Chapter 56_I Will Live As An Actor

Chapter 56

 Confessions of Actor Jang?

 Chief Editor Kwak Myunghwan looked at the terrestrial TV PD sitting opposite him.

 Are you asking about a story that is already a decade old?

 There are many things I would like to ask you, Chief Kwak, because getting an interview with you isnt easy. Besides, there are many parts that resonate with the documentary about Actor Jang Youngguk we are currently producing. We understand that youve been keenly observing Mr. Jang since his debut.

 Not exactly from his debut. I didnt know about him when he was a child actor. He shot to fame with the drama Youth when he was eighteen. I happened to run into Actor Jang when I attended a script reading at that time. You remember Youth, right?

 Of course. Didnt our drama department produce it? There are even rumors that itll be remade this year, thanks to fans nostalgic from ten years ago. The PD who was in charge of the production, Kim Jin, is now head of the drama department at a cablework, and Writer Hwang Sugyeong has be a giant of the industry that Korea cant do without. And of course, we dont need to mention Actor Jang Youngguk.

 Senior Writer Kwak Myunghwan gave a brief nod. The wrinkles around his eyes reflected his nostalgia for ten years ago. As the camera for the documentary rolled, he added his narration.

 There were a lot of concerns about using a neer, but Youth was a huge hit, dispelling those worries. Actor Jangs poprity soared to the sky. He was extremely popr even across the ocean in Japan. It wouldnt be an exaggeration to call him Koreas first Hallyu star. The advertising industry also tried to hire Actor Jang, offering huge conditions. Do you remember the apple drinkmercial that Actor Jang first took on?

 Ahaha, you mean thatmercial now recorded as a ck mark in Actor Jangs history?

 It may be a ck mark for Actor Jang, but it must have been a godsend for the advertiser. Thanks to that onemercial, the apple drink sold like hotcakes in Korea, and thepany grew so much that the advertisers title changed from CEO to Chairman.

 After the Youth ended, Jang Youngguk quickly rose to be the blue chip of the broadcasting and advertising world.

 However

 Contrary to the publics expectation that he would continue to build his reputation as a teen icon, Actor Jang chose a film rated for adults only for his next project. Many people worried about this. They said it was too drastic an image transformation. As a result, the advertising industry, which had been showering him with love calls, hesitated. Some reporters even wrote malicious articles. They said that the teen star who had been riding the wave of poprity might leave a blemish on his acting career due to his acting pride.

 Did you think so too, Chief Kwak?

 Why would I? An actor has to act, so why should he worry about other peoples eyes? I respected Actor Jangs decision.

 Just then, the cameraman signaled that the tape was going to run out. During the break, the PD carefully brought up a private conversation.

 Mr. Kwak, do you remember Actor Jangs first fan meeting by any chance?

 I remember it very well.

 Then this is my personal curiosity, but in the past, wasnt it practically unheard of for an actor to hold a fan meeting? I tried to find a video of the fan meeting at the time, but I couldnt get it because the agency said they didnt have any data. You were active at the time, and you attended Actor Jangs fan meeting, didnt you?

 Yes, I did. I understand why Songwon Entertainment doesnt have the video.

 Excuse me?

 Myunghwan recalled the scene of the fan meeting ten years ago and exined.

 There were circumstances that made it so.

 * * *

 There were so many cameras installed at the fan meeting venue that it felt like a movie shooting scene. All because of CEO Kim Seonghwans passion.

 It was Songwon Entertainments first fan meeting, and, at the time, it was notmon for actors to hold fan meetings, so he thought it was worth recording.

 Meanwhile, Yeongguk licked his dry lips.

 I shouldnt have prepared a personal talent.

 His mouth got the better of him. He didnt need to boast about preparing a personal talent. He had learned the choreography for a week, but there was no way he could fix his awkwardness, equivalent to an incurable disease, in such a short time. He could almost see the face of Actor Park Suyeongughing and giggling while watching the recorded fan meeting video.

 Many fans havee from not only Korea but also Japan! Yeongguk has been practicing dance for a long time for the fans. ording to the rumors, he dances better than most singers and everyone was surprised. Is it true? He is about to reveal his dance skills, which have never been disclosed anywhere before!

 The atmosphere heated up with the hosts witty talk. Where on earth did the groundless rumor that he dances better than most singerse from?

 Yeongguks face felt hot, and he wanted to say stop. But when he heard the screams of the fans outside the stage, it all disappeared. What cant he do for the fans?

