koga said.
<span style="font-weight:400">My stomach growled and startled both of us. I clutched my belly as the heat rose to my face. Although I made breakfast for Mio earlier, I''d forgotten to find food myself. Koga, the sweet boy that he was, pulled out a bento box from his school bag and tried to offer it to me.
<span style="font-weight:400">"It''s not much, and the food inside is kind of childish… but if you''re hungry, I don''t mind sharing this with you," he insisted, opening the bento box to reveal octopus wieners, onigiri, and salmon.
<span style="font-weight:400">Looking at the charity in his hands, a different kind of hunger was welling up within me.
<span style="font-weight:400">"You know what? I''m hungry for something else right now," I purred, shoving the bento box away and snuggling up to his chest.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Hahh… hahh… More… Fuck me harder! I love your cock! It makes me feel so good… I''m so close— aaahhh!" With my tail wrapped around the base of his cock, I rode Koga until his hot cum gushed into my pussy for the sixth orgasm.
<span style="font-weight:400">Exhausted and full atst, I rewarded him by going down to give his cum and pussy juices-soaked cock a blowjob. The taste revitalized me, filling my being with sexual energy again.
<span style="font-weight:400">"<i><span style="font-weight:400">Chuu… Chuu… shllrrrp</i><span style="font-weight:400">… How do you… <i><span style="font-weight:400">shllrrp… </i><span style="font-weight:400">like my clean up blowjob?" I slobbered all over his meat stick, throwing sweet nces at him.
<span style="font-weight:400">"S-Saeko… I''m d to have sex with you again, but… it feels different. I''ve never had a girlfriend, so correct me if I''m misinterpreting anything… Is something wrong?" Koga asked, wiping the sweat from his face.
<span style="font-weight:400">"It''s nothing you need to worry about." I gulped down the honey-sweet cum and cleaned myself up before getting dressed.
<span style="font-weight:400">We had spent a good chunk of the day just screwing in an empty ssroom, but now that we were done, the miserable reality that I''d pushed to the back of my mind rushed forth. There was little point to being in school right now. Maybe Mio had the right idea about skipping today.
<span style="font-weight:400">I stood at the door, hesitating to leave. Because leaving meant going right back into the world I messed up.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Saeko!" Koga turned me around and gave me a big bear hug. His big arms wrapped around my body in aforting embrace, so full of affection and lust.
<span style="font-weight:400">He finally let go of me and smiled.
<span style="font-weight:400">"W-What was that for?" I stammered, heating up in the face.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I don''t know. It just looked like you needed a hug. Whatever you''re going through, I just want you to know that I''m rooting for you. And since the secret''s out that you''re a subus, at least you have no need to hide anymore, right?" Koga said.
<span style="font-weight:400">That''s right. I was a subus. All this time hiding my identity only ended up giving the enemy the advantage. For what purpose anyway? Who cared if the world knew I was a subus. It changed nothing.
<span style="font-weight:400">Hearing those words made me feel a little better. Even when things started looking dim, there were always a few specks of light to shine the way.
<span style="font-weight:400">I pulled Koga in for a kiss with a huge helping of tongue y as thanks. He didn''t know what to do, taken by surprise by my impish act. We parted and only a sliver of saliva hung between us and an erection bumping against my thighs.
<span style="font-weight:400">"It''s kind of hard to take your words seriously when you haven''t put your pants on." I pointed to his penis.
<span style="font-weight:400">Koga turned bright red and went searching for his pants. I seized the opportunity to cast invisibility on myself to leave school undisturbed. Flying back to Kana''s house, a bird''s eye view of the city unfolded before me a miasma of misfortune as though Tsukiji was enveloped in a fog of pollution.
<span style="font-weight:400">A multiple car pile-up at a busy intersection had traffic backed up for miles in every direction. More people than usual were at the park, sitting slumped on the benches and faces buried in their hands. Just by existing Tamamo was causing misfortune to spread and gradually growing stronger from it.
<span style="font-weight:400">I got back to kana''s ce and saw the te of food I''d cooked for Mio was licked clean. She was awake upstairs in his room, sitting at his desk, staring at the pictures of us from our Christmas date. Balled up tissues littered the desk, and another one was held in her hand and pressed to her red nose. Her demeanor was filled with remorse, seeing mee in.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Sorry… about snapping at you this morning," Mio said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I deserved it, so it''s fine—"
<span style="font-weight:400">"It''s not fine!" She turned to me, eyes red from crying. "Man, I feel like shit. I went with you to the other side, so I should share the me. It''s just that… seeing Kana get taken away… I dunno, it sucks harder than I blow, and I''m damn good at sucking dick."