 Kawaii!

 Cute!

 The audience shouted in both Korean and Japanese. People were screaming with joy. His dance moves ere clumsy, but he had been practicing for so long that he was able to hit the beat perfectly, spreading a happy smile on the fans faces.

 Natsune! Dojin-sama is going to sing!

 What? Singing?

 Yeah! They say hes really good at singing?

 Really?

 The Japanese fan, Natsune, upon hearing her friend who had been on the same ne with her, responded and suddenly became focused. She already seen Yeongguks robot dance routine, so she dindt expect much. It was very cute, but she couldnt say he was good. Soon after, Yeongguk picked up the stand microphone and smiled.

 Yeah, it didnt matter if he was good or bad at singing anymore. An actor just needed to act well, and his smile alone could melt a frozen cier.

 It was then.

 Shojo.

 His favorite song from his past life rang out. She didnt understand because it was Korean, but the feeling of the lyrical lyrics gripped her whole body. Natsune was already tightly closing her mouth as if thrilled.

 Who knew a song could be so sweet?

 Natsune, today really feels like a dream.

 As her friend said, it wouldnt be as happy as walking on clouds. Not only her, but all the faces of the numerous fans who came to the fan meeting clearly revealed the same emotions.

 He was doing so when he was speaking Korean, but every time he waved his fluent Japanese at them, their hearts trembled as if an earthquake had urred. How could they not love him, soaked in sweat from passionately running around the stage for the fans? The thought that she wished this moment wouldst forever circled in her head.

 The atmosphere of the theater where the fan meeting was held was ripe. The host continued to lead the event with witty talk. When a segment called Hug with Jang Youngguk came out, everyone let out a scream-like cheer. Soon, Yeongguk on stage drew a number from the lottery box.

 Its me! Im 73!

 Natsune miraculously got her number called and jumped up from her seat with joy. She went up on the stage bathed in the spotlight and faced Yeongguk. It couldnt be helped that her fingertips trembled faintly. She never dreamed she would see the actor she had only met through the TV so close.

 Perhaps understanding her feelings, Yeongguk gently hugged Natsune. As Natsune hugged him back and carefully lifted her head, she saw Yeongguks smiling face. At that moment, she felt her heart flutter wildly. After hugging Yeongguk and she was about to step off the stage

 Huh?

 The curtain of the stage abruptly closed, and it felt like it was about to go dark when the lights on the stage swayed and a piece of lighting equipment fell headfirst over Natsunes head. With a loud bang, Natsune came to her senses. Somehow, it was Yeongguk who had thrown his body to save her. Yeongguk, with the Japanese girl in his arms, asked in fluent Japanese,

 Are you alright?

 * * *

 There was an incident like that?

 The PD seemed to hear it for the first time. It wasnt surprising considering if such an ident had urred at the fan meeting, it wouldnt have been strange if rumors had already spread. Kwak Myeonghwan showed a thin smile at his reaction.

 At that time, the inte wasnt as developed, and because the stage was dark and the ckout curtain was down, the fans in the audience couldnt see. Of course, crucially, it was because Actor Jang asked each of the reporters after the fan meeting had safely ended.

 What did he ask them?

 Actor Jang told the reporters himself. He said it was merely a mishap. He said he was worried that the Japanese fans would be hurt because of the incident. At that time, the Japanese fan was safe, but Actor Jang suffered a scrape on his back. But even in that state, he didnt show it and safelypleted the fan meeting. Its behind the story, but that Japanese girl is now the president of Actor Jangs fan club in Japan.

 Just then, a knock came from beyond the writing room. The secretary came in and said something in Kwak Myeonghwans ear. He checked his wristwatch and nodded briefly. The cameraman had just finished changing the tape of the filming camera.

 Well, the introduction was long. We dont have much time, so lets get to the point. You asked about The Priests Confession, Jangs first lead role in amercial movie.

 Kwak Myeonghwan picked up a teacup and moistened his throat before adding.

 Thanks to the action he showed at the fan meeting, as you know, PD, The Priests Confession was a huge hit. As an adult-only movie at the time, it set a remarkable record. You know that, right, PD?

 Of course. I remember watching The Priests Confession at the theater at the time. There were hardly any movie tickets left nationwide because they were selling like hot cakes. Did you expect The Priests Confession to be such a hit, Chief Kwak?