<span style="font-weight:400">"I didn''t even know you liked Kana that much. I always thought you were in it just for the sexual energy," I said, joining her at the desk.
<span style="font-weight:400">Mio returned her gaze fondly at the pictures.
<span style="font-weight:400">"At first, I was… then that monkey had to go and be all cute and nice and shit. Kinda figured what it is that you like about him. I want Kana back." Mio clenched her fists.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I do, too. So how about we go bring him back?" I ced a hand on her closed fist, and Mio suddenly leapt from her seat to throw her arms around me. Both of us staggered back and fell onto the bed. The next thing I knew, she had me pinned to the bed with her weight, hands holding my wrists to either side of my head. She brought her lips down on mine, and I dropped my human form to entangle our tails together.
<span style="font-weight:400">My nipples had formed peaks on my school uniform. Mio was still in her pajamas, so theck of a bra squished against my body and scraped my chest with her own erect nipples. We made out until saliva drooled down the side of my lips.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Busy at school, huh?" Mio grinned.
<span style="font-weight:400">I swallowed the mouthful of her saliva and was treated to a hot lick on the side of my cheek.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I-I only wanted to recharge my sexual energy…"
<span style="font-weight:400">"So, how are we getting Kana back?" Mio asked, sping my hand and pulling me up.
<span style="font-weight:400">"First, I''m going to need my sword. Then we''re going to go back to Takamagahara for another visit," I said.
<span style="font-weight:400">We flew back home with the intention of asking Hatsumi for the de of the First Temptress back, but when we got there, the sound of crying could be heard from the kitchen. My heart dropped into the pit of my stomach, seeing my sister was hunched over the kitchen table, voice quivering, and wiping her tears into the sleeve of her shirt.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Oh, Saeko, Mio… You two are home early? Sorry, I—"
<span style="font-weight:400">We rushed to her side.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Hatsumi, what''s wrong? Did something happen?" I asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">Hatsumi hesitated to tell me. It wasn''t until she looked me in the eyes did she be awash with shame and relented.
<span style="font-weight:400">"My internship called… They rejected my summer application. Everything was going so well… When I asked why, they told me my parents had called and said to have my application voided. Mom called me right after and told me they''re nning to have me work overseas at their newpany," Hatsumi exined in a shaky voice.
<span style="font-weight:400">"What the fuck kinda parents are they to just drop that on you guys?" Mio angrily searched mine and Hatsumi''s red eyes for answers.
<span style="font-weight:400">"The kind that didn''t even bother putting a baby bottle in my mouth when I was little," I answered spitefully, grabbing a tissue to wipe my sister''s tear-stained cheeks. "They called the school office to reach me. I… kind of hung up on them."
<span style="font-weight:400">"You did— what?" she gasped.
<span style="font-weight:400">Taking both of her hands in mine, I said, "Sis, I don''t care what they say or want from us anymore. We''re both adults! Going to Tsukiji University is as far as I ept what they want me to do. I don''t want their money, not this house or whatever inheritance they want to hold me hostage by! Mom and dad can… They can suck a dick!"
<span style="font-weight:400">Mio and Hatsumi blinked at me. Their expressions were both nk, but it was Mio who erupted intoughter that dispelled the tension.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I can''t believe you stood up to mom and dad like that. You''re growing up so fast it''s almost unfair. Then there''s me, the big sister, who is still crying like a baby…" Hatsumi sighed.
<span style="font-weight:400">"You were the one who raised me," I reminded her. "I wouldn''t be here if it wasn''t for you. Our parents don''t deserve a single thanks for how we were raised."
<span style="font-weight:400">"That''s what I''m talking about! Who the fuck cares what your parents think or want from you. I didn''t have parents, and look how I turned out!" Mio put both hands on her hips and puffed out her chest.
<span style="font-weight:400">Hatsumi giggled, her shoulders no longer shuddered from crying, but from a fit ofughter instead. Two hands reached out to our heads, rubbing the sweet spot between our horns.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Ah~ I couldn''t ask for a better family than the two of you." She smiled, then noted the time on the clock and frowned. "Or maybe not. Both of you should still be in school. What are you doing home so early?"