 I had that feeling on the set. I was lucky enough to have the opportunity to observe on the day of the crank-in. Everyone was talking negatively about Jangs choice of next work, but he showed a distinctive appearance from the first shoot. Whenever I think of his acting, I get goosebumps all over my body.

 Kwak Myeonghwans wrinkled eyes reminisced about the past. The chilling appearance of the actor that he met at the filming site of The Priests Confession ten years ago.

 * * *

 Crank-in.

 Park-hyung, when filming, please boldly raise the scene. When focusing on the clock in the control room, make sure theposition is alive. You know what I mean, right? Not to emphasize the sub-camera, but we need a clear contrast. Also, when the main character says a line, you have to shoot it like an over-the-shoulder (OSS) shot for the supporting actors. Especially, this expression must be alive.

 Director Shin, Ive already told them to prepare all the tracks. You think I didnt see the continuity?

 Its the first filming, please understand a little, Park-hyung. And Seonwoo, you have to tighten well when you capture the subject with HMI. Because its a picture. But dont tighten it too hard from the beginning. Like ripples spreading on the water, subtly, right?

 Hyung, youre not treating me like a baby, are you? Ive been rolling on the ground of lighting for several years. But if its what Hyung says, its okay. Ive never slipped up, and now youve entrusted me with the position of lighting director. Even if I bleed, Ill do it perfectly, so just watch.

 Alright, you jerk. If you make a mistake from the first shoot, you might see a different name when you see the ending credit at the theaterter.

 Would you dare to do that?

 The filming scene was full of tension. Everyone was a bit tense as it was about to start digging. There was even a superstition that the first shoot determined the sess of a movie, how could they not? Just by looking at the figure of Director Shin Seonghyeon, who was having animated conversation with the directors of each department, one could tell how important this moment was.

 Unlike usual, he wore his hat low due to the superstition that if the director didnt wash his hair on the first day of shooting, the film would be a hit.

 Senior, Im Actor Jang Yeongguk. Im looking forward to working with you!

 Weve already greeted each other at the production announcement, so you dont have to be so polite. I heard you call Junghyeon uncle? Just calling me senior makes me feel old.

 Then can I call you hyung instead of uncle?

 I like your spirit. Lets do a good job on shooting today!

 It was middle-aged Actor Kim Hyeongseop. He, too, was one of the renowned actors in Korea, just like Junghyeon. He was a role model for Yeongguk in his previous life. He was unsurpassed as a supporting actor in Korea. Kim Hyeongseop, who was cheerfully chatting with Yeongguk, patted his back and got up.

 Yeongguk, are you okay?

 Eh, Im okay.

 Manager Lee Bongchun asked cautiously. Yeongguk, who had bitten his lip at the sting, quickly fixed his expression. There was intermittent pain in the area where he was wounded in an ident at the fan meeting site before. But since the treatment was finished without anyone knowing and as long as he wore a coat, no one would know he was hurt except for his manager. It was then.

 Actor Jang.

 Yeongguk, who was talking to his manager, turned his head. It was Director Shin Seonghyeon.

 Director Shin, I told you to speakfortably. After the countryside trip with mest time, we decided to do so. If you continue like this, Ill feel a distance, wont I?

 Youll get used to it gradually.

 From the listeners point of view, its much morefortable. Did youe to deliver the continuity and instructions?

 Youre like a ghost, you seem to know exactly what Im going to say.

 Ive already received the continuity from Seokcheol-hyung (assistant director) and looked at it. Youre worried because its a long-take shooting, arent you?

 Director Shin Seonghyeon was amazed by the young actor. There were not many cases where even most actors understood the directors thoughts at once, but this guy knew the filming instructions as if hes looking into his heart. Its a talent that couldnt be exined as anything but innate.

 By the way, theres someone Id like to introduce to Actor Jang. He just returned home and joined our shooting team. Hes the music director.

 From the directors of the main parts of the filming site to the youngest staff, I had already greeted everyone. Wondering who he would introduce, a familiar figure appeared.

 Director Choi Yul?

 Do you know me?

 How could I not know him? Hes the person who gave me a lot of disgrace in my previous life. His stern image had be sharper with age.

 Now, he was famous throughout Asia, but in the future, he would be a master in Hollywood, the sacred ce of the film industry, as a music director.

 On the other hand, Director Choi Yul was perplexed. Even though he had made a name for himself as a music director, he had had few encounters with actors. Thats because most of his work was done by watching the directed film and discussing it with the film director.

 I really liked the main theme song of From Busan and Monn, your debut work. And I read the interview after you won the music award at the Grand Bell Awards.

 Really? But Monn is a movie that hasnt been released in China yet?

 Oops.

 Ah, I saw in a magazine that Director Choi Yul is working on the theme song for a movie called Monn in China. I guess I got my hopes up too high.

 Really?

 But Director Shin, surely the person you mentioned isnt

 Yes, its Director Choi Yul. I never thought Actor Jang would go as far as to look up his interview. He will be in charge of the music for our movie, The Priests Confession. He rushed back from China a few days ago.

 Huh.

 Director Choi Yuls poprity was skyrocketing, even among renowned filmmakers. He was considered a blue chip, akin to a national actor. I never dreamed Id meet him here.

 He was notoriously picky when it came to selecting projects but thats because he was also a perfectionist. Generally, music directors had two methods of working.

 First, they would select orpose the theme song after filming waspletely finished and they could watch the edited footage. Secondly, they would visit the set from the start of filming ande up with the song. Director Choi Yul belonged to thetter group.

 He was a sensitive guy.

 And quite prickly at that. I had a minor role in his previous film. By his mid-forties, he was already considered a master music director, just as influential as a film director.

 Ugh, I dont want to recall those times.

 When Director Choi Yulined at a drinking party that my acting was so terrible it hindered his ability toe up with a suitable track, the film director fired me on the spot. I couldnt argue, I was pretty green.

 Of course, that experience served as a lesson and improved my acting.

 I look forward to working with you, Director Choi Yul.

 But this time, I would show a different side of me.

 * * *

 Eventually, the shout of the assistant director that standby wasplete rang out. Everyone swallowed nervously and headed to the filming site.

 Scene number 1, The Priests Confession!

 With the sound of the pperboard, all eyes on set were focused. The beginning of the movie flowed in reverse order. This meant the story flowed backwards from the moment the serial killer was caught. It was a device to engage and interest the audience beyond the screen.

 Kim Mujin, 29 years old, you im to be a priest, is that correct?

 His hair was disheveled, and the white cor, worn over a ck cassock down to his ankles, was stained with blood. Despite the detectives questioning, the priest remained silent. The detective banged his fist on the steel table in frustration.

 Answer me! Do you think youre here for fun! Theres six of them, the number of victims suspected to have been killed by you. How can youmit such crimes and still call yourself a priest.

 At the sight of the priest exercising his right to remain silent, the frustrated detective shook his head and rose from his seat. As he gestured across the double paned ss, another priest entered the interrogation room. He was an older priest, his face and white hair covered with age spots. As he entered, the detective subtly made room for him.

 Father Mateo, what is going on?

 The older priest (yed by Kim Hyeongseop) held the hand of the younger handcuffed priest (Jang Yeongguk) and asked. At that, the lips that were sealed tight, slowly opened.

 Do you know what pride, envy, wrath, lust, gluttony, sloth, and greed mean, Bishop James?

 Are they not the seven deadly sins spoken of in the Bible?

 Correct. The reason I killed them was nothing else. I questioned whether sin and punishment really existed while studying theology. Isnt that the case in reality? The victims turn to dust, while the perpetrators live on without hesitation.

 His voice was too devout for a murderer.

 Do not ask me why I did it. I cannot undo their sins, just as I cannot undo the sins I havemitted. Bishop James, I have killed criminals corresponding to the seven deadly sins. However, I could notplete thest sin. Do you know what it is?

 Greed.

 Correct.

 At that moment, the young priest lifted his head. His demeanor was gentle. Bloodstains remained on his neck and chin, but even that sight seemed incredibly sacred. As the older priest was about to say something, the young priest interrupted him with a shake of his head.

 A senseless person cannot know this; a fool cannotprehend.

 The detectives standing beyond the ss of the interrogation room did not understand. They couldnt, as the words were in Latin. Of course, the older priest sitting in front of the young priest knew what he was saying. The gentle face of the young priest seemed to shatter like ss.

 Why seek greed while walking the path of priesthood? How happy you must have been, seeing your barn full of riches. Not only did you lust after young women, but you also destroyed their families. All of this will be your sin.

 As if a ripple had formed on a calmke, the older priests wrinkled eyes trembled intensely. The people on set were watching this unfold. The brief intro taking ce in the interrogation room was enough to captivate them and make it impossible to look away. Then

 Greedy man, you will meet your death due to your ignorance.

 The young priest exined in a sharp voice.

 James, you are thest sin.

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