<span style="font-weight:400">"I actually came back to ask for the sword. Mio and I are going back to Takamagahara to start setting things right. I caused this all to happen, so I have to be the one to fix it. If we leave it alone too long, Tamamo no Mae and Shuten Doji will cause enough havoc to ruin more than just our lives," I exined.
<span style="font-weight:400">Hatsumi stood up from the dining room chair and summoned the de of the First Temptress to her hands. She walked to the other end of the kitchen, staring down at the sword with her back turned to us.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I don''t think I made the best subus queen. That title has always belonged to you, Saeko. The least I can do for you, especially after you reminded me how much you mean to me, is be a good big sister to you."
<span style="font-weight:400">ck swirling energy enveloped Hatsumi as she transformed into her subus form. It kicked up newspapers and mail on the counter, sent our hair fluttering, and distorted the space like gazing through rippling waters. Mio and I were forced to squeeze our eyes shut when the same energy intensified to a blinding light.
<span style="font-weight:400">Calm returned to the kitchen a split secondter, and Hatsumi was back to her human form. The purple and ck sword levitated vertically in front of me with the tip pointed downwards. It hummed with energy, awaiting for me to take it. I reached out, and as soon as I grabbed the hilt, the sword vanished and returned to my soul. Not just that. It had once again be an extension of my soul, the other part of me that was a subus. Power surged through my being as the sexual energy I umted earlier drained into the artifact weapon.
<span style="font-weight:400">I was able to summon it to my hand again, and my reflection along the cold steel greeted me like an old friend.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Man, I used to want that sword so bad just to shove it up Bea''s ass. Now I can''t see anyone else but you holding it," Mio remarked with awe.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Don''t anger too many kami, okay? Try to be back home for dinner. We haven''t eaten together in a long time," Hatsumi said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Thanks, sis. We''ll be home before you know it!" I smiled.
<span style="font-weight:400">Fighting Tamamo and Shuten conventionally still wasn''t possible.
<span style="font-weight:400">Our destination was Kon''s shrine. Stronger now with the sword back in my hands, the first thing I needed to do was confront Raijin and Mutoh about their deception. None of the kami were inherently evil. They had to listen to reason. Amaterasu, too. Her greatest desire was to ensure Takamagahara''s safety, and with it threatened by evil yokai released into Japan, she had to see that it wouldn''t be to heaven''s best interest.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Kon! Open up, Kon!" I banged on the door to his shrine.
<span style="font-weight:400">Unfortunately, the lesser kami refused to even reject us.
<span style="font-weight:400">"This isn''t working out. I say we charm the guy," Mio said.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Can we actually charm through walls?" I asked. "I''ve never done it before."
<span style="font-weight:400">"Heh. Just leave it to yo girl, Mio." She walked up to the door and cleared her throat obnoxiously. I felt her aura expand and after a few seconds, Kon opened up with a smile on his face to wee us into his shrine.
<span style="font-weight:400">"I''m so d to have you two back! I hope you''re doing well. Can I offer you some tea?" Kon asked, orbiting us like a bee around flowers
<span style="font-weight:400">Nothing much had changed inside. Not that I was expecting any. There was a tea set on the ground next to his cushion, and it looked like he was in the middle of brewing himself a drink when we interrupted.
<span style="font-weight:400">"If I remember right, what he didst time was…" I shut the door, then rang the bell three times. When I opened the door, we were still in Japan.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Maybe he''s gotta be the one to do it," Mio suggested, thenpelled Kon to ring the bell.
<span style="font-weight:400">We opened the door again, but it wasn''t the ever-shining Takamagahara that awaited us. Night had befallen the heavenly city. Where the enormous sun should have been behind the pce was a bright moon instead that casted its lunar light across the realm.
<span style="font-weight:400">"Whoa… Who turned off the lights?" Mio asked.
<span style="font-weight:400">"While you guys were gone," Kon began as a matter of factly, "Amaterasu was dethroned."
<span style="font-weight:400">"What?!" we cried.
<span style="font-weight:400">He nodded. "Amaterasu has been cast into exile for failing to contain Tamamo no Mae and Shuten Doji. With Takamagahara having fallen into a soul drought, the one who sits upon the celestial pce is the former exiled kami, Tsukuyomi, god of the moon."